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54625 · 5 months
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qFit was so meant to be a girldad my god. putting on a shitty little crown that he does not like wearing every time he sees sunny because he knows it makes her happy, always looking out for her and keeping her safe, entertaining all of her fantasies and ideas (both him and ramón do this so much), their joint business ventures, decorating together, him constantly taking photos of her and ramón, giving her friendship advice, always getting her the food and drinks she wants. I hope that when tubbo gets back, fit and ramón can still spend as much time with him and sunny cause I'll genuinely miss the little family unit of the three of them after this week is over
let's also not forget that fit has referred to himself as sunny's father and also to ramón and sunny as his children seemingly without even realising it . he really has changed a lot he gets attached QUICK these days
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redeyerhaenyra · 9 months
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Sleeping Beauty
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Summary: After having sex with Jake, you both fall asleep in your flat. Only, it's not Jake that wakes up, it's Steven.
Warnings: Hidden relationship, reader is mentioned having sex with Jake, jealousy on Steven's part, vaginal fingering, a sprinkling of dry humping, cunnilingus, Steven cums in his pants, fem reader, one use of (Y/N)
Notes: Debuting Steven onto my blog :) this fix was heavily inspired by @blue-beeeeeeery 's post
Wc: 1.9k
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You’d been dating Jake for a while, having met him as your cab driver after a night out with your friends. In the time you’d been together, he’d opened up to you about his DID, and his alters; Marc and Steven. You hadn’t met them yet, and it seemed to be a little bit of a touchy subject for him, so you didn’t push it. Besides, you adored Jake, even if there were two other men living in his head, you were sure you could come to love them, too. 
Despite not pushing it, you had asked why it was Jake wouldn’t introduce you to his alters, and he had told you that they were both… skittish, in a way. That you would meet them, that he wanted you to, but he worried to spring it on too soon. And who could blame him? Hearing that your alter had a partner you didn’t know about would understandably be perplexing at the very least. Though, it made you smile- Jake may have acted like a big, scary, cigarette smoking tough guy, but he really cared, especially about Steven. You’d gathered he was the “innocent little brother” of the group, the one to be looked after. He seemed so sweet, even when Jake would complain about him. And you knew one day you’d see him for yourself. Jake was naturally protective, over you and over his alters. It warmed your heart to know he was waiting for them to be ready to hear that they technically had a girlfriend they didn’t know about.
Besides, the reason he hadn’t told them when you had first met, is because they didn’t know he existed apparently. You had called him shy, and he had grumbled that he wasn’t, he was just fulfilling his role in the system. The protector, doing the dirty work for Khonshu when Marc couldn’t, and then slipping back into the shadows when it was done. It sounded lonely, you told him. It was, he replied, until he met you. Jake could be so romantic when he wanted to.
And so here you were, laying cuddled up to who you thought was Jake, the darkness outside told you it was still the early hours of the morning. You were only half awake anyway- fucking Jake always took something out of you. It was exhausting, in the best way.
You decided to stay like this, for a while. Jake normally woke up hours before you, kissing you goodbye and sending you a text later that hoped you “Had a good sleep, hermosa,” and so you relished the little extra time you had with him. It felt a little demeaning, for him at least, having to sneak in and out like he was a teenager, but you pushed through it, for Jake and his alters. Your eyes blinked back closed, willing yourself to not sleep too deeply, so that you might give him a proper goodbye when he left your flat.
The air was quiet, still. Peaceful. The only sounds were yours and his breathing. The warmth of him behind you, his arm curled just under your breasts lulled you to sleep once again. And meanwhile, as you fell back into sleep, someone else was rising from it. Though, it wasn’t Jake.  
Steven blearily opened his eyes, and groaned. Despite having just woken up, his body felt tired… but in a good way. And he was spooning something soft..  and warm. His vision cleared- and he nearly jumped back in shock. There was a woman…. in his bed, but it wasn’t his bed, and this wasn’t his flat. He whimpered in shock as she moved against him, moaning as you stretched your arms above your head.
“You up already, papí?”
Papí… definitely Jake. Steven gulped. He knew his other alters were more experienced with women than he was, but this was just silly. His eyes raked over you, your form cuddled beneath the blankets, your hair sprawled about the pillow like a halo. Gosh.. you were pretty. He found himself thinking that Jake had good taste. He shook his head free of the thought- he needed to leave as fast as he could. As much as Jake cared about his alters, so did Steven. And thought he’d been wishing for a girlfriend for forever, but he wouldn’t go as far as to turn off one of Jake’s “scores” with his awkwardness. Steven had no idea how adorable he was. 
When he didn’t answer, you turned over, squinting at him, blinking the sleep from your eyes; “Jake?”
Steven froze. God, you were gorgeous. Ohhhh it wasn’t fair. Why did Jake have to be the best with women…. 
“Jake? Are you alright?” Your hands came to cup his face, as you examined him for any sign of sickness, or anything else that might make him freeze so suddenly. 
“ ‘M fine-!” Steven’s voice broke a little as he choked out a reply. Oh, good one Steven. You were wise to his sudden change in accent, sounding more like he was from London now. Your hands quickly retracted, and you gasped.
“…Not Jake?” “No-“ Steven gulped, you shifted away from him, Steven was sure it was to make him more comfortable, but he found himself internally begging you to shift closer.  “Steven..?” You breathed out; “…Y-yeah, uh.. who’re you? W-where am I?” 
You sighed, knowing that this conversation was going to happen one way or another. You put your hands up in a show of mercy; “My name is (Y/N)… this is my flat.. I’m uh… I’m Jake’s girlfriend.”
Steven’s eyes widened. “Oh.” “Yeah..” “….Well why didn’t I know he had a bloody girlfriend.”You giggled. At least he wasn't freaking out too much. "He didn't want to shock you, I.. I've known him since before he started to show himself to you and Marc." Steven nodded along. "Well I have to say, waking up in a strange woman's bed is pretty shocking..." You giggled again. "-Yes, sorry, he usually wakes up hours before me to go back to your place." "Oh right.." Steven sniffed.
"Um.. d-did you, uh... I mean, have you.." He motioned to your neck- Jake liked to leave hickeys. You caressed the marks, only just now realising they were there.
"Oh- um, do you mean..?" "Uh.. yeah- sorry it's just.. we share a body, y'know.." "No no I get it-! Um, yes, yes we did." He was, of course, not so subtly asking if you and Jake had had sex last night.
"Oh, right- I mean, it's fine! Obviously, you're like, together, and that's like, normal- sorry I'm making this so weird." The smile you gave him was sympathetic. "No, it's alright," you had told him, but your words had fallen into a buzz around him. Steven was deep in his thoughts- sure, it was Jake you'd had sex with, but they shared a body. What had he done with you? You'd had sex, but how? What did you like? As his mind spiralled, he felt his cock twitch a little beneath his boxers. Only a few hours ago, probably, his body had been inside you. His hands had probably made you cum a dozen times- Steven knew that's at least what he'd want to do with you...
"-Steven?" His thoughts cleared, "God, sorry love, head's all over the place today.." You hummed.
"You're really pretty." Steven's comment made the both of you blush, and you could've said the same of him. You hadn't noticed until now that you had subconsciously been shuffling closer to one another in the bed. Your noses were close to touching now, and you decided to take the plunge.
Steven whimpered as your lips met his, and while he was eager, it was strange that he be so inexperienced, considering, again, that he shared a body with Jake. His hands were greedy, but anxious. The trembling in his fingers gave presence to his mounting desire to touch you, and gently you guided his hands to your hips. That was all the encouragement he needed, his grip became suddenly a lot more confident, clutching your hips tightly before travelling down to squeeze your bum. He moaned with you, grinding your hips into the hot pressure of his cock against your tummy, his touch against you hungry, like an excitable dog.
You whined at the sudden loss of his mouth, biting your lip as he kissed his way down your neck.
"Bloody Jake, 's not fair, he always gets the girls, 's not fair, I'll show him-" Your thoughts were getting a little hazy, and the throbbing in your core became more and more apparent.
"Steven.." You breathed, if nothing else, he was eager to prove himself, fingers deftly ripping your panties down off of you.
"I can do it just as well as he can, you watch-" Steven didn't waste any time licking his way up to your clit, and sucking on it like a man starved. You cried out, hands falling to grip his soft curls. He was moaning and whimpering into you, just as you were above him. The seam of his boxers caught so deliciously on the head of his cock, and he all but cried into your cunt and he rocked his hips against the mattress.
Your hand came up to cover your moans, but Steven was having none of it, he halted his assault on your pussy, switching his tongue out for his fingers, deftly sliding inside of you, as you keened.
"No, no, none of that love, wanna hear ya, yeah?" Tears welled up in your eyes, and your toes curled as his fingers finally, finally found the spot. You writhed in pleasure, tugging harder on his hair. His mouth came back to suckle your clit, pistoning his fingers inside you with all the expertise that you would not have expected from him.
This hot mess contiuned for a while, until you were throwing your head back, pleasure soaring through your every nerve as you came all over Steven’s face, and he gladly drank your essence straight from the source. He didn't stop, though, he just kept going, the wet pad of his tongue doing wonders at overstimulating you- and from his canting hips and repeated whimpers, you could tell he was close too. It became too much however, and roughly you tugged his head up off of you, seemingly giving him the boost of masochistic pleasure he needed to tip himself over the edge, spilling himself into his boxers, moaning and drooling where he lay his head on your thigh.
You stayed like that for a moment, marvelling at Steven's beauty. He had his juices all over his face, messy boy. And had some of it gotten in his hair? He was a needy baby, too. He soon decided that he just wasn't close enough to you, and crawled up your body to snuggle himself between your breasts, sighing. His voice was muffled a little; "Was it good?" And you almost audibly "awed" at how cute he was being. Your arms wrapped around his shoulders, and you kissed his head;
"It was amazing Steven." He hummed, still a little jealous it seemed, "Bet Jake doesn't do that." You swatted his head lightly. "Don't be mean." "Just teasing love.."
It was still dark outside. Pussy-eating was a tiring activity, it seemed, as you felt Steven cuddle his way back to sleep in your arms. You kissed his head again, unconsciousness soon taking you as well. Steven was more resilient to new information than Jake thought, it seemed.
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sunshyni · 3 months
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big boy energy
Jisung × Fem!reader
notes: this is my first text in English, so I'm feeling nervous 😬 English is not my native language, so forgive me for any errors or mistakes like that!! And that's it!! I hope you enjoy it!!
w.c: 0,7k
tw: none
I don't even know if this is good. I write more to see how my English vocabulary is doing, but anyway!!
Good read, sweeties!! ❤️
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Your older brother's getting married in a few months, and dance lessons were scheduled for the couple and the godparents to avoid any embarrassment on the big day. Right now, you have no clue who your dance partner will be because your brother keeps saying, “Her right dance partner will show up any minute”.
You're chilling in a chair, adjusting your high heels for dancing, when you hear a noise from the salon door, and your eyes immediately snap in that direction.
— Hey guys, am I late? Sorry, my flight was delayed — Says the guy standing by the door. Jisung looks taller and stronger than the last time you saw him, but he still has that same sparkle in his eyes from when you were kids. Jisung, just two years older than you, used to mess with your braids all the time.
It was tough when he left town to study and work in Korea, his country of origin. You couldn't help but miss him, even though it seemed like he didn't give a damn about leaving you behind.
You kinda resented him for that because you've always had a thing for him, but he either didn't notice or didn't feel the same. I mean, you used to like him, but now that you see him another time, your heart can't help but race.
— Jisungie! You're not tired, are you? — Your brother asks. Jisung, dressed all black, looks even hotter than usual — I've got a mission for you.
— I'm good, let's do it — Jisung says, meeting your gaze with a nostalgic sweetness. You finally stand up, and thankfully, you don't trip and fall flat on your face.
— You'll be dancing with my sister, okay? — Your brother practically pushes Jisung in your direction. Jisung smiles at you, and all you can do is cross your arms and scowl.
— I hate you both — You mutter to Jisung and your brother as he heads back to his fiancée, sticking his tongue out at you in a teasing way. The dance teacher starts the class, and you even have the chance to complain to Jisung. He holds you tighter, causing you some agitation, but all you can focus on is trying to breathe normally while his face is so close to yours.
— Did you miss me, shawty? — He asks, leading the dance with skill, not like the same boy from years ago who learned to salsa from “Shall We Dance?” while you were sighing over the charmer Richard Gere.
— I'm not giving you the answer you want, Andy Park — You say, and Jisung chuckles softly in your ear, sending shivers down your spine, but you brush them off, wrapping your arms around his neck like they were made to be there.
