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hungriestheidi · 2 months
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Sebchal & confess
send me a pairing and a number and i'll write you a short fic!
so, i really like this vibe ngl. tw: catholicism i suppose!
The clock keeps ticking, a gimmick his head has concocted to let him know he’s wasting time. He’s waiting and waiting for a redemption that won’t come. He knew it when he first came here, begging for something he didn’t really want, hands and knees on the coarse wood of a confessional booth. 
“Father?” He says, softly.
“Son?” Is it weird when the priest calling you son is as young as your little brother? Does it mean anything when he can make the sharp cut of his profile and how lovely he looks in this dim light, a nose so noble it seems fitting of a sculpture?
“Are you going to…” Sebastian takes a deep breath, opens and closes his fists, nails digging into the meat of his palms. “I don’t, I don’t know, absolve me?”
“Confess,” the priest says instead.
Sebastian blinks slowly. “I just did that.”
The priest lets out an exasperated huff. Sebastian can see him pinching the delicate bridge of his nose, shaking his head, muttering something to himself. 
“Sebastian, you keep coming to my church and I must know what you want” he says, the words biting at him like a dog nibbling on a worn bone. “I need to know… if you want to sink me with your demons.”
Sebastian chuckles. 
“You are too righteous for that,” he shakes his head, a smile stretching over his lips. The collar of his shirt digs into his neck, rubs and rubs until the flesh is raw, like a noose would feel before it kills you. “You think me a filthy demon ridden monster, a married man, a father at that!”
“Sebastian…” The priest says, his voice is soft, airy, defeated.
“Father Leclerc.”
The priest laughs, a sound that enunciates the ‘haha’ with soft, lilting edges. 
“Fuck you calling me father—”
Sebastian raises an eyebrow. “Strong words, Father”
“—like it doesn’t turn you on just to say it.” he finishes. 
“Everything about you turns me on,” he responds, tightening his hold on the wood in front of him.
“Shut up,” he demands. It’s dark and dusty, and the sloshes of light carry specks of dust like little bugs in the night. The priest’s eyes lift, the light catches on the rivets of gold and green on the beauty of his irises. “Dear Lord, please spare me.”
“I say that night and night again, he’s not rushing to change me I’m afraid.” Sebastian licks his lips, his eyes are burning. “I still desire the flesh of men, even when I lay with a woman every night.”
A pause, a sharp inhalation. 
“Does she know?” The priest asks. 
“How could she,” Sebastian responds, shrugging. “Her father would have me stoned, old timey like that.”
The priest sighs. “Sebastian…”
“Father?” He asks in return. 
Father Leclerc takes a deep breath, his head bows, chin tucked against his chest. 
“I must not tell you what to do,” he says, careful, measured, “but you must confess.”
“Have I not already?”
“Confess what do…” his voice trembles, his teeth scraping over his lips and Sebastian wishes he could reach through the lattice work and touch him. “What do you want to do with me?”
Sebastian takes a deep breath, his hands fall to his lap as his head drops. They flex open and closed on the fabric of his slacks, black, soft and stiff all at once, a texture that makes him shiver if he thinks about it for too long.  
He lets out a long breath, a huff almost. “I want to kiss you,” he says, the filthiest of his fantasies always feel like mundane things he did with any girl when he was fourteen. “Hold you in my arms, loop my fingers through your hair and kiss you until you are breathless.”
There is silence and when he looks up the open space on the other side of the latticework is empty, a dusty sunlight in its stead.   
“Father?” He asks, his voice low and faltering, a thousand fears at once in the void that spears him through the heart. 
The curtain of his small booth flies open, violent and sudden. The priest is standing there, impossibly tall, divine. His features are hardened, eyebrows tightly knit, lips parted ever so slightly. He is trying to say something, Sebastian can read it in the movement of the muscles of his jaw, their rhythmical tightening and relaxing. Then he leans in. his hands pull Sebastian’s collar until he’s standing, elevated by a force not his own, by a body not owned by his will, and then Father Leclerc pulls him in, his lips chapped and beautiful like heaven must be against his own.  
“Heathen,” he says when they part, but there is a smile on his words and he lurches to kiss him again. 
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starryriize · 3 months
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so pretty | riwoo
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— ✧ • ˳೫˚ part of my valentine event!
೫ pairing: bf! riwoo and fem! reader
೫ genre/word count: fluff, really suggestive (my bad y’all) 703 words!!
೫ summary: a typical late night drive with riwoo turns into something more
೫ author’s note: ngl this was so 🤭 i had a lot of fun writing and editing this <33 also this isn’t proofread bc i was falling asleep trying to edit this :((
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Reaching your hand outside, you sigh happily feeling the cool night air rush against your skin. The city was bustling, a passerby chattering as they left the shops, another laughing with friends as they strut down the sidewalk. Oh, how you loved driving through the city as it allowed you to admire the good-natured fun of strangers. It was easy for you to forget just how dazzling Seoul was since you’d simply gotten used to how beautiful it was. 
However, your mind was focusing not on the skyscrapers, the traffic, or the organized chaos of the city center. Your eyes were fixed on how Sanghyeok’s hands flexed against the wheel, how the veins tensed as his finger flicked the turn signal on. He takes a glance at you, a slight smirk rising on his face. 
God, you hated how fine he looked. You fidget with the Tiffany bracelet he gifted you, mind racing the more you look at his hands. You look forward, opting to try and think about something else. Something besides how good his hands look in your- you shake your head, forcing your eyes to look at the now red light. 
“You like what you see?” His voice snaps you back to reality, honey practically dripping from his lips. Your muscles tense, feeling shy at his sudden question. Taking a breath, you face him, replying, “Yes.” His deep-set eyes burn into your figure as the moonlight reflects a captivating glow against the side of his face. A smile grows on his lips as he leans toward you, the smell of his cologne making you dazed. His breath fans against your lips before he presses a soft, yet desire-filled kiss against your plush lips. It was only a moment and only one kiss, yet...you wanted, no, needed more. 
He pulled away, the stain of your lipstick clearly on his lips. Not bothering to rub the smear off, he drove through the green light, focusing on the road again. Feeling a blush rise on your cheeks, you collect yourself, adjusting your skirt, shooting a glance at Sanghyeok as you try to compose your pounding heart. He looks too fine to not fantasize about, sitting there in his pressed suit. You cross your legs, unable to distract yourself from the way his fingers tensed on the wheel or how his eyes were so intense a moment earlier. 
He takes one hand off the wheel, firmly placing it on the expanse of your thigh. You shiver at the feeling of his hands, the cool metal of his rings a sharp contrast to the warmth of your skin. The car had been blowing warm air in your direction the entire ride, and now you wished the air was off. You could feel everything burning, the passion, and it was making both you and Sanghyeok lose your composures. 
Distracted by his hand slowly moving up and down your thigh, you don’t realize that the car has stopped. You tense. Pressing a soft kiss to your lips as he brings his hand off your leg to undo the seat buckle, the slight click barely registering in your mind. Making the mistake of turning, you lock eyes with Sanghyeok.
Smiling softly, he whispers in your ear, “We’re home, sweetie.” Blinking in surprise, you turn away, noticing the familiar neighborhood and the door to your house. Sighing disappointedly, you adjust yourself, putting your hand on the door handle to leave the car. Right then, you feel a hand on your chin, gently turning your head towards your boyfriend. He stares at you, eyes dazed with a hint of desire as his gaze flicks from your face to your lips. He breathes deeply, lips a few inches away from yours as though he was trying to resist kissing you. What seems like an eternity passes, he gives in, capturing your lips in his in a delicate yet desperate kiss. It was a soft, innocent enough kiss until he pulled away, muttering, “Oh honey, the night isn’t over yet!” The corner of his lips turns into a smile, giggling as he opened the car door.
Safe to say, that night Sanghyeok showed you all the various ways that he loved you.
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saryasy · 9 months
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love ❤
hi jo!!! thank you so much and to @writerkenna and @livingincolorsagain for the asks! okay let's see in no particular order:
1. 500 Days of Winter, M, 16.7K
In a small, dark room in the middle of nowhere, just outside Bucharest, two bodies intertwine. The chorus of sounds and three little words plays over and over and over again. They don't let go for one second.
Tomorrow the world will come knocking at their door, their lives will be turned upside down, but for now, they have each other, and for now, that's more than enough.
Or, the story of Sam and Bucky, and the five hundred days that bound them together.
okay I lied I'm starting with quite possibly my favorite fic I've ever written. I've put a lot of work and care into this one and I'm extremely happy with how it turned out. helps that I was possessed at the time and wrote it quicker than I ever would
2. my struggling form, my willing soul, T, 2K
It was hard, being back into the cold, gray world that was his New York apartment.
Sometimes, his eyes would look around frantically, searching for a sound that rang through the stillness. Only for him to realize that the sound came from within; an old memory, laughter and music, dancing, kids running around. A tender touch to his neck. A satisfied smile of finally being home. Eyes as beautiful as the sunset they were watching, just as striking, just as deep.
He could look at nothing else till the day he died, and would die happy and sure that he’d seen the most beautiful sight this world had to offer.
the first fic in my inspired by Hozier series! it was born into existence through sheer stubbornness (and my deep need to do a bucky character study) I kept listening to the song (which I still fucking love) and reading the lyrics and then this happened and I couldn't be happier
3. darling, i’d go through it again (if i could hold you for a minute), M, 1.8K
There’s an irritating feeling in his chest, making it harder to breathe. It was like this when he first stayed home and Sam started going on missions alone - well not exactly alone, but without Bucky. It took some time, but he got to a better point where he could actually breathe while Sam was away.
This is different, though. This isn’t the tightness of chest he’s come to be on familiar terms with, nor is it the forceful beating his heart has gotten used to dancing to.
He wants to voice it, to let it out, but when he goes to, the words lodge in his throat.
another one from the series and my first MCD! I really liked playing with the fantasy elements in it too
4. for all of the things i am (not), G, 1,8K
‘You’ll find the one,’ people like to say, but the thing is, he already has. He was lucky enough to find him in the scorching desert heat; blond locks that looked like they were on fire, a pair of green eyes so captivating, you couldn’t help but follow them everywhere, and a smile that could bring the proudest men to their knees. He found him, but he slipped away from between his fingers in the darkness of the desert sky as he sank to his fate. Forever falling, forever gone.
Or, Sam's grief catches up with him.
had to throw in my only gen fic up to date and ngl I wanna write another one. unfortunately the engagement with these is quite low I find myself leaning towards character studies with background shipping. but yeah would love to do it again
5. Firsts & Lasts, T, 613
You never know that your last time is going to be your last.
Or, Sam considers his lingering feelings for Riley, and his developing ones for Bucky.
look I have such a soft spot for samriley, I love writing them so fucking much. the tragedy is oh so gorgeous. I really hope to write that samriley idea I have one day
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foli-vora · 2 years
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So ngl I finished reading You're Somebody Else and this day has been tough due to regular depression, period depression, anxiety, a bunch of medical issues and just waking up on the wrong side of the bed and I wanted to thank you for the cathartic cry - I've needed a bunch of them all day. BUT - I also wrote this??? I've never written fanfic before so you inspired me? There's ALSO MORE but I'm exhausted and just need to go to bed. Anyway, thank you for this. I have a whole ass story in my head now that continues on but here's fanfic of your own fanfic. Love you!
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Marcus keeps tabs on you after your release. A massively reduced sentence, only a year, for your “cooperation”. He grimaces. Guilt knaws at his stomach. A not too uncommon occurance nowadays. He tells his partner that the information about where you are is to make sure you stay out of trouble, but he’s sure that Bernie can see right through his pathetic excuse. A pitied look, a soft half smile. 
You had said you never wanted to see him again. It didn’t mean he couldn’t see you. 
—————
A couple months after your release, he had attempted to go to the coffee shop you liked, mainly in a poorly conceived attempt to see you “accidentally on purpose”. He’s immediately accosted from behind the counterby the owner, Shelly - a girlfriend of one of the guys you helped put away. 
“What the fuck are you doing here?” 
Marcus sighs. 
“I promise I’ll leave in a minute. I just wanted to know wh-“ 
Shelly scoffs. 
“You got a lotta nerve, you know that? Like she’d even wanna see you in the first place. Didn’t she tell you that she never wanted to see you again? Yeah, that’s what I thought. You know? As someone who dated a criminal, I’ve seen some pretty shitty things, even if I didn’t know the specifics. But what you did? That’s probably the shittiest thing I’ve ever seen. So congrats, you’ve just reconfirmed by ACAB beliefs! The door is back behind you, hopefully it smashes your ass hard on the way out."
She turns and starts to enter the door behind the counter. 
“Please, Shelly. I’ll leave as soon-“
She whirls. 
“She’s. Not. Here. She hasn’t been by for over a year, since she was - you know - in prison. She doesn’t even live in D.C. anymore! Thanks for stripping away the one fucking support each of us had, you piece of shit. NOW GET THE FUCK OUT!”
Marcus nods once and leaves. He hears a sob behind him. 
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He finds you in a small city in Virginia 20 minutes outside of D.C. by the metro. Marcus was privy to the information provided by your parole officer to the federal government. Since Marcus was assigned your case, he had access. 
Marcus doesn’t even know what he’s doing here. You made your feelings clear…but, if he was being honest with himself, he wanted to make sure you were alright. He sees the betrayal on your face when his eyes met yours in that interrogation room when his eyes close shut. Your sobs as he left the visiting room permeate his thoughts at night. Your laughter haunts his dreams, your soft mewls you made when making love sing to his soul. He still loves you. 
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Marcus drives past your new shithole apartment. He remembers your old one in D.C. - a home. Your own original pieces lining the walls, books on art and life and love spread across multiple brimming bookshelves, the smell of garlic and onions wafting through the air - courtesy of your stove. This new apartment is sad, lonely, a life belonging to a felon. Marcus has to tear his eyes away. 
He reaches his destination about 15 minutes later and Marcus already sees your little crappy car parked in the lot. 
The park is nice this time of year. Everything is green and vibrant and full of life. He sees the flash of white as he steps out his car - an easel. 
And you. 
His heart pounds harder. You look as beautiful as the night he met you, sitting in that lawn chair. He smiles, sadly. 
You don’t see him yet. You’re staring at the easel. Marcus can see the way your eyes narrow at the ducks walking towards the little pond you’re facing. You’re holding a pencil - a preliminary sketch before the obligatory painting to come. 
After you seem satisfied with the ducks, your head turns slightly towards the easel. Marcus sees you lift your pencil. His breath catches - he always loved this part, whether it was an original painting or a fake, the start of a painting by you was magical.
But -
Your pencil stays glued to that one spot. It doesn’t move. For five minutes, for ten. It stays put. 
Marcus looks at your face again and he finally sees it. The wobble of your bottom lip, the realization that painting was pain, not pleasure. He’s not close enough but he senses the tears in your eyes. Your hand begins to shake. You drop your pencil.
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He’s going to come over to you. He’s walking and planning and thinking - “I love you - I’ll always love you - I’m sorry - Forgive me - You mean everything to me”. 
Your hands cover your face. Your frame is wracked with sobs. He’s almost there, he’ll make it better, just hold on - 
Then, he sees him. 
The man beats him to it. Marcus stops short. 
The other man tentatively puts a hand on your shoulder. You startle slightly and shakily wipe away your still falling tears. The man asks if you’re alright. You breathe out a small bitter laugh. 
“I can’t paint anymore.” Your voice cracks. 
Fuck. 
I’m sorry, what??
This is wonderful, anon. Like holy fucking hell. I’m so fucking flattered!
You took time out of your day to write this and share it with me, with us, and god damn it I’m crying. Sobbing.
The pain you made me feel at the end there—fucking ouch. Her whole life is art so to not be able to paint would ruin her, god she must be so heartbroken still! This is so fucking brilliant and I keep reading it and just loving it each and every time and I don’t think I can properly articulate what this means to me, nonnie.
I’m drowning you in love, forever and ever. I appreciate this, and you, so fucking much.
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waltzchristophh · 2 years
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celebrating your first birthday with schultz ♡
(dr. king schultz x reader)
ngl i passed out twice while writing this. enjoy! :*
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THE EVENING BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY
"make haste, mein liebechen. the train leaves in half an hour."
you stood before a tall mirror, donning a satin yellow empire-waisted gown (think back to the one hildi wears in django!) as you fluffed your hair to perfection
you hummed in response, and continued to croon a broken-hearted melody
"the hands i used to touch don't even wave hello..."
it wasn't long before you felt his presence and met his unwavering gaze in your boudoir mirror
his arms were crossed as he leaned against the oak doorframe with a comically stern expression
"what?" you giggled, knowing how long he must have waited for you until now
"just looking to see what's been keeping my little songbird so preoccupied."
you chuckled, still adjusting your soft crown
"let me look at you." he told - his smile now dissipated
you coyly bit your lip and turned to face your lover
for a moment, it seemed that he was at a loss for words. his green eyes savored the sight of you as he quietly gulped
his fingers flexed subconsciously at his sides, as if he were trying to physically grasp the right words to use
the phrase "wie schön sie sind." (how beautiful you are) left his lips without another thought
you resisted the overwhelming urge to turn away in embarrassment, and instead smiled toward the ground, fidgeting with your dress
"danke."
he couldn't help the grin that reached his soft lips at your bashfulness
"komm hier, meine katzchen. let us leave this place"
(the duolingo lessons have been paying off yall)
the tranquil train ride through the north american country left you breathless
your birthday never struck you as particularly memorable - or enjoyable for that matter. but you knew now that with king as your partner, you would never have to suffer disappointment again
schultz had booked a first class cabin for the two of you, warranting several unwanted stares from the white passengers (lol bc im black hehe)
cut to king playing footsies with you to acquire your attention whilst you stare out the window lol
you share a chilled bottle of champagne alongside a rich slice of decadent swiss chocolate cake
as nightfall neared, and the train's soft hum lulled you to sleep, you clung to king's side on the pullout bedspread
his suit jacket was settled on the floor, and his brawny, hairy arms tickled your chest
you still wore your satin gown, as it was comfortable enough to double as a nightdress
you lived up to your nickname 'katzchen' (meaning kitten) by kissing, licking and biting your lover's neck to bits
"we've got to get you spayed, y/n." king joked
you slapped his chest and laughed into his arm
he chuckled, shushing you with his finger. "wouldn't want to wake up the neighbors, eh?"
