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nateezfics · 18 days
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the wine red hair, the smile, the little dimple at the corner of his lips, his teeth. he is so attractive down to his very last detail oh my god i am in awe.
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arminsumi · 6 months
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THE SPRING I MET YOU
GOJO さとる
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He hates spring because of "allergies"; he blames his sniffly nose and red eyes on the season.
Warnings : angst (heartbreak)
Playme : First Love/Late Spring
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SPRING 2006
You had met Gojo Satoru through a common friend — Geto Suguru.
Oh how many times had you heard him say, like a broken record;
"You really have to meet this guy, you're gonna click with him I just know it. You're like the same person."
You're like the same person.
Suguru'd nag you to meet Satoru ever since he entered Jujutsu High, because he thought he was... you know, just the kinda guy you'd fall in love with. And he hated to see you moping around, lonely and hopelessly seeking a lover that was certainly not "coming to you on a summer breeze" like your mother insisted.
So you met Satoru, by Suguru's demand.
And your first impression of him was: oh no; he's an idiot.
A loud-mouthed, obnoxious idiot. Inappropriate. Overconfident. Irresponsible.
And his first impression of you was: eh, she's too shy.
A put-together, attractive woman. Too proper. Too shy. Too responsible.
If you and him were words, then you were antonyms to each other.
But that didn't matter, it was just the peripheral view you had of each other; something still drew you into each other. Like the universe was drawing up a constellation especially for you and him.
What did you have in common? Nothing. What did you like about his personality? Nothing. But Satoru was always nobody but himself and you liked that. That's the thing about him that saved you from viewing him as an unworthy madman.
And you? He thought you were always trying too hard to be somebody else, someone you were not, someone you could never be — and he wanted to change that. To see what was beneath the diffidence, beneath the plastic sheet that you covered over the image of your self.
He wanted to provoke you more than anyone else, not for the purpose of eliciting a cheap reaction and feeling fleeting amusement, but because he wanted to get you out of your shell.
His heart was on his sleeve, and yours was wrapped up in winter layers even though it was a warm spring. Satoru peeled off the layers one by one, until finally he found his gold; your sweet, tender, loving heart. And once he found it he grabbed it in a way that showed he intended for no one else to steal it from him; his love, all his.
It was just beautiful from then on. You and him. Satoru and you. The two stars in the constellation that the universe specifically designed just for you and him. Only you and him.
How did the first date happen? It just happened. How did the first kiss happen? It just happened. How did the first slow dance happen? It just happened. How did the boyfriend girlfriend thing happen? It just happened.
Everything between you and him always just happened. Like Tetris blocks falling perfectly into place. Like puzzle pieces perfectly connecting. Like clockwork.
No friction, no tediousness, no miscommunication between your stars. You and him shared your minds, bodies and souls with each other.
Like you were the same person.
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SPRING 2009
Satoru's face trembled and nose reddened as tiny tears rolled out of his eyes.
This was the first time he had cried in three years. And it was a first for having an emotional breakdown in public, in the middle of a busy train station.
"Satoru, I'm sorry." you said to him. "I have to start my life."
"But we've already started a life here, together!" he yelled with a broken voice, in the middle of that busy train station. People looked.
It was Spring of 2009; you were breaking up with a 20 yr old Gojo Satoru as sensibly and sensitively as you could, but he still acted like a child.
When you and him had gotten together in 2006, both of you were just simple-minded, carefree teenagers who had yet to be shaped by the hurt of life.
Oh him and his prismatic feelings, they spill out the edge at the right angle and show a display of everything you never thought he felt.
"Things have changed. I've changed, and so have you. We have to move on from each other." you said, and he shook his head and looked at you like he was falling to pieces.
"I haven't changed! I'm still your boy. C-can't we talk about this at the cafe—
"—Satoru, my train is here."
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SPRING 2018
"—Sensei, the train is here!"
He was interrupted back then just like he's been interrupted now from his daydream of you.
"What's the matter?"
Gojo-sensei's blindfold soaks up his tears, but it can't muffle his sniffling or reddened cheeks and ears. His nose wrinkles up and wiggles to the side as he sniffles and runs the back of his hand under his nostrils.
"Allergies. This is why I hate spring." he chuckles.
"Aw, get allergy medicine."
"Yeah yeah, I will. You rascals catch your train before it runs off without you." Gojo
「じゃあ!」 Yuji raises a hand of goodbye to his teacher and boards the train with Megumi and Nobara.
He waves goodbye to his students, lifting his blindfold to catch a peek before the train carries them out of sight. His smile drops when they can no longer see him at all.
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He stares for a long moment at the place where you once stood, and remembers two memories;
One late spring you were on your tip-toes kisssing him for the first time.
And one late spring you were waiting for your train, breaking his heart with goodbye.
© arminsumi
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kissitbttr · 2 months
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mafia!toji first time meeting stripper!reader
a/n: reader is fem. and since i’ve been hit with biggest writers block known to a man, this one is inspired by one of my old work called gold. enjoy!
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toji zenin is a ruthless man. that, you can definitely count on.
he’s known to be the one who shows little to no mercy. who’s soul isn’t as clean due to the countless of lives he had taken.
as crazy as it sounds, toji craves for the sound of piercing cries from someone who begs to spare them compassion. he likes to taunt them. mock them. pretending that he would eventually let them go just to see that little flicker of hope lighting upon their gaze.
a sinister smile would play coyly upon his lips before he decides the latter. pulling the trigger and watches the victim face planting the dark tile as their brains scatter all over the walls and floor.
it’s one way to teach people a lesson to not fuck with him. to not fuck with his business. because toji zenin is crazy like that.
he has no time for patience nor pity.
toji fixes the collar of his black sheer shirt, checking himself out in the mirror to make sure he looks good tonight. who are we kidding though? he’s toji fucking zenin,
tonight was supposed to be his day off. he had plans. before a motherfucker who runs a strip club decides to mess with him about the package deal and had almost lost him half of the money he’s supposed to own,
he could’ve let his right hand man to handle it. but this is bigger than anything he had ever done. is this goes to south, then one person’s death wouldn’t be the only thing on his agenda,
he’ll track down every single one of the bastards and kill them with his own hands,
however, tonight needs to be as clean as possible.he’s aware of the reputation he has put on himself to the world, so no point of hiding or camouflage. yet, he still doesn’t want to cause too much of a scene,
stepping away from the full length mirror, he swiftly picks his black velvet coat off the hanger before shrugging it on,
“talk to me, satoru” his heavy voice echoes the hallway as he steps out of the room to walk downstairs, watching a few of his men pocketing their weapons,
gojo satoru. his right hand man, nods,
“he’s there. word from bianco. he appears isn’t expecting you to stop by” he informs, showing toji the message on his phone. “it’s going to be crowded. but bianco is taking care of that right now. he’s got nowhere to run”
toji scoffs, snatching a glass of whiskey off the table before downing the remaining drink. “good. i need him to see me when he less expects it. owes me more than some fucking money” he mutters, tucking the G21 down his holster.
gojo raises an eyebrow. “G21? you’re going soft tonight eh, boss?”
toji shoots him a hard glare, one where the white haired man only chuckle at. “the car’s ready?”
another nod, gojo leads toji down towards the basement. “as requested. Lamborghini Murcielago. your personal favorite. packed with 640 PS and 471 Kw—i think you know what that means— rules around 213 mph if you consider on going hit and run. i packed a standard aeropack wing if you wanna go slow. windows? bulletproof. in case anyone tries to kill you” toji knows for a fact that gojo is only joking about the last part.
no one dares to try to take him down before he does it. it’s a pattern everyone knows by now,
toji lets out a low whistle, head softly shaking at the machine beauty before him. fingers tracing along the hood of the car,
“shit—you know i need to lay low, man? got anything less attractive?”
“i don’t do less. you know that, boss” he winks playfully, laughing to himself when he watches toji rolls his eyes. “besides. this thing right here will for sure earns you a bird. take her out on a stroll, bring her home. women love fast cars” he comments,
humming as a response, toji walks towards the driver’s seat. “i don’t date. were you born yesterday or something?” he speaks in a firm tone before catching the keys that gojo throws at him,
“no I wasn’t. but isn’t ‘she who shall not be named’ is like what? two years ago? and you got to stop with the one night stands. go get a girl tonight” he suggests, watching the dark haired man sliding himself into the car,
toji gives him a half hearted smile. “noted”
“i’ll be right behind you, boss. slow down, yeah?”
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it takes about thirty minutes prior to arrival. toji blames it all on the traffic and the slow pedestrians crossing the road. cursing to himself every five seconds, each time he stops at red lights.
he parks his car close to the entrance before exiting from the vehicle, tossing his keys at one of the valet but not before roughly grabbing his collar and threaten to kill him if one scratch is prominent on his car.
clearing his throat, he walks into the bar. ignoring the stares and whispers at the sight of a notorious ruthless man who decides to pay the club a visit.
one thing he first to notice, the club is indeed packed. gojo wasn’t lying. as if God knew what is about to happen later on and isn’t going to let him get away with witnesses. he needs to play it safe tonight.
as he strides through the darkened room to find the table he had been reserved for, a few half naked girls walk right pass him. delicate fingers stroking his chest and brushing against his shoulders, making him smirk. he can’t lie, most of them are gorgeous and he’s tempted enough to touch their skin, but he has to hold it. not that he isn’t interested, because his mind changed. he is definitely taking someone back to his place tonight.
fucking gojo. he has to be right every time.
speak of the devil, the white haired man appears by his side in minutes. nodding his head towards the area where the business should be conducted. toji follows him close towards the end of the room,
he gently pulls back a chair for him to sit, as gojo and the two of his other men stands behind to watch over. toji specifically asks for the furthest table, with a glass of whiskey has been prepared for him.
toji feels irritated. he hates doing all of this dirty work just because some fucking bastard isn’t able to keep up with the deal. he should’ve known not to trust alec to do business, yet when the pathetic excuse of a man begged on his knees with a gun knocked against his head, toji thought why not? if he didn’t get to fulfill his demands, he gets to kill him either way.
“alright, alright—fuck! easy man!” alec’s frantic voice causes toji’s eyes to avert from the scene of the crowd. his eyebrows knitted, threatening gaze bores upon the man whose pushed forcefully by his men to sit, “mr. zenin! it’s always a pleasure to see you!”
mind that alec owes him more than fifty grand, and this fucker had the nerve to walk in and act like nothing happened,
he is definitely going to kill him,
“you don’t fucking talk to me that way, alec. i’m not your friend. you owe me something” toji warns, his finger pointing at him as he watches the trembling man gulp. “you remember?”
alec couldn’t feel more terrified as he casts a glance of toji’s gun on the table, facing towards him. “i—i know, man—sir” he corrects himself. “i didn’t forget. it’s just that the money is tight right now. the girls aren’t earning amount of money they—“
toji could only scoff, head thrown back. “i didn’t fucking hire your girls. i hired you. stop being a pussy and own up to that. you should know that me and patience never get along. i have one body bag left in my car and it would give me the tremendous pleasure writing your name on it” he grits his teeth, looking at alec with a dark look in his eyes as he balls his fist,
“i just need more time—“
“one month isn’t enough?!” toji barks, making alec jumps at the booming voice
“i need more. i promise. give me one more month. and i will do whatever you ask me to, sir zenin.” alec begs with hopeful eyes,
toji finds it disgusting and repulsive to see someone like him begging for mercy. or anyone at all. that gesture is weak and vulnerable. “i don’t give out second chances”
alec hears a gun clicks from behind. he doesn’t need to ask, he knows that one of the two men behind him is ready to blow his brains out. “sir zenin, please! just one more chance! please”
once again, toji isn’t a very patient man. he knows enough to understand that it’s a mistake. but he would love to see how this one goes, playing along with this little game of his.
toji isn’t a fool. never was.
he looks over at gojo, as if to ask what he thinks. the answer that gojo could give is ‘your choice, boss’
toji sighs, head shaking. “fine. you give me your best girl of the night, and i’ll give you one more month” he offers, taking a sip of his drink, leaning himself back to relax. “no more than that”
alec nods. though he feels like shitting himself because one month isn’t close enough for collecting the amount of money he owes toji to. still, he thinks this is better than nothing.
“take your pick, mr. zenin. or i could bring one or two here? we have twins in the back and they sure are on high demand, everyone has been begging me to—“
toji could only hum in response, not listening to a word he’s saying. his green eyes scanning over at the scene. the girls are putting on a show, showing off their skills, some are pulling a lap dance on a few customers. he cringes when one suddenly takes her bra off like she costs nothing. seems like none of these girls are his type. gorgeous? yes. but they don’t seem to do enough to make his cock twitch,
he’s about to take back the offer until his eyes fall on her. eyes widening in amusement and toji finds himself freezing on the spot.
a slight curvier woman has her leg hooked around the pole. long dark haired brushing against the marble floor as she arches her back slightly. toji observes the way her body moves so sensually yet gracefully, almost like a feather. the way she bites onto her pink glossed lips and how her eyes manage to flirt with the crowd with one simple look. she has them lured into her presence. himself included.
her body—fuck, he doesn’t even know where to begin. delicious curves cladded in navy blue bodysuit, full breasts supported by the cup of her outfit that bounces each time she moves. soft thick thighs wrapped by a white fishnet stockings and legs decorated in white fuzzy pumps. overall it’s quite revealing, but it still presents the modesty she has on her. he’s not quite sure if it’s the outfit or it’s just her,
but only a fool would assume that it isn’t the latter.
toji feels his pants growing tight when his gaze lowers to how her hips moving in circles. in painfully slow motion too. almost like she knows how to tease and she’s doing it so perfectly. if only he had spotted her from before, he would’ve move closer.
a damn fucking beauty she is.
