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#there are no consequences to this- he doesnt run himself into the ground
mxdotpng · 8 months
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we. as a community. are severally lacking in anything about richard and asbel trying to kill each other.
EDIT: these tags have become less and less about asbel and richard killing each other. i am so sorry. do not ask me to speak about anything ever this is exactly what happens every time.
#.text#ohhh i could fix them. are you listening to me?#i genuinely did enjoy graces (<- hasnt actually finished it yet) and i love it DEARLY but i NEED to overhaul everything#could you imagine? asbel's entire character is about wanting to save people. he wants to save everyone he can#he wants to save sophie. he wants to save richard. but nothing really comes from that#what if he had to learn he cant save people alone? he told richard at the beginning that he couldnt shoulder everything.#thats what asbel is there for. to help richard shoulder his burdens. but asbel never had to learn the same.#he always saw it as his Own duty to save others - its HIS duty to save sophie. its HIS duty to save richard.#there are no consequences to this- he doesnt run himself into the ground#or end up hurting his friends. he doesnt run off alone and have them chase him. proving that they are there to help him#shoulder the same burdens he helps richard with. sophie doesnt get worse for this and neither does richard.#what if he had to learn that there were different ways to save people? he had used direct action constantly. every single time.#but what if he had to face the fact that thats not what everyone wants let alone needs? if he were to learn that some people#can be saved by saving themself. or that some people can be saved just by speaking to them rather than#having their problems fixed for them. what then? or if he were to meet someone who just. couldnt be saved.#i do think richard should live at the end -- i really do like that. BUT.#i think asbel should have had a chance to learn that maybe the only way to save richard was to kill him.#maybe this happens -- i dont know yet. i stopped right before the ending i believe. but i dont think it does.#he is the one to constantly. constantly. try to help others. and seek ways to help others. he doesnt know his place in the world#but when he can help someone find theirs. or help someone make sure they Stay here. he feels like he has one.#that his existence. him being saved. was not a mistake. and that he is meant to be here.#but i think i would have liked to see him learn that in some cases. some very tragic cases. there is salvation in death.#plus i think. it wouldve been nice to have someone tell asbel that sometimes people Cant get help. sometimes#the only way they can be saved is if they save themselves. because it means so Much. so many different things#it happens to sophie and richard and i feel like it should have happened to asbel too. its evident he does not care about#himself as much as he should. he has not forgiven himself for something that happened as a child. and he doesnt forgive himself for#things out of his control too. he carries the weight of the world on his shoulders -- except that weight is self imposed. and it is going#to kill him one of these days. it Should. there shoulf be consequences.#i dont knoww i just think the themes of the game kind of miss because of how little theyre actually implimented throughout the game#even though i enjoyed it SOOOO much genuinely. i really did.
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v-ternus · 9 months
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Just a little gift
ughhhhhh @p1nkcanoe -- you said go on, so go on I did
Sooooooo cumslut Swiss right. But then this also turned into puppy Swiss fucking Dew's boot???? This was supposed to be a silly little thing but it turned into a mess of 1800 words.
warning- Swiss says "didn't want that Dew." He doesn't mean the sex, he just means the *fake* cum. I swear its not meant to be non-con/dub-con. It'll make more sense when/if you read it. Below for your consumption
e n j o y :)
Swiss can't think of much. Between the drag of the tentacle against his prostate, the way suckers get caught on his puffy rim when he drops his hips, and having to watch Dew’s flushed cock in front of him, he’s going absolutely insane. His brain is free flowing out of his ears.
Dew had the bright idea for this after Swiss had been a bitch over lunch— ‘I need to fuck him up’ was all the reason he had given Sunny when he went to her, and she knew just what toy he would need. It was a lovely little thing— two tentacles, one green and one a deep blue, wrapped around each other to form a spiral shape that tapered towards the bulbous tip. Most importantly, they both agreed, was the tube threaded through its center and the pump attached to it. 
A cumming dildo would’ve been enough for his plans, but a tentacle that could paint Swiss’ warm hole? He’s almost ashamed that he didnt think of this sooner. 
“You want a taste?” Dew huffs, breath interrupted by the assault of his own hand over his leaking cock. Swiss nods his head wildly, keeping his eyes on the wet mess spread across Dew’s hips. He watches as Dew drags his hand up the shaft and eyes the bead of pre that wells up at the tip. The sight has him drooling. He wants to swirl his tongue around the head, run it along the tip so he can taste. He’d savor it, keep it on his tongue, wait for Dew to tell him to swallow. He wants so much, and Dew is content on giving him the minimum. 
“I only make a mess of good puppies,” He runs his free hand through Swiss’ tight curls then cradles his cheek. The soft touch stills him, it makes him pause and fully seat himself around the wide base of the toy. 
“I dont think you’ve been very well behaved today.”
Swiss whimpers, he doesnt know if it's because this is the first time Dew has truly touched him tonight, or if it's from the fear of the underlying threat in his words.
“-m sorry Dew. I’ll be good... better. Anything.” It's another set of promises to add to the mile long list, but just like the rest that he’s spewed all night, they fall on deaf ears. Dew taps Swiss' leg, a reminder to keep moving. He starts to bob his hips again and he swears he can feel each individual sucker drag against his walls, he hangs his head low. 
“You really mean anything?” Swiss offers a grunt, not really capable of more with the way he’s moving himself against the ground. Dew hums and there's an odd tone to it that Swiss doesn't pick up on. 
“Cum on it then, maybe I’ll let you lick me clean,” He roughly tugs on Swiss’ hair, jerking his head back, “And don't you dare fucking touch yourself.” A look of fear flashes over his face and it makes a twisted pride bloom in Dew's chest. Swiss’ face screws up tight.
“Can I touch you? Please?” Dew can see his reverence, how he wants to worship his cock. But Swiss has to learn that actions have consequences. Dew doesn't dignify his question with an answer. Instead, he removes his hand from Swiss' hair to join the other, squeezing along his whole length. He hopes it makes Swiss ache. Because it should be his hand touching Dew, it should be his hand feeling each twitch of his cock as he gets closer.
Dew rocks his hips into his tight grip, rubbing over the shiny head with his slicked up palm. He’s sensitive, has been ever since he worked his fingers into Swiss, but he’s got a show to put on. A groan bubbles up from his chest. He watches on like a hawk as Swiss spears himself on the foreign cock and rakes his eyes over each frantic move of his hips as he tries to push himself over the edge. 
“You know I can't Dew, please,” Swiss looks worse somehow, more distressed.
"Im sure you can, It'll help you. It'll breed you." It. He's been talking about it like its alive ever since he pulled it out from under his pillows, like it's going to fill Swiss up on its own volition.
It really wants in Swiss, breath and let it in. It's going to pump you so full Spark, you'll swell.
The words practically made him vibrate at a frequency inaudible to man. They got him so riled up that his cock has been a painful shade of red this entire time, and Dew knows exactly how to make it worse.
Dew swings his leg around so that his foot rests between Swiss’ thighs and raises the toe until it presses into his heavy balls.
“What the fuck…” This wasn't part of the plan. He thinks it all might be too much, a small part of him wants Dew to stop. The last few brain cells he has scream at him that it hurts. But he wants Dew to paint him, so it’s worth it.
He'd suffer through hundreds of banishments just to feel his wet warmth drip down from his chin to his chest and dribble over his raw nipples. He wants the slow touches across his skin that uses to spread the mess around before feeding him his coated fingers. He loves the stickiness as it starts to cool. He needs to feel covered.
Dew shifts his foot and rests the sole against his shaft. Swiss pants as he finally rolls his hips into the rough texture. It almost hurts more than it helps, the ridges of the stiff rubber digging into him in the worst ways, but it's something at least. More than nothing.
“Look at you, rutting against my foot like a bitch in heat. I bet it feels good to a dumb pup like you.” Swiss is wound up tight but tries to distract himself by focusing on Dew, on the decadent noises he’s wringing out of himself and the filthy wet sounds between his dick and hands. Whatever relief he found is short lived when more wretched words leave Dew’s punishing mouth. Dew throws his head back on the couch and gasps.
“Beg. Be a good puppy and beg.” Swiss’ face blushes a darker shade of red. He shouldn't like it and it sure as hell shouldn't make him even harder than he already is, but the shame makes his dick kick against Dew’s boot. 
“Please… on my face.” Dew glares at him. Say all of it. 
“Please cum on my face... stripe my chest please, anything.” Dew calls him a desperate slut before returning his attention to his own cock. He blocks out how Swiss says he's close, blocks out how he keeps begging to taste him. 
After a while, Dew gets sloppy. He loses his steady rhythm and reedy moans fall from his lips. His whole body is twitching and he’s dripping a constant stream of slick that’s soaking the couch. Swiss quivers but keeps himself moving through it all, he’s never without sensation. Raising himself up and relieving the press against his prostate just rocks his dick into firm rubber, its pleasure toeing the line with pain. He’s so close, but he’s never wanted to cum less. He wants Dew to use him. He needs to be wet. He doesn't want the toy.
“I think it’s getting close,” Tears pool in the corners of Swiss’ eyes. He watches as Dew’s knot starts to grow. “No Dew– please, not that” Dew reaches forward and parts Swiss’ swollen lips with his thumb, pressing down with it.
“Good pups don't speak.” Dew spits straight onto his tongue and presses his thumb in further until he gags. He pulls back his hand to wrap around his knot and squeezes. The other pays special attention to the spot underneath. 
“I think it wants to get you nice and messy Spark, you want that?” Swiss finally lets the tears fall, shaking his head furiously, a litany of ‘no’s’ and ‘not that’ falling from his lips. Suddenly, everything is in slow motion. Frame by frame he watches a hand reach out for the pump resting on the couch. He watches each individual muscle in Dew tighten and his knuckles go white as he squeezes his knot one final time. 
Thick ropes splatter against Dew’s smooth stomach, he coats the little hair he has there and Swiss winces with each pulse of his cock. What a waste. Should’ve been on me, in me. Anywhere else but there.
Dew mewls. It seems like it’ll never stop, some even reaches up to splash onto the slim bars through his nipples. Just as the last spurts of his cum start to dribble down his fist, he presses down on the pump and they both watch as the cum moves through the clear tubing.
Swiss waits for the cold to flood into him any moment, but it never comes. Instead, a warmth starts to fill him and the realization makes him heave. It's the same warmth as Dew's own cum. He'd know the heat from anywhere, like he knows the back of his own hand. Each spurt mimics Dew’s, each almost hotter than the last.
His orgasm is ripped from him. He sobs against Dew’s thigh, well and truly shakes as he cums over his boot. “--didnt want that Dew. Not that.” He works himself through it and keeps grinding onto the tentacle. Some of the cum drips out when he rocks up too high.
Dew, feeling even more mean now that Swiss has started crying, holds Swiss’ head up and drags his other hand up along his torso– through his mess of cum and slick. He holds the hand up to the light and spreads his fingers to show the sticky strings that connect them. Swiss cant help but shiver, a delusional part of him still thinks Dew will give him a taste.
He's wrecked and fighting for each breath. Mindlessly, his tongue lolls out of his slack jaw. Dew coos at him.
"I wish the rest of the pack could see how much of a cum slut you are. You think they know you pant and beg like a dumb puppy too?" He dips his hand back into his mess, circling one of his sensitive nipples.
"Please, you're wasting it Dew." He leans in to chase the offending hand, it just makes more of the cum drip out of him. He paws at Dew’s leg like its going to earn him any mercy.
"No, I'm not ," Dew brings the hand up to his mouth and licks each finger clean one by one. Swiss whines softly as he drags his tongue over every inch of skin. Anything to taste himself, Dew thinks, anything to take the opportunity away from Swiss. 
Swiss is burning, lit up like a wildfire. It should be his fingers. Should be his mouth. He should have the heady taste of Dew on his tongue. Dew eyes the space between them, locking on to the wet spot under Swiss.
“Lick it up Swiss. It wants you to taste it.”
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spacedlexi · 1 month
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Of all the difficult choices in each season of TWDG, What would say are the ones that you struggled with the most for each season?
HMM good question. there are some choices i feel conflicted about when i get to them but these are for the most part the ones that i actively dread having to make (which i like 😏 those are the best choices). there are other choices throughout the series that i feel Bad about, but not necessarily conflicted. like. i Know what my choice is, but i still feel bad about the consequences 😔 these are the ones that i actually mentally find myself battling. i just love the kinds of choices that make me sit on a pause screen for too long when its really Not That Serious
S1: help lilly/help kenny - the circumstances of this choice are what make it hard. literally a ticking time bomb. do you try to save lillys father? even tho hes been nothing but a complete jackass to you AND the group this entire time and put himself in this situation? or do you try to save the group by destroying his brain before its too late? clem being there watching doesnt help because now theres the added layer of "do i brutally murder this man in front of this child even if it means saving her life?" i usually end up trying to help lilly just because i know kenny is gonna do it regardless (and i dont want her to feel completely ostracized by the group). the idea of puling this woman back from her dying father so we can brutally murder him in front of her is.... a lot. like.. you can TRY to save him you know?? even if he turns hed still have to get off the ground first just hold the salt lick ready kenny 💀 plus you still have to actually Die first before turning. theyd have a second to feel his pulse stop. but its a very hectic scene where youre forced to act first think later. and either way clem is forced to see it. the worst part about it is knowing kenny is gonna be on my ass about it even tho i side with him on LITERALLY EVERYTHING ELSE 😐😑
shoot lee/leave lee - its just 😭 telling this little girl to kill the one person she has left, moments after seeing her dead parents. its time for her to start doing the hard things. but to tell her to do THIS?? you are fucking that child up beyond belief. but also the guilt she'll carry if she DOESNT do it, knowing hes still in that jewelry store, possibly chained to it, forever (which the narrative impact of lee starting and ending the game in handcuffs (possibly a prisoner in his own body??) makes me SCREAM AND CRY LEEEEEEEEEEE THATS GOOD NARRATIVE BAYBEE).
