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agirlwholovesrockstars · 19 days

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smile idiot, I love you

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• Summary : you called Eddie because you've been so down lately nothing brightens you up whatever you try to do but he only leads you to disappointment

• Word Count : mini fics for a reason hehe

• Warnings : 18+ Bestfriend!Eddie Munson x FEM!reader, cursing, reader and Eddie are both (20), use of y/n, self-doubt, overthinking, worrying about the future, just a dash of personal family problems, slight allusions to su*cide, not feeling good enough, Eddie can be a real idiot on this lol, reader is just really having a bad week and she needs someone to comfort her, that's it

• What to Expect : friends to lovers, angst and fluff

• Note To Reader : I'm trying to write more as I can here! so, I hope you'll appreciate it! 🥺🫶🏻✨ also I kinda projecting myself on this fic :')) I just wish there's someone like Eddie in my highschool life, but the problem is I am Eddie in highschool 😭

• Author Note : actually, the fic title itself has a history on my middle school days, it's what I quote to my crush for over (10 years 👀) HELP HAHAHA yeah I still do have a crush on that specific person until now anyways enough about me, I just realized that little phrase is so perfect for Eddie hehe

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You're now entering adulthood

Well, a young adult

Sooner or later, you'll be 21 and feeling like you haven't accomplished anything yet

You feel young but also at the same time you feel old

You know it is wrong to be worrying about your future because you're ignoring what you're having right now

You can't lie to yourself for it, you're grateful and thankful for all the blessings that come into your life

You got healed by all of things that scarred and traumatized you, the things that made you feel insecure about your looks and from all of the people who betrayed you before?

Your past self will still be self-loathing, low-esteem and still keep holding grudges

But now, you made peace with that like truthfully

You have never been more so comfortable and confident in your whole life after all of the things that happened back in when you we're 14

You seriously just can't help that you're like stuck in the middle didn't know which road or path that you will take over

Many people say that is okay if you don't have anything yet, is it that much more exciting?

But sometimes the fear comes first on you like you think about it a lot

What if this is it?

What if this is who you will be with all of your life?

College life, finding and looking for a job, trying anything you possibly can to earn money for your needs

It's all coming too fast it's like what they say, "Take a good care of treasuring your moments while still in your teens because time moves speedily"

It's true, you feel like you just had your 18 birthday yesterday and now all of the sudden you woke up and now you're 20

You're reaching your 20's and can't help but also worrying about your relationship status

Your family and everyone who is close to you are expecting you to be married

"Snap out of it!" You vocally told yourself to shut up your running mind

You close the door behind you

But before you take the stairs heading to your bedroom, you want to talk about how you feel with your parents

The moment you're about to open the sliding doors in the backyard, you overheard your parents arguing with each other

You frown and slumped your shoulders

You decided against it, so, you grip tightly on your bag and walk upstairs to your bedroom

You closed the door, you pressed your back on it and sliding down to sit on the carpeted floors of your bedroom and then threw your bag on your chair and you deeply sighed

You facepalmed yourself as your mind goes running a muck

You glanced at the telephone on your bedside table

Should you call Eddie?

Nah, he doesn't even want to be a part of your problem, you don't want to be a burden

The time when you get comfortable around Eddie, it feels like you can tell many things to him and he won't even judge you for it

The thing is that, you both haven't crossed that line in the level of friendship

You haven't showed your side of vulnerability and of course, he hasn't seen you sad like this

There's a splash of embarrassing feeling that is crawling under your skin and also you know you will regret opening up to him because you aren't used to it anymore

You used to be vocal about how you really feel to some of your friends

But since one of them betrayed you

Used your personal problems against you and shamed you for it, told somebody else about it and it saddens you and angers you

It changed everything, now, it's so hard to trust everybody for you

Ever since you and Eddie started your friendship, you've been itching to give him a glimpse of you that sometimes your life isn't happy-go-lucky most of the time

You can keep it to yourself, you know sometimes it isn't right to cling on somebody if you feel like this, you need to help yourself too

But now, you need it, you need someone else to listen

The muffled noises outside of your room, you could them more clearly behind the closed door, they still have the same heated argument, you think they went inside now

Your stomach grumbles, you really don't want to go down there while they're still having a fit but you sigh as you stand up and twist the doorknob open

They're in the living room as you headed towards the kitchen

You saw the plate that your mom prepared for you, you take it and grab a bottle of apple juice as you went back to your room quietly

"Hey, young lady!" Your dad shouted out to you as he loudly stomps, you flinched on the middle of the stairs

"Just leave her alone!"

"Why do you go to your room all the time, huh?!? Why don't you just eat in the dining table where you supposed to be?!?"

You hang your head low, you didn't speak but you can feel your heart racing

"Look at your kid! Our child is misbehaving and treating a lot of matters with disrespect"

"She is not acting like that-"

"She doesn't even talk to her parents!"

You still went on your bedroom finally but your tears are now clouding your vision as you placed your food at the small table in front of your bed

You glanced at the phone again and this time you didn't even hesitated, you dialed his telephone number as you collected yourself first and keep your breathing lowly

You're still sniffling and your tears still running down on your cheeks

You're too overwhelmed with everything

Your heart is about to explode of how much is going on right now, you feel like he doesn't gonna pick up the phone until few minutes later

"Hello?"

His voice lightens you up the moment you heard it

You cleared your throat "Eddie?" Your winced at your voice croaked

"Hey there, sweetheart!" He doesn't even notice how small your voice is

You mustered up and plastered a fake smile as if he can see you behind the phone

"Uh- I'm good, Eddie"

You can see him how he nods behind the phone as he spoke again "I miss you by the way"

Your eyes went wide to his words despite at how disastrous you look, your cheeks bloom in red

He missed you like a friend, right? Not the other way around?

"W-what?!?"

"I said I miss you!" He chuckles and it shoots more butterflies into your stomach at the sound of it

You squeezed your shut as your lips tug into a small smile as you wipe the residue tears from your face as you take a deep breath

You ignore the thrilling feeling that you're having right now as you ask him straight away

"Can you come over?" Your voice cracks as your eyes start to dart everywhere and hoping that he'll do it

You didn't even care if you sounded so weak at this point

You could hear him shuffling and making rustling sounds

You furrow your brows "Eddie, what are you doing?"

