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dayziiducks · 5 months
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'This ones for you'
m!crush x f!reader
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when your only motivation to go to school on Monday is to see your crush's basketball game
warnings : cursing
i sighed as i walked to the washroom with my best friend, (bf/n), on a Monday morning as per usual. Unfortunately for me our school and most school things here are like 5 hours earlier than all schools so.. yippee more sleep deprivation. The only two things that keep me motivated to go to school are my friends, and my crush, (c/n).
Luckily for me we had physical education with his class today so actually had a reason to look forward to all that running. "man i wish that we could just have Mondays off it'd be so much easier.." i said to her groggily as we entered the washroom to change into our PE attire. "hmm if we did the you'd just be complaining about how you can't see (c/n) all day." "i guess that's true.. but i don't talk about him that much..ever since his dumbass went and joined basketball the girls in our cohort flock like crazy at even the slightest mention of his name..i know hot girls don't gatekeep but still." "Don't worry too much about it i'm sure you two will get together at some point it's just a matter of time." she replied playfully in attempts to reassure me. (c/n) and I get along pretty well but we never really established what we were so i'm always wondering what context he means his words in. Every time he says something that could be romantic my brain just says : he does that with all his friends, you're not special. But I digress.
We walked down to the indoor basketball court and gathered with our other classmates. And (c/n). Me being the coward that i am i avoided all eye contact knowing damn well that he'll just go ' What're you staring at.' like i'm staring at you staring at me. i didn't want him to get all cocky that i was staring at him though so i kept my glance on the floor. We then dispersed as our classmates hogged the basketballs and started playing 3 on 3. (bf/n) and I sat down on the stairs and watched as (c/n) laughed and played with the other guys. God he was so pretty. I went on my phone and started scrolling since i was so bored. i guess nothing was gonna happen today after all.
Then, a familiar voice caught my attention. "YO (y/n) ! THIS ONES FOR YOU !" (c/n) yelled as he shot the basketball into the hoop and grinned. his friends made remarks as they pat him on the back. my jaw dropped. my brain was thinking : (c/n), i love you, but OH MY FUCK ARE YOU STUPID THATS SO EMBARRASSING IM GONNA GET BULLIED AND SHOVED INTO LOCKERS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. But in real life i just yelled back "Thanks" and smiled back at him. i could practically hear all the whispers from the people around me as (bf/n) elbowed me and said "ooh looks like that 'matter of time' is gonna happen soon"
As the bell rang and i started packing up to go to geography when (c/n) came up to me and said "yo (y/n) can you help me put bandaids on my fingers ? i got a few cuts from the game." "sure, oh yeah you must be thirsty..here take my water bottle. i didn't open it yet so its fine." i replied as i walked with him to the first aid station. He drank from my water bottle as i held his hands and tended to his cuts. Even his hands were pretty..I couldn't help but feel his gaze on me the whole time which made me feel giddy inside. "Here, all done." i said as i smiled at him. "Thanks (y/n)...if you don't mind maybe you can come with me to the new library that opened up near school ? i remember you telling me how you hated (subj/n) so i thought i could help you out with it." He offered as he rubbed the back of his neck bashfully. "of course i really need help in it. And i recall you needing serious help in history. Maybe we can..help eachother?" i asked playfully "sure. we can meet up every Monday if thats okay?" he smiled at me. "fine by me" i said. "alright ! its a date." he said before running off to his next class leaving me to process what i just heard. i freaked out in my head before running off to my geography class to go tell (bf/n). Maybe i am special to him after all.
And maybe..just maybe..I’d start looking forward to Mondays too.
hii i hope you liked that i'll probably post the library date thing the day after tomorrow if you want it :) anyway please feel free to send requests since i'm having writers block rn so.
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luvsae · 1 year
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Listen im a huge simp for Cha Hyun-su (sweet home) I even tried shifting there (im still trying)
And I wanna request for like were dating Hyun-su and were also infected so uh yeah
Idk but if you can try to do something with that
ask and you shall receive <3
(wasn't sure whether or not to do headcanons or a fic but... an actual fic is more interesting!!)
also,,, sorry if it's a bit short!! i was sleep deprived when i wrote this </3
infected love | cha hyunsu
pairing; hyunsu x gn!reader
- you and hyunsu are both infected but that doesn't get in the way of your love <3
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Ever since the strange days of the apocalypse started, you and Hyunsu made sure to be safe - that's why you stayed in your shared apartment at first.
That was until Hyunsu was infected.
Hyunsu was worried that he would infect you, but you told him that it didn't matter and you would love him no matter what.
Eventually, you did get infected, but you felt perfectly fine - especially with Hyunsu by your side.
When people found out that you were both infected, Eunhyuk decided to lock you two together in one of the rooms in the apartment.
Hyunsu begged for you to not be locked up but you didn't mind it, but Eunhyuk also declined his request.
Now, you and Hyunsu were starting to be let out more and socialize with other people. (Although it was awkward).
"That sweater looks cute on you," you cooed. "I think you should get more like that."
Hyunsu wore a blue sweater - it was from one of the bins located in the main lobby for anyone, and he decided to wear it, but you loved it more than he did. "Really?"
"Of course," you stood on your tip-toes and gave him a peck on the cheek. "You look cute in anything."
Hyunsu laughed, scratching the back of his neck as he was flustered. "You look cute in anything too."
"Thank you." You smiled.
Your moment was interrupted by Eunhyuk who called you to dinner. Dinner time was always difficult as people judged you - mostly Seok-hyun and any of the people were scared.
You took your hand in Hyunsu's, giving it a tight squeeze to prepare not just him but also you for whatever insults would be thrown at you.
Both of you followed Eun-hyuk into the room where everyone ate. You two already gained most of the looks in the room which gave you a little bit of anxiety.
"Hey, hey, Eun-hyuk. What are those monsters doing here?" Seok-hyun snarled, "I don't want my food to be contaminated."
"Seok-hyun," Eun-hyuk started, "not now."
"No," Seok-hyun started, "get out of here, both of you!"
You laughed as the man looked up at you, it was funny. "If you don't want to be infected then don't eat here, simple."
"What did you say?" Seok-hyun mocked your laughing. "You're being smart with me now? I've got to-"
Seok-hyun raised a hand to you but was stopped when Hyunsu held him by the arm tightly. "I know you don't have any manners or human decency, but I would stop if I were you."
You had never heard Hyunsu so serious and defensive. Of course, he defended you, but this was a new side of him.
"I-" Seok-hyun was flustered and embarrassed, he didn't know what to do in the moment. "Eun-hyuk, do something!"
"Just let them eat," Eun-hyuk said before walking out of the room.
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After eating, you and Hyunsu decided to sit elsewhere in the building. Your backs against the wall as Hyunsu held your hand in his lap.
You had your head rested on his shoulder as a sigh escaped you. He noticed immediately and squeezed your hand. "What's wrong?"
"It's hard being like this," you started. "I don't mind being infected, of course it isn't ideal, but I just wish people wouldn't be so quick to judge."
"Hey," Hyunsu rubbed his thumb across the back of your hand comfortingly. "Who cares what people think? Especially Seok-hyun, he's an asshole."
You laughed. "You can say that again."
"Besides, I won't judge you," he told you. "Even if I wasn't infected."
"You're too sweet," you kissed his covered shoulder and smiled. "The best boyfriend I could've asked for."
"I love you," he blurted out. "So much."
"I love you more." You replied back.
"What should we do tonight?" Hyunsu asked, a smile still remaining on his face. "Do you have any ideas?"
"I wish there were more options," you sighed. "I think we should just be with each other. I want us to have a nice sleep."
"That sounds nice to me," Hyunsu smiled. "I'm sorry about what happened today, by the way. You didn't deserve that."
"It's okay," you told him. "Thank you for defending me. I appreciate it and I meant to thank you before."
"I'll always be here to defend you, I promise."
"And I will do the same for you." You smiled, leaning in the peck his cheek.
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It started to get late as you and Hyunsu went into your room to get some sleep, or at least attempt to.
You two were the only ones locked up in the 'infected room' but it was nice, just being away from everyone and not have anyone complaining about being near them.
Eun-hyuk was nice enough to give you two a mattress from one of the rooms downstairs. It was slightly comfortable but being next to Hyunsu was the only thing that mattered to you.
You lay down on the bed, a sigh of relief escaping you lips as the tiredness dawned over you. Being infected could be hard - you were often tired and needed your rest.
Sometimes when you were in bed, the thoughts about what could happen after the apocalypse appeared in your head. What would happen if everything went back to normal yet you and Hyunsu were the only infected people? Would they take you in? Would they-
"Hey," Hyunsu snapped you out of your thoughts, "Are you okay?"
"I'm okay. Just tired," you told him, smiling. "Are you?"
"'I'm also tired." Hyunsu smiled back.
"Let's sleep." You turned on your side, Hyunsu shifted closer and wrapped an arm around you, pulling you even closer to him.
"I love you," he said, kissing you one last time - this time on your arm. "Infected, whatever, I love you no matter what."
"I love you no matter what either," you told him. "I'll love you forever."
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whumpshaped · 7 months
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i have no excuse. im sorry. but this popped into my head and now it must exist. its not even whump i just. u'll see
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tw vampire whumper, invasion of privacy
"Don't go in there!" Beck said pleadingly, quickly rushing to stand between Helle and the closed bedroom door. "Please. That's my room. It's– it's private, it's... it's where I sleep–"
"Yes, that is often the purpose of a bedroom." His desperate attempt to stop them clearly backfired, because the vampire looked even more intrigued now. "Are you hiding something horrible? Something embarrassing, perhaps?"
"I'm n-not hiding anything, just... I don't want strangers in my bedroom."
"Strangers?" Helle looked wounded. "How many bites for an acquaintance? Or do you often let strangers bite you?"
"I don't want my acquaintances in my bedroom."
"Very well." They stepped away, sighing. "There is nothing I can do but respect the home owner's wishes."