S2: shoot kenny/look away - another "is clem ready to do this?" kind of moment. its time for her to start making her own choices. what does SHE want?? i think even a clem who shoots kenny is gonna be conflicted about it on some level. recently i played a clem who let kenny kill jane then shot him anyway. that was cool :) and the moment is way more dark than shooting him outright. no heartfelt goodbyes. just a tired "do it". oof. the set up for the kenny/jane fight is Not Good like we ALLLLLL KNOOWWW it shouldve been luke ok. but the choice itself is still a HUGE character moment for clem, and its one of my favorite and most dreaded choices in the series. how is clem feeling about kenny at this point? is shooting him something she can do?? before its too late?? or will she be paralyzed by choice? this is a choice she Never shouldve had to make, but here she is, and she has to. before time runs out. i like my clems alone so usually i either wait out the clock (no choice is still a choice. clem just cant do it but cant look away either) and stay at wellington (good alone ending), or i shoot him 1 of 2 ways (clem Can do it)(bad alone ending). shooting him after he kills jane is just like 2 birds one stone to me SHDHSJKDS 💀 and it hits that middle ground of being paralyzed by choice but still ultimately Making A Choice, just too late for it to matter to anyone but herself. and her line of dialogue finding aj alone "we're gonna be ok, we're gonna be ok" like shes trying to reassure herself more than anything WAAAHH i kinda liked it a Lot actually 👀
S3: ??? romancing kate or not i guess?? - its the only one that really made me feel conflicted (aside from maybe the conrad thing?? sorry clem but im gonna force you to stick around actually i like it for the Narrative and it makes gabe less annoying later. also conrads alright). do you respect your brother or do you get with his wife who hates him LOL. because its not one choice you make, not really. its one the game is constantly asking of you, putting you in situations where the choice needs to be made again and again until finally you make the Ultimate choice about it. people who complain about the game being so pushy about it are kinda funny to me because like, ya.. thats the whole point.... (ive pushed back defiantly Literally just because of how pushy the game is about it tho so like i get it) she is a temptation the game is intentionally dangling in front of javi. she is the Final source of conflict between the brothers. will he remain loyal or give into it? i say give in 😏 give david something to actually be mad about. ive both romanced her and not, and the game kinda feels stunted if you dont? like... i Get It. thats your brothers wife who is still wearing her ring after YEARS of him being gone. theres 😬 feelings there. but even if you dont romance her the game still punishes you by having her be weird about it in the garage in front of david anyway. i say do it even tho its messy. it makes the story more sound imo which S3 desperately needs at that point. javi can still feel bad about it. what DID david expect?? i love mess :)
S4: kill couple/send aj inside - i love a choice that gives me a lot to think about. even if the actual in game consequences are flimsy to none. with this choice specifically, what makes it hard is the fact that the couple asked to be left alone. if they were just two walkers it wouldve been a no brainer. but with their final request, it becomes a matter of respecting the dying wish of this sad couple (which becomes narratively relevant at the end of the game OUGH WHEN IT COMES BACK). and will you teach aj that respecting those wishes is important? he needs to learn to become self sufficient anyway. clem crawled through her own number of dangerous holes in her youth. but thats the other side of it. that clem, knowing personally how dangerous crawling into those spaces where no one could follow was, i dont know how comfortable she would be letting aj do the same. but also, she doesnt want him to grow up too hardened. if she kills this couple, its pushing him further into that hardened mindset. to do whatever you have to to survive, no matter the cost to others. its a choice i find myself sitting with the longest even tho its consequences are pretty much just 2 lines of dialogue ("that couple clem tried to Guilt me about" LMAO YEAH ITS TRUE AJ THIS IS A LEARNING MOMENT FOR YOU). but yeah this is a choice i have a 50/50 chance with going either way on. every time i kill the couple i feel so bad about it 😭 (and so does clem 🥺). it being more of a philosophical question instead of an actual gameplay decision is what i like about it
not sure/take things slow/girlfriends/kiss - NOT JOKING ABOUT THIS ONE its actually so hard for me HSDHSDJKSJKDJK i dont have a paragraph of reasons why tho i just love them all differently. the first two feel the most realistic. i do like the idea of taking things slow and the dialogue for it is really sweet. but also. they might die or be taken tonight. so one kiss before everything could come crashing down on them is nice. but also hearing them call each other girlfriends???? adds years to my life. vi in ep 3 being like "um so you said you wanted to be girlfriends 🥺?" and clem like "😏 ya" i just love hearing them say it 😭 Out Loud 👁👁. and then either way clem gets another chance to kiss her in the woods in ep 3 so it works out. and 2 more kisses in ep 4 from vi this time!! thank you devs for my life 🙏 what a wonderful choice
i love choice games so much just because of the questions they ask of you. i honestly LOVE looking through the player choice stats i find them SO INTERERSTING ESPECIALLY the ones that are split perfectly 50/50. i would literally look at the stats for every single choice im not joking. where are the stats
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vore-scientist · 1 year
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@Yonah, how does it feel to know that you hold the thieves lives in your hands completely? I know you like to let them go, but how does it feel that you COULD digest them alive, if you wanted, and you wouldn’t even get in trouble for it?
Yonah: Ehmmmmm its not much different from actually holding them in my hands. I'm a giant, we can always easily kill smallfolk, its a part of our lives from when we are young to when we are old. For the most part we dont want to hurt smallfolk. It's always in the back of our minds that we could. Like when you smallfolk see an insect on the ground, you probably think 'oh i could squash that'. But you probably dont!
And as for the 'get in trouble'. Giants and monsters dont always get in trouble for hurting smallfolk. It's hard to explain to someone who does not live in this world but shit happens. Giants hurt people, monsters hurt people, or even kill people. It's not common, so when its just a one-off or accident, there usually arent repercussions. Take an example from my home village where everyone was drunk and this one human was very rude to a drunk giant and they got squashed. It wasnt an accident, the giant didnt regret it when they sobered up. For the most part? That was that. I dont know if there would have been consequences if this had been in a smallfolk town but from what Ive seen it just depends. Usually what happens is the giant is not as trusted for a while. The drunk from my town was awkward around the girlfriend of the person they killed for many years. Again its very situational. A giant that is known to target travelers on the roads probably going to get in trouble with some sort of law or people will hire a slayer/put out a reward for stopping the giant. If its a problem it takes care of itself. A giant that reacted badly to something and destroyed some property and maybe hurt people, even caused a death, probably will be asked to apologize and help fix things and the people will be angry... But imprisoning the giant is unlikely, and its entirely its possible that the giant fucked off. People could hire adventurers to kill or at least take some sort of revenge (my friend Eli has had to write up civil lawsuits against giants for these things. Even in the case of casualties the giant is often just... made to do community service or pay money). As long as they dont make a habit of causing wanton destruction. that is that. I am rambling oh kind anonymous letter writer.
Sorry if you wanted to hear me say "I feel powerful and filled with righteous glee muahahahaha". I dont terrorize people because it makes me feel powerful. I am powerful, i dont need to fuck with smallfolk to remind myself that I am. i do it because its fun and im an evil bastard.
(I dont know if i made sense. but basically this is a fairytale world and there isnt like robust law enforcement everywhere to punish monsters and beasts for behaving like monsters and beasts. Sometimes shit happens. and if it KEEPS happening and becomes a problem that's when people get organized to do something. But some random giant who otherwise isnt known for causing trouble for some reason wrecks a neighborhood of a town? maybe the town will try to do some legal magic to get money or get the giant to help rebuild but that's a maybe. It doesnt mean giants can just cause harm with impunity. These things arent happening often enough to need criminal laws to deter such behavior. YONAH got in trouble for a variety of reasons. 1, giants are usually... very noticeable. Monsters in general are noticeable when they go to towns. Yonah very purposefully hid himself and while that's not a crime, monsters can be in hiding, the combo of giant and firewitch scared folks. and 2) ive revised that when he was found out he did react badly and ran away and caused some damage, and probably did eat a person while on the run. Though im going to say he found a bandit camp like in skyrim and they shot at him, he ate one, the others fled and that's how it became known he ate someone??? but otherwise he tried to not do any harm. He just panicked really badly. and 3) actually committed fraud by forging documents that said he was human from X town and trained with Z witch as part of his application to the school)
WOW THIS ANSWER GOT LONG SORRY!!!!! I dont know if this was a fun answer or not???
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landinoandco · 3 years
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Hey could you do one with max verstappen, where the reader a fight about him not helping around the house (witch he doesnt do because he is just tired from working hard but the reader dont know) so they yell at max and he suddenly walks away but then they find him crying in bed, because hes overworked and feels like hes never gonna be good enough at being a driver and the readers boyfriend. And feels like he can only dissapoint the reader, his dad and cristian. But the reader comforts him. Tnx
Because I'm not good enough...
Max Verstappen x Reader
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Warnings: angsty
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You were sat at the dining room table, staring out at the empty seat in front of you. Your arms crossed across your chest and your lip in between your teeth. You had been sat there for an hour - in the grand scheme of things an hour didn’t seem like such a long time but it was his final warning and an hour was just long enough to allow for your anger to boil over.
Dinner was in the fridge - the same dinner you had cooked an hour ago, your phone lay screen up on the table - the same phone you used to call Max two hours and a half hours ago, he told you he was on his way home. Home whilst you were in the UK was 25 minutes away from the Redbull HQ. This was becoming a regular occurrence, some nights he would come home so late that you had already taken yourself to bed. The atmosphere in the house seemed to freeze over whenever he was around even though you were yet to come out of summer, there was something hanging over the pair of you - unspoken feelings and as of now a red hot anger that threatened to escape from your usually composed nature.
Ever since the championship had taken a turn in the favour of Redbull, Max had started to become much more distant. It started off with him not inviting you along to the races, leaving on the Wednesday before race weekend and sometimes not seeing him until the following Tuesday and that was on a stand alone race weekend. On the triple headers, it could be nearing two weeks until you two were spared 5 minutes alone and even then it was a brief conversation before he rushed back to the factory or to train.
You thought you knew what you signed up for and since yours and Max’s relationship and that was three years ago so you thought you had seen it all - been through it all with him, witnessed every high and every low. This was a new territory and you knew that if it wasn’t tackled soon -
The click of the door lock echoed in the hallway, you straightened in your seat - eyes locked ahead of you and your knee bouncing.
Max sighed loudly and wiped his hand over his face, it had been a long day - he had been at the factory up until Christian had invited him out to lunch, it was nice to catch up with his boss and Max felt like he owed the man so much; guiding him through the years that had led up to the moment they found themselves in. Max felt like over the past years he had matured as a person, sometimes still short tempered but being an F1 driver it wasn’t necessarily a bad trait. After his lunch with Christian, his dad had called him - the less said about the conversation the better. By the time you had called, the last thing he wanted to do was come home and risk upsetting you. He had taken himself on a run - to clear his head and focus on what he was going to say to you because he felt like something definitely needed to be said.
He also owed a lot to you, you had put up with so much over the years and standing by his side even when he had made a mistake - although you were very quick to tell him when he was in the wrong. You seemed to be on his level, a blunt and forward look at life - there was no time for dawdling about when you had things to be done. Life was short and there was no time to waste.
Recently however, he was putting so much pressure and stress on himself about work that the hours slipped away from him and so did the time spent with you. He felt the atmosphere change around the pair of you - as though he was always walking on thin ice, the cracks beginning to show. The guilt he felt was nothing like he had ever felt before, all he wanted to do was talk to you but he was scared of pushing you away - which is ironic because not talking and letting the pent up anger build up was having the same effect. He was never that good when it came to talking about how he felt - as much as he wanted to he felt as though he would be a burden and that he would put too much pressure on you. He could never tell you what he really felt like inside. It was embarrassing, he knew that a professional athlete should never feel what he felt. It weakened him and having weaknesses in a sport like Formula 1 was not an option.
Max shrugged his coat off and walked through to the main room of the apartment - the room where you were sat waiting to pounce as though he was your unsuspecting prey.
He offered a tired smile, in response he got a sneer. Swallowing hard, you felt the anger take over, like some monster escaping from a cage.
“I have been sitting here for an hour, Max -” You shot to your feet, pointing at the table, your voice cracked slightly. “For months, you’ve been leaving me - it’s me who’s been cooking for us both, cleaning, washing - everything, Max. By myself.” You were shouting now, your heart threatening to break free from your chest. Max just stood there, a blank expression on his face - his gaze fixed to the ground. “I don’t understand what went wrong, Max. We were happy, hell, we spoke to each other. Now, I’m alone. In fact, I may as well be alone if this doesn’t change.” The words had fallen out of your mouth before you had any time to consider them - or the consequences. Your eyes went round with shock and you fell back to your seat. A loud silence filled the room.
Max, too, had not expected the words that had initiated the silence. He opened his mouth, eyes still on the ground, then closed it again before raising his head and looking you dead in the eye.
“You don’t mean that.” He managed to mutter, barely being able to raise his voice any louder. He felt a tired emptiness, this was the last thing he had wanted to happen.
“That’s all you have to say to me.” You rounded on him again, angry tears threatening to fall from your eyes.
“No - I -” He stuttered, then closed his eyes, inhaling slowly, “I just don’t think we should talk things through whilst you’re angry -” He saw you about to interject, when he raised his hands. “You have every right to be. That’s not what I’m saying. I think we should wait to talk about it so we don’t say things we are going to regret later.” Max could feel his throat constricting, he was battling to keep his emotions at bay.
You sniffed and nodded slowly, placing your head in your hands - hot tears escaping and shoulders tensed.
Max swallowed thickly, his eyes swimming with tears. He made a move and after no interruption left the room. He had only made it to the stairs before he collapsed, the fatigue getting the better of him. He was such an idiot, a fact he was certainly aware of now, how could he have let things get this bad. Did that make him a selfish person?
He couldn’t hold it in any longer, a harsh sob escaping from his mouth - fingers shaking and his head a loud mess.
As soon as Max had left the room, you had gotten up to get some water - when you paused, a sound catching your attention - a deep sounding sob. You waited, a line appeared between your brows. Slowly and carefully, you inched towards the door - waiting with baited breath for the sound again.
It was coming from the stairs and there was only one person it could be. Regret instantly pooled in the pit of your stomach, you hadn’t meant for him to cry. You were just so angry and he needed to know that.
“Max.” You called out softly, unsurprisingly there was no response. You went in the direction of the stairs and hunched over in front of you was your boyfriend - attempting to stifle his sobs. You rushed forwards, placing your arms around his shoulders and pulled his body into yours. Instinctively he wrapped his arms around your waist. You kissed the top of his head, stroking his hair as he continued to cry - you allowed him to empty his emotions out; some tears of your own betraying you entirely.
“I’m sorry, I really am.” Came a muffled voice. Pausing, you released your hold of him and placed your hands either side of his face - offering him a watery smile. Then, using your sleeves you wiped his tears away - he watched your every move, waiting for you to say something. When you didn’t, he braced himself - lips trembling; he knew it was now or never. He had to tell you how he really felt.
“I’m not good enough.” He stated simply, his eyes glossy. Your forehead furrowed. “I’m never going to be good enough to take the championship, I’m going to let everyone down. Everyone that has ever believed in me - it doesn’t matter what I do, how much work I put in - I’m never good enough. And you -” He paused, meeting your gaze, a lump forming in the back of your throat. “I keep letting you down, time and time again. I was the one who caused this, I’m never going to be good enough for you.”
“If you believe that -” You began, kissing the newly formed tears away, “Then I will eat your race shoe.” You moved to sit next to him on the stairs, pulling him into your side. “Why didn’t you tell me that’s how you felt.”
You felt Max shrug, the side of his head resting on yours. “I didn’t want to burden you with all of my problems, you already put up with so much.”
“I will always have time for you, Max.” Grasping his hand in yours, “You are enough, you are more than enough. You are Max Verstappen, the fastest, strongest guy I know.” You chuckled lightly, “I know it may sometimes feel like that and that’s ok. You are putting yourself through so much - maybe, it’s time to give some consideration for your personal life. It’s unhealthy to work all of the time - then we run into issues like these.” You spoke softly, almost whispering but you could tell he was hanging onto every word you spoke. “I love you, Max. I don’t know what I would do without you.” You admitted, turning your head to look at him. He chewed on his bottom lip, processing your words.
“I love you too, more than anything.” He murmured, placing his forehead on yours. You lifted your head slightly to leave a soft kiss on his nose, earning the corners of his lips to quirk up.
