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curdled-blood · 4 months

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I would like to know your headcanons for Splendor and Fen 👀 Basic stuff like personality and hobbies. I have my own versions of them that I’m in love with, but I love seeing other people’s stuff too. -🎀

OMG I HAVE MY OWN VERSIONS TOO!!! I'm so happy you asked because Fen is one of my favs ever !!!

To start things off it is my version of them used to be humans that died and came back, same with the rest of their family!! I'm not quiet exactly sure how Splendor but I know that Fen's death was a murder that happened due to a series of unfortunate events that happened in his life.. Don't make deals with a man claiming to be the devil, kids.

Personality:

Splendor - to be honest his personality is about what you'd expect. Very much up beat and happy go lucky optimist type deal that has definitely been influenced by past traumas in his life 😃 He's especially peppy around kids and REFUSES to swear cuz yk... but around other adults he kindaaa loosens up a bit but he can still be a bit uptight. Even then, he still has a chaotic side that RARLEY peeks out. Sometimes he gets so wound up that he just eventually breaks down and starts freaking out but he usually finds a way to survive 👍🏻 fighting the urge to call him a prude cuz thats mean but its so truuuuuuuuuue

Offender - Okay so like imagine if Deadpool was more cut off and distant. Flirty, witty, kind of a prick but secretly has a heart of...silver. If you wanna get to know him, and I mean REALLY get to know him, it's pretty much impossible unless you were quite literally hand picked and/or forced upon him (i.e. his proxies *wearing a t-shirt that says ask about my fen proxy ocs*) Bro doesn't even trust his own fucking family, so he tends to be stand-off-ish if that makes sense 😭

I should see what personality types they have 🤔

Hobbies:

Splendor -

Cooking - OKAY BUT YOU CANNOT TELL ME THIS MAN WOULD NOT MAKE THEEEE BEST COMFORT FOOD YOU'VE EVER FUCKING TASTED. You eat one of his dishes and suddenly you have fat puppy syndrome. Fat, full, and tired. I like to think him and his family was from Germany and that he specializes in German dishes :D

Baking - Same with cooking, you CANNOT disagree that he'd make the most delicious goodies. He also definitely makes weed brownies, though he may deny it.

Music - Splendorman may not play an instrument like some of his other family members, but boy does he love listening to music. Him and Trenderman both LOOOVE to collect vinyls together <3. Splendor definitely has a record player that he uses RELIGIOUSLY and a phonograph somewhere around his big ass cottage teehee

Tea - OH yeah, ya boys a tea conisour. He has like every tea you can think of AND THEN SOME. he probably has an entire room just for storing all that damn tea.

Offender -

Gardening - Since Fen was a kid he's been absolutely in love with nature, especially flowers specifically. Sometimes he'll spend hours, even entire days, messing around out front of his broken down mansion and about his forest, tending to the flowers and other floura.

Violin - Another hobby Offender has had since he was a small lad!! Over the many years of his existence he has had plenty of time to master the craft of violin playing. Though since his death he stopped playing as often as he used to but he still does every now and then!!

Singing - Fen may not sing often but when he does, he has the voice of an arch fucking angel. He likes singing just fine but if he's being completely honest with himself, he enjoys playing the violin more. Though he does occasionally use his hypnotic voice to lure people in so he can steal their souls but that's business, not a hobby.

Painting - Yet another activity Fen is incredibly skilled in, but does not often indulge in. But since Fen has access to so many different flowers with many varying colors, sometimes he'll make paint to make something insanely beautiful.

Random Fun Fen Fact: After his death, Fen has this snake tattoo implanted on him by the devil that is slowly moving and slithering around his body!!

#curdled headcanons #OMG FIRST ANON???/j?#🎀#I'm so happy you asked me about my vers of Fen I almost puked./hj #offenderman #splendorman #creepypasta #creepypasta headcanon #slender family headcanons #slender family #Did I talk to much????

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mouldymp3rotations · 5 months

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December being my birthday month, I decided to treat myself and upload 10 of my favourite songs of all time :D That means that this will be the first rotation that contains something else than only japanese music AND that the genre will be all over the place lol

As usual, the link for each individual song is in their title and the link to download everything all at once is at the bottom of the post

So in this birthday pack, you'll find :

Dalida - Mourir sur scène

Mourir sur scène (literally "to die on stage" although an english version of the song exists as Born to Sing, though i kind of don't like her english singing voice as I feel it lacks depth...) is my favourite Dalida song, in which she addresses death directly. By the time she recorded this, she had already attempted suicide and I do believe that her love for singing and being on stage made her life bearable enough, at least for a while (she did end up killing herself, in the end). She was a very tragic grande dame and that weighs a lot in my love for her, I have to admit. Mourir sur Scène was a single on an eponymous album released in 1983

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Dir en grey - Lotus

This song was an love at first hearing and it's still as good as it was the first time I listened to it. It's just one of these songs that grabs my heart, will not let go, and will crush it and leave a gaping hole in my chest by the time the song is over kfjshksdjfhksjdfh Lotus was a single from Dum Spiro Spero released in 2011

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Evanescence - Imaginary

I first was introduced to Imaginary through the version that is on Fallen. The thing is, Evanescence is the first band ever on which I hyperfixated. One album wasn't enough. I went on to find the Fallen demos and the Origin demo album. The version you're getting here is the version from Origin. I have not gone back to listen to the Fallen version since lol (the Synthesis version isn't bad either !) So this version of Imaginary was on Origin, released in 2000

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Gothika - Fata Morgana Android

I'm still wondering if this is my rip from the album or my rip from their MySpace LOL. So yeah, I first heard this as an untitled track on MySpace, back when they had just changed their name from Euthanasie to Gothika. I also don't think they made a better song than this... ^^; Fata Morgana Android was on the album 120 Days of Sodom, released in 2007

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Hora - Ains5

I JUST FUCKING LOVE THAT SONG OK. And it's the only one without lyrics, here... Ains5 was on Venom, self-released in 2007 (which also transonica and inner elements which are pretty good too !!!)

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Klaus Nomi - Cold Song

Happy birthday to me, here's the most depressing song ever ^_^ Klaus Nomi was pretty much my introduction to countertenor voices (which probably came as a recommendation from someone after I had gotten into Vitas around 2007 tbh), and I just fell in love. Cold Song was on an eponymous album released in 1981 (if you'd like something less depressing, try Lighting Strikes or You Don't Own Me from the same album :) )

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Lili Fatale - Feels

I have to admit that I don't like a lot of québécois music, despite me being from Québec, but Lili Fatale definitely is an exception. Particularly for Feels. I find the song relatable and I like how her voice carries it and wraps around me, aaah... Feels can be found on the album CK80296 (yes discogs is wrong on this one cause indeed the album title is the catalog number, but I guess it's also considered an eponymous album...), released in 1997

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Queen - The Show Must Go On

So I was introduced to that song through Moulin Rouge! lol. And then one day, I got a weird hair up my ass and went to download a Queen Best Of album and... Yeah, the rest is history, it will always, always be such a gut wrenching song ! And the show did go on, after all... The Show Must Go On was released on Innuendo, in 1991

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Schwarz Stein - 黒い羊 (Kuroi Hitsuji)

Another one of my love at first hearing, this is the last one to date. I knew I was going to put a Schwarz Stein song in here, and it could have been so hard because all their songs are so fucking good, but I figured that anything from the midi:nette era is old enough for everyone to have heard it already, so I decided to go for a more recent song. I almost hesitated between this and Cocoon tbh lol Kuroi Hitsuji is the B-side on the Ever After single released in 2019

(couldn't find it on youtube lol)

The Birthday Massacre - Blue

Blue was my introduction to The Birthday Massacre ! I then looked into them and realized their whole thing was violet and a weird girl, at a time when violet was my favourite colour and I was a weird girl, so it just... happened naturally tbh. Blue was on the Violet album (still fucking iconic !!!), released in 2004

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All 10 songs are downloadable here

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cilogram · 10 months

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Sparks Japan Tour 2023 Recap

(silly personal edition; unfortunately the only kind I'm capable of)

Saturday July 22nd, Tokyo

(Duo Music Exchange)

This is the standing venue I've mentioned before as being crazy for having massive pillars in line of sight of the stage. It was a sold out show, so unfortunately some people had to be back there...

I was unbelievably lucky with my ticket numbers and my friend and I got to stand in the front row, keyboard siiiiiide. I don't think I can express how happy I was to be there. The show was phenomenal and being in the front able to jump around and dance and experience the music Up Close was just... something else.

I really enjoyed the film score soundtrack to our waiting time before Sparks came on, too. So atmospheric.

Obligatory pre-show keyboard photo number one:

Over the loudspeakers before the band came on, the venue announced that photos and videos wouldn't be allowed during the performance, and there was a hilarious, audible reaction from the crowd as ~600 people quietly reacted like, 'whaaat?!'

(I see there were some rule-breakers in the house, though, so there are some clips and pictures on instagram and elsewhere for those who want to see!)

The stage was really shallow with the band set up and Russell could barely fit behind the keyboard to reach that side, but it was so nice that he made the effort to come and sing to those people up close, and somehow without knocking Ron over.

Also we definitely witnessed the escalator dance!

And oh man, Russell did so many dramatic leaps into the air, it was (as they say) rad.

Out of all the songs we heard that night, I think it brought me the most joy to hear Angst, and The Toughest Girl In Town. I love Interior Design and it's the album I usually put on when I'm coming home from the city at night, so hearing a song from it IN that city at night was just the best. But every song was done incredibly. Particularly Beaver O'Lindy which of course I'd never heard live before (I am sadly not a 21x21 veteran)!

And I love when a song ends and Ron does some little pose when he lifts his hands off the keyboard :')

The crowd was absolutely on fire, in SUCH good spirits! Everyone I saw was just smiling through every moment, or singing along looking elated to be there and lost in the music.

And as I'm sure we've all seen by now, encore Ron wore an Air Jordan hoodie with JAPAN written on it. Extremely appreciated.

Oh, and retrospectively I think I have to conclude that the Shopping Mall Of Love 'yeah's from this night included the hottest 'yeah' of the three tour dates. I don't make the rules, I merely observe them.

This show was everything I could have hoped for and more.