“her. i want her” toji speaks in a firmer tone, almost territorial. he just can’t take his eyes off the woman. watching every single move and a wink being thrown.
he chuckles when she swats a couple of old hands who seems desperate to try and cope a feel with a dirty look on her face. he couldn’t make out what she’s saying but he knows for sure that she’s telling them off,
‘gorgeous and a fighter’ he thinks to himself
“angel? you want her?” alec asks after he realizes who he’s pointing at,
“that’s her real name?”
“no. she doesn’t let anyone know her real name. she goes by that ever since she starts working here” alec informs, watching toji nods,
so she’s new?
“some calls her birthday cake”
that makes toji’s brows scrunched. he is about to ask why the name until the answer is immediately given to him when she decides to do a side split, making her plump ass bounce against the floor.
oh that’s why
“gorgeous” toji breathes, cocking his head to the side. “not taken is she? not that i care anyway. what a fucking dime she is. you’re going to give her to me, correct?” his voice is threatening enough, dark eyes moving to look at alec who nods.
“yes! of course, sir! if that’s what you want”
“fuck yes i do. bring her to me” he demands before gulping down his drink, watching how alec immediately scrambles off the chair and hurries towards where angel is performing,
toji keeps his eyes set on the mysterious lady. refusing to move. he doesn’t want to miss a single thing. especially when she’s on her hands and knees, ass up in the air for the crowd to see and eyes looking over her shoulder earning cheer, applause and money flown just for her.
gojo lets out a wolf whistle. “good choice, zenin”
he hums, the girl now up on her feet. lifting herself up after she hooks her arm around the pole and give them a twirl. “tell me gojo. have you seen anyone as beautiful as she is?”
“definitely not. you just might hit the jackpot”
indeed he did. toji may have made a lot of mistakes but he’s never wrong when it comes to choosing partners . he’s always careful with it.
there is something so different about her and he’s very sure about it too. from how she’s not afraid to tell the men in the audience off, putting that smart mouth to use. unlike the girls he has seen around where they just take the humiliation. but her?
she fights back. just how he likes his women.
“fuck off alec, i mean it! my shift is almost over. i’m not interested being passed around to your friends or co-workers!”
he hears her protest. toji doesn’t even realize that she’s walking closer towards his table with alec’s grip around her elbow,
“who said anything about passing you around? i just need to introduce you to one of the most important men here!” alec defends,
“weird way of saying you want me to suck their cocks” she comments
a foul mouth indeed toji thinks
alec throws her a hard glare, in which she only scoffs and roll her eyes. “mr. toji zenin, I would like to introduce you to angel. she’s been here for almost a year now.”
toji grins at that, standing up from his chair and looks over at the beauty with a disinterested look on her face. seemingly look like she doesn’t want to be here. yet she smiles at him anyway, and he swears he has never seen something so pretty,
“nice to meet you, beautiful ” toji extends his hand for her to take, giving a soft kiss on it. his eyes aren’t looking away from hers. “hell. you’re even gorgeous up close”
she won’t deny it. this man is absolutely handsome. and she doesn’t see a lot of them working here. most are old and married, which something that she finds disgusting. but this man, toji? he is far from ugly.
first thing she noticed was how broad he’s built. the way he towers over her and he’s not even standing that close to her small figure. even the dark room fails to hide the definition of his muscles through the black shirt he’s wearing. and the thin scar over his pulled lips, showcasing a smirk.
is this man even a man?
as handsome as he is, angel raises an eyebrow, not feeling entirely influenced by the gesture. “so have you been observing me this whole time? that’s creepy”
“angel” alec hisses, gripping her elbow a bit tighter making her flinch a bit and her body to cowers a little.
“sorry” she mutters in irritation, gaze falling down to the floor
the interaction somehow irks toji to the bone. he eyes how alec treats her in front him, it would probably even worse behind closed doors.
he doesn’t even want to know.
“you can fucking let go now alec, you’re hurting her” toji demands, throwing him a sharp stare. alec’s pupils are wide open at that, causing him to release his grip almost immediately and for angel to nurse her reddening skin.
one thing that toji wouldn’t accept, is violence against women.
toji’s gaze beginning to soften yet again when he watches the pretty girl before him. how her long hair cascading down her back, exposing the sharp of her collarbones and valleys of her breasts,
if only her look of fear is replaced with a look of comfort,
“you can leave us be. thanks” toji coldly orders at alec, not wanting to be near his presence anymore. he’s had enough seeing that bastard,
he nods, avoiding his stare but not before muttering a ‘don’t fuck this up’ to angel before one toji’s men escorts him out,
“don’t worry about him doll. he’s gone, yeah?” he comforts her almost immediately, not wanting her to be scared anymore,
“oh—yeah, uhm thanks” she shoots him a smile. a genuine one this time, taking his hand in hers when he offers it. "so how do you want this--''
“if you don’t mind” he puts a hand behind her back immediately to guide her to the couch behind, earning a quizzical look on her face. “i want to get to know you first”
“mr. zenin. with all due respect, this is not a date. i’m working”
he chuckles at her forward response, still she lets him lead to the velvet couch. angel sits first, eyes glancing up for a moment and see a handsome white haired man with his arms crossed. he quickly removes himself from the presence and walk out. his other men following him from behind.
and now there’s just two.
“i just want to take my time with you. is that okay?” toji sits back down, watching her crossed her legs as she keeps the distance between them,
she smiles with a shrug, toying with the strap of her bra, “you could do that while i’m giving you a dance—if you want?”
toji makes a mental note on how her eyes glow under the violet lights when she stares at him. almost like it’s so easy for him to see what goes beyond that. they’re so so pretty. prettiest he’s ever seen indeed. despite the flirty tone lacing under her response, she still has the look of innocence that makes him smile back.
she’s no better too. the way he’s looking directly into her eyes should be a crime. his gaze speaks something. something… lustful and dangerous.
he nods, letting out a breathe of relief as he leans himself back before spreading his thighs as an invitation.
“show me what you got then gorgeous”
angel swears she can hear the beat of her heart getting louder the moment she sits herself down on his lap. still, without him having to suspect anything, she keeps her flirty persona for a show.
“my, my—you really are a fucking dime” he lowly whistles, eyes falling to the curve of her breasts. “i can see why people were loving you back there. hopefully they don’t get jealous when i stole you away”
she giggles, a small blush creeping on her cheeks. “aren’t you a flirt. you do this to every girl?”
toji places his hands on her plump ass, resting it there. he knows that there are rules where it’s forbidden you touch the dancers. but he doesn’t give a shit. and it’s not like anyone had the balls to tell him off anyway.
“only to those who i find interesting, baby” he says, eyes not looking away from the beauty as be squeezes her flesh making himself groan. “fuck me. that’s an ass? right here?”
his comment makes her laugh as she throws her head back. loving how genuine he actually sounds when he said that.
“so—mr. zenin” she begins, giving him a naughty smile as her hands finds their way to his shoulders, feeling how tense they are under his grip. “what brings you to this awful depth of town, hm?”
he clears his throat, wetting down the bottom of his mouth while keeping his hands steady on her hips. finding no desire to move them. “business. your bastard of a boss owes me something. I didn’t think i would actually be here right now, accompanied by a gorgeous woman like yourself”
damn. he sure is charming and cheeky. definitely a player. “you sure are a sweet talker, mr. zenin” she tells him before slowly beginning to grind against his bulge causing him to exhale another deep groan. “are you sure—you don’t make bitches wet talking like that?”
he mutters a low ‘christ’ when he feels himself growing hard under her sultry move, yet she isn’t stopping. and she only had just started. “believe me doll, i’ve had my fair shares with many—but damn, they sure don’t make me hard like you do—cross my heart”
her hips the move in tiny circles, keeping a painfully slow pace but enough to keep him satisfied. “i don’t trust you but okay—anyway, what did you and alec talked about anyway?”
“nosy, huh?”
she rolls her eyes. “i have the right to ask since he practically sold me to you for tonight—my shift was supposed to be over, mr. zeni—“
“toji” he cuts her off, thumb softly stroking against her hip bone
“what was that?”
“just call me toji” he repeats with a small grin. “and okay that’s fair—he has something very important of mine. was supposed to pay a month ago, but that piece of shit isn’t known to be the one who keeps his promises”
she hums in response, leaning herself back slowly and rests her palms upon his knees to keep her body steady. her hips are now moving back and forth.
toji shamelessly let his eyes wander down from her breasts to her thick thighs. “i was going to blow his brains out tonight. right here. on this one spot. but he begged like a bitch and i wanted to see how far he goes” he laughs almost darkly,
it scares her a little by how calm he’s being about murdering someone. with the way his eyes staring at her aren’t really helping too. like a predator eyeing his prey. almost like he knows how to make her weak on the knees.
“looks like he’s in big big trouble, then” she giggles cutely. “not surprised anyway. he owes alot of money to the girls too. mine included”
he cocks an eyebrow, feeling himself tensing. “does he now? how long?”
“can’t count. i had to pull bunch of shitty excuses to the landlord just so he won’t kick me out of the apartment. half of our earnings each night, goes to him. saying that he’ll pay me back but I know he never will” she spills casually, then her movement comes into a halt. “oh fuck, don’t tell him i said that”
with a chuckle, his head shakes. “i won’t. but i could kill him for you, if you want me to. just say the word” he speaks lowly, continuing to admire her body. “mind if i ask how long have you been working here?”
it takes her a while to answer. “almost a year. I quit college for this. not because i love it entirely, but i couldn’t pay for it anymore.” she sighs,
“i’m sorry to hear that. what were you studying?”
“bio-engineering” she smiles, “people tend to be surprised when i told them that”
“count me in as well, sweetheart, damn. not only she’s hot as fuck but she’s smart too?” he shakes his head in disbelief. “you even real, right now?”
she laughs, flipping her hair. “thank you, toji—can i ask you something?”
he hums, callouses hands move towards her back, holding her steady,
“what happened there” she points at the scar, struggling to find the urge not to trace her fingers across it,
he shrugs, “was from a fight years ago. nothing major”
“can i—touch it?” she softly asks him, looking so innocent yet teasingly,
toji smirks, head nodding. “go ahead, baby” he speaks in a low baritone. voice so deep and flirty that it almost makes her squirm,
she ignores the butterflies in her stomach when he calls her that. and without being told twice, she leans closer and her fingers reach out to pad the scar gently. feeling how soft his lips against her skin, paying attention to every single detail of it. wondering how on earth could a scar fit someone so perfectly.
there is no doubt on her mind, that he is the sexiest man she has ever come across to. she can feel the weight of his palm lowering itself down to her plump cheek, squeezing it. usually, she would tell anyone off for touching her like that. but this time, she doesn’t say anything. not because she’s afraid of him but she feels strangely turned on.
“fuck” he breathes out, feeling her ass one more time. hearing him like that just makes her giggle as she gradually picks up the pace grinding on him, catching toji off guard.
“such a naughty little girl—bet you wouldn’t mind having that ass spanked now would you?” he whispers against her ear, biting his lower lip hard.
though she would admit that she wouldn’t, she won’t allow him to win this game. she slowly shakes her head with a smirk, removing herself off his lap causing him to whine. angel spins around, not without swaying her ass side to side, sneaking a glance to make sure he’s watching,
her hand immediately circles around the pole in front of them. “dinner is mandatory if you want to go down to that path, mr. zenin”
toji watches carefully with lust and admiration as she now securing her arm around the golden pole, lifting herself off easily and give her body a gentle spin. eyes screwed shut and head thrown back. coming back down slowly, she re-enacts the movement from where she performed for the audience. legs spread apart, landing in a perfect split. long brown hair covering the side of her beautiful features, tongue licking her upper lip.
he follows the curve of her ass, eager to get his hands on them but he knows that he has to wait. there, he spots a small heart tattoo inked on her ass cheek,
angel is a little teaser. that’s for sure. enjoying herself too much in making a man hard yet refuses to be under the spell of a man’s touch. he likes that actually. likes that a lot. it may be painful to have his cock hard at the moment while she’s not doing anything about it but she’s worth it.
so, so worth it.
“you are so. fucking. sexy.” his voice switches into something darker, a seductive grin slowly forming as he thirsts over her. “must have made a lot of men mad out there”
“so i have been told” she declares with confidence, innocent smile pulling upon her lips as she begins to gently crawl towards him, eyes never leaving his.
she halts in between his open legs, settling on her knees. being the little minx she is, her hands find a place on top of his thighs. “i sense you carry danger everywhere you go, mr. zenin—am i wrong?”
she’s not dumb. she spotted his gun strapped against his holster an hour before she was even being introduced to the man.
he delicately caresses her soft cheek, almost came in his pants when she leans against his palm. “why? that scares you?” he moves a few strands of hair that are blocking his view of her pretty face,
she shakes her head, a smile doesn’t leave her face. in fact, he hears a soft giggle escapes her.
his eyes move from the curve of her breasts and up to her mouth. eyeing the way that pink gloss compliments her pretty skin.
“would love to have a taste—right here” toji whispers, his thumb grace her lower lip. his breath immediately hitches, and a groan rumbles deep in his chest the moment she opens her mouth.
“fuck—what a good girl” he moans lowly when she lets his thumb rest upon her warm wet tongue. the angelic look in her eyes disappears and is replaced with a look of lust. “s-shit” it takes him by surprise when she decides to suckle it, head bobbing her head up and down painfully slow,
“jesus—i wish it was my cock you’re sucking right now, baby” nonetheless, the amount of pleasure she’s giving him is enough to keep him satisfied,
“holy fuck, wow” she pops her lips off his thumb. wiping the saliva from the corner of her mouth before giggling again. the sound makes toji smile. genuinely.
