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r0mantic-f00l · 9 days

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(sooo finally did it, sorry for posting late! just a fair warning, this is super sad, so read with discretion. also not proof read)

Just a Man

Sirius Black was pathetic.

Nothing more than a man who found delight in people's suffering.

In your suffering.

So you ended it with him. You did not know how, did not know where the strength and courage came from to put yourself first, yet you did know that the infatuation, the excitement that Sirius Black was, it faded. Like a mere illusion.

It was as if you woke up one day from a dream, or was it a nightmare? Is it possible for an experience to be both?

Every connection with him was cut off. You no longer talked to his friends, no longer possessed his shirts and vinyl albums and jewelry he had gifted you. You put it all in a box and left it outside his door.

It sounds as if it was easy, just leaving him in a heartbeat. Not loving him anymore. It was not easy, no. It was a battle. A battle with him, yes, because he refused to let go. But a battle with your heart too, because it refused to let go of him. Hope still lingered that perhaps all those things he would whisper to you in the midst of lust or drunkeness were true, were statements that he meant deeply.

You knew he didn't.

That's why you left.

But he couldn't leave you.

That is why Sirius Black was pathetic.

-♡-

The glow of the streetlight near to your apartment slid through the cracks of your window's blinds whilst you lied on your bed, reading a book that you had only begun a couple days beforehand.

Ticking of the clock that rested on your bedside table would distract you from your reading, reminding you that it was nearing midnight and you needed to get sufficient rest to make sure you would wake up the next day early enough to do everything you wanted to do.

However, the book was too captivating.

A knock on the door, followed by the shouting of your name finally dragged you away from the novel.

You knew who it was.

You hoped it wasn't him.

But you knew it would be.

You walked out of your bedroom and into the living room, where your front door was being abused by a repeated knocking.

Exasperated, you unlocked it and only opened the door by a smidge, a little crack showing two familiar faces.

Peter Pettigrew, holding up Sirius like a broken doll.

"No." You protested before Peter could even utter out a word.

The man sighed as he begged you silently with his eyes to listen to him whilst Sirius swayed where he stood.

"He keeps shouting your name."

"So?"

Peter scoffed.

"So he wants to talk to you, and he won't rest until he does."

"This is the fourth time this month, Peter." You spoke through gritted teeth, your patience running very thin.

"And it won't happen again. Promise."

It was an empty promise. Of course it was. Any promise made on Sirius' behalf always failed to come to fruition.

Yet before you could say anything further, Sirius murmured your name with his head hung low, seemingly too inebriated to recognise the door in front of him.

"I can't do this again, Peter. I want to move on." Subconsciously, you opened the door a bit further, the creaking noise gathering the attention of Sirius, who rose his head and widened his eyes when he saw your face.

He smiled widely, drunkenly, and cheered your name as if you were the answer to his prayers.

"I'll pick him up in the morning." Peter rushed his words out and left, making Sirius stumble in his footing and instead balance on the wall beside him, leaning against it as he grinned at you.

You sighed and fully opened the door, wrapping your arm around Sirius' back as you helped walk him into your apartment.

"Hello, my love." He murmured into your ear, the smell of vodka and cheap beer wafting into your nose as he leaned down to you.

You scowled and dropped him on your sofa, going to walk away to the kitchen to get him a drink of water before he held tightly onto your wrist.

"Where are you going?" Sirius pouted, like a spoilt child.

"Kitchen. Need to get you some water." You replied simply, and walked away when Sirius begrudgingly let go of your wrist.

The trinkle of water into the glass was not loud enough to cover Sirius' shouting as you stood by the sink, sighing as he spoke.

"Y-You would never beli-believed what happened to me tonight." Sirius slurred, turning around on the couch to face the kitchen.

"This girl, some random girl, came up to me and started- just started flirting!" He gasped out, shocked for some reason whilst you walked towards him with a glass in your hand.

"So, so I told her I have a girlfriend--"

"You don't have a girlfriend, Sirius." You placed the glass of water down in front of him and walked behind the couch.

The man grinned and rolled his head back, gazing at you with that typical arrogant, dangerous look.

"Yeah, but, I will do."

Your eyebrows furrowed as you crossed your arms.

"What is that supposed to mean?"

Sirius leaned forward and took a sip of his water, humming as he drank it, and placed it back down as he turned to face you.

"Well, whatever thing you're going through now, you-you'll snap out of it soon." He smiled and ran his hand through his hair.

"And we'll be back together like nothing happened."

You scoffed and walked away from him, tired of his naivety.

"No, we won't."

Sirius chuckled and stood up from the couch, following after you.

"Hey, where you going, darling?"

"I'm not your darling!" You snapped, turning around to face him.

Rage filled your bones with the energy of your broken heart as you stared at Sirius, who only appeared perplexed, as if your reaction was unwarranted.

"I'm not your love, I'm not your girlfriend, I'm not your safety net to fall back on whenever you're bored and desperate and alone." You stepped towards him, watching as his eyes became clearer and his back straighter.

"I will never be any of those things ever again, because I don't love you anymore."

That hit something within him, Sirius appearing to become sober and shocked. And finally hurt by you. Finally he knew the feeling of rejection, of not being good enough.

"Y-you don't love me?"

You shook your head, willing away the tears building up in your eyes as Sirius' hands lifted to hold your face, but then staying in the air as if they did not know where to go anymore.

"I don't love you. Not anymore. Now that I know you're nothing special."

Perhaps that was too far, too cruel, but you wanted him to experience the same feelings you felt whenever he would complain about you to his friends, whenever he would flirt with other girls, whenever he would ignore you like you meant nothing to him.

You could see in his eyes that his would crumbled, could hear the shattering of his heart as he stumbled back.

"But you... you don't mean that." Sirius sniffed, chuckling dejectedly as he stated into your eyes. He half-expected you to laugh and say it was all a joke, or to beg for his forgiveness and hold him in your arms until the morning.

After all, he only came to your apartment for your warm and familiar embrace. An embrace that made him feel safe and loved.

"I do mean it. I've never meant anything more. I don't love you, and I want you to go."

Sirius shook his head, a tear slipping from his eye.

"No."

"Sirius, leave."

A sob broke out of him before he knelt on the ground before you and hugged your body, clinging desperately onto you as he cried.

"No, I don't want to leave, I-I..." He couldn't form words properly, sobbing with the overwhelming emotions of sadness overtook him.

"I can't leave you."

You shut your eyes, holding your head up as you fought the strong urge to sink to the floor and kiss away his tears.

"Please, Sirius. If you... if you feel anything towards me at all, please go away."

The man turned silent, his hold on your body slipping away slowly as he remained knelt on the floor.

The sight reminded you that he wasn't a saint, a god, a dreamer with the purpose of putting a little excitement into your life.

He was just a man. Nothing more. Nothing special.

Sirius stood up, his cheeks wet and his eyes red whilst he avoided looking at you.

He nodded, appearing to respect your wish as he began to walk away.

He took slow steps towards the door, leaving you frozen in place as you watched him walk away.

Before he opened the door, before he could go away for good, he turned back to you.

"I'm sorry."

Then the door opened, and shut.

And you cried.

You did not know why, perhaps it was the overwhelming emotions of relief and misery and love that made you crumble and cry, yet you did know that with every tear, every smile, every laugh and every frown; none of it would be as strong as it was with him.

-♡-

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intuitivesef · 1 year

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What is coming to you?

Pick a card reading

Don’t second guess yourself when choosing a card. Trust your intuition.

Take what resonates, leave what doesn’t.

Credit for dividers: firefly-graphics

Masterlist

Pile 1:

I’m hearing boy trouble? Okay, so I’m assuming you’re dealing with relationship issues or your crush not liking you back (this is for anyone you like. I think what I heard is more based on an expression). If that’s the case for you then you’re in luck. I hear whatever your heart desires will come to fruition. Your love issue will either be solved OR is a lesson for you. if it’s a lesson then this will lead to your spiritual awakening. I do see someone already in their spiritual awakening, and if that’s the case for you then this situation has a meaning, and a lesson you need to learn. We deal with the same lesson repeatedly until we learn what we need to fix. I also heard toxic trouble, so perhaps you’re dealing with a toxic relationship with your partner, co-worker, boss, etc. Yeah, okay, so, this is definitely a lesson for each and every one of you, and once you learn what needs to be done with the repeated situation (if it keeps happening), everything will go your way. What I'm hearing is, "my dear child, I'm so sorry for putting you through this journey multiple times, but you keep ignoring my signs. I am trying to show you that you deserve better. I am trying to show you how to love better. I am showing you that everything will become better when you try to understand my signs. I don't want to put you through this again, but you won't listen to me.. what must be done, must be done and for that, I hope you forgive me.."

