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starsandhughes · 1 year

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Penalty Box— Sissy’s Birthday Edition

SERIES MASTERLIST

i thought sissy and jack having the same birthday would be cute lmk if you agree <3

ps i had to make collages for all the posts to work so that’s why it looks weird!

THIS ISN’T PROOFREAD AT ALL SORRY

THIS IS NOT THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS NOT SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! THIS IS A NEW BIRTHDAY!!

yourusername

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yourusername sissy popped off for her taylor swift birthday🎂🎉 thank ya boys for an amazing birthday party!! even though i had to share it with jacky boy, it was still the best one yet <3

and to the z-liebers, your lovely posts and stories made my day! love ya lots xxx

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trevorzegras you really did pop off tonight😍🥵

jackhughes go home, you’re drunk

trevorzegras i’m staying the night?

jackhughes drive safe

yourusername @/jackhughes stfu i’ll steal your presents! @/trevorzegras S I M P

user33 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSY!

user48 delete that! we aren’t supposed to call her that!

yourusername i’ll let it slide to say thank you!

trevorzegras @/yourusername wtf???

user33 I GOT A Y/N NOTICE😭

_quinnhughes you deserve a medal for not puking. (happy birthday!)

yourusername my drinking games to ducks games has boosted my tollerance (thank ya, quintin<3)

jamie.drysdale that is a fact

_quinnhughes @/jamie.drysdale a scary one! stop letting her play!

yourusername @_quinnhughes he would never betray me like that

jamie.drysdale @_quinnhughes i stand with my ex wife

edwards.73 happy birthday mom! i hope you enjoyed my birthday hug! i love you!

yourusername it was my favorite gift and i’m cherishing the picture forever! i love you, too!

user21 happy birthday! you’re my favorite! don’t tell z!

dylanduke25 mama was poppin, the party was poppin, my knee was poppin from dancing, what a night! happy birthday, y/n, i love you! glad i could make it!

yourusername me too, baby boop! i love you!

lhughes_06 never call her mama again

yourusername @/lhughes_06 stfu i love it

dylanduke25 @/lhughes_06 stfu she loves it

tterry19 happy birthday, y/n! we miss you!

yourusername thank you, dad😭 i miss you, too! i can’t wait to meet grey!

user45 THAT CAKE OMFG😭 happy birthday!!

colemcward happy birthday, mom! i’ll ft you tomorrow!

yourusername thank you, favorite child! and you better! <3

_eliaspettersson happy birthday! i love and miss you!

yourusername thank you!! i love and miss you more than anyone else in this world! loving your travel pics too!!!

trevorzegras

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trevorzegras happy birthday to the love of my life, and soon to be wife, y/n “sissy” soon to be zegras! no other person has ever made me feel the way that you do, and i wake up every day amazed that i get to call you mine.

our song lately has been “what my world spins around” by jordan davis, which is funny because when i first met you, you had a boyfriend. his song “singles you up” was popular back then, and all i could think about was how much i wanted you. he did single you up, and now you’re mine, and you’re what my world spins around.

i love you more and more each day, y/n. you taught me what love is. i thought i knew before, but you give a whole new definition to the word. i’m forever grateful that the hughes family took you in, because they brought you to me.

happy birthday, my sweet (derranged) girl🧡 i love you, forever!

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yourusername fuck i’m crying! i love you, always🧡

trevorzegras you better!

yourusername soon it’ll be legally binding! i pinky promise to keep you until then <3

user55 i’m crying over how cute you two are omg! happy birthday, y/n!

_quinnhughes i’m always thrown off when you two are openly simping for each other

yourusername i’m always thrown off when you’re nice sooo

_quinnhughes @/yourusername i’m always nice you!

yourusername i meant to z

_quinnhughes @/yourusername that’s fair

trevorzegras love you, too, quintin!

_quinnhughes @/trevorzegras careful. we’re sleeping in the same house.

anaheimducks happy birthday @/yourusername 🎉

yourusername thank you admin bestie!!

jackhughes

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jackhughes happy our birthday to the worst person i’ve ever met❤️ i will never let the fact that i’m 4 hours and 36 minutes older than you go, and will continue to torment you with it.

as sissy says, i’m about to get sappy (because huggy bear made me) you’re actually one of my favorite people and it is an honor to share a birthday with you. you are forever my soulmate, and forever my sissy. i love you!

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yourusername awww, jacky boy! you do know how to be nice! i love you, too❤️ happy our birthday!

jackhughes psa to everyone: i’m flipping her off rn

dylanduke25 psa to everyone: y/n tackled him

nicohischier happy birthday @/yourusername ! and you jack!

jackhughes i’m a little offended i wasn’t first but thank you!

yourusername @/jackhughes i’m the most important

yourusername THANK YOU NICO I LOVE YOU SFM

nicohischier i love you too! @/yourusername

user6 happy birthday jack!!

njdevils happy birthday lil jizzy and lil sissy! (?)

yourusername thank you admin bestie! (sure)

trevorzegras @/yourusername this is getting ridiculous i think it’s just to spite me at this point

yourusername @/trevorzegras sorry my phone died

dawson1417 happy birthday you two! @.yourusername i’ve loved having you around!

yourusername thank you, favorite person in the world!

jackhughes @/yourusername i was a sap in my post and this is the thanks i get?

yourusername @/dawson1417 it’s his birthday, would you mind being my second favorite?

dawson1417 @/yourusername i’m okay with that

john.marino97 happy birthday jack and my favorite hughes!

yourusername THANK YOU JOHNNY M❤️

jackhughes thank you, but i’m offended

lhughes_06 me too

john.marino97 @/jackhughes @/lhughes_06 you two are tied for second!

_quinnhughes does that make me third?

yourusername @_quinnhughes no that’s mom

john.marino97 @/yourusername are you making my ranking for me?

jackhughes @/john.marino97 it’s like you don’t know her at all

_quinnhughes

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_quinnhughes happy birthday to my best friend, my little sister, and my favorite nap buddy for sixteen years. sissy, i love you more than words. i’m so proud of you for making it to twenty-two. i’m so proud that you’re going to school and becoming who you want to be, and i’m so glad i got to see you grow up to become the person you are now.

i’ll always be protective of you, and that’s never going to change, but ever since that day you packed everything up to move across the country with z, i knew you’d be okay. i knew that it would change you for the better, and i was half right. it didn’t change you at all. instead, it gave you the opportunity to grow into who you are. who i see you as.

you’re wonder woman. you’re there when anyone needs you, and you often go out of your way to be there. you are everything your middle school self said you wanted to be, and i know she’s happy that you made it here.

i love you, sissy❤️ happy birthday

edit: i’ve been told i failed to mention our child, @.colemcward , and how good of a mother she is! you’re doing amazing, sweaty!

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yourusername quinny you’re gonna make me cry! fuck i love you so much it’s not even funny❤️ thank you bubba

_quinnhughes always

trevorzegras update: she’s crying and under quinner’s shirt

kuzya_096 happy birthday y/n!🎉🎂

yourusername thank you, kuzy! i miss and love you!

kuzya_096 i miss and love you too!

canucks happy birthday to our favorite hughes!

yourusername i’m in tears! i really needed that. thank you admin bestie!💙

user27 quinn is gonna make me cry with middle school stories i-😭 happy birthday y/n!!

bboeser happy birthday girly huggy! i better see you against the glass next year!

yourusername thank you!!! if i get my way, i’ll be near the bench in warm ups!

bboeser i’ll see what i can do to help that ;)

jamie.drysdale

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jamie.drysdale happy birthday to one of my best friends, my ex wife, and overall a top notch (and deranged) human being, y/n (soon-to-be) rowden (soon-to-be) zegras! i have loved living with you the last couple of years, i have loved all of our living room sleepovers, and i somehow love how often you force us to watch the hunger games series.

before i met you, trevor told me “it’s y/n’s world and we’re all just living in it” and i could not tell if he was joking or not. he was definitely not joking, but i have loved living in your world and i hope you’ll let me stay in it forever!

i love you more than words ex wifey❤️ happy birthday!

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yourusername you’re my favorite ex husband❤️ thank you jamie baby! i love you! i hope you enjoy the hunger games movies tonight!

jamie.drysdale i enjoyed the first two! not ready for you to cry!

yourusername lame

jackhughes @/yourusername b i t c h

yourusername @_quinnhughes rip his teeth out! oh wait…

jamie.drysdale update: they’re fighting on the floor again. trevor has stopped y/n’s head from hitting the table twice

_quinnhughes update: jack lost

shattdeuces happy birthday, kid! @/yourusername

yourusername AHH THANK YOU MOM!!

trevorzegras i’m glad you accepted that it’s y/n’s world

jamie.drysdale i’m still not convinced i had a choice

yourusername @/jamie.drysdale you didn’t🧡

user50 i want what y/n and jamie have awe! happy birthday!!

masonmctavish23 happy birthday @.yourusername ! miss you!! (stromer told me to tell you happy birthday too)

yourusername MAC- T!!!! thank you! AND STROMER! MY HERO! also thank you <3 mwah!

jamie.drysdale @/yourusername why is stromer your hero?

yourusername @/jamie.drysdale why is he not yours?

jamie.drysdale @/yourusername because you’re my hero

yourusername @/masonmctavish23 tell stromer to suck it <3

colecaufield

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colecaufield happy birthday, best friend number two! my life changed for the better when you came into it, and i’m very happy that you’re legally obligated to stay in it!

you’re the biggest supporter around. i remember how proud you were when you made your own ntdp hoodie to wear at games that had mine, jack’s, trevor’s, and alex’s name and number on the back because you refused to just support one of us. you’ve caught endless planes to watch any of us play, especially when it’s against each other. you got on a plane to be there after my surgery this year. you make sure no one is ever alone, which is something truly rare.

i love you, sissy! (using my free pass) happy birthday!

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yourusername i still have that hoodie! i love you with my whole butt, best friend number two❤️ thank you!

colecaufield WHIP IT OUT BUTTERCUP

trevorzegras @/colecaufield take a lap. think about what you just said. and then never say it again

colecaufield @/trevorzegras no <3

yourusername @/trevorzegras @/colecaufield get your own phrases????

trevorzegras @/yourusername no <3

_quinnhughes i get to say sissy all i want so ha!

yourusername ooo you got him!!

