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minki-moo · 7 months
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✧˚ ༘ ⋆。 ˚ 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙭 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙤𝙣𝙨 ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。 ˚
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a/n ♡ ok i couldn't sleep so i did another one hehe :)
tags ♡ fluff, bf!felix, smut, oral (m.receiving), soft!felix, mentions of pet names rating ♡ e for explicit
best friend!felix who is the literal definition of supportive bestie
best friend!felix who knows exactly how to cheer you up after a bad day
best friend!felix who tries to get you to play games with him, finding you cute whenever you get confused
best friend!felix who will come over with his best brownies when you call him sobbing
best friend!felix who loves sending you cafes that he wants the both of you to visit
"best friend!felix" who takes you to the beach, kissing you while you watch the sun set
boyfriend!felix who comes over to bake with you on date nights
boyfriend!felix who will help you however you can when you're feeling overwhelmed
boyfriend!felix who gives you his sweaters because he thinks you look cute in them
boyfriend!felix who buys little things that reminded him of you
boyfriend!felix who love loves to make out, holding you on his lap and feeling you grind into him
boyfriend!felix who's obsessed with the noises you make when he makes you feel good, wishing he could record them and play them over and over again
boyfriend!felix who loves soft, sleepy sex, fucking you gently from behind and whispering how much he loves you
boyfriend!felix who tries so hard not to thrust into your mouth whenever you give him head, but you look so pretty choking on his cock that he can't help it
boyfriend!felix who would call you the sweetest names as he forces orgasm after orgasm out of you
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sports-on-sundays · 2 months
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Can request one where y/n is the sister of a f1 driver ( u can choose) and they find out she is dating either Fermin,pedri,or gavi because she appears at one of the games?!
found us out / Fermín López
Summary: Fermín x Sainz!girlfriend!singer!reader - Things don't blow over well with Carlo Sainz when you're caught dating a Barcelona player.
Warnings: censored cussing, a little bit of Spanish, reader being a singer isn't really important at all- i just made it a fact in order for things to tie in together and made more sense, mention of nausea, this ended up being pretty long
Requested?: Yes.
Author's Note: Boy, what a crossover! As I was reading this request I literally started giggling in excitement to write this because I knew how fun this would be. I think it's clear that this has to be the sister of Carlos, though. Always good when there's a little bit of drama.
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You exhale, fiddling with your fingers under the table as you listen to your father and your brother discuss plans.
You wish that exhaling would release not only the carbon dioxide from your body, but also all the unnecessary stress building up in your chest.
The plans they're discussing are for a small party. Of course, it's a little party that you're expected to go to. It is an entire family event. Or so you've heard...
On the surface, having a family gathering surrounded around Real Madrid playing a literal fourth-tier team (Arandina) in the Copa del Rey sounds really lame. And secretly, you do think it's really lame. But the point is looking forward to watching them slaughter the underdogs. Which is fair enough.
Suddenly you interrupt: "Isn't El Derbi next week? Wouldn't that be better for a family get together?" You're sure they've already thought of that, but if there's any possible way you could get out of this, you'd love to find it.
"Haven't you been listening?" your father questions. "Carlos has plans already. He needs to leave Monday morning, and won't be back until Friday. That won't work."
You clench your jaw. No, you weren't listening, because you were stressing out about your plans for that weekend.
You figure if you're going to tell your brother and father, right now is just as good a time as any other time. You sigh and say, "Well, I'm busy on Sunday, actually..."
Both pairs of brown eyes snap to you, and Carlos says, "What do you have going on? And the Madrid game is on Saturday, anyway- shouldn't it be fine?"
Really, why shouldn't it be fine? What lie will you come up with? Because you can't really say what you're busy with on that day. You manage out, "Some friends... we planned weeks ago to go out that day. Have some fun, you know... Sorry. I guess... Would it be fine if... Surely I wouldn't be missed...? The, uh, thing he have planned is... for Sunday night...."
Carlos sighs, leaning back. "Come on, Y/n. You can't cancel? Family over friends, right?"
But you shake your head as you finish your meal. You stand up with your plate, knowing that if you stay any longer, you'll be guilt tripped into doing what they want you to do, despite what you want to do. So you say, "What's done is done. You can still have the party without me." And you walk out of the room.
Hours later, you're laying in bed. You should be sleeping, but instead you're staring up at the ceiling and thinking.
'Family over friends, right?'- Carlos' words from earlier play through your head in the exact tone he had said it. Yeah, family over friends, Carlos. You've been seeing him and the rest of your family on and off frequently for the past month. But the one you really want to see? You haven't seen him in over a month, and you miss him, dearly. You just want to be able to see him. To surprise him.
And you know he misses you, too, by the constant text messages he sends you.
And, with perfect timing, your phone buzzes on your bedside stand next to you. You pick it up right away and smile to yourself when you see it's him. Telling you he can't sleep. Asking if you want to face time.
You don't even respond, and just call him first.
A smile immediately sneaks up on you when you see your boyfriend. His golden brown hair is all messed up, as he's leaning on a soft pillow, and he has a blanket pulled up all the way to his chin. His brown eyes look even deeper in the dim lighting, but they light up when they view you across the phone. "¡Hola, mi corazón!"
Immediately you feel butterflies fly up in your stomach at his little pet name. "Hey, Fermín," you say, much more casually. "How are you doing?"
He shrugs, and his eyes flutter down a little. "I can't sleep... I wanted to hear your pretty voice. And see your pretty face."
You smile softly, but ask in concern, "Why can't you sleep?"
But a cute little grin appears in his face, and he laughs a little. "Because I'm thinking about you."
"Oh!" you chuckle. "I see..."
You continue chatting together softly for who knows how long. But this is what you do. One of you calls and you can't help but just chat for minutes or hours or however long.
You just love the sounds of each other's voices and the sparkle in each other's eyes.
Saturday evening, just as family member are starting to arrive at the house, you walk to the door, pulling your hair into a ponytail, about to walk out. Your brother stops you, saying, "So you are really going?"
You turn, meeting his eyes as you grab your black long coat. "Yeah, I am. I'm sorry, Carlos..." you add when you see the disappointment in his big brown eyes.
He shrugs, and says what he always does: "Alright. Well, just be careful. And have fun. When will you be back?"
You hesitate. This is the very question you didn't want him to ask. "Uh... Probably Monday morning... I'll text you, though."
His eyebrows knit together even further. "Monday morning? I thought you were just having a night with your friends."
"One of them suggested we could stay at her house and spend the following day doing something else," you lie, nearly effortlessly now."
"Why not just come home?"
You sigh at the question. The truth is, you booked a hotel so you could catch Fermín as soon as possible in the morning and spend more time with him, since you'll have to get to Madrid right away again afterwards. You just want to get going. But you know Carlos only asks questions because he cares. Being nine years older than you, he's always been very protective of you. Too protective. But you know it's just because he cares.
He just cares too much, and it makes you angry. It's hard to keep secrets from his honest eyes.
"Because I was invited to hang out more and I haven't seen this friend in a while!" This one is only half a lie.
"Oh..." he slowly nods. "Well... where does this friend live, then? Far enough for you to just stay there, or... I mean, you haven't seen this friend in a while, so I'm assuming they don't live in Madrid?"
"Nothing- er, yeah, we, uh... she lives in, uh, Sigüenza! Yeah, Sigüenza! And, well, you know, she just moved there and there's uh, you know, it's Sigüenza! The cool stuff there, in... Sigüenza..." You've lost it. You're literally pulling sh*t out of thin air now.
And Carlos can tell. "You're lying. Where are you really going?"
"No, no! I am going there! My friend just moved there! There's castles and sh*t she thinks is cool and she wants to show me! And like go around like I think there's a restaurant she likes and... yeah! And then we'd probably just maybe go to a club for an hour or two or something tonight and then go back and hang out at her house!"
Carlos looks thoroughly unsure. "Is it good for you to go to a club...? Be careful..."
"Oh, come on!" You're speaking too quickly. "There'll be a few of us, and we're not stupid! You know that, Carlos! Don't worry about it, we'll be fine! I'm an adult, for God's sake!"
"Well..." he murmurs, "I hope you're not lying to me. I hope you wouldn't do that."
You swallow, but nod, and feel terrible as you say, "Of course I wouldn't. Why would I lie about something like this?"
"I can think of lots of reasons, but I won't get into it." Carlos says with that look of concern still in his eyes. "Well, be careful. I can see you're impatient to go, so I'll let you. Have fun. Te amo, Y/n."
"M-hm!" you say, and rush out the door. You didn't want to be leaving this late, but you figure you'll just have to hope you get there at a reasonable time.
Fermín nods as João (Félix) discussing the upcoming game with him, watching the Portguese man's eyes as he speaks his thoughts. So he catches it when João raises his eyes, looking over Fermín's shoulder.
You grin, bringing your finger to your lips as you walk down the hall towards the two, behind Fermín's back, making eye contact with João. João subtly nods, makes eye contact with Fermín and says, "Nothing. I was just seeing things."
You thoroughly appreciate João's playing along. And his good acting.
"Seeing things?" your sweet boyfriend asks his teammate. You reach Fermín just as he's turning around to look anyway. He he lets out a confused, "Uh- oh!?" noise when you pull him into a hug, before (pretty much) yelling, "Wait, Y/n?!"
You giggle, and nod your thanks to João, who's smiling and practically chuckling himself. He nods and gives a small wave, before turning to saunter away, a smile on his lips. "So, how's my Fermín?" you ask softly.
Your boyfriend hugs you so tight, it slightly hurts, but you don't complain. You're probably hugging him tighter. He's giggling, and starts showering your cheeks with kisses, before exclaiming softly, "Very good, now that you're here! But why are you here, huh? ¡Mi corazón!" He's so adorable about your little surprise arrival. "Why didn't you tell me you were coming?"
"So it could be a surprise! And so I could see you acting all cute and surprised like this!" You grin up at him, your hand on his chest.
"Stop that!" he laughs, touching his nose to yours, holding you close. But then he gets a little more serious. "How long of a drive was it? I'm assuming you were in Madrid?"
"Madrid to Barbastro? It wasn't so bad. I would drive any difference to get to you, though..."
This makes him chuckle and give you those soft little lovey-dovey eyes that you love to see. He strokes your hair as you rub his back a little, before murmuring, "You were staying with your brother? What did you tell him?"
You smile at this question. Fermín- he always thinks deeply about a situation- especially if it's involving you. He always worries and makes sure everything went well with you. He really cares. "Just told him I'm staying with a friend," you chuckle and add, "In Sigüenza!"
"Sigüenza? Have you ever even been there?" He smiles, clearly amused.
"Uh, maybe, like, once. Not sure if he completely believed me, but I got out of there. So that I could come here and see you! Figured a game like this would be better for me to come to. You know, maybe since it'll be such a small stadium, it'll be actually easier for me to just get in and hide in the crowd."
Fermín nods, gently stroking your cheek, looking into your eyes and says, "If you think so." He's just so focused on taking in your presence.
He leans in and kisses your cheek again, when (of course) Ferran Torres turns the corner, slaps Fermín on his back, and says in a teasing voice with a chuckle, "Got to get going, Fermín. Glad you're having a good time with your girlfriend, but-"
"Oh, Ferran!" you snap, pulling away from your boyfriend to glare at the older man. "Would you shut up?! We haven't seen each other in forever. But I guess you wouldn't get how it feels, since clearly you could never pull-"
"Hey, hey!" Fermín laughs, putting a hand on your shoulder. But he's grinning. He loves your spunk. "Leave the poor guy alone. He's right, corazón. I do have to get going now."
Ferran just waves as he walks off, giggling mischievously. You roll your eyes and turn back to Fermín. "So annoying." But you're grinning. You hug him a last time, peck his lips, and murmur, "I'll go to my seat now. I'm excited to watch you do great out there, mi chico guapo."
He grins and says as he starts to turn to walk the way Ferran walked a minute earlier, "You just watch. I'm going to go out there and score a goal. For you. Okay?"
You grin back and nod as you pull on your mask, hat, and sunglasses- hopefully enough to hide your face from cameras. "I'll be watching for it."
He nods, that lovely adorable little smile on his face, waves to you, blows a kiss, and walks away from you.
Adrenaline fills every cell of your body as the ball hits the back of the net. A goal. But not just any goal.
Your Fermín's goal!
Your muscles send you to your feet, and you cheer, clapping your hands together, watching your boyfriend. You're sitting in a seat very close to the pitch, and you know that if he wanted to, Fermín could come over and hug you right now. But he knows he can't. He understands and respects that you can't be being pointed out. It has to stay a secret.
So, instead, he eyes you, with all the joy in the world.
You grin back, nodding at him. You can't help but giggle.
After the game, you return to Fermín's arms immediately, as if there's a magnetic force between you and him. "Hola, mi prícipe azul," you mutter softly with a little chuckle, before squealing and saying, "You did so good! What a goal! You're amazing!"
"Stop..." he murmurs back, but is clearly loving your praise.
You smile and lean up, about to kiss him, when suddenly your phone starts buzzing and ringing in your back pocket. You hesitate, eyes locked with your boyfriend's, before sighing and leaning away. You slip your phone out of your pocket. "Oh..." you stare at the screen. "It's Carlos."
Fermín nods understandingly and leans away. "I'll keep quiet. I know you have to answer it."
You nod, sending him a grateful smile, before leaning against the wall and answering the phone with a bubbly, "¡Eh, Carlos! ¿Cómo te va?" You hope you don't sound so cheery that is sounds like you're faking it. Well, it's not like you're not happy. You are!
Carlos completely ignores your question, cutting right to the chase. "Where are you?"
"Uh...? I'm at my friend's house. In Sigüenza. Why?"
"Really?" Carlos asks slowly. "How far of a drive is it from Barbastro to Sigüenza? Because I doubt it's under fifteen minutes."
You feel your heart drop to your stomach, and you lean more heavily on the wall behind you as your knees start to shake. Fermín sees this and takes a step toward you. He opens his mouth to say something, but you prevent that with simply a shake of your head. You swallow and put on a confused voice as you respond to your brother, "Sorry...?"
"You heard me. Y/n, what the hell? Why the hell did you lie to me? Why the hell are you in Barbastro? Why the hell are you at a Barcelona game, instead of on the sofa next to me right now?"
"Listen-" you cough, nervousness pounding in your head. Your eyes sprout tears, but you wipe them. Fermín- bless his heart- puts a hand on your shoulder, and gives you the eyes that seem to say, Just say the word, and I'll stand up for you.
You give your boyfriend another quick nod before responding into the phone, lies coming to your brain naturally, on the spot, "Listen, Carlos. I'm sorry for not telling you. My friend in Sigüenza I guess is a fan, and she thought it'd be so fun for us to all go to the game together. So, you know, there wasn't much I could argue with when someone buys you a ticket to a football game. You... You know? I'm sorry for lying. I really am. I just didn't tell you because I knew you'd be upset. You know, about me going to FC Barcelona's game instead of staying home with my family and watching Real Madrid's the night before. I really am sorry, Carlos. I hope you'll... forgive me. But... How did you even know I was at the game... Carlos?" You swallow, waiting for the answer. Fermín takes your hand and give it a gentle squeeze.
"The television showed you. Over and over. The commentators were pretty fascinated to see Y/n Sainz at a Barcelona game. Especially the one in Barbastro."
"Oh, f*ck that!" you snap. "My f*cking disguise didn't even work! Why don't they get their stupid cameras out of my life for once! Ugh!" you say angrily. Fermín gently rubs your shoulder, which is at least some ounce of comfort. "So, what? How did you see it, anyway? Have you just been caught red-handed watching a Barcelona game, too?"
"No. I was flipping channels, and there you were. But there's still something that's not making sense." Your eyebrows scrunch together as your grip on Fermín's hand tightens. Was there a hole in your lies that you missed...? Then Carlos asks, "Where were your friends?"
The lump in your throat grows larger. "What do you mean?"
"You were sitting next to some fat old man with a jersey from twenty years ago and a bunch of snotty kids on the other side-" Carlos has never been one to go out of his way to compliment anything associating with football club Barcelona. "-so where were your friend sitting, then?"
It feels as if all the muscles in your body flex at this one. Your mind goes blank, desperately searching for yet another lie to save yourself from telling your older brother the truth. It's like you've dug yourself in a hole that you're desperately trying to climb out of. It feels like you've nearly reached the top-
but your hand just slipped, plummeting you straight back down to the bottom, where you started.
And you break.
Tears stream down your face, and Fermín immediately tries to grab the phone from you, but you pull it away, swallowing as you blubber into the phone, "I don't know, Carlos... Okay... I don't know..."
There's a second or two of silence on the other end, before Carlos says, now in a more tender, less interrogating voice, "Y/n, all I asked is where your friend are. Is everything okay? Are you alright? Y/n, you're worrying me..."
"Please, Carlos... I'm fine... Just... Please..."
"Can you please just tell me the truth?"
"No..." you sniff, leaning into Fermín more and more. "I can't, because you'll be mad at me... It will ruin our relationship..." You don't know if you're talking about your relationship with Carlos or your relationship with Fermín.
"This is ruining our relationship! You keeping stuff from me! Y/n, you're my little sister! I don't want anything bad to happen to you! Just tell me what's wrong, and I can help!"
"You're the one making it all wrong. If you'd just leave me alone-"
"No. Y/n, you need to be honest with me right now, okay?"
"No, I don't. I don't, and I f*cking won't." At this, you hang up and fall into Fermín's arms.
He holds you there, close to his chest, before whispering, "I'm sorry..."
You look up slowly, sniffing, and wipe your eyes. It doesn't do much, since your tears are still coming. "For what?" you whisper. "You've done nothing wrong... It's just... Everything is messed up. Nothing went how I wanted it to... Fermín, I'm scared."
His eyes are tender, and he strokes your cheek. "My Y/n... I hate to see you cry. There's nothing to be scared of." He puts his arm around your back and starts leading you down the hall. "If Carlos finds out, Carlos finds out. He loves you, and you know that. I know you've spent all your energy hiding this, but mistakes happen, okay? I'll be by your side, but what's done is done." You nod, wiping up your soaked face with your hands, and let him lead you, until you get to the street. He sighs and murmurs, "F*ck. Missed the bus back to the hotel..."
