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#so I was a bit taken aback with how it was handled
tiredesperdad · 1 year
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Ok ngl, I'm a little bit disappointed with some choices the anime made in the scene where Reigen is running towards Mob.
In the manga the whole sequence felt much more desperate to me while the anime made it more idk... heroic?... uplifting?... by playing 99. I get it, it's nostalgic to play the first opening in the last episode of a show but to me it just didn't fit the emotions and atmosphere of this scene. It just felt much more somber in the manga.
Also, I know it's a small detail but it sums up my problems with this part of the episode pretty well: I don't like how they handled the infamous shoe panel.
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Look how Reigen's hand is shaking while he's holding the shoes, he's clearly terrified plus there's so many implications here. Reigen knows there's a great possibility that he will die then and there. He's ready for it but he's also terrified. He has never seen Mob like this, didn't know that this is what Mob has been dealing with this whole time. He knows that realistically there's nothing he can do without powers. But he still pushes forward because damn it's his kid and of course he's gonna do anything to help him, even if it might lead to his own death.
But the way they animated this scene plus with the song choice these feelings didn't really come across to me personally.
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arieslost · 2 months
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sky full of stars | ln4
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summary: dj!lando always plays your song when you’re at the club.
word count: 3,615
warnings: drinking
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2021
You did not want to be in this club. You would need another pair of hands and feet to count off all the places you’d rather be, the very first one being asleep in your bed.
But here you were, not only in the club, but within a throng of people at varying levels of fucked up, jumping around and dancing to the song pounding through the speakers. Your comforts were twofold: the first was knowing that you could handle the two shots in your system, and the second was that your best friend was the designated driver tonight, so there was no way in hell she was going to leave without you.
Frankly, you’d been ready to leave an hour ago. In fact, you’d started saying the words, “I want to go home” when you caught a glimpse of the DJ in charge of tonight’s music. Granted, it was hard to really look at him considering the fact that the lights were low and you were on the other end of the club, but you’d seen just enough to know that he was attractive and any thought of leaving had gone right out the window. Not to mention the fact that he hadn’t said anything when he started his set, so you didn’t even know what his voice sounded like.
You needed a closer look.
So here you were, surprisingly enjoying yourself on the dance floor while you tried to check him out without being overly conspicuous. You were only able to make out a head of curly hair and the large hand that lifted a shot glass to his lips when your phone started ringing, the buzz in your pocket the only indication thanks to the blaring music. You squinted at the screen, thinking it might be your friend trying to find you, but the caller ID read “Potential Spam,” so your phone went right back into your pocket. You were on a mission.
When you looked up, you made direct eye contact with the man of the hour– the DJ you found nothing short of infatuating. You were rather close to his setup, maybe ten people away, but you could feel his gaze on you as he picked up a microphone.
“This next song is dedicated to the gorgeous woman I’m looking at right now,” he announced to the whole room, sending a wink in your direction before getting to work on fading the current song into the new one– “A Sky Full of Stars” by Coldplay.
You felt goosebumps rising on your arms as the first few notes filled the room, suddenly glad that you were here and not at home, asleep. The lights moved in tandem to the beat of the song, and you finally got a proper look at his face. It’s then that you knew you were screwed, because if he wasn’t the most attractive man you’d ever seen in your life, you’d be lying.
You barely had any time to pull yourself together before he was motioning for one of his friends to take over for him and stepping down from the booth into the crowd, making a beeline right for where you stood in the middle of it all.
“You’re awfully bold,” you said when he was close enough to hear you, a bit taken aback by how quickly he’d closed the distance between the two of you. “What makes you think I like this song?”
He didn’t answer at first, instead choosing to slowly run his hand down your arm until his fingers tangled with yours. “You have goosebumps, and I’d be shocked if you didn’t like it. When I played it last time, you came up to me and tried to take the mic so you could sing it to everyone.”
That’s another reason why you never made a habit out of going to the club. Somehow, it always got to the point where you lost your mind a little bit and somehow managed to find new ways to make an idiot out of yourself. But tonight was different– you were managing your alcohol intake, and the hot DJ was calling you out on something you’d been too drunk to remember the next morning.
Your friends hadn’t though; in fact, they’d been gracious enough to provide video proof of them dragging you away from the DJ booth. You’d never felt such shame as you did watching that back.
“Don’t be embarrassed,” he said, his free hand tilting your chin up so he could look right at you as he spoke. “It’s how I noticed you in the first place. I haven’t been able to take my eyes off of you since.”
At least one good thing came out of my foolishness, you thought to yourself as he took your other hand and put both of your arms around his neck. It made sense, anyway– you definitely would’ve remembered seeing him before had you been sober.
“I’m not a very good dancer,” you warned him as he began to sway to the music, taking you along with him as his hands went down to your hips.
“Neither am I,” he confided, lips close to your ear.
The chorus began, the song’s beat drop making the lights change from red to blue, and you decided that you would let this happen, even if it turned into another embarrassing memory. At least you would remember this time, and you’d never forget swaying back and forth with the handsome DJ as the rest of the crowd danced around you both.
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2022
You were in the club again, and you couldn’t imagine being anywhere else. Spending so much time with your favorite DJ, Lando Norris, will do that to you. After that first dance, he bought you a couple drinks and didn’t go back to the DJ booth for the rest of the night due to you dragging him right back out into the crowd and dancing with him until your feet hurt too much to stand. Eventually, your best friend had found you and told you it was time to go, and in your tipsy state you’d kept your arms firmly around Lando, said something about “holding him hostage,” and vehemently refused to go anywhere. It wasn’t until he gave you his number that you allowed your best friend to take you home.
He texted you right away when he woke up that morning, and the day after the two of you went on your first date. He surprised you by taking you to a rather high-end restaurant; you’d pegged him for a more low-key guy when it came to dates, despite the fact that he’d dedicated a song to you in front of a club full of people, and you were proved correct when you were on the phone with him later that night.
“I don’t even like going out that much,” he confessed, rubbing a hand over his tired eyes. “I just thought you deserved something special for a first date so I didn’t look like a loser.”
“You could have just told me that,” you giggled. “The dress code for our next date can be sweats.”
You still remembered the way his eyes lit up when you said “our next date.” That next date, a movie marathon at your apartment, had turned into countless dates, and you never went back to that restaurant.
Now, you were in the club where the two of you first met to celebrate your one year anniversary. Lando was wearing a white button up, and had just unbuttoned the top two buttons to reveal more of his tan skin and the gold chain around his neck. You’d given him a look, and he’d complained that “it’s just so hot in here,” but the both of you knew he was just doing it to rile you up.
It was working.
Your hands gravitated to the newly exposed skin, palms running up along his shoulders and fingers dipping beneath his collar to gently scratch at his back. You could spend all night running your hands over his skin, and he’d be happy to let you do it. He leaned closer to you, nearly stepping on your toes as his arms looped around your waist.
“You really weren’t lying last year when you said you were a bad dancer.” You laughed at the affronted look on his face.
“I think I’ve gotten better, thank you very much.” He said, and promptly stepped directly on your foot. “Shit, baby, I’m sorry!”
You only laughed harder, pulling him into a kiss. You could feel the vibrations of his own laughter against your lips.
“Wait right here,” he instructed, breaking the kiss. “I’ve got something for you.”
He kissed your cheek and disappeared into the crowd.
The song playing began fading out, which caught your attention because it was in the middle of the chorus. You didn’t need Lando’s DJ knowledge to know that it was a strange decision to fade a song out long before it was over.
“Attention, everyone. We had a special request tonight from a familiar face,” the DJ announced before passing the microphone to none other than your boyfriend.
“This next song goes out to my beautiful girlfriend,” Lando said, pointing directly at you and causing your face to get hot when half the room looked in the direction of his finger. “Happy one year, baby. I love you.”
Your jaw dropped as the familiar opening notes of “A Sky Full of Stars” started playing. Not just because of the song, but because of those three special words. I love you. You’d only said it to each other a handful of times, and Lando had just said it to you in front of hundreds of people.
You met him in the middle of the floor, too impatient to wait until he got back to you.
“I love you, I love you so much!” You yelled over the music, kissing him again.
“One year is just the beginning, yeah?” He asked, and you nodded enthusiastically, cheeks hurting from smiling so wide.
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2023
You were wrapped up in Lando’s arms as you stood before his setup. In the past year, he had been promoted to be the main talent for the club and had three sets every weekend. He had insisted that the only gift he wanted from you for your two year anniversary was that you help him DJ his next set, and you’d obviously agreed. You got him a necklace anyway, but kept your promise so long as he promised to help you gain at least some skills beforehand so the audience wouldn’t kick you out for being shit. After a week or so, you felt confident enough with the buffer of the knowledge you’d picked up over the past two years to be where you were now– fading one song into another almost seamlessly.
Lando would take his hands off of you for only seconds at a time to adjust something here or there and make the music flow as smoothly as possible. Otherwise, he was all over you for the whole club to see, and you were kind of obsessed with it. He was hardly paying attention to anything else; only moving on autopilot to fiddle with the knobs or whatever it was he was doing to make you look like an adequate DJ.
“Did I do okay?” You asked towards the end of the set, looking over your shoulder at your boyfriend who hadn’t stopped smiling at you since you left the apartment and arrived at the club early to set up.
“Are you kidding? I think I might be out of a job after tonight,” he said, threading his fingers into your hair to pull you into a long kiss. “At least I would be, if I didn’t have this party trick under my sleeve.”
Slightly dazed from the passion of his kiss, you let him lean around you and queue up a song that wasn’t originally in the mix for that evening’s set.
At this point, you should have expected it, and maybe you did a little bit, but that didn’t stop the tears from pricking your eyes and the goosebumps rising on your arms when “A Sky Full of Stars” began, sending the crowd into a chorus of cheers.
“It works every time,” he said cheekily, reaching up to wipe away the tears that had escaped.
“You are unbelievable.” It was meant to be said in jest, but you were just so filled with love and adoration for him that it sounded like a compliment.
“Dance to our song with me,” he said, spinning you and tugging you forward so you bumped right into his chest.
“Here?” You looked behind you, at the set up, at the hundreds of people, and he took your chin in his hand and turned your face back to him.
“Here. Now. I want them all to see how much I love you.” He said it so sweetly that, in that moment, you were willing to give him just about whatever he wanted.
He started singing the song to you, “‘Cause in a sky, ‘cause in a sky full of stars, I think I saw you,” and it felt like you were the only two people in the room when the beat dropped and you kissed him with everything you had, letting him sway you back and forth and spin you around one too many times just to see his smile and hear his giddy laugh.
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2024
You’re surprised when Lando tells you that he’s made different plans for your three year anniversary. The club has become a second home of some sorts; you’re there more often than not to watch his sets, and you’ve always gone there for your anniversaries. Not just the years, but the six month, year and a half, and two and a half year anniversaries as well. Thus, the sudden deviation from tradition raises a few alarm bells in your head. If anything, you’d expect a change for your four years next year since 4 is your boyfriend’s lucky number.
You don’t have time to dwell on it that much. You have to be out the door in ten minutes, and you still have to finish applying your lipstick, not to mention strap yourself into the sparkling silver heels Lando had gotten you for Christmas.
“Almost ready, baby?” He asks, peeking into the bathroom and watching as you add one last swipe of lipstick.
“Yup! Just need my—” you’re cut off when he holds up the heels. “—shoes. Thanks, Lan.”
“Here, sit. I’ll put them on for you.” He gestures to the edge of the tub.
You take him up on his offer happily, and your heart jumps up into your throat when he stares right into your eyes and slowly gets down on one knee before you.
You’d overheard him talking about possibly proposing to you with your parents over the holiday break, and you hadn’t been stealthy about it at all, so he knows that you heard. Since then, he’s made a game out of getting on one knee in front of you every now and then. He already did it once this morning when he woke you up only to tell you that he made you breakfast. You know he’s joking, but now that you’re celebrating a significant milestone in your relationship you can’t help but have a slight inkling that his joking around is less of a joke and more of a hint.
So when he holds your gaze long enough to make you start thinking that it might actually happen before going about putting your shoes on, you’re not at all fazed and ruffle his hair.
“Hey! Easy, I spent a lot of time making my hair look good for you.” He yelps, jumping up to look in the mirror and patting it down meticulously.
“I like it when it’s messy,” you reply, giving him a look that you know drives him crazy.
“You can’t say that and look at me that way when we’re trying to leave the house, babe.” He whines.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” You make sure the straps on your heels are tight enough before you stand up, pleased that your retaliation to his down-on-one-knee joke worked better than you thought it would. “Come on, I don’t want to be late!”
He wastes no time in getting his payback for your antics when you arrive at the restaurant he took you to for your very first date. He opens the car door for you, and takes your hand to help you step out. The moment you’re on the sidewalk and the door is closed behind you, he gets down on one knee again, making a point to look at you the entire time. Your heart jumps again. Certainly he wouldn’t do it on the sidewalk? Or maybe he would, to add to the element of surprise?
He doesn’t. He simply ties his shoelace, the picture of innocence all the while.
“Shall we?” He says as he straightens up, offering his arm with a smile.
You retain your own picture of innocence, wrapping your hand around his bicep. “We shall.”
Seeing that he had booked the private dining room has more alarm bells going off in your head, not to mention the fact that you thought you’d never see the inside of this restaurant again. Regardless, you were actually kind of happy to be somewhere quieter to celebrate your anniversary, as much as you’ve fallen in love with being at the club.
Lando clears his throat loudly towards the end of your meal as the waiter pours two glasses of champagne. “Three years,” he begins, sounding somewhat awestruck.
You nod in agreement. “Three years. Sick of me yet?”
“I don’t think that’s possible.” He passes you a glass, and you clink them together before you each take a sip. “Actually, I’d really love to just spend my entire life with you.”
Now he’s not even trying to hide it, so you laugh a little bit. “That’s sweet, Lan.”
“I’m serious,” he pouts, and you try to contain yourself, painting a serious expression on your face and nodding as you press your lips together. “Fine, I admit it. I went a little too far with the joke.”
“Which time? Are we talking about just today or the past few weeks?” You ask pointedly, taking another sip of your champagne.
“Okay, a lot too far.” He huffs, getting out of his chair and pushing it in before walking to your side of the table. “I want to make up for it right now though, if that’s alright with you.”
“Oh my God. You’re actually serious?” You ask, feeling your insides beginning to shake a little with giddiness as he gets down on one knee before you for the fourth time today.
“I have never been more serious about anything in my life.” He reaches into his suit jacket and pulls out a small box.
It looks a bit different than ring boxes normally look, and the moment he opens it you understand why. The notes of “A Sky Full of Stars” emit from within the box where the ring sits, the dazzling diamond sparkling when it catches the light.
“Fuck’s sake, Lando, I wouldn’t have spent so much time on my makeup if I knew you were gonna do this,” you sniffle, putting a hand over your mouth.
