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#kids are sick this weekend (...and parents too) so there is much cuddling
muffinlance · 9 months
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Crochet isopuppy is beginning to take shape!
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Next up: legs and back shell. Not sure I'll keep this body shape in the final draft, but it works fine as a filler while I figure the proportions on the rest out.
I'm adding pattern variations for colored tips on the ears/legs/tail, so people can give their pups a bit of customization.
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dilfl0v3rss · 9 months
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ony is the best baby daddy like he just has that energyyy 😫
rightttttt like he gets the kids on time and if he’s late he will always let you know. he knows how to do his daughters hair and always makes sure his son has a haircut. his kids are always dressed nice and he always makes sure they’re taking care of each other as well as taking care of their beautiful mother.
he still finds himself looking out for you too, always telling the kids to “order sum for mommy” when he takes them out to eat or to “always make sure mommy’s not working too hard”. even on days he isn’t supposed to have them he’d gladly take them if you were feeling overwhelmed. if you’re feeling sick he’ll literally sleep at your house, soup and medicine sitting on the coffee table in front of the couch as he slept just incase you were to wake up in the middle of the night.
he’d constantly “forget” money at your house after he leaves too, telling you to “just get yourself sum nice”. if you give the money back anyways he’d give it to his oldest child, telling them to put it in your wallet for him.
when it’s his weekend with the kids he’d call you every couple of hours to let you know he has everything under control since he knows how worried you could get when you haven’t heard from him i awhile.
he always speaks highly of you to the kids, telling his daughters stories of when the two of you were young and in love and telling his sons stories of how strong you were for him when he couldn’t be strong for himself. your kids would honestly be what got the two of you back together. they’d constantly tell you the stories their father would tell them, reminding you of how happy the two of you used to be and making you realize that you didn’t even know why the two of you called it quits in the first place.
as soon as you called ony he’d answer on the first ring, throwing millions of questions at you since you never really called unless he had the kids. you’d shut him up by asking if he could come over to talk for a little in which he replied almost instantly with a yes. he’d be over there in less than fifteen minutes letting you lead him to your bedroom to talk just incase your kids came downstairs for some water or a late night snack.
of course the two of you didn’t get to talk for more than ten minutes, his dick shoved deep into you as he held his hand over your mouth. “shhh mama you gotta be quiet. ion want you t’wake the kids” he’d whisper, fucking into you deeper as he watched your teary eyes roll to the back of your skull. you’d mumble back a muffled “mhm” as you felt the pad of his thumb begin to circle your clit. you’d whine and moan for him loader and loader, turning him on to the point where his grunts and groans began to come out at a higher volume as well. soon enough the both of you were deep in bliss, fucking on each other just like you used to. you’d tell him how much you missed him and how you’ve never stopped loving him and he’d gladly say it back, deepening his stroke as he left passionate kisses on your lips.
as the two of you finished ony would lay you back down, letting sleep claim you as he moved towards the door to check on his little angels. as soon as he turned the doorknob loud shuffles could he heard from the hallway, the sound of a bunch of feet running towards one of the bedrooms and little whispers of “sh sh shh” and “be quiet” coming from it as he made his way down the hall to check on his “sleeping” children. he couldn’t help but smile when he seen them cuddled up together on a large blanket of the floor, some of the smaller ones in bed with the oldest. they had different rooms, but chose to sleep together often since they were all so close.
ony couldn’t help but notice the small smiles on each of their faces, nothing but excitement and joy rushing through them as they thought about how happy much happier their parents will be now that they’re together again.
i didn’t even mean to write this i just let my brain leak all over the place…
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jadeylovesmarvelxo · 2 years
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Alright. I have a new Steddie x reader idea. So Steve and Eddie both have work early in the morning and the reader is still sleeping when they leave. (All three of them are married) and the reader wakes up in a panic and bolts for the bathroom. When she is done she decides to go to the store and buy a pregnancy test because she knows for a fact she isn’t sick. When she get home she takes the text and finds out she’s pregnant. So she gets the house ready to show her two husbands the news! Thank you in advance!
Warnings; mentions of throwing up, fluff.
Likes or reblogs are always appreciated 💞 I don't give anyone permission to copy my work.
Request by @wonderinghawkinsindiana 💞
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She felt so cosy and warm in bed, she didn't want to get up. Eddie and Steve had already left early for work giving her sweet kisses and telling her how much they loved her.
They were the most wonderful husbands in the world but she was never a morning person and all she could do was mumble that she loved them too and smile when they teased her for being a sleepy head.
Come on get up, she tells herself sternly. She had a shift at the library and she wanted to get started on writing the next chapters of her new novel.
Just as she sits up she feels an intense wave of nausea and gets up rushing to the bathroom just in time to be sick.
Ugh, she's felt like this for weeks now and it's been very unpredictable. At first, she thought it was a bug but now she's unsure.
After she's finished throwing up her mind racing with a million thoughts a minute, she takes a deep breath and knows in her bones that this isn't just some stomach bug.
Could she be pregnant? Excitement fills her and she gets dressed quickly and heads to the store.
Eddie and Steve wanted kids just as much as she did. It was a little bit earlier than what they had planned but they would be over the moon.
Calm down, she tells herself. There's no use getting too excited. It might not even be pregnancy, it could be anything.
That being said she hasn't had a period for a second month now and for the first month she assumed it was a fluke, she was stressed with the library getting redone.
This month though she couldn't say she was stressed at all, she had calmed down a lot thanks to her husbands being so lovely and helping calm her down.
Once she's been to the store and picked up three tests she heads back home feeling very tired even though she hasn't done much and calls into work saying she will be a little late.
Then she does the tests her stomach churning with nerves. She does two at first then the third after a big glass of water.
It's like she knows what the result will be before it even shows and when two lines appear on all three of the tests she bursts into happy tears.
Work is looming though and she rushes downstairs wondering how she is going to tell Eddie and Steve.
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A few hours later her shift is done and she's made headway on her novel. Eddie and Steve walk in with pizza and it smells so good.
Since she's found out she's pregnant she spent a good ten minutes picking out books in the library and running her hands over a tiny (but very much there) bump.
Eddie scoops her up and kisses her.
"Fuck, I've missed you and Stevie today princess". She cuddles into him as Steve presses a gentle kiss on Eddie's lips then hers.
"Thank fuck it's Friday, we have the whole weekend to relax," Steve says happily and she nods content.
"I have something to tell you both, I haven't been to the doctor yet but I plan to go soon"
Eddie's eyes widen and he shares an alarmed look with Steve.
"Baby? Are you still being sick?" Steve asks worriedly and she nods.
"Yes but it's nothing to worry about. Actually, it's pretty great" she goes to retrieve the three tests and places them on the table.
Steve reacts first and he has her in his arms hugging her happily and kissing her, his eyes full of excitement, Eddie stares at the tests and grins.
"We're going to be parents, you hear that Stevie!" He says to Steve excitedly and joins in on the hug.
She's thrilled with their response.
"We have to tell Dustin and Robin, we need to call Wayne too, once we've been to the doctor's of course," Steve says and Eddie grins, tears in his eyes.
"Wayne is going to be so stoked, he will want to build the crib and you know Dustin is going to want to teach our kid about D&D" she listens to them excitedly talking about the baby her own happiness growing as they did.
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They get an appointment for the next day and the doctor confirms they have a baby on the way, the boys are too excited to wait to find out the sex so when the doctor announces that it's a girl they are ecstatic.
She smiles gently stroking her belly, a little girl who she couldn't wait to meet and she knew Eddie and Steve would spoil the baby's rotten and be super protective.
The following months would be very very busy and she couldn't wait to experience everything with her loves.
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Any Skarlow headcanon about when Skara was pregnant? Any interesting stories to tell during those 9 months? What was the baby’s shower like? How was willow during the whole thing? Stuff like that.
A cute idea! Let's write a bit about it, shall we?
Both Skara and Willow wanted to be parents. It wasn't their life goal as children or anything, but every so often they'd think about what it would be like to be moms. When they started dating in high school, neither girl seriously discussed the subject outside of the occasional late-night deep-dive. Willow did want to be a parent at some point. Skara did as well, though she felt a bit more nervous about the prospect than Willow. Mainly because she herself doubted her own ability to be a parent.
It wasn't until Luz and Amity had their own kid that Willow started to get more serious about the idea. She didn't bring it up at first, though, not wanting Skara to think it was only because of Luz and Amity. But she'd often wonder about being a mom and sometimes become a bit sad out of the blue, something Skara always took note of. Eventually, Skara tried to help Willow in the best way she knew how: by using magic to recreate their first Grom slow dance together. She told Willow that whatever she wanted, whatever would make her happy, Skara would provide. When she said it was a baby, Skara immediately tripped over their couch and panicked.
That night she called Luz about it, and her own worries about being a mom. Luz, hoping to assure her, offered to leave their daughter with Skara and Willow for a weekend while they go on vacation to see how it goes (Luz had wanted to let Eda and Raine babysit her, but Amity only took one look at Eda pulling out How to Raise a Criminal and gave a single 'No' that told Luz that was that). So on Friday, Luz and Amity dropped their daughter off with Willow and Skara, along with all the material they would need to take care of her, before flying off. Willow and Skara knew they had this, and hey, maybe it might help Skara with her anxieties. How bad could it be?
It was certainly more... challenging, than they'd expected. Little Witches, even little Human/Witch hybrid babies, are a handfull: lots of developing magical craziness, on top of the usual shenanigans and grossities with babies. She poofed herself onto the rooftop more than once, got her hands on the couples Apple Blood a handful of times, and neither was particularly thrilled with changing diapers, magic or not. But there were definitely more rewarding moments too: cradling her in their arms, watching her play with it's stuffed ottor and the Palismen, seeing her fall asleep under a toy solar system. Both Skara and Willow were exhausted when Luz and Amity returned, but both knew, as they waved at their friends and the little monster they'd been taking care of, that they were going to be having their own child soon.
While both were more then happy to be the one to carry the baby, Skara was the one who won out. Even if Witch pregnancies arent as taxing on the body as Human ones, Skara knew Willow being pregnant would keep her from working out or working in her garden. Skara wasn't as physically active as Willow, so it would make sense for her to carry it. Willow agreed, but only if she swore to let Willow be the one to carry their child if they agreed on another one. One pinky-swear later, and soon Skara was pregnant with her and Willow's first child.
The first few months weren't too eventful. Mostly the growing pains of having a baby, like morning sickness and the like. Still, as Skara began to show, she began to become overwhelmed by emotions and feelings: joy, terror, excitement, and hunger. Lots and lots of hunger. Thankfully, a good cuddle with Willow always calmed down the worst of them.
Whenever the two lay in bed, Willow would always talk to the baby, pretending to have conversations about how wonderful a set of parents they are and how much their baby loves them. Meanwhile, Skara would always play her favorite songs for the baby before she fell asleep. Not because of any illusion of making the baby smarter, but because she wanted it to have good taste.
Palismen often have a sense for when their owners are pregnant, and Skara's was no exception. Skara would often wake up to them on her stomach, looking to the door as if guarding her baby. Clover, meanwhile, would sometimes lay a flower on her stomach. Skara made sure to get them extra-special Palismen treats for being so good.
When the time came to deliver the baby, Skara was terrified. Every fear and anxiety she felt the past several months came into fruition, and now she didn't know what to do! She had Willow beside her the whole time, telling her that everything would be ok, that she would be an amazing mother, basically anything to calm her down. Thankfully, a few healing spells helped Skara calm down and feel less of the intense pain of childbirth, even helping her fall asleep when it was over. And later, when she woke up again, it was to Willow cradling their newborn baby girl in her arms, smiling as she handed her to a crying, emotional, and incredibly happy Skara, ready for her and Willow to be the awesome parents she always wanted to be.
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missmonsters2 · 7 months
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VAN FKSMFMSKFKSKFLSLF *incoherent noises*
First than anything, hi you! Sharky here! How's everything going? I'm kind of impatient and super excited for mirror mirror's update LOL. Okay, so you see, things have happened.
And..And.. WE CUDDLED.
We cuddled. Ok. We cuddled. Actually, I have already slept there this monday. YES. You're reading right. Her house is near the place I work, and she invited me to go to her house to watch movies together! Of course I said yes. We went to her house and then it was late, and I was gonna go home but she offered me to stay there. And. And listen, she drove me to work. And have I said that I find it strangely attractive that she drives? Because I do bUT HEAR ME OUT.
Everything she does looks so graceful. Like, she could be.. I don't know. Shoveling shit. And she'd still look so, so gorgeous and elegant. And I mean it 😭. She holds herself with such poise and I just.. Idk. She's just so cute and pretty and graceful.
That day we didn't cuddle perse? I mean, we actually kind of cuddled already, you know. A few times actually. While we watch movies or stuff. But I mean cuddling while we sleep. And.. well, that day I was kinda sick, and we slept super close but I was kind of burning up a bit and it was pretty damn hot so I just slept outside the blankets.
Thing is, yesterday I went to her house again after the gym. And we kind of cuddled in the couch while we watched the whole Hunger games saga by her request and she offered me to stay at her place again. And when we went to sleep she cuddled me and held me so close and she was like "this okay?" And I was like about to foam in the mouth lIKE YES LKVE SUPER OKAU KJFKSJDKSKDJ. And we just cuddled the whole night. And I'm so fucking gay
I might just be falling for her already who am I kidding. IT FELT SO GOOD. She was so warm and so so soft and kfkwkfkekfke I loved it.
I mean, I was awkward asf at first because I didn't know where the fuck to look at or how tight should I hug her but at some point I just relaxed and it felt so natural. Today I woke up and sweet sweet Charlie made mE TEA. (Oh yes, yet again it was so awful but the sweetness of the gesture erased away all — if that's how you spell it — uggliness). And guess where am I now, dear dear Van.
Oh yes. At her place. Yet again.
We've been playing just dance together and I don't think I ever laughed this hard KFKAKFKSKD. Such poise and yet she looks so stiff (I tripped and almost fell 2 times but I'll still judge her). Though I have to say that she had some moves KFKSKD. Or maybe I am a crazy simp already.
We sang sooo much in the drive to her house and I had kind of a dejavu of that ✨magnificent✨ moment of mirror mirror where Wanda screams her lungs singing enchanted because at some point all too well started reproducing and MAN. I HAD SOME HARDCORE MEMORIES COMIN' BACK. I almost ask her to play the 10 min version god I'm so pathetic
Well, yeah, that's the update. This weekend we'll have another date. Her surprise date, Van KDKSMDMS. Also.. I should mention that she asked about my family? Thing is, heh, my family is kinda small, only my dad and uncle, and.. Well, my dad's girlfriend put a restraining order on my dad for domestic violence and sexual abuse last year 😃 and I've been ignoring him all this time and my uncle kind of hates me because I'm gay and whenever he used to comment something about it I rubbed in his face that I'm an ugly, despicable lesbian so we haven't talked to eachother in years 😃 and the rest of my family is dead so haha omg I've got no family to present her to KFKSKFKSKD HELP. I don't want her to pity me but I kind of pity myself already so KFKAKDKE LOL. And she has a large, supporting family and this is gonna be so damn awkward if I ever meet her parents like daAMN. My girl's got two dads and a mom and I got none bro JAKDJANDN. I know this is so random but lemme tell you a joke.
An orphan goes to McDonalds. What does he order? A family combo 😂 it's not laugh it's tears. ALRIGHT. Enough drama for today it's enough folks. Thank you for your endless support Van! I'll make sure to come back with more updates after our next date!!!
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hiiii sharky!! Thanks for waiting for me to replyyy <3
you are truly living your best life. I love watching movies and cuddling LOL were you still sick?? and you had a sleepover?!?! The girls do move quickly and i love this LMFAO
You are so down bad and i know this bc no one looks good shovelling shit. There's just no way. Even if it was lizzie olsen, I love her, but she could not make me think shovelling doo doo is sexy.
I love that you have a new gym buddy from this as well LOL like you are THAT couple that works out together. She really clearly loves your company!!!
So are you gonna tell her that her tea is awful or is it gonna be me LOLL how long can you subject yourself to that???
AhhH you guys are doing such fun activities like just dance and singing!! I love that you're both not afraid to be goofy in front of each other.
So....your whole family sucks....i am ur family now. I am the big sister u can present her to, no worries! I will be on your side for the wedding LOL but real talk ur dad is scary, i hope you are safe!! I love that her family sounds lovely though. You have gained the found family trope!!!! (i am pointedly ignoring ur joke. i love u but no <3)
I hope your date went well. You'll have to let me know what she planned!
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wakeup-awg · 9 months
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Meet me in the pouring rain | July 15th
[Sophie | Alex]
It had been hot as hell the last couple of days and when the AC in the house broke and staying in their van with three kids wasn't an option, Alex's parents had been nice enough to agree to take the kids for a few days until the AC would be fixed or at least the weather was gonna cool down a bit. Alex was spending most of the time barely dressed now, with really just his swimming trunks on and trying to spend loads of time in the pool or the basement where it was a few degrees colder than in the rest of the house. It was the weekend, so nobody was gonna come to check the AC until Monday and Alex was tossing and turning all night in an attempt to sleep while he felt like his body was burning hot. He wasn't sure how Sophie did it, or whether she was actually in bed sleeping because with how hot it was, there was no way he was actually gonna agree on cuddles.
When the heat wave hit it was roasting hot but they had had AC until they didn’t. Now it wasn’t like she hadn’t been without air before in the UK it wasn’t as common and really they had it because she paid extra for it when she had moved into apartments or lofts. So when the AC broke and it wasn’t helped by the few fans and mini ACs she had found to plug in his parents were gracious enough to take the kids because she couldn’t have them getting sick. Most of the night she slept directly in front of her little mini AC that was really just a fan that used water to help cool them down but it definitely didn’t cool down a room or anything. Finally as some point she slipped off the bed, she had taken to walking around in a bralette and tiny underwear to keep as cool as possible before going downstairs and without thinking turned on Taylor swifts newest re released album and started to sing and dance along not realizing the music was incredibly loud and blasting Taylor swift now through the house.
Alex groaned. He had been dozing on and off between feeling way too hot and the little sleep didn't help his general mood, it being so hot left him uncomfortable and a little grumpy. When he stirred now, he heard music blasting and frowned, rolling over to find the bed empty and deciding to try and get more sleep. Except now he couldn't because whatever break up song from Speak Now TV was blasting /loudly/ through the house. "God damn it," he muttered as he peeled himself out of bed and padded downstairs to find the source of the music. "The hell is going on here?" Alex had to almost yell over the music when he found Sophie dancing to the music.
At this point she needed distraction from the heat after she set up a fan and turned on the music. Of course she had been listening to the album since it’s release on repeat as if it was her life happening right in front of her. So she sang along to Haunted her voice loud with the music “he will try to take to take away my pain and he just might make me smile but the whole time I’m wishing he was you instead. Ohhh I’m holding my breath won’t see you again something keeps me holding onto nothing. Come come don’t leave me like this I thought I had you figured out…” her voice following the music and her body dancing around the kitchen r even though it was hot and dancing into the living room. “COME ON COME DONT LEAVE ME LIKE THIS I THOUGHT I HAD YOU FIGURED OUT CANT GO BACK IM HAUNTED” you would think she wasn’t happily engaged with the way she sang. Spinning around she brushed her face out of her face as the next song stopped. “Distracting myself from the heat” before starting to sing Timeless her song from the vault without thinking much.
He watched her with a frown on his face and folded his arms in front of his chest. "By dancing?" he asked, fully confused as she broke right out into the next song and he shook his head. "Are you trying to tell me anything?" he questioned. Of course he knew singing along to songs didn't necessarily mean you felt exactly that same way as said in the song, but he was sleep deprived, hot and grumpy and that clearly didn't help.
She knew Alex was grumpy, he always naturally warm as it was and add in the extra heat was making him miserable but she tried not to let that sway her to end up arguing with him. "I mean dancing is a distraction might not cool me down but still it distracts me." Plus Taylor Swift. A laugh left her lips, shaking her head, "Are you being paranoid now?" as she swayed her hips as Last Kiss came on and she sang along dancing to the slow beat. "I never thought we'd have a last kiss, never imagined we'd end like this....you name forever the name on my lips." Her hips swaying and dancing around the living room eye closed.
He let out a grunt when she questioned whether he was paranoid now. "No, but apparently we're in two very different stages of this relationship," he grumbled, unfolding his arms and reaching up to ruffle his hand through his hair. "You're gonna have to turn this down, people are trying to sleep here," he huffed, pointing to the speakers, not like she could see anyway because she was swaying with her eyes closed.
A laugh left her lips when he said they were in two very different stages in their relationship. They weren't, "I can't help that Taylor Swift has amazing songs." Of course he might be sensitive if he knew anything about who her songs were about and that Last Kiss was about Joe Jonas, but it had nothing to do with that. She just was a Taylor Swift fan, and he knew that. Moving towards him finally she took his arms. "Dance with me?" she asked, knowing he was grumpy but she didn't care really.
"Yeah, very depressing ones too. Would be better if there were any where she's happily engaged," he muttered as Sophie came towards him and took his arms. "You realize our AC broke, right? It's way too fucking hot to be dancing," he argued, but his tired body gave in too her demand all too easily and let her pull him along to sway together.
"They're super good songs, and like it's not like album you just released didn't have depressing songs." she pointed out. "Alexa play Enchanted by Taylor swift." she said as he grumbled about it being too hot. Placing his hands on her almost bare hips, "You're grumpy." she murmured pulling him into her body, her arms wrapping around him. "It was enchanting to meet you." she whispered against his ear. Singing along to the song as they danced in the dim living light.
"I'm not singing them at the top of my lungs in the middle of the night though," he murmured as she started a different song and pulled him in more, his hands easily resting against her hips like it was just where they were meant to be and he let out a soft sigh when he felt her body rest against his and her arms wrap around him. "I'm not," he argued even though he knew she was right, he was grumpy.. And very tired.
"It's not like you haven't before." she teased, or maybe more just verses but still, wasn't the point. "You are, very grumpy." she said as the song changed. "What would you do, if I went to touch you now, what would do..." before humming along a bit. "Cause I can see you waiting down the hall from me and I can see you up against the wall with me." she husked, into his ear, this one of Taylor’s songs playing to her advantage.
"It's because it's way too fucking hot," he almost whined. "Monday can't come soon enough so someone's gonna fix this temperature. You know it'd be so much easier if one of us had the knowledge to fix the AC," he kept on grumbling, but truth was she was easily starting to distract him now, from the heat and from the tiredness. "Too bad we're not actually pressed up against a wall," he mumbled with a soft sigh.
"It is hot but you have to distract yourself instead of just focusing on the heat." she said knowing that it was hard she was warm too. "Well unfortunately we don't have that knowledge, and we could have gone to a hotel, we have the staff for the animals." she pointed out. "I mean... we could be pressed up against the wall." she husked as she swayed her hips to the beat of the song.
"But I like it here," he grumbled with a sigh. He loved being on the road and being up on stage and with the boys, but he actually did enjoy being home on the farm in between, including taking care of their animals and not just let someone else do that for them.  His fingers gripped into her hips slightly at her words. "And yet you keep making me dance with you," he said, like it was simply her doing and he wasn't genuinely swaying with her.
"I know you do but if you're going to be absolutely miserable  then I can go stay in a hotel by myself because I'm not going to end up arguing with you." Her voice was soft, she wasn't arguing, she was just stating she wasn't going to let them get to that point where they were nitpicking over silly things, like her singing to music. "Well when have you ever been one to be afraid to take charge." she husked, "And I can see you up against the wall with me." she purred an almost throaty noise to it.
"Why would I want you in a hotel by yourself?" Alex questioned like it was a very far fetched idea. "We're not arguing, it's just way too warm," he sighed and really, the way they were swaying now was probably the closest they had been since the AC broke. He could feel the warmth of her skin under the palms of his hands and he was sure his own skin was radiating heat at this point, but he didn't pull away from her. A frustrated groan left his lips at her reply and he sighed, his hands shifting now to slide around her waist to the small of her back and pull her in a little bit. He kept swaying with her, but slowly made their way across the room, more towards a wall so that he could trap her between that and him moments later.
"I don't think you do but if you're going to be miserable and end up with us arguing it's not worth it babe, the heat is not worth our sanity." she murmured as much as she loved their home. They hadn't really touched much since the AC had broken, which probably added to the grumpiness since they were a very intimate couple, not even just sex but being close, touchy, everything like that. He swayed with her but at some point he had her back pressed against the wall and she let out a slow, drawn out, breathy moan.
"The heat is definitely melting away our sanity," he grunted slightly. But he really wasn't going to actually argue with her. They swayed together until they weren't because he had her pressed against the wall and he sucked in a breath at the moan she let out. His hands slid up her sides and to her arms until he found her hands and laced their fingers together, lifting their arms up above their heads and pressing them against the wall. He had her trapped between the cool wall and him now and leaned in to capture her lips in a long overdue, deep kiss.
"It is and it's not worth it, if we're going to end up biting each other's heads off." Which was true. Though they seemed to be a bit more distracted at the moment. Feeling his fingers trace down her arms before sliding them up against the wall and over her head, pinning them there, her body all too willing to allow him to do it. His lips met hers, warm and heavy in a deep kiss that was needed between the pair.
He couldn't exactly be bothered to reply any more to that, now that he had her pinned against the wall, his mind could really only focus on that. He still felt hot, but there was a difference to it now that he felt her warm skin against his and he wondered briefly if laying closely together would've made falling asleep easier after all. The kiss was rather slow, but heavy and deep and it felt like they just needed that. Alex smiled into their kiss as his body pressed a little more into her, the little bit of clothing they had opted to to help deal with the heat really not much fabric between them.