"is that a challenge?"
you straddled king's hips, admiring his softened face basking in the silver moonlight
you smoothed his scruffy beard with both hands until his hands gripped your wrists - bringing them to his mouth and kissing your knuckles
he looked to you with similar adoration, wondering to himself how he got so lucky
his searching hands reached your soft hips, massaging them tenderly
you shared a silent moment, staring deeply into each other's eyes
the train's rumbling movement incidentally caused your aching womanhood to rub harshly against his bulging trousers
(i'm not the only one who sleeps without any underwear, right?)
you leaned forward to hover above his parted lips, smirking devilishly
"is it to early to open my present, king?"
"depriving the birthday girl of what she desires would be nothing short of sin."
you palmed his dickprint, and giggled
your fellow passengers didn't get very much sleep that night
the two of you settled at a quaint liberal town in rural vermont
a carriage awaited you at the station's exit, prompting a gleeful squeal from you
it was safe to say you weren't used to this kind of treatment
your uninhibited happiness alone could lift king's spirits on his darkest day
the light of his life. the fire of his loins. you were his angel
your first stop was at a german-owned pastry shop where king conversed with the owner like old friends
the man gestured to you, still speaking german. from what you could make out, he was astonished by your beauty, and congratulated king on courting such a fine woman
he handed your partner a straw picnic basket, wrapped beautifully with red gingham detail
the carriage transported you to a secluded lush clearing, overlooking a valley
you gasped at the sight. it nearly brought you to tears
you began to wonder just how much thought king had given into planning this trip. everything had come together so perfectly, you were just waiting for the punchline to hit
because of your closeness, you voiced your anxieties to him instead of overthinking yourself to death
"king?"
"yes, my sweet?"
"is it bad that i feel like this is too good to be true?"
"too good to be true?" he spread the picnic blanket on the grass as you stood holding the basket. "what do you mean?"
"well... it's just that- things don't usually ever work out for me this way. i feel like i'm dreaming when i'm with you. i feel like... something is going to go wrong and bring me back to earth, like it always does."
king beckoned you to his side, sitting on the picnic blanket
"my sweet girl," he caressed your teary cheek with a loving hand. "i can assure you that for as long as i live, nothing will ever be too good to be true. it simply will be."
his words never failed to bring you contentment. "you make me feel like home, king." you sniffled. "thank you for everything."
"komm hier, meine liebe."
even after the luxury train ride, the endless scenery, the cake, the champagne, the diamonds and jewels - the only birthday gift you longed for was the sweet talking german that sat beside you
the picnic was fairytale-like. king introduced you to a plethora of german sweets and cuisine you never even heard of
he handfed you a bite of each food, enjoying the sight of you as much as you did the taste
"oh, king. why have you hid this from me for so long? i will never forgive you, i swear it."
by sundown, the two of you were stuffed, but didn't settle down until after seeing a play.
"you thought of just about everything, haven't you?"
"just about."
once you arrived at the vacant mountain cabin, your cheeks were sore from smiling, lips raw from kissing, and wanted nothing more than to rid yourself of your clothes and makeup to collapse onto your bed
so after setting your luggage down and undressing yourselves, you joined king in the clawfoot bathtub to unwind
you tucked your hair into a showercap, which you thought was the farthest thing from attractive, but the look king gave you ridded your mind of all doubt
he washed your back as you sat between his legs humming softly
you hummed along with him to the tune of your favorite song
when it was his turn, you scrubbed his back, neck and ears before rinsing the two of you off and letting him wrap you in a warm towel
your teeth chattered as you shivered and king lit the fireplace ablaze to warm you up
once changed into your nightgown, king asked you to put your winter coat on to stargaze with him on the balcony
he pointed out constellations to you, which were always harder to see from the city you were from. but up there, in the countryside, the stars shone bright as day
you cuddled with your man in front of the picture esque landscape of northern america, watching your cold breaths fill the air
a few moments later, king asked you to take a look under the chair you sat on
when you did, you were delighted to find a present waiting for you
"i thought you were a dentist, not a magician!" eliciting a chuckle from him
"whats in it?" you asked excitedly, shaking the box.
"well you won't be able to tell by shaking it, katzchen. go on, open it," he said warmly
after slowly peeling back the blue ribbon that sealed the present you found a lovely blue drindl, which you later learned was imported directly from germany
you spun in your new drindl, watching as the blue fabric flared around you
you felt so very beautiful
it was the perfect closure to a birthday you would never forget
snowcapped mountain peaks gleamed in the pale moonlight
the two of you returned to the inside of the cabin, and prepared yourselves for rest
the fireplace crackled at your feet before king put it out
he tucked you into bed first, and then slipped into the covers himself
he held you close, giving you eskimo kisses and stroking your hair
"i love you, y/n. i love you eternally."
"i love you too, my king."
you fell asleep in his warm embrace, and the forehead kisses were endless
xoxo
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levisgirll · 3 years
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what would life with levi be like post 139?
𝐀𝐎𝐓 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 - 𝐋𝐞𝐯𝐢 𝐀𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧(𝟐)
𝙃𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙣 ♡♡♡
warning: mention of some spoilers about levi but not major ones as I wont be going in depth about ch 139.
A lot of really cute fluff that I’m sure will warm your heart-
Thanks for sending a question! I'm glad I got another one and ngl this is actually fun to discuss and share my thoughts and ideas with you all :,) I am guessing you are asking about what life y/n would be with Levi after the war and ch. 139 correct?
To be honest, the first thing that comes to mind is that Levi would be actually more relaxed, soft, and happier especially if he is with y/n. After losing some of his comrades, y/n there being by his side would literally make him sometimes during night go emotional and get really clingy to you and he would be extra affectionate and loving. He wants to feel your presence, wants to know you are still there during the night, and wants to definitely hold you. So y/n living with Levi, expect to have some emotional midnights with him and I feel like it would be really deep and he would share his thoughts or maybe talk it out and then he would go on and say he is thankful you are here, by his side and that he would say "Just remember, you mean a lot to me, Y/N. Don't forget that." He has a hard time trying to find the right words to express how much you mean to him but you would get the message either way from his actions and body language. Also, during those nights, he would want a shoulder to cry on and probably just hold on to you and sob a bit on your shoulder (covering his face) because after the war and he has finished serving his duty, he would think about the past and all the people he cared about and his old close comrades and friends, and since Levi is emotional he would just would want y/n to remind him that you are here and you would make him feel so special just by being by his side! hugging him, letting him speak what is in his mind, accept what has happened, and especially showing him love since this man is a bit hesitant and he would want you to do it.
Another thing I think would be like for y/n living with Levi is that to expect a lot of, sight seeing, exploring new places, he would definitely wake you up so damn early to go for this nice café and that they sell fresh baked pastries and he would get bread with you on the way back, holding your hand and keeping you really close to him. When his legs heals, expect also walking in big open green fields, and even hiking! He would only do this with y/n and if they are there and when you both went there, you realized he was really loving to you, and cared for you through his actions asking if you were okay, if you were having a good time with him and....if you were even happy with him! "Are you....happy staying with someone like me?". It breaks Y/N to hear this from him and I think after the war and everything, he would sometimes look down on himself and probably feel self conscious about his scars on his face and he thinks he is 'uglier'. You are now the one who would shut him up even if he says negative things about himself. "Do you think I-" before he even tried to finish his sentence, y/n would go and cover his mouth with their hand. "If you say it one more time, I'm going to smooch your whole face to shut you up." He would then actually laugh every time you do that and finds you adorable, and proceeds to kiss you on the lips, "I love you." He would say that so sweetly, deep and full of emotions while his eyes looking at you filled with love and lust and he would just say that so suddenly and he has been doing that quite often after you started living your life with Levi after the war and it makes you get butterflies every time (also you both are blushing like hell!) He would ask you when he is self conscious if he still looked attractive to you (this is usually when you recently got close with the other neighbors and they loved you and Levi and he would look at the young man talking to his partner, and seeing his face with no scars. He would think that y/n deserved a more better looking guy sometimes) and he would say that he wished he had his other eye to see you more clearly because you become even more beautiful to him and wants to grasp every time he looks at you really clearly, so when you go out he still thinks of you.
He would have a car and he would be pretty good at driving and he would want to take you to the places he would search up and he would literally plan the day the next day without you knowing. so expect surprise trips too! But, he wouldn't want to use his car to be honest and instead using the train for long rides! That's because, he would want his partner to be near him, let them lay on his shoulder or even lap, prepare some sandwiches for y/n and gives it to them just to see them eating the sandwich happily and he finds it really cute. Basically, he wants every interaction with you no matter what.
It would be a simple, but such a loving, warm-hearted, affectionate and basic romantic life that you both would be sooo loved and really happy together <3 he would want to make you laugh every time and he would start laughing too, would take care of you a lot, mentally, physically too even though you always told him you would do some chores instead but he insists "No love, you did enough. Just rest up for today. let me do it okay? And after this I'm taking you out." Also, he would still worry about you a lot and be protective. SO when you go out, he would still message you and wait for you and he get sad when he can't tag along. Once he didn't reply for 30 mins and he was ready to interrogate everyone to find his partner.
I feel like Levi would brag about you quite often to people he would see and talk to, such as you and Levi's neighbors and he would see them in the supermarket early morning (in some mornings you wont be with him cause you were so tired and he gave up and let you sleep in and went instead). He would be buying a bouquet of flowers (he does that every once a while) for you to surprise you when he is back and he would see his neighbors and he would literally talk so highly of y/n, and say such loving things. "Oh Levi, you actually really love Y/N. They are lucky to have you!" and he would stay slight and think. "It's me who is lucky. my whole life I have been unlucky after everything I went through, but meeting y/n. they changed my life and turned it to a better way. they understand me and love me. I love them so much....I don't want them to leave yet." He would say to them and they would encourage him to say it to you but he is kind of shy. SO! he decided to write it in a letter he was secretly hiding it from you and giving it to you for your next anniversary <3 Would defiantly learn how to bake for you, cook new things every week, buy new books that reminds him of you and read it and then he would talk to you about it for hours while drinking tea with him, would take you to shopping and buy you clothes that you would like. and behind closed doors, he wont miss a chance not to show you love, he would hug your waist from behind for soo long (its his favorite) and keeps his head on your shoulder and breathe in your beautiful scent and kiss your skin gently. "Y/N. please, just stay here for another 5 minutes." That 5 minutes was half an hour of smooching and cuddling in the coach and with some hickeys he would leave you on your shoulder (and he lowkey would want you to give him one too- and he would just give you that look saying as if he would want one right now or he wont let you go. so like I said before, clingy soft man? yes. defiantly after everything and since nothing is in his way he would do this and now you can clearly see his loving and soft side that he gives you daily.) Following that, you both would spend the evening, at the balcony, stargazing and he would look at you instead of the stars, while giving a small smile and placing his hand on the side of his cheek. That's because he really thought you were the star, sunlight and bright flower that blooms beautifully which is filled with love and happiness.
Finally, I feel like he would probably be less grumpy and not showing much of his usual stoic expression but instead, his expression would show he is finally relaxed, calm and actually happy inside because living his life with y/n after the war really helped him and made him realize that this. this is how love and life felt like, living with your true soulmate, the connection, emotions you both would share, feelings understood without being explained much, such strong emotional attraction and you were the perfect person to him. this is what changes him and makes him the most soft man out there that if the people from the survey crops where alive such as Erwin and etc. they would be shocked but extremely proud and happy of him because he really deserves it.
I hope this answered your question and this is what I would guess! Anyways, this really warmed my heart answering this and ahhh just imagine this all like, how beautiful and amazing that is? I just wish we all could give Levi a hug. He really is a great man. please feel free to send another question or anyone out there who has one! I hope you and everyone has a good day and let me know if you liked this by leaving a message anywhere, like or a reblog 🥺 ♡ ♡
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mrskisaki · 4 years
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Hello!!! It's me again! 😅 Can I request fluff headcanons of Ace, Zoro, Law, & Sanji (seperately) x S/O that has never kissed before? How would they react? And how would the boys give a kiss to S/O that has never done it before?
Ace, Zoro, Law, and Sanji with s/o that’s never kissed before headcanons
The number of requests I've gotten within one day made me happy, y'all really like my writings? 🥺🧡
I change my pfp a lot and I was going to make it Sanji so it's kinda funny I finally get my first Sanji request immediately after I thought of him 🎃💜
Ace
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This sweet pea right here will be so baffled that you've never had your first kiss before. He's has his fair share of kisses already.
You're so pretty but never kissed???
He's going to be ecstatic that he's going to be your first but then it hits him like a freight train.
He's going to be your first, firsts are important and have a long-lasting memory so he doesn't want to mess it up.
He starts to panic and thinks of how he's going to do it. (definitely goes to Marco and thatch for advice)
The kiss ends up being slow, soft, and warm.
It happens one night when you two are stargazing. The way the moonlight was hitting your face, your hair was fluttering from the small breeze of wind, it was perfect.
He grabbed your hand, bringing your attention to him. Looking into the eyes of each other for what felt like forever, he leaned in and before your lips touched he asked for permission and once he got the green light, you both connected.
After are he breaks apart he asks if you were satisfied with the first experience and if you regretted it.
You have to console him and tell him it was perfect, and the best way to do that is by kissing him yourself.
Zoro
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Ngl Zoro has probably never kissed before either so you both are in the same boat.
It flusters him a bit because not only are you going to be his first kiss, but he's going to be you're as well.
He gets stiff and avoids you when he thinks that you're going to make a move to kiss him.
He just doesn't want to embarrass himself anymore than he already has so he doesn't get too close.
The first kiss ends up being a rough, sloppy, teeth scraping mess.
It happens because Sanji gets a little too close to you than Zoro likes so they get into a shouting match. Sanji says that he could treat you better and bam, Zoro marching up to you, grabs you by the forearm, and smashes his lips to yours.
When he pulls away and the adrenaline fades away, the poor baby is embarrassed.
His apology comes out in stutters. He won't make eye contact and his blush is up his ears.
Law
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Law has also had his fair share of kisses, he isn't shocked that you've never had your first kiss before.
He could tell by the way you would freeze up when he got a little too close to your face as if about to kiss you.
He would ask if you're sure that you wanted him to be your first, since it is something important.
He'll sit you down and explain what kisses are all about and what diseases could be passed around, etc..; basically killing the entire mood.
You would have to tell him to shut up and to kiss you, because if you don't, he might end up giving you a 2 hour lecture on the subject.
The kiss would be slow, calculated, and passionate.
After giving you the lecture he asks once more if you want him to kiss you and once you say yes he just stares at you.
He doesn't want to scare you off so he goes in slow. Cups your face and leans in but stops a centimeter away from your lips to look into your eyes to see any hesitation.
One he sees none, he closes the small gap and kisses you slowly, allowing you to get used to the feeling.
When the kiss ends he asks if you're happy now, he acts as if it's no big deal but the slight blush on his cheeks say otherwise.
Sanji
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Sanji is extremely baffled, perplexed. His beautiful queen had never been kissed before????
He gets so defensive for you, like why has no one ever kissed you before, can't they see how amazing gorgeous you are???
Then he stops and realizes that HE’S going to be your first kiss. Then of course he nose bleeds and passes out.
After you get upset that he keeps passing out from nose bleeds, he tries to calm himself down but he can only do so much when he's going to be his queens first kiss.
The kiss is romantic, passionate, and slow
He makes everything romantic, he wants the moment to be perfect.
He cooks you both a nice delicious candlelit dinner with rose petals adorning the walkway to the table and more roses on the table.
After dinner and dessert, he walks you to your room hand in hand. Once you get to the door he looks into your eyes with a completely serious face.
He kisses your hand and tells you how great of a night it was and how he appreciates you. He steps close and asks for permission to kiss you.
After getting consent he kisses you, pouring his entire heart into it. He strokes your cheek with his thumb and when he breaks apart he swears that he just kissed and angel.
Of course, after you go into your room and close the door and Sanji makes it to the boys' room, he completely lets out the nose bleed that he was holding back that entire night.
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mobagehelllewds · 3 years
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“are you not the king to my queen?”
commissioned by @r0setarts​
A/N: AH YES THE FIRST STEP TO MY PEGGING AGENDA! THANK YOU SO MUCH R0SETARTS FOR COMMISSIONING ME! I had so much fun writing this hahha, and I hope it satisfies everyone else too! Speaking of which, Malleus with Aymeric-like earrings is really a hot thought ngl. 
all characters featured are depicted as 18+
warning: explicit content below cut–nsfw. double dicks. fingering. unprotected sex. pegging (malleus receiving). degradation (malleus receiving). begging (malleus doing). dacryphilia (malleus crying). 
