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letsmcfreackingloseit · 5 months
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So yes I have OF COURSE read @naffeclipse new fic Apex Polarity and yes, I AM OBSESSED!
So I decided to make a little comic of how I think their "first encounter" might have looked like from Eclipse's perspective.
I can't help but think about how alien and scary we most look to him (especially if there is a history of fasco hunting polar sirens in the past). With all that gear we look like emotionless beings, just observing and uncaring of this ice world. But then when y/n shows up and probably exudes this joy and wonder for his world + shows respect for the creatures and the environment??? Mmh yeah, I can see Eclipse falling for y/n, especially considering how alone he might be...
So yes, that's what I have for today! If you want to read the fic I'll link it right here. I can't recommend it enough, but as always, read the tags so you know what you're getting into! And lastly I also want to @themeeplord beacuse Eclipse's design is basically their design in my style (god I love their design so much, their character/creature designs are the BEST) so all the credit goes to them! Polar!Y/N is my design thou! ;P
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go read the two latest chapters-
YIPPEE!!!
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l3viat8an · 1 month
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Rooo *hands u a mic 🎤* what do the demon brothers camera rolls look like??? 
okay this was fun XD
Silly / sweet (mostly silly) hcs!!
Lucifer ↓
So many photos of Cerberus, everything from really good photos where Cerberus is behaving to blurry pics because he won’t sit still.
A few photos of his paperwork (he keeps them like backups)
Candid photos of you-
A few photos of the two of you out together, think like sweet / date night pics <3
Photos of flowers or just random things that remind him of you. Sometimes he’ll even send them to you, just to let you know he’s thinking about you even while you’re apart.
Photos and videos of his brothers, a few candids, a few blurry messes and a few more of his brothers and you together at dinner. (From Luci’s pov it’s perfect- everybody he loves enjoying a meal together.)
Mammon ↓
Pictures of you- you studying, hanging out with him, sleeping, shopping- Mammon has pictures of you doing basically everything.
Pics of himself ofc, tons of selfies too!!
Assorted memes.
Pics of stuff he’s trying to sell online.
Screenshots of price comparison for stuff he wants to buy online.
screen shots / pics of stuff he wants to buy for you!!
Random photos of his brothers; stuff like Belphie sleeping on the couch, Asmo in the middle of doing his makeup, etc- typical older sibling, slightly embarrassing photos lolol
Levi ↓
Anime memes!
Pictures of Henry 2.0 !!!
Pics of his gaming setup so he can brag about it online.
Screenshots of every time you texted him ‘I love you’ or something sweet.
Random game screen shots.
Pics of himself in cosplay!!!-
Tons of photos of him at cons! (with and without you)
Satan ↓
High quality cat photos.
More cat photos, but it’s feral / street cats running away from him so they’re super blurry.
Cat videos.
Cat memes.
Photos of books he wants to buy.
Screenshots / photos of random book quotes or spells he wants to remember.
A few candid photos of you ofc!
a photo of Lucifer asleep at his desk, and that one time Lucifer spilled coffee down his shirt- Satan always says he’s saving them for blackmail but for some reason never uses them.
Asmo ↓
Photos of himself- soooo many selfies and every-single-one of them is hot.
His nudes + your nudes
Selfies of you and him!!!
Pics of random things, flowers, drinks, anything he thinks is pretty / cute and he can get a good pic of!!
Horrible pics / blurry videos of his brothers doing stupid shit. He uses them as blackmail :)
Beel ↓
Gym pics gym pic gym pics!!!-
But really he has some pics of himself in the gym and some videos so he can check his form.
Lots of food pics-
Screenshots of various menu's.
Videos of Belphie sleep talking.
Pics of you two out together, walking around town trying street food!
Belphie ↓
Pics of Beel working out pt.2 it’s supposed to be pics of Beel and Belphie working out- but Belphie always gives up after 1 rep.
Pics of You, Beel and Belphie cuddling in the attic!
Selfies that he usually sends to you to show off his horrible bed head-
Some blurry pics of the stars / the moon.
Pics / videos of you and him cuddling!!
Screenshots of pillows that he wants to buy-
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romanarose · 4 months
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Favorites of 2023
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Hi! I've seen a lot people doing these so I thought I would too!
These are all sorts of Oscar Issac/Pedro Pascal fics that delighted me this year <3
I tried to keep it to one rec per author just because I have soooooo many friends with wonderful fics and blogs who deserve recognition
If yours didn't make it, NO FEAR you are still wonderful to me &lt;3
Everything is labeled properly in the fic so be warned, many of this contains dark!
3 series that I couldn't stop thinking about
Hungry Hearts By @atinylittlepain: The Last of Us, A Bruce Springsteen themed Joel series? SHEEEEEEEESH
Yearling by @justagalwhowrites : The Last of Us, Jackson!Joel and a victim of prolonged sexual assault. If you know me, you know I love a traumatized reader healing with the power of love and friendship
The Fractured Moon by @melodygatesauthor : Moon Knight, NON CON, dark moon boys is always a slay but the way Marc is so tortured and Steven is so needy?!?!?!?! Mels characterization of Steven may or may not have influenced my Ben in ROF
Three fics that rewired my brain
On the Waterfront by @beefrobeefcal : Triple Frontier, Now, I've always loved a tubby man with a belly (who else had a crush on Samwise Gamgee in LOTR?) BUT DARK FRANKIE?!?!?!?! Turned it into a full obsession.
I can be your pretty girl by @walkintotheriveranddisappear : The Last of Us, Wow, I devoured every single chapter!!! I thinka bout it so much, ESPECIALLY that scene with Tommy... I've never looked at a pool ball the same way.
Dancing With Wolves by @hon3yboy : Moon Knight, Now, I'm not the biggest monster fucker out there, but this?!?!?!?! WEREWOLF MARC SPECTOR??? Unwell about it.
3 times men jerking off was hot
Caught by @toxicanonymity : The Last of Us, I've mentioned in the authors note for Keep Cry'n that this fic inspired it, it's one I go back to allllll the time
Take Care of me Tonight by @missdictatorme : Moon Knight, Jake is horny and lonely and jerks of..... reader helps, and makes our boy feel special <3
Pent Up by @ramblers-lets-get-ramblin : Narcos, Javi is... well... pent up, needs to let loose! and boy does he.
4 times it got gay bc something is wrong with me and I couldn't decide
Behind Enemy Lines by @astroboots : Triple Frontier, Y'all know how much I love this series, seeing as I wrote a fic for it XD but this chapter is something i always hold close <3
Captain of the team by @writefightandflightclub : Triple Frontier, MAAAAAANNNNN this fic is why I will never be the same as a person.
Trine by @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction : Sucker Punch. Anyone who reader blue jones should be reading this. Incredible.
What if he never had to go? by @velocibeewords : Triple Frontier, The infamous series I read on my friend bachelorette weekend! So good I couldn't put it down, going so far as to read it at a casino XD Benny and Santi, my babies
3 times underused characters shined
Oxford Comma by @whatthefishh : The Two Faces of January, Tell me, how does someone take a character with almost no following and make a series so damn beloved by many??? Only Mona could.
My Ex's Tapes by @runa-falls : Lighteningface, Basil Stilt AND Jake Lockley??!?! God bless this mess hnnggggg
I'm Getting What's Mine by @winniethewife : The Card Counter, dub con, I think we as a society need more William Tell, and sensory deprivation to break down reader? Amazing.