_quinnhughes @/yourusername i can physically feel your sarcasm

colecaufield @_quinnhughes gross

_alexturcotte I REMEMBER THAT HOODIE! SHE WAS SO PROUD!!

colecaufield she was so shy about it at first it was precious

jackhughes until her good big brother came along and hyped her up!!

yourusername @/jackhughes FOUR HOURS

jackhughes @/yourusername and 36 minutes!!

lhughes_06

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lhughes_06 happy birthday, sissy! growing up with you was a ride, and i wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world. realizing you actually weren’t legally and by blood my sister was the biggest shock of my life. but when i grew up, i realized you are my actual sister, and these last five years have proved that even more.

everybody deserves a sissy. you flying out to florida to watch frozen four was amazing, but you staying after i left to be with the team and support them just because eddy asked you to was even more amazing. you didn’t have to be there for them, hell you didn’t have to be there for me, but you were anyways. don’t tackle duker for telling me about the sleepover party, because i just want to thank you for it. you met my friends and immediately decided that you were going to be their “mom,” and you have more than done that. you didn’t have to do the sleepovers like you do for me, but you did, and then made your way to jersey to watch me sign my contract. like quinny said, you’re wonder woman.

i love you with my whole butt! happy birthday!🩷

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yourusername lukey moosey, i am in TEARS! i love you with my whole butt, thank you <3

lhughes_06 you’re so welcome

jackhughes hey remember when sissy tripped in the snow and was so overly dramatic about it she made you carry her up the hill inside and she just had a bruise?

yourusername and i’ll do it again

lhughes_06 @/yourusername you have!

yourusername @/lhughes_06 i’m true to my word

user77 i’m so luke omfg😭 happy birthday!!

adamfantilli HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y/N! I MISS YOU!

yourusername thank you!! i miss you too! i’ll see you at the draft🧡

anaheimducks 👀

dylanduke25 ty for not murdering me <3 @.yourusername

yourusername jokes on you, i wanted to be praised

user51 this is so pure🥹

seamuscasey26 that group sleepover was the best thing ever! happy birthday, team mom! @.yourusername

yourusername thank you! you give top notch cuddles!

trevorzegras did you all just take turns cuddling her???

seamuscasey @/trevorzegras yes

adamfantilli @/trevorzegras yes

edwards.73 @/trevorzegras yes

trevorzegras I GET THE PICTURE

mackie.same @/trevorzegras yes

_alexturcotte

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_alexturcotte happy birthday to my favorite person(?) in the entire world! you’re the most loving, caring, inspiring, supportive person i’ve ever met.

like lukey said, everyone deserves a sissy (y/n to me🙄). she’ll drop everything if you need to talk, or cuddle, or come over. and she gives you star stickers when you do something good! and she gets you a trophy for your first goals of the season!

congratulations on making it to 22, girly hughes! i’m so proud of you. i love you loads!

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yourusername i enjoy that we’re bringing back girly hughes! thank you, turcs! i love you more!

_alexturcotte some devil said it and i got war flashback

trevorzegras @_alextrucotte war???

_alexturcotte @/trevorzegras you remember hs right? she was more unhinged than she is now

yourusername sell me out, why don’t you?

jackhughes @/yourusername if i knew selling you was an option i would’ve done it years ago

yourusername @/jackhughes have you heard of idioms?

user14 we never see the relationship between you two aww i love it! happy birthday!!!

_quinnhughes not pictured: sissy dropping turc shortly after that picture

yourusername that bruise was gnarly

_alexturcotte @/yourusername why are you like this

yourusername @/jackhughes

jackhughes @_alexturcotte it’s our birthday and only we can be mean to each other

_alexturcotte @/jackhughes ah shit my bad g

jackhughes @_alexturcotte say that to sissy

_alexturcotte @/yourusername ah shit my bad g

user20 my new favorite duo!!

trevorzegras that twister night was a mess

_alexturcotte i like to call it “an experience”

yourusername i like to call it “drunken hell”

_quinnhughes i like to call it a migraine

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babydollmarauders · 1 year

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MEDIA MANAGEMENT — JACK HUGHES (PART SIX)

one — two — three — four — five — 5.5 — six

notes: first photo was taken and sent to me by @/bellaxward on twitter, so creds to her! also, i’m sorry, i feel like this update isn’t the best but i’m running on like 3 hours of sleep and i was writing this bit by bit while super busy!

y/ndevils00

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y/ndevils00 heyo! welcome back to my postgame boyfriend show! tonight the njdevils played against the spawns of satan (not trevor)! or.. i mean.. the new york rangers.

we start tonight’s recap off with a very cute picture i got of my boyfriend and his best friend (again; not trevor) talking about how much they love me during warmups!

we also have da sun showing me that the tooth fairy came to visit him awhile ago! i bet he got lots of money for his toofer, however i wouldn’t know because he’s stopped letting me steal his wallet.

our first goal of the night was a tip in by mr. haula at ya! followed up in the same period by a goal from timo time! notice how he made the post this time? that’s because unlike most of these idiots (i’m looking at you, marino 👀), timo takes me seriously!

however, immediately after timo’s goal, haulaback girl was placed in the sin bin for tripping. i was very disappointed and he got a very strict talking to during first intermission and assured me he wouldn’t get another penalty. he lied.

he got a penalty in second period for the exact same reason that he did in the first. i cannot promise i was as nice to him in the second intermission.

we got a few scrums in this game, but my personal favorite one was in third period and ended much too quickly for my liking. BOO, REFS!

and finally, we have some pictures of my gorgeous, talented, sometimes annoying babygirl… my boyfriend!

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dawson1417 y/n, i never LET you steal my wallet. you would take it from my pocket and count my money and then give it back, like a thief that’s really bad at their job

y/ndevils00 i’m just a very curious person! i like to know everyone’s business, all the time. and you never told me to stop 🤷‍♀️

jackhughes if i remember correctly, dawson and i were actually discussing our plans for the off-season

y/ndevils00 you remember incorrectly

jackhughes did you just call me babygirl

y/ndevils00 you’re so babygirl

jackhughes thank you?

john.marino97 why does everyone else get normal penalty reactions but me?

user52 wait, did y/n ACTUALLY just talk to Haula?!

john.marino97 @/user52 yes!

user52 OH MY GOD JOHN ILY

y/ndevils00 because you’re my bff and i only want the best for you

john.marino97 every day i rethink why i decided to become one of your best friends

y/ndevils00 you love me

trevorzegras did you seriously just specify that you weren’t talking about me when you said spawn of satan?

y/ndevils00 i didn’t want anyone to get confused!

trevorzegras i don’t like you

y/ndevils00 wait really???

trevorzegras wait no y/n i’m sorry. i was just joking

y/ndevils00 📸 caught in 4k

trevorzegras i hope both sides of your pillow are hot tonight

tmeier96 i made the post!!

y/ndevils00 you did a good job with my demands 🫡 i love my blankie

ehaula second intermission… you’re scary

y/ndevils00 remember that.

ryangraves27 why did you have to do me like this?

y/ndevils00 idk what you mean 🤭

user6 y/n is a menace and i’m here for it

lhughes_06 do i get to be in these posts when i join?

y/ndevils00 moosey, you’ll replace jack as the star of the show

jackhughes now hold on! let’s not get ahead of ourselves here!

y/ndevils00 @/jackhughes i said what i said.

lhughes_06 @/jackhughes can we keep her?

jackhughes i intend to

nicohischier no feature for me tonight? i feel betrayed

y/ndevils00 i only have 9 picture slots bud, idk what to tell ya 🤷‍♀️

y/ndevils00 make a goal next time or something

nicohischier i’m gonna steal your cat

y/ndevils00 you wouldn’t!

nicohischier i probably wouldn’t even need to steal her. i bet jack would just give her to me.

y/ndevils00 @/jackhughes TELL HIM HE’S WRONG!

jackhughes …. no comment

y/ndevils00 @/jackhughes you’re sleeping on the couch

jackhughes @/y/ndevils00 that only hurts you babe. every time you say that, you end up dragging me in to the bed at like 2am because you can’t fall asleep without me

y/ndevils00 @/jackhughes you can’t cook broccoli.

jackhughes @/y/ndevils00 yes i can! i can now!

#media management series <3 #jack hughes #jack hughes x reader #jack hughes blurb #jack hughes fic #jack hughes imagine #nj devils #new jersey devils #dawson mercer #john marino #trevor zegras #luke hughes #ryan graves #nico hischier #nhl imagine #nhl blurb #nhl fic #faithlynn’s insta edits <3 #faithlynn’s writings <3

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ari-gami · 7 months

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Punkflower

So I've been itching to make some Punkflower fanfiction but i'm not too sure about my writing skills, so I'll post the first chapter here before i commit to AO3.

Summary: Hobie doesn't like the way Gwen handled the situation with Miles, especially after getting to know the guy better. It was messed up, and their friendship is on tense terms. Miles is still reeling from the emotional whiplash from Gwen, one minute feeling betrayed to being thankful, but forgiving her will be hard and he doesn't know if their friendship will ever bounce back into what it was. Luckily he has someone who has had his back from day 1.

"I Don't Like Your Girlfriend"

“You really like this guy huh?”

“Oh my god, shut up Hobie!”

“ I will when ya shut up about that spider from 1610.”

Hobie could see the light blush on Gwen’s cheeks as she turned her head with a huff. It was a bit endearing how her face would scrunch up at the thought of her own feelings, but Hobie knew she wouldn’t allow herself to admit them.

“You know it’s not like that.”

“You care a lot about him, Gwendy, you can admit that much.”

“That’s the scary part, Hobie! I can’t see him again and admitting to myself that I could have..feelings for him would just cause me more heartache. Also, Miguel wouldn’t..” she trailed off.

Hobie had a bitter taste in his mouth. He’s aware of the underlying statement. Miguel already thinks Gwen’s a liability if anything involving Miles Morales occurred, and he would not hesitate to throw her back into the very situation he saved her from if she tried to contact Miles. Gwen would be alone again, and this time, permanently.

He sighed and thought of what he would do if he had such a deep connection to someone, if he had what Gwen had. It's not that he doesn't have anyone close to him, he had Gwen and his bandmates after all, but the way Gwen described her bond with Miles made Hobie ache for something similar. To have a connection forged in mutual hardship, where both parties come out as changed people. To meet and have an initial spark so strong that it would set fire to all aspects of his life afterward.

If Hobie had been in Gwen's shoes, he wouldn't have stayed away from Earth 1610. He would've disassembled the watch to reverse engineer one for himself and jump right through the portal back into Miles’s world. (Not that he wasn't working on it now, he hates the idea of multidimensional travel being monopolized.)

But Gwen was in a delicate situation and right now craved approval from adult figure- that's where they differed. Hobie could tell that if she had to choose between Miles and the Society, she would most likely choose the Society. The idea of that made him a bit sick, knowing that Miles would be betrayed and alone if Gwen didn't play her cards right. He would be all alone, just like Gwen had been, and the worse part, he might never know of the betrayal.

He would give her time to make her decision, but Hobie would also be making his own. If Miguel starts shit with Miles for being an anomaly, Hobie would be there to help him. If Miguel decided that shunning Miles wasn’t enough and actively went to attack him, Hobie would do everything he could to stop him. The idea that the Society is trying to squash out an outlier to defend the so-called canon went against everything Hobie stood for.

He just hoped that if it ever came down to Gwen sticking with HQ and Hobie with Miles, their friendship could be salvaged.

From what Gwen shared, Miles was the type of Spiderman who couldn't be held down when he made up his mind. When everyone ganged up on him, he found a way to prove to them that he was capable of lifting the mantle. (Not that Hobie approved of the other spiders' methods. Actually, he hated the thought of them refusing to help him at such a low point in his life. He truly believes that Miles didn't need to prove himself because, in Hobie's mind, he proved himself by instantly jumping to help send the other Spiders back.) Miles went against everything thrown at him saying he wasn't ready and instead defied the expectations and did it his own way.

That's pretty punk of him.

#punkflower #flowerpunk #Miles x Hobie #across the spiderverse #miles morales #hobie brown

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chicken-fifi · 3 months

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BTS Reaction | They Think You’re Friends With Them for the Fame

Pairing: BTS Memebers x Reader

Requested by anon: Can I pls request a BTS headcanons? They have a crush on their female friend who is not a celebrity, so they can't confess to her because of their reputation/job, but they are really close. One day someone from their company revealed a sensitive information about them. So, the members and the company accused her of it because they thought that she was only with them to become famous. They also told her many hurtful things. But later it was revealed that it was not her and they try to reconcile with her but it was too late. Can you please make it as angst?

Genre: angst

A/n: currently listening to bts for the week on my commute to uni!

