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poetictarot · 1 month
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☆ What must you understand right now?
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When we are in need of guidance, we almost always already have the answers we need. But we tend to hold back from trusting ourselves. In this tarot reading, I delve into what you already understand right now, and how this may help with what you must understand right now. Choose the photo that appeals to you first—or the most—then scroll down to the corresponding reading ☆
[ ☆ Pile 01 ]
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Currently you understand what it means to surrender. You have come to learn that what it means to radically detach from unnecessary burdens is to step away from what does not nourish you. You could be stepping away from toxic and addictive habits, realizing how they have been trapping you more than you realize. You were bound by the false notions of clarity because of them; bound by false notions of ease. These false notions came a from a deep place of inner criticism that you no longer want to consume you. You understand what it means to come from a clean slate, what it means to lead a healthier body-mind-soul, and what it takes to recover from a place of dread and despair. You are in a state of healing as an act of surrender, release, and purging. You're setting down your baggage so you can finally breathe.
What you must understand then, is how to sustain your inner self. Part of inner sustainability means protecting your peace, setting clear boundaries, and valuing the abundance of what one already has. You’re already in the first few stages of this, with the understanding of surrender. But the process of healing is not as linear or as clear as it seems. There are times when the threats return, most likely when you least expect it and also when you are most vulnerable to it. Things always arrive in due time, and one is not always fully protected in the face of it. Nature as well, will often swell and radiate with or without us. Come to understand the act of receiving and returning as a gift of the world and of life. Build, cultivate, and maintain the kind of inner space that withstands the test of time.
[ ☆ Pile 02 ]
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You currently understand what inner balance means. Inner balance is a rational process—it involves making the decisions that best suit your overall needs and circumstances. Balance is not perfection—if anything it is the distinct choices made in the midst of chaos that even things out. It is an overall equalization. It is a making sense of things, and then deciding from there what you are capable of. Things begin to fall apart into place, and you are more decisive than ever. It is most exhilarating to know exactly what to do. There may be anxieties, there may be fears, but they do not consume you when they are for the most part unnecessary. You have an idea of what to do next, and frankly this feels like it is free will utilized at its best.
What you must understand then, is how the balancing act leads to transformation. Think about the law of conservation of mass. Energy is not created nor destroyed, only transferred—you move and it leads to the next move. You just have to decide what your next move is. At this point in time, you are incredibly capable of creative productivity. Commitment, decisiveness, and rigor—these are the hidden factors needed to make something, and make it well. You have what it takes to finish strong.
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Right now you understand what it means to hold onto what matters to you. You understand what it means to embrace life and the world, and you accept it all with open arms. You have not let go of the spirit, the soul, of what nourishes you the most. But human arms can only hold so much. There are residual burdens that are holding you back from realizing the potential of your heart. The time has come to open your heart to the ceiling, to the sky. Share what you cherish, the generosity will fulfill you like nothing else. You have an affection that when it opens itself up to the world it creates possibilities, opportunities, and good fortune.
You must begin to understand that there are people out there who will embrace and release affection the same way that you do. As Maddie Dragsbaek expresses it, the love one wants exists because they exist. It is about time you learnt to love again, to give up the burden, to let someone keep you company, speak kind words to you, and help alongside you. But this is only possible if you release your soul and your heart to the world. The more you allow yourself to unravel, to unfurl—the more the right people will arrive and see you for who you are without judgement or disdain. You will be met for who you are with eyes of kindness. So, set yourself free from your own judgement. The time has come for you to be loved.
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ivesambrose · 5 months
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𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐁𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ❅
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⋆ You'll be blessed with a love that feels like home or you'll give love and vulnerability a chance.
⋆ Home life will improve if you have been dealing with certain issues related to your house or where you live in the previous months. You'll be able to decorate your surroundings in the way you want and feel more grounded and in tune with your personal space. Any paper work etc will get sorted or finalized.
⋆ Harmony in friendships and making peace with the past. Even making ammends with someone.
⋆ Fated friendships and visits to places you've wanted to go to since a very long time perhaps since you were a kid, teen or young adult.
⋆ Picking up new creative hobbies that make you happy.
⋆ If you've been struggling with your self image, having any hair or skin issues etc you'll see gradual improvement.
⋆ Financial growth in any artistic or healing/nurturing venture/career. Improvement in finances in general.
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⋆ Your patience will be rewarded. It will all pay off. While reading this you know exactly what I'm talking about, this could be one or multiple things. Just know that you no longer have to wait. If you know something is already done or is yours, you'll eitherway feel reassured about it, right?
⋆ Courage to leave your current place or situation and venture out. Discovering your life purpose and having fun along the way. You're ready for this adventure!
⋆ No longer being the lone wolf.
⋆ Inevitable changes and breakthroughs.
⋆ All the upheavels of the previous months are gone you can breathe now.
⋆ Power in your words and intentions, whatever you intend will manifest. For some, justice will also be served especially if you have been wronged repeatedly by someone despite the chances and benefit of doubt you've given them. Any legal matters will resolve as well.
⋆ Success in business venture, could be existing one or something you get into. You'll be attracting influential people as well. A new cycle of your life is starting, be excited but take care of your health.
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⋆ Being unapologetic in your creative expression. You may have locked yourself away but you've also had enough. Fortune favours the brave.
⋆ Freeing yourself from a situation/place/relationship or even health issue that has been trapping you. You felt confined even severely depressed but you'll be overcoming that. This was a big hurdle on your path for quite some time, now you stand right on top of it.
⋆ Travel to desired destination or a message that paves the way to something significant.
⋆ Not having to prove yourself anymore.
⋆ Someone who tried to dull your shine will fall.
⋆ Possible relocation.
⋆ Making the right decision. Oftentimes a lot of stagnation comes with lack of clarity and not knowing what to do, having the right intuition that serves as a map is an underrated blessing and it will indeed be bestowed on you.
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kalki-tarot · 2 months
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What's next in this connection ? 💘
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Take a few deep breathes, ground yourself and pick only one picture from any of the four above.
Disclaimer - kalki-tarot does not guarantee any tarot predictions to be accurate and is not responsible for any actions or decisions you make in your life on behalf of this reading.
Please allow me to tap into your energy !
Pile 01
queen of cups, two of cups, the magician
Both the parties involved in this connection will feel surreal and emotionally connected to each other on a higher level. The bond will deepen and strengthen over time, and this will result in both of you coming into a mutual decision of permanent commitment in the relationship.
You guys can be higher level soulmates. You were manifesting this commitment from a long period of time. This connection is also somehow connected to your sacred soul purpose in this lifetime and hence, it will bring you alignment and a sense of emotional fulfilment.
You are asked to not ignore any signs or synchronicites your guides and angels are blessing you with. Please cooperate with your spirit guides and higher self. Don't regulate from a space of the fear of getting rejected again. You will not! Give yourself time to process your emotions.
Pile 02
6 of pentacles, knight of cups, justice
I just heard "CHUP" in my left ear, which is a command to stay silent in hindi. Maybe you are asked to keep shut about about certain things in life. You need not explain everything to everybody, especially people who don't deserve an explanation from your side.
Okay! So some of you will finally receive a clarity or communication in a situationship or talking phase kind of relationship. Other than that, if you guys are feeling that you are not being reciprocated enough in a relationship then you will be faced with circumstances to not repeat this cycle of falling for karmic people. You will be forced to do justice with yourself in the upcoming 3 days. If you try to stay in the relationship then you will get hurt, obviously what do you expect from karmic people?
After you break this cycle of not accepting breadcrumbs, universe will give you a new romantic opportunity very soon!
Pile 03
The empress, king of pentacles, 5 of swords
Wow! Both the people in this connection are finally choosing to speak the truth. You both are trying to solve some kind of fight or disagreement which happened in the last 3 weeks for some of you. I'm seeing you both will solve this thing out and move towards abundance and clarity.
The good times in your relationship is gonna start now, you guys have realized the importance of each other through the period of separation. And now you will not repeat the same mistake again. Emotionally and financially, this relationship will work out very well for you. So don't be stressed much, just keep your ego aside and try to talk to your partner with a sense of understanding and love.
Pile 04
Three of swords, 2 of pentacles, the empress
Damn, i saw a vision just before pulling these cards here, i literally got goosebumps all over my hands and I saw a female (may or may not be) doing some sort of ritual or witchcraft to attract someone in their life. I saw candles, an altar, and pink shades. I also saw the book of answers, can be significant for some. Basically, someone is too desperate to get a crush or love interest into their life.
Sorry, but this is the truth. No matter how hard you try, this connection will not work out. Take what resonates please, I'm being honest, i don't lie while doing tarot. You both have very different ideologies and ways of living life. You guys are destined to walk on two different paths, not together.
So, it's better to not waste time over something which is not good for us, remember universe only gives us what is actually good for us. Try to focus more on your own self and finances rather than someone else whom we are not meant to be with.
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thealchemistbae · 1 year
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PAC: About Your Future Spouse ❤️‍🔥
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Hello, my Alchemist Babes ❤️‍🔥 This pick a card reading is going to tell you about your future spouse, such as their personality, characteristics and their potential careers etc. Also, keep in mind that this is a COLLECTIVE reading so it may or may not be for you. Anyways, I’m The Alchemist Bae and I am an experienced intuitive tarot reader that provides the upmost guidance/clarity to those who need it. I don’t sugarcoat and with my Mercury in Aries; I am very direct and straightforward. I am NOT responsible for any actions you take from my readings whether they are pick a card readings or personal readings. You have free will and are accountable for your own decisions/actions.