3 times they talked dirty to me *trumpet noises*
Not a Survivalist Girl by @tightjeansjavi and @chaotic-mystery : The Last of Us, when they finally fuck??? HELLO?!?!! unreal
Only Daddy That'll Walk the Line by @millerscoffee : The Last of Us, Joel is so degrading and condescending in this I think about it so much it's fucking unreal.
Making Trouble by @juneknight : Moon Knight, The fic that completly fried the brains of the moon knight fandom. "You cried like I was killing you—except you were begging me not to stop" yeah. Yeah...
3 times there were three or more
The story of us by @pimosworld : Triple Frontier, This series has a special place in heart bc Priscilla said I influenced a lo of it with the characterizations and thats such a big honor. Priscilla Is so talented and I adore how she writes these guys... and the FishBen wins my heart
Eyes on Me by @cavillscurls : The Last of Us, Soft Joel? Tommy watches? AFTERCARE?!?!?! Y'all know how much I love aftercare.... I should read this again shouldn't I?
Run the Table by @katiexpunk : The Last of Us, MORE TOMMY JOEL THREESOME! MORE!!!! This one came out recently so its still fresh in my mind
3 Times I should NOT have been into that
No Soul to Sell @atticrissfinch : The Last of Us, NON CON V DARK, this is the fic that made me like... yeah I'm into piss. No doubt. It was so dark and hot ;-;
Plushies Series by @pedge-page The Last of Us, Haru knows how much I love this, and it was a toss up between this and their piss kink but seeing as I got that above.... plushes needs more love bc its so soft and domestic and horny <3
Plaything by @missannwinchester : The Last of Us, wow, I adored this fic… then I lost it!!!! Thank you to everyone who helped find it bc it’s one of my favs. I wanna be Joel’s lil doll he dresses up 🥺
3 times I said “this is underrated af”
No One But Me by @koshkamartell : The Last of Us, Are y'all tired of me talking about this fic yet? Koshka told me my series The Wrong Way inspired this so it's special to my heart <3
Safe by @criticallyacclaimedstranger and @apascalrascal : Triple Frontier, Cal has so many good Frankie one shots it was hard to pick, but this one is sooooo soft. We love Frankie being willing to listen and learn.
Through the Scope by @ssuperficialspacecadett : Triple Frontier, Y'all know I love a traumatized reader learning to heal, but his fic is fantastic bc it's a traumatized reader who has done a lot of the work already and is strong and brave as it is <3 Also, all 4 of the guys are her friends now which is the best way to have a fic
Thank you all soooooo much for all these amazing fics and for a great 2023! Well. Not so great, I had terrible time lol but y'all were my solace <3
If you feel so inclined, check out my best of year wrapped for both RomanaRose and Romana-after-dark
I'm not gonna say 2024 is my year, I leanred my lesson XD I am approaching 2024 with RESPECT. It will be the year it is.
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sweet-lover-girl · 11 months
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Here are just a few things about your body that Abby loves. ^.^
This started out with me just writing a little about Abby loving your hips— but then it turned into this XD
I don’t do head-canons(is this considered to be a head-canon?) very often but I wanted to do this because I thought it was cute..this is kind of short and sweet, may not be super great but I like, I think it’s sweet ^.^
Warning(s): NFSW(with a lot of fluff) reader is chubby in this(I can’t help myself, sorry if it messes this up for you. The word fat is used to describe body parts on the reader) reader has stretch marks(Abby obsessive over them), Abby bitting you(playfully), talks about how Abby loves your body(arms, breasts, tummy, hips, thighs. She loves all of you but for this those are the main points.) sexual themes, humping(very brief, more so of you bouncing on her lap acting like your ridding her), talks about how the reader has uneven tits, and I think that’s it?
Enjoy my Honey Bees!
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(Arms!)
• Abby loved your arms— not only because they were cute and soft, or because of the beautiful stretch marks that your body made or the soft plushy feeling to them (though these were all great) but because of how amazing your hugs were. She always feels so loved and warm when you wrapped your arms around her. She will just stand there hugging you for a while, and when you go to pull away? She’ll just pull you right back in.
• She loved to do a walk by kisses and place a random kiss somewhere on your arm. You could be cooking, reading, cleaning, hell even sleeping. She will always place kisses on your arms and shoulders (especially if you have freckles!) You thought it was a really random, but it made Abby happy so who were you to stop her— plus you’re getting kisses, so you’re happy too. And you though it was cute..
• She will also bite them (not hard enough to hurt, but a gentle nibble) she loved to do this during movie night in your little shared room. You would be so into the movie that you didn’t notice Abby slowly leaning down towards your arm with a goofy grin. Your eyes widen when you feel something sharp grab onto the side of your arm. You look down and see Abby latched onto you - and if she had a tail it would be wagging so fast right now just because you were paying attention to her. Her eyes wide and beautiful— sparkling almost as she grinned up at you.
(Breasts!)
• Abby loved your tits. That’s it, she was so in love with them. She thought it was so fucking adorable how one breast was slightly bigger then the other. How your nipples were inverted and she got to play with them, getting them aroused and sensitive. She could spend forever just of your breasts alone.
• She’s a titty sucker, she will lay on you or have your lean over her so she can just suck on those beautiful breasts of yours. She’ll groan and moan against them as she grinds against you, chasing her release because she can easily cum from sucking your tittes and a little grinding. She’ll knead and squeeze them, pulling your nipple into her hot mouth and twirling the bud like a piece of candy, letting it go with a quite pop.
• She loves it when you wear her clothes(because your tits look great in her shirts)one because you never wear a bra, and two because— well you were wearing her clothes. And she swears she doesn’t drool when you wear her low-cut side shirts, the sides of your breasts showing and when you bend down the shirt droops and shows your tits off completely? and when you look up at her with a teasing grin, you see her jaw has dropped a little— her eyes narrowed and zoned in on your hanging bosom.
(Tummy!)
• Abby fucking loves your tummy. Literally will do anything you tell her to - just so she could see your belly. Now when she gets a hold on you? She will never let you go, her hands are somehow-someway always resting on your sides. She’ll squeeze and knead softly at your tummy, loving the soft plushy feel of your belly giving way under her rough hands. She loves how rough and tough she is and how soft and sweet you are.
• Please wear crop tops around her, she will literally fight anyone who even looks at you weirdly. She doesn’t care if people stare, because she knows who your heart belongs to, and she knew it helped with your self esteem when people complimented on your outfit, saying you look great and beautiful. As they should, Abby’s thinks, because you are deserving of that, to be told you’re gorgeous. Because you are.
• Abby loves to lay her head on your tummy, your little belly made the perfect pillow - oh and when you laugh? And her head bounces a little? It makes her heart sing. She thinks it’s so fucking cute and you’re laughing, of course she’s happy!
(Hips/butt!)
• One of Abby’s favorite things about you is your hips. She loves grabbing onto them and squeezing at soft fat there, watching the it spill out between her fingers. She would squeeze your love handles so hard— that you swear you can still feel her hot touch on your skin hours later.