Tunes: no music, watching Kim of Queens

Jin:

In all honestly the damage that was dealt was hard to look past

Seokjin when overboard in his accusation

He was nothing short of vile and horrible you

But you can’t really blame him

I mean this is livelihood and you’re

Or rather were

His best friend

So a betrayal from you would’ve been by far the worst

His one friend

So close to him who never seemed to care about his celebrity status

And this happened?

The pain that comes with it once he realizes he’s screwed up

And that nothing he does will fix that is a tough pill to swallow

Suga:

Kinda hard here for me

Cause Yoongi is already a quiet one

But when it comes to you, he’s never quiet

So the fact that it’s radio silent from the time the leak occurs

To when he end up confronting you about it

Shouldn’t come as a shock

And the amount of calm and distance he sets once he does confront you is honestly terrifying

Getting his trust back is tough

But him earning yours back one he realizes he’s made a horrible mistake is even harder

But he tries to make things right

If there’s one thing I say with confidence is that

J-Hope:

Hobi’s the one who’s the scariest when mad?

I’m making that up?

Well, if I am….

Just roll with it

Hoseok is so serious and stoic that it’s genuinely scary to be on the receiving end of that coldness

And he gets heated when he brings up the issue

Voice raise, eyes on fire

If fear doesn’t strike you at that moment….

Well, idk what to tell ya

He says some pretty vile things to you too

And when he realizes his mistake

The shame that he feels is immense

So much so that he can barely look you in the eye as he begs on his knees for your forgiveness

RM:

Similar to Suga in that’s Namjoon’s on the quiet side when it comes to the issue

He doesn’t bring it up immediately though

He takes some time and is much more silent than usual as he takes some time to think

He doesn’t want to do something rash

But he also can’t help but think that you would do something like this

In mind, as much as he may think he knows you

He really feels as though he doesn’t know a damn thing about you

When he finally approaches the subject with you

It gets fired up pretty quickly and ends with a mutual loss of trust

For many reasons

When the truth comes out that it wasn’t you

Guilt

Just pure guilt

And he doesn’t have the heart to tell you everything to your face

So he writes a letter

Voices everything there and prays you will at least read it

Jimin:

Heartbroken

Betrayed

Hurt

Confused

So many emotions are going through Jimin’s mind as he processes this information

I wouldn’t be surprised if he started crying when he asks you about it

But he’s also so frustrated with the situation that he can’t really listen to you

He’s heartbroken and angry and gosh it’s hard

In his feelings he accuses you and it doesn’t well

When he does realize that he’s in the wrong

He on your front step

Tears streaming down his face again as he apologizes for not trusting you

For being so quick to jump ship

And that he understands if he’s already lost your friendship

Because even he would struggle to forgive himself

He does struggle to forgive himself

You can’t tell me he would go to the Wooga Squad for help

And the members

As much as he would want to keep it between the two of you

Taehyung needs some advice from people he can trust to make sure he’s not going overboard

And ultimately they can’t give him much

It’s best for them to stay out of it and let you two handle it

The initial conversation starts off quite mature

But it goes down south as you both struggle to see eye to eye and understand one another

Emotions run high, but you both stop the conversation before it gets too bad

But damage has already been dealt

But compared to the rest probably on the less serious side?

When he does apologize, it’s rough

You can’t undo what’s been done, but ultimately here

You guys are a thousand steps ahead of the game

Jungkook:

Sweet little Jeongguk

The tears this man will shed

It breaks my heart thinking about it tbh

He’s a stubborn one too though

He won’t budge even while in tears as he confronts you about it

You cry seen him hurt and not trust you being his friend for the sake of having a friend

Nothing is said other than the whole trust thing and a word or two that was said in the moment

And upon the realization of his screw up

He’s still stubborn about it, but not for long

(5 minutes)

He’s apologizing and recognizing his mistakes

#kpop #kpop reactions #bts #bts masterlist #bts reactions #rm #jin #suga #j-hope #jimin #v #jungkook

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lala1267 · 1 year

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Death wish (Part 3 final)

Very short paragraph cause I'm not bothered sorry.

Warnings: smoking. Idk if there is any other ones. Btw it'd not proof read cause I'm so tired.

I struggled to walk in the damp cold street, my hair was messy, tears ran down my face, and a cigarette was in between my fingers. I was a mess. The thoughts of Jerry ran through my head, how he took advantage of me, how he used me like an object. The fact that I couldn't defend myself. I was a sexy girl but no man had ever done that to me. My legs were aching and my head was banging. Nothing felt real, I didn't feel alive. I inhaled my cigarette as dark thoughts flooded my head. I never trusted myself when I was alone and sad since I would do whatever came to mind, even if it means escaping this world. I had no hope in life, nothing good has happened for the past few months. I wanted to leave this stupid world, no one wanted me here so why not. I had promised Elvis that I wouldn't do what I did but I wasn't sure if I could live up to that promise. My head was spinning, I heard Jerry's manipulative voice in my head, the scene played over and over in my head. It was night time, and I was walking in the street in a nightgown that was ripped and shortened. I was barefoot and walking on a cold road. I heard a car behind me, I didn't care. The car drove next to me. I heard a familiar voice shout out.

"Honey are ya ok, what did he do to ya!" The voice was deep and sexy. I turned to look and it was Elvis, he had a worried expression on his face. I just shook my head at him in disbelief and carried on walking.

"Please tell me honey." He said in a soft and comforting tone. I took a deep breath before I turned to look at him with my watery eyes.

"You weren't there to protect me, I sent you a voicemail, you ignored my call, you betrayed me!" I yelled as the cigarette smoke escaped my mouth. Elvis had a guilty look on his face.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to talk to you after what you did, but I'm here now." He said with guilt. I just carried on walking as the waterfall of tears came again.

"Please get in and tell me what happened."

"When did you get my voicemail?" I said completely ignoring what he said.

"I only just listened to it before I came out to look for you, I knew I should have listened to it earlier but I'm sorry, I wasn't in a good mood. Please get in" he said as he looked into my blue eyes. I could tell that he was truly sorry so I got into the passenger seat of the car. I smoked on my cigarette as I looked at his face. He scanned my body, he saw how I was messed up.

"Please tell me what happened baby." He pleaded as I smoked. I looked away as I tried to hide the tears.

"Please honey." He said as he cupped my cheek, turning my face to face his.

I took a deep shaky breath.

"H-he"

"He did what?"

"He started to touch me, I told him to stop but he carried on." I said as I felt the ball of anxiety at the back of my throat. Elvis's face lit up with anger, his eyes became more manacing.

"Then h-he did it." I said as I showed him the red marks on my thighs and other private places. I didn't tell him exactly what Jerry did to me but he didn't need an explanation, he knew what Jerry did. Elvis was now breathing heavily, his eyes were like a dark void. He was a scary man when angry. He pushed on the pedals and the car instantly sped up, he broke atleast 5 driving laws. Soon we arrived at Graceland. He took me put of the car and inside. He carried me up the stairs and into his room. He sat me on the edge of the bed.

"Stay here, I will be back soon." Those were the last words that he said before he stormed out of the bedroom. I heard a car start. Twenty minutes later I heard the car return. I could hear heavy footsteps climb up the stairs. The bedroom door opened to reveal Elvis, he was out of breath, messy hair, and red nuckles. I knew what he had done, I didn't have to ask. He rushed over to me, he hugged me tight as he planted kisses on my soft lips.

"You won't be seeing Jerry ever again, I will be here to keep you safe." He whispered with his shaky voice. He got up and started to take off my night dress. My naked body was covered in red marks. Elvis's face dropped. He walked over to the bathroom and started to run a bath for me. Once the bath was full he picked me up bridal style and placed me in the warm water. The bubbles felt soft and warm. He washed my body with an expensive soap that he had brought.

When he was done washing me, he told me to stand up and wrapped a towel around my wet body. He picked me up and placed me on his bed once again. Whilst I sat drying, he was trying to find a new nightdress for me. I was dry by the time he was done. He removed the towel and dressed me up into my nightdress. He was so comforting, he was like home.

"Get in bed honey, ya need some sleep." He said calmly as he patted the empty space next to him. I got in the bed, I got closer to him. We cuddled and kissed until we both fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up in Elvis's arms, against his bare chest. It felt like heaven. I sat up as I stretched my arms out whilst yawning. I felt Elvis's hand glide along my back, his touch was soft and calming.

"Stay in bed with me will ya. I don't wanna get out." He said in his deep morning voice.

I layed in bed with him until noon. Ever since that morning me and Elvis were inseparable. He was the love of my life. Till death do us apart.

#elvis presley #elvis the pelvis #fanfic #fan fic writing #lana del rey #70s elvis #60s elvis #70s vintage

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one-strugling-bean · 2 years

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Random Thoughts on HTTYD RttE S2 (Ep1-7)

(This one is a lot bigger so gonna divide it by episodes)

Ep1 - why do the twins get so many pets

Snotlout's sadness over not being able to train his dad, that was funny

"What did he do?" "He's Snotlout's dad" "Enough said" - there is more than one way to interpret this and i think im gonna take the protective! Astrid one

Ep2&3- Okay, im gonna make a wild guess and start assuming this show is gonna be hurting Astrid a lot

How strong is Toothless?? He's just able to carry a Mostrous Nightmare like that

Hm, gotta say I'm disappointed Heather betrayed them already - like, with Dagur being her brother and all, one immediately expects a betrayal to happen eventually, but this was really fast and too sudden I'd say

Im gonna make another guess before i move on with the episode, and that is Heather is either double-crossing Dagur or she'll regret going on to his side and goes back to helping the Riders

Also, not sure how to feel about Ryker yet - he seems too competent and too much of a real threat for this show. Then again the show does seem to building itself up to a more serious plot

Ruffnut pickpocketed the guard omg yessssssssss

Ep4 - aww, it's nice to see the twins caring about eachother

Aaaand Ruffnut got really pissed at Snotlout for his stunt, wow

Fishlegs is such a cute nerd ahhh

Omg Snotlout's been bitten so much, Ruff has 0 chill

I swear this scene on the cliff with the twins is just, so weird. Its supposed to be kinda emotional but its so so silly and bizarre i can't pay total attention to the actual emotional part - guess that's just the twins for you

Snolout should've died like, 3 hours ago pretty sure

He caught a wolf in that state???

This episode was so so weird but so so enjoyable

Ep5 - Heyy it's Spitelout time - cant wait

First few lines of the two 'louts interacting and they're already giving me Draco&Lucius vibes

"Hope you're at least smart enough to figure that one out" - eh excuse me, le what. He just called his son stupid in front of all his friends and threatened him at the same time. Okay yeah, im starting to understand why no one likes this guy

God that axe is so getting destroyed

Fishlegs and Ruffnut got married, poor Fishlegs

Meatlug!! Ruff, don't throw the lady out!

Astrid is once again so so done with Snotlout - can't blame her honestly, the guy has butter fingers

Okay, that beach scene went a whole lot better than what many made me expect, but then again, it seems Hiccup, Astrid and Snotlout were expecting worse too

The scene was scary until Spitelout talked - the music, the dark of the night, the clear fear of Snotlout confronting his dad and the apprehension in both Hiccup and Astrid's faces

Not as afraid of the man anymore, but still not a fan - also he's voiced by David Tennant so he's gotta get a pass

"We're the model of a modern viking family" this made me laugh a lot, my humor might be broken i know

Ep6 - Hookster? That's a new one. Another extremely original nickname to add to the list of Hookfang's nicknames given by Snotlout, right next to Hooky and Fangster

"He's really become a tyrant, huh?" "Power'll do that to ya" Twins, don't ever change

Aw Barf&Belch are gratefuuuul, that's cute, i rarely see anything about them anywhere, this is nice to watch

"Ah, no Toothless, don't laugh! You're better than that!" Ha poor Hiccup

Nooo don't ditch the double-headed baby, he's gonna get caught by hunters!!