(To my friend I went with: if you're reading this, ugh, what a cherished memory it is to have seen them front row together ;_;)

Monday July 24th, Osaka

(Namba Hatch)

I went up very high to take this photo and the venue is sadly not in it, but please look at Osaka anyway just for some ~mood context~.

(And yes, person trying to see if you could peel one of the Sparks posters off the wall of the venue to take home, I saw you and I support you and I'm sorry you didn't manage to succeed!)

By the way, this venue has an impressive plethora of escalators...

Obligatory pre-show keyboard photo number 2:

You can tell how early I was by the unoccupied seats.

This was my first seated show but 99% of people were on their feet from the moment the band came on and for the entire duration of the show. Absolutely became a standing gig... I was so relieved!

I brought a non-Sparks-fan to this show and it couldn't have been a better introduction. It was just so incredibly well performed and so fun, we had such a great time.

Russell's voice was possibly somehow even better than on Saturday; I don't know, but especially his high notes had so much POWER and he looked super happy with the performances after each song :D

And omdhfhdgdg there was just so much energy from the crowd.

Being a much bigger venue than Saturday, the applause and cheering was incredible :') The audience participation in general was just brilliant!

I really like a lot of the live arrangements of the songs, too, they're so much more powerful than usual. I know with some other bands, live shows are a muddier, albeit wilder but much less listenable rendition of the album tracks, but Sparks really elevate their songs when done live.

Russell also used a few words of the local Osaka dialect when talking to the crowd which was very cute and got big cheers.

The previous venue was too small for the lighting setup I've seen in other 2023 tour photos, so this night was when we finally got to see that in action. As is Sparks' way, it was really well thought-out, so I'm very glad I got to see this more visually dramatic version of the set. I especially loved the rainbow lighting and French flag lighting moments.

This was also our first time hearing A Love Story in Japan. So fun live!

Encore Ron came out wearing a pair of novelty Osaka dialect sunglasses (which he had to lift up to see the keyboard settings 'cause they were obviously too dark, and the crowd giggled at that and so did Ron, it was... fucking cuuute.

Of course there was also a brief glimpse of no-glasses Ron when he swapped them for his normal pair later. Those of you who know me will observe my restraint in the mentioning of this)

When they were saying their final goodbyes to us, someone at the front handed Russell an art piece they'd made (it looked like a standee of him and Ron) and he did a little pose like 'I will cherish this' and then put it on the keyboard, and Ron picked it up and did a little pose with it like 'ooooh'

So cute. So lovely.

Such a stellar show! I wish I could thank everyone else in the crowd for making it so special. I'd never seen so many hands in the air.

Tuesday July 25th, Tokyo

(Line Cube)

(The second brand-related renaming of Shibuya Public Hall has given it the above amusing name. It used to be called CC Lemon Hall and I don't know which is funnier)

It's really nice inside, very modern and spacious and the seats were SO comfortable,

but this time EVERYONE immediately stood up. I didn't detect an ass in a seat for the whole show. It was beautiful. Wonderful. Unbelievably good!

(Unrelated, but in front of me was a maybe-11-year-old boy in subtle russell cosplay; wearing an exact replica of his 'having fun around Japan' outfit from the documentary (complete with the right length of trousers and legit marimekko bag in red))

Obligatory pre-show keyboard photo number 3:

Just before the 2nd or 3rd song there were some technical difficulties, during which Russell tried stalling but then obviously didn't want to stall alone for the whole time and forcibly handed Ron the mic

and Ron said,

"... the voltage in Amurica is 120, and in Japan it's 100... so sometimes things like this happen. We apologize. ^w^"

(yes he did make the face of this emoji)

(and yes I did... phonetically spell out the way Ron says America because it's just... so endearing)

The rest of the show went smoothly though! It was so, so

so good.

I could get into some of the moments in the songs that really move me, but I am easily embarrassed.

Okay, I will try (look, I am being so brave)

-When I'm With You: there's a beautifully-held note or two or three in this song that I'm sure all Sparks fans die at when hearing it live. That, and the 'I almost feel normal' line, really get to me.

-It Doesn't Have To Be That Way: I think we all know how rare it is for Sparks to make a song specifically in order to express a message, and I'm really glad they doubled down on that and did this one live. It hurts but it's also so simply triumphant. I love how Russell almost laughs on certain lines because it really is both absurd and exactly what artists have to deal with.

-Number One Song In Heaven. This is just one of the first Sparks songs I ever heard and it blew me into another dimension. It's ominous, it's ethereal, it's weird and perfect, and it's incredible to hear live every single time.

At the end of the show, Russell said how sad it was for them to be ending the tour

but how happy they were to have the last one be here ;__; 'we genuinely really love your country'

Awww Russell ;_;

I left the show so much better off than when I came in, by which I just mean there's something about seeing a band that means so much to you, where it just turns up the metaphorical dial on the enrichment of your life. Thank you Sparks and thank you other Sparks enjoyers!

Well, that was my rambling show report complete with absolutely none of the information anyone usually wants to hear about a gig.

I'd like to thank @adreamofroses for finding me and saying hi, and I'm sorry we didn't get to talk much!

I'll leave you all with a photo of the official merch I got, including some by the art team Tectecs whose adorable art was irresistible. They've got a gallery show going on with all their Sparks work at the moment, too.

and one last photo because I saw my bag looking like this when I stopped to do something, and laughed:

#I'm sure there are things I've forgotten but such is life #what a beautiful end to a beautiful tour #Sparks band

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nerdieforpedro · 2 months

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n e r d i e what's something that's making you happy these days? (you came to mind, i hope your day's been good 💕😗)

🫣 I came to mind? So you just thought about me randomly? OMG that's so sweet. 🥹 My days for the most part have been good. the last week has been busy and will continue to be. Hopefully when we start March I can fangirl much more than I can now. All this "adulting" and "responsibilities" are cramping my delusions' style. 😞

Two specific things that are making me happy:

Expanding my writing to different genres, more Pedro characters, more Oscar characters and trying more challenges. It's sometimes daunting and I took on too much but it usually works out. Like my comedy series, summer romance, rom-com and more serious floaty metaphoric series. I also dabbled in m/m and sandwiches. I don't describe any of these well. 🤣 I consider myself an all-rounder in life so I guess that extended into my fics.

I think I'm sort of getting my voice back a bit my singing along with the music I listen to. Usually singing and writing at the same time would be distracting for some but I don't do well with silence unless I'm in bed trying to sleep. Belting out Linking Park after jamming to a trap version of The Mandalorian theme has its perks. I think the Chaka Khan and Prince songs have a good bit to do with it as well. 🤔

One other thing I'm excited about and no pressure, whenever there's more of "Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps." Don't think I forgot ma'am! I feel like I remember Jake getting patched up out our reader's place and sleeping on her couch. She's growing a soft spot for him, though Jake seemed to have a bone to pick with Khonshu. 👀 Or maybe I missed a chapter and yes that is from memory because I wanted to know what happened next! But no pressure, I have plenty to keep busy with until I see that notification. 🥰

I should have said rambling makes me happy. 😆

Love Nerdie ❤️❤️

#Nerdie's inbox #Soft musings brought her sweetness in here #I just happened to be on her mind?#I'll feel all warm and gooey in my heart for at least a week #fanfiction #singing #Nerdie answered with paragraphs...again

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lemurzsquad · 4 months

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Wrote a poem about a couple of characters from a D&D campaign I'm in called the Realm of Nexuntor that I figured I'd share because why the heck not? It's from the perspective of my character named Brash (she's a bronze dragonborn sorcerer) and the other character is Malakai (an avian)

Enjoy lol

cw: death, angst, it's kinda sweet but also really depressing, tiyh sickness (a mostly fatal condition in Nexuntor)

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(1/18/2023)

Raven Tears

And I watched as he crumbled in my arms

That brilliant, soft, sweet smile still plastered on his face

And even as the charred black continues to creep on his skin

And the tears, tar and oozing, paint his cheeks in plaster

The fear in his eyes seemed glazed over with relief

As he placed a palm against my cheek

"Don't leave me," I choked out in sobs

And he just closed his eyes and smiled serenely

"I'm so glad you're here," he said, another current of raven tears streaming down

"I'm so glad you're here with me," he repeated

He opened the curtain on his eyes once more

And I wondered how much he could really see,

Glossy ebony staring up at me lovingly,

My own face reflected so flawlessly

I watched my own black tears fall from my own glossy tearducts

They only added to the rivers running down his cheeks

I wondered how he could do nothing but be happy

As he felt his life slipping through my fingers as I spoke

I felt the flow of my melting heart interrupted with a caring swipe

His voice said, "Thank you"

And all I could bear to respond with was "Why?"

"For living. For being with me, even if it's fleeting now in the grand scheme.

And you came back to me, safe and sound."

I couldn't help the weight that sank into my chest

As I clutched him close, "I wish I'd never left..."

"But you came back," he said without a hint of disappointment

Regret nor bitterness nor resentment nor grudge

With a hand wrapped gingerly behind my head to hold me close, the other with his fingers laced in mine

He began to sing a quiet song just for me to hear

Barely above the whispering wind and the sound of my weeping

And it was hardly a lament or mourning which made it all the more laced with my anguish

"I'll watch as the stars close their eyes

Behind the dark and gleaming sky.

I'll wait to hear them sing your praises strong,

When they tell you I've been here all along.

As the raven flies to take the sun,

So too will I take my place among

The many eyes that watch the realm

From the perch in the sky's helm.

So smile for me when I leave

My love, I do so truly believe

I'll still get the chance to hold your hand

No matter where my body may land

In the dirt, within the earth, and in a flowerbed.

No matter, I just wish you'd raise your head

And feel my gaze from up above,

So you'll never be alone, my love."

And as his voice grew quieter,

And he drew into a final breath,

I felt a small smile against my cheek,

And, in my arms, his death.

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#d&d #d&d 5e #realm of nexuntor #nexuntor #nexuntor writing #nexuntor brash #nexuntor malakai #original poem #poems and poetry #poems on tumblr #poetry #poem #angst #oc #oc writing #oc poetry #oc poem #lemurz writing

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dreamsculptor · 2 months

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It hasn't been quite a year, but I looked back here and saw my last pinned post, and thought I might make another.