Closing your eyes, you relished being in his arms again, to have him close to you. You had missed it. You had missed him. Both of you knew you had a lot to work through, that it wouldn’t simply disappear but both of you were going to do it together. Hand in hand. And that was more than enough.
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omiscurls · 2 years
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Heyy there :) can i req a part 2 of 'Consequences' with Thoma, Xingqiu and Gorou? feel free to decline tho! and also, one more thing, sometimes my asks doesnt send so pls let me know if this does get to u :D
consequences (2)
plot: the reader decides to break up with the character after not speaking to them
contains: tohma, xingqiu, kaeya
here's part (1) with diluc, zhongli and tartaglia
warnings: angst, breakups, implied past toxic behavior, implied use of alcohol
a/n: i'm sorry i can't do gorou's personality yet </3
tohma
one more day was passing by that he couldn't even begin to focus on his chores and assignments. trying hard to just make little steps and focus on here and now, his mind kept betraying him and going back to that night when the both of you got really wasted after celebrating the resistance's victory.
he was just so excited, and so enamored with the magic of the moment, of the warm night with fireworks shooting high up in the sky, with people dancing around to folk music, with smiles and cheers all around, with-
exactly. who was enamored with that night might've just been the reason he was in this place in the first place.
he looked at himself briefly in the mirror he was passing by, hung in one of the corridors of the kamisato estate, so long he used to get lost in them and worry he'd never be found again when he was younger.
he looked in the eyes of the blond-haired man, styled with his usual high ponytail he only did for cleaning, clothes wrinkled and scruffy, the eyes staring back at him being tired and lacking their natural shine.
"you idiot" he scoffed, lips pressing into a tight line. he wanted to quit looking and leave, yet he knew he deserved this silent screaming match with himself he was having.
you had everything you ever wanted. you made them like you, you made them smile, laugh, dance, cheer, you were really doing great. and you just had to fuck it up, didn't you?
he kept thinking and thinking, constantly finding new ways to insult the reflection he was seeing, but to his surprise, it stared back at him with nothing but indifference and coldness. was this the way he stared at you, too? was this really his face?
"tohma!" he heard a shout at the other end of the corridor, and lifted his gaze up instantly. a young boy was waving at him in order to catch his attention. "there's someone here to see you!"
he nodded, and began walking to the main entrance of the mansion, but what started by walking ended in a run towards the door, in fact, he ran so fast he barely managed to stop at the end.
could it be you? it had to be you.
"darling, it's you!" he grinned suddenly, walking up to you and wrapping you in the tightest of embraces. all of the sudden you felt out of place, like you forgot why you were here.
why were you here?
oh, right. to break up with him. right.
"tohma" you said way softer than intended, caught off guard by his sheer enthusiasm. he pulled away from you with eyes so hopeful yet so guilty, you were honestly surprised one person could manage having so many emotions at once. "could i talk to you in private?"
you walked for what seemed like an eternity to a slope located behind the estate. with the view of the ocean behind him and his bashful expression in front of you, you took a deep breath and began explaining as slowly as you could, not to get carried away with all the emotion.
"do you... by chance... remember what you said to me the other night?"
how could he ever think this was going to be a normal conversation? lying to himself really seemed to be one of his talents.
"i do" he mumbled, gaze falling to the ground. "i figured that's what you're here to discuss."
"honey-" you started before you realized you really shouldn't be this gentle with him "we have to discuss it, though. you told me you loved a person that's very much not me, and i'm your partner. how would i not discuss it with you?"
"i didn't mean it" he whispered "i was drunk"
you half chuckled, half scoffed.
"sure. everybody says that when their sober self has to deal with the consequences of their actions, but tohma, people rarely lie when it comes to love, you know?"
"but i really-" he tried to speak up, but words got uncomfortably stuck in his throat, causing it to hurt, his eyes watered, and suddenly he wasn't capable of forming a sentence.
"i would love nothing more than to believe you." you sighed "but something tells me i can't."
you looked him straight in the eyes with that aching expression and only then did he realize how badly he was hurting you by denying what he said. right, you must've been feeling like an idiot, listening to him defend himself.
"i- well, i- it's more complicated than just a simple word-" he started, and you turned your teary eyes away with a scoff, knowing the tears were about to spill, and when they would, they'd flow endlessly. "please look at me!" he raised his voice in desperation, hands flying to capture your cheeks and bring your face back in front of his, so he could try and soothe you with whatever apologetic smile he could muster.
"tohma" you stammered carefully, waging every word you were about to say, and before you did, you crafted the most positive smile you could. "she's amazing, i agree. and beautiful, and kind, and sweet, and everything you said about her, she's all of that. i just... i hope she'll make you happier than i did"
you took a step back, not letting the smile get off your face, watching as his expression turned dejected and crestfallen.
"at least let me make this right!" he tried to stop you, but you moved your arm away, beginning to walk back to where you came from.
"goodbye, honey."
xingqiu
if he were more aware of his surroundings he would have noticed that the house he lived in, normally loud and filled with action, went quiet. that servants stopped coming in asking if he needed anything, that no clients emerged to speak with him urgently, that not even his family seemed to be around. how long was he pacing back and forth in this dark room? who knows. the food on the plate someone had prepared for him was long cold, and the curtains weren't necessary to shield him from sunlight anymore, but other than that, he had no indications of time having passed.
his mind was focused on one thing and one thing only, and that was how much of a dick he had been to you a couple of nights before. it took him some sleep to realize, but he woke up with the guiltiest feeling and couldn't shake it ever since. how could he? honestly, how dared he speak to you that way?
a very similar thought seemed to have taken over your mind as well, as you walked through the silent house, being guided by an offly quiet servant, who told you at the very beginning that "master xingqiu isn't taking any visitors" and shut up that exact same moment.
he left you at your boyfriend's door, and you found yourself standing there, unable to knock and enter. this was a crucial moment, but before you could come to terms with that, the door opened right in front of you, and on the other side you found xingqiu, the man himself, in an attire you had never seen him in before, consisting of loose pants and a stained shirt, looking as if you just awoke him from a deep trans.
he called you by name, and you responded with the same, the both of you staring back at each other with similar shock painted all over your faces.
he cleared his throat.
"by all means, please, come in." he urged, stepping to the side and waving at you to enter, and so you did, though hesitantly.
the room was different than you remembered as well, it was dark and the air seemed tense. it was probably just the lighting, but well, there were reasons for the vibe to feel off.
"to what do i... to what do i owe the pleasure?" he tried really hard to be composed and civil, but as soon as you turned to him and shot him one of your deadly looks, his official tone and faux clueless were long gone.
"xingqiu, i- i don't consider myself a very delicate person. but i am, to my misery, fragile, when faced with bitterness from those i love. and frankly, you're part of that group. of the people i love. i do not enjoy having someone i love make fun of something he knows damn well" you made a pause to make your point painfully obvious "i'm insecure about. that's a shitty and fucked up thing to do and i hope you realize that, even if i was too... thrown off to tell you that right away. oh, and by all means, i'm hoping you even recall what i'm referring to, because you might as well have just forgotten all about it, right?"
"love, i-"
"this is the part when i talk, and you listen. i felt humiliated, and broken, and well, i felt my worst. because i trusted you to not pull anything like this on me when i told you how uncomfortable i was with the subject. but hey, i guess that that's on me for putting my trust in you. and now, not only have you betrayed said trust, you've broken my heart. i hope, i sure hope you're proud of yourself"
you took a break to catch your breath and examine xingqiu's reaction, and for the first time in quite the while, he felt as if he was about to cry.
"love" he started again, his trust in the power of his sweet talk never failing "i realize that i hurt you, i realized it the second i said it, i just... didn't know how to make it up to you right away. and i know i can't just say shit like that and then just expect you to forgive when i <make it up to you>, but trust me, i- i'm sarcastic, and mean, and i push people's boundaries too far, and sometimes i don't know where to stop, i know all this, i do, and obviously i'm aware this doesn't explain what i did, but-" he babbled, and babbled, and probably got lost in his own train of thought but you let him finish "but it was a mistake. i never wanted to make you feel small or humiliated, or broken, i just never realized the affect my thoughtless comments might have on someone. i'm sorry. i'm truly, deeply, sorry."
to be honest you were taken aback by the sheer sincerity of his words, and the frightened look on his face, but it only made you realize it wasn't a good sign that you were shocked by sincerity. you shouldn't be expecting lame excuses and lies.
"i'm glad" you said, and the faintest of smiles entered the corner of his mouth, in hope for a good verdict from you, because obviously, xinqiu never lost. "maybe you'll remember that for the next person that chooses to trust you, but i won't do it again."
wait. hold up.
this wasn't the way this was supposed to go at all. you were starting to leave, and xinqiu's mind started racing in all directions but the right one, as he searched for something, anything, to make you stay.
next person? there was no next person, you were it! how did you miss that? you were the one for him, how could he ever have some other person?
"this isn't right! wait!" he ran out to the hallway in chase after you, but you didn't seem want to look over at him. he rushed to get past you and stand in front of your face. "darling. love. please. this isn't how we're supposed to end!"
he got cold just from the way you looked at him.
"get out of my sight."
kaeya
ironically enough, he wasn’t at the tavern when you looked for him. you asked diluc if he saw him, but he shook his head. 
“i’m not here all the time, but on the times i’ve been behind the counter this week, i haven’t seen him since... four days ago, i think” he answered, not stopping in his chores to answer your questions. “is everything alright, though?” he raised an eyebrow, examining your rather lost expression and constant checking of your surroundings. 
“yes, of course” you lied swiftly, as one does when faced with a question like that, thanked him for his information and went on around the city. 
so he wasn’t home, he wasn’t here, he wasn’t at the headquarters. where could he be? lost, you decided to take a walk around the city, one last search before the sun would set. and as you strolled the streets of mondstadt, slowly emptying before nighttime, on one key moment you looked up at the night sky, and noticed a figure sitting at the city walls. chuckling to yourself, mentally wondering why didn’t you consider this an option at first, you rushed towards the gate to the tower. 
“hi” you announced yourself quietly upon reaching the top. kaeya turned around in a split second, eyes wide in surprise. 
“love” he whispered in relief, lifting himself up swiftly to walk up to you. he reached out to grab your hand, but you moved it away just as quickly. 
“kaeya.” 
you could see the heartbreak in his eyes as you stated his name where once would be an overly sweet petname, as you started drifting away from him so evidently he could physically feel it. 
“so” he sighed “i’m guessing we both know what you’re here for?” he looked away, as if embarrassed, and crossed his arms at chest level defensively. fuck, this hurt. you almost wanted to blame him for making this worse, but he had every right to be sad. you just had every right to be angry as well. 
“i guess so” you agreed, looking at the ground, at the sky, everywhere but at his hurt appearance. “kaeya, i- you know i have to, or you’ll never change” 
“i could change with you with me” he gritted, obviously fighting back tears. 
“you had a long time to do that before, and you didn’t”. it was hellishly difficult to just say that to him, to your love, your darling, your kaeya, but it had to be done and both of you knew it damn well. “gods” you scoffed “if only you showed up those four days ago, i would’ve forgiven you for everything, you know. i always forgive you for everything.” 
he looked back at you with regret piling up in his heart, destroying the hope that grew there shyly. you were right. you had a fight, he apologized, he wanted to make it up to you and he didn’t show. this was a natural consequence of his own actions. 
he truly was busy, yes, it was an excuse, but it would be a good one if this was the first time, not the last straw. 
“did you forgive me now?” he asked so quietly you almost misheard. 
“obviously” you replied in an instant “i love you too much to hold grievance. but you need to learn not to take my love for granted.” 
“i didn’t deserve it, though” he shook his head, almost as if ignoring all the rest of what you said, and only focusing on the first part. 
“maybe you didn’t. and maybe you did. but i forgave you either way, and that’s my problem.” 
he fell silent for a second, for once. he was truly thinking about the whole situation. you knew long ago he regretted what he did every time, but you were never sure if he ever just... thought it through. and now he was doing precisely that. 
you walked up to him, and pressed a very soft and quick peck on his cheek, your hand grabbing his and squeezing it lightly before letting go. 
and in that one precise moment, he was free of all worries. for a second, he was as if happy again. 
but then you moved away and he felt the cold win hit his skin, the same way your departure hit him like a brick in the face. 
“bye” you said at the verge of a whisper “i hope you’ll sort yourself out”
he remained quiet as you walked away, tears pooling under your lashes, hand covering your mouth so he wouldn’t hear you sob, as you broke down the second you turned your back on him. 
it didn’t feel like the right thing to do. 
“that makes the both of us.” he answered, but you were already too far to hear.
I’m happy to announce that requests are open again [briefly] here
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dr4cking · 3 years
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hiyaaaa can I request a draco that hates everyone except y/n of course he’s so overprotective over her and so soft!?
The Only Exception.
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draco malfoy x reader | fluff | anon requested.
a/n : hii this is my first time ever writing a fluff because i was only good at writing dirty things lol but i tried so i hope this meets your expectations and thank you for requesting! <3
“get out of my sight, potter” draco shouted pointing at his best sworn enemy, harry potter himself. he walked past him not even glancing at him but bumped his shoulder on purpose making harry lose a little balance.
“oh get lost, malfoy!” harry clapped back after regaining his balance, hermione and ron already holding him by his shoulder preventing him from punching the blonded guy.
“what did you just say?! serpenso-“
“draco lucius malfoy!” draco throw his wand away as soon as he heard the familiar voice shouting at him from behind, his favorite voice.
“oh- hello y/n! h-how are you?” draco turns around to meet his lovely girl, his voice shaking nervously as he looks into her eyes but quickly laughed it off, harry potter scoffed at the scene in front of him before motioning his friends to follow him.
“dont think i didnt see what you were gonna do, draco. thats not a good idea, you know?” y/n pick up his wand from the floor and clinging onto his arm dragging him to their house.
“i know i know, im sorry y/n but he’s just so annoying and i cant stand him!” draco whines dramatically making y/n rolled her eyes at his usual obsession.
“i think you’re obsessed with him, draco. why dont you date him already, hmm?” y/n jokingly said, poking his cheek to tease him even more making draco scrunched his face in disgust.
“y/n please dont make me run to the bathroom and throw all of the food from my stomach into the toilet” y/n was laughing hard at his dramatic words holding her stomach, it secretly brings a smile and a blush onto his face but he quickly hides it.
as they making their way to their house, draco didnt stop rambling about potter and making fun of him giving the girl no chance to stop her laughter.
>>>>>
the next day comes and draco was sitting peacefully in the great hall with y/n sitting beside him, that was until blaise zabini, his best friend took a seat in front of them.
“hey mate, i was looking for this, can i have one?” blaise said as he snatches the chocolate frog from him and shoves it into his mouth, he hummed at the taste making draco gets angrier.
“piss off, zabini!” draco yelled out loud getting annoyed, his action enough to make all the slytherins turning at him. y/n beside him only can shake her head in embarrassment.
“draco be nice, look around,” y/n whispers to him, her fingers stroking his arms softly to calm him down.
“but it was my favorite y/n and this idiot just ate it!” draco protested at his best friend in anger who only give him a sly grin, y/n rolled her eyes and drag him out of the great hall, again.