"Oh..." a wave of guilt washes over you. "Fermín, I'm sorry... Isn't your team worried about you?"
"No, no. Don't worry about it. Either they completely missed my absence, or they got the memo that my girlfriend has just arrived and I might have other plans. Let's hope it's the second one, because that would be just a tad bit too silly if they just flat out forgot about me." There's a teasing tone in his voice, in an attempt to lighten the mood. Make you feel better. "You drove here? Where is your car?"
"Oh... yeah, right..." you sigh. After all the rush and emotions, you completely forgot you had your car here. You glance to Fermín, and catch in his expectant eyes a glint of excitement, too. You smile softly, understanding completely what this is from. You roll your eyes. "And no, Fermín. I didn't pull up in a Ferrari. That would draw too much attention." You can't blame him for being excited. You have driven a Ferrari before, (and many other super sick vehicles) and you know Fermín would love to go for a spin in one (or another of the insane sports cars you've driven.)
Fermín thinks they're cool, and as the daughter of Carlos Sainz Sr. and the sister of Carlos Sainz Jr., you tend to be able to get your hands on some pretty luxurious cars, it just so happens. And it's not like your family (especially your brother) won't jump at the drop of a hat to lend you something like that. You're Carlos's baby sister, and he'd do anything to treat you. So when you take advantage of that, every so often Fermín gets to go for a ride.
And you suppose Carlos has no idea of that.
Yet.
And just like that, you feel nauseous again.
When you arrive at Fermín's hotel room, you immediately both put on pajamas and get into bed. All night, he holds you close, never letting go. You lean your head against his chest, basking in the comfort. He knows it's hard. He understands what you're going through.
"Te amo," he whispers, just as you're drifting off to sleep. You never get a chance to say it back, because you're asleep before you can.
"I'm coming back to Barcelona with you."
"Lo siento, ¿qué?" Fermín asks, his head whipping up from tying the drawstrings of his sweatpants as he exits the hotel bathroom. His light pink lips are slightly parted as he stares at you, eyebrows raised.
"You heard me. I'm coming back to Barcelona with you," you repeat, locking eyes with him.
Fermín crosses the room and slips onto the hotel bed next to you, gently placing his hand on your thigh. "Mi corazón..." he mutters. "Of course I would never complain- I would love it if you came back to Barcelona with me. But don't you think that's not the best idea? Don't you have things to deal with back home in Madrid?"
You hesitate and mutter. "Sure I do. But I'd rather come with you back to Barcelona."
He frowns, nodding. "When are you going to go back to Madrid? And what will you tell your brother?"
Suddenly you snap, slipping out of bed, "I don't care, Fermín! And I don't plan to tell my brother anything! I know he'll call, but he can't make me pick up. I'm sick of him pretending like he's in charge of my life!"
"Y/n, come on. We both know he just cares about you. You know how worried sick he'll be if you randomly cut off communications and don't even tell him what happened to you. You can't do that to him. I know if my sibling did that to me, I'd be worried sick, too, and you and Carlos are very close. And he's much older than you. You know how he thinks of you. You can't do that to your brother," he tries, looking for eye contact. But you continue looking down.
"Fermín, no." You speak quietly, but firmly. "I won't. I'm scared, and I don't want to deal with him right now. And I know you said you'd be by my side, but I know you can't be. You can't possibly come to Madrid with me, and then get back to Barcelona."
Fermín sighs, and takes your chin, forcing you to look him in his eyes. "I understand you want to avoid your brother, but you can't have him worrying like that. It's just not right. He's only so concerned and protective because he cares, Y/n."
Your jaw clenches. You try to look away, but he doesn't let you. You swallow, looking at him, and murmur, realizing there's not much you can do, "Alright. Can we compromise?"
Fermín looks a little surprised at your sudden giving in, but nods. "Maybe. What are you thinking?"
You sigh. "I come back to Barcelona with you, but I still text Carlos. But I tell him I won't call, and if he wants to talk to me, he has to come to Barcelona himself and do it."
Fermín's immediate reaction is to protest with, "You expect him to drive from Madrid to Barcelona? You know how long of a trip that is!"
"Well, too bad, Fermín!" you snap. "It's what I'm willing to do! If he cares enough, he'll drive up. And trust me- he does."
Your boyfriend frowns, considering this, and finally nods. "Okay, then... I guess it's fair enough." And that's that.
You sit between Fermín's legs on the couch, watching the television as you munch on buttered popcorn and Fermín plays with/braids your hair. It's been three weeks since when Barcelona faced off with Barbastro, and since then all you've communicated with your brother is that if he wants to discuss anything with you, he's got to come to Barcelona and do it himself.
Do you miss your older brother? Yes. Yes, you one hundred percent do. Are you scared of your brother's attitude and reaction? Yes. Yes, you one hundred percent are.
As Fermín leans close, now stroking your arm with one hand, your phone buzzes in your lap. You give the bowl of popcorn to your boyfriend and pick up your phone.
You stare in shock at what you read on your phone. Fermín leans over and reads the text from Carlos along with you:
Carlos: I just arrived in Barcelona. I'm hoping we can meet somewhere in the morning, if you're not busy? I've been worrying lots
Fermín's hand gently moves to your waist, and after a few seconds, he whispers, "What will you do, my Y/n?"
"I don't know..." you sigh in hesitation.
"Can I make a suggestion?"
You look up at him from behind, meeting his eyes. You can't help but giggle at each other. He sighs, before turning serious again and saying, "Just send him my address and tell him to be around at 9:00 A.M."
"Fermín!" you snap, as though he's a complete lunatic. "You think we can just do it, just like that?!"
"Sure," he nods, cool headed. "I'm not scared of him, just because he drives cars fast and he's got big muscles. I run fast and... have slightly less big muscles than him." He grins, and you can't help but smile, too, at this. Fermín has a way of making serious things light-hearted. "Anyway, if you do it this way, I'll be there with you. Maybe it'd be easier to show him rather than tell. And I'll do the talking that you're still nervous to do. I will." He looks at you with sincere eyes.
You stare ahead, considering this for a while as Fermín slowly and absentmindedly rubs your thigh. Finally you sigh and mutter, "I guess that's the best thing... It's a shame it has come to this."
Fermín laughs softly, shaking his head, but you don't mind it. "You knew that at some point it would come to this. Y/n, you know this will be fine. It will be. I promise. Your brother loves you too much to do any of the stupid things you're scared of happening."
You frown, but then turn around hug him tightly. "Okay... Fermín." You look him in the eyes. "Okay. I know. It's still nerve-racking, though."
"I know, I know," he responds.
You sigh, take out your phone, and, despite yourself, text him.
Fermín gives your upper thigh a little pat.
You look up and study his handsome, lovely face for a few seconds, before kissing him all over. He lets you, chuckling a little. He always seems to laugh when you show him lots of affection, and you love it.
And before long, the two of you are fast asleep there.
When the doorbell rings at 9:01 A.M., your heart drops to your stomach. You knew it would happen. You prepared yourself. But you still can't help but shiver with nervous.
Fermín is trying making breakfast, and you're sitting at the island in the kitchen. He looks up from the food and is about to speak, but you say before he can, in a hurried tone, "I'll get it. You just stay here and keep making breakfast."
He hesitates for a moment, but then nods. "Alright... Call if you need me. And he's welcome to come in, too."
You nod and then head to the door. You exhale slowly, before opening the door.
Immediately, you're wrapped in a huge bear hug from your strong older brother, and he snaps, "What the hell? Why have you been avoiding me like this?! Are you embarrassed? It's fine! I've thought about it, and if you're dating a Barcelona fan that's fine... As long as he's a good guy, it shouldn't matter that much, right?"
You blink in surprise, leaning back, away from him, and meet his eyes, which are very similar to your own in shape and color. He's not stupid. Clearly he's tried to figure it out. But the concept of me dating an actual player for the club is so ridiculous, he just expects it's some random culer dude? Just this concept makes your heart (which was already in your stomach) seem to fall down to your knees. You swallow and awkwardly smile. If you could speak, you would, but no words whatsoever come to mind, and your mouth feels much too dry to form any words.
"So... I'm assuming this is his flat? Is he here? Can I meet him? What's his name?"
You allow yourself to breathe a little, and swallow. "Yes, this is his flat... And he's here... In the kitchen... You- You can meet him..." You open the door wide for him, and have to try a few times, before your voice finally allows you to call, "Fer- Fermín!"
"Fer...mín? That's his name?" your older brother asks. You nod slowly meeting his eyes again. You can't imagine that Carlos would know who Fermín is... right? It's not like a gives really any of his attention to any football club other than Real Madrid... Perhaps just the name sounds familiar? Well, it's not like Fermín has a super uncommon name or anything...
Your head is starting to hurt from all this overthinking. You swallow. "Yeah, yeah... That's his name."
You watch with dread (which you never though you'd feel at the sight of him) as your boyfriend enters the room. He has a smile on his face, but he's eyebrows are knitted together.
For a moment, the two stand there.
It's strange, for you. Here are (probably) the two people you care about most. The two people you spend the most time with, the two's whose opinions you value the most. Here they are, together. Two who you care about so much, but have always been separate. And you've always kept it that way.
It feels off, to have the two in the same room, right here, in front of you.
Their heights don't differ much, but Fermín's younger, gentler features contrast with Carlos. Fermín has lighter, nicer kept hair, while your brother of course has the same shock of dark hair you have, and right now, it's grown out a bit, curling at his ears.
You stare at the two.
You swallow as something like very vague recognition is reflected on Carlos's face. He says slowly, holding his hand out to shake Fermín's, "Hola... Have we met before...?"
You can't help but shake your head a little. Carlos, not recognizing a first team Barcelona player when he's right in front of him.
Or, pretty much first team, anyway.
A (cute) little nervous crooked smile appears on your boyfriend's face. He sends you a brief little glance with only those chocolate brown eyes, before looking back to Carlos. He shakes his hand as he swallows and says, "Well, you know, I... uh, I actually play for FC Barcelona."
Carlos opens his mouth, shuts it, and opens it again. "Okay..." he says slowly. "That... It makes sense, now... that Y/n was at the game in Barbastro..." he seems to be talking more to himself. He glances to you, and his eyes linger, before shifting back to Fermín and saying, "Fermín... Fermín Gómez...?"
That crooked little smile appears on Fermín's face again. "López."
You watch as your older brother nods, and then looks to you slowly. "Y/n, can I...?" he trails off, glancing to Fermín.
Fermín seems to get the hint that you didn't even pick up and nods, saying, "I'll go finish making breakfast. Carlos and Y/n, you're welcome to just stay here in the living room." He gives a cute little awkward smile, and walks out of the room.
Now you don't want him to go.
But your brother gently takes your wrist and tows you to the couch, forcing your eyes to wander from the doorway that Fermín just left through. You look to Carlos and swallow. Those eyes. So incredibly earnest. "You're not... mad?" you murmur softly.
"Mad? I'm disappointed you hid it from me, and didn't trust me. A part of me doesn't feel right about you dating a Barcelona player, but it's not like the club someone is playing for decides how good of a boyfriend he is, or if he's meant to be with my sister or not. I'm shocked- I was expecting it's a Barcelona fan, not a player. But whatever..." He trails off, swallows, and finishes, "No. No, I'm not mad."
"Oh... Oh, okay... I'm... I'm sorry."
He nods, not looking at you. "I forgive you. I'm sorry, too. There had to have been a reason why you didn't trust me. So I'm sorry."
You say, "I forgive you," though you're not even one hundred percent sure what you're forgiving him for.
If you thought introducing just your older brother to Fermín was just terrible, introducing him to your whole family is like actual hell.
Fermín keeps his arms tightly around your shoulders as you sit on your couch. You feel stiff and rigid as Fermín manages the awkward questions and empty small talk. Your family is always so open, but with Carlos insisting everyone meet Fermín here, it's unnatural.
Why don't they accept him? They accept other people's friends, girlfriends, etc., much easier. Fermín is acting so sweet and polite.. like he always does... What don't they like about him?
Unlike Carlos, do they really care that much about stupid football club rivalries? Gosh, there are plenty of fans of different clubs who get on just fine.
How is Fermín being a player any different?
He's a culer, just like any fan, right? I mean, I don't know what I am. Am I a culer?
Who cares? I'm Fermín López's girlfriend and Carlos Sainz Sr.'s daughter. Think that's enough for one person!
Suddenly you're pulled out of your racing mind when Fermín's hand settles on your waist and he says, "...right, Y/n?"
"Uh, huh?" you ask, looking at Fermín just as he pecks your lips with a little laugh. You blush and murmur, "Gosh, Fermín, not here."
But he pulls you tighter to his side and says with a soft, slightly defiant little smirk, "I'm so happy that you all have accepted me as Y/n's boyfriend, Sainz family." The faces of your family members span from confused to uncomfortable to (only a few of them) genuinely accepting. But Fermín adds with a chuckle, kissing your cheek, "Although, of course, your opinions, or anyone's, about our relationship doesn't matter to me." He meets your eyes with those deep brown ones.
You swallow and nod, getting up the courage in that moment to respond with, "Yeah, Fermín... You know, I think I agree with you..."
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Bite | A.V x Reader
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warnings: kinda smutty but not? smutty themes?? biting, mentions of blood, uhhh
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a/n: thank you to @agirllovespancakes who hyped me up enough to actually write a bite scene 😭 slowly getting over my fear of writing smut (i’m not sure if this even counts but WE ARE ONE STEP CLOSER BABAYYYY)
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“What does it feel like?” You blurted out the thought before you could stop it and Alec hummed as he looked down at you, frowning in confusion.You lifted your head from where it rested on his chest, unlacing your hands from the absentminded fiddling with his fingers you had been entertaining yourself with.
“When you bite someone… what does it feel like?” He watched you for a moment, taking in the way your head tilted in curiosity and how your eyes searched his own. He sucked in a breath before moving to take your hand in his once again, reinterlacing your fingers together.
“Well, I can’t say I really remember what it felt like-”
“That’s not a good answer.” You cut him off with a grumble. Playfully glaring at you for the interruption, he attempted to brush your pout away with the thumb of his free hand, smiling at you teasingly. Cupping your cheek softly he scolded you. “Stop sulking and allow me to finish what I was about to say.”
“Fine...” You playfully turned to nip at the palm of his hand. Alec let out a soft chuckle, the sound rumbling through his chest whilst pressing a kiss to your interlocked fingers before he continued.
“Initially it hurts- a sharp sting at the very least…” He paused to take in your reaction, and you raised your eyebrow. “However I have heard before that it can be rather… arousing?”
“Arousing?”
“Mhmm”
There was a short pause of silence before you spoke your mind again.
“ As in for you or-?” He thought over your question before he answered.
“Well, in a way yes. Human blood can send any vampire into a sort of… pleasure filled frenzy.” You scrunched your face at his words and he laughed softly, stroking his thumb along your jaw.
“But depending on the circumstances of the bite and whether the vampire allows for the venom to enter your bloodstream or not, it can feel pleasant.”
“So… it’s the venom that makes it burn?” You looked at him in mild wonder and he nodded.
“The initial bite will be painful, if we allow the venom to follow it makes it even more excruciating. Why do you ask? You want a demonstration?”
Your cheeks flushed crimson, burying your face back into his chest momentarily to compose yourself. You lifted your head up after a few seconds, scowling at him playfully.
“I was just curious. I want to be prepared for when I have to be… bitten.” You stumbled over your words for a moment making him frown.
“There isn’t a need to be worried, sweetface. I’ll be right there with you the entire time.”
You beamed at him happily though your nerves did not dissipate. He smirked, moving his hand from your face and removing his other hand from your grip to push your shoulder gently, forcing you to lay back on the bed as he moved to hover over you. “Perhaps I should give you a demonstration to get rid of those nerves”
You giggled loudly as he began pressing kisses down the side of your face, along your jaw, across your neck, before stopping and sucking lightly on the soft spot where your neck met your shoulder. You let out a shuddering breath as he lapped at the supple skin gently, occasionally pressing his tongue and grazing his teeth against you. Your hands fisted his hair, a breathy moan of his name spilling over your lips before you could stop yourself. He placed one last gentle kiss before pulling away to watch your face.
“Why- Why did you stop?” Your voice was small, an underlying sense of desire hidden beneath. With you half-lidded eyes you began searching his face for discomfort - you found none. A wave of embarrassment flooded over you, blinking them closed for a moment of composure whilst pressing the palms of your hands against them. Alec’s hand brushed across your forehead absentmindedly, moving away the hair which had strayed across.
“You really want me to?” The surprise was clearly evident in his voice. Almost nervously, he shuffled to hover fully above you, using his thigh to push your legs apart so he could slot himself between them, both hands now planted firmly on your waist. Your eyes opened fully, bopping your head enthusiastically and wrapping your own arms back around his neck. A low groan echoed through the room, and he tightened his hold on you. Goosebumps rose on your arms, a small wave of arousal washing through you before it went away just as quick. Only for a moment.
“You are certain?” The vampire buried his head back into your neck to continue the kisses he had stopped, only this time they were directly below your pulse point where your scent was much more potent.
“A hundred and ten percent sure.” You mumbled before taking a sharp inhale as his lips brushed a sweet spot once again. Arching into him, he removed one hand from your waist to wrap an arm around your back, pulling you against him and whispering softly, seductively into your ear.
“I’ll try to be gentle.”
You whimpered loudly as he pressed a rougher kiss against you before his teeth cut through you like a hot knife through butter. A loud gasp followed, and he just barely pulled away to hush you softly, using his thumb to brush soft circles on your lower back in comfort. He returned to the bite, sucking some blood from the wound and groaning as it hit his tongue.