Technically, I'm renting. He didn't say it, not wanting to give Helle any loopholes to exploit. But he soon realised the vampire didn't need a loophole as he was shoved aside and they marched right in.
"Was that what you were hoping I would say?" came their voice from inside, and Beck ran after them. "Do not be so naive. I said I wanted to explore the house ful– oh. That is adorable."
"Don't touch him!" He wasn't fast enough, of course he wasn't. Before he could do anything, Helle snatched the little thing from his bed, cradling it in their arms.
"What a sweet fellow," they cooed, giving the plush bat the biggest, fondest smile. Beck stayed still, suddenly very nervous about making a move Helle didn't approve of. Would they be so evil as to hurt Boba? "You absolutely cannot tell me you were hiding him. I would be heartbroken."
"I..." He watched as Helle squished the bat a couple times, seemingly enjoying themself greatly. "N-no, I wasn't..."
"Good. What a delight to know that one of my kin has already taken up residence here. Obviously, you are not opposed to housing creatures of the night."
Housing? "Y-you don't want to stay, do you?" he stammered, still anxious about his vulnerable friend being held by such a monster. Helle glanced up and shot him a mischievous grin.
"What if I do?" They nodded towards the stuffed animal. "Does he have a name, by any chance?"
Beck bit his lip. This was so stupid. Why were they asking about a plushie he had? Why couldn't they just be disinterested? "Boba," he muttered eventually.
"Would you really deprive sweet Boba of appropriate company?"
"You are not appropriate company. Boba has no ties to you or any vampire." Oh god, this was such a stupid argument to have. But he just wanted to have this one thing, the little piece of joy that still remained in his life even with the constant pain and paranoia. Couldn't they even let him have that?
"You sadden me." They gently placed the toy on the bed where they'd found it, and Beck snatched it up immediately, holding it close to his chest. "But no, I do not intend to stay for long. Possibly a few hours." Their smile softened as they looked at him; Beck would've almost described it as sympathetic. "Dear Boba is safe from my evil ways. I promise."
The vampire rarely ever made promises, that was one thing Beck realised about them very early on... nor were they particularly trustworthy. But this time, they seemed sincere. He hesitantly nodded, still holding the bat tight. "Thank you."
Maybe... maybe Helle still had some semblance of humanity left in them.
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mangozcat · 1 year
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heya! I hope you’re doing wonderful. if your requests are currently open… could you possibly write a jeno fluff? not necessarily anything specific, but I CANNOT get over jeno using cute pet names like baby/angel/darling. just the fluffiest fluff, ya know? thanks! :D
sure :D
i apologize for this being so late, im always dead :’)
sorry if this sucks i was watching how the grinch stole christmas, listening to slutty songs, and reading smut on tumblr (im quite the multitasker)
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he looked so peaceful with his head resting against your chest, his arm slung over your waist, and his leg thrown carelessly over yours. he was trapping you in his sleepy embrace, but you really didn’t mind.
you wouldn’t rather be anywhere else.
jeno had been asleep for a total of thirty minutes now, dozing off after a hard practice and a nice, warm shower. his hair was still damp, dotting dark specks all over your white hoodie- not that you cared.
jeno was always a cuddler so this wasn’t unusual. still, despite being completely used to his warm, sleepy cuddles, you still couldn’t help but to be left speechless when he was in your arms.
he was so beautiful.
when you could’ve been staring at your phone, you were instead staring at his face, admiring him. the way his hair fell over his forehead, the smallest pieces covering his closed eyelids, further enhancing his already enchanting appearance.
he was utterly devastating to look at- but in a good way. he tore your heart into pieces, just by looking at him, and it was so obvious you were utterly in love with, just as millions of girls across the world.
yet, you were the one he chose.
smiling at the thought, you leaned down and pressed a sweet kiss to his forehead. peppering the area with a few softer, barely felt kisses, you tried to hide your laugh when he began to stir, scrunching up his nose at the affection, but you didn’t mind.
“I love you,” you murmured, and a part of you both wished and didn’t wish he’d wake up that very moment. smiling slightly when he appeared to remain asleep, you pressed another kiss to his head. “so very much.”
“I love you too, baby,” jeno murmured quietly, sleep still depriving him of his typical joyous tone. instead, it was sultry, still deep from sleep, and his eyes remained closed, but you imagined them open, staring you right in the eyes.
you stilled slightly, silently cursing yourself for waking him up, but you couldn’t deny that you were happy. you always felt like you were going to burst when he said it back- which was every time you said it, but it never failed to make you smile.
jeno chose that moment to open his eyes, staring up at you with a hazy gleam to his pretty orbs. he grinned at your sheepish look, reaching his hand out to grab your own.
interlacing your hands, he squeezed your fingers comfortingly.
he didn’t seem upset that you woke him. on the contrary, he seemed thrilled.
“morning, princess,” jeno said, seemingly much more awake as he leaned up to press a soft kiss to your lips. it wasn’t intense, nor was it driven by any feelings other than love. you could feel it, though; how much he loved you.
the kiss was soft yet powerful, stealing your breath in one quick sweep. he’d applied a hint of pressure, whilst his hands held yours against the bed, softly squeezing every time his lips found yours.
that action alone was enough to make your chest swell, butterflies erupting in your stomach. he pulled back, flashing you a happy, loving grin, and you could’ve sworn you melted right then and there.
whilst you were weak, your mind running a million miles an hour at the realization that he was just as infatuated with you as you were with him, jeno began peppering your skin with more kisses.
this time, though, they were far softer. you could hardly feel them, but they felt great- like snowflakes skimming your skin in winter. it was soothing, and you closed your eyes to the sensation; him pressing open-mouthed, slow, and soft kisses to every inch of your face.
your cheeks, your eyelids, your nose, your forehead, your chin, and then, once again, your lips.
“you’re so pretty,” jeno said quietly, breaking away from the kiss to meet your eyes. he stared, swallowing thickly as his eyes traced every inch of your face, “every bit of you is so beautiful, baby.”
you wanted to die.
how was it fair? how could this man- one as beautiful, as talented, as funny, and as effortlessly amazing- be so loving. he made you feel so loved, so appreciated, and so much like a princess that you were beginning to think maybe you do deserve the world.
you smiled, tears in your eyes at the overwhelming amount of love you were feeling. your chest swelled, your heart aching- but not painfully, no, it was more like one of those I’m so happy I can’t breathe feelings- as you looked up at him.
within seconds, you’d brought the boy into a hug, hearing him chuckle in your ear as he snuggled his head against your shoulder.
“I love you, jeno.”
“I love you more.”
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of-mutts-and-men · 7 months
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mm i wish i had good thoughts for you but im also tired and sleep deprived. fuckign sleeby horny gang
but yeah. i guess... thinking of being in a werewolf's big lap, being able to burrow into warm fur, being able to sit on their big cock, having it warm and twitching and huge inside you, having them pet your hair with their massive but gentle paw. leaning into the touch, just getting so sleepy because theyre gentle and warm and the way their possessive little growls rumble through their chest, where you're leaning pliant against them feels so good
god i wanna fall asleep on a werewolf.
Sleeby on big, purring werewolf’s chest, tied together on their knot and held by their big hands that cover my whole body, when 😩?
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topgunslut · 1 year
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rescued pt 2
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a/n: im so sorry it took so long for part two!! also, thank you for 100 followers!! thank you for all the support i received on my last post, it really means the world to me <3
part 1
cw: struggling with mental health, crying, maybe military inaccuracies, angst angst angst, mint chocolate chip ice cream 😭, sorta sleep deprivation | let me know if i missed any!
!!REQUESTS ARE OPEN!! 
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two days. two whole days you laid in pennys guest bedroom, with no sense of productivity. you admit, you needed space but the nights that you would typically keep yourself company while your stress eased, felt too long. the bed felt empty.
it felt similar to the days when penny would babysit you when you were little, although this time around, it consisted of watching comfort movies and playing uno, rather than playing dress up and pretending that ponies could fly.
your face kept a red stain over your cheeks and a slight puffiness from all the crying that would keep you up through most of the night.
penny was always antsy when amelia was with her father and his wife for the week of his designated custody, so she was more than happy to occupy her mind with you. she just wished it was under different circumstances.
two and a half tissue boxes later, the end credits of 50 first dates swept over the tv screen. it wasn’t even an emotional movie, but the comfort movie which included a somewhat happy couple was enough to rethink watching it.
“i wish a cow walked into the road while we were driving to base,” you sighed, also wishing you lived in hawaii. penny gave you a sympathetic look and stood up. a headache, most likely from stress, poured into your head.
jake wanted to give you all the space that you needed, even though it was one of the most difficult things he’d ever done. he’d try to occupy his mind with work or the gym but it was no use. he found you in everything.
sure, this wasn’t a breakup, but it easily could have turned into a mutual irish goodbye if a fire hydrant on the main street hadn’t bursted, causing jake to take an alternative route home.
traffic was horrible and jake had felt like he was sitting at the red light for hours, even though it was probably less than two minutes. taking in his surroundings he noticed the icecream shop you two went on many late night ventures.
a peace offering, he thought. the lack of sleep and desperate need to hold you caused him to merge into the far left lane in order to turn into the plaza. he disregarded the drivers who he cut off.
out of habit, he looked over at the passenger seat to catch a glimpse of you, but you weren’t there. you were snuggled in the blankets that provided little comfort in pennys guest bedroom.
jake ordered your a pint of favorite icecream, a mint chocolate chip in a cup for him, and vanilla with chocolate chips for penny. the usual cashier who was familiar with your relationship took a hint and decided to not ask any questions.
in uniform and a pint of icecream on his hip, carrying it like it was a child, he lightly knocked on the door. while driving to pennys, he had eaten not only his portion of icecream but also pennys out of stress, which he figured he wouldn’t mention.
two minutes later, a tired looking penny opened the door. “i knew you would come at some point, but not midnight,” she rubbed her bare eyes.
“i know, i just -” he started.
