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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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my mind’s trying to get better,
but my body just doesn’t agree.
trying to breathe
with this weight on my chest
seems impossible.
distractions won’t distract me,
nothing will make me happy.
yet i’ll keep trying everyday,
reminding myself that
small changes
are still changes
and feelings don’t last forever
barrier
-ks
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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hey! looking for some friends on here, let’s be mutuals!
- i’m a 16-year-old virgo who loves all types of honest music, writing, and art
- some of my comfort artists are machine gun kelly, kid cudi, ariana grande, and joshua bassett
- i watch a lot of movies and shows, some of my favorites are IT: Chapter 1, anything and everything Marvel, HSMTMTS, The End of The F***ing World, and The 100
- i write poetry about a lot of things, mostly my struggles with mental health and addiction.
- i’m a musician too, i love singing and i’ve been teaching myself piano for about 4 years now. i just started taking guitar lessons!
that’s enough about me, please let me know all about you! don’t forget, you’re never alone! 🤍
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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i’ve gazed upon your body,
interpreting it like divine art.
i always smile when you smile,
and your laugh
is the sweetest melody.
i’ve loved you
as any hopeless lover would,
and studied every sparkle
in your starry eyes
trying to see if you’re really alright
‘cause i would give all of myself
to see you truly happy,
at perfect peace,
yet you don’t even know my name.
unrequited love affair
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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restless movements
finally begin to slow,
and then i saw him.
the unreachable
made reachable,
before me.
“everything okay?”
he mouthed.
i laughed,
he smiled,
my eyes
never leaving his.
i didn’t ever want to forget
the way they made me feel.
when i awoke,
he was gone,
but not without giving me
something real:
hope.
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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sorry i haven’t posted, i was in the er for a week.
had a lot of time to think.
more poetry coming soon.
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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okay THIS is my aesthetic.
a tiny compilation of t.s. elliot be chillin in my bag rn
There is something so comforting about having a softly worn book nestled away in your bag for times when you are spared a few little moments to delve into another world on the train, the bus or the little independent coffee shop. I’m grateful for books.
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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i just want to scream.
but if i do,
someone’s bound to hear me.
and if you find me,
buried neck deep in
my own misery,
i’ll apologize profusely.
you’ll believe
nothing was wrong in the first place.
i had to get good
at faking that way,
because how,
on this broken earth,
carved by perspective,
could you ever understand?
silent screams
- ks
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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broken pills,
broken glass,
broken promises.
It’s always been
coming for us.
our love is poison,
but i don’t know if i can do this
without you.
-ks
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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suffocating, yet i stand.
always fighting or dying.
i’ve been trying
to earn peace.
finding empty ways to
fill the time
always ticking
“because i could not stop for death,”
though i still greet her everyday.
tears mix with blood.
this feels like the end
of a very long fight.
and i don’t even know
what it was for.
ai gonplei ste odon (my fight is over)
-ks
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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and “i love you”
are just three words i say
when i walk out the door
because
i don’t know what they mean anymore.
-ks
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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like wax in a candle,
you’ll wonder
where did i go
when you burned me?
i still walk the halls
of your unkept mind
when all that was left of me
has vanished.
burn marks
- ks
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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i’ve been writing poetry for three years now. if anyone comments on this and wants to read it i’ll give it to ya 🤍
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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not to be a fucking simp but the first time i watched hsmtmts and ricky came onto the screen i just paused my tv and screamed for a solid 3 minutes
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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i gotta get back into reading, anyone have any good book recommendations?
I can't read through a single book, but I read 100k+ fanfics daily.
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The Delinquent Series
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