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❤️‍🔥 PILE 1:
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Cards Pulled: Judgement, Four of Swords, Seven of Cups, The Sun
❤️‍🔥: Your future spouse is an assertive person and a leader with a clear vision. This person doesn’t usually second guess themself and always open to new perspectives and different pathways to get to their desired destination. This person is quite introspective and likes to self assess their past and current behaviors and habits. They acknowledge their past mistakes and always tries to make their selves a better person. Your future spouse may have gone through some major transformations or life changing events in their life which has opened up a new side to them. They had a wake up call/awakening that has truly brung about changes , yet positive changes into their life. They are always up to date and looking for unforgettable moments to experience. They always remember what happened to them in the past but prefer to live life openly and confidently in the future. They are always changing so you must be open to change and accept their transformative ways. They seem to like to be isolated a lot or requires a good amount of space. They may like to take vacations or could also like to sleep a lot. This person is very calm and non-confrontational. Through experiences, they have learned to get along with many different personalities and therefore make great friends and partners. It’s hard to get under your FS skin. They know how to keep their composure and try to always find solutions. If you are into that toxic type of love, trust this person will change all of that or it’s possible you need to choose another pile lol because this person is NOT having none of that. This person may daydream a lot or can always be detached from reality at times. They are a wishful thinker but can tend to be blind to red flags or illusions that they create in their mind. This person loves to fall in love but tend to fall more so in the fantasy of what they feel love is and not seeing things for what they truly are. But overall, this person seems pretty positive and has a positive outlook on things. Definitely is vibrant and lively and a overall happy person.
Characteristics: Bold, confident, lively, firm, versatile, calm, non-violent, soft-spoken, quiet, imaginative, average height 5’8” - 5’9” ( male ) 5’5” 5’6” ( women), curly hair, beard(male), slightly chubby, glasses for some, piercings, tattoos. Fire Sign ( Leo ) , Water Sign ( Pisces, Cancer ) Air Sign ( Libra, Aquarius), yoga instructor, web designer, technician , manager, veterinarian, nurse
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❤️‍🔥 PILE 2:
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Cards Pulled: The World, Seven of Swords, King of Pentacles, Wheel of Fortune
❤️‍🔥: Your future spouse is someone who sees the bigger picture and understands how the Universe works. They are very wise and scholarly. They are someone with substance and are not afraid to put in the efforts and get their hands dirty. They are hard workers who tend to get promoted quite quickly or advance in their career very fast as well. This person is quite confident and have a positive attitude. They may love to travel the world or their job may consist of traveling. They are very adventurous people. This person is well educated and can be relied upon or trusted. I’m seeing a downside to this person though. They are very sneaky / secretive so either the relationship will be kept under wraps or you just won’t know everything about this person. This person is quite clever, ambitious and daring but not stupid. This is the type of person that will always be 10 steps ahead. This person may have a hard time with dealing with obligations and responsibilities or just seems to run away from their problems preferably through work or study. This person may tend to take the easy way out of things and hides from the truth. I do see that this person is very strategic though and may like to do things alone or be alone at times. This person definitely keeps their plans secret. They may try to run away from a lot of things or situations that they would rather not deal with. But hey, everybody has their pros and cons. Your future spouse is very financially abundant; well off/wealthy. They definitely worked their behinds off to build such a stable foundation. This person is quite successful and has a great work ethic. They are good with both money and people. They are good in business, patient, stable , secure and a hard worker. This person will definitely go the extra mile with you. But working may be a priority for them so keep that in mind. Your person is highly intuitive and has an expanded awareness. They can be risk takers who are willing to gamble with life in hopes of being lucky. Though this person tends to attract love pretty easily. This person is a true chameleon , always changing and evolving. You can expect alot of expansion in different areas with this person.
Characteristics: Wise, confident, dependable , reliable, protective, generous, strategic, sneaky, secretive, hardworking, lucky, fortunate, wealthy, successful, expansive, loving, emotionally available Earth Sign ( Taurus, Capricorn ) Air Sign ( Aquarius, Libra ) Fire Sign ( Leo, Sagittarius ), tall, fit built, black/brown hair, hazel eyes , brown eyes, lean/slim, dimples, Entrepreneur, Crypto investor, own business, developer , constructor, Angel investor.
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❤️‍🔥 PILE 3:
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Cards Pulled: Five of Swords, Knight of Cups, Page of Wands, Eight of Pentacles
❤️‍🔥: Your future spouse is a rough and tough person with a competitive mentality who wants to win at all cost. Take from that which you may 👀. This can be considered a bully attribute perhaps not with you but with others. Please keep that in mind. This person can be quite a handful and this can very much so be an inner battle within this person. This person can be quite manipulative and conflict-driven. I’m definitely seeing possessive and jealousy issues here. So expect to be only for them and them only. I definitely would pay close attention to that. This person may tend to be in the middle of conflict or drama and they may be uncomfortable when competition steps at their doorstep. You should never put this person in a position where they will have to compete for you and your love. Again, take this information as you please. This person has a mentality of “ get others, or others will get them” . This person feels like people are always out to get them. This person knows how to use people’s weaknesses against them. I’m sorry but it’s giving NARCISSISTIC. On a brighter note, this person is good with their words, witty and intellectual. But I’m seeing that this person might LOVE BOMB you. They are hopeless romantics but only for their own pleasures… not for you… Honestly I would steer clear from this person .. this could be someone you already know . This person knows the right things to say and the right things to do and that fits into their game of manipulation. I’m seeing a very adventurous but childish energy here. This is someone who is not ready for commitment and it’s very possible that cheating can be at bay. I’m more concerned on why you are attracting an individual like this Pile 4. But not everyone is perfect and sometimes we tend to run into those bad apples. I do see that this person is a hard worker , always perfecting their craft and reaping the benefits of doing so. They are goal oriented people and rarely ever procrastinate. Your future spouse is someone who knows how to get stuff done. A relationship with this person is definitely a hell of a ride. Prepare for the thrill because there is always some tricks up this person’s sleeve. I’m seeing more lust than love coming from this connection. For those who chose this pile, please pay attention to the red flags and avoid this person. Typing this has literally got me sick to my stomach. It’s time for you to step out your comfort zone and leave the “bad boy” type alone because trust.. you will get your heart broken many times until you start truly knowing your worth and letting go of these type of people. Good luck. 🫠
Characteristics: Narcissistic, manipulative , goal-oriented, egotistic, adventurous , childish, Water Sign ( Scorpio, Pisces), Air Sign (Aquarius), Fire Sign ( Aries, Sagittarius), Earth Sign ( Virgo) tattoos, neat, wavy hair, muscular, thin, professional, CEO, financial advisor, banker, corporate, firefighter, doctor, fitness instructor
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❤️‍🔥 PILE 4:
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Cards Pulled: Four of Cups, Five of Pentacles, The Star, Five of Wands
❤️‍🔥: Your future spouse may struggle with being discontent and stagnant in life. They are not very optimistic which can lead them to missing out on many opportunities. This person is quite unmotivated and may need an extra push to pursue after their goals and happiness. This could very much be their current energy right now where they are in a stage in their life where things aren’t sunshine and rainbows. But the good thing about this, is that this can change and they can evolve from this. They may be too focused on what is not working out for them rather than appreciating and focusing on all the good that they have. They may have a tendency of never being satisfied. Though they do feel very alone in this world and can be quite pessimistic , they are still pretty hopeful people and have a bit of faith that things can change which is their driving force to keep pushing as of now. This may be a depressed individual and someone who may have fear of abandonment issues. This person tends to feel like an outsider and may always seem to be in a bit of a crisis. This is someone who feels as if they are always on the back end and their luck is out of reach. This person feels as though something vital is missing in their life, but they do not know how to change it. Your person is often overwhelmed and requires help from others to stay afloat. This could stem alot of negative emotions amongst this person.. like anger, sadness etc. You just might be the light at the end of the tunnel for this person though. They definitely had a hard life but I do see that this person will come out on the other end with great hope and determination. It just will take time and faith. This person is quite gentle, magnetic and creative. This person isn’t afraid to be vulnerable. Your future spouse is willing to be open and will share their feelings often. This person is quite dreamy and romantic. They possibly get lost into their own world/bubble since that’s the only way they truly feel safe. They are highly sensitive to the needs of others and will strive to satisfy others’ needs before their own. They just are very nice people despite their challenges. No matter what life has thrown at them , they still want to be a light to others even if they struggle to do that for themselves. This person is a lost soul who a searching for themselves and for meaning in life. I do see low self esteem and they constantly doubt themselves but they will keep pushing even with the world on their shoulders. Apart of them , has hope and that hope is what’s keeping them here. They have big hearts and are quite compassionate.
Characteristics: Intelligent, gentle, hopeless romantic, humanitarian, compassionate, big-heartedness. Fire Sign ( Leo ) , Air Sign ( Aquarius ), Earth Sign ( Taurus) , Water Sign ( Cancer ), caramel skin-tone, long hair , curly/wavy hair, freckles, brown eyes, manager, dog Walker, chef, Uber driver, cashier/waiter, artist, songwriter.
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wthtorke · 5 months
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(Re)Home
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Yautja and Human Smol read with some witcher stuff cause I was into it back then lmao, no warnings! 
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The Earth had a capacity for life. Only so many people it could house and nurture safely.
Humanity hit that threshold long before you were born.
The peace treaty between species made it possible to live among the stars. Some races were willing to share their planets, while others offered space in their ships.
'It's almost like exchange students, but for life- you'd become one of them.'
You didn't feel at home on Earth. Ever since your first breath, you had no place on that planet.
So up you went. 'Above and beyond,' or whatever they told you. Usually, humans who wanted to leave had forms filled out and uploaded to the exchange system.
If you had to call it anything, you'd describe it as 'adoption'. You, specifically, were adopted by yautjas. The deadliest species in the treaty.