Their minds were obviously now distracted by the kiss they were sharing. Her skin was warm, actually it felt hot, between the cold wall and his warm body but she didn't care now that the fact that his hands were on her body again. Their mouths moved slow with each other, that kind of kiss where you could tell it was just needing to taste each other on their lips. His body pressed into hers, feeling his bare skin press against her bare belly, only her bra and skimpy underwear keeping her barely covered. Really luckily no one else was in the house.
After a long moment of just kiss, Alex let go of one of her hands to drop his hand to her neck, feeling the warm skin against his hand. He let his teeth grace over her lips before breaking the kiss and tugging on her lower lip a little bit, a smile spread on his lips as he kept their faces so close together. The music was still playing and it caused Alex to chuckle softly. "Didn't think this album would be one anyone could ever consider having sex to," he murmured before sliding his hand to the back of her neck and be able to pull her in a little to resume their kiss again. It wasn't like they were having sex right now, but it was surely on his mind.
Her hand fell gently as he released one of them to cup her neck. He tugged at her lip eliciting a low growl from her throat. When he said he didn’t think this was an album anyone could have sex to  she laughed, “oh I beg to differ you could definitely have sex to some of these songs. Anger sex, sad sex, passionate sex, just depends on the song.” She murmured her free hand tracing down his abdomen and against the line of his boxer briefs. “First time for everything don’t you think?” Grinning as they were very obviously illuding to sex as she heard the soft rolling rumble of thunder in the distance.
Their kiss was shorter this time, broken to talk before their lips pressed together again. "Well this would fall into neither of those categories," he murmured against her lips. "It'd rather be 'too hot to sleep' sex," he chuckled softly before kissing her again. A soft groan left his lips as he felt her hand sliding down his bare skin and to the hem of his boxer briefs. "I mean I can't be bothered to change the music now," he said with a smirk, "so we can just test it out now." He chuckled softly into their kiss.
"Mmm I don't know angry sex, grumpy sex, it's pretty close." she pointed out giggling softly as his mouth met hers in a heated kiss for a moment. Hearing his groan, her fingers continuing to trace against the line of his boxer brief, fingers dipping in ever so slightly but never moving past the waistband as it travelled against his hot skin. "I enjoy testing out theories."
He let out a fake, snorted laugh. "I don't know what you're talking about, who's grumpy?" Her fingers moved teasingly against his skin, dipping into the waistband of the little clothing he was wearing and it easily urged him to let go of her other hand too so he could bring his hands to her sides, sliding up the skin until he found the hem of her bra. He didn't really tease like Sophie did, even though her skin was so warm, he started to take the bra off, because it was clearly in his way right now.
“My handsome, sexy, fiancée is grumpy.” She said without hesitation a grin playing on her skin. Her fingers continued to tease at his skin wanting to just keep him fully distracted by her. If he was distracted with her it’d be less about the actual heat and the heat between them. His hands moved to release her bra and she allowed him to pull it free of her and toss it away from them leaving her bare breasts for his viewing as she finally dipped her hand further into his boxer briefs and wrapped her hand around him starting to gently stroke him.
He scrunched up his nose at that, but he couldn't really argue with her, not when he knew she was kind of right about the grumpy part, and he'd rather listen to the handsome, sexy part anyway. They hands were on each others body and for that moment, Alex didn't really care about the heat. The warmth of their skin was radiating from them for sure, but that just gave more reason to get rid of the little clothes they were wearing, right? He took off the bra she was wearing to toss it aside and his eyes momentarily wandered down, lingered on her breasts and causing him to grin slightly before he glanced at her lips and then her eyes again and leaned in to kiss her. He moaned against her lips as her fingers wrapped around his length and started to stroke him. His hands found her breasts, cupping them and fondling as he parted his lips to dip his tongue against hers, deepening their kiss a little more.
Once her bra was removed she let him linger his eyes on her, her hand moving slow against his length to stroke him hard. It was something she figured wouldn’t be bad to start slow to build him where she knew he’d be so wanton for her. His hands grasped her breasts and she moaned into his mouth when he kissed her again, hands playing at her breasts as she started stroking him faster and harder in her hand.
There was just something about them together that left Alex's body naturally react to Sophie and he knew she was aware of the effect she had on him. Her hand felt so good around him and his length easily hardened at her touch so eventually he broke the kiss to rest his forehead against hers. "Fuck, baby," he breathed out, one hand sliding up to her cheek and letting his thumb brush over her jawline, then up a little to brush her lower lip. "Why do we even bother to have clothes on when it's so hot?" he muttered, hips moving into her touch slightly. Despite the heat, he just wanted her close now and knew they'd find a way to cool down later. Dropping his hand to her neck, he pulled her in a little more again, dipping his head down to bury against the other side of her neck where his hand wasn't resting and peppered a few kisses against her skin.
Sophie would never tire of the way Alex’s body reacted to her. That he still was so aroused by her even on the day that was hot and made you feel grumpy but could then get caught up in each other. “I mean we could instill no clothes until the air is fixed but are you going to be able to keep your hands off of me or will you constantly end up on me.” Not that she’d have complaints. His mouth peppered her warm almost damp skin with kisses and she mewled happily. “Fuck me.” She whined not wanting sweet moments between them in the hot sticky mess they were in.
Of course her answer put pictures and ideas in his head and he couldn't help but grin and let out a soft laugh. "I can never keep my hands off of you," he murmured before dropping his head to pepper kisses against her skin. He shifted when she whined, almost rolling his hips into her touch before letting his hands fall down to find her underwear and her hand had to pull from around his length so he could take the last bit of clothing off of her. His own boxer briefs were on the floor a moment later and Alex caught Sophie pressed against the wall again. "You're so fucking hot," he cursed out and it was both the warmth of her skin pressed against his and the way he was so incredibly attracted to her. He used one of his hands to  reach for her leg and lift it up so she was standing on one leg but held up against the wall as he adjusted himself so he could slide his length into her.
“I know so what would me walking around naked accomplish other then you possibly bending over something suddenly in need to fuck me.” She grinned,  “Which hot, very hot.” She commented but didn’t divulged further. It didn’t take long before he rid himself and her of the last bits of their clothing, his hand yanking her leg up, her body pressing into the wall to steady herself as he sunk his cock fully into her and she cried out in obvious pleasure her head falling back with a thud against the wall. “Oh god fuck yes.”
"I could be bending you over something or pressing you against a wall, you know.. like this?" He said with a smirk at the way he was holding her against the wall. Their clothes were out of the way easily and Alex didn't really feel like wasting time before he was finally buried inside of her, so he picked her leg up to give himself more room to be able to slide into her. He took a moment to enjoy this connection as Sophie tipped her head back and he groaned softly at the sound of her head falling back against the wall. His movements started slow, his hand holding her leg up still until he guided it to wrap around his waist as best as she could.
“Mmm I’m not sure if we’re making arguments for or against no clothes anymore.” Her voice rasped obviously thick with arousal now that they were so close to each other in that way they obviously needed to forget about the heat. He connected with her sliding fully in till he filled her tight walls completely and she grasped her nails into his shoulders, her head pressing back against the wall. He shifted her leg up higher till it hooked his waist changing the angle of him inside of her and she dug her nails in harder as a slur of curse words fell from her lips.
He could feel her nails digging into his skin and he was sure she was going to leave some kind of mark against his shoulders, not that he really minded. His head tipped forward against, nuzzling in her neck to place nibbling kisses against the damp skin, tasting the saltiness of it. Alex made sure to take a moment to adjust, to the angle, to the way they were pressed together, before he started to pick up the pace of his thrusts and then let his hands start to caress and roam, the hand on her leg sliding up her thigh to her bump while the other caressed at her side and then around to her breast.
The way Alex touched her was something that always drove her crazy. He knew just what to do to drive her mind to insane places in the best ways possible. The ways his hand explored her body, grasping at her bottom and then cupping her breast. Her hips pushing forward to meet his with each time his hand brushed over her nipple hardening the bud and making their hips crash together when he buried himself deep inside of her with each faster thrust.
Alex loved the way Sophie's body reacted to him and when his hand found her breast and he brushed over the nipple, he could feel it hardening and causing him to groan softly. Her hips moved so easily with his and he settled for a quick pace of thrusting his hips. "Fuck," he cursed under his breath before nibbling on Sophie's skin again, trailing kisses to just below her ear and then back to settle on a spot where he suckled a little more, playfully biting against the skin and very aware he was likely to be leaving a mark.
The sound of him groaning, or really any noise that he made when being intimate in some way, she loved hearing. The more vocal he was the better in her eyes and it drove her all that more crazy. He nibbled behind her ear before feeling him stating to suckle and bite a bit lower and harder and she gasped. “Yes!” The feeling so enticing as She thrust her hips forward pinning hard to his. “Don’t stop, don’t stop.” Her more natural instincts taking over rather then the rational ones of him leaving a very visible mark. “Don’t stop Al. Oh god harder.” She wasn’t really sure if she was talking about his thrusts or his mouth.
They weren't constantly marking each other but sometimes Alex enjoyed to leave a mark on her to make sure everyone was aware she was off limits to anyone but him. Not that there was anyone around here who needed to know, but he did enjoy seeing what mark he left every now and again. When Sophie encouraged him to go harder, he opted to bite down a little harder, but not enough to actually hurt her before licking his tongue soothingly over the spot. The way Sophie's hips were thrusting into him more and more, it was easy to bury himself deep inside of her even though his own thrusts came faster now and harder.
She knew what marking represented, at least for Alex. It was a back off, Sophie was his, and only his. Not that he ever acted like he owned her but that feel of like him marking her made her his was erotic from time to time. The bite came harder and she cried out her hand sliding down between them to stroke at her clit as her lavished her skin her hips bucking, her wetness seeping against his cock and her thighs. “Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck.” Her breathing was getting heavier, her hip movements sloppier and it was obvious she was close to her orgasm.
With how pressed together they were to keep Sophie up against the wall, Alex felt her hand sliding between them and he groaned softly, knowing she was going to get so close so soon. "Baby," he breathed out, finally pulling his head back from her neck and briefly glancing at the darkening spot. "I want to feel you around me, I want to feel you come undone. You feel so fucking good," he muttered out, his hand squeezing at her skin a little more before he shifted his hands to her thighs and fully picking her up now.
His hands gripped her and lifted her causing her to bump back into the wall and him to thrust harder into her for a second and she let her head fall back. His words echoed in her mind him wanting to feel her, to feel her come undone around him. It didn’t take much with the way he moved now pinning her to the wall to finally let her now wet hand fall back grasping the wall as she cried out loudly her legs shaking around his body as she felt her walls wrap around him tightly like a vice as she hit her release.
It didn't take much more thrusting once he had hoisted her up against the wall with her legs around his waist until he felt them shaking and her walls tighten around his cock, causing him to moan loudly. "Of fuck, shit.. Soph," he cursed out, thrusting his hips through her orgasm, though slowing a bit to focus on filling her up deeply. "I'm so close, baby.. yes, shit.." His own body was trembling a little as he got closer and closer to his own release.
Her head was fallen back on the wall her breathing heavy as she felt her body twitch and spasm from her release. Everything felt like it was on fire from how warm it was but it still made her crave it. Hearing his voice she gasped her nails digging into his skin a little more. “I wanna feel you.” She breathed. “I wanna feel you come inside of me.” She panted.
Where their skin had been damp before from the heat, it was now definitely coated in sweat. But that didn't bother either of them as they pressed and shifted together. His pace was slower now, but he still buried himself deep inside of her with each thrusts until he couldn't hold back anymore and he cursed out as he reached his own high, pausing briefly as he poured into her, before moving his hips again slowly to ease them both through the feeling. "Fuck... that was so hot," he muttered before bringing his face to hers and nudging her nose with his gently.
Their bodies were definitely damp with sweat, feeling it trickle down her back and between her breasts from the heat. When his hips rutted and then pinned inside of her she felt the spill of his release into her mixing with her own arousal and she whined out. His hips eventually moving gently almost tenderly because they were easing them through the feeling still. “So fucking hot.” She breathed. “See told you there was good distractions.”
He rested his forehead against hers and laughed softly. "I'm still too damn hot," he murmured, but a smile played on his lips now. He took a few moments to just stand with her, before he let out a breath and started to shift a little bit. "Mmh, hold onto me," he murmured as he pulled her off the wall, his arms wrapping around her to support her as he started to walk slowly, very evidently feeling her still snuck around his length as he tried to get them over to the couch so he could sit down with her in his lap.
“Yeah but this is worth being hot for.” She said her breath raspy and panting. Her arms came up and wrapped around him holding onto him before he started to walk away still inside of her causing her to giggle slightly at the feeling. Once they were to the couch she was now straddled his waist. “Mmm we should relax and try and lay as still as possible with the heat. A storm is coming.” Hearing the rumbling, “maybe that’ll make things less hot.”
They had to shift a little to settle on the couch and Alex sucked in a breath at the feeling. "I tried laying as still as possible earlier and I still couldn't sleep, or be comfortable," he said with a shrug. The music had subsided by now so the rumbling could very evidently be heard and Alex nodded. "Let's hope for the best," he murmured, his hands moving to rub along her legs. "The music's off now... does that still count as we had sex to Taylor Swift songs?" he asked with a smirk, "Or would we have to turn it back on and.. keep moving?"
"I know the heat is pretty bad so I am glad at the very least that the babies are at your parents." Without a doubt they would have been cranky and potentially gotten sick with this heat not something she wanted to see happen. His hands massaged her legs and she groaned softly at the feeling. "We definitely had sex to Taylor Swift." she grinned, "I mean we could turn it back on and keep moving but that is going to make us more sweaty." The sheen on her skin showing just how sweaty they already were.
He laughed softly as she grinned at him and he leaned forward a bit to steal a kiss from her lips. "I mean, we're already sweaty, so what's the harm right?" he said with a smirk and brought his hand up to brush a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "We're so gonna need a shower anyway, what difference would a little more moving gonna do?" he asked and licked his lips a little bit.
"We are already sweaty though you know we could go take a dip in the pool." she pointed out, even if it was rumbling a little it would cool them off. "A very cold shower." she chuckled watching him lick his lips. "Alexa play Taylor Swift." she said grinning before leaning in cupping in neck and kissing him.
"We should've just spent more time in the pool the last couple days," he murmured, but was soon distracted once again by the way Sophie looked at him and then leaned in to kiss him. He smirked slightly at the way she leaned in like that and a soft hum left his lips as his hand that had just tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear now moved more to the back of her head to tangle in her hair and then dropped down her back.
"We should have definitely and we are going to have to the next couple days. Skinny dipping in the pool sounds fun doesn't it?" she said grinning plus it'd be relaxing and it's not like anyone was around to see them. His hand cupped and tangled in her hair before dropping down her back. "Mmm." she hummed against his lips. "Do you want me to move my hips or would that be too much." she breathed against his lips not wanting to do anything if he was too sensitive or anything.
"We can't go in the pool if there's actually a storm coming," he murmured, "not when it's too dangerous." He wasn't going to want to risk their lives.. though skinny dipping sounded very appealing. He was caught up in their kiss for a moment and then smiled against her lips at her question. "I think you should move," he murmured before kissing her again deeply, his hand on her thigh squeezing into her skin lightly.
“We’ll maybe it won’t actually storm and then we can.” She pointed out or it’d be a quick storm and then just rain and being in the pool with rain could be relaxing. Or even laying on the lounge chairs in the rain not wearing anything with cold water splashing on them would be something. When he hummed against her lips she nodded taking his squeezing of her thigh as a sign and started rocking her hips in smooth steady motions back and forth against him as her hands travelled his body.
He wasn't opposed to that idea, though apparently they had to just wait out the actual weather to see what it was gonna be like. Sophie nodded, and he moaned softly as she started rocking her hips so smoothly. Not super fast, but also not painfully slow either and he happily closed his eyes to enjoy the feeling a little more. "Mmh, feels so good, baby."
"Yeah?" she licked her lips when he said it felt so good. "Tell me if it gets to be too much." she murmured not wanting him to be too comfortable. She knew it was warm and they had already had an intense moment but being intimate and just playing around by moving her hips was okay. At least until he didn't want her to keep going so she rolled her hips with ease back and forth as her hands took in his body.
He loved the feeling of her hands roaming his body, her fingertips dancing against his skin and that alone caused him to moan softly. Sophie was rolling her hips and he tipped his head back against the back of the couch, nodding slightly. "It's not gonna be too much," he murmured, his hands moving to her hips and caressing her skin lightly.
Her fingers dragged across his hot damp skin, tracing every inch her fingers could reach. Just like he could appreciate her body, she could do the same thing with his. His hands continued to caress her as she moved her hips a little more with him snug inside of her tilting her body back a bit so it was strictly their hips pushing against each other and he could see her naked body easily on top of him.
Alex loved how far from boring their sex life was even though they knew exactly the kind of positions the other liked and how to drive them crazy. Moments like this were some of his favourites, not because the angle in which he was buried inside of her was particularly tight or it was easy to go harder and faster, but because he could actually see Sophie moving, take her body while she arched it to roll her hips into his. "Oh yes," he murmured out, letting his eyes wander over her every part he could see. Eventually, he let his hands slide to the small of her back, then up along her spine, sitting up a little straighter and leaning forward, closer to her in the process. With his arms wrapped around her and his hand finding and gripping the back of her neck, he pulled her in the rest of the way so he could meet her lips in a kiss.
Alex was the only one she felt this comfortable with. To see her fully and not worry about a single thing. He looked at her like she was the single greatest thing in the universe to him and it could still bring her skin to goosebumps even after years. So she let him scan his eyes over her body, leaned back as her hips pressed down into his grinding shortly and then rolling again before he was sitting up and pressing back into her. The grip at her neck made her moan before her mouth was covered by his in a heated kiss her fingers coming up to grasp into the back of his hair.
Their upper bodies pressed together again, despite the heat and how obviously sweaty they already were, but Alex didn't want any more space between them right now. He had a firm grip on the back of her neck and groaned into their kiss when her fingers started to grasp the back of his hair. It was getting longer again, it was messy and damp, but Sophie didn't seem to care and he just loved the way her fingers felt tangling in the strands.
She could feel the damp strands in her fingers but she didn’t care. The mix of how hot it was and the sweat they were causing because they couldn’t keep their hands off each other was hot. She tugged at his hair that was getting quite long pulling his mouth away from hers, tilting his head back before she slammed him back into the couch and covering his mouth with hers in a heavier kiss.
Alex let out an unhappy grunt when she pulled him back from their kiss but a moment later that turned into more of a gasp as she pushed him back hard to fall back against the couch. "Oh," he breathed out before her lips were on his again and this kiss was heavier, harder, hungrier than before. His hands raked over her back, pressing her into him a little more and for the moment he was more caught up in the kiss than about what their hips were doing, moving or not because her lips had a way of making his head spin and leaving him breathless.
Typically Sophie wasn’t the more aggressive in sex, she tended to always let Alex take a more dominate side to things but it didn’t mean she didn’t have her moments where she’d sometimes flip the script. The kiss was heavy, hard, her tongue tangling with his before she broke away sometime later leaving them both gasping for breath. She continued to rock her hips her mouth trailing down to his neck before she pressed him back against the couch and lifted herself and pressed down hard against his length.
When their kiss eventually broke, Alex was breathing heavily, gasping for air but all too happy experiencing this side of Sophie. It just had a ring of her oozing confidence to it that he absolutely loved to see. He closed his eyes and tilted his head back a bit, enjoying the feeling of her mouth on his skin before she pressed him back a little more and started to bounce on his length, causing him to let out a moan and his hands reaching out to grip her thighs as if he needed something to hold onto and obviously he wanted his hands on Sophie.
The sound of his breathless pants, the way his hands were grasping at her body as she started to bounce against his length with ease given she was already incredibly wet from their earlier mix of the two of them together. Her hand tugged his hair back again even though he was flat against the back of the couch and bit into his shoulder as she pushed her hips hard into his. “Fuck.” The word came out sloppy when her mouth released from his shoulder the sound of saliva slurping against her lips as she positioned herself to really ride him now.
He was breathing heavily, letting her tug his head back as her teeth nibbled on his skin as if seeking out a spot. A low growl left Alex's lips when she bit at his shoulder and his hands squeezed hard into her legs. "Oh fuck, baby.." he let out as she shifted a little on top of him. "Yes.. oh god," he moaned, mildly aware that she would love him being vocal but also her actions just causing him to want get this out. "Shit, Soph…"
His hands gripped onto her legs as if he was holding on for dear life but she kind of loved it. The way he had to hold onto her and touch her. She knew he was being more vocal to encourage her and that she loved to hear him so she moved her hips with ease gliding up and down his shaft quick and hard as soft breathy whimpers started to fall from her parted lips.
With still being stimulated from their previous activity against the wall and the way Sophie was just now moving on top of him, Alex soon felt that wonderfully tingling feeling inside him bubbling up and causing him to let out another almost breathy groan. "Oh fuck, baby I'm so fucking close," he breathed out, licking his lips and sucking the lower one in briefly to bite on it. "So good," he repeated.
She knew it wouldn’t take much once she was really moving against him to get him close from their previous activity moments ago but didn’t mean she wasn’t going to put her all into pleasuring him. Her hips continued moving her own legs shaking so that he could probably feel them shaking around him as she tried to get them close together to find their release at the same time. It took another minute before she was nodding and whimpering her stomach tightening in obvious tension waiting for her release to match his
She was moving so expertly on him like she just knew how to move to get them both closer to that much wanted release. Alex opened his eyes again to see Sophie, nodding and whimpering and he nodded too, their eyes locking in a silent conversation to find that release together. He could feel his own muscles trembling slightly while Sophie shook against him and he finally let go of her legs to wrap his arms around her and pull her in, releasing deep inside of her while he felt like the mix of fluids would've easily pushed him out of her if they weren't in the position they were currently in. "Fucking hell," he muttered under her breath before reaching up to cup Sophie's cheek and pull her in for a kiss.
She could feel her release, her legs shaking and then they both reached their last release together him filling her as her walls wrapped tighter around her, her hips pinning down into his because the feeling was so intense her body was slightly spasming against him as she felt overly full at the moment. “Oh fuck. Oh fuck.” She panted coming down as he pulled her down for a kiss and her lips melted against his before pulling back. “Can’t breathe that was so..  wow.” Her body going limp against him.
Alex was panting hard, even though he was sitting down this felt more like work out with a very, very happy outcome. Their kiss wasn't long, but they both needed to breathe and he let out a laugh as he tipped his head back against the back of the couch. "Wow describes it pretty well," he murmured, his arms loosening around her a bit before he shifted, slightly not to be moving too much but so that he could move to the side enough to lay down against the couch with Sophie fully resting on top of him and against his chest.
“Mmm I think wow is a light statement you feel amazing.” She murmured her body still limp against him. He shifted and she whined a tiny bit feeling super sensitive as he positioned them to lay down. “We’re covered in sweat and once we move it’s going to be a mess.” She murmured tucking into his chest his heart beat fast that she could hear
"So double wow?" he questioned, a soft chuckle leaving his lips. "I don't know what you just did though, how'd you move like that?" he asked, a small grin curling onto his lips before he started to shift them so they could lay down against the couch. "Yeah I don't think I can move any time soon," he groaned softly. It was incredibly warm in the house, or in the room in general but the light sweat that covered them helped cool them down a little bit and honestly Alex rather wanted to just take a moment to lay with her before even thinking about moving.
“Double wow Yeah.” She laughed softly against him. “Mm guess I had a sudden spur of creativity with my moves for once.” She teased as they laid there happy that the light sweat and the fans at least gave a little cooling in the hot house. “You know this couch pulls out into a bed and we always end up laying like this.” She laughed. “Next time I ride you on the couch we’re opening it first.” She teased her breath raspy as she closed her eyes to steady her breathing.
"Oh there clearly wasn't a good time to pull the couch out," he pointed out with a smirk. "Not really sure we could've handled the task with me inside of you. And I kinda enjoyed that more than pulling the couch out." Alex shifted his head a little so he could look at her and a smile formed on his lips as he reached up to brush some of her sweaty hair from her face. They lay like that for a while until Alex felt like his skin was burning again and he groaned softly. "How's a cold shower sound to you?" he asked.
“Okay maybe you inside of me would have made it harder but like more room.” She pointed out before giggling softly knowing they hadn’t really been in the mood to stop or anything and if he had pulled out chances were they wouldn’t have had a second round. “Like it’s really far away.” She laughed. “Feel like we need a cold bath or something and then sleep in that.” She teased.
"We're not gonna sleep in the tub," he murmured. "That's just gonna get really uncomfortable and then tomorrow I'm gonna be hot and have backpain." He let his hand brush up and down over her back slightly and eventually, when he felt like he had regulated his breathing, he let out a soft sight. "Babe.. I love laying like this but I'm getting really, uncomfortably hot.."
“It’d be so much cooler then.” She chuckled softly. After a little bit she could feel their skin sticking together and she knew he’d be so warm. “Okay just roll me over first before you pull out or we’re gonna make a mess all over. Can you grab a towel quick when you get up.” She murmured softly since she really didn’t want to make a mess all over the couch.
He laughed softly when she asked him to roll over first, but part of his brain that didn't feel like it was melting away knew she had a point. He shifted, rolling them over before he pushed himself up and their skin made a funny noise when he pulled it off of the others. "I'll be right back," he murmured, getting off the couch and he was off to the downstairs bathroom, since it was just a shorter way, to grab a towel that he returned with. They ended up taking a relatively long cold shower before finally deciding to give sleep another try. "Just be warned, you are not getting cuddles," Alex warned as he put a pair of boxer briefs on and then climbed into their bed.