I was reading over my last pinned post and it's funny how much better things have gotten since then. I don't have the same job, I work somewhere else now, and it shows me how much better things can be. I was holding my head above the water with the last team I worked with, but now I have coworkers and managers that care about and support me.

Last time, I mentioned that my birthday had passed, and that just a small few friends came by for a little while but had to leave. I was happy for it but this year was so much better and it was what I had hoped for last year.

I had most of the same, I just invited my coworkers and friends to come hang out, have cake and food and such. A bunch of my coworkers came by and stayed well until 10 or 11 at night before everyone started heading home, and it was so much fun, and so fulfilling. It took 24 years but I finally have what I wished for all along: people that I can physically be with, that I have some kind of tangible love with. Life is full of hits-and-misses and attempted connections and bitter failures, but eventually you do get your chance. It was all worth it in the end.

I finished FFXIV, too, which is fun! Now I'm part of the crowd waiting with bated breath for the next expansion, but now that I have finished it, I find myself needing new ways to fill the time that used to be playing FF. I've picked up, played, and even finished some handful of games; Palworld, Vintage Story, a bit of Transistor, and the ever-beloved Sims. And in every game I play I find myself delightfully driven to create and write and join in on the world.

I managed to find and join a company in FFXIV that's focused on roleplay, and I've been having a lot of fun with Sye, but I've also created Takumi now too! They've got all their bits and pieces in motion, but aside from that, I also reached out to and joined an RP-focused Vintage Story server. It's been a lot of fun finally getting to indulge these things that I wanted to do for so long, but tried and failed so many times.

I've also been befriending my company mates, many of whom also love to write and draw and otherwise create. I got to read the draft of the first chapter of my friend's book; I am proofreading and editing for another one of them; and yet another has given me a link to their old D&D information for me to go read. I've made new friends, in and out of FFXIV, and even they have tons of amazing art and writing to share. Even in other games, like Vintage Story, I'm playing with friends and forming towns where we actually work together and delegate specific tasks to people who want to do them. It feels like all of the joys I experienced as a kid are finally being re-ignited in the best way possible.

I haven't written too much - if you don't count roleplay posts - but I have been indulging the ~egotistical~ love of my own voice. It's been fun making pseudo-audiobooks of the fics I've written and singing all of the songs that I love and getting to talk and laugh with my company mates and other friends.

All in all, I think I can say I'm happy with where my life is right now. I'll leave this with a pristine verse from Kristoff Krane this time:

Making love, making friends, no doubt I make a difference There's positive and negative effects of my decisions And although my dreams are selfish, I hope you can relate May my attempts at being honest resurrect the fact I'm fake

✎﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏

Instead of albums, this time, I leave you with songs:

Passing Through - Kaden MacKay Thank You Energy - Kristoff Krane Doing My Thing - Kristoff Krane Knocking on Wood - Spose Okay - Atmosphere

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secretmellowblog · 1 year

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hi! hello!! i have been listening to the les mis soundtrack for almost 5 years now, but im just starting to delve into the fandom: im attempting to read the brick (i tried but it's very long), and within the past 2 days i have watched 2/3 of the movies i could find (including ofc the 2012 one which was. interesting.) do you have any advice or things i should know or places i should start with the fandom? even people to follow? im asking you bc multiple in depth posts of yours have shown up in the les mis tag, but please feel free to direct me to someone else or ignore me if that's easier. thank you sm, even just for reading this

Hi, thanks for your ask! I'm always happy to help :D The first thing is that there's currently a "Dracula Daily" style readalong of Les Mis happening, called "Les Mis Letters." It emails out one of the 365 chapters of Les Mis every day for a year, starting January 1st of this year, and is a lot like a big book club (or "brickclub.") It's still not too late to catch up if you binge read a bit! We're currently at the "Who Am I"/Valjean rescuing the person mistaken for him part of the book. :3 It might be a nice way to read the Brick for the first time, since people are going through the book chapter by chapter and discussing it. You can find the Les Mis Letters subscription here:

And the discord server here:

(Although the tag/server are a bit less active now that we're a few months in!)

As for blog recommendations: I already made a Masterpost of some active Les Mis blogs I recommend checking out! Here's that post, there are bunch of great blogs on it:

Two additional blogs I didn't mention in that post--because they've only started becoming more active recently -- are @dolphin1812 who writes great chapter-by-chapter meta for Les Mis Letters, and @pureanonofficial who's been making great gifsets of different Les Mis adaptations inspired by Les Mis Letters! :3

If you want a general overview/map of what the fandom looks like and things you should probably know...I recommend @pilferingapples post here. The big things are that the book is nicknamed "the Brick" (for obvious reasons XD.) So if you see people talking about "the brick" or "Brickclub" or something being "brick-inspired"/"based on the Brick" that's a way saying it's discussion of the book rather than the musical. The Les Mis fando on tumblr/a03 is geeeeeenerally loosely split into the "Old Men fandom" and the "Les Amis Fandom." The Old Men fandom focuses on Valjean and Javert, with lots Valjean/Javert shipping-- the "Les Amis Fandom" focuses on Les Amis, Cosette, Marius, and Eponine, with lots of shipping between everyone but especially between Enjolras/Grantaire. There are also other smaller minifandoms of people really into obscure historical stuff, usually either the history of rebellion or the history of the French prison system /police force, but the "Old Men vs Les Amis" is the biggest divide imo. And in my experience most of the fanfic (and there is a lot of fanfic!) is based on the musical characterization/collective internet fanon rather than the Brick. But there are Some brick-focused fanfics out there! (and they're always my favorites alksdjflksdjf.) There's also a subset of the Les Amis fandom people call the "collective modern AU fanon universe." Basically back in 2012 when the movie came out, lots of people got super into shipping Enjolras and Grantaire, partially because the actor who played Grantaire posted a video of himself singing a love song he'd altered to be about Grantaire/Enjolras. People gradually invented a collective fanon AU of what things would be like if Les Amis lived in the modern day. These modern AUs became so popular that they kind of became the norm, and people assumed your Les Amis fics would be modern AUs even if you didn't tag them that way. There are lots of people who got into Les Mis through the collecive fanon universe more than any adaptation. So what I'm saying is the "Les Amis Modern AU' world is basically an entire Goncharov'ed fanon universe of its own. It has its own tropes, characterizations, headcanons for different characters' appearances/genders, etc etc etc. There have been multiple microbudget webseries and comics based on the collective modern AU universe. It's been around for so long that I think it's normal but I imagine it can be kinda confusing to someone who's new to the fandom XD. And that's pretty much all I can think of! : D But yeah the Les Mis fandom is very fun

#les mis #:D

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pricescigar · 2 years

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Alcina Dimitrescu HC's

Photo taken by me

Hello everyone! This is my first time making HC's in the Resident Evil fandom (Canon Character wise)

So I'm quite nervous to show you all... Either way, I do hope you enjoy it!

Alcina was born around 1914, January 12th 1914 to be more specific being a winter baby; You get used to the cold

She grew up in a nobel family, had the best education; She was an intelligent young girl of her age, succeeding well in school

Her main talent, and main passion over all... Was singing, and when the talent shows were organsied. It gave her the perfect opportunity to truly shine

And playing the piano was her second hidden talent, and was quite good at it. Even to this day, she still plays it

Alcina found that singing was therapeutic to her, she would sing whence she was feeling sad, happy or angry; A way to express her emotions while playing the piano

Being in a nobel family had it's downsides... Which sadly had a hereditary blood disease which Alcina found it hard to accept

The disorder knows as "porphyria." Also known as Vampire's disease that affects the skin

Romantically even growing up as a young woman, she never found any mqn attractive. In any way possible, at first she didn't think of it; When she was a teenager

But of course, as she got older, Alcina came to terms that she found women attractive, considering she could get into a lot of trouble for it as it was illegal at the tkme... Alcina hid it well

With her talent of singing, she had the opportunity to sing with a band called "The Pallboys". And taming the title "Miss D."

That little career of hers during the 1930's was wonderful, a few songs they only released and everyone loved it. Everyone loved the sound of her voice

During World War 2, although her Musifccarrer was on and off, she'd never reject to singing in small bars occasionally

Temporarily during the war, she also relocated for the last few years of it. For her own safety of course, until she would find her way back to her true home...

Upon Alcina returning to her home in Romania, and seeing her former land occupied by the Black God, she rightfully claimed it back

Although her and Miranda got off at the wrong for when they first met, but the one moment Alcina would never forget was being lured by Miranda to have her surgically having the Cadou

During the recovery, Alcina had a hard time accepting her body, and her physical appearance in general which she found very hard

How tall she was... The claws she could from from her hand, transforming into a dragon and back terrified her.

Not to mention the overwhelming desire to drink blood to survive, she found it hard

Despite that Alcina eventually came to terms with her body, and the fact she wasn't the perfect host for Miranda

To make herself useful she yook over her family's wine disrurbution business, as a way to support herself; And a way to keep herself busy...

The urge to be a mother deep down was strong, and with her own experimentation of the Cadou being limited

The three women that she experimented on, was the lucky ones; They survived the experiment, and forming a special bond with them

Naming them Cassandra, Bela and Daniela her very own children, the children she always wanted

Yet the cold always hurt them, which is why Alcina made sure all windows were shut and locked tight

From there Alcinw finally got the family she had always wanted

#resident evil 8 village #resident evil #resident evil village #lady alcina #lady alcina dimitrescu #alcina dimitrescu #countess dimitrescu #castle dimitrescu

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hawkstincan · 1 year

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okay, this is a long time overdue I guess, but I finally feel like I need a pin post. about me, this blog, my ships and all these jazz

I came here from a space similar to a livejournal. so this blog is just a blog about whatever. if I feel like posting my old drawings, I will be posting my old drawings. or some whining about irl. or about a movie I just watched.

quite obvious english is not my first language and if i’m making little sense or some stupid mistakes it must be because of it.

that's also the reason why I am usually so slow with replies. it’s scary to communicate in my first language and even scarier in english. I am bad at communication altogether if I’m honest. but I'm trying to do my best though (on AO3 too).

I do not let go of a fandom I once loved. I just can’t even when I want to.

I’m open for requests right now. BUT it is a slow and may take me literal YEARS.

I’m always back and forth.

