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#idk if you mean it platonically and we can just be friends cause that does sound absolutely lovely
rosicheeks · 2 years
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i wish we were roomies, i hate having people over so you can paint in the living room every night if you want! i’ll make sure you stay hydrated and bring you tons of snackies too :3
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Omg pls pls pls pls this is my DREAM 🥺
#stop I’m literally going to start crying cause I want this SO BADLY#idk if you mean it platonically and we can just be friends cause that does sound absolutely lovely#or or or#what I’m kinda dreaming of having a little lovey dovey thing with my roomie 🥺#like what if we are just friends at first#but then after time we slowly start to fall for each other#ok ok ok so many scenarios are running through my head right now hahahaha#but for painting#that sounds absolutely amazing#I want to just be chilling out in the living room and playing music or a movie#and then you come out and bring me water and some fruit and tell me to stay hydrated#and then when I’m finally done with my painting I’ll excitedly yell/sing your name while I try and find you#maybe you’ll be playing a video game and have your headphones on so you don’t hear me#so when I finally find you I sneak over to you and if it’s a game you can’t pause I’ll sit behind you and watch while you finish your game#or if it’s a pausable game I’ll tap on your shoulder and maybe even kiss your cheek#‘uhm hi hi hi sorry to bother you but uhhhhhm my painting is done 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 do you want to see?’#and then I’ll hold your hand and bring you over to my paint area#I’ll look up at you while you’re inspecting the painting#*sigh* ‘sorry rosie……. this painting……….. is fucking amazing!’ you’ll tease me at first and maybe pretend you don’t like it so i go 😔#and then when you turn it around i instantly smile and look up at you like really?? 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#after I give you a small thank you I quickly grab a little bit of leftover paint on the table and put it on your nose *boooooop*#I laugh and smirk at you and before you can react I quickly run away and hide before you can catch and punish me#ughhhhhhhhh#I don’t even need a lovey dovey situation. just having a place I can comfortably paint sounds like a dream#it’s sad but if anyone actually lived near me and I *somewhat* knew them…. and they had space and wanted a roomie??? I would move in#I know stranger danger and I would probably end up dead but like…….#do I care? ehhhhhhhhhh 50/50 hahah#hopefully they kill me in an interesting way at least hahahahah man I’m so morbid I’m sorry#but seriously thank you cutie! this ask is so fucking cute and helped me get out of my funk#🐝 anon
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angstyx · 1 year
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one where the reader donates some money to get a tts message to play? (gender neutral, wilbur, fundy, and karl or more if you can ^^)
Reactions to You Donating to Them
Includes: George, Wilbur Soot, Fundy, Karl, Tommy, Sapnap
TW: cursing, small cringe? idk
Requested?: [Yes] [No]
Note: i didnt know if you wanted platonic or romantic so i did a mix of them
also ngl this was fun and i had a bunch of ideas so let me know if you want a part 2
and hey, been a while hasn’t it? This has been finished for a while I just didn’t feel like posting it
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George
« [username] donated $10! » “hi babe can do me a favor and go get the food I just ordered <33"
he's literally so confused from how random the message was
you knew he was streaming so of course you had to tease him
chat is laughing and telling george to listen to you and to go get the food
"[name]... you're literally in the room next to mine. You could get it yourself."
« [username] donated $10! » “shhh don't expose me like that and fyi im binge watching my favorite show rn so i'm busy"
literally deadpans at the camera
"[name] i'm literally streaming right now"
« [username] donated $15! » "aw okay :(( well no mcdonalds for you then... and i was hoping i could feed you too </3 "
blushes from your teasing
chat is going wild. i repeat. chat is going wild
[dsmp_fan] "george listen to [name] and get the mcdonalds so they can feed it to you >:/"
in the end he gave in and got the mcdonalds for you
chat wouldnt let him live the moment down but hey at least he got to eat some french fries
Wilbur Soot
« [username] donated $20! » "wilbur open the fucking door right now"
"huh [name]? what are you talking about?"
« [username] donated $10! » "i was bored so now i'm outside your office cause i want to be on your stream. now open the fucking door"
"say less"
literally RUNS to the door to open it without giving it a second thought
he was still un-muted though so chat could barely hear the conversations between you too
"why are you here [name]? and... why do you have a box of cookies with you"
"like i said i was bored and did i forget to say i'm hungry?"
"it's 2am"
"yet you're streaming?"
"touché"
Fundy
« [username] donated $15! » "babe what do you want for lunch"
"oh hey [name]! uh i'm not sure. what do you have in mind?"
« [username] donated $10! » "well we can either go out or have it sent to us"
"well i think we both know what's the better option"
« [username] donated $10! » "doordash it is. how does [your favorite restaurant/food] sound?
"perfect"
the viewers who were new to his streams were absolutely confused
was this normal? do you two usually communicate like this? with you just donating to him?
the viewers who always watched his streams were used to it
it happened almost every other stream basically
Karl
« [username] donated $30! » "KARL!! MY FAVORITE STREAMER AND MY BEST FRIEND!! :D"
a huge smile appears on his face the second he reads your donation and message
"[name]!!! MY BEST FRIEND!! HOW ARE YOU DOING?"
quackity who was in a call with karl couldnt help but fake-gasp
i mean basically everyone knows he loves to be dramatic
"KARL I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR BEST FRIEND" D:
« [username] donated $20! » "shut up quackity :/ karl is my best friend, go find a new one. oh and i'm doing good karl"
karl just laughs while quackity fake sobs and starts cursing at you
« [username] donated $10! » "karl can i join the call? it'll be easier to talk to quackity "
"uh sure... no yelling please"
« [username] donated $20! » "no promises"
the second you joined, you began cursing and yelling at quackity
like you said, no promises
Tommy
« [username] donated $10! » "hey idiot, can i join your stream"
"first of all, how dare you call me a idiot and second of all, no"
« [username] donated $10! » "why not"
couldnt help but scoff at your message as chat begs tommy to let you join
chat absolutely loves the banter between you two though it usually ended in tommy's mom yelling at him from how loud he was cursing into the mic
"because i said so"
« [username] donated $50! » "what if i give you money"
"that won't make me change my mind"
« [username] donated $10! » "okay fine :/ how about i stop being annoying to you"
he was actually thinking hard about this one
not even joking
"wait actually? hmm... what do you think chat?"
« [username] donated $10! » "hurry up and decide"
"okay fine, you can join"
« [username] donated $10! » "yay :D"
*queue you joining the call*
"I never said how long i'll stop being annoying so ha hey you bitch"
*queue you being kicked from the call*
« [username] donated $1! » "fuck you"
Sapnap
« [username] donated $10! » "did you eat my ice cream"
literally looked at the donation message for a second before immediately looking away
the guilt is clearly on his face
"I don't know what you're talking about. I never saw any ice cream in your mini-fridge."
« [username] donated $10! » "huh strange, I never mentioned it being in my mini-fridge"
oh shit
he's done for
"uh well i guessed cause i always see food in there like ice cream"
« [dsmp_fan] donated $5! » "stop fucking lying sapnap"
"how could you betray me like this, chat. I swear i didnt take your ice cream [name]"
« [username] donated $10! » "fine i believe you"
"thank you"
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« [username] donated $10! » "you fucker i literally see the empty ice cream pint on the table behind you"
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shinobusupremecy · 5 months
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Shinobu with an s/o or friend that sleep talks
Modern au
Can be seen as romantic or platonic (friends). Idk how to write it as a mix of both so I just wrote together/friends. 
A/N: Hiiii! Been a while hasn’t it? Anyways I do apologize, I have no idea what more to say but I hope you have all been doing well <3
I will probably not be changing my ”hiatus” status because who knows?
Thank you anon for requesting this was so much fun to write!
I guess this will be a mix of oneshot and headcannon 
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🦋- You and Shinobu have been together/friends for long, the only ironic thing is not once you had a sleepover. Mostly because you two have different schedule and hobbies so you really never got the time to. Except now
🦋- It was you two’s first sleepover and you were excited to say the least. You decided to sleep at her house
🦋- You guessed she felt more comfortable that way. Shinobu’s mom said Shinobu hasn’t been to a sleepover at someone else’s house often at all. Probably like 2 three times when she was in middle school. 
🦋- Anyways when night time came around you two watched a series before going to bed. 
“Alright, good night Shinobu!”
“Goodnight Y/N” She said and closed the lights. The room turned dark and you both fell asleep without problems. 
“The chicken can wear a dishwasher” Shinobu woke up to someone murmiring about something. She thought her mind was playing tricks on her so she ignored it and went to sleep. 