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Pile 2:

Some type of love (good or bad. Be cautious with it is all i hear and also keep your guard up. Be wary) is coming your way. No, it’s not a romantic relationship. A ton of love is heading your way. People will be treating you with so much love, you’re going to question some of it, and you have every right because I hear some of the love you will receive will have a hidden meaning. I also hear backstabbers, so please be careful with the love you will accept because not everyone has the best intentions. Another thing is, you will get friends who are the definition of friends. They will check up on you, text you on a daily basis, set boundaries, etc. I don’t see any toxic friends, however, someone will give you an offer of love. Don’t accept it. That’s the person with a personal vendetta. Their intention with you isn’t good and I see you being excited about it. They’re very charming, but remember, they don’t have the best intention.

Now, for those of you who are aromantic (because I hear that), you will not be interested in this person, but I see some of you will pity them. No, you won’t go forth with the relationship, however, you may say, “let’s stay as friends.” No, don’t do that. I’m not sure what it is, but I feel very uneasy about them.

I want to say stalkerish vibes, but I get a feeling that someone is watching me. That’s what I’m feeling trying to figure out their vibes. All I can say is it’s not good, so please be careful with them.

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Pile 3:

Well for starters, are you dealing with money issues? I hear financial issues, but I hear a lot of money coming your way. If you’re thinking about changing your job to a new one, go for it. It will give you the abundance you deserve and need. If you’re looking for a job, find one that suits you and is something in your best interest. If you’re dealing with school debt, no worries, I see and hear something good is coming your way. I hear it’s a surprise, so I have no intention of ruining that for you:). All I hear is, “money, money, money.” I see some of you are manifesting for money. Keep at it because IT IS coming your way! I hear some of you are doubting what I’m saying. No need for that because I see so much money heading your way. I’m very excited for you, but I do hear, “spend it wisely.” Some of you spend your money on things that don’t benefit you and I’m not talking about the things you want to buy for fun. I’m talking about the “eh, why not?” “Please spend it more wisely,” is all I’m hearing. So yeah, money is heading your way whether you manifested it or not, but some of you need to be careful. For those of you who spend it on the people who don’t deserve it, stop that. Not only are they LEECHING on your energy and your money, but they don’t have the best intention with you, so you need to find people who are better for you. If you're spending money in a store because you feel anxious that you didn't purchase anything, stop that. Not only do they not care whether you bought something or not, but you're wasting your money on something that doesn't benefit you. One thing I am hearing is, "change your mindset, kiddo." So, yeah, change your mindset and buy something that means a lot to you. It's okay to be anxious about that, a lot of people feel the same way, but stop doing that. It's hurting you and the hard work YOU put in to make THAT money.

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oliviaswrldd · 4 months

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𝐓𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜 𝐋𝐚𝐰 - 𝐋𝐚𝐰 𝐨𝐟 𝐀𝐭𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ✰

Hi guys, in this post i want to talk about Law of Attraction and compare a little bit to Law of Assumption.

I want to point out that there's a lot of irony and yes, maybe i'm making fun of law of attraction. But sorry it's ridiculous.

I worked hard on this post and i tried my best to explain how law of attraction is simply limited so reblogs will be appreciated to reach with this post to more people!

I'm so glad that first i discovered Law of Assumptiom because when i dived with curiosity into law of attraction it left me so, so confused.

𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 ✰

So one of the "rules" in law of attraction is that you attract what you feel.

If you feel bad, unhappy - this is what you attract to your life. Your feelings are main determinant what surrounds you and creates your life and circumstances. - that's what law of attraction is basically saying.

And don't get me wrong here. In law of assumptiom we are talking about feeling either but it's totally different meaning.

We are saying about feeling it as a person who have their desire, who KNOWS that have it despite what they see in 3D.

Feeling = Knowing

But in law of attraction they are talking about feeling as emotion.

Feeling = Emotion

You need to feel happy to attract all the good things.

While in law of assumption you can feel unhappy, sad, cry whole day in bed, but still manifest whatever you want just by knowing that you have it. Periodt.

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘 ✰

This is funny, because law of attraction community is so sooo limited. I was in couple groups on amino and facebook and they all said the same things. For example:

You can manifest money but you need to take an action. Go to work.

Wow, i didn't know this is how manifestation works. Go to work and you'll manifest money. 😂

Of course in law of attraction you can manifest ONLY certain things. When you'd say that you want to manifest different eye color, they would say how this is impossible and you just CAN'T do that. 🧍

People there would tell you how you can attract good things into your life but you need to be in good mental state, always have high vibrations and think positively, otherwise you'll attract all the bad situations in your life. Interesting...

𝐒𝐔𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐒 ✰

Other common thing in law of attraction are SUBLIMINALS. Well, in law of assumptiom we also use subliminals and i still feel like situation with subliminals are very similiar in both - because people relying so much on these... (i made post about subliminals related so ya can check)

But let's talk how subliminals are used in law of attraction. People have to listen to subliminals to raise their vibrations (not only for this but mostly!) Because if you are not surrounded by good vibrations you CAN'T manifest! 🤪

Listen to this subliminal 6738289 hours everyday for 99 years and you'll see the results!

This is the most common thing i see in law of attraction. You need to do xxx in order to manifest xxx. If you won't listen to this, your (certain) wishes won't come into fruition. :(( ah, i'm sad.

While in law of assumption we are listening to subliminals to just remind that we have our desire. Not to get. I will listen to this subliminal and then i will manifest xyz. How you can get something when you already have it? You want it. You got it. Easy as it sounds.

Unfortunately in law of assumption community, still many people paying other bloggers tons of money for subliminals (i won't mention one *cough*) to enter the void state, to have better self-concept (it's not even needed to manifest lol), to manifest xyz, to shift... Bro, you don't have to do that. I don't even want to imagine how does it look like in law of attraction community...

𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 ✰

Just like with the subliminals, situation with affirmations is almost identical.

You need to affirm 588738 times, robotically.

Of course in law of assumption we also use affirmations but depending on what our ASSUMPTIONS are. If someone like to affirm, then they are doing it. If they rather listen to subliminals they're doing it. It depends what each of us rather, what is more comfortable for us.

But in law of attraction... Well

Repeat that affirmation for whole week and watch how your life changes!

I'm sure at least one of you, guys heard that sentence. 🧍

You need to do something in order to get. You affirm to get something. Certain amount of time.

You rely on this affirmation and repeat it as you'll forget your identity.

Why i called law of attraction toxic.

Because it is. You are giving away your power to external things. You are doing certain things to get. You need to always think positively and have abundance mindset. You can manifest only certain things. Where is the point here? Not without reason, this law is called law of attraction. But it's totally useless and highly limited law which won't get you anywhere.

I am aware that some people won't agree with me, but that's okay. Or maybe there is a someone who is into law of attraction but after reading my post will finally wake up? I hope.

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Sorry for any grammar mistakes. Eng is not my native language but i tried my best to write this the most clear i can. :)

Have a nice day/night 🖤

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sorcerersandskillusers · 11 months

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I think Akutagawa will probably die, but he will transfer Rashomon to Atsushi. That way Dazai’s plan for combining their abilities still comes to fruition.

Sorry for reuploading again, I had to edit any panels containing blood out so tumblr won't flag this for violence again

I really think Akutagawa is going to die in this arc, Asagiri introducing his lung disease on top of saying that he was already dead before he got converted into a vampire feels like a message that this death is supposed to be final. However, I don’t think Akutagawa is done yet in the story, I’m sure he will have at least one last great moment with Atsushi before the end and I think it will tie together a lot of current plot threads.

Why Akutagawa will probably die: A lot of effort was clearly put, into making Akutagawas death seem permanent; He was confirmed dead twice, his lung condition was revealed which means even if he became un-vamped he would still not have long to live, this could be another fake-out death, but at this point I would be madder if it was, because even though I love Akutagawa, any more fake deaths would really lower the tension of the series

A lot of emphasis has also been put on Akutagawa looking for a meaning to his life, and slowly realising that maybe Atsushi is important to what Dazai is trying to show him.

I think that Akutagawa will probably temporarily regain control of his body, him keeping his promise is already proof he is still in there somewhere, Atsushi might reference Dazai and it might shake him out of the vampire's control, calling back to this panel.

But I don’t think he will be fully cured, so he will ask Atsushi for that duel he promised him. It would even parallel Atsushi “killing” Shibusawa in TDA, since both were technically already dead to begin with.

Atsushi taught Akutagawa how to value lives, and the patience to consider his actions. Akutagawa will teach Atsushi the conviction to take them and how to overcome the guilt he feels within himself. each one going from black and white, to grey.

My only hang up for this idea was that it wouldn’t make sense for Asagriri to waste all the build up for Atsushi and Akutagawas abilities being perfect complements to each other, but then I had a brain wave for how both things could still happen.

The strength of Shin Soukoku: Atsushi and Akutagawa have the perfect abilities to compliment each other; Akutagawa’s ability has range, defence, versatility, and the power to cut all physical matter, its main weakness is Akutagawa’s weak constitution.

Atsushi’s ability gives him high speed regeneration, insane speed, enhanced senses, basically indestructible fur and claws that can rend the very fabric of an ability.

And when combined, the ‘Black Tigers Supreme Claws’ are said to be able to even kill God if you can land a hit.