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You couldn’t help the adoring smile on your lips as you watched the way Malleus lounged languidly across his throne—the picture of perfect ease—as he studied his royal advisors with viridescent green eyes. His long, dark hair spilled down to his waist and off his throne—nearly blending in with his dark robes. As he leaned forward attentively—his golden crown and cuffed earrings winked in the low light of the throne room. 
‘That’s my husband.’ You thought, still in awe—despite the months that had passed since your marriage. ‘I married Malleus Draconia.’ Who would’ve thought—a nobody like you could catch the eye of such a sinfully beautiful and powerful man? Who would’ve thought—that you would hold his utter devotion in turn? 
‘Sometimes it still feels like I’ll wake up from such a sweet dream.’ You thought, as you leaned yourself onto one of the nearby pillars—just at the edge of your husband’s periphery. It was one of your greatest fears but—
Malleus caught sight of you—and his whole countenance shifted. He raised a hand and the room went silent. His gleaming eyes are on you, his lips curled in pleasure. 
“I believe that will be enough for tonight.” His voice pierced the sudden hush, “Lilia, Silver, Sebek… If you please...” He waved dismissively. At his command, his knights slid quietly out of the shadows to do exactly that. Lilia appeared at Malleus’s side, and he shot you a cheeky little wink. As the knights escorted the advisors away, Malleus beckoned for you to draw closer. Once the room was clear and you were close enough, he pulled you into his lap. He quickly curled his fingers around the back of your neck to pull you in for a kiss. 
The kiss robbed you of your breath, his canines dragged across your lower lip—before his long tongue slipped into your mouth to dance with your own. Your fingers tangled in his hair and your eyes fluttered close. You let out a muffled moan as he pulled you closer against him—your body pressed up against his incredibly toned form. 
One of your greatest fears was waking from this sweet dream, but Malleus’s kisses always grounded you—held you—reminded you that this was your reality. 
Whenever he kissed you like this, your heart filled with love—for him—and with confidence, of the role you play. 
“My bright light.” He pulled away from the kiss to nuzzle the crook of your neck. You felt his whole body hitch and relax as he inhaled your scent. “Why have you come to the throne room? I thought you had retired to our chambers…” 
“Yes… but,” you paused as you nuzzled him in turn. You let out a soft, pleased sigh as his scent of dried wildflowers enveloped you. “I’ve come to fetch my husband—the bed is so cold without you, my King.” You teased lightly and he chuckled—his hot breath puffed against your collarbone. 
“I have kept my beloved waiting.” He leaned back, eyes shimmered with amusement. “I suppose I will have to apologize. What does my Queen have in store for me?” You twirled his long locks around your fingers and looked up at him with a mischievous glitter in your eyes… 
“I think I have an idea.” 
Your lubed fingers slipped again into Malleus’s tight hole. As your fingers scissored—he hissed beneath you—his back tensed revealing his toned muscles. You could feel your throat dry as with every thrust of your fingers—his gasps grew more erotic. When you looked up, you felt yourself leak at the sight of his expression in the mirror across you. His eyes were hazy and his mouth hung open in pleasure. His arm muscles were clenched, and his fingers had already clawed through some of his sheets. Your other hand reached down and you grasped onto one of his cocks. You let out an involuntary moan as you felt him practically throb in your hold. 
“You like that, don’t you my King?” You peppered the length of his back with kisses, your tongue occasionally darted out to lick his sweat. “You’re taking my fingers so well.” You spread your fingers again, and he shuddered beneath you—his cocks twitched against your palm. You flicked your fingers against the tips—and he keened beneath you, as he pressed himself further into your touch. 
Oh. Did it thrill you to have so much power over him… It brought you so much confidence that such a being lay weak to your ministrations… 
“Beloved,” he groaned, “if you’re going to do it—do it now.” 
“Are you sure you’re ready?” You couldn’t help but draw out, as you slowly pulled your fingers out. “I think I can do this for longer~” He hissed at the teasing lilt in your voice—you saw his eyes flash in the mirror, his magic swelled for a moment—before his irritation slipped back to pleasure at the way your fingers quickly delved back into his hole. 
He was putty in your hands. 
There was no one in all of his existence—and there will be no one ever, in his future—that could outshine his deep devotion and adoration to you. There was no one he would ever be this weak for.
He relished in this—that for once—nobody looked at him and expected anything of him. You never had any expectations for him. 
All you ever wanted—all he ever wanted—was a companionship filled with nothing but genuine pleasure shared between two people. 
“I wonder how the people would react, when they see their King so debased at his partner’s touches.” You can’t help but tease, the tips of Malleus’s ears glowed red in slight embarrassment. A giggle slipped out of your lips as you twisted your fingers and he shuddered again. 
“My bright light...” He moaned at your every move, “... please.” 
“You’re so beautiful my King~ Everyone would covet the sight of you so weak beneath them… but it’s a sight that belongs only to me.” He let out a groan—you were as possessive of him as he was to you, and his heart pounded even more… His eyes flickered upward, to take in the sight of you above him. 
“My Queen.” His breath is shaky, his cocks are so hard—they’re curved and pressed insistently onto his abdomen. He hissed whenever your fingers teased the tips… “Please.” 
“I suppose I can’t refuse my King.” 
You settled your length up against the entrance and he whimpered beneath you—hips pushed insistently against it, his cocks twitched rapidly against your hand. As the length slid into his quivering hole—his moan is long, breathless—and he slackened beneath you. Another glance at the mirror showed you his eyes had fallen shut, his mouth open—lips wet, and glistened in the light. With every slow drag of your length, his teeth would pull back to show his gritted teeth. His lashes would untangle as his dazed eyes opened… 
Once your pace picked up—you could hear the tell-tale sounds of him as he ripped through some of the blankets beneath both of you. His moans turned into drawn out groans as he moved his hips and pushed back to take your length back in ever deeper. 
“Look at your face beloved.” you whispered—voice loud against the squelching noises that permeated in the room. “You make quite a beautiful face beneath me.” 
Malleus sees the way his eyes are wet with tears from pleasure, drool as it slipped out of his mouth unconsciously and he gritted his teeth in an attempt to stop it… Except the quick drag of your length inside of him distracted him—and he’s back to being a pathetic mess on the bed. His groans pitched as your fingers traced the veins on his cocks, then teased the very tips—before you began to yank your hand roughly against the full length. You timed it with every thrust of your hips against his. The loud sound of wet skins slapping against each other filled and echoed throughout the room alongside Malleus’s growls before—
“Beloved—no—” Malleus’s hole tightened frantically around your length as your pace slowed before you completely pulled out. The tip teased his puckered entrance—gently pushing him open before pulling back before he could swallow it’s girth. Malleus whined, his eyes desperately met yours—needy, he was so needy. He needed you to push him over the edge but—
“I think I’ll have you beg for it, my love.” You whispered, ever so gently—as you took pleasure in the way his arms shook, and his hips pushed back almost desperately. Tears that had gathered at the corners of his eyes flickered in the light and caught itself in his long lashes. His teeth dug into his lower lip.
Asking a King to beg—a part of him was greatly indignant of doing such an action. Had it been anyone else, he would’ve smote them upon such a grave suggestion however—it was you and oh, he was in desperate need to cum. 
“Please.” Malleus practically whimpered, “Please my love. Please make me come—please I need—it—I love you so much—I need this so badly—” 
“Oh darling,” your tone was coy—sweet, “What would your people think…? Seeing their noble, powerful King begging for his Queen like this? You might lose all that respect…” 
His beloved was truly pushing him—but his needy keens grew louder as he felt your tip trace the slope of his ass, the rim of his hole and he—
“I don’t care!” his voice was a desperate growl, “Beloved—please—give it to me—” His words stuttered into a drawn out moan as you sheathed your full length in one thrust. You relished in the way he tightened around you, the way he clutched you deep within him.
You felt his cocks twitch frantically against your hand. Malleus’s head ducked down—more dark hair spilled from over his shoulder—onto the bed, pooling messily around him. Your hand began to move again—faster—rougher, with your other hand quickly joining to properly stimulate his other one. 
Beneath you, Malleus stiffened completely before ropes of cum shot out of his dicks. His whole body shook as his cum scattered onto the bedding, his ass cheeks clamped tightly around your length. You continued to slowly rub his cocks as he came. His eyes had slipped open and they were a complete haze, no awareness in them. 
After a breath, you pulled out your length to help him turn to his back. You leant down and pressed kisses against the slope of his neck as he caught his breath. You could feel his pulse thrum against your lips—the rhythm unsteady as he gulped in air. His hazy eyes turned to you, his blinks slow as he reached up to tuck your hair behind your ear. There’s a moment of still silence—his eyes beheld you with adoration before—
“Ahn—!” 
You let out a moan as Malleus tugged you forward. He made you straddle him and your pitched noises came from feeling the way the heads of his cocks twitched eagerly up against your leaking core. He pushed himself up to nip and bite against your collarbones. His breath is heavy as he thrusted his hips lightly, his cock heads rubbed at your entrance and pushed it open ever so slightly. It was your turn to whine in anticipation and Malleus’s chuckle was dark. 
“Now then—I believe it is your turn, my beloved.” 
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burnedbyshoto · 4 years
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eternal love
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— A simple love story between a tattoo artist and a flower shop owner. —
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pairing: todoroki shouto x reader
warnings: fluff, cursing
word count: 10,505
a/n: so, ngl... this was something that blew up in my mind at 2 am a few nights ago and after fighting others on whether I should write it, I finally did it!!! I super loved writing this, and I hope you guys will enjoy reading it!!!! a lil fluff for the soul, have fun :D also uh, this works for @bnhabookclub​‘s event so huzzah!
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Spring was a season of renewal. The world is going back to what it once was in its beautiful glory. Baby pinks and soft greens illuminated as far as the eyes could see, the morning mist unable to freeze because of the warmth in the ground. 
The gentle echoing sounds of animals, insects, and more returning to regular activity, the cold winters finally defeated. Butterflies danced in the air, birds sang in the trees, and love was in the air. 
What would be perfect with love?
Flowers.
“Good morning, y/l/n-san,” an elder greeted you.
Your cheeks were already burning with exhaustion, it was only eight in the morning, and you were tired. You wiped the back of your hand to your sweating forehead, your fatigue ignored while you smiled in greeting. “Good morning!”
She stared up at you with kind eyes, her hands holding onto her cane while she cocked her head to the side, “You seem to be quite exhausted this morning.”
There wasn’t much you could say or reply with because it was true.
“Well, we finally have a whole bunch of flowers back, and with White Day approaching us, I’m trying to make sure we’re on track!” you explain, trying to fix the multiple buckets of assorted flowers that you would have outside of your store.
You were a flower shop owner. 
Your entire life, you had lived a life where you had grown up working alongside your parents. This was a family business, and with your parents eldering years and you finally back from schooling, they had decided to take an impromptu trip to see the world, leaving you behind to take care of the store. It wasn’t something you minded; after all, they had allowed you to seek all of your own adventures in your life despite only being owners of a flower shop, but it was a lot of work for just yourself. 
You couldn’t hire anyone to work at the store, after all, while you had never grown up to live in a moment of discomfort, it was because your parents and yourself busted your backs for this store was why it survived. But now it was just you.
Winter had been fine, the flowers never had to leave the store, but this was spring.
Renewal, return, and romance suffocated the airs of Japan, and your slow winter business was already becoming a quick and demanding spring one.
Brushing your soiled hands onto the relatively clean apron you wore, you sighed at the sight of the elder looking past you. ‘Was she that old that she spaced out in public?’ you couldn’t help but think while staring at her. 
“Who’s moving into that shop there?” the elder spoke up, and you hummed, turning around to follow her extended finger. 
The shop next to your family’s flower shop had been vacant for years, the last time you remember anyone being there was in middle school. Now in your early twenties, you didn’t even realize that anyone was moving in. There were a lot of men too! How you had so apparently been ignorant to their massive hustle to move things in shocked you. Damn, maybe you were past the point of exhaustion at this point…
“I… I don’t know,” you admitted, your eyes growing when you realized just how neater the store looked. They had obviously been working on repairing the store for some time now, the store was painted in a clean and crisp color, the brick walls scrubbed and glittering like new. It was pretty aesthetic.
 “Y/l/n-san! Please help me, it’s my wife’s promotion day, and the flowers I ordered online never arrived!” a voice screamed from a distance away, and your attention turned towards a man who was sobbing while scampering his way over. 
And even with your want to just stare at the army of men moving in machines you’ve never seen in your life, you exhaled softly, turning to face the scared customer.
“Of course, follow me!”
You bid your farewells to the elder and hurried inside, ready to create an arrangement of flowers that the customer would enjoy.
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Your exhaustion of the day never seemed to end, the spring day had brought a plethora of customers to your storefront. Many couples, new and old, are surfacing to pick out fresh bouquets together. Their happiness is charming, personalities warming and smiles ever so sweet. They always asked about how you were doing, how your parents were doing — after all, this was a tight community, and they asked about the new business next door.
You couldn’t respond to that last question, your face always burning up in your embarrassment of not knowing. There was no reason for you to not know, after all, it wasn’t as if you were ever doing anything that wasn’t running the store. There was no one to rely on but yourself at this point, but still, exhaustion didn’t mean you could miss the purchase and remodeling of the store right next door to you!
Soon it was nine at night, the now empty wooden carts that were once outdoors dragged back indoors of your store. You took count of your sales today, grinning to see that you had managed to sell everything you had put out today except for a few leftover peonies. You moved back towards the door, ready to turn the Open sign to the Closed side. But you paused when you saw three men walking out of the neighboring shop. 
Your eyes focused on the three of them talking comfortably. You had no idea what they were saying, but still, you concentrate on them, curiosity getting the best of you. They talked for a while while you continued to peer through the glass on the door, the conversation must have been lively considering that one of the men was laughing so frequently you almost wished you could hear what they were saying. But alas, eventually, they embraced, and two of the three men entered the large truck that had been parked in the alleyway practically all day and left.
Frowning, you saw that the man was still standing out there. He was unmoving, looking at who knows what with his hands stuffed into his pockets. The night was dark, and the lights on the street did little to help you create what he looked like in your mind. But with a passing car, the soft light illuminating the man with the gentle headlights, you got a clear image of him.
Well, it would have been clear had your guts scrambled into a knot at the sight of his own eyes piercing into yours.
He had noticed you.
With a loud cry, you dove to the floor, your hands pressed against the cool wood while you thought about your next plan of action. Would he come and confront you? Stalking people like this wasn’t cool in the slightest, and if he wanted to walk over and ask you about it, you wouldn’t be able to lie in the slightest. You knew that about yourself. Or maybe it was just you freaking out? There was a solid chance that this was just you freaking out, right?
Your palms sweat while you pushed off the floor, your body trembling as if you were the starring role of some American horror movie. Sucking in your air, and with a hammering heart, you peeked through the glass. No one was out there.
Sighing in relief, you were grateful to believe that it was either your imagination that he stared at you, or he just didn’t care. But still, even with the exhaustion weighing heavy in your bones, you knew you owed him a greeting. Your mother would have your head when she returned if you didn’t. Plus, it helped that the pink peonies still sat in the bucket, their petals still strong and firm, beautiful and lively. 
With a nod, you walked over to them. Grabbing the peonies, you organized the delicate flowers into a full and lush looking bouquet. You hoped that he liked flowers, and wouldn’t mind the kind you gave him, primarily because you couldn’t provide him with anything else. Nevertheless, you wrapped the flowers in a tan paper and walked out, ready to give your greetings to a newcomer.
The store felt a world away while you walked towards it, and upon stepping in front of the store, it stole your breath away.
It was a tattoo shop.
Tattoos in Japan were no longer being associated with the Yakuza, years of trying to get everyone to accept this western practice by the younger generations had finally succeeded. Tattoo shops were blooming in numbers across the country, and it seemed that your area was no different. 
The outside had large windows, and without even entering the shop, you found it to be quite classy indoors. This wasn’t at all what you were expecting from a tattoo shop! You had always assumed that it was black, something similar to the gates of hell feeling. But with the sign not claiming it was closed, and the store hours showing that it was open until eleven at night, you pushed past the doors. You were glad to see that your pink peonies would make a generous splash of color in the darker colored storefront.
“Hello?” you called out, your voice ever so softly echoing against the unoccupied room. “Is anyone here?”
Cringing at what you said, you groaned. If there was no one here, would that make you a criminal? Oh god, please don’t let that be true! But if there was no one here, why would he leave with the lights on and the door unlocked?! How stupid—
“Can I help you?”
Oh fuck, you’re screwed, was all you could think at first when you turned towards the black curtained hallway. 
The man who stood there was tall, his shoulders wide, and legs firm. His arms — which were covered shoulders to wrists in tattoos, his right side containing only black inked tattoos, and his left in the most colorful ink you’d ever seen — were defined with muscle, stretching the fabric of his dark grey t-shirt. 
A line of piercings down the cartilage of his ears, identical on both sides of his head. His hair, however, was something you’ve never seen before. Half white, half red, with an undercut and detailed shavings at his temples, it was currently held back with a thin black headband that exposed his eyes to you. He was heterochromatic, you could tell immediately by the piercing blue and dark grey eye color he held. But there was nothing to disguise your reaction when you saw the tattoo — scar? — that covered his eye like an overlarge eyepatch.
There was no smile on his face, just a quirked eyebrow and his lips set in an unamused frown.