“I’ll keep it short because I don’t want to cry too much and ruin it,” he promises, taking your free hand in his own, the other holding the box out to you. “I’ve never been happier to be borderline assaulted by a drunk girl in the middle of a set, because if that never happened I don’t know if we would’ve met.”
You start laughing hysterically, tears most definitely ruining your makeup, and he laughs through his own tears.
“I just love you so much, every little thing about you. It would take me eternity to tell you how much I love you, and that wouldn’t even be enough time with you. So, that’s why I want to ask you to be with me beyond eternity and do me the honor of being my wife.” He says your name like he’s saying it for the first time, taking his time to savor the way it rolls off his tongue. “Will you marry me?”
“Yes,” you nod. “Yes, yes, yes.”
Hand shaking, he slips the ring onto your finger. The moment it’s in place, he puts his other knee down and pulls you into the tightest hug as the song continues playing from the box.
“I love you,” you whisper in his ear, feeling his shoulders shake slightly as he cries. “But did you have to give me a heart attack so many times today?”
He laughs, pulling away and grabbing a napkin to gently wipe your eyes. “Four’s my lucky number, I had to do it three other times today to make sure I got it right.”
The song comes to an end, and you pick up the box, observing the intricate design and the engraving on the outside– You get lighter the more it gets dark. I’m going to give you my heart. Forever.
“You know this has to be the song we dance to for the first time as Mr. and Mrs. Norris, right?” You say to him, leaning in and kissing the tears off of his cheeks.
“Way ahead of you, baby. I already started making our playlist; it’s the first song on there.”
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note: the fact that i’m posting this after lando confirmed he “retired” from dj-ing… call this my long-winded eulogy. special thanks to coldplay for making a song that inspired a whole story!
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cordeliawhohung · 3 months
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what kind of drunk is shy!reader? and how does mafia!simon handle her at that state?
oooh! very interesting question!
first off, i think it would be very difficult to get her to drink. not that she's opposed to drinking or wanting to stay sober or anything, i just think she really doesn't want to drink in social settings. like she would not be getting drunk at Price's club or anything like that. she'd want to make sure she's really in control of herself and aware of her surroundings. so when she does drink, she's only really drinking around close friends and people she knows!
which usually means that she only really gets drunk around Simon. because of course he's the person she feels most comfortable being around. he'll make her the tasty fruity drinks while he's sipping on his whiskey and she talks a lot. way more than she does when she's sober. it's like all her worries and filters just vanish, and she'll just talk about whatever's on her mind.
"i like your tattoos."
"yeah?"
"yeah. you should let me color them. please? i think that'd look neat. do you like purple? i feel like purple would look really good here."
"whatever you like, sweetheart."
she also gets really touchy. not like in a weird way but she's just always leaning against him, trying to cuddle, play with his hair, trace the lines on his palm, that sort of thing. we've seen in other one shots that she's a little anxious with PDA but really, she's a little touch starved.
fuck it i'm writing a blurb under the cut.
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there was nowhere else you'd rather be than in the warm cage of your boyfriend's arms. curled in his lap, you sat with your head nestled into the side of his neck where you could feel the rise and fall of his chest and the steady beating of his heart. whatever show or movie you had been watching faded away into background noise as the fuzzy drunkenness of your brain cloaked your body and all its senses.
"hold me," you whispered, speech slurred.
"i am holdin' you," Simon retorted.
"more."
he chuckled as he squeezed his arms tight, firmly pulling you into him as if trying to consume you through osmosis. and though it was constricting, it felt nice, like laying under a heavy blanket in winter.
"i love you," you admitted as you curled into him. "you're so warm. i wanna bite you. we should cuddle more often." you paused to place a few kisses against the soft side of his neck. "you smell good. would you be mad if i bit you?"
the poor man was at an utter loss for words, and for a moment he could only shake his head and laugh. "you're gettin' feisty."
"you hate me."
there was something cute about how carefree you got when you were drunk that just had Simon wrapped around your finger. without the anxiety and worry holding you down, you had become something of a chatterbox. one that he could listen to all day. but it was getting late, and he needed to cut you off eventually.
"i'm gonna take you to bed, yeah?" he prompted as he slowly began to position his arms to pick you up.
"are we having sex?" you asked.
taken aback, Simon shook his head. "not right now."
"why not?" you questioned, confused.
"you're drunk."
"oh." a pause. "we're still cuddling."
"'course."
I LOVE THEM YOUR HONOR
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ilys00ga · 18 days
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𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝘀𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲.
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➞ pair: yoongi x female reader.
➞ word count: 1k
➞ synopsis: "yoongi and reader making a meal together for yoongi's parents" with a little bit of a domestic twist.
➞ genre: established relationship, husband!yoongi, dad!yoongi, just fluffy fluff fluff, they cook together, dad!yoongi, nothing goes wrong, dad!yoongi, just pure happiness, they also call it tooth-rotting fluff lol, did I mention: DAD!YOONGI ???, they have a babygirl uwu <33
➞ A/N: first off, thank u anon for sending me this super cute prompt, I loved it and had sm fun writing it!! second, EID MUBARAK TO MY FELLOW MUSLIMS OUT THEREEE <3 this is my lil gift for yall on this eid. it wasn't supposed to be this long tbh, and I haven't written anything for over a month, so, sorry if this is kind of messy and all over the place??? im trying to get my sht together again. but I really liked the prompt and!!! had to write it!!!! kkk enjoy bbys <3
ps. any form of feedback is reallyyyy appreciated. I live for compliments :) !
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It was one warm spring morning.
Yoongi was back from a long series of concerts just a couple of days ago. Grateful to be finally home with the two people that mean the absolute world to him. Your cat was purring on his chest as the two of you laid on the bed, enjoying the quiet of Saturday that had just begun, when his mother called to announce that, later that evening, she and his father would be coming over.
One thing led to another, and there you stood with your husband in the kitchen. One was chopping ingredients up by the stove, the other handling a mixer. Your two years old baby girl, Nara, was sitting in her high chair somewhere away from the oven and any other harmful thing. What used to be your favorite playlists playing ever so softly in the background as you fixed yourselves your favorite meals, together, was replaced with the mindless blabbering of your sweet baby girl instead, playing with the wooden spoon you had given her to play with some minutes before.
“Is this good?” Yoongi dipped the tip of his finger into the mixture he’s been working on, and carefully brought it up to your lips. You hummed in satisfaction as soon as the flavors hit your taste buds, a little bit taken aback at how he nailed your mother’s secret recipe only in the first try, “Great. You’re getting so good at this, Yoonie. I think you should take over kitchen duties very soon.”
He snorted, “If that means I’ll never have to do the laundry ever again, then sure.”
Feigning annoyance, you hissed at him, “You’re so lazy.”
“No one likes doing laundry, honey. Not even you.”
"You're so annoying."
Your daily bickering banters were disturbed by the sound of his phone ringing from the other room. He left to take the call, leaving you with your noisy little baby. The chef hat she had on her head–Yoongi's idea, by the way, along with the tiny apron she wore as well–was almost too big on her. It made her look a thousand times more adorable that you immediately started grinning and cooing when she looked up at you.
"And what about you chef? Are you having fun?"
She balled her fists up and raised them in the air, wiggling in her seat to let you know that she wanted to be picked up. Being the ever so whipped mom that you were, you scooped her up in your arms right away, and peppered kisses all over her chubby face. Her giggles seeped through your skin and locked into your bones, aching with a sickeningly utmost adoration.
“Mom said they’re almost here.” Said Yoongi upon entering the kitchen, putting his phone atop the table and smiling as soon as his eyes fell on the two of you—his girls.
“Are you being a good chef assistant, baby?” He cooed, kissing her cheek, then leaning in to leave a peck on your lips.
“She’s been blabbering her life off the whole time you were gone." you hummed.
“Mom is going to have a good time conversing with her this evening.”
“We’re almost done cooking now.” You reminded him, “Honey, check on the oven please.”
“Right.”
A wave of heat hit his face as soon as he opened the oven, but he smiled once he checked on the muffins, “they are done.”
When he took the tray out and swiftly put it on the counter, Nara erupted in a fit of loud blabber, flailing the arm that clutched on the wooden spoon in the air and almost smacking your face in the process.
It had your husband giggling, of course. He couldn’t help but join in and engage with her blather, how could he not when he got such an adorable chatterbox for a child? “Huh, Nini? The muffins are done! Yeah!”
He took her into his arms, allowing you to go check on the stewpot that was still boiling on the stove, before bringing her to have a look at the tray of the mouth watering muffins, and cheered, “look!”
Your heart, yet again, swooned, almost oozing out of your ribs with how tight your chest grew to be at the sound of your baby’s joyful squeals. She was all excited as her daddy showed her around the process of cooking the dinner for her grandparents.
Nara was having the time of her life. For some reason, she's always loved being in the kitchen. Yoongi once made a comment about her becoming a successful chef, which then turned into a long, heartwarming talk about your daughter and her future. The gentle smile Yoongi had on his face throughout that was one to die for, especially when he sulked about not wanting your babygirl to grow up. His pout was so intense, you ended up engulfing him in a bone crushing hug for almost half an hour.
It was moments like this one that you wished were pictures so you could cut them up and hide them. Somewhere deep inside your heart. Forever. That's how you often found yourself observing and admiring every single interaction your husband made with your baby, and that’s how you ended up listening attentively as he continued to talk so passionately and earnestly with her, while simultaneously attempting to work with his free arm to the best of his abilities.
She, at one point, got so ecstatic that she accidentally thrusted her arm forward and hit him in the face with that spoon. But he only turned to look at you with an affectionate smile.
Struggling through a fit of giggles, you slipped the wooden object from her grasp and gave her a big kiss; making sure to squish her doughy cheeks—a trait that she definitely got from her father, “No more hitting mama and papa for you!”
The little girl’s squeaks only got louder as she reached out with her arms towards you, addressing you with more words of her very own and special language.
“Family hug?” you asked, glancing at a grinning Yoongi.
“Family hug!” He wrapped his free arm around you, bringing your body closer so that Nara could get a hold of you as well, then added, “but let’s make it a short one or else my parents are going to come to a burnt dinner.”
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msjaeger · 1 year
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Whipped Like A Motherfu- (Older!Damian Wayne x Reader)
Description: The boys never thought it was possible for their youngest brother to have a soft spot for a woman. Or a soft spot in general. So how will they react when they witness their brother being lovey-dovey first-hand?
This was requested by @beatriceshadowmarvel2 so enjoy!!!
The only warning I got for this is that it has explicit language.
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Damian could be hot-headed. And very irritable. Also not to mention annoying at times. Overall he was a complete dick to almost everyone around him. Keyword: Almost. There was one person he would never and could never show any harsh emotions towards. The love of his life, the one he'd die for, the one he'd kill for. You.
The two of you had met during an attempted robbery. But not in the way one would probably assume. It was Damian who was getting robbed, not you. For obvious reasons, Damian could handle himself in these situations. But also for obvious reasons, Damian is the one who usually initiates the attack. It's been a while since he's been jumped out of nowhere. So he was a bit rusty on his reflexes.
You, on the other, had grown up on the rough side of Gotham so you had gotten a headstart on having your reflexes in tip-top shape. At the time of the incident, you had a fresh can of mace. You were walking past when you noticed the man get struck on the back of the head and were taken aback by surprise. On instinct, you reached into your purse and whipped out the black can. Then the rest was history.
That was approximately two years, six months, five weeks, and twenty-two days ago. It was that long ago since Damian realized that he could never love and long someone as much as he did you. But somehow, after all this time, you're finally meeting the infamous Wayne. His family.
And he was not excited.
"Of course, I'm not going to be excited, sweetheart. You didn't have to live with them for eight years of your life and for another two, having to meet up with them for every fucking holiday to exist." Damian scowled as you flipped his eggs onto a plate. He had just entered the kitchen and sat down at the bar of your shared apartment.
You turned around, one hand on your hip and the other lying his plate in front of him.
"C'mon Dami. They can't be that bad if you didn't run away." You offered, running your hands through your boyfriend's messy hair. He picked up his black coffee and muttered:
"Trust me. I tried."
You sighed and kissed his cheek, his freshly shaved jaw still having shaving cream in random areas of his face. "Did your father ever teach you how to shave?" You chuckled, wiping a smidge of cream off his face. You walked out of the kitchen and stood next to him, silently urging him to eat.
He grumbled something Arabic before grabbing your hips and pulling you down to his level. He started rubbing his cheek against yours, which usually you would be fine with. If shaving cream still wasn't on Damian's face.
"Damian! I was finally ready to go and now my makeup is ruined! I think you got some on my sweater, too!" You whined as he let out a laugh. He pulled away and stared into your eyes, his hands on both sides of your face. His green eyes kept observing each little feature you had on your face. The confused posture on your lips. The twitch of your nose as words came out of your mouth but he could only focus on your face.
"You don't need makeup, my love. You don't need anything to change how you look. You're already the most beautiful thing to bless this Earth." Damian said mindlessly, staring into your eyes.
You chuckled, confused about what made Damian come to those words or thoughts. "I'm not too sure what you mean by that, Dami. But I love you as well.". You stood up to your full height and tried removing the shaving cream from your sweater. "But not as much as I love looking presentable for your family so they don't think I'm a South Side junkie." You announced while walking back to your bedroom.
After your little situation was fixed, the two of you left the penthouse and started your thirty-minute journey to Wayne Manor. The drive gave you time to publicise your concerns.
"Dami, what if they think I'm not good enough for you? Or what if they think I'm using you for money? It doesn't help that I'm from the poorest side of Gotham and possibly the entire fucking country. Should I swear in front of them? I know they're all guys and probably swear worse than me but they-" Your rambling was cut off when your boyfriend kissed you right on the lips.
"Damian! You're driving, from the last time I checked. That's how people crash and die from a cell stroke or something." You reprimanded. Damian only chuckled and removed his hand from the wheel of his favorite Corvette.
"One: This is the car that was partnered with Wayne Enterprises to create the first self-driving sports car. It was in Hands-Off mode, sweetheart. Two: You can't die from a cell stroke because there is no such thing. Three: They'll love you I promise. Because if they don't, I can guarantee they will die a slow and pai-".
"That's enough, love. I'll stick to them not liking me." You compromised, knowing it was the best option as you were aware of Damian's threats becoming a reality.
"That's the thing, Y/n. There shouldn't be a reason for them not to like you. You're beautiful, both book and street smart, and the kindest person to ever walk this Earth." Damian was about to continue his rant about how much you were worth when he noticed he was already parked outside the place he too wasn't sure how to feel about.
A part of him wanted to walk in and reminisce on the memories of his youth. The other part of him wanted to drive his car into the side of the house (without you in it, of course), put it in self-destruct mode, and blow the house into pieces.