“you’re trouble” he comments with a tsk, chuckling at the way she shrugs innocently as if she has no idea what he’s talking about. “alright. up you get, baby”
she gives him a questionable look, following his movement and rise to her feet. “mr. zenin, we still have thirty minutes left. alec gave me at least an hour and he would be upset if i—“
“if he touches you, you tell me and i’ll kill him. understand?” toji sternly orders, brows furrowing at the thought of that lowlife bastard putting his hands on her,
she’s baffles at that. how could he know what goes behind closed doors? still she nods anyway. “yes, sir”
“toji, baby. toji” he corrects with a smile. “besides, if i stayed for another ten minutes, i’ll l cream in my pants and that would be embarrassing” he shamelessly points out. she blushes at that and it makes toji’s heart skips a bit,
“this doesn’t mean it’s a one and done. i would love to see you again, sweetheart. can’t let you go too far now can i?” he pulls out his wallet from his back pocket and hands her thick amount of hundreds. “here you go, angel”
she gasps softly as her eyes go big, shocked by the bundle of cash in his hand. if she counts it right that’s gotta be at least close to one grand.
“toji this is—fuck this is too much, I—i can’t take these. twenty or fifteen is enough for me”
he frowns. who in the right mind think it’s okay for men to tip a gorgeous woman with a rocking body some loose change? fucking assholes.
“baby, you do realize who you’re talking to? i don’t give out twenty or less” he quirks an eyebrow, watching her adorable expression. “money isn’t a problem to me. a grand isn’t a problem to me. come on, you deserve it”
she stares down at his hand and hesitantly takes the money. flashing him a wide smile. “mr—i mean, toji, oh my god thank you so much. thank you, thank you!” without any second thoughts, she jumps out and wrap her arms around his neck,
“you don’t know how much this means to me. i needed this”
toji stumbles a bit, the sudden movement surprises him but he appreciates it. the way she keeps thanking him, muttering couple of blessings has somehow gives his heart a little kick,
a good one.
“no need to thank me, baby” toji grins, holding her by the waist to keep her secured for a moment before pulling away. “you take care of yourself yeah? don’t be wandering too far. would love to take you out on a stroll” he leans down to peck her cheek,
“I’ll be sure to stop by and see you again, gorgeous” with one last devilish smile, he walks out of the room. leaving her still in complete shock,
he is no ordinary man, alright. it kinda makes her feel a bit weird by all the butterflies that are erupting her stomach by how he acted earlier. has it been.. what? two or three years since she had been engaged in any sort of relationships with a man. and there has been no real man crawling around this city. only rats. she fucking hates rats.
but toji zenin? there’s definitely something about him that makes his whole aura and appearance a lot more sexier. again, she’s not stupid. she has seen the gun. observed his interaction with her boss. and the men he had protecting him suits?
that’s no 9-5 man. it’s dirty work.
and it should’ve scared her. it should’ve been a warning made for her to run and avoid him because he’s a man that carries danger everywhere he goes. toji zenin is a man that would not hesitate to paint the whole town in blood of his victims if one ever crosses his territory.
yet as she glances down at the bills being handed at her and promise from him that he would see her again, it makes her smile. heart thumping at the thought of the beautiful man coming back only for her.
angel clutches the money against her chest, squealing as she does little bounces in her heels with a giggle. overjoyed with the amount of cash that would help her,
she’s definitely making toji her new favorite client
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Young, dumb in love
Theseus Scamander X Wizard!Reader
Summary: Theseus and Y/n had always been in love with the other. Now that an extraordinary event occurs, it will bring them closer
Warning: Pregnancy/ Mention of birth/ inaccuracies (powers, medical)/ use of Y/n/ not really following the movie timeline
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Y/n and Theseus met because of Newt. All 3 of them were in Hufflepuff and Y/n didn’t have any friends. Newt sat next to her one day and they became friends, then, she met Newt’s older brother, Theseus. She was instantly attracted to him, and it was the same for him, he thought she was the most beautiful woman he’d ever seen. Years went by and they were both 20. After a one-night stand, Y/n started to feel nauseous, she feared that the protection they wore, didn’t do its job. So, when the test came back positive, it was time to break the news to Theseus.
‘’You might want to sit down’’ Y/n warned the man. ‘’What are you going to tell me? You’re not pregnant, are you?’’ he joked. Y/n’s heart sank, she became pale. ‘’Well, yes, I am Theseus, I did 4 tests, they all came back positive’’ she nervously said. Theseus immediately felt bad from what he just said. He was happy, he was going to be a dad, having a family of his own as always been his dream. ‘’Oh my! Y/n that’s an amazing news! I can’t wait to tell Newt!’’ He smiles. Y/n breath out in relief, her eyes fill with tears, happy tears. ‘’So, you’re happy?’’ she asked. ‘’Yes, it’s wonderful!’’ he exclaimed, hugging her.
‘’Thank you for inviting me over, it’s been a while since I’ve saw you. How are you, Y/n?’’ Newt says, sitting at the table. Y/n and Theseus didn’t have a game plan, they didn’t think about a way to announce it. ‘’I’m great, Newt, by the way, you’re going to be an uncle.’’ She blurted out. Newt dropped his fork as he looked at them. ‘’What?’’ he mumbled. ‘’I’m pregnant, Newt. And Theseus is the father’’ she smiled. ‘’Really?’’ he smiled. Theseus nodded and took Y/n’s hand. ‘’That’s amazing! Congratulations! I’m going to be an uncle!’’ he exclaimed, he looked really happy. ‘’That’s why the Qilin was so excited, he saw the baby’s soul’’ he murmurs. ‘’This early?’’ Y/n asked, putting a hand on her stomach. Newt nodded and smiled. Theseus smiled to his brother as they continued to talk about life.
Her stomach was starting to show, she was so happy. She was looking at herself in the mirror, smiling. ‘’Theseus! Come here!’’ she yelled. He ran upstairs, afraid something bad happened to her. ‘’Are you okay? Is the baby, okay? Do I need to call Newt?’’ he quickly said. Y/n laughed and shook her head. ‘’Look, I’m showing! Can you see it!’’ she lifted her shirt, exposing her small bump. Theseus calmed down and looked at her belly. ‘’Oh my, that’s amazing!’’ he dropped to his knees and put his hand on her stomach. ‘’Hello little one, I’m your father. I don’t know if you can hear me, but I can’t wait to meet you’’ he whispered. Y/n’s eyes filled with tears. ‘’You made me cry’’ she said, wiping her tears. He got up and hugged her, kissing her cheek in the process. They didn’t figure out what their relationship was, it pained them both. ‘’Y/n, what are we?’’ he whispered in her ear. ‘’I don’t know, but I know that I love you, more than a friend’’ she replied. They stopped hugging and sat on the bed. ‘’I want to be more than a friend to you, Y/n. I love you, you’re the mother of my child, that’s the most important thing. I want to be with you, if you’ll allow me to’’ he confessed. Y/n cried even more. ‘’I love you too, yes, I’ll allow it, silly’’ she laughed as they kissed.
‘’Why is the Qilin in our house?’’ Theseus asked his girlfriend and brother as he entered his home. Y/n turned around; her belly was getting bigger. 3 months left in her pregnancy, they recently discovered that she was carrying twins, a boy and a girl. Her belly was really big, but she was happy. Newt looked at his brother and smiled. ‘’He was grumpy, and the only thing that calms him down is seeing the twin’s soul.’’ Newt explained as Y/n petted the small animal. Theseus looked at Y/n shirt, it had a weird shape. ‘’Oh, the Niffler is in there, he wanted somewhere warm to sleep’’ she explained. Theseus swore under his breath and let out a sigh. ‘’Newt, I don’t want you creatures to roam around the house and risk hurting – ‘’ Y/n cut him off. ‘’Shush! They’re kicking!’’ she said, touching her belly. Theseus stopped his sentence and went near his girlfriend. ‘’Here’’ she took his hand and placed it where the baby kicked. He smiled to her when he felt it. ‘’That’s beautiful’’ he whispered. ‘’Newt, do you want to touch?’’ she asked. He nodded and put his hand on her stomach. They all looked at each other, smiling, tears in their eyes.
‘’For the last time, Thesus, it was a Braxton Hicks contraction. I’m okay’’ she said, rubbing her stomach. ‘’But if you go into labour and I’m not there!’’ he said. ‘’I will call you. I’m safe, Newt’s coming and the Qilin can sense the babies, I promise, go to work, get that promotion’’ she said. ‘’If there’s any change, even another Braxton Hicks, call me’’ he said. She nodded as he left his home, at the same time, Newt entered. ‘’I thought he’d never leave’’ Y/n chuckles. Pickett comes out of Newt’s pocket to jump on Y/n’s belly. ‘’Hello, you’’ she squeals. The creatures smile and jumps on her belly as a sign of joy. ‘’When’s your due date?’’ he asked, sitting on the couch. ‘’Yesterday, that’s why he’s so nervous’’ she says, smiling. The Qilin gets out of Newt’s case and sits next to her, resting his head on her belly. ‘’He’s always been nervous, but I get him’’ he says. ‘’Can you do me a favour? Can you go and make some raspberry leaf tea, Muggles say it helps the woman going into labour’’ she explains as Newt goes to make tea. She pets the Qilin as she waits for her boyfriend’s brother. She feels a pain in her stomach, so she takes deep breath to make them pass, but it doesn’t work. She doesn’t tell Newt, because she’s not sure if they’re real or not. The Qilin rise his head, looking at Y/n. His eyes talk: C’mon, tell him. Y/n shakes her head, Pickett squeaks. ‘’What are they trying to tell you?’’ Newt asks as he puts her cup down. ‘’They want me to tell you that I’m having contractions, but I’m not sure if they’re real or not’’ she confesses.
‘’I swear, you’re lucky I’m carrying two! Because I’m not doing this again” she moaned in pain. Theseus rubbed her back and tried to support her the best he could. She had been in labor for 13 hours without medication because it could be dangerous for the babies. ‘’You’re so strong, my darling, keep breathing, you got this’’ he praised her. Y/n felt pressure down there, like she needed to push. ‘’I need to push, like right now!’’ she announced. ‘’Go ahead, sweetie’’ the nurse called out. She pushed with all the energy she had left to try and get one of her babies out. ‘’You’re a warrior, come on give me another push like that and one of them is out’’ the nurse encouraged her. She pushed again. This time, the room was filled with cries, baby cries. Y/n let out a breath as she looked at her baby. ‘’It’s a boy’’ Their baby boy was born first, Y/n sobbed with joy. ‘’You did it, my love, our boy is here’’ Theseus calls out. ‘’Come on, Y/n, push again’’ the nurse calls out. ‘’Bollocks, I have to do it again’’ she groaned in pain. Theseus chuckled as he supported her again. 15 minutes later, Y/n was sitting with her girl in her arms, while Theseus was holding their boy. Newt came in the room, with Tina, Jacob, and Queenie following him. ‘’Congratulations!’’ Queenie squeals. Y/n smiles, she was exhausted and only wanted to sleep, but she wanted to be there for her guests. ‘’How did it go?’’ Tina asked, more calmly. ‘’It was so long, but I’m happy that they’re here’’ Y/n says. ‘’Do you want to know their names?’’ Theseus says, looking at the guests. ‘’That’s Emory Scamander’’ Y/n announces, smiling. ‘’And that’s Eugene Newton Scamander’’ at the sound of his name, Newt’s eyes fill with tears. ‘’You named him after me?’’ he softly asks. They both nod and smile. ‘’Oh’’ he softly reacts. ‘’Two E names, was it intentional?’’ Jacob laughs. ‘’Emory means strength and leadership and Eugene means noble’’ Y/n explains. ‘’You guys are such a beautiful family’’ Queenie says. Y/n and Theseus felt like it, a family. After all this time of loving each other, they now had children together. They were the happiest they’ve ever been.
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adventuringblind · 9 months
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Bucket List
Charles Leclerc x Reader
Genre: soul shredding, crying so hard, etc.
Request: no but I felt like crying so here ya go. If you have a specific scenario you would like to cry too, please request it. I love off human tears
Summary: her body loved to contract problems. Charles is determined to stay by her side.
Warnings: soul shattering, talks of illness, not proofread because I can’t edit and cry at the same time… I am not that talented
Notes: idk why I did this to myself…
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Some people are just naturally drawn to tragedy. Though, for most, it's unwilling. This is the case for Charles Leclerc.
He fell in love in an unexpected way. At the hospital. Falling into her on accident.
It was 2015, he was still a child, in his way out from visiting Jules. He was teary eyed and lost in thought.
Until he fell on top of her. The pills in her hand flying everywhere.
“Oh my god, I am so sorry.” He scrambled back to his feet and helped her up. The two trying to pick everything up.
“It’s okay, really, I wasn’t paying attention either.”
They got everything picked picked up, then they looked at each other. Really looked at each other.
She smiled. “No offense but, you look like shit and I feel like shit. Wanna make it up to me with lunch?”
They spent the rest of the day together. Charles learned their the same age. She wanted to travel. She’s dying.
It was terrible to learn. He didn’t know how to react.
“I’ve accepted it. I want to live before I die.”
His heart knew what he should do, but his mind didn’t want to let her in. Jules was already on the verge of leaving him. Could he do this again? If he was able to help her get closure, maybe he could find closure with Jules. It was a dumb idea. A terrible idea, really.
“Come with me. I travel a lot for racing. We can do whatever you have left in your bucket list.” He blurted before he could think about it more.
She smiled. “Sure.”
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They became fast friends. She followed him to every race. Her parents were apprehensive at first, but they saw how much she wanted this and they weren’t going to deny her.
They tried to go as many places as possible with her, but work always caught up with them. The Leclerc’s became her second family.
She was able to help Charles through Jules eventual death. He cried for days. His races were getting increasingly difficult. The pain behind his eyes was evident.
She stayed with him. Comforted him. Made him keep going when he wanted to quit.
It took time, but Charles got there. He kept going. It was because of her.