"I'm getting ready to come over" you can hear the keys to his van jingling

But before you can protest he said before he hanged up

"See you later, sweetheart"

"Are you sure-" the line went off as you stare at the phone with excited smile on your face

You freshen up and went in with your comfy sleepwear, you wore a strapped lavender top and short as you pull a cream cardigan sweater

You saw him parked in front of your house as you jogged towards the front door

Thank goodness, your parents are asleep they would never hear him coming

You unlocked and swing the door open before he can ring the doorbell

Your favorite smile of his appears as he saw you, he didn't even think twice of you hugging you

He also didn't noticed your lost eyes and your feeling blue expression

He lets himself inside as you manage to give him a smile

You told him to keep his voice low as you tell him your parents are asleep but he does his antics as always as you let out a genuine giggle

His eyes softens as he heard that a lot of times you hang out together

You both sat down on the couch as goes on with his usual rambling about his band and his D&D campaign

It's almost 8pm and you haven't told him what's the reason why he is here

Maybe, he thought that you called him to catch up with the things that you both missed out on for not bonding for the last 2 weeks

"E-Eddie" you tried to get his attention

But he still so very phased with his story to you

"The crowd goes crazy-"

"Eddie!"

He abruptly stops when your voice gets higher than before as you throw your hands up

His eyes goes a lot more bigger to your unusual behavior as he started to shift on his seat

"I'm sorry" you softly say as you look at him briefly on his eyes

"Eddie, I need to talk to you"

"Yeah, we're doing it aren't we? and you just rudely interrupted me"

"That's not-"

He cuts you off and you really don't want to get mad on you only one bestfriend who seems oblivious to what are you dealing now

"Can you recall of what I just said?" He exaggerated his words and becomes more dramatic

"You aren't even listening!" He runs his palms down playfully on his face

You're in disbelief

You tried to mask your shocked expression as you tried to chuckle

Does he even see the longing and need in your eyes?

Does he even know how low you are at the moment?

Or are you maybe picked the wrong person to talk to?

Maybe, you should've asked Max to come over instead of him

He feels that you're oddly quiet as he stopped talking again as he looked at you

He saw an unreadable expression on your face as he tries to understand it

That's the only time when he feels like something is wrong and off about this

He can feel how the atmosphere changed seconds later, he can feel the tension rising up in the air

You start to twiddle with your thumbs as you look down again

"Eddie, I called you to come over because I really need to talk to you"

"Yeah, we haven't seen each other for 2 weeks"

He's right at some points at that but not tonight, you incredulously laugh at him

"I-Isn't that the reason why I am in here?" He is confused as he tries to search for your face as you raised your head slowly

You look right back at him and that's where it hit him

The unreadable expression that he saw earlier, he can see it clearly now

He can see how hurt you look and how upset you are, his words caught up in his throat

That's where he finally realized that you're not doing any good ever since the call that you both had earlier

He feels like he's about to puke from his dumb actions

He can feel the bile forming up on his esophagus as he breath suddenly shudders at the sight of you

"I asked you to come here because I thought you will listen" you paused as you smile sadly at him

"It turns you're insensitive" you scoff as you went in the front door

He wants to hold your hand and ask for forgiveness but you ignore his words as you push him not too hard only for him to get him out of your house

Not giving him another word or a chance to let him talk as you already slammed the door closed as you start running up at the stairs as you let the tears fall

The phone rings is what made Eddie wake up

He groaned and he saw what time it is and now his head is like about to pop how achy it is

He only slept for 2 in a half hours

Did he ruin the friendship?

Is it over?

Did he lost the potential to have something more than friends with you?

His eyes went glassy as the events of last night replays back on his head as he massages his forehead as he picks up the phone

"Hello?" He sounds groggy but the person behind the other line is getting impatient with him

"It's about damn time!" Max's voice made him winced at it

"O-Oh hey, red- what-"

"Eddie, I think you need to check on her"

"Why?"

"Don't ask me questions just get in here!"

"That's my fault-"

"I knew it that you're the cause of it-" she takes a deep breath to calm down

"I-I'm just worried for her, Eddie- she isn't like this, she would've picked up the phone right now but she didn't, I can't contact her and I am literally here on her porch and I feel like she's keeping me away and ignoring me"

Eddie feels like a shit, there's this huge mega ton of weight fell down to his chest as he couldn't even take the guilt of his chest

"So, please, come here and I think you're the only one who can get to her"

"What makes you say that"

"Because, Eddie she has feelings for you"

He frozed and look back at the telephone as if she can see his reaction but he felt the eye roll that she did when Eddie went silent for a bit

"Oh, don't celebrate yet, you haven't talked to her"

"She may not say it to me but I can tell how the way she acts around you, you made her feel welcomed and that's hard for her, Eddie so don't take it by the heart if she goes sometimes harsh on you"

"Nah, red, thanks- I think I deserved the words that she thrown at me last night"

"What's the update?" He says as he watches the red headed girl getting panicked

Max paced back and forth on your front porch with her arms crossed

"There's none and I'm starting to feel unwell now"

Eddie stares at your front door as he thinks "Did you try to open the door?"

She shakes her head "No, I haven't- and also how can you be so calm?!?"

Eddie shushes her "Just be cool"

"I can't be cool" Max whisper-shouts at him as they quietly went inside

They call your name but no response and they look at each other with such suspense in the room and the fear of your state as the longer the silent increases

They climb up the stairs heading towards your bedroom

Eddie pressed the side of his face on the closed door and he hears a faint sound of a running water like a shower is open on your bathroom

He swivel his head quickly at Max as he told him what he heard and Max tenses as she tries to not jump into conclusions

Eddie opens the door to your bedroom only to find your bed is empty and hasn't properly placed back on its order

Your blinds are slightly open, the bathroom door is not fully closed and the light is on

They're starting to get nervous

Eddie spoke your name quietly again as he places his palms against the door as he pushes it further to open it

Max's heart breaks into half when she saw you sitting in the corner of your shower, you're still in your pajamas and it's now wet from the running water while you're crying horribly but the sight of you being somehow okay gives her a relief

She travels her eyes to your sink bunch of tissues everywhere and the weight is off with her chest as you didn't try to do anything

She knew that you have tendencies to do that and she always looks out for you even though you only give her an idea of what you truly felt, you don't elaborate it that much but just by one word, she knows

She just knows

You saw them both together standing in front of your bathroom doorframe that made you cover your face with your hands

Eddie is much more disheartened than last night seeing you like that is a punch to the gut

"I'll leave you to it, I'll stay downstairs" Max whispers to him as she gave him an encouraging smile as she left you both together as he closes the bedroom door