“second bedroom on the left. i’ll take that.” her psycic thoughts came in clutch. she took the pint of icecream, her tired arm dropping a little further than the other when she held the heavy container. jakes heart raced.
he checked his watch, only for it to say 8:45, not 12:00am. he knew that early nights meant bad days.
“oh, jake” penny said, catching his attention. “i’ll be on the balcony,”
“thanks,” he said, a little confused as to why penny would be telling him that information. maybe she thought that she would be needed as a mediator?
disregarding the thought, he tapped on the door and cleared, wanting to give you a little notice that he was here.
“jake?” you rubbed your eyes, pretending that he had woken you from a deep sleep when in reality you were staring at the ceiling. your horrible acting was put aside when you realized he wasn’t even in the room yet.
a faint sound of the doornob twisting let you know that he was approaching. he tapped the lightswitch on the wall and the room lit up. your eyes burned at the sudden bright light.
you sat up against the headboard. jake winced at your tear stained face. you adjusted to his presence, taking in his appearance. he kept his clean-shaven face but his hair did seem disheveled, like he’d been running his hands through it. you craved to run your fingers through it.
“honey, i-“ jake was once again cut off by you crawling over to him hurriedly and pressing your lips to his. he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer.
your lips detached from his but you kept a tight grip around him. you looked up at him, words caught in your throat.
“it’s probably a bad idea to tell you that, that wasn’t our football,” he spit out.
you winced in embarrassment. “lay down with me, please,” you had nothing else to say.
and so he did. after two days, you slept contently, tangled in eachother - and he did too. <3
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symphonicmetal101 · 2 years
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"GOT YOU"
This derailed rather quickly, the running theme ig, is "got you" so there’s some angst, some crack and some fluff. (Divider made by  @planetaryrph ) I intended to use it throughout the whole post? But tumblr is being an asshole so Im taking what I can get. Sorry if the formatting is weird.
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Lucifer - the eldest rubbed his temples as he signed his last papers for the night, sighing. Finally, he could take a moment for himself, before going to bed. It had been a long and frustrating day, with too many interruptions, too little coffee and not enough of you either. While he was locked up in his office, his brothers were- bzzt- His thoughts were pulled away as he checked his phone, immediately wishing he hadnt. Of course...always more to do...
He would blame it on the sleep deprivation, but tears started to well up in the corners of his eyes as repressed emotions of being overwhelmed and overworked started to take over, his mind spiralling towards self deprication as his forehead hit his desk. Never enough, its never enough and nobody apprecia-
"Lucifer?...." your voice cut through his thoughts easily as he dazily looked up at you. Sleepy tear filled eyes met yours as he melted into the warmth of your hand on his cheek, a kiss pressed into your palm as you pressed one against his head. You pulled him close so he could listen to your heartbeat. "Come on sweetheart. I've got you. Lets go to bed....we can figure things out in the morning...and I'm here to listen if you need it...or just to hold you." You pet his hair softly as he worked himself up to standing enough to hug you, rocking slightly before he was ready to go.
Mammon - "Mammon? Are you ok?" The two of you had just been cuddling for the past few hours, and you were curled up on top of him. Which meant you felt his chest heave before you heard the soft whimper that left him as he held you close. "I-I dont know whats goin' on I j-just....promise ya wont ever leave me...I c-couldnt...I-" he couldn't seem to get the words out, but it was clear some less than favourable thoughts as he held you. You sat up a bit and turned, bumping your forehead against him. "Mammon, listen to me. I will never leave my first man...you've got me...and I've got you...the most important treasure in the world." You smiled softly and pressed a kiss on his nose, causing him to crack a smile and laugh a tiny bit before he reciprocated.
Levi - "Well well well...what do we have here?" Levi froze in his seat, the show continuing to play in front of him as he turned and gave you a small smile. You looked rather unimpressed-
"IM SORRY I COULDNT WAIT YOU WERE STUDYING WITH SATAN I JUST NEEDED TEN MINUTES AND YOU WOULDN'T HAVE SEEN MEEEE" he whined, crawling over his couch and coming to grovel at your feet on his knees, hands clasped together and above his head. "IM SORRYYYYYYYY but the anime 'I really like my best friend but my self esteem is too low to see it until I see parallels in our favourite media make me think I have a chance" is so good!!!! I just HAD to watch one more episode!!!" He pouted and looked up at you, which broke your annoyance, poorly concealed with an exasperated, but light hearted sigh. You smiled down at him. "Fine but if I get you again you owe me a complete rerun of my favourite anime." He stood up and smiled brightly, blushing a little. "I might have to get caught again if it means more time with you." Before immediately hiding in his hands and laughing nervously at himself.
Satan - "IM GOING TO SHRED YOU TO FUCKING PIECES YOU FUCKING C-"
"SATAN STOP THATS ENOUGH" you stood between him and the demon that pissed him off, glaring at him. His entire body had waves of wrath rolling off of him, eyes aflame with nothing but contempt and rage.
"GET OUT OF THE WAY!"
"Satan. Look at me. I'm not hurt. His words leave no mark. He doesnt matter, but your actions DO. Give me your hand."
He hesitated, shifting from foot to foot in his giant form as he settled down, extending his hand to you. You rubbed small circles in his palm. "Try to match my breathing." He did as you said slowly returning to his normal form, staggering forward as the display of power had tired him out. "I got you, I got you.. and I wont let you fall..." you pet his hair softly and buried your face in his hair and neck. "Lets get you some food, hm?" You just got a grumble in response.
Asmo - "ugh my love you would not BELIEVE the day I had-" you were trying to focus on some work you had been given, and knowing the tone of his voice, it wasnt an emergency. It was Asmo being Asmo. "Welcome home hun. I just need to get this done and then I can give you my full attention-" you pecked his cheek without looking at him, and then turned to face him to see his pout, giving that a kiss as well. "Baby I promise, fifteen minutes and then I'll be completely and utterly yours." He sighed dramatically and rolled his eyes before grabbing your face once more for one more kiss "Youre already mine.....but...Fiiiiiiiine, fifteen minutes on the dot and I'll be on the bed waiting~"
After fifteen minutes of dramatic sighing and "are you almost done?"s you decided that regardless of whether you were finished or not, it was time to be with Asmo. He was in his comfy clothes and had a facemask on, but his eyes and smile lit up as you came and sat on the bed, his movements practices as he laid his head in your lap and waited for you to pet his hair, purring. "Alright, you've got me...now tell me about this crazy day of yours my love..."
After nearly an hour, Asmo was a purring mess under your touch as he came to the end of his ramblings. "And you wouldnt believe it- when I came home, my beloved made me wait!! Can you believe it?!" He grinned cheekily as you leaned down and bumped your nose against his in a bunny kiss. "Noooo, really? Well did they make it up to you?" You leaned in to close the gap between you, kissing his lips softly as he smiled.
"Yeah. They did."
Beel - "Beel....Beel wake up" bleary violet eyes adjusted to seeing you above him in the dark. You gently slid your thumb across his dampened cheek. "You were having a nightmare agai-" you were cut off as the gentle giant pulled you in and used you as a teddy bear. He buried his face into you, curling up as small as he could. ".....can you hold me like this for a bit..." though you wouldnt really say you were holding him in this position, but you nodded anyways, wriggling up so that his head was on your chest. "I got ya big guy....everythings ok..."
Belphie - "BELPHIE GET YOUR ASS UP ITS TIME FOR SCHOOL" "Jesus do you have volume control? Calm down its only...only.." he fumbled for his phone to check the time, eyes widening just slightly before he shrugged. "If Im already that late I have no reason to go at a- hey" he protested slightly as you dragged him out if bed, in response to which he deathrolled all his blankets so you were dragging a burrito around. You "helped" him get ready for school as he was in and out of sleep..."helped" like a three year old might, complete with an outfit worse than Satans, a drawn on mustache and about fifty tiny topknots in his hair. He finally woke up enough to eat some brunch before stumbling outside. He didnt register that anyone but you and Beel were there. You and his siblings waited a solid two minutes before he walked back in, dazed and confused and a little damp from the rain. "....its Saturday isnt it"
It took everything you had not to laugh yet. "Yep." He glared at you slightly. "....I'm gonna get you even worse next time" he grumbled as he walked to the bathroom.
"What do you mean????"
"THERE ARE PUDDLES OUTSIDE MC, I SAW WHAT YOU DID"
Diavolo - "...Dia..." he turned and faced you, looking guilty. "Dia....sweetheart....how are you not terrified of Barbatos finding out-" His face lit up a little bit but did look a little scared at the mention of Barb, and as you started laughing. He raised a finger to his lips and pulled you into his lap, pouting as he fixed his chin onto your shoulder. "....you can have some pizza too if you promise not to tell him..." you giggled a bit and kissed his cheek. "I wont tell him...but if I managed to catch ya, dont you think he will?" He whined softly, burying his face in your neck. "If Barb catches me I'll get an earful of why I shouldnt order food and how if I appreciate him as a butler I should just ask to eat his food but its always super healthy....unless its dessert..." he muttered and nibbled on your ear a bit, making you squirm and giggle a little. "Thats ok...next time I'll sneak it in...he wont get...that mad at me-" you laughed a bit as he beamed, kissing your cheek and offering you a bite of his pizza before taking one for himself.
Barbatos - He woke up with a small gasp and tried to sit up, but a gentle hand on his shoulder pushed him down. "Rest" his hand came up to meet yours on his shoulder as memory of what happened rushed back to him. Weakly, he tried to sit up again as he swallowed down his embarrassment. "I have to go back mc..." though his resolve faltered as your cool hand stroked his hair away from his damp forehead. "You fainted in the kitchen- do you have any idea how high the fever you're running is?" "But the gala-" "Nobody knows. You had everything set up in the kitchen so Simeon took over and Satan, Asmo, Lucifer and Diavolo are more than capable at holding the guests' attention. The healers came in...said you'll be ok as long as you rest.....please...let me take care of you..." you pleaded with him. You wouldn't say anything about it, but as he mushed a bit into your hand, closed his eyes and graced you with a very rare, soft purr, it was possibly the best moment youve ever had. "....fine...but just this once." You smiled. "Of course."