After she cleaned herself up enough to actually stand they had a long very cold shower that was much needed. By the time she got out leaving her hair damp down her back to keep her cooler longer she headed out to the bed and crawled onto the satin sheets that were there to keep things cooler. “Don’t worry I’m not asking for any cuddles and I’m also not putting clothes on so deal with it.” She said climbing into the bed and curling herself up to try and enjoy being as cool as possible in front of the little mini portable water ac that actually at this moment felt pretty good.
He turned and lifted his head a little to look at her, brow arched as she very nakedly climbed into bed. "You say that like I'd actually have a problem with having you naked in my bed," he said with a smirk. Maybe it was the cold shower, or maybe it was just exhaustion, but after leaning over to give Sophie a quick kiss, Alex relatively quickly dozed off and actually slept for a couple hours. When he woke, the first thing he could hear was heavy rain tapping on the windows before realizing that sound just made the urge to go pee even worse. So he crawled out of bed and disappeared in the bathroom. He felt less tired, less grumpy and generally more rested than before and since it was well into the morning at this point, he was just gonna stay up and get some coffee. He cracked a few windows open to be able to let the cooler air in before he padded downstairs and start some coffee. While he was waiting, he looked outside and something about the downpour caused him to get an idea and a grin formed on his lips. He ventured off to found one of the portable speakers he often took on tour with him and set it up out on the porch. The dogs seemed happy to venture out and lay out on the porch where they were secure from the rain but enjoying the slightly cooler air and Alex took a brief moment to pet them before headed inside again and towards the stairs. "BABE! COME DOWNSTAIRS," he called up, not even sure whether she was awake or not. He didn't wait for her to come though, just headed in the kitchen to grab a cup of coffee and take a large sip of it, then hurried outside to set his phone up with the speaker and find the song that had planted this idea in his mind.
“Oh your bed huh?” She commented chuckling as she made herself as comfortable as possible on the bed. It didn’t take long for them to doze off at all, they were asleep and between the fans and little mini ac it managed to help them sleep for a few hours. The bed moved when Alex got up but she just shifted more onto her belly and rested against the cool satin letting her body drift back off. She could hear the sound of the rain beating down on the windows and she hoped it would drop the temperature a little bit to be comfortable. When Alex yelled up for her she jumped slightly sitting up and running a hand over her face. “What?” She called back but no answer so she grabbed one of Alex’s basic white tee shirts that barely covered anything more than the top of her bottom and headed downstairs to look for him. She could see the dogs weren’t there so she was worried that the dogs had gotten out or something happened so she hurried to the door and pushed it open. Not really caring she basically had next to nothing on as she stepped out into the porch. “What happened?”
Thankfully, their property was spacious and there wasn't really any way for anyone who wasn't trespassing (and that would be a whole different problem) to see them. So Alex didn't bother to put on any more clothes than the underwear he had worn to bed and he was pleasantly surprised Sophie actually wore a short when she came hurrying outside. He had just found the song and was grinning at her as the first verse of Taylor Swift's Sparks Fly was playing on the speaker. He cranked the volume up a little more and then started backing towards the steps that led off the porch, walking down them backwards and into the downpour of rain. By the time the chorus started he was already drenched from the rain, but he held his hands out for Sophie and started to sing along. "Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain..."
She knew no one was going to see her unless their help showed up early that day which with the rain she highly doubted it and people probably didn’t know they were back home in Baltimore which meant no attempted at trespassing. So when she came outside and saw that he had things set up and the music playing a grin tugged to her lips and a laugh followed shortly after. “What is this?” She asked before he was leading them off the porch the rain pelting down on them and in no time his white shirt on her was now see through and pretty much pointless as it looked like she was wearing nothing. So when he started to sing along she moved into him and “kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain.” Singing along with him as she half bounced in the rain now to the song.
He didn't bother to answer her question, because he was sure she'd figure out what he was doing moments later. The white shirt she was wearing, he was assuming was his, was drenched in seconds and she really wasn't wearing anything underneath, but he couldn't care less in that moment. He laughed as she reached him, her body moving into his as she sang along and he took her hand to twirl her before pulling her back in, not really dancing but more bouncing around to the song. By the second time the chorus played, Alex reached up to cup her face and pull her in to actually kiss her this time, grinning against her lips because he knew he had said kissing in the rain just wasn't for him - but he continued to learn all the sides of him that Sophie brought out.
She was glad that it was one of those days where it was just them because typically Alex would have been more freaked out about her outfit choices but instead he was doing something he knew she would love. Even if it wasn’t necessarily his favorite thing or something he explored because of her she appreciated it. He twirled her out in the rain and she came back into him giggling and obviously just happy as can be to be dancing and singing in the rain before he pulled her in at the exact timing of the music and kissed her, her arms threading around his neck as the water came pouring down onto them.
He hadn't once reconsidered this once the idea popped into his head, but the look on Sophie's face now as he twirled her in the rain was making everything so worth it. He just wanted her happy, and it was never just grand gestures with her to get that. It was the simple things, like dancing in the pouring rain right now and he laughed against her lips once he had pulled her in for a kiss and felt her arms wrapping around his neck. His fingers slid into her wet strands of hair slightly and he deepened the kiss before slowly pulling away and dropping his hands from her head to wrap his arms around her. He slid them down under her bottom, just below the hem of the shirt that was clinging to skin right now and he picked her up like that, lifting her up so she was half against him, her head  easily towering over him and he twirled them in the rain, laughing and giggling and really just having a good time.
It was one of the sweetest moments, after being miserable from the heat to intense sex shared between them now he was dancing with her in the pouring rain to Taylor Swift. It really was the small things like this that made her love Alex as much as she did, the small things that could just make her smile. He kissed her hard and the rain poured down on them and she felt like they were the only two people in the whole world at that moment. When he lifted her she kept her arms around him as she was now up over him and he twirled her around with him her hair spraying out causing her to laughing and squeal and she understood why she continually fell in love again and again with Alex for moments where they were like this.
He head to tip his head back to look up at her now, but even when the rain was pouring on his face that way, he still couldn't get enough of looking at Sophie  and seeing the pure joy on her face, in her laugh. He chimed in on the laughter as he let her slide down in his arms until her feat hit the floor again, his arms bunching up the shirt on her back and leaving her exposed before he let go enough to fix the fabric over her bottom again, shaking his head a little bit. "There's barely any point in even wearing this shirt," he teased.
He slowly let her down the shirt bunching up leaving her bare from the waist down outside before he fixed it. “I mean I didn’t know you were gonna take me out into the pouring rain.” She laughed looking down to see it was completely translucent and see through. “It is kind of pointless and it’s heavy with all the water in it.” Before she reached down and pulled off the very heavy water logged shirt and tossed it on the grass. “Now I’m naked outside.” She grinned.
Alex let out a soft groan when Sophie pulled off the shirt without even hesitating and once the fabric was off, he pulled her in against him and wrapped his arms low around her. "I don't like you running around naked outside," he reminded her, but he wasn't doing anything to make her go put something on this second. He was aware that not a lot of people would even be out in this weather, let alone anyone near them anyway.
His arms wrapped low around her pulling her in, she was sure to cover her bottom while his body covered her front. “It’s our backyard babe no one is going to see me.” She said giggling. “I think we’ll survive this once with me naked outside. Plus how am I going to sunbathe naked outside when the weather is nice? This is the first summer I’m not pregnant with a bump in the summer I want to enjoy it.” She murmured “relax okay? The rain feels soooooo nice”.
"How about you sunbathe not naked?" he questioned, holding her to him but kind of more relaxed than he'd usually be, maybe because of what he got to do with her earlier, or because of the rain he was sure would be keeping any and all people away. "You can just wear one of your tiny bikinis to sunbathe in?" he suggested since he knew he wasn't going to ever be able to stop her from wearing those anyway.
"Why can't I sunbathe naked I won't get any tan lines that way. No one is going to see me." she rolled her eyes at the man. "I mean those are already tiny and you say they cover nothing so what's the difference?" she hummed. "Come on lets grab the lounge mattresses and lay in the rain together.
"There's not even any sun right now," he said and grinned slightly. He turned his head to look over where they where and other than people, who weren't even there, nobody was able to see them. "Alright, alright," he chuckled softly and slowly let go of her so she could lead the way.
"No not right now but there will be sun other days." she pointed out. Taking his hand she got him to spin her around as they walked even being naked, which wasn't something she'd normally feel so comfortable doing. Though she did feel really good today. Grabbing the weather proof cushions she dragged them out onto the grass and flopped onto one while Alex pulled the other one next to her. "Mmm you know laying in the rain, it feels nice." she murmured.
Alex let her lead the way and he even lifted his arm so she could spin when she started to. He helped set up the cushions before flopping down on one and turning his head to look at Sophie. "Yeah I don't know if I'm a fan," he admitted with a soft chuckle, but he didn't get up and sprinted to get out of the rain, he rather decided to be doing this with Sophie.
They got everything set up and she had the rain hitting down and on them as she turned into her side to face him. "It's relaxing the rain dropping down onto you, plus it feels so nice and cool right now with the rain and everything." she murmured, the rain wasn't pouring as hard, but it was still definitely raining as she closed her eyes. "But if you want to go lay on the lounge and just ogle me from there." she teased.
He shifted and turned more onto his side towards her. "Ogle you from over there? Now that sounds a little creepy," he murmured before rolling all the way over to lay in his stomach. He folded his arms to make a pillow for his head before resting down a little more
"Are you saying you've never ogled me before?" she raised a brow now looking at him. When he turned over onto his stomach and rested his head so that it was covered a little bit. "Babe if you don't want to lay here you can go lay on the lounge on the patio with the dogs, I don't mind."
A grin spread on his lips. "Not while you were laying naked in the rain," he said truthfully, because that was a first. But clearly he had looked at her and watched her before. "Are you sending me off?" he asked, lifting his head a little and chuckling softly before shaking his head. "I'm okay right here," he murmured and lifted his head back down on his arms.
"Maybe not in the rain but you can't act like you haven't ogled me ever. Let alone while I'm naked." Because he had definitely checked her out naked before. "I'm not sending you off." she laughed softly, "You just don't seem very relaxed now, or at least not as relaxed as I am laying here." she said rolling over onto her back which left her completely exposed, her eyes closed and sighing happily at how cool her body now felt.
"You can't even blame me for that," he said with a grin and chuckled softly. He shrugged his shoulders at her comment. "That's because you're laying out here naked and I can't just cover you up from everyone but me," he murmured, though he was more calm about it then he would have been in the past. He shifted a little to get more comfortable. "Should've just laid down in the hammocks," he murmured.
"I don't blame you at all, but just saying that you have definitely ogled me and if it's creepy now it was creepy then babe." she pointed out chuckling softly. "There's no need to cover me up because no one is going to see anything." she murmured. "Okay would you feel better if we went and laid together in the hammocks?"
Alex scrunched up his nose a little but then shrugged and laughed a little. He lifted his head again to look at her, considering her suggestion momentarily before he nodded. "Actually yes, but that depends.. are we gonna share a hammock or do you rather want to leave in one by yourself?" he questioned, before pushing himself up and shaking his head in an attempt to get some of the water out of his hair.
"We can share the hammock together if you are okay with that." she murmured, "And with the trees it won't come down as hard on us so it'll keep us nice and cool, we can relax, and you can stop worrying someone is going to see my naked even though they still could have seen me the shirt didn't cover anything if that was the case." she pointed out.
Alex started to push himself up to get off the cushion and then walked over to stand by Sophie's side, holding his hands out so he could pull her up and back onto her feet. "I don't really believe anyone's as crazy as we are to be out in this rain," he chuckled softly. "But I'd appreciate hiding away a bit," he murmured and leaned in once she was standing in front of him to capture her lips in a soft kiss. He took her hand after that to lead her to where the hammocks were set up and he easily got into one to lay comfortably before tugging Sophie in so she'd lay with him.
Reaching up she took his hands and was pulled up to her feet. She could compromise and make it so that they were more comfortable for him. "I don't think anyone will be out in the rain either but I also think we have a lot of property like dozens upon dozens of acres that no one is going to see us." she said again. Her lips pressed softly against his as they moved towards the hammocks and crawled into with him and laid her naked body into his mostly naked body, their wet skin sliding against each other until she settled with her one leg over him. "There, the trees stop some of the rain but we still get some to keep us nice and cool." since they didn't need to rush for anything.
He was glad she easily agreed to move to the hammock and he smiled softly as they started to climb in together and settled so her body rested against his, mostly skin on skin contact with her leg draped over him and he hummed softly as his arm wrapped around her, his other hand resting against her knee. "Can't tell me this isn't more comfortable," he said with a soft chuckle, pressing a kiss to the top of her head and then closing his eyes.
They laid against each other and she sighed happily into his arms. “I don’t know it was pretty relaxing out there too so I would say both are comfortable and enjoyable. You just didn’t like me being so naked and exposed.” She said with a shrug as she snuggled up and tucked her head into his chest.
"I do like you being naked," he said, his hand sliding up from her knee over her leg and up over her bum and up her back, before trailing all the way back down again. "Just want to have that view all to myself," he murmured. He liked the way she was snuggled into him, he could feel her breath on his skin, sure she could hear and feel his heart beating.
"I know you do, and you do have that view all to yourself. No kids, no friends around, no people, so the view is strictly yours. Now you just get to enjoy it outside and inside for today." she murmured softly. "The rain feels so good doesn't it though so nice and cooling."
"I wouldn't be happy laying here if we had friends around," he admitted. He kept moving his hand, caressing up and down and also mindlessly taking in her skin. "I'm feeling more of you and less of the rain," he chuckled softly.
"I know you wouldn't be but I wouldn't have gotten all naked if friends were around babe." she pointed out because Sophie didn't exactly want people seeing her naked if it could be prevented. "Well I can move a little bit if you want to feel more of the rain."
"The white shirt really wasn't hiding much of you though," he grinned softly. "Was that my shirt? If it's gonna be stained from the grass now I'm totally blaming you," he teased. When she suggested moving, he shook his head. "No, no. I'm good."
"Well had people been over I would have put on more than a white shirt babe, I knew we were alone." she chuckled shaking her head. "It was your shirt and I promise that it will come clean and if it doesn't I'll buy you a new one even if you have other white shirts." she giggled as he said he was good. "Mmm thought so."
"I have other shirts but apparently I have to share them with you so if this one's ruined, a new one would probably be a good idea," he chuckled softly. They lay together for a little bit longer but a distant rumbling of thunder and far away view of lightning caused Alex to start to shift. "I think this may be our sign to get back inside.. "
"Oh so I'm ruining all your shirts is that what I'm doing?" she asked teasing him as she shook her head. Laying there with the raining water was so peaceful and then there was rolling thunder and she sighed. "How about can we go lay on the cushions under the porch? I'll put on a nightgown and we can still at least get the cool breeze but safe from the lightening."
"No, you're just stealing all my shirts is what I'm saying," he said with a smirk, but he really didn't mind at all, not with most of his shirts at least. He shifted so they would start to get up and shrugged his shoulders. "I guess we can do that, yeah. No fun going back inside where it's way too hot is it? We should grab food though, I'm starving."
“I am not stealing all your shirts.” She said rolling her eyes. “Gonna steal your favorites if you’re not careful.” Grinning up at Alex. “No I mean I’m hoping with the windows and door open that it’ll cool the house down but we can lay the cushions out, grab some food, grab some towels and just relax, still feel the nice cold breeze and not feel all hot.”
They climbed out of the hammock and while Sophie was going on about how they should spend this very welcome break from the heat, he almost tackled her by wrapping his arms around her and then pulling her into him. "Yeah, we can do that. As long as there's food, I'm in," he grinned, pressing a kiss to her temple and then starting to walk them back to the porch where the dogs were now perking up, apparently neither of them had wanted to be in the rain.
His arms wrapped around her and she almost slipped when he tackled her. A laugh left her lips as his arms now firmly around her. "Are you still trying to cover me up?" she teased. "We can definitely have food, there's a bunch of fruits and deli meats and cheeses, we can make like a charcuterie board for out here." she offered. Glancing back at the three dogs she smiled, "I love our little crazy brood." she chuckled. "Alright I'll go get a night gown if you go start grabbing the food."
"No," he laughed. "Just trying to get you back inside and shelter you from the storm." Once back on the porch, Alex greeted the dogs and scratched Peyton behind his ears. "You love the pack too, don't you old man?" he cooed and then smiled as he briefly petted the other two too before heading inside. "Don't forget to bring towels!" Alex called after Sophie as he wandered into the kitchen to start setting something to eat up for them.
“Oh keeping me safe from the storm huh?” She grinned because it was true probably at least he would always try. “He’s such a good big brother.” She murmured before heading upstairs. She dried herself off and pulled on a very thin nightgown and then grabbed extra towels and two extra sheets. Making her way back downstairs she found him. “Okay I’m gonna also grab an iPad we can set up a movie and just relax together.” A smile on her lips that showed how happy she was.
Alex knew they were lucky to have all these animals who got along so well, including this funny little pack of dogs that were so different and yet such good friends. "He is, and they're just always keeping him up and moving." He passed them and headed for the kitchen, starting to get the food ready until Sophie returned to join him. He turned his head, taking her in and matching the smile on her face. "As long as you pick a movie you're not gonna be mad if I fall asleep during," he teased with a soft chuckle and after a quick "catch" he threw a grape at her, grinning cheekily as he picked another one up to pop into his mouth this time.
"Well it's good that they are, after Baz..." she trailed off, knowing he could have been a lot more sad if it was only him but her dogs kept him busy even though she missed Willa's little buddy. "Oh are you going to fall asleep again, after you just slept a few hours." she teased because honestly falling asleep to the rain like that sounded wonderful. When he threw the grape she tried to catch it in her mouth but missed but thankfully her hands managed to catch it and popped it into her mouth. "Mmm so good." she nodded before settling things out on their large overhang porch in the back. She got the dry cushions and wiped down the little bit of rain that splashed onto them and set them up before heading in and grabbing some of the couch pillows and setting that up as well so they had essentially a large cushion bed and set up the around the edge and a sheet over the cushions and then a sheet at the bottom if they wanted to cover themselves up if they got a little cold before grabbing a table and setting up the iPad and hooking it to the bluetooth radio Alex had outside. "Alright look at this a little outside watching the rain date night." as the thunder rumbled.
"Yeah," Alex said softly and nodded. He could barely grasp that the little dog had been gone for almost a year now, and maybe just maybe he felt like while there was no way any dog could ever replace him, he'd love to have another little puppy around, one Willa would end up loving just as much as she had loved Baz. Sophie got busy setting up a comfortable spot for them and when Alex carried out a tray with all kinds of foods they could munch on, he had to agree this looked much like a date night they just whipped up. "Looks pretty comfortable to me," he agreed with a smile.
His voice was soft and she gave a sad smile. “I miss him too you know. I know Willa does too.” Sometimes she could hear he call for Baz randomly which was so sad but she didn’t dare bring up the topic of puppies. She never wanted him to think she wanted to replace the Baz. “It does I have the cushions extra thick to keep us comfy, and then towels around the outside if the breeze pushes any rain towards us. Then I have a sheet down on the cushion and another sheet if we get a little chilly and our theatre.” She gestured grinning. “Pretty great date night spur of the moment.” Which was true. “Now how about either some wine or mixed drinks to add in?”
"I know. I really miss him." He didn't really say it like that often but it was true, he missed the little pup he'd had for so many years. Alex grinned slightly and then let out a soft laugh. "Except it's nowhere near night.. Or barely even noon," he said with a smirk but then nodded. "It's what, Sunday though right? We can do what we want on Sundays. Including having some whine for our date set up," he told her. "Red wine?" he asked before he was off to find one that would go well with the food.
“I don’t want you to think he could ever be replaced but do you ever think about getting puppies? I mean Willa misses him and you always said you wanted Noah to grow up with a puppy.” She meant it more for a someday she didn’t mean today or this month even. “So we’ll have a long date day into night.” She said since it was true. “Red wine sounds perfect. Grab the bottle.” She called after him when he went to retrieve one.
"I have," he said without really thinking much or hesitating. "But I don't think I'm ready to actually look for one yet. We've got so many animals around here, I still have another tour coming up," he said. Alex wasn't gone long to get the wine and two glasses and he filled the but before settling down. "C'mere," Alex murmured with a smile.
"True a puppy or two on tour with three kids might be a lot." she said, "Unless you aren't planning for us to go with you." They hadn't discussed the second leg of the tour. "We don't have to rush but someday it might be nice, for the kids, for you." she said giving a small smile. Moving towards Alex she smiled, "I think this turned out to be pretty great, hot sex, date night in the rain, now laying watching the storm. You're a romantic more than you think baby."
"Of course I want you to come. If you're not busy with a project yourself, I always want you and the kids in the road with me," Alex said, like he had never even considered anything else. Sometimes he thought  things would be different if they didn't have the kids but then he also felt like he could never tire of having Sophie around, so maybe it wouldn't be so different except maybe she was gonna do more projects for herself. He shook his head and chuckled softly. "You set this up not me," he reminded her as they settled down comfortably.
She sometimes wondered if they hadn't had kids if he would want her on the road as much as he said he did but she didn't bring that up. it'd probably start problems for something that wasn't even possible, they had three kids. "I don't think I have any projects unless I have promotion which right now I think the show will go forward since that's part of the British acting union but no projects in the US with the actors guild strike." she said with a shrug. She didn't mind. They were standing up for the right things. "I set this part up, but it was a mixed effort all day."
"Then yeah, I was hoping you'd be coming with me," he said with a smile. "The van for us is being all set up too so we should be good to travel with three kids and the dogs," he told her. Settling down together it really wasn't long until their dogs came closer to see if they could get some food or at least a comfortable spot to lay down in. "Alright, so nothing right now and then maybe some things coming up in the near future," he said with a nod. "Do you wish you were doing more?" he then asked softly.
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Fuck the context and the way you portrayed shinso in your brother fic of him was so hot. Can’t wait for him to become unhinged and not even care what his parents would think/if they’re home and just defile you whenever he wants bc he’s just that desperate
Prelude -  gonna call this mess “FaMiLy BoNdInG” and bruh trust me it’s a mess but I tried so enjoy k gbye
Pairing - Aizawa X Reader X Shinsou
Prompt - at the top and combined with these two!
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Warnings - psuedo-incest, NSFW, non con, dubcon, all the cons. Step dad Aizawa and step bro Shinsou are a force to be reckoned with. Mentions of DP at the end.
Music - I listened to https://open.spotify.com/track/1xFfbxmfenEpn4WawGWXiA?si=OUFp4ANsSR-6V_H187Eblw while writing even though it has NO relation to the fic spsosfnjsdhgsslfdn dead
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You were sitting at the kitchen table, drinking soda and scrolling mindlessly on your phone when your stepbrother had come up behind you, looping his arms over your shoulders as he leaned down.
“Hey girlie, what’re you doing?”
“Nothin’.” You shifted, moving so his mouth was away from your ear, squirming uncomfortably. 
There was a beat of silence, before Shinsou stood, his presence looming behind you like a harbinger of evil. “Come up to my room? I’m tired, wanna hold you.” You sighed, hunching your shoulders and curling in upon yourself. You knew it wasn’t a question, wasn’t a request that you could ignore or refuse. He was just giving you the illusion of having a choice. Well,  you did have a choice;  go with your brother willingly, or get dragged, risk him getting angry if you said you were feeling sick, get into a fight with the man that could pin you to the ground without breaking a sweat.
“Shinsou…. “
“C’mon.” He didn’t wait for you to figure out how to beg for him to leave you be, grabbing your arm and hauling you to your feet with ease. You went limp, what else could you do?
The purple-haired man reached under your skirt, a modest, knee-length thing, wrenching your panties down with one hand.  You squeezed your eyes shut when his hand brushed against your hip, when he eyed the panties clutched in his fist.
“Cute.”
Gross. 
Then he was tugging you along, headed towards his room. 
You were so tired.
Mind almost shutting down, you stumbled when the audible clanking of the garage door beginning to open could be heard.
Dad was home.
Wide eyed, you caught Shinsou’s equally-surprised gaze, the man in front of you tightening his grip on your arm. Without another word, his pace was quickened.  Aizawa wasn’t supposed to get home until midnight, was supposed to be working late at the office. 
Shinsou tugged you into his room, slammed the door shut,  pushed you onto the bed. He had a sense of urgency; he was stressed, thrown off by the sudden and unexpected arrival of your father. “Gotta be quiet now, don’t want dad to hear us, right?”
You nodded, dazed, exhausted. Nothing had happened yet and you were already retreating inside your mind, resigning yourself to whatever your older brother was going to do today. He had said he wanted to cuddle, but that usually meant lazy sex while he hugged you, kissing your neck and falling asleep after making the both of you cum.
Without any preamble, the man climbed onto the bed, putting a hand on your shoulder to gently guide you to lay back. Then he was scrabbling at your shirt, pulling it over your head and leaving you in nothing but your bralette and skirt. He kneeled between your legs, pulling your skirt up to mid thigh to give him more room to maneuver.
“Shinsou please don’t, dad’s-“
“Shhhh, just do what I say and you’ll be fine.”
Shinsou spat into his palm, the sound making you cringe as you thumbed at the soft blankets underneath you. He was unbuttoning his pants, shoving at his underwear until he could get his cock free. The man went quicker than usual as he slicked up his length with his spit, very much aware of the presence of someone else in the house. 
At this point, Shinsou really didn’t care.
He had been fucking you for so long, pulling you aside for a quickie when your parents ran to the store, taking his time when they went away for a weekend,  fucked you on the couch when they went out for date-night. Feeling particularly bold today, he barely thought to pause when your father had gotten home. Right now, he wanted to lay down with his little sister, fuck you until you fell asleep, and then cuddle with your pliant body. Dad home or not, he was determined.