You packed your bags, taking your 'goodbye pack' the government provided you with. Laptop, tablet, and other human things 'so the adaptation wouldn't be so harsh'. That's what the flyer said.
"We wish you luck and success in your new life among the stars. It's an honor to have an earthling as brave as you out there."
That's what the video said.
You sling your bag over your shoulder and pick up the government packs off the floor, walking toward the hangar in your papers. You and some others behind you get in line for admission.
Seeing yautjas wasn't new. There were videos and pictures of them plastered everywhere, just like the other species of the treaty. But still, your eyes widened from their bored expression when you saw your admits standing in front of the ship, datapads in hand.
You're first in line, walking up to them and presenting your registration. They repeat your name and information, and you confirm everything, waiting patiently.
"Welcome to the clan." One of them says, nodding at you. You nod back and make your way inside. The ship is a transport shuttle, spacious and high-tech. This was happening. It takes you a second to choose a seat and strap yourself.
The information speech you're given during the trip feels warmer and more welcoming than anything you've heard on Earth.
'Maybe this was a good decision.' You think.
"From today on, you'll be part of our society, which means no special treatment. No special conditions. No buts and ifs." He keeps talking. "Just life as a yautja in a mothership. That's all."
You appreciated the clarity and honesty they had. You expected it to be hard but weren't afraid of working for it. Whatever challenge presented itself for you, you'd beat it. You had survived this far. This wouldn't be different.
Your group gets taken to the housing levels, where each human gets assigned a room. Your eyebrows rise up when you see two grown yautjas in yours.
"Get up, Fang. Our partner is here."
Fang and Claw. Two youngsters from the clan you got accepted into. Written in bold letters at the end of your papers. "Hey," you say as they approach you at the door. "Good trip?" The other one, Fang, asks.
"Yeah, good trip," you answer. You had no idea they'd be so big. "Are you guys really my age?"
"Are you 124?"
"Oh man."
Despite their scary looks, Fang and Claw are what they are. Young. And a little stupid. You somehow felt at home with them. It was nice to be treated like a person and not a number for once.
You get installed in your bunk bed, pull out your laptop, and test the 'fastest internet connection in the galaxy' they had on the ship. A direct link to Earth, in case you want to talk to anyone.
You just wanted access to the shows.
"What's that necklace?" Claw asks. "What's in it?" You look up from your screen, then down to your chest. "It's a wolf necklace."
"Your previous clan?"
"They don't have clans, just families," Fang replies. Claw frowns in confusion, "So your previous family?"
"No, not my family-"
"That's a wolf- so Wolf clan,"
"Claw-"
"I like it," he continues. You smile at the sheer absurdity of it, "Cool to wear your symbol like that."
You laugh softly, "It's not my symbol- it's from a show, a story- the Witcher. In the story, the Witcher comes from a school whose banner is the wolf. Their symbol is the wolf," You play with the pendant between your fingers, "I don't really have a family."
They both stop to listen to you explain. Claw shakes his head, "But you wear it, so it's your symbol. Wolf human from the Witcher school. A Witcher," the word sounds weird when translated from them, clearly adapted.
"Wolf human," Fang repeats, "Nice title, sounds strong. You should keep it," he says. You huff in amusement. "Sure, I'll keep it,"
They barely return to their own unpacking before you look up again. "We should watch it," they look back at you, "- the Witcher-, we should watch it-, sometime." You clear your throat awkwardly.
"It's a filmed story? Like the ones in the human culture lessons?"
"It's called a 'movie'. Idiot."
"Shut up."
You put your hands up before any growling appears, "It's a series- actually. Short episodes that make up for one long thing. Good to watch in between, ah-, training? Missions? Whatever you guys do?"
Claw nods, "Wolf-human story with the wolf-human, I'm in." You smile and look at Fang. "Is there blood?"
"Lots of it."
"I'm in."
You watch the first season during your first night at the ship, only pausing to retrieve your food and for general discussion between the yautjas about how accurate (or stupid) the fighting scenes in the show were.
You have to plug your laptop into the adapted port on the wall so you can keep binging with your roommates, smiling ear to ear whenever they'd say something positive about it. When you finally close your laptop down, you look at them again. "So, thoughts?"
"Don't fuck with magic," Fang says. Claw nods. "Never fuck with magic."
You laugh as they each settle down in their bunks. Fang shuts the lights off as you lay in the dark for a bit more.
"Sleep well, wolf-human." Claw says. Fang mumbles something in return. You smile again, bidding them goodnight before closing your eyes to sleep.
Home, sweet home. Finally.
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jgoddesstarot · 6 months
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Pick-A-Pile: What Is Your Soul Manifesting Right Now?
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Pile 1
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Tarot Cards: Page of Cups, King of Cups, 8 of Wands, King of Wands, 7 of Cups
Let's explore the fascinating journey of your soul's current manifestation, my Pile 1's! Your soul is calling for deeper emotional connections and authentic expression. It craves meaningful relationships where feelings are shared openly and genuinely. The path it's carving is one of emotional exploration and creativity, encouraging you to communicate your emotions sincerely.
Further along this journey, you encounter a symbol of emotional stability and profound connections. Your soul seeks balanced and nurturing relationships, where love flows freely yet is grounded in wisdom and compassion. It's guiding you toward inner peace, encouraging you to create a safe emotional space for yourself and others, fostering bonds that provide support and nourishment.
As you progress, a surge of energy propels you forward. Your soul desires swift progress and the realization of your dreams. It urges you to take action promptly, embrace change, and remove obstacles. This dynamic energy motivates you to become the architect of your future, crafting it with intention and purpose.
Along this path, you meet a figure of passion and leadership. Your soul yearns for creative pursuits and influential endeavors. It craves the excitement of pursuing your passions with determination, not just for personal fulfillment but to make a significant impact. You're encouraged to step into your power, inspire others, and be the driving force behind your success.
The journey is not without its complexities. It introduces a multitude of choices and possibilities. Your soul's desires span emotional connections, stability, rapid progress, creative pursuits, and a world of opportunities. It reminds you to choose wisely and maintain clarity amidst the tempting options. While your soul explores various paths, discernment is key to aligning your energy effectively with your deepest aspirations.
In summary, my Pile 1's, your soul's current manifestation is a captivating journey through emotions, stability, progress, creativity, and endless possibilities. Embrace authenticity, cultivate meaningful connections, take purposeful action, fearlessly pursue your passions, and navigate the array of choices with discernment. By doing so, you'll align with your soul's profound message and create a future rich in emotional depth, meaningful connections, remarkable achievements, and a sense of purpose that resonates deeply within you.
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Pile 2
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Tarot Cards: The High Priestess, The Hierophant, Death (in reverse), Ace of Pentacles, The Devil
Hi my Pile 2's, let's delve into the captivating narrative of your soul's current manifestation journey! Within the recesses of your inner world, a profound journey unfolds. Your soul yearns to tap into its inner wisdom, embracing the profound mysteries residing deep within. This path invites you to trust your intuition and navigate life's complexities with newfound clarity.
As you journey forward, you encounter a vast reservoir of spiritual knowledge. Your soul seeks a deeper connection to the divine and a quest for greater meaning in life. It calls for you to explore your spiritual path, find guidance, and discover purpose through timeless teachings and rituals.
Amidst this transformation, you might encounter resistance, akin to an old skin reluctant to shed. Change may be met with hesitation or fear. Yet, this journey invites you to gently release what no longer serves you, understanding that discomfort is part of your growth process.
Imagine a fertile garden where your soul seeks stability and abundance in the physical realm. It strives to manifest aspirations in the material world, whether financial, health-related, or tied to material possessions. Seize opportunities and take practical steps to nurture your dreams.
Finally, picture yourself breaking free from invisible chains, letting go of self-imposed limitations. Your soul longs to liberate itself from patterns that hold you back, offering a journey of self-discovery and self-mastery.
In conclusion, my Pile 2's, your soul's current journey explores inner wisdom, spiritual connection, transformation, material abundance, and liberation from limitations. Embrace intuition, seek spiritual guidance, navigate change, ground your intentions, and liberate yourself. In doing so, you'll align with the profound message of this journey and shape a future filled with wisdom, purpose, growth, abundance, and freedom.
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Tarot Cards: Wheel of Fortune, 7 of Wands, 5 of Cups, The Hermit (in reverse), The Empress
Hi my Pile 3's, let's explore the fascinating journey of your soul's current manifestation! At the core of your soul's manifestation lies the ever-turning symbol of transformative phases in your life, where destiny takes center stage. Your soul seeks alignment with the cosmic rhythm, embracing life's cycles and the twists of fate. This period signifies shifts and opportunities, encouraging you to take control of your destiny.
As your soul's desires unfold, you're summoned to stand strong and resilient. Reflect unwavering courage in the face of challenges. Your soul manifests strength, pushing you to protect your beliefs and what's essential. Trust your abilities and assert your position confidently, knowing you have the inner fire to overcome obstacles.
Your soul's journey involves introspection and emotional healing. It signifies moments of loss and disappointment. Yet, it reminds you to focus on the blessings that remain. Your soul aims for wisdom, urging you to let go of the past and embrace the abundance that exists despite setbacks.
Emerging from solitude, your soul craves social connections and a deeper sense of purpose. It's manifesting a desire to share wisdom and inspire others. Your experiences can guide and enlighten those around you. Your path leads from introspection to becoming a beacon of inspiration.
The nurturing energy of abundant creativity is at the heart of your soul's manifestation. Your soul yearns for a deep connection with nature, a desire to nurture and create, and an appreciation for life's beauty. Embrace your creative pursuits, whether in art, relationships, or personal growth. You have the power to bring new experiences into existence.