Hiccup is just giving me tired dad vibes this ep and I'm loving it

Ahhh Barf&Belch are sho cute, how come I've never noticed this??

"I guess we're gonna have to put you in some real danger" yeahhhhh don't ever ask that of the Thorston twins

The look of pure happiness and giddy excitement on Tuff's face as they saw the tree trunks roll down towards Hiccup is everything

What is "Bjorn Boars"

"I can only think of one man that souless" Of course it's fucking Snotlout, how did i knowww

"WHAT. IS. WRONG WITH YOU??"

Okay, what did the twins do to make Snotlout go along with this, i gotta know

"Unfortunately, we weren't expecting Thor's mighty hammer to meet Snotlout's paper jaw" I swear this kid delivers the best one liners

I love how the ending is just mass destruction of the ship

"Will someone tell this lunatic it's over?!" Hiccup deserves so many breaks

Ep7 - "Heather won't be a problem, okay?" Hmmmm i had wondered how Astrid had been able to escape so easily from Heather on ep3 without us seeing their fight - im guessing Heather revealed to Astrid that she's playing double spy

Aw cute Thorston sandwich, but damn does Snotlout look annoyed. Good for him

Yeahhhh i saw that alliance coming

"You can't just run off on your own. I rely on you, Astrid" Oof, that hurt

"Dagur was right, you don't look like much" Astrid was right, you look like a psycho" "Not exactly the compliment I would've led with" These lines are fun

Ha, sassy, taunting Hiccup is fun Hiccup

"I saw it! You did that on purpose!" Uhm, excuse me sir, how did you see that? Your back was turned!

So, Ryker is indeed smart. Like, he's intelligent and an actual threat. Me likey the high-ing of stakes

"Maybe if you didn't move and kept your mouth shut!" Fishlegs sassying the others brings me endless joy

"Feels like they're going left. No, right. Left. Which one's which??" Mood. That's me everytime someone asks where's left and right

"Heather's not evil? There goes that dream" What does that mean? Im confused

Aw, Fishlegs, you're nice

Yeah, i hope she knows what she's doing too Hiccup

This is getting too long, so gonna stop this here

Im really excited to see where this is going now, and apparently people like to read my dumb commentary so the 2nd part of season 2 should be coming soon

#httyd #race to the edge #opinions and commentary #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #astrid hofferson #fishlegs ingerman #snotlout jorgenson #tuffnut thorston #ruffnut thorston #Toothless #hookfang #Stormfly #barf and belch #httyd rtte commentary #Gonna start using this tag to mark these posts

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nityarawal · 1 month

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3/16/2024

Don't Force (Eloning)

Morning Songs

You'll Never Force

Love

You'll Never Force

Elon

For Eternity

For You'll Fail

F-eloning

Stealing Funds

Need Britney

Blessings

From All The

Moms

It's Really

Black And

White

Not Gray At All

Government Took

And Took

From Moms

You Steal Her Oil

Steal Her Defense

We Don't Want

Trans

And Certainly

No Car Salesmen

Enticing Our

Kids Into

Tesla Doje Day Trader

Cons

During War

Gambles

Carbon Queen's

#Rockets

Knights

Hoping To Save

Moms'

How Many

Children Played

Diablo

All Night

For Six Months

Begging For

Eternal Love

To Save Them

How Many

Children

Begged For Mom

For War Is

Very Scary

Not A Meme

To Laugh At

And We Remember

That

Nightmares

Unforgettable

Embryos Begging

To Abort

How Many

Children

Begged For

Mom

Don't Forget

Don't Lose My

Namesake

Don't Let Officer

Enoch

Rape

My Sisters

Into Jane

Does

Elon Says

Stephen Miller

Will Help

At America First Legal

Is It True

Refund Everyone

Better If Lexus

Toyota TM

Pulls Through

For Own Crimes

Karmically

But Eloning

Will Perform

Regardless

But AFL Paralegals

Ghost My Ladies

And Sell Our

Data Like

Everyone Else

Google Justifies

Terrorism Against

Moms

Lies

Close The Courts

We Don't Need

Them

Close The Politicians

Campaigns

Exploiting

My Ladies

Frustratin'

Goddesses

It's A Sin

Close Space-X

Close Nasa

Close Airforce

All American Military

Cease Fire

End World War Three

Send Kids Home

'Cuz Doggy Style

Ain't Gettin'

Any One To Mars

Promise 'Ya

Tell Errol

Musk

All The Jewish Big

Second Gentlemen

To Go

Go Gay Boys'

Who Mollested

My Brothers

And I

In Cybercars

These Sales Boys'

Are Causing

Problems

Close Lexus

Toyota

Time To Recycle

Them

Close The

Giga Factory

In Berlin

Raping My

Physicists

Did You Really

Think

I'd Want An

Old Man

For President

Rather Than

My Kids

Did You Really

Think Any

Politicians

Ambitions

Was More

Important

Than My Kids

Or Any

Movie Or Robot

Never Geeks

Get Your Stars

In Order

Prioritize

My Co- Parents

Will Rise

My Co-Parents

Will Survive

My Co-Parents

Will Make

Walls And

Boundaries

From The Rapists

Of Junk Art From

Force

And Politicians

Whom Betrayed

My True Love

Will Discover

All He Needs

For My True

Love Will

Honor What's

Sacred

In You

And Me

Peace,

Nitya Nella Davigo Azam Moezzi Huntley Rawal

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okadaizoirl · 2 months

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okay no more social awareness stuff time for my autism

copy-pasting from my notebook some highlights:

Okada Izo has always known his life was meant to be given for the liberation of the downtrodden like himself. Like his family. Like his best friend since childhood. He knew he would join, bleed, and possibly die for the cause of ending tyranny. The lords were corrupt and evil. And it was because... Because... ... Izo had hoped he would live to see his village prosper. He had heard it did. He'd seen pictures online of what that tiny little community had grown into after Ryoma's efforts-- Ryoma's efforts, after leaving the Tosa Kinnoto. Betraying them. But he won, and they didn't. And that was because... Because... ... Okada Izo does not know much, for he was not told much.

The bottle may be full of poison, but Izo was convinced it was the only way to numb the deep sting in his heart. Filling his lungs with smoke, pumping his brain with stimulant and depressant alike, and even the matters of the carnal were used as escapes. As medicine for a wound that festered for nearly 300 years.

This house is only so nice because it's closer to the capital. The shogun were corrupt. Takechi-sensei said so. They were corrupt, they needed punishment, Takechi-sensei said he sees it in the young Izo. There's a lot of responsibilities Izo has now, though. They're kind of scary. He doesn't know why he has to handle so much-- All he did to get Takechi-sensei's attention was kill that guy. And killing that guy was just... ... It just... Scratched an itch. When that rage boils over within the Manslayer-to-be, when the white-hot anger scalds his sensibilities, it just feels... Satisfying. It's not killing he has any problem with. It's just everything else.

"Assassin," she whispers. "Do not call me that." "Your class is just something simple to refer to you as. Why? Are you still mad?" He drinks, answering his Master at the time with silence at first. When the bottle is emptied... "If I'd kept goin' back there..." "I WOULD'VE FUCKIN' WON!!" His leg raises in a kick, one meant to leave the woman in a crumpled heap. Instead, she appears right by his face. "You were ordered to kill Saber's Master, nothing else. Please focus on carrying out your orders." The Manslayer snarls, teeth gritting, eyes wide and aflame as Major Reiter leans forward. "If you're so upset, why don't you cut my head off with that sword of yours? As long as you don't mind going down as some useless fool who couldn't do his job, that is." He wants to kill her. He wants to take her head off. But instead, he's left powerless. Shaking. Staring her down until she walks right past him. "You can have the alcohol. Get some rest and await your next orders." He doesn't move as she shuts the door. Not at first. But... "WELL, WHAT TH' FUCK'S YER WORD EVEN MEAN?" "KILL SABER, KILL 'ER MASTER, WHAT'S IT MATTER? IF SABER'S OUT, WE'RE STILL AHEAD." "WOULD IT FUCKIN' KILL YA TO TELL ME ONE GOOD REASON I CAN'T SKIN HER ALIVE?" "AND WHO GAVE YA TH' RIGHT T'TALK DOWN TO A FUCKIN' MANSLAYER, GODDAM' IT?!"

What he clings to is so close, yet feels so distant. He doesn't understand a lot; he's simple, is that a crime? He was born without weakness, he thought. Whatever he didn't like, he could just slice away. It worked for so long, be it with his body, with every human connection, with every time his eyes locked with another's. What happened? What went wrong? Why did other people get to cut him away, too? Why could he only feel wounded and gutted if he's without weakness? He's a tool, he shouldn't even feel. But he does, he does. He feels so strongly, so intensely, it overflows in a boiling cascade that scalds all it touches. He feels, he wants, he needs. Did he fail Takechi? He isn't sure. He knows Takechi failed him. And Ryoma... Izo's not sure he could ever love someone so strongly ever again, now that he knows how it feels to have that love denied. Drunk and crying in bed, Okada Izo laments being unable to slice someone's throat ear to ear to forget how much he wants someone to cradle his face and dry his tears. If he can't control his heart, his life's direction, or anything for himself, let him control the fate of another.

#alex is alive #okada izou #okada izo #manslayer tag #alex's writing tag #doodles rly #assassin okada izo #assassin okada izou #manslayer izou #manslayer izo

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bexstevie · 1 year

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( content / trigger warnings: mentions of drugs/ drug addiction, light injury, light blood mention, general bad headspace, breakdown, therapy mention. )

date: end of april to early may time-frame.

stevie’s dad is a taurus.

he has a lighter he always fiddled with-- the sound of the flick echoing in his ear while he half-assed his homework at the coffee table. it was dark blue, and it has taurus scribbled on it-- a bull staring right back at him. stevie’s not an artist, but he could draw it from memory, probably. he’s a taurus, which means his birthday is steadily approaching.

it’d be the second birthday without him around. mom’s brought up calling him in passing, but the closer it gets-- stevie feels kinda nervous about it. it’s his dad, so it shouldn’t be scary, but he has the feeling that it’s not...going to go well. maybe it’s how the last one went that gives him the idea, but he tries his best to not think about it until his birthday approaches.

and stevie does call. his mom reminds him and leaves him be waiting for the phone call to go through. he’s double-checked the time, applied the time zone change. if he doesn’t answer now, he’ll try again later. leave a message for him to call him back or something.

his dad doesn’t pick up. not the first time, not the second time. and not the third. after that, stevie settles with messaging instead. makes no difference though, because the day passes into night and the next day comes-- and stevie still doesn’t get anything back. which...that’s not terrible. people get busy. dad’s been...working on stuff. maybe he missed him due to timezones. there’s a hundred and one reasons stevie gives forth in his brain that could give reason as to why.

makes it easier to deal with as the days pass and nothing gets brought up. stevie doesn’t call again, doesn’t message-- but he checks his phone when he can. and it’s not until the days are bleeding past into may when his mom brings it up.

( “what did your dad end up doing for his birthday?” the question is asked harmlessly, but stevie frowns instinctively, not lifting his head from his plate. he pushes food around idly, but his mom continues on. “you talked to him the other day, right?”