Your skirt was pushed even further up your body, the material bunching at your waist so your stepbrother had unfettered access to your bare pussy. Clenching your eyes shut, you turned your head away as you felt Shinsou pull your hips into his lap so he could rub his cock against your folds. He hissed at the sensation, spitting into his hand again before reaching around his cock to smear his saliva onto your puffy slit, too impatient and hurried to properly prep you.
It was odd to see the purple haired man like this; usually he was very laid-back, slow and gathered in his movements. Right now he was rushing, pushing the tip of his cock slowly into your entrance when usually he would still be making you cry on his fingers. The stretch was immediate, almost burning, and your lungs tightened.
A hand reached up to cover your mouth, Shinsou’s thumb massaging your cheek as he hushed you. You grabbed onto his arm, not to pull him away (it would be useless, he was so much stronger than you), but to ground yourself,  able to do nothing but hold onto the man causing you pain.
The sound of dishes clattering down in the kitchen had Shinsou’s hips bucking forward suddenly, filling you up, pressing too far, too soon. He swore lowly, hand tightening around your mouth as you let out a pained noise.
His hips stilled, the hand not at your mouth petting soothingly at your hip in an imitation of comfort. Funny, you thought - you wouldn’t need comfort if your stupid step brother could manage to keep his dick in his pants.
As the seconds passed, both of you aware of Aizawa down in the kitchen, your muscles slowly relaxed. The stretch burned less, felt more manageable. Still, you were entirely unprepared when Shinsou drew his hips back before rutting into you.
You screeched, the sound muffled by his hand but undeniably loud.  Shinsou leaned over you, unwittingly pushing himself deeper as he tried to soothe you with his quiet “Shhh, shhh, it’s okay, you’re okay.”
If you were able, you would scream that you weren’t. You weren’t okay, nothing was okay. Everything about this was wrong. Wrong wrong wrong. The way his hips were twitching into you, the way he kissed your cheeks and thumbed away your tears. The pleasure that was sparking in your core, the fact that it was your stepbrother getting ready to pound you into the mattress.
He was thrusting smoothly now, cock drilling into you a a steady pace. You were getting wet, the slide easier and less painful, pleasure slowly filtering in. When Shinsou plucked at your clit, you squirmed, hips shamefully moving to meet his own. He started increasing the pace, breathing heavily as the two of you rocked together on the bed. Occasionally his bed creaked, the wood rubbing at the joints and squeaking. 
On one hand, you hoped dad didn’t hear. On the other, you wished he would -  that he’d come save you from his son.
You got a mockery of your wish.
“Kids?”  Aizawa was walking up the stairs, the third step that always creaked whenever someone tread on it announcing his ascent.
“Shit.” Shinsou breathed, pulling out of you, manhandling you quickly. He threw back the covers of his bed, shoved you down, settled behind you. He didn’t have to tell you to be good - the taboo, disgustingly wrong nature of what he had been doing was too embarrassing for you to reveal to your stepfather. Accusing his biological son of assaulting you? Raping you? Would dad even believe you? You didn’t want him to see you like this, you couldn’t.
Dad knocked as Shinsou pulled the covers up, covering your state of undress. You knew your bralette straps were still visible, and Shinsou still had his shirt on. It would probably just look like the two of you had been napping, but then again, it would still seem odd. Whenever your parents were home you stayed as far away from your brother as possible - you weren’t one to just go cuddle with him.
The door creaked open, and your dad peered in. You were so embarrassed, half-naked and utterly humiliated underneath the covers. You didn’t know what to feel or what to do, frozen in fear and indecision. 
“Hey dad, need something?” Shinsou rumbled from behind you, voice steady and monotoned.
Light eyes scanned the room, before settling on you and your brother. Aizawa gave you a confused glance, obviously not expecting you to be in here, before his eyes shifted to the man behind you. “Wanted to let you know I’m home. Mom won’t be back until late, do you two have any specific requests for dinner?”
Shinsou shifted closer to you, so close that you could feel his rapidly beating heart through the warm flesh of his chest.
“Nah, we’re fine with whatever.”
Aizawa nodded, giving you one more confused glance. Maybe he could tell something was up? You felt like you couldn’t breathe. As the dark-haired man turned, obviously moving to shut the door and head back down to the kitchen, Shinsou was pushing his cock into you, his heart trying to beat out of his chest against your back.
Before you could stop yourself, you were whimpering.
“Dad….”
Shinsou froze as Aizawa turned back, stepping further into the room. You were quiet, tears budding at the corners of your eyes.  You couldn’t make yourself utter another word, completely unsettled at the situation. What were you supposed to do? You wanted him to save you, but you didn’t know how to ask. Your stepfather was studying you, was waiting for you to say something more. His gaze was flickering between you tearful eyes, your bralette straps visible above the blanket, the position you and Shinsou were in. You could almost see the wheels turning in his head.
All three of you were silent, the moment seeming to stretch on forever. 
You were so tired.
Breaking the stillness, Aizawa took another step into the room, brows slowly drawing down as the realization dawned upon him.
“Shinsou.” HIs voice was low, he rolled his son’s name in his mouth quietly, almost hesitantly. “What the fuck is going on.”
Your brother’s cock was still inside you.
“I was tired. (Y/N)’s cuddling with me, she was telling me about a dog she saw-“ Aizawa snorted, arms crossing as he took another step towards the bed. “Nice try. Don’t lie to me. Tell me what the fuck you’re doing.”
Shinsou was silent behind you, his heart beating loud and fast against your back.  
“(Y/N), what’s going on?” His voice was softer as he asked you, throaty still - but softer.  The tears clouding your vision finally flooded, streaming down your cheeks as you looked up at him. 
“Please… I....” You couldn’t formulate the words, mortification surrounding your body, Shinsou’s hand squeezing bruises into your hip. It was too much. You wished you had never existed,  that none of this had happened.
Unable to get an answer out of either of you, Aizawa strode forward, grabbed the covers, ripped them off the bed and dumped them in a heap.
You sobbed.
Both men were silent as you cried fat tears, embarrassed at being revealed, gratification at dad finally discovering the awfulness you had been subjected to these past few months.
Shinsou thrust his hips further into your warmth.
You choked, eyes snapping up to Aizawa. Shinsou was supposed to stop the second the two of were caught. He wasn’t supposed to keep going. Why wasn’t dad saying anything? Telling Shinsou to get off of you, get out of the house? Why wasn’t he calling the police? Why wasn’t he pulling your skirt down, trying to preserve your modesty?
The man was staring at the mess between your legs, Shinsou’s cock sliding in and out of you as you sobbed. Aizawa was breathing a bit heavier, his face, stance, demeanor no longer angry.
Dread filled your bones, settled like hot glue.
“Can you see how wet she is? She’s dripping.” Shinsou prodded, Aizawa frozen in place, mouth dry as he watched. “She’s always so warm inside, feels so nice.“
He was egging Aizawa on, seizing the moment and capturing his dad’s hesitance, manipulating it. You let out a whine as Shinsou’s pace picked up, cock beginning to hammer into your pussy. The purple haired man looped an arm underneath your thigh, hefting it into the air to allow Aizawa a better view.
“Doesn’t she sound so sweet? She tastes just as good, feels even better.” He was breathing heavily now, as he rutted into your warmth. Dropping your thigh, Shinsou reached for your clit, trapping the nub between his fingers and flicking at it. You cried out, your own hips squirming in indecisiveness , unable to choose between puling away or pushing back into the delicious sensation. It didn’t take much more to have you cumming.
Shinsou grunted as your walls squeezed around his cock, giving a few more frantic thrusts before he shot his load deep within your cunt, hips twitching as he worked through his own orgasm
You watched Aizawa sit down on the bed, close to your knees.
“How long?” He sounded strained. Shinsou shrugged, still panting.
Aizawa’s rough hand rested on your knee, his flat eyes closing as he paused. “Get up.”
The command wasn’t directed at you, but at your brother. Somehow, you didn’t think it would end up with your stepdad kicking his son out of the house.
Shinsou seemed to think the same as he pulled out, uncaring to the way you flinched as his cock dragged against your sensitive walls. He was silent as he shuffled to the end of the bed, tucking his dick back into his pants. 
Aizawa grabbed your ankle and in one smooth move, dragged you to him. You squeaked at the sudden movement, eyes wide as you watched Aizawa look you up and down. The front of his slacks were tented.
He pulled you into his lap, your back to his chest, turning so the both of you faced Shinsou who still stood at the foot of the bed.
“Does he make you feel good?” The older man’s stubble was scratchy against your cheek. You didn’t know where this was going, felt so lost and bad and sick.
  “Sometimes…”
It was impossible to lie. You knew if you did, Shinsou would cut in, tell his father how he made you cum everytime. How most of the time, you were screaming in pleasure before he would even take his pants off. 
Looking at the floor, you missed the look between father and son.
“He touch you here?” You gasped as a large hand grasped at your chest through your bralette. Aizawa’s hands were bigger than his son’s, rougher and more confident in their touch.
“Yes.”
“What about-“ tears streamed down your face as the hand slid further, over your tummy, over the fabric of your skit, down to your abused, sensitive cunt. “-Here?”
“Please stop, please.”
Aizawa didn’t answer, let his hand rest over the top of your pussy, feel his son’s cum slowly leaking out. “Shinsou, come here.”
The purple-haired man obeyed, stepping closer, falling to his knees at the edge of the bed when Aizawa motioned for him to do so.
“Clean up your sister.”
You weren’t too surprised. It shouldn’t have been hard to see where Shinsou had learned his nasty little tricks from. Still, it hurt your heart, struggling in your step-dad’s lap as he held you in place. 
Shinsou was smiling, leaning forward to shove his face in-between your thighs, chuckling when you yelped as he tongued over your hole. You used your hands to shove at his head, pull at his hair, but he caught them in his grip. They were pulled down by your sides, where Shinsou held them still.
“No, no! Stop! You can’t, no—dad!!” You were sobbing, pleading as Shinsou continued his assault on your cunt, licking out his own cum from your insides. Aizawa was holding your legs, keeping you spread-eagled and open.
“I’m not a good guy (Y/N), neither of us are.” His hardness was rubbing up against your back as you squirmed. “And from now on, you call me daddy.” “No! I won’t, let me go!” You thrashed, putting all your energy into loosing the iron grip holding your legs. Shinsou pulled back, licking his lips as he glanced up at his father.
“She was like this when I first had her. Mouthy little thing, still hasn’t learned proper manners.” He didn’t wait for Aizawa to respond, leaning back forward to continue slurping at your swollen lips.
“That’s alright, she’ll learn… I am a teacher after all.”
You wanted to vomit. You went limp, sobbing raggedly in Aizawa’s arms - completely demoralized and humiliated. There was no use fighting when Shinsou had been hurting you.  Now with two fully grown men focused on you? Forget about it.
Aizawa was quiet as Shinsou worked you up to an orgasm, the only sound besides your crying the wet, squishy lapping of Shinsou’s tongue suckling at your pussy. When he switched his focus to your clit, you wheezed, jolting in place as his tongue started laving over the little bud rapidly, quickly throwing you higher and higher and-
You wailed through your second orgasm, almost unable to breathe. 
Moments passed before you were able to calm yourself, ugly-crying and begging the two men to please, please leave you alone. Please leave, don’t touch you.
If you weren’t numb from your orgasm, you would feel sick.
“Shinsou, where’s your lube?”
Purple hair bounced as your brother cocked his head, still kneeling between your legs. “She doesn’t need lube, she’s soaking wet.”
“She’s gonna need it if we’re both going to fit.”
Neither man seemed to be able to hear your panicked pleas, too excited about prepping you to take both of them together.
What an awful attempt at family bonding.
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ooffies · 3 years
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ᴋᴀᴇʏᴀ, ᴄʜɪʟᴅᴇ, ᴠᴇɴᴛɪ, xɪᴀᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟʙᴇᴅᴏ ᴀꜱ ᴘᴀʀᴇɴᴛꜱ (ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴀʀᴛɴᴇʀꜱ)
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characters x gn!reader, modern AU
a/n: this wasn’t edited/proof read so I apologize if there are any errors
warnings: none
requested by no one
tagging @genshin-obsessed (heyyy pocket lmao- 🍷❤)
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Kaeya  → the cool dad
He’s a very chill parent (pun intended)
Has rules but is very loose with them
Just cause he’s the cool parent doesn’t mean he’s not strict at times (he can be very strict if needed)
He’s a very affectionate and doting parent, always showering the kids with love and hugs
Spoils both you and the kids, he can’t help it cause he just loves you guys so much
All of your kid’s friends call him dad and constantly say they wish they had a cool dad like Kaeya
Always willing to drive the kids somewhere or take them out for a day if you need a break
He still makes sure you two get alone time together and takes you on dates frequently
Sneaks kisses whenever he can. A peck on your cheek or your lips, he also loves seeing your reaction to his surprise kiss
Family game night is a tradition for your family and Kaeya is the king of losing on purpose to make is kids smile
He absolutely loved playing with kids when they were younger and you still often find them playing fighting in the backyard when they come to visit
 He really tries to be the best father he can and sometimes puts way to much pressure on himself
Loves styling the kid’s hair and will let them play with his hair. Sometimes you'll walk downstairs and be greeted by Kaeya with a head full of bows, hair clips and mini ponytails.
Whenever the kids would have nightmares he’d go into their room and fight the “nightmare” monster. He’d come out of the room 3 minutes later and tell the kids he beat it with his super awesome sword skills 
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Childe  → the tries too hard to be hip and trendy with kids dad
First off he is a very doting dad, he loves his children so much and calls them his precious babies and often says he cannot live without them
He’s very much a *ahem* malewife *AHEM* (don’t try to change my mind, it will not change no matter what you say). Even though he’s hella rich he wants to spend all the time he can with his kids.
He cooks, cleans, packs the kid’s lunches in the morning and makes sure to give you a kiss whenever you return home from work and say “How was your day at work babe?”
He really, and I mean really, tries to be cool with kids. Spends time looking into “the latest and hip’ trends that all the kids are hopping on. They thought he was the coolest when they were younger but now they call him cringe and say he’s trying too hard and that he’s cool just the way he is. 
It broke his old man's heart when they said it to him the first time and he cried for 30 minutes straight, you made them apologize to him even though you know they meant no ill intentions. Now calling him cringe is a family joke :)
Encourages the kids to learn something that will “help them wins fights and emerge victorious from all the battles they fight” 
You put a quick stop to that and told the kids that they can do any activities they want
He’s still very supportive of what they choose to do and will always be their number one supporter 
He’s a big cuddler and often initiates family cuddle piles. 
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Venti → wine dad
Chill dad #2. He wants his kids to be free and be who they are. You still set some basic ground rules for them.
Very doting and affectionate and will always give you and the kids all his love 
Stopped drinking as much when they kids were born/adopted 
He acts like a wine aunt (hence wine dad)
LOVES reading the kids bedtime stories but this also became a family activity since you’d always accompany him. He’ll also sing them lullabies and he’ll sing you lullabies every night too
Even when your kids are older he’ll still read them stories and sing to them.
Doesn’t really like to do household chores but he’ll do them for you (He will complain though)
He does enjoy cook though and likes to help make dinner for special occasions/holidays
He will teach his kids how to play instruments and sing. He won’t force them into it but wants them to at least try it
Get’s pouty if the kids get taller him and will tell them to stop growing or he’s gonna steal their height 
Another family tradition you guys have is weekend picnics. Venti usually chooses the location because he somehow finds all the prettiest places in town. He would tell the kids it was his magic talent when they were younger.
Encourages the kids to go to summer camp so they can “build unforgettable memories and be closer to nature. (But really he just wants to have some alone time with you) 
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Xiao → the emo dad
On the outside he seems cold and very un-affectionate but oh boy he’s quite the opposite
He’s willing to do anything for you and the kids because you guys are the most important things in the world to him
He’s also somewhat of a malewife too but it was completely his choice. He just wanted to take care of his family.
He doesn’t like it when you come home from work and start doing chores. He’ll force you to sit down and relax. He’ll say that he’s got everything under control and there no need for you to stress yourself over chores
The main way he shows you and the kids affection is through acts of service. 
Like I said before he’ll do the majority of the household chores, the kids also have their few assigned chores (and you help out with chores if he lets you)
He’ll help the kids with their homework, make them lunch, read them bedtime stories, brush their hair for them, take care of them when they’re sick, ect.
 Only shows a limited amount of affection in public. He’ll hold your hand and carry the kids but that’s about it
In private however he is willing to accept all the affection you and the kids give him
He often struggles helping his kids out when it comes to emotional problems/issues but he always does his best. He’s always there to a lend an ear
He’s not vocal about it or always showing it but he’s your guy’s number one supporter.
Evening walks after dinner is a family tradition you guys have had ever since the kids started walking. 
When they were young he’d let them sit on shoulders and would give them piggyback rides
He can be very strict and overprotective sometimes but that’s just cause he wants the best for his kids
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Albedo →  the art dad
He may not be the best at giving affection but he is a very supportive and doting dad
He likes draws pictures for the kids, even when their older he still does because he said seeing their smile when he give his art to them is a very special and happy feeling that he never wants to go away
Helps out with household chores but absolutely despises mopping.
He’s always there to listen to the kids talk about their latest obsessions/interests 
He’s not very good at comforting but he really does try too
Makes you guys take family photos every so he can paint them later
Teaches the kids about art and alchemy if they show interest in either
When they were young he used to make kid safe experiments for them
Road trips are a family tradition. Albedo enjoys them cause he gets to draw the pretty scenery and thinks it’s one of the best to to spend quality time with family
 He wakes up like a mom so whenever the kids would wake him when they’d have a nightmare he’d get startled and almost launch himself out of bed with a high pitched screech 
Encourages the kids to have playdates with their friends often (he actually just wants more alone time with you)
He’s also the type of parent that draws on the walls with the kids when he finds them doing it. And yes he doesn’t care if they’re using sharpie he’ll still join in. Yes you’ve scolded all them multiple times and no they never learn their lesson, Albedo too. He always promises that he’ll “clean” it up which results in most of the wall in the house being murals cause his “cleaning up” is just him painting over it.
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spotofimagines · 3 years
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Car Sick P1 ~ Dominic Calvert-Lewin
A/N: This is sort of carried on from this blurb I wrote a while ago, bc I loved the idea and wanted to write more for it, you should probs read that first to catch the vibes. This is for @footballffbarbiex writing challenge based on tv and film. I used this storyline from Modern Family with Gloria and Jay. Once again, no real timeline with this, just made up scenarios. I struggled with the next bit of this so I asked you how you wanted it and you chose 2 parts, here's the 1st. Enjoy :)
Warnings: pregnancy, kids, step parents, injury mention - reader is female
Summary: You thought you were just feeling car sick, turns out it's something else...
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You were dropping your daughter off at Dele's for a long weekend since he didn't have a match or training to attend. After she had squeezed the biggest hug out of her dad and trudged dirt in his hallway, she perched on the sofa with her ipad and juicebox, leaving you and Dele to catch up.
Dele had been showing you how he redecorated his kitchen so you accepted a drink and decided to stay a little while. Plus you figured the news you had for him should rather be said in person than over the phone.
"Hey, Del, I have something to tell you." You said nervously, leaning your hands on the kitchen island. He turned around and took a sip of the drink he just poured as he walked closer to the other side of the island opposite you. "Go ahead." He replied, his eyebrows knitted in concern at your worried tone. 
"Well, remember when we stopped by last Friday since you were playing on her birthday?" you recollected and he nodded along. "And I had one of those herbal teas and a tablet because I was feeling car sick?" "Yeah..." he trailed off quietly, putting his drink on the counter between you. "Turns out I wasn't car sick," he frowned in confusion and looked even more lost than he did a moment ago. 
You fiddled your fingers together and took a deep breath, steadying yourself. You knew you could trust Dele with absolutely anything. You'd been close since you were teenagers, grew closer when you started dating and left nothing in the way when you had a baby. Being so young when it happened meant a lot of things turned against you, a lot of people with a lot of opinions trying to dictate your lives and yet you stuck it through. You haven't been together romantically for a while, however your relationship with him never faultered, your connection of trust staying strong.
But it didn't make this any easier to say. It wasn't hard to see when Dele got hit by moments of gloom at the sight of the mini family you were creating with Dominic. While your split years ago was amicable, and neither of you would rekindle that flame again, more than happy with your close friendship, Dele couldn't stop that jealous bubble rising in him when he saw your daughter enjoy spending time with Dom as much as she does with him. Blame his stubbornness but facing change wasn't his strongest suit. This news was going to be a big step away from that picturesque life you both once envisioned together and you desperately didn't want it to drive a wedge between you nor push Dele away. You had settled into a good rhythmic system with him that suited your daughter and your schedules, you'd hate to tarnish that in any way.
So, yes, you hesitated to tell him.
You sighed and picked at your nails, needing to just get it out before it drove you crazy.
"I'm pregnant." 
Dele's eyes went wide and his mouth opened a little from shock, the frown lines that creased his forehead disappearing. His breath was taken away. Nothing prepared him to hear those words come from your mouth and know that he wasn't involved. It was bound to happen but it still took him by surprise.
He tilted his head as he looked at you, nervously twiddling your thumbs like you always did, and it only took a few seconds for a smile to slowly grow on his face. "That," he cleared his throat and met your eyes with sincerity, "that's great. Congratulations." 
He scuffed his socked feet along the floor as he walked round the counter to wrap you in a warm hug. He squeezed your shoulder and gave your cheek a quick kiss when he pulled away, a genuine smile on his face. No, he wasn't involved this time, but he knew how amazing it was to experience pregnancy and he was certain Dominic would take to it greatly.
"What did Dom say?" He asked, leaning over to grab his glass and take another drink. Your breath caught in your throat and that made Dele side-eye you mid sip. "You haven't told him, have you?" He questioned gently, and you shook your head.
Now it was his turn to sigh. 
The glass clinked loudly in the quiet room when he put it back down, and he had a ton of questions he could have asked you and a ton of things he could have told you to do that he thought was right, but it wasn't his place. Not anymore. So he took a moment to think whilst you rubbed your hands down your front to straighten out your t-shirt again. 
"Are you going to?" You tutted and looked back up at him incredulously. "Of course I am Del, think it'll be pretty hard to miss when I'll be bursting through my clothes!" You joked and he held his hands up in defence as he chuckled, realising it was a stupid question.
"Are you nervous, then?" He tried again, this time opting for something more reasonable. "More nervous than when I told you for the first time." You admitted. Dele whistled lowly and shook his head with a laugh. 
The state you were in a bit under 7 years ago now when you told him you were going to have his child, it was something else. He still insists he hasn't seen someone so frantic, before or since. He could only imagine what was coming Dominic's way.
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There were plenty of reasons for you to believe Dom would be happy to be a dad. He adored his young brother and truly enjoyed spending time with him when he was back home. He was thoughtful and attentive with all the people he knew so you know he'd be the same, multiplied by a million, when it came to a child that depended on him.
But the way he cared for your daughter above anyone else proved to you, without a doubt, how good he would be. Dom wasn't her biological father, but that never once stopped him loving her the way she deserved. Dom made sacrifices when he needed to and even when he didn't. He'd stay awake if she couldn't sleep, he'd ask to see her on facetime when he was travelling and he always asked her about school, he even did the afternoon pick up with you when he got the chance. If Dom would be such an amazing figure in the life of a little girl he had no obligation to be a part of, just imagine what he'd be like with his own child.
You wouldn't question his want or excitement to have kids with you at any time, having spoken about it before. 
Any time except now.
Dom hadn't been himself the last week, and justifiably so. He picked up a knee injury in the Merseyside derby last Saturday that resulted in him hopelessly limping off the pitch with the physio under his arm to hold him up. A torn ACL was the conclusion after a couple hours in the hospital. While an injury was never welcome, a minimum six months out was tough to take. But with the upcoming England tournament he'd been called up for that he will now have to miss, alongside the rest of the Premier League season, it shattered him. His club and his country had important matches this year and it killed him to not be able to help secure some much needed wins for them.
Most of Sunday was spent doting on him, helping him relax and alleviating both his physical and mental pain, offering comfort through his favourite meals and hours of cuddles, something your daughter happily assisted with. 
However, by the time Monday rolled around, his rest was stifled by your daughter's birthday party.
Despite how often you'd sat him back down, Dom wasn't used to sitting all day and had helped you decorate the house whilst your girl was at school. The balloons were littered in the front room, the buffet snacks laid out on the dining table, and the banners Dom had pinned on the ceiling blew from the gentle breeze coming in through the back door. 
So by the time you pulled into the drive with a car full of young girls eager for sugar, Dom was working on half a bar of energy already. Yet he played along with the party activities and managed to dance, or more shuffle, to some Disney songs on his crutches inbetween sneaking mini sausage rolls and chocolate biscuits. 
You could see him getting more tired as each kid left, but "she only turns 6 once, right?", so he persisted on keeping the party lively until your daughter was knocked out in bed, out of her party dress but still wearing the new bracelet she got from Grandma. 
You trailed behind Dom with two cups of tea as he hobbled toward the sofa, barely managing to keep himself up despite it only being 9pm. He dropped heavily on the cushions in the corner and let his crutches fall on the carpet, not caring where they landed as long as they stayed within reach. The sigh that left him could have knocked down a tree. 
Before you got comfortable, you put his mug on the table and put a random sitcom on the TV. Dom's eyes were closed and his legs were stretched out as best as they could be, his injured knee up on the couch in front of him with a cushion underneath and an ice pack held on top.
"I'm telling you, I feel way too old for this." He muttered just loud enough to hear. "You're only 24." You chuckled a little into your tea at his complaint.
"Yeah," he rolled his head your way, hair falling on his face, "but running after her makes me feel 70, she knocks me out," he spoke quietly but with the last tints of energy in his tone, "and with this peg leg too you gotta change that to 80."
You smiled at him sympathetically and loosely linked your fingers with his, rubbing your thumb on the back of his hand as let his eyes close again.