I’m very attached to the voice of a character. I don't like dubbing. no matter how good it’s done. I want to hear original voices. if I watch anime it’s always with subs. I usually fall for the characters with unusual or distinctive voices or intonations or speech patterns.

and don’t get me started on singing! I'll never shut up! I LOVED ALL MUSICAL EPISODES I’D EVER SAW! ALL OF THEM!

Glee? i was ecstatic xD

I prefer to read low rated fics. I’m not that interested in sex scenes and high rating is almost always is about sex. so why bother and waste my time on something I'm not really interested in? I will read explicit and mature rated stories from the writers I love. because I have been reading them for years and I know I love their writing. though I most likely skip pwp.

I can’t read d/s. even when it’s just undertones. freaks me out. just… not my thing. I tried several times.

What I mostly read at the moment:

flaffowverse

coldflash, awww, my first otp ever

flashwave, Len must be a good friend

coldflashwave, harrisco, hartmon, goldenvibe, heatfrost (if I remember correctly)

I can read mostly any other ships if they are not breaking up coldflash, and from some writers I can read ships even when they break coldflash up (that’s very rare and new for me)

marvel

ironwinter, ironhawk, Phil/Clint, clintasha, winterhawk, pepperony, frostiron, ironstrange

I’m a big Tony and Clint lover, if they are there and happy I most likely read and be happy with it.

merlin bbc

merwaine

just merwaine. because i saw Gwaine and was done. Gwaine stole my heart from his first appearance.

9-1-1

buddie

come on! they should be canon by now!

buffy the vampire slayer

spuffy

i was into spuffy before i even saw the show. i went and watched it because of spuffy

person of interest

rinch

I never thought I'd be reading anything in poi fandom… I was so wrong xD

teen wolf

steter, sterek

Stiles was the best thing in that forsaken show. don’t get me wrong — I love it. I just know it was never near perfect. or even good after season 3

our flag means death

blackbonnet

mha

bkdk

anything nice and fluffy with Tokoyami

knb

all of it i guess? i’m in the fandom since 2015 and i think i read all the ships there at some point xD

reborn

… let’s say Varia and Gokudera

spn

destiel

cas’s confession brought me back to watching after… long pause

star trek

sponse, spirck

that’s all I can remember right now. i’ll update it if something comes up

hanibal

hannigram

i had zero chances there. they are just that good

ted lasso

tedependent

god help me i though i was out of the woods with this fandom. but those two are so good together! James Lance is something else <3

#long post #about me #about blog #pin post #requests are open #VERY SLOW REQUESTS

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lovelywingsart · 2 years

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//AU// Name

-- Karl Heisenberg X OC (AFAB, She/They) --

This one was cute to do, and I do kinda hope people get the reference on one part because it's kinda a dunk on previous things. uwu (I thought it was funny, at least.) But also this was one of the ones I was stuck on for the longest, and so while it also may not be my best, I'm just happy I got it done... :'D

**Remember, check out the Masterlist for more! <3**

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*Warnings?: Small mention of medical issue, some internal thoughts, otherwise just some sweetness in general

Summary: Everyone needs a name! Unfortunately the duo didn't have one picked immediately like most would think...

Better a bit late than never, right...??

The room was quiet after the past few hours of movement and cries, shifting things around and making sure the newborn was content in his new world and the mother content in hers. Emelia kept her hold on her son, having calmed him with feeding and a nap shortly before. He was now wide awake again, however, small bright eyes searching where they could as his mother cooed over him constantly with every tiny movement and noise.

She still couldn't move her legs. Despite well over a day being past, the damage the birth had done was still causing lack of motion, though the feeling was slowly starting to return with the help of the Cadou. And so she kept her baby settled either in her arms or against her thighs as they rested on the bed, gently moving his arms and hands as she clicked her tongue in a light, playful manor.

Heisenberg himself sat at the small table in the corner, having brought down a few written plans to add to while occasionally looking over. It was... strange. Hearing small noises from the infant, along with Emelias happy cooing and gentle words was an odd change from the silence and normal talking he had gotten used to recently. And while he still didn't want to leave her side, it both made him uncomfortable and fascinated him...

Emelia kept her cooing as her son took her fingers in a tight grip as she held his hands. This was like a dream for her... One she didn't want to wake up from.

"My sweet boy..." she smiled, her voice quiet with a singing tone. "You're calm now, my little love... What's going on around you, hm?"

She could feel the fathers glances every now and then as she spoke, though that didn't break her focus. His nervous curiosity simply amused her, though she didn't push anything even, if she did want him next to her. The last thing she wanted to do was to scare him away again, especially now.

She kept her gaze on the infant, tilting her head slightly as a sudden thought crossed her mind. She wanted to say something... She wanted to call his name-

But he didn't have one.

"What is your name..." she nearly whispered. Heisenberg paused his writing, now fully looking back at her.

"... You of all people didn't have a name??" He asked, and she glared at him.

"I had no idea what he was until I saw him, Karl..." she huffed. "I had a tad more to worry about at the time. A name wasn't on my mind."

He stared at her before giving a soft grunt, setting down the pencil and leaning back in the chair. Well, she had a point... There was certainly more to be worried about at that point in time, and he hadn't been around to consider it until recently.

"Alright..." he started, crossing his arms. "Let's think of names, then. Any good ideas?"

She tilted her head in thought, her gaze moving to the floor. There wasn't too incredibly much she knew, and she would admit it. A few came to mind, but...

"... Albert?" she offered. Her response was met with a stunned look, his nose scrunched with mild distaste.

"Wh--" he started, now fully facing her. "Who the fuck names their kid 'Albert'???"

"You asked if I had ideas...!"

"I asked if you had any good ones."

"It's not horrible... I've seen it in books before." she mumbled.

"It's terrible."

Both nearly jumped as the infant made a noise. She turned her attention to him, and Heisenberg snorted.

"Seems like he agrees with me." He joked. Emelia rolled her eye.

"Let's see what you have then, hm?"

He snorted again, tilting his head to the side. Clearly he had the same issue as she did... It was a few seconds before he finally spoke.

"Hans?"

She shook her head, and he shrugged.

"Leo?" He said, scrunching his nose as she shook her head again with a quiet 'no'. "Alexander..."

"Perhaps Edward?"

"Fuck no." He grumbled. He was silent for a moment before giving a mischievous grin. "Karl?"

"Only with a 'C'." She deadpanned. He frowned.

"That's just insulting."

"I will not have two of you."

He began to chuckle as she stared at him with an unamused expression.

"All due respect Doll, you already do." He joked, and she rolled her eye again.

She returned her focus to the infant on her thighs, meeting his bright eyes with a smile as he attempted to shift and look for the other voice.

"Perhaps... something with a tad bit of meaning, then..." She said quietly, taking his hands in hers. She leaned down slightly, gently bringing his hands up to her face to press small kisses against his fingers. "You should have a name to be proud of, shouldn't you, love? Once we get out, everyone should know who you are..."

Heisenberg seemed to pause at her words. His abrupt silence made her look up, and he stared at the ground as if he had a realization.

'Meaning'...? Something with meaning?

Thoughts rushed through his brain as she watched his face go stoic.

"... Karl?" She asked, a concerned frown now on her own face.

He didn't respond, suddenly focused on the 'task' at hand. She kept her gaze between the two boys as he tilted his head. Given his own history that he knew, it was almost difficult to come up with something that mattered to him, or at least enough to give a child a chance... He wanted to avoid anything that would tie back to all this, to all the hurt and trauma both parents had endured thus far. But this... This was all he knew-

His head suddenly lifted, his gaze falling on his son.

... Or was it?

He kept quiet, though there was a rush of familiarity in his eyes as a sudden idea entered his mind. He shifted his jaw in attempts to work out words. Emelia froze, unsure of the gears she watched turn in his mind, and she didn't move as he took a breath.

"... Adalwulf." He said suddenly, his voice lowering with a mild accent that was familiar to both of them when he occasionally spoke his language, though his tone was flat as if he were in a near trance. It almost made her jump, but she kept her eye on him.

"... What?"

He relaxed and cleared his throat at the sound of her voice.

"'Adalwulf'..." He repeated, though much lighter in tone as he shifted in the chair. "It, uh... It's German... Like... Y'know..."

She was quiet for a moment as he shrugged and gestured to himself slightly, thinking before giving a small, intrigued smile.

"Oh. It's... nice. Better than the others, I suppose... I would dare say a tad strange, but look at us..." She joked, and he shrugged.

"I... Kinda... I guess, yeah. 'Strange' doesn't really cover it for us." He said, rubbing the back of his neck almost nervously. "I guess it's... 'out there', all things considered... Few things kinda mix with the meaning, but I guess to dumb it down simply, it's along the lines of 'noble wolf' if I remember right..." He tilted his head. "It's old, probably not used commonly anymore given the time, but fit for the pup I guess. 'Unique' is probably the word I'd use, only 'cause he's... um... my..."

He trailed off, his own rambling registering as he met her gaze. Emelia stared at him, her eye wide with simultaneous amusement and, to his surprise, joy. She enjoyed when he rambled on about things, often just listening no matter how short the rambling was. But this was... Well, it was sweet. It was their son, after all... It meant he cared. And she knew damn well he cared far more than he was willing to admit.

He stayed silent for a moment, registering the stare slowly.

"... You don't... have to use it..." He started slowly, his voice quiet as he shifted his gaze to the papers on the table. "It, um... It's just a suggestion. That's what we're doing, right...?"

She kept her eye on him, tilting her head for a moment. He was... nervous? Moreso than she expected.

"Adalwulf..." she said, letting the name rest on her tongue while looking at their son once more.

She went silent. Her smile grew as she watched his eyes move to look up at her. Her gaze softened more as he made a small noise, and she relaxed. The infants hand moved, gripping along her fingers more as she looked at him. The name was perfect for him... She could already tell.

The sound of the chair creaking made her glance up, watching Heisenberg lean forward in sudden interest and curiosity as he caught sight of the movements. She didn't move, herself, but instead smiled at him with a gentleness in the golden gaze paired with... something else. It was enough to make him freeze- THAT wasn't a look he saw often... Nor was it one that made itself known in general until recently. Maybe only once or twice to him, though nonstop since the child was born the day before... It made his heart speed up and a small heat enter his face as it registered.

"I think 'Adalwulf Heisenberg' has a nice ring to it..." she nearly whispered, and he nearly fell out of the chair while still sitting, catching himself with his hands on his knees.