She’s sure she didn’t even get to sleep in 5 minutes before she heard you yell
“THE BUTTERFLIES DRIVE A BUS” She turned over and looked at you still sleeping. It was so dark so she didn’t know if you were awake or not, only that you were there. 
“Y/N, if you really think it’s funny to yell weird stuff at 3am then you got another thing coming” 
“Nooooooooooo” You replied.
“Yes, I mean it!” She said sternly, not having the energy for this shit at 3am. 
“Not my children. Anyone but my children. They just sprouted wiiiiingggsss” Now Shinobu was really creeped out. She quickly understood you were sleep talking. 
But then her smile turned devilsih and amused, what more can you say?
“My dog will alert the authorities....YOU SHALL BE DAMMNED”
She quickly grabbed her phone and started recording.
“And why should they be dammned?” Shinobu asked. 
“They taught my cat to play the tombone...”
“Ohh, is that so bad?”
“They made my roach deaf” Shinobu had to hold in her giggle, this was way too amusing not to mess around with.
”So uh, do you know sign language for your roach?”
”Noooo…the man in the corner does though” Shinobu’s smile faded and she quickly turned around only to see nothing there. She saw your cheeky smile and wondered if you really were asleep or not.
”Hm, cheeky bastard” Shinobu whispered before she continued on having conversation with your half-concioused self.
After 15 minutes she thought she had enough footatge and she went to sleep.
🦋- Next morning rolled around and she showed the footatge to you in the morning. Depending on if you were aware that you could sleep talk or not your reaction would be kinda different.
🦋- If you knew you just laughed it off and told Shinobu ”I forgot to tell you”
”Y/n. We have been friends for several years, how could you forget to tell me!?” Shinobu would say. She would still keep the footatge though, as blackmail material🥰
🦋- If you did NOT know then you would be in for quite the shocker
”I can sleeptalk?”
”Apperantly hahha! Didn’t you know?” Shinobu’s expression slightly frowned to confusion
”Nope”
Awkward silence ensues..slightly.
🦋- Shinobu would probably ask if you want to maybe get that treated some way and if you’re comfortable with her recording when you do sleep talk.
🦋- If you do wanna get help then obviosuly Shinobu tries to treat you. She looks up ways to treat it and what causes sleeptalking.
🦋- If you don’t however then Shinobu and her sisters will atleast know how to entertain themself when they can’t sleep or when you go asleep early. Shinobu just gathers her sisters to talk to you when you sleep talk, each taking their own turn to talk, one records and later show you the next morning.
Shinobu had been noticing you were laying still for many minutes. She schooched over and listened to your slow but ateady breathing.
”Pst! Hey, hey, are you awake?” No response from you. Shinobu smiled and sneaked away, knocking on each of her sisters rooms.
”Hm? Is Y/N asleep again?” Kanao asked, trailing behind Kanae.
”Mhm, they are. From what I know they should be start talking soon” Shinobu said as she sat down on her knees, Kanae and Kanao each took their own seat on the floor forming a circle almost of 3 people and well, you in the middle of it.
They sat their in silence for a little but before you began to murmur something and Shinobu smiled knowing she was right.
”Noo…noo…don’t go in there, the tuna is dancing” Shinobu nudged Kanao to say something while Kanae just quietly snickered.
”U-uhmm…what dance did the tuna-? Ahem, tuna dance”
”Chicken dance. I think. I can’t seee….” Your worlds trailed off. Kanae thought about what she was gonna say, she scooted closer to say it when she finally got something.
”Is the dance good?”
”Mmmm maybeeeee, I don’t- wanna be meaan” Kanae had to cover her mouth with her hand to prevent herself from laughing.
”It’s amazing how we can have a conversation with them asleep like this” Kanao commented which Kanae agreed to and nodded.
”Well this will certainly not be the end of it” Shinobu said, pulling out her phone.
🦋- We can all just say that the butterfly sisters will be having you over for more sleepovers <3
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AroAce Club: The Origins
Sini: As an ace person ace Miu makes perfect sense. It's one of my fave hcs as well and I also just find it offensive when people say certain characters are "too horny" to be ace. Like....Ace people can be horny???
we need to start a club, aces united for ace Miu
Ves: sneaks into your house and turns all your ships into qprs while you aren't looking
you are my hero for this
idk how to put that in normal words, I feel unhinged things about this
I need explicitly aromantic ship content and nobody is making it
how many times can I reread Litsu's "Besties but Better" before more fics like that spawn, before I go insane?
I mean, "The Simple Truth (And Other Boldfaced Lies)" has been starting to go in that direction but it's crumbs in 1 (one) longfic that I don't know when/if to expect a next update
Hina: Can I ask what you mean by this?
I mean stories that make it clear characters are aromantic that are still relationship focused, that show how they navigate it
Hina: That seems cool, and I'd love to see this more!! I think I've only ever seen one or two aromatic ones and maybe like 5-10 asexual ones? (I know those aren't the same)
I want to read about characters being confused by the other types of attraction they experience trying to figure out their feelings just as much as I do about ones figuring out they're gay
I want those domestic slice of life one-shots that just don't have the romance in them but still make it clear the relationship is as important to the characters in it
I want to read those settling into a relationship 5+1 fics but about QPR
Clown_Chaoticz: This is so true, man, there's just a few certain things I think do best when presented in the form of something aromantic. Really wish there was more surrounding that type of closeness
Checkers: romance is a really difficult concept for me so seeing qpr and intimacy without romance is very lovely
Clown_Chaoticz: One of my favorite headcanons is that shuichi is somewhere on the aromatic spectrum, probably because I see him as the type to have some sort of feelings for everyone he meets. I saw that and went "HEH. HEHEHEHE". Meanwhile I think ouma is demisexual, or something along those lines. I wish there was something about them navigating something like that
crack treated seriously: actually getting married just for the tax benefits, an easygoing aro couple that doesn't attach much meaning to it, surrounded by supportive but not understanding friends who need to get more chill about it, it's just a formality and a party to celebrate being over with it, please we just want to be able to visit each other at the hospital if something happens, stop talking about children
Hina: Can I ask a question? How exactly does the aromatic spectrum work (genuine)
the range is similar to the ace spectrum, you get the gray, demi and all that
some aroace people use one label because the general lack of both feels like one and the same to them, but I use both separately, cause I have different feelings about those and figured them out at different times. I think I don't get romantic feelings at all, while being somehow hyperromantic (ik the term is almost unheard of compared to hypersexual, but it works the same), while having some sexual attraction left as long as it's impossible to pursue, and being mildly repulsed by mentions of irl stuff/realistic depictions while being fascinated with fiction. It was really easy for me to say I'm ace and never want to actually do anything sexual, while admitting I'm aro is still hard, part of me just obsesses over romance. And I still get sensual attraction on the crossroads of aesthetical and platonic, which is really annoying and sets off the hyperromantic spiral
Clown_Chaoticz: Yee!! Pretty much little to no romantic feelings! But still with the ability to love really deeply, just more on the platonic side of things. Personally I like it for shuichi specifically because the struggle to put people into a well defined "I feel this about you" box is very real. Mostly because I think shuichi would be inclined to search for clear answers, without realizing that his and others people's definitions of romantic are just the right amount of awkward to feel off. I'm struggling to describe it ajskhdshd I'm aromantic! And everyone's experience surrounding that is different sure but the way I can describe it for myself is that I am unable to see myself in a romantic relationship. I lowkey find it unnecessary. I like seeing it! I like thinking about it with my silly fictional people! I do not see it for myself. For the longest time I straight up did not know there was another aspect to liking someone. I thought everyone just picked who they had feelings for I thought there was a step by step process where you HAD to be friends first because there was no reason for you to further the relationship otherwise. So getting friendzoned? Did not understand why people were upset about that. Cause I thought, you have everything you need! Your still close to them!! I understand now the difference but MAN it's complicated.
like, some ace fics imply characters to lack sensual attraction too and be grossed out by kissing, but I am not, and it bothers me, because it's hard to explain it as a separate kind of attraction and draw the line
no, bc when I was pursuing dating I was hell-bent on the have to be friends first too, like, surely you have to get to know them first to be able to feel it, right? right?