He was joking, it was obvious. But a niggling part of your brain told you that he wasn't just being dramatic. 
Admittedly it was a tiring evening with your daughter's friends running around, but with the lack of energy left in Dom, how could a baby be added to that scenario and it not be an issue? Maybe it was the wrong time. Maybe, no definitely, getting pregnant when Dom wasn't shrouded by an injury, when he didn't have frustration on top of frustration on his shoulders, when there wasn't a hyperactive 6 year old that needed attention too - that would definitely be a better time to have a baby. But that wasn't what life had handed you. Life was a little more complicated in its ways than to give you an easy run, you knew that well enough by now. 
What concerned you most was how Dom would handle it. Whilst he had picked up parenting duties well over the past couple years, he hadn't been there when your daughter was a baby, nor had he seen how tough it was on you at the time. The thought of raising another was scaring you, so it would surely terrify Dom, doing it for the first time. 
Even before the time came to hold them in your arms, being pregnant was no easy deal. So how could he possibly handle the stress of an upcoming baby, the stress of having to look after 2 kids in the future, the stress of a cranky pregnant girlfriend, the stress of prepping the house and himself, all whilst he's hobbling on crutches and having to watch his teammates from the sidelines too? 
You sipped your tea and let the TV fill the room as your brain ran overdrive with questioning thoughts, sitting silent next to your boyfriend who's head seemed full of only the sleep he was dreaming of, oblivious to the changes that were coming his way.
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i ain’t gonna face no defeat
in which alex was a figure skater.
word count: 2,916
some willex, juke if you squint
tw: occasional swearing, period-typical homophobic parents (q word is used as a slur exactly once)
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“Cut off my circulation even more, why don’t you?” Alex grumbles, grabbing his arm away from his sister.
She rolls her eyes and nudges him as he adjusts the arm band. “Hey, feel lucky you’re even doing this. I don’t think Mom and Dad actually realize what you’re skating to.”
Alex hesitates and sucks on his teeth. “You think they’ll be mad?”
“Oh, they’ll be livid,” she deadpans, then smiles softly. “But they can’t stop you.” She gives him a pat on the shoulder as he leans over to pull on his boot covers. “I’m gonna head to the bleachers. Break a leg!”
Alex calls after her, not looking up, “That’s only for theater and you know it, Mel!”
A few minutes later, he’s called to the boards, and he can’t shake off his damn jitters. He knows he’ll be fine once the music starts, but right now his skate guard won’t come off and he really has to pee all of a sudden and oh my god why is he wearing a tank top when it’s so fucking cold—
Alex steps onto the ice, and the announcer calls his name while he glides into a stretch before taking his beginning pose. He ignores the way his arm, raised in a fist, is shaking while the beginning harmonies start to play, and he skates.
•••
Alex began figure skating when he was six. It was an odd situation, really; he didn’t care about doing it one way or another, and he would’ve been fine with not doing it since his parents would always say it was a girl’s sport. His little sister, Melanie, however, wanted to skate so badly, but with her being the four-year-old she was, she was terrified of doing it alone. Begrudgingly, his parents signed him up for lessons alongside her.
Much to their dismay, he was good. Like, really fucking good. He landed his first single jump after only two years, and his first axel after six. He managed to get height in a way that his coach’s other skaters didn’t; maybe it was the inner pent up anxiety making him bounce like a jumping bean, who knows.
Alex wasn’t just good at jumps, either; he got his Y-spin after four years. He was that kid on the ice who accidentally cut people off with an impeccable spiral. When he practiced his programs, the other kids would move towards the boards to give him room and sneak a glance.
As much as Alex liked the attention from his peers (god, that support system was something else), he couldn’t help but feel disappointed that his parents never sat in on his sessions. They would only ever come to the shows and competitions his sister was a part of; he had to find his own ride to the others (thank god for Bobby's parents, honestly). It had made him angry at first that they didn’t want to be involved, but as he grew older, and learned more about himself, he realized he could use it to his advantage. He could skate to anything he wanted.
Alex was 13 when he chose to skate to Somebody to Love. To anyone else, it was very unassuming, just another kid skating to a popular song at the time, maybe even a tribute, since Freddie himself had passed two months before. It was everything to Alex, though. He pulled out all of the stops; his costume was the whole armband and wifebeater getup, and his coach let him assist in choreographing it.
He didn't know it was his last program.
•••
"Hey, Alex?"
He looks up from his math homework and hums in recognition.
Mel bites her lip and leans against the doorframe before mumbling, "I wanna quit."
Quit? Shit, nonononono— "—nonononono, Mel, you can't quit! If you quit, they're gonna make me quit!"
She closes the door softly behind her and walks slowly up to him. "Alex, the only reason I've been skating for the past year was so you could keep doing it. I'm really sick of skating at this point, and I wanna switch to something else. I'll keep going if you really, really want me to, but—" She sits next to him on his bed, lowering her voice to a whisper, "You saw how they reacted to the recital, 'Lex. You think they might make you quit anyway?"
Alex sighs and squeezes his eyes shut. She's right, he knows she's right. It just fucking sucks.
He tilts his head back. "You can quit," he whispers.
Mel places her hand on his and squeezes, whispering back, "I'm sorry." Alex looks back down at her. "I really with there was something we could do, but there isn't," she continues, recollecting her hand. "At least your last program was a good one."
He gives her a sad chuckle. "Yeah, I guess so. And, I'll have more time to focus on the band. Luke'll be happy about that."
Mel rolls her eyes, takes a breath, and leaves Alex to his own devices with a pitying look.
If she hears him practicing the beat to Somebody to Love in the basement the night she officially quits, she doesn't say anything.
•••
"Julie, what are you doing up there?"
Julie throws a shoe over the wall of the loft and into the evergrowing pile on the floor. "Cleaning out all of your old junk. Which one of you had a magician phase?" she asks, holding up a cheap, ratty top hat and matching plastic wand. "It was Reggie, wasn't it?"
Alex chuckles to himself, poofing up next to Julie. "Why do you think he knew who Caleb was when we met him?"
Julie lets out a loud laugh, continuing her digging. "Are the other guys here?"
"Nah, they're looking for a gig. I just got back from the park," Alex answers.
“Just the park?” Julie asks sarcastically, and before Alex can retort, she adds on, standing up straight, “Hey, whose skates are these?”
She’s holding his old figure skates in her right hand.
The black fabric is a little faded, with the familiar scuffs still on the toe. His dark blue skate guards are all dusty, but the blades still somehow look intact, given there wasn’t much opportunity for water damage in a loft.
Alex scratches the back of his neck, ignoring the rising blush in his cheeks and bracing himself for the inevitable teasing. “Those, uh, those are mine, actually.”
Julie looks up from the boots at him in awe. “Whoa, you skated? That’s so cool!”
Alex drops his hand, mouth open in hesitation. “Really? It’s not... weird to you?”
He can recall a tight grip on his arm, firmer than the band that had been ripped off. "Alex, what made you think it was okay to pull off this kind of stunt? You don't want people thinking you're some kind of queer, do you? Why we've let you continue this is beyond me, it isn’t any good for you.”
“Why would it be weird?” Julie asks, quirking her head to the side in such a Julie way that Alex would’ve laughed if he wasn’t so worried.
He shrugs, shuffling his feet from side to side, and mumbles with a wince, “I don’t know, because I’m a guy and figure skating is like, a girly sport, I guess?”
Julie shakes her head, eyebrows furrowed with a soft smile on her face. “First off, it’s not inherently girly, and second, if it’s something that you enjoyed, then that’s what matters, right?”
“I guess so,” Alex replies, looking down at his sneakers. Is that all that matters, though? He pauses for a moment in debate, then adds on at Julie’s encouraging expression, “My parents made me quit when I was fourteen.” He takes a breath. “They were never that involved in it, though, they actually only let me because my sister did it. I, uh, after I skated to a Queen song in a full Freddie Mercury getup, they weren’t too happy, and made me quit.”
At some point in his spiel, Julie had put her hand on his shoulder, and now she was squeezing it before pulling him into a hug. “Your parents are stupid,” she mumbled into his chest.
Alex chuckles, something emotionless, a bitter taste on the tip of his tongue. “Yeah. They were.”
Julie pulls away with a gasp, a bright smile on her face. “We should all go skating this weekend! The public rink just opened up a couple weeks ago, and I can bring Flynn so it doesn’t look like I’m talking to myself—” she falters, cutting herself off, “I mean, if you’re cool with it. I don’t want you to do anything you’re not comfortable with.”
Alex thinks back to his many (many) practice sessions, and remembers the feeling of finally getting that move right, of flying in the air for that one glorious millisecond, of seeing some of his closest friends every other day. He misses it, of course he misses it. It was his biggest outlet before he focused all of his attention on drumming. But, he can’t help but feel that stupid fucking guilt clawing at his throat, can’t help but imagine oh, so clearly the look of betrayal on his mother’s face the night he came out.
Then again, he had lived the rest of his life out of spite of his parents. Why not keep it going?
“That sounds really fun,” he replies, pulling her back in. “Thank you.”
•••
A world sans Caleb was a new one to Willie. However, it was also a very welcome one, because it was in this world that he was able to just relax with Alex in the studio, enjoying every second they spend together without worrying about the time running out.
Which is why he was (reasonably) surprised when the time ran out.
They throw Alex an impressively offended look as he removed his arm from behind their shoulder. “What?”
“Where do you think you’re going?” Willie scoffed.
Alex chuckles to himself, pressing his lips into a line. "As much as I would love to stay here and cuddle with you—" At that, Willie's face goes bright red, and Alex counts it as a win in his head, "—the band and I are going ice skating when Flynn gets here, which should be in about five minutes."
"Oh," Willie's face brightens as they reply, "sounds fun!"
Alex winces. "Yeah, making sure Luke doesn't accidentally become tangible and run over a seven-year-old while playing human bowling on the ice with Reggie is super fun." Willie laughs something golden in response, and Alex only hesitates for a moment before adding on, "Uh- actually, would you want to come with us?"
Willie grows soft, still getting used to finally being included, but quickly schools his expression before replying, "Yeah, I'd love to! Though, fair warning, I'm kind of only good at the one kind of skating?"
Alex quickly scrunches his nose. "That's fine, I'll help you," he offers, slowly untangling himself from Willie.
Willie isn't sure how much help he's really gonna be, but they figure even an amateur would be better than whatever the fuck kind of Bambi creature he is on the ice, so they nod and pull Alex up by his hand off the couch.
•••
They arrived to the rink a few minutes ago, and while Julie and Flynn are buying their rental skates and Luke, Reggie, and Willie attempt to steal some without being noticed, Alex laces up his own skates by himself on an open bench.
It isn't until after he yanks the last bow that he realizes— putting on those skates should not have been that easy.
Yeah, their clothes are usually easy to put on, and they can summon their instruments any time they want, but touching anything else usually takes an immense amount of focus. Hell, the dahlia pin Julie had bought Luke for his guitar strap took five tries to actually hook on rather than just drop to the ground.
And yet, his skates just— went on? Laced up with no problem? His foot didn't go through the sole even once? He wiggles his toes around inside the boot, and only feels the familiar push of fabric against them.
He decides not to question it, to not think about the implications of his skates possibly being attached to his soul, and tries to avoid yet another afterlife crisis as they walk toward the boards. Or, at least, he walks, while Luke just bolts onto the ice with no hesitation, and Reggie quickly follows. Alex falls back behind Julie and Flynn, who step onto the ice and begin gliding around, and Willie somehow finds their way next to him, grabbing onto his hand. They make it to the door, and Willie lets go with a small nudge to the shoulder. "Alright, hotdog, show me what you've got," he jokes.
Alex lets out a small laugh and steps out onto the ice, a weird feeling of deja-vu settling into his nonexistent bones. Once he gathers his bearings, he glides along before maneuvering closer to the middle of the ice and pulling himself into a scratch spin. It takes him a minute to really center the spin, but with the phantom tingling of blood rushing to the tips of his fingers before he pulls in completely, suddenly it's 1990 and he's doing his Lacrimosa program and he wants to try to land every jump he's ever learned, even though he knows that trying his axel right now is a horrible idea, and—
He's exited the spin now, looking back at the door to see Willie about a foot away from it, gripping the wall with a concerning amount of intensity, an odd combination of fear, shock, and something else (awe, maybe?) coming to rest on their face. He skates back over, and Willie's expression doesn't seem to change. "You—" they swallow, "—you can skate."
Alex slides his feet back and forth, his arms behind his back. "Yeah, I figure skated for eight years, actually. Did, did I not mention that?" he asks, smirking a little, knowing damn well he very much never mentioned that.
Willie closes his eyes, sucks on his teeth, and takes a breath, getting over their minor bluescreen moment. "Help me?"
"In order for me to help you, you need to let go of the boards," Alex responds. Willie looks at the boards, then back at him, eyebrows furrowed. "It'll hurt a lot more falling into two flat surfaces rather than one," Alex reasons, and Willie hesitates before finally letting go.
"There we go," Alex says softly, taking both of Willie's hands in his. He begins to slowly pull them along, not caring about passing through lifers, while Willie's feet slip and slide beneath him. Alex tries his hardest not to laugh, and Willie quips, "I thought I was supposed to be the athletic one."
Alex scoffs, "Who told you that? Are you the one lugging around an entire drumset every weekend?" At Willie's laugh, Alex tacks on, "I didn't think so."
They make a full lap around the rink before Alex lets go, having to prevent Luke and Reggie from pulling on some little girl’s milk boxes to make her go faster, because no, that’s not how physics works, and yes, people will notice, Luke.
After, Willie moves to get off at the boards, and Alex pulls a disappointed pout. Willie just motions toward the ice, saying, "I know you didn't just come here to pull me around the whole time, I wanna see your turns and stuff."
Alex hesitates, "But I don't want to leave you here by yourself—"
He’s cut off by a familiar harmony playing in the background, and Luke and Reggie poof by his side in an instant. Alex barely has any time to register it before Reggie is putting a hand on his shoulder and Luke is asking if he’s okay.
And Alex doesn’t know how to answer that right away, if he’s being honest. At first, he thinks he might not be, because all he remembers is scolding, leaving, hiding, but he reminds himself it’s 2020 and he’s a ghost; that his parents are as involved in what was left of his life now as they were when he came out— not at all. The feeling of freedom starts to envelope him; the same freedom as when he danced with Dirty Candy at Eat ‘n’ Beats, the same freedom as when he played the drums at the Orpheum, and the same freedom he had before his last recital. He takes a deep breath.
“Yeah. Yeah, I’m okay,” Alex replies, trying to hide his newfound itching to just get back out there.
Reggie drops his hand from his shoulder with a smile; meanwhile, Luke catches notice of Julie and Flynn starting a mini snow fight, to which he immediately races over and shouts, “I want in!” Reggie just shrugs and poofs over. Whether to stop him or join, the world may never know.
Alex rolls his eyes at his friends’ antics and looks back over at Willie, anxious energy seemingly radiating off of him— except, not as it usually does; now it was more excitement than anything else.
“Go show off, Alex,” Willie says, shooting him away with a smile.
Alex unsuccessfully tries to suppress the overwhelming giddy feeling that rises in his chest, and he skates. Again.
Finally.
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Amoreena | Chapter fourteen
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Chapter fourteen
main summary: Heaven is a real place and it's located exactly 14.6 miles away from the FBI, Quantico Headquarters. Off behind a small park, under a fantastical willow tree surrounded by wildflowers, in every colour young minds can imagine.
Don't forget, heaven also comes with angels.
Chapter Warnings: talks of spencers major anxiety, parental death tw (not Diana or bob and Linda), trauma talks, computer hacking and new members joining the family...
word count: 4k
from the beginning <3
Taylors biggest surprise that weekend was what she had planned for Amoreena that night.
She set up a fort in the theatre room, they had every snack imaginable and any movie of her choice to watch. Karaoke in the corner, popcorn being popped in a theatre-style machine, and 3 different, matching child and adult, princess dresses for them to choose from.
It was all an elaborate plan to keep her preoccupied until bedtime, which Taylor offered to handle so that her parents could have a little wedding night date alone.
They’re all ready for a wonderful night when Spencer’s phone started ringing.
“Hello?” Spencer answers, sneaking away from the girls so he could hear better.
“Spencer, I am so sorry to interrupt you this late, but we have a situation… it’s not something that should be discussed over the phone. Do you have someone to watch Amoreena while you and Y/N come into the bureau? As soon as you can?”
His stomach drops, he feels instantly sick. “Not until you tell me who’s dead, who’s dying or who’s trying to kill us.”
“No one is, Spencer, it’s not a case or criminal related, it’s… personal, someone is here to see you,” she sounds serious and Spencer is still just as worried.
“I’ll tell the girls,” he responds before hanging up.
Y/N is standing right behind him, listening with wide eyes as she waits to soothe his panic. They worked like a well-oiled machine, she could physically feel his anxiety and in return, something about her just being there made him physically feel better.
“What’s wrong?” Taylor asks as she appears behind Y/N, Amoreena now off changing into one of the dresses she picked.
“They won't tell me on the phone but they need me and Y/N back at Quantico as soon as possible,” Spencer explained with a pale face, “we can go in the morning.”
“I’m fine watching Amoreena for the night, there’s a hanger down the road with a few of my dad’s planes, I can have someone take you to Virginia within the next hour? It's only 7 pm, I’m sure you can be back before bedtime?” Taylor offered her services for the 100th time that day, “It’s not a problem, really, and they wouldn’t call if it wasn’t serious, they’re the FBI after all.”
With that, they said goodbye to Amoreena and told her they’d be back before she woke up in the morning. If not, she had Y/N’s cellphone for the night to call them before she goes to sleep and when she wakes up, so she won't bother Taylor that early. (Even though Taylor said she wouldn’t mind early morning Amoreena cuddles.)
He was anxious on the drive to the small airport, the old man named Norman, chartering them that night was incredibly kind, they were granted lading access in Quantico and before he could prepare, they were up in the air. He chatted up a storm with Y/N on the headset radio as Spencer overthought the upcoming chat with JJ and stared out at the world below them.
On queue, he jumped from anxious to scared when they land, before getting in the shuttle from the airstrip to the front entrance, but he’s so incredibly terrified when it comes time to actually start the walk to the bullpen.
“Will you come in with me?” His small voice asks as she is pinning a visitors tag on her shirt.
“Of course,” she smiled, taking his hand as they walked into the elevator together.
He grips her hand tighter as the elevator stops, dipping and returning to the right height and making his stomach drop the same way a rollercoaster would. He hated that feeling more than anything, having it alongside the anxiety wasn’t helpful.
He can see JJ and another girl sitting together at his old desk. She’s smiling at whatever JJ says, she looks exactly like Amoreena just with box-dyed black hair that shines purple under the lighting. She’s in all black, she pushes her glasses up her nose with her sweater hiding her hands, Spencer knows she’s a foster kid from just her posture.
“JJ,” Spencer makes their presence clear and the little girl turns to him with a huge smile, running to him and wrapping her arms around his waist. “Hi?”
She’s sobbing ten and he doesn’t know why or even who she is, he lightly holds her with complete shock on his face. He stares at JJ with wide eyes and a gaping mouth as he communicates the confusion and terror with his eyes.
“This is Josephine Elliot, or Jo as she likes to be called, her parents passed away a few months ago and she recently found out her biological father was actually a sperm donor and not her moms husband,” JJ explains a little before sighing and sitting on the edge of the desk.
“She hacked into the sperm bank and found your name, and google led her to the FBI and they stopped her at the second gate, the first only let her in thinking she was your other daughter, Amoreena.”
“I’m so sorry,” the poor girl wipes her tears with her sweater sleeves, “I don’t know why I hugged you when you don’t even know me, ew sorry.”
Spencer pulls her back into a hug, “it’s okay, you don’t have to worry about wanting a hug ever again. You can have whatever you need from me.”
She cries more, holding on to his shirt as he holds her, shushing her softly and rubbing his hand over her back. It’s weird how safe she seems this early in their acquaintance with one another, but he understands it. She’s so desperate for someone related to her to love her again, to replace what she was missing from her parents, that she’s already accepted him as a father without thinking it through. Without even know what he would be like to her.
When she finally calmed down enough, Spencer led her towards the briefing room so they could have a moment alone to talk. He wanted to know her, and she needed to know him before she made another big decision. He let her know who he was, what he used to do and the rundown on his relationship with Y/N and Amoreena.
“So you met her at the park and got married a week later because you both have dead exes and somehow through fate, you made a kid together?” She summed it up in a way that made it sound ridiculous.
“Mutual trauma is a great bonding tool, I’m sure you probably listen to rock music or anything sad and angry because you know someone feels the exact same way you do? I was like that when I was a teenager. We've both lost someone we loved and then made Amoreena out of pure luck,” he combated her snarky summary with his own profile of her.
“I actually like Taylor Swift, Paramore, Evanescence and Olivia Rodrigo when I need to scream about being sad, thank you very much,” she teased him, finding a very easy rhythm as they got to know one another.
“You’re going to lose your mind when you find out who’s with Amoreena right now,” Spencer smiles, somehow everything just fits together.
“What?” She looks so confused, scrunching her face the same way he did to push her glasses up without her hands.
“It’s a long story, but essentially we were at Taylor Swift’s house when JJ called, she’s watching Amoreena still,” Spencer explained, watching her jaw drop.
“Who the fuck are you, dude?” She whispered, and it took Spencer by surprise. “Sorry, I’m so used to swearing in front of adults lately to get my point across. But seriously, you’re so interesting…”
“Understandable,” Spencer laughs lightly at her strange compliment. “I have a lot of connections, and I’ll do anything to see the people I love, smile, that includes you now.”
“You barely know me and you’re just ready to accept that I’m your kid? Didn’t this just happen to you last week?” She laughs at the insanity of it all, “you’re going to have a million kids at this rate, dude.”
Again, she calls him dude and he knows she’s just trying to distance her emotions as they grow fonder and fonder. A coping mechanism so that she doesn’t get hurt anymore, she’s lost too much and she’s not going to love him just to lose him too.
“My dad ran out on me when I was a kid, I basically raised myself when my mom’s schizophrenia got bad, I know what it’s like to feel alone even when you’re with people who are supposed to love you,” he makes sure she knows who he is inside.
“I’m sorry,” she reaches a hand out for him, holding it softly. “I never really liked my dad growing up, he always felt off… I can’t explain it, but he was never the same guy twice he was either angry, miserable or scarily happy," she explains him and all Spencer can think is how he sounds like an unsub.
"I do miss my mom a lot, I didn’t know what else to do when I found out they couldn’t have babies together and she went to a Sperm bank without telling him. I know the names of your other kids too, besides Amoreena, I’m really surprised you found her mom without hacking the system too but, yeah, Dylan is 6 and Alice is 10, they’re both in DC with the same 2 mom’s, so if you didn’t want me, I was going to see if they would cause I’m technically their stepdaughter in a weird way and if I spent one more day in that foster home I would have ended it all,” it's a Reid rant, she's his for sure.
It takes him a minute to absorb it all, “wait, Amoreena is mine for sure?”
She nods like it’s a stupid question, “could you not tell my just looking at her? The 3 of us have the same face.”
“No, they wouldn’t tell us at the clinic,” Spencer is still in shock but more so that she got into the database so easily, “how did you do it?”
“It was easy, I had all the information about the sample my mom used so I just encrypted an email to the secretary of the sperm bank so as soon as she clicked the link to read more I’d have access to her computer, they didn’t even know I was in the system, they probably still don’t know I was there,” she explains it exactly how Penelope would.
“I don’t want you to think I’d ever not want you,” Spencer holds her hand a little tighter, “I’m not sure what the process will be like trying to get the foster agency to agree to me taking you home with us, but I’ll see what I can do. We have a big house and enough room for you in our hearts if this is where you’d like to be. I’m not saying it’ll be easy, you might hate the farm life and the isolation and all the cousins you now have, but you’re a piece of me and I’m not letting you go.”
She uses her free hand to wipe her tears on her sleeve again, “please, I know it’s not going to be the same but I miss having a family so much.”
He wraps her up in his arms, he knows the feeling all too well. One day his mom was there, the next day she was gone and no one prepared him for that. She never had to do this alone, Spencer wasn’t going to let that happen to her.
“Y/N is wonderful, you’ll love her and Amoreena. We live on a huge farm and there’s a lot to do during the day and people to spend time with, believe me, you’re going to feel so surrounded by the love you won’t know what to do with it all,” he shares from personal experience.
“Okay,” she hugged him tighter, pressing her face into his neck as he talked more, feeling the vibrations of his voice on her forehead to know that he was real. That his words were true and she was going to be taken care of.
“Is there anything about yourself that you’d like me to know? Or any questions you have? I’m sure this is going to be an interesting adjustment,” Spencer asked as he pulled away, looking down into her sweet eyes and seeing the hope she was still hanging on to.
“Is Y/N even okay with all of this? It’s her house isn’t it?”
“I’m sure she’ll be fine with it, she knew I had you and the other 2 out there somewhere, we just never expected to meet you so soon,” he’s as honest as possible, talking to her the same way he would with Henry, she seemed even more mature than him.
“Can she come in here too? I’d like to get to know her as well, see if she’s really as lovely as you say she is,” she smiled, coping with her trauma the same way he and Y/N did, with humour.
Almost like Y/N could feel him thinking about her, she knocked on the door before opening it a crack, “sorry, I have some updates,” she smiled.
Josephine smiled at her, “come in.”
Y/N sat down close to her and placed her hand on her shoulder, “my sister is a foster parent, she called her caseworker and they were able to rush the emergency next of kin paperwork, you can stay with us for as long as you would like to.”
“You’re serious? You barely know me?” She kept repeating that as if she convinced herself earlier in the day that they wouldn’t want to know her.