"I'm gonna fucking kill myself." Damian groaned as he put the car in park. You glanced at him as his face contorted into one of horror as he stared at the now wide-open door.
Four grown men walked out of the door, a prideful aura radiating off them. Damian's eye twitched as he swung the car door open and flicked them off before they even got the chance to utter a word to him. He made his way to your side of the car and opened the door for you.
He reached his hand out to you and helped you out of the car. You readjusted your skirt and reassess your outfit choice.
'Does this make me look like a hooker?' You wondered to yourself as the group approached your boyfriend and yourself.
"Wow. Little demon managed to find a girl that will put up with his attitude. And he... opened the door for her?" The one who you knew was Dick Grayson and your boyfriend's oldest brother. Only because he was on the best terms with Damian that he actually talked about him. But not in the brotherly way people would consider.
"Fucking Grayson. He's always showing off."
"Dick? Just assume the name comes with the job"
"I will not talk to him. Just because he's my brother and helped me out when I was younger doesn't mean I forgot he threw up all over me when he got shitfaced the last time I saw him."
"Guys, don't tell me the spawn of Satan himself actually learned manners and pulled a good-looking chick. I think I'm gonna cry." The one next to Dick wiped fake tears from his eyes. Damian's scowl deepened.
"Here's an idea, Jason. Go fuck yourself." Damian retorted. The new speaker, Jason, rolled his eyes and chuckled. He was the first to approach you formally and stuck his hand out.
"Hey, I'm Jason, Damian's older, hotter, and smarter brother so if he fucks up, you know where to find me," Jason smirked while you shook his hand.
"I'm Y/n. I would gladly take your offer if I didn't know Damian would never fuck up." You replied back, silently wincing at your use of vulgar language.
But instead of sneering at you or commenting your foul language was 'unladylike', Jason howled in laughter and shrugged.
"Offer still stands. Your accent. You grow up on South Side?" He asked, crossing his arms after you dropped his hand. You nervously glanced at Damian, who nodded in affirmation.
"Yep. Born and raised. How'd you figure it out? I'm usually pretty good at hiding it. That and I don't go around at night, begging for a cigarette and three cents in change."
"I'm from there too. At least before Buck-for-Fuck here adopted me. Grew up on Crack row or whatever it's called by the rich." Jason shifted his gaze to his brother. "You got a good one, Demon. You already know how we turn out." He gestured to himself with up and down hand motions.
"It's a good thing she got out before you, then."
"Fuck you, man."
Jason whimpered in fake pain before being shoved out of the way by Dick and the other brother. Dick introduced himself to you in a very formal way, starting it off by kissing your hands.
Damian did not take it well. He pushed Dick's cheek away from your knuckles. "At least ask her first. Don't you have any self-dignity?" Dick frowned but backed off nonetheless. "My bad, little man. I-", the first thing you've picked up from this family is they don't seem to let each other finish as you watched Dick get shoved by his father, who was clearly embarrassed.
You didn't need an introduction from Bruce motherfucking Wayne. 1. He owns the biggest technology company in the world. 2: It's Bruce Wayne. He's probably the one person on the planet who doesn't need to introduce himself. And he knew that too.
But he introduced himself anyways.
"Hello, Y/n. I'm Damian's father, Bruce. I've heard a lot of things about you." Bruce held his hand out as you shook it respectfully. You glanced at Damian, who scoffed at his father.
"All good things I hope, Mr Wayne." Bruce grimaced when you spoke. "Please call me Bruce, dear. Mr Wayne makes me feel as if I was alive when the Civil War was still being considered." Jason snickered before saying, "You probably were. You'd think with the amount of money you earn, you could afford getting rid of those crow's feet." Damian rolled his eyes at his family's antics before pointing at the last brother that wasn't introduced.
"The emo one who hasn't said a word is Tim. He's a bit odd and stays in his room jacking off or playing with Father's computers." Damian wrapped an arm around you as he explained his brother's habits. Tim's face became stoic as Damian shrugged.
"I hope all your stocks drop completely," Tim grumbled, brushing the hair out of his eyes. Damian's eyes narrowed and he opened his mouth to send a comeback towards his brother before Bruce chuckled nervously.
"Why don't we all go inside and catch up? Also so we don't embarrass ourselves even more in front of Y/n." The boys seemed to all agree and Damian and yourself followed the rest of the family inside.
After settling down inside the manor's living room, Bruce poured you a cup of tea and sat down in between Jason and Dick, Tim sat on the floor, and Damian and yourself sat on the couch.
"So Y/n. Tell us more about yourself. You didn't seem to have any time to do to certain people in the family. You said you were from South Side, right?" Jason clapped his hands and hollered. Bruce gave him a nasty side-eye while Dick slapped his chest.
"I think the more important question is... how the fuck someone like Damian ended up with a sweet little angel like yourself," Tim spoke while drinking something that obviously wasn't tea. Your boyfriend's frown deepened.
"I wouldn't call her a little angel, Timmy. We met because she maced a guy trying to rob me." Jason jumped out of his seat and started a handshake that was created for South Siders to identify each other with. Surprisingly, you still remember the whole thing.
"That's what I'm fucking talking about! You make everyone who still lives in Shitville proud!" Damian pushed Jason back into his seat before pinching the bridge of his nose.
"Please refrain from tainting her with your filthy hands." Damian had little spurts where he would switch from casually talking to someone to as if he was talking to the president. Of course, Jason had a knack for making fun of it.
"My dearest apologies, my lord. May I offer my condolences for my idiotic acts?" Jason bowed from his seat.
"Okay, we can try this again. Please don't fucking touch her with your nasty ass hands that we all know you 'forget' to wash. The next time any one of you touches her without her permission, I'll be sure the Lazarus pit can't bring you back to life." Damian snapped. It suddenly became quiet despite the conversation being between two people.
Although it was only two sentences, it was enough to leave the family of undercover heroes speechless. Not about the fact that the youngest member snapped at them. No, they've gotten used to that.
It's the fact he snapped at them over a girl, let alone anyone else in general.
Jason's jaw was slacked and his eyes were wide in surprise. Tim had lost all his secret stash of alcohol as he not only spit out the liquor in his mouth but his water bottle dropped onto the shiny floors. Dick's face was stoic as he processed the fact that his baby brother could actually care about someone as much as he cared about himself. Maybe more.
Bruce's expression was possibly the hardest not to laugh at. His eyes were wide, an eyebrow was arched, and overall just looked weirded out.
Damian groaned in irritation and his fingers twitched in annoyance. He tapped your thigh a few times and stood up with your hand in his. "We're gonna head to my room and sleep off the bullshit from today. Don't bother us." Damian dragged you along like a lost puppy up one of the many staircases throughout the mansion and disappeared behind the thick walls of the hall. Not before hearing:
"Use protection, please! We don't need any more demon spawns running around when we have Damian and Jason!" "Fuck you, Bruce!"
Bonus:
You laid on Damian's bare chest, his pecs acting like a pillow for your head. Your legs intertwined with his and your hands were in the pockets of his black sweatpants.
You were fast asleep, the warmth from his upper body acting as a sedative for comfort. But Damian wasn't asleep. He couldn't fall asleep. Not while admiring the beautiful soul on his chest.
He ran his calloused fingers through your hair, dismissing the tangles in your hair by prying his fingers apart at the ends of each strand. He knew you'd be pissed about the sudden frizziness when you woke up but he didn't care. Not when he'd at least hear your voice.
"Words cannot describe how much I love you, Y/n. You saved me more than the day we met with your can of mace. You changed me and I will always be grateful for your love and affection towards someone like me." He whispered into your ear. He kept whispering poetic words into your sleeping ears. He suddenly stopped when he heard a creak from the corner of the room.
His vision sharpened to see into the darkness of his old room and immediately reached over to his nightstand and switched his lamp on. It illuminated the room just enough to see his family in the corner of his room, recording the scene in front of them.
Damian wrapped his arms around your waist and gave the nastiest glare possible towards the boys. Tim was about to say something, maybe lighten up the approaching argument but Damian brought a finger up to his pursed lips.
"If you wake her up, I will play tic-tac-toe on your throats with my katana." He blankly threatened.
Dick realized there wasn't any bluffing behind his brother's threat, as he had doubted threats from Damian before and that's how he ended up with thumbtacks in his ass and tried to escape the impending doom.
Jason, on the other hand, wanted to see the world burn and tripped his older brother, causing him to trip and eat shit. A thud echoed throughout the room, causing you to stir in your sleep.
"Dami? What was that?" A dagger was whipped out of the nightstand and held by Damian in a way with the intent to throw it at an unsuspecting victim. "Nothing, sweetheart. Just go back to sleep, okay beautiful?" You drifted back to sleep as if under a spell, your hands now on his defined chest.
There was a brief moment of silence that gave Damian time to admire the love of his life. That was until Jason decided to open his mouth.
"Dude, you're whipped like a motherfu-"
A knife flew across the room and landed right next to Jason's head.
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This is the first thing I've written in almost a year so lmk if it's ass or gas. BUT KEEP SENDING IN REQUESTS I LOVE HEARING OTHER PEOPLE'S IDEAS!!!
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huskersbooze · 2 months
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Bambi
Alastor x Reader
Summary : Alastor returns from his outing one day, finding a guest lying on the floor, unconscious, in front of the Hazbin Hotel. Untrue to Alastor fashion, scaring most of the staff members, he decides to keep the fascinating creature in his broadcasting studio, and when she wakes up, she's forgotten everything, even her name. And when Alastor starts calling her nicknames in the mean time, he accidentally gives her one that she ends up growing attached to..
Warnings : N/A
Pairing : Alastor x F!Reader (Gn!Reader here, M!Reader here)
Additional tags : Fluff(?), mentions of amnesia, Alastor actually being nice?!
Word count : 1.06k
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“Wonderful, just wonderful! You’re awake!”
A staticky voice drew you out of your thoughts. Surprised, you snapped your neck towards the sound, and a rather tall and slim figure was right at your face.
“Charming, I haven’t seen you around here before!”
You flinch as the figure leans closer, causing them to back away slightly.
“Who.. who are you?”
“Pleasure to meet you, dear, just a pleasure! I'm Alastor, the Radio Demon. And who might you be?"
"I..” You reply. “I don't know." 
He seems taken aback by your response slightly, but his smile doesn't falter. Instead he cocks his head to the side and blinks at you.
"What's your name?"
You stay quiet for a while until you give an uncertain head tilt back to him.
"I don't know.."
The grin still very much glued to his face, he leaned a bit closer to you, voice dropping to a more hushed tone.
"Darling, you don't remember your name, or you don't know your name?"
"I.. I don't remember." You fight the urge to start fidgeting with your hands, looking down to the ground as your memories become a hazy blur.
"You don't remember? Your name? Anything?"
"No.."
He doesn't seem to let his bright smile falter at that, although his expression shifts slightly towards curiosity.
"Quite the fascinating creature you are." He blinks a couple of times before he shifts to lean against what seemed to be a broadcasting panel, a thoughtful expression crossing his face. "Intriguing, really. Do you know what happened to your memory?"
"No.. not really."
"Well, that's unfortunate." The Radio Demon lets out a chuckle, static still laced in his laugh. "It seems you're in a bit of a dilemma, aren't you, Bambi?"
"Bambi.. I like it." You reply.
"Pardon me?" He raises his eyebrow at you, surprised at your statement.
"Bambi. I like the sound of that."
He laughs, a smile sounding from him again. There was something so unsettling yet alluring about him.
"That is rather fitting, I suppose. Bambi.. it's not a bad name." He thinks for a few seconds, stroking his chin as he considers. "And I suppose I'll need something to refer to you if you're staying. It fits you.."
"Staying?"
"Where do you think you are right now, darling? You certainly didn't expect me to leave you out there with your memories wiped with nowhere to go?"
"I.."
"Surely you hoped to stay for accommodation and basic necessities?" The Radio Demon asks, curiosity glinting in his eyes. "You've lost your memory after all, have you not?"
"Yes.." You hesitantly replied. Sure, you've lost your memory, but you weren't stupid enough to follow a random Radio Demon around without knowing him.
"I don't bite, Bambi. I can guarantee everyone at the hotel will treat you with the respect you deserve. And if they don't, all you need to do is let me know and I'll handle them for you."
"Hotel?"
"My, my, you really are a clueless little deer." Alastor uses a cane-typed staff to ruffle your hair. “So fragile and just the cutest little thing.”
“Thank.. you?”
Alastor tilts his head to the side curiously.
"It seems as if my teasing isn't upsetting you. How strange." He merely comments. “Oh, to understand your lost little mind.”
You carefully scan the room. It seemed to be a broadcasting studio, the room simply in red. Totally wasn’t sinister at all.
“So, what do you say, Bambi? We wouldn't mind providing you with all the necessities you need for now.”
“Necessities?”
Alastor chuckles again.
"Like, a bed, for example! Or, oh, I'm sure you'd want new clothes as well, right? And... if that's not enough, we do serve breakfast the next day. If you want food, that is..."
“Jambalaya..” You mutter, mostly to yourself as you’re lightly lost in thought.
Alastor’s grin widens a little, his ears perking slightly at the sudden mention of his favourite food.
"I can't say that I was expecting that, but... yes, we actually do have jambalaya on the menu for lunch. How'd you know that?"
“Oh, sorry.. I was just talking to myself. It’s my favourite food.” You stifle a blush as you let out an embarrassed smile.
“Ah, so you do remember some things, Bambi.” He raises his voice in curiosity, walking towards a trapdoor in the floor. “Come along, dear, let’s bring you to Charlie.”
“Charlie?”
“The owner of the hotel, and also the Princess of Hell.”
“We’re in hell?”
Alastor stops in his tracks as the two of you reach the hallways, finally out of Alastor’s broadcasting tower.
“After our whole conversation, you just noticed?”
“I.. I suppose so.”
“Oh, dear, you really are just one mysterious creature, aren't you? To think you just appeared here, with no memories of yourself, of the world, and even what you're doing here in Hell. You are truly fascinating..”
Alastor smirks, speaking in a lower voice. “Charlie will be delighted to have you here.”
After introductions and such, Charlie settles you into the room next to Alastor’s, opposite of Angel Dust, and introduces you to all the staff.
“So.. who are ya’ exactly?” The white spider raises a hand, slouching on the couch with a grey cat beside him. 
“This is our new guest!” Charlie introduces. “Alastor found her unconscious and offered to let her stay.”
“That doesn’t really answer the question, princess.” The grey cat speaks up, seemingly bored from the unoriginality of these introductions.
“Well, Husker, our little friend here has lost her memories.” Alastor speaks up from beside you, ruffling your hair with his staff-cane-thing once more. You still couldn’t make out what it was really supposed to be.
“Lost her memories?” Vaggie is the one to speak up this time. 
“Indeed. It seems our dear friend doesn't even remember her own name, let alone anything else.”