“Amore.” The husky way he spoke, paired with the way his lips brushed against your neck and the soft circles he traced across your back drew a lust filled moan from you and you moved to tug the hair at the nape of his neck, releasing another moan from him, softer this time. Pleasure spiked across your body, down your spine and creating a pit in your stomach the more he drank from you, and all you could do as he licked and sucked at your neck was whimper and moan pitifully. He inhaled a few more mouthfuls before pausing to collect himself, unsure whether his control will allow him to take anymore from you.
“You taste fucking divine.” He moaned into your ear. He used his nose to gently trace across your jawline momentarily, a subtle attempt at comforting you. His eyes caught sight of the blood escaping your neck, leaning down and using his tongue to clean the droplets which attempted to drip down to your collarbone. You whimpered - much louder than you had previously - and made an attempt to pull him even closer than he already was. You felt your hips move on their own accord, desperately seeking some friction as he lapped at your throat. Teeth pierced through the bite one last time, taking a few more mouthfuls, followed by a larger gulp before he forced himself to pull away, sealing the wound shut with his tongue.
He moved himself off of you and onto his back, pulling you onto your side. You were still as you rested next to him, seeking to regulate your breathing before you tried to say anything. Your own eyes were closed as he watched you intently, frowning as he watched you shakily inhale. After a moment you opened your eyes, meeting his own with a lopsided smile on your lips.
“Hi…” You spoke shyly, making him laugh - properly laugh.
“Hello to you too, beautiful girl.” You shuffled and buried yourself into him, breathing him in and he smiled, still stroking your back with his head resting against your hair. Another moment of silence fell upon the both of you before he spoke again.
“Felt good?” He mumbled, kissing your forehead. You hummed in response, body still trembling irregularly and a petulant look upon your face as you looked up at him.
“Mhmm… but now I need help.”
He smirked at you, leaning down to press his lips against yours. The remnant taste of your own blood sent a fresh wave of arousal through you, moving so you were now on top of him, straddling his waist.
“I’m sure I can be of help.”
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myseungsunglove · 8 months
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Comfort
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Pairing: ot8! X gn! reader
Warnings: none really, just the boys taking care of the one they love the most
Word Count: 1.6k
Summary: Imagine how each member shows comfort to their significant other when they need a little extra love.
A/N: Who doesn’t want to be comforted by these boys? I know I’d take each of their comfort without question. Keep in mind this is just my perception of how I think the boys would react based on how I’ve seen them react in situations during my time getting to know them. I feel like I probably have a better handle on Han, Seungmin, Chan, and Lee Know over IN and Hyunjin for sure. Felix and Changbin feel like open books, so I actually wrote theirs before anyone else’s cause I just knew. Hope someone finds comfort in these small drabbles.
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「© September 1, 2023 by mysweethannie」
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♡Chan notices almost immediately when something is off. He doesn’t crowd your space or force you to allow him to comfort you. Instead, he asks if there is anything he can do. If you aren’t ready to open up to him just yet, he’ll stay close, offering light touches of comfort to remind you occasionally that he is there when you are ready. He’ll kiss you softly and whisper, “Whenever you’re ready baby, I’m here.” when he feels like it’s been longer than he would have expected for you to seek comfort in him. This inevitably breaks your wall, for reasons you don’t quite understand. As soon as you let the wall down that you had previously raised, his arms engulf you, and you immediately feel like you could handle anything in the world with him, even if you’re falling apart, he is holding you together.
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♡Lee Know isn’t the best at dealing with other people’s big emotions, but he works in his own way to make sure you know that he is right there. He may never actually ask if you are okay outright, instead he will make sure that your every need is taken care of. He will bring you your favorite drink from your favorite shop, he’ll make sure the snack that you like is in the house, if you’re out in public when something is clearly wrong, he will take your hand in his, pulling you close to him. You never refuse his hand because regardless of how you feel, he grounds you when he takes your hand. He’ll take your face in his hands, forcing you to look at him and tell you he loves you. It will be a matter of fact, just a statement that he knows to be true and that he believes you should accept. He’ll kiss you quick, searching your eyes for any sign that he needs to do more. He will always do more for you even when isn’t sure what to do.
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♡Changbin immediately knows when something is up, even if you are still wearing a smile. He always senses your energy change. He watches your body language carefully. When he realizes something is wrong, he’ll walk up to you, wrapping his strong arms around you, kissing you slowly, whispering, “Wanna go somewhere quiet?” You always slump into his arms at that statement, knowing that you haven’t hidden your pain as well as you thought. But really, what could you have expected? He always knows. You’ll nod in his arms and his hand will slide down to grab yours and pull you away to somewhere where it’s only the two of you. Then he listens. You’re a floodgate the moment you're alone, and his eyes are intent on catching every word. He offers advice when you ask for it, but mostly he makes sure you're comfortable and getting out everything you need to.
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♡Hyunjin steals glances at you the moment he realizes that something is off. Honestly, sometimes it takes him a little while to realize that something is wrong because he is so often in his own little world. As soon as he is in tune with you though, he is quick to lift you up. He may not be the best at offering physical comfort in these times, but he will tell you all the ways you have made him better and completed him as a person. Not that he needed someone to complete him, but somehow you were a missing piece he didn’t even know he was seeking until he found you. He makes sure to tell you all the ways you enhance his life and make everyone’s life better because you are so uniquely you.
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♡Han knows without even looking at you when something is wrong and he inevitably can identify the problem with little more than a glance or a touch. He knows you so well that you don’t have to explain to him what you are feeling. He’s been around you enough to know what you need. It’s like he senses an imbalance in the force of your relationship and he wants nothing more than to erase your pain. Han rarely helps you the same way twice in a row. He knows that every situation calls for a different solution and he works to reach those solutions with you because he knows that ultimately if you don’t talk about it, you won’t be able to get past it. He often will offer a distraction first, sitting down with you to watch your favorite anime or convincing you that watching something that scares you will get your mind off of whatever it is you're fixating on. He makes sure that you are both left unbothered during these times because having other people ask about what is going on with you usually just results in raising your anxiety about the situation. Han also knows that sometimes a distraction is the last thing you want or need. He immediately will have you wrapped in his arms, his soft lips pressing against your forehead. You both stay like that for as long as you initially need, until you’re ready to talk. You’ve been known to stand in Han’s embrace for quite a long time before you are ready to breathe a word, but he never complains. You do the same for him, so how could he not offer you the same lifeline that you have given him countless times.
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♡Felix won’t let go of you when knows something is wrong. He will pull you to the couch or even the bed, and he’ll wrap you in his arms. He’ll whisper to you all of the things that he loves about you, that he can’t live without. Even if you aren’t struggling with something like that, he makes sure you know how important to him you are when you are struggling. He always asks what’s wrong and talks just as much as he listens when you finally open up. When you cry, he cries because whatever you feel, he feels too. His hands are everywhere at once as he listens to you. One minute his fingers are ghosting your waist, the next he has his hand intertwined with yours. At some point, he is cupping your face, his thumb grazing your cheek. Sometimes he just holds you and he talks and you say nothing. The low rumble of his deep voice is a lot like a cat’s purrs with healing powers. He often talks you to sleep like this and you wake up feeling renewed much to your surprise even though you shouldn’t be too surprised because it works like a charm every time.
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♡Seungmin only needs to look at you to realize that you are in need of comfort from him. While he pretends to not like public displays of affection, he is absolutely addicted to being affectionate with you no matter where you might be or what the situation is. This is especially true when he feels that you are having a hard time. He will come up behind you, his arms wrapping around your waist, his lips kissing your neck softly. He’ll whisper against your skin that he loves you and ask if you want to talk. With Seungmin, you almost always want to talk. He is such a good listener. He doesn’t listen to offer solutions, he knows that you rarely need him to fix all of your problems, you just want someone who can offer keen insight and actually hear what you have to say and the emotions you are feeling. Seungmin often feels whatever you are feeling with you. He is extremely empathetic so when you are angry, he finds himself taking on that emotion with you. The same goes for when you are happy or sad. While he listens to you, sometimes he sits right in front of you, his eyes never leaving you as he watches you tell him what is going on with you. Other times he pulls you into his arms, up tightly against his chest while you ramble on about whatever you need to. There are occasions when you don’t want to talk at all. In these moments, he always knows what you need even without you having to talk. He has a sixth sense about everything when it comes to you because he has spent so much time making sure he understands you. Seungmin doesn’t like to feel like he doesn’t have a handle on a situation, so as a result, he’s always watched and listened carefully in any situation concerning you. He knows he may miss things sometimes, but those times are rare and he beats himself up over it when he does. He takes great pride in being able to know what's going on with you and what you need from him in return. He doesn’t like to disappoint anyone even though him not being able to read your mind every time you’re hurting is anything but disappointing. The fact that he cares so much just goes to show what a good man he is.
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♡IN watches you closely when he realizes you are in need of comfort. He isn’t much for skinship and understands that there are times that you don’t want to be held when you are down anyway. What he does offer is his presence. He will sit quietly with you, him doing his thing maybe playing a game while you sit and think. He will place a comforting hand on your thigh or squeeze your hand every once in a while to remind you that he is right there. He will ask you if you want to talk after particularly long bouts of silence, but makes sure you know that you only have to talk about whatever it is if you really want to. Usually you just want him to distract you with something about his day and he is happy to indulge you in whatever you need. And the second you need his comforting arms, he is happy to provide them. You’re the only person that he doesn’t mind being physically close to and for you he would do anything.
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ninadove · 1 month
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Would Feligami be the type of couple to sleep together? (in a non-sus way of course)
DID SOMEONE SAY FELIGAMI FLUFF
Yes, they absolutely would! No one is more surprised by this fact than Felix “I need my personal space” Graham de Vanily, who did not realise how touch-starved he was until he met Kagami. Very much like that meme of the cheetah getting a chin rub.
The first few times she would burrow into his shirt and he would not dare to move or breathe too heavily. He’s used to destroying beautiful things, after all.
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But eventually he would learn to let go and hold her tight and rest his chin on top of her head and kiss her forehead when she mumbles in a half-asleep state. Which would be so healing for her.
And of course, there’s the fact that they’ve both been terribly abused. Letting your guard down enough to fall asleep next to someone is the ultimate show of trust — especially for Felix, especially after the Nightormentor debacle. Give the boy insomnia and night terrors and let him be the one to be cared for and gently rocked back to sleep…
Also for everyone’s consideration: they’re both early risers, and I don’t think this habit would disappear completely, but they should get to discover the joys of laying in bed idly sometimes. Just. Let them be kids I beg of you
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Also also for your consideration: Felix sleeping much better during thunderstorms, since lightning is associated with Ryuko, to illustrate that he is not afraid of the way she loves! ❤️🐉💜🐉
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straylightdream · 1 year
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“I think about you”
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feat: lee felix x f.reader
↳ “There was something about you that now I can’t remember. It’s the same damn thing that made my heart surrender”
exes to lovers au
status: coming soon
warnings: mentions of loss of virginity, dealing with past heartbreak and angst, protected sex, oral (both receiving, body worship
an: this is a part of my college skz series SSFW where you can read one or all the stories. Each boys story weaves together but they can be read as ones shots.
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𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛��� 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰. Please fill out this form.
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farfromsugafanfic · 2 years
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Stray Kids Masterlist
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One Shots:
Felix:
Fancy Dress: CEO AU, smut
Series:
Amadeus | b.ch Werewolf AU, slight Fantasy AU, Musician!Reader Rating: M Warnings: language, violence, adult themes, eventual smut, the characters are adults so
Chan belongs to the Order of Amadeus who work to keep the kingdom safe from the lycanthropy plague spreading among the populace. You can only hunt so long before you become what you hunt.
Y/N is a violinist in a traveling music troupe-one of the few left in the kingdom. One morning when she is practicing in the woods, a man emerges from among the trees and changes her life forever.
Down a member, the Order of Amadeus continues their mission to end the lycanthropy plague, but their missing member remains in the back of their mind as they narrow in on the worst wolf of them all.
Reactions:
Stray Kids As Your Plus One At A Wedding Stray Kids As Your College Boyfriend Stray Kids Reaction To Having A Plus Size Partner Stray Kids Comforting You After A Bad Day At Work Stray Kids When They Have A Crush On You But You Like Another Member Stray Kids Reaction To You Surprising Them With Lingerie But They’re Unexpectedly With Another Member Stray Kids Reaction To You Getting Too Drunk At A Party Stray Kids Reaction To You Having Bunny Teeth Husband!SKZ Reaction To You Saying You Want A Divorce During An Argument Stray Kids Reaction To You Skipping A Stray Kids Song As A Prank Stray Kids Reaction To You Asking Them To Move In With You Stray Kids Reaction To Painting Each Other's Nails Stray Kids Reaction To Forgetting Their S/O's Birthday Stray Kids Reaction To You Being Afraid Of Sex Because Of An Ex [Hyung Line] Stray Kids Reaction To You Being A Metalhead Stray Kids Reaction To You Having Curly Hair Stray Kids Reaction To Getting You Flowers, But You're Allergic Stray Kids Reaction To Being Caught Making Out Stray Kids Reaction To Seeing Surgery Scars On Their S/O
MTL:
MTL To Fall For Their Online Friend MTL To Date Their Complete Opposite MTL Kiss On The First Date MTL Break Down When You Almost Break Up MTL Enjoy Giving Oral MTL Fall In Love At First Sight MTL Date A Capricorn MTL Date An Aquarius MTL Date A Pisces
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dollystuartwrites · 1 year
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Stray Gods - Chapter 31
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Pairing: Gods!OT8 x !F!Reader
Genre: romance, friends to lovers, polyamory, mystery, supernatural, angst, fluff, smut
Wordcount: 3745
Chapters:  [1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7] - [8] - [9] - [10] [11] - [12] - [13] - [14] - [15] - [16] - [17] - [18] - [19] - [20] [21] - [22] - [23] - [24] - [25] - [26] - [27] - [28] - [29] - [30]   [31] - [32] - [33] - [34] - [35] - [36] - [37] - [38] - [39] - [?] MASTERLIST
Summary: With no memory of who you  were, you wake up in the woods, only to be found by eight unusually handsome men. With no information of the past, the guys decide to take you in and take care of you for the time being. But that time becomes  years, and as time passes, you start to notice that there is something  different about them... and something different about you...
Warnings: angst, praise, thigh riding, kissing, fingering, overstimulation, lovebites, bad/miscommunication, low self-esteem, swearing, name-calling, dry humping, college, degradation, gods, special powers, vaginal sex, oral sex (f&m), mentions of contraception (condoms&thepill), injuries, mentions of death (but no character deaths), virgin!reader, teasing, orgasms, poly relationship, semi-public sex, daddy kink, strength kink. I've probably forgotten some so let me know if I did and I will add more as the story progresses.
Taglist: @eastleighsblog @tangerminie​ @speedybagelmongerpasta​ @swittyregan​ @septicrebel
Special thanks to my beta and cheerleader Millie.
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You barely even noticed the first rays of sunshine that had begun to creep over the horizon. Instead, you were listening to Hyunjin explaining to Namjoon, Jimin and Jungkook how his powers benefited his job.
‘So, we can detect preferences for what they like, right?’ Hyunjin said, looking at Jimin, who nodded. ‘It’s fairly easy, it’s not just their levels of pheromones, and I mean, love is not necessarily something between two people. It can be love for pets, friends, the things they like to do, etc.,’ Hyunjin explained, and Jimin nodded, agreeing. Jungkook nodded along with a movement that looked more like an automatic imitation of his fellow God and showed that he understood what Hyunjin was trying to explain. ‘I mean, we can tell any preference people have, makes it easy to pick an artwork for them, isn’t it,’ Hyunjin said with a nonchalant shrug, but his smile held a hint of smugness.
‘I totally get that,’ Jimin nodded, ‘It’s the same I do for the service I provide in my hotels,’
‘Yeah, about that,’ Jeongin said, turning his chair towards the group. ‘I was wondering how hard it would be to run your own hotel.’
‘Not as hard as he makes it seem,’ Hoseok called with a giggle from a little further down the table, apparently having caught a part of the sentence. Jimin looked at him with an expression that bore a mixture of annoyance and sassiness.
Minho came over, tapping Jungkook on the shoulder as Jimin and Jeongin continued their conversation about running a hotel, Jeongin seemingly fascinated.
‘About Chaos, I was wondering, how are you with Time?’ Minho asked Jungkook. Jungkook blinked his big eyes a few times, tearing himself from Jimin and Jeongin’s conversation and looking up at Minho.
‘Time?’ Jungkook repeated. Minho nodded. ‘Right, erm, I’m not sure if Chaos does affect it too much. Ohh, but there was this one instance where-’
A sudden warm hand on your shoulder startled you and pulled you out of the conversation. You looked around, and Changbin was standing next to you, looking down at you with a soft smile. He bent over, his mouth close to your ear.
‘You’re tired,’ he said softly.
‘How did you-’ you began, quite surprised that he had seemed to have noticed it before you yourself had.
‘Lowers your body temp,’ he answered softly. You nodded slowly, suddenly shivering as you noticed you were actually kind of cold too.
‘Let me take you to bed,’ he offered with a whisper. His words made your tummy flutter slightly, but you tried to ignore it.
On the one hand, you wanted to stay longer. Stay with all of them and hear all of their conversations that were simply too interesting, with many revealing things about them you hadn’t even known yet. But on the other hand, you saw the daylight creeping in slowly, meaning it had to be dawn already. You were tired, and some of the others probably were, too, even though they were having too much fun as well to notice. Someone had to be the first.
You got up and went to stand next to Changbin.
‘Guys, I’m off to bed,’ you stated loudly, trying to make yourself audible over their chatter and laughter. Chan, who had been talking with Yoongi about his job as a music producer for the last few hours, looked up surprised. Felix, Han and Seungmin, who had been talking with Hoseok, Jin, Taehyung, and Lady, almost seemed startled by getting pulled out of their deep conversation. Hyunjin, Jimin, Minho, Namjoon, Jeongin and Jungkook, who had been sitting closest, looked up interestedly.
‘Right, who’s-,’ Felix said vaguely.