The ultimate spear against the monsters trying to destroy Yokohama.

Together they are the ultimate counter to almost any enemy, Dazai has pointed this out before. So, the best way I can think of to keep that perfect combination if Akutagawa dies is…

Atsushi inherits Rashomon: We know that abilities can be transferred from one person to another, Kyouka (a character with a close connection to both Akutagawa and Atsushi) got her ability from her mother. We also know that whenever Atsushi and Akutagawa fight a major villain they grow more in sink and coordinate and merge their skills more and more. This is what Dazai planned when he joined them together.

We also know that Akutagawa only sees his value in his strength, which for him is almost entirely in his ability. Rashomon is what protected him when he was on the streets, and it is what made Dazai take an interest in him. Strengthening his ability was the only thing he thought about for a very long time… Until Atsushi showed him how to see past his own skill and power.

Atsushi was the one who made him realise that he needed to prioritise some things over his own pride, and in the end, he even sacrificed himself to save Atsushi, proving that lesson had stuck. Him transferring Rashomon to Atsushi would be the ultimate show of humility, him finally letting go of trying to prove his own strength, and instead helping the person he once hated most in the world, he finally learned to temper his sword, just like Dazai wanted him too.

As for Atsushi; he has spent the entire series wracked by indecision, self-loathing and fear. All of which tend to leave him when he is near Akuatagawa. At first because he sees him as an enemy who he can be 100% sure needs to be defeated, so no doubt or fear clouds his mind.

Then as a rival who he can’t afford to let be better than him, someone who gives him confidence just by being everything Atsushi doesn’t want to be.

Finally, as an ally, someone who he can fight alongside and who stops that terrifying fear of being alone that Atsushi has been fighting his whole life. Akutagawa has truly become Atsushi’s source of resolve,

and we see that in how Atsushi perceives him in his vision.

So, if the transfer happens, it could symbolise Atsushi gaining that strength and conviction from Akutagawa once and for all. Completing their respective character arcs of Atsushi teaching Akutagawa to be selfless Akutagawa teaching Atsushi to be brave.

Dazai: Dazai is the ultimate connection for Atsushi and Akutagawa,

he is what binds them together and what drives them apart, he orchestrated their relationship and turned them into his trump card. But something that seems strange is that we never see Dazai’s reaction to Akutagawa’s death. Atsushi meets up with Ango after he escapes the ship, so there’s no way Dazai doesn’t know exactly what happened, the battle on the ship took place days before the Meursault prison break, so Dazai should have been able to receive one of Ango’s messages, so why don’t we see anything from him? not even disappointment.

We know Dazai has been planning sskk since he first met Atsushi,

and it seems crazy that he wouldn’t know about Akutagawa’s lung condition all the way back in the port mafia. So, I think it's possible Dazai always planned to have Akutagawa die to both motivate and strengthen Atsushi, since we’ve seen that he is, or rather was, not above sacrificing people for the greater good of his plans. It would also explain why he stayed so distant from Akutagawa, never really trying to make up for the things he did despite his promise to Oda, if he knew Akutagawa was going to die, then he wouldn’t want to get too attached to him.

I honestly think that if Dazai might regret his plan now, Atsushi has helped Dazai grow so much so fast since they met, his current arc with Sigma is proof enough of that. But it's far too late to back out of it now, and he probably justifies it with ‘He’s doomed to die anyway.’

The final battle: Every arc final battle in bsd involves Atsushi and Akutagawa fighting, whether against each other, or side by side. And through each of those fights, the two of them grow closer and closer, understanding each other a little more.

I think the impact of their defeat on the ship would be undercut if Akutagawa is just healed and they fight Fukuchi again just like before, there would need to be some major difference this time, and something to give Atsushi an edge over Fukuchi. And what better way to do that, then to use the form that already defeated him once (before he cut the past)

The Black Tiger’s Supreme Claws can cut through space, so can get close to Fukuchi despite his martial arts and insane ability. And If the time sword is cut by the tiger’s claws its ability will stop working, so it might be the only way to kill Fukuchi permanently.

The main weakness of BTSC was Akutagawa, since he was defenceless while it was used,

so if Atsushi could use it on his own, he would probably be a proper match for Fukuchi in a fight. (Also just imagine Atsushi showing up to face Fukuchi in Akutagawas coat, which he still has since he escaped wearing it and which was originally Dazai’s which fits so well, and facing Fukuchi to avenge Akutagawa, who he now thinks of as a friend.)

And for anyone who thinks that this would make Atsushi to OP, remember that BSD is not a show about who can beat who in a fight, its a show of strategy and hax, there are still plenty of ability users who could counter someone like Atshushi, this would just bring him to the same table as the other heavy hitters. Also keep in mind that the next arc will probably be when we see the skill users from Europe, who are meant to be the most powerful in the world, like the transcendents.

The event and aftermath: I think the actual transfer would happen after they finally have their duel and Akutagawa if dying, he would transfer Rashomon to Atsushi and ask him to continue Dazai-sans mission and he would acknowledge Atsushi as a more worthy subordinate then he ever was. He might even ask Atsushi to apologise to Kyouka for him, since he seems to genuinely care for her somewhat, it would be a really powerful moment for both of them.

And Afterward I hope Atsushi Finally snaps at Dazai, and actually calls him out for how he treated Akutagawa, which would be great for both Dazai and Atsushi’s character growth and maybe help Dazai realise that he feels genuinely remorseful for what he did, and that might help him understand how Oda felt after he gave up killing.

Overall this theory just ties together so many plot threads, character storylines and bits of foreshadowing, that I really think it might come true, but of course one of BSD’s best qualities is how unpredictable it is, so who knows what will ultimately happen.

I had to remove a lot of the panel evidence, here are all the panels I took out: link

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aleksanderscult · 3 months

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Hi ! So, I don't know if you're familiar with Chinese dramas, but I would like to recommend one that might remind you a little of Darklina. A good old enemies to tragic lovers, where the heroine will unfortunately not end up with the bad boy (with whom things will never come to fruition and will remain unsaid on both sides) but with the nice guy. It's called Lost You Forever. And to give you a quick description of the interesting relationship in this series ; We are Xiao Yao is in love with Jing (Whom I very like. He is clearly the archetypal nice guy she'll end up with, but like, a really good guy, on top of being a good character, not like that trash Mal Oretsev), but let's be realistic, that would never have happened if a relationship with Xiang Liu (the best male character in this series) was possible from my point of view. It's very clear that she's in love with him and it's circumstances that are keeping them from letting go and being together. I have no doubt that if circumstances would have allowed, Xiang Liu would have been Xiao Yao's first choice and vice versa. Jing and Xiang Liu are literally the two males characters that Xiao Yao is canonically in love with, but there is no doubt who in my eyes she loves the most.

My favorite scene for them (unfortunately cut, so not really complete, but the most important part of the scene is there) :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-abLjkm-AA&list=LL&index=10

Sorry, but Xiao Yao knows in this moment that Jing is in a dying coma, could die at any moment, and when she wakes up, the first person she hopes / wants to see is Xiang Liu and her bird takes her to see him ? And when she understands that she won't see him, she takes her time to lie down where they both were to cry ? Okay he healed her and she wants to thank him, but that's definitely not the type of reaction you get when the love of your life is in mortal danger and you can't see another man you're close to, technically your enemy on top of that, who just saved you, and whom you supposedly just love platonically.

But the thing is, you don't always end up with the person you would have chosen. They love each other, but know their relationship is doomed to failure given the circumstances they are in, so they do not act on their feelings and will never allow themselves to. It's so tragic. Typically the kind of story I love, even if it tears my heart out.

At least that's my interpretation, as well as that of many people.

Xiang Liu is your characteristically gray character who first appears as a villain to ultimately be much more complex (with good and bad actions) who will end up in love with the heroine he will protect, despite the fact that they are technically enemies. In addition to that, they will obviously be entitled to a great magical connection which re-connects their sensations (like, she is physically injured, he is) and emotions (like, their hearts beat to the same rhythm).

But of course, there will always be anti-complexity people who will come and tell you, to the point of contradicting themselves to justify a non-romantic love on the part of the heroine, that she only cries because she has the heart too good and feels sorry for him (I remind you that at the same time, the lady knows very well that the other guy she supposedly loves, Jing, is dying...), but also that she uses for her own personal purposes because she has no real affection for him ! We like contradiction, simply because we don't like that a heroine can have contradictory feelings for a morally gray guy !

And the fact that of all the male characters, Xiang Liu is the only one of whom the heroine wanted to keep a trace in her magic mirror ?! Why is that also just her using him or only having a platonic feeling towards him ? Let's be serious for two seconds and let's accept the complexity of a human heart !

Or there are obviously simply those who will tell you that despite the fact that the guy is a gray character he is only toxic and bad for the heroine, treating her really badly ! (I still want to say that without this guy who causes her apparently so much pain, well she would have been dead and buried a long time ago !)

