#tw hyperventilation | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

eunoiaaaivy · 1 year

Text

ღ....lifeline?

-cw: angst, character death, blood, unknown illness, unrequited love, short like me, mention of nightmares and crying, hyperventilating.

a/n: probs don't know abt this one. it's not really angsty.

he misses you. he misses your smiles, your laugh, the way your face would crinkle when you're happy. he just misses everything about you. he misses the way you would start a small banter with him, huffing when he calls you short. he misses ice cream on sundays with you. he misses everything related to you.

as he stares in the dark, the ceiling is what he is met with, mocking him with memories he's chasing. he could hear your laugh, despite the tick of the clock being loud. he could feel your presence hugging him from behind, even in the cold air of nothing. he could feel you. another sleepless night without you.

wasn't he stupid? why did he do that to you? why did he do that? just why? with the chasing of memories, he encounters what's there to be encountered. memories of flashing lights, the loud bustling crowd and the touching of skins, the memory of you in a cute dress, a confession remained in the air as he didn't say anything. and right then and there, the night he hates the most. because it was the last time you ever talked to each other. you lost contact, sweet moments and memories yet to be made.

it was only until he saw you at the vending machine, a shocked look on your face as you saw him. he recalls, the look he gave you was nothing of an accepted confession. it was a foreign, blank look as he no longer held warmth for you. as you reached out for him, he was met with the walls and ceilings of his bedroom as he realized it was a dream. his rushed breathing and ragged breath could be heard in the air as he tries to stabilize himself. the memory of you reaching out breaking into a thousand shards of glass as the realization eats him alive. before waking up, a flash was scene, there in all your glory, blood dripping from your nose as only a few seconds later you were met with the sound of gurgling blood out of your mouth, and as you looked at his eyes one last time, you collapsed on the floor.

and as he regains his breathing, he cries. he cries at the realization that you confessed knowing that your lifeline was going to end soon. he cries as he realized those memories eat him at night, taunting him for the things he's done to you. for treating you as such. for the lifeline that was taken away from you as he realizes that he loves you. he could remember faintly of the scene, ambulance blaring and teachers panicking, he stood there clueless. until your brother came and grabbed his collar, declaring the love you had for him was pure and unjudged, that your intentions were clear as daylight and your bright lovely heart has now dimmed like the moon on a long night.

he cries in anguish as you no longer breath. out of every day that he could've met you properly, why should've it been in your funeral, as he gazes through the area, the sobbing of your mother can be heard and the woes of your father loud and clear. the dullness of your siblings can be seen and the bright smile of yours in a picture frame in the middle of the center.

he realized, then and there that you died feeling alone. despite the friends and family, he knew you felt alone. as clear as the day and as dark as the night, you were no longer here. a brazen fool is what he calls himself as the pictures of you and him no longer feel special. and as the memories come flooding in once again on a peaceful night, he lets himself drown in them. he drowns his woes and sorrows in them as he is no longer met with a beating heartbeat. your lifeline has ended.

CLAUDE (WMMAP), AOMINE, SASUKE, ITACHI, KAKASHI, obito, dion, DILUC, kaeya, jean, eren, MIKEY, HANMA, ran, rindou, KAGEYAMA, TSUKISHIMA, kuroo, connie, hyuga junpei, NEJI, SEIJURO AKASHI, akashi keiji (?), IZEK, ERGI, sanemi, tengen, BAKUGOU, shinsou, aizawa, MEGUMI, TBH JUST ANYONE LOL I WANTED TO BE DRAMATIC. :DDDDD

©eunoiaaaivy || 2023

104 notes · View notes

hana-no-seiiki · 10 months

Text

FLIRTY! READER: *through text* Wanna be my boyfriend?

YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY: *does a little happy dance*

YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY: *twerks in front of his shrine of you*

YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY: *removes all of his angsty taylor swift/olivia rodrigo songs from his playlist to add lovey dovey ones*

YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY: *changes your names on all his social medias/phones to “my one and only”*

YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY: *informs his parents for their blessings in case of a wedding while planning out how to get some from yours*

YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY: *plans a wedding*

YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY: *and the names of your future children and/or pets*

YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY: *plans out your shared bedroom space and basically every interior design of every room*

YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY: *is yelling out every single sappy love song out there as he answers your text*

ALSO YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY(FRIEND): k.