“Then what a’ we s’posed to refer to her as?” Angel questions.
“You could call me Bambi..” You mutter softly, gaze glued to your own feet.
“Works for me.” Husk shrugs.
“Sure.” Angel replies.
Vaggie and Niffty nods.
You feel the static beside you grow a bit louder, and as you shift your gaze, you see Alastor keeping his composure with his backs behind his back, his eyes on you as he gives you a soft, and genuine smile.
“You’re going to love it here, Bambi.” He says.
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nisuna · 3 months
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Requesting Toji fucking a single mom. That’s it. Ily hope you’re doing good ❤️
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Hi Helloooo (Ily toooo), finally some goofy bickering and mindless smut 🥳 enough serious talk for now
Hope you enjoy! (read part 2 here!!)
TW: Pure smut, a lot of bickering, just a one night stand, right? or is it.., oraf (f. receiving), overstimulation, protected sex, a lot of positions, brat taming in a way, manhandling, tit sucking, Toji x single mom!reader, this turned out longer than I expected, 2.5k words
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It was the first time you went out in months and you definitely weren't looking for a hook up. You just wanted to go out and have some fun, now that your kids were staying at their grandparents' for the weekend. So you definitely didn't expect to get hit on by the biggest man you've ever seen. His eyes were almost eating you alive. He even had his hand on your hip, while his thumb was gently swiping over the area. You were definitely enjoying yourself until he finally spoke up.
"First time here, doll?", he asked, full of confidence.
"Huh, doll?", you sounded confused. "Do people really use these nicknames nowadays?", you thought and felt your smile fade as you backed up a bit.
"What's wrong?", he felt his confidence crumble a bit. Usually, girls were eating the nickname right up. You definitely were a handful, but nothing he couldn't handle. Challenge accepted.
"Nothing really, I just haven't been flirted with in a long time and definitely not like that."
"I'll help you ease back into it, no problem.", surely, that had to convince you. However, you weren't playing along at all. You backed up even more.
He was starting to get impatient. Now he had to have you no matter what. "Why are you so difficult? I can show you a real good time. You'll be missin' out big time."
"You know what?", you approached him, "I'm not one of your dumb little girls that swoon at your every action you know", you answered while poking your finger right between his tits (were they bigger than yours?). You'd be lying if you said you weren't taken aback by his sheer mass, but you couldn't give in so easily.
"I know, I know, I haven't had a mature woman in a long time. Why don't you remind me what it's like?", he put his arm around your waist and pulled you flush against his hard chest.
"You yap a lot, you know that."
"Why are you holdin' back so much? I know you want me just as bad, hm?", he took a long whiff against your neck. You had to have nerves of steel not to whimper on the spot. "Pleasee", he fucking pouted at you.
"Shit, fine. But not here.", you finally gave in and he shot you the biggest grin you've ever seen a grown man do while he pulled you to one of the bathrooms.
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"H-hold on. What are you, a horny teenager?", you panicked as soon as he picked you up and sat you down on one of the sinks.
"I might as well be. I'll do anything to get a taste of that delicious body of yours.", he stared you down and poked his tongue out. Shitty smooth talker.
As soon as he slottet himself between your legs, he began pulling at your dress. One of his hands went down between your legs and started rubbing at the already damp fabric while he licked a thick stripe up your neck.
"Shit", you tried to hold back your moans. He, however, showed no mercy as he began to suck on your neck, working down to your cleavage. As if to test the waters, he grabbed a handfull of your tit only to halt all movements.
"They're real, right?", he asked, almost too excited.
"Yeah, why? Did most of your other dolls have them done?", you fake mocked him before letting out a moan as he pulled his hand from between your legs and onto your chest.
"Yeah, not that I really care. Tits are tits. But yours definitely feel better than the last few I've had."
"Last few? How much does this man fuck?", you couldn't dwell on the thought for long though, because he was already pulling down your dress and latching his hungry mouth onto one of your nipples.
"Slow down ah- what if someone comes in?"
"Don't mind. They're probably too drunk to notice anyway." Thouché.
He was really taking his sweet time playing with your tits, but he must be getting restless as well, because he kept rubbing his hard cock against your, at this point, soaked panties.
"Are we gonna fuck, or are you just gonna dry hump me until you cum in your pants?"
"Better, I'll eat you out."
"Really? You don't seem like the type to just eat a girl out."
"Yeah, I usually just get my dick sucked. But I'm feelin' adventurous today because of you, mama."
"Mama, huh? I guess that's better than doll." You hummed and saw him get on his knees in front of you. Having such a huge man kneel between your legs definitely gave you an ego boost. So you were quick to put your legs over his shoulders and grab a handfull of his dark hair. He, however, didn't make a move and was just looking. Pulling on his hair and squishing his face between your thighs finally made him look up at you.
"Then you better get to work, I won't cum fron you just oogling me."
As soon as the words left your mouth, your panties were pulled to the side and your breath hitched as you felt his hot mouth on you.
"Just you wait", he mumbled between licks, "I told you, I'm gonna make it worth your while."
For having said that he doesn't do this often, he did have good technique. He mostly focused his tongue on your clit, alternating between flattening it and using just the tip. From time to time he even slipped a finger or two in to curl them exactly into your sweet spot. However, it was embarrassing how often he stopped just to breathe in your scent.
He even kept mumbling, "best pussy I ever had" between slurps. Your cheeks were getting hot and your hips started to move against his face. And with your teamwork it didn't take long for you to slap a hand over your mouth to muffle your lewd moans as you came on his tongue. Even after you've calmed down he kept his mouth on you making your legs tremble and toes curl in overstimulation. You had to yank on his hair to finally get him off of you.
When you looked at him, his eyes were blown wide and his chin was glistening with your juices. You didn't look any better, your hair was a mess and your skin was shining with sweat.
After he got back up and pressed himself against you, he asked, "Round two at your place?" Not that you'd ever admit it, but he had you hooked. So, of course, you gave him a nod and he gave you a satisfied grin in return.
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As soon as both of you arrived home, he didn't waste any more time and clothes were flying off faster than you had anticipated.
He's never impatient with hookups. Afterall, they're usually the ones that beg him to finally fuck them. But you were far too composed, even squeezing in some snarky remarks here and there. He knew you'd be trouble after your first interaction at the club. You weren't easy and his ego told him that he had to have you no matter what. But he didn't expect you to stay so calm. You had him practically begging to finally get inside of you. Finally a worth opponent, huh? He didn't even argue when you told him he had to wear a condom.
When he finally had you where he had wanted you all night, naked and in bed, he smirked and ripped the condom wrapper with his teeth.
"I gotta be the biggest one you've ever had.", he boasted while rolling the condom on.
"Don't flatter yourself", you lied. Any virgin would be shaking in her boots at this sight. You haven't had any action in a long time, but you are definitely no virgin. Surely you could take it, right?
"I'll make sure you'll never forget my dick. You'll want to come back for more. Not that you can have it again, anyway. No offence, commitment just isn't my thing. One night stands is where I shine. So, don't catch feelings alright?"
"Yeah, yeah, you yap way too much. Just shut up and give it to me.", was the last thing you said before pulling him into the first kiss of the night.
He was a little taken aback by your sudden boldness. He's not a big kisser, but this feels quite nice. So it didn't take long for him to compose himself and slowly press into you.
You overestimated yourself a bit, as the first stretch felt like you were about to rip in half, especially once he bottomed out the first time. But mama didn't raise no quitter, so you took it like a champ and dug your nails into his back instead of whining about it. However, some tears did manage to make their way into your eyes and you fully expected a snarky comment to come your way, but to your surprise, he leaned down to kiss them away.
You could cut the tension with a knife as you both just looked at each other. To lighten the mood you playfully hit his chest and chuckled. "Wow, didn't know you could be such a gentleman. But enough now", you put your arms around his neck and pulled him close. "Fuck me till I pass out", you purred into his ear.
After that, he finally snapped out of his trance and went to pound town. The first few thrusts almost knocked the wind out of your lungs, but once you got used to them, you felt extra daring.
"That all you got?", you challenged.
He didn't react at first, but he was determined to shut you up. He looked strong, but you were still taken aback when he pulled you up with him as he knelt down on the bed. One arm was behind him supporting his weight and the other was grabbing a handfull of your ass. He smirked at your shocked expression and you couldn't contain your voice when he started to pound into you from below.
You wrapped your arms around his neck and leaned down, pressing your lips against his. You were trying your hardest to muffle the embarassing moans that just kept spilling out of your mouth at his every move. He felt his ego rejuvenate at your obedience, which is why he started to kiss you back with much more enthusiasm than before.
"Feels good, right? Nobody's ever fucked you this good, huh?", he mumbled against your lips. You frantically shook your head, going right back to kissing him. It felt overwhealming at first, but you found your composure soon enough. He was trying his hardest to tame you, increasing his speed and spanking your ass between thrusts. But even that didn't shut you up so he finally snapped.
"You've been running that mouth of yours the whole night. Don't you think it's about time you finally shut up and take it. Just lay there and look pretty."
You cracked a smile and whispered, "make me."
Now he's had it with you. Before you could react, he pulled out of you and turned you on your tummy.
And before you could make another snarky remark, he pushed back into you and pulled your back flush against his chest. He's holding you up with one arm while sticking his thick fingers in your mouth. You felt drool drip out of your mouth and your eyes roll back at the new angle.
For the first time tonight, you were truly speechless and his ego grew incredibly more as he started to pound into you.
"Good girl, fucking finally."
You instinctively started sucking on his fingers at the praise. Is this what they call brat taming? It's actually quite nice being manhandled like that.
After a while he pulled his fingers out of your mouth and went straight between your legs. You let out the most obscene mewl, throwing your head back on his shoulder as soon as his fingers started to rub tight circles in your throbbing clit.
"Cumming on my cock will feel much better. I can promise you that."
And god, he didn't lie because the orgasm in the bathroom doesn't compare to what you're feeling right now. He had your back arching in his tight hold and you felt yourself go limp as he just used you. It didn't take long for him to reach his limit as well and he came with a low groan and bite to your shoulder.
He barely caught you after he let go and you almost fell face first on your bed from exhaustion. This fuck has definitely been worth your while.
You two didn't speak much after that as you went to clean up in the bathroom. This was it, right? It's kind of a shame that you were never going to see him again. It was nice having some company, but oh well.
"See yourself out once you've finished alright?", was the last thing you said before lying down.
"Sure."
Usually, that would be it, right? That's his thing, just a quick fuck and then dip. But oddly enough today, that just didn't feel right. It's been a long time since a woman made him sweat so much. Girls in their early twenties truly didn't compare to you. So when he saw you just laying there so peacefully he felt an urge to stay longer.
"I'll just leave as soon as I wake up. One night won't hurt."
You were already fast asleep when he snuggled up to your side. So much for not catching feelings, huh?
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When you woke up, it was with his heavy arm draped over your waist. You rubbed your eyes and tried to sit up, but no chance with the tight grip he had on you. So you opted for shaking him.
"What are you still doing here? I thought you said you only do one night stands.", you questioned. With a groan he finally gave you room to turn around and face him.
"Answer me now.", you poked and pulled on his cheek.
"Just leave me be. Your bed's way comfier than mine and it smells nice, too." In his sleep drunken state, he nuzzled his face against yours. He was nothing like the man you got to know yesterday. He was kind of cute, actually. So you just sighed and didn't resist his hugs.
"Want to stay till breakfast?" Nod. You didn't expect this outcome, but oddly enough, it wasn't an unwelcome one. You missed sharing a bed with someone anyway, so where's the harm in trying it out with him. You're gonna enjoy this for as long as it lasts. Who knows what'll happen.
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hiii, can you write something for enha heeseung with innocent and inexperienced reader? I would love to see what you do with it :))
──★ ˙ ̟🐇 Requests open, thank you ! ──★ ˙ ̟🐇
Heeseung isn't new to sex, he is not someone who can't control himself either, but when it came to you, weirdly he felt himself holding back.
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He was taken aback by the request at first, "friends help each other out, right?" but not this way, right? He didn't necessarily go against the request, year of bubbling tension underneath his self control left pushed him to blurt out an unsure yes. All self-control and concern thrown out the window as soon as you had entered his room. Your hair, the way it framed your face and fell on your shoulders, the small curl of your lips every time he greeted you, and the faint powdery sweet scent that lingered on your skin every time you hugged him drove him crazy. He couldn't ignore the carnal desires as a man he felt towards you.
when you did enter the room and looked around, it seemed like any other college kid's. But it was different this was Heeseung, who had many a girls leave his room flustered, with his lovebites on their skin and his essence coating in between their thighs, yet it was different with you. He didn't merely look at you as an object, He had a responsibility to protect you from potential trauma, yet despite that he found his fingers on the hem of your shirt, trying to peel the clothing item off of you when you started looking around unsure.
"I'll take it slow, yeah?' he leaned his forehead on yours and finally connected your lips to his, not wasting another minute to taste you. He had been waiting for this for months now, fuck being friends when you could be fucking every night, when he could touch you on the curves he imagined to be heavenly to hold on to as you descended on his dick. Yet when you told him you were a virgin, he was taken aback. How come someone of your visuals could be a virgin?
You had waited for this moment for so long ,too , you could not deny the sweet taste of his skin on your lips , and the way he so skillfully rid you of your bottoms, only to gently guide you to the bed. Sure you had done some foreplay things before in a random bathroom, but never been penetrated, which scared you. It scared you because the boy in front of you was slowly losing his sanity and patience when his fingers gripped your thigs and almost bent you in three layers. The tent in his pants became unbearable as the his lips collided with your nipples, licking and sucking on the sensitive buds, finally getting to taste you, whimpering as the taste made his mind hazy, his eyes darkening when he finally decided to rid himself of all the unnecessary clothes and take you right here and now.
'Fuck, I might be going back on my word now." he bit his lips as his finger beds made contact with your slick entrance, the action making you jolt and arch your back. The feeling was so foreign, your own rendezvous in the bathroom not even comparable to the delicious pain as Heeseung' s two digits scissored inside you.
"You like that yeah, it feels good?" as much as he was asking, he was begging with these words, trying to get you to come undone on his fingers alone as the other hand gripped your legs over his shoulder, trying his best yet again to not just slam his red and abused tip in your begging core. When he could no longer handle the wetness and the warmth that engulfed his fingers, and you were starting to visibly shake from the pleasure and the bubbling oncoming orgasm, he threw your legs back on his soft mattress, the covers surrounding you in a comforting cocoon.
He takes it slow with you, enters your walls so slow, agonizingly slow, his tip already stretching you out so well, thankful that he used his fingers on you first. Your thighs ache from propping yourself up on his lap, but he does not care as his deadly grip plasters you flush on his chest, his hips bucking up strongly up you, the sensation getting too much for him.