Eddie is determined to fix everything that he should've done last night

He makes his way over to you, you haven't seen him yet when he crouches down to hold you by his side, you flinched and gasp by his touch

Your knit your brows together at him as you eyes went everywhere on his face, he smiles at you and you mirrored his small gesture as he opens his arms as you went with it

He didn't even care if he gets wet like you

The water is now seeping through his clothes and his hair is getting damp but still he doesn't care

You hold onto to him like it was your last breath and that drives him to held you close to him

He rests his chin on the top of your head as you breathe heavily against his chest

"I'm so sorry" He says as his voice wavered as you pulled your brows together as you remove yourself off of him as you look at him in the eyes

"What- Eddie? I should be the one who is sorry because that is so selfish of me, I spoiled the night, you we're excited to tell me everything what I've missed from last 2 weeks and I'm just so self-centered not thinking about you first-"

He shook his head at you as he holds your hand you let him intertwined your fingers to him

"No, don't blame yourself, sweetheart- it's me, I am truly sorry about last night, I wish I could go back and redo the shitty thing that I did to you because I should've known, I should've known because I'm your bestfriend but I wanted to let you know that I do care about you so much, so much that I didn't get to sleep enough today I always think about you and please, please don't ever have doubts talking to me about the stuff that it's nagging with you because you can always be real to me"

You swallow the lump in your throat as you stare at him completely appalled to his words

His chest tightens, is he forgiven or not?

You watch how the water falls to him so perfectly and it's tempting to place your lips onto his, you didn't even thinking about it anymore

You already did

You breath hitches of your sudden action, the cold water seems to be so cold to you as you watch his cheeks turns to a tinge pink

He gave you a look that you don't seem to understand as he cups your cheeks as he returns the kiss

You yelp on the bathroom floor as you both started making out with each other with ragged breaths

He deepens it as he hold you by the waist as you held the back of his neck to pull him much more closer if that's possible

He felt your lips stopped moving as he looks back at you

Are you thinking that this is a mistake?

"Did I do something wrong?" It's a comedy to watch his face turns pale when you suddenly become quiet

"Smile idiot, I love you" you chuckle at him as you saw his shoulders relaxed as he takes a double look at you and what you just said to him

"You love me?!" He points to himself

You nod at him excitedly as you sheepishly smile

"Aww, I love you too, sweetheart- I can't fucking believe this" you giggled when he pulled you to give you another kiss

Max bangs the door that you two stop at what you're both doing

"You two better not get hanky panky in there!"

You both get dried up as you let him use your dad's old clothes

While Max is ordering pizza for lunch, you and Eddie are on the sofa, he's sitting while you're resting on his lap as he drew relaxing circles on your legs as his another hand caressing your head as you continue talking to him

He is attentive and looking at you intently

You told him everything and you see the way his shoulders slump and his eyes flashes with sympathy

"You're the strongest person that I know and I am proud of you, I really do" he kisses your cheek and you smile

"But you gotta remember that life isn't a race, this is not about who is going to be first one to be successful, there are a lot of people who don't know what their plans for their life yet and that is okay, don't you ever worry for the future and we are still young, there's so so sooooo many things to look forward to, there's so many great memories that haven't happened yet, just enjoy life and I swear on my Munson's doctrine that I don't care about what other people think of me and I'm just going to do what I want, what I love and enjoy and importantly what I like to do the most"

You giggled to his antics that never fails to make you feel happy and he soothes him

"I just get so overwhelmed with everything sometimes" you say as you avert gaze somewhere else

"That's normal, darling, because you're a human and you're not a robot" he boops your nose as you giggled again

"Do you think that I could do anything?"

"I think you're able to do amazing things and just set your mind to it"

"Thank you" you say to him, you feel a lot more better now

"Just trust me, you'll be fine" he says as he gently pats your thigh

"Okay, I started to get feel sick here because you two won't stop getting off with your hands with each other" she playfully throws up as you and Eddie both laugh

Eddie's eyes sparks mischief as he fires back at Max "Oh, she told me that you harboring feelings on me"

You cheeks went rosy as you glare at her, Eddie laughs at the look of betrayal in your expression

"Max!"

The doorbell rings as she ignores your imply as you she claps her hands together "Pizza!"

Eddie carefully removes your legs as he starts to help Max with the pizza

You watch them both as they get excited to bring everything at the coffee table and searching for a good film VHS

See, this is what you wanted

This is what you needed

Eddie is right, you'll be okay

As long as you have them and you evaluating your mentality and your physicality as you grew older and learn from every eventful happenings of your life and breaking free through your fears and letting yourself out there in your comfort zone, you will be proud of yourself more than ever

Because you know your story is not over

It's only just the beginning

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princessredsblog · 24 days

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Princess of Hearts

Age: 26

Gender: Female

Parent: Queen of Hearts

Appearance: Ruby has vibrant red hair that falls in loose curls to her shoulders. Her eyes are a warm shade of Brown. She stands at an average height of 5'4" and has fair skin with a rosy complexion.

Home: Isle of the Lost

Childhood Bestfriend(s): Uma (Daughter of Ursula), Gil (Son of Gaston)

Love Interest: Harry Hook (Son of Captain Hook)

Enemies: Raven Shadows (daughter of Maleficent)

Likes: Playing croquet, designing extravagant outfits, exploring Wonderland, collecting playing cards, solving riddles

Dislikes: Injustice, being underestimated, losing at games, dull and mundane activities

Quotes:

"Off with their heads! Just kidding... unless they really deserve it."

"Why follow the rules when you can rewrite them?"

"Curiouser and curiouser!"

Bio: Ruby Hearts is the spirited daughter of the Queen of Hearts. Growing up on the Isle of the Lost, she was surrounded by the chaos and unpredictability of Wonderland. Despite her mother's obsession with order and her tendency to shout "Off with their heads!" at the slightest provocation, Ruby developed a rebellious streak and a desire to challenge the status quo.

With her imaginative mind and a flair for fashion, Ruby quickly made a name for herself among the villain kids on the Isle. She became known for her extravagant and whimsical outfits, often incorporating elements of playing cards and hearts. Ruby's creativity and mischievous charm earned her the title of the Princess of Hearts.