“uh,” he flinches at the sound of metal hitting porcelain, grimacing as he tugs the utensils away. “i didn’t get a chance to talk. probably busy. just waiting for him to get back to me.”

stevie doesn’t have to look up to know what expression is on his mother’s face. he’s ignorant to a lot of things sure-- mostly out of his own choice to ignore warning signs or red flags, but he knows that this is upsetting. his mom’s going to be upset, because stevie is upset.

“i-it’s okay, though. he’ll get back to me! or i’ll go to him when it’s my birthday or something. can’t ignore me if i’m right there, right?” stevie lets out a laugh that kinda breaks in the middle, lifting his stare up to beam as genuinely as he can. it falters a bit, and he can’t help but to glance back down at his plate. he doesn’t quite like the look on his mom’s face, because it betrays sort of what he feels. disappointment. pity. sympathy. frustration. a complicated mesh that makes his skin crawl until he’s changing the subject to minkyu.

and when he goes to bed later, he shoves headphones over his ears and pretends he can’t hear whatever his mom is yelling about in her office. wants to hope that it’s probably minkyu, but with how sharp her tongue is and the way his name can be heard clear as day, it’s more than likely his dad.

which is multitudes worse. because that just means dad picked up her call but not his. )

when he gets a text a week into may from his dad, it’s not much. stevie doesn’t really know what he was expecting. sorry kid, got caught up with stuff. thanks for the birthday wishes. i miss ya! it hits of all of the ticks that stevie wants to hear, but at the same time it’s not enough. he doesn’t know what he wants. maybe something more substantial; maybe something a bit more-- something that doesn’t make stevie feel like he’s an obligation rather than his kid.

overall, it makes him feel...bad. but stevie won’t look a gift horse in the mouth, so he attempts in a response. it isn’t anything of worth, a love you miss you tossed with a bunch of emojis. part of him doesn’t want to expend the energy, part of him is at a loss of words. though in the end, he’s glad-- radio silence is all he gets after that.

it’s frustrating. it’s hurtful. stevie knows that recovery takes time, takes patience-- but part of him is struggling to accept that his dad’s avoidance is because of recovering from his addiction and not from stevie himself. what had he done? spends the nights and days going over all his memories over the last few years. how many signs he ignored-- how many times he should have realized things were going south.

everything’s a mess. everything feels like it’s going wrong but stevie is at a loss of how to fix it. it’s frustrating, and it’s upsetting. his mom’s started to notice somethings off, prodding but backing off when stevie begins to get irritable. after the second time he snaps at her, he ends up just avoiding spending time at home. makes him think about his dad less-- focuses on seeing the friends he can, working on projects on campus; putting a few extra hours in. spends more of his free time popping into businesses to see if he can score himself a job. it’s busy work, it piles on him.

maybe it’s overkill. maybe this is his boiling over point. stevie’s had hit after hit after him lately and maybe this is the calm before the storm.

and when it all comes crumbling down, it starts like this:

he barely makes it in time for his course to start-- ducking in with minutes to spare, sheepish and exhausted. he takes a nap in between lessons instead of eating, and continues on. it’s not his worst day in class, certainly not his best; he gets a minor scolding in the guise of his professor’s worry. it’s a little embarrassing, but stevie brushes it off with a rough morning, smiling through it.

getting home isn’t too bad. he manages to skate through the long, more scenic route home. he’s even more exhausted by the time he makes it back to the apartment-- that he crashes pretty quickly right after. stevie doesn’t even care that minkyu’s over, just gets comfortable on his bed and lets slumber take over.

when he wakes up hours later, it’s dinner time. which goes okay, until minkyu corners him cleaning up the dishes. he brings up his dad, and how if he’s upset it’ll be okay, and blabbers on and on about his own experience with someone going through the same thing. and the thing is, is that stevie knows what minkyu’s trying to do. there’s no ill intent, and it’s an attempt at bridging a connection and opening up to stevie. get them on the same level-- be relatable. and he knows minkyu’s not doing it to upset stevie, but...

drugs make him feel a little sick. hearing about it makes his stomach twist and droop, and he doesn’t like it. doesn’t like how it reminds him of summer of 2021 and yeah, maybe minkyu doesn’t know that. couldn’t know that without stevie explicitly telling him. should he snap at minkyu for it? treat him as a proverbial punching bag for stevie’s boiling point? no. that’s unfair of him.

but he does it anyway.

it feels good in the moment to lash out, to scream and yell and pinpoint blame. it doesn’t change anything, doesn’t fix his dad or their relationship and it doesn’t make minkyu get up and leave either. he’s staring, staring with frustration that’s clear as day and pity that makes stevie even more angry.

when his mom stumbles in frazzled and questioning, he doesn’t have it in him. his eyes are stinging, and he’s going to start crying and he really doesn’t...want to deal with it. not with minkyu here. so he leaves, darts past his mom to grab his keys in the bowl and hastily shoves on his shoes. they’re arguing-- maybe, who knows. there’s static in his ears and all he’s focused on is leaving. grabs his skateboard and unlocks the door in a frenzy so he can jog down the hallway.

once he’s out on the streets, he doesn’t remember too much. his feet hit the board and he’s focused on the wind in his hair and the stinging in his eyes. stevie doesn’t really know where he’s going, where he’s heading or where he wants to go. he skates mindlessly, letting muscle memory take over as he watches his surroundings with a hazy gaze.

which maybe if stevie was in a better mood, or even a better headspace, he might have had the forethought to be like hey, i should probably walk and not skate, my mind’s not in it!

but he doesn’t. he’s half on the streets, half in his head-- and he crashes to the ground. a crack in the asphalt, maybe too large of a piece of gravel or something else hitting his wheel and off-setting his balance. stevie launches forward, and he has half the mind for his hands to come to cover up his face before he hits the ground.

distantly, he can hear the sound of his board sliding and knocking into something metal. a light pole maybe. he’s too busy focusing on breathing through the pain-- processing the fall and the aching of his body. it’s not his worst fall, but it takes a while for him to get up, with gritted teeth and a sniffling nose.

he’s scraped and bruised, and his wrist is throbbing so much that he tucks it close to his chest and gets to his feet, legs a little shaky. his jeans are ripped at his knees and there are scrapes that are beginning to dot with blood. his elbows and arms are scratched up and scraped in a similar manner. he can feel his chin stinging from the force of his rings catching on it.

today sucks.

gathering his board takes him a second, limping through it after a curious car slowed down to ask if he was okay. embarrassed and probably looking like he’s been put through the ringer, literally-- he waves them off with a laugh that sounds more like a strangled noise of pain. making it home is rough-- he doesn’t even have his bag with his first aid kit to make it a little better. doesn’t have his wallet either. dumb decisions after dumb decisions because all stevie ever does is make dumb decisions.

maybe he does need to grow up. mature himself. maybe he would have lasted longer on next gen. maybe his dad would wanna talk to him more too.

he makes it home, eventually. it’s late enough that his mom is bound to have gone to bed-- or at least fallen asleep by now. he tries to be quiet when he unlocks the door, but his wrist hurts and he’s gritting his teeth and he just wants to take a bath and go to sleep. try again tomorrow.

but the day isn’t over. can’t be over without one last thing to tip him over the edge. stevie makes it inside, gets his board down on the ground and the door closed and locked behind him-- and then promptly trips over shoes near the front door. his own, pushed there from earlier in his haste to get out.

he hits the ground on his scraped knees and lets out a loud yelp, crashing back into the door of the coat closer in the front hallway. stares at the mess of shoes on the ground and how of all the times to trip and fall over them it’s now. it’s now when stevie feels at his literal worst and everything huts and he just-- cries.

he cries and he cries, shoves his face into his arms, and tugs himself into a ball. doesn’t care that he’s wailing this late at night, doesn’t care that minkyu stumbles out into the main room in panic and his mom follows right after. stevie cries for how bad this day has been. he cries in pain. he cries because he’s stupid and he could have avoided all of this by just thinking ahead. cries because he feels alone and distant. cries because he misses his dad and how happy he used to be. cries and cries because stevie can’t fix it and doesn’t even know how or if it’s too late to even try.

stevie doesn’t remember anything but crying. doesn’t remember getting off the ground and into the living room-- it’s a haze of blurred memories through tears. when he does calm down, he’s exhausted, foggy. half there and half not, watching as his mom patches him up and minkyu gets a brace on his wrist.

minkyu leaves to go clean up the mess in the front, and stevie sits there, sniffling and blinking tiredly at his wrist. his arms that are scraped up, and his mom is placing a finishing band-aid on one-- squirtle staring back at him with a thumbs up that should make him feel better, but it doesn’t.

“we’ll go to the doctors in the morning. see if there’s anything wrong with your wrist.” the first aid clicks loud enough for stevie to turn his head and stare at it. “it’s been a long night. let’s all...get some sleep, and we’ll talk tomorrow, okay?” she pats his head and stevie...sniffles, pursing his lips because all he’s done is cry for the last hour and he’s so tired of it. tired of crying, tired of feeling like this-- a ticking time bomb waiting to happen.

“i don’t get it.” he mumbles, voice hoarse and cracking. “i’m--- did i do something? is it me? it’s...it’s gotta be, i don’t get it.” why me? why is everyone else allowed to talk and be supportive and help but he’s the one left on the out? always the last to know.

fingers rake through his hair. his mother fiddles with his bangs like she used to do when he was a kid-- he doesn’t have to look up at her to know what the expression on her face is. stevie can hear it, clear as day in her voice. “it’s not you. i promise. it’s just...complicated. i know you’re tired of hearing that and you don’t believe it but...it’s...” she sighs.

he hears her move, clothes rustling as she sits down next to him. she wraps an arm around stevie and continues to lightly play with his hair. “i think,” she starts, and there’s a bit of finality in her tone that makes stevie a little uncomfortable. “after we go to the doctor, we sit down and we think about some things. maybe find someone...that you can talk to. about everything.”

they’ve glossed over it once or twice. stevie’s brushed it off always with a why? i think i’m doing pretty good! though now it’s proven to be less true as time passes. maybe he should try. maybe it wouldn’t hurt.

( the following day his mom and him schedule his first appointment with a therapist. )

#wc: 2607 #solo.#cw: injury #tw: drug mention #tw: blood mention #cw: drug addiction mention #( what a doozy my god )#( anyway just doing some development dont mind me )#( stevie vc: i'm not a crybaby i'm THE crybaby! )

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whatifitwasgttho · 3 years

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. 𓂃⠀࣪. ' ' ENEMIES ' ' ﹆. ۰ ⸼ ۫ ◌ ° ⃗ 'ރ፧ ࿐ ° ໑ ≽ ‣‣‣ giant!childe x tiny!reader ,]

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. ⁀➷｡˚. 【 sparring match with childe, where his new delusion unleashed to your surprise 】

“You seriously think you can outlast me, traveller? How naive.” He muttered bitterly, delusion gleaming as his eyes showed nothing but anger. The once eccentric and somewhat flirtatious Fatui Harbinger had showed his true colours, wielding a blade that was sure to make any normal local suffer.

But you weren’t a normal local, you aren’t even from the world of Teyvat. You weren’t scared, eyes glittering in determination to make Ningguang, Keqing, and Ganyu impressed. The Liyue Qixing trusted you, and you couldn’t betray that trust.