Otherwise, here is a small playlist of videos dedicated to this ship (send by many people), just so you can get an overall idea of the dynamics :

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHTp96ofTkA3cLfybZP2xaXBCPDBoTx_-&si=s2VSBa270CVK5VeD

In fact, if I really had to compare Xiao Yao with Xiang Liu and Jing, I would say Xiang Liu is a call from the heart and Jing is a call from the head. She loves them both, but Jing brings her a trust and loyalty that she could never have from Xiang Liu given the circumstances of their respective responsibilities which technically categorizes them as enemies, even if they never really acting like that in my eyes. Also, we could see Xiang Liu as a character / creature of the order of fantasy in terms of symbolism, and therefore with whom the heroine could never have a real future, and that she will have to leave at one point or another, but which has importance in her present life in order to help her develop as a person.

Afterwards, as another story that could remind Darklina, I will recommend the Chinese drama Love Between Fairy and devil. In terms of books, I would say the trilogy a forbidden game by L.J Smith with Jenny & Julian, the shadow men, or the Empirium trilogy with Corien & Rielle. Dragonlance with Raistlin & Crysania. Only ships associated with light and darkness basically.

Either way, I'm a sucker for enemies-to-lovers or villain / gray / anti-hero characters in-love dynamics. It's so fascinating, and above all much more interesting than with a cute and nice guy without much personality in comparison... There is no worse crime than being boring in fiction.

Small bonus gifs further illustrating the Xiao Liu & Xiao Yao great dynamic :

Oh yes, I forgot to say that he bit her and regularly feeds on his blood.

OMG OMG

I'LL DEFINITELY WATCH IT, BESTIE!!

I love the plot already and the protagonists look GORGEOUS.

Agree to ALL of this! I'm the same. These kind of characters are always the best! And I'm going to put all your recommendations in my list.

Just a question!

I believe Raistlin was one of the inspirations for the Darkling's character. Does he remind you of the Darkling?

#asks #enemies to lovers #enemies to lovers recommendations #the darkling #alina starkov #darklina

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FIC IDEA VAULT #17 - RadioApple Hercules AU

@fanby-fckry is an enabler XD Their post about their idea for a Little Mermaid AU forced my hand to actually write down this idea! Originally I had the inspiration from this Tiktok!

So, this is an inspired by Disney's Hercules AU, we will follow cannon for season 1 loosely and then we take off from there, and yes, the tiktok scene will be there! I have lots of ideas already down, including a general idea of how each chapter will go. So far, aiming for 8 (?) chapters, which will have not only Alastor's POV but also Lucifer's and others as they become relevant. I want to incorporate the ideas I already have for my own Hellaverse (which I will also use for my Alastor centric fic) which include the Sins being ride or dies for Lucifer, Roo as the main villain, lots of bonding amongst the cast and some cameos by the Helluva Boss crew! I don't plan to make this be straight romance, I want them to be friends first before Alastor starts caring more for Luci, and I'm also trying to keep him as faithful as I can be to his Ace Identity (which is a spectrum! Please, no harrasment over this, but if anyone would like to help me out to make sure I don't screw Al or offend anyone, please let me know! I would really appreciate the help!)

I am swarmed by work, and this has been the worst week for me in a while, I can feel the depressing thoughts around, but talking about my aus, or any of my fandoms always helps! I hope to work on this and publish soon, but I do want to have some chapter written before posting to Ao3. So, without further ado, I leave you with the main summary and two snippets from chapter one! I'm sorry for the errors, I will fix them up for publishin the full story on Ao3! Enjoy!

At least out loud, I won't say I'm in love (Hercules Radioapple AU) by Vesta Dragon

Tasked with getting closer to the King of Hell after the last extermination, Alastor the Radio Demon tries his best to show the king the attention which is plain to see the fallen angel craves. But as they spend time getting to know each other in the most antagonistic and less romantic way possible for Alastor's peace of mind, he finds his mission shifting when shown what a capable ruler Lucifer can be, alongside his softer side that still shows the angel he never stopped being. Lucifer knows that getting along with Alastor will keep Charlie happy, and keep one less headache away from him as he takes the reigns of his kingdom back with the help of his closest friend, Satan, who is now on a mission to make sure both him and Charlie are in top shape for any upcoming battle Heaven will surely start. His heart will be his doom, as he feels himself growing closer to Alastor, but will their love be enough to stop the threat lurking far below Hell? Or will her millennia-old plans finally come to fruition, so the Root of All Evil can finally rule it all as the planets align?

Chapter One Teaser under the cut!

God was created to bring balance to the Universe, and he in turn created Angels, his first and most beloved was Lucifer Morningstar… The story of the Garden of Eden is one I'm sure you are all familiar with, but what you probably didn't know was that it skipped over a lot of details. Lucifer always thought that keeping Humans always happy and in the dark, meant they would never get to their full potential. He befriended Lilith, the first Woman, and they fell into a quick and deep love.

Charlie Morningstar was interrrupted by the loud entrance of Angel Dust, the spider demon carrying around a cooler from which he passed around beverages to the visitors sitting in front of the princess in the Hotel's second entertainment room.

"Boooooriiiiing! Charlie, I swear if you tell us the detailed history of all of creation, I'm taking everyone on a tour of my favorite clubs!"

Finished with his task, he took the main couch, sitting for once, not splayed out but definitely confidently enough that it drew some curious eyes, though they quickly turned away as he swept his gaze around. He took from the cooler two extra waters and passed one to Charlie, who accepted despite looking scandalized at his suggestion.

"Angel, you wouldn't dare!" "Oh, but I would! Who wants to go dancing?" At the raised (albeit nervous) hands that went up, he smirked at the princess who huffed and rolled her eyes.

"Well, what's wrong with giving them all the details?" Charlie shuddered to think were her charges would end up, so she admited that maybe her story would need to be told differently than to how she prefered to remember it. "For one, it would take us way too fucking long to go over everything. Let's go for the more fun version! You gotta know when to give the right details." He made sure to wink at a couple of people, the majority laughing as he riled the princess up.

"We are not sharing anything explicit!" That would be worse than the clubs, as she was about to continue her point, she was interrupted again.

"Is Charlie going to tell the Story? I wanna help!" Nifty had jumped from behind the couch Angel sat at, no one having heard her skittering around until she had made herself known. She proceeded to jump over the couch, landing on Angel and kicking him slightly before settling in beside him.

"Ouch, Nifty! Careful with my arms!"

"Hehe, sorry Angel!"

"Oh, this will be fun." Vaggie had come due to all the shouting, wanting to make sure everyone was being civil. She had known Charlie had plans to share the story, and she was glad she wasn't the only one who knew the princess had to be watched so avoid her rambling to their guests for 5 hours. She loved her, but she knew Charlie tended to go overboard, especially with this.

"Hi sweetie! Come sit here with me, we can share the loveseat." Charlie relaxed upon seeing Vaggie, and made sure to give her a kiss as soon as the fallen angel sat down beside her.

"Can you two stop with the lovey-dovey public displays, let me get my coffee in first." Yet another interrupting, this time from the resident bartender, who was carrying two takeout cups of coffee, one of which he gave to Angel, despite Nifty's attempts to snag it.

"Husk, I'm surprised that you aren't drinking a beer." Vaggie smirked, knowing that usually, the stoic bartender tended to leave the tours to the others and kept to the quiet of the bar. But it was obvious why he had come, as Angel patted his legs.

"Oooh Husky, my lap is open if you want a seat."

"I'll take the floor, otherwise we won't get to the end of the story."

"C'mon you two! Seriously?!" Vaggie was infurated now, she had hoped they had at least some decurum to save it for after the tour was done.

"I meant he would loose circulation on his legs, I ain't as light as Nifty over there." Husk laughed softly, winking at Angel as he took a seat between his legs on the floor.

"Can I sit on your lap, Angel?"

"Sure, Nift."

"Oooooookaaaay, is everyone settled? Can I continue?" Charlie was more aware now of the time constraints, but she was glad to have the company. It was always more enjoyable to have the story be told with input from everyone.

"Yes, but keep it light on the start, we want to get to the good part this century!"

After their fall from Heaven and Earth, Lilith and Lucifer began working on making their prison more comfortable. As others, like the Sins and the Ars Goetia, slowly filled Hell, as they newly appointed King and Queen, they held a party. And someone new arrived to them. She was lovely, yet she was no former angel. Her power left everyone speechless. Her name was Roo. She welcomed everyone, but especially the new King. She had seen it all, and she had to thank him for letting her be born. She was evil personified and she had a proposition. She could help them get revenge upon eveyone who had forsaken them. And while some saw this as a great opportunity, Lucifer refused.

"Fighting Heaven will bring us nothing! I prefer to make the best of this here, were I have my freedom, despite being in my own prison. Let them deal with it all, I thank you for the consideration, but it would be foolish for us to go to war when we know we will lose." Roo smiled, she tried again to entice him, but he wouldn't move. His powers, which he knew she craved, he would not give her. Roo bid them farewell, making sure they knew she could be found at the deepest part, where the river of souls ran, if they ever changed their minds.