#descendants 4 #rise of red #descendants oc #descendants 3 #disney descendants

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odishsblog · 2 years

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seeyoumondaydevi · 3 years

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As much as I hate the way Paxton was portrayed in 2x10. I think it was very realistic in a way. Devi learnt her actions had consequences. Paxton not feeling comfortable to be in a public relationship with her was also very realistic and very valid. He is also a teenager. He was cheated on.. in public. All this led to him getting run over by a car. This incident was the talk of the school. Aneesa mentions it in episode 4 as well. Everyone knew Devi and Paxton dated. Everyone knew Devi cheated on Paxton with Ben (vice versa too, but wasn't talked as much because Ben isn't popular). Everyone uploaded or saw clips of Paxton being run over because of this cheating drama. He was all over social media. Everyone thought Paxton is a dumb boy who can't get into college without swimming and Devi cheats on him with someone smarter than him and someone with lower social status... more fuel to the gossip. Paxton's friends weren't being of any support either. They were just making fun of him. For those Anti-Paxtons who sympathize with Ben and Ben alone and said Paxton wasn't hurt because he was cheated on or he had a support system... he didn't, his friends made fun of him. I don't think his sister and parent's are aware of what happened. He set his emotions aside and decided to fix something else which he lost. His scholarship and swimming. Paxton seems like a shy or an introvert. So publicly getting back together with the same girl who cheated on you would expose him to ridiculous gossip. As an introverted and a shy person myself, the last thing I need is to expose myself to ridiculous gossip again. In my personal opinion... he was also cautious. Valid. She used him for a sex rumor. Cheated on him in public. He couldn't trust her easily but he made up for it and showed up at the dance as her public boyfriend. I just wish the show did a better job portraying and tackling his reason instead of making him look like a jerk.

Extra note: I've never seen a teenage male character be this invested with a girl in any rom-coms or teen films. This isn't Devi's fault. But it's become a packaged deal lol. Being involved with Devi has him yelled at or publicly humiliated in both seasons. He is the only one to check up on her after the coyote incident. Stayed with her, but Devi's mom verbally attacks him and kicks him out. He stops by Devi's bestfriend, Eleanor and tells her mom his cool. She publicly yells at him in the hallway, calls him a racist.

Devi uses him for a sex rumor and I quote Paxton "Millions of people have been texting me.. asking me if I've been having sex with Devi Vishwakumar" He was again the only person who who pulled Devi out of the pool when her life long bestfriends walked off and the boy who tried to kiss her twice walked away to make out with his girlfriend. Helped her sort herself and drove her home.. asked her if she was okay and listened to her and he ended up getting yelled at on the streets when he was just being nice. Nalini sexualized (boy who knocks up girls and gets them pregnant comment) him and insulted his intelligence.

He still ran back to her, then got cheated on in public. Got run over by a fucking car. Get's yelled at like stupid child. Is continuously blown off.. she did give him good advice in the end and this idiot (affectionately) thought "oh it's pouring, I must go see Devi right now. I just recovered from an accident and I don't care if I slip and fall of her roof and break something again or if her mom attacks me again and she could hurt me again. I don't care I need to see her"

It's crazy how he had just met her, he didn't even know she existed until she pulled him aside told him that he is out of her league, will never be her boyfriend but asked him if he'd hook up with her and has just signed up to get himself hurt over and over again. He is THAT invested.

#ANON THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL #COMPLETE AGREE #I mean devi has been pining for him since 3rd grade but Paxton prob knows her for like 3 months? AND HE'S CRAZY FOR HER #daxton #paxton hall yoshida #devi x paxton #never have i ever #team paxton #devi and paxton #devi vishwakumar #paxton and devi #nhie season 2 #nhie

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Hello!! I just saw your pick a card event and I think it’s cool!! I was wondering if i could join :) my name is Elena, i don’t really mind the genders and i choose the cards diamonds, hearts and clover. I would say im an ambivert, my mood varies on the vibes i get from the environment, i love travelling (kinda wanna travel the world), i also love memes, baking, going on walks, playing with animals and sunny days; i dont like bugs, rainy days, violence and mayonnaise. A word prompt would be freedom

Tip: “Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final <3” Rainer Maria Rilke

Neway, i hope i did this the right way but if not please feel free to message me!! Im also always up for chatting :) again this event looks soo cool, its great!! I wish you a really good day and upcoming November month, remember to hydrate yourself and stay safe

a/n: thank you for the quote, elena! that was really nice and relevant to me ♡ i hope we get to communicate more in the future! stay safe and happy new year!! i hope you like this one i did for you (one of my faves aahhhh)

you chose: DIAMOND, HEARTS, & CLOVER

DIAMOND: best friend

YOUR BEST FRIEND: Daichi Sawamura

TROPE: childhood bestfriend

GENRE: coming of age | fluff! | wholesome | a bit of crack

GIST: Ever since as a kid, you and Daichi distress through one way, by cycling to the top of a hill and screaming your lungs out until the grappling emotions are no longer present. Hence, on the day you were sinking in the void and lost in the threads of confusion and anger, you call the only friend you know who could pull you back to sanity. Daichi, without a doubt, agrees to meet with you, to the hill that you both name yours. With no question, he screamed with you. his voice failing him during the third scream made him chuckle at how his voice cracked. His laugh is contagious, resulting in you laughing with him, seemingly making all your worries and apprehensions disappear.

HEARTS: soulmate

YOUR SOULMATE: Sugawara Koushi

TROPE: damsel in distress

GIST: For many, freedom is shaped in different forms and sizes but for you, freedom is him. as a deity cursed to become a stone statue to protect the gates of the sacred place of the gods and goddesses, the only condition for you to become a living half-mortal is to find a human who could make your heartbeat again. And you met him, the commoner with an infectious smile and dazzling gaze. he spends most of his afternoons at the foot of your statue, playing his harp, watching the breeze brush through the trees and grasslands. On that day, the clouds hover over the beaming sun, and the wind is still. He spoke to you. “I have a new piece, but none of my friends are eager to hear my music. You are the only one who openly accepts my songs.” He smiles at his harp before leaning his head to your frigid legs. “I wrote you a song for you.” And at the exact moment he finishes playing the song on his harp, you feel the rush of warm blood travel through your veins. You are, once again, alive.