• She also loved to watch you wiggle as she held onto you, your squishy thighs trembling and your plush ass rubbing up against her crotch, making her groan against your back. She’ll roll your hips and tell you to bounce - even if she’s not wearing a strap on, she still likes to feel your ass bouncing on her strong thighs and acting out her little day dream of fucking you. (I canon that Abby is a humper)
• Abby loves both missionary and doggy because she can hold onto your hips easier in those positions. (That and when she had you in doggy she gets to watch the way your ass jiggles when it hits her own hips. That has her feral.) but she also loved it when you rode her strap because she got an excuse to hold and shake your ass, slapping it and then squeezing at your hips. So. It really just depends on her mood.
• She will also gently bite your hip when your laying on your side, just because she can and it makes you giggle because it tickles. (She’s a biter okay?)
(Thighs!)
• Fuck. Abby loved your plush thighs. From the roundness of them -to- the gorgeous stretch marks (Abby loves your stretch marks, she will trace them with her finger and kiss every single one of them). She will place kisses and hickies all over your thighs especially if you were going to be wearing a skirt or a pair of shorts just to show you off, she wouldn’t place a lot but one here and one there never hurt anyone.
• She loves to be face first in-between your thighs. To have them wrapped around her head was like to feel heaven. She saw the pearly white gates - maybe because your beautiful thighs were squeezing her head so tightly to you she could hardly breath— but that’s okay! She wouldn’t have it any other way.
• Abby loves to lay her head on your thighs as you read to her, your free hand running through her soft hair. She always tries not to fall asleep, but you did this so she could— and you told her that. You knew she needed the rest. Abby has tooth aches just from how sweet you are.
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Again, I had random motivation to write this. So I did! I hope y’all liked this and I love you! <3 <3 <3
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ordowrites · 2 months
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I want it to be known the C for Cum point on the Wanderer post gave me like the most intense brainrot- Like now I just have the mental image of trans Wanderer with like an intense breeding kink and equally as intense baby fever and like he keeps trying to breed his partner but he can't because he has no dick and no fertile cum so dude is just going through the most intense "I would knock you up if I could" type shit-
Like bro is just going through the nightmare of every lesbian and trans-man that just wants bio-kids and that is going to live in my head rent free for the next month because honestly I fucking feel that so hard bro-
oh my god anon, i feel you on this. it has to be a common thing amongst us XD
BUT this has inspired me so-
cw: breeding kink, afab reader, notsfw, use of toys, biting.
trans!wanderer is ago~
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You'd seen him watching families come and go on the streets each day, a thin frown on his beautiful face - you think he looks envious most of the time and always considered asking if he wants to have children (but never quite doing so because you know you'll get a snappy response in return).
Perhaps, you've entertained the thought of a family with him - biological children are off the table for you both but adoption isn't a bad thought. Or hell, maybe finding out how his creator made him and mimicking that if he wants.
Whatever would make him happy.
Baby fever hits him pretty hard on the bad days - those are the days he'll shove you onto the bed, all but rip your clothes off - fingers working at your cunt until you're begging for mercy. He knows all of your spots to make you cum quickly, easier to make you ready for whatever strap on or toy he's picked out for your quivering hole.
His breath is always hot at your hear, needy moans escaping his pretty lips as he shoves himself against you.
"Imagine," he'd groan and growl against your ear, nipping at your earlobe. His movements are erratic, desperate - he's close himself and you're already a mess of your own slick, the fake semen from the dildo, and his. He always makes a mess of you. "You round and plump with my babies, my children. Mine." He bites at your breasts, focusing particularly on making you keen and whimper, sensitive buds perked and ready.
You cannot mistake the need in those violet hues, the desperation - and you sure as shit wish you could give him what you wanted.
The thought makes you clench around the toy, makes him cum - squirt - himself. There's bruises on your wrists from where he'd grabbed you, bite marks on your chest and neck, claw marks along his back and shoulders.
He'd cage you in for a few minutes - breathing hard as you kiss his face in a sloppier, wet manner as you stroke his hair that feels too real to belong to a puppet. You'd quietly assure him that you love him so so much and he'd only grunt in response.
It would be an immaculate conception, you think. Wouldn't it? You're tired, but he's hoisting your legs up on his shoulders. It's never a one time deal - not with him, never with the Wanderer. When he does something, he makes sure he does it multiple times. Until you're both exhausted, until he's satiated and content. The Wanderer never sings you praises, but he certainly does whenever the baby fever strikes him.
So, every time, all you can do is spread your legs wider, wrap your arms around his shoulders, and pull him close.
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ctitan98official · 2 months
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Anonymous: Got an idea🧠 re8 ladies react to a heavy gothic punk style, rockstar wannabe y/n,,like I'm talking the leather, the studded spike belt/choker thingy, probably some gothic dress with those netted gloves here,,and ofc,,the extreme heavily stylized full face makeup🤯 also they probably have a more "party animal/aggressive" personality,,not mean or anything but they would definitely speak in yelling🗣️
Damn. You’re describing me in high school perfectly XD Let’s get into it!
Alcina:
Rock music? In her castle? It’s more likely than she thinks.
Alcina would never admit it, but she’s starting to develop a taste for punk. It’s so… Rebellious. It’s downright scandalous for an aristocrat like her to want to listen to such music (At least in her opinion).
While you may be a little rough around the edges (And loud), She wouldn’t change a single thing about you. She loves you for who you are.
Also, those tight black jeans you like to wear make her hot and bothered. She’s never seen clothes like this before, so it’s quite a shock to her when she first sees you in them…
Sometimes Alcina will surprise you by painting her nails black instead of their signature blood red. A non-verbal way for her to say “I love you”.
It looks really good on her and you beg her to do it more often.
Donna:
Donna was high-key afraid of you when she first so you in the village.
You were so… Confident and outgoing. Two things that, frankly, scare the shit out of her.
However, when you approached and asked if you could take her out on a date… Something about you presence made her feel… Protected. You had a kind smile and underneath all of the tough clothing and big personality, she could see you had a big heart.
Angie and you love to mosh together. Some of the other dolls want to join in, but Donna discourages it. She doesn’t want them learning bad habits… It’s a little too late for Angie, though, so she lets the two of you do your thing.
When you introduced Donna to the band… “The Donnas” She nearly lost her mind. She thought it was so cool. “Well, it is a badass name, cara mia,” She said with a shrug.
You busted out laughing.
Miranda:
Rock music… Hair gel… Black nail polish… Mm-mm. Not for her.
It’s almost like you two are polar opposites. But, maybe that’s why your relationship works so well. You balance each other.
She likes calm and peaceful music (Especially while she works). Screaming and angsty lyrics just sound like needless noise to her and it drives her crazy.
She also has to tell you to lower your voice because you tend to yell a lot without realizing it. “Draga mea, I’m standing right in front of you. There’s no need to shout,” She tuts and places a gentle kiss on your lips.
You blush and tell her you’re sorry.
Sometimes, you like to mess with her and while she’s reading or otherwise distracted, you suddenly blare a really loud song and scare the shit out of her.
You also spend the night on the couch.
Bela:
She is 100% drawn to you when you first meet. A badass rocker? She swoons, I’m convinced.
You’re just her type. A rugged, good-looking exterior with a heart of gold on the inside. Honestly, she’s more in love with your personality than anything, but you being hot is definitely a plus.
You play music for her and serenade her. For her, it’s just about the most romantic thing you could do… Even if you are singing angsty, gritty songs.