FLIRTY! READER: cool.

FLIRTY! READER: so can i breed you now or…?

YANDERE/TSUNDERE! PRETTY BOY(FRIEND): I will murder you.

#hns.amir #again #literally me #i be panicking and hyperventilating and singing in joy at the same time #yandere #yandere x reader #yandere imagine #yandere quotes #yandere x you #yandere oc #yandere fic #yandere original character #yandere core #tw yandere #tsundere #yandere boyfriend

2K notes · View notes

untetheredsymphony · 2 months

Text

okay but when whumpee is self destructive and it gets really bad and caretaker becomes distressed and they panic call for an ambulance 👌👌👌

#comet’s prompts #comet’s tales #tw emotional whump #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #whump trope #whump #whumpblr #whump tropes #whump writing #whump prompt #This is not fun irl but in fiction? On my knees. I wish someone cared for me that much.#whumpee #caretaker #like imagine caretaker’s hyperventilating

134 notes · View notes

call-me-a-simp · 1 year

Note

can’t wait for part 18 !!!!!

Heal My Wounds

Your Ex's Friend (part 18)

Rhea Ripley x Reader / Damian Priest x Reader

Tw: physical and sexual abuse, toxic relationship, selfharm, eating disorder, panic attacks

Summary: You are in a toxic relationship with an abusive man but manage to run away. A tall, black haired woman picks you up from the streets just in time so your ex doesn't get you. But who is she and why does she seem so familiar to you? As you get to know each other you start to notice weird feelings you never had before whenever she's around.

The door slams shut behind you and you press your back against the wall next to it.

Tears are running down your face, you're breathing heavily, still feeling like you can't get enough air. Your whole body is tense and you're shivering from fear.

Nobody from the judgement day seams to notice you're absence as of now. Damn it why did I listen to Rhea! You think to yourself.

You see the door opening again from the corner of your eye. It's the same man that touched you. You recognize him. It's one of your ex's friends, who came over sometimes.

"What are you running from pretty?" he says with a gross grin. You gasp for air and try to get away but he's fast and pins you against the wall.

"Why'd you leave him huh? Admit it, you always liked me better" he groans to your ear. You don't answer. You can't answer, you can't breathe, there is this awful ringing tone inside of your ear, your vision is blurry..

"Answer me or do I really need to teach you how to use that mouth again?" he smirks. You shake your head and close your eyes, not wanting to see what he does next.

He takes a step back and opens the zipper of his jeans. You want to run, but your legs don't move. It would be pointless anyway, he's way faster and stronger, just like him back then..

Suddendly the man in front of you I violently pushed to the ground. You gasp and a scream of fear leaves your mouth. "STAY AWAY FROM MY GIRL!" you hear someone yell in anger.

Your legs give out underneath you but before you can fall two strong arms wrap around you, keeping you up. "Shh it's okay, I'm here, I've got you" Damian whispers.

You sob in relief and hug him tightly. You're still shivering but at least you're not alone anymore. He holds you close and you hear Dominik argue with the man.

"What the Fuck was that supposed to be huh?!" he shouts, ready to beat the shit out of him.

"Bro calm down it was just a joke! Just a joke come on you're a man you get that we wanna have fun sometimes don't you?" the other one laughs.

"Dom don't do anything stupid, you've already been to jail once because of something silly like this" Damian warns.

"Something silly like this?! Are you fucking kidding me Damian?!" Dominik is furious.

"No Dom I didn't mean it like this, it's just that we don't need another fight now, we've got enough problems" Priest tries to calm him down.

Dom huffs and lets go of the man on the ground, who quickly gets to his feet and runs away. "Yeah you better run! If it wouldn't be for Damian Priest here you wouldn't even be alive anymore!" Dom yells after him.

Damian puts a hand on his shoulder and they make eye contact. Dom nods and dissappears back inside. You stay with Priest, still clinging onto him and hyperventilating. He holds you tight and rubs your back to calm you down.

"It's okay y/n, I've got you, we're here now" he whispers in your hair. "Thank you so much" you mumble against his chest.

A few minutes later Dominik returns with Rhea and Finn. Rhea immediately runs up to you and wants to hug you but Damian stops her.

She shoots him an angry looks and he explains "She's having a panic attack Rhea, be careful" she nods and gently embraces you. "God y/n baby I'm so sorry" she cries out. You hug her back and burry your head in the crook of her neck.