Y/N wrapped her up in a soft hug and Spencer saw all the tension leave Josephines body as she settled against her. It had been a long time since a mother held her, she didn’t realize how much she needed it until she was in her arms.
“You’re half Spencer, so by default you have a portion of my heart now too. I’m not going to love you as an obligation or because I feel like I have to, I love you because you’re part of him and our family,” she whispers into her hair, “I know what it’s like to be alone, you never have to be... unless we’re smothering you then I get it, but you know what I mean.”
She laughed in Y/N’s arms before pulling back. Y/N held her face in her hands and looked at her gently. She ran her fingers through her dyed hair, “you’re going to fit right in with the 4 of us.”
“Four?” She repeats, wondering who else they lived with.
“I’m pregnant,” Y/N smiles as Josephine lights up.
“I’ve always wanted to be a big sister,” she cried a little, “my mom named me after Jo from Little Women, she said she always planned to give me lots of sisters.”
“If this one is a girl she’ll be Eleonora like—“
“Like the poem, Edgar Allan Poe is one of my favourites,” Jo smiled again.
Somehow, without even being there, Amoreena’s mess of glitter glue was able to patch her older sister's broken heart right then and there too.
“I read really fast, my mom said she was going to go bankrupt buying books for me,” she opened up more and more, the hurt of the memories fading as she remembered them with happiness instead of mourning.
Her mom was gone, but the love of a mother filled her space once more. Y/N took her under her wing, keeping her warm and making sure he grew to be as happy healthy and wonderful as all her other babies.
They arrive at Taylor's door once again at 11:30. Amoreena is sound asleep in the spare room, not even able to change out of her princess costume or phone them to say goodnight. Taylor said she had a sugar crash and just asked to go to sleep, reminding Taylor that she had the best day ever before closing her tired little eyes.
Jo was very anxious to meet Taylor too, telling her a similar story to Y/N’s from just a few hours prior. Taylor made sure she was comfortable for the night in another spare room, making her a hot chocolate and some snacks from earlier that day at lunch. She was the best host, a wonderful friend and an even better honorary godparent to these girls of Spencer’s.
“Can I have a hug?” She sheepishly asks before she has to turn down the hall to her bedroom for the night.
Spencer answers by wrapping his arms around her and holding her close to his chest once more, he wasn’t sure how his heart could hold so much love for these girls, and still have room left to make more one day. It was a dream come true to have a family this big, no one was going to believe that he gained 3 kids and a wife in under a month.
He kissed her on the forehead gently, seeing her smile at the contact let him know it was fine. “Goodnight dad,” she whispers, pressing her lips together awkwardly the same way he did before turning down the hall and disappearing into her room.
She had only a backpack of things currently, not expecting everything to go as smoothly as it did. She had enough clothes to sleep in, and Taylor happily provided some old tour perch to her just in case she needed something new to wear. Something to help her ease to sleep that didn’t feel like she was going back to her old life in the morning.
Amoreena was going to have a field day tomorrow when she met her big sister, the beautiful girl who was busy covering her scars with bandaids provided by Spencer, but it would take a lot of time, effort and care to make her feel truly healed again. It was going to be interesting seeing Amoreena adjust to sharing him so early, especially since he knew Jo would need so much more attention to ease her anxiety moving forward.
Spencer sat on the guest bed beside Y/N, noticing all the rose petals and candles on the dresser and night tables, “oh she really had a lot planned for us.”
“She’s the fairy godmother of our dreams,” Y/N agreed with a laugh. “I don’t mind staying up late tonight if you don’t mind leaving on Monday instead?”
“I was going on suggest the same thing,” he smiled at her, leaning in to press their lips together gently for the first time since the wedding that afternoon.
“let's get into our comfy’s and go for a walk on the beach, Taylor left me the keys to lock up when we come back,” she whispered the words against his lips before smiling.
“Can I call Derek before we go? I really need to talk to him,” he’s honest with her as he pulls away, feeling really anxious and shook up at the events of the day. He needed his best friend.
“Yeah, I’ll go check out the rest of the guest house, come find me when you’re done?” She says softly, getting off the bed with a smile and stepping out of the room with a small wave.
He takes his phone out and dials the number, waiting with the phone pressed against his ear as it rings. Again and again, every new hum in his ear making his heart beat faster, “hello?” He’s finally rescued.
“Have you talked to anyone on the team lately?”
“Who died?” It was everyone’s go-to question when they got a phone call like this one.
“No one, quite the opposite actually—“
“She’s pregnant!” Derek shouts, cutting him off and Spencer can hear Savannah asking who from the background.
“Well, yeah, but that’s not why I'm calling,” Spencer replies only to be met with Derek's laughter.
“Penny and I had a bet on how long it would take.”
“She cheated because she knew we were trying,” Spencer takes the fun from him, Penelope always won. “I have another kid.”
“I know man, birth is so cool— well I’m telling him anyway,” Derek is clearly talking to Savannah and him at the same time, “we’re pregnant again too.”
“No, Derek, I’m pregnant and sick as hell while you’re perfectly fine,” she snaps back at him as she takes the phone. “You better be so kind to her Doctor Spencer Reid; rub her feet, make her breakfast, thank every god on earth and the ground she walks on for being willing to make another version of you, do you hear me?”
“Yes ma’am,” Spencer hold back a laugh, wondering when Y/N would have a hormonal switch like that, “but I didn’t mean the one in her stomach, another fully formed human of my creation walked into the BAU looking for me today.”
There’s a rustling through the phone as Derek takes it back from her, “what the fuck did you just say?”
“Her name is Jo, she’s exactly a month younger than Henry and her parents died 7 months ago,” he continues without even repeating the last part, “Derek I have 3 kids now and I don’t know what I’m doing.”
“Where are you right now?”
“In Taylor Swift's guest house.”
“Spencer, be serious with me, are you doing drugs again?"
“Ask Penelope, she contacted Portia, Rossi’s stepdaughter, who contacted Taylor so I could help Y/N and Amoreena meet her, then JJ called and made us fly all the way to Quantico and now I have 2 children living with me and one on the way. Not to mention, child 1 is extremely jealous about sharing me with people and hasn’t even gotten accustomed to being a big sister, and child 2 is so traumatized she hacked the fucking sperm bank and explained it to me like it was as easy as making a sandwich. I am in over my head here, Derek.”
“Okay, that sounded more like Spencer Reid,” Derek’s calm and happy voice calms him slightly and prompts him to take a deep breath. “If she’s able to hack she’s most likely like Penelope, we can introduce them. She’ll need someone who understands the loss of a parent. Amoreena, on the other hand, you need to spend a day with just her. Take her to the movies, or to see a play or something. Let her know she’s always going to be your little girl no matter how many siblings she gets.”
“Thank you, I needed someone who wasn’t my overly optimistic wife to tell me if I could do it,” he’s overly honest, Derek is his person and will always be his person.
“I get it, thanks for calling me, I’m really glad you’re okay,” he can hear Derek's smile and all he wants is a hug from him. “How was the wedding?”
“Good, we all cried a lot,” he laughs then, “we were supposed to have a big dinner on the beach before we got called into Quantico, so I’m going to go spend time with her now, I love you, Derek,” he rushes the words out so he doesn’t get overly emotional.
“I love you too, Spencer, have a good night,” Derek hands up before they both get too emotional. They always had a knack for making the other cry in times like this.
He lets out a deep sigh before tossing his phone on the bedside table. 3 of his 5 kids were here with him and Y/N now, safe and sound. If anyone else needed him, they could wait.
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haikyuu boys as your best friend.
part 1!!!
hey guys i thought i’d do some fluffy best friend scenarios since i’ve been feeling a bit down/anxious lately and i thought it would be fun to write something to cheer people up:)
pairings: tendou x reader, komori x reader, kunimi x reader x gn! reader
warnings: extreme fluff, maybe?? swearing
have fun and remember to stay safe on the internet kids :)
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tendou, SATORI
now it’s probably obvious that being tendou’s best friend is already going to be one of the best things that could ever happen to you just by looking at him
i mean, mans is a walking ball of crackhead energy
and while being around tendou is a guarantee for having the time of your life, i feel like there’s a lot more to him than a lot of people realize, especially in the way he’d act in a close friendship
he knows what it’s like to feel left out, so he always wants you to feel like you belong somewhere and won’t let you feel alone anywhere
he’s the kind of friend that will facetime you during lunch if he’s sick so you don’t have to sit alone without him
he’s also very attentive and notices small details that other people may look over, he’s always the first person to notice if something’s bugging you or if you’re feeling down about something and he’ll ask if you want to talk about it after school when you’re in private
a very good listener, not the kind of person that will try to shove solutions down your throat, but he’s supportive and will help you try to feel better if you ask him to
also a master at cheering people up after a rough day, you can’t help but burst into giggles whenever he does something stupid to try and get you to smile, he’ll conquer anything that’s making you upset
with him around, you’ll never feel alone or unwanted because you know he’ll always be there no matter what
if you’re clingy or know how to show affection really well through acts of service or words of affirmation, you’ll make a really good pair since he likes to be reassured
will blush if you compliment him or say something you like about him, and he’ll say something nice about you immediately after too
if you give him a friendship bracelet that matches one you made for yourself, he’ll wear it every day no matter how girly or cutesy looking it is
platonic cuddling>>>>>
he also likes it when you’re close to him, even though there’s no romantic feelings attached he’ll hold your hand as you run down the halls when you’re late to your next class together
even if you don’t care for it (why wouldn’t you though),you read shonen jump with him every week while you eat snacks together in his dorm and then talk about it with him afterwards
as for stuff you do for fun together, life with tendou is always a blast
sometimes you go to convenience stores and get slushies and then run to the top of a grassy hill by the parking lot and then just talk for hours and watch the stars
during school, sometimes you guys make up dances or songs and perform them for ushijima and he just stands there like 🧍‍♂️ 
you guys like to go watch scary movies together at the theater and you always share one of those jumbo popcorn tubs
one time tendou accidentally dropped it on the person that was sitting in front of you’s head and you guys had to just  b o o k  i t  out of there
he always lets you borrow his hoodies if you ask for them since they’re huge on you and he thinks it’s cute
you’re one of the only people besides ushijima that he’s opened up to about his childhood, and if you’ve been bullied too it’ll make you even closer to him since you share it
you make sure he knows how special he is and how much you care about him all the time when he gets insecure
on the last day of high school he tears up while telling you how much you mean to him
you guys stay just as close after high school, calling each other every day
you end up visiting him in france, it’s the best two weeks of your life spent together with him and you eventually end up moving there with him
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komori, MOTOYA
as a best friend, komori is the perfect person for someone that wants to have someone that’s caring and stable but also still fun to be around and knows how to lighten up
everyone knows komori is our favorite sweet boy that takes care of his icy cousin but i personally believe he secretly has a mischievous side to him you know???
like he’s still very sweet but he DEF knows how to pull a good prank
the kind of kid that’ll show up on exam day and get straight a’s and then give all of his teachers big thank you gifts but a week later someone will catch him drawing massive unicorns and care bears all over the school grounds with chalk like nothing’s wrong
he would never intentionally cause any actual harm to anyone though, he’s still very respectful and doesn’t want to actually break any school rules because he doesn’t want to get in trouble and make his teachers feel bad :’(
if you forget your lunch he’s the type to split his with you
he’ll also walk you to every class even if he’s all the way across the building bc he’s nice like that :’)))
will totally laugh if you trip over your own feet in the hallway but will always stop and help you up and ask you if you’re okay after
a sweetie, your parents probably love him because whenever he comes over he always asks if he can help with cooking and cleaning and stuff like that
together, you guys like to do stuff like study together as well as do stuff like reading horror mangas together and watching old disney movies
every once and a while he’ll ask you to go for a run with him in the morning if sakusa won’t go with him and he’ll go slow just so you don’t feel like you have to keep up with him bc he doesn’t want to wear you out right before school
he likes that you know you can find stability in him, you know he’ll always be by your side no matter what’s happening outside your friendship
also loves it when you come to his games, you yell at him from the stands really loud and he’ll wave back from the court and smile really big up at you as sakusa grumbles next to him :’)
even though your relationship is lighthearted, you can still come to him with whatever issues you’ve been going through and he’ll listen as best as he can, he’ll even open up to you as well and be vulnerable about whatever he’s struggled with in the past too
if you guys didn’t wear school uniforms, he would 100% match outfits with you no matter what your style is like
like tendou, he’ll also really appreciate it if you make him a friendship bracelet to wear and he won’t want to take it off
the day you graduate, he probably cries because he’ll miss you so much if you end up going to different universities
he doesn’t really have a hard time admitting it, but you really do mean a lot to him
even after high school, you guys still stay in touch and visit each other as often as you can, with you eventually moving back to your hometown so you’ll see each other often again and you end up staying close
you’re probably the closest friendship he’s ever had :’)
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kunimi, AKIRA
token lazy best friend ™
while he has a laid back attitude, kunimi still cares very much about your friendship believe it or not
he’s very nonchalant about it, but would still die for you 100% if things came to that
as seen with his friendship with kindaichi, despite being a very chill person kunimi is still attentive to other people’s feelings and will notice if something’s wrong with you or if something’s upset you
if you’re feeing insecure or upset he won’t hesitate to reassure you, even though he has a hard time opening up he’ll still remind you how he feels about you and how much he cares about you
he’s definitely not overly sappy about it though, he just kind of says what he thinks and moves on
in school, people are probably intimidated by you because you’re so quiet around others plus mans is like 6ft tall-
speaking of 6ft tall, if some guys are creeping you out or making you uncomfortable he’ll intervene and scare them so you have a chance to slip away while he makes them question their life existence
not to mention if anybody ever tries to pick on you, he’ll say something simple but so rude they’ll be so taken aback they just end up leaving you alone in shock
the silent but protective type of best friend
also even though he acts indifferent towards most things, if you show him something you’re really excited about he’ll still make an effort not to seem like he doesn’t care or blow you off
for hanging out, he’s definitely more of a simple kind of guy, he just likes to go over to your house and talk or read/ study or watch tv with you, he just enjoys the quality time
also, he secretly enjoys it when you play with his hair like he doesn’t show too much emotion but a little blush creeps up his cheeks and his eyes squint a tiny bit
and if he trusts you a lot, he’ll open up about his past and his experiences in middle school or anything that had hurt him in the past
it makes him feel safe when he knows you’re just there to listen to him and help him feel better whenever he’s feeling down or something’s been bothering him
he’s hasn’t told you yet, but kindaichi probably likes you but he’s to shy to say anything to you about it
he’s perfectly content with having you all to himself for the time being
on the weekends you always go over to his house to watch horror movies and have a sleepover after, it’s hilarious because he makes the same cold expression at the screen the entire time
but if you get scared, he’ll squeeze your hand and tell you not to be afraid
if you need to keep a nightlight on when you’re trying to fall asleep he doesn’t care, he just doesn’t want you to feel scared
he doesn’t say it a lot, but he really does care about you
he’s uncharacteristically sad the day you graduate and hates to see you go, he doesn’t want it to end
hugs you tight and drives you home after your promotion ceremony and you stay over at his house like old times
you, him, and kindaichi still stay close in university and get together whenever you can:)
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Fanciest Cast in Town (USWNT x Baby!Reader)
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Request: the reader got in an accident or is really sick in the hospital and none of the team knows because she won't answer and parents are gone. They try everything from asking vlatko to breaking in to her apartment and nothing works. Then after a while someone gets a phone call from the readers best friend no one knows since readers very reserved person and visit her immediately. She has to explain she doesn't want to distract them from soccer.
“Kelley, this is a really bad idea,” Alex whispered as she and the rest of the team made their way through your building, looking for apartment number 1313. 
“She not answering you and she’s not answering Lindsey. This is the best idea we have,” Kelley growled back, stopping in front of your apartment door and glaring at Alex. 
“Vlatko said she was excused from practice, but that he couldn’t give any more details, so it can’t be that bad,” Alex pleaded. Sure she was worried about you, but breaking into your apartment to get answers was a terrible idea. 
“She hasn’t responded to us in a week, we’re banging in the door,” Emily said sternly, holding up a crowbar to prove her point. If you weren’t answering their repeated attempts to contact you, there had to be a good reason. 
“Sonnett, we don’t need the crowbar,” Alex huffed exasperatedly. She was worried too, but she didn’t want to get arrested. She was too pretty for jail. 
“You guys are no fun,” Emily pouted.
“And trying to avoid a lawsuit,” Lindsey rolled her eyes, patting her girlfriend on the shoulder. 
“Hey kid, if you’re in there, open up,” Kelley knocked on the door, pressing her ear to the wood and waiting a few seconds. She took a step back and shook her head at the non-response, gesturing for the next person to try. 
“Y/n, we’re worried honey, answer the door,” Alex banged a little harder on the door, resting her forehead against it as if to will it to open. 
“This is why I brought a crowbar,” Emily said seriously and the other three women’s eyes snapped to her. 
Lindsey sighed, her hand smacking her face, reminding herself that her childlike view of the world was part of the reason she loved her. “We don’t need a fucking crowbar dasonnie, I’ve got a spare key,” she grumbled, plucking the metal from Emily’s hand before she could cause damage, and handing it to Alex. 
She held up the keys, thankful that you had given her and Tobin copies in case of emergencies before stepping around the three women and unlocking the door. 
They each took different paths as the entered the apartment, Alex and Lindsey heading towards your bedroom and guest room while Kelley took the main room and Sonnett took the kitchen. 
“Her bed is made and Roary is missing,” Alex reported, peeking her head out of your bedroom door. Despite being 22 years old, you never went anywhere without the famed stuffed triceratops. 
“She also has zero takeout in her fridge,” Emily added pouting. Alex and Kelley shared a look. You always had takeout in your fridge. It was like a rule of thumb. You always ordered takeout on Friday and Saturday, getting an extra meal so you could have it on various days throughout the week. 
“That means she hasn’t been here in days,” Kelley said in disbelief, shaking her head. 
“Then where the fuck has she been?” Alex asked, her voice hushed. She was one of your team moms, and you usually told her everything.
Your parents had both died before you went to college, just before you met the team. The women had taken you under their wing and taught you how to adult. Alex was your sounding board and your go-to for advice. She had taken the role of mother seriously. 
“Guys, look what I found,” Lindsey waltzed back into the room carrying a printed sheet of paper of patient advice for someone getting pins in their arm. 
“She had surgery and she didn’t tell us?” Alex questioned, placing the paper from Lindsey’s hands and staring down at the sheet. It said that you had to have 5 pins put in. Why would you need 5 pins? 
“I’m calling Vlatko and getting to the bottom of this,” Kelley said seriously, pulling her phone out. Why would you hide this from them
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You always hated the hospital. The food was terrible, especially compared to the take out place that always catered your weekends, and it was far too quiet, your only companion the annoying beeping of the heart rate monitor. You probably should have told someone that you were here. 
You sighed, settling back into the uncomfortable bed and praying that the Pride could come from the 4 goal lead the courage held over them, and wondering how much more interesting this game would be if you were watching it at camp with the rest of your team. 
The nurse knocked on the door, poking her head in to check on you. You smiled and sent her a small wave. 
“Hey buttercup, your teammates are here” she smiled back. Your eyes widened dramatically, they were going to be pissed… how did they even find you?
“Shit,” You whispered, just as one Kelley O’Hara waltz through the door. 
“Yeah, you’re in deep shit kiddo,”
“H-hey guys,” You stuttered out as your team piled in and crowded around your bed. 
“Why didn’t you answer our texts?” Alex asked, pushing the hair away from your face and studying your heavily casted arm. It went all the way from your mid-bicep to your fingers, pinning your arm in a permanently bent position. 
“Well, I was unconscious for the first day, and in and out for 2 days after it,” you started, ignoring the angry grumbling of the women around you, holding up your hands to silence them. “I was only supposed to be out of camp for 2 days, then there was a complication and I was too out of it to get in contact with you,” You finished, sighing lightly. The bone had been infected or something, and then everything went haywire. Had it all going to plan, you would be at camp and your teammates wouldn’t be so upset. 
“Why didn’t you tell us you needed surgery?” Kelley questioned seriously. And you frowned 
“It all happened pretty quickly. I fell off my skateboard and broke my arm. And you should be worried about qualifying, not about me,” You said lowly, staring intently at your blanket. They shouldn’t have to worry about you while they had more important things at hand. 
“Babe, they’re not mutually exclusive concepts,” Lindsey explained, leaning in and tucking some hair behind your ear, and you blushed lightly. 
“Plus you’re going to help us” Alex added, patting your shoulder lightly, before digging through her purse to find a Sharpe. If you had to wear a cast, you were going to have the best signatures on the world on it, and once the team heard of her plan, she was sure they would join in. 
“I didn’t want you to baby me,” You whined, eyeing her lightly. 
“Well you can count on the now,” Emily snorted, punching your shoulder lightly (and receiving a low growl and punch from Kelley and Lindsey in return)
“and we know you secretly love it,” Alex leaned down to kiss your cheek. You were the baby of the team, and they always thought it was cute how you protested cuddles but would melt at the sight eat touch. “Now let me sign your cast,” She smirked, holding the marker high and gently pulling your arm towards her, the other women cheering at the idea. If you had to wear the stupid thing, they were going to make sure it was the most stylish one on the pitch.
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Sokka with Tourette’s Headacanons Part Two
that no one asked for but here they are because I wanted to write more
Part One here and links to all of my other TS headcanons and such at the end!
*rubs hands together*
let’s start with premonitory urge and Sokka’s experience with it!
for those who don’t know, premonitory urges are essentially sensory tics. It’s when you feel a sensation or a discomfort in your body where you want to-- no, need to do something for touch something. For example, it can be as simple as this feeling in my body and head that I need to rub my phone screen a certain way. If I don’t rub it, the uncomfortable feeling will linger and make me anxious or extra fidgety. They can also increase tics.
Now, in Sokka’s life with TS, he has had... some problems with premonitory urge. When he was younger and training to be a warrior, there were multiple occasions where he almost sliced his fingers off because he kept getting this physical feeling that he had to touch the swords or spears etc... a certain way.
When he gets older, he finds that they start to bother him during council meetings in the Fire Nation, especially when Zuko is doing important stuff so he has to sit far away.
They’ll be in the middle of an important meeting when Sokka looks up from his doodling to glance at Zuko and this tingling, gravitational feeling suddenly moves through his body and he can’t stop staring at the edge of Zuko’s chair and he knows that he needs to rub it.
Obviously, he can’t just get up in the middle of the meeting, walk over to the Fire Lord, and rub his chair (even though they are dating and Zuko would definitely let him)
I have had experiences like this during class where I would mentally shut down or have to calm myself down from an anxiety attack because I need to rub the white board my teacher is writing on or the teacher’s desk but we are literally in the middle of class so I can’t do that (doesn’t always end like that, but that’s worse case scenario). And it sucks. So much. So, Sokka is miserable.
One time Sokka was so focused on not having an anxiety attack because his body was telling him that he needed to rub the surface of a Fire Nation elder’s desk-thingy that’s in front of his chair (because sometimes his body hates him and it happens to people he doesn’t know that well’s stuff) that he mentally shut down. He ended up squatting in his chair, rocking back and forth for ten minutes after the meeting ended without realizing it because all he could think was don’t interrupt the meeting, don’t be weird, don’t embarrass Zuko
Zuko, being the fantastic boyfriend he is, noticed that Sokka didn’t leave the meeting and thought it looked like an anxiety attack. He kind of just sat with him. He didn’t touch him because he knew Sokka wouldn’t want it and wouldn’t be able to coherently answer if he asked to touch him. Zuko just started talking about random things to try to get his mind off of the feeling.
Once he got back into the moment (with help from Zuko’s dulcet voice), he ran to the desk-thingy and rubbed it. Like, almost dramatically ran his hand across the desk and kind of just let his hand take over and rub whatever part he needed to.
Zuko was confused because this had never happened before (well, it had, but not to this extreme in front of him and Sokka never said anything) so Zuko never knew).
Sokka was kind of embarrassed, but he told Zuko about it and together they came up with a signal for when it got really bad so Zuko could either call a five minute break or make an excuse to switch seats so he could sit next to his boyfriend.
This is another reason that Zuko keeps random things on him at all times so if it gets bad, Sokka will have more to do with his hands than draw, write sentences over and over again, take notes, and tap.
Actually, lowkey stealing this particular headcanon from @tikmasjiens and their story For When He’s Being a Dumb*ss (which I highly suggest reading-- it’s fantastic!): Katara and Zuko (for the purposes of later in life when they’re dating because of course imma make it Zukka) carry little fidget kits / bags around for Sokka because he is forgetful and is sometimes so focused on one particular thing that he starts to run late for a meeting or lunch or hang out that he forgets his own personal fidget things.
The amazing Katara and Zuko have random things: brushes, atla equivalent at paper clips (aka metal things he can bend) (yes, yes, we’ve been hiding this from the world, but people with Tourette’s are actually paper clip benders lol), dice, Pai Sho tiles, and other little trinkets.
One time when Sokka was walking around an Earth Kingdom market out of boredom (and this is after the war because I just want him to not be on edge during this), he sees this young girl making noises and movements similar to him and he sees these two other kids mocking her and laughing at her and Sokka just sees red.
He actually goes over and scolds the kids (who don’t care enough to stay and listen ugh but that’s not the main focus of Sokka’s concern so it’s whatever for now) and this young girl sees him (at around age 17-18) making noises and moving ‘weirdly’ too and she’s just like “I’ve never seen anyone else do that stuff before”
and Sokka kind of just sits down with her and talks to her about his own experience and it’s not anything to be ashamed of, even though it can feel like that sometimes.
he rummages through his pockets and pulls out some of his fidget stuff and gives it to her. He, Zuko, and Katara have plenty of fidget stuff for him. Losing a few won’t matter.