Mephistopheles - "....MC, this Nightmare and I have a very good bond, I know you're trying to sneak up on me." He turned, a very smug smile on his face as he caught you in your tracks, a few stables down so as to not spook the majestic horse Meph was leading. You pouted a bit as you walked carefully up to the opposite side of the mare, gently petting her mane. "Youre no fun Mephi" "At least I'm not trying to scare a man with a cane." As he spoke you took the reigns and stopped the horse early so he could go open the stable. "Oh did you close this too? How convieni-" he was about to be a sarcastic bitch...until he jumped back as a rubber spider popped into his face.
"....you move pretty fast fo-"
"Shhh uppabababa I don't want to talk to you right now-" he took a deep breath with a hand to his chest trying to calm down before glaring at you, dusting himself off and moving one stable down to lead his horse into. He had hoped you would have left him in peace after your "victory", but instead he was greeted by your shit eating smile as he locked the door. ".....fine....You got me...but nobody witnessed it...so nobody...will believe you." He smiled and booped your nose as he walked out, swinging his cane. Your face fell in realization. "....THE HORSES WILL KNOW...MEPH..MEPHIIIIIII"
Simeon- "SIMEON!" You cried out in alarm at the ang-....the fallen angel splayed out in front of you. You ran to him, holding his face softly as you searched for any signs of life. Scorch marks were visible all over his body, his face sooty and slightly bruised. He groaned softly and you sobbed in momentary relief- he was alive. You pressed your head against his softly, another sharp sob leaving you as his hand came up and stroked your cheek. "...hey-" was immediately followed by painful sounding coughing. "Simeon, shhh, shh please, save your strength...you're gonna be ok...help will be here soon..."
Bright blue eyes met your own, filled with nothing but absolute adoration. "Theres...theres something Ive been scared of doing for a long time....can you come closer so I can tell you?" His voice was strained, barely louder than a whisper. You nodded tearfully and leaned in, only to be pleasantly surprised as he pulled you into a long, deep kiss. Both of you panted slightly as you pulled away. "Now I plan to understand...everything I was missing before." He smiled, and leaned in for one more kiss.
Raphael - no. I refuse. Wet cat, paper bag pathetic ragdoll man gives off annoying second grader energy. Smh how am I supposed to write for that. At least Luke is old enough to be in fifth grade. Yeah I know I have a whole series dedicated to the characters as children. That doesnt matter. Now Im just writing to fill the space. Make it look like I have ideas. I really dont. (I mean this all affectionately)
P.S if someone reblogs this with their own take of "got you" I'm kissing you on the head.
Luke - “I’m not a baby, I can make it across the monkey bars myself!!” He swung gleefully, trying to dissuade you from following behind him. It wasn’t your fault he brought out a protective side of you!! Despite that, you relented, staying at the opposite end of the bars. He landed at the end, turning and smiling triumphantly. “See?! I did it!! I told you I could do i-woAH!!” in his excitement, he accidentally slipped off the landing, falling to his butt on the gravel.
"You ok bud?" You supressed your amusement as he stood up to inspect the damage. He sighed and immediately tried to beat the dust off his shorts, giving up when there seemed to be no difference. "Nooo I don't wanna have a dusty butt!!" He whined.
"Well, I can't fix that for you this very moment, but it's not that bad Luke! If yoj really want to, we can go back so you can change, but Im sure a few minutes of running around will make it difficult to see...ooooor we can go get some ice cream and we can sit down for a bit-" you gave him a small but knowing smile. He lit up, fists shaking as he bounced in place.
"Ice cream!!! Can I get sprinkles on mine?!!"
You smiled down at him. "You can get anything you want!"
Thirteen - "What happened?" You spoke softly as you wrapped the bandage around Thirteens arm. She sighed, looking off in the opposite direction at the ruins at her trap. "I don't know...I ain't never built a faulty trap...never..." You glanced up at her, a little worried as you had never seen her this distraught or distant before.
Her head soon turned as she felt you turn place a few gentle kisses over the bandage, wide green eyes wonderfully complimented with the growing blush on her face.
"H-hey, what're y'doin?"You smiled softly and pulled away. "Kissing you better...." your smile widened as the woman in the chair attempted to hide her face behind her good hand. "....are you o-"
"STOP MAKIN ME SO GODDAMN SOFT FOR YOU! JESUS CHRIST-"
Solomon - "SOLOMON WAIT!" You burst into Barbatos' room, just to see Solomon standing in front of a portal with a small briefcase in his hand. You were panting with the effort it took you to get there and with the sobs that threatened to tear themselves from you. Your sniffling ultimately gave away you were close to crying, but he didnt turn to face you, refusing to show you the unshed tears in his eyes. Staring into the portal- this one would take him somewhere he could try to be happy without you...it seemed impossible but he was willing to try. Clearly, you didnt need him anymore. He kept his voice as calm and quiet as possible. "...can I help you MC?"
"Help me?! Tell me whats going on! Where are you going? Barb said something about me possibly not being alive for the time you come back, and you were gonna leave without saying good bye?!" The words spilled like a waterfall, but all you wanted were some answers.
Solomon cleared his throat slightly, but his voice wavered as he spoke over his shoulder. "You've finally pacted all of the most powerful demons in Devildom...you've become friends with high ranking angels...you've befriended one of the thirteen reapers...what use does anyone have for me? What use am I to you? I know that to most I'm an annoyance. It's about time I realized you see me the same way....so good b-"
"Dont you fucking finish that sentence." You pointed at him accusingly. Tears started to stream down your face. "Don't you say good bye to me. Don't leave me, please don't leave me. You're- you're not an annoyance, you're my mentor, my..my partner in crime, my everything, you cant- why are you go- where i- what use? Are you out of your mind? You're my friend, not a tool! I love you, why would I use you, what benefit would that have for me?" You didnt realize your own confession, barely suppressed sobs threatening to spill as you fell to your knees, sobbing. A final plea left you as you buried your fave in your hands.
"Please don't go-"
You shuddered and balled up more as the faint purple light from the portal disappeared, another sob leaving you as you were terrified to look up and see if he was gone.
In a moment you felt the familiar warmth of Solomons cloak around you, sobs of relief coursing through you as he knelt down and pulled you close to his chest. Tears of his own rolled down his cheeks as he looked up at the ceiling, and you clung to his coat.
"P-promise you won't leave ever leave me-"
He looked down towards you, loosenjng his grip on you slightly before tilting your chin up to meet his own tear filled eyes.
"I promise. And...I'm sorry I never told you I loved you before...." he smiled softly through his tears, placing a gentle kiss on your forehead. "I promise to make up for lost time too."
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COUGH COUGH THAT LAST ONE TOTALLY WASNT SUPER SELF INDULGENT BC ITS VERY CLOSE TO WHAT HAPPENS WITH MY MC AND SOL COUGH COUGH
Anyways
Hope you all enjoyed!
If this flops imma cry bc nothing seems to pick up activity wise on my page anymore
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frogsthatbite · 10 months
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this is for the mother fucker that just came through the drive thru
Ordered 50 dollars worth of food
Was so fucking rude
And then sped off
I understand like "fuck major coorperations" and "ima make them waste product" and shit when it comes to places like McDonald's.
However
When it's almost closing and you order a shit ton of food, are super rude to the sleep deprived order taker, and zoom off without paying for your food that's so fucked up.
I got in trouble for your dumbass decision.
You made me fucking cry because you were screaming at me and it was all just a fucking joke.
Not only that but where I work isn't even technically part of the national level mcdonalds. We are a separate corporation. That's how shit works in this parish. The people who own this corporation are local to our city.
But you wasted 50$ worth of food, made me cry, and made the cooks have to clean up mess they didn't even have to make. Shit already takes forever at 10:30 when we close at 11 but you ficking come in a make shit worse.
Not only that but you held up the line causing other people to have to wait an extra twenty minutes to even order.
That is fucked up whether or not you're against corporate America. It may seem so small and so stupid to you but I could've gotten fired over that.
Im 16 and trying to save money so MAYBE I can go to a performance school, but your little stunt could have gotten me fired. I couldnt get a job anywhere else because the store I work at is down the road from my house so I don't need to rely on transportation.
It seems so small but the effects are so damn big. Be lucky I didn't start curing you out when you started calling me the names you did. Be lucky I didn't get my manager to come talk to your ass. Be lucky he didn't ban you from the damn store. Be. Lucky.
Im sorry for the rant but Jesus fucking Christ it isn't the 16 y/os fault that corporate America is flawed. It isn't my fault that you couldn't afford your food/just didn't wanna pay for it. We could've solved this differently but you decided to be an ass about it. People are starving and we have to waste this food because of standards of the restaurant. Fuck you.
As somebody in Gen Z I wish all of you bastards the best of luck in the real world.