~
Charles dragged her around the Paddock. She was know as his best friend. Pierre often teasing the two about it. The French constantly nagging Charles about when he was going to confess to her.
He would be lying if he said he didn’t want too. He had fallen in love with her view on life. How she wanted to enjoy every second. They were able to do that together.
He could tell though, her body was steadily getting weaker. Her lungs struggling to to breathe. Yet she didn’t waiver. Her smile was contagious.
He took her to see every monument. She tried every food. They took a ridiculous amount of pictures.
Then it happened again.
Charles didn’t understand why it was him. How he attracted so much death to the people around him.
His father was sick during his formula 2 career. It was difficult for him to get through, yet somehow he came back stronger. She’d helped him with Jules and again with his father. He couldn’t help thinking she was some sort of guardian angel. Sent specifically to him for this reason.
They both broke down when he won that race and dedicated it to his father. Joy and sorrow mixed into their sobs.
~
Then he kissed her.
When he signed his formula 1 contract, he thought he was dreaming. This notion led to him doing things he wouldn’t normally with the newfound confidence. Including kissing her.
She kissed back.
He’d helped her cross everything off her bucket list; Including falling in love. She’d known for awhile but didn’t want to push anything. They both knew what was coming. They knew her time was limited.
So they made the most of it. Charles took her out on dates whenever he could. They did things that weren’t even on her list. They watched every movie they could think of.
She smiled through it all. The doctors didn’t think she would live this long. The medication she was on was doing better then expected.
Charles didn’t want to waste any time though. Neither of them knew when her time would come. Everyday was a blessing.
When he signed with Ferrari, he knew he wanted to marry her. He would have never made it here without her.
He gave her everything. A proposal on the beach, a wedding that made her feel elated, a caring husband who was there on her hardest days.
She was around the paddock so much that everyone knew her. Everyone wanted to be around her. She was filled with life even though she knew she was knocking on deaths door.
~
It had been a cloudy day. Rain dripping down the window. She was drinking hot chocolate and reading a book. It was her favorite kind of atmosphere.
She’d been feeling terrible all day. Thankful that Charles had time off for the winter to help her around.
They had friends visiting. Pierre, Lando, and Max had come to stay for the week.
It was crazy to her that Charles was going into his fifth year in F1. If she was being honest with herself, she didn’t think she’d get to see him through this far. She felt blessed for it.
She felt so exhausted. Yet she still smiled when Charles came over and kissed her head.
Everything was so bright. It felt warm and comforting. Like Charles embrace. She could feel him holding her.
She wiped a tear from him cheek.
“I love you. Don’t forget it.” Then she smiled. Somehow she managed to catch a glimpse of his smile.
Her gaze moved to behind him. She saw Jules and Charles father. They were greeting her.
She knew what was happening. She could stop it.
With the last of her strength, she kissed Charles. Then let herself be embraced by the warmth.
~
It had been a month. He’d been grieving his loss. Barely talking to anyone. He’d lost his smile.
The funeral was hard. The entire grid had shown up. To mourn her and support him.
It felt like so much time had passed and was frozen simultaneously. He was struggling to take care of himself.
He was angry with life for constantly taking away his loved ones. It wasn’t fair. He wanted more time with them. With her.
Arthur had been staying with him. When he couldn’t, Pierre would. They tried to get him to get out of the house. Nothing they said seemed to help him. They knew it was going to be slow.
Pierre had come into his dark and messy room. Taking a seat at the end of his bed. “I wanted to let you know that they finished the grave stone. We don’t have to go see it today though. Whenever you’re ready.” Then he left.
Charles was ready to go in ten minutes. He looked tired and broken, but he was up. He needed to see her. Something to provide him with closure.
Pierre drove them to the cemetery. Stopping to get her favorite flowers along the way. When he parked the car, he didn’t get out. “I think you should have a minute to talk to her.” Then he pulled out an envelope from his pocket. “She asked me to give this you when you were ready.”
Charles shakily took the envelope and made his way to where she now rest.
~
It didn’t take him long. He’d spent hours choosing exactly where he wanted her to eternally rest. Close to the river that flowed through the cemetery. Underneath the shade of a large tree.
The words written across her grave made him choke out more sobs.
Y/N Leclerc, loving wife, lover of life, may your smile still be contagious from above the clouds
He gently sets the flowers down on top of the stone. Then he just sits. He doesn’t care in the ground is cold and wet. It feels natural to sit with her,
He opens the letter Pierre handed to him. Scared to read her words. Her handwriting looked a littler rushed. She’d written poetic words of comfort. Love seeped off the page.
She’d made him a bucket list. Things to do after she was gone. And at the very bottom: find someone to smile with.
~
She looked on at him. Her hand grazing his shoulder. She was glad the letter made him smile despite the tears.
“He’s going to be okay.” Jukes smiled from behind her.
“I know, he’s strong.”
Herve places a hand in his other shoulder. “You taught him well.”
“I think we all did.” She chuckles.
“Thanks for taking care of him all these year when we couldn’t.”
~
Dear Charlie,
I know my time is running out. I can feel myself getting weaker by the day. I know it’s not fair to you that I have to leave so soon. Regardless, the time I’ve spent with you has been the most amazing thing life could have blessed me with.
Remember that life gives you rough patches so you can appreciate the smiles that much more. Remember that your friends and family love you just as mulch as I do.
Don’t mourn for me, because I’m not gone. You can find me in the memories, the laughs, the tears. I’m with you, always.
I’ve taken the liberty of creating you a new bucket list. You can complete this in your own time, don’t feel rushed to do so. I just want you to remember that there is still life for you to live.
Learn how to cook
Stargaze from the track
Visit every state in America
Win the WDC
Find someone who makes you smile
Love your favorite person,
Y/N
P.S.: I’ll make sure Jules hasn’t been causing trouble in the afterlife
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moonlightpetalz6 · 7 months
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Kinktober Day 7 (Blood Kink)
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Character: Choso x Reader
Reader: Fem Reader!
Warnings: NSFW, MDNI, Smut, unprotected sex, harsh language, violence, mentions of dead bodies, blood, pet names, mentions of them being in Shibuya
Blood Kink: Being attracted to blood and or enjoying the sight of it.
Wc: 3,271
A/n: I love this man with my entire heart and soul. He is househusband material I do not care. Anyway, I hope you enjoy it! One more to go and I will officially be caught up! I tried my best to get all the warnings put above! I apologize if I have missed any!
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Choso was what you liked to call the perfect boyfriend. He was always so loving and thoughtful, praising you with gifts and words no matter how small. Honestly, you wouldn't want him any other way. There was, however, one small problem in your relationship, at least for you. Choso was so vanilla and gentle when it came to having sex. At first, nothing was wrong with it as you loved how careful and considerate he was with you, making sure he was pleasing your body instead of just his like many other guys you had been dating. Sometime down the line, you found yourself wanting more from Choso. You wanted him to be rough with you, go absolutely feral, and use your body for his desires at least once; after that, you wouldn't mind returning to the usual sex. Unfortunately, you never knew how to bring it up to the man as he was always quick to think it was his fault and he wasn't fulfilling his role correctly.
You let out a deep sigh, tossing someone's lifeless body out of your way as you looked around the bloody massacre. "Geez, and I just had these cleaned." You sighed in annoyance as you examined your blood-stained clothes. You weren't one for murder or violence, but your boyfriend had decided to team up with a few powerful curses, so you had no choice but to comply with his wishes. "Honestly, I didn't expect for them to separate us…I bet Choso is so worried." You sighed, scratching your head as you walked over the bodies, a slight skip in your step. The thought of your boyfriend caused your cheeks to turn pink as you let out a happy squeal, cupping both sides of your face, hearts practically flying out from your lovesick aura. "AAAAH!!! I JUST WANNA SEE MY CUTE BOYFRIEND!" You cried, absolutely smitten with him. You let out a slight hum as you started skipping over the bodies as you searched for your lover.
"I'm coming my blood lotus~ Just wait for me!"
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Choso paced back and forth, his leg twitching up and down nervously as he nibbled on one of his nails. It had been around two hours since he had been separated from you, driving him crazy. Jogo scoffed as he watched Choso's ridiculous antics. "Will you cut it out?! Honestly, it's making me sick how whipped you are for such a weak curse." He grumbled, crossing his arms. His pacing stops as he processes his colleagues' words. 'Weak…? WEAK?!?!' Your boyfriend clenched his fists as he stormed over to Jugo, roughly grabbing him by the front of his collar, their faces inches apart. "What the hell did you just say about her? I'd watch my tone if I were you." Your boyfriend growled, feeling his blood boil.
There were two things Choso hated more than anything in this god-awful world: anyone hurting or talking trash about his brothers and beautiful girlfriend. Jogo felt himself growing angry as his head started to throb. "I said she's nothing but a weak curse!" He fumed, locking eyes with Choso, who felt his anger rise as he raised a fist, ready to end the curse in front of him, that is, until he heard the familiar cheery voice. "Ah! I found you, Choso baby!" His eyes quickly dart toward your voice, seeing your figure happily running towards him. Releasing Jogo, having forgotten about him like a wet rag as he ran towards you, the worry he felt fading when his eyes took in your joyful expression. However, as he got closer, he noticed all the blood that covered his clothes and skin, causing his worry to come back ten times as he picked up the pace.
Once he reached you, he quickly wrapped you in his arms, his hands holding you close as he carefully inspected your body, ensuring the blood wasn't coming from you. You just giggled, finding your boyfriend's response absolutely adorable as you wrapped your arms around his waist, face nuzzling into his chest as you inhaled his scent. "My bleeding heart, oh, how I missed you." He exhaled, hiding his face deep into the crook of your neck, his anxiety finally subsiding when he realized the blood wasn't yours and that you were perfectly safe. You hummed, rubbing your hands up and down his back, soothing his nerves. "I was only gone for two hours, my bloody Lotus~" You sang your voice so carefree as it rang through his ears like a melody. His grip tightened at your words as he kissed your neck delicately.
"Two hours too long." He confessed as he pulled away from you. You stood before him with a bright smile as he took your entire form, finally getting a good look at his sweet girlfriend. Boy, was that a mistake. Choso felt his body heat up, face going red with embarrassment as his eyes bore into you. You were always so beautiful and cute in his eyes, but this time? This time, you looked so sexy, covered in the blood of those who had dared attack you. "Hm? Choso baby?" You called, waving a hand in front of his face curiously when you noticed he hadn't said anything in over a minute. "You, okay? My blood Lotus?" Your voice becomes concerned as you carefully cup his cheek with one of your bloody hands. He flinches at the sudden touch, having been so deep in thought as his mind starts turning your sweet body into something filthy. You frown at this shyly, pulling your hand away. "I'm sorry…seeing me covered in blood must disgust you, huh? I guess I should've found some clothes to change into," you admit, a voice laced with sadness as you look away from your boyfriend.
Choso's heart dropped at your words, along with the look on your face, as he quickly grabbed your wrist, pressing the palm of your hand back onto his cheek, rubbing it up and down as he melted into your touch, a shaky breath leaving his lips. "Not at all, my bleeding heart…you look as divine as usual." He whined, absolutely smitten with you. "It's just this time…." He trails off, glancing behind him as if finally remembering his colleagues' presence. He frowned, reassuringly squeezing your hand as he turned to the other curses. "Since Y/n has returned to me, I will take her to get new clothes. You should be fine without me, right?" He asked, his tone utterly different from what he used with you. Jogo looked ready to protest; however, he was stopped by Mahito, who just smiled at the two of you, waving a hand.
"That's fine~ Don't be too long though!" He laughed, ignoring Jogo's protests. Choso nods before interlacing his fingers with yours as he pulls you away from prying eyes. The two of you walk for an hour, passing multiple clothing stores as he takes you to his destination. "Where are we going?" You finally ask as you try to keep up with his long strides. Choso looks back at you, smiling sweetly as he notices your failed attempt to keep up with him. He stops in the middle of the sidewalk, humans passing by, unable to see the bloodied girl in front of them. He carefully places his hand against your cheek and pulls you in for a deep, passionate kiss. This one is more aggressive than any others he's ever given you, and he's given a lot.
Choso whines into the kiss, his teeth nipping at your bottom lip, desperately wanting you to open your mouth. You do as told, a small giggle leaving your lips as you allow your boyfriend's wet muscle to invade your mouth. Choso feels his knees grow weak as he wraps an arm around you, pulling you close as he grinds against your front like a needy puppy. You gasp in shock, allowing his tongue to slide deeper down your throat. After a moment, he pulls away the saliva connecting your lips. His hips don't seem to stop, though, as he's practically picking you off the ground to press his bulge against your hidden pussy.
"C-Choso! What's gotten into you?" You pant, trying to catch your breath as you cling to his clothes. He looks down at you, racing red as pathetic pants and whines fall from his lips. "I-I'm sorry, my love…but seeing you covered in blood like this… you're so fucking sexy." He confessed while dipping into the crook of your neck, aggressively sucking on the spot he knew would get you going. You moan, hips bucking up into his, causing a smile on his lips as he continues sucking on the tender skin. "C-Choso not here! All these humans…" You whined, trying to push him away. This time, he could care less about the people around you or your cries of embarrassment. He was too turned on to think appropriately as he started tugging at your clothes.
"Choso!" You yelled, giving his head a light smack, causing him to wince as he pulled away from you with a pout. You stood there looking an absolute mess, making his eyes want to roll into the back of his head. "Fine… I'm sorry, my bleeding heart…" He breathed, leaving kisses all over your face. "I'll find a quiet spot, so please don't be mad at me." He begged, not wanting you to stop as he felt so hot and bothered that he felt like crying. You sigh briefly before nodding, allowing him to quickly drag you into the nearest alley. "They can't see us anyways…" He muttered, attacking your lips again in a feverish kiss, his hands ravishing your body as he took in all the red staining your skin. You whined, your breathing becoming heavy just from his light touch and kisses alone.