"... what???"

She chuckled, the sound thick with amusement and a genuine happiness.

"Well... I don't think 'Walsh' would have the same... charm when put together for a full name..." She looked back down at the infant, wiggling her fingers for him. She clicked her tongue softly as he looked down with a wide, curious gaze. "I would assume he'd be considered your 'heir' as well, yes...?"

Heisenberg stared at her, his eyes wide. His...

"... I... Y-Yes, he... He is..." he managed, unable to find proper words for whatever was in his mind. He was quiet for a few moments more before clearing his throat. "... What about you?"

He tilted his head in confusion as she chuckled quietly again. She suddenly scooped up the infant comfortably and cradled him in her arms, angling him to allow him to see the rest of the room- and the father that currently stared back with wide eyes.

"He's still my son too you know, no matter what his name is..." She said, leaning back and getting herself comfortable with an amused smile. "I wouldn't suggest it if it wasn't something I'd want for him. 'Heisenberg' is a proud name after all, isn't it?"

His eyes flicked between her and their son in a confused amazement, though he simply nodded as Emelia looked at the newborn, happily clicking her tongue. His thoughts ran wild as they fell into a calm silence once more, listening and watching her interact. Naming the child hit him quite a bit more that this was real, and even more that something so pure was able to exist in hell they were in. A purity that now had his own name, one that he had slowly begun to think had been tainted over the years with blood and bad luck. One that everyone else had grown to fear and even despise, and what he would have internally considered a curse to place on someone else.

But this?

He stayed still and simply watched, taking in the knowledge that a new, currently day-old generation would carry on his name, by choice of the mother instead of him. A choice that he had come to know was the other way around, but one he knew he most likely wouldn't have been able to bring himself to make.

But in his thoughts, he figured maybe... Just maybe, with this new life and opportunity...

Maybe he could be proud of it again.

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slurpinpuffs · 8 months

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hi yall! let me take you on a journey i went on today

it's pretty long, but read more to learn about some rather obscure black musical artists! ^u^

okay, so i found this song on a random Spotify playlist a long time ago and i *love* it. i love it a lot, all the women on the song have such amazing voices, but my favorite is the girl who sings the "respect the melanin, papi!" part (we'll get to her name later)

so i came back to this song today and was like, "i wanna hear more of them, especially my fav girl!" so i go to Google and look up NxxxxxS

oh, he was the producer i guess? the song's on his album, but he's not the singer. okay, let's look at the feature then, M.A.N

uhh, okay, that's not them either. i don't really know who this is honestly? but it's not the 3 women on the song, so i kinda don't care. let's find the music video for more details!

wow, they're really beautiful... but what have we learned so far?

the song is all English, but they're French!

the song has an artist named Senpu who apparently played bass? why were they not on the Spotify?

the girls are a group called Girls Do It Better(?)

two links!!!

to IG links, one to @man.bowdown (M.A.N again???), the other to @gdibcrew, which i assume is Girls Do It Better Crew

oh. neither of these pages exist...

i was able to find another IG page just by searching for gdibcrew, tho!

okay, so it's a women's collective in Paris. cool! but it's a private account with 0 posts, so it's pretty much dead. but there's a website li--

ah, that's down too :p

at this point, i tell this story to My Lovely Partner and they find a Vogue article titled Paris Girls Do It Better! Meet the City’s New DJ and Fashion Collective:

wow, still so beautiful... and there's more than 3! the collective debuted in 2014 apparently.

the article tells us a lot about these girls, their background and influences. check it out if ur interested!

even better, the article links to all of their Instagrams!

unfortunately, all of the links are either broken or lead to the wrong pages (the girls likely changed usernames) except for three:

Bibi Seck, who's a DJ. not one of the girls in the song, but i'm happy to have found her

Kyo Jino, the aforementioned male stylist who also wasn't on the song, but does have some really nice fashion on his page

and Khleopatre, who is a make-up artist, model, and art director with her own makeup line. notably, not a musician or any of the women on Brown Sugar, but i found a cool and artsy interview of her, so check that out if ur interested in her. she's really stunning and super unique

okay, so we learned more about GDIB, but not much about the specific women in the song, the point of this entire journey!

let's just google Girls Do It Better some more and see if we can find anything else

oh hey, a YouTube channel! only 4 videos, but it'll do.

OH BUT WAIT THAT'S HER

it's one of the girls from the video!! :O and she's the one from my favorite part of the song, too!!!

it's a freestyle rap called Singeries!! the video calls her Kitsuné Kendra, so i assume she's also Khenndrah from the article earlier

the vid also links to her Instagram, which links to her most recent single, ivresse (French for intoxication), on her new YouTube channel which has a bunch more songs, storytimes, and vlogs n stuff!! :D

she also performs at the Coyote Club with a non-binary artist named Sun Afrika!

okay cool, we found one! but what about the other two? it doesn't seem like all three of them made any other music as a trio sadly, but i found one thing!

a French interview on a site named Konbini linked to a JOUR/NÉ post on Instagram that tagged the girls. the three rightmost girls are the ones from the Brown Sugar video as far as i can tell, and the girl on the left seems to be another DJ/producer on the collective. according to the Konbini article, Yamiko and Bibi Seck are DJs/ producers, so the left girl may have been one of them, but it doesn't seem like she goes by either name anymore at least.

Unfortunately, @/noramens was a private account, but it was the same private account as the link to the name Lil' Felisha on the Vogue article, meaning that was at least her artist name at the time.

the next tagged account @/syra.mariah was active and open!

and just like that, we have another Instagram secured! it looks like whatever her name was in the Black Sugar era -- according to the article, Rainbow, Echo, and Lil' Felisha are singers in the GDIB collective, so she probably went by either Rainbow or Echo -- she now goes by SYRA!

her last song was in 2021, but her last video, a music video for her song Believe, was released a year ago, so she's still active! she has a really beautiful voice and style, so i'm super happy to have found her too!! <33

unfortunately, after googling around and searching Spotify, YouTube, and Soundcloud, i wasn't able to find any more info on the third girl on Brown Sugar, Lil' Felisha. based on the fact that he tagged Instagram page is privated with 1 post, and the fact that Lil' Felisha doesn't seem to be an artist on Spotify, i have assume she isn't really making music anymore. a bit of a disappointing end, as i really loved her performance in that song, but i'm honestly happy i was able to find the other two girls

so, in the end, here's who was singing on Brown Sugar:

(still not super sure who M.A.N is...)

thanks for joining me on this rly long story, sorry for keeping so many unnecessary details, i just wanted you all to experience the journey with me <3 go listen to Kitsuné Kendra's newest song ivresse (i also rly love Singeries on the old channel) and SYRA's newest video for Believe! and also, go listen to the song that started this whole thing, Brown Sugar! i promise, it's a really good listen. peace and love or whatever!!

#Kitsuné Kendra #SYRA #Lil' Felisha #Girls Do It Better #Brown Sugar #music #long post

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hi my love <33 happie 400 again <3333 straight to business:

shoe as a worker at disney land?? would he use his default song to serenade everyone on that park or would he pat kids' heads and be a prince 👁

jeonghan as a slytherin!

i just thought of some platonic things for now :D i'll be back for some Saucy ones later <3

hello hello! thank you for attending hehe <3

ofc you'd ask jihan </3

sleepover night (400 followers event)! let’s talk about your faves!

joshua as a disneyland worker

☆ literally a prince

☆ the man is a walking cliche </3 pretty, handsome, kind, sweet, etc. do not make me spiral </3

☆ he could literally BE a disney prince but if he was a disneyland worker, he'd play the part of a prince - maybe eric </3

☆ the one prince who everyone fawns over... like seriously... everyone wants to take a photo with him

☆ all the kids love him and probably follow him around bc he's so sweet to them </3

☆ tbh he probably ends up going around with a guitar, serenading everyone with sunday morning (cursed song pls do not ever mention it to me ever again i am HAUNTED by it). everyone fawns over him even more bc he can sing really well as well </3

☆ probably gets paid really well tbh everyone loves him </3

☆ overall heartthrob and literal disney prince, goodbye </3

+ mini blurb

"sunday morning rain is falling~"

"mum, the handsome prince is singing that song again! can we listen to him?"

"again? doesn't he know any other songs, oh my god. honey, we listened to him sing that like twenty minutes ago. why don't we look at something else? look! there's aladdin!"

"no! i want to see prince eric sing!"

"come back!"

"-that some day it would lead me back to you~"

jeonghan as a slytherin

☆ HE'S A LITERAL SNAKE

☆ no he isn't that was a joke

☆ but he's literally the embodiment of the slytherin trope... minus the bad-natured evil-ness

☆ cunning, innovative, will not hesitate to be merciless if necessary

☆ but on the otherhand, he's also quite fiercely protective of those he cares about and will do literally anything for them if necessary

☆ he's quick-witted, which you would think is a ravenclaw quality (it is) but his slytherin qualities overweigh any ravenclaw qualities. he still gets top of all his classes though </3

☆ A FLIRT

☆ he's very charming and probably charms anyone and everyone (works with his cunningness) to get what he wants with minimal effort

☆ he's very good at manipulating, and very resourceful

☆ you'd want him on your ragtag team if you were fighting any dark forces

☆ literally BYE i'm basing all of this on gose episodes rn bc he shows his slytherin side most in those

☆ don't be fooled by his delicate and charming appearance because he has the sharpest mind

☆ he only shows his softer side around his closer friends, but other than that he probably seems annoying, pretentious and annoyingly smart yet ridiculously handsome :spiral:

+mini blurb

"fancy seeing you here, y/n." a voice drawled from behind you as you looked behind, your eyes meeting the cocky gaze of your fellow 7th year slytherin, yoon jeonghan.

"what do you want, yoon?" you huffed, bringing your jacket closer to your chest. it was a cold and very snowy day to go out to hogsmeade but you were in desperate need of some butter beer and the warmth of the three broomsticks inn.

"nothing! just your company." he sidled into step with you, holding open the door to the inn, letting you in first.

"mhm, as if i believe that." you settled at a table for two, jeonghan taking the seat opposite you.

"what? can't a guy get butterbeer with his beloved?"