She returned to her domain, deep into Hell, to the parts that no one had ever ventured to. She stood now in her home, a castle of darkness that towered over everything. She climbed until she came to her work room, on its center a stone basin filled with a clear swirling liquid. From it she could see the present, past and future. She had used this to her advantage to make sure her influence had sparked the first sin of man. The free will of the humans meant that she now was present up on Earth, but it also crippled her once vast power. Her future vision would never be as it once was, nor could she force the fallen who now ruled Hell to make her biding. She needed more if she was to wreck havoc as she was promised, gazing into the hazy future in which she ruled it all. She could be patient, someday she would have her revenge.

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Alastor the Radio Demon could tell that he was utterly fucked, and he could count on one hand his whole life's (and afterlife's) regrets. Babysitting an overexcited and touchy princess and her entourage was something he deeply regretted, as he watched Vaggie run around trying to film the Hotel an annoying television commercial. He honestly thought his own was pretty favorable, but the Princess thought otherwise. As she went to her meeting, her girlfriend now scrambled to put something together with no experience. He could let her keep on trying, ultimately failing but he needed to keep the Princess as happy as possible, and this was something he would have to endure.

After all of that work only for the commercial to be cut off to the news that Heaven was going to come back earlier? He knew his boss was laughing at him. The next few months brought little change. After this, he saw Charlie welcome in another patron, Sir Pentious had tried to be a thorn at Alastor's side, but like the television demon he took orders from, neither could actually cause any harm; like a toy knife, both were only mildly threatening in appearance. His meeting with the Overlords helped him be closer to his end goal. The months flew by, and still, nothing was going the Princess' way, and she was forced to call her father.

And Lucifer Morningstar ended up coming. To HIS HOTEL. The former Angel went so far as to compare him to a bellhop and Alastor was so close to unleashing everything on the pompous asshole. Thankfully, he managed to take his anger out on the loan sharks Mimzy brought, but he still had to dismiss her, more forcefully than he would have if he hadn't already been so on edge. He was fuming by the end of the day, not only had he been humiliated by Lucifer, Husk knew of him being on a leash, and Heaven would soon come. He unleashed his anger once in his room, thankful for the small mercy that his room opened into his own private bayou and no one would be aware of his (frankly childish) tantrum, and suddenly he felt it in the sudden stillness of the air, and deep among the trees, the one who owned his sould appeared.

Roo was not that taller than Charlie, yet the front was just to spite him. he knew, seeing he still towered over her but she held all the power to bring him to his knees, like she did now.

"Alastor, sweetheart! Interesting day?" She sat on a tree stump that formed into a throne. Alastor hated every minute of it but he obediently knelt by her feet, levelling her with his worst glare.

"Roo, you said he wouldn't leave his isolated hole." She laughed and smiled almost as wide as him.

"I said he wouldn't come out without proper reason, Charlotte finally reaching out to him I guess gave him the strength to try for the first time in years." She was looking at her nails, utterly unbothered by this. Her ability to see aspects of the future irked him when she kept information like this from him.

"The fucking Devil will unravel everything I have worked for here." He seethed but Roo just laughed, a shrill sound that hurt his sensitive ears.

"Oh, Al, don't be so pessimistic, darling. I need you to trust me." She reached out to take his face in her hand, squishing as he growled, static becoming more prominent around him. "This is needed, taking out that pompous asshole up in Heaven will leave my darling Lilith in the perfect spot to worm her way in, you have to trust me."

"Charlie will draw a target on her back if she goes to Heaven, and it will lead the Hotel to be in danger." All his hard work, gone if Adam himself lead the charge to the Hotel.

"Well, that's why you are here, correct? Al, trust me, everything is going according to plan. Make sure to use our little golden ticket to make a deal with the Princess, I will need her to complete my plan." He avoided yelping in pain as she dug her fingers into his face, her other hand making sure to spread his smile wider, to the point it hurt more than usual. Her tone grew dark, and suddenly Alastor could feel the chain around his neck tighten as her voice echoed everywhere in the bayou. "And don't lose your temper with Lucifer again, I don't have the time to get another puppet if he decides to smite you."

With that, she threw him to the floor and as soon as his head had stopped spinning, he looked up to find her gone.

#my writing #fic idea vault #vd's fics #fic idea vault 17 #Hercules AU #hazbin hotel #radioapple #appleradio #duckiedeer #hazbin alastor #hazbin lucifer #lucifer morningstar #alastor the radio demon #charlie morningstar #angel dust #vaggie #hazbin husk #hazbin nifty

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cynthiav06 · 19 days

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It's only in Percy Jackson Fandom where shipping anything other than the main couple seemingly warrants death sentence.

Every other fandom explores so many other ships as shipping between characters helps in finding out how far the depth of their relationship might go.

Personally, I have always loved the idea of what Perachel could have been if Uncle Rick had actually tried. Imagine:

Part 1

Percy staying up thinking about this mortal he accidentally ran his sword through; she looked furious and confused and long after its over he is left wondering if that's how his mother felt when she met his father. He wonders it ceaselessly at times.

Rachel living in fear of everything she sees, plagued by dreams and visions, and this guy who ran her through with a literal sword calling her a mortal and surprised she can even see the sword just straight up leaves, taking all the answers with him. Long after it's happened, all she's left with is a canvas filled with the sketches of a sea-green eyed guy.

Then fate connects them yet again because Percy needs her. It starts with his need to fulfill the quest and her need for answers, but the awe Percy must have felt at Rachel's courage through the whole quest despite the incessant quips from Annabeth. He is sorry then that he has dragged someone like her to her death and if that weren't enough they run into the Titan King and he knows that maybe he has doomed them all and Rachel, mortal and unreliable according to Annabeth , throws a hairbrush at the literal actual Kronos himself.

On the flip side, Rachel knows for sure that whatever happens with her visions she will always dream of the sea green eyed hero. The images are everywhere. Him fighting, him negotiating, leading, saving them so she draws and draws and hopes it stops.

It has been noted somewhere in the Fandom once that the only reason Rachel was attracted to Percy was because he introduced her to a whole new world as if that isn't reason enough, as if they need a reason. As if it's not happened before with The Sea God and the Queen among mortals.

It doesn't stop for either of them cause now Rachel knows there's a prophecy hanging over Percy's head, and Percy knows she will see its outcome. So they talk of anything but this, whatever they can because neither of them wants to see how it ends, for the world and for them.

Long before Blackjack crashes his hooves on Paul's Prius, he knows it's coming; the end of the world, and it's far too late to look back. He leaves Rachel there because he is never taking her on a mission again, Morpheus knows he has enough nightmares of something happening to her.

Rachel watches him leave as a prickling at the back of her head tells her one of them isn't returning and no matter how wrong it is, she wishes against all odds that it won't be him.

After that, Rachel has only her visions to keep her company. She has started seeing someone's past , it's not his, but if she tries hard enough, she sees him once or twice. She commits the visions to memory, immortalizing them in art.

Percy doesn't speak to her for a good while after that, not because he doesn't want to, he would do anything to speak to her instead of doing this but his life's already forfeit so he might as well save the world. But he doesn't need to speak to her; they talk best in their visions. When of present, they are always of her. He understands why he sees them, for it's necessary to know what she sees, for she can't tell him, but he's glad for the excuse of it. He gets to see her, and he stays sane.

Yup, she's certifiably insane when she gets in a helicopter to see him, but he needs to know.

He was quite prepared for it, his death and her possibly becoming the Oracle later on. He knew it would happen. He is glad in some part of him that he would die long before it comes to fruition, that he would die in a world where they were together.

It would be their shared tragedy, them fulfilling their destinies as he escapes the divine while she ties herself to them.

Rachel had prepared for the same. She could give up over men , she was certain she would never think of them again after Perseus Jackson dies; it would be her eternal mourning and if someone asks she might tell them that the Spirit of Delphi lost her favored hero to her own prophecy.

But Fate's far too cruel.

Rachel is euphoric. He won't die, HE WON'T DIE. He's NOT the hero. The implications don't set in until she is facing him in the Throne room of Olympus. She says the things she doesn't even mean so she can soften the blow. She sees the break in him in his eyes as they share a last glance instead of a last kiss.

It clicks for him after Luke dies a hero. The bittersweet pang of triumph and loss. Blackjack is gone, and she's taken him. He isn't nearly as furious over that as he is about what she is to do.

He doesn't know if the curse is broken for sure, and he definitely doesn't want her to be the test run. Does she not know visions of her ending up like May Castellan are what breaks him in his worst nightmares.

He is the one who sees her take the oath, as she breaks what's left of them. A moment before all things come crashing down, she looks at him, and he looks back. The Oracle of Delphi and The Savior of Olympus have roles to play and loving the other isn't written in fates or destiny but they share one last vision of a perfect kiss as they resign themselves to their fate for the rest of their life; Their destinies forever entwined but never joined.