‘I’ll take her,’ Changbin said with a nod. The rest of the guys nodded as well and then bid you goodnight with a wave or a sweet smile.
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‘Don’t you wanna go back?’ you asked as Changbin entered the room with you. It wasn’t as if you were trying to get rid of him, but you also didn’t want him to be excluded from all the fun.
‘Nah, I’m good,’ Changbin said, ‘I have to admit it was interesting, though,’
‘Yeah?’ you said as you kicked off your shoes and sat down on the bed.
‘Yeah,’ Changbin nodded. ‘It was fun to talk to other Gods again. We haven’t met any in a while, so it was nice to exchange stories again, learn from each other, you know,’
‘And what did you learn?’ you said with a giggle, trying to reach the zipper on the back of your dress but failing.
‘That the God of Water and the God of Fire get along better than I anticipated,’ He said with a chuckle.
‘Binnie, can you please help me with this? Ugh, this damn thing,’ you said, getting annoyed by the zipper on your back that seemed to be just out of reach.
‘Sure,’ he chuckled and got up. He came to sit next to you, and you could feel his warm hands moving over your back, unzipping the dress for you.
‘Thanks,’ you said with a sigh. You got up and let the dress fall from your shoulders on the food, stepping out of it and leaving you in just your underwear, not minding Changbin’s presence as you were just happy to get out of it.
‘Erm, I think I should go to bed too,’ Changbin said quickly, getting up and turning his back to you to give you some privacy. Not that you cared about that at all.
Although you had spent hours with a large group of people, talking, laughing, and having fun, for some reason, right at that moment, you still felt slightly lonely. You could see Changbin moving in the direction of the door, but before he could get away, you grabbed his hand.
‘Please stay,’ you asked. The hairs on your skin stood upright as the room’s cold air brushed your almost naked body. You felt slightly stupid as you knew your voice had let through more desperation than you wanted. It wasn’t fair, and you didn’t want to admit it to yourself. Maybe it was because you had gotten so used to it, or maybe things had gone to your head when Lady had told you that you were a Goddess… But right now, you craved attention. Changbin’s attention.
‘Alright,’ he said with a soft and low voice. He turned around, his eyes fixed on yours as you still held his hand. You smiled and pulled at him softly, and he gave in and walked with you to the bed. Once you laid down on the bed, he squatted beside you, tucking you in and putting his hand lovingly on your cheek. The warmth of his hand felt so incredibly good.
‘I’m still cold,’ you pouted. Changbin chucked.
‘You’re a bit needy tonight, aren’t you?’ Changbin teased, reading you correctly. His words made you suppress a smirk, but he put up a pretend sigh and said, ‘Alright then, I’ll warm you up. Scoot,’
He climbed into the bed next to you and pulled the covers over the both of you. You turned to your side so your bodies could line up together, Changbin being the big spoon. He put his arm carefully around you and placed his hand on your shoulder. Unlike Hyunjin and Minho, who liked to tease you and get their hands on you whenever they could, Changbin was always a gentleman, never touching you where he thought he shouldn’t.
His body heat seemed to radiate through you as if you had stepped into a warm bath. You couldn’t help but sigh at the feeling of his warmth.
‘Better?’ Changbin asked. You hummed in agreement.
It felt so good to be held by him, with his strong arms and broad frame encapsulating you. Even the smell of him was warm and homey.
You wiggled backwards slightly, trying to press more of your body against his, wanting to feel him everywhere.
‘Don’t,’ His voice said suddenly, sounding slightly rough. You frowned even though he could not see.
‘What? Why?’ you asked. For a moment, you were scared that he was afraid of burning you again, and you were just about to turn around and scold him for it when you felt it.
Something slightly hard was pressing against your butt.
Instantly your heart started beating faster, and you suddenly felt wide awake.
‘I-I should probably go,’ Changbin whispered again, but you grabbed his arm again before he could let go of you and only wiggled back more, this time intentionally pressing your butt hard into his crotch.
‘Binnie, I’m still cold,’ you lied brattily. ‘Stay,’
Changbin groaned low as you clung onto his arm, pulling it against your chest between your breasts as you kept rubbing your ass into him.
‘Y/n,’ he growled. You stopped moving for a second and could now feel his full erection between your butt cheeks, ‘you’re playing a dangerous game here,’ he groaned.
‘What? Afraid you’ll burn me?’ you said teasingly, letting him know you weren’t worried.
‘No,’ he said, his voice suddenly calm and much closer. His lips were brushing on your ear when he spoke next. ‘But you’ve been driving me insane lately, and I’ve been holding myself back as much as I could,’
His words made you clench instantly, and your heart pounded in your chest.
‘You have?’ you said, turning around to face him. His almost red eyes locked instantly with yours. ‘Is that why you have been so modest? Shying away every time I tried to let you know I wanted you,’
Changbin swallowed, and his lips parted slightly.
‘You wanted me?’ he repeated the words clumsily. His eyes were half-lidded, and the look on his face made you go absolutely feral inside. Without thinking, you swung your leg over him, pushing your hand on his chest for him to lie down on his back as you went to sit on top of him. A hiss escaped his lips as the tent in his pants disappeared between your still-clothed thighs.
‘Of course, I did, Binnie, wasn’t it obvious?’ you mewled, leaning forwards slightly, which made your hips grind into him. Changbin groaned again, and the sound of it was almost enough to make your eyes roll back into your head. ‘Or do you just not wanna play with me?’ you teased, tilting your hips to grind against him again.
Changbin let out another groan.
‘Y/n, I swear, if you- you go on like this,’ he stammered, closing his eyes and moaning again.
‘Then what? What Binnie? You can’t hold back anymore?’ you purred, bending over and brushing your lips over his. ‘I never wanted you to hold back anyway,’ you breathed into his mouth.
Suddenly Changbin’s red eyes snapped open, and his hands grabbed your hips with an almost bruising grip.
‘I’m gonna fuck you so good, babydoll,’ he said with a growl, grabbing the side of your panties and ripping them apart with his hands, literally tearing them from your body and throwing them away. He grabbed your hips again and made you grind against his still-covered cock.
‘Fuck, babydoll, look at the mess you’re making on me. I was trying to behave before, but if you say you don’t want me to hold back-’
You mewled as you left behind a dark wet streak on the satin of his joggers.
‘Binnie-,’ you breathed his name, biting your lip, and you could see him revel in the sound of you moaning his name.
‘You keep making me so hard; everything you do, I just can’t seem to stop looking at you. So beautiful and perfect. Wish I could fuck you all the time,’ Changbin groaned.
‘Then fuck me,’ you whispered, leaning forward to steal a kiss from him. Your lips clashed with his, and he hungrily kissed you back, letting go of your hips for a moment to pull his own pants down as well.
When you sat back up again, you could feel his hard length between your thighs again, but this time nothing covering either of you. You gasped softly when you felt his tip slide through your already wet folds. You looked down for a second as you ground backwards, down his shaft, able to see him for the first time. He was definitely not as long as Chan, but he was certainly well-endowed. The thickness of it made you bite your bottom lip before facing Changbin again.
His mouth was still slightly open as he was already panting, his hands like iron grips on your hips again as you continued grinding over his length.
‘Y/n,’ Changbin moaned softly as he slowly moved his hips with yours. One of his hands slit upwards, stopping at your mouth and dipping two of his fingers into it. You closed your lips around them, sucking on them instantly and letting your tongue twirl around them. Changbin let out a beautiful moan, closing his eyes for a moment.
With each stroke of his tip, sliding through your folds and over your clit, you could feel the knot inside you tighter further, and it wasn’t long before you were moaning around his fingers.
‘Fuck, y/n,’ Changbin moaned again when he almost entered you with the next grind. ‘Please, please, babydoll, I need you,’ he pleaded with a sigh, his brows knitted together as he removed his wet fingers from your mouth.  
The looking of desperation on his face and his pleading were all you needed. You ground back on his cock one last time and went to sit on your knees. Changbin instantly understood and quickly grabbed his dick to position it against your entrance. Very slowly, you let yourself down on him. Not because you wanted to tease him some more but simply because you needed the time. You could feel your walls stretching out to accommodate his thick girth. Inch by inch, you let yourself down on his hard length, feeling him fill you up and stretch you out. When he finally bottomed out inside you, you let your head fall back with a moan. Changbin let out another curse again.
‘Feels so tight, babydoll; you alright?’ he asked, his voice sounding restrained. You looked at him, already panting, his red eyes fixed on you worriedly. You smiled at him and lifted yourself up a bit, which earned you an instant groan from him. Carefully you tried to set a slow pace for yourself, letting him slip out of your before taking him in again. Every slow stroke felt like utter bliss. The way he was stretching you felt exquisite. His tight grip on your hips guided you carefully as you rode him slowly.
‘I can’t believe I’m finally inside you. Feels so good you’re driving me insane,’ Changbin muttered low, breathing deep.
‘Binnie-’ It was the only thing you could say, the only thing your brain seemed to remember anymore.
‘Yes baby, I’m here; I’ll make you feel good,’ he hummed. His hand slid down to your core, letting his thumb slowly circle over your clit. His touch instantly made you mewl and throw your head back.
Soon, the extra stimulation only made you want more, and you tried to pick up the pace slightly. But the faster you wanted to go, the harder it became to keep steady.
‘More Binnie, please,’ you mewled; this time, it was your turn to be desperate. He answered you by putting both his hands underneath your butt as he started lifting you at a steady pace. The instant increase of pace and friction and stretch inside of you was more than enough to forgive him for abandoning your clit. Now, every time he pumped himself inside of you, he brushed that particular spot that made it hard not to scream.
The world around you didn’t exist anymore; the only thing left was the blissful feeling of where your bodies connected. The feeling of his thick cock inside of you made you lose your mind completely, a nonstop stream of soft moans leaving your lips without you even realising it.
‘Baby, you sound so pretty, look so beautiful, damn,’ Changbin groaned, his voice pulling you slightly back to reality. You opened your eyes a little and could see his blissful face. His shirt had shifted up, exposing his abs, and his sleeves looked so tight on his tensed arm muscles that you wouldn’t be surprised if the fabric ripped. You let your eyes go over his beautiful body and couldn’t help but be in absolute awe of it. Your hands moved forwards, fingers drawing over his exposed abs, following the lines of his tensing and untensing muscles. You could see a proud smile when you looked back at his face again.
‘So handsome,’ you could barely speak the words through your moans, but Changbin heard them. You meant it from the bottom of your heart. Not just because he was the most ripped member of the group; no, you would think he was handsome, whatever his physique was. He was handsome because you loved him with all your heart.
Changbin gave an extra hard and deep thrust which made you gasp, but before you had time to even look at him in surprise, he had already turned his speed up another notch, lifting you up further, effectively carrying you now. He bottomed out with every stroke, snapping his hips into you and turning you into nothing more than a panting, mewling mess.
The knot on your core was resting on its edge but never quite tipping over, driving you even more desperate for him. Without you noticing, your moans kept getting louder and louder as you edged on longer and longer.
Suddenly, he sat up straight, his dick still never leaving you, before he resumed his hard pace again, still holding you up but facing you now. You could see the hair around his forehead stick together, wet from his sweat.
‘So loud, they’ll hear,’ he panted onto your lips. The caress of his hot breath made your spine tingle.
‘Let them,’ you moaned thoughtlessly, only caring about your seemingly forever-edging orgasm right now.
Changbin kissed you, his lips soft and sweet, contrasting his hard fucking and the way he was constantly stretching you. You instantly kissed him back, his lips the only thing that prevented you from screaming. When you let your tongue slip between his plump lips, he groaned, instantly letting you in. His thrusts instantly became sloppier and harder, and you wrapped your arms around his neck. You didn’t care that the back of his neck was slightly damp, as it felt simply too good to brush your fingers through his soft dark hair.
It seemed so easy for him to keep you up like that, fucking himself harshly into you like you were some sort of toy doll whose weight didn’t matter to him.
You could feel the coil in your core tightening again and realised it could burst at any moment.
‘Binnie-’ you panted, looking at him in a daze, finding his fiery red eyes. ‘So close,’ was all you could say.
‘Wanna cum, babydoll?’ he said, sounding just as desperate as you did. ‘Say my name; I’ll make you cum,’
‘Binnie,’ you purred into his ear. Instantly Changbin started pounding into you harder and faster than ever before, completely overwhelming your senses.
‘Changbin!’ you screamed his name. ‘Fuck Changbin, fuck!’ you swore loudly as your long-awaited orgasm finally washed over you. You could feel your pussy clenching down hard on his thick dick, making you moan his name over and over again.
‘Shit, so tight now, I’m gonna-’ Changbin groaned, unable to finish his sentence.
‘Changbin- please- fill me up, Changbin,’ you panted in his ear. Changbin let out a long deep guttural groan as he pulled you down on his dick one last time, bottoming out and spilling himself deep into you, his fingers digging into your ass, bruising the delicate skin. You could feel him pulsating inside you, your walls still clenching and unclenching from your own orgasm.  
Changbin leaned his forehead against yours, his chest heaving deeply as he panted heavily. The two of you sat like that for a moment, with both his cock and your walls still pulsing slightly with after waves from both your orgasms, your arms around his neck, his hands now softly massaging the spots where he had held you.
His eyes slowly dragged up to meet yours, and you noticed the bright red colour was already dying down slightly, returning to its usual more brownish tone they usually had.
He smiled softly at you, removing his forehead from yours to plant a kiss on it softly.
‘You are-’ Changbin began, he huffed and smiled, apparently not finding the words to describe you, but you understood what he was trying to say.
‘Felt so good, Binnie,’ you whispered, stealing a soft kiss that made him grin and blush slightly. You tried to move your leg somewhat as it was becoming a little uncomfortable now that you were stationary instead of bouncing, but it only made you shift on his cock. Changbin groaned, and you couldn’t help but clench again, earning a second groan.
‘Sorry,’ you giggled softly. He let out a soft chuckle.
‘It’s fine,’ he said with a crooked grin. ‘Let us get cleaned up.’ Without seeming to cost him any effort, he picked you up again and carried you to the bathroom.
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Twenty minutes later, the both of you were lying in bed, cuddled up together, both clean now.
You buried your nose into the crook of his neck, your arm draped over his chest, and your leg over his.
‘Binnie,’ you mumbled sleepily, your eyes already closing. Changbin hummed softly. ‘I love you.’ you finally spoke the words you had been thinking all night long.
Changbin shifted under you, turning towards you, his arm over your body, and pulling you in closer to him.
‘I love you so much, y/n,’ he spoke softly. ‘I’ll protect you. Won’t let anyone hurt you. My beautiful girl, I love you so much.’
His words were so sweet that they almost made you cry. You buried your face deeper into his shoulder as he laid his hand protectively on the back of your head, his thumb caressing your hair.
‘We’ll take care of you,’ he mumbled sleepily.
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Beg for me - Lee Felix
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Word count 2,124
Warnings: soft dom! Felix, unprotected sex,piv sex, eating out, blowjobs, edging, sub! Reader, I might have missed something please let me know if you think there is anything I need to add!
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Today was the day. The day Felix was supposed to come back to you from being on tour for 2 months. You missed him so much. You missed his cuddles, his voice, his lips.
Everything about him really. You even tried to coax him into coming home a few times, of course failing and giving up, knowing he would probably punish you when he got back but you just missed him so much.
You got the text from Chan telling you that the boys had landed and Felix was supposed to be on his way to you, but 2 hours later he still hadn't shown up you texted and called him and even had called the other boys asking if they knew where he was they all said they thought he went straight to your apartment. You knew you weren't going to be able to sleep until you knew he was safe, so you sat on your couch, watching TV, while waiting for him to knock on the door.
You ended up falling asleep, waking up hearing your phone ringing, it was Chan. " Hey Nina, Felix just came back to the house, did you ever see him come by?" Chan questioned. You replied " No I haven't, did he seem mad?" Chan chuckled "No he was his usual self. Did you do something to make him mad at you?" "Chan I told you I didn't see him, I haven't seen him or talked to him much since you guys left for tour."
"Well we all plan on coming to see you tomorrow so I'll let you get to sleep, so you have energy for all 8 of us to attack you" Chan jokes with you. You say your goodnights and once you hang up you go to your bedroom, but as you do you receive a text from Felix.
"Hey kitten, didn't mean to worry you if I did, but I will be punishing you by dragging out you being able to get any sexual relief from me. For now you have to deal without this cock you love so much. Until I think you've learned your lesson." You were shocked reading this text, he usually wasn't this dominant and never called you kitten until now, usually calling you baby or babe, but it certainly brought out the submissive side of you that you hadn't told Felix about but somehow he must have picked up on. Most people would probably think that it was the other way around, that Felix was the submissive and you were the dominant, but you were always more of the submissive type.
" I'm sorry, sir, I just missed you. I'll behave until you say otherwise, I'm going to sleep now though so have a good night" you sent the reply before you could think twice then changed and got into bed. He responded with a "goodnight Nina" message. Oh no, he definitely was mad, he never calls you by name.
You try to get some sleep but are up and down every few hours throughout the night. You're worried how mad he is and if he'll even come with the rest of the members. You get up at around 8:30 am and decide to make some coffee to prepare for the day ahead, also having to clean before the guys get there. Once the coffee has been drunk, you get up and start cleaning up to get your mind off of the punishment Felix had put in place. At around 11:30 you get a call from Chan telling you that the boys and him are on the way, including Felix, so he was coming with them still, so he must not be too mad.
30 minutes after Chan called, there was a knock at the door. You went and answered it and we're automatically attacked with a hug from Han Jisung. He didn't let you go until Chan pulled him away while laughing. Once he finally let you go from the hug, all the other members hugged you, except for Felix. Felix came to you last, hugging you but he did kiss you and hold your hand. Once they all had greeted you, you all moved into your living room, sitting on the couch to watch movies and play games, like you always do when they come back from a tour.
At some point Chan had pulled you into cuddle with him while you watched one of the movies and you kept feeling Felix stare at you through it. You turned to whisper to Chan " Felix is staring at us. Do you think you should let me go back to him?" And Chan shook his head no, clearly trying to get Felix to react to him holding you.