Eventually, her parents return and they part ways. They never see each other again, but they never forgot each other either. It was both of their first time seeing someone else like them.
(and personal anecdote, but one time I was faculty at a camp for the weekend, and one of the kids in my group had just gotten diagnosed with Tourette’s and that was one of the most meaningful experiences I have ever had. I got to talk to him and his mom about my experience and it was... I’ll never forget that)
Sokka may be the protective older brother, but Katara is also the terrifying ‘you hurt my brother I will ruin you’ younger sister. One time, someone mocked Sokka’s tics and Katara’s protective instincts kicked in and she lectured them so hard. and very loudly. so everyone heard.
again, y’all, I know this is about Sokka with TS but WOW I love Katara too, what a queen. Let’s take a moment and appreciate the queen that she is.
Ty Lee and Sokka do yoga together at least twice a week. They both find it relaxing and fun and nice, but it also helps Sokka begin the day with less stress in his body. It doesn’t cure his TS, because there is no cure and he needs no cure, but it definitely helps sometimes.
Something that absolutely kills Sokka is that he wants to cuddle with Zuko at night so badly, but sometimes he genuinely just can’t. Zuko’s arms around him will make him feel too trapped and restrained, his arms around Zuko make him paranoid that if he moves too much, he’ll make Zuko uncomfortable and just stressed himself out by only being able to think about “am I moving too much?” “can Zuko feel me move?” “stay still stay still stay still” and it’s just not fun and he gets tense
But sometimes, he can cuddle and he loves it! Because as much as he hates being held, he desperately longs to be held. As self-conscious as he gets when he holds Zuko, he wants to be able to hold Zuko.
So when he feels like he can cuddle with Zuko, he gets so excited!
Zuko swears up and down that the lack of cuddling on occasion does not bother him, but Sokka still has trouble believing him (not that he doesn’t trust him, but he can’t understand how someone would be okay with it)
One time, Sokka was so distressed about whether or not Zuko was upset with him or pretending not to be upset to spare his feelings that Zuko invited Toph over so she could inform Sokka that he was, in fact, telling the truth about it being okay that they can’t always cuddle and be physically affectionate.
Sokka’s verbal tics both annoy him and don’t annoy him. He’s so used to hearing them that they don’t bother him anymore, but sometimes they make it hard for him to talk and he can feel them and that’s what bothers him.
He’s also self-conscious that everyone hates his verbal tics and are annoyed by them.
On a really bad head day for Sokka, the gaang was going to see a theatrical show per Zuko’s request and it was the first time in months they had all been able to hang out together and Sokka wasn’t having a good tic day and was so genuinely afraid to go to the show because he was going to tic and make noises and what if he distracted everyone? what if the strangers in the audience got mad at him? what if the ushers forced him to leave? how embarrassing would that be?
so he pretended to be sick and didn’t go
but Toph saw through his crap and stayed behind as well because “you’ve heard a play once, you’ve heard it a thousand times” and when everyone leaves, she calls Sokka out and asks him what was up
and he knew he couldn’t get away with lying to Toph, so he told her the truth and she just kind of laughed and went “they don’t bother any of us, seriously”
and Sokka was just “how do you know? It’s not like how much my tics don’t annoy you come up naturally in conversation”
and Toph goes “I don’t need to talk to them about it to know that no one’s bothered by them. Besides, they care about you more than they care about what sounds you make” then punched his arm
(and if Sokka silently cried, no one needed to know)
so, overtime, he gets the nerve to ask everyone individually (because there’s no way he could do everyone at once) just to make sure he wasn’t bothering them. He doesn’t get to ask everyone because some of them kind of get a feeling that he’s anxious about it (and if Zuko maybe mentioned it to some people so they approached him and causally mentioned they weren’t bothered, no one needs to know oops) (don’t worry, Zuko didn’t say anything super personal. Just like “tell Sokka his tics don’t bother you because he thinks they do”. Not like the details and stuff Sokka told him in private)
Katara didn’t answer, just asked if she could hug him and said that she loved him no matter what (and ten minutes later asked him if anyone told him that because if someone in the gaang said it, then she wouldn’t be afraid to spill blood)
Zuko, ever the dramatic and romantic one, knelt in front of Sokka (who was sitting) and went “I love you. I love every single part of you.” *kisses his hands* “I love you for your finger clenching and fist pumping.” *kisses his shoulders* “I love you for your shoulder rolling...” *kisses his neck* “your neck twitches...” *kisses his nose* “your nose scrunching...” *gently kisses each eye* “your blinking...” *kisses his lips* “and for every verbal and motor tic you’ve ever had and ever will have”
(look, I’m just... I’m so soft for that moment and I think about it constantly)
Suki gives him this hard and serious look and says “you are not annoying. You never have been and you never will be” and from just her stare and tone of voice, he knows she’s telling the truth.
Aang immediately just starts rambling and is like “I’m so sorry if I ever made you feel that way but you as so far from annoying! Honestly, sometimes I forget they’re even there I’m just so used to them-- not that they’re forgetful or anything, but they’re just so normal to me that I don’t notice-- why are you crying? Did I say that wrong? I’m sorry--”
and Sokka just grabs him and hugs him and says “No. I love you. Thank you.”
Mai is bad at emoting but she tells him “I don’t mind them. They’re comforting. Sometimes. Better than the sound of an empty house or screaming.”
Ty Lee immediately goes into “who told you you were annoying? I have some new moved I’d like to try. Give me names and they’re test subjects number one” and even Sokka feels fear at the look on her face even though the anger isn’t directed towards him
Azula is kind of snarky at first (because she’s trying not to, but it’s hard and it’s not her fault). She just gives him this seriously? look and kind of goes “you really think they’re significant enough to bother me?” and Sokka knows that’s Azula’s healing way of saying “no, they don’t bother me”
okay but let’s also talk about Hakoda and Piandao and Iroh because I want to and I love them
Hakoda kind of does what Katara does and asks if he can hug him and just tells him how proud he is of Sokka for the man that he’s become and that his TS is a part of who he is and it’s a part of his identity and there’s nothing his TS could ever do to make him any less proud
Piandao actually talked to Sokka about it during Sokka’s Master because it was holding him back of bit. Sokka was kind of embarrassed and was getting frustrated with it. Piandao sat him down and told him that perceived weaknesses are actually one of our greatest strengths. Being a nonbender looks like a weakness to many benders who rely solely on their bending, but it takes a certain kind of person to be a nonbender and that’s something to be proud of. The things that make you different are sometimes the things that teach you how special you are.
Piandao just sees so much potential and good in Sokka and Sokka looks up to him so much.
Iroh always lends Sokka extra or old Pai Sho tiles to fidget with. He also has this relaxing tea that helps his mind feel calm. Again, not with the intent to “fix” or “cure” him, but it helps his anxiety levels go down, in turn helping his tics relax.
Iroh tells Sokka that his tics are nothing to be ashamed of and that true friends would stick with him, tics or no tics.
hey? hey? guess what? Bumi ll didn’t just inherent the nonbending from Sokka, he also got the Tourette’s genes:)
imagine the Uncle / Nephew bonding between them
like, Bumi ll asks him why Kya and Tenzin don’t do weird things but he does? and Sokka just smiles sadly because he knows the feeling and talks to him about Tourette’s.
Bumi ll also got lucky because Katara saw the signs instantly and got him tested as soon as she could.
Let’s just say, aside from the gaang, the Kataang family is the most supportive family of his TS:) (it doesn’t hurt that his aunts and uncles will hung down anyone who ever makes him feel like trash and lecture them or their parents oops)
this is something I have mentioned before, but Sokka struggles to sit through meetings. Having TS and ADHD make it so hard for him.
sometimes he just feels so out of place because in this room full of people, he’s the only one rocking back and forth in his chair and changing his position every three seconds and jerking his head. He just feels... so wrong when he sees how still everyone else is sitting. Yeah, occasionally he’ll see some people tapping their foot or tapping the table in front of them with their fingers, but it’s not the same.
BUT on a happy note and not to make this all depressing (because TS sucks sometimes, but there’s nothing wrong with it or us and it’s a part of who we are) Sokka 100% has a top ten list of his favorite and least favorite tics of all time (I don’t know if people keep track of their favorites or if that’s just something I like to do, but I would imagine that a decent amount of people with TS know their favorites and least favorites)
I won’t bore y’all with an actual list, but his favorite tic is rocking back and forth. The motion is so soothing and comforting to him. Like, it feels right to be rocking. Yeah, sometimes he gets self-conscious about it, especially if he’s the only one in the room moving, but it feels so nice and right.
Sokka: *tics a couple times in a row* ughhhh that was not fun
Toph: *jokingly* wow, I mean, can’t you just, I don’t know, stop? Just, not do it?
Sokka: *jokingly* great idea, Toph! Why didn’t I think of that? All I needed to do all along was just not want to tic!
Toph is the only one ever allowed to do this bit with him. Sokka thinks it’s the funniest thing and it never fails to make laugh
Toph said that out of sarcastic instinct one time and almost choked on her drink because she felt so bad but Sokka was stifling a laugh and replied super sarcastically and then just laughed.
Toph still felt really bad and apologized (Sokka told her it was fine and he wasn’t upset, but she’s also been on the other side of jokes like that and it’s not fun).
Now, though, it’s kind of their thing. They do it every once in awhile and it flows like any other banter. It just happens and they don’t even blink.
(if anyone else did that to Sokka, though, Toph would probably rob them or like soak their clothes in cactus juice so they’re all sticky idk, she just wouldn’t stand for it)
Sokka actually takes a leave of absence from being an ambassador to travel around the four nations and visit schools with Toph and Zuko (who also take breaks). The three of them go to educate schools on disabilities (their own and others).
Sokka also personally makes it his mission to sit in one class at every school and see if there’s anything that he can give advice on. Sometimes, he talks to principals and teachers about how to help accommodate students with learning or “disruptive” disabilities so that they can get the best education that they can while still feeling comfortable and safe.
Now, the three don’t get this all done at once, it takes a year or two, but they do it and all three are just... really proud of it.
Sokka really struggles with Locus of Control (LOC). For those who don’t know, LOC is “ a psychological concept that refers to how strongly people believe they have control over the situations and experiences that affect their lives” (Ed.glossary.org).
Sokka, as many headcanon, likes having control over situations or likes having things ordered and scheduled. He doesn’t like changes to his schedule, he likes having schedules... his tics, on the other hand, are not something he can control or schedule
Giving up that control is hard for him. It wasn’t too bad as a child in a super small village, but once he left the SWT with Aang and Katara, he realized how different having tics was (although he was the only one back at home with tics, he often worked with restless children)
He went through a period of time where he thought that he could control his tics, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t. Thus, the loss of control he feels.
He actually went through a ‘phase’ once where he thought that maybe he was making his tics up and doing them on purpose for attention or to be different or something. Katara quickly shut him down and told him that he wasn’t doing that.
I once saw someone say that Sokka has imposter syndrome and I think it correlates a bit with LOC in this context (I should actually do some research about that...).
Learning to understand that he won’t always have control is hard for him. Like. Really hard. He tried so desperately to control his tics and it just increased his anxiety and wore him out. Trying to control tics freaking hurts.
Aang is actually the one to help him with that. He’s had a lot of experience of not being able to control his own life, and although their situations are different, he has methods he uses to attempt to prevent himself from overthinking too much and letting his anxiety take control.
After that, Sokka doesn’t struggle with LOC as badly as he did before. It still sneaks in time after time, but it’s never too prominent and Aang is always there with some advice and distractions:)
(I just also love Aang so much and he deserves the world)
Although Sokka is “weird” with touch, there is one type of touch he is almost always on board with: massages. Massages. I’ll say it one more time: massages. They feel so nice. He carries so much stress in his back and shoulders because of how much he moves them due to his tics.
Zuko can tell when Sokka’s shoulders and back start to hurt really badly and will just sit behind him, heat his hands up (not too much), and give him the absolute best massages.
No. Seriously. Zuko gives the best massages (Sokka once wanted to return the favour and uhhh.... Zuko was not a fan. Although Friends isn’t the best show to take examples from, but uhh Sokka gives massages like Monica Gellar. That is all. Zuko gets his massages from Ty Lee).
Suki gives the second best massages.
Katara third.
So, there’s this one Kyoshi Warrior that works with Suki on guard that Sokka just can’t crack. She has an RBF and rolls her eyes and stuff a lot and she uhhh is kind of rather facially expressive but like, RBF style, so one time when Sokka is having a bad tic day, she makes a face.
It wasn’t aimed towards him, it was about something else, but his heart just breaks because this girl he had been trying to get to open up a bit to him and let loose and not be so freaking serious all of the time hates him.
and later she approached him and just “Sorry. I don’t... I don’t get annoyed by your tics or you or anything. I find them soothing and, I don’t know, nice. Like a reminder that the Fire Lord’s boyfriend is still safe. And they sound nice. I don’t hate them. Or. You.” (look, feelings are hard for her)
and Sokka just :D
alrighty, this is longer than I intended... so we’ll end with me mentioning something I mentioned last time: Yue! (I love her). She never once brings up Sokka’s tics. She never makes faces or asks him why he makes sounds. She’s studied a lot, and while there isn’t too much out there about TS, it’s the NWT, they have lots of books. She could see the signs and assumed.
Never once in the amount of time that they knew each other did she mention it. Sokka appreciated not having to explain himself. He felt safe and welcome there with Yue.
Thank you for reading, anyone who made it to the bottom! I enjoy talking about TS as well as my own experience with it. I love writing about Sokka with TS in particular. There isn’t a lot of TS rep out there, really only the one episode of South Park (don’t watch the show, but I watched the clips about Tourette’s education that the Tourette’s Association of America approved of. It was really heartfelt and lovely to watch and is also a good representation of coprolalia!) and the movie Front of the Class.
My ask box is always available for questions about TS, Sokka with TS, Jay (Ninjago) with TS, anyone’s personal TS headcanons or experience, or any underrepresented neurological disorder that you want to share!
List of TS Stuff Already Written: Part One here , Deeper Than Words (a oneshot I wrote on ao3 of Sokka with TS), a lovely Sokka with TS oneshot written by @tikmasjiens (sorry for tagging you twice ahhh)​ here , Stuck (a Sokka with TS excerpt from a fic I’m writing), NInjago Jay!TS Oneshot
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jaehyunspeachparty · 3 years
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daddy jaehyun
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Sunoh has loved banana bread with peanut butter lately. So you bake him the banana bread every few days so that he can eat his favorite breakfast. And you've been preparing it for him for weeks, also for Miga, but that day the smell made you sick. It was so disgusting that you immediately turn around and throw up in the sink. "Mummy, are you sick?" Asks Miga and came running towards you. You quickly take a glass and fill it with water. "Sweetheart, can you smell on the bread?” You point to the plate and Miga took the banana bread and smelled it. "Does it smell bad?" You ask her, but the girl shook her head. "No, it smells like every day. Super yummy!" She grins and still holds the plate tightly in her small hands. It was strange. Why did the bread smell so disgusting to you, but it was okay for Miga? “Oh,okay! Can you take the plates and give one to your brother?" You couldn't see the banana bread anymore and you didn't want to smell it. You drink water and rinse your vomit in the sink. You actually feel good again and didn't know why this sudden nausea was coming. "Are you all right, Mummy?" Miga looked at you worriedly when you sat down with her with the glass of water. "Yes, I was only sick for a moment." You smile and take another sip of water. The taste of the vomit was still in your mouth and you couldn't wait to brush your teeth. But Jaehyun was still asleep, as his hungover was more intense and he came home very late. But your dizziness was not good and you fear that you may have been sick after all. Until Jaehyun wakes up, you just decide to sit down with the kids in front of the TV. You don't really like the kids watching TV all day, but you feel so tired and dizzy. Jaehyun still wasn't awake and you were so angry. While Miga and Sunoh watched TV, Geon sat on the floor and chewed on his toys. Kiwoo was on top of you and you breastfeed your son. "Slow down my little one." Kiwoo was quite greedy and drank incredibly quickly. Maybe he had a growth spurt. "Mummy, is Daddy not here again today?" Suddenly, Miga wasn't interested in the television anymore, she missed her father. "He's still sleeping. He came home very late yesterday." You look at her and smile gently. "But he's always there on weekends." She looked at you sadly and you see more and more how the children miss their father. "You can go to wake him up," you suggest and you thought anyway that Jaehyun should now take care of his children. "Sunoh, come on let's go to Daddy." She pulled on his sleeve, but Sunoh shook his head. "No," he said pouting and crawling in your direction. "Don't you like to see your Daddy?" You ask him carefully and stroke his head. "I want to cuddle now." For Sunoh, having Kiwoo on top of you was more of a problem because he wanted your attention now. Sunoh always expressed himself differently with his feelings. While Miga always said what she wanted, Sunoh was more likely to say that he wanted more attention from you. Since Jaehyun was not home that much, his attacks of jealousy had started again. "Then I'll go to Daddy alone," Miga then said and hopped off the couch. "Mummyyyyyy ..." Sunoh started to whimper because he still couldn't climb on you. "Sunoh, I'm still breastfeeding your brother. You have to wait now." You speak to him more strictly now, but Sunoh didn't like that at all. He started to cry and didn't want to accept the rebuff. Geon looked at his big brother in amazement and then looked at you. You were now afraid that he would start crying too. Geon was more empathetic and usually went along with the feelings of his siblings. You were just exhausted. You had now reached a point where you were wondering if having so many children was a good idea. You think of Johanna, who was now a single parent. If you ever separated from Jaehyun, would you manage to raise your four children well? "Mummy ... cuddle with me ..." Sunoh continued howling and pulled on your shirt. "Stop it Sunoh. When I'm done with Kiwoo we can cuddle, but you have to wait now." You admonish him and look at him seriously. It hurt you to turn him away like that, but all you knew was that he was seeking Jaehyun's lack of attention from you. "NOOOO!" He kept crying and his whole face was red and wet. Tears rolled down his cheeks and snot ran under his nose. You lean over to the table and quickly take a handkerchief to clean him a little. But Sunoh didn't stop crying and now Geon, who was watching the whole situation, joined in. The 9 month old boy also started crying because his big brother was crying. Only Kiwoo was in a trance and continued to drink from your breast. He was so busy with his food that he didn't see the drama. Such scenes have happened a lot lately and you didn't know what to do anymore. You were glad that Miga was already so independent. "What's going on here?" Jaehyun came to you now and saw the whole catastrophe. Sunoh looked at him and cried again. "Mummyyyyy ..." He put his fingers in his mouth and his face was even wetter now. "Come on, leave Mummy alone now. We're going into the kitchen." Jaehyun was about to pick up Sunoh, but then the boy began to scream and clung to you. "NOOOOOOOOOO!" He was screaming so loudly that Miga covered her ears. "Come on Sunoh. Let go of Mummy." Jaehyun sighed and didn't understand why Sunoh had such outbursts of anger. "NOOO! I want to stay with Mummy." Sunoh screamed and screamed and you couldn't look at it any longer. "Jaehyun, just take Geon and go." After all, your little son was also sitting on the floor, looking at his older brother and crying too. You knew that he was only crying because Sunoh was crying and once he was gone he would calm down again. Jaehyun sighed and went around the couch to pick up Geon. Then he took Miga by the hand and they left the room. "My big boy, what's the matter with you?" You ask him worriedly and wipe his tears away. As soon as Jaehyun was out of the room, he calmed down again. "I want to be with you." Sunoh sobbed a little more, but he looked at you with wide eyes. "Okay, but no more crying. Okay?" You look at him seriously and Sunoh nodded. You open your arm and Sunoh lay down in your armpit. The boy looked back at the TV and Kiwoo slowly fell asleep on your chest.
After lunch, as always, Geon, Kiwoo and Sunoh took their nap. Miga sat in her room and played with her dolls. It was the first time you and Jaehyun could be alone. You are actually looking forward to this time, but today you are afraid of a confrontation. But nausea also contracted in your stomach. Have you been sick? "Y/N ... I'm sorry about yesterday." Jaehyun came up to you and looked at you with concern. So many emotions came up and immediately tears ran down your cheeks. "I don't know why I didn't called. I think I just needed an evening to myself." Jaehyun stroked his head and didn't quite know what to say. "Do you think I don't even need a break. My job is 24/7. I’m alone with the children and never have a break. I can only make the children sleep at the same time, like now, if you help." You got angry and couldn't control your tears. "Should we hire someone? Do you need help?" Jaehyun then asked, but that's not the problem. "No, that's not the point. I love our children and I am happy to be there for them 24/7. But what about us?" You look at him and press your lips together. "We just have to slow down now. It's only for a few more weeks. My job isn't forever and the children are just more important now. I don't have any more time." Jaehyun himself was desperate about the situation, but that was his only solution. But that statement broke your heart. He confirmed to you what you were afraid of. You weren't important enough right now. "You just decide to push me away?" You close your eyes for a moment and hope that you are just having a bad nightmare. "No, I don't want to push you away. But the job makes money and I can't neglect the children." "I miss you, that I can hardly bare it anymore and you make a list where you put me in. Apparently, drinking is more important than me too." You reach for a handkerchief to quickly drain your tears. "I really miss you. And it was so stupid from that I was yesterday out but...", Jaehyun said immediately, but suddenly you hear a voice. "Daddy, can we play?" Miga came down to you and you turn away because you didn't want her to see that you were crying. Jaehyun saw you pull away from him. He picked Miga up and kissed her cheek. "Of course, let's go play."
You have to admit that you weren't sure yourself if you were right. You feel selfish for soliciting Jaehyun's attention, but you miss him. And at the same time you were angry that he came home drunk yesterday evening and then argued this with "I need a break". You were in one back and forth. Your feelings were mixed up and you could hardly think clearly. You got that terrible nausea again. You notice how suddenly your body became so weak. Did you feel sick because of the psychological pressure? Why was your body so weird? But it didn't take long to think about it, because you couldn't hold the contents of your stomach in you anymore. You immediately run to the bathroom and throw up everything. Then you wipe your mouth and lean on the toilet seat. You didn't want any more, you were weak and hardly had any more strength. All of this made you so exhausted. Jealousy almost consumed you. What was wrong with you? You were now what you hated about Jaehyun. You hated it so much when he was jealous and now you're collapsing here because you didn't like him kissing another woman, that he was spending more time with this woman than with you and that she might be there last night too when Jaehyun had a drink with his coworkers. You pull your legs towards you and begin to cry bitterly. Your heart ached and you hate that side of you.
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thebadgerclan · 4 years
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Harry Potter Masterlist 1
 ** indicates smut
The Fourth Champion Masterlist
Harry Potter
Trapped-You’re trying to study, but Harry has other plans....
He Knows- You spend Christmas with Harry, but Sirius doesn’t know you’re dating...
His World- Harry doesn’t care that Snape’s your father....
Relax**- Harry’s stressed beyond belief....
A Few Firsts- Harry finally musters up the courage to ask you out....
A Lifetime Of Love- Harry’s never been told those 3 little words...
Can’t Hurt Us Anymore- Despite Voldemort’s death, Harry’s still afraid.  
Character Kinks
Just Feel**- Dumbledore’s lessons are too much....
Dreams**- Harry had a dream....
Spin The Bottle**- A game of spin the bottle reveals some long dormant feelings..
Today’s About You**- It’s Harry’s birthday...
Fought and Won**-The war is over...
Nothing Can Keep Us Apart**- Harry comes to you after the final battle...
Better Than Your Dream**- You make his dream come true...
Halloween- Halloween is a difficult day for Harry...
Regret (TW: SUIDIDE)- He feels nothing but stinging regret...
No One Could Compete- Harry gets inside his head sometimes...
Control**- He needs to feel in control...
Tomorrow**- There’s 2 sides to Harry...
Sex w/ Harry HCs**
Beautiful**- Harry’s always thought you couldn’t be more beautiful... he was wrong
That Good**- Whatever’s making you this needy today, Harry’s not questioning it
Better Than A Dorm**- After the Yule Ball, you know exactly where to go for a little alone time with your love....
Eighth Year- Harry returns for his eighth year..
Need You Now**- You finally get the chance to have him....
I’m Not Like My Father- You knew your relationship couldn’t stay secret forever
So Much More- After the Department of Mysteries, Harry feels conflicted...
Don’t Be Quiet**- Your kids are with Ron and Hermione for the weekend... 
Home To You**- After busting a cell of Death Eaters, Harry comes home...
Disrespect**-    Punishments can end in pleasure...
Hermione Granger 
Hermione Granger Smut HCs
James Potter
Broken Trust- James just couldn’t keep his mouth shut...
He’s Ready- After Voldemort attacks, James raises his son...
James Potter Smut HCs**
James As A Husband HCs
Lily Evans
Lily Evans Smut HCs**
Lily As A Wife HCs
Being Best Friends w/ Lily HCs
Fluffy/Random Lily HCs
Fred Weasley
Can’t Believe He’s Gone- Fred is there after your father’s death.
A Weasley In A Bookstore?- Fred sees the book you’ve wanted for weeks
Contradictions- Umbridge is just too much for Fred...
Redder Than His Hair- Y/N is shy, Fred is not
Amortentia’s Got Nothing On You- George’s usual teasings feel different on opening day.
Blame It On The Chocolate- Fred and Y/N and their late night O.W.L cramming
Now We Know**-Both you and Fred have wanted to try this for a while...
Intense**- Fred knows how to be intense..
Unattached**- You’re not a couple, that’s for sure.....
George Weasley 
Quarantined w/ George HCs
May 2nd- On the anniversary of the battle, there’s a ceremony....
No One Can Know- Y/N Malfoy has to sneak around to see her boyfriend
You’re Mine and I’m Yours**- George needs to forget....