CLOVER: star-crossed lover

YOUR LOVER: Akaashi Keiji

TROPE: red string of fate

GENRE: alternative and parallel universe | fantasy | ANGST | 2683729k slow burn | hurt

GIST: In the first weeks of summer, unclasped with the chains of workloads and responsibilities and tasting freedom for the first time since god knows when you ventured out on an individual trip to known towns you’re foreign to. During your trip, you find old letters from random places such as by the window pane, inside a telephone box, next to a flickering lamp post, and even under the bed of an apartment, you rented for one night. The common about the letters is the penmanship and the wax seal tampered with a lily flower. You read through the letter gradually. Somehow, it all made sense. It’s as if you’re reading a letter from a close friend, more so a lover. As you go on your trip, you find more letters. The writer describes his lover with features similar to yours. And when your orbs meet the last sentence of the last letter on your final destination, memories unknown to you came crashing. “if you read this final letter, it means you existed, again. I hope, my love, in the lifetime you’re reading this, I, too, is alive.”

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rohobi · 3 years

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Serendipity 12 | (m)

Story Description: After you reveal your inexperienced sexual status to your bestfriend, Jungkook grapples with the news, startled by the idea that the girl he always thought could get anyone, is a virgin. After finding his porn at 3AM, you decide that maybe it’s about time to stain the white sheets of your world with the colors of a forbidden fruit Jungkook seems to have in the palm of his hands.

PAIRING— jeon jungkook x reader, friendwithbenefitsAU

GENRE/WARNINGS— smut, fluff, humour

← CHAPTERS → CHAPTER 13

Mabel: I just want someone who's extroverted and dominating ...I think part of me wants a sugar daddy. Wendy: If you want a sugar daddy, just go and get one. Claudia: I had a sugar daddy last year, how do you think I could get my Gucci slides hehe

Looking at your phone, you open your chat. Your phone had been blowing up for the past twenty minutes and because Jungkook was beside you decidedly keeping you company for the hour-long lecture, it definitely wasn't him.

Mabel: No offence Claudia but aren't your family like super-rich? Claudia: I wouldn't say super-rich, they're comfortable Mabel: Sounds like something a super-rich person would say Wendy: Did you guys just quote Crazy Rich Asians? Claudia: This is not the point, my parents work hard for their money, I have no right to it. Seulgi: Did you know that Y/N is super-rich?

You snort at Seulgi's message.

You: I am privileged through my parents but I'm not personally wealthy. Also, Jungkook and I are now officially dating. Apologies in advance Mable: No offence Y/N but this isn't about you and your stupid happiness with that sexy bastard, I hate you both Claudia: OMG about time!! Double date sometime? Wendy: Sorry to interrupt but lol you're seeing someone Claudia? Claudia: We're just getting to know each other at the moment but his name is Joon and he's so fucking hot, I'm having a wet dream right now talking to him.

Leaning into Jungkook, you whisper, eyes constantly following the lecturer in fear of getting caught. "Do you know a Joon that Claudia might be seeing?"

He nods, "Yeah, he's in the Medical department. Nice guy. He was at this frat party I was at like last weekend. They official?"

Shrugging your shoulders, you go back to your phone.

Mable: WHY CAN'T I FIND SOMEONE AND CLAUDIA CAN? I just want to be cherished and treated like someone's world but on the flip side. I want someone to throw me up against a wall and choke me. Ya feel? You: Found anyone on bumble? Mable: Only buttholes on bumble. These days I only go out on bumble dates because I know they're paying for my dinner and ya girl has a financial goal. It's not shady if it's a maybe. Wendy: Doesn't Hoseok having a choking fetish? You could ask him to choke you out? Mable: Don't talk about him, I hate him. Claudia: Woah, Mable hates someone? What happened?

Seulgi: Only back because MabLE HATES SOMEONE, WHAT? Mable: Long story short, yes he wants to bone, but he also wants to bone all of Europe and America and my fufu can't be jeopardised by all the potential diseases that erection stick might have. Wendy: What's a fufu? Seulgi: I can show you what a fufu is, come over ;) Mable: Are you going to bring Joon on our camping trip? Can he bring a friend? hehe asking for a friend (me, I'm the friend, not you sluts) Claudia: Yes, he's coming. It's going to be super cute, of course, he's coming. He knows Jungkook too so that will be good. You: How did you guys meet anyway? I heard he's studying medicine?

Claudia: I've been getting therapy, just for some anxiety I've been experiencing at uni and I met Joon in the waiting room after like my third session. It was so magical. Two anxious individuals getting mental health support flirting in the waiting room. Mable: That could be a film bitch, that's so wholesome. Seulgi: Wait, he's studying medicine. You sure he wasn't on clinical placement? Claudia: Yes I'm sure, he's actually on placement in the general surgical and vascular unit at Seoul Hospital. He's been crazy stressed. I did ask though because like, it would be so unethical if he was to be on placement and hook up with a patient. Mable: Like every good xvideo ever xx

You show Jungkook the messages. He rolls his eyes, turning back to the lecture you should be listening to.

Wendy: Awh proud of you for getting help, can you private DM me the details of that therapy place? Anxiety city babes, it's the season for sad. Claudia: Sure Wendy, I'll do that now. Anyway, we went back to his and fucked all afternoon, it was so nice to get it out of my system. I've never met someone who just gets me, you know? and he was so adventurous during bed, I've never met a guy so interested in sex that wasn't penetration focused. Mable: That fucking depresses me, he big? Claudia: He's okay, I'd say just above average and slightly curved to the left. Mable: a BENDER, you fucking bitch, I hate you and celebrate you and your precious fufu.

Your cheeks are red as you read this conversation, especially as it's been a week since you and Jungkook have started dating. He hasn't made any moves to have sex with you but then again, you've been crazy busy with council duties and lectures. Jungkook's doing this historical architecture competition which requires an extreme amount of focus so you haven't seen him at home.

But it doesn't help that you think about it all the time -wanting to have sex and Jungkook hasn't picked up on it yet. How dare he not make the first move.

"Can I see again?" Jungkook whispers, leaning close to you, snapping you out of your thoughts. Moving the phone closer to him, he reads with you. "A bender? What is that ...what are you guys talking about?"

"Keep your voice down Jungkook," the realisation of how loud he is getting dawns as people gape back at you both. "Seriously."

"Is that what you girls talk about?" Jungkook ignores you, enraged by the content. "Did you talk about my dick like this too because I-

"-EXCUSE ME," your lecturer yells pointedly at Jungkook, "You've been talking this entire lecture. Is there something you want to say to the hall? Are you bored?"

It doesn't hit Jungkook that he's talking to him until you smack his chest with the back of your hand. "I'm talking to you Nike boy?"

The lecturer starts making his way up the stairs and your heart falls into your anus. This is so fucking embarrassing. Jungkook fiddles next to you. "Sorry sir," he raises out of his seat. Jungkook winks at you and you're not sure if its to be sexy or because he's about to do something cheeky. "I'll call you after class Y/N."