In conclusion, my Pile 3's, your soul's current manifestation journey revolves around embracing destiny, summoning strength, finding blessings amidst challenges, sharing wisdom, and nurturing creativity. Align with these messages, and your future will be filled with growth, resilience, and abundant creativity.
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imarvelatthestars · 1 year
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Ner Kar'ta
Pairings: established Echo x Reader
Warnings: Echo has phantom limb pain. I made the executive decision to have his legs amputated to the knee. Some miscommunication, but it ends well.
Notes: Is Wrecker my Bad Batcher? Yes. Is Echo quickly taking over my heart? ...Also yes. I am Soft for him.
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You don't remember why you're awake, you only know that you're vaguely conscious and swimming in the dark of your room. Something shifts on the bed, heavy and foreign, and for a moment your sleep-hazed mind thinks there's an intruder, but then you hear the soft exhales of your lover, the shaky, unsteady trembling of his body radiating into the bed, and your anxiety stills for a moment before reigniting again.
"Echo?" Your voice is coarse from sleep and you still can't make out the shape of him until one of the lights on his headgear blinks. A yawn washes over you. "Mm. You okay?"
There's a moment where you think his breath catches, then, "I'm fine, cyare. Go back to sleep."
Sleep is calling out to you. Your eyelids are heavy and you can feel crusties in the corners of your eyes still. The blankets are perfectly warm enough, everything is just right for you to simply slip into a dream and Maker do you want to, but... it's just not the same if Echo's not lying next to you. And truth be told, you miss him even when you're sleeping.
So you worm your way across the bed to curl up around his body like a lothcat, your head near his hip and your torso curved around his backside so the rest of your body balls up and nestles into his other thigh. You could fall asleep like this. For a moment, you almost do. His body heat is radiating through his sleepwear and yours, and there's a gentle movement to the bed that's enough to lull you into unconsciousness like you're a youngling all over again.
But something bristles uncomfortably in the back of your mind. Because Echo's not talking to you, not touching you like he usually does when you snuggle. He's rigid and unmoving, except for the jostling of his leg.
Suddenly the world is in perfect focus, screaming into clarity as you rocket from your daze to full, attentive consciousness. You're scrambling into a sitting position and it's tossing Echo around a bit as your knees dip into the mattress, but he doesn't say anything, doesn't make to stop you. This is wrong.
"Echo?" You grasp at his shoulder, gentle but worried. "Love? What's wrong?"
He shakes his head, but he doesn't look at you. Something is very wrong.
"It's nothing, I... can't sleep."
You lean into him, take his chin in your hand to turn him toward you, even though you can't really see him, and you feel how tense his jaw is. He'll break a tooth if he clenches much harder. Your hand wanders down to his thigh, soothing over the muscle until you realize he's got a hand there too. It's pressed into the space just above his knee, kneading the muscles with enough force that you know it hurts. But you also know it can't hurt much more than whatever pain he's already in.
"Cyare," you chide, but there's not much bite to it. You're more worried than upset with him for trying to hide this. "How can I help?"
You both know there's nothing you can really do. This phantom limb syndrome, as the medics have termed it, is as perplexing to them as it is to Echo. They still can't figure it out, how to stop it, how to ease his suffering, and you know that's not their fault. The medics have done their best to help him, but it doesn't quiet the rage that simmers low in your gut every time the man you love is doubled over with pain.
"Stay," he grits.
"Always," you promise as you settle yourself behind him, one arm draped loosely up and over the shoulder to settle on his collarbone. Your other hand stays on his thigh and rubs gentle strokes over the trembling expanse of his muscle.
You stay like that until the pain subsides, until the frantic thumping of his heartbeat stops pounding into your skin, until your knees are stiff from kneeling and your lower back twinges a bit at the awkward position, until your love finally sighs and slumps back into you. He's exhausted now and some of your own fatigue has started to creep back in and whisper in the back of your mind.
"Come back to bed."
That's all it takes for your trooper to settle in beside you. You let him maneuver himself however is comfortable for him, although if he let you you'd absolutely wrap your every limb around him and never let go, bury yourself in his scent and warmth and the wiry strength of his arms until the world went away, until it was just the two of you. But his nose resting in the curve of your shoulder, his breath stirring your hair, a scomp on your waist, and a leg between yours will do nicely.
You're already drifting off when you reach blindly for his scomp arm, nearly knocking him off in your confusion. The metal is cool against your lips when you kiss it.
"Mm, love you," you manage between sleepy mewls.
The breath in your hair and on your neck stutters. Then comes the sound of your name, deep and rough in Echo's throat. You sigh happily and give his scomp another kiss.
"Love all of- oh," you yawn, "all of you." And then you're cuddling it like it's some plush tooka doll and you're five years old, pulling his arm over your shoulder so you can tuck the tip between the pillow and your cheek and nuzzle your nose against the base. "Doesn't feel right t' sleep without you."
His voice rumbles to life at your back. "You're too good t' me."
A snore jolts out of you, snapping your head up to attention for a moment as you try to stay awake just a bit longer, just for him. "Uh uh. Not good 'nough. F'r you."
A final thought passes through your brain then. My Echo.
His voice draws you out of the darkness. You're not sure if it's been two seconds or two hours, but you mumble into some sort of awakened state at his beckoning.
"Cyar'ika?"
Your brain wavers between awake and asleep for a few long moments. Echo or sleep? Echo? ....Or sleep? Both sound good. Sleep sounds better right now.
"Mm." It's little more than a graceless grunt, a little grumpy on the fringes.
The lukewarm metal pressed into your face shifts and you grumble in frustration as it starts to disappear. "Stop... Lemme slee-...." Your mouth is too tired to work properly. And then you fall back asleep for a breath, only to be jostled back awake by the sound of your snoring. "Shuddup."
"Cyar'ika?" he says again, and you turn over a little to look at him better. You can only see the lights on his headpiece.
"What?"
Echo chuckles softly. His nose rubs up against your cheek. "You really mean it?"
The fuck is he talking about? Sleep is tugging at you and you're fighting it with everything you have just for him to start talking nonsense?
"Mean what?"
His kiss on your cheekbone soothes your irritation a hair. "I'm yours?"
You deadpan. "Oh. Mm, yeah, honey," and you turn back onto your side so you can finally get back to sleeping.
Someone snores again. Annoying. The shape of a scomp arm is carving itself into the side of your face. The warmth at your back shifts, it breathes and trembles a little, and then a hand slides over the crown of your head.
"Marry me."
You're nodding as if the words buzzing in your ears make any sense. "Mhm."
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"You okay?"
Wrecker's voice is gruff, but soft, curious. It snaps you out of your head and you look around for a second, blinking in confusion until you finally realize where you are and who you're with. Your gaze shifts to the floor.
"Oh. Yeah, I'm fine."
Except you're not, and neither is Echo. He's been acting strange for almost the entire day. He woke up like normal, stiff and grumpy and tenderly affectionate like he always is, but then something had changed between you stumbling out of bed for a shower and him getting his morning kaf. He wasn't looking you in the eyes, he was avoiding your touch, and you still can't figure out why.
Wrecker scratches at the back of his neck and exhales a shaky kind of laugh. "You sure? 'cause usually Hunter has ta peel the two of you off each other. And you look sad. And so does Echo."
It surprises you sometimes just how observant the rest of the Batch can be and especially Wreck. But he's right.
You glance at the extended gangplank and what little snippets of the outside world you can see - a landing platform, some droids, sunlight curving around the shape of a clone's shoulders and casting his shadow on the ground. It looks like Hunter. Great, because what you really want right now is for someone else to be privy to whatever stupid thing you've done to upset your lover.
"I think he just woke up on the wrong side of the bed."
But as you shoulder your way around the big guy and start down the ramp, your mind flashes back to the previous night. The way Echo had been shaking, your hand on his thigh, his scomp under your cheek when you fell asleep, the sweet nothings whispered in your ear. Except you don't remember any sweet nothings. You remember cyar'ika and I'm yours and... marry me. Electricity goes sparking up your spine, your eyes goes wide, you swear your heart stops beating and your lungs forget how to function.
He asked you to marry him. Echo asked you to marry him. All those years spent missing him when he was on Skako Minor, the overwhelming joy when Rex told you he was still alive, the moment you first reunited with him, crying and shaking and refusing to let go, all of it had led you to this moment. A promise, a vow to be shared with the only person who really mattered in the whole wide universe and you were half asleep when he finally popped the question. Something stings along your waterline as your eyes go misty because you don't even remember your answer. You would be a fool to say no, you would never say no in your right kriffing mind. But maybe you did? Maybe that's why Echo's been off the whole day?
You go stumbling out of the ship like a drunk, twisting and turning around in a wild attempt to find Echo's face among the chaos littering the landing platform. You see Tech performing a diagnostic on one of the wings, Hunter chatting with a reg, Crosshair lurking in the shadows of a stack of crates and chewing on a toothpick, but no Echo. Your stomach suddenly cramps up; you're going to be sick if you can't find him.
"Echo?" you yelp. It's a little embarrassing how panicked you sound, all sick with worry like a little youngling. You scurry over to Hunter. "Where's Echo?"
He frowns. "What's wrong?"
Maker, will people just stop asking you questions? "Where is he?"
You can only imagine what Hunter sees when he looks into your eyes, but whatever it is seems to be enough to grant your request. He tilts his head so his chin is pointing to the opposite side of the ship. "He's helping Tech with repairs-"
You almost lose your balance tripping over your own feet, then the gangplank, then a spare droid frantically trying to wheel out of your way. It's all a blur for a few seconds until you scramble underneath the Marauder's wing and there he is - one knee bent, his good arm braced against the hull of the ship and his scomp attached to a port. His brow is furrowed and damp with sweat. He looks tired. But he's there.
"Echo."