— I prefer when you call me Jisungie, babe.
— I preferred it when you didn't leave me alone, babe — You retort, stepping on his feet. Jisung lets out a low groan but still holds you close, dancing like there's no one else in the room.
— I'm sorry for letting you down all this time. I'm an asshole, it's true — Jisung admits, acknowledging all the times you two didn't talk when you really wanted to, even if it was just to argue, something you did a lot as kids — Can we make peace, pretty please? Go back to the way things used to be?
You hesitate for a moment before letting a small smile slip.
— Like the old times, huh?
— But this time, I really wanna kiss you — Jisung whispers in your ear, and your heart feels like it's about to leap out of your chest. You feel his cheek against yours, and if you don't answer him soon, you might just pass out.
— Andy...
— Keep calling me like that, and I'll kiss you right here, not giving a fuck about your brother and my best friend — He says, planting a soft kiss on your cheek, leaving you dizzy with his scent filling the room, making it hard to breathe. You muster up the courage to speak, looking into his eyes.
— When did you get this big boy energy?
— I don't know, but you better enjoy it, cutie.
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myouicieloz · 9 months
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Tell me why
Minatozaki Sana x member!reader
Synopsis: The hate, the pressure, the shows... doing it all while recovering has been getting to you. Yet, you can't seem to rely on your sisters like you used to.
Warnings: reader is recovering from an od episode. mentions of drinking. angst? it sure is something. tw: overd0se, recovery.
Word count: 1.7k
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Pt. 1 | Pt.2 | Pt.3 | Pt.4 | Pt.5
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“Unnie?” Sana turns and finds you looking at her rather hesitantly, making her heart hurt. You haven’t been talking to each other as much these days… She’s been busy with the crazy routines of the tour and her debut, and just living overall, and you guys were a part of a big group, so it wasn’t odd that you two hadn’t been as close as before. She misses you, though. You’re the maknae, the girls’ little sister. You’re wearing a green dress for today’s event, one Sana knows it’s your favorite. Your hair has been straightened and is falling up to your hips, with big earrings flowing beautifully with your soft makeup and equally enchanting doll eyes. With a traditional green converse on, you look flawless. Yet, you have the resemblance Sana has seen many times before, lips quivering ever so slightly and your gaze never resting on something for more than a few seconds— one of your signs of showing when something’s wrong. “Hi darling. What happened?” Sana asks, tugging your arm and gently scanning you to check on any possible injuries; nothing’s noticeable, though. But again, the main problem has never been your outside.
You look at both sides before taking a step closer, not eyeing her as you speak. With both of you close like this, your height difference is noticeable, as is your attitude. The older, shorter one with assurance and confidence while the tallest, lithe girl stands quietly besides her, shrinking like she wanted to disappear. “I… I don’t feel so good. Perhaps I’ll leave? You can all handle it without me, sure.” Sana knows it’s against the rules to leave you alone, she really does. But you’re her baby sister, and you’ve promised to do no harm to yourself anymore. Your eyes are tired, and you tremble, clinging softly onto her like you were silently saying please. However, the pictures will be taken shortly, and all the girls should be present— you included. The image of the group together— specially after the rumors regarding you, is essential. Image is everything. “Could you wait a bit more? We’ll get the pictures taken soon, then I’ll take you home.” Sana sees it as she gently asks you to stay, the hurt flashing into your eyes. You know she is still wary of leaving you alone, after that night, not trusting you completely. So, you take a step back, nodding delicately. Before Sana can say anything else, someone taps her shoulder. “Sana unnie! I was looking everywhere for you. Where have you been? Come on, the fashion show about to start. I saved you a seat.” It’s Miyeon, smiling at Sana while exhaling in relief. When the older woman looks behind again, you’re gone. She lets her shoulders fall as she allows Miyeon to guide her to their seats, wishing she wasn’t such a failure. What happened to you? You used to be so close, with her taking care of you ever since you’ve first set your foot at JYP— guiding and comforting you whenever things were tough. That was gone long before the… incident, though. Now, you barely see each other, even though you were constantly near because of the tour. Sana misses you. Your sweet smile, your passionate conversations about stuff you both liked, the way you always used to ask to get her makeup done, refusing anyone’s help but hers. All gone now. Sana was such a failure.
— The pictures, both of the group and individuals, will be taken soon, Sana knows it as she observes the sudden movement in front of the fancy stand. She sees the girls not far from her; Jihyo talking to Dahyun on her left, while Momo sits with Mina on her right. Jeongyeon will be here shortly, as she went to greet a friend just before the show ended, and the rest of the girls were near enough that she could see what they were doing, too. You were the only one who was nowhere to be seen. Whose thoughts can be impulsive and too dangerous to be left unsupervised. If you fuck up the photoshoot, your management will be furious, and you’ll be in even more trouble. So, Sana excuses herself from the rest of her bandmates and scans the darkest spots she can observe, walking fast to waste no time. The woman’s phone buzzes brightly, with her leader’s name displayed on the screen. Is Yn with you yet? We’ll take the group pics soon, but I can’t see her.
No signs of her. She can’t be too far, though. It’s not like it’s a massive place anyway.
Want me to go looking for her, too?
I don’t think it’s best; it might overwhelm her.
Wait, I think I’ve seen her, actually. We’ll be back soon.
Text me if you need any extra help, ok?
“Aren’t you coming, Sana? the girls are all together, over there.” She hears her friend, Somi ask as she passes by and sees her worried face, frowning. “I still have to find Y/n. Have you seen her after the fashion show started?” Somi has mischief on her face and giggles a bit before answering. “Yeah, haven’t you? Like always, she was with that shithead as her escort. I seriously don’t know how he does her so good, he’s an asshole. Everybody knows it”. Wait, who was she talking about? You weren’t hooking up with anybody, Sana’s sure of it. She would have noticed it, of course. Right? Or at least heard something about it. Her mouth moved before she could, suddenly forgetting of her shortage of time. “With whom?” Somi opened her eyes as her hand met her mouth, suddenly turning and walking away quickly. Sana managed to hear her mumbling incoherent stuff, but decided to let her go. She’d handle it later, definitely. You owed her some questions. Urgent questions. “Fucker.” Sana cursed, walking in a different direction, hoping to find you soon. — Precious minutes went by and nothing, still.
She could feel her phone vibrating with people demanding her presence at the photoshoot, but she refused to come back without her maknae. It had to be the whole group, or it wouldn’t be the same, even if you were hiding from God knows what. Sana decided to go to the bathroom to wash her face for a bit, since it was ridiculously hot inside the event. Then, she noticed green converse shoes on a cabinet, as if someone was sitting on the ground. Someone wearing a green dress. Ok. “Yn? Is everything okay?” She asked softly, hurrying closer with light steps. An alarm rang in her head and she immediately started breathing fast, thinking of a hundred scenarios. The last time things were similar to this, the ending was not… ideal. The dor opened and revealed you, sitting weakly on the side of the toilet seat, which would be disgusting if you weren’t so pale, your hands shaking much more now and your forehead drenched with sweat. Sana immediately knelt in front of you, noticing your fever. “I didn’t mean to, unnie, I really didn’t. It was just…” Wet tears were running down her baby sister’s sweet face; making her feel like shit. She’d known it. You asked for fucking help, and she ignored it. Setting her heart aside, she gestured for you to take deep breaths, touching your hair affectionately. “It’s okay, darling, it’s okay. Did you take anything? Did you…” She couldn’t say it, still. Thankfully, you got the message and shook your head, making her a tiny bit less worried. She let out a relived sigh. At least you didn’t succumb again. “I ate some chocolate sweets they were having. It was just a bite of one, and they seemed… so good. I thought if I just had a little bite, it’d…. I’d feel better.” Your voice was weak, too, and you let out a dry laugh. “Obviously, it wasn’t the case. My body’s still not ready, I know. I’ll respect my time of recovering. It just, sucks, you know?” You don’t let Sana answer, looking at the ceiling. This time, your voice’s bitter. “What am I saying; of course you don’t. You know nothing of being less than perfect.”
Once again, Sana stopped to focus on her baby maknae. Sana believed her when you had told them the attempt was an accident. She truly did. Not only that, but she also knew of how you were doing everything you could to prove to everyone you were better and recovered. Going to therapy, exercising, eating healthier, being extra patient… almost seeming good, despite people treating you like crystal glass. Because of that, Sana didn’t really wonder about how you still had to be careful about things that were normal to the rest of them. Seeing you crying and being vulnerable like this made her hate herself even more.
“I’m sorry, darling.” It was all she could offer, pulling you for a hug. She was surprised to have you clinging onto her as you burst out crying, like you did as a trainee, after being yelled at by one of your stupid mentors, who were always so hard on you. It felt like millions of knives were entering her heart, and she wished so fucking much that you didn’t have to feel that pain. Wished it was hers instead.
“Shhh, it’s okay. It’s okay.” She murmured, rocking you back and forth to keep you from shaking. After what seemed like minutes, you did. Then, you dried your tears and looked at her with a faint smile and a long sigh. “I’m sorry for that, unnie. Did the photoshoot happen already?“
Still confused, Sana answered quickly, observing the youngest get up and fix her dress, going to the sink to wash her mouth and hands.
“Huh… no. They’re waiting for us. We’re just a bit late.“ “Perfect. Let’s go?” You went to the door without looking back, and all Sana could do was follow your lead. And blame herself for being such a failure to you.
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danikamariewrites · 7 months
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Can u write a rhysand or azriel or maybe both in which there both in a ddlg relationship where they give reader princess treatment and and she just wants to be good for them
Ddlg poly!Batboys x reader
A/n: I thought we’d throw Cass in there too bc I simply couldn’t resist 😂
Warnings: ddlg, pet names, nsfw themes, and slight violence
Being with all 3 of them is amazing but tough at first
Rhys Cass and Az would all be so competitive for your attention
Eventually you guys figure out a routine and are comfortable with each other
The first time you call them all daddy they’re so happy bc all they want is to keep you safe and happy. They love the deep trust you have with them
Sometimes for fun or when you want their attention you just call out “Daddy!” From whatever room your in just to see which one of the boys will get to you first
Rhys cheats and winnows to where ever you are while Cass and Az basically fight each other to get through the door first
There are times when you want to be around one of them more than the others
You always feel bad bc you don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings but they’ve told you a million times that they don’t care as long as you’re happy
You spend a lot of time with Rhys since Cass and Az go away a lot
When they come back you get very clingy with them
Cass can be the clingiest out of the 3 especially if he’s been in Windhaven for a while
He will carry you around the house and keep you on his lap all day
“Need my sweetheart with me. I missed you so much I can’t get enough of you.” He’d say when you ask why he’s carrying you
It’s rare that they have a bad day. Stressful, yes, but they can always bounce back
They do confide in you and you love being there to comfort them
Az is usually the one who can be down sometimes after a mission and you always make him feel better
Azriel would be brooding in one of the big Illyrian arm chairs in a sitting room no one else uses in the house of wind when you find him
He’d be so lost in thought he wouldn’t even hear you come in
You’d be a little shy, worried you’re bothering him
Approaching Az you lay your hand gently on his shoulder. He looks up at you with tired eyes and a small smile, “hi daddy,” you whisper. “Can I sit with you?” Azriel pulls you onto his lap and buries his face in the crook of your neck breathing in your scent
“I know this mission was hard for you Azriel, but I’m here for you. In whatever way you need me.” Azriel hugs you tighter to his body. “Thank you princess. I feel better already.”