After them being with you for about 7 hours the boys, aside from Felix,decided to go get food and bring it back to your apartment. Leaving you with Felix, they said they would be back in about 30 to 45 minutes. You were sitting in silence with Felix, until he spoke up "Are you trying to get back at me for wanting to punish you baby? Trying to make me jealous of Chan? Cause I have half the mind to remind you who you belong to now." You were shocked once again at this. You shook your head, not trusting your voice. He came over to you and started kissing you passionately.
The kiss kept getting harder and more passionate, Felix rubbing his hands down your sides. Shortly after he decided to start kissing your neck and slip his hands under your shirt. You moaned out " I'm sorry sir, I wasn't meaning to do that, I even asked him if I should come back to you" " Oh so you weren't just being a bad slut?" Felix rasped out "I'm going to take you to the bedroom baby, I need you now I haven't had you for 2 months."
He then picked you up and took you to your bedroom, closing and locking the door behind you and him. You didn't understand why he did that at first as the boys were out. "Kitten, I intend to take my time with you, cause I also plan on punishing you still and make sure you feel lots of pleasure, they'll probably be back while I fuck you. Do you remember your safe word, should you need to use it?" Felix explains as if he read your mind. You nod then state your safe word "mocha is my safe word, sir". You had chosen this safe word quite a while ago and had never needed to use it but it's better to already have it in place you and Felix agreed.
After you stated your safe word, Felix pulled out your favorite sex toy which is a pink vibrator that is smaller than his cock, but fills you up so perfectly. But when he pulled it out you knew exactly why he had said he was going to punish you still, he was going to edge you. You weren't going to fight it. You actually love edging so it wasn't really a punishment, aside from you didn't know how long he'd make you go without orgasm. He then pulls your shirt off and starts kissing your neck, both of his hands grasping your breasts roughly causing you to scream then bite your lips. He stops and commands in a deep voice "Don't you dare hide your noises from me, you do that and I will stop."
You squeak at his dominant side coming again, hoping he doesn't notice it and what it does to you, but he does. " Oh does my pretty kitten like it when I'm dominant? Shall I do this more often? Are you my pretty sub baby?" You squeak again. He takes that as a yes and chuckles. He then takes off the shorts and panties you were wearing leaving you naked and him, still fully clothed. He turns on the vibrator and brings it down to your pussy, focusing on your clit with it.
"You're so pretty baby, I'm sorry I'm having to punish you but you acted bratty, and you can't just do that without punishment. Don't worry master is going to fuck you tonight, all night long after I edge you for a bit. And I don't care if the boys hear me fucking you either. You're mine and they need to know that." His voice is such a turn on to you and he knows it. He decides to try to get you to the edge quickly, by sucking on one of your nipples. You moan out his name loudly, knowing you're one the edge of orgasm already because your nipples are sensitive and he puts just the right amount of pressure on your clit, a moment later he pulls away from you.
Satisfied with having brought you to the edge and then pulling all stimulation away, Felix chuckles. "Poor kitten, didn't get to cum, I know I know, just a few more times and I'll give you what you need.i just need you to learn your lesson first about begging me to come home on tour and then flirting with my hyung." Once you've calmed down, he brings the vibrator back to your clit, repeating exactly as he just had.
After 3 more edges you're screaming and begging " Please sir please please please let me cum, give me this please I won't misbehave again." He gives in and strips himself finally. Once all his clothes are off, he takes his dick in hand and gives it a few pumps before bringing it to your pussy, pushing in and bottoming out. He waits a few seconds. He moans at feeling you around him "fuck baby you're so tight, I love your pussy so much, you're so good to me, I'll be good to you now baby, just cum when you need to. I don't know how long I'll last now."
He starts thrusting in and out of you, starting off just slowly making sure he'll be able to last. He brings his mouth down to your ear and starts whispering praises into your ear "Good girl, such a good pussy, I love you." over and over again. As he starts picking up the pace you feel the coil in your stomach building up and snap very quickly and as it snaps you feel yourself squirt all over Felix. Stunned, Felix stops thrusting. He looks down in awe of you. "Oh my god, baby you just squirted all over me, that was so hot, if I eat you out now will you do it again?" He then pulls out and moves to where his face is between your legs and starts eating you out.
His tongue moves expertly on your pussy, licking and sucking just right, trying to give you an amazing orgasm from his tongue also. He loves giving you pleasure and just wants you to always have a mind blowing orgasm. As he continues to eat you out, you feel the coil building up again. And after about 3 minutes it snaps, and you squirt all over his face, and he loves it. He then puts himself back into you trying to give you another orgasm, and eventually he does give you 3 more orgasms, totaling 5 orgasms for the night.
After your 5th orgasm, you tell him you're too sensitive and you want to suck him until he cums in your mouth so you can taste him. " Baby wants to give me the pleasure I have her? Go ahead baby" he moves to where he is laying on your bed and lets you get to where you can suck his dick. You grab it with one hand and then wrap your mouth around the head of his cock and start bobbing your head up and down and sucking making him moan " oh fuck so good baby I love your mouth, I'm gonna cum." He came in your mouth shortly after and you swallow all of his cum.
After that he gets up and runs you a hot bath so that you too can get clean. After the bath is done he puts you back into your bed and walks into the living room and kitchen to get you food to eat after that long and intense session. As he walks out there half clothed the boys start teasing him about the noises they heard from both of you and he brushes them off. Coming back to you, he gives you the food he brought for you. After eating you cuddled up in bed and fell asleep with Felix's arms wrapped around you.
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minsungjinho · 7 months
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Sorry my minds in the gutters but can you do like Felix or hyunjin is eating the reader out and the others walk in and he asks them if they want to join ?😂😭so sorry
yes. that’s all I have to say🤭
I wish I could have made it longer but college is kicking my ass!¡
word count 4.5K (skimmed proof read)
ft. hyunjin, lee know and jeongin
warnings below the cut - MDNI
warnings: female reader, oral, fingering, overstim, gangbang? protected & unprotected sex, handjob, biting, face fucking, pet names, slight degrading? lmk if I missed any
The road to becoming an idol wasn't an easy one, but at least you had your dorm mates to help you acclimate to the busy schedules and constant criticism.
Amongst other things.
Currently, your fingers were clutching at the blonde boy's hair, back arched and slightly damp with sweat. His tongue was working wonders on your clit, exploring every ridge and crease you had to offer.
Small, deep moans left his lips along with yours. It made you even more hot and bothered how much he enjoyed this also. His tongue lapped you up over and over, eventually teasing at your entrance once he could feel you dripping.
“F-f-f” Was all you could stutter, his name not daring to leave your lips.
He hummed in question, his textured tongue dipping into your core as he did so. Your body tensed lightly, then relaxed as he started to push it deeper inside of you. Each of his hands were on your knees, keeping you pried open with his arms wrapped around your thighs.
The tip of his petite nose was grazing your clit as he bobbed his tongue in and out, swallowing your essence dutifully, as if were his sole purpose to do so.
Your orgasm was dangerously close, too close for comfort while his face was so close to your cunt. You tried wiggling away, digging your heels into the mattress in an attempt to escape.
“Felix..” You whimpered, trying your best, but failing miserably, to escape from his grasp.
You’d never had an actual orgasm from someone eating you out before, it was too much. He hummed again, the vibrations of his low voice making your body shudder in delight.
“Please..” You were whispering, begging over and over again though you weren’t sure what exactly it was you wanted from him.
You lifted your head slightly to watch as he ate you out so deeply, hungrily- his hair bunched up and messy from your fingers intertwined in it. His hips slowly rolled into the mattress below him, you could imagine how his small little whimpers would sound as his dick hardened from the friction, if it weren't for his lips suckling around your clit that is.
Your body jolted immensely as your high started to run through you, Felix’s fingers making their way to your sopping wet hole to help you ride it out for as long as you could. Your fingers were numb, toes curled up tight, and breathing at a standstill as he messily toyed with your clit with his teeth.
“Yongbok-ah!” You thought you heard, though your ears were still ringing as your orgasm continued. Footsteps were walking towards his bedroom door.
Your body was still tensed around his fingers, your walls clamping against his fingers, bringing moans from his chest into your heat. Could he not hear whoever it was walking down the hallway? Were you losing it?
A second wave started rolling through you, his fingers gliding against the gummy part of your soaked cunt. Nothing could even remotely disturb you from how blissful you felt underneath this man, shaking with pleasure while he licks you clean.
“Yongbok-ah.” The voice starts again, from behind the bedroom door. “I’m craving some of your brownies.” The doorknob was turning, your body still utterly exposed and shaking from pleasure. “Can you make me so-” The voice trailed off, the door open about 45 degrees into the dimly lit room.
Your face was bright red with the heat from your high, but also from light embarrassment as you could feel their lingering on your body. Hickeys and bite marks were littered all over the skin of your breasts, not to mention the boy between your legs.
“Hyung,” Felix said with surprise, a raspy twinge in his voice while he wiped his mouth and chin with the back of his hand. His other hand still held your leg open wide.
You didn’t dare open your eyes, the exhaustion from two simultaneous orgasms weighing you down. Despite being intimate with almost all of the boys you still felt embarrassed when they saw you so vulnerable.
“Having fun, Y/N?” The voice at the door questioned, breaking into a chuckle. You now realize it was Hyunjin who stumbled into this rather messy situation.
“Hyung,” Felix said again, but with a hint of frustration in his tone.
“Not even going to offer to share? Naughty Lixie.” Hyunjin teased as more footsteps were gathering at the door frame.
At this point your arms were wrapped lazily over your face, trying to hide how utterly fucked out you were. Felix sighed, running a (wet) hand through his hair.
“What are you idiots doing- oh.” A third boy was now huddled around the doorframe, peeking in at your rather inappropriate activity.
Hyunjin, Jeongin, and Lee Know were all taking in the sight, looking at your blazing hot skin and Felix’s face smothered with your juices.
“What do you want me to say?” Felix started. “Come on in? Join the fun?” His voice was now aggravated and full of sarcasm as he sat up on his knees, the bulge in his pants far from concealed.
“Yes, actually.” Lee Know had rebutted, crossing his arms.
“Wait, why does Felix get to… you know.” Jeongin muttered questioningly, looking at his older members in slight shock. His face was bright red, just like yours.
“You haven’t?” Hyunjin scoffed, turning to the youngest.
“You have?” Both Lee Know and I.N. asked back with surprise.
Hyunjin didn’t answer but looked over to Felix who was now pinching the bridge of his nose.
“Well?” Jinnie asked the brownie boy, arms crossed but an imprint of his dick against his sweatpants.
Neither you nor Felix had known that any of the members were home. All of the lights were off, and it was silent for once.
Felix lowered his hand from his face, looking into your eyes that peeked out from between your arms. Your thoughts were more collected now, and the enjoyment of your orgasm faded completely. You shrugged, feeling too small to speak.
“What she says, goes,” Felix grumbled, lifting the hem of his shirt and bringing it over his head. “And don’t get in my way.”
You felt the arousal build between your legs again, the thought of four boys having their way with you clouding your mind. You’d never have imagined fooling around with Jeongin, feeling as if he were your little brother or something like that. That thought disappeared when you looked over and saw his dick pressed against his pants.
Felix had already taken off his pants and boxers by the time your eyes had returned to him, his hands gliding up your legs. He stopped at your hips, pulling you further down the bed. Fingers that weren’t his were now trailing across your jaw.
“Eyes over here, angel.” Hyunjin was squatted next to the bed, hand pulling your face towards him as he spoke. “We’ll be gentle, yeah?” The grin on his face said otherwise.
“If you feel uncomfortable, we can stop.” Lee Know chimed in from behind Jinnie.
“Yeah, you’re running the show tonight, pretty girl,” Felix added, slipping the condom over his dick and tossing the wrapper.
Your eyes gravitate toward I.N. who was still at the doorway. Hyunjin followed your gaze and chuckled. “This will be a first for him.” He whispered, winking at you before standing and releasing his hold on your jaw.
Lee Know’s sweatshirt was now on the ground, and Hyunjin's hand were untying the knot from the strings of his sweats while Felix lined himself up with you.
You turned your gaze back to Felix as his tip prodded your entrance.
“Fuck,” He muttered. “Still so wet.” He pushed his cock further into you, your eyes rolling back into your head as he stretched you gently. “And so fucking tight.” He groaned as he reached your hilt.
You moaned quietly as he pulled back out, just to slowly and deeply enter you again.
“Let’s see if the same can be said about her throat,” Hyunjin said with an audible grin. You looked back over at him, watching as he lazily tugged at his dick. “Open wide.” He said as his knees pressed into the mattress, sinking into place close to your face.
A sharp and fast thrust from Felix causes you to arch your back and let out a silent scream, mouth open wide with your head pressed against the bed.
“Yeah, that's it,” Hyunjin mumbled while bringing the throbbing tip of his dick onto your lips.
His free hand gripped at your scalp, turning you toward him fully in order to bury himself into your throat. Tears started to form at the corner of your eyes from how long he was, making you gag a bit while sinking his length past your lips.
Felix eagerly thrusted into you over and over, his breathing erratic with deep yet quiet moans escaping from his chest. His nails were digging into your hipbones, sure to leave bruises as he used them for leverage.
“Mm, Yongbok was right.” It was Hyunjin’s turn to moan in pleasure, his hips rolling back and forth with his length gliding in and out of your throat.
The eldest of the boys sat at Felix’s desk, simply watching the encounter happen. He looked over at the youngest who was too busy trying to hide his hard-on.
“Just going to sit there and watch?” Lee Know teased, a wicked grin on his lips.
“I-I mean- H-” I.N. stuttered and his face grew as red as a tomato.
“Just go touch her, don’t make it complicated.” The eldest nodded over to you, where one man was having his way with your mouth and the other was grinding his dick as deep as it could go.
Jeongin made his way over to the opposite side of the bed as Hyunjin, standing over you with his body stiff and awkward. You felt bad for the poor boy, who has probably never had his dick even looked at by another woman before.
Despite the fact that you couldn’t quite see him, you reached out for him, hand grazing over his upper thigh. Hyunjin’s cock made you cough and gag, moans still escaping from your lips despite that. Your fingers made their way to the youngest’s crotch, palming him through the fabric of his pants.
A small whimper came from him, leaving you feeling empowered despite your position. Felix’s thrusts became more erratic, his moans and sighs of pleasure getting louder and more frequent as he buried his cock into you. You felt yourself getting warm, too. The knot in your stomach starting to build pressure having two dicks use you like a toy.
Your fingers reached the waistband of I.N.’s pants, tugging on them to signify that he should remove them. As he did so, Felix brought his body over you, his forehead resting against your chest as he brought your nipple into his mouth.
“So fucking good, Y/N” He mumbles around your breast, relentlessly pounding into you.
Your moans are catching in your throat, making Hyunjin twitch in your mouth with his bottom lip between his teeth. The eldest was still spectating from a distance.
A hand grabs at your own, Jeongin’s you figure out after feeling the warm and slightly sticky length under your fingertips. Once you start slowly pumping his dick more precum starts to leak out of him. Felix is starting to become undone above you, his cock twitching and hardening even more so inside of you. You wrap your legs around his waist, his teeth roughly nipping at your tit in response.
“Such a pretty slut.” Hyunjin moans from above you, eyes never leaving the sight of your lips wrapping around his cock.
The stimulation is too much for you, but instead of letting it bother you- you let it bring you where you want to be the most. With three men groaning and grunting around you, your core starts to tighten and grip against Yongbok’s dick, making it harder for him to thrust deeply into you. Hyunjin is close too, or at least he’s enjoying himself because he’s now situated over you completely, his hands and knees on all fours as he fucks your throat.
Jeongin’s groaning brings you to your third orgasm of the night, moans and screams unable to leave your mouth due to how hard it's being stuffed. Your walls tighten around Felix’s dick so well that it causes him to blow his load in an instant, barely able to move himself inside of you at all. Your grip tightens around the youngest’s length, his breath hitching while he throbs against your fingers.
Your legs shake so badly that you are no longer able to hold them around Felix’s waist, letting them fall against the blankets beneath you. Felix’s hands rub at your waist, his forehead pressed against the center of your chest as he catches his breath, cock softening inside of you.
You’re lightheaded, unable to breathe fully due to the oversized length of Hyunjin pummeling your throat repeatedly. This adds to your high, leaving it lingering as Felix pulls himself out of you and I.N. starts to fuck himself into your hand.
The eldest walks over, a sly grin on his face as he replaces Yongbok’s position between your legs. He’s still fully clothed, but unable to hide his boner beneath his clothes.
“Enjoying yourself?” He asks rhetorically.
His fingers dance around your thighs, pinching them gently and rubbing the sore spot afterward. Jeongin picks up speed, and Hyunjin stills in the back of your throat with a loud, growling moan, your nose pressed against his stomach as he gags you completely. His seed is running down your throat, warm and plentiful enough to be able to tell. You gasp for air, unable to breathe while he’s reveling in the feeling of your throat closing in around his cock.
He slowly removes himself from your mouth, Jeongin still oozing copious amounts of precum into your palm. Felix appears back into your sight, a damp washcloth held out for Hyunjin to wipe your face clean.
“You did so well, angel.” His cheeks were flushed and his forehead had many beads of sweat threatening to fall down his skin. The warm cloth is brought to your face, gently wiping at your lips and jaw.
Once you’re cleaned up, and Hyunjin leaves your side you bring your attention back to the maknae. He’s a panting mess, his head tilted back with one hand gripping at your wrist tightly. You add more pressure, causing him to let out a whimper that makes you shudder.
Despite what your body has been through, you feel the need for just a little bit more. Lee Know is still toying with you, his fingers collecting your slick and bringing them to his lips for a taste.
“Jeongin,” You whisper, barely able to be heard by the raspy and raw tone of your voice. “Hey.” You pull your hand away, a disappointed look arising from his face.
“Will you fuck me?” You ask quietly, the eldest’s eyebrow lifting in surprise.