"Does anyone know who he was?" Finn asks, standing slightly offside not knowing how to react to everything. Damian and Dom shake their heads, but you slowly pull away from Rhea.

"I know" you say, your voice barely above a whisper. Your girlfriend keeps her arms around you, resting her head on your shoulder and stroking your side with her thumb.

"It was one of my Ex's friends. He came over sometimes and I know he already liked me back then because I was so obedient, other than his girlfriend at that time." you explain and wipe away a tear.

They nod and you feel a tear falling down on your shoulder. "Hey it's okay Demi, it's not your fault" you whisper and hug her again.

---------------------------------------------------

Part 18 with a picture of Barry this time, he's soo cuteee

Taglist:@babybatlover @legit9thlunaticwarrior @thatonepansexual2000

#demi bennett #rhea ripley #rhea ripley x reader #wrestling #wwe x reader #ex boyfriend #fear #damian priest #dominik mysterio #finn balor #damian priest x reader #panic attack #hyperventilating #drinking #alcohol #tw harassment

132 notes · View notes

iciatheguardess · 3 months

Text

My honest reaction to Raina dying like that:

#tw hyperventilating #kinda #im okay yall #modstar

15 notes · View notes

whumpypepsigal · 2 years

Text

Ginger Snaps (2000): Ginger transforms into a werewolf and attacks Sam.

355 notes · View notes

zorosdimples · 4 days

Note

childe cutting open your stitches while you’re asleep - still knocked out cold from the pain meds - and prodding at the gash, mouth watering as fresh blood begins to ooze out of it like the sick freak he is <3 it’s not deep enough for him to fully fuck, but he will def drag his tip through the wound, maybe tongue fuck it while he uses your blood as lube to jerk himself off <3 he def wonders what it’d be like to come on/in it, but i’m not quite sure he’s that degenerate to actually do it.

floraaaaaaaaaaaa how could youuuuuuuuuuuu 😭 he’s so fucking disgusting i want to kill him !!!!!!!!!!

he’s just obsessed with you on a level that’s deeply unsettling. he wants to get underneath your skin—literally. what better way that to explore your lovely injuries? crimson suits you, as does the metallic tang of ichor. and it tastes divine on his tongue: warm and coppery and full of life with the slightest sweetness. and it feels almost as good as it tastes as he thrusts into his too-big fist (yours would be perfect if you would cooperate while awake). he has an internal debate as to where he should finish. infecting your wound isn’t ideal, although it would keep you nice and meek for a little while longer. besides—if he finishes inside of the gash, he can always suck his spend out with a little more of your blood. that would truly be a treat <3

#i’m hyperventilating this hhhhnnngngggggghhhhhhh #i’m going to hell for this LMAO #༄ kae’s mailbox #childe <3 #tw wounds #cw wounds #tw yandere #cw yandere #tw gross #cw gross #<- piling on all the content warnings to save you all

8 notes · View notes

codecicle · 18 days

Text

heres the torture scene I've been looping. it's so viv n vex experimenting on emizel and i was encouraged not only to say that but phrase it that way by several people. take my hand and join my Perfect World (severe content warning ahead for graphic descriptions + realistic screaming + Literal Torture lmao proceed with caution)

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#tw manipulation #tw emotional abuse #tw abuse #tw blood #heed the warnings but it's more fucked up fun than anything . But They Are Here For A Reason #hyperventilating and visceral pain noises ahead #same with audio gore #loads of it #tw gaslighting #okay i think I've covered my bases. Enjoy because this is fun seriously #When I sent it to cayden she lost it with me and now we are gonna listen to the whole thing together #And I am HYPEEEDDDD #The voice in his head is shilo to me. Btw #vex is the one torturing since he's so fucking arrogant and speaks Like That #and viv is the one doing the real damage

9 notes · View notes

buggyandthebartoclub · 5 months

Text

MDNI / AGELESS BLOGS!!!! I’ll block you!! Add some kind of adult identifier to your blog or I’ll block you!!! Pleaseeeeee stop making me block yallllll come on 😭😭😭 (divider by @/saradika)