“Yeah, well— you’re— just a damned Fatui!” Paimon squeaked, almost like a little cheerleader. You couldn’t help but smile, blade leaving its sheath. This was the final blow, you would put it all into this. If you had defeated Dvalin, you could easily outsmart Childe.

“Eager are we?” Childe cooed, “I haven’t even used my new delusion yet.”

New? He was playing tricks again. He had an electro delusion. What else?

Without time to think, you were struck. Not painfully, not sharply. It almost felt like something leaked onto you. Everything seemed louder. Hit with a sense of extreme vertigo, you fell to the floor, your surroundings growing around you. Are you.. shrinking?

“No, No!” Paimon yelled, your body feeling weak. “What did you do to them? Childe!”

“I did what needed to be done.” He teased, “Not feeling so big and strong now, are we traveller?” A shadow fell over you, a looming Tartaglia, a sinister look of victory on his pale face.

It took everything in you to try not to cry, yet it wasn’t enough. You hadn’t even found your sibling! they needed to see you again… you needed to leave. You..

“Woah woah— hey hey— sorry, i came off really strong there..” He stuttered out, a look of anger laced in Paimons’ expression while tears slipped down your cheeks. Curling up into a ball, hoping the cruel harbinger let you go peacefully. “I’m not gonna— kill ya or hurt you or anything like that. Even if Scara asked me too, I seriously hate that guy—“

Paimon looked unimpressed, while your tears turned to hiccups.

“Honestly I think i’ll get demoted for not killing you, but who cares about Scara and Signora? so god no! Even if we are enemies I will certainly not—“

“We get it, Childe, just shut up.” The pixie muttered, leaving you to let out a little laugh.

“Yeah Childe! Pick on someone your own size!” You joked, voice just a little shaky. You could sense his grin, as much as he didn’t want to admit it, he found you adorable. So seeing your anything but determined and eager was.. a little heart wrenching. You helping the Adepti and Qixing didn’t make it any better, because it left you being his enemy.

“Oh thank god, I know I can be scary sometimes! Here, let me—“ Before Paimon could intervene, or you could protest, Childe’s warm hands slid under you, almost leathery.. leaving you to make a sharp inhale. Looking up into big blue hues once lifeless, filled with nothing but worry. It made you happy.. you didn’t know he could bare such a gentle emotion like that. Clinging to his thumb, his face flushed a bright red.

“Who knew you were such a softie, Fatui scum!” Paimon teased, sarcasm apparent in her usually sassy tone. “But if you so much of prick them, let’s just say you’ll be seeing Celestia.”

“I’ve never had a pixie threaten me before, more or less be intimidated by one.” He replied, leaving Paimon to sputter useless threats to the redhead who stared towards you with pure adoration.

“Sorry again for giving you a scare.. Traveller. Nobody’s gonna hurt you, and certainly not me.”

Ah, how was he so terrible— yet charming? Awkward, very much awkward too.

“I’ll forgive you after some Almond Tofu.”

#g/t #g/t impact #genshin impact g/t #g/t fluff #g/t fearplay #IG??? he doesn’t mean to tho he’s just an idiot #i am writing x readers for all the genshin boys heads up 🥲🥲#this might have a part two #sfw g/t #giant/tiny

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sneezefiction · 4 years

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jealous boyfriends

Bokuto, Ushijima, and Atsumu x Reader - Jealous Boyfriend Headcanons

anon request: “Hi there I recently discovered ur blog and I’m in love with your writing🥺with that being said could I possibly get jealousy headcanons for bokuto, ushijima and Atsumu (and if it’s not too much maybe kageyama👀) hope you have a lovely day!💖”

a/n: okay so i got to the first 3, but i’ve got some more requests and a few personal oneshots i’m working on so i didn’t get to kags this time- BUT i hope you enjoy these jealous boys (and i’ll get to work on some kageyama scenarios soon💖)

warnings: slight language

total wc: 980

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Bokuto:

it doesn’t surprise Bokuto that you get hit on a lot

i mean you are unreasonably attractive, charming, and a literal star in his eyes

he doesn’t mind people admiring you, but wow does he hate when people get too close for comfort

so when you’re at a summer fair with him, he has his eyes focused on you and an arm around your waist the entire time

Bo only releases his hold on you when you tell him to go buy you something to eat while you run off to grab some drinks

as he’s waiting in line, he glances back at you, spotting a man approaching you he get’s so fidgety that people start to wonder if this strange owl-lookin boy is okay

you seem oblivious to the guy standing right next to you… that is until he sets a hand on your shoulder and you whip around to face him

you seem a little shocked, but you make conversation with him and let him join you, the discussion becoming quite animated

Bokuto is not okay and is literally bouncing up and down, searching for a path to weave through, the crowds blocking his way

but he loses sight of you and goes into full “don’t touch my baby” mode, pushing past everyone and yelling out generalized apologies

once he reaches you, he realizes you’re giggling at this strange man

and he isn’t sure why, but his heart is twisting and burning. such an odd reaction to your beautiful laughter

usually Bokuto loves the bubbly sound, but right now it’s got him feeling all kinds of weird

so owl boy rushes up to you, exclaims “we have to go RIGHT NOW,” and before you can finish your conversation, Bokuto is ducking and dodging the crowds again, his hand gripping yours tightly

“Bo slow down!” and he stops instantly

“Who was that guy? What was so funny? Do you know him?” Bokuto batters you with questions, planting his feet firmly in the ground

“We were in high school together, babe! ” you explain

“Okay, then why were you laughing so much? Did… did y’all date??” he questions

it takes you a second, but your eyes widen in realization, a smirk forming on your lips

“Bo, are… are you jealous?”

his face goes completely blank and he just tilts his head, processing that word

it would explain the terrible, gnawing feeling from earlier

he just hangs his head, walks forward, and bumps his forehead on yours, which is answer enough for you

Ushijima:

it started when you first attended a Shiratorizawa volleyball practice session

you dazzled the usually focused team and, during breaks, entertained their questions and conversations

everyone seemed to be enjoying your attention

well... everyone except your boyfriend, Ushi

you’d originally visited to learn more about the sport, quickly meet the team, and specifically to show your support for your boyfriend

but, intentionally or not, Ushijima believes you’ve lost your focus on him, instead, it seems to be directed to his teammates.

It doesn’t feel right at all

he knows he shouldn’t, but he feels betrayed… wronged

you barely knew them and you were already so close to them

i mean it somehow doesn’t affect his practice aT ALL, but it’s definitely in the back of his mind the entire time

when practice wraps up for the day, he’s asking you to follow him outside to talk, his face even more serious than normal if that’s possible

“What’s up, Ushi?” you question gently, confused by his request

“You seemed more interested in the team than you did in me, today.” he informs you bluntly, gazing deeply into your eyes

“...what do you mean?” you raise an eyebrow, tilting your head

you had interacted how you normally would when meeting new people: friendly, kind, and interested

“I would rather you look at me instead.” Ushijima states, voice low

a chuckle escapes your lips, you reach out your hand to grab his, grasping his fingers affectionately

“Babe, I think you’re just a bit jealous. Trust me, I was watching you the whole time.”

Atsumu:

i want to go ahead and express how incredibly special you are to Atsumu because he’s really not one for exclusive relationships

you’re his first long-term s/o and he wants to make sure it lasts

so, no, he doesn’t “take it well” when you’re asked out on a daily basis

he knows he’s a jealous boyfriend and he owns it

Atsumu will happily fight off any creeps who try to make a move on you

of course, today happens to be one of those days

you’re sitting innocently at a diner, Atsumu filling up your drinks at the soda machine, and there’s a guy leaning over you at your table

he’s clearly bothering you, not accepting your no for an answer and decides to take a seat. In Atsumu’s chair

bad move, dumbass, Sumu chuckles to himself, setting the drinks down on an empty table nearby

you’ve already made eye-contact with your boyfriend, eyes begging for help

Sumu makes his way up to you two

He crouches down to get on eye level with the man

“Yo, can’t you see we’re talking? the man in the chair expresses in annoyance

Atsumu’s eyes are basically daggers at this point (even you’re kinda scared now)

“That lovely human right there,” He points to you, “is my date.” Sumu smirks

your boyfriend stands back up, towering over the smaller man, fear making its way into his eyes

“I think ya better get yer ass outta my chair.” any hint of humor leaving his ice cold gaze

you’ve never seen someone stand up faster and you both watch him flee the restaurant

“Y’know Sumu… you’re scary when you’re jealous.” you grin

he flicks your forehead and shoots back a quick, “Ye, babe. You bet yer ass I am.”

#haikyuu #hq #bokuto x reader #ushijima x reader #atsumu x reader #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu scenarios #hq headcanons #hq imagines #hq scenarios #bokuto headcanons #ushijima headcanons #atsumu headcanons #hq fanfiction #haikyuu x reader #sneezefiction

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swanhookheart · 3 years

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Angry Grishaverse book review time!

After watching and LOVING s1 of Shadow and Bone, I read the trilogy! I was not impressed.

Spoilers incoming for Grishaverse stuff, so if you don’t want those, don’t read on!

Watching Shadow and Bone this past weekend, I was hooked : Darklina, the lore behind the amplifiers, the Aleksander backstory… I was really impressed and hoped that this was it--that at last, I’d found a fantasy series that was going somewhere big, something I could really, thoroughly sink my teeth into.

*Sigh*

Then I read the books.

The reader / viewer enters the Grishaverse associating darkness with pure evil. The Fold, described early on, is shown to be this bleak, awful, ruinous place where people go to be eaten alive by volcra and hope goes to die. We therefore, naturally, associate the Darkling--who possesses the power of shadow--with that evil from the off. I’m speaking as someone who only got into the Grishaverse last Saturday. My initial thoughts were, “oh, he’s being set up to be viewed as dark and scary; this is the expectation Bardugo wants us to have so that we’ll be blown away by some great twist later. Count me in!”

But that twist never came. He was set up as evil, and he stayed evil. Surprise, he’s the Black Heretic! Surprise, he’s an abomination effectively created by Morezova’s greed! Surprise, he’s ruthless and horrible and does cruel things! Except none of those things are actually surprising, given he was SET UP from the beginning to be viewed that way. He did bad things, walked a bad walk, and talked a bad talk. I kept thinking “ah, so he’s gonna get a sweeeet redemption arc,” and then he just never did. That element of the story was predictable to a nauseating degree, and that predictability made the entire universe feel a bit flat. If the reader saw more of his backstory, had more real, logical, sound justification for why he does the things he does (like in the show, where they at least tried to paint his actions as borne of some misplaced sense of servitude / protection for the Grisha or where we saw him actively struggling at points to grapple with the darkness inside him), then maybe the trilogy wouldn’t have been such a letdown. And yes, I know about his sacrifice or whatever later on. It’s not enough.

In villains, I and probably plenty of others like to see humanity. We want to empathize with our villains to a certain extent--to understand them just a little bit--so we can fully commit to hating them when they violate our trust. The Darkling didn’t have that human, redeeming quality, though--at least, not in the books. In the books, he was just a power-hungry jackass who simultaneously didn’t want to be alone and kept trying to kill his only opportunity not to be alone. His single-mindedness, his lack of human empathy, the simplicity with which he pursued this made him seem almost stupid to me as a reader. For someone who’s lived hundreds of years, he’s kind of an idiot when it comes to other people--which, itself, almost seems incongruous with his having lived for so long. If he’d maybe had more backstory or more in his story to justify his actions, maybe he’d feel like a better villain. But atm, all I’m doing is rolling my eyes with him. I couldn’t love him because he didn’t put in any work toward being a better person. Even in the end, he doesn’t actually do the work or repent. But I also can’t hate him because the source material hasn’t given me enough actual human qualities to hate or to feel betrayed. His character just… missed the mark for me.