Sini: Demisexual Kokichi is my fave and I cherish it. I've never thought of arospec Shuichi but that does make sense… I usually think of Tenmiko as having a kind of qpr or aroace romance. I didn't even know there were Saiou fics like that out there I know there are ones focused on asexuality that I've read, but that's it
Clown_Chaoticz: OHH!! I CAN SEE THIS!!! Tenmiko as a qpr kind of goes hard actually akhdkshdkdj This will be the only way I accept it from now on/hj
Sini: Idk, they're so coded to me- Tenko is such an aroace lesbian. She just admires and loves Himiko sm. And Himiko strikes me as not being the dating type. Like she has her crushes and stuff, she can have romantic adjacent feelings, but if she's getting involved she doesn't really want to do was is expected of her. She likes Tenko but not like that and Tenko realizes she feels the same. They simply have a deep connection : ) Literally gal pals Himiko goes off like, "We're not soulmates, we're soulbonded" and everyone but Tenko is confused on what the difference is
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also I made this chart of my hcs, but tbh I could move nearly anyone to a higher tier at any time if I felt like it, any of them could be aspec, and the main reason I didn't put Kaito as aroace is me being a hater, not wanting to share that with him, he has the potential for it, and I could put saiou in any variation, maybe one day I'll write something where one is aro and the other is ace, and they still get into some weird situationship, probably within The Greater Akamatsu Polycule, they're just fascinated by each other, there'd be mind games and Literal Sleeping Together... it'd be great.
[when I shared it in the pit, I said] I need help, how do I hc characters as aro without making them aroace? I need more aro hcs, I am not even sure about Sayaka or Sonia, it was more like I'm okay with placing them there but it wouldn't be my default, why do I not have aro hcs? wtf and I am not much better with ace hcs, I was going to have Kiyo and Gundham be just ace, but the voice in my head was like Why not? Why shouldn't I make them aroace? We can have it all
Hina: I love Aroace Nekomaru
I just think that after having their private platonic interaction peeped on & sexualized by outsiders both Nekomaru and Akane deserve to be ace, she's got more going on but tbh I haven't seen either of their ftes myself so it's mostly vibes and what other people said I am referring to the massage scene
Sini: FR! They’re so chill when it comes to that stuff. In Akane’s case it could be partly due to all the harassment she received, which just makes a lot of her reactions really sad, but she deserves to be ace as a treat. Makes things a little less sad (but also more so sad)
Hina: I've gotten some hate before for headcanoning Nekomaru as Aroace because he's apparently canonically MLM but? I don't know. Based on his FTE's, he's just a really chill person and I think he values the friendships that he builds and forms with people enough where a romantic relationship just isn't something he thinks about for himself often
Sini: Nekomaru can be Aroace and still be MLM…..Idk why people think being aroace means you can’t feel any attraction to any gender ever
Now go and write about aspecs!
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manyfandomocs · 16 days
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You know, I feel like we definitely need to talk crossovers at some point… Glee, Descendants, Wizarding World, whatever you want, I feel like our OCs would go so good together. 🤭
Okay in a strange turn of events considering what I asked you, I ended up overwhelmed by all the options I first immediately thought of?? But here is the big List pls tell me anything else you can think of I love anything and everything
And I left most of these vague on whether it’s platonic or even romantic so?? Lmk!!
Glee
Audrey + Beatrice (Bea would absolutely adore her, she’d love Audrey so much and think she’s so great)
Audrey + Carrie (Honestly this is mostly fc bias cause of Dumplin’ but I do think they’d be fun. Carrie is a bitch tbh but she can be a nice bitch, she’d question Audrey’s taste in Finn a little though)
Audrey + Felicity (Felicity is so kind and sweet to everyone she would welcome Audrey so fast)
Audrey + Giselle (Giselle is always welcoming she is usually the clubs mom friend she would love her)
Audrey + Saoirse (You know how Rory got attached to Sam a bit for American life, I think that’d be Saoirse and Audrey)
Audrey + Scott (I think this is one that would have a little buildup cause Scott isn’t a dick but he isn’t offering a bunch of friendliness right away either. But he does get really close to Coach Beiste and I see that being their in)
Audrey + Xavier (He’s a menace and annoying and he’ll flirt with her way too much but he means well)
Audrey + Zeke (Cousins! Zeke would love her! He’d also wanna fight anyone being mean he is a chill skater boy but also that’s his favorite person)
Leo + Ashton (As a baseline Ashton hates jocks except he doesn’t he thinks they’re hot. I think they’d have such an interesting dynamic tbh with Ashton’s attitude and them both being closeted)
Leo + CJ (CJ would think he’s so cool. He’d probably wanna talk his ear off tbh but I think he’d like Leo a lot)
Leo + Giselle (I love me some MLM/WLW solidarity these two can be that that’s the thought process. Plus he likes her brother so she’s supporting that)
Leo + Leonard (They’re both Leo’s I don’t have too much thinking here tbh. Leonard will make him pastries and probably have a crush on him tbh)
Leo + Scott (Hockey teammates hockey teammates. Scott would at least be more likely to talk to him quicker than some other crossovers because of hockey but he’s also like so singularly focused on hockey until the New Directions makes him open up so, it’d be rough but I’m so here for them)
Leo + Xavier (Also hockey teammates! Xavier would be chill with him for sure. Both from different states and having to deal with Lima weirdness, though Xavier would definitely seem more like the other assholes on the team but he’s chill really)
Parker + Ashton (Ashton would be so chill with them. He’s got his little skank bad boy rep so Parker is definitely up his alley to hang)
Parker + Carrie (Unexpected duo. Carrie is popular and ambitious and bitchy but?? I feel like she’d like Parker. Maybe cause they don’t give a fuck I feel like she’d respect that)
Parker + CJ (CJ thinks they’re the coolest person ever he will be wanting to copy their look and everything else. The ideal person to him)
Parker + Jasper (Idk i think Jasper would like Parker a lot he would be down for their whole vibe)
Parker + Steve (I don’t have too many thoughts I just think Steve could be into them and their whole thing)
Parker + Xavier (Honestly their storyline with Puck would just also work with Xavier though he’s more accepting)
Bruno + Ashton (I just like giving Ashton crossovers. I think it’d take a little bit but Ashton would definitely be into hanging out)
Bruno + Carrie (I think Carrie would end up liking Bruno a lot, she’s here to have one favorite New Directions member and it’d be him)
Bruno + Christina (I truly have no basis for this I just think they’d be so fun together)
Bruno + Isadora (I feel like they could hatch a plan together, be a little mischievous to get Mike and Tina to date them instead)
Ivy + Ashton (Honestly anyone that goes against the grain is cool with Ashton. He’d be down for her)
Ivy + Beatrice (She would think she’s so cool oh my god, number one fan she’s so impressed by her existence)
Ivy + Isadora (They are so similar I love it. Isadora would be so okay hanging out with Ivy and tbh after she stopped being friends with Santana and Brittany I see her being like “Ivy is my best friend now bye”)
Ivy + Sophia (Sophia would respect her sm. She is constantly arguing with people cause of Kurt so she would love Ivy standing up to people)
Ivy + Steve (Steve loves Broadway and would be amused by how outspoken she is so I think they’d end up being pretty chill
Bailey + Ashton (Honestly the idea of a little southern belle type befriending an asshole like Ashton is just really good to me)
Bailey + CJ (He has a crush on her. I have no doubt he has a crush on her. A very big embarrassing crush he would think she’s so great)
Bailey + Isadora (Their looks and aesthetic are so opposite and I love it I think they’d be great. Isadora would like her)
Bailey + Leonard (He’d love her, he’d love how nice he is because he’s ridiculously nice so it would be a great pair)
Bailey + Saoirse (Bailey has a southern accent, Saoirse has an Irish accent, I think they’d have conversations people wouldn’t understand and I love it)
Bailey + Scott (I just like Scott with a lot your people I’m sorry. I think she’d melt his little “Ice King” exterior pretty quickly)
Mara + Giselle (Giselle would love everything about her. The jewelry, being an out lesbian, all of it she is a big fan)
Mara + Jasper (Jasper shows up in Lima and he instantly decides he likes Mara that’s the rules)
Mara + Jupiter (Jupiter would find her weird I won’t deny that but she also is not against that at all she’d be charmed by it)
Mara + Saoirse (Saoirse would also love her. She would be so interested in everything about her)
Descendants
Greta + Cadence (I had to try to not give every VK I have but anyways. Cadence is not supposed to be in Auradon but she is here anyways which I think would already get Greta’s attention)
Greta + Emmeline (Emmeline is too friendly always so if Greta wanted one person in Auradon it would be her)
Greta + Gabriel (Besides the fact of Gabriel being my crossover boy I think he’d vibe with her a lot. He doesn’t wanna be here but she would be easy to befriend)
Greta + Hallie (Hallie would originally wanna befriend Greta to gain Auradon trust but once Greta’s friends with the VKs I think I can see them becoming friends)
Greta + Jackie (These two I see vibing a lot. Very cool together, Jackie would show up with the VKs unannounced and be very chill with Greta)
Greta + Ruby (Ruby would honestly be jealous of how open and herself she is so I think Ruby would definitely seem like one of the people that doesn’t like her but they’d grow close!!)