When he looks at you, it's like the rest of the galaxy melts away. His expression is strained, but it still lights up when he sees you, even if only slightly.
"Cyare," he sighs. "What-"
Your feet have carried you to his side before you can even register it. "I love you," you say as your palm lifts to cup his cheek. And as Echo tilts his head back to look at you properly, his eyes go big and soft and it grips you by the heart like he always has, ever since the first day you met him. "Of course I'll marry you. If you still want me?"
The scomp clicks when it unlocks from the port. He's fast on his feet, one arm still braced against the hull of the ship to keep him balanced as he stands, but then he's on you, pressing a kiss to your lips and your cheeks and your eyes, humming and rumbling into your skin while you sigh and giggle against him.
"Ner kar'ta."
"Uh-uh," you say as you shake your head. "You're my heart. Always."
Your hand presses flat against his chest, tucked into the spot just beside his heart where a blue handprint once marked his armor. That was a long time ago. Much has changed since then, but you know this one thing has never changed and it never will. You will always love him and he will always love you.
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password-door-lock · 2 months
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“I don’t want to be away from you,” you sob, tensing under Saeran’s gentle touch as he reaches out to rub your arm. 
“You won’t be,” he assures you, voice thickening with emotion even as he does his best to maintain a calm tone. “Not really.” 
He pulls you close. You’re turned away from him, which is strange— normally, he’s the little spoon. That only makes you feel guilty, of course— Saeran came here to rescue you because you were lured into a trap, and now, here he is, chained to the wall, laying on the floor, and inexplicably comforting you. “Please think again,” you urge, trying to twist around and look at Saeran. “There has to be another way. I’ll come back for you, I promise. I’m— I’m not leaving you.” But even as you say it, you know exactly what his response is going to be. As devastated as you are, your judgment isn’t clouded enough to convince you that Saeran is going to change his mind. He's already made his decision, after all.
“You won’t have time,” Saeran reminds you. He plants a soft kiss behind your ear. “You and Saeyoung have to finish this. I’m less important.” It hurts your heart to think that he actually believes that— in your opinion, Saeran’s safety is more of a priority than the security of a thousand worlds or whatever justice might be done against a million exploitative agencies and a billion corrupt Prime Ministers. 
“I’m not leaving you,” you repeat, perhaps a bit petulantly. It feels wrong to just go along with what he’s telling you, regardless of the stakes. 
“No,” Saeran agrees, “Of course not. Your heart will always be with me. And mine will stay with you, too, hm? Even if I’m not here, you’ll always be able to hold onto my love deep inside. That’s my promise to you, my love. Whenever you need me, I’ll always be there.” 
You grab his hand, giving it an affectionate squeeze. You still refuse to believe that you’re actually leaving Saeran— of course, you’ll go along with his plan until you know for sure that Saeyoung is safe. You know that Vanderwood will probably need help getting Saeyoung out of here in his condition, and Saeran is absolutely correct that Rika’s plans will all fall through if she isn’t able to produce both twins. But that doesn’t mean that you have any serious intention of leaving Saeran in this place. Though you lack the information and the mental clarity to make any kind of concrete plan, you can be certain that this will not be the last day that you spend with him. “I love you,” you breathe. 
“Mmm,” Saeran hums. “I love you, too. I’ll always love you, my MC. My angel, my miracle. Even if our bodies won’t be together in the same place, and even if I never get to hear your voice again, I’ll stay with you all the time. Even if my existence ends… I’ll be by your side until the end of the world.” 
You sniffle. He’s wrong. He has to be wrong— you will do everything in your power to see to it that his existence does not end, that you and he stay physically together for as long as the universe will allow it. You refuse to let some selfish couple, a team of phony hackers, and a disgraced politician tear you and Saeran apart. But either way, you need him to know that you love him just as much as he loves you. “But even when the world ends, we’ll still be together in our hearts,” you promise, “I’ll keep holding onto you as long as I can, and then after that, as long as I exist, as long as I have thoughts in my head, I’ll be loving you. No matter what happens, no matter what those bastards take from us, they won’t ever be able to stop us from loving each other, you know? When the world ends and there’s nothing left but empty space, when we go back to the stars that we came from, the space dust that is me will still try its best to drift beside the space dust that is you. I mean it, Saeran. I’m not giving up on you.” You’re beginning to ramble a bit now, but hopefully you got your message across. 
“I don’t think the world is ending any time soon,” Saeran replies, “You’ll get to live a long life full of fun experiences— you won't be giving up on me if you let yourself have fun. I’ll be happy knowing you got to live on ordinary life, free from all the trouble that I've caused you. But I’ll look forward to living in the stars together, my love. You can tell me all about everything that happened since the last time that we met.”
“Saeran, baby,” you address him over your shoulder, “I will never, ever make you wait that long.” You refuse to allow the universe to separate you from this man.
He laughs, squeezes your hand and pulls you impossibly close. “I want to savor this moment with you. I’ll cherish it in my mind for as long as I can.” You can hear the tears in his voice, the passion with which he says those words. You can feel his love in the way he holds you, in the tender feeling of his skin against your own.
“We’ll make new memories,” you assure him, “Better ones, where we’re safe and free— even as space dust.” But as you said— you will never, ever make him wait that long. 
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sagezora · 9 months
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EARLY AUGUST ASTRO UPDATE 🌞
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(images left to right: temple, messages, beginnings)
take a deep breath and ask yourself what you need to see during this time and the rest of early August. which ever card you gravitate to has a message for you. take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. 🫶🏾
far left image: Temple
things may not be happening at the rate you want it to but you have to trust the process! trust your vision. You are constantly being inspired by the universe. Let the universe guide you. It has a plan for you and believe it or not you are on the right path. the journey you are currently only requires you to be disciplined. You may want to lean on unhealthy habits, be impulsive or over exert your energy. There is a need to be discerning, patient and embrace commitment. Continue to do the work and learn in preparation for whats to come. Perseverance is needed. Keep going after your dreams despite current challenges. You have the strength and determination to make it through. Keep the faith and have courage. Being persistent will help make your dreams come true. If you are dealing with anxiety or having a hard time grounding yourself, take time to connect with crystals or herbs. certain teas can help with soothing nerves. Taking some space and isolating for peace could also be very helpful for this group. The number 7 may be relevant to some.
middle image: Messages
you’re currently in an era of power change. you a ready to elevate. a lot has been removed from your life to make space for the new. take time for healing during this time. the past may be coming up in a lot of a ways to remind you that you still have a lot of learning and healing to go. it is time to commit to yourself and your healing journey. a lot of opportunities may be around for you but its hard to go after it when you are neglecting the work to heal inner wounds. i know dealing with emotions and the past is hard but its needed. its time to face certain situations. take time to find some balance in your life. Focus on the areas you have been avoiding. a lot of you may be going through your jupiter or saturn return. be open to making mistakes and learning from them. Some of you may be granted second chances to go after certain dreams and goals. Its time to be responsible for your own happiness, dreams and goals. let go of what isn’t realistic for you anymore. Stay true to yourself. Be honest with yourself there will be obstacles along this journey but the hard work will pay off in the end! Trust in your unique journey. share your experiences and gifts/talents with the world. Dont let pride or fear hold you back from connecting with others because there will be opportunities to interact with the public but you have to be open to it. Pay attention to signs for guidance! The number 5 may be relevant to some.
far right image: Beginnings
take time to connect with nature during this time period. animals can be very healing and nature could be very inspiring. time to approach things in a more simple way. go back to basics. even though theres alot of sudden changes going on( alot of these changes were eventually going to happen but you probably didnt give it much attention) please know that you are on the right path and everything is happening for a reason. theres a need to be challenged and pushed out of your comfort zone. it can be frustrating and scary but beneficial in the end. a lot of doors may be closing but new doors filled with new opportunities are opening. time to make a decision and act on it. embrace the new beginnings.
take time to envision the future you want for yourself. take note of your current environment. is it serving you? take time to declutter your space. you are in search of clarity but desperately need space and to remove yourself from chaos to see.
seeking support through your community would be very beneficial for you during this time. take time to express yourself with others you share the same mindset and interests as you. a great time to go to the movies with a friend, meet others at a concert, enjoy day parties, sports events etc. A great stress reliever ! some of you could be seeing 444 or 4444
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aortaobservatory · 9 months
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On Lunar Sway and Classpecting
-aortaObservatory
In my quest to analyze all of the potential classpects that make up Homestuck's Mythological Roles system, I've come to figure that Lunar Sway has an effect on a player's specific classpect as well. A Prospit dreaming Heir of Breath will be a drastically different character in some measures when compared to a Derse dreaming Heir of Breath.
While 144 different individual types of people is a very broad spectrum, people are still individual and unique outside of that. Lunar Sway provides another angle of variation to consider when classpecting, and determines the approach a player may take towards their aspect and their class.
A varied combination of these three may produce up to 288 different individual "types" of players.
Aspect is the force that is most important in a person's life, whether lacking or abundant, whether good or bad, whether they want it or not.
Class is the intended role of the player, and how they interact with or are shaped by their aspect, either actively or passively.
Lunar Sway is the worldview of the player, their perspective on life and the world around them.
To shift gears, so to speak, I also came to the conclusion that aspects and classes both fit into Lunar Sway categories themselves.