Welcome Distraction- Jealousy boils over at Bill and Fleur’s wedding...
I’m Yours?- Usually calm and collected, for once in his life, George is nervous...
Ron Weasley
Run Out Of Adjectives- After Slytherin defeats Gryffindor again, you remind Ron why you fell in love with him...
Edge**- Ron is desperate...
Charlie Weasley
Romanian Internship**- Charlie got his internship...
Be Mine- Charlie is all you have....
Why Is The Box Moving?- Charlie gives Y/N her birthday present.
Something He Loves More Than Dragons**- Your first time with Charlie...
Bill Weasley
Mrs. Weasley- He never loved her....
Lucius Malfoy 
The Newest Malfoy- You meet Lucius after the war....
Resigned- You like Lucius, but he’ll never notice you...
Courtyard Brawl- Gone is the pureblood mania....
You’ve Changed Me- Lucius has changed since you first met.
I’d Take A Curse For You- While at the Manor, you and Lucius are ambushed.
Need You Now**- Lucius needs you now.....
Reliant**- Lucius’ surprise leaved you completely reliant on him.
Kind Of Sweet**- Lucius gets a bit carried away...
Draco Malfoy
Shaken Up- Draco gets very protective after Umbridge’s detention....
Making Up After A Fight HCs
I’d Rather Have The Snake- Y/N runs into her ex while out with Draco
Cuddling HCs
Nothing’s Working- Nothing Draco does is helping you feel better....
Always Take Care Of You- Draco is there when the world is too much
Flower**- You didn’t know what that flower did....
Newt Scamander
Loopy- This is why you don’t mess with an angry Thunderbird
Just Ask Her- Newt’s nervous to ask you something...
Alone In New York- Newt gets caught cheating
Angry Frank- Frank is angry and accidentally hurts Newt
The Demiguise Is Always Right- Dougal strikes again.....
Artemis Fido- The baby’s coming
Chaser- Ravenclaw vs Hufflepuff
New York Niffler- The niffler’s loose in NYC
Trust The Demiguise- Newt’s creatures have become strangely protective of you...
Queenie’s Birthday- It’s Queenie’s birthday, and Newt’s pretty shy
Sweet Girl- The niffler’s finally asleep...
Mine Forever- After 20 years, he’s here...
Your Happiness- All he wants is your happiness...
Cedric Diggory 
People Die- You’re so afraid for Cedric....
Cedric As A Boyfriend HCs
Sleepy Ced- Y/N stays up studying in the common room
Owlet- Y/N is sick and Cedric takes are of her
Jealous HCs
Late Nights In The Library- Cedric is studying and Y/N is tired.
Stuck With Me- Cedric won’t stop until Y/N says she’ll go out with him
Neville Longbottom
The Cowardly Lion- Being stuck in the Room of Requirement isn’t so bad...
Never Thought You’d Notice**- He never thought you’d notice him...
This Moment**- Now just seems like the perfect time...
Dance Lessons- The best night of his life...
Cliche**- He wanted to wait...
Nymphadora Tonks
Bad Day- After a long, hard day, there’s no one you’d rather go home to...
Sirius Black
The Eagle and The Lion- Sirius tells you how he met your mom
Moments**- These moments are so rare
Then He Did- He won’t want you.......
Overprotective HCs
New Wardrobe- Cleaning the master suite comes with an unexpected surprise...
Judge Too Soon- Sirius’ first visit with your parents doesn’t go as smoothly as you’d hoped
Respect- You put Snape in his place....
Stay Away- Sirius would gladly date you, if only your mother would let you....
The Newest Black-Nothing could make him happier than he is right now...
Never Stopped-14 years may have passed, but you still love him..
Best Christmas Ever- Harry gets 2 big surprises this Christmas...
Belated- Sirius lands himself in detention on your anniversary....
Alive and Well- Sirius is home after 12 years...
One Second- One second was all it took....
Always Your Sister-James is emotional at your wedding...Keep reading
She’s Gotta Go- Walburga’s gotta go......
James’ Speech- James gives his best man speech at your wedding
Princess Sirius- Your daughter decided to turn your husband into a princess....
I Don’t Deserve This- Your first dance with your new husband
Angelic- Your number one fan is always there to support you.
Tease**- Sirius has had enough of your teasing
Harry Will Have A Friend- You share some good news after escaping Godric’s Hollow
Plaything- Severus doesn’t see your relationship with Sirius the way you do.....
Remember Who’s In Charge**- Cuddling takes a turn...
They’d Be Proud- Life before and after Voldemort’s attack
Silly Feuds- Sirius feels like an idiot....
5 Words- He doesn’t think he deserves you....
You’re Safe- You don’t want Sirius to go home....
Victory- Gryffindor wins the Quidditch cup, and Sirius is overjoyed..,
Complete- Your family’s growing.....
Finally A Family- Alexa’s first Christmas with her family all together...
She’ll Say Yes- Sirius is a nervous mess
All That She Needs- You have all that you need
Lovable Idiot- Sirius gets into another fight
Not A Disgrace- Sirius’ mother makes it plain how she feels
Too Dangerous- Sirius wants to meet his daughter
Part 2:Long Awaited- Sirius finally meets his daughter
First Time __  HCs
Guard Dog- James is a bit protective of his little sister.....
Family Name- Being a Malfoy casts an impression, and not a very good one
Not So Bad- Sirius meets your parents
He’s Alright- You haven’t heard from Sirius in weeks....
More Often**- Sirius and you switch things up
The Fifth Marauder-Why can’t he see?
Part 2: Someone Like Me- He finally sees what he’s been blind to.
Stick To Maroon- You’re tutoring a 2nd year...
On The Desk**-The meeting’s finally over...
Living With Sirius HCs
Nobody Else- He’s home...
10 Sickles- Bets were made...
Movie Night- James wants to watch a horror movie...
Space- You and Sirius don’t see eye to eye on this
New Relationships- Lily and James won’t admit they have chemistry....
Run Away- Sirius needs to see you
Whole Once More- Sirius never knew....
Second Chances- Your first date with Sirius doesn’t go as planned
Revenge- Y/N is hexed...
Strong- Nightmares haunt him
Lion in a Sea of Badgers- Gryffindor vs Hufflepuff
Sirius x Hufflepuff HCs
Secrets- Sirius learns some new things about his girlfriend
Whenever You’re Ready- We all have our bad days...
Leave-Sirius breaks out and finds you...
Nighttime Confessions- The night of Sirius’ discovery...
Nearly- After the Department of Mysteries
I Prefer Red- Y/N spends Christmas with the Blacks
Snitching- Y/N just wants to see Sirius smile
Cake At Midnight- You want cake, but it’s midnight
Twice Obliviated- Y/N sees her ex while out with Sirius
My Three Girls- And baby makes 4...
We’ll Be Alright- This was unexpected...
Mother’s Day- The Black’s first Mother’s Day
Care- Y/N gets sick at an Order meeting
She’s Perfect- James, Lily, and Remus come to meet your daughter
You’re Mine- Despite being your boyfriend, Sirius still flirts with other girls
This is Not A Date- Y/N and Sirius aren’t on a date, they’re 3rd and 4th wheeling.
Protecting His Girls- Your daughter’s had nightmares ever since she found a boggart in her closet.
Welcome To The Order- Y/N is finally inducted into the Order, and finds more than friendship.
Worth The Wait- Sirius finally gets what he’s waited 12 years for.
Night Off- While at a bar on her night off, Y/N meets a less than friendly man, and one that’s pretty okay.Keep reading
Lightning Muses- As a storm rages outside, Y/N reflects on memories with her lover and Harry
Revelations At The Order- Y/N finds more than she thought she would at an Order meeting.
Rage**- An Order meeting goes wrong....
Don’t Speak**- Sirius sent you a patronus with instructions, and you’re not about to question them
Take Care Of Me**- You need to let go for a while....
Forgive You**- Sirius and you have an argument...
Dirty Girl**- You tease Sirius at an Order meeting....
They’ll Be Alright- After Voldemort attacks, Rose is raised by Lily and James...
Time To Think- After a spat, you need time to think...
Yours Forever- Sirius always held onto hope...
Young Sirius Smut HCs**
The Best Day Of His Life- He’s always wanted kids, that hasn’t changed in 12 years....
Remus Lupin
Actually Bathe**- Remus looks so relaxed...
Boggart: Version 1**, Version 2**-You thought you could do it
Nothing Left- Everyone he loves is gone
Storm**- Rainy mornings are sometimes the best....
Overprotective Remus x Sister HCs
Remus Meeting Parents HCs
Proud- Remus is proud of how well you did on an assignment...
Student’s Favorite- Remus doesn’t believe that the Hogwarts students love him as much as they do....
Remus x Herbology Professor HCs
Learn To Knock- Harry apparently doesn’t know how to knock.....
Her Wolf- Much like a wolf, Remus won’t give up until he has you....
Too Easy- Sometimes, you’re able to forget about the war.....
Mystery Wolf- Remus won’t rest till he finds this mystery wolf....
Rough One- You care for Remus after the full moon..
Ruined Surprises- You open the package that came, unaware of what it was.
Remus x Pureblood Slytherin HCs
You Love Her Like A Sister, I Love Her Like A...- Even though James knows about your relationship, he still isn’t a fan of what he sees....
Took You Long Enough- Remus’ confession has been a long time coming....
Who Else?- Remus adores you, but Lily is very protective of you...
Moony and Puck- You never found your soulmate in Salem...
Unrepairable- Remus made an irreversible decision...
Lovesick Wolf- Remus us always so shy around you....
With A Little Help From Lily- Remus has liked you for 4 years, and finally acts on it...
Forgotten By Morning- After a few butterbeers, Remus lets something slip...
Her Muse- You’re hard at work on your latest creation
Admit It- Despite overwhelming evidence, Remus does not believe he cheats at games.....
Coffee and Chocolate-N.E.W.T week is here.....
Recovery- Remus’ recovery after the full moon
The Wolf Can Skate- Remus agrees to an ice skating date....
All Was Golden- Important moments seem to happen at sunset
Better- Remus makes a bad day better
So Much Easier- Remus discovers a way to make the full moon easier
Yearly Occurrence- It’s time for the Yule Ball again
Being Quarantined with Remus HCs
Gorgeous Girl- You’re late for a double date
The Order Can Wait**- Remus wants you now
Shut Up and Kiss Me- You need to study, Remus disagrees
Don’t Let Them Hear**- A little fun at the Order
Makes Me Sick- Y/N has to fake-date for a mission, Remus is not happy
Kindly Fuck Off- Tonks is getting a little too comfortable....
Not The First Time- Your brew amortentia with your best friend, what could go wrong?
I Think....- This can’t be a coincidence
No Music Needed- It’s been a long day..
I’m Home- Remus has been away for 2 weeks....
Head Girl- Sirius loves Y/N, so does Remus
The Perfect Moment- Remus is anxious at an Order meeting...
Her First Moon- It’s Y/N’s first full moon...
Please Understand- Remus never told Y/N about his “furry little problem”...
Lucky- When everything seems wrong, Remus makes it feel alright.
After The Full Moon- Y/N knows that each moon affects Remus differently, she’s there for him every time.
See The Goodness**- Remus doesn’t think he’s all you know him to be....
Scruff**-Remus decided to grow out his beard....
All The Work**-You teased Remus for the whole class...
Desperation**- You’re both desperate when Remus comes home...
Git- Severus Snape, you’ve decided, is a git.
Being Married To Remus/Remus As A Father HCs
Like His Mother- You help raise Teddy after the war....
Cure- Y/N is tired of seeing Remus suffer...
Possessive**- The full and pollen, what could go wrong?
Face Tomorrow- The future is so uncertain...
Pup- The newest Lupin....
Moony, Padfoot, and Prongs- Christmas with your family....
Feral**- The wolf in him comes out...
Before and After- Before and after the full..
Remus During Your Pregnancy HCs
Nowhere To Be- There’s nothing quite like cuddling during a storm...
Travelling The World w. Remus HCs
Young Remus Fluffy HCs
You Stop, I Stop**- What can he say?  You turn him on...
The Wolf’s Wedding Night**- The full’s coming up, and Remus is needy...
His Favorite Time Of Day- Mornings are his favorite time of day...
Young Remus Smut HCs**
Luna- Remus has never been more in love...
Yours**- He won’t let them hurt you...
Alpha**- You need your alpha...
The Wolf and The Hound- Remus is so nervous....
Trust- Your trust is what makes your relationship strong, and what keeps the sex good...
How The Marauders + Lily react to you and Remus Having a Baby and Naming them after them HCs
Severus Snape
Damned First Years**- He’s had enough of those damned first years....
Sir**- You know you made a mistake, you you know you’ll pay for it....
Stress Relief**- Severus knows how stressed you’ve been...
Devoted- You prove Severus’ alliances...
She Won’t Last- Umbridge’s punishments are taking a toll....
Now I Have It- Christmas morning in the Snape house.....
Want You Close- Severus doesn't want to get up.....
Severus x Triwizard Champion HCs
What I See- Severus thinks you deserve better...
Welcome To The World- You go into labor while Severus is supervising detention....
Bets- A game of truth or dare....
Would Have Been An Unforgivable- Lockhart, ever the idiot, has once again gone too far....
I Won’t Let Him- Your ex is out of prison....
Lake Nights- You’re supposed to spend the night with Severus, but it’s such a nice night....
Part 2: Little Tease**-Severus has had enough of your teasing….
Potion Master’s Mistake- Even Severus makes mistakes....
Hidden Feelings- What exactly is the potions master feeling?
Part 2: Unforgettable**-Hidden feelings are finally revealed
I Will Be Here- After 16 years......
Another Year, Another Ball- You reflect on the year at the Yule Ball....
Call Me Severus- Potter’s payback.......
Never Stood A Chance- Severus is very protective of what’s his.
Professor In The Making- You hang out in Severus’ classroom after giving birth to your second child...
Snape’s What?- The students had no idea....
Time and Space- Severus wants to get to know you better....
Be Okay- Your mother has quite a bit to say
Almost Discovered- He almost found out....
Good Night’s Sleep- Madame Pomfrey has a rule that you detest....
Body Worship HCs
Married To A Whale- Your robes don’t fit like they used to...
Overworked- You’re overworked and Sevuers takes notice
Break- Everyone has a breaking point....
Forgive Me- Severus and you fight, and some words are said
Never Doubt It- You plan a picnic for Severus
My First Priority- When the crowd becomes too much, Severus is there
Won’t Let You Fall- You take Severus home for vacation....
My Good Girl**- Severus has been waiting for you....
One Sided- Your feelings aren’t as one sided as you thought..
Guilt**- Severus feels guilty for last night...
Perfection- Severus shows you how beautiful you really are.
If It Weren’t May- You’ve picked up crocheting during quarantine
Something Different**- Sev wants to try something new...
Bedrest Is Boring- You’re on bedrest, but you’re lonely
Lonely No Longer- Severus needs to meet his soulmate
Birthday Presents**- Severus gives you a birthday surprise
The Potion Master’s Soulmate- Snippets of your life as Severus’ soulmate
Free Period**- Severus wants to see you after class...
Another Love- Severus has never had pizza before...
Get This Right- Why does Severus know so much about creatures?
Movie Night- Y/N convinces Severus to watch The Notebook
The Afterlife Awaits- It’s time for Severus to go...
Any Worse- All you wanted was to get Severus some new vials...
Damaged Souls- Y/N still remembers, but has yet to tell Severus
Don’t Be Shy- Severus has never been caught pleasuring himself, until now
Part 2: Dreams Come True- Severus had a dream you are all to happy to make reality
Calming Stars- A stupid argument....
Anti-Venom- Of course the potions master lived, he could put a stopper in death after all...
Not Ideal- Y/N has feelings for Snape, but knows she can’t...
Christmas Surprise- You’ve changed....
Morning Discoveries- She’s not a Seer, but she can still read tea leaves...
Loss- Y/N’s kitten passes away...
Horrible People- You’ve had enough of the marauders
I Will Wait- Severus says something he will regret for the rest of his life
Sketches- Severus finds your hidden talent
Very Early- Severus notices some things...
The Reason- Severus meets his soulmate, he’s not happy
You?-You finally meet your soulmate..
You Can Do This- Your first day as Charms teacher isn’t going as planned...
Meeting The Dark Lord- You’re invited to a ball hosted by none other than the Dark Lord himself
Nighttime Confessions- The night of Sirius’ discovery...
Bland- Y/N meets the Order’s double agent
Thanks Seamus- Seamus’ habit of setting things on fire is actually helpful for once...
The Perfect Life- Your daughter is sick.....
“Detention”-Y/N is caught fighting....
For Him- Y/N will do what she must to protect Severus
Potions Master- It’s that time of the month
Do It For You-Mad-Eye is dead...
Finally-Y/N shared some good news...
Make Her Pay- Umbridge has gone too far...
Unexpected- Y/N is pregnant, and the students try to guess who’s it is
Unicorn Incidents- While teaching, Y/N gets hurt...
Marriage Material- Y/N’s first order meeting as Severus’ wife.
All That Matters- Y/N is ill, and Severus thinks he can help her
Imbeciles- One of the twins pranks doesn’t go as planned
Quiet- Y/N is shy, but she’s still got a lot to say
More Than She’ll Ever Know- After all these years, your mother still makes sure you know how she feels
I Am Alive- Y/N has horrific nightmares about the night she almost lost her husband
Give Me A Chance?- Y/N’s Liked Severus since 4th year
Can We Start Over?- Y/N’s on her way to Hogwarts from Ilvermorny, knowing who she’ll see when she arrives.
Ensnared By Her Voice- Y/N is a singer who returns to Hogwarts to perform, while there, she catches the eye of an old flame.
The Python’s Failure- After Nagini strikes, Snape manages to make it to Madame Pomfrey, much to the relief of Y/N
Realizations**- Severus waits a bit too long to act on his feelings…
I Expected More**- Severus decides to add something new to your dynamic...
But I Want You- Severus is the only one you want...
Always Be Right Here**- Sometimes, Severus needs to be taken care of...
What Would She Say?**- Severus has a little fun at dinner with your mother..
Exhaustion**- Severus has been brewing for over 12 hours...
Anything- After a long night, Severus takes care of you
He Knows**- You broke a rule...
Can’t Tell You Enough**-Severus finally tells you how he feels...
Dessert**- Severus’ birthday has never been a big affair...
Anniversary- Severus tries to cook dinner for your anniversary.......
Dunderhead- Your daughter says her first word, and it’s not what you expected...
A Little Threatened- Severus is jealous of your birthday present...
Mistake-Severus forgets that you’re still young..
Chasing A Comet- You thought his obsession with Lily was fading..
Independence Day- You invite Severus to visit you for the 4th of July..
That Type Of Day**- Severus has been wanting you all day..
By Your Side- When one of the twins’ pranks goes wrong, Severus is there
Every Word Is True- This is the first Valentine's Day Severus isn’t dreading
Firewhiskey- Severus finally makes his move
Mrs. Snape**- Severus’s wedding day...
Books and Potions- You’ve had enough of the Marauders...
Finally Home- You’ve been away for 3 months...
The Dark Lord’s Ball- Severus has kept you sheltered from The Dark Lord, he is not pleased with that....
Raise A Child- When Remus brings his newborn son to Hogwarts, it brings a revelation upon Severus...
Someone Better- Severus is worried you’ll find someone new on your travels...
Don’t Make A Sound**- You need to be quiet...
N.E.W.T Class- He’s always refrained from yelling at your best friend, until today, that is....
Be Yours- He knows it’s wrong, but he can’t help but be attracted to you...
Stressful Week**- Severus knows how to help you relax..
Severus Snape As A Father HCs
Not A Bit- Severus isn’t in pain anymore, this is news to you...
The Serpent and The Falcon- Severus reads your latest interview...
Potent**- After a Herbology incident, there’s only one person you need...
All She Wants**- After the duelling club, Severus is the only thing on your mind...
Want It Too- He knew his feelings weren’t one-sided...
Different Yet Alike- Though you are different, you are also like your mother....
Horror Movies- You don’t like horror movies, but you’ll watch them for Severus...
What Do You Need?**(TW: SEXUAL ASSULT MENTION)- Severus knows that this may be difficult for you...
First**- You want him, all of him..
Truly Be Yours- Even though it was a potion, he still felt the same...
Gone- You were the best thing to ever happen to him...
How Long I’ve Waited**- He’s waited for this for years....
Why Me?**- His feelings contradict one another...
Beloved**- Severus spoils you on your birthday....
Under The Desk**- You have a little fun with Severus...
My Perfect Man- You know exactly what he needs to hear...
Lay His Claim- Severus can finally take you out...
Won’t Be Gentle**- He can’t wait, he needs you now...
Cruel Misfortune- Though you want him, Eileen comes first...
Anything For You- You take care of Severus when he’s sick...
Five**- When Severus comes home tense, you know how to help him relax...
Sidetracked**- Severus was going to finish a potion, he really was...
No One I’d Rather Have- Neither of your dates were going well...
Show**- Severus wanted to spend the day with you, but you certainly made up for your absence...
His Angel Of Music- Hogwarts’ production of The Phantom Of The Opera...
Putting Him Back Together- Severus knows you’ll take care of him...
Assistant- Severus’ assistant helps him in more ways than one...
Defend- They won’t hurt him, not while you’re around...
Bringing Him Back- He’s never wanted to come back, not until now...
Internship- He’s going to miss you so much...
Part 2: Reunited- 7 months later...
Alps**- You needed this week away...
St. Mungos- The sole upside to being bitten by a python...
Silence**- Severus adores teasing, just not here...
Memories**- A walk down memory lane.
Nice and Slow**- Relaxation with your lover...
Bat- Severus didn’t know your Patronus changed...
Needless Worries- Severus loves you more than he could ever love her...
Little Game**- Severus decides to play a little game with you...
Wizard Flu- The Wizard Flu hits Hogwarts...
Wanted For A While**- Severus has wanted to try this...
Little Flower-Severus doesn’t sing, but he will for Iris...
First Time __ With Severus HCs
Retaliation- After becoming close with Severus, he won’t stand the Marauders’ bullying anymore...
Vigilant- Severus would never be unfaithful, not of his own free will...
Want You, Need You**- 5 months, and he hasn’t touched you...
Busy Day**- Your husband surprises you on your break...
Nothing To Forgive- Severus knows you’d never hurt him...
Beneficial**- Your period isn’t all that bad...
Severus Snape x reader x Harry Potter
Chastity**- While he loves his submissives dearly, sometimes, punishment is needed... Severus loves you more than he could ever love her...
Remus x Sirius x Reader
Join The Pack- They both want you...
Virgin Reader HCs**
My World**- Remus made Sirius wait...
Just Had To See Her**- Remus was helping an old friend into the castle...
Severus Snape x Lucius Malfoy x Reader
One Is Hard, Two Is Hell- Severus and Lucius are Called, and you can’t sleep...
How they react to a S/O who hasn’t had the best sexual experiences
How they deal with jealousy within their relationship 
My Prince**- Severus is needy after a long day
Real Man**- Lucius is appalled that a man’s never make you come...
James Potter x Reader x Sirius Black
General HCs 
Charm**- Flitwick’s newest charm can be used for multiple purposes...
Mrs. Potter-Black**- This is the happiest day of your life....
Sweet Tooth- They lost sight of you for 5 minutes...
Remus Lupin x Reader x James Potter
General HCs 
My Mates**- You’ve never been with Remus this close to the full...
Marriage, Children, Etc. HCs
Cedric Diggory x Reader x Harry Potter
So Proud- Both of your boys made it out safe...
Little Lion Cub**- Harry needs him.....
Easter Holiday**- Cedric makes good on his promise...
Fred Weasley x Reader x Geroge Weasley
Anything For Our Girl**- The twins want to try something new with you...
Test Subjects**- Your boys bring home some new products.....
Draco Malfoy x reader x Harry Potter
New Pleasures**- Harry’s a little reluctant...
Ron Weasley x reader x Harry Potter
Promotions**- Ron celebrates Harry’s promotion...
James Potter x reader x Lily Evans
Show Me**- You may be inexperienced, but that’s not going to stop her, or James for that matter...
Spoiled- A day in Hogsmeade with your loves...
Happy Birthday To Me**- James’ birthday surprise...
Harry Potter x reader x Hermione Granger
For Now-It’s finally over....
James Potter x Lily Evans x reader x Remus Lupin
We’re Here Now- Remus is cared for after the full moon by his three loves..
Marriage, Sex, Children, Etc. Hcs
Urgent**- Thank Merlin for the Room of Requirement...
Relaxation**- After a long week, you loves know how to help you relax...
We’re Not Done Yet**- Your three lovers know exactly how to make you feel good...
Hour**- You each get an hour...
Build You Up- No matter what people say, Lily and James are always there...
How They Got Together HCs
We Want You**- It’s all you’ve thought about for days...
What Have We Here?**- Who said getting walked in on was a bad thing?
How They React To You and Lily Being Pregnant At The Same Time
Having Triplets HCs
Sending Their Kids To Hogwarts HCs
Honeymoon Smut HCs**
How Long’s It Been?**- What would you do without Sirius?
James Potter x Sirius Black x reader x Remus Lupin
Does She Know?- He just wanted to keep you safe...
Harry Potter x Severus Snape 
Under No Circumstances- Harry knows how difficult it is...
Need To Let Go**- After a hard day, Harry needs to let go...
Lucius Malfoy x Severus Snape
Sweet Prince**- While he knows he is loved, he still worries his lover’s heart isn’t entirely his...
James Potter x Lily Evans
Gryffindor Wins**- After the Quidditch Cup....
First In A Few Ways**- He’s her first in a few ways...
Lily Evans x reader x Sirius Black
Back To Normal- After the full, Sirius is exhauted...
Other:
Marauders + Lily Assorted Favorites
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