'S-so?! You never know when a sorcerer or a human with cursed energy will be nearby!" You scolded, earning a slight whine and an apology as he pulled away from you an absolute mess. "My bleeding heart… it's too much…I want to do it." He growled, sliding down to his knees as he pulled at your shorts, his eyes hungry for your sweet pussy. You looked down at his eyes, lidded over with lust as you gave a soft smile, gently rubbing his head. "Do with me what you wish, Choso~" You sang so sweetly he wanted to cum on the spot. Without a second thought, Choso tore your shorts and panties down, dropping them at your ankles as he stuffed his mouth full of your sweet slick deep moan left his lips as he lapped at your folds, his tongue twirling around your clit. You let out a few cries, your head pressed back against the brick wall, your back arching as you gripped your hair with one hand. "F-fuck, baby! So, fucking good~" You cried, loving this new side of your boyfriend.
Choso hummed at the praise, his eyes not leaving your bloodied appearance as he gripped your hips, his tongue poking in and out of your hole, causing your legs to shake as you squeezed his head between your thighs. "Y/n~ My sweet baby~" He whines, his nails dragging down your thighs, drawing tiny beads of blood, causing you to flinch hissing from the slight sting. "W-what are you?" You ask, not understanding his goal. Choso smiled, pulling away from you as he started lapping up one of your thighs, the other smearing the blood over your precious skin. "So pretty…so sexy." He whispered; eyes clouded with desire as he looked up at you. "Does it turn you on my bleeding heart?" He questions, slowly rising so he could once again hover over you, his fingers sliding against your dripping folds.
"Cause I am… I'm so turned on by your bloody appearance that I'm ashamed." He admits going to bite at your lip again, this time biting it harder. He presses his forehead to yours as he slowly inserts a finger, watching your face contort from pleasure and pain. "Are you disgusted with me, my love? Does me wanting to fuck your blood-stained body turn you away from me?" He starts asking all these questions while his finger plunges deep inside you, curling into that one spot that made your knees give out. Choso catches you, his finger still abusing your pussy as he pushes another inside. "Please answer me, Y/n." He begs, not wanting his precious treasure to find him revolting due to this newfound kink of his.
You're silent for a moment, your breath echoing in the darkly light alley as you try to process all of his words. The excitement you feel from finally having Choso use your body for his desires causes your head to spin. "Y-you could never disgust me, Choso." You finally manage to get out as you weakly look up at him, a fucked-out smile on your face, eyes half open from pleasure. You go and bite your lip, feeling your teeth pierce the skin as you press a deep kiss to his lips. Choso is taken back for a moment before the taste of your blood slips into his mouth, causing his eyes to roll back as his body aggressively shakes. You pull away, shocked, as you feel his body lean against yours while he tries to regain his breath.
"Choso, did you just…cum?" You breathed, surprised eyes meeting his lidded ones as he looked at you, lust still written all over his features. "It's okay," He starts his thumb smearing the blood across your face as he slips his fingers out. "I'm still so hard," he admits as he guides your hand down into his clothes, allowing you to feel how sticky it is down there, causing your legs to press together as you feel your slick leak down your legs. "Can I fuck you Y/n? I want to put it in so fucking bad." He whines, bucking his hips into your hand when he feels you start jerking him off. You hummed, eyes locked on where your hand disappeared into his clothes, finding this situation such a turn-on as you lick your lips. "Mhm…fuck me so good, Choso baby~ Use me till your heart's content~" You purred into his ear.
Choso's face lights up with embarrassment as tears prick his eyes. "Thank you, my bleeding heart!" He cries, his hands lifting you from the ground, catching you by surprise as you wrap your legs around him. "Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!" He cried repeatedly as he shoved his aching cock inside you, his pace aggressive and fast. It hurt at first, but you swallowed the pain, your heart filled with too much joy as you watched the man of your obsession pathetically rail into you, his lust taking control. 'All this for some pathetic people's blood.' You thought happily, stroking the back of his head, causing him to whimper as he placed kisses all over your exposed skin.
"Mm~ Right there, baby! Feels so fucking good~" You cried, feeling the tip of his cock hitting that bundle of nerves that always drove you over the edge. "Fuuuuuuck! Hit it again, baby! Use me so good!" You cry tears of pleasure as you lift his face to yours. Choso had drool running down his chin as he quickly captured your lips in his, his tongue aggressively lapping at the spot you had bit earlier; the taste of iron was still strong as Choso felt his cock twitch. "Mm~ my bleeding heart, your blood taste so fucking sweet…I can't get enough." He whined, his thrusts growing sloppy. You just smile, giggling as you go and leave Hickey's down his neck, wanting to let those who could see him know that he was claimed for. Choso loved when you got possessive; it made him feel like he wasn't alone in his love for you.
"So pretty…so fucking sexy just for me." He grunts, his hips slamming into yours. Loud moans to leave your lips as you gripped his shoulders for support. "Are you gonna cum My Blood Lotus? Cum deep inside me, okay? I wanna feel you deep in my pussy, baby~" You purred, your tongue sticking out in the sluttiest way he's ever seen. Choso looks at you in awe, completely smitten by the curse in front of him as he feels his hips pound up into you, his seed releasing deep into your walls. You tossed your head back, hands gripping his hair as you let out the most beautiful moan he had ever heard. Choso whines, his thrusts picking back up as he starts to go for round two, already not giving you a chance to recover from your orgasm. "W-wait Choso! I just came, so I'm…ah~ really sensitive!" You cried, arms wrapping around his neck for support. Choso just grunts into your ear, the smell of blood filling his senses as he feels himself going feral.
"Sorry… it's too good…too fucking good!" He cried, his hips shaking from his overstimulation, having come twice in only a few minutes. "I'll carry you back, okay baby~ So just let me fuck you until I'm all out~ red is so fucking pretty on you…fuck Y/n, so beautiful…my beautiful bleeding heart, you make me insane!" He cried out praise with each thrust he took, your moans being the only sound he wanted to hear while licking at any blood he could, trying to clean up your skin from the filth that wanted to harm you. "No one's blood tastes like yours…so sweet and intoxicating just for me." He whimpers, feeling his tip press against your cervix, causing a whimper to leave your lips.
"Sorry baby…just a few more, I promise." He begged into your ear, nibbling at the lobe reassuringly. He didn't say anything as all you could do was look up at the night sky of Shibuya, your mind spinning with only Choso as you looked up at the stars. 'So pretty.' You thought, a fucked-out grin appearing as you pressed him close to your chest, allowing him to suck on the clothed mounds. Choso continued to fuck you five more times; after that, your mind and body were exhausted as he went and brought you new clothes making sure to change you himself as a way of apologizing for how rough he was with you. You smile at him as he gives you a piggyback ride back where you were supposed to meet up with the others. When you returned, Jogo quickly yelled at the two of you for taking so long.
Choso, not wanting you to deal with Jogo's annoying voice, placed you on a bench before walking over to the curse, both taunting the other. You watched him with a giant smile as you felt Mahito take a seat next to you, a mischievous smile on his face as Hanami made sure you were okay, having noticed how exhausted you looked. "Well~ Don't you look like you had a fun time~" He teased, raising a brow at you. You hummed, tapping Hanami's hand reassuringly as you looked from your boyfriend to the curse beside you. "So, tell me did you discover anything new about your love?" He pried, loving each detail you would give him about your relationship. You looked at him for a moment before a giant smile spread across your face, a deep hue dusting your cheeks as you looked at him with lovesick eyes, your hands holding your cheeks.
"My Blood Lotus really loves the color red~"
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A douchey frat guy tries to hit on Y/N, only for her to shoot him down. But he’s PERSISTENT. Y/N tries to avoid him until she meets up with Tenko. Ylthe frat guy is SHOCKED that a babe like Y/N is with a ‘creep’ like Tenko Shimura! He tries to convince her to ditch him, until she finally snaps. Instead of tearing the douche a new asshole, she makes her point by aggressively making out with Tenko instead
“Well aren’t you a pretty little thing?” Some frat idiot slurred into your ear, way too close for comfort. You jerked back, turning around in an instant and seeing this guy who’s obviously trying to look sexy. He had a toothpick in his mouth, a surprisingly well maintained soul patch and some messy slicked back hair.
If you were any other girl, you’re sure you’d be at least a little intrigued. Maybe even attracted. But nah, he picked the worst target for flirts at the party.
“Thanks.” You replied apathetically, pointedly looking away from him and back at the busy bartender of the frat house. Your face was blank, your eyes wandering far from him, obviously not interested. Regardless, he persevered.
“S’ anyways, the other day I saw the stupid retro arcade game in the common area. I don’t usually play that stuff, y’know, it’s kinda for nerds. But-“ he glanced down at your phone, seeing the background having the same characters from the game. “Something tells me you dabble in it.” He continued.
“Anyways I got like, 20,000 points or whatever on my first try.” He boasted, and you had to stop yourself from laughing. Seriously? 20k? This guys trying to brag about a measly 20k? Tenko could get that with his eyes closed. Speaking of which…
“Hey y/n?!” You turned your head, searching for the speaker before your eyes landed on the makeshift bouncer at the door. Behind him, a disgruntled Tenko with his arms crossed. “He-yeah, Shimura over here says you invited him?” He chuckled in disbelief.
You held your forehead, shaking your head in dismay. Of course he wouldn’t be let in, damn it, why didn’t you think of that? He must’ve been waiting for you there for ages. Poor baby, you can’t believe you were so careless after all you’re begging for him to come.
Taking your head shaking as an answer, the bouncer turned back to Tenko, crossing his arms as well. “Alright, nice try man. Go home and… sniff panties or something I don’t know, pervert.” Even from the distance, you could see the hurt in tenkos eyes as he stared at you, utterly betrayed.
No. NO! You didn’t mean that-
“Ugh, what’s that guy doing here? Saying he knows you? What a creep. What say you I go over there and-“
The show-off next to you proposed, but you were already gone, hopped off your seat and dashing towards your sweet baby before the door closed. You yanked it open just in time and cried “Yes! Yes oh my god yes I invited him here babe I’m so sorry!”
Tenko let out a sigh of relief, smiling a little as you pulled him inside gently by the arm. You guided him to the bar where you were originally sitting, all the while gushing apologies.
“I promise babe I’ll make it up to you. Here, I got us some drinks coming it should only be a little bit.” You told him, taking your seat as Tenko took his. He just grunted in response, returning to the aloof brick wall he always became in public. (It just made the intimate moments with him in private where he practically melts under your praise all the sweeter)
The frat guy cleared his breath, taken off guard a bit, then after clearing his throat awkwardly, continued. “Yeah, uh, nice friend there, heh. Um… so, anyways, you wanna make my night and come to my place after this for some “coffee”.” He actually did air quotes for the ‘coffee’, being so unbelievably subtle.
Tenko stiffened at this, staring at you in an almost begging way as his tear-jerkingly vulnerable eyes just dared you to pretend you didn’t know him again. They dared you to confirm his insecurities.
You scoffed, taking Tenkos hand in yours and showing it to the guy. “Yeah, no thanks. I’m taken.” In synchronize, the man frowned as Tenko smiled, his fears put to rest as you pressed a kiss to his forehead.
The man guffawed un-genuinely. “What? This creep? Seriously? You know he steals girls underwear right?-“
“not proven” Tenko grumbled.
“-right, sure, “not proven”. Seriously doll, what’s he got that I don’t!”
“Well, for one thing, deodorant.” You snapped.
Tenko cackled at that, and the guy fumed. Before losing his cool, he calmed himself under a blanket of delusion. “Whatever. Y’know what? ‘Bet this is all a set up. Yeah, bet you paid him or something so you could play hard to get. The bits over babe, heh, you can’t seriously believe someone like you, would be hanging around with someone like that instead of me.”
Now it was your turn to fume. You saw Tenkos lean muscles tense under his shirt, and his mouth opening as he was about to defend your relationship, but you beat him to the punch. In one swift movement, you made the other man speechless as when you grabbed Tenko by the back of his head and pulled him to you, messily colliding your lips.
He let out a muffled yelp of surprise, grabbing onto your shoulders instinctively as you moved into his lap for better access. You sucked on his tongue before infiltrating his mouth with yours, making him moan and his eye lids droop in pleasure.
The rude fellows jaw dropped, along with those around him at the scene. You were sure to go the extra mile in showing them just how much you loved your Ten-ten, theatrically grabbing his hair and pulling his head back, showing off the fresh hickies on his neck amongst all the scars. The deep purple bruises stuck out like a sore thumb.
“Holy shit!” One of the spectators hollered. “Fucking Shimuras getting more action than Davis!”
Ah, so thats his name. Davis. You could tell it was the sleaze-bags name by the way his face flushed red in embarrassment. He grumbled something before distancing himself from the both of you for the rest of the night lest he humiliate himself further.
Tenko had bit of a quiet night after that while you party-hardyied, opting to chill on the couch for a while playing Pokémon Black 2 while nursing on his whiskey. Every so often he’d glance in your direction, making sure you’re not doing something TOO stupid.
And when it was over, he carried you home bridal style. You weren’t so drunk that you couldn’t walk, but you were drunk enough to whine about wanting to be carried home. He didn’t really mind, it was a good workout anyways.
And when you both made it home, he tucked you into bed, kissing your forehead and placing a glass of water along with an Advil for when you woke up. Then, he grabbed his lock picking kit and made his way to the old flirty merty’s house. Davis, right? Yeah, that’s the one.
But don’t worry. He just put an old dog turd on his pillow. A petty, jealous revenge sure, but none the less effective. After all,
You were HIS.
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freedomfireflies · 9 months
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July Fic Recs 🤍
Rabbit Rabbit!! I hope June was a beautiful month for you all! Filled with love, relaxation, and really good stories!!