Sanji would eat you out like every lick would clean a part of his soul and every suck and swirl could mend the heart he says shattered when he saw you because you weren’t his and he’d have blood running down his face and he’d smear it all over your thighs as he’s kissing and licking and biting and marking you all the way up to what he swears is his favorite meal and he’ll taste you and savor you until the bed is drenched you both feel high and breathless, trembling as his breath is hot against your skin where he lays against your thigh all disheveled and bloody and utterly gone from his mind when you run hands through his messy hair and make him whine when you whisper your thanks against his throat and -

12 notes · View notes

ghost-of-you · 1 year

Text

Michael playing if walls could talk doing the chords over the fretboard make my brain go brrr

#5sos #michael clifford #stage 5sos #tmh tour video #flashing tw #currently hyperventilating #obsessed with this man #also #tmh new york my beloved 💜

106 notes · View notes

friendlylocalwhumper · 10 months

Text

Iron, with a smothering kiss of cold earth, has been locked around his jaw and hugs the base of his skull. Furiously stormy eyes glare from above the solid muzzle, from under frizzy white hair.

When the metal rod nears his thigh, it’s the first time that that defiance and rage falter. Eyes full of hatred suddenly flit downward to lock onto the metal that glows white at the tip and red a few inches further down. The heat radiates off of it and caresses him in a sensation worse than creepy trailing fingertips. The branding iron is moved slowly enough that he sees his coarse hairs curl up and smolder before the burning even really starts.

The room is getting darker. Major’s eyes rise for a half second to blink rapidly at the lightbulb above him, which holds steady and bright even as his vision darkens at the edges. The branding iron makes contact and for a second it feels startlingly cold. Short quick hummingbird-wing-beat breaths huff out from his nose over the muzzle. He thought he would scream, like the last time he got burnt. But he hears a high-pitched dog-with-its-tail-stuck-under-a-tire sound, and then the world swallows him whole, and he feels numbness and unconsciousness flood in.

Whimper-whine-wail. Whimper-whine-wail. Whimper-whine-wail. As he wakes, Major’s nose and eyebrows crumple towards each other, and he groans. Someone’s being a pussy, really close to him, and it’s fucking annoying. Someone’s making stupid hurt sounds, and… wait. It’s the exact same every time. Teary eyes blink open, and he can make out a small black recording device through his grogginess. The play button is stuck down and his own cries spill out of it on a loop. Agony is kindled in his leg and he shudders, stiffly moving his aching body to roll onto his back and untangle his ankles. At his thigh, which he refuses to look at, there is what feels like a burn a foot long and just as wide. It can’t be that big, he’d have a fever or be screaming his head off, he knows. But it hurts that much, and every nerve within a fucking mile radius of the small burn is shrieking in protest.

The healer tries to reach down to fix it, just let magic spill over the burn and erase it. But the muscles in his shoulder twitch and the limb doesn’t budge. Head rolling until his cheek smushes against the floor, he sees that his arm is chained down to a metal grate. Strong thin black bars, and a void beneath. Smells like… like… Beneath the muzzle, he whines low, eyes widening. Just his left arm is chained down to a grill in the floor. They’re gonna, they’re gonna fucking-

A whoosh and a roar sends Major flinching to the right, but his arm won’t budge. The dark room bursts into bright orange with the light cast from the fire underneath the grate. For three heartbeats it feels comfortably warm, the air rippling with the heat.

For long enough to send his mind scattering and spiraling in shards, screams are caught by the muzzle. In the haze of wishing he had no body and wishing for ice and numbness and to pass out, he reaches with his other hand to try to tear the chains away, and shriek-sobs harder when that just gets him a second burnt hand.

Finally, finally after passing out with sweat trapped beneath the muzzle and tears and snot across his face, his body lies limp as his crispy arm is extricated from the chains and the grate. And when he wakes, he learns that he wasn’t burning for an eternity, but for two and a half minutes. That’s how long the recording echoes his maddening screams before it loops again.

#whump #ocs #mine #burning #burns tw #chains #major #his dialogue is so one note that i decided to muzzle him #he is VERY cute when he's hyperventilating and writhing and screaming!#muzzled #captivity #torture #losing consciousness

40 notes · View notes

majorxmaggiexboy · 20 days

Text

Im having a mental breakdown and my mother is pure furious silent treatment and slamming things around that I didn't want to drive to Walmart

#Negativity tw #Sorry I'm hyperventilating mum ill do better I guess #It's a 'I wonder what would happen if I take All my ativan' day #(I don't think much it's a freaking low dose don't worry)

6 notes · View notes

fluffykittyscientist · 5 months

Text

Why does everyone always notice when I'm crying, but they do not pay attention to my hyperventilation accompanying the said crying?