"Fuck this, we aren't friends anymore, whatever this is, this is what we are now" he grunts through thrusts and pants and you have no other choice but to just bury your head in the crook of his neck, letting him nibble on your own.
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Slashers! HC how you first meet them pt.2
Slashers x f!reader
Includes Bubba Sawyer, Bo Sinclair, Art The Clown, Stu Macher
Warnings: mentions of murder/violence, some stalking/harassment (not by slashers), ill intentions, pre-relationships, reader is a bit self deprecating, shitty friends
Bubba Sawyer
Of course you’d been dragged on a girls trip, and of course the minute the engine blew in you were shoved from the back seat onto the side of the dusty, gravel road, laughed at and told, “go find a mechanic”
God forbid your so called friends, which now you were rethinking the decision to even be here and with them, chose somewhere to travel where there was actual cell service
So here you now were, standing on an old porch that you weren’t even sure was properly attached to the house barely kept upright and covered in chipped paint
“Hello?”
A few more knocks on the creaky front door echoed out before your patience ran out, turning the handle and finding it to be unlocked
“Uh, hello? If I’m breaking and entering just let me know but this place seems abandoned”
You cupped your mouth and spoke, just to cover all your bases in case you were actually entering someone’s home, although the cobwebbed walls and moth bitten carpet spoke otherwise
“This isn’t creepy at all…”
Wandering aimlessly through the houses threshold, you searched for something that you help back on the road where all your friends were waiting
Or maybe you were just hoping this would buy you time before you had to walk 4 miles back to tell them you came up with nothing, no mechanic, no help
Your eyes glanced across the room, taking in all the items scattered about, some miscellaneous and some meticulously placed
Then your curious gaze landed on an ash tray sitting beside a moldy plate of what looked like some kind of meat
Although the fluffy possibly-poultry wasn’t what alarmed you, the smoke filtering from the end of a half smoked cigarette resting on it did
“Boys, we’ve got a fresh one”
A deep voice hollered, a rough palmed and smelly hand slapping over your mouth to muffle the hale scream that had popped from your lungs due to shock
Before you could even think to fight against the obviously strong body pinned to yours, you were being dragged towards an open basement door and thrown down the narrow, wooden staircase like a rag doll
“Take care of er’ will ya?”
The voice of your captor yelled down from the top step, slamming the door behind himself and surely locking it in the process
Disoriented and nurses a now slight headache, you mustered the energy to prop yourself up, hazy eyes bouncing about the room before they landed on what could only be described as a large, terrifying figure standing a few yards away
He wore a stained and tattered apron, brown stains you were hoping were dirt and not dried old blood
One hand gripped a cleaver, whatever he was chopping up before you entered the basement sat mutilated on a work bench, the stench of iron heavy in the air
Despite all that, the man seemed frozen, staring back at you through the eye holes in a poorly sew together mask
“I didn’t even wanna be here,”
You started before you I could stop yourself
“My so called friends dragged me out of my room a few days ago for a last minute road trip, and of course when one of them decided to bring their fuck ass car without checking it out first, it literally gave up on itself and then I get sent out to look for help but guess what! We’re in the middle of nowhere so I found this house and well it’s your house so that’s just my luck”
The man only blinked, body language clearly taken aback that you weren’t screaming bloody murder
“Just, if you’re gonna kill me, can you at least knock me out first so it doesn’t hurt?”
A loud knock at the door startled the two of you, followed by the man from earlier noisily coming down the stairs
“Why haven’t you taken care of er’ yet bubba?”
The man didn’t yell but he definitely sounded upset by this turn of events
The other man, who you now knew was called Bubba, shuffled awkwardly in his spot, rubbing the back of his head before robotically motioning to you, still sat on the floor
“You like er’ huh?
You watched the exchange quietly, although unable to contain the confusion set on you’d features
“Fine, but she’s yours to deal with, you remember what happened last time we took in a stray”
At that you pointedly turned around, staring up at the man that regarded you in terms like you were a dog
“Well I’m not a stray, technically you kidnapped me-“
Bo Sinclair
You weren’t entirely sure how you ended up in this seemingly abandoned town, one minute you were checking the map for your exit and then you missed it
Now you were here, coming to a stop as you realized you needed gas and weren’t anywhere near the hotel you had booked for the night
You definitely weren’t getting the rooms deposit back
Pulling into an empty parking lot, you pulled your phone from the passenger seat only to come up dry when the cell service was next to nothing
Then, before you could warn your heart not to jump out of your chest, a knock on your side window pulled a startled yelp from your throat
A man, not too old but not young either, stood on the other side of the car door, neutral expression morphing into a cheesy smile when your gaze met his and exchanged a few seconds of awkward, panicked staring
Brows raising in realization that the stranger, while sketchy and probably holstering a gun, could maybe help you figure out where you were and where to go
Opening the creaking door to your vehicle you pocketed your pepper spray just in case before hoping out of your seat and into the chilly night air
“You lost?”
“No, I intentionally ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere”
The man chuckled, albeit seeming taken aback by the brash sarcasm about your current situation
“Well good thing you ran into me, little lady”
The man who still carried about like this predicament was the most normal in the world smiled wider when your face pinched up in confusion, placing an open palm out to you
“I’m Bo, and you are, darlin?”
“Someone who knows not to shake hands with a complete stranger”
“Feisty”
“Oh, I’m getting there”
Despite the night breeze tickling the hairs on the back of your neck, you couldn’t help but enjoy the slight banter you were getting into
Although probably dangerous and wildly crazy to be out so late just walking around, this Bo character as charming, and something about his stare was growing increasingly comforting
“You know people don’t usually show up here, especially at night, all alone”
“But do they at least have gas in their tank? Because that’s already one up on me”
Bo threw his head back, whipping his hat off to push back the hair that fell towards his forehead in the fit of deep chuckles
“I’m normally not too inclined towards outsiders, but if you’d like a room for the night, I’d be happy to oblige little lady”
Art the clown
You strode through an alleyway, hands in your jacket pockets as you made your way back home
It was just your luck that the last night plans your friends picked for Halloween happened to be a party at the house of a guy you don’t even know
Especially your luck when only 20 minutes in you were all already abandoned, you’d ride gone and with it your phone charger
Thus, you nursed a bruised ego in a pirate costume, clutching your phone with one hand even though the battery was lost past dead
“Hey you!”
A distinctly male baritone called out from behind, you sped up not bothering to turn and face whatever stranger wanted a late night chat in the middle of an empty, dark alley
“Well that’s not very nice!”
The man responded to himself, deep chuckle furrowing worry lines between your brows
Just your luck, just your damn luck
Turning the corner to what could be described as more favorable to due the abundance of street lights and open space, the lack of people still has your nerves on overdrive
That was until you nearly ran smack into a body around the corner
Although expecting a gasp in surprise or shout in anger, all you received was a shocked expression, one such as a mime would use
Whoever this man was, was clearly wearing a very intricate costume, clown makeup done to the 9’s and a fully tailored suit to match, with a hefty, tan bag slung over one shoulder
All of your courage of wanting to leave this awful situation, and fear of what would happen if you didn’t took hold, before you knew it you were panicked and leaning forward, watching with just as much curiosity as the clown eyed you
“Listen you don’t know me, but there’s this guy following me and if you could just pretend to be, I don’t know, a friend, I would appreciate it”
The clown seemed to understand immediately, bright grin tossed on his features as the stranger that had previously had your full attention came to a stuttering halt
“Lady, I was talking to you back there”
“Oh! Sorry I just was meeting with someone and well, here they are!”
You laughed nervously, awkwardly leaning into the clown and patting at his shoulder, gazing at the stranger, you saw a look of terror cross his face right as he stumbled back a bit
“Yeah, got it”
And then he was high tailing it back the way he came
Glancing back at the costumed man you stood alone with, you caught how his face held a look of something utterly terrifying before he caught your eye, cheesy grin returning
“Thanks..”
You questioned for his name, grinning softly at the way realization of your ask spread across his face
Hand motions went left and up, down and right, then he paused, pulling the bag from his shoulder to rummage through it, pulling out what could only be described as junk, metal and rusty and junk none the less
Although the way he motioned to the item, placed it in your open palms and played a scene before you, you took to guessing
“Metal?”
“Sculpture…?”
He moved his fingers like a painter would stroke a canvas
“Art?”
That single word had the clown clapping his hands, tucking his body with a faux bow like you’d discovered something only a genius could
Laughing something genuine for the first time that night, you pondered if you should just take your chances and leave for home, or stick around a bit more with this concerning but most definitely interesting person
“So.. what else do you have in that bag?”
Stu Macher
Being the new student in a town where everyone already had friends, or at least those they only socialized with, was difficult
You’d only been here a week or so and you already wanted to move again, alas, that wasn’t exactly up to you
All you could do was hold your head high, and suck up the annoying situation you’d been tossed into
Now, a new school was bad enough, imagine your surprise would you found out there had recently been a string of grisly murders, unsolved and rampaging
Which is why you’d been an outcast since you’d appeared, like they all assumed it must be you, the murders starting, you arriving, it all was too much of a coincidence, despite the fact that it was
“Look at her, I’m telling you that girl gives off crazy”
Off handed comments like those weren’t unusual, yet today, after switching to a new class because of this exact issue, you’d had enough
“I bet she’s the killer”
“Oh yeah? And what’s your evidence?”
The girl gossiping with her friend abruptly stopped her ‘private’ conversation when she heard your quip
“Excuse me?”
You stood, in fact you stood so fast it made the chair screech across the floor, catching the attention of the rest of class
Luckily the teacher had stepped out and you could finally say what you needed without worry of authority looming over
“You know, if I’m supposedly killing students, like you say I am, why so proudly speak about it around me?”
You strode up to her desk, arms crossed with a look of disdain
She seemed taken aback, lips moving like a fish and head bobbing as she glanced between you and her friend
“Well, I-“
“If you really think I’m doing all this, why would you piss me off?”
The girl was at a loss, face paling as you simply said what you needed, before turning and grabbing your bag right as the bell went off, students funneling out behind you
Opening your locker, you startled when a body came crashing into the locker beside yours, arms crossed and looking at you with squinted eyes yet a wide grin
“So you’re the new girl?”
He wasn’t half bad looking, in fact, you found yourself heating up the longer he gazed down at you
He had this odd air about him, like someone holding too many secrets and hiding them far too out in the open, something that only seemed to allure you further
“And a murderer, haven’t you heard?”
You joked, taking out your next classes books before shutting the locker, the look on this guys face was utter curiosity, something you hadn’t received yet while being here
“Of course, just let me know what days you spree so I can avoid staying in”
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Not gonna lie to y’all, I was so focused on getting this posted I haven’t spell checked or done a once over, there will and most likely are errors!
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miniimight · 7 months
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Hellooo! Could you please write for the boys where the reader is sick but doesn't tell them bcs she doesn't wanna bother them?? I love your your blog sm 💙💙
HIDING YOUR SICKNESS ! reader doesn't wanna bother her boyfriend
with izuku, bakugo, rody + fem!reader (pro hero era)
notes thanks for the request anon !!
you: hey i don't think i can make our date tonight... i'm sorry, something came up
he frowned when he got the text. he pinched the bridge of his nose and his overthinking kicked in. you'd been distancing yourself a lot recently... between you spending all your time at someone else's place, having to postpone dates, and his hero work, you barely got to see each other.
he was worried. he pressed the call button and waited for you to pick up.
IZUKU
"hello? y/n?"
you folded from the concern in his voice. he was always going to be worried about you, no matter what you tried to do.
"izuku..." you rasped and you could tell he was taken aback.
"what's wrong, honey?" he said softly. "you don't sound too good..."
you bit your lip. oh, what the hell. he was going to find out anyway. "i'm just a little sick, that's all. i can handle—"
"sick?!" izuku exclaimed and you shied away from his volume. "my love, you should have told me."
"no, it's really okay—"
"how long have you felt this way? is this why you've been postponing our dates? where are you right now?" he ignored your protests and rambled on with more questions for a bit. you weakly answered them all.
"okay, sweetheart, i'm on my way." you could hear him huffing as you assumed he leapt across rooftops. "stay on call..."
a burden was lifted off your shoulders, and the relief made you fall asleep right then and there.
later—though how much later, you didn't know—you blinked the sleep out of your eyes. groaning, you stretched your arms and propped your body up with your elbows.
"oh, you're awake. lay down, love."
you tuned into izuku's voice, squinting through your daze. he was sitting at your bedside, a wet rag in his hand. he shushed you when you tried to ask him all your questions, gently laying the rag across your forehead and kissing your heated cheek.
"you had a fever, honey." izuku hummed, pulling the chair closer to the bed and leaning over the side. "you shouldn't have been under all those stuffy blankets."
you frowned and looked around. the windows were open, the curtains flowing as fresh air filtered in. it was true, you did feel a little less suffocated.
you pursed your lips, feeling guilty. "i'm sorry."
he was absolutely bewildered. "what could you possibly be sorry for?"
you sniffed, rubbing your eyes. "you were at work, right? and..."
izuku softened, stroking your temples with understanding. "it's never an issue for me to take care of you, love. don't be sad. just relax and let me handle everything, okay? i'm here now, to take care of you."
BAKUGO
"where are you and why have you been avoiding my calls?"
you pressed your lips into a thin line. straight to the point, as usual. "i'm... i'm staying at a friend's for the time being." you tried to speak evenly, without any tiredness.
you heard bakugo sigh deeply. "what's the matter, baby? and don't think about hidin' anything from me."
you groaned internally, letting your head drop against the mattress. you mumbled.
"what was that?"
you flared up, heat overwhelming your body. "i'm sick! okay?! i'm so sick right now."
he didn't respond.
you sighed. "i didn't want you to catch anything or worry about it. i can handle it and i'll be back in no time."
he scoffed. "fuck that. i'm coming to get you."
"kat, really—?!"
"yes, really!" you heard faint explosions in the background. "seriously, thinking you can recover on your own when you can't even speak properly." he chuckled.
you wanted to retort, but your throat burned. hmph, you thought. you let yourself drift asleep, feeling comforted.
later, you woke up in his bed to the sound of clanking pots in the kitchen. brows furrowed, you groaned as you stretched, your body buzzing after you let yourself drop into the plush mattress once more.
bakugo peeked into the room. "you're up. good. you need to eat." with an apron on, he placed an assortment of dishes in front of you; soup, fruits, and some cough drops for later.
you sat up a little, startled when his hand pressed against your forehead.
"you have a fever." he shook his head, disappointed. "you probably made it a little worse, isolating yourself under all those sheets. you were overheated when i got you."
you pouted, taking a sip of water.
he craned his neck to meet your eyes, thinking you'd be relieved being home and in his care. you clearly had something on your mind. "baby..." he held your hand. "jus' tell me what's on your mind."
you met his eyes briefly before looking away. "i... didn't want you to miss work for this."