Derse
Derse Dreamers have personalities marked by a distinct and restless skepticism. Whatever their waking circumstances, chances are they will live in a state of dissatisfaction (LIFE, PAGE). Rebellion is in their blood, manifesting whether they are fighting back against a fascist dictatorship, or the most recent trend in casual footwear (RAGE). Derse Dreamers are cerebral and self-aware (SYLPH); they have a far better grasp on the landscape of their own minds than on the world around them, which they can find alienating and confusing (MIND). But as so much of their identity is built on control (MAID), they will do their utmost to hide any insecurities, often with false humility or self-deprecating humor. They may be inflexible and pessimistic, but they are also great problem solvers (MAGE), facing conflicts head-on with shrewd, calculating minds. They see one true path among an infinite snarl of wrong ones (LIGHT, SEER). They tend to be introverted, but if you win their trust Derse Dreamers are extremely powerful allies (BLOOD). However, they find sincere vulnerability difficult and will often keep people at arm's length (KNIGHT). Letting go and living in the moment is hard for a Derse Dreamer; they constantly look toward the future and analyze the past (TIME).
DERSE LEANING ASPECTS: Light, Blood, Time | Mind, Life, Rage
DERSE LEANING CLASSES: Mage, Knight, Sylph | Seer, Page, Maid
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Prospit
Marked by a flexible optimism, the personalities of Prospit Dreamers are reactive and intuitive. They naturally exist in the present, rather than look to the future or obsess over the past (SPACE). When making decisions Prospit Dreamers tend to rely on gut instinct and whatever emotions they are experiencing at the moment (BREATH). This makes them quick to act and reliable in a crisis, but it also can make them capricious (PRINCE). They have trouble thinking things through, and their feelings toward specific situations and decisions can change from day to day (WITCH). They solve problems with creativity rather than cold logic, often seeing multiple options with ease and clarity (VOID, ROGUE). Because they generally take things as they come, Prospit Dreamers are less rebellious than they are adaptable (THIEF)-instead of struggling against authority, they will find a way to coexist with it (HOPE, BARD). Possibly because they are so instinctual and flexible, they like having a defined set of rules-a safety net for their passionate lives (DOOM). Naturally trusting, they have trouble with deception or hiding their true selves, and will often worry about what others think of them (HEART). The self they project into the world is often not under their control (HEIR).
PROSPIT LEANING ASPECTS: Heart, Doom, Space | Void, Breath, Hope
PROSPIT LEANING CLASSES: Witch, Thief, Prince | Heir, Rogue, Bard
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Despite this binary sorting system, it isn't necessarily an automatic tell of Lunar Sway. Nepeta (Rogue of Heart), Eridan (Prince of Hope), and Dirk (Prince of Heart) were all Derse dreamers despite being of Prospit-leaning aspects and classes. Karkat (Knight of Blood), Terezi (Seer of Mind), and Jane (Maid of Life) were all Prospit dreamers despite being of Derse-leaning aspects and classes.
When classpecting, it is also important to consider that Lunar Sway and class may also obscure a player's true aspect. I suppose the more well-known term for this phenomenon is "ghosting", but what I intend to convey by this is that it goes deeper than that, and "ghosting" is not necessarily limited to the Prince/Bard destroyer classes. A player may "ghost" depending on the combination of Lunar Sway, class, and aspect.
To use a canon example, Gamzee was a Prospit dreaming Bard of Rage. His Lunar Sway (Prospit) and his class (Bard, Prospit-leaning) made him appear as a Hope player (Prospit-leaning), and obscured his true aspect, Rage (Derse-leaning).
To use myself as an example, I am a Derse dreaming Seer of Heart. Originally assigned Mind (Derse-leaning) as an aspect by the official TEZ True Sign quiz, I later came to the conclusion that my Lunar Sway (Derse) and my class (Seer, Derse-leaning) had obscured my true aspect, Heart (Prospit-leaning), on the surface level, which a quiz could not accurately or adequately decipher. My desire to know more about myself and about classpecting... culminated in this blog. But you might have figured that out already.
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mara-tevith-solo · 1 year
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Sing a Little Song For Me
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Part 13 of the drabble set already! sheesh!
Warnings: Mentions of past violence, mentions of past war and death, mentions of human Quaritch being a complete ass, doubt
Pairing: Eventual Colonel Miles Quaritch x Na’vi/Avatar f!reader/oc still not described
Words: 865
Rated 18+
Taglist:  @seashelldom @perseny @tinyfairies​ @kimqueenofhell​ @blueberry-thrawn​  @drinking-tea-and-be-obsessed​
"Why do you stare at an arrow as though it offended you?" Mo'at asked as she settled next to me, groaning with her old bones.
"It did offend me." I sniffed, holding it up so that I could study the shaft for the eighteenth time that hour.
"How did it do this?" She asked, trying to contain a chuckle.
I frowned as I held it upright, showing it off like it was trash "It should have sank into the enemy, right between his eyes." I tapped the spot I had aimed at with my finger maybe a little harder than I meant to, but at least it was on myself "It flew true until the last second, where it veered enough to hit the log behind him, just off his ear." I mimed how close it had gotten before glaring at it some more.
She sighed in understanding, taking the arrow from me gently "We trust Eywa to guide our arrows, yes?" I nodded, mutely watching and listening, curious as to where she was going with the lesson "The Great Mother did not want you to kill that man. Does he still live?" I nodded again, trying not to be disrespectful with my scowling. "Eywa has a purpose for him. His fate is not for you to decide."
"It was him, Mo'at. The man that destroyed Hometree, the man that tried to destroy the Tree of Souls. Back from the dead like a demon. Why would Mother want to save him?" I was trying so hard to not be disrespectful, but I couldn't wrap my head around why Eywa would want the bastard to live.
She sighed again, sounding bone tired "I do not know the Will of Eywa, I can only guess. Whatever her reasons, they are hers. She saved both you and Jake once. Was she wrong to?" I tucked my head at her words, knowing that she had a point and hating it. She hummed softly at my non-answer, chuckling softly to herself "Trust in Eywa in all things, Ani. She will make herself known when she means to."
It was my turn to sigh as I nodded, hanging my head a bit in submission to her wisdom. "I can't pretend to understand it, or even agree with it, but if Eywa wills it, than I suppose I just have to live with it." I frowned, spinning the arrow in my palm by the nock.
"A wise decision." She hummed with a knowing smile before standing from her seat "I imagine, we will all be very surprised when Her motives are clear."
"I already am."
"Have a blessed night, Ahni Rillee. Tomorrow will be long." She chortled as she left me sitting there, still twirling the arrow, feeling conflicted and a little bit frustrated. The frustration grew moment by moment, until even my clothing felt stifling against my skin. In the heat of the moment I sprung to my feet and made my way across camp to Thor, needing to be mostly alone, needing space to breath, needing guidance. He understood immediately, diving off the ledge with gusto as we plummeted towards the forest below for an eternity of seconds before he snapped his wings open and leveled us out. He didn't ask or comment on my upheaval, only enjoyed the open air with me as the Tree of Souls came closer and closer. He only rumbled as he set down, looking around to make sure it was safe before letting me off.
I wasted little more time making tsaheylu with the vines, letting the songs of those past settle the turmoil in my mind "Great Mother, I pray for guidance, I pray for peace, I pray for clarity on the path before me. You saved an evil man from my arrow, and I know enough to not question you, but I cannot help the concern and fear it has created in my heart." I spoke quickly as I closed my eyes, afraid that my words would choke me before they all tasted the open air, before life was breathed into them. I licked my lips before trying to steady my beating heart, trying to let the songs sooth the uncertainty. My vision from all those years ago faded into my sight, the soft rolling waves on the beach meeting my ears, the salt of the sea soothing my nose. Those unspoken words like a promise to my soul 'I'm so thankful that we all survived.'.
A presence settled over me like my Mother's hugs, warm and comforting and safe no matter what. I could feel myself relax as I sighed in comfort "Do not despair my child, and trust. All will be well before the end." Mo'at's voice echoed through my skull, or at least it sounded like Mo'at, there was a sort of double tone to it, and the accent was much thicker, but it was no less comforting. Thor only wondered if I was soothed as we made the return trip, rumbling happily when I answered in the affirmative. Sleep still didn't come that night, but at least my soul was more at ease with what was to come.  
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deerbornintuitive · 1 year
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Pick A Card: What opportunity is coming for you in the new year?
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Choose from A-D, left to right Let your intuition guide you in which card’s energy resonates with you. Do not second guess it! If you’re having trouble deciding: close your eyes, take a deep breath in and slowly exhale. Clear your mind. You can ask your Spirit Guides for assistance, if needed.
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PILE A
2 of Cups
This new year brings you the opportunity for new connections. You will have more space in your life for friendships, an important partnership, and/or romance. This is likely to come about because the relationship you have with yourself has improved. You can feel more balanced within and at one with your surroundings, which then aligns you with the right people for you! There’s joy to be shared, and you’re ready to open up. Your authenticity is a big theme for the year to come. At its deepest layer, this card represents nurturing yourself in a way that brings together your physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual aspects into One. You’re more likely to notice synchronicities and experience coincidences.
In long term relationships, this card is often a sign of upcoming engagement or marriage.
Affirmations: “I fill my cup, so I can share with others.” “I am deserving of positive relationships.” “It feels good to share my joy with others.” “I align with my authenticity.”
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Pile B
King of Swords
The new year brings you the opportunity to see and understand your goals with better clarity. You care about getting to the truth of things; this takes a brave person to do. Your mental energies are heightened, and problem solving skills more developed. You’re able to find a nice balance of logic and your intuition. You will find that often this year, you must feel the way as you go intuitively; you won’t always know the path before needing to proceed. But through it, you can be confident in your overall plan and in your skills. This card also has a great energy of leadership and strong communication. You will find with this opportunity that people look to you as an example of how to be. 
In romance, your standards have gotten higher. You require a mental connection and someone who is authentic in how they portray themselves. You no longer have time for mind games and shallow behavior.
Affirmations: “I look for the truth.” “Though the way isn’t always clear, I proceed with confidence in my abilities.” “I balance logic and intuition.”