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bedroomhero · 1 year
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save me
i dont have any friends, struggle with extreme self hatred  , haunted by my past ,  i have no real aspirations in life because i dont think ill make it past 21 ,  fucked up relationships with everyone i know , problematic habits , a mind that constantly turns on itself , constant thoughts of suicide that feel like literal torture , a constant need for connection with a  disconnected personality , parental issues , struggle to eat , sleep deprived , drug addiction , attachment problems , procrastination , disillusionment , a constant feeling of anger that plagues me like a demon , unfulfilled potential , despondency , i want love that i cant even give myself ,never felt like i belonged anywhere ,push away anything thats ever been good for me , abandonment issues , never allow myself to be truly happy and enjoy a moment because theres a little voice that reminds me how none of those positive feelings will ever last... the list goes on endlessly all i ever wanted was freedom from these things musics and art was what i thought would free me id like to go back to a time when that wasnt just an illusion i just want to cry until this heaviness in my heart subsides but im so fucking numb i dont know how to even grant myself the gift of tears anymore i never needed anyone because i never felt needed , but honestly i just want to be held , to not be judged , to finally feel safe in the arms of another person
 the god i confided in doesn’t hear me neither do the people i walk this earth with so who do i turn to ?i wish i knew , with all my soul i really wish i did and the fact i dont is turning me into someone i cant stand to look at in the mirror , my heart darkens each time the sun dawns
this year alone ive went from running away from home , almost losing my life on multiple occassions , to falling out with people i would have died for  , losing someone i care about due to senseless violence , to being homeless again , to a mental hospital , to being left to bleed on a sunday morning with nothing on my mind but all of the times ive fucked up my chances at being better  , and that doesnt even cover all of it 
ive done so much , seen so much , I’m exhausted ,
shit could be worse , people i know have been through worse but...what do i do? where do i go? i dont know , ive never known i only live to find out what the answer to those questions are and until then im lost , so so hopelessly lost 
please , please , save me 
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nicadilly · 3 years
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paintings part dwaaaaa
they’re 100/70, min size our workshop accepts :o(
we can still do small stuff but seven big boys are required to pass waa waaa waaaa
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bergarass · 6 years
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i did it. i met the man with the tiny, fuckable body.
#GOD IS ON MY SIDE MY FLIGHT WAS CHANGED TO LAX FOR A REASON YALL#O MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IM STILL SHAKING#IANT EVEN TALK ABT IT IM STILL IN SHOCK#O IM READY TO TALK ABT IT BC I HAVE TIME BEFORE MY FLIGHT#S I WAS WALKIN TO GET MY BOARDING PASS AND THEN IM LIKE WAT WHO DAT AND HE WAS JUST WALKIN CASUALLY TOWARDS THE EXIT SO I WAS LIKE#‘ZACH??? ZACH KORNFELD?? AND HE WAS LIKE YEAH HEY WHATS UP’#A THAT WAS THE MOMENT I FELT MY SOUL LEAVE MY SLEEP DEPRIVED BODY I WAS LIKE HELLO HI AND I said THE LAMEST THING I WAS LIKE I SAW WHEN U#WENT TO FLORIDA TO RACE AND HE WAS LIKE YEAH THAT WAS P FUN AND HE ASKED ME WHERE I WAS GOING SO I SAID IM FLYING TO NY AND HE WAS LIKE COOL#AND I WAS LIKE OMG CAN I GET A PICTURE AND HE GOES YEAH HEY CAN THAT LIL GUY BE IN THE PIC AND HE POINTED AT MY BAYMAX TSUMTSUM AND HE WAS#LiKE ‘here i’ll hold him— wait is this bb-max??’ and i was like yea that’s baymax!!’ and he goes LOL SRY i watched star wars yday night so i#got him mixed up with bb8 and i was like oh u watched stars wars last night and he was like um yes ofc haha#S I TOOK THE PIC AND HE HELD BAYMAX AND I WAS LIKE AM I HOLDING U UP AND HE WAS LIKE NO BUT YEAH BUT ITS OK#A I WAS LIKE FOMDMDK SRY BUT HE WA SLIKE ITS FINE SO I TOOK THE PIC ANDMSMMSMSAND I#I ALMOST FORGOT I SHOWED HIM MY BUZZFEED HAT AND HE WAS LIKE OMG NICE I WISH WE GOT HATS BUT ILL TELL SHANE AND RYAN U SAY hi! (: AND I WAS#LIKE..... BITCH YES I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!#ad then we said bye and i was almost late for my flight but it was delayed i t he end so who cares LOL I GOT TO MEET ZACH#Tnk you for lites ing i am tired and happy and dkjdjdmdmd#zach kornfeld#nina screeches#AL I HUGGED HIM AND HE WAS THAT IS 5W WORST HUG I EVER GAVE OR LIKE THE MOST ASKWARD BUT I JUST DIDNT WANNA SQUEEZE TOO HARD YA FEEL SO I#LITERALLY JUST PUT MY ARMS AROUND HIM AND GAVE THE MOST GENTLE SQUEEZE#OK NOW IM DONE#*
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st4rsoo · 2 years
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can u do headcanons about LOONA dating somebody much taller than them? thank u 😊
againnnn such a great prompt layout creds: @saintsuga :D sort of a collab with @gaypeople4itzy <3
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╰┈➤ pov: ur tall (ft. loona)
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★ WONG KAHEI
・ wouldn't seem to notice much, constantly looks up at you and smiles to show shes paying attention, might point it out once or twice, if you ever feel insecure about it she would let you know it doesn't bother her, very sweet as she always is :( " i couldn't ask for anyone better than you "
★ HA SOOYOUNG
・ doesn't let the height difference affect her confidence, shes still just as much of a flirt, probably would pull you down by the collar to kiss you instead of leaning up, she acts like it doesn't bother her but she's probably jealous " you're so small in my eyes "
★ JUNG JINSOUL
・ makes dumb jokes about it, she actually likes that you're tall though, has a big thing for dancing with you, likes to be held by the waist, leans her head on your shoulder, if you point out that she's clingy she just shrugs and does it anyway " how's the weather up there, gorgeous "
★ JO HASEUL
・ really soft because you're taller than her, holds your hand 24/7, gives you puppy eyes when she wants something, smiles when you mention that she's smaller than you, haseul seems like the type to really want to kiss you and would get pouty if you don't let her " i just want to kiss you but i can't reach :( "
★ KIM JUNGEUN
・ always acts like it doesn't matter to her, gets a little mad when you call out that she's short, doesn't like having to look up to you so she chooses not to, but when you're alone she does appreciate the height difference, really likes long warm hugs, little spoon " ugh you make everything about my height "
★ KIM JIWOO
・ very much likes your height, doesn't let it make her feel shy though, lots of hugs, likes to steal your hoodies, jokes about wanting to be tall like you, really clingy especially when you're alone, demands kisses and cuddles sometimes even in public " you're like a big warm teddy bear !! "
★ JEON HEEJIN
・ deep down she's way jealous, compensates by teasing you more, likes to make you flustered out of spite, always saying cocky things, her whole goal is to make you embarrassed, will never admit she likes cuddling up with you " aw you're blushing, is it because of me ? "
★ KIM HYUNJIN
・ literally could not care less, only wants her bread and affection, 100% likes being called small but wont admit it, finds you comfy i could see her falling asleep on your shoulder, still always cute and smiley when she looks up at you :(, proud little spoon " i know i'm clingy but this is my spot !! "
★ PARK CHAEWON
・ she loves it, gowon's a real soft girl i think it would make her more comfortable, holds your hand 24/7, loves when you baby her, really quiet and doesn't mention much about it, tells you that you're warm, sucker for hugs " it's so cold out here, can't you give me a hug ! "
★ CHOI YERIM
・ switches between 'pretending it isn't important' to 'being obsessed with it', really bubbly so she tells you everything, thinks your height is attractive, buries her face in your chest when you hug her, still would want to be big spoon even though she's small " tall people are so cool, i wish i could be that cool !! "
★ SON HYEJOO
・ also acts like it doesn't matter, gets bratty when you bring it up, doesn't want to be pampered but ends out liking it, makes eye contact with you a lot & loves when you compliment her eyes, just likes being called attractive in general, lowkey wants to be kissed " maybe if you weren't so tall i wouldn't have NECK PROBLEMS "
★ IM YEOJIN
・ poor baby is already so used to being short, would get very mad if you call her anything but lentil bean, wants forehead kisses, also constantly wants to hug you for warmth, can be kind of crabby if you tease her about her height too much, #bratjin " if you don't hug me right now it means you don't love me "
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i wrote the last few sleep deprived at midnight (im typing it as its 12:06 hi) but anyways yeah this was a cool and creative prompt i really enjoyed writing about it !! also a heads up that i might start posting a bit less for a week or so because i have to get caught up with school so expect delays ): and yeah as always, please like and reblog
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multiplefandomsblog · 3 years
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request; I am lusting for the emo boy 👉👈 Could I get something where the reader gives him a bj after he had a stressful day
warnings; bj, deep-throating, cussing, cum-eating, shuichi is receiving, reader is gender-neutral.
note; im trying to think of a song to go with this hold up- (yes thats all i have for my note, im running out of things to say-)
OH SHIT YES!!! SANGRIA?? BY EASY LIFE??? ARLO PARKS??? OR GET YOU BY DANIEL CAESER!!!!!
wc; 2k+
Slapping the screen of his work computer shut, the sudden and loud noise kept him awake for just a little longer. Shuichi brought both of his cold hands to his face, rubbing the eye bags that had formed as a result of his overworking and lack of sleep.
“God…” It took him everything he had to not yell into his slightly trembling hands. His fingers tangled themselves in his hair as he stood up from the chair that had made his backside ache, breathing out the pent-up stress he had cultivated throughout the… He checked his watch, drooping eyes barely able to read the hands of the miniature clock. 
—The twelve hours of sitting down, typing in and submitting in files, piled onto files regarding a tough case. He’d be lying if he wasn’t at least a little used to this shit work ethic. 
The first thought his mind allowed him to possess after draining his brain completely out of energy, had been, ‘S/o...-, I hope they didn’t forget to eat today.’ He hadn’t gotten the chance to monitor you, nor text or call you; his phone, to kick off the day, hadn’t charged properly the day before, leaving his phone with 3%. The moment he had tried to text you mid-way through his extended work period, his phone had given up on him, leaving him frustrated and worried. 
Sighing, he quickly packed up his things, ready to leave the suffocating, but honestly quite nicely designed office— to see you. He was so close to just falling asleep on the nice, cold surface of his computer, but the thought of you waking up to an empty bed had his heart, crumbling over something he hadn’t done yet. And hadn’t planned to do, either. 
Exiting the office, he called a taxi as he was too deprived of sleep to safely drive.
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Hearing the door open, you immediately rushed to the front door, almost slipping on the waxy surface of the wood floor against your fuzzy socks. 