Bela is not keen on copying your style when she dresses, but it’s mostly because she doesn’t want to upset Alcina.
I think she secretly really wants to try out that “Alt girl” Aesthetic. However, she’ll leave that to you for now. She’s content to just admire you.
Cassandra:
She’s also drawn to you when you first meet. She’s never met anyone like you before and she finds you absolutely thrilling.
She loves to look at all of the different accessories you have. Your studded belts fascinate her… Maybe because they look like they could hurt somebody if they got too close to you. “That’ll keep those hussy maids away from you!” She cackles.
You sweat at how serious she looks.
If I’m being honest? I think Cass has a mad leather kink. Just seeing you in those tight leather pants… Does something to her.
She is instant putty in your hands when you sing to her. She enjoys all the gory violent lyrics tumbling out of your mouth.
Daniela:
While Dani is definitely a fan of cutesy things… She can’t deny that your brooding looks turn her on.
When you introduce her to your favorite bands, they quickly become her favorites as well.
I think she would generally be more of a fan of the pop-punk spectrum of rock, however, she might also enjoy some of the harder bands like Iron Maiden or Metallica.
Dani loves showing you off. She clings to your arm as you two take walks and feels so safe with big, bad you by her side.
You’re loud, but so is she. Sometimes you both sound like you’re literally screeching at each other but it’s only because you’re either really happy or excited.
You two are a match made in heaven. You get each other.
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Hello! I’ll start off with I hope you’re having a good day! And then I’ll dive into my weird head cannon suggestion: How would the Main Six react to an mc that gets nose bleeds. Not really like they get hit, more like… they’re sitting there minding their business and there their nose is just ~fwooosh!~ blood and the LI = 😟
The Arcana HCs: M6 when MC gets a nosebleed
~ dear anon, this is exactly the kind of unusual, delightful, and very human request I started writing headcanons for XD thanks for the prompt, I hope you enjoy! - brainrot ~
Julian
Briefly freaks out for like 2.5 seconds
"Ah, right, I'm a doctor. Let me take a look at your lovely face, my dear, I'll take care of it. Oho! A nosebleed! I know just the cure for this, excuse me while I ah ... pull you a little closer ~"
Continues to keep you calm and distracted while he treats your nose
Nonstop flirting while he takes advantage of the proximity
Will kiss you afterwards as payment for his services
Said kiss will send him into a dramatic, poetic monologue about how he would kiss your blood-soaked lips and your ability to be at once wounded and beautiful and -
You get the idea. He'll continue for as long as you let him or until something else demanding his attention appears (like an irritated Malak)
Asra
Mildly panicked, does a very good job of hiding it
They can tell it's a nosebleed right away, but there's always that extra sensitivity in the back of their head about whether you're in pain or if it's a symptom of anything worse
He'll pull you somewhere secluded and grab his scarf or a handkerchief if he has one to press to your face
They'll hold your hand and tell you silly stories to keep you (and themself) distracted until it's over
He will tease you about it afterwards
"I've heard that nosebleeds can happen when you think about something too heated for too long. But we know that would never apply to you, MC. It certainly couldn't have been that you were thinking about me."
Faust will scold them for teasing you when you were bleeding minutes ago
Nadia
Shocked and startled at first
Immediately taking your face in both of her hands to get a closer look at what's going on
She'll grab handfuls of her sleeves or skirt and press it to your nose, completely focused on you until the nosebleed stops
Slightly shaken afterwards because it was just a nosebleed, but it was still blood, on your face, and she didn't really expect it to be there
This is a good time to joke around and relieve the tension
You might also accompany her to change her clothes. She doesn't regret caring for you at all but she certainly isn't comfortable spending the rest of the day wearing something bloodstained
She'll study up on nosebleeds later. If it happens often Chandra now carries a clean handkerchief on her leg at all times
Muriel
Oh no
This *will* trigger him. It's blood, it's on your face, and it happened out of nowhere, which means it might be his fault oh god
Of course it doesn't help that you're more concerned about his oncoming panic attack than you are about yourself, so now you're both trying to take care of each other while ignoring half the problem
Inanna doesn't know who to take care of first, she's whimpering and running between the two of you and it's not helping
You're going to have to pull and turn away where he can't see the blood and hold his hand instead while you wait for the mess to stop
You'll both be fine, it was just a nosebleed and Muriel's getting better at grounding himself, but you'll need a nap and cuddle session afterwards
Portia
Genuinely unconcerned
It's a nosebleed. Nosebleeds happen all the time
Besides, you're MC! You're the coolest, strongest person she's ever known, there's no reason to be worried unless you give her a reason to be worried
She'll hand you her handkerchief and laughingly ask if you're okay
"Are you good there, MC? Is the weather getting to you or am I just too hot to handle?"
She is oddly quiet on the way home
It's not about you, though, she's just apprehensive about how much work it's going to take to get the bloodstain out
Pepi has an odd intuition for when one is about to happen and will start batting at your nose in advance when she feels one coming
Lucio
Hey, you two have been walking for a while, it might be time for a break soon and WHOAH WHOAH WHOAH WHY ARE YOU BLEEDING
Oh it's a nosebleed? Oh, okay.
He'll suggest you go ahead and take that break. He'll find some shade and a comfy place to sit and lead you over there
Very excited to see you heal yourself with some badass magic, disappointed but understanding when you don't and choose to wait it out instead
Seeing the blood inspires him to tell you about all the injuries he's accumulated from his years on the battlefield
There's no chance of you getting bored with his loud and dramatic reenactments happening in the middle of the road
Mercedes and Melchior will take turns sitting at your side and barking at his antics
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umnitsa · 9 months
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I am not sober right now, so indulge me...
Headcanons for kink: Alexei Shostakov (Black Widow), Jim Hopper (Stranger Things), Santa (Violent Night)
Alexei
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He isn't the most sophisticated partner. XD But he is eager and curious, and he will try anything you bring to him. He doesn't really like using rope or other restraints, because he is fully capable of restraining you with his massive body. He will spank you but will giggle like a schoolgirl through the whole process, from sheer giddiness. He will shift to a fully serious, hair-pulling growling dom if you disrespect him though (isn't that the game?)
He loves the idea of roleplaying, but he is so cheesy doing it you WILL feel you're in a 70's porno. It is hot and fun in its own way.
He's mostly a soft dom who loves the idea of using you for his fun. And his fun is making you come again and again. It makes him feel powerful.
He really, really wants to please. So if you praise him, he will be a babbling mess and will become putty in your hands. Use it well, it's the only way you're gonna ride him because he loves restraining you with his body. He doesn't really understand daddy kink, but it's ok if you call him daddy. He does have a size kink, with everyone being smaller than him, but I bet he would pop a boner if you were his own size or bigger (it would be a delightful surprise for him).
Hopper
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I can see Big Jim as vanilla as it comes. Mostly because he thinks most things are distractions. He just wants to devour you.
Ok, not so vanilla, he really really likes to spank you.
Well, he also loves manhandling you.
And he loves you on your knees, looking at him with big eyes.
But that is just him! If you bring him the idea of domination and submission, he won't understand how it relates to him. He's absolutely oblivious.