"this matters more than paperwork." he rolled his eyes, a soft smile on his face. he squeezed your hands. "just eat up and rest up. i'll handle everything else."
RODY
"y/n?"
"nope!" his little sister, lala, chirped. "it's me!"
during his last layover, he hadn't been getting much of a response from you. he trusted you with everything, but he was worried. now that he was back in otheon, he was ready to figure out what the hell was going on.
he chuckled at his sister. you must've given her your phone to play her favorite game. "hey, lala. where's y/n, do you know?"
"she's sleeping now." rody could hear her breathing as she pattered over to where he assumed you were laying down. "sleeping like a log."
"yeah?" rody responded, deep in thought. it wasn't like you to sleep while looking after his siblings, so he knew something was wrong. "what was she doing before she fell asleep?"
"uhhh... she made lunch for us?" lala sniffed. "i feel bad, though."
rody's eyebrows creased, tugging a suitcase behind him as he unconsciously walked faster. "why's that?"
"she's got a mask on, and she doesn't want us too close to her..." lala sighed. "and she's burning up."
rody put the pieces together. he raced to the carpark and zoomed on home, bursting through the door.
the loud noise startled you out of your slumber, sitting upright. the abrupt motion made you dizzy and you groaned. lala pat your shoulder, concerned.
rody dropped his suitcase to the ground, kneeling at your side. slipping off his gloves, he pressed his hand to the side of your neck.
"seriously, babe, you should've told me when you started feeling off." he frowned, bustling about to grab you the things you needed. "i could've left any time."
your eyes were glassy when you looked at him, and he felt his heart twisting. "m'sorry," you mumbled from behind the mask. "i didn't want to bother you..."
he scoffed and pulled the mask off your face, squishing your cheeks. he looked you square in the eye. though he was scolding you, he was so soft and gently. "you never bother me. all i think about is you, lala, and roro. i want to know everything you're feeling, no matter what."
you smiled, looking lopsided as your face was still in his hands. "okay."
he grinned and kissed you.
"ugh!" you recoiled, scooching away from him. "rody! you'll get sick!"
he crossed his arms, smiling. "and? we can be in that boat together."
you rolled your eyes. "oh my god."
"aw, don't be like that, baby." rody cuddled up next to you, peppering you with affection. "come on, let me take care of you."
© miniimight ! thanks for reading <3
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uplatterme · 1 year
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Sit Still, Look Pretty.
a/n: i don’t think the doll fetish is a joke anymore *cries*
cw: sub!albedo, dom!reader, amab!reader (gender-neutral terms and pronouns | dollification, mirror sex, slight feminization, orgasm delay/denial
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The alchemist stands there, observing his surroundings as he waits for you to get your things. Your room is like any other, quite simplistic besides the few paintings that decorated the walls, paintings that he’d given you as presents.
He’s been here multiple times and usually, everything remains the same. The stack of books on your desk, the mint flower you keep by the window, your sword which always rested laying on your chair.
Usually, is the keyword here.
Now, he finds himself gazing up on one of the shelves, where a doll sits elegantly on a tiny chair.
It’s oddly…human-like.
“I found last week’s reports that you were looking for.” You return to the room, the notebook in your hands.
He takes it from you and checks, it’s just what he needs.
And while he doesn’t really require anything else, his thoughts are captivated by the expensive-looking doll. So, he asks.
Your face turns into worry, although it soon is replaced by a gleeful smile. He wonders what the reason for this is.
“That, right.” He hears you chuckle.
“I happened to get it from a traveling merchant. It’s quite pretty, isn’t it?”
He feels as if there is something else you aren’t telling him.
“How much was it?” Albedo questions.
“Including the clothes? Well, it’s about…”
Once Albedo hears of the amount, he can’t help but furrow his eyebrows from your purchase.
He hears you laugh again, your eyes looking as bright as they can.
“Don’t you find them appealing, Albedo? Lifeless forms whose purpose is nothing but to sit pretty.”
“I suppose.” The alchemist answers.
He really doesn’t.
“I just think it’s neat. Having no other choice but to obey their owners, wear dresses whether they like it or not, pose in whichever way they’re directed to…” You describe freely, grabbing the doll and placing it in his hands.
“And you know what the best part of it is?” Albedo sees your face lighten up.
He maintains his expressionless face, even if he’s taken aback by how close your face is to him, gazing into your spellbinding eyes.
“What?”
“They do it all with a smile.”
Needless to say, Albedo’s thoughts had become occupied since then.
He tells himself that he shouldn’t bother with it this much. 
Your liking of dolls is just like any other hobby, isn’t it? It’s like how Lisa is with her books, obsessive when they aren’t handled properly or returned within the given time.
Still, he sighs. He does receive your tender touch from time to time, but there’s something else that Albedo wants…or needs.
“Which do you think suits her better?”
Albedo snaps out of his thinking to see you holding two dresses right in front of his face.
He absent-mindedly chose the one on the left, and you smile at his choice. 
“Cute.” You say.
He feels flustered despite knowing that the compliment wasn’t for him. It was for that doll.
The only thing he can do is watch you pamper it, brushing its hair and using those fingers of yours to undress it and change it into a new outfit. 
He sits there, an uncomfortable emotion in his chest as he hears you utter praises for something that doesn’t even move.
“I’m sorry, I must excuse myself.” Albedo stands up from his seat to leave, unable to bear your fondness for the doll.
He needs to do something.
The door to your house creaks in as you unlock it. You hum a tune, stretching your arms, a bit tired from today’s schedule.
You take off your coat, hanging it on the wall. You rethink if there’s something else you have to do before going to bed.
“Ah, my mint flower. I haven’t watered it yet.” You say out loud.
With the glass of water in your hand, you step into your bedroom.
“Archons, you scared me!” You sigh, seeing the alchemist sitting on your bed.
While he’s the only other person who has a key to your house, he’s never been the one to visit of his own accord.
You await his response.
The alchemist stays still and unresponsive, staring past you as if there’s something that you’re not seeing.
“Albedo? Are you alright?” You question the man again, only to receive nothing.
Worried, you come up closer to him.
His eyes looked empty and his breathing was…quiet. There’s nothing wrong with him physically. No signs of any injuries that may hinder his talking nor any sign of trauma to his head.
He looks perfect, actually. And now that you take a look closer, you can see pink powder dusting his cheeks.
Albedo has always been that way. Beauty and brains, truly a perfect mix
You direct his face to yours, wanting him to look at you as you speak.
Albedo hasn’t blinked throughout this whole ordeal.
You get a hold of his chin and bring his lips to yours, wondering if that’ll execute a reaction.
Unfortunately, no results are to be seen.
He doesn’t open his mouth when you kiss him, confusing you since he usually does.
It’s as if Albedo has no sentience. A lifeless being, somewhat similar to that of a statue that served no other use but to be stared at.
No. 
You deny your thoughts.
Surely, Albedo isn’t doing what you think he’s doing, right?
You trace your fingers on his thighs, its smoothness surprising you. Almost as if it were made from porcelain, you observe.
“Albedo, you cannot do this to me.” You scold him, each second passing by with him in this state is not good for your heart.
“You don’t know what I’m capable of,” You stare at him, wanting to see if he’ll say anything.
“I’m afraid I won’t be able to stop myself if things get too far.” You admit, caressing his emotionless face.
Extraordinary.
“To think you would be that jealous of a doll. It’s adorable, my love.” It’s too good to be true, you think. Albedo presents himself as if he is one too, just so he can garner your attention.
He’s always been smart and reckless like this. He knows this will work. Now, to see how far this ambitiousness will push him…
“Well, a new doll needs a new outfit.” You say to him.
Albedo tenses up at your words.
This is proving to be much more difficult than he expected. Your lingering touch makes him want to buckle to his knees. The kiss on his lips, that led to the core in his chest tightening up.
Has he always been that soft? 
Only having a limited field of vision, he cannot see what you’re doing. But from what it sounded, you were likely looking for something to put him in.
“Ah! Here it is!” You bring the dress to his eyes and he immediately regrets playing this role. This is a bit…embarrassing.
“This was supposed to be a gift for Sucrose’s birthday, but I’m sure you’d do a better job modeling this than her.” You explain.
It was getting difficult to maintain his quiet breathing, especially when you ogled his body as you took off the clothes that he has now. He wants to tell you that you should look away, that he can do it in your stead.
However, he ignores it. He ignores the embarrassment and the warmth rushing up to his cheeks. 
“Your white underwear suits you, Albedo. Although, don’t dolls have no need for undergarments?”
Your voice sends a chill to his spine. He sits there helpless under your fingers, awaiting what you’ll do next to him.
“You’re so perfect, my doll.” Albedo bites back the need to whine.
“Should I set up a mirror so you can see?”
He stares at himself through the mirror, the fluffy dress reaching just above his knee. It’s not of Monstadt creation, that’s for sure. Perhaps it’s a dress from Fontaine?
“Do you like it?” He watches you brush his hair.
“You know, I’ve always been amazed at how gorgeous you are. To think I’m this lucky to own you…I’ll make sure to take good care of you, dear.”
Albedo wants to bury himself underground. He’s enjoying this more than he should be.
It’s strange. He doesn’t get why he’s enjoying this at all. Isn’t his sole purpose to be that of living as a human? Why would he succumb to regressing himself like this?
Your arms envelop his body, your hands traveling on top of the fabric. 
They’re warm.
Albedo seethes when he feels you tug his nipple. No talking, he has to remind himself, even if you fondle his body like this without warning.
His throat is itching for something, a word, or any kind of sound. He hasn’t said a single thing since he stepped into your abode. 
He can do it, he reassures himself.
“My doll isn’t giving up this early, no?” You whisper directly to his ears.
Your fingers slip under the dress and he’s forced to be reminded that you’d taken off his underwear earlier. No! If you touch there, he’ll surely—
“Hmm…” 
Panic settles on his face when the noise unconsciously slips out of him.
“Is my doll malfunctioning? That’s a shame. I thought you were perfect. Do I have to throw you out already?” 
No, no… He stresses.
Give him one more chance! He pleads in his head.
Your thumb rubs the slit of his tip, playing with the already oozing precum. His thighs slightly tremble and he’s begging you to not notice it. He can’t —It’s physically impossible for him to stay still!
Your fingers now move to his shaft, stroking his cock slowly and giving him the right pace that he needs.
Albedo’s mind is getting hazy. It feels so damn good, he’s this close to moaning loudly if not for the fear that he’ll disappoint you.
He bites the inside of his cheek, his eyelids shutting close every now and then.
Your pace hastens, each stroke getting rougher and faster. He doesn’t know if he’ll be able to hold in his scream when he cums. 
“Mmgh–”
His breaths are getting heavier and deeper, his cock ready to burst at any second. 
And then he feels your grip tighten. 
You stop your movement, letting his worry go to waste. It’s painful, being stopped when you’re so close to reaching your high. Still, this is better. He can’t imagine what he would do if he actually did crumble beneath your hands.
Albedo shivers when he feels you touch his tip again, replicating the same movements you had done earlier. His thighs are sticky, the insides of the dress damp and warm. 
The alchemist breathes. Coming to a conclusion that he’ll make less of a noise this way. He hears the way it squelches with each stroke, the noise leaving him greatly humiliated.
His cock aches for a release, the emotionless facade that he wears slowly shattering as he gets closer to an orgasm.
He bit down on his lip, ready to contain the noise, when you immediately stopped. His cock twitching from being suddenly released from the friction.
This happens five more times.
Albedo can feel his sanity going away. He needs to cum. Let him, please. He’s been doing so well, hasn’t he?
His legs have stopped shaking, already used to the same torture that you keep putting him under.
He wants it already, impatient at how long he thinks you’ll keep doing this. Albedo wants it to be all over, he’ll do anything. He’ll suck you off with his mouth if you want, no matter if it ends up with him choking at the end.
How long will he have to bear this?
“You really don’t get it, do you?” You ask the worn-out alchemist.
“You’re already perfect, Albedo. But isn’t there something you’re forgetting?”
What?
“I’ve given you so many chances to guess, and yet you still won’t remember?”
Your fingers cup his chin, and his mind relishes at the fact that he could forget about the one thing you told him that you enjoyed the most.
“Smile for me, doll.”
Albedo’s a wreck as he gets his insides wrecked with your length. His body every now and then writhes as he lets you handle his body even if you push inside him so far that he can feel it inside his guts.
He’s not allowed to move. He’s a doll, he keeps repeating to himself.
The smile on his face looks whorish instead of being elegant. 
He doesn’t know whether it’s because of the mirror but seeing you penetrate him, his hole opening up graciously for you has the poor alchemist wanting to scream. But since he can’t, his emotions overwhelm him and tears start flowing down his cheeks.
Being used like this, as if he’s just some object to be thrown around sends a thrill in his head. Perhaps it’s because of the fact that he would have been, if things didn’t go his way. 
Albedo ejaculates on the bed, the dress sticky with his cum. 
You don’t stop, his walls being mercilessly pounded through, wanting to see how far his limit is until he finally begs of you to stop.
Well, you did warn him before, didn’t you?
His body is weightless in your arms, using his body as if it’s your personal sex doll, you grab him by the sides of his waist, thrusting and hitting his sensitive spot each time.
He loves it.
He’s yours and you have every right to decide what he can and cannot do.
He won’t mind.
Not at all.
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abbyromanoff · 4 months
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hellloo🤗 i was wondering if u could do a 1850s natasha x f!reader based on ivy by taylor swift. kinda like where nat is a nurse or something and reader is a housewife. nat wants reader to herself. kinda like emily dickinson and sue gilbert from dickinson?
IVY
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PAIRINGS: Natasha Romanoff x reader
WORD COUNT: 1124
WARNINGS: death, nat kills someone but not in a dark way, talks of witch craft, cheating, think that’s really all :)
NO ONE IS PERMITTED TO STEAL, COPY, OR REBLOG MY WORK AS THEIR OWN!!
“Will he be okay, Nat?” She sighed, grabbing your hand and leading you to a more secluded area. You gulped nervously, your eyes falling around the building to spot if anyone else would have sighting of your shared encounter.
“You’re worrying me, what’s wrong with him?” She rubbed your arms soothingly, bringing you in for a quick, soft kiss before resting her forehead against yours.
“I’m sorry, love, I’m afraid the wound is too great to heal. It’s spread throughout his body and is infecting him. The doctors have tried removing it but there’s only a slim chance he can survive, and even then he would live a life of deep pain and suffering.” You bit your lip, removing yourself from her hold and turning, unable to let Nat see the tears that threatened to escape. You never loved him, that was known to her, but she understood your grievance.