The lecturer stands in total dismay as Jungkook shuffles past you and down the aisle. "You're leaving? But I haven't asked you to?"

Jungkook waves him off. "I don't study law- too easy. The world outside of law is harder."

"Then why are you here?" the lecturer challenges him but Jungkook doesn't care. "I'm so confused."

Jungkook walks down the steps and towards the exit. "Don't be confused sir, the law can be hard but it's not confusing. I'm here because I want to be here, isn't that flattering?"

"Don't be a smart ass, get out of my class." The lecturer snaps.

You sink into your chair.

Jungkook waves at you and announces loudly. "Bye my love, see you after class. Call me though because I'll be in my office."

You die right then and there.

Your phone buzzes in your hand.

Jungkook: Do I have a bender?

Bastard.

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pavankadam · 5 years

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zwiezraczek · 4 years

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Your writing is literally the best! I love it so so much! And I also need a second part of Liar! Maybe they taking the info they need and send Y/N back to her father. They break in and the father realizes its Billy, and knowing the bond between Y/N and him from the past; takes her as hostage to get the ghosts to leave! Honestly I didn't even had the idea when I began writing the ask. I knew I wanted to use 16 and now I got the whole plot 😂 As usual take your time 🐼

Believer [Blurb]

Part 1: Liar - Part 2 - Part 3: Player

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He could talk about this for hours, and you could listen to him for hours. To Billy, your not-so-dead bestfriend. The one you missed, his voice, his eyes, his soft touch. Your bestfriend. Your bestfriend telling you again how he fell on that day. You couldn’t recall for how long you were sitting there, together, talking.

“So basically,” he continued, as you were still sitting in a chair, handcuffed by the French woman who finally brought you the glass of water you asked for about thirty minutes ago, “I have the necklace between my teeth, right? And then, that bitch grabs the necklace and I fall for like… An hour?”

“Don’t push the fucking drama too far,” you remarked, and grabbed the glass of water to drink a sip of it.

“It felt like hours,” Billy protested, looking at you.

“He fell for about two minutes,” the forty year old man interrupted their discussion. They were sitting and talking like this for hours, and everything began to piss One off. He needed information, no someone who would chit-chat with the hostage. Not at all. But you promised to tell them what they needed to know. “So now, sweet lady, like some kind of cheese”, he quoted as Billy and you looked completely lost before he just continued, “you need to fulfill your duty, a word is a word.”

“What do you need to know,” you asked him, furor in the eye. He reminded you everything: the kidnapping, the drugs, the light hitting your eyes, the anger. Everything. And now, now you found some kind of peace, with only handcuffs around your hands, he began to ask questions. He began to claim his part of the deal, and you had to yield to it.

“Where your precious father keeps his darkest secrets,” he asked, with a little smirk on his face.

“Fuck you,” you replied, before Billy put a hand on your forearm, looking calmly at you. You could only sigh. “His computer, in his office on the third floor.”

“Good girl. It was nice dealing with you.”

“If I could, I would rip your fucking head off. You hear me, wanker,” you almost spat on the floor while saying this, anger filling your veins and mind. He called you a ‘good girl’, whatwere you? A fucking dog?

“Yes I do hear you,” the man replied before looking at Billy, “well, now Four take care of the lady, her father already knows that she was kidnapped and Three is telling him we want money.”

“You’re a sick fuck,” you muttered under your breath.

“It’s like hearing you speaking,” the man remarked as he addressed Billy, “unbelievable!”

“We were bestfriends,'” you protested.

“Past tense, exactly. Now you play in different teams. So now, excuse us, when we’ll try to get the info about the children traffic guy that your lovely fa…”

“The what,” you interrupted him, all serious now.

“So you don’t know? Your father supports some guys that are doing children traffic. Not a big deal for a bad guy stealing, right?”

“One, you’re going a little bit too far on this one,” Billy said, his hand holding your now as you began to tighten your grip. You had tears in your eyes. Your own father… You knew what he did, you knew what you had to do, and how many people you had killed but this… Disgusting.

“I needed to know,” you replied. “I fucking needed to know about my father doing this sick shit. You do need more information,” you asked, looking at the man called One. You couldn’t let your father do that, killing people was one thing, involving children into it was another.

“I like her,” the man said, pointing at you before turning back in order to leave the room. “I’ll be back if I need more info, y/n.”

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The Ghosts couldn’t trust you. Two looked at you with a deathly glare as you showed her the passwords they would need to get into the security system. You could feel how tense she was, as she typed the letters on the keyboard, ready to put a knife under your throat and to kill you on the spot. A nice change, really. She wasn’t the one to be suspicious - but nobody dared to be as aggressive as she was towards you – the whole group was, and you could feel it through the glances they gave you as you walked through the room, still under someone’s surveillance. But especially not Billy’s. You were the enemy, friends with one of them, bestfriends with one of them and all of them knew that ties were the only thing that could make somebody betray their family, their friends, anyone. So you were dangerous. Even more dangerous than you were when you wanted to spit on their faces while they held you like an hostage, after drugging you and putting into a trunk.

But Billy was sweet with you during the whole stay – two days. He asked One if you could sleep in one of the trailers, but he refused. Total disagreement, no, no, no, no, stick the status quo. So you spent your night on the couch, under a blanket Billy brought you from his trailer. And in the morning, you had some tea by your side with a few brownies. He remembered. He really did. And you smiled, not thinking about this awful situation youwere in.

And finally, they dropped you at your house. Three and Billy did, during an exchange, wearing masks and you were blindfolded during the whole car ride. Billy’s hand was always in yours, as you felt tense, you had to go back home, knowing the horrible things your father was doing behind your back. You trusted him, you killed for him, you worked for him: he was your family. He had been your family. Now, you had no family. Just a friend. Your bestfriend. Three suddenly took you out from the car, grabbing you by your shoulder and making you stand up in the middle of nowhere. The same stupid underground smell. A fucking perfect place for this kind of exchange, you were curious to know whose idea it was. Probably your father’s. Somebody tossed a bag to somebody’s feet on your side, before you were pushed on the ground, falling on your knees. Bleeding probably, again. It was Billy who pushed you, you knew, you felt the hesitation in his moment, you felt his touch and the way he pushed you… You would bleed, but not too much.