You two just sit there and you play with his hair as you whisper sweet nothings to each other
When Rhys and Cass find you, you’ve fallen asleep holding on to each other
If you’ve had a bad day the boys drop everything to tend to you
Your typical bad day remedy is a nice bath, Cassian massaging your shoulders, wearing their comfy clothes, cuddling with Rhys as Azriel reads to you
Cassian will make you hot cocoa (I’m convinced he’s a good chef, anything he makes is delicious and he has a great hot chocolate recipe you can’t change my mind)
If you’ve had a really bad day and your crying they immediately want to know who or what made you so upset so they can take care of it
You came home crying your eyes out one day after you had hung out with your friends bc someone cat called you on the way home and Azriel was ready to murder the male
Rhys reigned him in while Cass held you on the couch
They did find the male and beat him up
The boys each have a different nickname for you
Rhys calls you darling (obvi), Cass calls you sweetheart, and Az calls you princess but when it comes to sex I think they all call you bunny
The 3 of them give you nothing but princess treatment all the time
They wait on you hand and foot and buy you whatever your heart desires
They’re always gentle with you too. They’ll never raise their voices at you, they never get mad at you, or manhandle you (unless you want them to)
They hate being strict with you
When they are strict with you they either punish you or give you a stern talking to
You try not to be a brat, that gets you the worst punishment
Yes, you have rules and you rarely break them. You do like to push their buttons sometimes by saying no and stomping around the house when you’re in a bad mood. Rhys, Cass, and Az hate when you don’t tell them what’s wrong
Your typical punishment differs on which bat boy is in charge. With Rhys he shows you memories of when you’re being pleasured by them until you’re so needy you’re on your knees apologizing and begging them to touch you. Cass favors cockwarming or spanking until you’re practically crying needing them. Azriel uses his shadows to tie you up lightly touching you, leaving you in bed all day until they think you’ve had enough
All you want is to be good for them but sometimes you just can’t help yourself
When you are good they always reward you with your favorite dessert or take you shopping or new books
Rhys loves to give extravagant surprises like romantic dates or vacations
Time with each of them is different bc they each like different things
Rhys loves to take you out to eat or walk in town
Cassian will always work out with you, he was hell bent on training you when the relationship first started so you’d be able to defend yourself on the off chance none of the boys are there to defend you
Azriel is happy to do whatever you want to do. Usually you like when he reads to you cuddled up on the couch
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onmyyan · 2 months
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hello, i LOVE your writing and style and i took a social media break and came back and HOLY SHIT what a time to be alive
i got to thinking about your guys and i do love a reluctant darling, so ignore this if it makes you uncomfortable, so sorry if it does. but the guys doing the absolute m o s t to get this girl to like them. someone who maybe got a couple of rough exes and either knows what to look for and isn't looking for love. and the boys are just like :) oh :) to bad 💐 for you. they get her heart racing and she's a little nervous about it. shes got a mouth on her and aren't afraid to pop off on a rant about how she knows what they are (she doesn't)
Marcos? psh you'll cheat and laugh about it with your friends at some party. you think you can get away with it just cuz you're good looking? go find another person to piss off. and he's all like ☺️you think i'm hot😊😚 love the idea of her being a snarky bar tender at his favorite bar and they have a will they won't they sitcommy type relationship
manny? just buy the book and leave, girlies on the clock, no she doesn't care how good he looks on the motor cycle. totally not. definitely, definitely not. she doesn't worry when he goes really fast on it, it doesn't make her scared. girls just trying to get paid and get peace.
ricky? oh big strong man trying to boss her around? she doesn't need all that. she sees through that tough exterior and her rbf is worse than his. but it ain't resting. she's just loving life with her friends (who aren't as available anymore?? i wonder why??) and she doesn't care when he runs his fingers through his hair. she doesn't want to do that. she'll get her car fixed there- sure- but she won't like it.
gabe? sure he seems fun but ultimately she views him like a movie sequel, seems fun until about halfway through when you see it's the same plot as last time. no way is she falling for that old trick again. yeah he's nice, and and he helps her with groceries when he sees her walking with all those bags. bare minimum raise it, gabriel.
caspian? when's that other shoe drop? when does the sweet charming teddy bear end? (never)and yeah his pastries are delicious. and he's nice. and smells like cookies. and- oh fuck she's in love, better avoid him but SOMEHOW the man is everywhere. doesn't matter. she needs a night in, and yeah she misses him when she's in her place alone. little does she know how close he is. she won't be lonely anymore ☺️
ashley? she can fix up her own house, thank you very much. she's not interested in some old fashion cowboy and his old fashion values. or his arms. or the way he checks in on her, making sure she's settled in ok, finding her way around town, if she's eating alright and if she needs anything and woah- what's wrong with this door? he'll fix it and no. he doesn't want money. she doesn't owe him anything but, if she wants to grab a drink she's always welcome to join him. she won't be thinking about what would've happened if she took him up on that late that night. or how she made fun of his accent.
diego? WHY is there chickens on her door, and WHY is it w o r k i n g? and where is the shirt she was wearing yesterday? it's laundry day. feral fella makes sure everything's going alright and she's got everything she needs. she doesn't want some man following her around like an over grown puppy. or does she?
imagine them giving her they're number and getting a drunk text like
"you don't suck anymore ❤️" and they go feral
anyways hope you like that and are having a good day/night. i do wonder if any of them kidnap darling like in sharing is caring (my guess is ricky, ash, and manny in no particular order) and how they'd deal with a darling like this. have a wonderful day/night.
This is amazing and made me smile like a fool the whole time I read it!! Like wowiewowie you totally nailed the characterization of the guys and I love how sweet and nervous the reader is about this seemingly perfect dude ugh thank you for sending this baby in I adore it
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girlboypersonthingy · 10 months
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can I request a list of like green flags and red flags for each of the characters in voltron? btw I love your writing:)
Hello friendo, thank you sm! Thanks for the request, I adore this idea. Also…Sorry y’all, I was posting like every other day for two weeks and then I hopped off for like two months. Oof life is really life-ing rn. I honestly chose to write this prompt before a lot of other requests bc it seems like an easy and short thing to bust out quickly. I swear, I will get to the rest eventually 🩵 keep sending in requests if you’d like! And as always… ENJOY~
KEITH ❤️
Red Flags 🚩
TERRIBLE AT COMMUNICATING. We all know Keith is stubborn and easily overwhelmed with a short temper. He doesn’t really know how to talk to people without getting angry. He feels that bc he has a hard time explaining exactly what he means, people never understand him and that makes him mad.
Bro isn’t scared of anything…and that low key scares everyone else. Like…who isn’t afraid of anything? The whole team has tried sooooo hard to figure out what will get Keith to jump out of his skin and scream like a child but to no avail… Boy just doesn’t flinch, doesn’t care, couldn’t care less about bugs and rodents and clowns and heights or anything like that.
Wears his gloves in the shower sometimes. Like wtf ???
Green Flags ✅
Also bc he is not afraid of anything, boy will protect his friends/family/partner SO HARD. He will verbally AND physically tear someone apart just for looking at you the wrong way. Very protective and caring but in a good way ya know?
Actually very selfless and not self-centered in the slightest. Keith is very giving and helpful, despite his tough exterior, he’s very caring, observant and considerate. He’ll give the shirt off his back to someone in need. He’s always down to help others. Ugh Sweet heart ❤️‍🔥
Has a sick ass space wolf that will also protect you like COSMO IS A MAJOR PLUS OKAY BIG GREEN FLAG DOGGO
LANCE 💙
Red Flags 🚩
Obvi his biggest red flag is how flirty he is. Boy will flirt with anything that breaths and that can get really annoying sometimes and affect the rest of the team.
Jealous AS FUCK. Like the petty jealous type. Lance is the kind of guy to pretend he has a partner back home just bc some alien girl he was flirting with said she had a partner already. He’s like “OH YEAH? Wow cool me too, same same, yeah….” But homie’s ego is a bit sore now…
Lies a lot. Lance just panics sometimes and tells a lie. He knows it’s wrong and he always feels guilty after lying to someone but it always just slips out. His mouth moves faster than his brain most the time.
Green Flags ✅
THE BEST HUGGER/CUDDLER OMFGGGGGG. Lance is the best hugger and cuddle buddy ever, period, end of story, try to change my mind. His long arms always stretch fully around the recipient’s torso and he squeezes tight enough to make you feel warm but not smothered. Usually will rest his chin on the other person’s head if they’re short enough (so Pidge obvi).
Very aware of other’s moods/body language/tone of voice. Everyone thinks Lance is “the dumb one” but he’s actually very in tune with what’s going on in the moment, what’s going on around him. I think he can tell how others feel the second he sees them. Good intuition kinda thing. An empath for sure.
Very considerate and often remembers the little things about people. Does he remember what he learned in class just a couple days ago? Pffft heck no! Does he remember everyone’s birthday, every year and get them a very thoughtful gift? HELL YEAHH I LOVE THIS SWEET BOY OMFG 🩵
SHIRO 🖤
Red Flags 🚩
Honestly…idfk Shiro is so perf. Perfect baby boy all the way
Maybe he could seem too nice at first…? Like when someone is nice but ur like “are you for real? Or are you fake and evil and you’re hiding something?” I think Shiro could be perceived as being fake nice at first.
Omg I feel like Shiro is one of those “ oh no, that looks delicious but I can’t. I’m watching my carbs.” YOU KNOW SHIRO IS A GYM DUDE WHO COUNTS HIS CALORIES PLZ
Green Flags ✅
ALSO AN A+ HUGGER. Imagine those big ass arms holding you so softly and so close to his big, warm body. Omg so comforting, so relaxing. Often gives a gently squeeze just before letting go and pulling away. Ugh 😩❤️‍🔥
Literally the most trustworthy man in the universe. Will defend his friends, loved ones, and planet until the end of time. Shiro would die before revealing any secrets you’ve asked him to keep. The best person to vent to bc he’ll never tell another soul about it. He’s like a personal diary
Shiro is sooooo patient. Definitely the most patient one on the team. He really does take his own advice…ya know, patience yields focus 😌 very sweet, calm man. We love Shiro
PIDGE 💚
Red Flags 🚩
GIRL WILL WORK HERSELF TO DEATH PLZ GO CHECK UP ON HER, BRING HER FOOD AND WATER, GENTLY FORCE HER INTO BED SHE NEEDS SLEEP.
Lowkey kinda moody and can get snappy very easily. Pidge is a sweet heart and very smart and a good team player but she’s also stubborn and will yell to get her point across or make herself heard (she’s an Aries…what’d you expect?)
Sometimes very conceited and braggy about how smart she is. Like yeah Pidge, we know you’re a genius and you could code in your sleep. WE GET IT. UR SMART. GEEZ 😒
Green Flags ✅
Pidge is so baby. Yeah, she can get snappy and braggy sometimes but…SHES SO BABY PLZ FORGIVE HER. She’s just young and stressed okay? Give her a break. She’ll apologize eventually with puppy dog eyes and a soft voice and while she looks adorable, she is being sincere and really wants to resolve this.
Very loyal and determined. I mean look how hard she searched and fought for her dad and brother. She won’t stop for anything or anyone once she has her mind set. Pidge Will never leave you behind and will always turn back to help someone in need.
Androgynous royalty. Pidge is soooo chill about her gender and identity. We love a confident babe 🏳️‍🌈💚
HUNK 💛
Red Flags 🚩
Boy is too scared sometimes. I think Hunk has really bad anxiety and it’s not the anxiety that is the red flag, it’s how he copes with it…which he doesn’t. Hunk let’s his anxiety get the best if him sometimes…but he’s trying.
Honestly…does Hunk really have any other red flags??? Baby boy is so sweet idk 🤷🏻
Over eats to the point of getting sick sometimes…and never learns his lesson. (Me asf)
Green Flags ✅
THE SWEETEST MOST CONSIDERATE AND THOUGHTFUL MAN IN THE UNIVERSE OMFG WHAT A SWEET HEART 😩💛 honestly just a very good guy. We love Hunk.
Obvi his cooking skills!!! Can cook for any occasion, on any cooking surface, in any conditions. Can cook so many different dishes from so many rich cultures around the world! So talented. His food always hits.
THE ABSOLUTE BEST at cheering others up. Soooo funny and silly and kind and relatable. He tries so hard to brighten others’ days when they need it. Will stop what he’s doing just to go cheer up a friend or loved one and watch them smile again.
MATT 🧡
Red Flags 🚩
Interrupts A LOT. In any given conversation, he will interrupt and talk over someone else at least once every minute. Can get really annoying sometimes but in his defense, if he waits too long to speak up, he’ll just totally forget what he was gonna say.
Like Lance, I think Matt would be overly flirty and act like a Fuck boy sometimes. Like bro sit your nerd ass down, that person is SOOO out of your league plz chill.
Can not take anything seriously (unless it comes to his family or his or anyone else’s safety) but day to day, Matt makes so many dumb and inappropriate jokes at the worst times. Ugh 😒
Green Flags ✅
Very brotherly to everyone he considers a friend or family. Protective, constantly checking up on others, making sure they have eaten, asking if they need anything from him. He cares a lot. Bonus points bc he’s a very good brother to his actual sibling too. Aww Pidge and Matt are sibling goals. 🥹
HOT AS FUCK NO MATTER HIS HAIR STYLE/LENGTH. You can fight me on this. Matt is gorg and so is his hair at every single moment throughout the show.
Extremely accepting and open minded. Matt treats everyone he meets equally and never seems phased when he meets others so different from himself. He may ask some questions for the sake of his own curiosity, but would never pass judgment on another person.