“you can always have mine, draco. dont be so dramatic” y/n took out her chocolate frog from her pocket and open it feeding draco the chocolate who gladly eats it with a happy smile back on his face. she chuckles at his cuteness.
>>>>>
y/n walked downstairs with her best friend, pansy parkinson, she was looking for her man but he was nowhere to be seen.
“pans, you can go first to the class, i’m gonna look for draco before he’s gonna be late, i’ll meet you there” pansy nodded and leave but not before giving her best friend a kiss on the cheek making both of them giggles.
y/n look around to find a certain blonde, she hadn’t seen draco since the last class, she continues looking around to find him and thats where she found him, with the first year in front of him, she already knew where is this going.
“you better finish this by the end of the day, if not you know the consequences.” draco whispered to the first year giving him his homework, he threatened him while pulling out a few galleons to him, the little boy was shaking in fear and only nodded at his order.
what draco doesnt realize is y/n already stood behind him, tapping her foot and crossing her arms, draco froze at the tapping sounds knowing immediately who it was, he gulped before turning around.
“really draco? threatening the first year to doing your homework?” y/n turns around to leave him, disappointed with his way.
“wait- y/n im sorry, please!” draco grabbed her wrist, pleading at her not to leave him, she was still pouted at him.
“apologize.”
“what?!”
“apologize to this little boy over here and take back your offer, draco.” draco wanted to open his mouth in protest but quickly shutting it when he sees the seriousness in her face, he turns to the boy who was still looking at them in confusion.
“alright, im sorry little guy, my bad i guess?” y/n shot draco a disapproving look making him mutter a real genuine apology to the first year.
“okay, now give your galleons to him draco”
“but he didn-“
“draco you made this poor little guy traumatized” he sighed and placing his galleons on the boy’s hand making him smile at both of them.
“i’m sorry about him, okay? i promise i’ll make sure he wont get anywhere near you again” y/n smile at the first year and he nodded returning the smile and thanking her before he left.
y/n turned back to draco who is already frowning looking away from her, she chuckles and grabbed his jaw with her hand, pecking his lips trying to get his happy side back.
“dont do that again draco, in all seriousness.” draco could only nod at her.
“besides that, we could always have a reason to have study dates, right?” y/n winked at draco making him gives a cheeky smirk to her.
>>>>>
it was a nice day for draco, no potter no weaselbee, basically anyone hasnt step in on his way, yet. he was walking with a happy vibe through the corridor to find his favorite girl, excited to wrap the girl in his arms.
then he found her, her familiar hair color seems to be stand out in the middle of the crowd. but the only problem is, she isnt alone. what in the wizarding world is cormac mclaggen doing right now?!
draco hurriedly makes his way to the pair with jealousy bubbling up inside him and when he already stood behind cormac he pulls him hard by his collar causing him to fell to the ground making y/n screamed instantly at this but draco quickly get beside her and hug her by her waist.
“draco! why did you do that?! oh my god cormac, are you okay?” y/n asked the mclaggen boy worriedly, taking her hand out to help him up, he shots draco a death glare.
“oh please y/n he’s totally fine, he's just weak and dramatic to get your attention” y/n shakes her head at draco in disagreement, scolding him for his previous behavior.
“draco, are you mental? i was just asking y/n about this homework, c’mon man you seriously need to relax” cormac was totally annoyed by draco, anger radiates off of him.
“yeah i will relax once you disappear from our way, now shoo shoo” y/n cant help but stifled a laugh at draco, she gives cormac an apologetic smile and motioning him to leave.
“no need to be like that draco” draco’s hand never leave her waist as they made their way to draco’s prefect room.
“he was getting too comfortable with you” y/n disagrees and reassuring him that it wasnt his intention.
“you look so hot when you’re jealous draco” y/n chuckles putting her arm on his back returning the gesture, a blush tinted onto his cheeks.
“yeah? how about i show you what’s hot in my room, hm?” y/n smacks his head with her other hand, cant control her laughter anymore.
>>>>>
“y/n?” draco called out interrupting y/n who was reading him a book.
“hm?”
“i love you so much, thank you for putting up with me” a smile plastered at y/n’s face from ear to ear, her heart melting at his words, she put the book on the nightstand and turns back to draco cupping his cheeks in her hands, capturing his lips on her kissing him softly showing him her love that she cant even described, draco kissed her right back with the same passion, smiling into the kiss.
“you’re a prat, but you’re my prat.” and with that, draco knew he was falling so deep for her and he has no plan to stop it.
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mobbu-min · 3 years
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Yandere adultrio with a s/o who finally breaks? Not break like being the perfect little s/o they want, but breaking like becoming completely and utterly numb to everything (threats, emotions, pain) and them being like "this......this isn't what I wanted"
A/N: ive recently started watching hxh again and it def gave me inspiration again. these turned out to be more like drabbles then hcs but i had fun(and made myself sad) so it doesnt really matter😌💗
Characters: Hisoka(hxh), Chrollo(hxh), and Illumi(hxh)
!Warning! Yandere behavior, yandere mindset, mentions of blood, torture and murder, gaslighting, manipulation
Yandere Adult Trio with a s/o who finally breaks
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▪ Hisoka would be truly devastated. 
▪ Afterall, you were his little plaything. Your outburst of rage and sadness amused him to no end. The tears you shed at his threats of pain caused the utmost pleasure coursing through his body. 
▪ It wasn’t difficult to come to terms with the dead look in your eyes or the small gasp of pain when he scratched up your body with his sharp nails. 
▪ Technically, he could just take you out of your misery right then and there but everytime Hisoka even attempted to, something stopped him. 
▪ It bothered him to no end. Just why couldn’t he just snap your neck? It wasn’t a problem before, so why are you any different? What made you special?
▪ All he can do is sit down beside you and stare out at the window. Before, you would coward and tremble but now all you did was blink and exhale.
▪ Taking your hand into his, he played with your cold fingers. Taking notice of your chipped fingernails, no doubt from you biting them, and the pieces of skin that hung loosely near your nails, red and bloody from picking at them. 
▪ No words were exchanged. Just Hisoka bored stare and your unblinking eyes. 
▪ "I guess these are the consequences of being such a menace, right darling?” Hisoka breathed out, not expecting a reply. Running hand through his pink hair, he let out a laugh. One that should have sent you cowering in the corner of your room but you blinked and exhaled.
▪ Leaning his head against your shoulder, Hisoka brought you into his embrace. Clicking his tongue, he muttered “I wonder if this would have ended up differently if I was a different person.”
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▪ He would be honestly confused, not grasping the fact that he pushed you too far down the road of self-destruction.
▪ It wasn’t until you constantly refused to eat and stared blankly up at him with the same dead-stare he gave you, after he threatened to use his nen ability on you, was when he truly grasped the consequences of his actions. 
▪ He would reassure himself this is what he wanted. Illumi wanted you to be compliant and act like the perfect little partner, so why is there a pang in his chest at the sight of your thinning frame? Why does his mouth tug downwards at the sight of your soulless eyes that burrows right into him after he threatens to break your leg?
▪ The life in your eyes is no longer there. The fire in your voice laid vacant and the warmth your hands once provided was cold and harsh to the touch.
▪ Illumi once felt human with you but now he felt nothing at all. 
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▪ He knew it was coming eventually, but he didn’t expect it to bother him as greatly as it did. 
▪ Chrollo had gotten used to your constant barrage of insults and defience. Yes, it bothered him greatly but it wasn’t something he couldn’t deal with. 
▪ Maybe he shouldn’t have shown you your home town, once filled with life, now bathed in red. 
▪ Chrollo is a man of intelligence but he didn’t think it out. He thought it would help you to comply with his demands and stop demanding to go home. It was out of pure rage and nothing else. 
▪ It was your own fault for spitting out those cruel words at him, “I’d rather die than ever say ‘I love you’”. You were foolish! You were naive! Chrollo made it out to be your fault that your family and everyone you knew died, like it wasn’t his fit of childlike rage that caused the massacre?
▪ So should he really be surprised at your sudden compliance, if that is what you could call your sudden change in demeanor? 
▪ Your soul that burned with passion and fury lay dormant. The curiosity and mystery that lay underneath your eyes, the very mystery that drew Chrollo in, was no longer there. 
▪ You no longer teared up at his threats of misfortune. No more insults left your lips when he neared you. You didn't pound against his chest when he sat you on his lap.
▪ You were a lifeless doll.
▪ Annoyance built up within Chrollo. Was it towards him or you? He really couldn’t tell.
▪ It was on the evening of your ‘anniversary’ did he take the problem in his own hands. Once again in a fit of rage, the calm collective Chrollo you knew, was nothing but a raging toddler throwing their beloved toy onto the ground. 
▪ Before he commenced his tantrum, he stopped dead in his tracks. His arms fell to his side and his grey eyes stared lifeless onto your fallen form.
▪ You laid limp on the cold broken tile of the large church you currently called home. The broken stained glass window let the harsh moonlight fall onto your pathetic form. 
▪ Chrollo stared silently taking in the sight of the scars that ran up your body, some prominent and others fading. The bones that peaked underneath your skin. Your thinning hair and chipped nails. The small puddle of blood that pooled on the dirty floor from your nose, no doubt from the back of his hand making contact with your poor face.
▪ Kneeling at your side, he picked you up like you would to a baby. Treating you delicately like a fragile piece of art, he let you lean against his cloth chest. Leaning against the back of the altar to the church, Chrollo closed his eyes.
▪ Chrollo wasn’t one to regret. He lived his life doing what he wanted. Taking what he wanted without a second thought. 
▪ But the sight of you laying on the cold floor of the cathedral made him regret every single thing. 
▪ He had clipped his angel’s wings just like he wanted. Took their innocence and kept it to himself. Your purity and joy was all held in his palm. When did it all go away? Why did it turn out this way?
▪ Chrollo sat there on the cathedral floor staring at the broken figure of the cross letting the moon be the only witness to the tears that cascaded down his pale face. 
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megumin-jjk · 3 years
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Ayooooo can I get a hcs for Nanami, Gojo, Inumaki, Toji (or Megumi) going to a scary mazes with their s/o? I low key miss Halloween and the spookiness of it 😩
JJK + Scary Mazes with their S/O
A/n: thank you for requesting!! This took me a good few hours because I literally do not think after I wake up from a nap. I hope this is ok 😅
Characters: Megumi Fushiguro, Nanami Kento, Gojo Satoru, Toji Fushiguro, Toge Inumaki
Requests: open
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Megumi Fushiguro
He takes you out to a corn maze with all the witches and crows !!
I can guarantee that you two will argue about directions for a good 10 minutes until he says some scientific thing about the stars that makes him correct
You’d think he’d be so calm and collected and yes, that him half the time there but the other half is him standing frozen solid in fear.
He loves it when you tug on his sleeve, asking to run or lend his jacket. knowing your boyfriend, he won’t budge an inch until you say pretty please.
His only goals are for you to have fun, keeping you safe, and make sure you’re not too scared even though he’s the one about to pee himself.
Will take your hand in his and make the both of you use your pointer finger so he can guide your hands to a star
Nanami Kento
Let’s you use his work jacket so you can cover yourself over your head to shield you from the cold.
Lightly says things like, “I never took you for being such a baby.” But will let you hide yourself into his side when get you scared right after saying, “I am definitely not!” As an “I told you so”
Will extend his arm so that it’s around you and will plant his hand from that arm on top of your head as you two walk.
He will tilt your head up with that hand, asking you to look him in the eye when scared.
He’s utterly immune to the clowns’ scares that the actors themselves are genuinely confused.
Makes the most deadpan comments and expressions that you can’t help but laugh
Satoru Gojo
He is LITERALLY the type of person you cannot take anywhere even if he wasn’t your s/o
WILL absolutely compare you to one of the characters
“That looks like you. Kidding” he laughed. “Toru!” You gasped, lightly slapping his chest.
Says he’s “the strongest” but he’s the one jumping 4 feet off the ground or hiding behind you when someone scares him
Insists on you holding his hand the entire time as if you’re the one who’s scared
Screams at random moments just to make you and the people around you jump
Toji Fushiguro
He’s not scared at the slightest but will mutter a string of curses as he has the most vulgar mouth
He whispers in your ear to calm you but tries to make it flirtatious at the same time ?
He makes things like, “shhh quiet, sweetheart” sound so hot ???
Utterly invested in the costumes and the setting that you’re the one having to drag him around.
Suddenly Becomes a costume and design critique at this very moment
Kisses you once you two reach the end, telling you that you did great
You two wear matching plain, navy crewneck sweaters and it’s so cute
Toge Inumaki
He’s more pissed than scared whenever a jump scare happens, yelling a “salmon” as if he’s just lost a round of Mario kart.
Places himself in the crook of your neck with a pout right after and when you tease him, he bites your neck
DOESNT think of the consequences because now he just got bonked on the head by his s/o
Tells you that he feels sick because he drank an entire bottle of soda before coming on this date
He’s the type of scared that will pass out at any moment if you don’t hold his hand and pepper kisses all over his face to reassure him
Actually, he’s very dramatic. He just wants your physical touch.
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sansxfuckyou · 2 years
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(@authorleaandres thank you for the prompt, sorry if this doesnt do it justice, definitely took a turn even I wasn't expecting)
Silvers time in the present had come to a close, he had assured himself this timeline wouldn't go to crap, but, he didn't want to leave just yet.
He had made friends and grown to love the simpler things, and he would have to leave it for his future, a fiery, broken, almost uninhabitable hell scape he called home.
He was avoiding returning to the future, now we can find him deep in a forest with bits of light shining down through the foliage, he knew a clearing would be up ahead, near a cliff edge with a perfect view.
He had to push through a thorny bush to make it to the clearing, a few twigs had gotten lodged into his quills, but it didn't bother him in the slightest, he was focused on getting to the tree he had rigged a hammock in, it had been torn down.
Silver sighed as he took a seat in front of the tree and leaned against it, he could hear the world around him buzzing with life.
A stream in the background, a few birds chirping, footsteps, leaves rustling in the wind...
Footsteps.
Silver jumped to his feet at the sound of footsteps, he wasn't even supposed to be in this timeline anymore, he was caught red handed and would have to face consequences, he told everyone he was going home right away, he just wanted one last chance to admire the world.
He rushed to try and hide, stumbling up the tree before realizing he wouldn't be able to hide up there, he would have to teleport, that caused a disturbance in peoples equilibrium, they would notice if he did.
He started to panic, he had to calm down, he would mess them up, he was on the ground on his side before he knew it to try and calm down his panicked state, he felt a gloved hand on his shoulder that snapped him up, out of reflex he shot out a wave of powers to mess them up.
Silver realized it was Shadow, the ivory hedgehog knew he was screwed if Shadow wanted to expose him, they could if they wanted to, but hopefully wouldn't as Silver already had used two of his strikes against Mobius, due to panic attacks and outbursts that spiked his powers.
"Don't tell anyone that I'm still here, I'm just admiring nature!" Silver stated, he was scared and it showed in his tone of voice and facial expression, Shadow was unfazed as they stood up, simply putting out a hand for Silver to take which the ivory hedgehog did, Shadow wordlessly teleported them to somewhere else, the warp made Silver feel sick to the stomach, the sudden change in atmosphere and temperature.