Somebody began to take the blindfold off, the lights. Who the hell agreed to put such harsh light in an abandoned parking lot? And you saw his face: your father’s face. He came – he never did – for the exchange. He cared, he genuinely did. His hand on your cheek, before holding your whole face and kissing gently your forehead. How disgusted you felt.

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You waited, for days, knowing that Billy would eventually break into your house. He was the only one able to do this, he was the only one knowing the place by heart. And you wanted to see him again. Ever since you came back, you couldn’t focus on anything anymore. You couldn’t feel the happiness of being feared anymore, of being the most powerful person in the room and even parties became dull. All because of him, of Billy. Because you knew he was alive, but you couldn’t see him. The two days you spent with him recalled you how much you loved him, as your soulmate, as your everything and how much it hurt you when he died. And how much it hurt now, when you knew he was alive but far from you.

And one night, as you looked through the security devices yourself, you saw something abnormal. Billy. You had to take your father as far from his office as possible, so you ran upstairs, looking for your father. And you found him, not so far from his office. And you began to small talk him, about the kidnapping, about your feelings, and how much it affected you to be treated this way by people, without even knowing their faces. You pulled out the sensible card, hoping it would give Billy as much time as he needed. But then, something fell in his office. And you couldn’t stop him from going inside. You desperately tried, but he opened the door.

And then, he saw Billy, right in front of his own computer, trying to plug the cable into the laptop he brought. He was caught off guard, and he couldn’t do anything, not even jumping out the window. He was too close to let it go. Immediately, your father grabbed you by the waist, drawing his gun towards your head. Your heart was about to explode as you felt the weapon against your temple. You breathed heavily, closing your eyes, not looking at Billy, hoping it would end soon.

“What a pleasure to see you again Billy! I knew you weren’t dead,” he said, and you could hear the warm tone of his voice quickly shifting to a colder one when Billy began to move. “Youmove, she dies.”

“You sick fuck… She’s your daughter,” he screamed, eyes burning with rage.

“A traitor so to speak, am I right, lovely y/n,” your father asked, moving the gun on the side of your face as you nodded, calmly. This threw you off your balance, you couldn’t move anymore. Your father was about to kill you, coldheartedly. “A mole in my own fucking house, my own daughter…!”

“I hate children abuse,” you managed to whisper, feeling a tear running down your cheek. All your boldness was gone, facing death, a death probably given by your father, was scarier than you imagined.

“I try my best to protect these children, y/n, I really do…”

“Probably not enough,” escaped from your lips. The trigger was about to be pulled, you knew it.

“Seven, don’t you shoot,” Billy whispered as your father looked at him.

“And he’s not alone, great,” your father stated. “Close the curtains, and unplug your cables from my computer, you bastard.” And so did Billy, slowly moving as men began to gather behind you and your father. The mission failed. Everything failed. You bit your lips. How could you fail…?

“Don’t you do that,” Seven’s voice blasted in Four’s ear as he began to close the only curtain that was open. “You’ll die!”

“I already died once without saying goodbye, not doing it twice,” he whispered into the device, quickly closing the curtain before Seven could shoot. He unplugged his laptop and stood behind the desk. “What now?”

“You’ll watch her suffer,” your father said, punching you in the stomach as you curled up in pain on the floor. You began to cough, uncontrollably. It.. Did hurt. “Until you tell me everything about your little group, deal? Billy?”

“Deal,” Billy replied, unplugging his microphone now as he heard Seven telling him to not do so. “What do you want to know?”

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reflekpsi · 4 years

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Challenge Day #6: Single And Happy

This apply to me :D

I don't know if I can write this theme correctly because I've never been in relationship before. I can't tell that being single means happier than in relationship or otherwise. But... If being single means I'm happy all the time rather in relationship, I said it totally b*llsh*t! (excuse my language)

To me, being single means I can explore everything by myself. I don't have to asking permission to anyone to do anything I want (I still do it to my parents, it's my role to do that). You know... I love watching movie at cinema alone. Others may say it's sad and lonely. But it's okay to me. What's the point of having someone by your side during a movie when you enjoying everything alone? I know, it's nice to have company when watched something (I sometimes go to cinema with my bestfriend or my sisters) but still, going alone sometimes feels more rewarding.

Also I think being single means I can learn so much about myself. You know there's saying "you need to learn to love yourself first before learning to love others". I still feel there a lot of things that I don't understand about myself and if I involve with anyone, I might facing so much stress to understand everything. It's not that I don't want to understand anyone, I just think that I might not be ready for that.

BUT...

I need to add this. Being single doesn't mean happy all the time. There was a time when I need someone beside me. Listen to my concern, help me ease all the hard time or just... exist (this might sounds funny, but sometimes someone existance can make you happy). I'm aware that being in a relationship allows you to share the weight of the problem with other and having double happiness you feel. And since we live in a world dominate with people who has great tendency toward extroversion, being single is a disadvantage. Yes, it's society that make someone feel bad for being single, not themselves.

I'm totally agree with this quote. We need to stop looking at status as the indicator of someone degree of happiness. Relationship status doesn't decide whether someone lives their life happily or not. It's lie on their mindset. I have some mutuals that turns this mindset upside-down. Them in relationship means disaster and some of my mutuals that single already live their life to the fullest.

So... If next time someone ask to me "Single and happy?" I will answer

Depends

#writing challenge #relationship #single #taken #alone #happy

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vagabondv11 · 4 years

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Awaari’s ramblings !!

2020 has been a weird year for all of us across the globe as the global pandemic aka ‘’corona virus’’ has plagued the entire world which has its origins in Wuhan which is a small province in China.

Specially in India, the period of lockdown has meant various meanings for the writers, bloggers, bollywood, media, TV, digital and other industries .. Mostly me being a writer speaking on entire writer community’s behalf has atypical definition of same .Well honestly during this lockdown I experienced many things which are too normal for us writers to feel and go through on a every day basis.

I wrote stories, poetries, quotes, shayaris, blogs, scribbles, and many forms of writings which were new for me but i did it. I gave myself much needed self time doing things that i love the most and most importantly spending time with my family as well.

I did heal myself from situations and people coming and going that made it a poisonous cycle for me mentally and emotionally but I finally did let go of such depressing and worthless things in life by realizing that the people i have right now are best no doubt and they’ll be with me forever come what may.

From a writer’s point of view on behalf of my selected closest writer family and bestfriends i agree that its just a saying that moving on is easy but reality is that ‘’We get accustomed to painful absence in life but we can’t ever completely move on in life’’. ‘’Sunshine and hearts are the silver linings hidden in dazed darkness’’.