“Is that a tattoo?!” you asked your jaw to the floor. Your fingers touched the place where the red skin on his face would be on your own. 
“No,” he responded after a beat, his eyes were unbelievably annoyed. Obviously, not at all amused by your intrusion and rude words. “It’s a burn, but again, can I help you, or are you just going to stand there and stare. Not that you look the type to get tattoos, though.”
“I do have piercings, though,” you couldn’t help but defend yourself, your skin feeling like it was burning under his gaze. “But okay, yes. I mean, no! No, you can’t help me because I’m not here for your services.”
His gaze on you only seemed to intensify, a fire and ice storm erupting in his eyes while you wanted to punch yourself in the throat. Good god, be normal.
“I’m your neighbor! Well, I guess I can give you my name. Y/l/n y/n at your service,” you try, your hands thrusting out the peonies in your grasp. His gaze didn’t drop to the flowers, not even a twitch of an eye, which only coursed anxiety through your blood. “I’m the owner slash, not the owner of the flower shop! I hadn’t noticed you ever moving in except today, so I felt super bad! Um, so I just wanted to stop by and say, well, welcome! And uh, well… I just felt bad! These are peonies.”
“I know what flowers those are,” he responds, but his gaze remains unfazed.
What the hell was his problem, you thought, the hairs on the back of your neck rising as if you were being confronted by a deadly predator and not some stupid hot tattoo artist with a bad attitude.
“Oh, cool! Most people think they’re roses for whatever reason,” you laugh, looking at the flowers, your shoulder shrugging. 
“I also know they’re the only flowers you had leftover from your sales today,” he spoke again, and your face twisted when you returned to his gaze again. 
“Excuse me?”
“I was outside when you were pulling all your carts inside, and they were the only ones who weren’t sold today,” he shrugs, his arms crossing before his chest. The muscles on his arms only seem to expand at this, the ink dancing across his skin, forming new images in your mind while you feel like punching him in the jaw. “Is that what you feel about your new neighbor? I’m deserving of day-old flowers that you were unable to sell?”
“Of course not!” you exclaim, the frustration in your blood climbing while you held his stare. “I mean, are they new and super fresh flowers, no! But they haven’t even wilted yet because I know how to take care of my crap! I just finished the winter season where flower sales are always less than favored, so sorry I couldn’t toss you a thousand yen bouquet!”
There was a silence that floated across the room, his eyes staring into yours, and you could do nothing but stare back at him. Your shoulders rag with your uncontrolled angry breathing, what a fucking asshole he was! Who did he think he was?!
“Well, I guess I’m sorry to hear that you’re broke,” he sighs, finally taking strides over towards you. There’s a part of you that yells to leave the store immediately, and an even larger part of you that screams to step at him too, throw him off his trail! But in your indecisiveness, he stands before you, taking the flowers from your hands. “Todoroki Shouto.”
“That is so obviously not my name,” you roll your eyes, your arms folding across your chest. 
There’s a small huff of air from the man, his eyes looking at you full of judgment and the smallest bits of amusement. 
“Oh!” you gasp, your hands covering your mouth.
“I’m Todoroki Shouto,” he tries, his eyebrow lifting again, his lip trying perking into a smirk. “But, thanks for confirming we don’t have the same name.”
If there was a god, he would shoot you from this world at this very moment; your fists shoved into the pockets of your apron.
“Okay,” you agree, your lips pursing in your horrible, horrible attempt at masking your hurt pride. “Well, I am utterly exhausted, so I am going to leave now. Have fun with your dumb tattoo shop, Todoroki-san, I am… going to sleep.”
You turned on your heel, ready to run from this shop like the devil was hot on your heels.
“Well, see you around—” he responded, your hands pressing onto the door to leave— “Y/l/n.”
The ringing of your blood in your ears heavily outweighed his voice because you didn’t even stare at him as you continued to walk down the pathway to reenter your shop. Maybe it was a good thing you didn’t look back because had you, you would’ve seen Shouto’s fingers caressing the pink petals of the flower, and his lips moved to say one thing.
“Welcome.”
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It had been a week since you had seen Shouto. The new tattoo shop seemed positively overwhelmed by new customers, countless amount of young people filing into their appointment times, and the few days he had free hours. It, fortunately, did bring you new crowds of customers. Friends and couples alike bringing in the warm spring air into your shop while they bought flowers in commemoration of their new tattoos. 
There was no stopping this, it seemed.
“Thank you for your service, please come again,” you called out after the giggling and slightly tipsy group of girls who happened to be your last customers of the day.
Today has been a good day.
You weren’t at all exhausted, in fact, you felt relatively light on your feet still despite it being 8:56 p.m. Since it was so late at night, and with the knowledge of there hardly ever being last-second customers you started cleaning up for the night. But as you grabbed the broom, the familiar bell of the entrance of the shop rang in your ears.
Sighing, you dropped the broom and turned towards the counter, “Welcome!”
The figure at the door shocked you, it was Shouto. He stood there with his fingers hooked in the loops of his black jeans, and the white v-neck did nothing to conceal anything about his tattoos or his dumb muscles. 
“Hey!” you smiled, the smile on your face as fake as the festive flowers sitting on the counter — the ironies of working at a flower shop.
“I’m looking for recommendations,” Shouto admitted, his strides stopping him before you. “It’s one of my friends' birthdays coming soon, in a few weeks. He doesn’t like getting presents, but he likes flowers. I was hoping you could help me out here.”
Your jaw drops, words failing you seeing the way that his hair falls so elegantly between his eyes. His eyes are concentrated on the pre-arranged flower arrangements demonstrated on the table as samples and you cough.
“Uh, yes, do you know any of his favorite flowers?”
“No, he’s not really that open about his interests,” Shouto admits, his shoulders shrugging,
“When do you need the arrangement?”
“His birthday is April 20,” Shouto says, a sigh on his lips while he looks up at you. “I’m not sure if there was a time requirement to request things, especially given that you work here alone.”
“I do not work here alone!” you cry, your blood sparking in a fury. “I mean, yes, right now I do, but it’s not always like this! I’m just being a good child and letting my parents have the travels of their lifetime!”
Shouto hums, his face unconvinced, but he seems a bit perplexed, “Did I do something that first night to you?”
That takes you entirely off guard, “Excuse me?”
“Well, after the first night we officially met, you have avoided me very well.”
“I-I’m very busy with this store!”
“I walked out of the store to pick up supplies while you were speaking with your own customer. I saw you run into the door, trying to make your way back indoors.”
“You saw that?!”
“A lot of my friends say I can come off coldly at first, and I know that it’s true, and I’m trying to work on it. I, myself, was exhausted that day too because we put the entire shop together in a single day, so I let myself slip up,” Shouto admits, and you can feel your face beating in time with your embarrassed pulse. Why was this so hard? “I haven’t had the time to come over since opening, so I’m trying now.”
“So the birthday thing is a fake way to get me to talk?” you asked, your lips twitching in your losing battle to keep from smirking.
“Yes and no,” he smiles softly. It almost takes you by surprise, the smile seemed too gentle, too sweet to be on the face of someone who looked like they’d murder you in an alleyway. “I’m not that incompetent to know that I have a few weeks to give until I really need to get those plans under wraps.”
There’s a laugh that bubbles in your throat, and you sigh, unbelieving of what he was doing. 
“You’re kind of weird,” you tease, untying your apron for it was now long past the store's open hours. “But since you’re not a customer, I will be asking you to leave at once.”
“But—!”
“No exceptions! I can’t be seen playing favorites, the elders will gossip,” you firmly state, moving from behind the counter to shoo him from your store.
“I want to buy a flower then,” Shouto insists, pulling out a leatherbound wallet. 
Your eyes narrow, lucky bitch.
“What flower would you like?” you ask. Your customer service smile painted on your face. 
“Do you happen to have any ajisai’s?” Shouto asks, and you think.
You did have some!
Nodding, you pointed your finger towards the pack where small bouquets of ajisai’s sat. Shouto nodded, walking over and grabbing one and making it back.
“That’ll be seven hundred yen,” you say the moment he arrives back.
“The sign said six hundred,” Shouto points out.
“You have me seven minutes over closing time, it’s my gratuity tip,” you tease, grinning when he places seven hundred yen down. You focus back on the cash register, inputting the last sale into it and fixing up the computer before returning your attention back to Shouto, who was staring at the flowers in his hands.
“Here,” he says, thrusting the flowers into your hands and walking away before you could yell at him.
The pink-tipped flowers sat in your hands, ajisai — or hydrangeas — were small and delicate flowers, but they were stunning in your eyes. Rolling your eyes, you put the flowers next to the fake festive ones and went to clean up, the small smile on your own face irreplaceable as you cleaned up.
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In the following weeks, you and Shouto had begun a strange friendship of sorts. Your breaks during your lunch and dinner times were accompanied by Shouto, who was always over at the time. The tattoo shop was doing exceptionally well, and because of that, he even had other artists there with him, and just gained an official piercer. They were a great crew, all bright and caring people who often had you laughing on the rare occasions you visited his shop. But Shouto always had his time slot blocked out during your breaks, and he would come over with snacks and opinions for the two of you to discuss.
He was definitely an odd person. He was very open about a lot of things, almost too honest. In weeks, you knew more about him than some of your own childhood friends, and you had been involved with most of their stories! Todoroki Shouto was someone to admire though, he was brilliant, a person who never failed to make you smile with his often idiotic tendencies. 
He was smart but dumber than a rock.
But as the two of you grew comfortable, there was one thing itching at the back of your mind, the one question you always had when you saw people with tattoos. 
“What do your tattoos mean?” you couldn’t help but ask, your eyes shining while looking at his arm that was poised high to deliver the cold soba noodles into his awaiting mouth. “I mean, I know there’s a lot, but one side is colorful and bold, and the other is simple and beautiful.”
Shouto finished the noodles on his chopsticks, his lips soaked with the oils on the noodles. “Do you want to know about a particular one?” he asked, resting the chopsticks down and extending his arms for you to see. 
You leaned forward on the stool you were sitting on, observing the lines that created the art on his skin. You were fascinated by both sleeves, and he had incredible artwork on both sides of his arms. There was also some hidden motif behind each side, fire versus ice… But which one to ask about first?
“Can you just tell me why you have two sleeves that are starkly different?” you asked with a curious glint of your eyes. “I mean black ink on one side versus only color? Is there a reason, or was it just something that happened by accident?”
“Oh, there’s a reason for it,” Shouto adjusted on his chair, clearing his throat while he extended his arms. “You can tell just by looking at me, but my left side is what I’ve always associated with my dad: the red hair, blue eyes. My right side is something that I connect with my mom: the white hair, grey eyes. Colored tattoos are always more painful, they tell a very exact story. There isn’t any room for argument because it is seen in one way and one way only. You can deceive, and you can hide, but the truth is there. When I got my first tattoo, I still hated my dad with everything I had, and I wanted to cover every part of my body that I could that would erase him from me. Which is my left side. And like colored tattoos, he was painful, exact, and unchanging. My right side is black ink only because things become confusing, discerning, unknown—” his fingers trace the curving lines on his right arm— “you don’t know where it starts, where it ends, but it’s ever present. It’s comforting because it can change with how you need it to change. You can have other fills in its blanks, to piece together its story, but it has distinct intentions. It’s strong and adaptable.”
You take in his words, unable to think of anything but absorb his words. There’s a soft understanding to his tattoos. Once done in defiant, spoke stories of not only who he was, but who he is today. 
“Okay, so I know I’m just a super lame florist, but what do you think about me getting a tattoo?” you asked, your teeth biting into your lower lip with your confusion and hope. “I mean, I’ve never really wanted one before, but that was because of social stigma and all, but seeing yours and your friends all the time… I’m curious.”
Shouto’s brows raise; he doesn’t say anything; however, studying your face.
“What are you thinking about in particular?” he asked his eyebrow scrunching, his head tilting to the side. “Anything at all?”
You blew a raspberry, your hands pressing to your lap, your shoulders falling to your ears.
“I like symbolic things a lot,” you admit with a shrug. “I don’t think I could ever get a sleeve tattoo, so I want it to make sense and have meaning to me. Like… I don’t know a sakura blossom, but maybe not that? I don’t know!”
Shouto laughs softly, the sound pleasant on your ears while you thrash your legs like a child. 
“Well, I think I can help you at the very least draw you something,” he suggests, a hand offered out in a deal. “I am a tattoo artist, after all.”
“I’m not sure if I can trust you,” you playfully scoff, your arms folding across your chest while you shake your head. “I might doze off under the needle and wake up to a walking penis on my back!”
“A penis?” Shouto repeated, an award-winning smile gracing his face while you huff, your laughter failing at being masked.
“It’s what happened in middle school to people caught sleeping! Didn’t it happen to you?”
“Not at all.”
“Right, you rich kid middle schools were a breeding ground for far worse. What type of prepubescent hazing did your school do?”
“What makes you think there was hazing?”
“How could there not be!”
The doorbell chimes in the distance and the lively debate is over when you check the time, it was time to reopen it seems.
“I’ll figure out what you did back as a pubescent child,” you promise, watching as Shouto rises with you, his own alarm going off. “But would you really draw me a tattoo?”
Shouto nods, following you out to the entrance of the shop, “I will if you ask me to.”
Uncertainty sits in your stomach, you weren’t sure if it was something that you wanted right now, it had, after all, come up as a moment of trying to create conversation more than being an honest truth. But if it was something that Shouto drew for you, maybe you would.
“I’ll let you know if I want it,” you promise, your eyes closing with your warm smile. 
Shouto hums in agreement, his head nodding once. He seems to hesitate for a bit and ultimately walks over to where there was a gathering of flowers and picks out a single himawari. Your eyes narrow in silent teasing when he walks it over to the counter, his hands already reaching for his wallet.  
You accept the change, giving him back what you owed him, and was once again shocked to see him resting the flower in your hands. 
“For you,” he smiled, his shoulders shrugging.
“You’re so weird,” you wrinkle your nose, still accepting the flower from his fingers with a bright smile. “Thank you for the beautiful himawari.”
“Mm, you’re welcome,” Shouto nodded, slipping on the beanie he had removed upon entering the warm flower shop. “See ya later, y/l/n?”
You nod, waving as he left to which he graciously flipped the sign for you to read that you were once again open. “Bye, Todoroki-san!”
Himawari flowers, otherwise known as sunflowers, always filled you with warmth and love. A flower that is known to be a personal sun on this earth without ever once providing a shred of warmth. There was no denying that it was beautiful, but you shook your head, leaving it on the table in the hallway that leads to your home above the shop. You’d dry and press it once the day was over. 
Yes, you decided, that’s how it was going to go.
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“I always forget the wedding season is a thing! Stop looking at me like that, and please help me!”
Most people would never expect to see a community staple member who ran the flower shop to be on their hands and knees, holding onto the ankles of one of the most intimidating and newest members of the community while they begged for help. Well, to be honest, no one could even consider what you were doing to be begging. It was a full-on psycho messy bitch cry for help. 
“I said I was going to help you already, what else do you possibly need from me?” Shouto groaned, his vans clad foot trying to wiggle you loose from his ankle. “...don’t tell me.”
“Well, you know what I’m asking then!” you whine, your eyes welling with tears at Shouto’s straight face.
Your face had an array of dried petals on your face, dirt caking the undersides of your fingernails, grass, and leaves in your hair, and desperation reeking from your face. 
“My parents still aren’t back! My friends are all busy living their own lives too far away to help me properly, and you’re the only person I trust! You’re a tattoo artist, you have to have a delicate hand, right? Please help me and let me use your crew too, I promise I’ll pay!”
Shouto groans, managing to kick you free from his foot, and pulling you up to your feet so that the noisy people watching would hopefully leave. “If you want the others to help you out, you need to ask them. I’m not going to force them to do anything.”
Your eyes blow wide, excitement simmering in your cells while your hands grip onto his biceps for support, and his own hands rested on your hips. 
“Really?! You’ll let me do that?!”
Shouto breathed heavily out of his nose, took a second to recompose himself before letting that small smile appear on his face. The grateful squeal that left your lips was something that shocked him, Shouto won’t lie, but it was the hug you threw around his neck that had him stumbling. He watched in a frozen trance as you stormed into his shop, arms waving animatedly above your head while you explained your need for help to his employees. He didn’t follow you in though, choosing to instead watch you from outside the shop because it was his break right now, and he wasn’t going to be spending it inside the shop. 
You returned with a smug smirk on your face, dirt-smudged on your cheek while you nodded your head in victory. 
“Well, it looks like I have a team,” you say with a mock casualty. “I am, what the cool kids call, persuasive.”
A weird feeling floods to the tips of Shouto’s fingers at your words was this… annoyance? There was no reason for him to be annoyed that his friends would be coming over to help you. You needed the help. So what if you wouldn’t be talking to him and only him.
“Persuasive, or annoying?” Shouto tries you, and the way you focused on him in your flustered state was enough for a small chuckle to escape his lips. Before you could respond in defense to your persuasive tongue, he was already en route towards your shop. “You wasted five minutes of my break, please don’t waste the other ten.”
He wasn’t sure what made him grin more, the loud cry of “you’re an asshole, Todoroki-san,” the childish stomping coming from behind him, or the cheerful laughter that soaked your tongue at your own silly antics. But still, the grin became a soft smile when he turned to face you, the shop door in his hand while he held it for you. 
“After you.”
“Damn right, after me.”
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“You guys are actually very good at this,” you marvel, peering over Shouto’s shoulder, watching as he and his coworkers assembled the vase of statement flowers.