Sebastian + Evelyn (Evelyn wants to befriend him so badly. The Sea Three are her people she’d love him around)
Sebastian + Ginevra (Idk idk I just see a good friendship between these two. She usually hates people but Sebastian might get through)
Sebastian + Jackie (I also see these two vibing a lot, she’s been different places and would be happy to tell him about it)
Sebastian + Polly (Tbh a lot of this idea just stemmed from Sebastian’s intro saying that his parents said he belongs in Neverland so, my Neverland girl would be happy to talk)
Sebastian + Stephen (Brothers that end up dating villain kids they got a type)
Sebastian + Wrenley (They both are very dreamy and want more things I think they’d get along well)
Wizarding World
Rosaline + Cadmus (Two pureblood raised people that don’t really believe in the prejudices but aren’t going against their parents right now that date Weasley’s? They have lots in common I love it and also perfect with the fcs)
Rosaline + Catherine (Mmmm more fc bias but their both Slytherin’s and though Catherine doesn’t follow any pureblood crap I think they could be so fun)
Rosaline + Elio (More two pureblood raised people but Elio doesn’t date Ron they’re just besties. I think they’d get along I love it)
Rosaline + Zara (Rosaline takes time to get over her issues but I see them being really cute and good together)
Cat + Kieran (Cat really doesn’t need two pretty boy menaces in her left and yet, don’t they? Kieran will hit on them and be so annoying but also so charming)
Cat + Matilda (Tilly would love Cat? So much? She’s annoyed by James, Cat’s annoyed by Sirius, they can bond over it together)
Tbh I really should get some Fantastic Beasts and Riddle Era ocs too
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natashasbitxh · 3 months
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The anon that send you about how they aren't that close as friends and how they always dance around each other's. Wow anon I adore you.
That's exactly, it's there. But I was calling it the wall, like they put a wall on each other's, as if they cannot comprehend what the other is thinking but at the same time they're actually so similar. I have to say, yesterday I watched a lot of the old videos and that helped me to kind of understand this journey they are.
At first Chance wasn't afraid to look at him, he would always take an opportunity to said something to flirt, as a character or with a comment (this is important for the future).
In some videos, Shayne would be surprised how he would relate to whatever Chance has to said, an opinion or liking and then, it started slowly. Them laughing at the other jokes, also the looks came more from Chance, Shayne didn't looked that much like he was afraid of looking idk.
But the more vids later, probably like the challenge pit or the reddit one's, Shayne will be looking at Chance when he talked, I mean he was talking to everyone but he would look to Chance directly. You can see in his eyes to what direction he's was looking at.
The way he feel attacked by Mr. Peanut. The way he actually was the only one that new it was Chance secret about sleeping with a katana, for me it shows, they were actually paying more attention to the other in a silent way, by looks and listening to the other. Oh darling they would listen as if it is the most important thing.
And yet for some reason, if you see a video of them from those times and one from this times, you couldn't see any difference in the fact that they still don't know how to properly idk have like a banter. But I do feel like they understand the other more.
For example Chance doesn't flirt anymore, at least not like in the first vids, it shows he understands maybe or he just has a different mindset. To be honest I can't put into words how it is this way they interact. 'Cause Shayne it's looking a lot, but he doesn't try to be close, they just trying to see what the other is doing, like admiring from far away.
As is they are afraid of the other in a good way. I feel like they would get lost in a conversation about why they feel the same thing about a topic, and yet that would be it.
They laugh at the other's jokes more freely, they aren't super friends or anything, but maybe this will only show how great of a duo they could be, I know that Shayne is an easy person to make him laugh, but let's be honest here, nobody does it like Chance.
Another thing I would totally write is how in the theater video, you just can see how they don't know how to properly act in the scene, like yes they are acting those parts, but I do feel the emotions of just wanting to run away from both of them, they don't know how to properly act that way. It's uncomfortable in an interesting way I would say 🤨 not in a bad or good day, just curious.
I would be watching more videos, if I found where they shift I'll share it with you.
This was the closest I could get to show how I see them.
no truly, I love my anons sm u rlly come up with mind-blowing stuff!
yh, the wall makes sm sense! I rlly see it! And yes their journey is so interesting to me! U can rlly see them getting closer!!
and Chanse is such a bold person and outgoing, so I feel like he found it fun to be like that in and out of character!
everything you just said, I agree! It's been like a visible gradual build up, whether it's platonic or not!
yes, we talk abt Chanse looking all the time but Shayne has rlly started to be heavy with the eye contact too! And ur so right for saying the reddit and challenge pit vids because those r some strong lowkey shaynse vids.
OMG THANK YOU FOR REMINDING ME OF THAT!!! I completely forgot Shayne guessed correctly that it was Chanse, like he pointed at him and everything and then when it was revealed he was so mad he was right but wasn't listened too😭
I would definitely say they are visibly closer then earlier videos but yh I guess there's still that same little bit of hesitance
yh I get what you mean, a lot of admiring. And they rlly do give each other their full attention!
Well you saying abt them getting lost in a topic just reminds me of that one vid where they get lost in a convo abt nature documentaries! Like, another case of them unknowingly having something in common!
yes, Shayne rlly does laugh at Chanse! And honestly Chanse rlly laughs at Shayne too! Like before he even gets to the punchline (yes this is abt the Queen Nefertiti joke)
Them in the theater vid is so interesting to see! Just this sorta awkward vibe especially from Shayne, it's like he doesn't know what to do!
tysm for sharing ur thoughts, I always love to read them!!
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wheeler-fan · 3 months
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referring to your response on this ask, https://www.tumblr.com/wheeler-fan/739685299098124288/if-el-is-literally-dying-in-front-of-mike-and-hes
...this isn't a hate anon, but i do have some problems with what you said here. i think a big problem with many milevens is how much y'all seem to disregard mike's bond with will and will's pain in general.
like on what PLANET do you think will exists as "his gf's brother" in mike's head? that's his best friend of 10+ damn years, that he bonded with long before el. that's the one person that actually told him how much he mattered in the van scene and made him feel NEEDED and SEEN. that's the boy that mike said meeting was the best thing he ever did. mike's already shown how much he loves Will from that 1 scene alone, be it platonic or romantic. So yeah, the writing set up is all already in place and it won't be a surprise at all if season 5 he ends up falling for will... if he hasn't already. You can blatantly see the direction/build up of the writing surrounding mike's feelings for will, simply from the way they wrote him as insanely attached to will S1-2, and then wrote him as actively pushing will away S3-4. if it was unrequited, there would be no conflicts between them like this. in classic unrequited love writing, if one side is unaware, like the duffers confirmed mike is: 1 person would be pining and heartbroken, and 1 person would be acting as USUAL, friendly, and affectionate. Yet mike is stewing byler's conflicts just as much as will (and it 100% makes sense due to 80s homophobia). Like mike's actives role in these conflicts is the most glaring set up for him having feelings for will in s5.
but i digress~ the bottom line is, will is never gonna be "oh that's my girlfriend's brother" to mike.