It took Silver a second to realize where he was after quelling the queasiness in the pit of his stomach, the scent of saltwater and the feeling of water gently lapping at his boots hit him like a train.
The ocean.
Shadow had brought him to the ocean.
Seaside Hill Zone, one of the few Zones Silver never found time to look through, it was beautiful, the marble structures and glassy plains, checkerboard cliff edges, how had he never looked around here before?
How come he never asked Sonic to show him around, he probably missed so many Zones that had been destroyed in his world, he would never get a chance to see so many of them.
He was lucky Shadow had thought to show him Seaside Hill Zone while he was still in town.
"It's beautiful," Was all Silver stated as he crouched down to run a hand through the grass, he plucked a flower from the ground and took a whiff, the scent of the pink bloom sweet. "Shame I've missed so many other Zones."
Shadow grabbed Silver by the shoulder roughly, pulling the time traveller to his feet before warping them to a fresh Zone once again, the sudden warp caught Silver off guard, the sick feeling in his gut crawled up his throat, bile gathered in the back of his mouth but he swallowed down the bitter tasting substance.
"Could you give a warning next time?" Silver asked, tone sharp with a faint quake, he didn't even realize the clouds gathering around his feet, so high up in the atmosphere it was possible.
Shadow gestured around the area, Silver followed the gesture, mouth agape a bit when he realized how high up in the air they were, pine trees towering above them and the ground almost blue under the grass clouds around the two, not above them.
The soon to be snow capped mountains.
Beautiful.
Hill Top Zone, forgotten by nearly everyone, he was shocked Shadow even knew about it.
"Hill Top Zone, how do you even know about this place, no one does anymore, I've spent weeks looking for this place." Silver stated, shock in his voice, he was awestruck at the glory of this Zone, he knew that Sonic had only stepped foot in this place once, and Tails often flew over it, but never landed, even Knuckles didn't hang around.
Silver had to refrain from starting to fly free through the natural area, fresh mountain air whipping against his face and flowing through his ivory fur with life buzzing around him, he would love that more than anything, forget love if he could be free.
The sense of freedom without being caged by a fiery hell scape of destruction around him, he loved that glorious feeling of being surrounded with living beings and the scent of life filling his lungs, the way it reinvigorated him made him feel alive, like he wasn't dead inside and out.
Unlike the scent of brimstone that made his muscles spasm and contract in if he inhaled it in large quantities for prolonged amounts of time, he had gotten so good at skimming the planets atmosphere for fresh air he didn't realize he didn't need to in this time.
"Do you know any other Zones we can check out before I have to go home?" Silver asked rapidly, he was grinning and nearly bouncing on his heels, no one truly understood how simple things like fresh water and living plants could make him so content and gleeful at the sight alone.
The fact his fur wouldn't be blackened by ash within a week of cleaning.
The fact he could breath without his lungs burning with embers from monsters.
The fact he could drink water that wasn't organ melting acid in disguise.
All of those simple things in life made him so happy, and he would be leaving everything behind as he knew he had done just enough like he planned to do so, like he was supposed to do, but he could stay and make sure this future never went wrong like his did.
But he wasn't supposed to stick around and protect everyone like he oh so desperately wanted to do, he just wanted to make sure no one else would have to undergo the chaos and destruction.
He sighed a bit as the thoughts flooded his mind, his gaze cast to the ground, grass covered it and swayed slightly in the cool breeze, he loved the sight, he loved all the little things like that.
Shadow noticed and placed his hand on Silvers shoulder, a forlorn look on his face, maybe tracking down Silver to show him the places the ivory hedgehog never saw wasn't a good idea, they thought it would be a nice way to leave, on a good note, seeing the Mobius at its glory instead of a stuffy city from afar.
They gently pulled Silver into a hug, no words were said, they wished they could rest their head on Silvers, but they sadly, were not that tall, Silver had dwarfed them by an inch or two, but still understood the sentiment.
"I don't want to go home." Silver said, his voice muffled as he had buried his face in Shadows darkened quills, he had trapped them in a static turquoise glow, he didn't even know, everything was still inside the bubble. "I just want to stay, to protect my friends, I don't want to leave."
Shadow stayed silent, they weren't perfect with this sort of stuff, all they knew to do to comfort Mobian animals of all sorts was just to pet them, which is what they tried to do, Silver still surpassed the genetically enhanced hog with ease, the turquoise glow didn't cease, but dimmed.
Silver eased his grip on Shadow, falling to his knees, he wasn't crying, but he was so close to just crumbling, he would be leaving so many different pieces of life to potentially go extinct or succumb to a different form of chaos and destruction akin to the type he had underwent for his entire life.
"I don't want to leave this place, I don't want to leave anyone behind," Silver stated, his breath caught in his throat and tugged at words, he had tears gathering in his golden eyes, threatening to spill over. "I just want to be in a place I can prosper instead of struggle, I need to protect this timeline."
"I... I understand, but you have to go home, you can always visit, no one would mind, if anything they would miss you," Shadow explained, their voice was smooth as always, with a sense of understanding hidden by his collected demeanor. "But you have to go home for the sake of anyone else who may have survived in a lone corner of the globe, you have to be there for them as well, we'll miss you, but if anyone is out there in your timeline, you have to help them."
Silver rubbed the tears from his eyes, they dampened his gloves, he smiled a bit, Shadow was right, Shadow was always right when it came to things like the morality of leaving stuff behind, Silver didn't like it, but Shadow was right.
"Yeah, your right, hopefully I'll get to see you guys again," Silver said, he stood up and pulled Shadow into a hug once more with enough force to pull the alien off the ground a bit, Shadow released a squeak like noise before being put back down. "Bye then."
Silver dropped the turquoise barrier, he rested his hands at his sides and closed his eyes, taking deep breaths as a similar turquoise aura bubbled around him from his fists, glowing brighter at his joints, the energy he emanated threw off Shadows balance just a bit, in a quick flash of unpigmented light, Silver was gone leaving a light breeze and a shallow crater that dipped two inches into the ground with a patch of opalescent flowers that glimmered in the shifting light.
Shadow was left speechless at the show of light, but they still knelt down and picked a single flower from the ground, pulling off their gloves to dig it out of the ground fully to bring home, they wouldn't survive in Hill Top Zone.
Shadow knew, they simply didn't want to let the flowers die off, Silver loved flowers and animals most of all, that must've been why some had been left behind.
They would keep them as a memoir of Silver until the monochrome hedgehog returned.
If ever.
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i hc wilbur made tommy president because he planned to go and press the button while tommy spoke and kill him along with himself
wilbur wanted end all his unfinished symphonies and as the person who raised tommy- he raised him like he raised l'manberg. he doesnt care for fundy- not since he denounced him- so he wanted to end him :)
i need a fic where tommy is the one who goes to stop wilbur and wilbur fucking stabs him before pressing the button saying "it was never meant to be" tommy loses both first and last lives to that phrase
tommys last words are it was always meant to be fucking wilbur survives the explosion and has no one to kill him and now he has to live with the consqunces tommy becomes toast- short for ghost tommy i refuse to write so many letters each time- and immeditly looks for his older brothers and he finds wilbur first :) wilbur is exiled for his crimes and also out of fear- they tried to rehabilate him! they really did but then he freaked out over seeing toast... in a bad way.... and he and toast burned georges house on toast suggest (maybe we should burn something! that always helps me calm down!) this is after wilbur is trusted enough to be not... in a prison... after phil convinced them he needs help and toast tries his best ok- (WHO LEFT WILBUR WITH TOAST!) (I THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA AT THE TIME! I WAS ONLY LEAVING FOR FIVE MINUTES! AND RANBOO WAS THERE TOO!) and toast tries to go with but everyone is like "yeah no" and toast is like "whhhhyyy i just wanna stay with wilby!" and everytime anyone tries to tell tommy about the wrongs that have happened to him he screams and clutches his head in pain and everytime he comes back he doesnt remember the convo toast,,, is the most BABY toast calls everyone cutesy nicknames unironcially he calls eret rere toast, chriping happily: TECHIE!!!! tubbo: TOMMY STAY AWAY FROM HIM! toast, in a very lost and confused voice: why? techno, freaking out: tommy? toast: hi!!!!!!! im toast!!!!!! :D techno: lowkey ab to cry toast: NOOOOOOOO DUN CRI! toast: there there techie... i know what will help! tubbo, sighing: arson? toast: ARSON! phil comes just in time to find tommys dead body and l'manberg gone hes not around for the withers neither hes there just to see the crater and wilbur in chains with blood on his hands trying to off himself phil will forever blame himself for not making it in time :> dream: taking wilbur away in boat toast, floating behind the boat: o^o dream do you have any games on your phone .///^///. looks at exileinnit hmmm spins roulette wheel who should i hurt... i picked d all of the above they dont let toast go with him but because he is baby and you can't tell him what to do tubbo: sighs finally now that the exiles done toast can you- tubbo: looks up tubbo: GOADDAMN IT
toast is promptly kidnapped back to l'manberg the next day toast keeps going back tho and no one understands why- he literally killed him! why does he keep wanting to go back! (toasts unfinished buisness keeping him tied was helping wilbur and l'manberg- he loved wilbur even at his worst)
toast vibes around everyone but he stays with wilbur- where ever wilbur goes is where he builds his home
its shitty but its an 'ome Toast, teary eyed: Dad? Why does everyone hate Wilby? Why can't I be with him... Phil, with no idea what to do: niki bakes cakes with niki whenever hes in l'manberg he keeps accidently setting her bakery on fire but hes sMOL AND GIGGLES A LOT AND HE HAS FLOUR ON HE GODDAMN SELF toast is a part of mexican l'manberg i dont make the rules mexican dream: AYYYYYYYYY HOMIE toast, giggling: 'OMIE!!!!!
Toast is wholesome while everyone is literally willing to murder Wilbur while also trying to stop him from khs toast is just a very happy lovely child and cries whenever anyone is mean to 'his big brother wilby!' and so they all constantly glare daggers over toasts shoulder wherenever he cant see em meanwhile Phil is just dying inside because Tommy is a ghost by Wilbur's hands and Wilbur keeps trying to commit suicide and oh god what is he supposed to do- he simply avoids this struggle by avoiding them toast, waddling up to philza: papa do you have any games on your phone? all im saying is that tommy called phil papa before changing to dad or fathercraft phil,in the tired parent voice: tommy please sit down- just for five minutes- at least for 5 minutes toast: sits down and then proceeds to struggle to continue to sit but he must because dad told him to toast is just ADHD incarnate wilbur, trying to end himself: im gonna escape my consequences toast: HI!!!!! :D wilbur: FUCK ITS MY CONSEQUENCES toast,,,, is so baby Wilbur is just not allowed to have anything remotely sharp i like how theres so much angst and im just hyper focusing on ba yby dream uses toast the same way he uses ghostbur! :D toast doesnt realize of course even after wilbur tells him dream is bad but he keeps forgetting!!! Everyone: da baby Dream: how can I profit from this oh dream is manipulating wilbur btw wilbur: suffering toast: i made you a card toast trusts eret wholeheartedly and this hurts eret because she knows if toast remembered he probably wouldnt- they wanted redemption but not like this- not because of death Toast: you look cool Toast: you are friend now Eret: sobs I don't deserve this Toast: what did I do wrong Toast: how can I help friend!!!!! Eret: sobbing more toast looks at everyone says "ah! friend shaped!" if ur wondering wheres the angst toast is the angst- toast is just tommy without any bad memories and hes so different they thought he was happy before they thought he was fine tommy was hurt too but since he internalized it no one cared toast sees wilbur being sad and goes! i know what will help! n-not arson tho people dont like arson when you do it.... BUT ITS OKAY! I BROUGHT A FRIEND! shows friend, the sheep and wilbur just fucking sobs Toast is wholesome chaotic in a perfect mix- toast is tommy but without the 'asshole on purpose as a self defense mechanism" someone mentioned something about Tommy masking insecurities once Toast doesn't remember. and he's fine with that he doesn't have any insecurities toast hurts because in retrospect toast, meeting bad: WOAAAAAAH! YOU LOOK SO FUCKING COOL! bad: LANGUAGE! toast, cringing back, looking at the ground: ..sorry :( bad: ...you can swear toast: :D bad: once toast hasnt sworn since "hes saving it for special occasions" sometimes he accidently swears and immedtly gasps and looks at bad and bad just sighs and is like "its okay it was an accident" bad never would have thought itd take letting tommy swear for him to stop huh... its almost like... hes a child.... and the negetive reienforcement.... was doing more harm then good.... toast: exists in an amount of happiness no one has ever seen him in before everyone: pain how much pain was tommy in before? they thought tommy was happy- was... was he not happy? he's so unabashedly joyful and energetic looking back they can see how forced every laugh felt, every smile- He's not afraid to just talk to people, make new friends he became so much more cautious after Eret, had it really effected him that badly? He's open. He never lies about how he's feeling, never brushes anything away how much was Tommy hiding, how much pain, how much fear- It's chilling. bone chilling. There's no way to fix what's been lost. No way to apologize to who Tommy used to be, to try and make it better. None of them every bothered to see him as anything more than a nuisance, an annoying child or cannon fodder and they'll regret it for the rest of their lives everyone: having a mental crisis toast: GUYYYYSS!! I MADE ANOTHER FRIEND!!!
"Wilby?" Wilbur heard Tommys voice say in an innocent tone.
Was he hearing things? Tommy's dead. He killed him himself.
"Wilby why are you in prison?" The image of his little brother asked, "Did you commit arson without me?" it asked in a pout.
"TOMMY!" Tubbo yelled running into the cell where Wilbur was kept, going through the bars with ease, "Tommy get away from him!"
"But 'ubbo!!!! Wilby is 'ere!!!!" Tommy (?) said with a smile Wilbur hadn't seen since Tommy was a child.
"Tommy, I understand you don't remember anything right now but you need to come back over here!" Tubbo demanded and Tommy flinched
Wilbur was struck with the sudden realization that this isn't just his mind- no no it can't be- but Tubbo acknowledged him he has to- Wilbur reached his locked hands towards Tommy only for him to pass through him. What? No no it was just his imagination that makes sense.