"You have to ask if you don't understand something." Well, sure, if you do not suffer from elective mutism.

"Conversation is the key." Well, sure, if you do not suffer from social anxiety.

"It's not a big deal, it's not the end of the world." Well, yeah, I know?? Just because I am crying and hyperventilating doesn't mean I am not aware of it. It doesn't mean I view it as the end of the world.

Please learn that crying can be spontaneous. Crying isn't a choice. Sometimes you can't control it. You just have to watch, a mere spectator of your own body, and wait until you calm down.

And it totally doesn't help when they ask you questions, prompt you to talk. What do you expect me to do? Stop my hyperventilation? You'll just make me annoyed. Irritated. Which only fuels the crying and hyperventilation.

It has to end on its own. Give it some time.

#crying #hyperventilation #vent #tw vent #van's post

9 notes · View notes

gayanimebitches · 11 months

Text

throwing up on the floor. i rlly appreciate the way theyre showing a realistic aftermath to sa and being manipulated the way she was (despite kanoko saying that "nothing was done to her") and that theyre very clearly showing how her mindset on sexuality and relationships has changed bc of what she went through and how it affects her relationships as a result

#sa tw #this chapter was so bad #hyperventilated twice #had to pause every other panel #also they rlly speedran the assaulted to assaulter pipeline there damn #anyway kanoko healing era is upon us PLEASE #thank fuck this ch ended on a better note than others have lately #PLSSSSSSSSSSS take us back to the cafe im sooooooo miserable rn #yuri is my job spoilers #yuri is my job!#manga page

22 notes · View notes

passumstars · 18 days

Text

words fail me

#my art #emeto tw #sorta #who needs sleep after your catbwakes you upmat 3am to hurl after a fairly fucken bad day not fuvken me #i cant be bothered w the typos #like how tdo people say words #they just tell people things...?......????????????????#wah wah i had a bad day and couldnt sleep and had a panic attack #when i put it ike that indont look smart #im starving also #idk why #have to get up then #the words just lodge in my stupid throat and i cant fucking spit them up without a reason and no telling people is not a reason #apparently art is a reason #i have more words secretly. its likely healthiest to putnthem here #i feel like crying whenever mom and sibling have a productive convo cause thatb means i didnt waste months of my life working with himonstuf #getting in the boat stuff. theres still problems i dont know where thr balance is. betther to clean the kitchen to show yoh care or better t #o trust people to understand the limits of others? who knows but be sure to yell at me in a panic because you suddenly want my help with it #i think it was a legit panic attack with hyperventilation and everything and it was the middle of the night and i had to be the one that tal #ks myselfnthrough it not that id really trust anyone to have that skill but its still fuckend up #im tired #im really very tired

3 notes · View notes

cryptidwithaninternetconnection · 7 months

Text

Hhhhmmmmmmg, these feel like pointed shorts, I’ve told my mom about my depression and she said “I have noticed that whenever your in a slump, it’s always with a smile on your face, you never realy let people know how badly your hurting until it bubbles up, then you sweep it off”

This realy helps me self-diagnose myself, I’m aware that I have depression, I’ve had it for about 2-3 years at this point, I started developing these symptoms around the time when the first Covid shut-down happened that was supposed to last 2 weeks, then it progressively got worse and worse until it developed into this monster that hung on my shoulders like a giant block and weighed me down like a blanket, it still does I just don’t think about it as much.

I also have extremely severe anxiety, it reguraly invades my life and bombards me like a hurricane, spinning my thoughts and turning myself against me, it regularly makes me question if my friends and family are just hurting me, it makes me sit out on activities I know I would enjoy in fear of.. something, I don’t know what yet

Sorry that this is a bit of a downer post, I usually do the sillies but I feel like this was Important for me to share to help you guys see more of myself, I trust you guys to not use this information against me :)

#tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw depression #depression talk #tw vent #tw vent talk #vent cw #depression cw #tw anxiety #tw Implied panic attacks #I will say that my panic attacks range from your standered one filled with hyperventilating and tornado-like thoughts #to nothing. a blank disassociation in pure terror and fear #that one is more common

8 notes · View notes