I.N.’s face becomes surprised, breathing still erratic from how close he was to cumming all over your hand.
“You heard her,” Lee Know interrupted, eyeing the youngest down. He rolls his eyes at the lack of Jeongin’s movement, turning around and grabbing a condom from the box Felix had left on the dresser.
I.N. unwrapped it, carefully rolling it down his length as Lee Know situated you like a doll. He wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling himself under you and bringing each of your knees to either side of his waist.
He was still fully clothed, but you were intrigued to see where this would lead. His legs dangled off of the edge of the bed, your arms shaky as they held your body above his chest.
“I wanted an up-front seat, VIP treatment.” He whispered into your ear, the youngest boy walking behind you. You felt your pussy tighten at his words, still sore but eager for what was to come next.
“Hyung, what are yo-” Jeongin tried questioning.
“Go ahead, I.N-ah. Give Y/N what she wants.” Lee Knows demands to the maknae brought a chill down your spine, your bottom lip finding itself between your teeth.
As Jeongin steps close and starts to situate himself, Lee Know collects stray hairs from around your face and soothes them down. He rubs at your cheek affectionately, smiling genuinely before he speaks.
“I’ve been waiting for a night light this.”
Before you can respond or even react, Jeongin has pushed his length against your core and starts pushing his way into you.
Your fingers clench at the blankets below you, head dropping and almost hitting Lee Know’s face in the process. The eldest pulls your chest onto his, your ass high up in the air for the youngest to get the full view as your cunt wraps tightly around his dick.
He lets out airy moans as he reaches your hilt, hands trembling on your hips while he pulls out briefly before shoving his way back in. If Lee Know hadn’t pulled you into his chest, you would have collapsed there.
Minho brings your face into his hands, watching you for a moment as you take his friend's dick from behind. He pulls you into him, his plush lips pressed against yours that leak small whimpers and moans. Jeongin picks up speed, gripping at your ass as it jiggles and bounces with each thrust.
Minho’s tongue grazes your bottom lip before shoving past it, dancing with yours as your breathing picks up. One hand leaves your face, traveling up to your hair and gripping gently at it. You moan into his mouth at the slightly painful pleasure, mixed in with Jeongin finding your sweet spot.
He hits it over and over, the gummy tissue inside of your walls starting to throb along with your clit. You grab for Lee Know’s hand, bringing it up to your cunt and hoping he will be nice for once.
“Feeling touch starved, kitten?” He grinned against your lips before collecting a bit of slick and rubbing at your clit.
Your body jolts, the mixture of penetration and clit stimulation causing the warmth in your stomach to come back harder than before. The eldest removes his lips from yours, your moans now being heard throughout the whole dormitory and probably even on other levels of the apartment complex.
His lips wrap around your neck, sucking and biting roughly while Jeongin starts thrusting into you hard and deep, no longer fast and messy.
“F-fuck” Is all you can seem to mutter out, your body so close to being spent and collapsing completely.
Lee Know’s other hand meets yours, bringing it to the button and zipper of his pants. You try your best to undo them, the warmth in your core threatening to explode at any moment.
Jeongin’s thrusting ends and only small little movements into your cunt remain as he cums hard. The youngest slowly slips away from you, pulling out as he slumps into a chair in the corner of a room with his dick softening.
“What do you think, Y/N?” Lee Know speaks in just barely a whisper. “Can you handle one more?” His cock was free from his pants, no thanks to the help of you attempting to undo his buttons.
You gulp, slowly nodding as your eyes meet his. Hyunjin and Felix are clothed again, leaning against the desk side by side as they watched the two of you- their dicks hard as rocks again.
“Be a good girl and take this off for me, yeah?” He pinches at his shirt, a small smile on his face as he kicks off his pants and underwear.
You do your best to lift it over his head, your limbs feeling like jelly. He is fully naked underneath you now, something you’ve been eager for since he made his way over to join the party earlier.
“Hmm,” He hums, looking you in the eyes. “Let me take you raw?” He half asked, half stated. His eyes held both the intensity of a wildfire, but also the calmness of a still lake on a summer evening.
You hear I.N. stand up from his seat in the corner, fully clothed again as he joins the other two boys at the desk. However, your eyes don’t leave Minhos, and without thinking too much about it you nod before bringing your lips to his.
So far you’ve had two dicks fuck you tonight, Felix was perfectly curved with the perfect amount of length to satisfy, Jeongin was a bit longer and poked your cervix gently.
Lee Know’s cock pushed into your walls and brought your mouth wide open, thicker than the other boys, this wasn’t to say he didn’t have the length to go along with it- he was very well endowed.
He wasted no time with you, pushing down on your hips as he stretched your walls wide. Your face falls into the crook of his neck, biting down as he slides himself raw through you. An almost growly groan leaves his lips once he reaches your hilt, your cunt sucking him in and trapping him there.
Whimpers of pain and pleasure could be heard from you, lips quivering as he pulled himself out just so slam back in much more forcefully. The other boys had been relatively gentle with you, only getting a bit hectic when they were close to the finish line.
Minho had other plans.
He didn’t even bother to get you to ride his dick, power-bottoming you like there was to be no tomorrow. You got wetter and wetter, juicy squelching noises filling up the room for the others to hear.
“Jagiya,” Minho started, his breathing quick as he fucks you from below. “Still horny after all this time? Such a cock slut.” He whispered that last part to you, a loud and whiny moan ripping through your chest.
Lee Knows arms wrapped around your back, pulling you closer into him as he thrusts wildly with no regard to how loud the clapping noises were.
Your ass jiggled every time he pounded into you, your tits would have too if he weren't holding you so tightly. His thrusts weren’t calculated or meaningful by any means, but fast and deep as he was chasing his own high.
He keeps fucking you like this, sweat starting to collect on his hairline, and both of your juices creating a small puddle on the blankets.
Needing more, Minho flips the both of you over, your body now under his as he towers over you.
“On your stomach, kitten.” He demands softly, one of his hands groping your chest with his dick still throbbing inside of you.
You follow his orders, slowly and shakily rolling over face-first into the bed. He slides his dick back in no more than half a second of it falling out, no warning as he drives himself into you.
He hit you the deepest he had that night, the pain of your cervix bruising bringing a whole new sensation of pleasure to your groin as the heat started to warm your insides. Your hands tried clenching at something, anything, only blankets and pillows within reach.
Minho notices, bringing a hand over yours and interlocking his fingers with a tight squeeze. His thrusts were more melodic now, the new position allowing him to wreck you even harder than he had been. He left little bite marks all over your back, sucking on the skin just a bit until a light pink mark formed.
His moans were angelic, like the feeling of finding a unicorn, or the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Lee Know was not in a sassy, wicked mood. To see him enjoying himself, enjoying you made you practically cum right then and there.
Your walls sucked him in more, his grunts of pleasure and hard work bringing him close to the finish line. You did your best to push yourself into him as he thrust, but your legs still felt like jelly and you were also far too close to finishing.
“Are you gonna cum for me, darling?” Minho all but whispered into your ear. “Or are you just going to sit there looking all dumb and fucked out?” His grin could be heard through his words, cut short by your cunt clenching around him.
“Fucking Christ, how can you still be so tight?” He resumed biting into the skin of your back, right between your shoulder blades as his pace quickened.
You were toppling over the edge, the ridges of his cock brushing against your most gummy, sensitive areas inside while leaving small little painful nips all over your body. It was painful, your last orgasm of the night, but you wouldn’t have traded it for anything after feeling his hot, sticky cum painting your pussy white.
“Ffuck-” He grunted, his thrusting becoming slow, deep little jabs as he unloaded himself into you.
Your vision was blurry, fading as you felt him use your cunt to milk himself dry. Your throat was raw, with no moisture whatsoever as you cried out in ecstasy. That was the last moment you had vividly remembered before waking up.
You had a soft, large teeshirt on and a pair of boxers. You were laid down in a different bed, neither yours nor Felix’s. Your body was sore and stiff when you tried to sit up, giving up after a few tries and only turning your head to see a sleeping Jeongin to your right, and a half-asleep Lee Know to your left. Felix was weighing you down, his chest resting on your hips with his head using your stomach as a pillow. Hyunjin was nowhere to be found.
“Good morning, Sunshine.” A soft voice spoke next to you. Lee Know looked over, a gentle smile on his face.
He was in clothes again, different ones this time- wet hair too.
“We tried waking you up to shower, but you didn’t budge.” Hyunjin walked into the room with a few glasses of water, handing one to you as you just barely sat up, trying not to disturb Yongbok.
“And these two?” You nodded over to the younger boys, both sleeping hard while cuddling against your body.
“Looks like you tired them out.” Lee Know scoffed and sighed. “Now they’re sleeping in my bed.” His grumpy expression returned, causing you to giggle ever so lightly.
“Fancy a bath?” Hyunjin asked, a towel draped over his shoulder.
“I would love that.” You exclaimed, multiple areas of your body feeling sticky or sweaty. “If I can get up..”
The three of you laughed loudly, waking the two boys from their peaceful sleep. You had all agreed to order Chinese and spend the rest of the night watching old movies until it was time to sleep.
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kaiispost · 1 year
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João Felix x male reader
Note: took this chance to ease out my inbox and ran with it.
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Requested by: @k1ng0fmyheart & anon
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Waffles
Y/n’s Pov:
“I’m home!” I yell as i enter my house. No reply, mhm weird. But didn’t think much of it, since joão often wears headphones with noise cancelling. So he wouldn’t be able to hear me either way.
I take off my jacket and hang it on the clothing racket, I also take off my shoes. I walk the living room and close the door behind me. As soon as I walk in the kitchen I see my boyfriend João, I walk up to him and wrap my arms around him.
“Oh hey, meu amor” he say, startled by me. He turns around and my stomach just fills with butterflies as soon as I see his cute face. [my love]
“Hey beautiful. What are you making?” I ask as I lean in for a kiss. God what was he pretty.
“I’m making waffles! How was working, on a Saturday?” He asked kind of mocking me. I was a teacher but needed to attend a important meeting, luckily i was being paid.
“It was okay. The waffles smell delicious.” I said looking in to his dark eyes. “Missed your pretty face.”
“I missed yours as well, I also did the laundry.” He said giving me a kiss. I kissed him back, giving him a wink as I left to change in to my sweats.
As soon as I got to the 2nd floor I noticed it was particularly clean, João definitely did more than ‘just laundry’ wich isn’t anything new. 
I walked into our shared bedroom, and opened our closet. I looked for a good second but didn’t see anything cute, so i looked at my boyfriends side and immediately saw something actually kind of cute. I quickly put it on, it fitted a bit tightly since I’m a bit buffer than João.
(You’re wearing this)
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I walk downstairs being scared of his reaction, knowing he has a short temper. As I walk in the living room I see him playing Fifa with concentration. He’s good at it, it’s cute to see him concentrate. He scores, finally looking around and finally sees me. He looks blushes.
“You look great,love.” He said, as leans in to kiss me. Our lips connect.
“Thank you.” I say blushing.
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This is so disappointing this took me like 4 days😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 but like I already said I take mental health serious. Sk sorry if this is short, it’s the best i can to with my current mental state❤️
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warnings: mentions of injury (vampire reader), slight hints of possessive nature,
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ʚɞ
As of recently, you had been having trouble with one of the lower guards. It wasn’t too bad, some light teasing comments here and there and perhaps a few disguised insults thrown within but it had never been a physical problem; you never felt the need to tell your mate. You were still technically a newborn, though you had battled down on keeping your strength maintained and you did not have as much of the desire to drink every living thing within a one hundred or so mile range anymore. You were doing better and you thought you could handle yourself.
That was until Alec was away on a mission, as he typically was. Casually, you decided to take a stroll through the castle, making your way to the courtyard to sit and read for a while. It had become a sanctuary within the walls of your newfound home and often times you found yourself sitting beneath the large tree, admiring the well kept greenery and feeling the warmth of the sun hitting your porcelain skin. It was just so calming to your frantic thoughts, and none of the humans could see in here, so why wouldn’t you take advantage of it?
However, it was only on the way back to your room that an issue started to arise. You had bumped into a few of the lower guards chatting away within the training room corridors and you sent them a friendly smile, continuing on your way. You failed to notice that he was one of them, just as you failed to notice the way he snuck away from the group to follow you, clearly seeing how lost in your own mind you were.
You snapped out of your thoughts quickly when you heard him whistle, stopping and turning around.
“Hey Y/N, whatcha doing?” He eyed the book in your hands, taking a few steps closer to take it out of your hands. “ Dracula, huh? How… ironic”
You gave him a tight smile, though you noticed the ever growing smirk on his face and knew it was not good news. You pulled the book from him hesitantly.
“It was a gift.” Your voice was stiff as you spoke.
“A gift?”
“Mhm. From my mate.” You enunciated the word, hoping to remind him that you were in fact mated to one of the deadliest vampires to exist, though he didn’t seem to take the bait.
“How lame… i’m sure I could give you a gift with much more sentimental value than that.” He continued to smirk at you and the uneasy feeling in your stomach grew. You laughed nervously, unsure what to do before taking a step back.
“Remember who you’re talking to. I- I must be on my way.”
You winced as you stuttered, and your brain began to hiss insults at your stupidity.
What a futile attempt at sounding threatening, Y/N.
As you took another step away from the guard you felt him grab your arm. You froze. Your book flew to the ground.
“Don’t be such a stick in the mud, Y/N. We can have so much fun together”
You hissed loudly as his grip tightened, pulling you towards him. Little hairline cracks began to appear on your arm, and you whimpered quietly. This seemed to entertain him more and his smirk grew into a menacing grin.
“Come on, don’t be such a bitch. Live a little. Or has that little witch twin dug his claws too deep into you…”
“I highly suggest you remove your hand before I do it for you.”
A growl came from behind you both and you turned, seeing your mate standing a few feet away from you. His eyes were black as they settled on the cracks forming on your arm, and you could just barely see the ring of red surrounding them. You winced as the guard instinctively tightened his grip momentarily, larger jagged lines creeping up your arm, and suddenly Alec was in front of you both, forcefully removing the guards hand from where it held you and tearing it from his body with ease. A scream of pain sounded through the stone hallway as he fell to his knees. Alec simply smirked as he stared down at him before humming, speaking over his shoulder to address you.
“Sweetface, why don’t you go and find Jane? I believe she was looking for you.” He turns to watch you as you nod.
“O-okay…” You pick up your book from where it had dropped to the floor, quickly leaving the corridor.
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Sat upon the stool of Jane’s vanity she continued to brush your hair gently, eying you in the mirror whilst you twisted your previously injured wrist around.
“Are you sure you are okay?” She questioned, placing the brush down and beginning to twist a braid into your hair.
“Yeah I’m good. I just wonder what Alec-” You smiled up at her. As if on que, the door opened and said boy waltzed right in, making his way right over to where the two of you resided.
“Speak of the devil and he shall appear.” Jane raised her eyebrows playfully, a teasing tone in her voice making you giggle.
“Shut up” He threw the snarky remark to her, a smile on his face regardless, and she laughed. He turned his attention to you, kneeling in front of you.
“Are you okay, my love?” He took your wrist in his hand, twisting it gently to see if any damage remained. It didn’t, of course, but that didn’t stop him from pulling it to his lips and pressing kisses to it.
“I’m okay.” You reassure softly. Alec smiles at your sweet nature before shooting a look at Jane. She rolled her eyes, finishing up the intricate braid she had twisted into your hair.
“I’ll give you two a minute…” She moved to the door, turning back momentarily “Just a reminder that this is my room.”
Alec scoffed and watched the door close.
“I swear sometimes I wonder why she has to be so sassy all the time. I can see where you get it from now. Too much time together. ” He smiled up at you and you giggled again.
“As if you can hardly talk.” You placed a hand upon his cheek as he raised an eyebrow. You sighed, smile dropping “Is he..?”
Alec simply nodded and turned to place a reassuring kiss to the palm of your hand.
“He shall not bother you again, sweetface.” His eyes hold the promise however you could see something else beneath it and suddenly you were asking what was wrong before you could stop yourself.
“Why didn’t you tell me he was bothering you?” His voice hardened slightly, though still held a softness to it nonetheless. “Were you worried that I would-“
You cut him off with a shake of your head.
“No, love, none of this is your fault. I should have told you, it was just… it was never really that serious. It didn’t seem like something I couldn’t handle on my own.”
“Was he physical with you beforehand?” He frowned, hands finding your own and stroking the top of your palms soothingly. You shook your head again.
“No… it was just little comments and stuff.” You shrugged “I’m sorry. I should have told you.”
He shushed you gently and stood you both up, pulling you into his arms.
“Mia amore, you are not at fault. I promise you I am not angry at you whatsoever. I know you can handle yourself.”
You smiled up at him whilst he pressed a kiss to the tip of your nose. You wrapped your arms around his neck and gazed up at him lovingly.
“Thank you, my love. For helping me and for not being angry with me”
“Always.” He whispered as he leant down, pressing a kiss to your lips. The door opened as he did so, revealing his sister with a grimace on her face.
“Well at least you aren’t going at it on my bed”
Your mate pulled away with a look of horror, turning to glare at her. You laughed at their bickering .
“Jane. I swear to god-”
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hyunnieshannie · 10 months
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Let Me Use You
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🖤: Felix x Taeyong 🖊️: 1,470 🚨: strong language, just porn, plot if you squint. A/N: This is not something we usually write but are starting to venture into, please let us know what you think! Tag list, please let us know if you would like to continue being tagged in work like this, if not we will open a seperate tag list for these kinds of fics!! Thank you <3
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Prompt: The Masculine urge to ride a guy until he's begging me to stop because it's too much for him, softly kissing his face to shush him because I'm not finished using him yet
“CUT! Good job guys, we'll use this last take.”
Taeyong and Felix both bowed to the media intern after they finished recording their S-Class and Bounce challenges for TikTok. Felix eyed Taeyong up and down, admiring the tattoos that peeked out from underneath his clothing.