I feel like this is one of the best places to be on the internet because I always meet so many kind, talented, and insanely creative people! The stories I've gotten to disappear into this month are some of my favs so, without further ado...
~ Not Another Time by @be-with-me-so-happily
Summary: Harry is used to things getting crazy on tour. What he wasn't ready for is how much he misses YN during the Latin American leg of his tour. But at the Rio de Janeiro show, he needs to expect the unexpected.
The sequel to Could We Not, and a beautiful depiction of Harry's love and fear for somebody he loves! It felt so realistic, and I could actually feel Harry's stress while I read 😭💞
~ One More by @harry-on-broadway
"It never failed to surprise you just how well you fit in his arms."
This was so cute, I'm actually still crying??? A sweet blurb about the show before the last show. I wished on every star to be able to crawl into this story and live in it. Sadly, it hasn't worked yet.
~ Been There All Along by @lonelycowgirls
Summary: Where Stella goes to Harry’s last night at Madison Square Garden and gets a call that could change everything.
If really Harry isn't somewhat like this...I'm suing. Honestly
~ Zipper by @1d1195
"Harry was a smart guy, but he truly hadn’t a clue as to why he was so mad at the prospect of liking her."
The cutest, the most beautifully written, the sweetest story IN. THE. WORLD. The title alone deserves every award ever, but the connection to the plot??????? I'm still thinking about it
~ Love Don't Cost A Thing by @justmystyles
Such a beautiful concept!! I like conversations and stories like this because they really do feel so real! It helps really immerse you in the every day life of a relationship with him. And the line, "It's an us thing," LIVES IN MY HEAD RENT FREE!!!
~ Mutually Beneficial by @cherryjuiceblues
Summary: Y/N finds life difficult and Harry just wants to make her feel good.
I mean...we all just want a man that wants to make us feel good as much as this one does...AM I WRONG???
~ Guilty by @jarofstyles
Best Friend's Dad!
Everything they write is perfection and this sexy ass age gap story is no different, I am actually still sweating and convulsing I AM A SIMP
~ I Want Forever by @walkingintheheartbreaksatellite
Summary- Harry and Y/N broke up early into Love On Tour. Harry struggled to truly move on, as did Y/N. With tour over, a lost soul shows up at Y/N’s door one night, ready for forever.
Straight perfection, let's be real! A ring, the final show, AND AN ANGSTY, FLUFFY HARRY?? *chefs kiss*
~ Eros (Cupid) Harry by @0nlythrowharrybeaux
Harry is Eros and he is absolutely smitten with a human.
Listen, he absolutely would be this cute and you BEST BELIEVE I'm so down bad for this man...I literally foam at the mouth when I think about it, AND HE'S FUNNY?? Dead on sight
~ Personal by @shawnxstyles
summary: you and harry are best friends who tell each other everything. or so you thought. when harry finds out you’ve barely done anything sexual, he offers to change that. and then things get a little… personal.
Best friend Harry helping you out. Need I say more?? I NEEDN'T
~ Scared by @adorebeaa
You and Harry have your first argument right before his final show in Italy, about his final show in Italy.
THE CUTEST MOST DEVASTATING ADDITION TO THE FINAL SHOW!!! CRIED FOR HOURS
~ Y/N and Harry are expecting a baby, and they’re both very impatient by @tobesolonely
I mean...delicious honestly 😭 Just...wow
~ Sex Therapist by @tsumtsumrry
in which Harry helps you out a bit, and he’s not actually a sex therapist. (but he might as well be)
I am...scarily attracted to this man. And I am okay with that 😭💞
~ Brother's Best Friend by @helladirections
Summary: Harry is YN’s brother’s best friend and YN isn’t a little kid anymore. Featuring Italrry, teasing, and a sea view. 
He is....so hot. I genuinely have no other words to describe it honestly. It's...it's bad over here for me
~ Complicated Freak by @lukesaprince
Summary: Where you’ve been hooking up with your best friend’s dad and decide to tease him with a tiny bikini.
I think about this man once a week at least...okay fine, once a day. oKAY FINE I THINK ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME and I'm okay with that
And a shout-out to @londonharry for providing us with all the gifs we've been needing to help us through our depression 🫶 You do the Lord's work, thank you!!
I hope you all find some amazing things to discover!! Cannot wait to see you again next month!! 💞
Previous Recs:
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circeyoru · 2 months
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Chime of Madness = Requested
[Human!Alastor x Mimzy’s Performer!Reader]
The Request
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You hid it well. You really did. All your life, there wasn’t one soul that found out and lived to tell the tale. Until it was him that found out
The meeting was uneventful, common for someone who works at a club. You were friends with Mimzy and you were the performer for her while she danced the night away while ‘persuading’ men to buy her drinks or that she’ll give them a good time if they give the right amount. You were just happy to be on stage and away from her methods to earn money. You sang and performed a ribbon dance, someone rare since you self-taught yourself as a hobby, it attracted a lot of people to the little club so it was good business
You remember yourself resting from your stage time when Mimzy introduced you to a friend of hers. “Sugar, this is my lovely friend, Alastor! I’m sure you heard of him.” Who doesn’t? They’d have to be living under the sea to not have heard his voice from the radios and speakers. Alastor, the popular radio host
There was another nickname, “Oh, so the heartbreaker?” You tilted your head as you innocently stated. That earned a laugh from the man who took no offense. There was truth in your words. He was indeed a heartbreaker. Many young ladies tried courting him or having him express interest in them, but he denied and declined every one of them. Brutally. Every week, there would be a few that cried their hearts out at his rejection
“Quite the tongue you have here, dear fellow!” You aren’t rude for no reason. People that came into Mimzy’s club were dirty and vile to you. You didn’t want to be associated with them, if it weren’t for the money, you would have left long long ago. Now there’s Mimzy’s friend. No, you don’t want to be close to this man
Even your gut told you to stay clear of him. You have used your time on stage to excuse yourself and left them both 
You should have acted like those ladies that tried to get all over Alastor. Because after your (rather short) meeting, he started frequenting the club more and more. Coincidentally appearing when it was your performance periods or nights. It was hard not to notice him, with his formal clothing and dapper self in the crowd of vile filth
Admittedly, you could feel your fingers twitch as your smile curl to something more the more you saw him. But you would quickly realize the signs of you on the verge of an episode. That night, you quickly finished your shift and left for home
Alastor noticed that you were out of your element. You were as spellbinding as ever, but you seemed to be pressing down something else. So he followed you, watching as you rushed home. Your home was in a more secluded neighbourhood where houses were more apart from each other, yours wasn’t big but enough for the one person
He didn’t even have time to scout for a good hiding spot before he heard hysterical laughter echoing from within your walls, and then there was glass breaking. His curiosity got the better of him as he went to one of the windows with the curtains drawn back so he could look inside
The living room wasn’t lit but the light from the open kitchen illuminated the place enough that he could see. It quickly noticed the painted canvases, there weren’t of clear figures or objects or even landscapes. It was just splashes of paint on them, all of which were of darker shades, the floor was practically overlaid by a protective layer everywhere with remaining dried paints here and there
He had to cover his mouth when he saw you suddenly grabbing a kitchen knife and throwing it at one of the canvases. Then you calmly walked over to the knife, your waves of laughter now softening to giggles, you took it out and threw it at another. The process repeated and repeated
What were you doing? He had thought, with you moving around, he had to move his observation spots to stay hidden. His head tilted when you dropped what you were doing at the chime of a bell, he keenly observed that your breathing was small and deep, your maniacal smile dropped to a straight line, and your eyes more droopy. Then you looked around and sighed, the look of disappointment and annoyance on your face
He heard you loud and clear, it was like your words were resonating with him, meant for him to hear. “Not interesting at all…”
You didn’t understand. The days after that night, Alastor would try to talk to you and even ask for outings outside of work. At first, Mimzy pushed you to comply because Alastor was paying for your time and promised to be the only one to spend money on the outings as well. Then Mimzy still pushed you when no money was paid to her, you thought she was playing matchmaking
Something you didn’t appreciate and immediately stopped Alastor’s advances from growing to the point you can’t hide it
One day when you were strolling in the forest, you saw something. You saw something you shouldn’t. Alastor was burying a body. You triggered something. You didn’t understand it. You laughed
You stood there laughing as you hugged your sides. The situation was heavy and thick, you couldn’t understand why you were laughing. You smiled, tauntingly, “Oh, the cops are going to love this news.”
Next thing you knew, a murderous radio host was chasing you through the woods while you laughed your head off. You’d stop and pick up a rock or something else, throwing it in Alastor’s direction. Even after tripping over the root of a tree, you were laughing. You got up and looked at the shotgun pointed at you, Alastor breathing heavily from the chase. You saw some wounds on him, probably from your throws. “Is the chase over? I was having so much fun!”
“You are an oddball, dear.” Alastor blinked, still unmoving from his threatening stance
You blinked with a neutral look, then burst out laughing once more, it didn’t even last long before the look of boredom and disinterest took over your face as you looked to the side, “Not interesting anymore.”
The chime of a bell caught your attention. Your eyes snapped back to see a bell hanging from a ribbon held between Alastor’s fingers. Alastor’s wrist flicked, making the bell chime again. Your hecticness calmed down and you relaxed. When your mind cleared, you stated. “You know.”
Alastor kneeled down to your level, looking you in the eye, his shotgun acting like a cane to stabilize him. “I know.” A similar crazed smile spread on his face as he continued, “Because one would recognize their people. It’s hard to hide madness.”
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Note: Fun one, but was so lost on how to write this
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yournameloveskpop · 2 months
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Bite Me
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Paring: Vampire Jungwon x Human reader
Warning: blood, swearing, forced, hypnosis, control, dominant Jungwon, submissive reader
Style: dark romance, NSFW, Smut
Word Count: 1459
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Jungwon, a vampire whose heart was as dark as the night itself, harbored a dangerous and obsessive love for Y/N, a mere human. This love was no secret; whispers of it fluttered through the shadows, murmured by both the supernatural and the mortal alike.
Y/N, aware of the perilous attention she had attracted, navigated her life with caution, her steps quickening at the slightest hint of danger. Yet, despite her efforts and the protective watch of other vampires, Jungwon's shadow loomed ever closer.
Their twisted tale took a darker turn one fateful evening. Y/N, weary from a long day's work, began her solitary walk home, unaware of the predator lurking just beyond the reach of the streetlights.
Jungwon, his eyes gleaming with a mix of desire and something far more sinister, trailed her silently. The night air was thick with tension, and his heart raced with anticipation.
Suddenly, he couldn’t restrain himself no longer. With a burst of speed only a vampire could muster, he swept Y/N into the shadows. Her screams pierced the night as he spirited her away to his lair, a place where nightmares were born.
He threw her onto the bed with a savage grace, pinning her beneath him. His fangs found her neck, and she screamed, the sound a sweet melody to his ears. But as he drank deeply, her screams softened, morphing into gasps of involuntary pleasure.
"Jungwon, Stop... please," Y/N gasped, her voice barely a whisper against the overwhelming sensation.
Jungwon, momentarily distracted by the taste of her blood, barely registered her plea. A low grunt escaped him, his excitement growing with each drop he consumed.
"Why do you resist?" he murmured, his voice a dark caress against her ear. "You know you cannot escape me."
Y/N, trapped beneath his gaze, felt a shiver run down her spine, not just from fear but from an unbidden pleasure. "Jungwon, this isn't right," she managed to say, her voice trembling.
He laughed, a sound devoid of any warmth. "Right or wrong, it doesn't matter. You are mine now," he declared, his eyes burning with a red intensity as he pinned her wrists above her head.
As he drew back, his face was a mask of predatory satisfaction. Y/N lay beneath him, too weak to move, her eyes wide with a mixture of fear and confusion.
Jungwon, his hunger momentarily sated, licked his lips, savoring the last traces of her blood. He smirked darkly, leaning in so close she could feel his breath on her lips.
"You belong to me," he whispered, his voice a seductive promise of more darkness to come. "And I am far from done with you."
Y/N, her heart pounding, realized the depth of her plight. This was no mere obsession; it was possession, a claim on her very soul. Jungwon leaned in closer but this time, instead of her neck he captured her lips. Excepting her fate she kissed him back, her tears rolling down her cheek which Jungwon loved. Jungwon pulled away to kiss her tears and bend down to lick where he bit her.
Y/N let out a weak moan, Jungwon's hands ripping off her shirt in one go. She was shaking uncontrollably, fear and pleasure making her shiver like she had been freezing to death. Jungwon didn't care though, his mind elsewhere, she felt his hands trailing up her stomach to cup her breasts.
"I'm gonna take care of you Y/N, you have no idea how much I've wanted you." He said, reaching under her skirt, she moaned as he slowly pushed his fingers inside of her panties,  "Tell me what you want," he whispered as his hand gently rubbed over her clit, "I want to hear you scream my name," he breathed huskily, his mouth forming a hungry grin as he stared into her eyes, like he was hypnotising her and taking full control of her.
"I want you. . . Jungwon,"  she cried out, "take me! Please..." Y/N's body was quivering, her breathing was heavy as Jungwon slipped his fingers into her.
"Yes," he said hoarsely as he fucked his fingers in and out of her.
Y/N was soaked already and he wanted a taste. He pulled his fingers out and removed the rest of her clothes. He then removed his clothes before hovering over her. His mouth and tongue latched on to her harden nipple, one hand tending to the other breast and the other playing with her clit.
She tried to push him away, her body begging for release but he kept teasing her.
"Please Jungwon, make me yours," she begged, feeling tears falling down her cheeks again.
"In time my dear. I want to see you break." He smirked darkly before going further down.
He spreads her legs more, his lips tracing the soft skin of her thighs before sinking his fangs into the flesh.