ALSO: will is not a bad person if he ends up dating mike. he sacrificed his painting for el and kept trying to push mike and el together all of season 4 despite it hurting himself. he deserves something good FOR ONCE, and mind you: has had an insanely hard and traumatic life too, so idk how only el having a hard life matters to you, but not him??? lol. like we know that el and mike are gonna find out about will's feelings in season 5... that's how the painting lie has been set up. the truth is gonna be forced out. so el is a good person for being with mike, even though she'll find out it's hurting will- a kid who's had a very traumatic life and liked mike BEFORE she even appeared- cause mike chose to be with her? but will wouldn't be a good person for being with mike because el would be hurt and has had a very traumatic life, even IF MIKE CHOOSES TO BE WITH HIM?? i mean, mike's a human, not an object. neither el nor will own mike and have "dibs" on him, that el OR will would be bad people for dating mike regardless of who dated him first, like hello?? ultimately, it's mike's decision and will deserves happiness to be with mike just as much as el does. that doesn't make him a bad person.
nah stop that's not what I meant 😭 when I say that Will is Eleven's brother I don't mean that he is only an eleven's brother to mike😭😭 it wouldn't make sense they have known each other since kindergarten 😭🙏🏻 bffr. I'm just pointing this out as one of the obstacles to making byler endgame (imo), if Mike is going to leave his girlfriend to be in a relationship with his best friend (which I doubt because I think he loves her and isn't lying when he talks about it) then it's his best friend but also the brother of his (then ex) girlfriend! Am I the only one who sees how many problems this would cause between the kids? Second thing, to be clear, I don't think that making Lucas&Mike or Dustin&Mike endgame would be better just because they are not eleven brothers💀 that would also be weird, it would spoil their party + all of them, all three of them have girls!!(and i truly believe that they love them in a romantic way)
I feel like people ship Byler because of Will - we know he's gay, we know he likes Mike romantically, and we know he deserves a happy ending after what he's been through.
but I don't think you're listening to what Mike is saying because everyone automatically assumed Mike was lying??? that he doesn't speak from the heart about eleven and to eleven?? is this your proof that mike is interested in being in a relationship with Will? because "he is not honest with his feelings towards eleven" and he's staring at Will's lips?😭
as a Mileven fan, I'm trying to be realistic and analyze everything- I won't be surprised if Mileven will be endgame because it makes sense to me (please let them be endgame or I'm gonna die) but I also don't want the byler dynamic to be ruined- I love them together!! I can simply appreciate male friendship without turning it into something romantic (it would make a lot more sense to me if not the fact that I'm not assuming mike is lying about his feelings to eleven, i feel that he was speaking from his heart doing a monologue and i personally don't think he's interested in Will in the same way)
and also when I ask someone what he thinks shows that Mike will be in a relationship with Will and not Eleven, I don't want to get an explanation of how Mike behaves around Eleven because believe me, I know it😭 but it's not proof for me that he's in love with Will, it's giving anti mileven and not byler😭and what proof do you have for byler from mike pov? because all I hear is that Mike is staring at Will's lips and it doesn't really convince me, sorry 😭😭
(I'm not trying to be mean this is a serious ask..😭😭)
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p-taryn-dactyl · 2 years
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Re platonic yelena request- would you be comfortable with an ace discussion? Reader asking her about it, realizing they check those boxes yelena is mentioning and reader comes to learn they might be ace too?
a/n: hi!! i am comfortable with this request but thank you for asking <3 I personally fall under the ace umbrella so i tried to use my experience to held with this fic but i hope it doesn’t feel too one sided (like too sex-repulsed or too sex-open, bc ik it varies from ace to ace) word count: 1.2k pairing(s): platonic!yelena x gn! Warning(s): i do not speak for the entire asexual community and my experiences (which this is based on) are not universal; ummm talks of sexuality? Idk if thats a warning or not; sudden sad feelings/topics towards the end
Let’s Talk
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You had the question weighing on your mind for a while now, aching for you to ask. Yelena had noticed it as well, your eyes watching her while she sat on the couch, watching a movie. Sighing, she leaned forward to pause the movie, turning to face you. Raising an eyebrow, she spoke.
“Do you need anything, Y/N?” Her tone wasn’t annoyed but you still fidgeted. While you played with the ends of your large sweatshirt, you came over to sit next to her on the couch, your eyes now avoiding her. After a few moments, you mumbled something under your breath, causing your best friend to lean forward.
“What was that? Are you alright, Y/N?” your strange behavior was starting to concern the blonde.
“How did you know you were asexual?”
Your blunt question, yet hesitant, made Yelena blink while leaning back in surprise.
Like the floodgate had been open, questions started spilling from your lips.
“Like what does it feel like? How do you know? Can you just never have sex? Does the ‘down there’ parts not work? Oh and how-”
Yelena held up a hand to pause you, amusement shinning in her eyes.
“Y/N,” she started out slowly, “why do you ask?”
You once more started fiddling with your sleeves.
“Just, uh, curious.”
Yelena looked at you knowingly before opening her hands like she was imitating a book. You looked at her weirdly.
“What are you doing?”
“You asked the questions, I have the answers. This is Yelena’s guide to asexuality and why we could probably take over Denmark but that’s another story.”
You shook your head at your friends antics before pausing.
“Wait, what about Denmark-”
Yelena started talking, her voice taking on a teaching role without being condescending.
“In it’s very basic, shallow, definition, asexuality is the absence of feeling sexual attraction. At least, that’s what the media takes it at face value. It is important to know that being asexual is completely different than being celibate. That is a choice, most of the time, while being asexual isn’t something you wake up one day and decide to be.
Some ace people fall into 3 categories, although to be asexual you don’t need to completely ‘fall’ into these categories, as asexuality isn’t a set concept but rather an umbrella term for many.”
Yelena took a breath before asking you a question.
“Y/N, what do you feel when, say, you’re watching an intimate scene in a show or listening to friends share locker stories?”
After a moment of deliberation, you shrugged.
“I mean, I feel disconnected from it? Like I have no connection at all. I always thought it was because I haven’t had sex yet.”
Yelena nodded before continuing.
“Well, of the three, there’s something called sex-neutral. You don’t feel sexually attracted to people yet you don’t feel a positive or negative reaction towards the idea. Basically, from what I’ve heard, the mentality could be ‘if i have sex, i have sex, but I’m not going to search for it nor do i need it in my life.’ Now you can have those thoughts without being asexual but the key factor is having little to no sexual attraction.
Then there’s sex negative ace people. They typically find sex repulsive and unpalatable. Normally, they don’t find sex morally wrong but the idea to them is extremely disgusting.
On the opposite end is sex positive asexuals. while they don’t feel sexual attraction, they have a typically favorable view of sex. Sometimes they seek out sexual relations even without the attraction being there.”
Yelena stopped for a moment, giving you time to ask questions.
“So, if you are asexual, you’re either sex positive, sex neutral, or sex negative?”
Yelena’s eyes lit up, like she was about to tell you something she was excited about. Holding up a finger dramatically, Yelena stated
“Not necessarily. Remember, Y/N, like all sexuality, to be ace is to be on a spectrum. A lot of asexuals fall into a different part of the spectrum but identify publicly as ace to keep from the constant questions.”
You leaned forward, your elbows resting on your knees which were criss cross. At your interested glint that sparked in your eyes, Yelena leaned forward as well, loosing her teacher voice and talking like an excited school girl.
“Okay so, there’s two asexual spectrums that i feel get overlooked way too much and they are greysexuals and demisexuals. So basically, grey-aces are primarily ‘asexual’, however, they may enjoy sexual behavior under very specific circumstances, or they might experience sexual interest on rare occasions.”
You nodded along to yelena’s words, thoughts running through your mind.
“Demisexuals really will only feel sexual attraction once they have a strong connection to someone. Out of asexual, grey sexual, and Demi sexual, demi’s are most likely to have sex then the others. Now, some people think that if you don’t have sexual attraction, you can’t fall in love. That is completely, utterly, untrue. You can be heteroromantic, homoromantic, polyromantic, biromantic, any other sexuality without feeling sexual attraction or little sexual attraction.”
You looked a little overwhelmed and so Yelena took your hands into hers and raised her eyebrows comfortably.
“Are you alright, Y/N.”
It took you a moment to answer.
“I think, I think I might be asexual but I just-” for some reason, you felt tears well up and sobs form in your chest. You raised your hands in a confused stance, shaking your head as tears fell.
“I don’t know which flavor!”
Yelena snorted at your wording.
“Flavor?”
You huffed and crossed your arms, a funny sight paired with teary eyes.
“English is hard, give me a break.”
Yelena smiled before sighing.
“Y/N, you don’t need to know or to conform to any of the identities I told you about. They’re really just there in case you identify with one and choose to carry that ‘title’. You don’t need to know now or ever. Like all sexuality, this is fluid. You may identify as sex-neutral but over time realize you’re more greysexual. Or, like me, you could just identify as asexual and be completely content with that.”
You smiled back at your friend before a dark thought appeared in your mind. You looked down at your hands before asking the fear that was quickly rising in your mind.
“What if I fall in love but they don’t want to be with me because I’m ace?”
Yelena’s face hardened.
“Then they don’t deserve you. It doesn’t matter if you’re with someone who is sexual, you have a right to your body and identity. No one should ever expect sex, unless that’s what the relationship purely is. You are perfect, Y/N, asexuality and all, and you deserve someone who will respect and adore that.”
You captured Yelena in a tight hug. When you leaned back, you wiped the tears from your face and chuckled.