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kokomos · 11 months
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*°; 𝙄 𝙒𝘼𝙉𝙉𝘼 𝘽𝙀 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝘽𝙊𝙔𝙁𝙍𝙄𝙀𝙉𝘿 ✦ ‧˚.
dylan lenivy relationship headcanons
+ As the self-proclaimed 'master of music', Dylan is always sharing songs with you. He gets so excited when he listens to something new and it makes him think of you, he has a long ass playlist of songs in your name.
+ He kinda dreads the serious stuff in relationships, he wants everything to stay upbeat and lighthearted.
+ This means you're probably gonna have to take the lead communication-wise, it makes him super uncomfortable to talk about his real feelings.
+ He's such a good support system, though! He appreciates the balance between you two and it affirms his belief that you two are "meant to be".
+ Good at hiding it, but he is riddled with anxiety most days. Some handholding and a couple kisses would help him a lot though (his words, not mine lol).
+ PDA makes him nervous!! He tries to put on a tough face but you really should go easy on him if you guys are in front of other people, even his friends.
+ While working at the camp together, he'll use up most of his energy trying to get you to goof off with him, it doesn't matter how hard you try to stay committed to your responsibilities, you always end up somewhere secluded with your hands all over him. This results in a lot of reprimanding from Chris and too much teasing from the counselors.
+ "I can understand young love, Dylan, but your job comes first! The kids are counting on you, your friends are, I am… blah blah blah"
+ Chris makes such crappy arguments you're leaving your cabin that night to meet up with Dylan again.
+ He loves the thrill from disobeying authority, it makes him feel like a carefree kid again. It's why he likes to tease you a lot! He just loves playing around and wants to make you laugh.
+ Speaking of playing, the kids at the camp see him as one of their own since he's one of the few counselors who will take full part in their shenanigans. It's pretty cute until you find yourself being targeted by a child army under Dylan's command.
+ Takes the most pride in his humor, he adores the sound of your laugh so he'll do anything to hear it again and again.
+ Not necessarily the jealous type, but he can feel threatened if he sees you laughing a lot at someone's jokes.
+ Absolutely loves that he's taller than you even if it's only by a couple inches, he'll take any opportunity to remind you just how small you are compared to him. His signature move is coming up behind you and stretching his big arms over your whole frame to get what you were reaching for.
+ If you're taller than him, he's constantly standing on his tippy toes to close the gap. He secretly likes being smaller than you because he's usually the biggest person in the room and this lets him take on a different role for once.
+ He wants you to take the lead when you two get intimate, despite the attitude he can catch with the others, he's always been more than eager to do whatever you tell him to.
+ He's really so sweet, he loves being good for you.
+ Dylan's also got that secret smart side he likes to keep tightly under wraps unless he gets to flex in front of you lol. He's can't help but get cocky when he sees how impressed you are with his random quantum physics facts/rants.
+ A man who needs a lot of reassurance. It's hard for him to believe you actually want to be with him considering the fake personalities he plays into in order to 'protect' himself.
+ Needs someone who can see him as he is, who really likes him for him and not the persona he created to get through his nervous start at the camp.
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a/n: this was written with a male or gn reader in mind, dylan is gay!!
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sketalya · 7 months
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Finally I can draw my favorite OTP TwT
💙Edward x Emily💚
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The story about the relationship between them is kinda long but I have tried my best to shorten it, so here it is:
• Long before they became lovers...Emily and Edward were just best friends. And at that time Emily had strong feelings for Thomas, she did everything she could to convey her feelings to Thomas. She even competed with Rosie, who at that time also liked him.
• But as time went by, Emily found out that Thomas actually liked another woman (That was Lady). And because she's tired of competing just for unrequited love...Emily decided to give up and let Rosie, who still didn't give up on her feelings (Rosie still didn't know that Thomas liked Lady at that time)
• She maybe looked fine but actually she still felt heartbroken until one day Edward noticed that Emily looked different from usual and asked if she was okay. And because Emily thought she could trust her best friend, she told Edward everything that happened. Edward listened carefully and let Emily pour out everything that was in her heart.
• After all that, whenever Emily was having a bad day she always took the time to meet Edward and tell him everything (That's because he is a good secret keeper). Of course Edward didn't mind listening to her, he even always tried to make Emily tough again and sometimes gave her advice if she needed it.
• They're slowly became closer and were seen together more often than before. Until Emily realized that she felt comfortable whenever she was with Edward. (Can't blame her...He's kind, gentle, wise, a good listener, and has a sweet smile). Emily quickly realized that she was now in love with him, unwilling to fail like before. Emily decides to be more confident and confesses her feelings to Edward. Didn't care about the fact that Edward was older than her and probably wasn't interested in a romantic relationship like that.
• And yeah...It wasn't easy for Emily because Edward always rejected her. Not because he didn't like her. But Edward wasn't sure whether Emily really had feelings for him, He always thought. "Why did she choose to like an ordinary guy like me when there are many guys who are much younger and handsome out there?"
• When he asked Emily about that. She said, "It's because I can...I feel comfortable whenever I'm with you and I like everything about you! It's okay if you still reject me today, there's still tomorrow and you have to know that I won't give up this time."
That answer actually made Edward quite surprised, he didn't expect that Emily would be really serious about that.
• As time goes by. Emily really didn't give up until finally Edward started to feel the same way and decided to accept Emily's feelings.
• At the beginning of their relationship, they were both a little awkward and their relationship also has to go through many challenges...Their age difference that makes it difficult for them to get along with each other, Edward doesn't seem very good at understanding women, Have different ideas about how a date can go well, Emily always decided something without listening to Edward's opinion first, People commenting about their relationship....Actually there are still many other things, but fortunately they both always learn from their mistakes, they can get through it all with good communicating and being open to each other.
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Okay...Now let's talk about their dynamics:
• Every week, Edward would come to see Emily and give her a bouquet of flowers. A simple classic gift but Emily always looks forward to it every week because she really likes flowers, especially if they are from her boyfriend.
• Sometimes Emily tries to tease Edward, hoping to see him blush and be embarrassed, but Edward often doesn't understand and misunderstands that. So it turned out to be difficult for Emily because she had to explain it to him.
• Bossy big sister figure who talks a lot x Calm big brother figure who listens more often
• They're usually always hang out somewhere after work just to tell each other about their day. Sometimes they also gossip about the trouble that Tidmoud bois had caused that day.
• Emily is one of the lucky person besides Thomas, James, and Percy who knows that Edward is very skilled at singing and playing violin. Of course since she was his girlfriend, Edward wouldn't mind playing music for Emily as long as no one else saw it. (Edward still feels insecure about his skills even though there are 4 people have said he is talented)
• They acted more like a pair of besties than a pair of lovers...But that wasn't a bad thing because they can got along with each other well.
• There is a funfact...Toby was the person who helped them both when they first started dating, so sometimes Emily and Edward would also ask....or maybe...force Toby to come out with them.
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Bonus:
• Emily every time she tries to confess her feelings to Edward
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• And this is Toby who just wanted to help at first but ended up being stuck with them all the time
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And btw....In my AU, Edward is Thomas' foster brother...So somehow I can imagine that Emily rlly said, "If you can't get him then get his big brother 👍"
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secretwriterpp · 1 year
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Angel voice
Summary: Pedro Pascal x Reader. Karaoke night with friends.
***this is officially my first fic! I had this story in my mind for so long, I had to write it. I’m not even a good writer and English is my second language, so I’m sorry if it’s a tough read. No beta , I don’t know anyone who could help me with this , any volunteers ? ***
Warnings: RPF. Just friendships. A little flirting. I guess … two idiots falling in love.
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For the last few months , you always walked hand in hand with your new bestie Sarah. The friendship was new, but it was intense. You met her on the set of an amazing indie film. She was the main character and you were the supporting one. It was a movie about a love story between two inspiring women. Loving Sarah on screen and in real life was easy, it felt like you knew her your whole life.
Tonight was no different, your hand into hers , you walked on the sidewalk together with some of her closest friends. Oscar and Elvira were walking behind you whispering sweet nothings to each other while Pedro was the leader of the pack , goofing around , pretending to be in an action movie , hiding from imaginary bad guys. The little group of friends kindly accepted you as the new member of their pack as soon as Sarah introduced you to them. Since you just recently moved to NYC, it was great to have people you could count on.
You were lost in your thoughts , feeling the warmth of the summer breeze on your face and bare shoulders. Only hearing the buzzing sounds of the city. You were having a hard time realizing how lucky you were to have them, to be exactly where you wanted to be with your acting career, you felt really emotional at that moment. Maybe it was the fatigue from the long days on set or maybe it was the effect of Sarah’s earlier questionable concoctions she called her special drinks , but you could cry. You were so lost in your own head that you jumped when you heard Elvira joyous exclamation.
- YEEEES! Come on guys! It’s been a hot minute since we humiliated ourselves properly!
You heard Pedro hum a barely perceptible « oh nooooo » while he formed a fake gun with his hand and pretended to shoot himself. You snapped out of your thoughts and looked at what Elvira was so excited about. You were pleased to see that is was a karaoke bar.
Only Sarah knew that you were a good singer. She called you her soft angel when you sang for her on set. Your favorite Pink Floyd songs were the soundtrack of your blooming friendship. Truth is , you tried to succeed as a singer/songwriter a few years ago, but it just didn’t happen. It was for the best though, now you knew it. After realizing you would probably never be a recording artist , you decided to focus on your acting career and it paid off.
When you entered the bar , it was very noisy, a mix of people singing and other simply screeching , people cheering and others having animated conversations. Elvira was fast to find you guys a place to sit. She knew she had to move fast so Pedro wouldn’t have a good reason to convince them to leave and escape his worst nightmare. It wasn’t a secret that he didn’t like Karaoke, he didn’t want to sing and he didn’t want other people to butchered all of his favorite songs . He mimicked his best suffering expression when the girl on stage started to sing sweet home Alabama with her shrieking voice.
You guys were seated in a big white U shaped bench wrapped around an oval table , perfect to accommodate your little group. You were squished between Sarah and Pedro who were having a deep conversation about the last movie they saw together. You were not complaining , being with them was so much fun and you had to admit that being so close to Pedro was not bad either. Since you met him, you had a little crush on him. Nothing serious, nothing you would tell him about , it was just a fun little game to flirt with him. And oh boy was he a flirt. The little smiles he did when you spoke about your recent projects, the way his eyes just lingered on your mouth, his hands touching your skin every chance he get, followed with a cute wink when your eyes would meet his. It was nothing your brain said , but the butterflies in your stomach made you wonder which body part of yours was right.
Nobody really paid attention to the people who were on stage , a few times, when the performer was not as bad , the girls and you would cheer and sing along. You don’t know how many drinks you guys were in when Elvira came around the table to talked to Pedro.
- So , what are you going to sing tonight Pedrito? Pedro lost his smile and rolled his eyes.
Sarah laughed : I really don’t know if Elvira really loves karaoke or if she just like seeing Pedro suffer!
Pedro: She hates me! She hates that her husband calls me his girlfriend , she’s jealous and that’s her way to get her revenge.
Elvira: Oh please P , not everything is about you!
Pedro did his most exaggerated shocked face: Excuse me! ?
Elvira : All I want to do is sing a sexy duet with MY husband. (Emphasis on the MY) She winked at Pedro
Oscar was already putting their name on the list , there was still a few people before it would be their turn. On his way back he grabbed a few shots for all of you.
Pedro turned to help Oscar with the shooter glasses: -Your wife sings like an half dead cat , I will need multiples of these.
Elvira punched Pedro on the arm while you and Sarah giggled at their imaginary love triangle.
Sarah: y/n should sing! She will change your mind about karaoke Pedro. She sings like an angel!
You blushed.
Oscar teased his friend : you should sing his favorite song!
Pedro immediately interrupted him, making no signs with his head and both his arms : oh no! No, no, no, no, no. Do not touch Prince. NO!
Sarah: I know! You should sing Dreams! You have the perfect voice for that song. Anyway, you can’t sing any Pink Floyd songs , those are just for me , plus this bar is not the vibe for that.
- Wow Sarah , are you flirting with me ? I have the voice to cover Stevie ? Please , no.
Even if you wanted to protest the song choice , it was too late. Elvira literally jumped out of her seat and was already adding your name to the list. It’s not that you didn’t want to sing , you loved it , but now the pressure was on. What if they didn’t like how you sing it ? What if Pedro didn’t like it ? The moment you met him, you needed him to like you. Was that how you felt with all your past “little crush”? Once again, you were lost in your spinning mind.