Pulling back, your eyes held a different emotion as you gazed into Shuichi’s tired but loving orbs; your eyes no longer contained the same soul-crushing worry for him. Instead, they had held a needy lust. Could you blame yourself? It had been twelve hours. Shuichi let out a quiet startled noise as you started dragging him to the couch, he did nothing but let you; too tired to ask what you were doing despite having the sneaking suspicion he already knew. No one can overlook a stare like that; you’d have to be blind to. 
Pushing him onto the couch with little effort, he watched with intrigued eyes as you got to your knees and sat in between his knees, your own gaze locking onto his as you lowered yourself to the point where you had to crane your neck to properly see his pretty, flushed face. 
Golden eyes flashed in need, small whines spilling from his trembling lips as he slightly parted his thighs for you to drag your fingers further up into. “You worked all day, Shuichi… C’mon, just a taste?” You looked up at him, doe eyes pleading and tongue swiping across your bottom lip entrancingly, as Shuichi’s golden eyes followed the glistening muscle. He could already imagine your tongue swirling around the tip of his— 
“A-a little… A little taste. Please.” Ten hours of neglect, and the craving for his musk only augmented with each agonizing second that passed by. His eyes widened at the sultry tone you equipped; had he really worked so long to the point you were on your knees for him? “I...”
Yes, yes he had. It had been twelve hours, and you were worried sick. Not only that, the poor boy looked so tense and stressed, it had given you the urge to just strap him to the bed and force him to sleep, and nothing else. Knowing him, he wouldn’t have allowed himself the proper amount of hours of sleep, and food he needed to stay alive.
A part of him didn’t want to take advantage of your state, but a part of him already knew you wouldn’t let up until you got what you wanted; it’s not like he detested the idea of getting sucked off. “O-okay.”
He let out a small gasp as he felt you suddenly play with the zipper of his pants, your fingers ‘accidentally’ brushing against the growing erection he hadn’t noticed he had. You watched him carefully, fighting the urge to laugh as he arched his back against the couch; you didn’t want to embarrass him, you simply wanted to help him de-stress. 
Deciding you’d focus more on him than your own sadistic desires, you quickly halted your teasing and zipped open his fly, wasting no time to reach down the waistband of his navy blue boxers and pin-striped pants, erupting a gasp from him as he hadn’t been expecting it to escalate so fast.
Gingerly, you pulled out the hardening cock that seemed to twitch in your hold, only causing you to smile at the cute reaction. Though Shuichi’s facial expression had been incomparable to his cock. You had barely down anything to him, and his whole entire face flushed red, a hand already clamped over his mouth that concealed the lip he had been chewing at so aggressively. 
Stroking your thumb over the pretty pink tip of his cock, you cooed at it, already finding yourself craning your neck down to kiss the tip of it, causing Shuichi to jolt up from the light but impactive pressure on the tip of his cock. He found himself getting more alert, differing from his previous state of mind where he had barely been able to register what had been happening at the door.
Tired, lolling eyes from earlier converted into wide, lustfully lidded golden eyes that bore into your own coloured irises. The only difference between the two pairs of eyes had been the soft domineering gaze you set upon the boy who seemed to be putty in your hands and mouth. 
Winking at him, you felt confidence grow in you as you heard him slightly whimper and wine through the futile coverage of his hand over his mouth, and so, with suave, you slid the eager cock into your mouth, tapping it over your lips and tongue before deciding to suck the entire thing in, in one go. The near-scream Shuichi emitted definitely helped you take the entirety of him inside your mouth. 
You let out a small hiccup as you felt him throbbing in your throat, eyes wide and nose deep in the base of his shaft as your lips had almost been able to kiss the base of his cock. Keyword; almost.
With tear-filled eyes, you moaned onto his cock that only seemed to fit in half of your mouth before you started gagging. The small choked gasps from your side seemed to be in earshot of Shuichi, as he reached down to check on you- his hand was caught mid-way as you took a deep breath through your nose and fit the rest of his length down your throat. At this point, tears had been falling down your face uncontrollably, and you had been too busy massaging the base of his cock and balls to try and wipe them off.
“S-S/o— Y-you shouldn’t- F-fuck, I’m already so close, please don’t stop…!” He whined in a broken voice, head spinning and eyes rolling to the back of his head as he practically heaved out pants against the couch behind him. You felt your own thighs tremble as you heard him lose character, cussing; something you didn’t know he’d ever do. It sounded foreign in his voice, but was it strange that you actually liked how it sounded?
Moans and pleas spilled out of his drooling mouth like a running faucet; he noticed it only seemed to egg you on, in which, he wasn’t sure he liked or feared. He was highly certain he wouldn’t be able to last long—the thought hit him like an 80-pound brick as you dragged your tongue on the sensitive underside of his cock. “Hhnn- Ah—!” He let out an embarrassingly high moan, though he didn’t seem to care enough to tend to the humiliation, as he had currently been occupying his mind with the fact you had been sucking him off and sucking him off good.
His neck and thighs twitched as he writhed, not able to hold back the urge to pull your hair as he felt like he was going to lose it if he didn’t. Reaching down quickly, he yanked your hair upwards, in a force that didn’t hurt as much as you thought it would. It seems, even during moments like these he was always gentle with you. 
Rewarding him for the action, you hummed muffled praises he couldn’t hear, but could definitely feel the effect of it against his cock. Vibrations shot up from between his legs to up the trail of his spine, sending shockwaves of pleasure through his entire body. 
You felt his clammy hand that had kept hold of your hair, push you down onto his length roughly, causing you to stifle a surprised choke as you felt his tip hit the very back of your throat. “S-Shui—” You couldn’t even say half his name properly. 
With tears streaming down your face, you shut yourself up and took it, bobbing your head up and down faster—to which he rewarded you with shaky, blissful sobs. God, did you wish you could see his expression right now. 
At the thought, your slightly red eyes darted up to his face, which seemed to be staring right back at you with his own tear-brimmed gaze. “S-S/o...!” He whined out, a few stray tears falling as he felt his climax approach him. Throwing his head back, you lost sight of his flushed, slobbering face as he rested the back of his neck against the couch. 
“Close..! Close! Hah- Hnngg! Please, I need to- to—!” Shuichi cut himself off, mouth contorting into an ‘O’ shape as he tensed his thighs underneath your clawed grip, feeling his well-deserved orgasm finally hit him. You suctioned your mouth around his length especially hard, eyes squeezing shut as you felt him pulsating against the walls of your sore throat.
You could feel the milky white, nearly translucent cum shoot down your throat and, as you usually do, you let it slip down your throat with no complaints—and it wasn’t as if you could try spitting it out; Shuichi’s cock had been so far down your throat, he had been practically been shooting it directly down your throat, giving you no chance to swallow. 
You felt his cock shudder, twitch and go flaccid in your mouth; so with a final drag of your lips, you trapped any leftover semen within the insides of your lips and licked whatever had escaped the bindings of your aching mouth. Shuichi remained heaving against the couch, his hand that had previously been holding onto your hair with a death-grip, weakened and dropped to the side of your face.
Bringing his head back down from the thrown back position on the couch, he stared down at you who had still been seated between his legs, your cheek resting against his thigh as you watched him with a soft and infatuated gaze. After such a feat, to look at him like that; he felt like he was on cloud 9. He truly wondered what he had done to deserve a blow job like that, and someone like you to give him such a thing after neglecting you for twelve hours, he felt terrible for you yet also fortunate to have you. His gaze, despite still fucked-out and slightly mind-blown, held worry for you. 
With his already red face going even more crimson, he brought his hand down to the side of your head to stroke your face tenderly. Still heaving out pants, he stuttered out quiet words of gratification, “... T-thank you. For that.” To which you only grinned cheekily at, head turning to gently nibble and kiss at the inside of his thigh, causing a small yelp to erupt from him. 
Your hand gripped onto his thigh, making sure to immobilize him and his squirming as you sucked a hickey onto his thigh. “Hh-!” Shuichi could only whimper at the pressure, his free hand going up to wipe away the tears that formed from earlier, and the ones that had been forming currently. 
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drwcn · 3 years
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midnight sun [snippet 14], following [10]
*aka the reveal scene y'all are probably waiting for, sorry it doesn't live up to expectation, lol im v tired*
Lan Wangji used to have a dream, a repeating one. Nothing much happened in it, except he was back in the cave at the Burial Mount. It was how he remembered it before the Siege of Nevernight and the subsequent raid. Wei Ying was always there, perched on that slab of rock she claimed as bed. Lan Wangji knew she wasn't real. There was nothing in this world that could make him forget the terror of her wrenching herself from his grip and falling into the molten chasm. Yet there she was, sitting cross-legs on that rock, smiling at him, always smiling, as though she hadn't died violently and alone.
L-Lan Zhan - Lan Z-Zhan - Lan Zh-an -
He had never been able to discern what it was that she had tried to tell him...
Now, he finally knew, knew that he'd been fooled - no - that he'd been a fool.
Such a fool.
~~~
Everything happened slowly and all at once.
Yan'er!
Wei Wuxian shoved aside the arm Lan Wangji had raised to shield her from the blast of Jiang Yan's spiritual rage colliding with his xiongzhang's Shuoyue.
Lan Wangji watched, transfixed and horrified, as Wei Wuxian swept across the temple, a torrent of black cloth and dark unbound hair like demonic smoke coalescing around the girl curled on the ground.
The temple darkened. Shadows seemed to be drawn in to Wei Wuxian by a force unseen, and the epicenter of her being emanated a quiet eerie darkness that choked out any light. She gathered Jiang Yan from the ground and cradled the girl in her arms. Her eyes were red when she lifted them to cast a murderous glare upon Lan Xichen.
"Wei-gu'niang, I -" The master of Gusu Lan stumbled back half a step, horrified at what he'd inadvertently done and at the silent threat in those blood red eyes. "Is she - I did not mean to -"
Jiang Yan coughed abruptly, breaking the tension and jolting her mother's attention back to her. Rapidly, the demonic red faded from Wei Wuxian's eyes.