“I’m sorry for randomly bringing this up. Practically ruined your movie night.”
Yelena let out a faux offended gasp.
“Ruined? Oh, no. It was ruined before because my best friend wasn’t watching with me.”
Playfully, you rolled your eyes, snuggling up with Yelena.
“Whatever. I’ll watch your boring spy movie.”
“Hey! You made me watch your weird llama movie.”
You gasped.
“Excuse me, Emperors New Groove is a cinematic masterpiece.”
A/n: so ik I practically info dumped and went off prompt but i hope you enjoyed this! Thank you for reading! Sorry for the sudden ending though lol
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theworldinclines · 6 months
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thoughts🤩incoherent but we ball
1. friendship.
it's important to note that at the beginning of the series, it's pretty clear that boston is at the top of his game, at least from the outside. he is one of the hottest men on campus, he can pull anyone he wants, and he has a group of friends that he spends his time with if he isn't hooking up. top rejecting him/going after mew was the beginning of the end of this version of boston, as we saw his downright icarian downfall in real time. the first element of friendship here is the connections he had w the original gang of himself, mew, chueam, and ray. their friendship, at least his to the trio, has always been shallow. they met in class and latched to each other bc that's what you do in uni, but aside from enjoying a night out and being queer, what did they actually have to tie them together? they have different families, morals, and opinions on pretty much everything. boston sleeps with top not bc he has any malicious intent toward mew, he does it bc he wants to, he can, and in his experience that means he will! it's why he is so baffled when the group is furious at him; why??? all he did was sleep w some guy who he knew first - and he didn't do it for the exclusive reason of being a dick, just purely for his own ego (which he can't see past).
but THAT! is the type of friendship boston has known for years. blackmailing, manipulating, together bc we kind of just fell into it. nick is the first person to crave boston's presence BECAUSE he sees exactly who he is. he sticks by boston when no one else does, he has seen nick's true commitment to him and that realisation of nick's care for boston endears him to boston when he has lost all else and is at his lowest. he reads the true friendship nick offers for something past platonic, which most of us have seen in our own lives im sure: being boyfriends is the natural answer to the connection he feels. he loves being w nick, the sex is fantastic, and nick is committed to him. but boston has never had a real friend. it's literally that arrested development scene where tony and gob say they have feelings for each other and then the narrator goes "the feeling was friendship, but neither man had experienced it before" LMAOOO u know?
2. another thing is that boston believes that this is what what nick has wanted all along and still wants. he's been begging from almost the beginning out loud and silently for boston to love him and want him only and boston has no reason not to believe nick would be THRILLED about the bf question. but he doesn't realise that while he has changed, so has nick. i think he sees more of the pain he caused nick when they were in the bathroom giving advice to atom, when nick says he has experienced the pain of one sided love and it sucks, and that probably seems like a recent example that nick does still feel the same way. they've both been thru a lot both together and separately, and really need to have a conversation like nick and dan had when nick said he's not in a place to be someone's boyfriend, so that nick can admit that he isn't sure he wants what he did before.
3. boston has gone from 0 to 100 as usual. he goes from constant casual hookups to deciding he wants to be exclusive with nick. he did mention wanting to possibly stop sleeping around as much in the pool a while back, but it's so hard to tell how much of that was nick and how much of it was jealousy that top wanted to be exclusive with mew. does boston actually want to have sex w one person only for however long, or does he want the certainty of a relationship w nick where they're still open to sex outside each other? (this post brought up the poly nickdanboston ending and i thought it was so great. for my piece it seems idk just odd writing that he would say to dan that he likes him, only to crush him in the finale by ending up exclusively with boston. i think dan and boston would both be incredible partners for nick in different ways and it would be so cool if they went down that road. however unlikely lol)
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candyk0rn · 2 years
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Good (assuming) evening! I'd like to request platonic adeuce and ortho with a chaotic gender-neutral friend <3
if I may, can I claim "❄️ anon"?
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Hi hi! Yes, you may claim that anon! Speaking that I didn’t even have anonymous on before,,haha,,,but I love platonic asks, SO! Let’s do this, shall we? ヾ(*´∀`*)ノ
Gender neutral reader (per request and per usual :D)
Ace, Deuce, and Ortho with a friend who is chaotic
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Ace:
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Oh god there’s two of them now…
You two go together like two peas in a pod!
Which is a good thing for the both of you!
It’s not for the teachers but that doesn’t matter
If anything, he probably sees you as a weird sibling that he can tease and get into trouble with
Not into purposeful trouble ofc ofc!
But definitely trouble lol
He doesn’t exactly like running late or anything, but if you’re there to run with him to class after sleeping in too, he weirdly enjoys it!
Just causing mayhem with you is good enough for him
Also laughing in class when either of you haven’t even done or said anything funny
(I hope y’all get that one, because it’s way too realistic for my friends and I..)
Anyway, Chaos x Chaos buddies is a fantastic duo in his opinion, and he loves being your friend hehe
Deuce:
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Poor guy LOL
His whole thing is that he doesn’t want to be in trouble or for you to act out
So he tries to get you to calm you down and such
Which only causes him to also burst out into laughter
Do it’s like a win-lose situation
He tries to calm you down, ends up laughing and joking around with you instead
However, I don’t think he minds in the slightest!
He enjoys having your company! Crazy or not
I mean, if he can handle Ace he can handle you
Ortho:
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Help this poor guy
He doesn’t know how to deal with you
He does research about hyper or excited people
It doesn’t exactly help, but oh well
However, that doesn’t mean Ortho genuinely is actively confused or concerned around you
He enjoys your company! Finds it fun, to be mostly honest!
It’s a big change from hanging out with Idia, who is mostly on the quiet side
He takes it as a good learning and friend experience!
He loves observing you from up close, asking you questions like:
“What is your thought process when you do these things?”
They sound super backhanded but I PROMISE you he means it out of the goodness of his…
Heart(?)
Idk I haven’t read chapter six…
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Thanks for reading!
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zero-braincells-left · 3 months
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not a vent post but idk if anyone actually wants to listen to me talk about romance and my gf and. my confidence in my romantic attraction shattering right in front of me lmao. anywho
tldr: hmmmmmmmmmm hey i might be lithromantic. but first let’s go on several unrelated tangents that only barely go together to prove whatever point i was trying to make??
ive kind of felt like i feel romance. wrong ? like i know there isn’t a wrong way like this and whatnot but it’s still just. idk. first of all like,,,, i just don’t get the concept of falling in love (romantic). what being in love would even feel like. but most definitely not in an aromantic way, no, i 100% do have crushes. i am. extremely sure about that part. but that’s just liking people. i feel like im too young to be in love, but everyone else announces such. last time i used the word love romantically was fucking forever ago when i was in 4th grade with my very first crush. that, in fact, was not love. love is just a strong word.
(after writing everything else im unsure where to put this where it fits, but also, I haven’t really been able to imagine myself in any sort of long term, romantic relationship. i don’t want to get married, and i can’t see myself dating someone for, like, life.)
but i love my friends. because that’s platonic. love is a perfectly acceptable word to use for platonic or familial things in my mind. just not romance, at least not for myself? like i get the thing of having a partner and being able to say “i love you” and i mean. cmon. with all the ships i have I’ve imagined that with characters plenty of times. but like
i love my best(?) friend so, sosososo much more than i “love” my girlfriend. because, with dating, i just like her. romantic . and she knows that and the feelings mutual because love is just too strong a word for a relationship both of us know isn’t forever. but. do i even like her (romantic.)? i think so? i had a crush on her for like. half a year. and i know that was a crush, for sure. and that day on Halloween when we started dating i was happy, i was excited. but something about calling her my “girlfriend” felt so. weird. ive never dated anyone before, not even a shitty 3 day long elementary school “dating” kinda thing, so i just kinda chalked it up to that. i still can’t pinpoint what it is but right now. yeah, okay, we’re dating. whenever i think about that fact—I like the thought of it but i don’t like that it’s real. that it’s happening. the thought of being ‘romantic’ or holding hands or anything feels genuinely uncomfortable if i think about it now, even when it used to be a nice idea. and in practice, before either of us knew the other liked them, and we had all sorts of “fake” flirting bullshit, i was also perfectly fine and even happy (and flustered) by the closeness because. i liked her. and now with a relationship, even if the idea makes me really uncomfy, in practice I don’t really mind. it’s just, kind of, neutral.