Todoroki Shouto, Kaminari Denki, Shinsou Hitoshi, Midoriya Izuku, and Bakugou Katsuki.
Five equally large men, decked out in tattoos and piercings, with a punk look to them sat pinched together on tables meant to hold more than five men dainty arranging soft pinks and white-colored flowers with your princess pop music blaring in the background. It was very different to how they were in their shop, but it amused you to see them like this.
They were a group of childhood friends who apparently all had the same dream and worked together to make this tattoo shop. Shouto, being the most wealthy of them, had been the name signed on all the papers, explaining the reasons why he was the one you had first met those many nights ago. 
But with five different weddings coming up at the moment, you were more stressed about getting these things done and fast. The good thing, however, was that it seemed most of them were striving perfectionists. 
Shouto, Bakugou, Midoriya, and Shinsou were all on top of it, having only needing you to explain the arrangements once for them to get it. Kaminari took two tries, but he was also very, very social, and took his time. They were a bizarre dynamic, but it was something you enjoyed.
“Damn right we are, this shit is so fucking easy,” Bakugou responded back, shoving yet another completed arrangement your way. “And why are you just fucking staring at us? Why aren’t you helping?”
You hummed, grabbing the completed vase, and placing it with the others from this particular wedding. “Because I already met my quota, and I can’t pull out the other arrangement until you guys are done.”
“Oh, there’s another one?” Midoriya asked, handing you a completed vase.
“Well, if you guys don’t mind!” you feel your face heating while they were finishing up their final vases, Bakugou snatching some of Kaminari since he had more leftover. “I just didn’t expect you guys to haul these so quickly! And well, there’s just one left I have to do!”
“We are amazing,” Kaminari says, twirling a stem of baby’s-breath in his fingers. “I can see why you were so eager to sign us to your shop. “I make perfect commentary, Shinsou has that calming effect, Deku is sweet and kind, Shouto is obviously the closest to you, and Bakugou.”
You blinked, as did everyone else, staring at the blond who wove the baby’s-breath into the arrangement with a soft touch. Wasn’t he going to finish that sentence?
“And I what?” Bakugou growls, his ears tinging red with his annoyance.
“Hm?” Kaminari perks his eyebrows, his gaze lazily resting on the ash blond. “Oh, no, that was it!”
There was a loud screech of the chair against the floor, and Midoriya was holding back Bakugou while Kaminari screeched, hiding behind Shinsou.
“Here you go,” Shouto sighed, handing you the prior arrangement for this wedding batch. 
“Thank you,” you smile gratefully, the sounds of the raging war between Bakugou and Kaminari fading into background noise while you hold Shouto’s gaze. “For all of this too, you guys are keeping me from a countless amount of all-nighters.”
“Well, as long as they don’t wreck your shop, then I guess the payment will be okay,” Shouto sighed, not bothering to even look at how Midoriya was losing ground on keeping Bakugou back.
“As long as there isn’t any blood or teeth on the floor, I’ll give it to ya,” you grin, gesturing with your head for him to follow you.
While you and Shouto had gone to get the final wedding arrangements, Shinsou had managed to get Bakugou to calm down and sit. This arrangement was simple, and there were only twelve of them you needed to make, and before you knew it, everyone was leaving, waving as they went. Only Shouto stayed behind, helping you put away the chairs and the tables, while also setting the flowers into the freezer until they would be collected.
It was almost midnight by the time the two of you had cleaned up the shop, and Shouto leaned against the counter while you sprawled onto the floor, exhausted. 
“I think,” you mumble, exhaustion fluttering through you. “I think Imma just, sleep here.”
“I’m not going to let you do that,” Shouto sighs, walking over to you. “You’re bordering disgusting right now, and you need to shower before sleeping.”
“I’m not trying to impress anyone right now,” you point your finger at him definitely. “I think I can become one with the ground right now.”
“Yeah, that’s not happening,” Shouto decided, pulling you up to your feet. Something that made you groan and press your forehead to his chest when you got you up. “Come on, let’s go. I’ll walk you to your stairs.”
Snorting, you shake your head, pushing him away, “No, it’s okay, I was just being annoying. Besides, I need to lock up down here once you leave.”
Shouto frowns, but he doesn’t move to argue with that, because it was true. 
“I’ll see you bright and early tomorrow morning!” you insist, smiling sweetly up at the man who was wearing one of your bandanas. 
“Okay,” Shouto finally agreed, moving towards the door.
When you got to the door, ready to see him out, Shouto paused. 
He turned to you, his head tilting, and your lips parted to question him, but before any words could fall from your tongue, he raised his hand.
In his hand, he rested a pink arusutoromeria. It was most definitely a leftover from one of the arrangements statement flowers, but it sat daintily in his hand. Under the moonlight, it was almost ethereal in his hold, and you felt a small warmth build in your cheeks.
“That’s called stealing from my clients, ya know,” you tease, the exhaustion in you dying the moment you took the flower from his hand. “I’m going to have to take this out of your paycheck.”
“Don’t pay me,” Shouto insisted softly, his lips peeking into a half-smile. “I would’ve helped, even if you hadn’t asked.”
“That’s ridiculous, I wouldn’t have let you,” you shove his arm, but he went unmoved. His two-colored eyes shining in mirth while continuing to stare at you. 
“I know,” he whispers, his gaze holding yours. “Goodnight, y/l/n.”
“Goodnight, Todoroki-san.”
Shouto licked his lips, his face wincing just the smallest bit before shaking his head, “I think you can drop the formality, we’re passed that.”
You didn’t have time to react, only whispering his last name while he exited your shop into the nighttime. But you looked down at the arusutoromeria, otherwise known as the Alstroemeria Peruvian lily. The peachy and pink waxy petals smooth under your fingertip, but it made your heart warm.
Shouto really did pick the most beautiful flowers.
But why was it always for you?
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“The shop isn’t open today, Todoroki-chan!”
Shouto turned around to see two elders watching him while he had failed to open your shop’s doors.
“Oh, thank you,” he thanked them, bowing in greetings. “Do you know why? Y/l/n didn’t mention anything yesterday?”
“We do, actually! The park hosts the summertime festival, and they’re in charge of the floral arrangements you see going on there! Y/l/n might be there right now!”
Shouto nodded, the banners that had been advertising for the said festival had been up for the past two weeks.
“Thank you,” he said, leaving the two elders to themselves before returning to his own shop.
Today was a busy day, and since he wasn’t going to have time to spend his break with you, he decided he’d just move on to his latest client. Ignoring the questionative and gossiping look of Kaminari, he called on the girl who was here for her last touch up.
He’d go and see you when you returned. 
It was three in the morning when you were finally back at your shop. Festivals were indeed something of exhaustion. You spent six hours putting up flowers all over people's booths and stalls in order for things to look beautiful. Then when the festival began at three in the afternoon, you’d be in your own booth handing out single roses, lilies, and tulips to lovers, friends, and family who wanted to cheer others up.
Flower sales have always confused you. Flowers, after all, were almost pointless since most of them were bought without the roots and soil. You were gifting something that was on the verge of death that wouldn’t last longer than twenty-one days if you were lucky. But you couldn’t complain, on the other hand. The people’s faces that exploded with affection and love after receiving the flowers made it worth knowing that these dying presents had meaning to them.
But festivals by yourself were hell. 
Restocking the flowers, handling the money, trying to give out the flowers all by yourself had proven to be a handful. This was at the least a two-person job, and with your parents still not returning anytime soon, it was hard. You couldn’t ask anyone to help you because everyone you knew who would accept your money to work had to work until late today too.
But you had survived, as you had been for the past few months. So when you tiredly stabbed your key into the air, trying your best to get it into the lock, a sudden noise scared you.
Turning towards the sound, your tired eyes widened upon seeing Shouto walking out with a young woman next to him. She was tall, grand, and even with your tired, dried out, and blurry eyes, you could tell she was beautiful. You saw the way that politely and effortlessly giggled, her dark eyes warm and sweet while she talked to Shouto.
And Shouto, how you had entirely missed him today. But he was obviously enraptured by this woman, his facial features looking kind and sweet while they talked.
A weird feeling tightened in your stomach, what the hell was that? You blinked multiple times, your head muggy and far too foggy for your liking. This wasn’t your business, you thought, finally succeeding in opening your shop door. But with a strong pull of the wagon you had, you watched in horror as the top bins clattered to the floor.
You hauled the wagon in, desperate to get out there and get the remaining fallen items off the floor. You thought having eaten only breakfast today would have rendered you unable to be as stupidly strong as you were at that moment. But as you went to pick up the boxes, you saw Shouto approaching you, his hands shoved into his pockets.
“Oh, hey, Todoroki!” you laugh, trying to lift the boxes, but you were failing at it. “I didn’t see you all day, how are you?”
Shouto shrugged, his lower lips jutting out slightly too. 
“Good, I didn’t realize you were working for the festival, all day at that,” he admitted while moving to help you. “How’d it go.”
“Well,” you think about it, watching your friend take the boxes from your hands and holding them with ease despite your own fumbling. “I, um… it was hard.”
Shouto listened to you while you explained how you handled your booth on your own. How this was one of the busiest festivals your city hosted and how you hadn’t had time to relax since the festival began at three. He listened to you without making any input of his own, the occasional chuckle from hearing about entitled customers, or customers who thought buying a red rose for someone they were going to break up with was a bad idea. 
Cleaning up with Shouto with you was relaxing and welcoming, his presence was always one you received, and after a long day, it was sweet and soft. 
But while in his explanation as to who the lady — Yaoyorozu Momo, as he named her — was doing at his shop so late, your stomach wailed in hunger. Your face burned in embarrassment, your appetite finally remaking its appearance. 
Shouto chuckled, finding glee in your horror before nodding towards the hallway that leads to the staircase of your home. He had been up there a handful of times now, and he smirked, “I’ll make you something since we didn’t eat together today.”
“How can I trust you’re a good chef,” you ask, despite already making your way to the upper level of the shop, ready to stay up even longer with Shouto.
The next hour is spent with the two of you eating and talking. The conversation between the two of you is light and flowing smoothly. You’re on the couch with him, a blanket on your laps while you rest your head against his shoulder.
“Tell me about your tattoos,” you mumble, your exhausted body feeling warm and safe against his right side. 
“Which one?” he asked, shifting his left arm towards you so that way you could continue resting on him.
“Any,” you sigh, your fingers brushing against his wrist. “They’re all beautiful.”
So he does.
Shouto tells you about the special ones first. The fire on his left wrist, the ice on the right. They were his first tattoos, something he had associated with himself since he could remember, but a symbol of how they were both significant parts, equal in their fury, but gentle, beautiful, and healing when needed. He had dizzying patterns on his right side, something he had always acquitted to being his more assertive side. The designs were distinctive and almost dizzying to look at, but each pattern he had drawn, each twist and turn meaning something. The black ink was daunting, powerful, and reserved. He even admitted to letting his friends color in the spaces where you could still see his pale flesh, it was something that he enjoyed because even being as old as he was, the childlike entertainment never left when someone did it.
His left side was stunning though, every color in the rainbow melting and mixing on his skin. This side was artistic, bold, a creation of vibrant dreams, and they warmed you up while he explained every secret behind them. He was scary on this side if you couldn’t find the outlines of each clashing drawing, but up close, with your breath gently warming his skin while you peered at his skin, you realized just how gentle it really was. It wasn’t scary or overwhelming. It was quiet, warm, and a soft gesture to who he used to be, and who he was now.
The two of you were close friends, nothing could ever say otherwise, but as the two of you lay on the couch together, you positioned between his legs, your head laying on his chest. Sleep was a mere kiss away when you snuggled into his chest, your finger pressing against the t-shirt he wore.
“I think I’m ready… for you to draw me up a tattoo… do you think you can surprise me, though? I have no ideas…” you mumbled into his chest.
“Of course,” Shouto responded back, and before you could blink, the world turned dark, sleep consuming you in a gentle embrace. 
You weren’t sure if you imagined the feel of his soft lips on your forehead, but when you woke up the next morning, you were alone. The blanket was tucked around you, pillows resting under your head, and a flower sat on the coffee table before you.
A kaneshon.
A carnation.
Your cheeks warmed at the sight of it, knowing immediately that it was left behind by Shouto. Grabbing the flower within your fingers, you pressed the sweet-smelling flower to your nose. If he continued doing this, there was no stopping the way you felt towards him.
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Two weeks later.
“So, what do you think of this?”
You were sitting in Shouto’s private room where he had his tattoo appointments, you were by the wall, sitting on a stool by a desk where he was showing off his tattoo design for you. It was stunning; honestly, it had everything in the world that you could be asking for.
Simple, elegant, and sophisticated.
It fit your personality, hopes, and dreams. 
It was perfect. 
“Wow,” you barely managed to breathe, your fingers touching the sketch he had presented to you. Was feeling it okay? You hoped so.
“Do you… do you like it?” Shouto asked, his eyes trying to read your face, but failed to see how you reacted because he was behind you.
“This is amazing, Todoroki,” you shake your head, pulling back to stare at your friend with a great smile. “I mean, I know I said I wanted you to draw me one, but I wasn’t expecting you to make it so… personalized to me.”
“...you’re special to me,” Shouto admitted, his body both relaxing and tensing under your gaze. “I had to make this special for you.”
“Well, you sure did!” you agree with a laugh, your cheeks warm with your grin. “But how much will this be?”
“4,000 yen,” Shouto answered with a straight face.
You laughed in his face, remembering that all their starting prices were much more than that, “Come on, don’t be ridiculous. How much?”
“I wasn’t lying,” Shouto confirms, his gaze unwavering. “I like you a lot, and you mean a lot to me, so I’m giving you a discount.”
Your jaw drops, you’re unable to speak, words failing you with every breath. “A discount, not a free tattoo.”
“It’s not free, I’m still making you pay.”
“Yeah, and even I know that price is absurd!”
The two of you argue for some time, the money you throw down on his desk is immediately slammed back into your wallet. You feel close to victory; that is, until Shouto threatens to make your tattoo actually free. To that, your lips twist, a defeated look in your eyes while you huff.
“Fine,” you spat, turning around ready to leave the shop, given that your break was nearing its end. 
“Y/n,” he calls out suddenly, and the way that your name sounds on his lips makes you shiver. He had started to call you by your given name as of late, and to hear his warm and deep voice say your name made you wonder why you two hadn’t done this earlier. After all, the two of you were too close. 
“Shouto?”
He looks ready to speak, his tongue wetting his lips while he stares at you, unsure what to say to what to do.
“What did you think of the kaneshon?”
Two weeks later and he had finally spoken about the flower he had left behind.
“It was beautiful, I loved it,” you smiled in return, but you didn’t miss the way that his eyes seemed to cloud at those words. Obviously, those weren’t the words he wanted to hear, but what was it that he wanted? “Another flower to add to my collection.”
Shouto’s lips quirk into a smile, and you watch while he reaches behind his bench and pulls out a tsubaki. You’re silent as he walks it over to you, pressing the gentle stem into your hand.
“For you,” he whispers, and you can feel your heart hammering in your ears at how close he is. The dim lights of his room, the smell of ink, bleach, and, most importantly, Shouto sending your blood into a craze. 
Kiss him, your brain told you, but you were frozen, too busy counting the number of eyelashes he had. 
“You didn’t buy this from me, what are you doing helping my competition?” were the words that came to your mouth instead of the confession you so wanted to give.
“No,” Shouto laughs softly, and he adjusts his position almost to give you dizzying fantasies of him kissing you. “I’m growing them, actually.”
“Oh, so you’re my competition,” you tease, and Shouto sighs, his eyes rolling and nods.
“Yeah, the tattoo shop was a decoy to us becoming the best flower shop in all of Japan.”
“Sounds like I should be worried.”
“Oh, you should.”
There was no denying the fact that the distance between your bartering lips was disappearing, but the shrill beep of your alarm destroyed the space between the two of you as you stepped away. You had an appointment to get to after all.
“Um, dinner?” you ask, stumbling to the door. “Sounds good?”
Shouto nods, his lips in a small smile, “See you then.”
With the camellia clenched tightly into your hands, your blood boiling in your destroyed passions, and the sounds of the others saying goodbye while you left, you felt weird when entering your flower shop, one thought running repetitively in your mind. 
You had feelings for Shouto.
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You twirled the akaichurippu in your fingers.
It had been two months since you worked out you had feelings for Shouto, one week since he had given you this flower, six days since he started avoiding you, and two days since your parents had finally returned home.
With the three of you now running the shop, you were able to relax a whole bunch more. Your parents had returned on a honeymoon mode, their gazes wistful and in love, finding it almost hard to readjust to the life they had left behind for a year. It had been a year since you had met Todoroki Shouto, and you were baffling in love with him. But you had done something obviously because he was avoiding you like the plague.
He hadn’t been over in six days, and they had been such lonely days without him. Of course, once your parents had come home, it had been grossly lively with their romantic sighs and glees, but it didn’t do much to qualm the Shouto sized hole in you. 
Stupid Shouto, stupid feelings, stupid everything.
Tossing the flower onto the counter, you sat up from your slumped state, watching as your dad swung your mom in a circle. Stupid parents with their stupid love, you bitterly added while puffing out your cheeks.
“Wow, what’s that look for!” your dad caught on immediately, staring at your unamused form. He trailed his gaze down to the red akaichurippu, otherwise known as the red tulip, while your mother stood up herself.
There was a shocked gasp coming from them both, and you watched as your parents approached the counter like excited children, the flower being picked up by your mother.