"Yan'er, Yueqian, you're all right; you're alright, just breathe."
Jiang Yan twisted and arched, pulling in several stridorous breath as she fought to quell the erratic torrents of qi flooding her meridians. Her gaze fleeted about, left and right, disoriented by the impact of her earlier rebound, until she focused in on the face in front of her, peering down in distress.
"You're alright, yatou. You're safe." (yatou = 丫头, girlie, lassie, can be an endearment term for girls)
For a minute Jiang Yan did nothing but stare up unblinkingly. She opened her mouth, teeth still rust-stained from the blood she'd spat up, but no sound came out. Then, all at once, she seemed to let go. Colour returned to her cheeks, overtaking her from collar to crown and drawing a shimmer to her eyes that Wei Wuxian realized, belatedly, was the refraction of candlelight through tears.
"阿娘。" A-niang. "哎- 哎,好孩子,我的好孩子,我是你阿娘。这么些年,是我对不起你。是阿娘的错,都是阿娘的错。" Y-yes, good child, my good child, I am your mother. All these years, I've let you down. It's my fault. All my fault. "阿娘,曕儿好想你。" A-niang, Yan'er missed you so much.
It need not be said that Jiang Yan could not conceivably have missed Wei Wuxian as she was, having never known her or known of her. Nevertheless, no one in that temple questioned the sentiment behind those earnest, innocent words. It was most natural, the longing of a child for the mother who must've have existed to bring her into this world but did not have the fortune to remain in it long enough for them to meet.
"A-niang, I feel...strange."
Wei Wuxian smiled. "I know, the feeling will pass. You'll be alright. Close your eyes, Yan'er, you need to rest."
Jiang Yan hesitated. "You won't leave? I still have so many things I wish to tell you. Promise, you won't leave?"
"I won't leave," promised Wei Wuxian, passing a hand gently across Jiang Yan's temple and leaving a glowing red talisman in its wake, which sunk softly into her daughter's skin. "Sleep."
Trusting, Jiang Yan smiled and grew still. Her breathing evened, and her head lulled to the side.
Across the temple, still reeling from the revelation, Lan Wangji struggled to his feet.
"Wei Ying -"
But he was not the only one. A sharp swoosh was all the warning there was before Sandu's blade edge swung beneath his chin.
"Jiang Cheng!"
"Jiang-zongzhu!"
"Jiang-xiong! " No one noticed when Nie Huaisang had awakened amidst the commotion.
Lan Wangji turned slowly to Jiang Wanyin and faced the man who had raised his daughter in his stead. In doing so, he had kept her identity hidden from the world.
Lan Wangji didn't know whether to thank him or hate him.
For thirteen years he had mistakenly believed that it was Jiang Wanyin who'd betrayed Wei Wuxian the most. He couldn't understand how anyone could do to the mother of their child what Jiang Wanyin did to Wei Ying at Nevernight. Especially yesterday, when Wen Ning had revealed the truth about his golden core, Lan Wangji had nearly been driven to murder by his fury. To think Wei Ying had given Jiang Wanyin everything she had, had hollowed herself out in more ways than one, and yet he had turned his back on her and treated her to the point of his sword.
Lan Wangji wanted him dead, had wanted him dead for so long. But he held back, employing his churlish silence and his spite as his only weapons of offense, not only because slaying a sect master would be an open declaration of war between their clans but because he could not deprive Wei Ying's only child of the one last parent she had left in this world. So many times he thought about telling her the truth, about how Jiang Wanyin had been the one to murder her mother, but what would that achieve but cause her more misery? She was happy as she was, living in her blessed ignorance, and because she could not hate Jiang Wanyin, Lan Wangji would hate him on her behalf.
But now, after the truth had been revealed and exposed to him every misconception and false notion he had stored like festering pus in his heart, he realized that the hatred that he felt must surely have been mutual.
"You don't get to speak to her, you faithless bastard." Jiang Wanyin cursed through grounded teeth. He glanced at Lan Xichen. "Zewu-jun, is this the true face of Gusu Lan? Hypocrites and liars who either uses and abandons or steadfastly defends a wretched creature beyond redemption at the expense of one of your own. Even if you do not recognize her as so, Yan'er is your niece!! She shares your blood!! How could you hurt her?!"
Lan Xichen had gone bloodless. Sweat dripped from his chin. His hands shook. "Jiang-zongzu, I - I did not know - I swear I did not mean - "
"Did not know?" Jiang Cheng laughed. "You think this matter can settled, can excused, if you simply exclaim ignorance?! What your perfect, honourable brother did to my sister, the absolute wretched state he had left her in after he violated her virtue - "
"A-CHENG!" Wei Wuxian yelled, head bowed and unable to look at any of them. "It's all the past; what's done is done. Stop, just stop -"
"I will NOT stop!" Jiang Cheng snapped back. "I've waited fourteen years for this moment. You may not care about yourself, Wei Wuxian, but you're of Yunmeng Jiang." He turned back to the younger of the Lan brothers, and continued through barely concealed malevolence, "What Lan Wangji owes you, owes Yan'er, I will make him pay."
[tbh]
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ficrecsbybu · 3 years
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WinterIron fic rec 2021: Part I
Note: this fic rec consists only of Bucky Barnes/Tony Stark fics. the only Stucky & Stony you might see is as past relationships but that’s it. it’s also complete works ONLY. also - no underage stuff 🔪.  if you have any requests for Winteriron fic recs (for e.g non-superpower au, only one shots, series, hardcore smut, post-tws, college au, not team cap friendly fics, bodyguard au etc.) you can send me requests ^^. anyway... enjoy 😉 
✨ The Guiding of Death by RayShippouUchiha
“That whole Merchant of Death thing,” someone off to the side faux whispers, “makes a lot more sense now.”
It echoes across the bridge like a gunshot. 
Rated M, Hades & Persephone AU, Canon Divergence, always female Tony Stark, not Team Cap friendly. word count: 41391
(note: listen... I know het pairings and/or gender bend is not popular and I never really read those in general BUT this is straight up one of the best fics I have ever read so I NEEDED to share this with y’all...✌️)
✨ Forms of Love by bear_bell
Tony's the bad guy, after all. He's used to it. He's fine with it. He's good at it.
Only now, there's something far worse loitering around the tower - The Winter Soldier. No one notices the guy at first, but when they do, Tony figures that he should have the soldier's back.
Birds of a feather should flock together, and the bad guys should start a book club.
Rated E, Post-CW, Bucky Barnes & Winter Soldier are Different Personalities, Team Iron Man. word count: 33591
✨ Looking at You by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Bucky looks for so long that now all he wants to do is touch and hold and fix everything. But Tony can barely be in the same room as Bucky, cant even look him in the eye. So Bucky doesn't know what to do about Tony, but he is determined to do something. Because all he wants is to look at Tony, and see Tony looking back with a smile.
Rated E, Post-CW, PTSD, team heals, mental healing, forgiveness, angst with a happy ending. word count: 28,168
✨ I'll Be Your Bodyguard (If You'll Be My Security Blanket) by NarutoRox
When one of Loki's pranks gone wrong leaves the team with a young Winter Soldier in their care, they know they're going to have their hands full. Especially since this newer, tinier version of Bucky seems to have a bodyguard complex - and a particular attachment to Tony.
Rated T, kid fic, age regression/de-aging, de-aged Bucky, tiny bodyguard Bucky. word count: 4,993. 
(note: finally something CUTE. Im so sorry for being such a slut for angst and heavy stuff 😅)
✨ Fate Strings Not Required by Akira_of_the_Twilight
Tony took the hint.
Tony wrapped his hand around the new guy’s elbow. He kept his touch light and breakable in case he’d misread the cue.
“Just some guy claiming to be my soul mate, babe.”
The new guy’s eyebrows rose to his hairline in surprise. He chuckled and gave the first guy a smirk. “Strange. Last time I checked we were soul mates.”
Rated T, AU - no superpowers, AU - soulmates, Bodyguard Bucky Barnes, age difference. word count: 7,032.
✨ Shameless  by Finely Honed (jaqen_hgar)
Tony isn’t actually sure which of them starts it—he’d like to take credit, but if he’s learned anything it’s that Barnes is by no means a wilting flower. Besides, the start doesn’t matter as much as figuring out who’s going to actually finish it.
rated M, flirting, dirty talk, sexual tension. word count: 2,560
✨ Winter Wooer by salytierra
Winter may not be the most pleasant guy to live or share your body with, but he isn't nearly as destructive as everybody expected him to be either. He likes to brood in the corners, watch British TV, and freak people out. And Tony. He really, really likes Tony Stark. There's just one problem – Bucky's pretty sure he doesn't feel the same way about the guy.
Rated M, Bucky Barnes & Winter Soldier are Different Personalities, team as family. word count: 8,726
✨ Even Darkness Must Pass by Finely Honed (jaqen_hgar)
“Fake it till you make it,” Bucky whispered to himself, swallowing around his panic. Sam had drilled the idea into him, and it had become a mantra of sorts, something to hold onto when all he wanted to do was blend into the shadows and disappear.
“You’ll be fine.”
Steve placed a warm, strong hand on Bucky’s shoulder and squeezed, his super soldier ears having picked up Bucky uttering the now familiar saying.
Bucky nodded, tried to believe his own words, and followed Steve onto the common floor, a wall of sound hitting them as they entered.
rated M (but mild sexual content), parent Tony Stark, Bucky Barnes recovering, team as family, of love and hobbits 🧝🏻‍♂️. word count: 15,289
✨ Paths Are Made by Walking by Potrix 
The road to recovery is long, winding and a different one for every person walking it. Bucky chooses to help himself the only way he knows how; by doing what he does best.
Or, alternatively; the one in which Tony is a mess and accidentally kick-starts Bucky’s protective mother hen instincts.
rated T, post-TWS, fluff, humour, getting together, idiots in love. word count: 4,744.