She couldn't help herself, tears poured down her cheeks as she cried out Jungwon's name.
When he finished sucking on her inner thigh he moved up to her pussy, licking and sucking on her clit. Y/N tried to pull away again but he pulled her close and pinned her hips down. He movements get faster as his tongue fucked her walls.
His nails dug into her flesh, giving him even better access to her, he didn't stop though. He continued licking and sucking on her until her climax came. She screamed Jungwon's name once again, cumming all over his lips but he didn't stop. He hummed at the taste, the taste of blood and her cum was exhilarating.
Jungwon's tongue worked faster, y/n hands weekly grabbed the back of his head as she was close to her second orgasm.  She was screaming Jungwon's name when her world exploded. Her legs went numb.
"Now for the main event," Jungwon said as he knelt up. He licked his lips clean as he looked down at her, his dick was rock hard and read to ruin her.
He lifted her up and pushed her against the wall, moving his body between her legs. He leaned in close and softly kissed her.
She tasted like heaven, Jungwon was lost in his thoughts of consuming her, tasting every inch of her  body and she didn't fight. Y/N relaxed, trusting him completely.
"That's it, give yourself to me, I can smell your arousal, taste it on your skin. Come, and surrender to me," he whispered, his lips brushing hers.
She nodded her head as her hands cupped his strong jaw. Jungwon slid into her, his cock stretching her pussy, as he slowly began to fuck her. Y/N moaned and clung to him tightly, her throat sore from screaming. Jungwon lifted her up, her back hitting the wall with every thrust he made.
Jungwon began fucking her harder, letting his animal instincts take over, this is how his kind fed, they gave themselves to the one who would satisfy them. Jungwon moaned, gripping her ass as his cock slid deep inside of her tight hole.
"Fuck Y/N," he growled.
Y/N cried out as Jungwon slammed into her over and over, she couldn't think straight anymore as she heard him groan her name. When she came, so did he, his load filling her up nicely but he was no where near done. Jungwon laid her back down and He flipped her over on all fours and banged from behind his pace faster and rougher than before. Y/N groaned loudly as she screamed his name yet again.
Jungwon could go on all night if he wanted to. He leaned in and pulled her up against him. His hand gripping her hip while the other grabbed her neck.
"Mine," he breathed into her ear.
"All yours. . . Jungwon," she sighed and reaped her orgasm for the fourth time that night.
Jungwon let his own load out for the second time and finally came to a stop. The hand round her neck went straight to her clit, his finger circling it quickly. The over stimulation caused her to flinch but Jungwon kept her still. He pulled out of her and with an extra bit of pressure on her clit and she squirted all over his hand, her thighs and his bed. Jungwon cleaned himself and Y/N up, and dragged her up to bed.
Jungwon pulled the covers over them and cuddled her, "Goodnight my love," he whispered.
Y/N passed out straight away from exhaustion, Jungwon pulled her closer and wrapped his arms around her waist. He closed his eyes and drifted to sleep peacefully, satisfied in the knowledge that his prize had fallen into his trap and was his forever.
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You wanted to suffer right?
Fyodor Dostoyevsky x Reader x Nikolai Gogol NSFW
Sorry for the grammatical mistakes english isn't my native language!
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Pairings... Fyodor Dostoyevsky x fem!reader, Nikolai Gogol x fem!reader, little bit Nikolai Gogol x Fyodor Dostoyevsky
Contains... smut! oral (f!receiving, m!receiving) face sitting, handcuffs, biting, spanking, anal, teasing, hair pulling, threesome, dirty talk
AFAB reader
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Your boss, Sigma the manager of the Sky Casino where you work as a croupier. There you met with the long black haired russian man, Fyodor Dostoyevsky while you were at work. You were impressed by the intelligence as he simply played and won every match. He always had a demonic grin as he gazed into your soul.. He frequently came to play (but only to your table) and one time he asled, „What if I want you as a reward, instead of money?” You fantasized about him more and more so...why not? It wasn’t the last time you had him in your bedroom.
There wasn’t any feelings between the two of us just satisfied each others needs. But mostly you his... He rarely made you cum. He was gentle everytime, and knew you felt good under him, what was enough. He just fucked you and left, never slept with you, what felt slightly bad to you, but wasn’t mad at him. He is like that, and you love to be his personal sextoy.
The other man whom you hookup sometimes is Nikolai Gogol.  He likes simply hanging out in the casino. Once when you had a day off, he striked up a conversation you. He is quiet attractive, muscular, tall and his braided long white hair... You two engaged some flirtation and that day ended in your bed with him, what became regularly between you.
Fyodor was played at your table again but this time you felt yourself sassy and didn’t let him win. You shuffled the cards in that way, which led to a stranger winning. Your shift is over, startes to collect your cards, but Fyodor sit against you.
- What is it for madam? You don’t want me? – He asked and you just grinned and packed away your cards.
- Of course I want you, but today I’m hungry for pain. I wanted to give you a reason to punish me. – You said. He smiled on your answer and stood up as you.
You two went to your bedroom. When you entered Fyodor softly pushed you to the wall with his body.
- You was a bad, bad girl... Now tell me, how do you want to suffer Myshka?
- I want you to spank me Fedya. – said lustfully and licked his lower lip. He brushed his mouth to yours, entered in his toungue roughly. You walked to your bed while kissing, then broke up from your mouth with a harsh bite. Felt something’s dribbling from your lips, you got your hand there. On your finger you saw your own blood. He sat down to the edge of your bed and grabbed his hand to see what he did.
- Are you scared? – he grinned sinfully.
- Can’t describe how much I am enjoying this! – you kneeded.
- Then lie on my lap, up with your pretty butt. – his lips curved into a devilish smile while he ordered you. You did what he said, with your clothes on, lied onto Fyodor’s lap. You felt his bulge on your tummy, he is already hard. He pulled down your pants and panties with one fast stroke and hit hard your ass with his big bare palm. You cried out his name loudly.
- Is this what you wanted? – he asked.
- Yeees... – you blurted hungrily.
To be completely honest, you’ve been considering something so rough fucking for a while, like you couldn’t be able to walk. *another slap on your ass* You want bruises, bite marks on your body, feel the pain in your neck, ass, hips, breasts for days. *and another* Suddenly your place’s entrance door opened, only one person knows the keypad’s code, and it is none other than Nikolai. He entered in your home with handcuffs in his hand.
- What the...? – he was suprised as he saw what you two are doing.
You never told him about Fyodor and inversely like this. You fucked with each of them without emotions, felt unnecessary talk about the other.
- Nikolai what are you doing here? – he placed his hand to your butt. – Are you messing with me again?
- What do you think Dos kun, I brought this handcuff to Y/n, not to you!
- Are... are you know each other?! – you didn’t expect this.
- This clown is my coworker. And your fuckbuddy as I see...
- Like you Dos kun! – Nikolai chuckled and clasped him. The black haired man wasn’t so happy. Nikolai spanked your ass and asked – This insatiable slut keep sending me messages, about to torment her. Why don’t we give her what she want and fuck her into a mess? – he whispered into Fyodor’s ear.
- What a rotten whore you are Myshka. – he spanked your ass last time then made you kneel before him. – Now you get what you deserve. You can start with mine dear.
You shivered from this whole situation. The two men whom you fuck are coworkers, and know each others as well. And now you can have them both. You unzipped Fyodor’s pants, freed his aching cock. Slowly moved your hand on his lenght and kitten licked it’s top. The man let out a small sigh and closed his eyes. Nikolai took off his pants, boxer clicked his tongue and said:
- Tsk, tsk darling, you wanted to suffer right? Let me handcuff you. You can’t touch us, only with that pretty mouth of yours.
He runned his thumb through your lower lip then placed his hand beneath your head. Gently pressed down into his throbbing cock while holding your hair in his hands. Your tongue swallowing around it as he groans in response. You licked his balls then from above to belove his full lenght. Fyodor’s mouth curved into a scornful smile, moved his own hand on his dick while stared your actions. He stood up and used his tip as a lipstick on your mouth, doesn’t care about Nikolai’s dick touching his own. Suddenly pushed it in. You felt like your mouth want to split, with the two pulsating cock in. You wanted to touch them so much, it's hard to care with both of them. Nikolai pulled out and carefully flapped it to your face. You hissed, with Fyodor’ cock in your mouth and tears filled your eyes. The white haired man can’t handle himself, grabbed your hair and pulls you up, teared down the uniform of you. The russian unbuttoned your bra and squizzed your boobs together from behind. Nikolai’s himble hand wandered down to your needy cunt, caresses it and licked your breast. The man behind your back, brushed away your hair from your neck, placed soft kisses to it. You rasped between them.
- You didn’t even kiss me! – said it upset.
- And we won’t. – Nikolai purred into your collarbone, stared into his coworkers eyes who licked your neck, then kissed him harshly.
They were massaging their tongues together next to your ear, you heard the sloppy sound of their saliva. You wanted to kiss them so hard. Fyodor broke the kiss, licked your earlobe instead then roughly bit your neck while one of his long, bony finger slipped into your hole. Your knees buckled and cried out his name.
- What is it little mouse? Hm? Now, please obey and sit on Nikolai’s face. – Your eyes lit up, he used his tongue on you everytime like you could see stars.
He laid on the bed, massaged his own cock with one hand. You crawled above him face. He licked his lips before you lowered yourself, but he was faster, grabbed your thights and pulled you down. His tongue lapped on your warm, fleshy pink cunt. You let out a loud moan and brushed his hair with your handcuffed hands. Fyodor walked to you raised his index finger front of his mouth, grabbed your hair. You made eyecontact before you put his full lenght in your mouth. Your hips moved faster on Nikolais face, tongue fucked your needy hole, his nose lunged your pulsating clit. The russian didn't spare, fucked your mouth, you gaggled on his lenght with teary eyes. You were closer and closer to your climax like him, but suddenly you felt your mouth engulfed in wet heat. You tried to swallow all his cum, but a little spills out and dropped down to the others man face. Fyodor groaned,
- You won’t cum on his face dear... sit on him. I want to see how his cock sinking into your tiny pussy.
You blushed from his word, raised yourself up and crawled behind, while Nikolai uncuffed you. You took his cock and placed to your entrance, slowly sat down to it, let out a moan. He stroked your cheek, gazed at your satisfied face. You started to move gently on his thick cock when you felt the other man’s hands are parting your asscheeks. You frightened when felt Fyodor’s cock at your hole. He leaned to your ear and whispered.
- Lay to Nikolai’s chest and relax for me dear.
You did what he said but it was very painfull while he pushed himself in. You deepened your nails into Nikolai’s muscular chest, whimpered above him. He looked deep into your teary eyes, kissed you gently, and purred:
- You feel so good baby, move if you think you can do it.
The pain in your ass lessened, you could move your hips on their cocks. Hurted a bit, but it morphed into sweet pain. You moaned their names in turn, you three moved your hips together. Nikolai pushed your pussy from above, Fyodor your ass from behind. You got closer to your climax, moved faster on them. Nikolai bit your neck while Fyodor your shoulder from behind. Harshly he pulled out his cock and cummed to your back, you felt his sperm flows down between your asscheeks. Nikolai still moved his hips, watched your breasts bouncing at the front of his face. He gnawed your ass and shot himself deep into you. You panted on him when Fyodor slapped your ass, then laid next to you.
- Was this enough for you slut? – he asked.
- May... maybe... – you are trying to sound like pompous.
-  So another round? – Nikolai asked with jolly grin on his face – But now I'll put it in your pretty booty. – and winked at you.
- Don’t even think about it Kolya. I still need to my asshole.
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simonsdoll · 1 year
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Hey dear!!
I hope you're doing well! I'm quite new here and I've read a few of your headcanons and they're so goodddd!!
I do have a request in my mind tho (if you're willing to write it, if not you can ignore this ofcourse) Can you possibly write something about opposites attracts with Ghost + f!reader?
Thank you so much and have a wonderful day!!
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POLAR OPPOSITES
Thanks anon for the request! I didn’t know if you wanted headcanons or a short story so i gave you both.Hope you enjoy!
Pairing: Ghost x fem reader
Warnings:Slight angst with mostly fluff
Disclaimer: Story with Headcanons
A/N:Sorry anon if I went to dark in the intro but the rest is fluff. Sorry it took a while, I got shadowbanned and I just got my blog back:)hope you like it!
(Story):
Ghost was a man of few words and only spoke when absolutely necessary. He never really wanted anyone to talk to nor to be with at all. His demeanor was rather dark and intimidating. Always a cold and silent person. Would never change the way he was for anyone. No matter how hard someone tries to get him to open up or to just get over it and just be like them, he wouldn’t. There is no lying when people call him a ghost. There’s nothing there behind that mask and he believes there never will. He thinks to himself often that if he changed his demeanor what would happen to him. Will good things come? Will someone be there for him when he most needs it? Will he find the person he would at any circumstance take a bullet for? He never knows but he promised himself he would give it a chance for once. He needed an escape from his torturous reality and to escape this never ending fear of consolation. He needed someone to feel empathy for him and endless amounts of compassion. He found you and he gave you a chance……
You were such a sweet soul with so much to give to the world. You were super bubbly and very much a kind person at heart. Talkative and a very outgoing person. Known to be very optimistic and compassionate for others. No matter how mean people could be to you or how bad they shatter your heart, there will always be something in you that will keep moving forward and keep being the same sweet,warm and amiable person no matter what. The team loves you and they always have a special place for you in their hearts. They loved the way you were with others and how amazing and talkative you were with others. They loved how charismatic you were during the bad and dark times. They were grateful to have you and they couldn’t put into words how much your presence alone could make people happy and optimistic during unfortunate events. There was one person in your mind that you just couldn’t get to. You knew he needed help and someone to lean on during unpleasant times. You never gave up on him no matter the times he yelled at you,the number of times he left you wondering where he was or the number of times he cried in your arms. You would do anything to see him smile and to feel any sense of joy in his heart. You never gave up on him and you gave him a very much needed chance…..