“Who gave you this?!” your mother asked, her eyes sparkling in glee, and your dad seemed conflicted in the same delight, and distinctive stern dad look. 
“Shouto,” you sighed, your eyes rolling.
“The one that’s ignoring you?”
“The very same!”
“That’s strange,” your dad’s eyebrows furrowed, his head tilting. “He’s just next door, and he doesn’t seem to be going anywhere anytime soon… why is he ignoring you after giving you the eternal love flower?”
You froze.
“I’m sorry, what?!”
“The red akaichurippu flower is the symbol of eternal love,” your mom explained as if it was basic knowledge. “They’re much more romantic than a boring red rose, in my opinion. You’re also a florist y/n, why don’t you know these meanings or intentions?”
“Oh my god,” you said in horror, and you stood up, racing upstairs to grab the flowers you had dried and pressed. The flowers he had given you throughout this year.
Your parents were shocked when you slammed down the book with flowers, your fingers shaking excessively.
“What do these mean,” you demand, your fingers shaking while you point at the different flowers.
“Ajisai: apologies and gratitude.”
“Himawari: adoration, loyalty, and longevity.”
“Arusutoromeria: devotion, loyalty, ‘I like you,’ friendship.”
“Pink kaneshon: affection.”
“Tsubaki: humility, discretion, and perfect love.”
Red akaichurippu: eternal love.
Red akaichurippu: eternal love.
“I have to go!” you yelled, racing out of the store, the ringing bell and following shouts of your parents doing nothing as you ran into the tattoo shop.
“Shinsou!” you called at the purple-haired man who was staffing the front desk, obviously having no scheduled appointments today. “Is Shouto—?”
“No, he’s taking his break right now,” Shinsou smirked, his eyes full of amusement, which spoke to his knowledge of what was going on. “You can go in.”
You smiled and went down the hallways of the tattoo shop that you knew intimately. You could hear the buzzing of the tattoo guns going off in Bakugou and Midoriya’s rooms, the light chatter that came with passing Kaminari’s room until you made it to Shouto’s room.
It was quiet inside, and as you opened the door to step inside, the flower in your hand feeling heavier than lead when you saw Shouto sitting at his desk, eating cold soba slowly.
“Shouto?” you called, and Shouto didn’t move, obviously ignoring you. 
“Come on, don’t ignore me,” you plead, moving towards the bench only to have him turn towards you, his eyes blank, cold, angry, and burning through you when he faced you. So maybe he wasn’t ignoring you? “Okay, uh, thank you for looking at me, but I need to explain something to you!”
“Make it quick, my break’s done in two minutes.”
A cold sweat erupts in your body, and you thrust the red tulip out.
“Eternal love,” you say quickly, your body shivering at that statement, and Shouto looks at you, then at the flower, then back at you. 
“Yeah, I knew that already, idiot.”
Your jaw drops, and the smallest bits of annoyance pricks at you. You often forgot what it was like to be under his calculating words and not being at his side, laughing at the victims of his words. 
“Okay, well, I didn’t,” you continue on, your fists dropping at your side, annoyance, fear, happiness, and love flooding through your body. “I’m a florist, I know that. I have lived my life as the child of florists, and I have taken on their trade, but one thing I never knew about was flower meanings.”
“What?”
You shake your head, your gaze dropping to the flower in your embarrassment, “I’ve never known any flower meaning outside of funeral flowers, the red rose, and spider lilies, but that’s because of the culture behind it, not necessarily because of the language of flowers. And I was mad at you today, so I had this flower out, and my parents who do know about flower language told me what this meant, and every other flower you’ve bought for me… I didn’t realize you were confessing to me using flowers… I didn’t ever expect a tattoo artist to know the meanings! Had you been a florist yourself, then maybe I would have thought to look up the meanings behind the flowers, but I just assumed it was you picking flowers out because they were pretty.”
“Flower tattoos are popular,” Shouto breathes, his eyes swimming with flashing emotions while he rises to his feet. “It’s sort of my job to know the difference. I mean… you brought over peonies that first night, and they’re a flower you use to welcome other people, so I figured you knew.”
“No,” you laugh breathlessly. “I only picked those out because they were the only flowers I had leftover from that day… I guess you would make an amazing florist after all,” you chuckle, your heart hammering in your whole being while he stepped closer to you. “I’m a blunt person, straightforward confessions are the only way to deal with me.”
“Most blunt confessions have always ended with rejection from me,” Shouto states, his fingers grabbing onto your waist. “That tends to scare people off.”
“Try it with me,” you whisper, your fingers resting on his broad shoulders, the shiver under your skin electrifying as you knew what was happening.
“I’m in love with you, y/l/n y/n,” Shouto grinned, and you didn’t give yourself a chance at responding because you slammed your lips against his.
It was a passionate kiss, one that had your back arched into him, the flower falling from your fingers and onto the floor. Heads tilted with your dancing lips, and fuck was every gentle caress of his lips, sending your mind in a whirl.
More and more, your lips slanted against each other, and there was no say as to what was going to happen next. You pulled away, a galaxy in both your eyes and a desire, a promise for more when he would meet your lips again.
“Shouto, your three o’clock is here!”
The two of you froze, and you laughed, your lips meeting his that sought after yours for the kiss was too short.
“We’ll talk later.”
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volexis · 3 years
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⤷ december 12 ▸ i have fillings for you ft. sugawara
summary: in hindsight, staying up till 2 am might’ve not been one of your best ideas. that is, until you get a call from your very frantic boyfriend asking for your help in baking cookies. what could go wrong?
warnings: there’s like one quasi-suggestive sentence but other than that pure fluff (i hope)
wc: 1.5k
a/n: lowkey ngl i don’t really like how this turned out but she’s here! i was in a suga mood a couple of weeks ago and i wrote this and somehow it turned into me creating this event lmao
note: find the rest of the advent calendar here!
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You all but sunk into the mattress as you let out a deep sigh. After an exhausting day, all you wanted was to let sleep overtake you as you bundled yourself in a slew of snug, cozy blankets. Your room was peaceful. The dark emptiness of the night filled you with balmy, heady delight as you shut your burning eyes for the first time in what seemed like days.
A dull buzz rang through the room, sharp enough to pull you out of your half-asleep state. You groaned and rolled over, praying whatever noise dared interrupt you would stop soon. It did, and you smiled in relief, snuggling back into your bed. The noise returned not a second later, this time, accompanied with a bright, blinding light. You reached over to your bedside table, staring at the culprit, your phone, through bleary eyes.
Twenty-four new messages alongside seven missed calls, all from the same person: your dear, loving boyfriend. You clenched your jaw after a glance at the clock, irritation clouding your mind. You answered the incoming call with a growl. “Suga, you better have a good reason for even thinking of calling me at—”
“(Y/N) thank goodness you’ve answered, I need your help!”
Any other day you would’ve hung up on him after thoroughly berating him for calling you at such an ungodly hour, but his words were saturated with desperation and something you hadn’t heard from him in a while: unmitigated panic. “I’m going to regret this, aren’t I?”
You could practically feel the warmth from his relieved smile through the phone, and you couldn’t help but glower. “Tell me what happened.”
“So, you remember I have a holiday party at work tomorrow, right?”
You confirmed, and he continued, practically tripping over his words as they sped to leave his mouth all at once. “Ikindasortaforgotthatineededtobakecookiesforthekidsand—”
“I’m stopping you right there. I did not understand a single thing you just said. It’s too early for this,” You felt bad, but you couldn’t help but laugh at your panic-stricken boyfriend. He resembled one of his students before giving a class presentation. “Please, can you slow down and repeat that?”
He took a shaky breath. His next words were slower, sounding them out in a bashful, apologetic tone. “I kind of, sort of, maybe, forgot that I promised the kids I’d bake cookies for their winter party... now all the stores closed and won’t open until after school starts…”
He tapered off as his voice softened into silence, words practically drenched in nervous anticipation. Your irritation bled into a temperate ire as you processed his words. “Let’s see if I understand this. What you called me for, at two in the morning, was to help you bake?”
His silence was answer enough. Your anger faded as his words sunk in, in its place a resigned smile. “You’re lucky you��re so cute. Anyways how’re we even going to get this done? Where are we even going to mee—”
“I’m already outside.” You swore you’d murder him one day.
You swung the door open unceremoniously, not at all surprised to see him towing bags of supplies with what could’ve passed as a sheepish smile if you didn’t know him well enough to see the gentle yet smug grin lying beneath it.
You followed him as he strode through your apartment, wincing as he upended the contents of his bags on your counter with a resounding crash. He dusted his hands and turned to you. “Let’s get started, shall we?”
You smiled, and he mirrored it with one of his own, quickly settling into a practiced rhythm beside you. He was in charge of shaping the cookies and monitoring the oven while you mixed the ingredients. The silence that soon enveloped your kitchen was nothing if not comfortable, a perfect backdrop to the soft clatter of your latest midnight endeavor.
“Babe, I’m almost out; can you pass me that flour over there?” Nothing.
“Babe? Suga? Kou?” You turned to face him and almost dropped your bowl. His hands were still; fingers wrapped tight around the scoop, dough dribbling off its edge while his eyes glued to your figure. He sported a smile sweet as sunshine, brimming with tender adoration.
“Kou?” Your breath caught in your throat, voice barely above a gentle whisper. It was enough to snap him out of whatever reverie absorbed him.
As if embarrassed to have been caught staring so unabashedly, he turned away quickly to face the bowl in front of him, pointedly avoiding your inquisitive glances. You wouldn’t have guessed Suga was feeling so flustered if it hadn’t been for the warm tint spreading over his cheeks and up to kiss the tips of his ears.
“What was that all about?” your tone dripped with the same teasing lilt he’d use to croon sweet nothings in your ear in your most intimate moments. It never failed to send electricity singing through your every nerve, and you hoped it would affect him the same way.
“Can’t I look at my beautiful partner?” His words were more brazen than you expected, having recovered from the ruffled state he was in just seconds before. You swiveled to gawk at him, scowling as he snickered at the mild disbelief in your eyes.
“I wouldn’t exactly call this,” you motioned to your attire: rumpled pajamas far too large for your frame paired with mismatched socks, and, to top it all off, a starchy lime green apron. “The epitome of beauty.”
Suga's smile melted into something tender and compassionate as he let go of his utensils; his lithe fingers reached to cup your cheeks and tilt your head to meet his gaze. You held your breath, incapable of tearing your eyes from his.
“I don’t care what you’re wearing, you could be wearing nothing at all, and it wouldn’t change the fact that you’re absolutely radiant.”
He firmly pressed his lips against yours, chuckling softly at your jolt of surprise. The two of you part, and he leans back to look at you, hands drifting to hold your waist and draw you closer. He kisses you again, and again, and again; fervently as your mind spins into delicious emptiness.
You’re both brought back to reality as a timer beeps obnoxiously loud beside you. Suga laughs against your skin and reaches over to check his phone, eyes widening in horror as realization crashes over him. He peels away from you and rushes to the oven, fretting over the condition of his treats.
You smile from your place on the counter, lowering yourself onto one of the nearby chairs to watch your boyfriend dart around the kitchen. You check your phone, and it dawns on you that you’ve been baking for the past four hours. Exhaustion envelops your every sense, and you yawn widely. Suga notices and looks down, smiling sheepishly.
“I’m sorry, love. We’re almost done, though. I think this is the last batch. After that, we can go to bed.”
You nod numbly and rest your chin on your palm, eyes slipping shut as you gently succumb to your long-awaited slumber.
You’re woken by soft, dim sunlight streaming through the cracks in your curtains. Almost out of habit, you reach over and search for your phone to turn off any alarms. Instead, you find a plate of cookies, delicately frosted. A small card rested by their side, the ink partially smeared in Suga’s hurry. You laughed quietly. He must’ve woken up late.
Dearest (Y/N),
You don’t know how much I appreciate your help last night. It was extremely unfair of me to call you so late, but you responded regardless. You turned what could have been an evening of inevitable disaster into a memory I’ll treasure forever. You fell asleep after we put the last batch in so don’t worry, I cleaned everything before heading out! Thank you again, really. I can’t wait to see you when I come home; love.
Yours always,
Kou
A fond smile makes its way across your lips as you scan his neat yet rushed handwriting. You dropped the card on the table with a sigh, almost missing a small post-it note attached to the back. Eyebrows furrowing, you flip the paper over to read the words, gentle and deliberate in its delicate script.
P.S. Ironically, I wrote this before I wrote what’s on the card, which makes this more of a pre-script rather than a postscript? Anyways, I’m rambling, on to the actual message.
I got to thinking after you fell asleep last night. Your words stuck to me. I never once stopped to consider you might not believe me when I remind you of how gorgeous you are. You’re my everything; my heart is full of you, so full my words fail me even now as I write this.
I said it once, and I’ll say it eternally. You are beautiful. Though you may not see it, I’ll make sure to repeat it every day until you learn how beautiful you are.
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nylwnder · 3 years
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you should do an explanation of why each song is on there! i think that would be really cool ngl
hiii i love the idea of this, thank you anon!!!!! (i’m so happy y’all care tho omg 🥺✋)
it’s under the cut ✨
bubs <3
i want to give him the biggest hug.
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frank — alina baraz
endlessly — alina baraz
okay so i absolutely adore alina and if you’ve seen me mention that i’m making an album series, it’s going to be this album! these are two songs that just give me falling in love vibez, it’s so ethereal to me. and when i see willy i genuinely play this in my head. i have more alina down the playlist so it would be the same thing for them!
yours — maye
the lyrics <3 i definitely think about the lyrics a lot and i feel like it sums up what i feel about our beautiful blonde haired boy!
want u around — omar apollo, ruel
i fucking love this song. like LOVE it. the vibes vibes vibes vibes vibes!!!!!!!!! the beat, the way it makes me feel, ugh i definitely vibe with it and i feel like willy would too :)
god is a women — ariana grande
when i picture the other party in a relationship with will, i definitely feel like he’s absolutely going to make you feel like a goddess!!!! every time he sees you, he could practically just knee down to you.
the louvre — lorde
abajzjaknskalakakk okay before i start sobbing, definitely have a strong connection to this song and i can just picture a night out, we hit the city and let’s just vibe!!! “they’ll hang us in the louvre” yes cause we would be the cutest couple hands down. <3
chateau — angus & julia stone
we’re in the car, wind blowing in our hair, and the lyrics just sum it up! the beat of this, it just makes me so happy! the whole scene i picture every time i hear this is so candid and it makes my heart flutter every time.
alone with you — alina baraz
take it home — alina baraz
i literally just picture willy every time i hear her lol.
at my worst — pink sweat$, kehlani
our love would be so powerful. these lyrics make me sob! I WANT IT.
green eyes — uncle chris
if y’all seen my fancam of willy to this, (linked here) it definitely proves that it goes so well with him. it makes me feel so warm and i picture domestic life with will on this song.
thinking bout you — ariana grande
cause i’m always thinking about him hehe.
“got me losing my breathe, nobody got me the way that you did. had my eyes rolling back, had me arching my back.” :-)
ivy — frank ocean
i know it’s a sadish song but there’s this playfulness in here from the music itself that i picture willy with. plus he has this song repeated in his playlist so i know we’d be vibing!!!!!!
coming to my senses — alina baraz
i wanna make a fic with this song about him cause i can’t get him out of my head every time i hear this song. alina baraz x william nylander supremacy.
so damn into you — vlad holiday
this is me drowning in love with will.
collide — tiana major9, earthgang
holy fuck i’m obsessed with this song. this makes me hug him, kiss him, caress him, laying down and the sunlight hitting his skin. it makes me so fuzzy like absjaksnksmzkak give me a minute- *SOBS*
comfortable — h.e.r.
this makes me feel so warm, like willy would deadass radiate this to you. “whenever i get around you, i lose it” bitch i ain’t even met him and he sends me spiraling.
tú — maye
i think of will when i’m also listening to maye, so i needed to add some of her songs! and definitely relate him to the lyrics!! this is in spanish, but basically she’s saying: you’re the only one for me. i wanna follow you around all the time. and she loves him so much cause he treats her so very well.
lighting & thunder — jhené aiko, john legend
“what kind of spell do you have me under?” so warm, so cuddly, so peaceful, i want to hug him y’all don’t KNOW HOW MUCH!!!!!!!!!
heartbeats — josé gonzález
stay alive — josé gonzález
so i found these lovely songs on his playlists and i fell in love with them and he loves them so <3
love from ngc 7318 — barnes blvd, tanerélle
again this takes me back to the goddess thing i mentioned earlier. it’s so ethereal and so good and ugh i love it. i legit cannot think of anyone else. “killing the time, building a fort, wrapped in each other as we fall in love.” lovelyyyyyy
k. — cigarettes after sex
each time you fall in love — cigarettes after sex
it’s a rainy day, idk you don’t feel well, and willy comes home from practice and y’all just melt into each others warmth and these songs play in the back as they lull you both to sleep.
take me to church — hozier
if you’ve seen, i did mention i was writing a smutty fic of willy to this song. i’m sorta insecure about it rn, but i feel with some more editing it will show what i think about everytime i hear it. “TAKKEEE MEEE TO CHURRRCHHHH”
movement — hozier
talk — hozier
sexc ;)
let me love you — ariana grande, lil wayne
willy let me love u. pls.
pretty boy — the neighborhood
this song makes me so soft and who better than to think of our lovely blue eyed baby that i love so fucking muchhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
let’s fall in love for the night — finneas
running around and laughing and teasing each other. idk this at 3am with will, it just feels like it would slap.
esa carita — rusowsky
another spanish song! “esa carita” translates to “that (sweet) face” and the whole song it just talks about how beautiful the persons face is. so that speaks for itself! but the song idk it’s very cuddly and cute and i wanna kiss all over his pretty face.
always forever — cults
stargazing — the neighborhood
come on, omg these, at night, fuckinh vibing, and just being so happy that we love each other so much. i’d be so happy. willy where u at!!?????
tadow — masego, fkj
someone made an edit to the boys in their suits to this song and it lives in my head rent free. and he just matched it so well
blue light — kelela
why do i picture stripping when i hear this? anyways it’s either him or me so…. shsjkakakskkal lmao
morocco — alina baraz, 6lack
okay here goes my sexc stage of the playlist. just the lyrics :)
bite — njomza
this, okay y’all, the lyrics just radiate our boy willy styles. if you don’t hear it, try again. lmao “sexy won’t you undresss for me” had me deadass laughing but we’re staring facts here. “GOT ME SIGNING HIGH NOTES THAT CAN WAKE THE NEIGHBOURS. TALKING DIRTY, RIDING STURDY. I LOVE IT WHEN YOU LET ME RIDE IT LIKE A JETSKI, YOU A PRO WHEN YOU SLIDE IN LIKE GRETZKY. YOU HIT YOUR MARK EVERY TIME LIKE YOU MESSI. FUCK ALL THAT CUTE SHIT, I LIKE IT WHEN IT’S MESSY. BITE.”
ungodly hour — chloe x halle
“love me at the ungodly hour”. goals.
love 2 u — jmsn
the guitar in this, jesus take the wheel!!!!! i feel like willy would know exactly what to do to you with this song playing in the back.
versos de placer — maye
another spanish song! (ya girls spanish so you guys gotta vibe with me!!!) it makes me so happy and it’s pretty much saying you love me so fucking well pls don’t leave.
slow dancing in the dark — joji
slow dance with me willy :(
big jet plane — angus & julia stone
just running away from all our problems. just the two of us. that’s it. “GONNA TAKE YOU FOR A RIDE ON A BIG JET PLANE”
can i — kehlani
hehe :-)
tonight — summer walker
my fancam speaks for itself. watch it here!
woman — doja cat
“LET ME BE YOUR WOMAN” PLSSSSS
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Got a but too serious with my last post, hope I didn’t upset you, so here sum fantasy bkdk headcanons!