"SHUSH!" you clamped your hand over his mouth, eyes wide as you looked to see if anyone overheard your obnoxiously loud boyfriend. you weren't exactly dying to tell people that you were dating yoon jeonghan. i mean, if the truth came out and he wanted to share it, you were fine with it but it was habit to be sneaky. especially since the two of you were notably enemies.

you settled back into your seat, releasing your hand on his mouth. he coughed,

"anyway, i wanted to ask you a question."

"shoot." you said, sipping at the butterbeer that arrived at your table not long before.

"you know how the yule ball is coming up soon..." he fidgeted with his fingers, looking up at you through his lashes.

"yeah..."

"i was wondering..."

"mhm..."

"if i could ask..."

your heart was beating fast, was he really going to ask this now?

"joshua to the ball." he finished, you gaped at him in shock.

"what?"

"you heard me. besides, we haven't had a bro night in a while." jeonghan shrugged.

"you're joking." you scoffed.

"well... unless you want to go with me?" he smirked, leaning back in his chair.

"well i can't leave you dateless, can i? i heard that joshua asked his girlfriend to the dance a couple of days ago," jeonghan's smirk turned into a grin as realisation dawned on you, "and you already knew this and you just conned me into asking you to the dance. oh my god." you rolled your eyes.

"love you. can't wait to show off my amazing and beautiful girlfriend to everyone." he kissed your cheek, before leaving you alone with your butterbeer.

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mentally-unavailable · 3 years

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HI HELLO I FOUND YOUR BLOG NOW I'M CRYING/pos!! You make good content and I am here to request my little heart away :DDD!! I was wondering, could I get headcanons for McCree and Lucio with a Hispanic s/o?? Lil' extra info iyw, *they're spanish/scottish* just because i think it sounds kinda unique...

[A/N: Gah! :D I'm so glad my writing makes people happy!! Also, THANK YOU for 202 followers, this means the world to me!!

Also, I choose to just do Hispanic, since I myself am Hispanic and don't really know much about Scottish people ^^;;]

HEADCANNON:

[LUCIO/Mccree x FEM!Hispanic!Reader]

Lúcio Correia dos Santos

- Y'all met through a concert, you're a musician.

- Your type of music can be compared to Selena, you have a lovely voice and live to perform.

- You were both put to perform at a concert. You both ended chit chatting waiting for y'alls turn to perform. He ended up going first, you were amazed by his music and how he made the room feel alive.

- When it was your turn you went on stage in your glittery glammed out outfit and sang your heart out, afterwards he was one of the first to come up to you and compliment you on your singing.

- For the rest of the night you both ended up chatting, you exchanged numbers when it was time to part ways.

- You both would try to talk as often as you could, since you have practice and concerts. And he had Overwatch and all the fun stuff. But, you always made sure to text eachother goodmorning and goodnight to know you were thinking of one another.

- Eventually, you asked him out. You both planned a date of when you can meet up. Y'all choose a butterfly garden.

- As you both date, you keep bonding over being from hispanic cultures.

- You try to teach him [insert language] and he tries to teach you Portuguese.

- You both, when you can see eachother, make eachother food from your home.

- You both end making a few songs together, the fans love it

- You both celebrate holidays important to each others cultures and love learning more about on another

Jesse Mccree

- You both meet during his outlaw days after the disbandment of Overwatch. He was trying to find a seamstress/seamster

- He ended up finding you, you fixed his garment and went on with you day. But, he always came back saying "your handiwork was the best he's ever seen" [in reality was cause he found you cute]

- When Overwatch was called back, he knew he would miss you, and you the same as y'all have bonded from him coming around so often, so when he stopped showing up to your shop you got worried. You asked around for a while but no one knew where he could be. You felt sad, knowing your friend was missing.

- Eventually, he sees you again, but as Joel Morricone. At first you were just amazed someone as big as him was visiting your small shop. He explained a few things and that he is Jesse.

- He ended up asking you out on a date, you accepted, of course.

- When y'all start dating things are so different, as he comes and visits and you keep doing sewing.

- You make him garments all the time, and he wears them with pride. Eventually you learn and about overwatch, so for Christmas you make everyone scarves, hats or sweaters.

- Jesse's grew up in Texas so he knows a little bit about hispanic culture, but you still teach him things.

- Jesse celebrates Day of the Dead, cause that's what Gabe did with him, and you go with him and visit his family. And if you celebrate it too, you both will visit your family as well

- Jesse ends up buying the ranch he grew up as a kid, so you both move it there

- Its nice and quaint, y'all have chickens, horses, and even a few cows

- When ever you can you help him with his writing and just try to hang out with him

#overwatch x reader #jesse mccree #jesses mccree x reader #lucio x reader #lucio overwatch #hispanics #x fem!reader #hispanic!reader #mentally unavailable

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hyunnows · 3 years

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love, [Y/N] | jjk

► PAIRING: Jungkook x reader

► CONTENT/WARNINGS: angst, mentions of fluffy memories, mc death, lots of Jungkook tears, best friends!au, mentions of unrequited love

► WORD COUNT: 2k+

► RATING: pg13

► SUMMARY: "It’s not fair that he was holding the last of you in his hands, unable to focus on anything other than the last words he’ll ever receive from you."

↳ A/N: I got this idea at 2:36 am and I don't know where it came from but oh well. This was meant to be a 300-word blurb and we ended up at 2k lol. I haven't written anything for Jungkook compared to Tae, and honestly, this maknae has been climbing my bias list so here's a semi-self-indulgent fic filled with angst and crying! I hope you enjoy it, please feel free to leave feedback and reblog! Also, STREAM BUTTER!

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Shaking with fear, Jungkook gripped your hand tightly, tears pouring out his red eyes as your patient monitor fluctuated slightly. With a quivering lip, he croaks, “C'mon [Y/N], wake up. For me? Please…”

He feels your small fingers squeeze his own gently, weakly, and hope beams across his face. But just as soon as the hope had come, it vanished, your paling fingers going stiff in his palm. The once steady beeping now a quickly accelerating sequence, the sound ringing in the brunet boy's ears as his eyes go wide and breath cuts short.

He feels the nurses pull at him, trying to drag him out the room and he thrashes against them, his nails digging into your hospital bed with all their might until his knuckles turn white and his vision blurs. Loud sobs rack through his body as he slumps in the nurses’ arms, pressing the balls of his palms into his eyes, trying to stop the tears and the burning. His cries almost choke him, the occasional cough jerking his body harshly.

When he sees the familiar face of the doctor, he prays that the downcast gaze and frown don't mean what he thinks.

“[L/N] [Y/N],” Seokjin takes a breath, his own eyes beginning to water at the words he's about to utter, “time of death: 2 am… I'm sorry Jungkook. I did everything, I-I tried every voltage and pumped her with liquids a-and everything I could d-do—I couldn't save her. I'm so—so sorry.”

It's like his entire world has crumbled in a second. His arms and chest are suddenly heavy, his lips, throat, and face feel dry and dehydrated, and his eyes can't decide if they want to be open or closed because of the stinging sensation they feel when he tries either. Sitting on the floor in front of your room, he takes the hand Jin outstretched and wobbles inside, only to fall back down the moment he sees your dull figure.

He doesn't care that a small crowd can see him babbling incoherently as he tries to apologize to you through his sniffles and whimper, crawling to your hand and lacing his fingers through yours.

Eventually, Taehyung and Jimin pick him up and drag him out of the building you took your last breath in. Jungkook didn't try to resist, knowing he was in no shape to put up a fight or drive himself home. He needed to get out of there anyway, the smell of death only he could detect suffocating him slowly.

On his way upstairs, Taehyung holds him back, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a short stack of envelopes—maybe two or three—rubber-banded together and hands them to the younger. “Her first day in the ER, she m-made me promise to give you these if she—if she… You know…”

Hearing they were yours, he takes them gently and swiftly, immediately holding them close as if they were his lifeline. He gives Taehyung a silent, stiff nod before turning and dragging himself to his room.

He doesn't open them right away, taking his time to admire your adorable calligraphy and observing every smudge or erased pencil mark you'd left on their light material.

He's not surprised to find every letter addressed to him, because it wouldn't be the first time you two had given each other messages the old-fashioned way, and he smiled softly at the “before you read” attached to the first envelope.

If you're not Jeon Jungkook, please don't read these. If you are, know that I'm still with you, in these letters, in your heart, our memories and that I will always be here, even though I'm sorry I can't physically be here with you right now. These are letters I've written to you, but never sent. They're from the bottom of my heart and they say everything I've ever wanted to tell you.

—[Y/N]

His heart beats harder as he opens the first letter, doing his best not to tear the envelope and keep it perfectly intact for him to save.

There are two Polaroids safety-pinned to the letter, both with his face and yours smiling brightly at each other. He gently unclips them, tucking them safely into the [Y/N]-specially decorated sleeve. He breathes in deeply and unfolds the letter, immediately tearing up at your handwriting on the wilting paper.

Dear Jungkook,

I know you don't think it's cool or modern to send letters, so I won't send this.

Anyway, I want to thank you for always being there for me, my big, strong, human-shoulder-tissue. I couldn't be luckier than I am to have you as my best friend.

And I know this is going to sound cheesy, but I love you more than anyone or anything in this world. You're the diamond to my sky, the sun to my earth, and the person I would choose to spend the rest of my life with.

In other words, I'm in love with you, Jeon. I wish you were in love with me, but I'm already the happiest girl in the world being by your side every day.

Your Best Freind,

[Y/N]

His heart pounds against his ribs, because you had been in love with him. You had wanted him to be the last face you'd ever see. You were right in front of him, your heart on your sleeve for who knows how long, and he hadn't known until you were dead. His face contorted into one of pain at the reality, and he squeezed his eyes shut to stop the tears, taking long, shaky breaths before opening the second letter.

This note is considerably newer than the first, its edges still white and crisp, but the deepness of the creases tells him it's at least a few months old.

Dear Jungkookie,

Lately, I've been sick—which you know because I've told you. I haven't told you about my feelings yet because I don't want to scare you or pressure you, but I'm probably going to die before I ever get to tell you these things.

Since I told you how I felt in the last letter, I'm going to try and describe why in this letter. Reason number one, your presence. You always manage to just enter a dark, tense room and make it so much brighter and more comfortable. I don't know if it’s your smile or your laugh or the way you don't care if you're embarrassed or not, but you just manage to make everyone feel comfortable in themselves.