"Oh sorry Wil! I'm kinda dead! I don't remember how i died... but i think im a ghostie!" Tommy said plainly, floating off the floor. Wilbur looked at him in confusion. Whats happening?
the first time toast sees the crater toast srceams in intense amount of pain- its so loud you can hear it all over the smp- and just dissapears for a few days before reappearing with no memories of what happened toast saying things tommy thought but never said- he calls eret "big brother" and eret fucking d i e s toast cals all the l'manbergians older siblings He's far too honest for anyone to handle tommy was always honest too but he learned from experince that honesty only lead to hurt Tommy was like an enderchest, you could never see beyond the exterior, everything inside was exclusive to him and him alone Toast is like when someone dies and all their fuckin items explode onto the ground. you just see everything and most of it was  pain and everyone feels bad because they thought he was the only one uneffected that nothing had ever put a damper on his happiness and energetic smile- at what point had that smile became fake? also for angst reasons the last memory toast has is before the elections toast has uwu boy vibes but more chaotic toast goes to dream smp from logstedshire purely for sam nook toast starts making his hotel since he sees nobody has a home (including dream LMAO) (and he wants to make a safe place since everyone keeps saying something about war) and wants to make one and asks sam for help since apparently hes good at building and sam lets him pay after he finishs the hotel and sam nook is there since day one because i dont think i could handle a world without sam nook toast: biting everyone tubbo: wHY DO YOU DO THAT?????? toast: once techie bit all the cupcakes and then said it was his cuz he bit it so im biting everyone to show their mine!!!!! tubbo: i- tubbo: i am both flattered and disgusted everyone, remembering how tommy used to bite everyone upon meeting and then everyone would get mad at him and yell at him until he stopped biting people on meeting: sadly whips and nae naes hes a BABY toast deserves the fucking world also i havent talked ab it but there is wilbur and fundy angst here fundy confronts wilbur also not that fundy is angry about not not not getting murdered by his father but also why does he consider tommy his unfinished sympohny and not him? he raised fundy too- maybe he just only ever loved tommy (based off his insecurity of how close wilbur and tommy are based off wilbur raising tommy and wilbur only being there for fundy by the time he was older and also using hybrid age go nyoom for this dream manipulates toast during wilburs exile along with wilbur and toast realizes both of them were being used by him and fucking screams lourder than he ever has before and dissapears for a week and then shows up at technos house (he got lost and he didnt know why he was at logsted shire- he doesnt remember the place) on the day of the excution and tries to help technoblade but keeps forgetting that everyone is trying to kill techno the butcher army is hesitant when "hey why are you all attacking big brother Techy-" "HE SPAWNED WITHERS IN L'MANBERG!" "he did?" toast asked tilting his head in confusion "YES! HE DID! AFTER YOU DIED! NOW WHERE IS HE TOAST! WE NEED TO CAPTURE HIM!" whenever tubbo talks ab how theyre planning on excuting techno or how there was no trial toast has flashbacks to tubbos excution but hes never able to hold on to the memories just leaving him feeling bad toast sees anything traumatic and just makes the blue screen noise toast has to reboot every time anything truamatic happens and when he does he doesnt remember what happens after
toast hurts on a "THE FUCKING IMPLICATIONS OF THIS" level just.. everyone trying to make up for not noticing tommys hurt and trying to be good to toast when its already too late... far too late glatt is also here because whenever ytoast dissapears after something trauamtic he bounces back to the land of the dead for the bit and sometimes he drags glatt out to the land of the living with him only works bc toast has unfinished buisness so he can freely go between and just stays in the land of the lving until he can finish his unfiinshed buisness ghostbur and toast wouldve been good friends if they ever met anyone yells at toast and he immeditly starts sobbing
basically when everything is calm and peaceful and everyone is happy together after dream is in prison and toast is like "oh... this is what ive always wanted"
"toast?" tubbo asked, confused toast smiled softly, "i think its time for me to go" "what?" wilbur asked his pitch unusually high due to the fear lacing his voice "i think... i think this was my unfinished buisness... this is the last thing i wanted when i was alive, the reason i stayed... i think its finally my time to go now" toast said smiling tearfully "no! you vcan't go! we just got you back!"
basically when everything is finally ok, when things finally calm down toast fades back to the void/afterlife thing
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astroninaaa · 3 years
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Hot take a talk about technoblade:
Okay look I've been part of this fandom since August(thank god cuz i watched it all live and it woukd be a nightmare to caatch up) I bring this up cuz i want to discuss my problem with technos character. I have watched every single techno livestream that he made on dream smp and believe it or not i used to be a techno sympathiser that is until doomsday. (By techno apologist standards i am qualified to talk about his character hooray..)
Now techno like every character is flawed if he wasn't he would be boring fandom. One of his biggest flaws is being a hypocrite. That is not something you realise until you compare what he says all the time so you need to look a little deeper to realise it and i don't blame people for not seeing it.
This wouldn't be that much of a problem because that is a character flaw among with many others but the problem that his character has faced is that he doesn't develop much.
Now i hear techno apologist jump at me every single time noooo he isn't a stagnant character he has developed a lot. I am not saying that he hasn't developed at all the problem is that he has developed very little especially when you consider everything.
His goals his ideas his perception of the world what he believes him everything that makes his character him hasn't changed much and that is not a good thing from a writing perspective. Now why do i bring this up. Firstly I'm not saying this to say techno is a bad writer far from it he can be very good when he puts his mind to it. The problem with keeping a character in this state is that it's very harmful for said character first and to the story and other characters second. Look even at yourselves i can guarantee that you aren't the exact same person you were like five years ago for example because during that time you made mistakes learned from them and you grew. Just like in real life you also can't stay stagnant in fiction.
Okay so that's the main problem with technos character that he is stagnant as a character. Now this wouldn't be as big of a problem if he didn't have the role that he has.
You see techno both c! and cc! are very good at the game basically. Now why do i bring this up. The reason why i bring this up is bc of where this places techno whuch is at the very top of the chain don't try and seny it. This means that he is one of the most powerful people on the server if you are going to try and go against this point just look at lmanberg guys that's living proof of how powerful and how terrifying he actually is. I know a lot of you are gonna say but every can get stacked or play the game but you guys forget that even if you are stacked you just don't have the skill and cc! Techno of the best people when it comes to that which bleeds into his character. Saying that is like looking at the upper class than looking at the lower class saying just get rich like it doesn't work like that.
Because of his role techno is literally the 1% by rl standards which means he can a lit of things free of consequences bc no one can give him said consequences. The butcher army was ig an attempt at that but they failed miserably let's be real here.
Because he is in the 1% is incredibly skilled at pvp and can do anything bc no one can challenge him this places him on a pedestal and creates a power imbalance a very big one at that.
And that leads to his biggest problem he has practically everything as said by Techno himself and is never challenged, but that's not an interesting character. An audience gets tired for a character that always wins or loses. Because if it happens repeatedly it just takes all the suspense oh he will win immediately. He will go and slaughter them problem solved. That's it every time. Something that techno himself confirmed is then when he has a problem he just stabs it (both of these were said during the egg stream).
And if you are going to bring the things he went through to say he's changed don't cuz as long as he doesn't act on it it means nothing. Like examples Red festival killed tubbo an ally. Traumatic experience right? This is a good moment to develop his character and give us more insight. What happens? Techno tries to dismiss it and shows us his anxiety and gives us insight on his character Great! Character development? Starting to question himself just a bit or any sign of that event having an effect on him? Nope! Why? Cuz he doesn't act on it instead he tries to hide the fact that ever happened and changes to a different topic bc there is no justification there and he knows it. Nov 16th c!technos pov he just got betrayed caused some damage wished death upon his former allies and left. Quite a dramatic scene. He feels betrayed time for some good old character development. Him thinking about himself and his actions. Reflecting on them. Great moment! Problem: literally everything that shows this is done off camera and now suddenly he's retired... Okay you know what fine it's alright he would probably expand upon and did a timeskip to explain the ling time he didn't stream. I see where it's comming from. The butcher army ge gets hunted down bc actions have consequences techno and you can't just run away like that not after doing that. Great point from the butcher army. Go give him some consequences his character needs it. And then he gets executed alright a bit too far but i guess that's how it goes in this server. Techno gets his life back immediately.. well that was a bit pointless but alright a cool scene for the animatic fair. Then he kills quackity.. the butcher army lost.. this.. what? But this was the moment of consequences... and quackity didn't get it back like techno the butcer aemy lost more than techno what? Moving along he teams up with tommy aannnd the 50 withers are up and ready of course you didn't fully retire what was i expecting. And now team up with tommy perfect way to learn about dream and give more insight on lmanberg and how dream is a tyrant and everything techno is supposed to stand against. The green festival tommy chooses tubbo over techno techno feels betrayed understandable.... and then he teams up with dream lmanberg is destroyed and the underdogs are beaten to the ground loose everything they ever worked for and are taught to be scared of the anarchists?!?!?!?!
Okay now hold up a sec I'll have to stop you right there. What. did. you. just. do. Cuz there is a limit to the amount of stuff you can let a character get away with. The line was crossed months ago this is not good at all.
Also what are yoi guys talking about consequences. Lives? All 3 home? Right there pets? The ones that died were the ones he brought expecting to not live he brought them there on purpose so they don't count. He is one of the most wealthy peoole on the server (no one beats ranboo lol) what did he exactly loose? Friendships? Was that all the hardships you guys have?
Lmanberg lost their home their lives their wealth their pets their friend everything they loved and lived for everything they stood for they lost a part of themselves in the end.
Look at the last 2 paragraphs and how imbalanced that is. How are you guys blind to this How?! And why did doomsday happen? Because the butcher army failed. And if anything techno proved them that they should have punished him harder with this.
So what was the lesson of doomsday?
That you shoukd obey the people on top and never go against them or you will loose everything you love.
Great lesson guys this is exactly the lesson the rich class and every single tyrant tried to teach society and this lesson is being told by the anarchist great job....
Do you see the problem now. This is the reason techno needs a consequence bc if he keeps going like this he will become a Mary Sue. And that is a horrible direction for a character that has a lot of potential. That potential is why i liked his character that much in the beginning but now it's almost non existent. Anyway I'll end this now cuz this went on for too long. That's basically my opinion on it feel free to share your thoughts.
okay. okay. i read this like three times bc. because look
i agree in some very specific points, but i disagree in very broad manners.
(this entire......... essay is all /rp and /nm!!!!)
anyways. send me hot takes!!!
i like c!techno. i personally think he's one of the most fun characters to watch because i enjoy the mess, the crazyness, the chaos of it all. watching doomsday through c!tommy's eyes was painful. watching doomsday through c!techno's eyes was just so fucking hilarious and exciting and fun. he's just a fun character to watch. he's just Funny. i am a fan. however
for starters: ctechno is, 100%, out of the park, an stagnant character. he has little to no development throughout the story. we see no changes in how he acts. that's not necessarily a bad thing, but considering the type of character he is, watching him develop (be it to an actually full-fledged villain or towards a redemption arc) would be ideal to keep him a character people can actually support.
i wouldn't say he's a hypocrite. c!techno has a very strict moral code and he follows it with no hesitation, with no doubts. the point is that his moral code is flawed and skewed. that doesn't make him a hypocrite, that makes him someone with bad morals.
calling c!techno "the 1%" is a stretch. for one- c!ranboo has as much resources, if not more, as c!techno does. he has dozens of totems, thousands of emeralds, and probably has one of the higher counts of diamond and netherite on the server. why is that never brought up? because it doesnt matter. c!foolish has so much gold and diamonds and netherite and just everything, really, and it's also never brought up/a reason for people to be afraid of him. the dream smp isn't a capitalist universe, there's no "1%". specially bc there's, like, i don't know, 20 players? that makes c!techno 1/20 OR 3/20 if we count c!ranboo and c!foolish. but that's not the point at all: the point is that ctechno is feared bc he's skilled and has a relevant personality, not bc he has resources. c!wilbur has no shit and he's still terrifying, there's no character willing to oppose him. not because of resources, but because of who he is. when c!techno first fled from l'manburg into "retirement" he had no shit either, it took him a while to be rich again. no one attacked him either way.
why, you ask? bc he fought against c!quackity with a fucking pickaxe and won. that's why. c!techno doesn't need resources to be feared. the power imbalance doesn't come from his resources, it comes from others’s fear. and they have a reason for that fear, bc c!techno hasn't been defeated yet. that has nothing to do with "upper class" and "lower class". because, one, not a capitalist system and class disparity isn't as simple as that, and two, even without his "riches" he still wins, bc he's got the skill. if you take out the skill, him being rich means nothing and he wouldve been easily killed by the butcher army or c!tommy or whoever decided to kill him. a good example is, once again, c!ranboo: if he wasn't friends with everyone and someone decided to actually fight him like was done with c!techno, he would've died. easily. being rich in the smp is relative.
c!techno will be challenged when we have a character strong enough to challenge him in a way that matters. it's important to be smart about it. that's why i'd love to see, out of everyone, c!philza turn against him, but that's a how other discussion (WHICH I'M WILLING TO TALK ABOUT.......... everytime i make these and i add little point i dont elaborate on and then say i'm willing to talk about them and no one ever asks me to <//3 PAIN /nm /lh).
i do think he's a character that just Always Win in narrative ways and that's very frustrating. he does need to get pulled a few notches down. again, that will only happen when we have a character that can step up to him and challenge him in a way that matters (woooo c!philza you want to hold c!techno accountable for his bullshit so bad woooo........)
now, onto c!techno's trauma. he doesn't need to show it. he- he doesn't. that's........ not how trauma works, and that's one of the points that make his trauma so forgettable for the viewers. c!techno is, from inside out, a character that hardly shows his emotions, but that doesn't mean he doesn't display symptons of trauma. he does, they're just a lot more subtle than other characters's. that doesn't mean he doesn't have any or that he isn't affect by it. c!techno is, in a lot of ways, a lot like c!tubbo: both of them don't mention the shit they've gone through and don't react to it and bc of that some of the viewers don't see how important some traumatic events were in their characterisation. that's why you analyse those characters's trauma through behavior, not through easily seen displays of trauma.
i do think it's taken a little too far with c!techno. the way he reacted to c!tommy's death was...... disappointing, to say the least. c!techno is an underwhelming character in many ways. as said before, it's because he's stagnant. that definitely needs to be worked on.
about the syndicate? yeah, no. theyre not teaching others to fear them. others just Do That bc of their history on the server, but they have literally talked about how they want to better their reputation, bc they don't want to be seen as murderers or oppressors in any way. are they flawed? yes, very much. they have no indicators of what is or isn't a government and they show no regard around the importance of a difference between an oppressive and a democratic government.
they had no right to show up at c!tubbo's door and interrogate him, because they can't appoint themselves as government police. for starters, that's not how anarchy works (they should've had everyone's permission for that. they obviously don't), but also it's just... stupid. it makes it seem that they're trying to boss everyone around so that they live like the syndicate wants them to, which goes directly against the syndicate's own ideals. however, c!techno thinks he has that right. he thinks this is what he's supposed to do. he's just following his moral code - his moral code is just deeply, deeply flawed. what he says and what he does contradict each other but not for him, not to his interpretation. to his interpretation, he's following his strict moral code.
what happened at doomsday was horrible and c!techno has to be held accountable for it, yes, but, again, no character knows how to work around c!techno enough to hold him accountable for it. that's not c!techno's fault.
l'manburg just deserved better, honestly, but to be fair c!techno has been taken advantage of time and time again (sometimes purposefully, sometimes not) and he's fucked up in the head, god bless LMAOOOOOOO
i agree that things need to change otherwise he's just gonna keep being a stagnant character who can get away with everything. i do think he has more to him than meets the eye, tho. meh idk that's still just analysis!!! we have no way of knowing the intent behind c!techno's characterisation, at least not for now. i hope for the best tho cc!techno don't let me down <3
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Disney World with The Brothers (+ Undateables)
HCs that no one asked for, i’m just self indulgent ✨
Link To The Brothers post
*Based on Disney World Orlando Resort*
The Undateables
Luke 👼
“Don’t hold my hand i’m not a child!”
