Ok so I need to share/record this for two reasons:
1. Skylights are cool I mean it's like Batman. I'm not actually a big batman person but the light is still cool!
2. I think this is the only time I've heard myself and thought "oh that was cute". Like "the little guys happy about the skylights!" But it's just me. I've wanted so desperately for someone to see me like that especially a partner but it ended up being me of all people. Me my own policeman who watches every thought and action for signs of poor behavior so people don't hate me, me who what's every thought for hate, me who's always making sure I don't sound/seem like a creepy guy, me who is always watching for the signs of madness so they don't become scared of me and lock me up. Thinking about this actually made me cry, something I normally don't let myself do. And it was while waiting for some dumb boy who basically stood me up, predicated by being catcalled (for the first time), having a man tell me creepy things, and having a date postponed last minute and followed up by being cornered by a man until I took his damn number (for the first time). I just wanna have something like that song with the cats in yard of our house. But at least I was cute to me just for a little bit.
Tldr I had a tender moment with myself while being stood up. Where I saw myself the way I wanted him to see me. Also men were creepy to me for the first time. Twas a night
Multiuse - Laundry
Mid-sized medium tone wood floor utility room photo with white cabinets, granite countertops, white walls, a side-by-side washer/dryer and gray countertops