....Part 2 pending

(Also going to write headcanons of just perachel things and there are many so wait up)

#percy jackson #rachel elizabeth dare #perachel #there will be a part 2 #i want to cover hoo books too #annabeth chase #sally jackson #prophetic percy #sally and poseidon #percy jackson and the olympians #anti percabeth

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star-girl69 · 2 years

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I really enjoy your stories' vibes and writing style, very good job! Would you mind writing about Aemond caring for a sick reader? Something like food poisoning, stomach bug, shivering, for a gender-neutral reader? It's okay if you won't!

ok i went a little off ask here but still aemond is taking care of a sick reader and there’s some bonus like protective!aemond and just very fluffy i hope you all enjoy!

also i’m sorry this is probably the worst thing i’ve ever written lmao 😭

warning: mentions of food and wine and mentions of being sick, *look to the ask above

You Make It Better

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A Targaryen feast was something renowned in the Seven Kingdoms. Every lord and lady jumped at the chance to be invited to one. The food was always piled higher than they could ever imagine, the music and dancing seemed to never stop.

It was the anniversary of Aegon officially declaring himself King of the Seven Kingdoms. This was to be celebrated on a grand scale.

As a member of the royal family, and Aemond’s partner in marriage, you had been assigned along with your mother and sister to oversee the decorations. It had taken many weeks to get this feast to perfection, and you had smiled all night, proud of your labor finally coming to fruition.

You had even gone to sleep with a smile, ignoring the ache in your stomach. You had probably ate too much.

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“My love?” You heard Aemond’s voice from the bed. You couldn’t answer. Sometime in the night, you had woken up in pain. You had moved to the window, opening it. You figured some fresh air would do you good. It did not. You heard Aemond sigh when he found you. “My love, there you are.” He must have noticed your pale complexion, the look on your face, because he got out of bed and walked over to you. He frowned. “What’s wrong?”

“Don’t feel good.” You had been shaking and shivering all night, and your legs felt too weak to stand.

“Come back to bed. I’ll call the maesters.” You smiled weakly.

“My legs feel shaky. I’m not sure I can.” He smirked that ridiculous smirk of his.

“Well, I’ll help you, of course.” You rolled your eyes and watched as he bent down, putting your arm around his shoulders. One of his circled around your waist, and you made it to the end without much problems. He frowned, again. “You’re shivering,”

“Will you lay with me?”

“Of course, my love, but let me-”

“Lay with me.”

He smirked. “How needy.”

You scoffed and rolled to the other side. He circled around the bed, leaning in front of you, smiling. You realized there was no escape, simply sighing with a smile.

“I’ll be right back. Just let me call the maesters, yeah?” You nodded, reluctantly. He left, and you watched the door for his arrival.

Aemond had this fascinating way of just making everything better. Even if he was just near you, his presence helped wonders no matter what ailed you.

He came back a few minutes later with the maester, and sat next to you on the bed, looking nervous. But Aemond was always so strong, you figured you must be seeing things. The maester greeted you, putting his palm to your hand. He touched your stomach, did more maester-y things you just complied with.

“I believe Y/N has food poisoning, Your Grace.”

“Someone poisoned my beloved?”

“Uh-“

He turned to you, quickly, grabbing your hands. “I will kill whoever has done to to you. I will revenge you.”

You placed a hand on his face. Barely containing your laugh, you spoke. “My love, no one poisoned me.”

“Prince Aemond,” The maester interrupted, and Aemond turned to him. “I only mean that they simply ate something that did not agree with them. No poison, I promise.”

“Oh.”

He was blushing, and you found it adorable.

“L-leave us.” The maester bowed, small smile on his face.

“Thank you!” You called as the door shut behind him.

“That was embarrassing.”

“No, my love, it was sweet. I promise.” He laid next to you, pressing his head to your chest. “Very chivalrous of you.”

“Am I your knight in shining armor?”

“Oh, of course.”

For the rest of the day and the next, Aemond did not let you move a muscle. It was slightly annoying, but you knew it only came from a place of love. Each night, he held you and showered you with love, wrapping furs around you as you shook.

He whispered how strong you were, how much he loved you, how you had dragonfire inside of you and would beat this in no time.

And, with Aemond by your side, you recovered quickly. He did have a way of making everything better.

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#aemond targaryen x reader #aemond x reader #aemond targaryen

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A Welcomed Distraction

A/N: Working extra hard over the weekends because my workaholic self would have this done ASAP rather than waiting for next week despite not being urgent, apparently wanting to have a distraction along the way, thus this fic coming to fruition.

Summary: You have been working on a project for days in the lab, and while everyone has left - including Tony and Banner, you decided to stay there even on weekends, much to your boyfriend Loki's annoyance so he distracts you in a most sexual way possible to get you to rest.

Pairing: Loki x F!Reader

Word Count: 699

Warnings: 18+, Minors DNI, smut, fluff, fingering, established relationship

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Friday, 11:30PM

You were deeply focusing on work, sitting on a wide laboratory table, reading through thick manuscripts while punching different letters to the high-end computer in the Stark lab, donning your usual lab coat. You did not notice Loki coming into the lab.

"Hello, darling - when are you coming to bed. I've missed you," he hugged you from behind nuzzling your neck.

"Sorry love, I just need to finish this. I'll have this done soon" you responded, barely breaking eye contact with your work.

"How soon, darling?" he sniffs your luscious locks, planting light kisses on your neck.

"In a few days. I don't want to leave this over the weekend. I'm so close to figuring this one out." you turned around to face him, still sitting on your swivel chair.

Loki furrowed his brows, what could he expect. He's dating the most hardworking person in the entire Midgard - but he knows you really deserve rest. You looked pale, accentuating the dark bags under your eyes, hands jittering from the caffeine running through your system.

"When was the last time you slept, my dear?" he asked

"I slept last night... for about an hour... maybe less" you sheepishly answered, "but I've had coffee! and Redbull! or both at the same time" pointing to the empty cans of Redbull beside an empty mug and half-filled coffee pot.

"that won't work darling, you need to rest," he assertively declared.

"but I can't leave the lab just yet" you frowned.

"Leave it with me", he coos as a mischievous grin grew on his perfectly luscious lips. He knelt down, and his hands started making its way through your knee-length lab coat, caressing your inner thighs as you let out a sensual moan from his gesture.

"What are you doing?" you whimpered, red-flushed by his unexpected action. You were not prepared for his treat, but your exhausted body was in no place to object.

Slowly, he spread your legs, you wore a short dress underneath so it was easy for him to slip your now slick panties through your legs and with a flick of his fingers, vanishing it in a mist of green seidr. He marveled at the wonderful sight of your gaping pussy, all for him to see and feast on. You held tightly on the armrest of your chair and you bucked your hips as his warm breath comes into contact with your wet folds - undeniably wanting more.

He pulled you closer, his tongue coming into contact with your clit and gently sucking it. Your eyes rolled back at the amazing sensation and Loki looks at you satisfied with his effect on you. He licks two of his digits before inserting them inside your tight cunt. You gasped and moaned as he continued to piston his fingers. It's been days since you've last touched and your senses heightened from the loss of intimate contact with him for these past few days.

The pressure from your core is starting to build up, Loki is aware of it as you clenched his fingers tighter and tighter. You screamed his name as your mind and vision went white, lots of fluids gushing out of you, coating Loki's hands and pooling on the chair where you sat upon. It even managed to drip to the floor, as you shuddered from the wave of pleasure you were experiencing.

Your body went limp and your vision turned dark as you felt yourself succumbing to slumber. Loki, with a flick of his hand, cleaned you up and everything around and managed to conjure a small mattress, pillows, and a warm blanket to cover you up as you sleep. He planted small kisses on your forehead as he carries you to sleep, and he did not leave your side until you woke up the following morning.

You jolted up realizing you slept when you were supposed to be working and but seeing how Loki took care of you last night, you smiled to yourself. You're lucky to be taken care of by a god, as you run your fingers through his hair, kissing him on the forehead. He's a distraction you were welcome to receive anytime.

#loki x y/n #loki x female reader smut #loki x female reader #loki x reader #loki x reader fic #loki x reader fluff #loki x reader smut #loki x yn #loki fic #loki fic recs #loki smut #loki sex #loki fanfic #loki laufeyson #loki #loki laufeyson x female reader #loki x you #loki au #loki oneshot

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yanderes-galore · 10 months

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Nice that you’re writing about the serpentines then can I have romantic Yandere skales with a ninja darling. This takes place in season 1. In the episode “rise of the snakes”, he first met her with the other ninjas- who saved the jamanakai village from being raided-and he was intrigued by her- the part where he hypnotized cole is when he used him to spy on darling. The 2nd time they met is at the forest where the snakes are building a fortress and he tried an attempt to kidnapped her or hypnotize her but backfires (at any possible way) and after he became the newest general of hypnobrai tribe, he became more power-hungry in a way that thinking he could make darling his bride to rule with him when he became the serpentine king

Sure! I'm sorry if something is off it's been awhile since I've seen Season 1 so I'm going off from what you said!