Big Jim has basically two modes. Classic!dom, who will spank you, growl orders, fuck you hard, pull your hair, make you beg for an orgasm. And Service!dom, who will cover you in soft praise, eat you up and finger you for hours, who will suck on your nipples as he rubs your clit gently, make you beg for him to stop and just fuck you already, you're so overstimulated.
Even when you take charge, he has this look of control over things, he smiles at you as if he's indulging you in good nature. He thought it was very cute when you handcuffed him that time.
Calling him daddy is a no-no. He's a bit sensitive. But if you call him sir, or chief in a sexual way... You'll get a raise.
Santa
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That is a dirty old man as I have ever seen one. That man is kinky as fuck and nothing you say can make me think differently. He's very respectable, a good man, but he will pop a boner if you call him Father Christmas in a sexual way. He has a daddy kink and it's a severe one.
He is a flirty menace and will talk you into an orgasm. He is incredibly vocal, grunts, moans, and dirty talking. Sweet praise and playful degradation so you don't forget how naughty you really are. He will make you admit to every desire, to admit that you love what he does to you, out loud.
Oh, and he is there to realize all your fantasies, the best he can. If you want it, he will try it at least once. He will judge you? Yes. He will probably mock you playfully a little bit. In a dirty way. The dirtiest. Just so you don't forget you're naughty.
You will be tied up in red ribbons, some day.
He loves when you decide to please him. Santa loves to rest against the pillows and just watch you play with his body. Between grunts and soft moans, he will praise you, his hands gently petting and squeezing you in turns.
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sunshine304 · 11 months
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New Fanbinding! Two fics by KouriArashi
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Now that the gift copies for @gingersnapwolves have arrived (and how quick the post was this time, I'm in awe!), I can post about my latest fanbinding project.
I had decided on binding both fics about, uhm, two years ago? XD I love all of Kouri's CQL fics; she's actually the reason I started watching the show in the first place, so it was a no-brainer to bind some of her fics!
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I think I did the typset for "The Way It Wasn't" in 2021 but I had a specific design idea for the case in mind and didn't feel confident to tackle that just yet, so the printed version sat around for... a while. Sometime after that, I did the typeset for "Picking Up the Pieces", which took longer because of the photo edits.
I finally got around to actually making the books in May and I'm very pleased with the results, though there were a lot of stumbling blocks in both projects and I'm actually surprised that the finished books look good. XD I was sure I'd case in the block upside down after all the other mishaps, but at least I didn't do that. XD (I might have checked each book like five times, though... just in case. XD)
More pictures and info about the process behind the cut.
The books are supposed to be the first in a series of 5, each focussing on one of the great sects, and so I decided to use the same basic design ideas: colour-coded for the sect, the cut-out on the front, the little graphic on the back, same brand of Parisian marbled paper, frontispiece depicting the location, sect logo as title page, same design for titling on the spine.
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For some reason, my camera refuses to really catch the foil colour from "Picking Up the Pieces" on the titling - it's a light pink/ rosé coloured foil.
The planned design for that book really caused me quite some grief, because it turned out that the foil I'd wanted to use (a light lilac one) did not work on this kind of book cloth. It's only for using a laminator / hot iron and so also doesn't work on paper with a foil pen.
I changed the colours for that books so often, going to a coated lilac cloth (where the foil works because it's coated...) but that didn't look good with the light coloured paper I used with the logo (no contrast), so I went back to this cloth and went looking for another foil. I tried rosegold which was okay, but then I lucked out and got the light pink one at a local shop.
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For "The Way It Wasn't", I used a lot of official art:
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For "Picking Up th Pieces", I used a mix of (edited) official art and photo edits I made myself. The "problem" of this fic is that Lan Wangji starts living at Lotus Pier, wearing Jiang colours most of the time and no forehead ribbon.
Also, Jiang Yanli is now sect leader and needed some fancy clothes. Luckily, Xuan Lu has acted in a lot of dramas recently where she wore some more dramatic robes that would fit a sect leader. I had to do colour edits of the robes at times and at one point had to photoshop Lan Wangji into a picture with her. My old Photoshop did not like all of this but I managed in the end. XD
I'm pleased with the results and might make a post with the photo edits at one point.
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I also asked Kouri about her fancast for the OC Yu Zhiyi; that was a while ago. I wanted to include a picture of the character but didn't want to choose someone at random if Kouri already had someone in mind. Of course, I never mentioned that this was for the book; it was supposed to be a surprise after all! ;D
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I'm really pleased with how the books turned out, especially considering all the stuff that went wrong in making the cases... XD I guess I can say I learned some things? XD
It's always fun if you mess up something on one case and think, "Ah well, this will be my copy then, I guess!" and then you mess up even worse on the other case! XD So Kouri got the book with more air bubbles in the logo because on the other case, the title was crooked. Argh!
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I added some ornaments to distract a bit from that. It's also important to know that I'm a bit OCD about titles and stuff being crooked, I just hate it. This was a very sad moment for me.
But that's always the danger when fumbling around with that flimsy foil and the print-out. I'll live! :D
Materials used:
Printed on Clairefontaine Papago 80g (TWIW) and Clairefontaine DCP 100g (PUTP)
Case + endpapers "The Way It Wasn't":
- booklinen Brillianta - French marbled paper 120g - craft paper - hot foil (on brand)
Case + endpapers "Picking Up the Pieces":
- booklinen Imperial - French marbled paper 120g - Rössler letter paper 100g - hot foil (cheap stuff)
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medu-nefer · 8 months
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y'all seemed to quite like the little crocheted ruthari (TY 💘) so i thought maybe some of you would be interested in a few close-ups 👀
(i added some crocheter rambling so feel free to just click on the photo and swipe to skip all that)
i also throught perhaps @careful-silent-still and @hypherr would like to see them too? 👉👈
so. first up, runaan. he has wire inside so he has some degree of movement, but he's also quite stuffed and the movement is unfortunately limited
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i've been crocheting for a year, so the idea of coming up with my own patterns for his clothes was terrifying. therefore, i ended up doing just his boots, pants and the vest (it's hot in the silvergrove this time of the year, he doesn't need the shirt or the coat 😅), plus of course the horn cuffs. all accesories are removable of course. the original idea for the pendant was for it to be just one strand with a loop at the end but it didn't look good at all so i switched to something way simpler and more effective)
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i suck at embroidery and i hate it but what can you do 🫠
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so i made runaan first and he was going to be a little birthday gift to myself, but ofc it'd be criminal to make only him and the plan has always been to make him a little ethari too. i finished him on the 5th so i guess it all ended up being a gift for him 🤣
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once i saw his turnarounds, though, it took me quite some time to hype myself up to actually start making him, because it's so many different clothes with no existing patterns and they're all so detailed (runaan's were too but i had gained some confidence while making him and wanted to work on ethari properly) 😩 still, i somehow did it.
i did change the flap of fabric hanging from his belt as i had no way of making a smooth ombre transition from purple to dark turquoise like he actually has it - so instead of 2 jarring colours, it's 4 jarring colours 😂 and i also didn't do the embroidery on that part and it made me very happy - especially since there was plenty of embroidery i couldn't skip
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and just like with runaan, all of his articles of clothing are removable (the flap is sewn onto the belt, and the green patches are sewn onto the boots but other than that, everything is separate)
there is, however, one issue 😅 i think it stems from a couple of choices i made: 1. i used a different, slightly thicker type of yarn for ethari's body than i did for runaan; 2. i used a 3,0 mm hook instead of 2,5 mm; and 3. i messed up the patterns for ethari's limbs (i did them in rounds instead of rows; it was late and i was tired and by the time i realised that, i was on the 3rd one & couldn't be bothered to scrap them all - which i probably should have done XD oh well).
the first 2 choices were deliberate as ethari is canonically a little bit taller than runaan, but umm...