Reason number two, your kindness. I had never seen someone run back inside, get an entire table's worth of food, and give it away before. You're always so willing to give, despite the cost. I hope you never change.

Reason number three, it's kind of odd but I fell in love with your voice. Not just the way it sounds pretty when you sing, but the way it has the power to comfort whoever you’re singing to. I’ve always been able to come to you for support and comfort.

Reason number four is you know how to turn a bad day into a good one. You can talk to anyone who’s down for five minutes and you’ll turn them into a giggling, grinning mess.

Reason number five, you’ve always made me feel loved. Even though our entire relationship has been platonic—at least on your side—you’ve always checked up on me, held me, and made sure I knew I was enough and I can’t thank you enough for that.

Number six is your passion. You always put your all into everything you do. Be it making breakfast for the boys or helping me with a project I put off until the last minute, you make sure it’s all or nothing.

Seven is that you taught me how to love unconditionally. I always believed in falling in love and finding the one, but I never knew how intense it felt to be able to give your all to someone and not expect a single thing in return—until I met you. From the way your nose scrunches when you smile, to how you tilt your head when you’re confused, I love it all. From the best thing about you to the worst, it’s all you, and I wouldn’t want you to ever change. Every scar and blemish, each pore and lash, I’ve fallen in love with all of them because they make you, you.

I know you don’t feel the same, and in complete honesty, I love you so much I don’t even care. As long as you’re happy and I’m able to spend as much of my time by your side I’m happy.

He chokes on a sob when he finishes the second letter, tears dampening the card stock as he shivers. His heart clenches harder as he folds it back up, giving both pictures a once over before pinning them back on the letter.

Opening up the last envelope, a cry racks through his body, and he’s ugly crying now. The necklace he’d given you perfectly washi-taped against the letter. He pulls it off, tucking it tightly into his palm, and holds his breath. This time, the letter is a small, short piece of paper folded in half once.

He almost can’t read your small, dainty handwriting through his bubbling tears, but manages.

Hi Jungkook. Did you see the necklace?

It’s the one you bought me for my fifteenth birthday, that I told you I had lost. For a while, I had, and I remember I was too scared to tell you, but you noticed before I could anyway. I was so relieved you weren’t mad at me because I didn’t know what I would do if you were. I still don’t.

Anyway, the point of this short, last letter is to tell you how I want you to remember me. I don’t want you guys to think of me as your sickly friend who died when you were in your twenties… but I want you to remember the good memories we made together. I want you to remember the day we met, when I accidentally broke your bike and when we were both grounded for four months for sneaking out of our houses for our first party. I want you to remember how we got sick together because you couldn’t let me walk home alone in the rain, but you couldn’t drive and we both forgot jackets and umbrellas. I want you to remember the day you forgave me for losing the most precious thing anyone has ever given me, because that’s the day I fell in love with you.

This paper’s running out of space so I’m going to wrap this up. I want you to remember everything good about our time together, and not what ended it. Don’t think about how I’m gone, because I’m still with you, after death. These letters, the photos, and this necklace are what I’m leaving behind for you to keep. Don’t cry when you think of me, don’t think of the fact that we’ve been making our last memories, just don’t forget me.

Jungkook clutches the necklace tighter, afraid to drop it. Not only had he lost you, but he’d also missed out on the opportunity to be with you because he’d been too scared to ask you out while you were alive. He’d been in love with you since you two were eleven, tried to confess to you when you were fifteen, and lost you at twenty-three.

It’s not fair, he decides, it’s not fair that your love never got a real chance and it never would. It’s not fair that all these years you thought your feelings were one-sided when he reciprocated them ten-fold. It’s not fair that he was holding the last of you in his hands, unable to focus on anything other than the last words he’ll ever receive from you.

He sucks in a deep breath, barely croaking out your sign-off, “Love, [Y/N].”

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maki-matsurra · 2 years

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You do Sing?!? That’s so awesome!! Can I please request a one shot of Johnny and his Crush having to sing a romantic duet together and they’re so flustered but when it’s finally time for the main show they actually confess their feelings at the end. If you do this I owe you my life!! Your writing is amazing, love you!!

I do!! And thank you! I’m so happy you enjoy my writing! I love you too! 🥺❤️🧡💜✨

Of course, I can! This is such a cute idea and I’m actually glad you requested a Johnny x Reader, cause tbh, Johnny is honestly my favorite character in the Sing franchise 😂

It's actually been a hot minute since I've written anything for Sing so I might be a little rusty on this one-shot, I used to write Sing one-shots on Wattpad when the first movie came out, but I don't think Sing was as popular as it was before the sequel came out, which is why I'm so glad it's getting more attention! Both Sing movies are just so good :D

So since you didn't state what animal the reader should be, I just took it upon myself to actually just make their species a Great Pyrenees, which is a breed of a dog if anyone was wondering, also, the reader uses she/her pronouns!

This also takes place after the events of Sing 2, so…

SPOILER WARNING FOR SING 2

Hope you like it! It was super fun to write!

Want to send in a request? Start Here!

Johnny couldn't help but glance at the (F/C) canine as she warmed up her voice onstage alongside Porsha. The group was back from their show in The Majestic Palace, and Buster and Gunter was already working on their newest show.

(Y/N) had a slight smile on her face as she continued on, walking around the stage, holding a music sheet in her hands whilst Porsha just stood still, re-reading her music as well.

"See anything interesting, Johnny?"

He jolted at the sudden voice next to him, he looked down to see Ash look at him with a slight smirk, holding her guitar case. He scoffed at that, focusing back on what he was doing, which was packing up and getting ready to go home. "Ha ha, very funny, Ash."

"So, who is it? Porsha or (Y/N)?"

He hesitated for a minute, before mumbling; "...(Y/N)."

"Oh thank god. I would have asked Clay to spray you with a water hose if it was Porsha." Ash chuckled, leaning up against the wall, Johnny let a small grow on his face. "You uh... got any advice on... Y-You know..."

"Considering the fact my last relationship resulted in my boyfriend cheating on me, it's probably not a good idea to take advice from me." She raised an eyebrow.

"That's... probably true..." He admitted, nodding.

"But hey, (Y/N)'s a cool chick, so I'm sure she'll like you back." The porcupine clicked her tounge at Johnny with a wink. "Good luck, I'm out."

"See you tomorrow, Ash." Johnny said, looking back at the fluffy dog, she was now finally rehearsing the actual lyrics. He sighed deeply before grabbing his skateboard and heading out the door himself.

You can’t see shiny cars

That’s when you need me there

With you I’ll always share

‘Cause I

I'm singing in the rain

Just singing in the rain

What a glorious feeling, I'm happy again

Buster, Gunter, and Suki watched from their front row seats in the audience, their faces completely focused on the performance in front of them. (Y/N) was in a flowy (F/C) skirt that came above her knees, a white over-the-shoulder sweater with a black tank top underneath, and brown combat boots.

Porsha was wearing what looked like a black tuxedo but was altered so the jacket was open to reveal a pale yellow vest over a black collar shirt, a black pencil skirt, black tights, black heels, white gloves, and a white bow-tie, as well as a black fedora with a yellow stripe around it.

Since the scene was supposed to have a rainy atmosphere, the setting and backdrop were made to look like a grey cityscape, so there were lit street lamp posts and benches, and above them there were showerheads, letting water drizzle onto the stage like rain falling from the sky, and because of that, the two girls had umbrellas, Porsha having a yellow transparent one and (Y/N) having an (F/C) transparent one.

The two ran through their number, being careful of their steps so that they wouldn't injure themselves on the now slippery surface, Porsha hanging off the pole and spinning around on it, holding her arm out whilst (Y/N) spun around as well.

The koala sighed at the performance. "Something is off on the performance, but I don't really know what it is..."

"You think so?" Gunter questioned, looking at him, making him nod, blue eyes glancing at him then back at the performance.

"The girls work great together, look good side by side, their voices..." Suki mumbled before the three looked at each other in realization.

"Their voices don't work together."

"So, who could we swap with Porsha?" Suki question, looking at her notes.

"We could use Rosita, ja?" The male pig asked with an excited smile, making Moon shake his head. "No, no, Rosita has too much of a soft voice for them to work together... We need a person who could learn the choreography as soon as possible, and their voices need to mesh well together."

"And using that information, the only logical person would be..." Suki thought tilting her head to the side and placing a hand on her cheek.

“You want us to what?!"

"We're gonna perform... together?!"

The two were red in the face as they stood next to each other backstage, their eyes wide. Apparently, the person the trio came up with was Johnny, which would usually not be a problem, but when it the number was with his crush?

Needless to say, they both were pretty flustered.

"You guys would work so well together! Just think! It would look amazing!" Moon said with a smile, Suki nodding along with him.

The two glanced at each other, not too sure about this, but it wasn't like they had much of a choice, and they really didn't have enough time to argue about it, the show was going to be performed in 3 weeks after all.

"So, that being said, Johnny, you'll need to check in with Nooshy for the choreography, and after that's finished, we gotta get you fitted for a whole new costume."

"R-Right, Ok..." Johnny nodded, hesitantly agreeing, making the other pair nod and walk away to continue planning, leaving the gorilla and canine in very awkward silence.

"S-So Uhm... I-If you uh... need any help with the choreography, I uh.. I can y-you know..." (Y/N) mumbled her tail swishing, making Johhny turn to her and clear his throat. "Y-Yeah! Of course! T-Thanks."

"N-No problem." She smiled. "Can't wait to work with you."

"S-same here." The gorilla smiled back, watching her walk away with a lovestruck gaze.

Maybe this wouldn't be so bad after all.

Okay, it was definitely bad.

The two were completely flushed red in the face as they stood next to each other backstage, nervously jittering or pacing as they waited for their cue, the pair feeling very awkward and nervous at the same time.

Their cue was soon called, and before Johnny went out on stage, (Y/N) lightly grabbed his wrist, making his eyes meet her (E/C) ones.

"L-let's do our best out there tonight, okay?"

'Oh my god, she is so cute-'

"R-Right."

And with that, the two went out there, pushing back the fear and nervousness and well, just performing with the music and with themselves, smiles on their faces, and once they struck that final pose together,

The moment never felt so right.

They quickly got out of position and headed straight backstage, where the canine quickly turned and jumped into Johnny's arms, the two laughing as he spun her around.