“He was a good man, he didn’t deserve this.” That was a lie, and the bruises often marking your body only proved so. Nat would never tell you her lips turned upwards when hearing the news, but deep down you knew she was thrilled. This could be your one chance to escape with her through the woods to the small cabin she had spent her free time building for you. It was the one of your dreams, and your husband never cared to listen, stating he was too busy to build. But Nat wasn’t, she devoted the time she did not have to making everything and anything your heart desired, and she guessed watching her father working tirelessly building homes for others helped her learn a few steps.
“It may be best to say your goodbyes now before it is much too late.”
The following day you decided to visit your husband who awaited his time, he knew he didn’t have long, but he refused to admit it to himself. Flowers were held in your hand from your garden, despite the fact that he never cared to even notice them. Everything you worked hard for he lacked to notice, but you grew used to it.
But what you didn’t expect to walk in on was Nat silencing his screams, and her needle ripping the stitches the doctor performed on. Your eyes widened, and you dropped the petaled object in hand, the action catching her ear as she turned quickly, copying your position the moment she saw your figure.
“Y/N..”
“You’re- you’re killing him! How could you?” You rushed over to the man, and Nat worried your noises would alert the few other nurses or doctors. When you reached for him, you felt his heart slowing to a stop, and you assumed Nat had been putting him through this for longer than you had seen.
“He wished to die, Y/N. It hurt him too much to even breathe, and he begged me to take his life, so I did. I’m sorry.” Your tears began to fall onto his now warm skin, you did not want to feel it when he was cold and empty.
“I just- I can’t believe he’s actually gone.”
“I know, I’m so sorry, sweetheart.” She was taken aback when you wrapped your arms around her figure, desperately searching for comfort that you could only receive from her.
“Take me away from this, please, I can’t handle it.” That night she brought you to your home, allowing you to gather your belongings in secrecy. People hadn’t quite yet heard of the death of your husband, but your sudden departure would cause awful suspicion from the townsmen. So, you decided that this would be the last time your presence was spotted in this town, and you were to run off with the love of your life.
“Do you need any help with that?” Nat stood in the doorway of your bedroom, the one you used to share with your now-late partner.
“I’m almost done, I’m only gathering essentials.”
“Really? I took a few pieces of furniture as well, I’ve never been able to afford any of this.” You chuckled, stalking towards her and pressing a kiss to her sweet lips, the action bringing you a quick relief. When she was with you, holding you, kissing you, making love to you, everything seemed to fade away until it was only the two of you left.
“You’re the most important thing in my life, Y/N. I can not even imagine losing you.” You smiled, resting your head on her shoulder as she embraced you in a warm hug, causing you to melt in her hold.
“I have a surprise for you, darling.” Your face lit up, and her heart skipped a beat at the sight.
“Follow me when you are done packing, I have a place for the two of us to stay.”
Less than an hour later you were both scavenging through the woods, giggles leaving both of your lips as you ran, the leaves teasing your ankles as your hand was held by her.
“Okay, it’s right over here.” You both stopped, and she came up behind you with a smirk, her hands coming to cover your eyes as she led you forward. Even in the dark, she knew where to lead you, and you followed, trusting that she would never bring you into danger.
“And open!” You gasped when spotting the small building, and words seemed to fail to gather in your mind. It was beautiful, everything you had ever dreamed of, and everything you confined her in.
“It’s…beautiful. I can’t even believe it,”
“Well, believe it, because this is our new home.” She gripped the sides of your waist softly, pecking your cheek and lifting each item into her arms with ease, her strength always seemed to interest you.
“Here we can grow old together, just like we always wanted. I have a garden for you out back, so you can grow all the vegetables and flowers you wish. There’s a lake not far from here that I promise to bring you to any time I can, and there we can make love on the soft grass while the water sways in the wind. We can marry there, even if it may not be legally, I will still consider you my wife. I want to spend every waking moment with you here, and I will never wish to leave you, my love. So, Y/N, will you take my hand in marriage, and join me as my lover for all eternity? In sickness and in hell, I want you under all circumstances. And even in death, I will be with you, in every universe.”
And in every universe, you two found your way together, just like she promised.
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cordeliawhohung · 5 months
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a dad!simon scenario that @ghostslillady planted in my head awhile back that i can't stop thinking about and figured i'd share with you guys <3
dad!simon gives you twin boys and they are an utter handful. from the very moment they're born, they're getting into trouble, but it's nothing simon can't handle. it's not uncommon to see him holding both boys at once, as they fit perfectly in his arms. and god, you almost give him another child the first time you see him do this. the way he does it so effortlessly, how he quietly mumbles his thoughts to them as he goes about his day, turns you on in a way you don't think you could ever admit to him.
dad!simon insists on putting the boys into football the moment they're old enough. at first you were worried about them getting hurt, as they're toddlers after all, but when you see them running around on the field, their cleats slightly too big and their shin guards slipping with every step, you can't help but coo about how adorable they are.
dad!simon, on the other hand, doesn't coo at them. he's shouting, cheering, clapping his hands every time one of them scores a goal. you're certain he intimidates the other parents, but no one dares to tell him to quiet it down. every time they win a game, simon lifts both boys onto his shoulders and parades them around the field until their stomachs hurt from giggling so hard. no matter if they win or lose, he always treats the whole family to dinner or lunch after the games, because hard work should always be rewarded <3
dad!simon is a smart man, but the new methods of doing simple elementary level math dumbfounds this man. "why do all those fancy steps?" he asks, eyebrows furrowed. "it's how the teacher showed us," one of them responds. "goddamn waste of paper, that way," he curses. you make sure to have a talk with him about how often he uses "foul language" around the boys. you're honestly surprised their first words weren't "fuck" or "shit."
dad!simon gets you pregnant again by the time the boys turn four, and honestly you were surprised it didn't happen sooner. this pregnancy is much easier to deal with as it's not twins, and the two of you are pleased to find out its a girl. when she's born, simon holds her like she's the most precious thing in the world, and your boys are just as gentle with her. taking turns holding her with your supervision, placing kisses on top of her head just like they saw their daddy do.
dad!simon and you go to every single one of her dance recitals the moment she's old enough to be enrolled. she stumbles across the stage with the grace of a newborn fawn, and yet simon and the boys are clapping and whistling the loudest out of anyone in the crowd. he buys her flowers, which the boys end up stealing in order to give to her themselves.
dad!simon gave your boys his height, and they make sure to bring it up at any possible opportunity. always putting things too high up on the shelves, or leaning their elbows on top of your head. they've also picked up on simon's dry humor, and dinner time conversation is usually filled with a myriad of terrible puns and anti-jokes that leaves you rubbing your face and groaning. it only gets worse when your daughter joins in.
dad!simon and you worry a little bit about your kids as they get old enough to date. especially your daughter, who's too kind and sweet for her own good. so when the two of you get called to the school one day because the boys got into a fist fight with some other kid, neither of you were exactly surprised. figuring they had been fighting over some girl, you were taken aback to hear that they threw punches because of something someone said about their sister. "he called her a cunt because she wouldn't go out with him!" one of them exclaims, causing the teacher to gasp at such a vile word. "no one calls our sister that and gets away with it," the other one finishes. that was all simon needed to hear in order to excuse their behavior. he buys them the new video game they've been begging you get them as a prize. "good behavior should be rewarded," he says to you with a slight smirk.
dad!simon doesn't tone down his affection when you're around the kids. of course he's not doing anything grossly inappropriate, but he doesn't hide the quick kisses he gives you, and he's always surprising you with hugs from behind while you're chatting with the kids or making dinner. always giving you gifts, to his beautiful wife who gave him such an amazing family. and this rubs off on your children. the boys always treat their partners with the utmost respect, and your daughter knows not to take any shit from anyone who would make her feel smaller for being a girl.
dad!simon and you watch as your children grow up into amazing people, taking the world head on by themselves. he forever thanks you for giving him everything he could have ever asked for, something he thought would be forever out of his reach. and there's something a little bittersweet about the fact that they're no longer living at home with you, having become full grown adults with their own lives to live, but the cycle begins all over again by the time your first grandchild is born <3
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wlntrsldler · 3 months
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f.u.c.k | jamie tartt
based on the song f.u.c.k by victoria monet
description: pure smut. no plot.
pairing: jamie tartt x f!reader
warnings: language-- it's ted lasso, what did ya expect?!; PinV! sex! smut! so dirty.
word count: 2.4K
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The first time you fucked Jamie Tartt was all lust. You’ve come to learn that there was something absolutely magnetic about him. Like once you’re within his vicinity, you are pulled towards him whether you want to be or not. You tried to fight it at first, unable to get rid of the idea of who he once was from your brain, but it was no use. The more you got to know Jamie, the easier it was to fall for him, to be so intoxicated from him. He consumed your thoughts. All kinds of thoughts.
It was Ted and Beard’s going away party. Rebecca rented out Bones & Honey entirely for the team and their guests. The early part of the night was wholesome. Players gave speeches about how their lives were changed because of the two Americans and wished the coaches a safe flight. There was a three-course Michelin-star menu and an assortment of expensive and classy wines. After the meal, the open bar was introduced. 
Bones & Honey was instantly transformed into a nightclub and it became far from innocent. You found yourself sitting at the bar, sipping on your drink, with Jamie Tartt whispering in your ear, so close to you that you could feel his body heat radiating off of him.
You’d had a few drinks. You were in a good place where you felt careless enough to speak your mind but sober enough to carry on a proper conversation and to know what you want, what you need. The music was so loud that you encouraged Jamie to lean in closer so you could hear him properly. He happily obliged. 
From where he was, your sweet perfume filled his senses. Your skin was a little damp from how hot the club was with all the dancing. Jamie had a hand sprawled across your lower back, not because you needed to be steadied but because he needed to touch you. As he pulled away from your ear, he couldn’t help but bite his bottom lip. Had he extended his neck just a little bit more, his lips would’ve brushed the skin of your neck. 
You placed your drink on the counter, turning the bar chair to face him directly. Your eyes roamed his figure– strong thighs on display with the slacks he wore that hugged his bottom half perfectly, arms so sculpted that you couldn't help but run your fingers over them, and his hands that would look so, so good on you. You couldn’t help but watch the veins of his tattooed arm as he flexed his hand. You let your eyes wander upwards, stopping at his plump lips. You forgot what the conversation was about. 
Jamie’s eyes trailed down your body, having to hold back a groan when he saw you press your thighs together. His hand slowly crept to touch your exposed knee, giving an experimental squeeze before he let his hand move up. He stopped at the hem of your dress, looking up at you once more. You had this look on your face like you were fucked out and he hadn’t even touched you yet, as if the sexual tension between the two of you was enough to get you off. Jamie flared his nostrils, his slacks getting tighter by the second. He leaned toward you again, “If you don’t stop looking at my lips without doin’ anythin’ about it, I will fucking take you right here on this counter in front of everyone.” 
You smirked, placing a hand over his own that was resting on your thigh. You opened your legs a tiny bit, guiding his hand near where you wanted him, but not quite letting him get there. You placed your other hand on the side of his face as you leaned closer, “You couldn’t handle me.” 
For a split second, he was taken aback, eyes blinking while your words sunk in. Then, he smirked, extending his thumb to lightly graze your mound. You sucked in a breath at the contact. Jamie pulled his hand away and hopped off the bar stool, extending his hand for you to take. You adjusted your dress and took him up on his offer. 
Jamie placed a hand on your back, ushering you out of the bar. As you were walking out the door, Jamie pulled your back to his front. You gasped at the sudden contact, feeling him against your leg. He wrapped an arm around your torso, mouth finding the skin behind your ear. He placed a soft kiss on it, so soft you didn’t know if you just imagined it. “You’re gonna regret saying that.” 
When you got to his flat, it was like you were both done with the months of pining, sexual tension, and secret touches. Jamie unlocked the door, pulled you inside, and then his mouth was on yours. He kicked the door closed and had his hands gripping you everywhere like you were going to disappear if he didn’t. You had your fingers tangled in his hair, gently tugging, making him moan into the kiss. Your mouths were reckless and messy, but so fucking hot against each other. 
He was the first to pull away from you, the last shred of logic he had left willed him to because then, he truly didn’t care if he needed to breathe to survive. At that moment, your lips on his own were more important than anything else. Jamie fumbled with the zipper on the back of your dress as he left sloppy kisses down your neck. He inhaled your scent, groaning, unable to stop himself from grinding his hips against yours. You sighed in pleasure, arching your back to press closer to him. 
When he detached from your neck, he looked at you with eyes that nearly had you sinking to your knees without question. His eyes were wide, lust clouding his irises so much that you couldn’t recognize the color they’d become. He was panting, lips raw and red from kissing you. You saw traces of your lipgloss lingering on the side of his mouth, twinkling sinfully under the lights. You ran your thumb across his lips, trying to wipe the remnants of your mouth away from it. Jamie captured it between his lips and sucked on it, his tongue licking a stripe up the pad of your thumb. He placed a soft kiss on it before you pulled it too far from him. 
“What I wouldn’t give to see this look on your face again,” he sighed, beginning to kiss down your body. He placed a kiss on your collarbone, “And again.”
A kiss to your chest as he peeled your dress down, leaving your top half exposed, “And again.” A kiss on your boobs, nipping and biting at the soft flesh. Your skin was on fire. “And again.” 
He continued this down to your stomach. Jamie was on his knees, looking up at you pleadingly. He looked wrecked. He pulled your dress down, running his fingers over your panties as if asking if it was okay. You responded by placing a leg on his shoulder. He shuddered, reaching down his pants to adjust himself. He whimpered at the contact before returning his focus to you. 
He moved your panties to the side, whining at the way your slick looked so inviting for him. Jamie licked up your cunt, moaning into you, enjoying your taste. His cock was leaking pre-cum and it was so fucking painful, but he wasn’t going to let this moment go to waste without tasting you, feeling you. Jamie’s eyes fluttered shut when your fingers found his hair again, tugging him closer to where you needed him the most. 
“Right there, Jamie,” you panted, chest heaving. “So good for me, baby.” 
Jamie didn’t know that he could get more turned on. He was rock hard already, but hearing the pet name roll off your tongue, sounding so fucking spent, with you withering above him, made his cock twitch in his pants. He clumsily undid his zipper, pushing his slacks down to relieve himself from its confines. Jamie brought his hand back up to you. His tattooed arm was pressing down on your stomach, trying to keep you still. His other hand joined his tongue, fingers dipping inside your cunt. 
You mewled at the feeling of his fingers inside you. There were so many things happening. It felt so good. He was knuckles deep, lips wrapped around your bud when you felt that familiar knot in your belly. You pulled on his head, trying to warn him about what was coming. You were trying to give him an out just in case he didn’t want to be there when the dam broke. 
Jamie pulled away, staring at you with his face glistening with your slick. “Give it to me, baby. Want it so bad.” 
When he went back down on you, it didn’t take much to have you screaming. You were blubbering above him, crying out his name as your orgasm turned your limbs to jello. Jamie could no longer hold off. He pumped his cock just enough to relieve the pressure, but not enough to cum. He couldn’t come in his hand. He needed to come inside you. 