Sarah brought you back to earth : - don’t worry , your voice is magical. She thought you were worried about your skills.
For the next hour, you mostly had to listen to bad singers , it was almost torture sometimes. Fortunately, the alcool was smoothly flowing , making it all more bearable. Even Pedro looked like he was having fun. Every time he laughed he immediately clung to the person who made the joke. Resting his head on their shoulder, reaching out to hold their arm or squeeze their tight just above the knee. You couldn’t help and match his energy, every single thing he said that made you laugh you touched his skin. His wrist, his bicep, his neck. You were too far into your gin tonic consumption to care what people would think of it, what he would think of it.
It was finally Oscar and Elvira’s turn to sing. They chose to sing the Dirty Dancing hit “time of my life”
Pedro was exasperated : damn they are so annoyingly cheesy.
That they were , but it was so adorable at the same time. Their love was radiating on stage. Elvira was indeed a bad singer , half dead cat would not be your choice of words, you were too polite for that. Oscar could hold a note , but he kept messing the lyrics of the song, they both laughed in their microphones when they missed a word. You and Sarah cheered for them like it was the most crucial sport event.
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Pedro was genuinely having fun. The running gag was that he hated karaoke, he did , but seeing his friends having fun was way more important to him than his hatred of bad singing. Elvira and Oscar were doing their thing on stage and he was impressed by their lack of self awareness. They massacred that poor song. He cheered for them anyways. They ended their performance by doing a little spinning dance move , it was disgusting how much they loved each other.
Pedro could hear you ask Sarah: Seriously Sarah , this kind of love really exists ? Or is it just for them?
Pedro felt a sting in his heart. He wondered why you didn’t believe it could exist? Wondered if someone hurt you in the past. He wasn’t really a big believer in love with a capital L himself , he didn’t really do relationships, but it wasn’t okay with him that you would have this kind of thoughts, that you would feel that way too. It felt unfair. Since he met you, he felt very protective of you. You were so sweet and kind.
Sarah : I think it exists , but theirs is definitely one of a kind.
Elvira was skipping her way to your table , still on her adrenaline high.
-We slayed it!!! Didn’t we ?
-Pedro pointed his right ear : Sorry , I can’t hear you , my ears are bleeding.
Elvira raised her two middle fingers at him and mouthed a very felt “fuck you P”.
Oscar came to his wife defense: you were perfect my love , I’m the one who forgot entire parts of the song. Pedro is just jealous that I didn’t slow dance with him on stage.
Pedro touched your shoulder : hey y/n ! I think it’s your turn. He watched you get up of your seat and walk towards the stage. You looked relaxed and confident. Maybe she really is a good singer he thought or maybe she’s just too tipsy to be bothered by any of this.
He followed your every step. He didn’t realize before that moment how little you were wearing tonight. Just a tiny lilac summer dress. Your legs, shoulders , cleavage , all exposed under the intense stage lights. Your dress was way too short for you to stand close to the edge of the stage. You were not that drunk, he saw you take a few steps back when you realized some creeps in the front were more than happy to look up your dress. You nodded to the host and the song began to play in the loud room.
Dreams was one of his favorite songs. He was a huge Fleetwood Mac and Stevie Nicks fan. Normally, he would dread the moment you would open your mouth to sign his favorite lyrics , but right now he was just curious. He was hypnotized by the way you swayed your hips to the beat. Those few seconds at the beginning of the song felt like minutes to him. Right before you parted your lips to sing your first note you looked at him and winked. He felt everything squeeze inside of him, like his heart stopped. He held his breath , hoping he wouldn’t have to lie to you later and pretend he liked your voice. He felt the urge to cover his ears to avoid to deal with that possibility. But then he heard you.
🎶 Now here you go again, you say you want your freedom
His body instinctively relaxed , but he had to listen more , just to be sure.
🎶 Well, who am I to keep you down?
The noise in the bar significantly went down.
🎶 It’s only right that you should play the way you feel it. But listen carefully to the sound of your loneliness.
- No fucking way ! That’s all Oscar could say looking at Sarah with a surprised expression in his face. Elvira was already clapping hard for you.
- Told you guys , an angel.
🎶 Like a heartbeat, drives you mad
That was his favorite lyric in the song , his jaw dropped slightly. Your voice was soft and smooth. It was definitely different from the original singer but it was beautiful. By the time your were at the chorus he was completely lost in your voice. Feeling the beat passing through the speakers and vibrating straight into his chest. The bar was quiet, everyone dropped their beer to drink at your words instead.
~Maybe he likes karaoke he thought , nooooooo, maybe he likes you. ~
It felt like he was gone for so long when you sang the last words.
🎶 Oh oh oh , you’ll know ….
The crowd went crazy when you finished. And then suddenly his feeling flipped and it felt like he didn’t really have time to enjoy your performance , it went by too fast.
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You smiled at your audience and did a little bow before exiting the stage. You were overwhelmed by the crowd’s reaction. You focused on your group of friends , walking back towards them with the biggest smile on your face. You did it , they liked it.
Elvira was the first one jumping in your arms , she was so excited.
-OMG Baby, you should sing for a living , that was amazing . I feel like I should pay you right now.
You laughed, she was exaggerating , but you were grateful for the compliment. Oscar was next, bowing before you.
- I surrender at your talent , queen of karaoke. El and I will give you our crowns.
Sarah sang proud and loud : I TOLD YOU GUYS!!!
Pedro looked at you with his big brown eyes and his bright smile and pulled you close to hug you. He whispered in your ear
- you almost made me cry.
You stayed in his arms for a while, he held you tight, his chin on your head.
The night slowly came to an end, the conversations began to be more sparse and you all agreed that it it was time to go back to your respective apartment. You went to bed feeling proud and feeling loved. You fell asleep trying to remember how it felt to have his arms wrapped around you.
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Pedro was lying in his bed , thinking about the night , about how he felt. What he felt wasn’t new to him, but it was something he didn’t feel for a long time. He didn’t let himself feel that way, he never let himself be in situation that could lead him to feeling that way. When did he let his guard down? That squishing feeling inside his stomach, he could not shake it off. He could not be in love ? It was just silly… He could not be in love just because you had the sweetest singing voice he ever heard ? That’s just stupid. He knew it wasn’t just that. Your hips, your lips, your skin, your eyes , your laugh, your smile.
- Fuck.
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wantonrowls · 1 year
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Stray Kids drabbles: when the S/O is a tough cookie
Bang Chan
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- Must be his agenda to be a bigger person most of the time. To friends, to family members and to you. So when he was courting you, he admitted it was such a huge struggle for him. Like for example he tries to bring you gifts and you decline it almost everytime.
"I don't like flowers" and then the next day he brings a fresh set of cupcakes
"I'm not into sweets" with that in mind, he brings you a signature bag, one that only a few copies had been released
"I don't sport handbags"
-Defeated, Bang Chan still kept coming back at you like a starved lover. So, when you lowered down your walls for him he was more than glad to treat you like the queen you are
"Y/N my queen, can I have a kiss?"
-You still keep him on his toes every now and then, reminding him that you and him are on the same level of toughness which makes his dick throb on his trousers
-He'll focus mostly for your pleasure, you always sit on top for how long you wish to ride him or his face as he's much more resolved by just being with you. The effect of you have him almost in a chokehold.
-He kisses the back of your hand and forehead before your lips whenever he sees you and every person whose known about your relationship will always say Bang Chan is a huge submissive for you
-It's the truth though
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Lee Know
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-Is much more intimidated but won't admit it to himself. He loves the challenge of courting you. He's also well known to have a tough shell so when he met a woman version of him in a shape of you, he was far more than inlove. He'll try to pry up your pride by annoying you or daring you things per se,
"Come on, I dare you to kiss me Y/N if you're really annoyed, hmm?"
"Slap me and I'll cage you in a hug, Y/N"
-He hypes you up and this boils your blood like a salt to a wound. So when he notices that you were defeated, he was far more than using it to his advantage
"What now Y/N, you said you won't be annoyed at me"
"I can't, you're too much"
"Too much inlove at you, yes"
-It boosted his ego that you finally decided to give him a try. He's such a big show off and will try to parade you whenever he can. At their concert, at an event, anywhere he can show off his woman.
-In bed he'll be much more on top to show off his build. Ah, the days of coming with 3racha to the gym has been paid off as he gets to manhandle you easily while still focusing on your pleasure as he chases his high
-Won't hesitate to speak up when you get badmouthed by the judging eyes. If you spat back at the annoying comment he won't hesitate to speak too, both bringing an intimidating aura with a cold stare
"You dare say something about my woman?" ---------- Seo Changbin
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-Big guy with big needs so he'll do everything to get something, in this case someone at his hands. He's persistent with his intentions to sway you even if you try to hurt his big pride.
"I don't need your gifts, Changbin" "Well then throw it out, I don't need them either" "How tf do you throw out a sports car?!" -Will be at an arms length 24/7. Won't hesitate to drop his intimidating aura to shoot you an aegyo if you say so and he's oh so fucking good at it
-So, when he broke down your walls underneath that cold stare you always gave him he was more than happy to date you
-He won't admit that he's intimidated most of the time around you
-Not until he's got you wrapped around his fingers, locked in his bedroom
-Lewd, just lewd
-The type to just shove your head in his girth and tease by abruptly pulling out
"That's it baby, you need my dick?" "Fuck yes, I need it Changbin"
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e-dubbc11 · 3 months
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Happy Winter Sleepover! ❄️
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“Out of Left Field” universe reader takes Billy on a date, or tries to make good Christmas memories for Billy maybe.
My lovely friend ♥️
It makes me smile knowing how much you enjoy this little universe. I hope you enjoy what I did here and thank you SO much for sending in as many asks as you did. I appreciate you ♥️
The Perfect Pitch
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Photos are not mine. They are courtesy of Pinterest/Google.
Pairing: Billy Russo x F! Reader
Warnings: Fluffy bunnies and unicorns, a swear word or two(I think)
Word Count: 1.9K-ish
Summary: Billy tells you a secret. You plan a date and a surprise to try and give him a happy holiday memory
A/N: Part of the Out of Left Field universe. I’ll link parts one and two under the author’s note
PART 1
PART 2
As always, thank you for reading!  I appreciate it so much and comments, reblogs are welcome and encouraged. Don’t be shy to tell me your favorite part. 💕💕 💕
“But he said he doesn’t really like Christmas, Jackie.” You said with a slight frown on your face.
Jackie had a tough day at work so she needed a drink and some girl time.
You explained to her that Billy grew up in a group home until he aged out and joined the marines. He doesn’t have a lot of fond memories of that place and definitely doesn’t have any fond Christmas memories.
“Well maybe you can give him one.” She said with a warm smile, taking a sip of her drink. “He loves you and he would love anything you did for him. Shit, he DOES love everything you do for him!” She exclaimed.
At first, Billy didn’t exactly know how to react to someone doing something nice for him. It had been six months since your first date and you did little things for Billy to make sure he knew how much you meant to him which he loved.
“Oh like the first time I brought him coffee at his office?” You said, cracking a smile. “Ya know he fired that guy that wouldn’t tell me where his office was when I walked in?”
“Of course he did! See, he REALLY loves you!” She said.
It was mundane things like bringing him coffee or leaving little notes in his jacket pocket, “I love you, handsome,” that made him soft for you.
You would have to do some serious thinking but you were going to try and give Billy Russo at least ONE happy Christmas memory.
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Enjoying an after dinner bourbon with Billy was very relaxing and romantic especially back at his penthouse where you could be alone and it’s quiet. On a clear chilly evening, the city lights outside dimly lit up the inside of the living room while you sat and talked with him.
It had taken some time but he opened up a little more to you, as long as you didn’t push too hard, he was willing to share.
With your legs draped over his lap, you took a sip of your drink and continued to lightly scratch his scalp with your nails. He loved it; he told you it helped him relax.
“That feels nice, sweet girl.” He hummed as a wide smile stretched across his lips. “How was your day, baby?” He asked.
“Walked past Rockefeller Center today. They were starting to put up the Christmas tree.” You said.
Billy looked at you with a slight smile.
“Can I tell you a secret, my love?” He asked.
You set your drink down on the coffee table with excitement because Billy wanted to share a secret with you. Sitting up on your knees and resting your elbow on top of the couch, you smiled and replied, “Of course you can, handsome. Tell me!”
Billy glanced down at the dark amber liquid in his glass for another minute before turning his head to look at you again. The little lines around his dark chocolate eyes crinkled when he flashed a childlike smile at you.