speaking of which, I’ve made several “if you say that again im breaking up with you” or when she does something dumb/silly and goes ‘oh yeah? what you gonna do? break up with me?’ “yes” jokes. and like. she’s fine with that and we both think it’s funny but. i genuinely don’t not mean it, like, the idea of breaking up with her doesn’t bother me (well, it does a bit.) and the idea of staying with her, still dating, also doesn’t bother me (well, it does a bit). again im just completely neutral on it, and she knows this. but i feel like im only here because she likes dating me more than i enjoy it. i cant tell if I like this or not.
it’s like, knowing my feelings were reciprocated and being able to date her like I wanted to, made my feelings go away or at least. lessen (cause i still, I guess, do like her? sort of?)
anyways i guess I might be lithromantic then ? i already know of that label AND I’d considered it before.
for long as I can remember now, I guess, whenever I have crushes I can get over them really quickly. it’s just having that closure that’s fine. hell, earlier this year I liked one of my friends so i told him, got confirmation he didn’t like me back, and then got over it the next day. that was just a few months of crushing though—a couple years ago, i had a crush on one of my main friends at the time for one whole year. December to February of the following year. my feelings didn’t weaken over that time, either. then i got peer pressured into confessing, got confirmation it was a no, and the VERY. NEXT . DAY. i was over him. i knew it was a no so I didn’t dwell on it.
it’s just always been like that, I guess. i can get over anyone if I have the closure.
but nobody’s ever liked me back before. what happens if that ‘closure’ is a yes? i thought about it one time maybe a year or so ago and thought that, yeah, maybe I’d stop liking someone if that was the case. and now it… sort of is. i don’t know how I feel about my gf or what to do about it and I don’t know how to talk to her about it. i know she’s understanding of that so it’s not that im scared she’ll think im weird or wrong for it, just. idk. i dont even know what I’d say, but I might try tomorrow.
im fine dating her, i honestly don’t mind it, i just feel like being able to. express how i do feel about it at least haha. and i feel really guilty that this might be mostly one-sided on her end.
i have another thing to say actually but I’ll rb and add it on cause I want to end this specific thought here
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polyamorouspunk · 3 months
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Curious on like, how do I figure out if I am obligate poly or ambiamorous, bc like. I kinda know I really want to explore polyamory more and I think it could be really good for me for like a lot of reasons and I feel like I'ma definitely regret it if I never do.
But also I am still *deeply* in love with my entirely monogamous girlfriend. And I'm having an absolutely awful time trying to figure out if the regret of losing her outweighs the regret of never doing this.
Cause like, even if I go back to her, I know this is going to be looming over me. And like I know it's unlikely we'd even be together forever, but I just, I know if I want it to work with her I feel like I need to accept that as a possibility and I just don't know how to do that.
I want to love her unconditionally like she does me. I stopped believing in unconditional love for a while after my ex, but I see her and I feel like I have a chance to have that again, and I feel awful for not letting myself be happy and just accepting it wholeheartedly.
I want to see her again so badly, but I don't know how to be certain I'm not going to feel the same way I did when we decided to take a break from each other. I feel so scared to trust myself because I feel so unstable.
Like, a part of me wants to love her unconditionally and go back to her and even move in with her, learn how to live on my own for the first time with someone by my side who I trust and admire deeply. Say fuck it to the fact we have like nothing in common and just let give in to her completely, let myself experience all the good and the depth of the connection between us.
And the other wants to break up with her completely, so that later down the line I can explore the world of nontraditional relationships and learn about myself what works for me who I am. Ask out like half of my friends and learn what it's like to have all sorts of weird unstable queer platonic relationships that don't make sense but just make me feel loved.
I wish that I could choose both. I want both so bad. But I can't, I know she wants traditional monogamy, with little flexibility. *Maybe* I could still have some sort of QPRs while being with her, but it'd be,, limited if anything. Ima go down the RA smorgasbord with her to figure it out explicitly I think, I even made a little chart for organizing that, but, I have a feeling I already know most of the answers,, and I don't know if that's enough.
I just, idk I feel so stuck, I feel so lost.
I’d love to offer you advice, but I don’t think there’s anything that I could say that you don’t already know or haven’t already considered. The most I can do for you I think is offer support and a place to vent. I totally know what you mean, though.
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chipistrate · 6 months
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could you do the "send a character" prompt for cassidy?
OHHHH FUCK YEAH I CAN
Cassidy:
favorite thing about them They're so determined to take down Afton they will do anything to kill that bitch, including not moving on with their friends and instead creating this elaborate hell for him to rot in for eternity and they made it such a fun little game (for them, not William) like if they're gonna be trapped here for eternity with William then they might as well have fun with it. Also they love their friends very very much to the point they'll do anything to protect them even if it ends up hurting them (they don't know it ends up hurting them, they're a bit oblivious when it comes to emotions and really think they're just helping)
least favorite thing about them Nothing they're amazing<3 (though if we're talking personal interps then probably how they're persistent to a fault and end up being so focused on taking down Afton, that they forget to think about their friends like girly go to therapy or smthn)(idk if this counts as a "least favorite" thing rather than just a character flaw cause I actually really like the flaw but uhhh I don't have anything bad to say about them lmao)
favorite line "I will never let you leave, I will never let you rest." It's just iconic<3
brOTP Them and Evan, Cassidy totally sees him as a little brother<3
OTP Again, if this can be platonic then I'd say Charlie and Cassidy- also Cassidy and Susie<3 Their friendship is really sweet<33
nOTP I'm not against any Cassidy ships but I'm also not for any Cassidy ships? I don't really know what pairings there are, I don't see a lot of shipping between the dead kids. But I'm not really interested in any of them cause I think all of them are just friends, soo,,,, eeeevery Cassidy ship? Ig?
random headcanon(s) They're Filipino and also Cassie's aunt, their last name is Catapang, their older brother was the bonnie mask kid, they use all pronouns, them Charlie and Evan were a little trio before they died, they were/are friends with all the MCI, Susie was Cassidy's first friend, they met Charlie and Evan by stepping in and protecting Evan when Michael was bullying him, they've gotten into multiple fist fights with Michael, they used to be really calm/neutral most of the time but were kinda known as "that one kid you don't want to mess with" just cause they have resting bitch face and a mean glare, they will bite if provoked. I probably have more but those were the ones I could think of off the top of my head
unpopular opinion Uhhhm,,, does them being the Vengeful Spirit count? I see a lot of people on Tumblr agree they're the UCN spirit, but everywhere else I go it's like a constant debate so I genuinely don't know if them being the UCN spirit is an unpopular opinion now or not, lmao
song i associate with them PQ Cassidy: Never Ending by Chai Normal Cassidy: Kleptomaniacrow by Madilyn Mei, Frustration Tears from Centaur World, and Love Like You by Rebecca Sugar
favorite picture of them
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We don't have a lot of pics of them, but this one is really sweet<3
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mymoodwriting · 7 months
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Hiya this isn't rly a request or anything just a little random ask you can ignore if you want
Idk if you've heard about the new skz record with han and lee know because minsung shippers are going absolutely crazy saying it's a conformation on minsung. While most stays are saying their just friends and platonic soulmates the shippers are going bat shit crazy saying how those stays are jealous and lying to themselves.
I've been seeing a lot of stays who agree han and minho are dating. And I mean a surprising lot.
So yea I just wanted to know ur own opinion on this and dw you can ignore this if you want I don't mind. So yea I hope your having a lovely and ty if you did reply to my ask.
Oh this is great, I've always wanted to engage more with my readers on my stories and things kinda just going on in the kpop world. I do follow many artists although I'm shy and not super engaged within the big fandom of things. Although it's interesting to me you bring up the minsung shippers and the new song.
To me I think it's a typical song about love, either romantic or platonic since it can go either way. I'm sure 3racha made this song with a specific meaning in mind, but as it goes with art, once it's out into the world it is open to interpretation. We can still ask the creator what meaning they put into it without detracting from the meaning others found in it.
Now, obviously the choice of having minsung sing this song will get shippers excited, but I think the duo choice comes from a different reason. It seems that as of late, to me at least, Lee Know hasn't been getting much love or attention from Stays, or the company. And I know Han hasn't had it easy either. I could be wrong but it seems like Lee Know specifically has been very quiet and distant, and not getting lines or being center despite his amazing talent. These SKZ-Record songs to me come off as means to give the boys a spot light and a chance to show their talents on their own terms instead of doing as the company wants them to do.
A lot of these songs don't end up on official albums, and some baby Stays or casual Stays might not even know they exist. Only recently with the SKZ-Replay compilation album did a lot of these songs come to the forefront, but physical copies were only limited to being a goodie for the SKZ 3rd membership kit. Meaning the compilation album and songs on it weren't really promoted. I don't even think those songs get played at concerts.