He noticed while recording the challenge that Tae’s shirt shifted ever so slightly, giving him a slight glimpse of his nipple - so pink, so small, so tease-able. Felix couldn’t help but drool at the desire that was building inside of his pants him.
“Hey, good job during the filming, you looked great!” Felix complimented Taeyong, a blush quickly creeping across the other's face.
“Ah, thank you. You did too. Looked great, I mean- you did a good job. I mean you looked great too- obviously. But uh, yeah.” Taeyong nervously responded, stuttering over his words as he rubbed the back of his neck, attempting to hide his face with the brim of his hat. The smirk that adorned Felix’s face only deepened upon hearing his response.
“I wanted to give you my number, for personal matters,” Felix spoke calmly and softly, not wanting the staff around them to hear him.
“Oh, uh, yeah, I’d really, really like that,” Taeyong whispered back as he handed Felix his phone. 
The younger entered his phone number into the phone, sending himself a quick text to easily add the new contact to his own. 
Felix’s greed is rearing its head, he wants a quickie so badly and Taeyong is giving him all the signs that he’s interested. Might as well test the waters.
“So, are you in your own dressing room?” Felix asks quietly, whispering the question directly into Taeyongs ear, noting how the older shivers slightly as the breath fans over his skin.
“Y-yes, I am,” Taeyong stutters again, his blush too dark to hide from Felix. Felix smirks and leans in closer to him.
“How about you and I have a little alone time, hmm?” Felix asks in his deep voice, the shiver that runs down Taeyong’s spine must’ve been noticeable to everyone else who may have been watching the two interact. “Why don’t you show me what this dressing room looks like?” It took Taeyong a moment to fully understand what the younger one was saying, looking at him with a confused expression for a split second, before his face began to heat up with a noticeable blush. 
“Yes, yes. O-of course. Follow me.” Taeyong brings the brim of his hat further down his face, attempting to hide his blush from everyone around them. Felix tells his manager that he’ll be heading to Taeyong’s dressing room to catch up and chat and to leave the two of them alone, reluctantly his manager agrees, letting him know when he’d need to be back on stage, before leaving with the rest of Felix’s group to their fitting rooms.
Once they reach the room, Taeyong asks his staff to leave so the two of them could have some privacy. This isn’t an unheard of event, many idols will request this when they want to speak openly and freely with their friends. So thankfully, the staff are none the wiser about what Felix is planning to do with their precious idol. 
The last staff member leaves the room and Taeyong closes and locks the door behind them. Finally leaving the two of them alone. Felix slowly makes his way over to Taeyong, pulling at his wrist and bringing him to sit next to him on the couch in the back corner of the room. Taeyong’s heart is beating crazily. He feels like his heart is in his throat and his dick is throbbing painfully at the pure imagination of what Felix is about to do with him.
Felix begins peppering soft kisses across Taeyong’s neck, the light flutter of his lips against Taeyong’s skin immediately making him thrust his hips upward for some contact. Taeyong moans as Felix sucks lightly at the skin previously covered by his shirt. Felix pulls away from Taeyong and lifts the older’s shirt up and over his head quickly diving back in and latching his lips to one of Tae’s nipples. 
“Ah-ahh, fuck,” Taeyong moans breathily, being careful not to thread his fingers in Felix’s hair to ruin the stylist's work. Instead, he opts to grab Felix’s forearm and squeeze it harshly. Felix continues to suck on Tae’s skin, loving the moans and breathy whines that leave the older one's lips. “Ahhh, mmmph. Felix, p-please.”
Felix smirks and lifts himself from Tae’s abused chest. He leans in and plants a delicate kiss on Taeyong’s lips, stopping the breathy moan from escaping into the empty room. “Shhh, baby I’m not done with you yet.”
“B-but, the live. The winners- AH- the winners will be announced.” Taeyong tries to explain while Felix has latched his lips back to Taeyong’s nipples, biting and sucking the skin harshly. “F-Felix, we only have- mmm- 10 min-minutes.” 
“That’s ok, I can work with that. Besides, I haven’t finished using you yet.” Felix smirks at the older as he places another gentle kiss on his lips. Felix is quick to remove his and Taeyong’s pants, just enough to get the job done. 
Felix lines Taeyong’s cock up to his waiting hole and slowly sinks down. 
“AHH! Felix, you’re so- ahh- so tight.” Taeyong moans as he places his hands on Felix’s waist. Felix moves up and down on Tae’s length, ripping sinful moans from the older’s throat. 
“Fuck, you sound so good, moaning for me, for my hole.” Felix teases. “Have you been thinking about this for a long time?” 
“Fuck, fuck yes. Fucking- fuck yes. Wanted this. Want you, please Yongbokie, please,” Taeyong whines as he bucks his hips up to meet Felix’s downward pulses.
Felix wishes that he could mark Taeyong up, but considering they’re in public and about to go live, that is going to have to wait for another time. Oh, that sounds good. Another time. Felix feels excited all over again thinking about the possibility of more. Felix picks up his pace, riding himself on Taeyong’s length in aggressively deep but quick movements.
“Fuck, feel so good, so deep,” Felix smiles down at Taeyong, admiring the fucked-out look on the older’s face. The grip Taeyong has on Felix’s hips tightens at the praise.
“You feel so good, Yongbokah, so good. Not gonna- nnah- not gonna last, please. Please Yongbokie, please,” Taeyong begs as he leans his head back, his eyes rolling to the back of his head.
“You can wait-” Felix pants, 
“Nnhh, can-can’t Yongbok, you f-feel so good.”
“I’m almost there, just wait for a little- AH!- longer,” Felix moans at a particularly harsh thrust up from Taeyong. Felix picks up his pace again, the movements not as strong or harsh as before but the pace making the stretch delicious. Felix reaches down and begins to toy with Taeyong’s forgotten nipples.
“AHHH!” Taeyong yelps at the contact, his dick twitching within Felix’s velvet walls.
“Oh there you go, keep doing that,” Felix praises once again.
Taeyong begins to meet Felix’s downward movements with harsh upward thrusts, hands wrapping around Felix’s hips in a bruising grip.
“I-I’m not gonna, not gonna last,” Taeyong moans as he pulls Felix’s body down and closer to his own, smelling the hairspray within Felix’s blue locs.
“It’s ok, you can cum baby,” Felix whispers darkly into Taeyong’s ear. The words and the deep tone that Felix spoke in was enough to send Taeyong over the edge. 
“Fffffuck, ah! Felix, nnnnff!” Taeyong moans into Felix’s neck, revelling in the immense pleasure that washes over his skin. He thrusts harshly, releasing into Felix’s tight hole. 
“Ahhhhh, fuck,” Felix whines in a high-pitched tone, throwing his head back at feeling so full. “Fuck, Yongie, fuck.” Felix rolls his hips and guides Taeyong’s hand to Felix’s hard leaking cock that’s been sitting untouched between the two of them. “Touch me,” Felix demands. Taeyong is quick to accept the order and wraps his hand around Felix’s cock and pumps the length in time with Felix’s movements. Felix’s voice goes up in octave at his impending orgasm. “Ah, AH, AHHH!” Felix yells as he releases his load into Taeyong’s hand, slowing his movements to a stop on top of Taeyong.
There’s a knock at the door that pulls the idols out of their post-orgasm haze. 
“Live in 2 minutes, Felix needs to head back to his group,” someone yells from beyond the door.
Felix quickly gets up from Taeyong’s lap and pulls his pants back into place before heading towards the door.
“This was fun. Call me to let me use you again?” Felix asks as he watches Taeyong slowly get up and fix his own clothing.
“Anytime.” Taeyong responds with a small smile on his lips.
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paracosmicat · 10 months
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Fan Fic Review
Every time I read a fan fiction I always have a lot of thoughts and no one to dump them onto so might as well dump them here aaand I might as well treat it like a book review while I am at it!
Starting off strong we have Found by TrishaCollins
This may be suuuper long it will absolutely be a random dump of my thoughts as I read so I don’t have to keep bothering my girlfriend (who would probably want me to make it clear she doesn’t mind at all)
If you want to submit a fan fiction for me to read please please feel free please your own or otherwise
Commentary after the cut
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STARTING OFF VERY STRONG WITH SOME VERY ACCURATE FELIX CHARACTERIZATION
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Okay,,, I COULD CRY!!! It makes me think of how long Felix felt unsafe.. poor baby..
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God I love the idea of Felix thinking Chat Noir is just oddly upset about his story lmfao he’s like devastated and Felix and Ladybug are both like …
(Sidenote, I’m not entirely sure if Felix is aware that he is Adrien or not)
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Wow, that is actually super interesting!! I think the idea of the senticousins as innocent kids being exposed to these things that are way above their head and thinking nothing of it because they were !!!! Just kids !!!!! Is WILD.
Adrien would absolutely take take of Nooroo better than anyone too butterfly Adrien WHEN
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I LOVE HOW CASUAL MENTIONS OF THE DOG INCIDENT ARE LIKE CONTROVERSIAL DNDND THATS SO FUNNY but also YES TO CAT EARS THAT MOVE
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MORE FELIX AND MARINETTE FRIENDSHIP CRUMBS ILL TAKE THEM ALLLLL I also love how Felix is just…so annoying on purpose…that is absolutely the side of him that put cheese under a pillow coming out
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🎉🎉🎉
CHEERS TO ADRIEN HAVING HIS RING
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OKAY YES ITS HAPPENING THIS IS SO SWEET I THINK FELIZ DESERVES SWEETNESS ESPECIALLY FROM SOMEONE HE HURT HE DESERVES THIS SO MUCH
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YEAH??? I GUESS SO??? THIS IS SO FGNDJDNDN
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I GUESS BUTTERFLY ADRIEN NOW!!! WOW!!!! DID NOT EXPECT THAT
AAAAND this is apparently how I find out that there is a 10 photo per post limit! I would like to do more commentary, but I’ll wait to see if anyone enjoyed this.
Overall, I really enjoy how cute the little team of Kagami, Félix, Adrien, and Marinette is and I love how accurately each of them is characterized. So far it is super interesting and I would love to see a lot of these concepts in the show. (They might be, who knows! Not me!)
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skz317cb97 · 2 years
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The Final Straw
Stray Kids x afab reader (a little Bang Chan x reader)
Word count: 4400+
A/N: This has been sitting in my WIP folder forever so I finally polished, and finished it! I hope you all like it!
Summery: What happens when enough is enough and you finally have to tell the boys what's been happening in your relationship.
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Warnings: Strong language/cursing, violence, mentions of domestic abuse, mentions of injuries, self loathing/self doubt. (If any of these things can be triggering please do not read and if I missed anything PLEASE let me know!)
That was it. The last straw. This was the last time you were calling Lee Minho to come get you because your boyfriend Lance, correction, ex-boyfriend Lance’s temper got out of control. It was the last time you were letting him put his hands on you. Every time before you called Minho to come get you, you would beg him not to make a big deal out of it and to not tell the other guys. Especially not Chan who was wildly protective of you. It wasn’t going to be that easy this time. All the other times you were able to placate Minho with excuses. ‘It was just an argument’ ‘he was getting loud’ ‘he was saying nasty things so I just wanted to leave.’ The truth was he had slowly been getting more physical with you for a while now and for whatever reason when he apologized you believed him, you would accept it and go back. Every time he said it would never happen again you would actually believe him but you told yourself after this time it would really never happen again. You weren’t listening to his empty apologies and excuses anymore. You were worried about when Minho got there though. Usually, everything was easy enough to hide. Long sleeves that covered bruises on your wrists and arms left by too tight a grip or a little color corrector for a bruise by your eye or on your cheek when he slapped you. No one would know the difference. You had gotten quite good at hiding it. The guys would never know, you made sure of that. Not this time though. This time your bottom lip was split. It was swollen and from the top of the fullest part of your lip to almost the dip in your chin was a cut. Your eye was turning a sickly greenish yellow, sure to be a black eye later and on the opposite side of your face was a bruise and a cut on your cheek. The black eye and cuts had come from your ex’s ring when he decided an open-handed slap just wouldn’t cut it this time. So there was no hiding it. You were waiting in the lobby with your hood pulled up and a bag of clothes when Minho pulled up. He put the car in park and got out to grab your bag for you. You tried to keep your head down, your hood pulled tight. You tried to keep him from seeing your face but when he got a good look at you Minho’s face went ridged. He tossed your bag in the back seat, turned on his heels and headed towards the building door. You ran to him with tears in your eyes and grabbed his arm pleading with him.
“No Minho! Don’t! Please let’s just go!” Minho looked at you. He wanted nothing more than to give Lance a taste of his own medicine but you looked exhausted and scared. Unwilling to be the one to further the distress you were already in he nodded and turned back towards the car. Minho opened your door and helped you in before getting in the driver’s side and heading towards the dorm. The car ride was quiet for the most part aside from the radio playing softly. Minho would steal a glance over at you from time to time but your eyes were closed and you were appreciating the feeling of the cool window against the bruise on the side of your face. When you opened your eyes again you realized how close you were to the dorm and started to get antsy. As if he could read your mind Minho spoke up.
“The rest of the guys are at the gym and the studio. I was the only one off for a doctor’s appointment today so don’t worry about getting bombarded.” You let out a sigh of relief knowing you didn’t have to walk into a room full of men that, while they would have your best interest at heart, would want answers as to why you looked the way you did. Answers you weren’t sure you could give, that you weren’t sure you had.
“Thanks Minho.” He quirked his eyebrow at you as he pulled into a parking spot.
“For what?” You leaned over and hugged him tightly once the car was stopped. He hugged you back.
“For always knowing what I need even when I don’t.” Minho pulled back and gave you a tense smile.
“Well, if I always knew I’d have seen what was going on before now. I should have.” You shook your head as you felt guilt creeping up on you for keeping your friends in the dark about what had been going on with you.
“No Minho you couldn’t have. I was foolish and made sure of that.” Minho looked at you seriously.
“The only fool in this situation is Lance.” He said bitterly.
“You’re like my little sister Y/N. I’ll always do what I can to protect you. Right now, I don’t want you to worry about explanations, not for me and not for the guys. I know they can be a lot at the best of times let alone in a stressful situation and I don’t want you to worry about THAT right now. Let’s just get you up to the dorm and settled. We can worry about what to tell the guys after.” Minho grabbed your bag as you got out of the car and you both made your way up to the dorm. When you walked through the door your heart plunged to your stomach. You saw very familiar shoes by the door. Someone was home already.
“Minho? Is that you man?” CHAN. You really weren’t ready for this. You looked at Minho with pleading eyes but he wasn’t sure how to help in this situation. There would be no getting you past Chan to the spare room without him noticing you AND the way you looked. Before you both could even try and think of any way to keep Chan from realizing you were there, he rounded the corner and saw you.
“Oh! Hey Y/N I didn’t know you were…” Chan’s words stopped short when he saw the cuts and bruises on your face.
“Oh my god! What happened?!” He walked towards you his hands outstretched. You could feel tears welling up in your eyes already. How were you going to explain how stupid you’ve been for allowing this to happen? Before you could try and get words to form Minho’s hand came up to the small of your back and gave you a gentle nudge to walk on past Chan.
“Go get settled Y/N. I’ll make some ramen while you do.” You listened to Minho and took the opportunity to do just that. You walked past Chan your eyes downcast as you did. Chan’s hands fell back to his sides and you felt his eyes follow you, worry and confusion etched on his face. While you unpacked the few things you brought in the spare room Minho started grabbing a pan and filling it with water to boil as Chan followed him into the kitchen.
“What the hell is going on Minho?” Chan’s voice was firm but Minho could hear the worry he was trying to hide. Minho shook his head.
“You need to give her a minute Hyung. I didn’t know you were home already and she’s not prepared to get into it just yet.”
“Get into what? What happened? Why can’t you just tell me?” Minho gave Chan a serious look.
“Because I don't even know the whole story and it’s not my place Hyung. Please be patient. When are the other guys due back?” Chan let out a huff of air frustrated with Minho’s vague answers.
“Maybe an hour or so I guess. Why?”
“Because you know as well as I do they’re gonna be worse than you when they see she’s here and the state she’s in. I want to make sure she’s as ready for that as she can be before they get here.” Chan nodded. He could definitely understand that. He grabbed an ice pack out of the freezer and headed towards the spare room you were currently in as Minho continued to start your ramen.
“Chan Hyung!” Chan turned and Minho looked at him seriously.
“Don’t pry, give her time.” Chan shook his head in understanding and went on. When he got to your door he knocked gently.
“Y/N? I have an ice pack. May I come in?” You opened the door and allowed Chan to enter. He handed you the ice pack and you turned away from him as you put it against your bruised eye.
“Thank you.” Your voice was small and you wouldn’t look him in the eyes. Chan had never seen you like this. You were always smiling and confident, laughing. It tore him apart inside seeing you like this and as much as he wanted to ask questions Minho’s voice echoed in his head. ‘Don’t pry’ ‘give her time’.
“You’re welcome. Minho is starting the water for your noodles now. Why don’t you get showered and into something comfy before the guys come home and use up all the hot water?” You nodded. No words and still unable to bring yourself to look Chan in the eyes. You set out a big t shirt and some sweat pants before heading towards the bathroom. Icepack still pressed against your face and Chan made his way back out to the kitchen. You were still in the shower when the rest of the guys came piling in the dorm about thirty minutes later.
“Who’s in the shower Hyung?” Hyunjin asked as he flopped into the nearest chair. Chan and Minho looked at each other and Minho answered.
“Y/N.” Felix squealed in excitement.
“Oh! Yay! Are we having a movie night?!” Chan shook his head no.
“I don’t think so Felix.” Felix’s face fell into a pout. He loved movie nights with you, they all did. If you weren’t there for a movie night then why? When you came out of the bathroom you had one towel wrapped around your hair, another around your body, steam following you out. You looked up and saw all eight of the guys standing there looking at you. The six that had not yet seen you saw your face, hair tucked away and nothing to block any of the cuts and bruises. All their faces fell with concern. Not a single one was able to say anything before you turned and rushed to your room. Tears falling from your eyes as quickly as they welled up. You weren’t ready. Not yet. You hadn’t even had a chance to tell Minho what happened. You still couldn’t look Chan in the face. Now they were all there looking at you with those eyes. Those ‘poor thing’ eyes and they didn’t even know what happened yet. How were you going to do this? You heard a light tapping at your door. You sniffled getting ready to tell who ever it was to please go away.