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let's just assume elves grow until they're 40 or so, and so after 2 years in the coin, runaan stayed behind 😅
oh, and i also wanted them to be able to hold hands so they have magnets in their hands but in the end, they weren't strong enough to still work through two layers of yarn ☹️ i guess i could still use a little clasp but we'll see about that
so yeah. here they are 😊
P.S. please enjoy runaan at his baby yoda phase:
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hmm i think gyu would be into creampie/cum play,, i feel like he doesnt mind being messy at all 🤔🤔
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OH YES. 100%
Gyu is like an advocate for messy, sloppy sex. He gives 0 shits. He wants spit, cum, and sweat everywhere. He's more of a 'deal with the mess later' type of guy as his main focus is just you looking fucking hot, but also, getting off xD.
Also I feel like it doesn't take much for cum to amuse him. Like he'll always be so amazed by how it just gets sucked up by your hole and comes out. Or the look of cum dripping down literally any part of your body. Male, female, or other, he will fucking lose his mind at the sight of cum dripping down on your skin.
Gosh he's the type to cum inside you and then push the cum back in with his fingers when it comes out. He'd try to cum more than once just to ensure there's more to play with.
And there is literally nothing hotter to him then seeing cum come out of your mouth, onto you chin. Like he doesn't know why but that? That's the icing on the horny cake for him.
Not to mention, the way he'd probably love to eat you out/suck you off after everything? Loving the way everything mixes up together.
Something about sex being sloppy and messy is just such a turn on for him. I rate he likes the primal and freeing aspect of it.
++bonus: if he's domming? Oh the teasing of what a cute mess you are for him. How his poor little baby is covered from head to toe in his cum because you just did so fucking well for him like the sweet little slut you are :')
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halfetirosie · 2 months
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Important info from the Desert of Dusk PV! (Part 2: Dante edition)
AKA the continuation of me losing my mind over this adorably cringefail KING
(This post 'gon be LONG)
(For some reason this post wasn't showing up in the tags?? I messed around with it so hopefully it's fixed now??)
PFFFFFFFT HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! DAY-DRINKER DANTE STRIKES AGAIN!!!!
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2. This dramatic entry KILLS ME!!!!! XD Dude, you know Dante thinks he's being SO COOL here too, I CANNOT--
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3. And then we get the devs once again validating me with the zoom-in on his legs!!!!
(*Cut to: me, tripping and falling flat on my face cuz I was too busy staring*)
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Nah, you know what? Lemme just rant about this for a sec; in so many posts and (much moreso) fanfics, I've seen people poking fun at Dante's figure, saying he has no meat on his bones and he doesn't have an ass, and I'm like?????? His body is beautiful tho, the hell?????
I know they're saying it in good fun and because teasing Dante is basically a rite of passage, but how can they NOT see the charm here--especially THOSE LEGS, HOT DAMN!!!! Just because his beefiness is not the fluffy-beefiness of Olivine and Edmond doesn't mean he ain't still tasty....
Okay, rant over, moving on!
4. I AM PUMPED FOR THE INCOMING LORE ABOUT THE TRIAL DANTE WENT THROUGH AND GETTING HIS TATTOOS
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I feel like this event has a lot of potential for Dante to work through his past fire-spirit-related trauma
5. BOOB GRAB!!! and also LET'S APPRECIATE HOW PRETTY DANTE'S HAND IS!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!
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and last but certainly not least:
6. LOOK AT HIM!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
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PONYTAIL DANTE:
YOU GET THE BENEFITS OF A CUTE-ASS HAIRSTYLE PLUS UNLIMITED ACCESS TO HIS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL EYES AND HANDSOME FACE
PURCHASE YOUR PONYTAIL DANTE TODAY!!!!
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
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youaremycosmo · 3 months
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《cream series part one》 taemin x reader scenario
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as always i'm thankful to everyone who like it, hope you'll enjoy these scenarios too ^^ my plan was to publish more this year cause i have so many drafts and it's a mess but it's already 21st *rolling eyes* and if you're new to my world of scenarios, i invite you to check the MASTERLIST Word count// 1,300 words Pairing// Taemin x you
Summary// After two years of your rather innocent, friends-to-lovers relationship, Taemin decides to delicately push things forward. And it means reeeally delicately. This is a part of boyfriend/fiancé/husband scenarios, but cream (gonna change it but can't find better name T.T) series will focus on entering the new level of being a couple (XD).
Genre// fluff
Warnings// none, this is so innocent XD you&taemin are in 3rd class of highschool so he patiently waited till being adults lol and yes, he's going to bleach his hair just to look more sexy
You were sitting on Taemin's bed, leaning comfortably on the pillow against the wall. There was a math book on your lap because that was the last lesson today. At the end of it, your teacher quickly said how to solve the homework and you decided to do it right after returning from school to get it over with. It was literally 20 minutes of work, but apparently Taemin had other plans by kissing you right now.
His hand continuously for a long moment fondly caressed your cheek, and the other one was somewhere on your waist, squeezing it gently. It would be a lie saying you had any resistance looking at how you wrapped your arms around his neck and responded to his lip movements passionately, occasionally sucking lightly on his tongue. The entire room was filled with the sound of wet lips brushing against each other, but you didn't have to worry because his parents will be home from work in a few hours.
Taemin finally slowly pulled away, allowing you both to take your first normal breath in the last few minutes. Even though it was refreshing, deep in your heart you felt sad that the kiss had just ended. His gaze was affectionate as always, and his fingers brushed your hair over your shoulder. However, you felt in the air something different than usual.
- What? - you asked with slight amusement, seeing Taem hesitating over something. You twirled the pencil in your fingers impatiently, waiting for his answer.
Taemin gazed at you for a long moment, biting his lower lip. Finally, he decided to move closer again, placing several smooches on your neck. 
- You're tickling - you giggled under your breath, pulling back a little. Tae chuckled softly too, leaning on either side of your body.
- Could we… - he glanced at your sweater. - Could we take it off? - he asked, taking a deep breath. 
You smirked, guessing what he meant, but you knew you had a great opportunity to prank him. And it would be a real pity not to use this occasion.
- Sure - you agreed without much resistance, grabbing the ends of your sweater and taking it off. You were wearing a tank top underneath and you could see immediately the huge disappointment in his eyes. He didn't say anything though, just stared at this unnecessary material.
Taemin has seen you wearing a bra a few times, mostly in fitting rooms when you two went shopping together. It wasn't very uncomfortable for you, in fact you were more amused by the thought that he might be the first boy among his friends to see a girl in a bra.
- What is it about again? - you asked playfully, teasing him. - You wanted me to take off my sweater, didn't you?
- Yes… - he looked extremely intimidated. - It's warm in this room, don't you think? - he cleared his throat quietly, looking away. The atmosphere got a little awkward, which was… rather odd. 
