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bb-nebula · 5 days

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Jane Juniper Ash / Phantom Pains

#writeblr #creative writing #writing #women writers #writers on tumblr #quote #my writing #writerscommunity #my quotes #poetry corner #poetry #poets on tumblr #trauma #nightmares #spilled ink #spilled poetry

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bb-nebula · 8 days

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"Lies." Jenna smiled. "Isn't that what Gods are?"

Jane Juniper Ash, The Carousels

#the carousels #jane juniper ash #writing #my quotes #my writing #novel writing #writer #creative writing #writeblr #god #gods #lies #women writers #writers on tumblr #writerscommunity #quote

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bb-nebula · 24 days

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- j (x)

#amazing

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bb-nebula · 3 months

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"If only my skin could be stripped off like bedding. If only it could be bleached. I wonder what it's like to love, to be loved and to feel clean while doing it."

Jane Juniper Ash, The Running Girls

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bb-nebula · 3 months

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Loneliness is a universal feeling of solitary impression. A room can be full of people and still, someone like myself and so many others in that room would say that they are utterly and completely alone. I have to wonder: If we were honest and open about it with each other, if we dared to care about each other more, would loneliness be less of a solitary burden and more of a universal bond?

Jane Juniper Ash / I am not alone even though I'm lonely

#writersofig #my writing #creative writing #writeblr #writers on tumblr #writing #writer #loneliness #lonely #sadnees #writerscommunity #writers and poets #quotes #my quotes

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bb-nebula · 4 months

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"Morgana Le Fay is the CIA

Waterboarding Merlin

At Guantanamo bay"

- My friend at that one Morgana waterboarding Merlin scene

#bbc merlin #merlin #merthur #morgana #morgana le fay #legend of king arthur

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bb-nebula · 6 months

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Jane Juniper Ash, The Burning House

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bb-nebula · 6 months

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"And I sit down and I think: what will become of me? This great foyer, I a voyeur in a citadel, praying at an altar that never gazes at my naked skin, bleeding out on the nave near the confessional."

Jane Juniper Ash, The Burning House

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bb-nebula · 7 months

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Hello langblr/studyblr!

Can you guys that self study tell me how you organized your schedules? How many hours a day/days in a week do you study? Do you have any set routines, places you study, or immersion techniques to keep the language/subject always present? Do any of you have study groups? If any of you have ADHD how do you cope with it? I'm really curious about your experiences so please share!

#langblr #studyblr #language #language study #language stuff #mandarinblr #mandarin #chinese #languages #study group #study inspiration #study inspo #study blog #study motivation

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bb-nebula · 7 months

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People who learned mandarin chinese fluently or are learning rn: What is a method you used/use for learning tones in mandarin? How long did it take you to be able to instinctively tell them apart? Especially in a sentence. I'm having such a tough time, i think i might actually be tone deaf hahaah, any study method or resource would be really helpful

#langblr #studyblr #mandarin #chinese #mandarinblr #chinese tones #resources #language

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bb-nebula · 7 months

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Can someone recommend me some good mainland chinese music? 🙏 Im into indie, alternative, rock, pop, rap etc... I want to listen to more chinese music and it would be useful for language study

#mandarin #chinese #chinese music #music #music recommendation #chinese music recommendations #hsk #china

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bb-nebula · 7 months

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Isabellas, Baljeets, and Doofenshmirtzs, may I present to you… Perry The Platypus (hollow because I don’t have enough thread to fill him in).

#inspo

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bb-nebula · 7 months

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i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.

and that should be fine; but it's never fine.

i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.

for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.

we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.

i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.

restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.

#a painful look at how our current system is robbing us of any attempt at joy #why must even us breathing be a product to sell at this point #and why do i need others permission and approval to do thing that actually make life worth living

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bb-nebula · 7 months

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