Yandere! Skales with Ninja! Darling

Pairing: Romantic

Possible Trigger Warnings: Female Darling, Obsession, Stalking, Invasion of privacy, Manipulation, Jealousy, Possessive behavior, Forced relationship, Kidnapping, Mentions of calling darling a "mate".

Let's start with how you met, the raid of Lloyd on the village.

Season 1 Skales can be a ruthless foe.

Hypnobrai in general tend to be scary to deal with due to their powers.

Even when Skales is still following orders from his old General, despite how dumb they may be, he can still be dangerous to be around.

You can see this when you're a ninja.

The Ninja were called when they heard the village was being attacked by what was thought to only be legend, Serpentine.

Skales is still a coward, but when he met you it was nearly face to face.

While the other ninja worked on driving out the rest of the Hypnobrai group, Skales managed to encounter you.

He felt many different emotions when he first saw you.

There was a feeling of intrigue, fear, and annoyance to name the strongest.

You were one of the only female humans out of the whole ninja group. (This was before Nya joining, after all)

Skales wasn't sure why this ninja piqued his interest so much.

Even when you threatened him and drove him off with the rest of the Hypnobrai, Skales still felt a need to keep an eye on this human.

His feelings aren't quite romantic yet, only intrigue.

He isn't sure why thoughts of you rattle around in his head yet.

All he knows is something about you drives him into learning more.

There's no doubt Skales uses Cole to spy on this new obsession.

While he is forced to listen to this kid by his General, he keeps an eye on you and the rest of the ninja.

Not only does Skales learn where the Hypnobrai staff is at this time, Skales also learns more about you.

He never tells anyone but he has a fascination with you.

He uses Cole to see how you fight, how you act, and what you do in your free time.

Watching you is one of the most entertaining things for him to do... a weird thought, really-

He normally hates humans and the ninja, but he thinks he can make you useful in his plans.

That's his excuse, he can barely consider his feelings as romantic with a human...

... right?

That would be... weird, won't it?

He can possibly like you as a mate....

What if he did?

Skales decides to use the next time he meets you to kidnap you.

He says to himself it's for leverage in his plan to become Serpentine King... but it isn't just for that.

Maybe he does want you as a mate... is that why you occupy his thoughts so often?

He tries to hide such thoughts and takes advantage of the fact you found out about the Fortress.

Skales has to remind himself to stay focused when he stalks you, waiting for the right moment to ambush you.

The plan should be perfect...

He'll hypnotize you so you're under his control!

Then he'll guide you with him for when he overthrows his General!

But... why does he want you to stay after that?

Either way, Skales attempts his plan when he feels you are isolated enough.

The issue is he is ambushed by one of your other friends and his plan doesn't come to fruition.

He didn't manage to make you fully under his control before fleeing from the attack.

This was starting to get frustrating.

It angers him even more that he no longer has Cole under his control, making him unable to stalk you through his eyes.

Stalk? Oh... he just means to gain info about you- Perhaps he meant... spy?

Skales doesn't see you again until he beats his General in the Slither Pit to become a General.

He feels only slightly bad about burning the monastery.

By this point he feels you won't need it.

Not if he plans on taking you with him.

It takes Skales a bit to get used to the fact he wants a human as a partner.

You're strangely... adorable despite how different you are.

So the next time he meets you, he puts a new plan together.

Skales wants to be the Serpentine King.

Yet every king needs a queen for his brood, no?

Skales just so happens to choose you for the role.

Don't bother fighting him when he comes in with the Hypnobrai to capture you.

This time he doesn't plan on messing up his hypnotism on you.

Differing from the canon at this point, Skales would lure you in/hunt you down to obtain his goal.

He's less understanding of his darling season 1 and would definitely just hypnotize you to be his bride.

You can't fight him that way, right?

Poor girl... you have no choice in the matter.

By the time Skales kidnaps you with hypnotism he's accepted the fact he's fallen for a human.

He blames humanity for locking his race away underground, but he'll change you.

After all, if he has to he can always use Fangpyre venom on you to make you more Serpentine-like.

Skales would definitely force a marriage between you to make you his bride despite your past.

Once he has you, you're like a puppet.

He'll keep you hypnotized, he may actually go through with the Fangpyre venom method too.

Soon you'll be made the perfect bride for him as future Serpentine King.

If you ever managed to fight back, he'll find a way to get you back under his control.

When Skales manages to mold you into the perfect bride for him, he's overjoyed!

He wraps himself around you, he hold your tightly in his claws, and he may even bite your neck to mark you.

You're his now! Especially if he's removed your humanity!

This is your life now...

You're no ninja... you're now only a poor soul caught in the Hypnobrai's trap.

#yandere ninjago #yandere ninjago serpentine #yandere serpentine #yandere ninjago skales

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cherry-flavoured-thot · 27 days

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I hope you don't mind multiple requests about prompts you've done before, but I'm making my way through these and they've been so enjoyable to read, they've given me several ideas. Please don't feel pressured to rush in replying, or to complete them at all!

I was thinking- Half dragon MC whose body is always pleasantly warm to the touch because of their internal fire, so the demon brothers use them as a heated/weighted blanket? MC sleeps in their bed and they wake up with it all cozy. Especially good in winter. Lucifer won't admit it but it's one of the best ways to get him tired enough to stop working.

- Dae・✦

Belphegor is the number 1. MC snuggler. Like deadass. And he straight up uses them being a heater as an excuse as to why he keeps falling asleep. "Sorry Lucifer, I didn't do my chores because MC laid on me and they were too warm and comfy." He will sneak into MCs bed at random hours of the night because he wants to be next to his personal heater.

Mammon uses MC's heating capabilities to hide him being down bad. "No I'm not sleepin' with MC because I'm like 'em it's because it's always cold in my room!" When there's talks of getting someone in to install extra heating in his room, he is caught in his lie. He also sleeps pretty warm so the pair are just this warm cocoon of blanket and people.

"MC I'm coooold, come heat me up." Asmodeus is snuggling at every convenience - but unlike Mammon, he's not even hiding the fact that it isn't just about MC being a personal heater and how he just wants an excuse to curl up with them under the covers. Absolutely called them his favourite little heater.

Satan has a vision. Him. MC. And 37 cats that also enjoy MC being a personal heater and loafing everywhere. Lucifer, will not allow this vision to come into fruition, so he just settle for having MC to napping on top of him while he reads, or while he's watching the latest episodes of his detective show.

Leviathan is part snake. He looks at MC and subconsciously is drawn to lounging on them like a snake under a heat lamp. The worst thing is he doesn't even realise how much he likes their warmth until one morning he wakes up after an anime marathon and he is clinging to them tail and all. He comes to term with how comfortable he is after mentally screaming.

Beelzebub is another person who runs hot when he sleeps regardless, so he doesn't notice the cold as much when he's sleeping. But I just had this thought of him using MC like a heat pack when he has sore muscles. "MC can you lie on my lower back? My muscles are sore." The brothers had so many questions when the walked into the lounge and saw Beel lying face first on the floor and you sprawled on his back.

You are so right. Lucifer will be doing paperwork and then consider how warm and cozy the bed must be while MC is lying in it keeping it warm. He'll be tempted to finish up early but continue through, only for his will power to dwindle when the breathing heater in question is lingering at his back. Lucifer doesn't surrender. But he also doesn't pick fights he knows he won't win. He's following MC into bed within five minutes.

#daemonicdorset #my writing tag #obey me #obey me swd #obey me one master to rule them all #headcanons #lucifer #mammon #leviathan #satan #asmodeus #beelzebub #belphegor #om lucifer #om mammon #om leviathan #om beelzebub #om satan #om belphegor

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starlightshadowsworld · 2 months

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Bsd except it's not Hawthorn hunting down gifted.

Fukuzawa pauses, feeling a shift in the air behind him. He narrowly dodges and turns around to face his assailant. He's suprised to see not a knife like he expected.

But tiger claws.

His assailant chuckles "yeah, even I didn't think that would work." He admits, in a nonchalant tone that reminded Fukuzawa eerily of Ranpo.

"And what, is the reason for this visit. You don't seem allied with the Port Mafia." His assailant shakes his head. "No sir, I'm not with those vile dogs." As for why I'm here, it's too free you."

Fukuzawa frowns "free me?" The masked assailant nods "you're a gifted" he spits the word like a curse. "A disgusting plague on the world, a filth that's needs to be cleansed."

"You want to rid the world of gifted" summarises Fukuzawa, looking at the others claws. He was clearly gifted, he notices Fukuzawa's gaze and chuckles humourlessly.

"I'm not a hypocrite. I lived my whole life in a cage, burdened by my own curse. That was until my master set my free, he shared my ideals and told me I was the key to ridding the world of all gifted."

He reaches up and unmasks himself. Revealing a young man with white hair and glowing purple and yellow eyes. "I'm Atsushi Nakajima, executioner of the Rats in the House of Dead. But everyone calls me The Gifted Killer."