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Pile C
Queen of Pentacles
The new year brings you the opportunity for stability and growth. This is a very down-to-Earth energy, with a strong connection to nature. You’re moving into a more self-assured era of your life. You will be able to feel less concerned about others and what they think. Instead, you make the decision to prioritize your journey and self care. In this new year, you manifest success by using what resources are already available to you. You’re crafty and can find opportunities to make money in unexpected places. This card has an entrepreneurial energy. Additionally, it’s likely that someone will need your help, now that you have gotten yourself more secure. Do what you can, but be careful that you don’t throw yourself off balance by giving too much.
In romance, you show subtle signs of interest, but let your partner come to you. Be picky in who you give your heart to.
Affirmations: “I listen to and fulfill my needs.” “I trust my ability to make the right decisions.” “I attract abundance.” “I find ways to succeed in unexpected places.” “I give my care and compassion without sacrificing my energy.”
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Pile D
Strength
The new year brings you the opportunity for finding and embodying your inner power. This likely takes the form of a challenge or obstacle that you’re meant to overcome, in order to discover your full potential. People will underestimate you, but don’t let them get into your head. You have a quiet strength, and your power is unexpected, but you haven’t fully realized it yet. Perhaps this year, you’ve finally had enough, or perhaps things just finally click into place. Remember that finding your sense of center will be a key step in seeing this opportunity through. Remain compassionate with yourself in your journey. Move forward with courage, and you will experience your inner flame growing in the year to come. 
In romance, this card represents lust. If you’re hoping for things to get steamy, this is a great sign. However, if you’re looking for commitment, this is not the best omen.
Affirmations: “I am capable of more than I have realized yet.” “I center myself.” “I remain centered in chaos and conflict.” “I am conquering my fears.” “I am compassionate with myself.” “I am a powerful force.”
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queerpumpkinnn · 1 year
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Kinktober 29th: Sensory Appeal
aka blindfolds with Tom Riddle
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Summary: Though skeptical at first, Tom takes an ardent liking to your suggestion.
Pairing: Tom Riddle x reader
Warnings: cunnilingus, reader is blindfolded
While reading, I recommend you listen to the altar is my hips - a Spotify playlist by me!
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"Why would you want to do that?"
His smooth, even tone betrayed the confusion in his voice, even if it was just barely peeking through. A single brow was arched, and dark, consuming eyes examining you, searching for an explanation, for understanding.
You shrug. "Because it's exciting, I guess. I don't know what you're going to do until I feel you doing it. Keeps me on my toes."
Something in Tom's eyes changes, skepticism replaced with clarity. "Is that so?"
You nod, shifting on the bed. "It's a sensory appeal too. If I can't see, I can hear and feel better. Deprivation of one sense makes me focus on my other senses."
By the time you'd finished, Tom's already dark eyes were lidded and lust-blown. "Put it on."
His words, though soft, were no less clear and no less decisive. You reached for the silk fabric, laid out on the bed beforehand, and pulled it over your eyes. Your vision went dark and your hands worked to secure it at the back of your head. When you were finished, you placed your hands on your lap, waiting for instruction.
You sat in silence for a moment, and just as you were about to call out for him, you felt fingertips brush against your shoulder.
"Lay down." He murmured. His voice was low and breath fanned the shell of your ear. You adjusted yourself into the position of choice, slowly, feeling out where the edge of the bed was when he gently tugged your ankles to pull you until you were laid the way he needed.
Again, you were waiting. Waiting, sitting, until again, his fingertips ghosted along your skin. This time it was your knees, previously bared to him. Tom's movements were slow, methodical, observant. He trailed up, to your thighs, over your hips, then back down. You sucked in a breath through your teeth as his thumbs stroked over the inner tops of your thighs.
"Tom, please..." You sighed, stifling the urge to roll your hips up in search of his hands.
"Patience." Was all he said, hands reaching to find the hem of your shirt, pulling slowly until it was over your head. Soft lips found your shoulder, collarbone, neck. It took you by surprise when Tom's mouth was on yours, kissing you deeply and slowly. You savored the taste of him, the delicate touch of his shaking hands on your waist saying that he was restraining himself for your sake.
You pulled a hand to his hair to hold him to you, tousling his strategically manicured locks into a look that part of you wished you could see. A very soft moan came from Tom's lips into your mouth- you could have came from the sound alone. You felt his weight shift, scooting down off the bed. His hands remained on your waist, trailing to your thighs.
A firm kiss right to your clothed core had your back arching and lungs sucking in a silent gasp. You felt him smirk against you before continuing to kiss and lick at you. Your hands traveled to find his, one hand in his hair and the other on his hand.
His hands moved up, fingers hooking into the sides of your underwear and dragging down until it fell from your ankles. Tom pushed your legs apart and sat for a moment- the anticipation nearly had you shaking. You jumped a little when his tongue licked a languid stripe up your slit, collecting your slick. His almost graceful demeanor was an electrifying contrast to the lewd noises coming from between your legs, which were beginning to close around him.
Tom gave a hum of satisfaction on your clit, sending hot waves of pleasure thrashing in your belly. His movements were fluid and earnest and hot. He pulled your legs over his shoulders, making it easier for you to hold him in, ankles locking over the space between his shoulder blades. Without being able to see him, you were all the more in need of feeling him more, a tiny part of you scared that he'd pull away and you wouldn't be able to find him again.
Waves of pleasure were washing over you ceaselessly thanks to his skilled tongue working you towards your high. Your mouth fell open in breathy moans and sighs. When it hit you, you fell silent for a moment when the initial high broke over you. Your mouth fell agape until you finally cried out in pleasure, hips rolling weakly to ride out your orgasm.
"You should taste yourself." Tom remarked, breathless. You reached for him, grasping for air before he held your wrist. You heard the ghost of a chuckle from him and it warmed your heart. You hooked a finger in the collar of his shirt, pulling him forward so that you might kiss him, fulfilling his suggestion. He groaned at your actions, hands cupping your face gently.
Tom's hands soon trailed to the back of your head, undoing the knotted fabric with ease. Though the light was dim in the room, it was bright to your eyes, and you had to blink a few times before focusing on his face. His gorgeous face, with striking eyes that bore right into you. His hair, as you'd predicted and better than you imagined, was ruffled. His lips were swollen and red and shining with your wetness and spit. You couldn't help but kiss him again, though chaste and sweet this time. Suddenly an idea popped into your brain, etching a smile on your face.
"Your turn."
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“Embrace the Power of Night Affirmations for Manifestation Magic"
*** Embrace the Power of Night Affirmations for Manifestation Magic***
In the quiet stillness of the night, there exists a world of endless possibilities waiting to be tapped into. It's a time when the hustle and bustle of the day gives way to a peaceful serenity, and our subconscious minds become more receptive to positive influences. This is where the magic of night affirmations comes into play in the journey of manifestation.
Affirmations are powerful tools that can reshape your reality by rewiring your thought patterns and beliefs. But when you combine them with the mystical energy of the night, they become even more potent.
The Night as a Blank Canvas
Imagine the night as a blank canvas, where you hold the brush to paint your dreams and desires. Night affirmations are your colors, and each word you utter is a stroke of creativity. As the world sleeps, you're awake, forging a connection with the universe to manifest your deepest desires.
Silence and Clarity
The night offers unparalleled silence and clarity. In the daytime, we're often bombarded by external distractions and our own internal chatter. But at night, as the world falls asleep, your mind becomes more focused, receptive, and attuned to your innermost desires. It's the perfect backdrop for your affirmations.
Creating a Sacred Ritual
To harness the true power of night affirmations, make it a sacred ritual. Find a quiet space, light a candle, and settle into a comfortable position. Close your eyes and take deep breaths to clear your mind. Feel the energy of the night envelop you. Then, start reciting your affirmations.
Start with "I am" statements. For instance, "I am worthy of all the love and abundance the universe has to offer." Keep your affirmations positive, in the present tense, and be specific about what you want to manifest.
The Power of Repetition
Repetition is key when it comes to affirmations. By repeating your affirmations nightly, you're embedding them into your subconscious. This continuous reinforcement creates a mental blueprint that guides your thoughts, decisions, and actions during the day.
Dream Integration
The night also plays a crucial role in integrating your affirmations into your dreams. As you sleep, your subconscious mind continues to process the affirmations you've recited, shaping your dreams and visions. This can provide valuable insights and guidance on your journey towards manifestation.
A Spark of Inspiration
The night is often associated with a sense of mystery and magic. By incorporating night affirmations into your manifestation journey, you invite that very magic into your life. As you gaze at the stars or the moon, you connect with the vast cosmos, igniting a spark of inspiration that propels you forward.
The Morning Revelation
One of the most beautiful aspects of night affirmations is the revelation that comes with the morning light. As you wake up, you carry the energy and intention of your affirmations with you into the day. The clarity of the night transforms into a bright, guiding light for your daily actions.
The Universe Listens
The universe is always listening, and your night affirmations act as a direct line of communication. Your intentions are sent out into the cosmos, and the universe conspires to make them a reality. Trust in the process, and watch as your desires manifest in ways you could have never imagined.
In Conclusion
Night affirmations are the bridge between your conscious and subconscious mind, and the key to unlocking the doors of manifestation. Embrace the serenity of the night, speak your desires into existence, and watch as your dreams come to life. As you practice this nightly ritual, remember that you are a co-creator of your reality, and the universe is ready to conspire in your favor. Night affirmations are your secret weapon in the journey of manifestation, and the magic they hold is waiting for you to embrace. Sweet dreams, and may your nights be filled with the manifestation of your wildest dreams.
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crowleywasagryffindor · 10 months
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So I was storyboarding and then I got a scene in my head and then I wrote it and now I'm not sure if it's going to be worked into the WIP after all, or started as idea # 6 but I'd love any thoughts on this?