Would grab your hand in excitement
“I don’t want to go on that boat ride it’s for babies!”
When no one else could hear, holding his arms behind his back whilst running his foot along the ground, blushing furiously -
“MC... will you take me on the ride, please?”
Cotton candy. Loves it. Would get it all over his fingers and all around his mouth.
Would be unable to hide The Brightest Smile TM when that Disney music plays and he sees the castle in Magic Kingdom
“Want to go on Whinnie the Poo?” “That’s a Baby Ride! >:(“
Goes on and LOVES IT
Has sooo much fun just getting to be a kid, holds nothing back after a little encouragement from you
You and Simeon look like his parents when you sit either side of him on a ride lol
Would be desperate to stay even when the park closes
“:’(“ “Hey, it’s ok! We’ll get to see another park tomorrow!” “:D”
Would hold onto yours and Simeon’s hand, humming the theme to Pirate’s of the Caribbean as you leave
“Did you have fun? I thought you didn’t like boat rides.” “That was a scary boat ride - the pirates were horrible.” Blush - deniaalll lol
Would berate you heavily if you tried to get him any kind of toy
Would take the toy home and never let go
Simeon 😇
“What’s a Mickey Mouse? I’m still new to this”
Always smiling and loves that he’s experiencing this with you and Luke
He LOVES Soarin’ as it feels like home but better, as he’s ‘flying’ with you
Trolls Diavolo into going on It’s a Small World After All and acts Innocent TM
Seems pleased enough, enjoys the experience but it’s made better by the company
Makes sure everyone has their belongings and is drinking plenty of water
“Do you need me to grab that for you, MC? I can hold it whilst you go on the ride with Luke?”
Asks Directions TM. Maps don’t work for this boi lol and he gets easily lost lmao
Wouldn’t purposefully ignore The Mom’s Itinerary but inexplicably keeps wandering off, eventually being found with an apologetic smile on his face
Doesnt understand you have to queue to get on until he gets told for the billionth time
Holds your hand as you both marvel at the fireworks, Luke on his shoulders with icecream
Gets Luke an autograph book and gets it signed by all the characters when Luke’s too proud or nervous to himself
“Yes there he is, Luke. He’d love a photograph. Luke? Luke!” *Luke blushing furiously from behind your arm* “SHUT UP SIMEON”
Looks the cutest when in character photos
Realises just how much fun he had when your on the way back from the park
Solomon 🧙‍♂️
Vlogs with Levi sometimes together sometimes separate, but his is more of a troll vlog
To Lucifer on camera - “WHAT ARE THOSE” “They are my crocs! >:(“
Goes FULL HAM TM with you by his side, it’s absolute chaos this boi does NOT run out of energy or things he wants to do
“I wanna go on Jurrassic Park” “... Solomon that’s at Universal.”
Would sneak you away from the brothers, would be very crafty about it to, no one would suspect a thing until it’s been hours since.
Would take the consequences with a nonchalant smile. Does. Not. Regret. A. Thing.
“Itinerary? What’s that?”
“The only good thing about Animal Kingdom is the Mount Everest ride.”
Claims he’s easy breezy about going/where to go in the parks
Actually has very specific favourites and dislikes
“But you said -“ “Yea but who the hell means it when you decide ‘It’s a Small World’” *eyeroll*
Still goes on the ride, and vlogs a meme out if it
Him and Levi SQUEAL at anything Star Wars
When no one is watching, he intesifies the fireworks with magic, watching you beam with amazement is what makes his day
Will try to sneak in a kiss during the fireworks
Barbatos 🕰
It’s the first time you see him smile, like a genuine smile
Is very quiet and is mostly there because of Diavolo, but rather enjoys the atmosphere
Surprisingly loves water rides
Despite being there because of Diavolo, Diavolo urges Butler Barb to let loose and have fun
He does to a degree but never falters his sense of decorum
Similarly to The Mom TM, would be very prepared. Need a napkin? Check. Anti bac? Check. Map? You got it.
When you decide to ride with him, his facade would falter, glancing around BAFFED
“Are - are you sure you want to ride with me, MC? Or did you mistake me for -“ “... Oh, ok.”
Suppresses the intense blush he feels at the revelation that you did, in fact, intend to ride with him
When he relaxes, may occasionally casually hold your hand, making you double take at his nonchalance
Would indulge himself with viewing the experiences you share in the different timelines in which you still go together
“MC, i’m taking you to dinner. If you’d like of course.”
Would be such a gentlemen and so relaxed at night, out of habit when he’s not with Diavolo, he can just simply be himself.
Will hold your hand as you watch the fireworks at dinner. A smirk on his lips before planting a lingering kiss on your cheek to both startle and excite you
Diavolo 👑
“Disney world?! DISNEY WORLD?! That is the no.1 place for your dreams to come true!”
Sincerely believes that is literal
That Laugh TM with his arms spread wide as he sees the Park entrance
Takes photos everywhere, even infront of a trash can - initially thinking “it’s a part of the experience!”
Gets too excited to follow Lucifer’s Itinerary
“Diavolo! You’re not supposed to climb onto the parade floats!”
Would scoop you up onto his back without warning, a ball of energy as he bounces around the park with you this way
“Wow! What is this delicacy?! It’s delicious!” “That’s just a Mickey shaped napkin, Diavolo...”
Would buy all of the balloons from the vendor, looking like a lunatic
“Where’s he gonna keep all those -“ “Don’t even ask.”
That one person who actually enjoys It’s A Small World After All. Sings along and doesnt stop for the rest of the day
Would wear several sets of Mickey ears at once, not realising or caring that it’s not how they’re meant to be worn
“Oh? Of course we can ride together, MC!”
Would smile that much more brightly as you suck up the enjoyment alongside him like a couple of sponges!
“That - that’s not a ride Diavolo -“ “But we must ride this monorail. It is a part of the experience!”
If he’s feeling comfortable, will wrap a strong arm around your waist, pointing out Tinkerbell to you when he spots her before the start of the fireworks
The link to the first post with The Brothers is above! Will edit both but have them for now and again, I hope these make you smile! ☺️✨
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i have decided i am now going to blow up your inbox bc i csn i’m sorry codi focnnf
b u t!! anyway i’m going to rambling abt my new dad for all au [whixh was the au i sent you that ask abt]
alrighty so all might is now midoriya’s dad. that’s a thing. i like to think that inko and toshinori were high school sweethearts who broke up after graduation but met again when all might was called to recuse some hostages and inko was one of them!! anywho all might recuses her, they go on a coffee date, realize they’re still in love and start again
they get married and have izuku, who keeps inko’s maiden name [midoriya is now inko’s maiden name bc i do what i want]. he’s the cutest baby who has inko’s green hair, but has one blue and one green eye! [these are /important/] inko and all might talk abt maybe giving izuku all for one when he’s older, but they decide against it bc they don’t know if he’ll have a quirk or not
spoiler!! bitch baby has a quirk!! he gets a quirk that’s so much different than inko’s quirk and !!! ahhh!!! the basic explanation is that all might’s all of one genes mixed and then “corrupt” inko’s like 3 generation quirk-having genes or smth and izu has a very, very complex quirk now. it’s called astron, and astron allows him to fucking astral project into the center of the university and shit chxnc
astron works two different ways: using his blue eye he can project other people into his own personal astral plane and do whatever he wants. while the person’s physical body is still where it was, their mind is in the astral plane. if he uses his green eye, he can project himself to his astral plane and fuck around without consequences!!
[there’s an untold third ability of astron using both of his eyes, but izuku tried doing that when he first got his quirk and immediately fell into a coma for like a month? it was bad and his mind couldn’t handle the stress and dipped lol]
ANYWAY, izuku grows up with a bomb ass quirk and still has his kacchan with him thru his childhood so things are a lot different than canon? the wonder duo are little shitheads together and i love them, they wreck havoc and i love them
i have more ideas for this story but this is all i have for now, codi this is so long i’m sorry i’m blowing up ur inbox 🥺😭
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me opening my askbox and seeing the length of this au: holy shit
me reading the actual whole au: HOLY SHIT
AJ I LOVE THIS HIGHKEY!!! I LOVE THE IDEA OF OP DEKU W A FUCKED UP QUIRK JUST TERRIFYING EVERYONE HE COMES ACROSS!!!! heterochromia is SO so good as a character design element and i LOVE THE WAY THIS IS IMPLEMENTED YELLS. I WANNA DRAW THIS SO BAD!!! THIS LOOKS SO COOL
(serious writing/plot below - blood and vomit mention)
oh god and now im imagining deku like. being this extremely feral and annoying lil shit whos extremely powerful and now bakugous got someone on his level so hes a lot more humble as hes growing up but also him and deku are the?? BESTEST OF FRIENDS. and i imagine when bakugou is being a little shit deku just. astral projects him out of his body for a while and apologizes to whoever kacchan yelled at LMFAO---bakugou comes back to his body and is all like “....fucks sake stop doing that”
AND THEN omfgkjfds imagine morally grey deku who does whatever he can to win?? he knew he wouldnt get into UAs hero course fair and square (all might offered him a recommendation but he declined because he wanted to get there on his own with kacchan) because robots didnt have souls he could astral project so he practices his quirks limits like YEARS prior and he tells bakugou about it but never rlly shows him but on the day of the entrance exam?
he shows up. everything goes as normal and he finishes the written exams and then moves on to the practical exam (still seperated from kacchan like in canon) and like. Every one goes dashing forward and deku doesnt really try to beat anyone. He waits until theyre all in the center engaging with robots when he walks to the center of the room.
and he sees the zero pointer in the distance.
“THE ZERO-POINTER’S HERE!” He yells and points at the gigantic mech heading their way. All at once everyone’s heads whip up to catch sight of the robot, enraptured by its sheer size and power. 
As they all look to one direction, Deku makes eye contact with them and smiles.
All at once, every single participant in the area goes limp. Astron throws their souls into the astral plane with little fanfare and everyone watches in awe and annoyance as their bodies uselessly crumple to the ground from the outside. The green-haired boy is suddenly given free reigns of the arena and they seethe as one by one he deactivates or disables robots that were once under their purview.
(What some of the smarter ones notice however, is the way he seems to be leaving some stray 3 pointers untouched... almost as if he was doing the calculations in his head as he goes... on how to ensure the number one spot while others can still score points...?)
One by one however, they start struggling and reaching to reconnect with their bodies. Their gleaming bright souls bob up and down with frenzied energy and Deku feels it. He feels it like itches on his skin and goosebumps that turn into hills that dance up and down his back. He feels it like he feels his limit reaching.
Its still around 10 minutes though before he actually loses control and everyone comes back to their bodies. His quirk times out and almost like its angry, the astral plane takes his body in exchange for the dozens he kept in there. He gets sucked through and passes out while everyone else runs and destroys the remaining bots. It doesn’t matter though, because he knows he’s racked up enough points to stay on top. He lets himself rest and observes the blue-haired tall guy with engines who contemplates carrying Deku’s body to safety.
Until, he sees her.
Just under some rubble and very close to getting crushed by the Zero-Pointer’s foot, Deku spots a brown-haired young girl that he recalls has some kind of floating quirk. He sees as everyone runs past her, prioritizing their own safety instead of hers.
He makes a decision.
Quickly--recklessly, a familiar gruff voice says in his ear--he forces himself back into his body and looks around. He runs to the girl and attempts to dig her out from the rubble before she gets crushed. The robot comes ever closer.
Using the little strength and flexibility he’s learnt from years of sparring with Kacchan, Deku abandons her in favor of climbing up the broken concrete and metal to meet the robot’s visor. He knows he won’t save her by digging her out of there, but by god is he gonna let her get injured without a fight. These robots weren’t designed to kill, but they were designed to destroy.
Focus. Focus and listen to what’s around you, Izu-kun.
The world around him reduces to tunnel-vision and suddenly Deku is face to face with the Zero-Pointer. It stops, as if calculating how to discard of Deku without hurting him severely with its own strength.
Everything has life in it. You only need to focus and look for it.
Izuku Midoriya looks at the robot.
In a whirlwind of blue and green, he reaches inside of himself and searches for life. Cold steel and hard-wired code meet his gaze and he plunges even deeper. 
Focus.
Then all at once, everything in his visions snaps into sudden clarity, like he’s never seen before. He feels everything. Sees Everything. Smells, tastes, hears--and he hears how the metal beneath him bends and groans. He feels how it winces and shudders. He sees it as it opens its maw and its visor bends in a facsimile of eyes, pleading him as if asking how?
The robot beneath him comes to life and stumbles back.
Quickly, he scrambles to the nearest ledge which happens to be a broken support beam. Distantly, he thinks he feels his arm being sliced open on the edge of it and the warmth of blood streaming down his side as he nearly falls. 
“HEY! YOU WITH THE ENGINES!” He hoarsely screams to the still remaining, slack-jawed contestants. “I CAN’T KEEP THE ZERO POINTER DOWN FOR LONG! GO HELP THE GIRL AND TAKE HER TO SAFETY NOW!”
With a sudden burst of energy, the fellow participants start taking others out from the rubble while the blue-haired boy helps the brunette he was protecting earlier. As he watches them clear the rubble to drag her out, he feels a pang.
Who am I? a lost voice calls out. It’s raspy and almost-robotic sounding and only he can hear it. Where am I? What am I?
And Deku’s vision flickers.
In and out, he sees flashes through eyes that aren’t his. He hears voices that are simultaneously faraway and way too close for comfort. The world tugs at the sides of his perspective and a strain is pulling at the back of his head tearing his brain to shreds. He doesn’t know what he’s focusing or straining on, except that its working and keeping the zero-pointer down.
He grits his teeth. “Hurry the hell up! i can’t do this any longer--”
Bursts of pain appear behind his mismatched eyes and he wants to scream so bad and if he were looking any clearer he’d see the way that the zero-pointer thrashes on the ground in time with the pounding on his skull. Bile crawls up the back of his throat and Deku screams.
“SHE’S CLEAR! YOU CAN LET GO NOW, MIDORIYA-SAN.”
Izuku lets go and his vision goes black.