As did Mal’s. Fucking MAL, oh my GOD! This dude’s literal only personality trait was loving Alina. Cool, he could track--for Alina, mostly. He could fight--for Alina. “I am become a blade”? Sir, you got a whole-ass tattoo announcing that you’re an object in this woman’s service? No WAP is worth that, and I’m speaking as a very bisexual woman. My dude, it’s weird, it’s extra, it’s just too much. I’ll go back to the Darkling for two seconds to say that, ofc, his actions were painted as problematic and misogynistic and gross. But, like, the possessiveness Mal displays with Alina kinda feels on that same level? Why are we pretending he’s better when he actively tries to keep her low, keep her powerless, and keep her his? Again, dude got a tattoo of her sigil. He was fully prepared to be the leader of her guard even if she married Nikolai just for the opportunity for some sexytimes. I know that YA is about really intense emotion, the fire of teenage hormones and stuff, but that all just felt a bit toxic. The way that his entire life revolved around her while she tried to balance the role of saint, hero, orphan, and all the things she was just felt goofy and like a wildly unhealthy dynamic.

Their whole relationship also felt really obvious, as I guess the Darkling being revealed as the trilogy’s big bad did. It was predictable, set up to be that way from the start. There were no surprises. It was Mal, and then it was still Mal, and in the end, it was also Mal. We weren’t really shown any of what made them so drawn to each other, we were just kind of told and expected to be fine with the intensity of it. But it read as being way too much for me, and god, it kept getting worse. Again, this one felt like low-hanging fruit--low effort, lazy writing. Nothing about it actually read to me as romantic, just as too much. They didn’t so much as fall in love as just start out that way, and reading that was somewhere between boring and uncomfortable. At least with the Darkling or hell--even Nikolai--we saw some of that chemistry unfold on the page. We were shown some of what made them work the way they did. There was something underpinning their relationship, and not just “oh, they’re supposed to be together”. I mean, after all JKR’s bullshit, I feel totally fine saying fuck authorial intent. If you can’t even be bothered to actually put your shit on the page, don’t ask me to blindly accept your version canon as gospel truth.

We could have had Deckerstar vibes, Beauty and the Beast vibes, seen light and dark come together and surprise us by actually working well together. But no, we saw a special girl lose everything that made her special and settle for some mediocre fuckboy from her hometown. We get characters that actually have the potential to be dynamic and make for a good story, but she still ends up with this bland, vanilla, trick-ass bitch? It’s a major letdown when you’ve actually been exposed to decent fictional couples, tbh.

OOF! And the ending? Oh jesus fuck, that ending. Darkling just… dies. Just like that. I read three whole books for that? I know he comes back and dies again and all, but the whole trilogy felt like it was building up to something more, something deeper and greater and more profound. He was horrible for the things he did, sure, and he deserved defeat as long as he refused to waver from his power-hungry, destructive path. But his death brought about no closure. He and Alina never actually had the fight they needed to or reached an understanding with each other. Everything is left undone, unsaid, unexplored. The ending just felt super anticlimactic on the page, and so, the trilogy as a whole fell completely short of any mark I hoped it might hit.

Did I hope Darklina would be endgame? Sure. But I’d also have been A-okay with a tragic ending if it had been done right. Did I think it would have been a lot more interesting to see a redemption arc for Darkling than just… more of the same? Or maybe Mal develop a personality outside of Alina? Absolutely. There was so much potential, and it really feels like Bardugo squandered all of it. And for what? This was nearly as disappointing as the eighth season of Game of Thrones. I probably won’t be watching future seasons if they follow the books, but I guess I’m glad for the day or so of fleeting pleasure I got when I still had hope for a properly told story.

#Shadow and bone #anti-mal #darklina #shadow and bone spoilers #grishaverse

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attemptinghaikyuu · 3 years

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Scary Movie Nights With Them

A/n: watched alien 3 recently and it made me so mad,,, why did they do that to Ripley?? MY GIRL DIDN’T DESERVE THAT!!

*G/n reader

Sugawara Koushi

He’s so excited when you ask him about wanting to watch a scary movie

Suga has no fear

You run up to him and are practically jumping when you ask and he matches that energy instantly

He also suggests an even scarier movie then the one you had in mind, and you’re like “Ya! Let’s do it!” :D because his energy is inescapable and you are not immune to your happy boyfriend

And when it actually comes to the movie night, he is prepared

He’s got blankets, pillows, and drinks

And his couch, cause he insisted you watch the movie at his place, has everything set up so nice? He’s going to. Make. You. Cry.

You cuddle up and start the movie feeling safe and comforted by everything Suga has done

And as the scary parts come, that feeling of comfort quickly fades away~

He choose a pretty intense horror movie

Suga’s teasing you if and whenever you get scared and hide your face in his chest

Of course he actually loves every second of it and doesn’t mind at all and is secretly hoping you will do this more because how did he get so lucky his s/o is so cute and precious🥺😩

It also makes him ecstatic that you feel safer with him closer to you

The only semi regret from the night is when you pull away to check something and he tries to give you a little scare by grabbing you from behind

He gives you an apologetic smile when you pull away from his grasp, but laughs when you shoot him an over dramatic betrayed glare as you clutch your heart, trying to calm down

To be fair, he really made you think someone who had broken in was grabbing you

Suga will pull you into cuddling, making you forgive him when he starts peppering little kisses against your head, with a mumbled sorry between each kiss

Staying mad was never an option huh

The movie ends and you both end up staying up quietly talking

Suga can tell you’re on edge and so he talks calmly, trying to soothe any remaining fears you have until after a couple hours of idle chatter, you’ve drifted to sleep

He can’t help but smile at your peaceful face and give the tip of your nose one last little kiss, with a muttered goodnight💖

Asahi Azumane

He hates scary movies with an indescribable passion

But when you asked all excited if he wanted to watch this scary movie with you

He threw out any objections and agreed in a heartbeat, because how bad could it be??

Very... he’s terrified and does not want to admit it... but he’s kinda pushing through.. while also pushing you in front of him.. and you’re feeling scared now too

To be fair you choose a truly scary movie

You try to turn and Asahi’s wrapped around you with his eyes closed and you are literally trapped in his arms

Like babe, please... I can’t breathe😔

Taking hold of his hands you pull them up and reach for the remote, effectively turning it off after a minute of struggling

“Y- Y/n, why’d you turn it off? If it was because of me... you really don’t have to stop, I want to watch it!” He stutters, finally looking up from his curled position

He’s on the verge of tears and yet he’s trying to reassure you, he’s giving you a heart attack and doesn’t even realize

Trying to keep your blush under control you tell him you’re a little scared and would rather watch something more lighthearted

He can’t even protest like he wants, he’s just relieved this nightmare can stop

You end up turning on the princess bride

Asahi cries when it says farm boy dies and you happy scream when the “you killed my father, prepare to die.” Scene comes on best part of the WHOLE movie don’t even try to argue otherwise

All in all you’re feeling very soft after the movie night and fall asleep against his chest, his steady heartbeat putting you to sleep

#haikyuu!!#haikyuu x gender neutral reader #haikyuu sugawara #sugawara koushi #suga x y/n #suga x you #suga x reader #haikyuu asahi #asahi azumane #asahi x reader #haikyuu scenarios #fluff #I didn’t specify the horror movies but #please tell me you’ve seen the princess bride #it’s so good

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bookofmirth · 3 years

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Hello! This is a bit different from your usual gwynriel/elucien asks, so I hope you don’t mind, but it’s something that’s been bothering me lately and I wonder if anyone else has noticed.

I’m not sure if it’s because if the upsurge in popularity of acotar on tiktok/twitter with a younger audience reading it, or if I’ve just been lucky and not noticed it before, but I’ve seen so many Tamlin stans coming out of the woodwork and it honestly bothers me.

I definitely do agree that Tamlin is a complex character and of course, it’s fine that people are interested in him (I really don’t care about him, but to each their own)! But lately there have been so many people in the fandom arguing that he’s a victim of PTSD who deserves better, often villainizing Feyre/Lucien because of this.

I‘ve seen takes that Feyre was gaslighting Tamlin when she told him she was happy with Rhys because Rhys still had the whole night court persona going on?? And that Lucien and Feyre were a horrible support system because they wouldn’t stand up to him (completely ignoring that when they did Tamlin … ya know … physically hurt both of them)? And that somehow Feyre spying in the Spring Court in ACOWAR was also abusive and manipulative towards Tamlin?

I just genuinely don’t understand where all of this is coming from. I try to be critical of SJM’s writing because I understand that it can be flawed, especially since I have problems with how Feysand was written after ACOWAR, Azriel’s issues with women, the IC’s treatment of Nesta, etc. But I just can’t seem to get behind these interpretations and I’m not sure if I’m just missing something (or ‘biased’ by Feyre’s POV as some claim).

Wooooooo boy, so I didn't know that this was a thing happening but lemme break down how wrong these people are with some of these arguments! This is going to get long.

(I definitely don't mind, I appreciate any ask that's not just about ship wars!)

So I'm going to lay out the claims people are making and talk about them one at a time.

Tamlin has PTSD:

Probably yes. In the beginning of acomaf, Feyre mentions that he has trouble sleeping, just like she does, and I believe he gets up at night, and this is when their relationship really deteriorates. I can't say for sure what he was experiencing, but it seems like he had a lot of anxiety and fears left over from Amarantha and watching Feyre die. The things he was experiencing emotionally are 1000% understandable and valid, even if it wasn't diagnosable PTSD.

But you know who else likely has PTSD? Lucien and Feyre.

Say it with me everyone: emotions do not always justify behaviors.

Feyre is gaslighting Tamlin:

Hell fucking no.

People need to learn what gaslighting is. Gaslighting is not just "lying". Gaslighting is not "disagreeing". Gaslighting is a very specific tactic used to make someone question their memory, their reality, to twist the truth.

Rhys definitely had a persona. That was a calculated decision. But when Feyre tells Tamlin that she is happy, she is not lying at all. Her telling Tamlin that she is happy has nothing to do with whatever lies or manipulations that Rhys did in the past. Why? Because even if Rhys was a super asshole dark dude, Feyre saying she is happy with him is still the truth. Feyre isn't lying, let alone gaslighting Tamlin, that idea is completely laughable.

The only way that people could say that Feyre is gaslighting Tamlin is to say that she is responsible for Rhysand's Dark persona, that she is the one who created it with the intention of making people question what they thought was true. Which she isn't. That isn't even the reason that Rhys created the persona. He created it to obscure the truth in the first place.

And even his persona isn't gaslighting? He isn't trying to make people question their reality. He isn't trying to make people question themselves. He is trying to make himself look scary. And so when he drops that persona, he is telling the truth. He isn't gaslighting people, he is saying "hey I wasn't being honest before but now I am".

And i think that's a big, big difference that people are failing to understand. Gaslighting is about trying to change other people's reality. Rhys's persona was about him. Feyre saying she was happy was about her. Neither of those things were about trying to make people feel like they were crazy.

So there has to be this reality. Let's say Rhys was spotted being menacing. Person A is like "hey, you look scary!" And he's like "noice, my evil plan is working." Then later on Rhys is like "hey you know what, I wasn't being honest before, I'm actually a Super Cool Dude." Person A might be confused for a minute because what they thought was true wasn't true, but they'll get there.