- as little kids, kacchan would come knocking into the Midoriya household first thing in the morning to play with deku because every bkdk au has that no exceptions
- despite being different (and a little shit) mama inko adores the fact that little izu has someone to play with so of course he opens Katsuki into her household with open arms, even years later when they’re all grown up
- how did they confess? Well Kacchan was supposed to be the one to confess because hes bakugou lol, but nahh, deku beat him to it and he cant even say anything against it because the way he did it was so beautiful
- deku basically took him to a garden, a garden they spent the majority of their childhoos at but it basically died over the years, until now. Deku revived the garden and filled it tons of camellia flowers, all in different colors. Why is that significant to them? That was the flower that Katsuki gifted to izuku when they were little kids, they met in a field of camellias
- and to top it all of, deku made him this cute little charm necklace, a soulmate type, it was an orange dragon wrapped around a green heart but the dragon and the heart was detachable. Kacchan keeps the green heart while deku keeps the dragon, to remind them of each other. How can you say no to such a thing?
- so not long after they get together :) they dont move in with each other immediately but they visit each other frequently, and by that i mean bakugou would invite himself to deku’s household out if no where suprising the young green haired boy
- kacchan would sometimes drop some rare jewels and herbs for deku by his doorstep, window, or present it via in person, its really cute
- kacchan loves to pamper and look after deku, it makes him feel capable and wholesome. Bc can barely look after himself lol. He would cook for him, buy him the stuff he forgets to get, remind him to eat, shower and sleep bc deku devotes himself to his studies and exploring. And deku loves every single bit of it
- kaminari and sero teases him about it, kirimina admires the way kacchan treats deku and aspires to be like that to each other someday. Meanwhile serokami gets their ass beat lmao
- ochako loves hearing abt soft bakugou simply because blackmail she cant see him being this soft! Not to mention, deku loves talking about him, the enthusiasm in his voice, the light in his eyes, its so magical to her. She’s kinda jealous ngl, she hoped to have a certain knight someone like that in her life someday
- meanwhile iida and todoroki just smiles and listens in the background, todoroki actually had a crush on deku before they got together and he still sorta likes him but he respects bakugou and actually adores them both, so he doesn’t interfere and chooses to move on and be a good friend of deku
- same with iida, minus the crush part, though he’s wary of bakugou he also respects him, so he just admires the two from afar hoping that someday he too, can make a move on a certain witch person
- Bakugou is pretty much okay with dekusquad, except for todoroki, he suspected his crush on deku so whenever they got too close while he was around, you bey he’ll get in theyre way
Deku: and that’s how you get passed the big scary spiders! You just go through a secret passage
Todoroki: i see, where’s the passage again?
Deku *leans in*: oh right over he-
Bakugou: *materializes out of no where* he theyre princey, nice weather were having huh? Though it is kinda hot, dont you think you should, ya know? Back the fuck up
Deku: Kacchan!
Todoroki: no no, he’s right, i am hot
Deku: Oh my god
Bakugou: YOU FUCKING-
-and they brawl, such great friends
- deku, though he finds it annoying, loves it when they all get along, he feels like they’re all just one big family.
Yeah that’s all i have for now, see if I return with more, thinkin about sum kiritodo and erasermight idkidk
BSDHFVHSBJHFBWEL I LOVE IT
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brandywine-tomatoes · 3 years
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Kyu Sakamoto - an excerpt
Literally just procrastination writing from yesterday. I created 2 badass lesbian ocs for the MCU (mainly Rogers, Barnes, and Wilson's stories) and now I have a 7-page outline...... been in the fandom for 3 days..... ANYWAYS
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@icedcoffee101 and @dragon-pups pushed me to write this sad excerpt, so here you go everyone!
TW: sad/depressing thoughts, questioning existence for a hot second, honestly it's just really fucking depressing, but I love it nonetheless.
Word count: 1519
Prompt/Inso: my 7-page outline of badass lesbians that keep an eye on bucky when he's the winter soldier (this excerpt isn't about that tho)
QUICK NOTE: this is during the events of TFATWS, episode 5 I believe? And Grace is mute, so she uses sign language (tho she's only in the flashback). So yeah. Enjoy some sad angst!
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“Well,” she picked up the leather bag from the chair, holding it up with a smirk. “I brought records.”
Bucky’s resting bitch face turned up into a small smile. The only person with a decent music taste thankfully brought records to Sam’s ‘let’s finally work on this fucking boat’ party with most of the neighbours and people owing favours. Everyone was milling around, fixing whatever they were assigned to fix and laughing in the cool bay breeze.
“I sure hope you have 60s stuff in that huge bag of yours,” he chuckled, walking past her up the dock to bring the record player from the shore. She held the heavy bag with one arm as she unzipped the zipper, an old and dusty smell escaping the inside and showing the spines of dozens of records.
“You pack all those just for us, Ash?” Sarah came up beside her, admiring all the casings.
“I found them stuffed in a closet back in Africa. I thought I’d revisit some old favourites,” she smiled at her.
Bucky and Sam came back down the dock with the record player in tow and an amp, talking with each other about god knows what. They set the gear down on a bench, plugging in the amp. The four of them dug into the bag, each of them taking out 2 or 3 records each to examine.
“Damn, you really like your slow songs, huh?” Sam spoke up, showing her the record covers in his hands were indeed black and white photos and words she didn’t understand.
She smiled brightly. “Yup! The 60s were the times of slow songs, the best ones.”
“I full-heartedly agree,” Bucky laughed. He slid a perfect disk out its paper cover and carefully placed it on the spindle, sliding over the needle to the first song ridge.
“I hope you picked something upbeat,” Sarah said.
The music flooded through the amp, the old-sounding and staticy bass vibrating through the deck and resonated in everyone’s hearts. People started taking their wives and husbands and kids to dance to the seemingly upbeat song.
Sasha just stared wide-eyed at the spinning disk, a long shoved down lump of unshed sobs pushing up her throat.
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‘We don’t have anywhere else to go, we have the papers, and we have the rings,’ Grace signed quickly, pulling Sasha through the doorway gently and resting her hands on her waist, Sasha’s hands instinctively moving to behind her neck.
“All we need is a song, Graceless,” she smiled softly, mesmerized by her new wife’s radiating happiness and her beautiful smile that could seemingly never be darkened. The white curtains blew gently in front of the open window by their records, the moon's soft glow flooding the hardwood floors the only light they needed.
She nodded in return. Grace pulled away and walked to their stack of brand-new records, picking the one off the top and putting the needle of the travel-sized player on the first song.
‘We better thank him for his demos,’ Grace signed, then extended a hand to her wife. Sasha smiled so brightly as she took it.
“The neighbours will have a fit, it’s 3 o’clock in the morning,” Sasha whispered, putting her chin on Grace’s shoulder and started swaying slowly with one hand lightly holding Grace’s and another around her arm.
‘Doesn’t matter,’ Grace tapped on her shoulder in a familiar rhythm.
She sighed in contentment. Why couldn’t every day be like this, nothing to worry about other than what song to choose, no people to run after, no running from Hydra. Just the soft blowing of curtains and Kyu Sakamoto on their travel record player.
“If you say so, Ana.”
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“Ash, you alright? You look like you’re about to cry,” Sarah laughed awkwardly and put a hand on Sasha’s shoulder, bringing her back from her wedding night. The others started to notice the reddening of her eyes and the shaking of her hands.
She walked away from the 3 of them, vaguely registering someone's failed attempt at reaching out to grab her wrist.
She couldn’t cry here, not in front of people she didn’t know and wouldn’t understand. She picked up the pace, the dammed river behind her eyes becoming unbearable to keep holding up. Soon enough she was running up the green hill leading to Sam’s house with no intention of stopping until she was with the love of her life again. Running might get her there, it might get her back in her arms, swaying softly to Kyu Sakamoto back in Africa.
She ran across the street of the empty house, bursting through the green forest and didn’t stop. The stray tears escaping her eyes were pushed past her face from the wind, clouding her eyesight.
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“What was that?” Sarah asking, concern evident on her face.
Bucky sighed in realization of what he did. He dropped his face into his hands groaning. “Shit.”
“What-”
He started walking up the dock to make up for lost time. He shouted back to his friends, “It’s her god damn wedding song.”
“Oh shit,” Sam whispered. He didn’t know much about Sasha or her history, but he remembers her and her deceased wife, how much they loved each other. He couldn’t even begin to imagine what force would be able to pull them apart. They were both super-soldiers, they lived longer than Bucky or Steve had, they had more than half a century of camaraderie. She was off the grid for 7 years after her death. “Oh shit.”
“I didn’t know Sasha’s married,” Sarah tried to lighten the mood.
“It’s a long story.”
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When Sasha finally collapsed in the dense forest, the light shining through the trees dimmed and turned the colour of the orange clouds above. Little streaks of light escaped the canopy and left little spots of highlighted roots or fallen leaves. Grace would try to step in every streak of light, sign that Sasha should help her find all the new tree sprouts and clear the leaves from around it to give it a fighting chance at survival.
She kneeled in the dirt beside an old and tall tree, the fabric of her jeans digging into the soft earth and the moisture seeping across her knees. The first sob she let go made her feel so weak and helpless, like a wounded puppy trying to fight its way off the streets. After that, she only thought of Grace coming up behind and hugging the life out of her, trying to make her feel as safe as possible. But she’d never feel the bone-crushing safety again, only the hollow and emptiness of her evaporated shadow.
She cried and sobbed and spread her tears around her face well into the darkness of night with only the moon to watch in pity. The sleeves of her white crew neck were dried with snot and dirt and pieces of bark from the tree she was leaning on. It was only a dent, a chip off the sorrow she felt, and it didn’t make her feel any better. Nothing would make her feel better.
Her legs were numb under her body, prickling like hundreds of needles were puncturing her skin. Her hands were rested in the dirt, fiddling with dried chucks as she stared out an open spot in the canopy. It was a clear night, a couple stars blinked back at her tired and puffy red eyes.
She was in the middle of thinking that sinking into the old tree supporting her side would solve her problems when the sound of leaves crunching beneath footsteps came closer and closer and eventually stopped just off to the side of her.
“I’m sorry, Sasha,” Bucky’s words were genuine. She stayed silent, grimacing at the change of sound. “I wasn’t thinking.”
She turned her head to look at him, a frown etched in his face as he took in the sight of how small she looked, how the whites of her eyes were clearly bloodshot, even visibly in the silver light.
“I hope you never find someone that makes you feel this way,” her voice was beyond strained and wavered at every word.
“Sasha-”
“Her real name was Anastasia, like the Grand Duchess. After Hydra tried to burn the warehouse down, we assumed other names,” she looked back to the canopy. “It meant resurrection.”
“Look-”
“I’m not coming back, James. This country has her blood smeared on its soil and I’ll never be able to forgive it.”
Bucky was surprised, to say the least. “We need you here, Sasha.”
She turned a cold and raging glare at him. “We helped you enough. We spent decades helping you. I’m done.”
She had a hard time using her numb legs to get up and the tree's roots around her didn’t help either. Bucky held out a hand for her to take. A last helping move before she left. He knew he wouldn't be able to talk her out of it.
She gripped his flesh hand tightly and hoisted herself up, steadying herself and shaking the blood back into her limbs. She nodded at his darkened face.
“Goodbye, James Barnes.”
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A/N: WAS THAT SAD OR WHAT?! I teared up a couple times writing this, ngl. If y'all find this interesting, let me know! I need the motivation to write the real fic with Grace and Sasha alive, Sasha isn't always deep in a depressive state with Grace dead.
ANYWAYS! Go drink some water, go have a snack, take a break, you deserve it so much, I'm so proud of you for getting this far!! ❤️❤️
(The nickname 'Graceless' came from my friend Shae and her friend on Insta 💕💕)
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"One look and I can't catch my breath Two souls into one flesh When you're not next to me I'm incomplete 'Cause I'm on fire like a thousand suns I couldn't put it out even if I wanted to These flames tonight Look into my eyes and say you want me, too Like I want you"
"All my life I've been looking for a place my parents wanted me to find, and I found it… but now? All I can think about is Eep. My best friend, my first… and only love."
Summary: Guy and Eep reflect on what has happened in the wake of these two crazy moons since their Tomorrow was challenged. There's damage that needs to be fixed and broken hearts to mend. - <3 - I used a ton of references from the movie as well as loosely traced bits, the kiss was referenced from the ending of "A New Age". I wanted to draw a proper cover for my new "chapter" for my "The Sun Was a Wayfarer" series, which is a bunch of one shots/little stand alone stories set in the same timeline despite it kinda skipping around a bunch. This one is "All I Can Think Of" as of now it takes place after "It's Our Nature" and before "A Tomorrow of Our Own", ngl, this chapter was mostly to practice writing kisses, I had some fun actually writing it. Usually I get hella embarrased lol I'm gonna paste the story beneath the picture, hope you like ~
The Sun Was a Wayfarer - Series
<Previous> Its Our Nature <next> A Tomorrow of Our Own
The moment Guy saw a chance to get away from the Pack he took it, quickly grabbing for Eep's hand to pull her down a random direction into the garden. She started in surprise before willingly following him with a trust Guy didn't feel he deserved anymore after last night. Guy didn't stop until he felt they were far enough away that nobody would find them without looking very hard, hidden behind some of the large gourds and corn.
He spun around to face her, letting out a long sigh. Guy just needed a moment to look at her, dark eyes worried and concerned as the adrenaline of what happened just a few hours ago finally seeped out of his body. Guy was covered in bruises and ached all over but it was nothing compared to the pain of when he thought he lost her forever three times in the span of just two terrifying days of his life. Somehow The End of the World felt miniscule in comparison now that Eep was his world.
His Tomorrow.
He rested his shaky hands on her shoulders, relief making him dizzy. Eep supported the sudden slumping of his weight, her green eyes wide with concern. "Guy! What's wrong?"
"Nothing, I'm fine," he said, a tired smile on his face as he looked at her.
She held him up by the arms before lifting him up into hers. Eep sat down on the grass and positioned him on her lap, stroking the fringe of hair away from his face.
She could see the swollen purple bruises on his cheek and the black eye he had, his lower lip looked swollen and puffy. "You had a bad day," she sighed, cuddling him close.
"Yeah," he managed to chuckle, finding some amusement out of her words. "But it's better now that you're here…" He pressed a tired, sloppy kiss to her shoulder and rested his forehead there after. "Empathis on the better."
She just tugged him closer, as if her arms could squeeze the exhaustion and nerves right out of him. "I'm sorry," Eep suddenly said, muffling her face against his cheek. He felt moisture against his skin and the slight tremor in her arms and shoulders. "I'm really sorry."
Her warbled words cut him like a knife and he used his head to nudge her back so he could look at her. He could see the beginnings of tears on her eyelashes, gaze watery as she blinked it away stubbornly. Guy reached his hand to touch her face, feeling her recoil a bit before relaxing into his palm. He wiped his thumb under her eye, catching a tear.
He realized his own eyes felt moist all of a sudden, it'd been an emotionally charged couple of days. "It's okay, Eep. You didn't do anything wrong, I was just so stupid."