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𝑫𝑬𝑪𝑰𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 || among us x gender neutral reader
chapter 1
interactive story
masterlist
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smoke blasted against your helmet, making your eyes shut close on reflex of seeing it. you were being sent from headquarters to a group. all the training you had gone through was meant to pay up, and if it didn't then you knew the consequences. you had seen it happen many times. from being shot in the head as the person's brains and blood splattered everywhere, to gassing them and suffocating the person. it was all brutal but necessary.
you knew what you needed to do, and why you were being sent to this place. from doing tasks to figuring out who killed who. you were being sent there to help the rest of the people with getting the spaceship up and running once more, and continue the mission.
your eyes scanned the profiles of the people you'd be working with.
shiro, a white colored crewmate who'd lost an eye. it doesnt list how, but only shows a little information about them. they were known for their quiet but strict behavior, mainly having tasks with cleaning and reactor.
after them was nikko, who had a black suit on with midnight hair and purple eyes. he seemed an interesting person, noting that he had cat ears. he was known to play around in o2, though you sort of saw it as something cute.
from the bottom to top, you recognized everyone on the list. shiro, hito, nikko, noah, aiko, olivia, lily, ian, hibiki, sky, and amber. then, there was you. (y/n) is what your mentor had named you.
the engine had started to slow down, signaling a landing. your head perked up, looking around your surroundings. the area around was black, with small lights that resembled stars. and down below was grey. most likely the ground of the planet you were about to land on.
it was a bumpy landing, but it didn't bother you much. "are you ready?" one of the staff, who had been with you the whole ride here, as well as a few others, asked. you nodded your head, understanding what your duty was here.
another staff laid their hand on your shoulder, looking into your helmet. "are you sure? we could transfer you to a new group." you shook your head, not wanting to be much of a burden to them anymore. "no thank you," you had replied,"but i can do this." confidence lingered in your voice.
they nodded and opened the door. you walked down the steps and through the tunnel, only to be blasted with smoke like air once more. the door opened, revealing another tunnel to which you walked through. looking out the windows, you looked at the stars and planets around. they were small and big, lumpy and smooth. the different shapes of the planets had always made you fascinated with them. but, they were unknown, which is why groups were being sent out to search them.
halting, you came upon another door. it opened, revealing a group of crewmates. though, they didn't seem like the average group of crewmates. where they'd look almost exactly the same, yet this one was more unique.
        you recognized the white crewmate, having read their profile. they were shiro. they looked almost exactly like the profile, except their expression looked more aggressive then emotionless. like they didn't want you here. they had the same white fading into grey/black hair, the eyepatch covering their left eye, and the candy purplish pink right eye as in the profile. they wore a white suit, yet it was more white then you'd see on the usual white crewmate. they were always filthy and had some sort of dirt on it. their's didn't seem to have even the smallest speck of dirt.
        next to them, was a cyan crewmate. you had read his profile, knowing that he was transgender. his past name was nia, but now is noah. he had short, but extremely curly pastel purple hair with dark skin. he wore a happy expression, with a small smile but eyes screaming in exitement. he seemed like a good person to get to know.
        next to him was a black crewmate, names nikko. you read his profile as well. though, he was more unusual yet unique then the rest. he had a pair of cat ears and a tail. his eyes were different colors, his right green and the left is purple. he had dark grey hair, and wore a black suit. he had a little fang hanging from his smile. you had remembered reading the notes that he plays more in o2 then helps with tasks.
        beside him, yet taller them him, was a like crewmate. she was way taller, almost able to hover over him. she had hip-length, maybe past that, bright red hair with snow white skin. her eyes were a shade of green. she seemed friendly, from how she looked. her name was amber, as the profile had said.
        then near her was a brown crewmate. his name was hibiki. he was short, but looked ready to rush around the table. he looked as if he was holding himself back, making only little jumpy movements as his hands were in tight fists. he had tan skin, with what looked to be blue eyes. he had longer hair, that was very dark in color. maybe a really dark brown or probably a full on black color. his hair went past his shoulders, possibly stopping at his mid back.
        next to him, standing behind him more like, was a purple crewmate. and from her looks, similar to shiro's expression, she definitely was not happy. she had short but bone straight, brownish black hair. she had a palish tan skin. her eyes were a shade of light blue. her name was lily.
        and beside her was a red crewmate. you had read on their profiles that they were brother and sister, possibly twins. you didnt know, but you knew they looked similar. his name was hito, yet he was just a bit taller then lily. he had a lighter shade of brown hair, that was messy and covered some of his eyes. he had more of a tan skin, with brown freckles over his cheeks. his eyes were dark green instead of a light blue like his sister's. he also seemed nicer then his sister.
        near him, next to a yellow crewmate, was a small pink crewmate. she had shoulder length hair, that was a shade of soft green. they had a few pale blue hair pine clipping aside some of her hair. they had soft green eyes to go with their hair, yet she had a frightful expression that mixed with what seemed to be happiness. they seemed shy, yet she also seemed to look innocent and sweet. her name was aiko.
        the yellow crewmate beside them, was smaller then her. she had curly, blonde-yellow hair with brown eyes. she looked even more innocent and sweet then aiko. you also took notice that the small crewmate was holding the pink crewmate's hand. her name was sky.
        near them was a blue crewmate, just a few inches taller then aiko. his name was ian, from reading his profile. they had dark skin, like noah did, yet it was slightly paler. he had a set of bangs, with black hair that was mostly neat and in place with only some strands sticking up in a few places. they had dark brown eyes, to go with their look, as well as a few freckles plattered amongst his nose.
        beside ian was olivia, who was standing right next to ian. you remembered that olivia was also transgender, from her previous name being olive and her newest is olivia. she seemed to tower over ian, much like amber did with nikko. she had brown hair, with white highlights. she wore a dark green suit, her arms crossed as she eyed you. she seemed more angry, then emotionless, sort of like lily.
        shiro was the first among them all to speak. "welcome, (y/n). we have been waiting for quite a while." they said, a sigh leaving their lips. "im sure you read our profiles, as we did with yours."
        you nodded, stepping forward a little more. shiro pointed to your suit,"you can take your helmet off. the oxygen tank has been repaired." they said. you nodded and took your helmet off, holding it in your arms.
        you could feel a pair of eyes on you, taking note that aiko was staring at you. they turned to ian, tugging at his suit. ian turned to the crewmate, raising a brow. aiko asked their question, or well, whispered it to them. ian shrugged and looked back to you, before asking a question, probably what aiko had asked them.
        "why is your suit multicolored- er, rainbow?" they asked. you then remembered that your suit wasn't a solid color like theirs, it had almost all the colors, except for white, brown, and black. it was rainbow. you shrugged, only knowing that you seemed to be the only person with this sort of suit color. you didnt know why you had this suit color, just that this was the one you were given. you did wonder that, out of every crewmate youve met, you were the only with this suit color. it didn't make sense, but you never questioned it.
        "im not sure," you replied. the others whispered amongst themselves. shiro coughed, which caused them all to stop. they already looked displeased.
        "one of you, show (y/n) around. before i lose my mind." they grumbled and walked away. "i dont care who it is, just dont drive them insane. and don't make a mess."
        as soon as they left the room, to continue tasks probably, two crewmates raised their hands. nikko, the cat boy who looked ready to run off or play. and aiko, who seemed to be interested in you.
[[ this is where you will make the decision. you can only choose one, and each one will differ depending on which you choose. just remember, each choice you make can NOT be changed, nor can you go back and choose another. comment on which choice you choose, and the choice with the most results/votes will be how the next part of the story will be]]
> choose nikko to show you around
> choose aiko to show you around
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Brothers anon back again after like a week, sorry about that. But as a sorry I worked out a bit more with the Great SMP town! Also idk if you know but the Brothers au link is broken on your pinned post, I tried using it to skip to the questions I had yet to answer and it didn't work. 
1: The idols people could choose from where Technoblade, Sapnap, George, Ranboo, Bad, Fundy, Karl, Phil, Tommy, Tubbo, Sam, Wilbur, and Eret. People who choose Technoblade or Sam often become the guards of Mizu and those who keep laws inforced. The difference between following Technoblade or Sam is, for Technoblade you focus purely on fighting and less about laws, you also learn more about history. While for Sam you focus much more on laws and even restraining and helping people (If its confusing think of Sam followers as the police and Technoblade followers as SWAT). Technoblade followers are also sometimes called to provide protection during resource gathering missions. For Karl you tend to learn story tellings and study writings, Karl followers are also the main librarians and take care of books and preserve them. Sapnap and Phil followers are the people who go on supply missions or runs, though for Phil you learn how to address wounds and further study most things. While for Sapnap you further study monsters and their weaknesses, along side where they most commonly spawn. George followers tend to study architecture and tend to be the architectures of Mizu, designing new sections of the city and planning out where stuff goes, their also the people who handle stuff like ventilation and supply of water and checking damages on almost anything. Eret followers study history like many other idol followers, but unlike the others they focus solely on history and laws, they tend to be the leaders of Mizu and the ones who organize basically everything. Bad followers study and learn psychology and reward and consequences situations, while Eret followers make the decisions, Bad followers are also great helps and a very important part of what's basically The Council, as they study and guage how actions will affect the city and provide their input. Wilbur followers of course learn entertainment, like they learn how to play instruments, how to write and play in plays, some even make games! Tommy and Tubbo aren't actually common idols, their referred to as "Mix" idols most of the time, as the people who pick them typically have a wide range of skills and interests that just don't fit in any other idols. So Tommy and Tubbo followers really just go through a college type thing, where they learn a wider range of things than any other idol follower, those followers tend to pick up basically whatever job they want. Tubbo differs slightly though as Tubbo followers can focus a little bit more in a certain field than Tommy followers, which can allow Tubbo followers to often be picked or asked for help for things like building, or recording history, though they CANT be used to help Technoblade or Sam followers, and can't be chosen to go on supply runs or missions. Than Ranboo followers are similar to Karl's, in which they are the librarians and study writings, but they are also the main recorders of history and are tasked with writing down what happens every single day. 
These are the things some idols share, Technoblade, Phil, Sapnap, Sam, and Eret followers all study weapon and armour formations and how to make them. All idol followers learn at least some history of what their learning and their own idols. Bad and Phil followers tend to be the doctors in Mizu. And every idol has one representative in The Council.
2: Its how he shows that theres no hard feelings against the other person, and that he has already completely forgiven the other person. He continues to gently prank the other person until the person either also says that they forgave Grievous or that they show their comfortable around him again. Jackie and Cletus found the situation incredibly funny and laughed hard when it first happened. Watson just kinda watched it all play out with his amused father face but also was ready to step in if it seemed like Grievous went to far. 
3: Benjamin has a lot of life experience in stressful situations, which allows him to relay on pass experiences in a great multitude of situations. And he's just a very calm person. So he's able to just handle the situations better than anyone else. 
8: It was Jackie's birthday when Levi gave him alcohol, Jackie was tired and Levi gave him it, telling him it would keep him awake and make it easier to talk with everyone. Jackie did drink it and got a bit tispy before Watson figured out what happened and stole it away from Jackie, then going and hitting Levi. 
Almost everything from the SMP was lost due to time and weather, the buildings still remain, although crumbling and ruined and many things are missing from them, but a few things (like weapons, books (although heavily weather worn), discs) did survive and are somewhere in the world. The town in the Greater SMP does have 2 weapons, Orphan Obliterator, and Dreams Nightmare sword, and have the original copy of Ranboos memory book. People knew it was there at first, many visited and a few attempted to even preserve everything, but over time, other stuff happened. New kingdoms popped up, with quite a few claiming that the history of the SMP was just made up, a cleverly devised story and since at this time its been a decade or two since the SMP fell, and people just aren't as into it or studied the history as much, they believed them. So people stopped visiting, and everything fell into ruin. Only the town in the SMP grounds still believe and study the SMP, but their often called the idiots of the world for what they do. 
Jackie gets hurt after he jumps about and accidentally steps on a magma block, Charles gets distracted by worrying over Grievous after he got shot that he isn't paying attention and almost falls into a lava pool before Ran saves him, and Cletus gets to cocky and gets hit by a wither skeleton before Watson has to come in and save him. By the end everyone is whining and saying how they regret it as Ran tells them off for not following what he said and how he said they weren't ready. They find a bastion and fortress! They find the fortress first and Watson, Cletus, and Grievous go in to grab blaze rods after Watson basically freaks out about blaze rods and won't shut up about getting some for potions. And after Cletus gets hit by the skeleton they rush to a nearby bastion they saw to barter with the Piglins for the cure. But after they get it they stay behind and continue to trade as Watson teaches them about Piglins. 
10: I'm thinking of adding maybe mind control or hallucinations to the battle. With Ranbob being so close to Dream again, and even though he'd tried so hard to break Dreams control in him, Dream is still able to control Ranbob to some degree. Causing him to have hallucinations during battle of him killing his family again and Ran trying to kill him. While for Ran, Dream manipulates him, trying to get him to believe that this all is still Ranbobs fault, and how Ranbob doesnt care about him or anyone, and only cares for himself. Basically he's trying his last ditch attempt to separate the two so he can get his puppet back, and get rid of a annoying nat (in his opinion) in the process. 
13: A lot of people know of him being the General actually. But it only matters to people who actually fight in the Pit, as again its merely a fighting title. Not many people have been able to beat him, only 2 have actually been able to bet him and win whatever the prize was when they competed, but those people also choose to not take the general title. But they've said it was very hard to beat Jackie with his speed and him being able to do whatever he wants basically. Jackie, Ran, and Watson are all at some part on par, they share similar fighting moves and tatics which are obviously shared in battle. But other than a few shared tatics, their not considered on par at all. They do! The Corporal fights first, Sergeants go next, then the General. 
14: A few times Ranbob tried to break off from the group and head back to Mizu, but every time someone caught him, weither it be Charles or Cletus or even Jackie, and were able to bring him back home. Talking to him and talking him through the whisper episode, keeping him calm and in charge of his mind.
Nice to have you back, Brothers Anon! I tested the link, and it worked fine, so I think it might’ve been one time, but I went ahead and re-linked it, so I hope it works for you now.
1: Honestly sounds cool. I call studying Karl! With all the different builders, Mizu sounds like a beautiful place. What would you say some of it looks like? Any special areas? And also, the Council? What’s that? I assume they’re the leaders, but is that all they do? Do they make decisions over everything, or are they divided for certain areas, like farming and education? Does every idol have a representative, or are their multiple under one for the Council?
2: Aww. That’s actually kind of sweet. Grievous gently pranks people to show affection. I like that, anon, I really do.
3: What kind of situations?
8: Levi! You should be ashamed of yourself! Bad person, bad!
That’s really interesting, actually. Was there a reason people claimed it was just made up, or did it just happen? Also, do any of the gang realize Nightmare is Dream’s sword? Does Dream try to get one of them to bring it back?
And SMP town isn’t believed? Were they never in contact with Mizu?
Honestly, all those injuries were about what I expected. Charles was worrying over Grievous? Just general concern, or have they forged a friendship? How’s Ranbob faring with the whole ‘two of my idiots just about died’ thing? He strikes me as a worrier. 
Do they have fun, at least once it’s all over? What kind of potions do they up and brew? Do they just sit down and experiment with all their supplies for a bit, and see what happens? Does Ran commandeer it all?
10: Oof. That’s gonna hurt. If Dream has that power, why didn’t he use it before, to force to fishermen to give Ranbob back? Did they have some sort of protection against it? Does it only work for certain people? Also, if I may ask, why is Dream so vested in Ranbob? Surely he could get another puppet, eventually? Is there a particular reason, or is it more of a ‘I worked way too hard on this one to give it up now’ kind of thing? Is Ran the nat? If so, what’s his opinion of all the others? 
13: Huh. So Jackie’s pretty strong, then. In what way are they not considered on par? Is one considered stronger than the other? Faster? Is Jackie considered stronger than them aside from shared tactics, or is it the other way around? Also, can there only be one Corporal and two Sergeants, or is it simply because those were the only ones to catch Porkius’ eyes.
14: Oh, so this happened during the road trip? Jackie even got involved? How did the gladiators react to Ranbob trying to bolt for Mizu randomly? How far has Ranbob gotten? Was it ever far enough to seriously concern the fishermen? Does bringing him back ever get physical an evolve into a fight, or does he usually stay pretty docile during it?
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