- Yeah, actually... I'm even too hot in that tank top - you admitted after a moment, because you enjoyed his embarrassment so much. Taem was always so bold and basically did whatever he wanted, so these types of situations were incredibly precious. This time you painfully slowly reached for the fabric and lifted it up, pulling it over your head. You tossed it aside, smoothing your hair slightly. There wasn't really much to look at. You were wearing a navy blue soft bra, completely plain, nothing special.
Taemin blinked nervously, examining your whole body with his eyes. His hands very gently found its place on your ribs. It felt like a feather. You actually had the impression that he was afraid you were going to tell him to take this hands away at any time.
- I... could I kiss you lower than usual? - the next request left his lips, with a huge uncertainty in his voice. 
This made you giggle uneasily, since Tae was making it so embarrassing. There would be no problem if he just did it, but instead he started to ask about every little thing. On the other hand, you appreciated it as a sign of respect to you. 
- Well… - you glanced down at yourself, thinking briefly if this was something inappropriate. - I think… you can try… - you shrugged your shoulders, giving him permission. 
Taemin cautiously came closer and pecked your collarbone as if to gauge your reaction. You didn't do anything though, sitting politely, which made him give a few more pecks there before switching sides and doing the same. This wasn’t particularly new, but you were more undressed and it made these kisses special.
His next sharp breath was before he slowly lowered his lips to your cleavage, but quite high up. This area also soon was covered in little smooches, to which you can’t help but smile.
- What a beautiful baby you are, really - he admitted, shamelessly staring at your breasts. This made you laugh, as you corrected yourself on the pillow to sit more comfortably. 
- I don't know what you're excited about, you saw me in a bra already - you mocked him, feeling more brave again. 
Taemin just rolled his eyes. - Because you can't enjoy the little things, duh - he answered playfully and brushed your hair behind your ear. - But okay, if you're looking for adrenaline... - he reached for your arm and more boldly slided the strap down. Then Tae got closer and kissed your skin. This peck was different, more like licking.
- Ah, what are you doing? - you whined in amusement, slapping lightly his arm.
- I'm taking it off - he grinned, brushing your hair from the other side and doing the same. You were left with a bra that was still pretty tight on your breasts, but showed a little more. Taemin came back with pecks on your cleavage and you couldn't lie, you were starting to feel something weird in your tummy. It was hard to say what exactly, like a mix of stress but also curiosity. 
- How about giving one kiss to your breasts? They must feel neglected - he giggled heartily at his own words as he glanced in your eyes. 
- You're an idiot, I swear - you snorted hearing his ridiculous question. - One. And we do math.
- One - he repeated, licking his lips slightly.
This strange feeling got even worse as you felt his breath on the skin of your breasts. It was like a sudden switch, it wasn’t an innocent joke anymore, but uncovering something that was hidden till today . The imprint of his lips was very delicate. You sensed his caution, almost as if he was afraid you'd fall to pieces when he touched you there.
- Hey, but you said it’ll be just one - you immediately pointed out to him when he pecked your second breast.
- One for each, you can't be so ungenerous - he smirked with a gleam in his eye. - What if the other is sorry? - he asked, sliding your straps back into place and reaching for your top.
You sighed heavily as he turned it over. - I won’t be better, i’m just  warning you - you said whimsically, letting him put it on.
- I'll take it as a challenge - he raised an eyebrow slightly, giving you a lovely smile and slid a sweater over you.
He sat next to you and reached for his notebook. - What did she say there? Do we need a quadratic function here? - he asked completely seriously, writing down the data from the task.
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katyspersonal · 2 months
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Ayyyy 3 years of Bloodborneing! I am old now xD 🎉
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I checked my @katyahina main, that existed many months before this blog, and.. damn, I really HAVE been into Bloodborne for 3 years! Not just that, but I've kept missing the proper day because I misremembering joining in Spring and not Winter. But.. yeah!
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^ This meme was how my Bloodborne fan era technically started. It was the first thing I've posted on it, after about a month of passionate discussions with my friends who played it.. and then fishbowlcarnage, a super based Soulsborne blog that unfortunately deactivated year later, liked it and followed me instantly. I've just started to take first steps towards being "properly" online in social media after a seriously horrible and long period in my life, and having that sense of 'a cool person' giving me attention again, after all that time? Yeah, I felt like I could not pull the 'it was just a joke, I do not intend to post more Bloodborne!!' after something so significant. Look, I was very sad, and in shards from after leaving abusive relationship that were a huge part of my "isolation" from sane people. Still, I think it is funny that I might not even have stayed around in this fandom, had it not been a single person giving me a hand at the most important time. She never knew how meaningful it was for me, and never will now (genuinely hope she is fine, wherever she is..)
But afterwards I started drawing and loredigging more! This aesthetic and this type of storytelling was absolutely nothing like what I was used to, so it was very hard to whip my art into a more "serious" shape after years of round, cute and cartooney stuff. And even harder to connect so many vague hints and scattered lore scraps! I thought I was losing my mind upon discovering my first theories. Heck, I swear I learned what growing eyes on the inside felt like XD @val-of-the-north was there for me on every step on the way, he remembers me screaming at how bad it hurt my brain and how I was losing sanity dsfhjdfs In the end, my brain did get completely rewired in terms of media analysis and how I create things. I think I will never be the same. Admittedly, I am so, so, SO thankful to my former self for discovering all theories on my own, instead of instantly socialising and taking hot takes, theories and designs in the fandom as a reference. Talking with other fans significantly improved my interpretations and theories, but the best way to go is to first have your own version, so it can be refined upon interactions. Rather than just letting what's already there decide for you, you feel?
Granted, it's been painful 3 years for at least 5 significant reasons, and time flew really fast. Sometimes I regret having joined the fandom instead of being the 'unreachable' fan (the one that just posts theories and fanart without ever actually interacting with other fans). Watching the best, the most level-headed and interesting fandom in my life rot into a clown mess of 'cool kids' cliques, hierarchies and division, discourse, passive aggression, toxicity, gospel headcanons, snobbish treatment of any fan that didn't grab a beer with an "influencer" at the Discord and resentment towards fans who are actually passionate was PAIN. I hoped this kind of rot that kills every other small fandom could never touch US, but alas.
On the other hand, accepting that all good things should rot one day is important part of any engagement. Resisting what's natural end only makes things worse. ...that sounded like a very Soulsborne-moment. Besides, all pain (personal one or 'on behalf of my community' one) was worth the knowledge and insights on nature of people I've gotten! I understand so much more, it is only fair that the price was so heavy. ....and that also sounded like a very Soulsborne-moment. And at the same time, while I was raving like a grumpy old man about "better simpler times", even older fans came towards me to admit that actually this is not a novelty but just a more annoying form of it, and the community knew at least two previous 'cycles' of rising and then rotting like this. So in the end it doesn't matter, and some day things will improve again, only to get ruined again. ..... *sighs* and is not it a fucking Soulsborne-moment yet AGAIN.
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I am still glad that I was able to find the interest in these awesome stories, and that I've found such good friends. I think in the end, the biggest reason why these games have such unreal grip on me is that they understand me like no other piece of media did. With all previous things I've been into, I was the one trying to understand them, but here, ironically considering my lore essays, it is understanding me. The despair, the endless existential crisis, the traumas, the doubts, the struggle to remember what's the reason to even live and hope is, observations on society I've had on instinctive level despite intellectual disabilities but could never articulate... the nightmares, too. But this is even better that I've found people who can understand me through how I understand it. I can't go back to how I used to socialise before the nightmare everything has been spiralling as for several years, the trust issues run far too deep and control me far too much, but I feel as alive as someone in my position could be here. And this matters.