“I know I told you I’m not a big fan of Christmas but…I do really love Christmas lights. I’ve lived in New York my entire life and I’ve never seen them light that tree.” He said, tilting the glass back and forth.
Slowly, you inched your face closer to his, cupped his cheek and brushed his beard with your thumb. You gave him a warm smile before your lips captured his in a tender kiss.
You whispered against his lips. “Well maybe we can remedy that, baby.”
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You didn’t like to ask for favors, you loathed it actually but you were very close to your uncle who was the manager of the 620 Loft & Garden on 5th Avenue. You asked him if there was any way that you and Billy could watch the tree lighting from the rooftop…alone.
He pulled some strings and made sure the two of you would be alone when they lit the tree. He said you probably wouldn’t be able to stay up there long after they light it but he’d definitely make it happen.
“Thank you SO much Uncle Mark! I just can’t wait to see the look on his face.” You said excitedly and hugging him tightly.
“He must be very special for you to do this for him, y/n.” He said, squeezing you back.
Tears stung the back of your eyes before you replied, “He is…Billy deserves it. He does so many thoughtful things for me, I just wanted to show him that kind of love in return.”
Billy had no idea what day or what time they actually lit the Rockefeller Christmas tree so this was going to be a complete surprise for him. He just assumed you wanted to take him out for a burger and a beer after work that following Wednesday.
You had your evening planned right down to the minute they lit up that tree. Thankfully it wouldn’t be too cold that night; it’s a lot easier to stand outside on the roof of a tall building when it’s not freezing cold.
Bill’s Bar & Burger was the restaurant underneath the 620 Loft & Garden. Your reservation was for around 8 and they lit the tree around 10. The butterflies in your stomach felt like they were fighting to get out because you were so excited to do this for him.
Patiently, you waited for him to pick you up. He always insisted on coming up to your apartment to get you. Billy texted to say that he was going home to change first and then he would be over to pick you up around 7.
Billy had a long day, you could tell he was tired and he was hinting that he just wanted to get something to eat quickly and go home so you had to figure out a way to get him to stay out until the tree lighting.
He smiled his way through dinner as you told him all about your day and he told you about his which was filled with meetings and training. Your day wasn’t nearly as busy as his but he had a lot of responsibility, you could understand why he was tired at the end of the day.
You had to think fast because Billy just wanted to go home with you after eating.
“My uncle is the manager of the rooftop venue of this building. He said we could check it out after dinner, bring our drinks…that sorta thing. They decorate for the holidays and he always sends me pictures but I’ve never seen it for myself.” You said.
With a tired smile, Billy said, “Sure beautiful, we can check it out. Better than bein’ out on the street right now. Why are there so many people out there anyway?” He asked, his slight New York accent pushing through a little harder. That happened sometimes when he was tired, you thought it was sexy.
You knew exactly why there were so many people outside but you just shrugged and acted like you had no idea why.
It was around 9:30 when the two of you took your drinks and made your way up to the roof. Walking around, the perfectly shaped shrubs were tastefully decorated with white lights and red ribbons.
You wanted to take a picture of Billy’s face and childlike smile when he stepped out onto that rooftop but you still had about 20 minutes before the tree was going to be lit and there was only so much stalling you could do.
“It’s nice up here, baby.” Said Billy looking around at the lights.
He didn’t look over the edge to where you could see Rockefeller center and the tree.
“It is really pretty.” You replied.
He took the final sip of his beer and said, “So, ya ready to go? It’s nice up here but it’s a little cold, my love.”
Shit.
You were out of stalling tactics; you didn’t know how else to keep him busy for a few more minutes.
Thinking fast, you said, “Well come here handsome, let me see if I can warm you up a little.”
You snaked your arms around his neck as you looked into his endless brown eyes that were shining against the bright white lights. Billy wrapped his long arms around your waist and pulled you flush to his body as his lips crushed against yours.
They were chilled and a little dry but you definitely welcomed his kiss and kept kissing him, parting your lips slightly as his tongue pressed against your teeth, desperately wanting to entwine with yours.
After taking a couple of pictures, Billy had nice long arms that were perfect for taking selfies, you had to go one floor down and out onto the deck to get the perfect view of the tree. Pulling him down the stairs, you opened one of the corner doors and stepped outside once again.
“Sweet girl, I thought we were done. I’m ready to—What’s all that noise?” He asked looking over your shoulder at all the people that were standing around the Rockefeller skating rink.
You heard people counting down.
“3-2-1!!!”
After hearing the number one, the Rockefeller tree came to life and you watched the color lights reflect against his eyes, taking him completely by surprise. A genuine smile stretched across his lips as he gazed at the tree and then over to you.
“You’re not the only one full of suprises, Mr. Russo.” You said, returning the smile and kissing his cheek. “I thought, well anyone can watch the tree lighting from the ground but how can I make it extra special?”
Billy didn’t know what to say so he just kissed the top of your head.
“You planned all of this for me, baby?” Asked Billy.
He still looked like he was processing what just happened.
“I may not be able to arrange a private tour of Yankee Stadium but I wanted to do something special for you, Billy.” You said. “I know you don’t exactly have any good memories from this time of year but I thought maybe I could give you at least one because…you deserve it, baby.”
Billy’s only real experiences with relationships were physical and meaningless. Women used him for his looks and his money. He came from nothing and whatever he had now, he worked his ass off to be able to get but receiving gifts from others was something that eluded him.
It really was the little things like tonight that made him fall for you even harder. Burgers, beer, and Christmas lights may not seem like a lot to some people but that small gesture was everything to Billy.
“I’m not sure I deserve you, sweet girl.” He said, lightly brushing his knuckles against your cheek. “This will definitely be a good memory along with the others I’ve already made with you. I—I love you, y/n. It even says so in your pocket.”
Billy gave you a wink and waited for you to reach into your jacket pocket. He liked to put little notes in your pocket too but they were always cheesy one liners or pick-up lines. You unfolded the piece of paper that was in your pocket and it said: “You really are a homerun, baby. I love you.”
“You’re quite the catch yourself, handsome.” You said, winking in return. “I love you too, Billy.”
He pulled you in close; sharing the same air, he cupped your flushed cheeks and kissed you again. His mouth split into a sly smile as he purred in your ear.
“So…are we going to your dugout or mine?”
After you struggled to hit life’s curveballs, you both had finally connected on your perfect pitch.
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italoniponic · 2 years
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Can i request the shy but kind gn s/o hcs for jack, leona, and azul? This is a different anon btw! I just really loved how you wrote it for deuce :)
𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲'𝐬 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 - 𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭
| Notes: Hi, anon!
Ooh, this makes me so happy! Deuce’s was so sweet and I hope you like this one too. Leona’s part feels kinda different in comparison to the rest but I liked it nevertheless. It ended up being so wholesome just like this type of reader~ Thanks for the request <3
Also! We hit 301 followers today and I'm like so, so happy~~~ Thanks a lot, you all are the best! (I never comment much on this or when people compliment me still for the 100 followers just bc, even tho I should, but I just wanted to do today. I woke up in a good mood |
Jack Howl, Leona Kingscholar, Azul Ashengrotto x g!n shy but kind reader / fluff at extreme doses / crush to lovers / use of “you” pronouns
Cherry's Harvesting event 🍒 Masterlist
Kindness Within
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From the very beginning, the key word in your relationship with Jack — from friendship to love — is communication. Well, it’s difficult at first, as expected. The two of you aren’t big names in the art of social interaction but, in your own way, you can get through things. The difference is that you are shy and Jack is a reserved boy who holds a tough guy pose;
Although Jack is used to being a lone wolf, your kindness won his heart little by little. You might not have the loudest howl but you were fair, understanding and helpful to others. And your shy manner awakens a sense of protection in Jack that he didn’t have towards people outside his family;
That's why he gets a little agitated when he answers you and his words come out a little rude, which could make you sad and give up on getting closer to him. But you never misjudged him for it. It was even a little funny to watch him go from “you can't let others do stupid things” to “ah, it's not like I care for you or anything” to “n-no, wait...!” in a minute;
The day you confessed to each other and started dating was so funny. You two wanted to be nice to each other — and both were kinda nervous — and you kept passing the turn for each other to say the important thing you wanted to tell, getting stuck in this vicious circle for five minutes;
It was you who interrupted everything and confessed first. Jack stood there for a moment, surprised and shocked. You almost interpreted his expression as a warning that he was going to reject you and because he noticed your restlessness, Jack ended up saying very loudly that he liked you to make sure you heard it before running out of there. The ones who suffered the most were your friends who witnessed this occasion, hidden in the bushes;
One of the things Jack appreciates is how you let him have his personal space without pressuring him to do more than is possible for him to do. You two even talk about the things you want to improve in yourselves, but it's not like it's an obligation. You are young and have a long life ahead of you to develop in the best possible way;
While Savanaclaw may not be the place for you — and honestly, sometimes it feels like you've fallen into the jungle in the most literal sense — you enjoy stopping by and visiting Jack to study together or just spend time talking. Of course, you two don't escape hearing comments from other students. A loud growl from Jack and they run away, though still laughing;
Because you have this comfortable atmosphere of a listener, Jack gradually tells you stories from his childhood and things about himself that few people know. It's nice to have someone next to you who really listens to you and can laugh along, is what Jack thinks. And even if he doesn't say anything, his docile look when he faces you is enough;
While Jack cherishes your kindness to others and always comments on this being your strong point, he’ll also advise and warn you when people are abusing your charity too much or trying to use you for something. If there's one thing Jack hates, it's seeing such pure feelings being used for petty things;
For the first year group, you two serve as parents. Jack is the serious and grumpy “father” who ends up lecturing the others for making a mess and you’re the kind and sweet “mother” that they use as a shield when Jack is full of their shenanigans. You approach him shyly, asking him to be calm, and with enviable ease, you tame the beast inside him. He really can't stand scaring you unnecessarily;
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One of the beautiful things about your relationship is how you inspire Jack to open up to people more and he inspires you to have more courage in talking to people and speaking your mind when you have to. You are each other's strength and also the place where you can find unconditional comfort.
Being shy is usually hard enough. But being shy inside the big Night Raven College, where all the strong-willed and temperamental people gather, is like being a humble little mouse in the big savannah. Larger, carnivorous animals are everywhere, too big to notice you and at the same time, sensitive to everything you do;
So meeting Leona for the first time made you quite nervous initially. It was like tripping on the tail of a great and proud, yet lazy, lion. Culturally — at least in your world — the king of all that light touches. And you cringed yourself at his grandiosity but, not wanting to irritate him anymore, offered to do something for his tail that you stepped on unintentionally;
Leona would normally have understood this behavior as merely a cowardly attempt to relieve his ego but. you genuinely bent down to massage that painful part of his tail and offered to pay for a soda to compensate for it. It was your way of being kind, he realized. Throughout other of your random encounters, you got to know each other better;
You realized that Leona's strength shouldn’t be underestimated as much as the fact that he is harmless when you don’t actively try to annoy him beyond the tolerable. You were one of the few people — perhaps the only one — who cared for the good state of his nerves and, even if hesitantly, you asked others not to push him too much;
Leona noticed these little things in his own silence. A fearful little mouse helping a wounded lion, what an extraordinary thing. He'd never seen anything like it. Although shy, you had a good heart. You were kind to him and other people, even in the most difficult situations. Even when you lowered your own head. He could understand these moments;
Perhaps the most impressive moment of yours that Leona witnessed was when, one day, you gathered enough courage to say something important to him. “Leona, I love you! You...,” a pause, you took a deep breath. “... are an important person to me and I would like to stay by your side forever.” When you finished, you thought you were going to be rejected;
You didn't think Leona would be rude or anything, just that he would turn you down and ask you to forget about it. Because of this, you only closed your eyes slightly and tried to make your head stand still, like he taught you to do. Or try to. To your surprise, Leona nudged you and offered the vacant space where he was lying for you to stay. “I love you too, little mouse,” was what he meant by that gesture;
Needless to say, you are an unusual and weird couple in everyone’s eyes. But Leona didn't care about that and told you to do the same. You don't gain confidence or pomposity by osmosis but Leona always made you feel stronger. And wanting to be stronger somehow;
Conversations with Leona can last for a long time and it’s fun, especially for him. Your way doesn’t cease to interest him and your kindness captivates his heart day after day. If someone says anything about you, he is ready to defend you — something he never thought to do for anyone. Perhaps you can also inspire him to want something more;
You may not do everything for Leona but, Ruggie has delegated you the tasks of finding him for classes and bringing him lunch. In this, you practically eat together every day. There are times when you two are in a comfortable and relaxing silence, which makes Leona want to go back to sleep with you next to him. Unfortunately he doesn't care much if this makes your heart beat out of control and almost explode, but you’re free to decline the offer if you want; 
The favorite part of your dates for Leona is when you let him rest his head on your lap and he — pretends, actually — sleeps. He likes to feel your hand caressing his hair, making everything more comfy for him to have a quiet moment. Really, to have someone so kind in his life is a blessing.