✨ Rise In Perfect Light (Be Not Fearful Of The Night) by RayShippouUchiha
At first, the new element singing in his chest, Tony doesn’t understand what he’s done.
Doesn’t understand the full consequences of his actions.
But, to be fair, there’s no way he really could have.
Not even a futurist like him could have ever seen this coming.
rated G, post-CW, past Stony, angst with a happy ending. word count: 3,589.
(note: this fic is SO BEAUTIFUL. lemme just asjkdjnsjkdm)
✨ and amidst the ruins, there was you by TheKitteh
With everything resolved - post the Berlin conflict, Siberia and the rogue Avengers' return - Tony relishes in the clarity of what the team is now. He can finally see the well-defined lines, he can rely on solid rules and the chain of command. He's settled into his life like never before.
That is, until one day, an unhinged sorcerer with no grasp on his magic shatters that new-found balance.
As a result, half of Tony's soul is now gone, but he's willing to do anything to get it back.
rated T, post-CW, canon divergence, au - Dystopia, Dimension Travel, magical accidents, slow burn, getting together. word count: 36,976
✨ and so we unfold by TheKitteh
Senbazuru. Thousand Cranes.
An ancient Japanese legend that promises anyone who folds a thousand origami cranes will be granted a wish by the gods. Some stories believe you are granted happiness and eternal good luck, instead of just one wish, such as long life or recovery from illness or injury.
Bucky’s not big on believing in any legends, not after all that has happened. He just wants to create something for a change, not destroy.
He needs to prove himself that he can be trusted to handle something delicate. He doesn’t need a promise of a wish come true. He just,- needs to do this for himself.
He doesn’t need noticing how sad, tired Stark looks. Doesn’t need to want to do something for the man, when he can barely do anything for himself.
rated T, CACW canon divergence, getting together, reconciliation, POV alternating, Bucky Barnes recovering. word count: 14,449
✨ Spilt on the Ground like Water by tisfan
Tony has been black-bagged and illegally held at the Raft. Steve has no intentions of going to rescue him.
But the Winter Soldier isn't going to leave him behind.
rated E, Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes, implied/referenced torture, frottage, dub-con, mention of part non-con (HYDRA trash party), not Steve friendly, suicidal thoughts, touch-starved. word count: 10,853
✨ Norns, Save Us (From Ourselves) by phlintandsteel
It’s been ten years since half the universe was dusted.
rated E, post-IW au, A/B/O verse, Omega Tony, Alpha Bucky, Soulmates, Peter & Harley playing matchmaker, still recovering Bucky Barnes, not Steve Rogers Friendly, angst with a happy ending. word count: 37,324.
✨ Change You Like A Remix by ficlicious 
No one ever said Avenging would be easy, but Bucky could have really used a memo about the weeks where the hits just didn’t stop coming. He’d probably still have signed his soul away to the gods of spandex and paperwork, but a heads up woulda been nice before he nodded and smiled and took up residence in the house sanity fled when the Avengers moved in.
---- Soulmates, misunderstandings, snark, genderswap and sleep-deprived Avengers abound. Tony's a woman. Must be Friday.
rated E, AU - soulmates, established relationship, temporary gender swap, jealous Bucky Barnes, misunderstanding, miscommunication. word count: 10,494.
✨ Getting to Know You by orbingarrow
It had been an adventure, navigating the sweetly apologetic Bucky Barnes, who haunted the tower most days, and the the Winter Soldier, who occasionally inhabited Barnes’s body. The Winter Soldier was not apologetic; he was scary. And he was currently chilling out, uninvited, in Tony's lab.
“Leave,” Tony said, because Tony was either a dead man or not, and there wasn’t much he could do about it before coffee.
“Or you could give me permission to be here,” the Winter Soldier suggested.
“I don’t let strangers poke around my stuff,” Tony grumbled, as he walked past the Soldier to take a seat at his workbench.
“Easily solved,” the Soldier deflected. “Get to know me.”
-This is what happens when Tony does.
rated G, Bucky Barnes & Winter Soldier are different personalities, fluff, Clint Barton is a good bro. word count: 9,470
✨ Safe House by ali_aliska
For years, Tony had successfully kept his secret. Neither the world nor his team knew he was Iron Man and as far as he was concerned, everyone was better off that way. On his best days, Tony Stark was not someone people liked and trusted, so the last thing Tony wanted was to tarnish Iron Man’s good reputation by revealing the truth.
But then SHIELD falls, the Avengers face disarray, and a stray Hydra assassin forces Tony to go into hiding—and where better than the safe house he had just crafted for the Avengers and their own ex-assassin ready to come in from the cold?
Tony plans to hide away from everyone in his makeshift workshop until the coast is clear and he’s safe to go home. No one would care to spend any time with the reclusive, arrogant billionaire anyways, right? Iron Man is the one everyone wants around.
Bucky Barnes, on his own journey to reclaim his life and identity, seems to disagree with that sentiment.
rated T, post TWS, canon divergence, au - Secret Identity, mutual pining, team as family, slow burn, misunderstandings. word count: 89,533
✨ Versace on the floor by withered
The modern man’s armor is his clothing, and Bucky wants Tony out of his.
rated T,  post CW, Bucky Barnes & Winter Soldier are Separate Personalities, Barnes & Soldier & their hard-on for Tony, not team cap friendly. word count: 2,127 
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yostresswritinggirl · 3 years
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Lantern Flame Submission
"Hey Xiao, come see the lanterns with us!" 
The ask does not have any cruel intentions behind it. He knows it. They must have thought he had something to celebrate with Liyue's citizens in their festival. The traveler doesn't know what the lantern rite means to an adeptus like him.
Still, Xiao can't do anything about the karmic strings binded to his wrists, painfully tightening and leaving bruises in his skin. 
"No. I have no interest in human traditions." He scowls at the duo, crossing his arms to hide his hands clenching in fists.
"Huh? But I thought the festival was based on Liyue adepti?" Paimon tilts her head, floating around. Xiao does not answer her, simply choosing to turn around and disappearing from the conversation.
"Hey, Alatus!"
It's been ages, but he can still hear their voice clearly, both in his nightmares and dreams. How ironic is it that he's haunted by the one thing he consumes from mortal lives?
A long time ago, when Xiao was just Alatus, one of the many Yakshas (not the only one who survived). Back when he still had people to come home to, when he fought to survive not only because he had duties to attend to, but because he also had someone special to protect. 
His eyes had focused on their vision, barely hanging from their thigh with a beaten-up string. The crimson on the pyro symbol of his fellow Yaksha matched the red highlights on his own hair, as well as the majority of clothes he wore. For some reason, he seemed to favour the color...
"You should be more careful. You'll end up dropping it one of those days" Alatus scolded them, his eye twitching slightly. However, they didn't pay it much attention, just chuckling as a response to his antics.
"Don't worry, Alatus! It looks simple and weak, but looks can be deceiving, right?"
Somehow, the same thing could be applied to their own person as well. Of all Yakshas, Alatus was sure that the one right in front of him was the most surprising. They were strong enough to slay demons as if they were nothing, but it was their personality that made him fall as hard as he did. 
They held the stars in their eyes. Every day, they would come to him and tell something new that they discovered while wandering around. They held too much love for the world and their habitants to simply pass by things and ignore them.
Back then, Alatus looked foward to passing all days of his immortal life alongside his beloved. Sometimes, fighting was difficult, to the point he didn't know if he was going to make it. But when he thought of his partner waiting for him, he had hope.
But they loved too much.
The negative energy sometimes came to a point where it would corrupt young humans souls, and as their duty, the Yakshas would have to slay them. Having mortal blood on their hands crushed their heart until it couldn't withstand it anymore.
"These voices...please...make it stop!"
He desesperately screamed his lungs out, hoping that at least they would hear his voice over their own screams and come to their senses. He could see their vision splattered on the ground, its red string burning with a cursed black tone within the flames, but they weren't even controling the fire consciously. Karma took over their element, unforgiving, burning every inch of life within range. Alatus tried to get close, but the fire caught on his clothes and it was so painful that he could not breathe properly. In the end, he could not save his lover.
Almost nothing was left of them. The black flames were unforgiving, not sparing even ash of their greed. As if a cruel joke of destiny, the only thing Xiao- not Alatus- could hold as a memory was their red string attached to the vision.
"This is the furtherst I'll go." Xiao stated simply, narrowing his eyes at the traveler and Paimon. The pair sighed in defeat, finally accepting his refusal.
"Okay then. I was hoping to give to you when we were inside Liyue, but since you don't want to go... Take this." 
"... a Xiao Lantern?" He eyed it suspiciously, reluntant in taking the object from the traveler's hands.
"Yeah. I know you don't care for those things, but... People say that wishes come true if you write it on a lantern. Maybe you could try it?"
The adeptus glared at the lantern, as if it had commited a grave sin against Rex Lapis. 
"Whatever. It's time for  you to go." Xiao dismissed them quickly, shaking his head. 
The lantern at his side mocked him at all instants, but he couldn't find it in himself to get rid of it or to leave Liyue's outskirts before. 
The Mingxiao Lantern was at the same time beautiful and painful. Each lantern after it had a red string hanging from them that sent him deep into memories he didn't want to remember, from a time that he wanted to forget. 
His eyes caught on the lantern at his side, untouched.
Maybe it's time to let go.
He untied the string attached to his bells in his belt, staring at it lost. Heart cracking, he instead looped around the lantern, allowing it to soar into the sky.
He hoped that their soul was resting peacefully after so much suffering. Perphaps... one day could he join them?
notes: hiyaa, im the 🐥 anon
please ignore any grammar mistakes saudhsiuafsa im not a english native speaker and im writing this sleep deprived(insomnia does things to you :(( )
also, i dont know what to name this? like, i suck at titles, so feel free to choose!
and yea, morning angst hits different :// idk honestly to think about it??
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Omayghad, not to project or anything, but thiz gave me sick Intermittent vibes like an alternate and that's so damn wack. Blessed post!
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