Fukuzawa frowns, both at Atsushi's goal and that he's revealed himself. "I won't allow you to do such a thing. Special abilities are gifts, they are to be treasured. They can bring us pain as much as they bring us joy."

He remembers Yosano who hated her ability for a long time, and now happily uses it to heal others. He's seen Atsushi's face on countless.

But even with sympathy towards him, Fukuzawa won't let Atsushi hurt anyone else. He built his organisation to protect gifted, to protect this city. And he won't let anyone stand in the way of that.

Atsushi smiles, for a moment he even looks sad. "I'm sorry, Mr President." He does respect Fukuzawa, an ex assassin who devoted his life to helping people. In a way the man was everything Atsushi wanted to be.

But he wouldn't disobey his master, he owed him everything. And besides, Atsushi was saving people. He would save Fukuzawa from his own cursed gift.

Fukuzawa frowns, gasping and putting a hand on the shallow cut he got from dodging Atsushi earlier.

"Posion" he concludes, growing pale and falling to the ground. Atsushi watches, with an almost bored expression. "Don't worry, you won't die. Not yet at least, you're just the first step in the plan."

Fukuzawa glares at him, defiantly even in his weakened state "my organisation will stop you." Atsushi smirks "I know, my masters counting on it."

Footsteps come up behind him and Atsushi immediately bows respectfully. "Well done Atsushi, with this Phase 1 is complete." Congratulated Fyodor patting his shoulder and Atsushi stands properly.

"Thank you, Master. But... I dont understand, wouldn't it be easier to just kill the President now and pin it on the Port Mafia?" Asks Atsushi, curiously after Fyodor gave him a pointed look.

He was loyal to his master, who always told him to voice his thoughts with him. Something Atsushi had never been allowed to do.

"It would" agreed Fyodor, nodding, a smirk on his face as he took in the passed out President. "But they are detectives are they not? Finding the true cause of death would be child's play to them."

He looks back at Atsushi as he finishes his explanation. "Pushkin's ability will give warning, it will send them into a panic and they'll destroy themselves. Leaving the rats to take our true prize."

Atsushi bows his head, turning away from Fukuzawa. "I understand, I will do whatever I can to bring your plan into fruition." Fyodor chuckles, ruffling his hair "I know you will."

The two walk away, hidden in the shadows from any prying eyes and the bright moonlight. It reminded Atsushi of the first night they met, when he'd left the Orphanage with Fyodor.

And where Fukuzawa's body lay, had been the Headmasters. Atsushi had been terrified but he trusted Fyodor, and used his ability to kill the man that had tortured him.

He trusted him than, and he trusted him now. In time they would find the book, and Atsushi would be rid of his cursed ability forever.

#atsushi nakajima #bsd fyodor #bsd dostoevsky #bsd fukuzawa #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd atsushi

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keirawantstocry · 2 months

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OKAY HI IT ME 💋NON IVE BEEN HAVING THOUGHTS. sorry if this is kinda, incomprehensible, i just had Thoughts and they Had to Come Out

okay so, this has been brewing for a while but, you wrote the thing about them taking his heart and i Could Not hold it back anymore. So. Affectionate canibalism. Technically its when someone eats part of a loved ones dead body. BUT this came into fruition before tubbo died. The original thought was more like, Tubbo insecure, fitpac dont really have any idea how to help this until Pac goes "well, you could always eat part of us. We respawn so itd be fine" and like. The trust of letting someone else Consume part of you (that feels like something Pac would suggest because, yanno). While I am p attached to the all consuming trust of "have part of me", with all thats happened lore wise recently, go wild.

hope youre having a good day :>

saw cannibalism. blacked out. read the rest of it. blacked out. hnggghhh

soft kisses arent enough for this. violently making out with you now

TW for cannibalism and gore

"People lie," Tubbo's voice cracked on the last word as tears threatened to spill out. "Words don't mean anything. You can say time and time again that you won't leave me but it doesn't, God, it doesn't fucking mean anything."

Fit and Pac were both silent.

"You need action," Pac said slowly and despite the tension and vulnerability Tubbo laughed, tinged with dark humor.

"Not sure now is the time to try and get in my pants."

"Not that kind of action," Fit snapped, with no bite in his voice.

Tubbo sniffed, trying to ignore the tears rolling down his surely bright red cheeks. "What then?"

"You could eat us," Pac said quietly.

Tubbo laughed, drily and a little bit wild. "Thought you didn't mean that kind of action."

"I didn’t." Pac said, looking up to make eye contact. "Let me prove how I will never leave you. Eat some of me, yeah? Cellbit can certainly vouch that I'm delicious."

Tubbo's eyes dropped to Pac's thighs without thinking. He was wearing pants that fell to his ankles so he couldn’t see anything but in his mind he could. The pale flesh lined with veins and curved with muscle.

Tubbo felt dizzy.

"Okay," he said very clearly, hearing his own voice as if he was outside of his body, just a surveyor.

Pac perked up. "I can have everything prepared by tonight, sounds good?"

Tubbo was nodding. "Yeah."

"Perfect."

The knife shone with Pac's blood, the man's face twisted up as he panted. Fit was holding him, holding his hands as Tubbo kneeled between his legs with the knife in his hands. The blood was trailing down his thigh in thick streaks and Tubbo was fascinated by it. He felt like a businessman at a steakhouse being presented with the house's finest meal.

He stabbed the flesh through, lifting it off leaving a bloody mess behind. Almost hesitantly he raised the slice of flesh to his mouth and took a bite while making direct eye contact with Pac.

Pac looked a mess and not just from the cut on his thigh. Part of him really wanted to make a joke about how Pac seemed to almost be getting off on it but it felt too sensitive, too personal so he shoved it down.

The flesh was strange tasting but not bad. But it was more than that. More than just flesh sliding down his throat. It was the fact that it was Pac's flesh, Pac's eyes on him as he swallowed. Fit's eyes on him as well, watching the bop of his throat with dark eyes.

Fit wasn't doing a damn thing. Just letting Tubbo chew on the flesh and swallow it down piece by piece. The trust was addictive. The trust felt like love. The trust felt like nothing he had ever tasted before like the blood on his lips. The trust tasted like the action that finally tipped the scales that dropped his right in their loving arms.

They would never leave.

#qsmp #my writing #fanfiction #poly morning crew #q!tubbo #q!fit #q!pac #fitpacbo #💋 anon

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shyrose57 · 1 year

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I was thinking about the winners hanging out, and then I was thinking about Scott borrowing Scarlet Pearl's cloak, and then it spiraled into this.

So, a little bit late Life series roleswap AU. All the Double Life soulmates swap places with each other, and that carries through the other series.

Some highlights I was thinking of:

Last Life:

Aha-lliance consisting of Cleo, Tango, Lizzie, Scar, and Bdubs. They're terrifying. They have no clue what they're doing. Cleo is the only thing keeping these fools alive. They're her fools. Half the server lives in fear of them.

Moon fairy King Mumbo and his loyal knight BigB. And their tentative allies, Martyn and Ren.

Etho, the terrifying sorcerer in the mountain, and his partner, Grian, with too sharp teeth in a jagged smile and lives to spare for the sake of claiming a life or two.. Care to make a deal?

Third life:

Red king BigB, and his most vicious protector, loyal, burning Cleo.

Scar accidentally gets Grian killed, so he swears to stick with him. Despite Grian's best efforts.

Red Grian with a massive body count, and Scar who keeps accidentally murdering people, he is so sorry, but those were his orders. Would some reputation points make it up to you?

Tango and Pearl, fireworks duo. They're either going to be your best defense or the most annoying duo you've ever had to deal with. There is no in-between.

Pearl dies, so Tango sets the world ablaze before following after. She's got an eternal fireworks show going on in their afterlife, with his red stone and all their hard work finally coming to fruition in a way it never managed to in life.

Double life:

Martyn and Pearl decide they don't need Scott and Cleo after the two team up to check out the Nether. So Scott and Cleo decide that's just fine with them, actually, and are low key terrifying for the rest of the series.

There's a tower in the woods where the air is frigid and the shadows are long and the undead linger. A flash of dull orange through the leaves. The crunch of snow on green grass. The glimpse of a red cloak before the night swallows it up, starless and starving. Something red and dark blocks out the moon above your head.

The dye won't stay in Scott's hair anymore, despite his numerous attempts. Eventually, teal seeping between his fingers, he gives up.

There's something so deeply unsettling about seeing him with only the bright crimson of for color.

Are Pearl and Martyn going to ask their soulmates to come back? No. But if Scott and Cleo chose to, then they would not stop them. Out of the kindness of their hearts.

Limited life:

Mean gils Pearl and Cleo.

Bad boys Etho, Tango, and Scar. They lack a moral compass.

Scott and Ren vibing. At some point Mumbo swaps with Scott? Or however that was interpreted. No clue who we swap Gem with, but they swap/possess Martyn.

#traffic smp #3rd life smp #last life smp #double life smp #limited life smp #Soul Swap AU #3rd life au

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