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When Azul first saw you, a normal and shy human, he felt a certain instant empathy for you. It must be because you reminded him of what he was like as a young boy, shy, scared and awkward. Walking through a world that judged him too much by his nature. So even when Azul was able to talk to you, these feelings bothered him so he didn't get too heavy into his own schemes by including you;
At first, you couldn’t even imagine the reasons why Azul treats you a little better in comparison to others. You just thought it was his theatrical way of coming across as gentle, but still, you liked him. Little by little, it was as if a strange connection formed between you two and even after going through a lot, you never treated him badly;
“I d-don't find your octopus form ugly... it's who you are and it's already beautiful enough for me,” you once confessed. It had started because the twins were remembering childhood moments and Azul tried to stop them from commenting anything about how he was before. You listened to everything in silence, but for a certain time, you managed to say these kind words;
Well, having the three of them suddenly staring at you made your nervousness come back and you cringed a little, cheeks blushing more and more that you thought better about what you said. You didn't want to give away your feelings for Azul in this way, you didn't believe that he would ever reciprocate you. “Do you… think I'm beautiful?,” Azul asked. You met his eyes, touched and thrilled;
If there's one thing Azul admires about you, it's your genuine, natural kindness. Compared to him, who often has to pretend to care about others to attract them and do business and create debt, you help people effortlessly and that counts a lot more. So when you said something, Azul could trust your truthfulness. Especially if it was how much you loved him;
Most of your dates take place in the Azul’s office, the VIP room. Azul wishes you two could meet in a better place than his room for work and studies, but you like the quiet, private atmosphere of his office. Like a bubble, away from the energetic lounge. You two sometimes dined right there and shared your daily stories, celebrating victories and offering comfort in hardships;
As time passed, Azul’s heart softened and he dared to reveal some stories and memories from when he was little. Just a few. You always listened to him carefully and attentively, even if you didn't say anything, your eyes sparkled just imagining how cute Azul was when he was little. He doesn't know how to feel about that gaze of yours;
If you really want to, Azul is available to help you overcome your shyness. At least enough so that public speaking isn't a torture. He had to go through this process practically alone, train with himself in front of a mirror and continue on trial-and-error in real life. But, if you need to, you aren’t alone in this;
Perhaps because you're similar — and Azul has other introverted and shy friends around school — it sometimes feels like he knows exactly what you want without you having to say anything. Sometimes you’re staring too much at a certain product in the Mystery Shop or you’re tapping your foot to a specific song, nothing escapes Azul’s eyes. He is better at granting wishes than you imagined;
Once, Azul got a free afternoon in both of your schedules to take you to the coast part of the island to see the beach and the sea until late afternoon. You stayed close to the rocks, away from the city’s agitation. Azul sang a little to you and you two talked while watching the waves hit the sand. It was so quiet and comfortable;
The thing is, in the end, you and Azul complement each other very well. You may be shy and not talk much, but you like his flamboyant and funny way. It's what makes you laugh the most when you're alone. Azul likes the sound of your laughter, precisely because you’re mostly reserved. It’s one of the things that he is usually privileged to witness and he collects these memories like precious pearls.
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nana-kom · 9 months
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Hi 👋🏻
So...this is my first weight gain fic and l'm a little bit shy about it. I know it's not perfect but it's the first one and I really really want to try it so there it is...also maybe there would be a part 2 if I’m feeling satisfied with this fic.
Also ! I would like to add that English is not my first langage so please be nice about it. It was difficult to find the good vocabularies but I try my best.
And this a wg story, if you don't like it don't read.
Hyunjin’s new routine
Hyunjin has always been a slim guy, taking care of his body and making sure that he was not eating too much and was always conscious about the calories and the amount of food that he was eating. Despite having a strict diet it was something he doesn’t really enjoy and since he doesn’t go to gym or work out he simply choose to keep eating healthy. The reason of that was his family, they have always been really strict about food and the way he was suppose to look, in definition slim and thin.
But now Hyunjin move out of the family house and start living with his seven friends for going to university. And of course, everyone according to say that Hyunjin was eating sadly. With this big change, he became even more careful about his weight. Checking basically everyday, sometimes he simply wish he could give up on everything and start eating has he really wants…like he really really wants.
Maybe this day was coming sonner as he tough.
See, living with people can easily make you take bad habits. For exemple, Minho was always making too much food for everyone and they have to take several days to finish his meal. Felix was always around making new dessert and wanted everybody to taste it, not to mention Jeongin who always bring bread to the apartment. Hyunjin was really struggling with his diet, he wonder how everyone here can eat like that and keep a slim figure.
« It’s okay to take few pounds Hyunjin. Even more on you first year of college ! » Say Changbin one night.
« But I’ve always follow my parents diet… I don’t really want to…start taking bad habits…Im not saying that you guys have bad habits of course ! But it’s was not like that at home. »
« I know don’t worry, and Hyunjin…Your parents are not here and if you so scared of taking some pound you can do sport with me, Chan and Jisung ! That’s would be great right ? »
And everything start that day, Hyunjin think that was actually a good idea. He can relax about eating and go to gym with his friend. So this morning, when he wakes up, he starts eating some of Felix’s brownies. There were so good in his mouth, for the first time without blaming himself he ate with a great pleasure. And he was not thinking about his weight or anything but just the taste of it, there were sweet and soft, and without realizing he finished the rest of them. For the lunch, he decided to go to the fast food, it was just next to his following class. For the first time since a year he choose to eat a burger, he doesn’t hesitate at all, and add a large portion of fries and even take some nuggets for his first big meal not forgetting to add a soda. When he makes his first bite in his burger, he already feel so good. He doesn’t has the habits to eat grassy food but this burger right now was the most delicious in the world for him. After finishing the burger, he start feeling full but he doesn’t want to finish right now, so he keep eating the fries with the nuggets ignoring his stomach how was hurting a little. Everything makes him so happy, he feel satisfied, after struggling with the end of his meal, he sighed and start wondering if he could get up right now ! This is so great. He thinks while feeling his belly expand a little, simply falling in the pleasure of fullness, he also knows he can’t be fat…after all, he would go to gym with Changbin…
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« Diner is ready ! » Scream Minho in the kitchen.
It’s been a week now since he changes his diet , right now Hyunjin was finish eating donuts (that’s Jeongin buy him, not questioning that) and heard Minho. He takes at least a minute to get up from his bed and start going to the living room to have his favorite meal while having a hand on his back supporting the food he had all day. In this back and sometimes in front of him, Felix and Jisung called that : pregnant pose, and Hyunjin was always roll his eyes at them. Back in the living room, Minho start serving everyone and Hyunjin take so more than usually, everyone keep looking at him, happy to see Hyunjin eating so well but still wondering why he was eating so much recently. Changbin was the only one smiling at him feeling appease to see his friend eating so well, Hyunjin was not really taking care of the others and was just enjoying is food, something release little moaning, he even end up taking two more plates of Minho meal and for the first time, there would be not leftovers.
« You’ve been pretty hungry this week Hyunjinnie ! »Say Chan who also noticed who he was changing his habits.
« Did you go to gym with Changbin Hyung ? » Ask Seungmin.
« Actually, I would go tomorrow, I was tired after my class…hum…everyday…but tomorrow for sure ! » He say while finishing his plates.
« Maybe I could take you there ! » Say Jisung, wondering if Hyunjin was really planning of starting exercice, but he couldn’t get the answer because Felix arrives at this moment, bringing to the table a big plates of cheesecake.
« Who wants dessert ? It’s a new recipe, I’m proud of this one maybe they’re more sugar and biscuits than usual but it’s gonna be good ! »
« Please let me taste it. » Say Hyunjin, his mouth already filled with food.
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After that night, something begin to set up, Hyunjin start his day by wake up and eat a big breakfast with the dessert Felix bake everyday or with pastries, for his lunch he end up eating at the fast food adding more snack to his diet in the afternoon, sometimes he also start bring up « light meal » to his class and finish is day by the diner that’s Minho makes, taking 2 or 3 plates.
And that’s how start Hyunjin new’s routine.
The reason for this unexpected change was Hyunjin dream. He has always follow his parents diet and keep repressed his desire for food and now with the help of his friend, he can really eat as he wants.
The thing was that making eating so much doesn’t make him feel full or lazy but just make him so happy (also a little bit exited). Eating so much without thinking about the calories or his weight was all he ever ask for. It’s been 3 weeks since he begins his new diet and he was enjoying everything about it.
But changing so much in a short time also make him looks a little bit different. He start having a double chin, and his belly was always swollen, he also noticed his skin getting more flabby, he kinda thinks that’s was cute by the way. His thigh starts rubbing each other when he walks and sometimes weird happen to his clothes. He doesn’t really fit in his pants now…Also his friends notified the way he changes and decides to discuss about that. One time at night, Seungmin was in Changbin bed as always talking about they’re studies and stuff, (they’re been dating for 1 year now), and decides to bring up the subject.
« So did Hyunjin starts going to gym with you ? » Ask Seungmin.
« No…I didn’t see him once…and I don’t think he’s planning for coming. »
« Really ? But he seems really motivated and…he has been eating really much…I tought…he wanted as muscle as my Changbinnie. » Say Seungmin before squeeze Changbin arm and kiss him on his soft cheeks.
« Trust me he’s not going to come ! »
« Why not ? »
« The day he moves here, I surprised him on his computer watching…videos… »
« What kind of videos ? » Say Seungmin sparkling eyes.
« It was like…I don’t know how to say…chubby guys…eating large amounts of food. »
« And Hyunjin was watching that ? Our Hyunjinnie ? Slim boy, beautiful and tiny body ? The one who’s counting his calories ? »
« I know what I saw… »
« That’s…surprising…and that’s…kinda hot ? »
« That’s why we don’t bring up the subjects to him. If he’s happy, that’s all that matter. »
« Trust me…he’s not going to be the only one happy here. »
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His been 3 months now, since Hyunjin start eating and the change on his body we’re clearly visible now. He’s start having a big belly that’s was hanging out of his shirt and that doesn’t even fit him anymore and he has to go in college in sweatpants not that was really important not for him. An other thing about his belly was stretch marks, when they first appear, Hyunjin was too aroused about that. His ass was now also very big, Chan has always been the one in the dorm to have the biggest ass but now it was definitely Hyunjin. He’s always been know for his big cheeks but now there’s were even bigger, and of course softer, not talking to his tight who seems getting more fat everyday. All his new change on his body could have make him panicking but it was so pleased about it so see is belly getting inflate when he was eating. One more things about his eating habits, that’s all this stuffing make him so horny. When he go to sleep, he couldn’t keep himself from touching and massaging his belly, his stomach is swell so much. He keeps rubbing his belly and moaning thinking of the food of the next day, thinking of the food that he was eating, and thinking about how full that would make him. Feeling his stomach heavy and has to take large breath when he eat to make more space in his stomach. Discoreving the feeling of rubbing his own stomach was a pleasure that’s was not anticipated, but making him so aroused. He also finds himself becoming a pillow for his friends when there’s were watching a movies together. Talking for his roommate, Hyunjin has also noticed change there behavior, like Jeongin, Hyunjin doesn’t seems to understand but he was always bringing pastries to Hyunjin, everyday, at everytime, no matter the hours, making Hyunjin adding even more calories to his diet. And some of his friends also keep asking him new questions.
*Jinnie do you want to tast my new recipe ?* was asking Felix occasionally.
*Do you want to finish my plates ?* Say Seungmin during the diner.
*Im going to take your plates Hyung, you don’t have move* Say Jeongin clearing the table, doesnt want Hyunjin moving to much.
Everything seems to be perfectly according to make Hyunjin start really gain weight and the most excited one about that was Jeongin. He always find Hyunjin so beautiful and kind with him, but he also has a preference for chubby guy and now he can just stay here and watch Hyunjin becoming day by day the men of his dream. That’s why he keeps bringing pastries in Hyunjin bedroom to make sure he was not hungry when he came back for his class, to make sure thats Hyunjin wouldn’t be hungry, he wants to keep his friend very full. But the change on Hyunjin bodies was definitely more obvious, sometimes he find himself struggling with stairs and get tired when he walks to much. Even tough, he brought new closes, there already seems tight on his new body, making him wondering about his confidence and his choices to get bigger. Fortunately for Hyunjin, Jeongin was always make compliments about his looks, making him more confidente about his extra pound. The thing about Hyunjin’s diet was just that he just couldn’t stop, he loves too much the feeling of food in his mouth, and he was absolutely in love with his fat. He loves feeling his belly became bigger meals after meals, and of course he adores so much his belly jiggling around when he walks, when he wash himself or when he touch himself. Becoming a much bigger version of himself was something he wouldn’t stop for anything.