(Headcanons):
- He never thought he would be eating his lunch with cat shaped apple slices and flower shaped sandwiches
- Once came to work with pink plastic containers and pink silverware and almost beat the shit out of Soap for laughing at him
- Hates talking to literally any human but when it’s you he can listen to you talk about endless things for hours
- Does not accept sass from anyone unless it’s you because he knows that’s how you are with everyone
- You always leave heart shaped sticky notes of positive affirmations everywhere around his office and room. Price once found one and just looked at it and proudly smiled knowing he was getting positive words from you
- Won’t even pretend to laugh at your terrible jokes and if they are funny he will remember them to make him smile when he misses you
- He is super giggly once you get close to him. Laughs at the tiniest little things you do even if you don’t understand why he finds it funny
- Won’t admit it but he loves it when you play Lady Gaga music in the car. In his mind he is full on at a Lady Gaga concert screaming his lungs out while dancing
- When you talk too much or just start ranting about something funny ; he would stare at you with the most deadpan face ever and just kiss you long and passionate to get you to shut up
- He once wore his pink Hello Kitty socks you bought him to work once and Soap and Gaz caught him taking them off after a long day of work and they all looked at each other flabbergasted. Ghost threatened them that if they would ever say a word that he would walk into their bedrooms and beat the shit out of them while they peacefully sleep. They were both so deathly terrified that they didn’t talk to Ghost for weeks
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elred001 · 3 days
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(This may be uncomfortable for some people. Please be very careful and proceed with discretion. Hugs and kisses for everyone)
I really don't think you guys understand how obsessed I am with BuckTommy. A month ago I had no more than 100 9-1-1 bookmarks in ao3 and now I'm over 350, all the new ones being about them.
I'm autistic, I have ADHD, I'm asexual and coming to that realization was one of the most precious and liberating moments of my life. Lists are everything to me, they are the definers of my life. I have a hard time understanding social subtleties and metaphorical language, and my biggest drawback that autism brought me was my incompetence to regulate and understand emotions. Mine or others. So I had this huge list of what emotional attraction and/or interest is supposed to feel like, and how my body is supposed to react around those I'm attracted to or like or love, so it was such a mess and an absolute pain that every time someone touched me intimately it felt like ants were running across my skin and biting into my flesh. And I cried a lot about it, and I screamed and I had fits of anger that I didn't understand at all and my parents hugged me to calm me down but that only made it worse because, tact. Touch. Awful. I made myself do things I hated because I thought it was normal and I hated myself for feeling bad about it. Those were hard times.
A couple years ago I went on a sexualities research binge and went down an ADHD rabbit hole trying to learn everything I could because I was so tired of feeling that way, and that's when I found out.
Learning about asexuality felt like magic, it felt like freedom. It felt like crying after years of putting up with it all. It felt like relief. It all made sense and the world opened up to me, and I felt like I was meeting myself for the first time. It was beautiful.
Of course, then came the moments of panic because, how was I going to tell my mom that I am asexual? Or, am I even asexual or do I just want attention? And then the famous "so how do I know I love someone romantically if I don't really want anything physical with them?"
Where am I going with all this? Well, I'm obsessed with the way the series and Oliver have portrayed the realization. The idea that discovering something completely new, and it's actually not as new as you thought, brings more than just fear. Bring freedom. Bring understanding. Brings an "Oh" moment that feels down to your bones and penetrates your soul, and you can never come back from that moment because everything feels like you finally woke up and the whole world opened its arms to you.
And it's something sweet. It is something very delicate, soft, hopeful and so, so precious. And Buck, Evan, is experiencing it all for the first time with a man who is soft to him, sweet, considerate. He is learning about himself from someone kind, so he has the opportunity to have his "Oh" moment and feel freedom, because that freedom is being given to him by someone who knows what it's like to feel imprisoned. So nothing is rushed. So everything is calm and full of understanding. So Evan can feel emotions. And feel good throughout the entire process.
So yes, I am obsessed with them both and I love them and I want them so much that they last a long time and that Tommy stays.
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why-what-no · 2 years
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Could you do a fix, where y/n has some type of superpowers and helps saves max, but she somehow gets Peter’s or 001’s attention??
Your request is my command! :)
I’ll Help You
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Pairing: Peter Ballard/001 x GN!Reader
Notes: Reader is of age, probably Steve’s older sibling who discovered their powers when the rift first opened. Requests are open. Also, for everyone asking for a part two, IDK if I’m gonna write one, since I kinda like how this ends and I can’t really think of a satisfying sequel to this fic and it’s better to let people come up with their own
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No, (Y/N) wouldn't let it happen. They raised their hand towards the redhead, focusing all their powers on getting into her head, through Vecna. They saw flashes, a red and black world, dust and ruins, spikes and vines everywhere. It was hell on their mind, but.. they could feel Max. They could feel Max's energy getting stronger as she fought back against the fleshy monster.
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Vecna tried to grab the girl, tried to crush the girl, but he missed. Anger bubbling up, he wouldn't be defeated by a child, His plan would work, it always would work.
He stretched a tendril towards the young broken soul. But., to his fury, something stopped it. He looked into Hawkins.
It was one of the powered. He hadn't seen this one before, and they was strong. He couldn't break into their head, Could they be, could they not be one of Brenner's creations? Could they be original, like him?
***
The creature was so distracted by those musing that Max escaped. But, he had a new focus now.
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Max fell to the ground, gasping in fear.
"It's okay, it's okay." Lucas reassured her as she grasped his arm. (Y/N) almost cried in relief. Max was safe, she was safe.
"I thought we lost you." Lucas's voce cracked, verbalizing all of their feelings.
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As Naney disappeared into nothingness, (Y/N) felt the same fear that they had when Max floated. "Nance!" They shouted, and before Steve could stop them, scrambled up the rope after her. They would follow her friend anywhere, because they knew Naney would do the same. Luckily, or unluckily, that's what happened. Falling into darkness.
They hit the ground but there was nothing around them. They turned, trying to make sense of their surroundings. "Naney!" They called out into the nothing.
"Hello." A voice rang out from behind them and they turned quickly to see a men. A blond men, tall and.. actually very attractive. He looked at them, smiling warmly.
"Who are you?" (Y/N) asked.
"A friend." He told them . "I admit, I didn’t expect you to follow your friend. That was very brave…. and loyal."
"Where is she?"
He held out his hand for them to take. “I don't know. But I’ll help you find her."
"Why should I trust you?” He seemed harmless, but so did they. So they were naturally cautious.
“Well, you can do this on your own, but I know this place far better than you. I can teach you about it. Show it to you. Find your friend.. Nancy, right?" His voice was gentle, smooth, convincing.
They looked at his hand, then looked at him. Then they looked back at his hand, since looking at his elegant face made them feel.. nervous. What the hell, what other choice do l have, they thought. (Y/N) stepped closer, taking his offered hand and following him into the unknown.
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glowing-gold · 22 days
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last month my dad was in town for a visit, and we were talking about past relationships. I asked him about his first marriage (something I’d never done before) and then he asked me about my first “relationship”.
I’d had a complicated situationship with a dear friend of mine (a boy) who later came out as gay.
I proceeded to tell my dad all about the intense feelings, the confusion, the yearning, the pain. I told him how we were attached at the hip and did everything together, how we would sleep in the same bed and cuddle. I told him how we were too young to really understand the depth of our feelings for one another. How we were so obviously in love but we were never sure in exactly what capacity. I told him how we met when we were 12 and immediately felt drawn to one another. How he was, in my view, the most charming and amazing boy in school and when he chose me to be his friend I felt like the sun was shining directly on my face. How we grew up together, were right there side by side for every formative experience. How I never felt like anyone knew me or saw me as well as he did. All other friends felt shallow and unimportant.
I told him how it wasn’t clear to either of us exactly what it was that we shared. That we obviously loved each other but it wasn’t necessarily physical. (Although, privately, if he had ever asked I would have said yes to something more.) How everyone else knew we were something of an item even if we weren’t officially a couple. Our names went together in the same breath. Everyone knew that. We were even nominated for prom king and queen (even though we weren’t a couple [we didn’t win of course]).
I shared how I never felt emotionally available for anybody else. I was filled up entirely by him. There were other boys who were interested in me but I felt zero interest in dating them. I was completely unavailable to them, I only ever wanted to spend time with him. We were soul mates. I didn’t think I could handle going on dates and kissing boys who didn’t know me like he did.
at one point, EARLY in our friendship, he did ask me to be his girlfriend. To which I obviously agreed. It lasted four months. We kissed only twice and it was terribly awkward. We obviously could acknowledge that how we felt towards one other was more than just friends, enough that at 13 we tried to be a couple, but it wasn’t quite right and we both sensed it. The day we broke up, we immediately went back to being friends. And after a week we were back to holding hands and talking as though nothing had changed.
Even without the label, we were entirely in a relationship. We had everything I have now with my husband besides for the sex. We had intimacy, deep true intimacy. I saw him cry multiple times, he held me as I cried. We held each other up, texted every day, talked about everything. We fantasized about a future together. About moving to New York and sharing an apartment. We didn’t see a future without the other one in it. We had that adolescent low grade obsession with each other that felt like the rest of the world didn’t matter.
There was intense jealousy. If a boy was interested in me and pursued me, he would act cold towards me about him. He’d be rude and put him down around me, and was overall never warm towards them. Same with me, if he ever spent more time with someone else, especially a girl, I would spiral about my role in his life. I needed to be the most important person to him.
When, after several years of torture, I tried to get him to admit to me that what we had wasn’t normal that not all close friends (who were a boy and a girl) slept together and cuddled went on dates, he would clam up and immediately shut down. He’d pretend he didn’t know what I was talking about and act like we were never actually that close. Even though once, in the middle of the night, with our arms around each other and our noses only a breath from touching, he told me he wished things were different- that he were attracted to me in a way that would allow us to be together, that he loved me and wished things were different.
Anyway- so I spill my guts to my dad about all of this. It’s been over ten years since he and I graduated high school and he came out (when all of this sort of came to a natural ending). I’m literally married now to a wonderful man, and he’s engaged to his own. But my dad listened to all of this then turns to me and says.
“everything you just said about you and [redacted]…. Could be said for John and Paul.”
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Beautiful: Tarsem
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Request: can you do something with tarsem and dream!walker reader where he gonna get to see her human form for the first time but something happens and some of the girls who like Tarsem bully her and make her feel unworthy? But tarsem reassures her that he thinks she so beautiful?
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Tarsem became worried when he arrived at the lab and you weren't there or at the village like Norm had said because he didn't see you there at all. He wondered where you were because today he was supposed to finally see your human form. As he walked back home he heard some voices making his ears perk up.
"That silly girl got all dressed up as if Tarsem could ever love a human." One of the voices said making him frown.
"Yeah, it's really pathetic honestly. Well, now she'll really look horrible when he does see her." The other said laughing as Tarsem stalked over to them.
"Where is she?" He asked.
"Where is who Tarsem?" One of the girls said acting oblivious.
"Y/n. Where. is. she?" He asked slowly losing his composure.
"Near the edge of the forest. But Tarsem what do you even see in her?" The other girl asked.
"Everything. She isn't just beautiful on the outside but the inside as well." He said before going to find you hoping you were okay.
He eventually found you near the pond quietly sobbing with your back up against the tree and your head in your arms. He frowned hearing your cries as he gently approached you, where he could see you better and despite your roughed-up appearance from those girls you were still beautiful to him.
"Y/n?" He asked quietly approaching you not wanting to scare you.
"Go away. I don't want you to see me this way." You said getting ready to flee making Tarsem frown wondering what they said to you as he gently placed his hands on your arms.
"My love, what happened?" He asked you hating to see you like this.
"They said I was so ugly and that you....could never love me as human or dream walker....they pushed me into the lake and then started tearing at my dress..."You said silently crying as Tarsem wrapped his arms around you.
"Oh, my love I'm sorry that they did that and I will make sure they are punished for their actions. But they are just jealous and hateful that I choose you over them. I promise you that dream walker and human you as both insanely beautiful to me." He said.
"I am? Even with my torn dress and knotted hair?" You asked looking at him.
"Yes even like this. Let's get you back to the lab and get you cleaned up." He said gathering you into his arms and starting the walk back to the lab.
Jake and Norm both watched with worry on their faces at the condition you were in as Tarsem carried you inside the lab. He turned to them and told them that he would explain later before walking to your room.
"Do you wanna go shower and change?" He asked you as you nodded your head.
While you were in the shower, Tarsem went to see if Jake was still here and thankfully he was. He told them both about everything that happened to you today and who was responsible for it and Jake promised that he would handle it. You had just gotten out of the shower when Tarsem returned to your room, he watched as you silently grabbed your hairbrush.
"Can I brush your hair for you?" He asked you.
"Yeah." You said struggling to keep from crying again.
"Tarsem why do you like me?"  You asked after a few minutes as the tears fell down your face.
"Because you are different. A good difference that is. Your hair is so pretty and smells so good, I love how it's different from mine. Your skin is so soft and squishy and not rough like mine. Your eyes hold the stars and your emotions in them and I love that I could look into them and feel what you are feeling. Your beauty isn't the only that attracted me to you. Your mind and soul were the first things that drew me to you, I remember after how our first conversation that you had me appreciating the world around me more because of the way you spoke about it." He said setting your hairbrush down as your turned and looked at him.
"Really?" You asked.
"Yes. Like I told those girls I fell in love with you because you are beautiful inside and out." He said wiping your tears.
"I love you, thank you Tarsem." You said.
"There is no need to thank, I love you more, yawne." He said placing a kiss on your forehead.
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