The most over used cliche i saw on FB, Twitter, Instagram and TikTok were the youngest generation of today that is nibba’s and nibbi’s getting a sugar and adrenaline rush of sorts by posting silliest love quotes, stories and making videos which were promoting many bad things in our youth where kids aged 14-16 years who weren’t even legal were making lip locking, spooning and romantic love videos on tiktok. Me being a writer was very grossed out by watching such slapstick sappy overused love quotes, videos, memes, stories, videos and what not on social media.

Also nowadays another disgusting trend I've seen is that 18-20 year old kids on FB and instagram change their bio from single to relationship, its complicated and what not along with changing their surnames and status to married and they think these are bigger life problems then the issues that are going on the world.

It makes me think that if we writers ever change our status or bio it will be from single to khush hu / aatmanirbhar / sakht awaari / bestfriends ka haq hai mujhpe or nothing at all.

Also another important survival lesson learnt in this new normal called lockdown is that ‘’Friendships come with their pre decided expiry dates and we should enjoy it till it lasts’’. I am sure people reading this right now will agree with me for they might have gone through something quite similar but don’t have courage to speak or write about it in words.

This is what i think and feel about 2020 amidst corona lockdown ..

By Vrinda Mundara.

I’d like to end this blog by quoting my own shayari which is ..

‘‘Mere Dil ko tere baato ki aadat si hai,

Zyada nahi bas tere saath ki chahat si hai’’.

By Vrinda Mundara.

2020

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“and while the world continued to revolve, she was stuck in place closest to the sun. she bathed in brightness, but failed to notice that she was already burning.”

basic

name: odette madelaine nicolette nicknames: ‘duchess’ age: twenty-two birthday: april 25th species: never wrong gender: cisfemale pronouns: she/her

family

mother: beatrice graceland nicolette father: gabriel arthur nicolette parents: married unhappily siblings: only child

physial attributes

face claim: josefine frida pettersen nationality: french height: 5′4 weight: 114 pounds build: slender, dainty hair: blunt cut long bob hair color: platinum eye color: very blue skin color: porcelain dominant hand: right anomalies: birthmark traced on lower spine scent: cherry blossoms, dolce&gabbana accent: classic/french physical disabilities: none learning disabilities: perfectionist allergies: people that are wrong disorders: none fashion: denim jeans, over-sized cashmere, turtlenecks nervous tics: playing with her hair quirks: dips her fries in her ice-cream

lifestyle

home address: east side resides: east side vehicle: lexus lx 570 (white) phone: newest iphone laptop/computer: mac desktop/laptop pets: white persian cat

high school education: graduated college education: attending major: business minor: why you’re wrong career: unemployed experience: none employer: father’s companies

political affiliation: democrat religion: on easter and christmas beliefs: anal still counts as sex ashley misdemeanors: none felonies: none tickets and/or violations: once ran over a fire hydrant drugs: only flu vaccines smokes: weed (very rarely) / mostly eats it alcohol: drunk on mimosas diet: personal chef/vegetarian

romantic orientation: biromantic sexual orientation: bisexual martial status: a fine prize for any prince to marry children: not unless you count the cat availability: if you can see her standards from down there looking for: romantic comedies

languages: english, french, italian, dutch, german, russian

phobias: coffee stained book pages hobbies: painting, writing, documentaries, singing traits: know it all, bossy, compassionate social media: twitter, snapchat, instagram

favourite

location: los angeles penthouse bar music: soft, indie, classical shows: i dream of jeannie, charmed movies: gone with the wind radio station: soft classics food: veggie burgers, buffalo cauliflower beverage: club soda, ice water with lemon color: lilac

character

moral alignment: lawful neutral temperament: bratty zodiac sign: taurus hogwarts house: ravenclaw tv tropes: hermione granger, monica geller, blair waldorf (but less manipulative) song: extreme - more than words

ideologies: second place is just a nice way of saying you’re last.

baby girl, you were the light of your father’s life the moment the nurse brought you out, wrapped in a pink blanket ---- you smiled , and just like that , he would forever be wrapped around that pretty little finger.

your mother had a martini with dinner every night, and was raised as a queen with a lion’s gaze. it was a structured marriage, and unlike the fairytales you were read as a kid, they may not have loved each other, but they loved you twice as big.

you watched from a distance as a loveless marriage as impacted your ability to yearn for romance, other than business opportunity. love seemed to be pointless, when everything you want could be grasped with both hands, without having to worry about the fall.

instead, you were raised by nannies who were encouraged with the sign of a dollar bill, and the best that money could have bought. you spent your whole life on the outside looking in, a glass wall separating you between reality and perfection.

mistakes became disapproval, and with that came the bowing of your father’s head and a disappointed shake, and you vowed to never feel that way again. so at the age of five, you decided that perfect, was nothing short of what you were to be.

we’ll fast forward five years, and you’ve spent most of your time flying back and forth between america and france, only for time to stand still. you hardly remember much from the beginning. but you’re standing in a white office, and there’s a puzzle in the corner you’ve already solved. you’ll tiptoe to the edge of the door, and press your ear to listen.

it’s the only time you’ve ever heard your mother weep, and the first surpassing of a word that would change your life forever: leukemia.

beautiful blonde hair is falling out in clumps, and you’ve never felt less beautiful in your entire life. coming into an age where children were cruel, even those you were passing in the streets that tugged on their mother’s dresses and pointed only to be hushed.

you’ll struggle, and the next three years of your life will be carried with the beeping on monitors, and the way you couldn’t sleep in hospital beds, and friends you made along the way that suddenly hadn’t shown up that day.

it’s when you’ll meet your bestfriend, and a brother with a nose wrinkle to his laugh ; and how sleepless nights were touched by a kind nurse who worked long tired hours, and a daughter about your age ------ you watch as their baby withers away.

now you’re fifteen, and your hair is starting to grow back, but you’re kept in a locked box, peering out the window and flying back to france where you’ll spend most of the year, only to fly back every fall to a the only town you knew of.

at seventeen, you’ll grow your hair down to your waist, and hide behind the insecurity and lack of control that kept you from living the last five years. your mother no longer wept, but instead watched with a careful eye ------- she drank two martinis with dinner.

and now you’re in the prime of your life, never to have been touched, warned of love like it’s a dose of cancer. each day you’re breathing, is a day that the world decided to give you a second chance ; why you? why not them?

but are you really even living at all?

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