“It’s me. I have your ramen.” It was Minho with your soup. You hid behind the door and opened it letting him in. When he saw your tears, he sat your ramen on the side table and pulled you in for a hug.
“Take your time. Eat your food but then I think you should come out and that we all should discuss what happened today. When you’re ready. I really think it will help if you get it all off your chest.” You nodded into Minho’s chest and wiped your eyes. When he left you could hear him and Chan out in the living room with the other guys.
“Look I know you all have questions. Trust me, I have the same questions but bombarding her before she’s had a chance to collect herself isn’t going to help.” Minho continued what Chan was saying.
“We only got here a bit before you guys came home so give her a moment. You all stink. Take your showers make some food and give her some time.” Everyone listened and did what Minho told them to do including you. You took your time. You got dressed, ate, dried your hair, and thought long and hard about exactly what you were going to say. You tried to not to let thoughts of how disappointed they all would be, disappointed for you to allow something like this to happen, to cloud your judgement. You tried to tell yourself they loved you and wouldn’t possibly blame you but you blamed yourself so it was hard to not imagine those scenarios. When your noodles were gone and you finally heard the shower stop and things start to settle in the dorm you decided it was now or never. You mustered up all the strength and courage you had and left your room for the first time since the guys had gotten home. When you walked out into the living room all the guys were sitting together quietly talking about their days. Chan noticed you first. You finally forced yourself to look at him and he gave you one of his tight-lipped smiles and patted the empty spot between him and Minho on the couch. You rushed over and nuzzled into his side, holding onto his arm, burying your face into his shoulder. Minho grabbed the blanket off the back of the couch and threw it over your shoulders. You sat there a moment with your face hidden by Chan wondering where to start. When you looked up you saw everyone’s eyes on you which you were more prepared for this time. You took a deep breath.
“Okay…. I don’t know how to go about saying this or where to start.” Chan grabbed your hand and intertwined his fingers with yours giving it a reassuring squeeze. You could feel the tears pricking your eyes already and you hadn’t even gotten into anything that had happened yet. You looked down at Chan’s hand laced with yours and started picking at the cuticles of his fingernails nervously. Minho wrapped his arm around your shoulder trying to reassure you that you were safe to speak here.
“Lance…he…” You didn’t think the room could get any quieter than it already was but all the breath seemed to stop as soon as you uttered Lance’s name. The air got thicker as everyone was certain of  the next words you were about to say.
“We’ve been fighting a lot for a while now, todays was especially bad. He was calling me names and screaming, throwing things, breaking things. It all escalated so quickly and before I knew what was happening, he had me pinned down and…” The words were coming out so fast and you sobbed when you went to take a breath in. You felt Chan tense next to you. He was using all his will power to keep himself in control, to stay calm for you, when all he wanted to do was walk out of that dorm, find Lance, and beat him to death. Instead, he leaned over, planted a kiss on top of your head, and squeezed you tighter. You knew they all knew what you were trying to say but you still couldn’t bring yourself to say the words ‘Lance hit me.’ You cried harder and buried your face in Chan’s hoodie again. Felix, sitting on the floor directly in front of you, grabbed your foot and started rubbing it, skin ship the only thing he could think to offer to try and make you feel some kind of comfort. Hyunjin, also sitting on the floor, scooched closer and rested his head against your other leg as Minho rubbed circles softly on your back trying to calm you. Changbin was sitting in a chair across the way fuming, anger just radiating off of him. He was always so reserved with his emotions, especially his anger, but now he had pure hate boiling inside him. Hyunjin and Jisung both were fighting to stop the tears in their eyes, unable to understand how anyone could do something like that to you. Seungmin, always a level headed person, was the one to speak up first.
“What’s important is that once things got physical you got yourself out of there Y/N.” Minho’s eyes met Seungmin’s. He had no way of knowing for sure, you hadn’t told him otherwise, but Minho had a good idea from all the other times you had called him that this was not the only time. He shook his head at Seungmin. When the realization hit Seungmin he bit his tongue but the words already hung in the air.
“Unfortunately, Seungmin I wasn’t that smart. Today was not the first time.” Just like that Minho’s fears were confirmed. Everyone’s hearts sank. How could they not have seen it? How could this be going on under all their noses and not one of them notice? Chan was beating himself up inside of course. He was supposed to protect you and he hadn't. He felt awful. Then your intrusive thoughts started coming out like vomit. You couldn’t stop the words that were forming in your head from coming out of your mouth.
“He kept saying it would never happen again and I believed him! How could I be so stupid?!! How could I believe someone that would do something like this to me?!!!” Your voice was getting louder and louder but you were only yelling at yourself.
“Maybe I deserved it if I couldn’t see what was really happening! I deserved it for believing such an obvious lie!”
“NO!” Changbin who had been completely silent in his chair up until that point yelled as he stood from his seat fuming.
“No! You did not deserve that! Don’t ever say that!” He wasn’t trying to yell AT you. He just wanted you to stop saying such awful things about yourself. To stop saying such horrible, untrue things. You froze for a moment, in shock by his outburst. Changbin was always so sweet and soft spoken with you. You couldn’t recall anytime he’d ever raised his voice at you so when you heard him shout it broke the last bit of the damn that had been holding you together. You clung to Chan again and utterly broke down as he wrapped his arms around you tightly. Chan shot Changbin a look and Changbin stood there, he instantly regretted raising his voice at you. He wasn’t mad at you of course. He was pissed at Lance and upset you spoke so poorly of yourself when they all cared so much for you.
“Y/N… I’m… I’m sorry… I didn’t mean…” Chan put up a hand and shook his head as if to say ‘it’s okay’. He knew better than anyone what Changbin was feeling, Minho too. They both wanted nothing more than to do to Lance what he’d done to you but they understood at this point it would do no good. It would help nothing; it especially wouldn’t help you.
“I think it’s best we all take a moment and cool down.” Minho suggested. As soon as he did Changbin made a b line out the door of the dorm with Minho hot on his heels. The others got up and started cleaning up the kitchen from dinner. Chan sat on the couch with you, holding you until you thought you couldn’t possibly cry anymore. When the tears finally stopped you stayed in his arms taking deep breaths trying to even out your breathing being somewhat soothed by the sweet smell of his cologne.
“You know Changbin didn’t mean it. Yelling at you I mean.” You shook your head. You knew.
“I know. I also know I really didn’t deserve that. Just sometimes my mind tricks me into thinking that there was something I did wrong, something I could have done to achieve a different outcome but I know that’s not true really. It was Lance, not me.” Chan shook his head in agreement to that as he squeezed you closer to him. Just then Minho burst back through the front door.
“Hyung! We have a problem!” Chan moved you aside quickly and got up from the couch to meet Minho by the door. He was out of breath trying to keep his voice down not to panic you while trying to get words to come out.
“Changbin... we went outside to get some air and… Lance! He showed up looking for Y/N!” Chan looked over his shoulder at you. He saw your face, you heard. You shook as you made yourself as small as possible on the couch, hiding yourself in the blanket Minho had put on you before.
“Hyung!” Chan’s attention flew back to Minho and he continued.
“Lance started saying horrible things about how he knew he’d find Y/N here. That he knows she’s sleeping with one or all of us. He was calling her terrible names and Changbin.... he attacked him. He is down there beating the shit out of him right now Hyung! I couldn’t get him off him alone! I need your help!” Chan slid shoes on quickly and pointed at Han.
“Jisung go make sure Y/N is alright! All of you stay here! We’ll be right back!” Chan and Minho rushed out the door and down to the bottom floor. When they got out to the street, they saw Lance hunched down on the ground and Changbin kicking him in the ribs.
“How the fuck. Could you. Put your hands. On Y/N like that! You. Piece. Of shit!” His words were punctuated with kicks in between.
“Someone. As good. As her!!!” Changbin climbed on top of Lance and started punching at his arms he had up trying to block his face. Chan grabbed one of Changbin’s arms and Minho grabbed the other. It took all their strength to pull him off Lance. Changbin was practically frothing at the mouth.
“If you ever show your face, if you even so much as breath her name! I will fucking kill you!” Lance stood up gasping for air, face bloody. He opened his mouth about to say something again. Chan was ready to square up this time and Minho interrupted Lance before he could speak.
“If you know what’s good for you, you won’t say whatever it is you’re thinking of saying and just leave. If I couldn’t stop Changbin alone you think I can stop both of them?” Lance looked at Chan and Changbin who both looked ready to go blow for blow with him. He scowled, spit blood on the curb and walked away without another word as Felix, Seungmin, and Jeongin rushed out the building doors.
“Everyone! Upstairs NOW!” Chan yelled at the others as he tried to calm himself back down and help Minho practically drag Changbin inside.
Back in the dorm Jisung rocked you, petting your hair and cooing in your ear telling you everything was gonna be okay. That Chan and Minho were handling it and that Changbin was gonna be alright. Anything to get you to try and calm down. Truthfully you were terrified that Lance would hurt them, get in somehow and hurt you again too. NONE of the guys would ever allow that but you weren’t thinking clearly in the moment. When the door burst open Hyunjin jumped and it made you almost leap out of your skin and Jisung’s arms. When you realized it was the maknaes you only had one question.
“Where’s Changbin… Chan… Minho?” Felix, Seungmin, and Jeongin looked around.
“They were just behind us a minute ago.” Your mind went into over drive. Were they hurt? Did Lance do something after the others had come back up? You clutched on to Jisung’s shirt in a panic.
“Sungie please! Make sure they’re alright!” Jisung nodded and hurried from the couch out the front door almost running directly into the other three men. Chan was trying to get Changbin to get a grip before they went back into the apartment.
“Get a hold of yourself Binnie! Going in there like this isn’t going to help!”
“He’s right Changbin.” Jisung agreed.
“You have to get a hold of yourself now. She’s in there in a panic and we need you to calm yourself and go let her know you’re okay. Do you hear me Binnie?! She needs us right now!” Changbin nodded and took some deep breaths. His breathing had evened out but his hands were still shaking when the four of them finally went back into the apartment. Felix and Jeongin had you in their arms taking over where Jisung had been before rushing out to check on the eldest of the group. When you looked up and saw Changbin you leaped from the couch and ran towards him throwing your arms around his neck and sobbing into his chest. He pulled you tightly against him.
“It’s okay Y/N, I’m okay. I’m so so sorry if I scared you.” You shook your head; he could never scare you.
“I was scared FOR you Binnie never OF you. NEVER of you! Are you okay?” Changbin melted right there unable to control his own tears any longer. Here you were, after all you’d been through and him making a difficult situation worse with his behavior and you were asking HIM if he’s okay. It just made it that much harder to understand how anyone could ever hurt you like that. You all talked a while longer and once everyone calmed down exhaustion from the day hit. Chan decided it was time to call it and for you all to try to get a good night’s rest. As you all broke off to go to your respective rooms you stopped Chan at your door.
“Chan…..” You were nervous to ask him your question.
“Yea Y/N? What is it? Do you need anything?” He asked voice still full of concern.
“Well… would you… would you lay with me? Just until I fall asleep? You don’t have to but…” Chan smiled and cut you off.
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“Of course I will baby girl. Anything for you.” Chan followed you into the spare room you were staying in. You both climbed into the bed and curled up under the blankets. Your back against Chan’s chest, his arms securely around you. You weren’t sure what was next or what this new beginning in your life had in store for you but what ever happened you knew you could get through it with the love and support of your boys. Knowing that, you were able to relax into Chan and fall asleep. More at peace than you had been in a long time.
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being baby arellano and being into barron would include: the christine incident
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author's note:AHHHHHHHHHHH that is all and mention of the shooting and like details about it so if it's triggering pls don't read just for the thirst lol
okay cracks my knuckles let's fuCKING DO THIS
so is this a little off in the timeline with what i've written for baby arellano already in this series? yes. do i care? fuck no
okay wonderful wonderful here we go
so the christine was of course an after party to benjamin's 40th birthday celebration shit
and so of course, never wanting to miss any of the action or free drinks and waltzing around like you own the place you're convinced you're going with the boys
you're not staying home for a quiet night in like all the wifes and babies, you're here to have a good time and you deserve to be able to
just coming out dressed and meeting them at the cars, don't even bother asking benjamin just slip into the car and wait for them
the boys start piling in and ramon is like fuck yeah, now it's a real fucking party and wrapping his arm around you to kiss your forehead
claudio coming in slightly confused, giving you a preplexed look before shaking his head and laughing because he knows better than to get into it with you
pancha and benjamin sliding in at the same time, almost don't notice you
until pancha turns around to tell claudio something and he's like "que chingado" and benjamin wips around, sees you and is like "no, absolutamente no"
and you're like crossing your arms like "ya estoy en el carro, chingao, quiero celebrar mi hermano" essentially if you want me out of this car take me out kicking and screaming i dare you
and benjamin deep sighs and turns around like "pero te comportas, hm, nada de tus pendejadas. los dos" giving you and mon a warning glare before signaling to the driver he can go
let the fucking rager begin ahh
you and mon are the first ones with a drink in your hands obvi
can we just talk about the power move that is walking in to the christine with the arellano felix boys filling in behind you
amazing perfect
anyways
you're having fun but you wanted to go dancing and as you get up to leave benjamin gives you this like ??? raised eyebrow look
before he can yell at you you level with him "me llevo al barron" you offer and benjamin sighs and calls barron over to you
"te la encargo" "sta bien" barron reassures as he's like eyeing all over your body i just
"te comportas" benjamin shouts after you to no avail because you're already giggling and weaving your way past people as barron keeps a cool pace behind you
it isn't until you're out of direct line of sight that barron leans in to grab at your waist and kiss your shoulder "i like the way you think, baby"
and i just dancing up against barron will someone please stop me
grinding on him as he tries to keep his composure and keep aware because he is trying to work here
him grabbing at your waist the second you try to pull away
but it felt like in an instant you were feeling his tug a little bit more urgently as be pulls at your arm
he's pulling you along with you as he gets closer, you're following his line of sight and are like "oh you don't have to worry abou"
he cuts you off, a rare occurence and the honey that is usually dripping fron his voice when he talks to you is filledwith worry now
"take off your heels, get low and stay behind me" he directs in a calm and matter of fact tone which has you following without question
barron turns around to look at you again, making sure you're following along and as you start to say "done" he turns and shoots the two cops in the face
grabbing you instantly, he's like "run" as you go up the stairs, barron doing his best to keep his body in front of you
he leaves you in this little corner against the cement railing of the third floor, a little corner he can defend
"stay here until i come get you, i've got you baby girl"
and while this is going on your brothers are losing their minds, ramon's screaming, benjamin is at the point of throwing up, pancha is looking around frantically but he knows who you're with and if pancha trust anyone it's barron
barron shooting back at chapo, gets back against the wall and sees you there nearly shaking and knows iet's time to go
lets out a few last shots before turning around and barreling towards you "good girl" he praises softly lifting you up to your feet, "lets go"
him again putting his body fully in harms way as he guides you and you're kind of just in this frozen state until you reach the exit and see your brothers making their way down the stairs
instinctually you run over to benjamin and when i say your brothers immediately form this human shield around you i mean fucking in an instant
there's that moment where benjamin is like "pegados" and he means like close against you
sobbing at the idea of that's how pancha got shot in the arm because the boys are absolutely surrounding you making sure nothing touches you
benjamin's leading the charge and won't for a moment let go of your hand even though you're looking behind you feeling this like sense of doom the further away you get from barron
and walking through that like little balcony with your brothers, shots ringing around you and idk why i am like just fascinated with the image of you staring at the top of those stairs as chapo comes around the corner and shoots claudio
you just staring shaking before benjamin is dragging you along and barron comes out the other side giving you this "i got you" look before being pushed down that like kitchen hallway between benjamin and javier who is like holding on to you for support too and you see the first look of like oh shit wtf on benjamin's face you've ever seen
i am just going into the kitchen and they start shooting from the window
ramon fucking tackles you to the floor and is protecting you with his body, i cry covering your ears
the fucking thud at the door as javi and mon put you behind them but fuckING BARRON BARGING IN AHHHH
shooting out the window and yelling instructions at everyone before coming to look you over to make sure you're okay
your brother's yeeting themselves out the window and barron lifting your chin up to look at him because you're shaking and he's like "i told you, i've got you, baby girl" before gently pushing you and like lifting you up out of the window where mon is there to like whisk you off to a car with them
i am just the DEAD SILENCE OF THAT CAR RIDE
ramon is holding on to you, benjamin needed to sit next to you
he's stroking your hair and is like "i'm so sorry, nena. i'm so sorry i let this happen to you" and for the first time in your goddam life you're out here apologizing to min for not understanding why he never let you go to these things
barron driving, looking back at you from the rear view mirror every like 10 seconds to make sure you're okay
i just getting there and everyone jumping out of the car to make sure everyone else gets in and is safe
leaving you there shaking like a fucking leaf in the back sobbing and :(( barron leaping over from the driver's seat and pulling you into his lap
stroking your hair and whispering "i've got you, i've got you. i won't let anything happen to you baby girl"
and i just the moment dina sees you; exchanging that look of pure like terror and grief you're crawling over to sit with you as she's nearly craddling you
dina looking down seeing you sob and shake and her turning to the boys and being like "quiero sus cabezas"
and i just when you guys get to the next safe house the amount of times that ramon thanks barron wow cannot
min pulls him aside and hugs him and is like "gracias por cuidarme a mi angel"
and min assigning him to take care of you as he takes care of his little family and he puts ramon with dina
you asleep in the car, barron coming to pick you up and carry you up to bed
you startle awake in his arms and see it's him :( :( :(
and he's just like "sh, sh don't worry, i'm not going to leave your side. promise"
A LITTLE PINKY PROMISE BYE KILL ME
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