She sighed heavily, unwinding an arm from around his body so she could cover his hand with her calloused palm. Eep said nothing for several long moments, just clutched his hand like a life line.
"Eep?"
Eep finally looked at him, tearing her eyes from the random direction she'd sent her sights towards. "Yeah?"
"You're not hurt, are you?" Guy sat up a bit in her lap, cautiously letting his palms trace her broad shoulders, fingers squeezing tentatively to see if she would flinch. He knew she was good at hiding things like injuries, nursing them in private as to avoid upsetting Grug, it'd also extended to him now. She was strong but that didn't mean he wasn't allowed to worry over her.
"No, I don't have a scratch on me," she assured him but Guy didn't stop checking her. Eep let him fuss though, knowing it would make him feel better if he came to the conclusion himself. His touch felt nice though, Eep realizing how starved she was for it since being separated from each other.
He touched her back, her arms, her ribs, anywhere his hands could reach in a modest way, careful in his examination. After running a hand down her leg, his eyes fell to where the prohestic was once on her pinkie toe. "I'm so, so glad you actually don't have a toe there," he sighed, knowing it was one of the most nonsensical, bizarre phrases he'd ever uttered in his seventeen years of life.
"Guess getting bit by that bearyena came in handy for once," Eep quipped, trying to lighten the mood a little.
He also was relieved she hadn't been ripped in half during the struggle, it had to be a miracle of some kind. Guy didn't voice this though, just traced his hands slowly back up her body so he could hold her waist. He missed her so much and he was quick to show her that, words failing him as he gently brushed her lips in a kiss. He let his hands slide up her back to lovingly stroke her shoulders, feeling the muscles ripple under his palms. She shivered and he shook, he pulled her closer as if to warm them both but still the trembling never stopped.
He always did love her shoulders and muscles, the clinical and practical part of him admired the strength and power there, how they could flex and be used to take down beasts twice her size. Then there was the simplicity of just being a man who loved a beautiful woman and it inspired a different kind of appreciation in him.
One that he knew Grug who absolutely skewer him alive for, his heart longing and aching as he hugged Eep. He never knew he could be so needy, it should have been pathetic as a puppy following its master for attention, never satisfied.
They'd shared an intense kiss over the raging flames but it still wasn't enough after the longest dry spell he had ever known since meeting her. After that first kiss in the ocean, he never got enough of her now. He was greedy and never was ashamed of that when it came to loving her.
He only wanted to be with her until there were no more Tomorrows that crossed the sky.
Eep quickly cupped his face in her hands and surged forward against him, her ferocity taking him by surprise. He practically squeaked when he felt the nip of her teeth on his bruised lip but somehow he couldn't care less. Just welcomed it, tilting his head and taking in the taste of her as he brushed her tongue with his. It was like fire and he was more than happy to be burned, letting Eep fly with him like the wild tiger in his stories.
He drew away a moment, just the slightest breath away as he spoke, pressing a few rapid kisses to her lips with each word. "You." Kiss. "Have." Kiss. "No idea." Kiss. Kiss. "How much I missed you," Guy finished in a rush, breathless as he lowered his head to trail a series of kisses down the column of her throat, grazing his teeth lightly on the skin of her collarbone.
There was a hitch in her breath at the affection. "Can't be more than I missed you."
He went to nuzzle her ear, placing a chase kiss on her earlobe. Eep arched into him and he clutched her tight as if she were water slipping through his fingers. "I thought I was going to die seeing you up there," Guy uttered in a strained voice. He could picture it so clearly, seeing her leaping and bounding across skeletal remains hanging precariously from old tendrils of vine. The spiny mandrilla closed on her heels and he could do nothing but watch, screaming her name out in desperation until his throat went raw. "I screwed up and almost didn't get to fix it."
Guy felt Eep nudge his head away from her so they could look at each other properly again. She just traced her thumb over his cheek, tender as she marked one of his hand print shaped bruises. "You saved me," she finally said, leaning forward to steal a kiss, smiling against his lips as they brushed, once, twice and finally a proper one that had Guy's toes curling and his head fuzzy. "I was so happy when I saw you again, Guy."
He'd been more than shocked to have seen Eep and the others arrive, riding Chunky and a pack of wolfspiders. He had practically given his last rights, resolving painfully he would never see her again, never fix what he had done to her. His first and only love, he didn't need to meet any other girls to know what he felt was real and it was more than just a beautiful teenage romance.
"You want to talk about heroics? How many people come swooping in on a tiger and take on a giant monster single handedly," Guy pressed his forehead against hers, awed by her courage and humbled by her love for him. "And here I picked a tree over you."
"It wasn't just a tree," she lightly scolded him much to his surprise. "I get it now."
Guy felt moisture collect on his eyelashes and without another thought, closed the distance between them once more. He let his hands roam, touching every part of her out of fear he would forget how warm and solid her body felt in his arms. It was almost like a dream, eyes shut tightly and listening to the soft little gasps in her breath, the way her chest heaved against his own. He hated needing to breathe when all he wanted was this, reluctantly pulling away as he felt light headed, exhilarated and breathless.
"Never again," he promised her, nuzzling his nose against hers. Eep practically purred at the loving attention, letting her palms rest on his shoulders to gently knead the tension there. He shuddered, forehead pressed into hers, knowing the gesture meant so much more than simple touch to her. "I'd rather chop off both my legs than lose you again. Please never scare me like that, I couldn't bare it."
She kissed his lips, gentle before in all her passionate nature, looped her arms around his neck and kissed him enough that Guy was convinced he'd forget his own name.
But that was okay, because she reminded him, pulling away. "Guy, I love you," she only said, beaming at him.
"Please say it again," he pleaded.
"I love you."
He felt his eyes growing glassy again and Eep kissed a tear away from below his eye, soft and tender. He smiled at her, embracing her tightly once more from his comfortable position in her lap. "I love you more," he murmured, kissing her shoulder.
"I love you more," she protested, lightly shoving him to nibble his ear, feeling his weight push into her.
"No, I said I love you more first."
"And I'm telling you I love you more right back," she purred, lifting her neck to give him better access to her jawline when he started to press an open mouth kiss there.
He felt her pulse rush under his lips like she'd ran a marathon, skin flushed as red as her hair. He couldn't help but kiss her again and again.
"You're so stubborn," he grumbled good naturedly, nuzzling her.
"Takes one to know one, babe." Eep grinned at him, stroking the nape of his neck and fiddling with his top knot.
It was just them now and feeling thrilled that he had her to himself, gently nudged her down, feeling her eyes bore into his. Guy braced his arms above her, not caring his muscles throbbed in protest. He could see the sun as it set shimmering there, burning with more than mere fire.
Her eyes were nearly amber in the low light of the evening, glinting with love. Those same eyes reminded him of the first night they met, curious and glowing as the fire flickered. He touched her face, fingers curling under her chin, taking in her flushed cheeks and kiss swollen lips. It was a good look for her. She was beautiful, and no amount of sleeping suns in the sky would ever compare.
There must have been something in his expression for he saw her tremble and emotion swelled within him as he shut his eyes. He ached in more ways than just the pain from the ordeal with getting pummeled by a bunch of punch monkeys.
No more words were spoken for a long time, whoever reached for whom first he didn't care. All that mattered was now she was in his arms, heart pressed against heart and the gentle whispers of breath against lips. She arched into him and it took all his might to remember how to breathe. She palmed his shoulder suddenly with a growl, pushing him beneath her and he didn't fight her.
No one and no thing would ever separate them again, he thought as he caught her lips once more in a fluid movement.
Grug had panicked when he realized Guy and Eep had disappeared. After today, who could really blame him for it? Everyone was quick to volunteer to find them, Ugga crouching to encourage Sandy to use that skilled sense of smell of hers. The fierce little tot bounded into the fields, disappearing into the tall grass and crops.
"She's got the scent!" Gran exclaimed, hobbling after her youngest granddaughter.
Grug just worried and worried, Ugga absently massaging a kink out of his large neck. "Relax, the farm is safe. I'm sure Eep and Guy are alright, Grug."
"Still," he began with a frown. "I'd feel better knowing that with my own eyes, honey."
They'd followed Sandy through the gardens, the farther they went the more Grug fretted. It felt too long when Sandy finally paused, several large bushes and crops shielding the view. She pawed in the direction of it, turning to giggle and pounce into Ugga's awaiting arms.
"Good girl, Sandy," she praised, pressing her cheek against hers fondly.
Grug lead the way, parting the foliage. Everyone shoved about behind him and attempted to peak around him, making the caveman huff in annoyance.
The family came upon the couple hidden amongst the fields of other worldly produce, cozy together on the grass as they traded needy little kisses. Alternating between whispering, giggling and pressing a small kiss here or there, Guy and Eep were content in their bubble. Guy was curled up as content as a house cat right in her lap, Eep's arms around him in a hug. The sight would have infuriated Grug once upon a time ago but he'd seen a lot in just two days.
Things changed and so did he. His daughter deserved happiness and having seen just how broken Guy had been over her, he knew it wasn't just puppy love.
It was full grown.
"Aw," Dawn gushed as she peeked over Grug's shoulders, standing on her tiptoes. "How cute, are they always like that?"
The typical young boy that he was, Thunk made a face, his travel window lowering. "Bleh," he only said. "Again already?"
Gran snorted and leaned over to Dawn to say inconspicuously, "You have no idea, smart girl."
Belt's only response from around Dawn's torso was to make a swooning gesture, unwinding an arm to drape it over his face. Dawn chuckled when immediately after the sloth was gushing over Sash who'd leaned down to nuzzle noses with Guy's little friend. "I get the picture."
Hope folded her hands to her chest, "I can't believe we tried breaking them up… who does that?"
The words Hope said affected Grug more than he wanted to admit and guilt swelled inside him.
Ugga patted him gently on the shoulder, rousing her mate's quiet contemplation. "Well?" Ugga asked him in that soft voice of hers, gray eyes shifting back towards Guy and Eep.
"Leave them be," Grug told her and the others, shaking his head with a reserved little smile. He felt sad but there was a fatherly resolve in his heart. Eep would always be his little girl but he had to accept she had her own life to live now.
One with many Tomorrows that he knew Guy could give her, there was no doubt the young man was going to give her the world on a silver platter. The thought of her leaving was like a knife in his heart, even Guy would be a tough bone to swallow, after all, Grug had called him son. And as a father, he only wanted what was best for them, even if it meant it wasn't here with him anymore.
Gran stomped her cane on the grass. "Who are you and what have you done with our Lunkhead?"
Grug grunted, "What? I'm not allowed to have a change of heart now?"
Ugga leaned her head against his fondly. "I'm proud of you, big guy."
Grug didn't want to get emotional, feeling the moisture gather in his eyes. Phil threw an arm over his shoulders on the side Ugga didn't occupy.
"Something on your mind, bro?" His eyes were sympathetic.
He sniffled, "Nothing, really." Grug shrugged Phil's arm off and sighed.
"You can tell me," Phil encouraged, lifting a hand in an encouraging manner.
"I don't wanna."
"I'm knocking on the door, big guy. Let me in!" He persisted.
Grug side eyed him, knowing no matter what he said the lanky Betterman was going to get his way. "It's just… gonna be hard to let them go," he said, the words slightly warbled. He was a big scary caveman but he'd always been soft in the heart despite the stoney exterior.
Gran scoffed, the old matriarch beginning to hobble away. "There's our Grug now. The big baby."
Phil patted him on the back, "There, there, it'll be alright. Besides, I have a solution to your little problem."
He looked uncertain as Phil led him away from the serene couple, the rest of the family following behind. "What do you mean 'solution'?"
"Let's just say it's a wedding present for our favorite pair of lovebirds, Gruggers. You can help me get it ready, they'll take one look at it and want to stay forever." Phil then fondly nudged his friend's back. "Just please learn to use doors, Guy won't be happy if you tear a hole in their little love nest. Knocking will save you a lot of grief too."
"Love nest?" Grug echoed and for a moment the protective father that wanted to smother his daughter peeked out.
Before he could regret his decision, it was a joint effort to shove him towards the large tree on the property, hefting a sigh and pouting as Ugga just laughed.
And oblivious to the world around them, Guy and Eep stayed stuck together, joint by the heart.
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songs that make me think of denki!!
(btw my top artist for spotify this year was ben platt and for apple replay(yes i use both shh) it was cavetown which is so funny to me, like, was i okay??)
also, warning: it’s kind of a lot and it’s not even half of them lmao
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✨honorable mentions✨:
man or muppet- the muppets (i like to think that denki and mina sang it together at a talent show)
the boys are back in town- yung gravy(i’m not typing all the other names out) (just,, denki, kiri, sero and bakugou,,,)
the ballad of sara berry- 35MM (denki as sara, bakugou the main one singing, midoriya as julie jenkins, shinsou(or y’know, whoever) as his boyfriend, that kinda stuff)
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screw loose- cry baby (ik ik it’s iffy but it’s honestly such a good song)
share your address- ben platt (just,, him being in love and jammin out in his room is all)
invitation- ashnikko ft. kodie shane
bust your windows- jazmine sullivan
daddy issues- the neighborhood
my hair- ariana grande (i just feel like he has such soft hair y’know?)
babooshka- kate bush
last resort- papa roach (no thoughts just him fucking shreddin it on the guitar)
halloweenie(1,2&3)- ashnikko
obvious- ariana grande
vienna- specifically ben platt’s cover
copy cat- melanie martinez ft. tierra whack
higher school sweethearts- melanie martinez
34+35- ariana grande
run- will jay
love language- ariana grande
exit music (for a film)- radiohead
chiquita- ABBA
dumb blonde- avril lavigne ft. nicki minaj (cmon, it’s a given)
positions- ariana grande (the whole album just gives me denki vibes)
hell of a ride- bo burnham
juice- lizzo
daddy af- slayyyter
rock me- one direction (fucking headbanger ngl)
back to black- amy winehouse
achilles come down- gang of youths
sway with me- saweetie & GALXARA
tantrum- ashnikko
my future- billie eilish
love me like there’s no tomorrow- freddie mercury
money, money, money- ABBA
wreak havoc- skylar grey
moonlight- ariana grande
the good side- troye sivan
teenage dirtbag- wheatus
tungs- the frights
best friend- rex orange county
donttrustme- 3OH!3
lullaby- scotty sire ft. liANA
no time to die- billie eilish
cry baby- melanie martinez
coffee breath- sofia mills
lucky- jason mraz & colbie caillat
pov- ariana grande
rehab- amy winehouse
guiltless- dodie
always- P!ATD
i need control- will jay
beachboy- mccafferty
circus- britney spears
sugar-baby goth ft. wiz khalifa
angel eyes- ABBA
everybody talks- neon trees
my heart belongs to daddy- ariana grande cover
love of my life- queen
comfort crowd- conan gray
wasting time- calpurnia
won’t bite- doja cat ft. smino
when he sees me- waitress
chanel- frank ocean
dear maria, count me in- all time low
dance, dance- fall out boy
i’m breaking down- falsettos
puttin’ on the ritz- taco
this is america- childish gambino (idk why either lmao)
leave me lonely- ariana grande ft. macy gray
class fight- melanie martinez
boys like you- dodie
strawberry blonde- mistki
WHEN I WAS OLDER- billie eilish
do it all the time- I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME
make the grade- jack conte
the boys are back- high school musical
new friends- maty noyes
16/04/16 (jacks song)- cavetown
gingerbread man- melanie martinez
strawberry fields forever- the beatles
i’m the middle- dodie
figured out- ashe
american idiot- green day
smithereens- twenty one pilots
noise in my head- cavetown
strawberry shortcake- melanie martinez
self control- frank ocean/cavetown cover
listen before i go- billie eilish
sick of losing soulmates- dodie
hi, it’s me- ashnikko
burned out- dodie
don’t stop me now-queen
show & tell- melanie martinez
you can put your dukes down, stringbean- teddy hyde
i love you- billie eilish
myself- bazzi
drunk with my friends- ashnikko
drama club- melanie martinez
dear- cavetown
big girl(you are beautiful)- MIKA
little boy- ashnikko
numbers- melanie martinez
apocalypse please- muse
juicy- doja cat
want to want me- jason derulo
driver’s license- olivia rodrigo(ik it’s everywhere but omg heartbroken denki-)
bottom- mccafferty
toxic- ashnikko
thank you for the music- ABBA
never shut up again- heathers(west end)
kevin- andrew rannels/joe iconis
a million men- melanie martinez(unreleased)
get well soon- ariana grande
good while it lasted- ashnikko
slipping through my fingers- ABBA
deal with it- ashnikko (feat. kelis)
training wheels- melanie martinez
fight like a girl- ashnikko
good old-fashioned lover boy- queen
IV. sweatpants- childish gambino
jason’s song- ariana grande
watcha say- jason derulo
i hate everything about you- three days grace
rant- bo burnham
cuz i love you- lizzo
honestly anything by bo burnham
L8r boi- ashnikko
piggyback- melanie martinez(unreleased)
carolina- harry styles
sugar baby- meghan thee stallion
off the goop- yung gravy, bbno$ & cuco
killer queen- queen
slumber party- ashnikko ft. princess nokia
hotel california- eagles
umbrella- rihanna ft. jay z
stand tall- childish gambino
throat baby(go baby)- BRS kash, DaBaby & city girls
like a girl- lizzo (fem denki holds so much power)
can’t remember to forget you- shakira ft. rihanna
boom boom pow- black eyed peas
grace kelly- MIKA
popular song- ariana grande & MIKA
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