"You were amazing!"

The two blinked at each other as they said the exact thing at the same time, making them laugh again.

As soon as Johnny settled his chuckles, he took a deep breath; "(Y-Y/N), I was wondering... If you're not busy this Wednesday... M-Maybe we could just have lunch...J-Just the two of us?"

She looked at him with wide eyes with a flushed face, before smiling at him and saying one thing;

"That would be just perfect, Johnny.”

#Sing #Sing 2 #sing johnny #matsurrawrites #anon #anon request #sing movie #Sing 2 movie #One shot #one shot request

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tommydarlings · 3 years

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All the good girls go to Hell | pt.2 - How bad can a good girl get?

pairing: mob!tom x reader

warnings: smut ( male receiving ), blowjob, swear words, use of violent words and actions! quick mention of dugs, at the end a lil bit of fluff

w/c: 1.9k

Requests: OPEN

Summary: Tom tells y/n his rules. Is she happy with them? No. Does she accept them? Maybe... But Tom has just one Question in his mind, How bad can a good girl get?

please read the ´a/n´ !

ALL THE GOOD GIRLS GO TO HELL PLAYLIST <3

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“Every good girl has a bad girl side. It just depends if her partner knows how to awake the beast”

When we arrived at a huge landing site, Tom took my hand in his rough and murderous hand and got out of the jet with me.

How do I know they're murderous hands?

Because everyone who owns a TV and watched the news at least once, knows that you better not fool around with this man. Not only Tom Holland, but his whole family and his partner Harrisson Osterfield could kill you in within a second in the worst way ever.

Let's start with the father and the mother:

The two people who founded everything. The two people who have the actual blood on their hands. Dominic Holland was a man with little words and more bullets in the gun, which was understandable. Nicola Holland was exactly like that. Everyone was afraid of both of them and wouldn't even dare to go near them. At that time, everyone thought that women could never lead such an empire. Therefore, women must not even be involved. But everyone was shown the opposite after Nicola chased a bullet through her own father's skull. Her father didn't want to hand over the drugs and started discussing with her... Which, by the way, you better not do with the Hollands. So she ended up having no patience, she ended her father and the deal with her own hands.

Let's go to the twins, Harry and Sam:

If you provoke even one of them... you will not be killed directly. no. worse. They will torture you until you beg them to kill you... There was a rumor that they gradually cut off a girl's skin piece by piece and gave it to their dog, Tessa, to eat. They also love to hear their victims scream. Not their name or anything, no. They love it when you scream 'stop' or 'I can't anymore'. However, what they abhor is rape. They would break all the bones of a girl and beat her until their fists were full of blood, but they would never rape a girl.

Then there's Paddy:

You can't say much about him... He's 16, so he can't do much more than help with the usual paper work and be there for someone when he's had a bad day. He is a good boy, but unfortunately he ended up in the wrong family.

And then, the last Holland aka. The boss and leader of everything. Thomas Stanley Holland:

Mercy? This man doesn't know this word. Rules? He doesn't know either. Except his own, and if you break those... Then you can say goodbye to your life. Women and even young girls telling all the time how good he is in bed and that you should listen to him because otherwise he punishes you... He's just a man who has limits, and you shouldn't push them. He tortured and killed more people than you could count. And if you don't follow one of his orders, you're one of them. He doesn't care if you're a young little girl who just wants to go to her parents, or a big strong man who can take a lot, he. doesn't. care. He treats you the way he wants, and if you don't want that... Then you better start praying darling.

Back to the present.

Tom went at a fast pace to a long and beautiful sedan. He opened the door and i stepped in with him.

"Do you want a drink now?" he asked me as he poured himself a glass of wine. "No," I answered briefly and quickly with a bitter voice.

"Why don't you drink? Did your daddy forbid you to drink because you once might have drunk too much and did bad things?" said Tom with a stupid grin on his face. "I've never done anything bad," I replied. "Then maybe you should do something bad"

"And what, for an example?"

"Don't know, kill someone, steal something, take drugs or... Break one of my rules "he whispered the last part.

"But you said you would punish me if I broke one of your rules"

"Yeah, exactly, that's why i want you to do it, because then you experience something that only bad girls do... And what I do with bad girls"

I swallowed. On the one hand, I wanted to find out what he was doing with me- no.

What am I talking about? You're a good girl.

Don't kneel in front of this monster and give him what he wants. He gets everything he wants. But not you.

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When we finally arrived we got out of the limousine and entered a huge large and beautifully decorated villa. But what surprised me the most were the family pictures hanging on the wall. If you looked carefully, you could see that every single one in the pictures is always happy.

You couldn't believe that this family killed so many innocent people.

"Darling, are you okay?" Tom asked with a little smile on his face. I just nodded my head a short 'yes' before following him. We went to a huge room, which I think is his office, and he locked the door behind him.

"I need to talk to you" he told me in a deep and rough voice.

He got closer and closer so I had to step back and finally fell on the chair that was behind a big table. He hoverd over me and put both of his hands on the armrest next me so that i was trapped between them.

He looked me deep in the eye and said, "I will tell you my rules now and you better listen carefully."

"Rule number 1: You do what I say and don't talk back."

"Rule Number 2: If I need a little distraction, then you'll give it to me."

"Rule number 3: If you break a rule, you will take every single punishment I give you like a good girl.

"Rule Number 4: If you are staring at one of my colleagues or even giving a compliment, I will do everything I can do to be the only person you think about in that pretty mind of yours."

"You a-are a b-beast" I told him while tears were flowing down my face. He put his hands on my cheeks and whispered, "Correct, and i just needed my Beauty, and now i found her" before giving me a gentle but long kiss on my forehead.

"And last rule, rule number 5: Don't push my limits, I'm a very impatient man and I always get what I want and I don't show any mercy. I don't give a single fuck that your a girl, I'll destroy you if i have to. And with destroy, I don´t mean that i will hit you, no. I don't hit women, and especially not you because you're mine from now on. Remember that. By destroy I mean that I'm going to tie you to the bed and fuck you so hard and long that you're begging me to stop, tears are going to run down your cheeks and your whole body will tremble. And we won't stop until I say so."

I starred with pure shook and glassy eyes at his face,

It slowly started to get dark and the clock on his table showed 10.42 pm. He also noticed that and said,

"Come on, let's go to our bedroom"

„Ours?“

"Do you seriously think we're sleeping separately?" he laughed.

"I-I don't want to sleep in a B-bed with you, please"

"Come on darling"

"No!" I shouted. We both stood now and he started to walk slowly to me.

"What did you just say" He was right in front of me and he pressed me against the wall... again.

I just stuttered because I didn't know what to say. I knew exactly that when I talk back it won't end well, so why did I do it? Where did self-confidence came from?

Tom grabbed my chin with his rough hands and whispered with a rough voice,

"Get on your knees"

I looked up at him with glassy eyes,

"N-no, p-please d-don't do t-this to me"

He just looked me deep into the eyes with a stern look and repeated,

"Get on your fucking knees before I make you darling"

Slowly, with tears in my eyes, I went down on my knees front of him. Right infront of my face was his crotch now.

He started to open his belt slowly and that was the moment I knew that I should have been quiet. He started opening his dresspants and took his cock out.

"Did you ever sucked a cock before?"

I shook my head 'no' and he just hummed a short 'alright' before he made a makeshift ponytail with his hand and pushed my head to his cock but I didn't opened my mouth.

"You better open that pretty mouth of yours, before I go and grab the ring gag, babygirl"

After he said that I looked up at him and slowly opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out.

I started to give his tip a few kitten licks, but that was too less for him, he pushed my head so far ahead that i had his whole length in my mouth and demanded me to suck.

"Fuck kitten, just like that"

I started to suck even harder and he started to moan louder and breath heavily.

"Such a good cockslut for me, fuuuuck!" he shouted with his eyes closed.

I bopped my head faster and i could feel him getting close.

Why don't I feel bad?

Why don't I find it disgusting?

Why do I even like it?!?!

"Fuck i'm gonna come kitten"

I got up again and he put his clothes on while I stood completely frozen infront of him and thought about what I just did.

After i gave his tip on last kitten lick he came in my mouth with a loud 'fuck'

"That was really good for your first time princess"

"Come on, let's go to bed, it's pretty late," he said as he walked toward the door.

"Don't you realize what we just did?" I said after a while.

"Yeah, you just sucked me off and then swallowed my cum like a good girl"

"You practically rapped me!"

"Rule number 1 darling" he said in a singing voice with a slight grin on his stupid but handsome face.

"You're sick" i whisperd in a harsh tone.

He turned and went back to me and put his hands on my shoulders.

"No, I just have my needs. And it looked like you were enjoying it "

"I would never enjoy to suck your cock" i growled.

He just let out a tiny laugh and leaned in so that his mouth almost touched my ear and whispered,

"I don't think you'll say the same thing in 1 month babygirl"

After he said that, he gave me a gentle kiss on my right cheek and scopped me up in his arms. I didn't wanted to break another rule, so i put my arms around his neck and let him carry me to 'our' bedroom.

When he arrived, he threw me on the bed and laid down next to me after he undressed all the way to his boxers. I was still in bed wearing a T-shirt and a leggins, the same thing I've been wearing since he took me with him.

"Do you want to put some clothes of mine?" he asked me with a soft voice.

I nooded a short 'yes' before he got up and came back with an oversized T-shirt.

"Take off the Leggins too, it's hot in here"

I obeyed and took off my leggins and T-shirt and put on his oversized T-shirt.

We both put ourselves back to bed and he pulled on my arm so that i put my head on his chest, then he swung his arm around me so that his fingertips caressed my shoulder.

Why did I like it?!

He's sick, get away from him!

Be a good girl and try to escape!

But fuck,I like it.

"Good night princess" he whispered with a rough and scratchy voice.

"Good night Tom"

And so I fell asleep in his arms.

In the arms of a monster but in the arms of a man with a big and good heart, i just have to find it.

There's something good in him.

And maybe there's something bad in me.

a/n: Hope you like this one! please give me some feedback :) You can comment or dm me when u may have some ideas!!! the crossed out name(s) sadly didn´t work :( Just want to say real quick that this serie won´t be that long and it will be mainly about Tom and y/n ! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 100 FOLLOWERS <3

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