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It’s been six months now, and everyone according to say that Hyunjin is fat now, not chubby but just fat. In university people start wondering how the most beautiful men in the school has taken so much weight in a such short period. Everyone can noticed how he was jiggling when he walk…or waddle we must say. His belly is now even bigger in front of him and push his t-shirt to much and he kinda recover is pelvis, not talking about his love handle. His arms now are just fat, and his double chin can no longer be cover by anything. Believe it or not some of people even start calling him a slob.
When everything begin, Hyunjin has taken the habit to eat large amount of food at night on the couch of the living room when his roommates were asleep. At first it was Minho’s big meal but a little bit later Hyunjin starts ordering large amount of grassy food, like the one he sees in the videos he watch. By the day passing he find himself to full and tired to get up and get in his bed. So stuffed and swollen, he just decided to sleep on the couch. However, we all know that’s Chan has sleeping problem and he often found Hyunjin sleeping next to the waste of his food. So Chan also takes the habits to carry Hyunjin in his bed so he can be confortable for the night.
Back to the present, that night again Hyunjin was sleeping on the couch, one hand on his belly who was passing over his pants, his chin still greasy with the food he ate. Chan was not surprised to see him and look at him smiling like a proud father. He decided to takes him to his bed, he pass his arm under Hyunjin feeling the fat of his back rubbing against him arm and he try to carry Hyunjin but his friend doesnt move…or he realised that Hyunjin is too…heavy for him now…When did Hyunjin became this fat ? He think before try once again but he was just weighty to get carry by someone.
Of course, he saw the change on Hyunjin’s body, since the start of school but he just hasn’t realize how much Hyunjin change, he doesn’t even remember how he looks like for Chan, it was usual to see chubby Hyunjin. But he wasn’t just chubby…he was really fat now. Not knowing why, Chan also find Hyunjin way more attractive….But right now, he need the help of his someone to carry Hyunjin…or at least try it, so he decided to go to Jeongin room and wakes him up. He enters in his room and starts shake a little his friend who has already asleep.
« What… ? » Say Jeongin when he feels Chan pushing him from his bed. « Hyung it’s like 2AM I want to sleep. »
« Hyunjin is sleeping on the couch… »
« So take him to his bed as usual… »He says before lie down in his own bed.
« I can’t…he is…too… » He doesn’t really want finish his sentence.
« Too what ? » Feeling tired of this situation.
« Much… »
« Oh… » Say Jeongin realizing what’s was happening. « I got this don’t worry.»
He walks to the living room and sat next to Hyunjin, who was taking all the places of the couch while biting his lips. Hyunjin is definitely too hot for this world. He thinks. After looking at his crush for a few minutes, he start waking him up gently and Hyunjin open his eyes.
« Hyunjinnie, you need to go to bed now… »
« I can’t… »He says while closing his eyes.
« Why ? You need to sleep correctly hyung, not on this couch. »
« But it’s hurt… »He says before putting a hand on his belly, and Jeongin start wondering if he was dreaming.
« I can help you Hyung. »
Hyunjin feels intrigued about his proposition and nod, let him do what he wants and Jeongin start rubbing his belly. Hyunjin was really surprised at the sensation of having other hand than him on his belly. It’s even better. In all the situation, Hyunjin has been since he was fat, his one was definitely the hottest, feeling the hand of his friend on his belly, belly giggling around following the movement of Jeongin. Even if he tried to hide it, he can feel himself getting harder. Its getting hot in here. For Jeongin, he cant help but wondering how someone could be this beautiful and admiring every rolls of Hyunjin’s big belly. He was also very happy to feel all the fat of his friend in his hands, making Hyunjin feel way better, he could say by the little sound Hyunjin makes every time he rub his belly.
« Our Hyunjinnie is eating well. » Say Jeongin while continuing to rub his belly.
« I know right ? Do you think…I’m too fat ? » Ask Hyunjin feeling worried about the way his friend could see him now.
« You are even more perfect to me. » Hyunjin was really surprised about this answer.
« Innie ? Is it bad ? »
« Oh no, I told you, it’s perfect your are perfect. This is perfect. » Now touching Hyunjin big cheeks.
« I’m not talking about my weight…it’s just…hum…that Im kinda hungry…. »
« After all the stuff you eat in a day ? »
« I’m…a real piggy ? »
« No, you’re just so adorable. I wish I could be feeding you right now. He makes a little pause. Do you want me to feeding you ? »
« Please… » Say Hyunjin now wanting to test this new experience.
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btr-rewatch · 4 months
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BTR REWATCH MINI POST
Big Time Rush Season 1, Episode 8: “Big Time Break”
While I will not be covering this episode in full (I do have some gifsets from it, though), I do wish to ramble a bit about Kendall and Katie, because they've got some great moments together in it.
So. Shows that portray close and healthy sibling dynamics. Makes me insane, right? Right. Siblings who love and look out for each other. When each one manages to be The Protector of the other in some way, regardless of age difference. Brilliant stuff.
And for a show that so often relies on absurdity and just plain off-the-walls humor, it manages to have depth as well, if you're looking for it. Which I am. Why else would I have created this blog but to analyze this delightful series?
Kendall and Katie may possibly be one of my favorite fictional siblings. From the very first episode, there's such a strongly established bond that you can sense even though they really don't interact that much. You see it in the way that Kendall immediately (happily) complies with Katie's request to hear the "Giant Turd" song and when Katie is going on about how often Kendall sings—including when she can't sleep at night.
I won't go into all my thoughts and feelings on the Knight family situation and how a lot of who Kendall is was likely forced upon him when he became "man of the house," but...those thoughts are there. Might explore them at a later date in another post or in a fic, but anyway! As you make your way through the first season, their relationship solidifies more, and you see the warmth. The way that they look out for each other, and the fierceness with which they love each other. Katie is an independent, tough cookie, but she's still a little kid who sees her big brother as a role model and needs his guidance. And Kendall, being the guy who always tries to be there for others and set a good example, does a wonderful job of looking after her while also knowing when to step back. In a lot of ways, he's a combination of brother, father-figure, and friend, which I have OTHER thoughts about (because that is a lot of weight to carry around at 16).
Focusing in on "Big Time Break" though, Kendall's storyline deals with him still wanting to get to know and befriend Jo, even though she has a boyfriend. At one point, Katie overhears Jo on the phone and discovers that Jo doesn't have a boyfriend at all; she's been pretending to have one for fear of romantic pursuits interfering with her career. Perfectly understandable to want to prioritize in life, of course, but Katie is not happy to hear of the deception.
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Jo has been LYING to her dear big brother?? Now, she could just sit back and not get involved. After all, Kendall and Jo are older and have their own confusing, teenage lives. It'd be okay if she wanted to shrug and let them figure it out themselves. It doesn't have to be her business.
But Katie Knight can't do that. She goes right over and pulls Kendall from his conversation in a way so very fitting of her character.
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This is another aspect of their dynamic that I really like: Katie's complete lack of fear to take charge when needed. Kendall isn't listening to her? She just rolls her eyes and drags him by his ear. Katie Knight, expert on gettin' things done.
She then lets Kendall know that he's been getting played "like a fiddle." Not wanting Jo to be suspicious of their conversation, she cleverly advises Kendall to turn and give Jo the "my little sister is crazy gesture," to which I must include another gif because I love Kendall's execution. He's got the best expressions.
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They end the conversation with Katie essentially challenging Kendall to do the right thing, which, in her mind, is to confront Jo and get the truth out of her.
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And I love this for two reasons. 1. Katie's vaguely threatening reminder that she looks up to him and 2. They have an adorable handshake! When did they come up with this?? It's so sweet, and I love them.
Lol, so much for a "mini post," but oh well. Kendall and Katie are wonderful siblings, and it delights me. I'm glad they didn't go the route of them being the type of siblings who are always bickering with each other or who ignore each other/generally just don't care. Give me siblings who love each other, who get invested in each other's lives, and who have silly little secret handshakes.
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chaoscradle · 8 months
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assigning GUTS songs to stranger things characters (i know this has been done a ton of times already but i'm doing it anyway):
all-american bitch: nancy
"I know my age and I act like it"
"I'm a perfect all-american bitch"
"I know my place, I know my place, and this is it"
"I'm the eternal optimist, I scream inside to deal with it"
"I pay attention to things most people ignore"
(el could also work with this one, but i felt like with the whole nuclear family thing the wheelers have going on that nancy fits better)
bad idea right?: max
"'I only see him as a friend' the biggest lie I ever said"
"can't two people reconnect?"
"but god, when I look at you, my brain goes 'ah', can't hear my thoughts"
vampire: joyce
"every girl I talked to told me you were bad, bad news"
"you're so convincing, how do you lie without flinching?"
"I've made some real big mistakes, but you make the worst one look fine"
"the way you sold me for parts"
"you said it was true love, but wouldn't that be hard? you can't love anyone, 'cause that would mean you had a heart"
"I loved you truly. gotta laugh at the stupidity"
lacy: el
"I linger all the time, watchin', hidden in plain sight"
"aren't you the sweetest thing on this side of hell?"
"I feel your compliments like bullets on skin"
"and I despise my jealous eyes and how hard they fell for you"
ballad of a homeschooled girl: mike
"and I hate all my clothes, feels like my skin doesn't fit right over my bones"
"the party's done, and I'm no fun, I know I know, I know, I know"
"I made it weird, I made it worse"
"everything I do is tragic"
"I'm shocked I'm still alive"
(this could also work for robin tbh)
making the bed: mike
"another perfect moment that doesn't feel like mine, another thing I forced to be a sign"
"push away all the people who know me the best"
"every good thing has turned into something I dread"
"and I tell someone I love them, just as a distraction"
logical: will (psa this is from will's pov i don't think any of this of mike)
"come for me like a savior, and I'd put myself through hell for you"
"and I fell for you like rain falls from a February sky, but now the current's stronger and I couldn't get out if I tried"
"oh, why do I do this? I look so stupid thinking two plus two equals five, and I'm the love of your life"
"'cause if rain don't pour and sun don't shine, then changing you is possible"
"you lied, you lied, you lied"
"I guess love is never logical"
"the sky is green, the grass is red, and you mean all those words you said"
"I know I'm half responsible, and that makes me feel horrible"
"I know I could've stopped it all, god why didn't I stop it all?"
"'cause loving you is loving every argument you held over my head"
get him back!: max (NOT about lumax, just how she'd handle a different breakup)
"I want sweet revenge, I want him again"
"do I love him? do I hate him? I guess it's up and down"
"I wanna make him really jealous, I wanna make him feel bad"
"I wanna break his heart, then be the one to stitch it up"
"I wanna meet his mom, just to tell her her son sucks"
love is embarrassing: will
"and then, you kissed some girl from high school"
"waited by my phone like a goddamn fool"
"god, love's embarrassing as hell"
"and I consoled you while you cried over your ex-girlfriend's new guy" (minus the new guy part)
"you found a new version of me"
"I give up, I give up, but I keep comin' back for more"
the grudge: lucas
"how could anyone do the things you did so easily?"
"I try to be tough, I try to be mean, but even after all this, you're still everything to me, and I know you don't care, I guess that's fine"
"one phone call from you and my entire world was changed"
"and I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did, but I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it"
"and I know in my heart, hurt people hurt people"
(this song doesn't 100% represent lucas and max's relationship in s4 imo but it comes the closest)
pretty isn't pretty: el
"there's always something in the mirror that I think looks wrong"
"when pretty isn't pretty enough, what do you do?"
"I could change up my body and change up my face, I could try every lipstick in every shade, but I'd always feel the same"
"fix the thing you hated, and you'd still feel insecure"
"I chased some dumb ideal my whole fucking life, and none of it matters and none of it ends"
teenage dream: will
"they all say that it gets better, it gets better, but what if I don't?"
"when am I gonna stop being wise beyond my years and just start being wise?"
"I'll blow out the candles, happy birthday to me" (birthdaygate)
"but I fear that they already got all the best parts of me"
"will I spend all the rest of my years wishin' I could go back?"
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