Anyway, I'm sorry I rambled. Back to your main point. I don't necessarily think this song is minsung confessing their feelings to each other and confirming they're dating, cause honestly there is no way for us to know for certain unless they straight up say it. We can speculate all we want and hope for it, but unless they say it we are left in limbo. Truth is the industry is not there yet in accepting idols who are openly queer. It's homophobia but also kinda goes against the current foundations of the kpop industry. Most idols are not allowed to date cause they are advertised to us as our boyfriends/girlfriends. We all know the kind of backlash idols get for being caught dating, or just hearing rumors about it. Not to mention it's just as bad if a rumor floats around about a certain idol being queer.
So honestly, if they are dating, good for them, I support them and love them all the same. If they're just really great friends and platonic soulmates and super comfortable with each other I'm happy they have each other as support. We can really only speculate if this song is a confession/confirmation, but as long as Stays aren't being toxic and shitty to one another and SKZ over it I see no harm in believing they are a real couple. Clearly though there does seem to be a problem with it, so I kinda hope this doesn't get blown up to the point SKZ and minsung and the company have to make a statement refuting all this, and possibly limiting the interactions between minsung going forward, which can greatly mess with their own dynamic and irl friendship. These kinda of things have happened before within the kpop world and I don't wanna see that happen here. Overall, it's a wonderful song, and their vocals go well together, and it's awesome they gave us something so beautiful.
TLDR; I'm not certain the new minsung single is a confession/confirmation on their relationship status, but I think it's more of a song meant to give Lee Know a chance to show off, and perhaps practice, his vocals outside of the group. And Han is there as his support, and also working on his own vocals, and the song also gives them both a great chance to hang out and make some music together.
Thanks for the ask though, I loved it, and I hope you're having a wonderful day too!
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2/3 ‘Look it’s Emy and Bri!! Are they finally going to be good friends?’ ‘Oh Brian, is BORED BORED! He is not used of being without Justin. I love it but i hate it…exactly Ben, Brian is hurting!!! finally someone kno- FUCK YOU DEB’ *pauses tv on Mel and Linds fighting* ‘idk anything about *flaps his hand towards me* uterus stuff but can she really have a kid cause of a new procedure? (Craig comes up on screen) OH ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY NOT! NO NO NO NOOOOO!’ I need you to know that when he watched s1 and Craig gave Justin rules, he actually physically left the house and went to a store 5 minutes away (it took him 15 bc he could barely walk and yes, i did go after him bc he’s an idiot) but this time he stayed seated so maybe he’s maturing. ‘No Justin, there are better ways to pay for tuition than going to your bitch ass dad. Like becoming a hitman is always an option or selling your feet pics! But don’t throw your dignity away for that fucker. OH SO NOW BRIAN IS GOOD FOR YOUR SON? WHEN HE PAYS HIS SHIT. everyone uses him! The lesbians *quickly makes a fist for ally*, Mike, Deb, he has no one in his corner except me! THATS RIGHT YOU ARE NEVER GONNA BE STRAIGHT, take it from me Justin, it’s not all that pretty. I mean the girls are pretty and they smell nice and wear cute lipsticks but the dudes give us bad rep *looks at me in fear* am i one of the dudes?’ Craig says that Justins biggest priority as a kid was to make him proud ‘oh go fuck yourself’ *pauses and leaves the house for a smoke break* ‘Did Ben always wear glasses? Or is he just so boring that I didn’t even notice that change until now? Why is he so boring? Is it to like show the total opposite of Brian for Michael?…BEN is literally the only one in this whole show that is thinking logical about the whole moving in thing. Michael in s1! Justin now with that lil freak.. WHAT IS THIS? I didn’t even wanna move in with you for a few months after this surgery and I’ve known you my whole life..’ ‘so Emmett cheated on Ted, Justin cheated on Brian..i see a pattern but only one of those doesn’t make me want to puke..is this what their relationship is gonna be like?’ The school tuition scene is finally up!!! ‘NOW WHY IN THE FUCK IS HE HERE? Why would they put him in a scene where Justin has to talk to his school about HIS education? Whats next? He goes with him to a job interview? (The cringe lines are said) god, i wish the world was deprived of you. ITS ALREADY BEEN PAID?! LADY TELL ME WHO PAID IT! I REFUSE TO GIVE CRAIG A REDEMPTION ARC! JUSTIN IS LOOKING DOWN! CMON CAMERA PAN THE FUCK DOWN I WANNA SEE THE NAME.’ He paused the ep to give me an example of how they shouldve done a reveal of the person that paid tuition so when Justin looked down, the camera would reveal it. He is very upset that they didn’t do it like that because he would like to know who paid for the tuition and is threatening with arson if they end up treating him like Justin when it comes to Brian and the hospital visits.
Are Emy and Bri now going to be good friends? Brother is on the platonic KinneyCutt train. I love that for us.
HE PHYSICALLY LEFT THE HOUSE when Craig laid down his rules in S1? I love that. (ally!)
Becoming a hit man or selling your feet pics. I die.
Everyone uses him! I know, right?
am i one of the dudes? Brother Anon, I think I speak for all of us when I say, no you are not. You are one of us.
Ben is boring but he does think logically. I love his theory about showing Michael with the opposite of Brian… and I’m dying a little. I can’t wait for his reaction to Ben’s steroid use and his ‘roid rage towards Brian in the locker room.
The school scene. Absolutely why is Justin’s brand new boyfriend at the registrar’s office except to deliver those cringiest lines. (Excuse me while I puke)
Quickly going to the next one because we know what happens and it is so romantic…
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stan-fixations · 2 years
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1. Team Edward vs Team Jacob
2. Team Stefan vs Team Damon
3. Team Francis vs Team Bash
4. Team Michael vs Team Rafael
5. Team Bellamy vs Team Lexa
6. Team Clarke vs Team Echo
Let's talk about it.
1. I'm team Jacob. I love a vampire as much as the next 16 year old girl but Edward I can live without. His relationship with Bella just doesn't hit for me. He lacks some flavor, some personality, something to make him interesting.
2. I'm team Damon. I actually really love Stefan. Stefan is everything Edward failed to be but he's just not better than Damon imo. Yes I'm guilty of falling for guys with douchebag personalities but in my defense they're always lovable in the end it just takes some time. Plus I find Damon to be hotter.
3. I'm team Mary [insert evil laugh]. No really I can't decide like Francis is literally a dream. The boy is so romantic and if I was a princess or queen or royal of any type I'd want Francis cause omg he's something straight out of a fairytale. But bash. Sebastian the bastard son. He is so sexy especially when he's swinging his sword around. But bash has a sensitive side too and he's got no problem putting himself in the back if it means taking care of others and I love that about him. Both boys have their pros and cons (kind of like Stefan and Damon) but this one is just too close for me to decide so honestly I can't blame Mary for wanting them both cause I do too.
4. I'm team undecided. In the beginning I was team Michael like I hated Raf with every ounce of my cosmic being. But then I loved him. Michael kept making me upset and betraying me with his actions. Then I loved Michael again cause he's too adorable to not love. Then there was Petra. Then I loved them both and so like Jane I decided to not choose between either of them. Then Michael betrayed me again and broke my heart. Then there was Petra. Then Rafael started giving dilf vibes. Then there was Petra. And then there was Adam. Basically they take turns doing things that make me not like them and then I go back to loving them and then I can't decide and honestly it makes sense that Jane does the crazy shit she does. Between a dream boy dork and sexy ceo dilf how could she possibly make good decisions??? Idk where I stand on this one and there's a good chance I never will.
5. I'm team depends on the context. I think bell and clarke are def soulmates but in a toxic platonic way. Like there's never been a better pair of toxic best friends. They hurt each other a lot and I think it's just too much for them to be lovers cause lovers don't betray each other and shoot each other and hate each other and put everyone else first but then turn around and say they care about each other. That's not stuff lovers do. But toxic best friends they def do those things. Lexa and clarke are soulmates in a romantic way its literally self explanatory. You can't watch their love story and say they shouldn't be together.
6. I'm team ^. Clarke is his toxic platonic soulmate. Echo is his romantic soulmate. Ppl say there's not enough personal connection between them but we met echo in s2 and she made it to the final lineup and with the amount of shit that happens in that show they had opportunities to get closer so there's def enough personal history. And let's not forget about the 6 years they spent together on the ring. Also echo is an awesome character even if her name isn't really echo ;)
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