If it were gaslighting, on the other hand, it would go more like: Rhys: *is nice*. Person A: "hey, I thought you were scary though?" Rhys: "nah, that was my good twin, Rhysnaldo. I've never been nice a day in my life. You must be confused." Person A: *questioning everything they thought they just witnessed".

So yeah anyway, people gotta stop using that term if they don't know what it means.

Feyre manipulating Tamlin:

Personally, I agree with the argument that she manipulated Tamlin in the beginning of acowar. I don't think that's even a matter of interpretation, she went to Spring with the intention of burning shit down.

Feyre was not abusive towards Tamlin. She knew his weaknesses and exploited them. I don't care that she did that to him, I think that she deserved a bit of vengeance. However, personally I cannot stand the fact that in doing so she caused a lot of collateral damage and did not gaf. Deal with your abusive ex however you need to, Feyre. Don't knowingly, intentionally bring harm to other people in doing so.

Feyre and Lucien failing as a support system:

NO.

Feyre literally saved Tamlin's life by killing and dying for him. Lucien was also tortured by Amarantha because of Tamlin. Neither of them broke and betrayed him. They were incredibly loyal to him throughout acotar. Even now, when Lucien is being emotionally and physically abused by Tamlin, Lucien is still trying to work with him, make sure he is fed, make sure he doesn't completely lose his humanity fae-ness. Lucien is the only reason that the Spring Court hasn't completely collapsed while Tamlin wallows in his beasty feelings.

Any time that either Feyre or Lucien try to stand up to Tamlin, he gets manipulative and abusive. He emotionally manipulates Feyre into feeling guilty for wanting to be able to defend herself. He emotionally abuses Feyre by making her afraid of his anger and afraid of how he will react to anything that she says or does. He glares or shouts down anything the Lucien says.

Also, Tamlin is a High Lord! They can only do so much when it comes to standing up to him.

For real, Feyre and Lucien did literally everything that they possibly could in order to try to support Tamlin, and much of that was to their own detriment. In trying to support Tamlin, they got emotional and physical abuse in return. So no, fuck that. Being supportive does not mean we have to put up with abuse.

Being biased in Feyre's favor:

We are not biased by Feyre's POV in the sense that she is trying to mislead the reader, but we are limited by her POV because she doesn't know everything. She tells us the truth as she knows it. That is very different from a narrator who is intentionally trying to hide things or lie or mislead.

But even if we were biased by Feyre's POV, so fucking what??? Is it so wrong to take the side of a victim of abuse? Why do we need to try so hard to understand Tamlin's side? People can do that, of course, I have myself, especially later on in the story. In acofas I started to feel sorry for him. I've been mad at how Rhys treated him in acofas. But the idea of being biased in Feyre's favor means that we would have to question her, in some way, when she recounts the story of her abuse. That's disgusting, to me. What reason do we have to think she isn't telling her story truthfully?

We might naturally have more empathy towards Feyre because we heard the story from her POV, but again - why is that a bad thing? To hear a story from the victim of abuse and feel empathy for them??? Call me crazy but that's not a problem. I'm going to empathize with Feyre, and I'm going to believe Mor (and Rhys, and Lucien). The end.

A final word

Just something you said in the last paragraph struck me, in regards to Azriel's view of women and how the IC treats Nesta: those are not thing to criticize in sjm's writing, I think. Just because Tamlin is abusive doesn't mean that sjm shouldn't have written him that way, ya know? If there are inconsistencies in characterization or a lack of understanding of abusive dynamics or alcohol abuse or something like that, those are things we can criticize in her writing. But characters do uncomfy things, that's supposed to happen.

What I'm trying to say is that there is a difference between criticizing a character's actions, and criticizing the way they have been written. Pretty much everything above falls under the realm of "analyzing a character or story", not criticizing the author.

#acotar #acosf #feyre #tamlin #lucien #ask #anon

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Hey can I request how the brothers would react to the MC seeing them in their demon form for the first time and being scared?

I hope this answers enough of what you wanted, thank you so much for your request! 💜

Lucifer

Good. This is what he wanted. To make sure MC knew his power and position. He uses his demon form mostly as an intimidation tactic, it lets his brothers know when he’s serious, and it tells the other demons who’s in charge.

However...MC was now on the ground, looking up at him with nothing but fear in their eyes. They were frozen, unable to even answer his simple questions. He had just wanted to let MC know not to defy him, leave them a bit rattled, not...quivering. Maybe...he had gone too far?

Now MC can’t even talk to him without shaking, without doing their best to avoid him at all costs. This was not what he wanted any longer. He was supposed to make them feel at home here. It would not do any good for MC to be terrified of him for an entire year.

Also...was he really so horrifying? He wasn’t quite as obsessed with his appearance as his brother Asmo, but it wounded his pride that MC seemed to only see him as a monstrosity. He was sure his form was a bit overwhelming, yes, but was he not divine? Was he not stunning?

He took MC out to do whatever their heart desired as an apology. He’ll work on slowly getting MC accommodated to his demon form, also making sure not to only let it show when he was angry. He’d do it slowly, at their own pace until they get to the point where they’re comfortable around him, complimenting and petting his wings. No one ever gets to touch his wings, but he’ll allow it for MC, as long as they never look so scared of him again.

Mammon

He’s not a fan of horror, he won’t ever admit it around his brothers, but it freaks him out a bit. Which is why he can’t get over the expression of unfounded terror that MC had when he showed them his demon form. It didn’t settle right with him. It bothered him a lot, actually. Making him highly irritable.

Even as the second born, no one was ever scared of him. Lucifer was the terrifying one, most of the time, his younger brothers hardly respected him much less feared him. So finding out that MC was terrified just by seeing him in his true form confused him greatly.

So, because he’s not the greatest with plans, he stormed into their room. In his demon form of course. Why would they have a problem with it? What was their deal?

He bashed his way though the door, hands on his hips, demanding answers. God he hated how he sounded like Lucifer sometimes. But he quickly stopped in his tracks, hearing the small whimpers coming from MC’s mouth. Not again, he thought, and then spoke to them in a soft voice.

“Hey...hey, human, it’s still me, it’s still Mammon...what do you look so scared for? These things can’t hurt ya.”

It wasn’t completely truthful, his horns and wings could be deadly if used right, but for MC, he’d show them they were harmless. If letting MC touch his wings and horns helps them not be so scared of him, he’ll allow them to do it. Even though they’re incredibly sensitive. He has to try so hard not to squeal or squirm, he wanted MC not to be scared but he didn’t want to look ridiculous in front of them.

Levi

After the demonic bout of envy that drove him to his demon form, it wasn't until he calmed down did he realize how MC had looked at him. He read it as disgust. They ran away from him because they saw how he truly looked, and they hated him for it.

He’ll solve this problem the same as all his other problems, hole himself up in his room for days at a time. He’ll come out eventually, but he’s ashamed to show his face now. It drives him wild how he’s so self conscious for a human, but he can’t help it. All he can think of is how envious of other demons with their much cooler looks.

He’ll apologize to MC anytime he transforms.

MC has to set the record straight with him, even though they were the one scared in the first place. They just freaked out a little, this place and it’s shapes were all new to them. Seeing him get angry with a new tail and horns, it was a bit too much to handle in the moment. It was nothing against him, it was just a final confirmation that he was a demon.

It takes him some time to feel comfortable again letting MC see his demon self, but the next time they do, MC is wary, but not nearly as frightened. In fact, they start to love his form. They tell him anime characters they love that he reminds them of, and after he gets over his envy over those fictional characters, he’ll blush and feel more confident in being more open with his true form.

Satan

Of course MC would be scared seeing him in his full form of Wrath. Any human would be scared seeing someone transform with horns and a tail and a thick aura of anger surrounding them. So when he saw that MC’s legs were shaking so bad that they could barely keep themselves standing, he wasn’t surprised.

It did bother him, however, and he was unsure why. He had been used to scaring people away before, his brothers also knew not to mess with him too much for fear of making him furious. So why did the scene of MC holding back a bloodcurdling scream keep playing again over and over in his mind? It was extremely distracting.

He went to talk to MC about it. Purely for curiosity's sake...only for that reason.

Satan notices that MC is obviously concerned about setting him off again. He takes a deep breath and tells MC that he will remain in his human form until they are either okay with it or until they leave. He’s the most patient, so no matter what they choose, he can wait.

They come to him a few weeks later, ready to see him again without his strong murderous intent attached. MC actually loves playing with his feather boa. They won’t tell him it looks a bit ridiculous on him, but if anything, it makes them less scared of him.

Asmo

He’ll take this the hardest. He’s all about how he looks, how he presents himself, how other people see him. Not once, not once, had anyone ever looked at him like that before. Bedroom glances and sensual touches, yes. Eyes and body language that told him that MC would do anything to get away from him as fast as possible, he’d never had that before.

He’ll be in his room, refusing to come out until he’s scrutinized every single detail of his body, wondering what it was about him that MC couldn't stand. The wings and horns were different, but he didn’t look nearly as scary as his other brothers. He was supposed to be attractive. Beautiful!

Was he...self conscious? No, no, impossible. He’s just...curious why they didn’t like him was all.

He will end up pestering MC until he gets some sort of answer. He didn’t expect MC to just tell him they were scared. Scared? He made them scared? Oh what a precious sweetheart MC is!

He’ll cuddle them, compliment them, make them feel comfortable as a way of apologizing for traumatizing them so. The next time MC sees him in his demon form, Asmo had made sure they were dressed in the cutest thing possible. MC laughs and wonders why they ever were scared of the flamboyant demon of Lust.

Beel

He had said it numerous times that he wanted to eat them, and Lucifer hadn’t exactly withheld explaining to MC all the ways they could be consumed by demons. So when Beel transformed, all they could think about was them being consumed.

Beel had lost control of himself, destroyed part of the house, and now he saw the way MC acted around him. It made him sick to his stomach. He always wanted to prove himself to be a protector, making sure the people that were close to him always felt safe. Already he had taken a liking to MC and yet already they were fearful of him.

The only way he could think of to show his trust was to share food. Share his food. His brother had never ever seen Beel not finish a meal, but for a little while, Beel would give MC some food off of his plate to make sure they ate. He never wanted to see MC tremble like that, especially not from him, he wouldn’t be able to handle it, the guilt would eat him up for dinner instead.

He won’t be satisfied till MC is comfortable with him entirely, demon form, human form, all of it. He’ll take whatever steps necessary if it means MC feels safe around him.

Belphie

It’s only natural that MC would be scared of his demon form after what happened. Even if the MC he hurt so badly wasn’t the one that stayed, Belphie could still catch nervous glances from MC anytime he sounded like he was about to lose it.

He won't tell anyone the reason why he’s been sleeping so poorly since then is because he can’t stop dreaming of the same moment over and over and over again. Watching their face wrapped in an endless scream. MC does find it concerning when the demon of Sloth is refusing to get any sleep.

It’s actually Beel who comes to MC first, telling them to talk to Belphie. Since they’re twins and they have a magical twin connection, he’s felt awful, feeling endlessly restless no matter what he eats or how much he exercises. He pleads MC to talk to his brother.

It takes a long discussion with MC doing most of the talking before Belphie gives in and apologies with his cracking voice betraying his emotions. He just wants to go back to dreaming, he wants to stop reliving this endless nightmare.

MC stops being scared of Belphie when he falls asleep in their lap, and Belphie finally is able to move on from that terrible moment.

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me headcanons #obey me imagines #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me levi #obey me satan #obey me asmo #obey me beel #obey me belphie

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