more on sexually repressed Keigo: he doesn't want to scare off his crush with his sex drive so every date is like edging himself almost?? it's so good but so painful and whenever they kiss him they press into him just hard enough he makes a strangled moan/ chirping noise in the back of his throat. yeahhhhhh
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Oh my God, those little makeout sessions at the end of your dates have simultaneously become the highlight of his week and the bane of his existence.
You're his first real crush, he thinks, and that brings with it a myriad of... disorienting feelings that go past just butterflies and innocent longing.
Keigo has a commendable will and ability to conceal his newly found desires; but oh my fucking god he wishes he didn't have to. He knows you want him, too. When he presses himself against you, feathers pick up on that pounding heartbeat not from your chest, but from between your thighs.
It makes him throb in more ways than one, too.
He swats the thoughts away, shooing them off like a dog at the foot of a table. He'll be damned if he doesn't do romance right by you. Oh, you'd think he's such a freak if you knew, he's convinced.
He can't have you thinking that; so with a huff, he squeezes your hand before dropping you off at your front door yet again. The fingers on his right hand twitch when you blow him a kiss. He buries them in his pocket, turning away with a wave on his left before he takes flight, all to go home and fuck that same fist raw for another agonizing night alone.
yo the netflix original thai dramas that have been dropping in the past 2 months have been so so so good, first analog squad & now ready set love?? more shows that get the budget they deserve like these please 🙏🙏🙏
I wonder what it would feel like to find out that your husband and father of your two children is a paedophile at Super Bowl in front of the whole of country because that’s what Elia felt.
Whenever Verlaine appears in the manga what do you think he and Chuuya’s dynamic will be(and if you want could you talk more about how Chuuya’s abusers take on the role of his family like in that previous post)?
This is probably controversial but i don't understand why it would be but i genuinely dislike the idea of Chuuya and Verlaine getting along. Ideally it would be avoid/ignore Verlaine as much as possible but y'know, what I want for my bro isn't really what he'd do.
But onto your second part, there are just SO many comparisons between Chuuya and his enemies with like. abusive family dynamics. N claims he's his father, Verlaine insisting he's his older brother, accepting that the Port Mafia is his family. idk Chuuya's deal is that he simply chooses to move on quickly and not acknowledge how messed up his circumstances are and the suffering that others put him through if it means that the wound can never open again even if it heals the wrong way.
Dick: I don't even get the exact number for the minute hand, when I read a clock in my head, I just say it's between this incrimint of 5 and this incrimint of 5, like the exact minute doesn't matter
The younger batkids who didn't grow up constantly surrounded by analog clocks: uhh kinda weird but whatever dickie
You know what I think about a lot? How Arya got used to drinking water from the stream that was tainted with bloated bodies up the river. Like this happened to her multiple times. Traveling with the Black to the wall in the middle of a bloody, gory war where no one’s life meant more than the men controlling these armies. She saw more death than most soldiers. She drank black water. She drank grey water. She dined on rats and bugs and even dirt. she wasted no time, and didn’t think twice, to do what she had to do to survive. She immediately adapted into ferality for survival. Zero hesitation. She was nine. she was nine.
would you mind telling where you get your clothes? Your fashion sense looks really neat
Thank youuu ❤️ it's a bit tricky because I get clothes from a bunch of different places!!! And usually only get something new if there's something specific I have in mind.
Thrifting has been very kind to me but I've been thrifting out my wardrobe for years. (if you're a goth do not miss out the lingerie section. I know it sounds kind of gross but tonnes of gothic stuff gets categorised as kink gear or they think it's lingerie BC it's lacey- i always find corsets and things like that in lingerie sections). And it's always good to keep in mind that dressing well normally doesn't rely on statement pieces- you want to have basics for your outfits to build a "base". Almost all my outfits use a dress-shirt and a pleated skirt of some kind. If you're open to thrifting you should keep an eye out for good basics, they can rlly elevate a look.
And look out for things that can be easily modified (cutting the arms off of sweaters can make pretty good legwarmers - and you don't even need any sewing experience for it.)
Other than that ive gotten a few statement pieces from Atomic Cherry and Disturbia [Gothabilly and Nu Goth respectively]. I normally get accessories from Etsy sellers who make all their own stuff if I can [which means I can't get new items very often but it's ok]- most of the necklaces I wear I made myself w beads and string. If there are particular items from a brand that you want and they're not affordable sometimes you will find someone who is selling it away on eBay or Depop 🤷♀️ I don't mind minimal damage as long as it's cute.
The only thing i really sink money into is shoes- I have one pair of Docs, Demonias, and YRU platforms respectively.