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hangeslefteye · 1 year
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HCS for having a couple's Only Fans with EREN and REİNER SLIGHT NSFW WENT WRONG!!!
My hand slipped and I accidentally wrote some HC's for owning a mutual only fans with EREN and REİNER oops D: (If there's anything to add feel free)
Eren:As soon as you suggest having an couple's only fans he just jumps right into it lol no convincing,no second time asking..Because the idea of him showing you off to rest of the world and claiming you as his is too overwhelming %100 super excited lol.And the image of poor internet simps paying money just to see him fucking you dumb sends him over the edge D: But you were just too shy and didn't wanted to show faces and make it a secret which kinda turned him off but he does understands </3 by aiming on your tattoos to camera's angles on purpose and making you moan and scream as much as he can lol.Do you really thought he would understand???Like really??Honestly modern au Eren too would have LOTS of tattoos so people could tell its him but no.He wants your star to shine lmao.You guys can deff make some money out of it and get somewhat popular tho nothing big.Yet i can totally imagine one day Connie just comes along to show Armin and Jean a peek of his favorite sexual content AND THEY FROZE like???IS THAT????NO WAY?? Somebody just bleach Jean's eyes he's disgusted afff lol.And Armin poor baby baby Armin D: Connie is just clueless goes around saying things like 'Aren't this types of tattoos so popular at the time?Eren too has one lol' D:::: 'Look at the coincidence his name too Eren haha' his laughter slowly dies as he realises D::: Jean is just wondering how stupid Connie might be as he hears you literally screaming Eren's name OwO they silently and guiltly look through the entire content deadpanned D: And how they WİSHED IT WOULD BE THEM fucking you in front of THAT mirror holding you close possesively as you mewl THEİR name in a bliss, instead of Eren's. Just like many other man did.
Reiner:Ofc has heard about only fans but never even thought about it until you bring it up and TERRIFIED of the idea of someone close to you two discovering it!!(CAN YOU IMAGINE PORCO FINDING REINER'S ONLY FANS?????) Honestly at first he will only accept it for your sake but then again he easily goes out of his way just to please you at everything :') Only fans is just one of many <3.This also can be his way of telling the world that he is entirely yours and proud.Yeeet he's kinda shyy so wont show his face.But this makes everything better???Like his body is so hot and no face thing makes him incedibly mysterious.I wont even talk about his natural talent he so efortlessly good at this.Like think of him triying to get a bj without choking their s/o but gracefully fails and you are stupid drooling,coughing mess D: I can see BOTH FANGIRLS AND FANBOYS going crazy over him and at one point you might be like???Hello I'm there tooo????But can you blame fans?? He's just waaay too pretty even without his face showing. As a result you two make good money with it so neither of you don't complain xD UNTIL your page literally BLOWS!! and everyday people talking about it.Just imagine sitting at a bar with Reiner and people next to you casually talking about a video of certain 6'3 mysterious blond man fucking their s/o on air while they look like a tiny rag doll over him and reiner gets choked on his drinkk xD he accidentally becomes a national porn star :D Honestly he didn't even think he could make any money out of it??Let alone his videos going viral??Neither did you so this was a interesting suprise for both of you.In the end this is where you two decided to drop it but his legacy lasted a looong time xDDD On the other hand do you think Karina can tell it's her son that's moaning???BECAUSE SHE ABSOLUTELY HAS SEEN İT :D
+I accidentally pimped out Reiner IM SO SORRRY xD BUT HE'S SUCH A PRETTY BABYYYYY AHAHAHZGXCX <3 also I REALLY dislike Karina :P
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Question because I can't stop thinking about Mer style SJ au!
So, I'm terribly curious about how the final confrontation would go in this version! Since they are all organic, I imagine it wouldn't be possible to have an equivalent of the Celestial Wire, right?
It occurred to me that perhaps something with the poisonous spikes could happen, but I think you said their poison cannot harm those related to them, so that would likely not be it. Because in the main verse, in order for Sun to live, Eclipse would have to die so that he can get the celestial wire instead. But a mortal wound inflicted by his older brother would probably not be cured by Eclipse having (or being forced to) give up a crucial part of himself. So would Sun or Moon end up physically harmed by Eclipse in his blind rage? Or maybe something in their environment happens?
Oh, oh! That makes me think that while there is no way to set a building on fire, there certainly are hydrothermal vents that can reach dangerous temperatures! So maybe there could be some volcanic activity about to happen near where they are and Eclipse would be forced to realize that by dragging y/n down with him, and in consequence make his brothers chase after them, that they indeed are all now in danger because of his refusal to leave the darkness behind?
Ahhh, I don't know! Just rambling about possibilities at this point haha XD
Heya, babe!
That's right, no Celestial Wire to be given up here, but I do want to make use of the venomous spikes in one way or another, so I figured that the vigilante might get pricked by Eclipse and end up in dire need of an antidote. There was also a scene I had in mind of Eclipse finally stealing Y/N away and throwing them into a bowl-like rocky outcropping (coincidentally shaped in a manner of a clam) on land to dry them out for a while and see if they change their tune. That would spur Sun and Moon into a frenzy looking for them while they endure that torment.
As for a possible final confrontation, I love the thought of underwater hydrothermal vents being a destination for the final confrontation! Lowkey, I was messing around with ideas for an aquatic equivalent of a cigar for Eclipse and fiddling with him having some sort of magma stick that bubbled. But, I ended up scrapping it because Eclipes's hands were otherwise occupied with the vigilante alsdfjasld
Dragging Y/N down into the dark, only lit by the occasional bursts of boiling hot water and flashes of magma low on the ocean floor, would be an Eclipse move—and somewhere Sun and Moon would know to look. They see the twilight zone just as well as their brother. It would be pretty dramatic in the heated water.
As for the damage done, I see Eclipse giving into a moment of rage and incidentally spearing Sun with his trident. It's a moment of shock, of 'mom said I could never hurt my family but look at what I've just done' and both a flurry of panic for Y/N and total devastation for Moon.
Eclipse, in this AU, would have the chance to save his brother by quickly helping him back to the Reef alongside the vigilante and Moon. When they call for help, they're met with assistance and aquatic plants and special bindings to stop the blood flow and keep Sun stable. It's world-tilting for Eclipse and Moon is terrified for Sun while Y/N is desperately trying to see that Sun is taken care of and that Eclipse doesn't do any more harm.
Sun survives, but he was dangerously close to never waking up again, and Eclipse is shocked to his core. No matter what, he always did everything he could to make sure his brothers would survive, but he didn't. Not at that moment. Not right now. He hates being in the sunlight but he loathes not being near Sun. Moon refuses to let him close. Sun is still barely pushing through. The vigilante is ready to kill Eclipse if he so much as flicks a tentacle wrong, but can't risk upsetting Sun while he's healing.
It's a lot. It's confusing. Eclipse doesn't know what to do but watch Sun recover from the three teeth of his trident that almost stopped his little brother's heart.
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