TW for Buck in a bad mental state finally losing his shit and violence (but only against an inanimate object)
"Buck, stop!"
Buck pauses, one hand on the doorknob of the open door, one step away from leaving, from giving Eddie freedom, away from him. He shouldn't - he should keep walking, not look back, because Eddie doesn't need to be brought down by him anymore, burdened by him, but-
"What are you afraid of?"
"Eddie…"
"No, tell me. You need to tell me." He can hear the tremble in the words, somewhere hidden under the frustration and pain. "You need to tell me, Buck. Because if you're gonna walk out right now, leave me, leave Christopher, I need to know - please."
"My door will never be closed to Christopher, never!"
Buck snaps, an inferno of sudden rage burning through him at the suggestion, the implication, that he would ever abandon Chris. He's crowding into Eddie's space in seconds, pushing forward against Eddie's retreat, only stopping when the man punches out a pained breath as his back hits the wall.
It happens so fast - he doesn't even register the action before pain blossoms through the knuckles of his right hand which is, within seconds, buried in the wall - and it's barely a foot away from the side of Eddie's head.
His left hand is braced on the wall on the other side, the height difference between them noticeable in the way he has to look slightly down to stare into Eddie's wide eyes, his gaze flicking over him - the way Eddie's hands have hit the wall, palms first on either side of his waist as though he's anchoring himself to it, fighting himself--
"I would never abandon him. That's on you, Eddie." He growls out, the raging fire dying off as his voice lowers to a broken, desperate whisper. "That's on you."
He knows, he knows, Eddie's afraid - and why wouldn't he be? This Buck is dangerous, untethered - despite the conscious decision to put a hole in the wall instead of taking the title - and he should stop, but he just - he just can't, he knows too much, he feels too much, and it's terrifying but he was willing to be terrified, to be scared, and Eddie wasn't, but he let Buck believe that-
No. He can't dwell on what was, what they nearly had. He needs to get out, get away from Eddie, get away from - everything. That is the thought that finally makes him relax the muscles in his fist, ignoring the way his skin tears as he rips his hand out of the new hole in the wall. Strangely enough, the pain of it grounds him for a moment, settles his rage-
That moment of clarity just breaks something free within him, and his brain whispers, Fuck it, just say it.
"What am I afraid of?" Buck finally breathes, a humorless laugh bubbling up as he brings trembling fingers to Eddie's jawline, tracing over it as blood runs down his arm from the torn skin on his knuckles and hand. To his credit, Eddie doesn't flinch away, barely even reacts. "Everything, Eddie. Everything,"
He punctuates the last word with a sudden, harsh slam of both hands against the wall, his frustration breaking free again, though this time to a lesser degree. Eddie does flinch this time, and it's so out of character that for a moment he feels guilty, his fingers clenching against the wall, seeking control over himself - but then all the pent up feelings rush back, and he's speaking before he even knows it, looming over Eddie with barely a breath of space between them as the words finally, finally, break free.
"I'm scared of losing you. I'm scared of not losing you. And I'm scared - I'm scared, Eddie - " He pauses, rationality trying to break through, trying to hold the words back. Rationality loses. "I'm terrified that I'm going to walk out of here - walk out of your life forever - and never, never, feel for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you."
"Buck…" Buck listens to the way Eddie's voice hitches, watches as the emotion flits through his eyes, the walls drop away to show his fear, his terror at the idea. "Buck, I- I can't - "
"Then there's your answer." Buck whispers, and he knows that the expression on Eddie's face is him watching the light in Buck's eyes die, shuttered behind the same brick wall Eddie taught him to build.
He stays for a moment more, silence filling the room as he takes one more moment to just look - to take all of Eddie in, his Eddie, just for a moment.
Then he turns on his heel and walks out of the door, leaving everything he knows, everything he loves, his lifeline - behind.
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thealchemistbae · 2 years
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PAC: How To Overcome Your Obstacles & Win In Life ? 🔗
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Hello, my Alchemist Babes 💗 This pick a card reading is going to tell you how you can best overcome your obstacles and win in life. Also, keep in mind that this is a COLLECTIVE reading so it may or may not be for you. Anyways, I’m The Alchemist Bae and I am an experienced intuitive tarot reader that provides the upmost guidance/clarity to those who need it. I don’t sugarcoat and with my Mercury in Aries; I am very direct and straightforward. I am NOT responsible for any actions you take from my readings whether they are pick a card readings or personal readings. You have free will and are accountable for your own decisions/actions.
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Cards Pulled: Two of cups, two of coins, ten of wands rx, queen of cups, four of cups, the hanged man.
🔗: Let go of that burden. Let go of all those things that keep holding you down. It’s too much weight ; you can’t do it all by yourself babes. I know you have a hard time trusting people and you just rather go at things alone but be open to help from others. You don’t have to struggle alone, you don’t have to go through all of these obstacles alone. Seek to those who love and care for you. Find BALANCE. You are trying to take on too much maybe because you feel like you are running out of time but you aren’t. Everything is happening for you at the right time, place. Live as you are going to live for a long time and not as if you are going to die tomorrow. You need to tap more into your heart space and trust that what is meant for you will always make it’s way to you. Be open to loving you and accepting love from others. You are too hooked onto what isn’t happening for you and not truly appreciating everything that is in front of you. You have to stop thinking so negatively, and start viewing things from a different perspective. Life is truly what you make it. You just have to learn to let it all go. You hold onto your pain and trauma so much… Let it go babes. Shift your mindset and you will start to see how everything changes. You need to focus on you. You can’t be worried about the whole world when you don’t have yourself together. When are you going to put you first ? When are you going to admit that YOU MATTER ? You matter love. You always have. But you have to see that for yourself. If you want to win, you have to STOP being your worst enemy. You have to stop thinking that bad things will always happen to you. Yes things have happened to you but realistically, it didn’t break you. It may have left some scars but you are still standing and that just shows how strong you are. I have faith in you but it’s time for you to have faith in yourself. Learn to surrender and let go. You are not alone though you may feel that way. Look beyond what you see in the 3D. Your angels, ancestors and guides have been with you every step of the way. Keep pushing 💕
Signs: 444, 22, balance , partnerships, Y, J, M, R, A, baggage, overwhelmed.
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Cards Pulled: Eight of cups, ace of wands, the sun, knight of swords, death, six of cups.
🔗: Why you can’t walk away ? Why do you constantly stay around in situations and be around people that are hurting you ? You are holding onto what things could’ve been rather than accepting things for what they are. I know it hurts because you viewed things in a different light ; holding onto that hope that maybe one day..or the what ifs but in reality you know that you were already shown what it truly is. Walk away. I know you don’t do well with letting things go. I know you don’t do well with forming connections , just to have to leave them behind and start all over again. But you can’t fear change if you want to win. You have to embrace it. Changes are necessary for you to grow… for your soul to evolve. You are doing yourself a disservice by sticking around and letting people and things outside of you dictate how your story ends. It’s time to start finding yo passion. Reconnect with yourself and see what it is that you absolutely love. Some of you are very creative beings and I’m sure you have a lot of talents that you can show the world. Do it. But sticking around dead situations will kill your dreams quick. You have to be strong enough to walk away, to go after what you truly want. You’re too busy helping others live their dream and you are avoiding living yours. You have to value yourself better than that. You have to find your light. It may have been dim so many times that you truly forgot who tf you are. Endings have to happen so that you can experience new beginnings. Stop focusing on the past because you will continue to relive it. Start being in the present moment. Focus on what you can do NOW to start winning in life and stop focusing on all the things you didn’t do in the past. Let them go. You know it’s time. You know that it’s destroying your spirit. While you still have some of that light , some of that faith .. take action now. Because once it diminishes .. you will have a harder time getting out of that rut. Don’t stay stuck , fight through this. It hurts but staying stuck will make it continue to hurt ; walking away will allow you to heal and the pain is temporary. Which one would you rather choose , temporary pain or prolonging permanent pain ? The choice is yours but hopefully you make the right one. ☝️
Signs: 238, 66, sunflower, I, E, H, S, C, endings, new beginnings, planting seeds.
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Cards Pulled: Queen of coins, seven of swords, death, page of cups rx, knight of wands, the magician.
🔗: Doubting yourself again ? Stop deceiving yourself. It’s time to face the truth about your life and who you are. You know you are something so much greater than what you claim yourself to be now. Stop doubting your potential especially when there is magic within you. You are a powerful manifestor, you have everything you need within you to change your circumstances. But you keep lying to yourself. You keep downplaying your potential. You keep finding flaws or reasonings on why you can’t do something in life. You know the power is in you. Use it. It’s time to grow up. I’m seeing some immaturity here in certain aspects of your life. I know you might be scared to grow up because it brings so much pressure and responsibility but it’s time to tackle them and stop running from it. It’s time to put on your big boy/girl pants and get to work. Start nurturing and valuing yourself. Embrace these changes that are happening because it’s molding you into someone successful. It’s molding you into someone powerful. You have the power to create whatever it is that you want. You can move mountains if you wanted to so stop playing yourself. Stop expecting and accepting the bare minimum. Stop playing small, you got to be thinking BIG. I just wish you can truly see how special and amazing you are. I wish one day you will see your light. I wish one day you will see how powerful you are. But it doesn’t matter if everybody can see. Because if you don’t see it ; it won’t blossom to its full potential. It’s time to come up with a strategy , some type of plan to win in life. To overcome these obstacles, you have to be strategic. Embrace the person you are becoming, follow your passions and CREATE. Let that spark ⚡️ within you burst. I’m so excited to see what you will put out into the world. I’ll be waiting ; good luck 🍀
Signs: 1111, 44, 777, manifestation, clover, money, magic, synchronicities, C,T,H,Y,S,G,K
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