You pulled him up to kiss him again, sighing into his mouth when you tasted yourself on him. He led you through his hallway, picking you up so you could wrap your legs around him as he carried you up the stairs to his bedroom. You pushed yourself on him, moaning when you felt his cock prod your pussy. Your soaked panties and his thin boxers were the only things separating you from each other. 
He dropped you on his bed, not once disconnecting your lips. Jamie was on top of you, hips rocking against yours. You were tugging down your underwear, whining when the cool air hit your center. Jamie tugged his boxers off shortly after you. He hissed in pleasure when the head of his dick touched your entrance. 
In his distracted state, you flipped the both of you over so you were on top. You got on your knees, placing your body in between his separated legs. He looked at you questioningly, his face ever so expressive. You arched your back so you were leaning onto him. You grabbed his dick, lightly stroking it. Jamie scrunched his eyes closed, taking in a breath as you took your time with him. He backed up so his back was on his bed frame and you hungrily followed him. He crossed his arms behind his head. 
Jamie’s heart nearly stopped when your tongue licked up the side of his cock. You wrapped your lips around his head briefly, “Been wantin’ to taste ya since forever ago.” 
“Yeah?” Jamie breathed out, unable to look away from you. He groaned when you took his cock in your mouth, your hand wrapping around the rest of him that you couldn’t fit in your mouth. He tucked your hair behind your ears, trying to stop himself from bucking his hips up, “Been wantin’ you like this for so long. Wanted to feel that perfect pussy.” 
You groaned at his words, continuing to suck him off. He was a moaning mess, panting, hands gripping the sheets beside him. He abruptly pulled you off his dick, mumbling something about wanting to finish in your pussy. You hummed, connecting your lips once more. As he hovered over you, you leaned up to whisper in his ear. “Next time, I want you to fuck my mouth so hard I lose my voice. Don’t hold back, baby. Want to taste you.” 
“Jesus fucking Christ,” Jamie groaned, stopping his movements. He dropped his head on your shoulder. His dick was poking your pussy, more than ready to feel you around it. “You’re going to be the death of me.” 
“Told you, you couldn’t handle me.” 
Jamie licked his lips, a twinkle in his eye. “Told you, you were goin’ to regret sayin’ that, love.” 
Jamie pushed into you with fervor. Your scream bounced off the walls, and the air in your lungs disappeared. He looked down at you, a moan escaping his lips at how utterly perfect you looked under him. Your nails clawed at his back, no doubt leaving marks on it. Jamie couldn’t feel it. All he could feel was the warmth and tightness of you. His brain was shortcircuiting. He met no resistance from your pussy. It was so inviting. It was like it was made just for him. 
No coherent words left your lips. All you could babble out was Jamie’s name. You forgot every word besides his name. Jamie. Jamie. Jamie. Like a fucking mantra. Like a prayer. 
“Baby,” Jamie whispered. “Baby, please,” 
Your eyes were rolling back as you felt your orgasm coming quickly. Jamie was begging for you to come with him. He was close, so close that his ears were ringing. He couldn’t think about anything else but chasing his high and feeling you come undone around his cock. He thrusted into you with a rhythm that had you sobbing. The pleasure was so intense. You felt so full. 
Jamie felt your pussy tighten around him and his arms nearly gave out. He held himself on top of you, continuing to push into your pussy. His fingers found your clit, rubbing it at the perfect pressure to bring you to your end. 
“Shit,” Jamie hissed, unable to stop himself from pounding into you. You yelled out his name when you came, your pussy constricting around him as you orgasm. He buried his face into the crook of your neck, spilling himself inside of you shortly after. 
You cradled his head against you as he tried to catch his breath. When he pulled out of you, an involuntary sound left your mouth, suddenly feeling empty. Jamie chuckled at your reaction and let his eyes trail down your body. He licked his lips at the sight of his cum spilling out of you. 
You rolled over on your side, reaching up to fix his hair, “So what’s the verdict, Tartt? Can you handle me?” 
Jamie laughed, wrapping an arm around you. He placed his lips on yours, softer and sweeter this time. There was no more urgency between the both of you. “I don’t think I can.” 
“Told you.” 
“But, I think I just have to build my stamina up,” He added, his hand making its way down to your ass. “So I just need to practice some more with you.”
You smacked him on the shoulder, throwing your head back in laughter, “You’re ridiculous.” 
He smiled at you, teasing, “Hey, you’re the one who said there was a next time.” 
“Mhm,” you mumbled, kissing him again, “There will definitely be a next time.” 
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PART III
Han x reader. (s)
Too Hot To Handle masterlist
Synopsis: You and Han become contestants in a reality dating show, Too Hot To Handle. (14,1k words)
Author's note: Despite my hectic rl, I finally finished season 4! Thank you for tuning in this far with me ❤️
HAN: Why did I have that wank? [Facepalms]
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The group has lost another $10,000 and Han contributed $4,000 to that
It doesn't make him feel good letting everyone know that he rubbed one out in the shower earlier but also to everyone who will watch this show.
He wants to book a flight home immediately and never comes out of the house.
Han feels the need to apologize to you for what he did and worse is, not telling you about it. It's hard to get privacy so he waits until everyone leaves the dressing room to do that.
As you sit on your chair brushing your hair, he places a kiss on the top of your head, "Hi, nugget!"
You don't reply but keep untangling your hair with your fingers so he sits on the chair next to you, patiently waiting for you to soften around him.
After a moment, you look at him and softly sigh, "I can't believe you did that."
He hurriedly holds your hand to not let you go from his side, "I know," he meekly says.
"We've been here since day one and trying hard not to..." Your words trail off as you take a cotton pad and put something on it, "And we could have spent God knows how much by now if we did."
He nods and feels bad for it for letting you down, "Yes, know what you're saying," he confirms.
It's obvious to him now that you need time to cool down, he then holds your hand tight and turns your head to make you look at him.
"I'm sorry," he sincerely apologizes.
You put on a weak smile for him but a smile nonetheless, and then you tenderly kiss his cheek, "Wait for me in bed," you tell him.
He allows himself to hold you for a while and lands a quick kiss on your cheek.
"Don't make me wait long," he says as he softly nuzzles his nose in your neck.
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HAN: I apologized but I still feel like I need to win her over.
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When you finally come to bed, you seem to have gained your mood back but he remains cautious, he wants to be on your good side.
Han snuggles up to you, overlapping your body with his, and buries his head in your neck, inhaling your scent that puts him in an instant comfort.
The lights are off and not long after that, the chatter dies down the late it gets. He knows you're still awake from how you keep gently ruffling his hair with your fingers.
"Are you still upset?"
You weakly smile at how careful he is asking you that when you're not mad at all, just a bit taken aback.
"A little," you reply with your eyes closed.
He rests his head on his pillow and lays on his side facing you, "it's been hard not to do anything whilst getting closer," he says.
You hold the hand resting on your stomach and turn your head to look at him, "It's hard for me too," you mutter.
You lightly rub his forearm as you keep lowly talking to him, not wanting to disturb everyone else who sleeps in the room.
"I'm ovulating right now, I'm like... hornier than ever," you share with him.
"You what?" He asks in confusion.
"It's just... hard for me too," you skip on trying to explain what it's about.
He lowly chuckles at how you easily give in trying to explain it to him. He leans his head against the side of your head, "How can I not touch you when you're getting hotter and hotter every day, mmh?"
You hate how easy it is for him to make you melt with such cheesy words, you keep your cool and respond with a scoff.
He then places a long kiss on your cheek with his hand cupping your jaw, "And I'm getting more and more smitten," he adds.
You scoff again but you can't help but smile this time, "Cringe!" you respond.
He grins as he nuzzles his head in your neck and whispers into your ear, "I like you so much."
It's been a long time since you haven't felt this admired and adored by someone, it feels good and flattering. You feel like you owe it to him to tell him how you feel.
You look to the side and put your hand on his chin, turning his head to make him look at you.
"I like you too," you mutter to him and your heart is quivering, overflowing with warm feelings.
There's no excuse for this but you feel the urge to show him too so slowly you press your lips on him, kissing him with all of your heart.
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YOU: At that moment, I feel like it's the right thing to do so I... I kissed him [bites thumb]
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Han doesn't know how you end up straddling him and now, taking your camisole off of you. He hurriedly covers your body with the duvet as you lean down, kissing him on the neck and around his chest.
He wants to touch you all over, however, his hands are trained to stay on the safe side. He can only hold you as you place kisses across his chest.
"Baby, oh..." he forgets what he's about to say as you land a hot kiss on the column of his neck.
Your body is hovering above him as your hand wanders down his body, all the while your nipples are lightly grazing his chest.
He's high with your kisses but the moment your hand tugging at his boxer, his eyes snap open.
"You want to do it?" He asks.
You slip your hand under the waistband of his boxer, "we can stop," you simply resolve.
It's sneaky of you to throw the ball at his court. You know he wants this, therefore, how can he stop you? If anything, he wants more of you.
"I don't want to stop," he shamelessly admits.
Successfully taking his boxer off, he turns you over and has you pinned underneath him. He takes his turn to bury his mouth on your neck, kissing you down to your chest and he goes under the duvet to plant kisses on your stomach.
His fingers are tugging at the thin strap of your underwear before pulling it down and off your legs, you take it for me to put it on the bedside table.
There's nothing between your bodies now, it's just his skin rubbing against your skin. He watches as you look at your hands, trailing his shoulder blades then drag them down to feel the firmness of his muscles.
Then you slip your arms under and pull him close, sending him to collapse on top of you.
"You're so hot," you speak so low it's almost like a whisper.
You put your hand in the back of his hair and gently tug at his hair, "You're fire," you playfully compliment with a sly grin.
Han can say the same thing, except that he has not yet wrapped his head around the fact that you're both naked under the duvet. He can feel your body heat and the softness of your skin that he can't stop touching you.
"You're so beautiful," he mutters with an overwhelming sigh.
It feels as if there were only you and him existing at the moment that he completely forgot about everyone else sleeping in the room. He doesn't even remember that he has rules to follow.
Han presses a kiss on your lips and it continues into a slow, sensual making out where he can taste your lips, the plush and the warmth of it.
You let out a low moan as he pulled away from the kiss and without warning, put your legs around his waist to not let him go.
There's nothing to hide when you can feel his hardening member poking at your thighs, it's swollen and he's ready for you.
Seeing you spreading your legs open for him, he knows that he gets the permission to proceed with things.
Han reminds himself that he needs to calm down but rather than that, he does the opposite.
He gets hit by so many things all at once, how he shouldn't be doing this, about the money, and that everyone would be disappointed with him because of it. Everything is mixed inside his head and it overwhelms him.
He looks at you and the soft smile on your face, he knows you both want it but it seems like his body is failing him.
"I'm–" he swallows air to relax.
"I'm too tense," he says, shaking his head in panic.
He then collapses on top of you and hides his head in your neck, "I'm sorry," he murmurs with so much regret.
"It's okay," you assure him with a loving pat on his head and endearingly brush his hair to comfort him.
"It's embarrassing," he whines with his head still buried in your neck.
"It's okay, baby," you place a long kiss on his neck to convince him.
You both stay like that, syncing his breathing to the rising and falling of your chest as he rests his head on it and starts to get drowsy.
"We should put our clothes back on," you suggest before he falls asleep.
He reluctantly gets up and starts looking for his boxer, he gets panicked for losing it.
"I can't find it," he lowly speaks.
You wait until you put on your underwear to reply to him, "Huh?"
He clutches the duvet close to his chest, "I can't find my boxer," he says with intensified panic in his voice.
You stop him from pulling the duvet since you're not properly dressed yet and you're aware of the camera filming everything.
"Give me a second, I'll help you find it," you quickly put your camisole back on to help him.
He wraps himself in the duvet and gets off the bed, frantically looking for his boxer around the bed.
"It's nowhere," he says out loud.
You immediately put your hand to cover his mouth and he only realizes it now that he said it out loud. You press your mouth on his chest to muffle your laughter.
"I'm naked," he lowers his voice but says it with so much urgency in it.
"Okay but shh..." You mutter while silently laughing at the way he made a fool of himself out of panic.
You hurriedly look for it on the floor, perhaps one of you kicked it off the bed. You squat down, groping around in the dark while he waits, sitting on the bed wrapped in duvet.
"Got it! Here!" You hand it to him and climb onto the bed.
Still hiding inside the duvet, he quietly puts his boxer back on. It only hits him now how stupid everything was, he's regretting the way he behaved.
You peer inside the duvet and sweetly ask, "Can I join?"
He can let the duvet go and lay down on the bed next to you, he doesn't say anything but snuggles up to you. He feels bad for how things turned out.
"Hey," you softly scratch the hair behind his ear.
You wait until he looks at you to say, "I told you it's okay."
That makes you grateful that he's with you, he's not sure if anyone else would handle this well but you're so patient with him, and you understand him so much.
You bring your mouth close to sweetly kiss him on the cheek, "We'll get our time, mmh?"
He takes your hand and kisses it before resting it on his chest.
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HAN: This makes me realize that she means a lot more to me than just sleeping with her.
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There are times when Han looks exceptionally attractive and now he's looking exactly it. His upper body is in its glorious state, muscular chest and stomach on display and his skin is moist with sweat.
He's about to get into the shower when you step into the bathroom, pulling him by the hands to join you to sit inside the empty bathtub.
"So, what's our game plan?" You ask him.
He holds the back of your legs and pinches at the flesh, "Game plan for what?" He plays dumb.
You snort and put your hands on his shoulders, playfully slapping at it, "Should we tell everyone or wait for Lana to expose it?"
He takes your hands and intertwines them together on his knees, "And being scolded twice? No, thank you," he waves your idea away.
Well, you kind of hope that by telling them firsthand, they wouldn't be as mad when they find out about it from Lana. Yet you shudder thinking of being yelled at twice for breaking the rules.
There's another thing to be concerned about.
You put your hands on his neck and lean in close, lowering your voice as you ask, "Do you even know how many times we kissed?"
He suppresses his laughter and it forms a wide grin on his face, he's shaking his head having no idea how much you spent last night.
You lean in closer and lower your voice, "We kissed so many times," you remind him.
Then you get reminded of the hilarity of the situation last night and he seems to recall the same thing as you both break into laughter while looking at each other.
"You messed up," he mischievously accuses you.
"No," you deny, "you messed up!"
He pulls you close and keeps pulling you but you refuse to hug him since he's sweaty, "No, I don't want to hug you."
"Why not?"
"You're dirty," you reply.
"I am dirty," he says with a sly smirk and a wink.
With your hands on his chest, you push him away and get up, then step out of the tub.
"Come shower with me," he says.
You turn around to say, "No."
He uses the towel he's holding to slap your butt with it, "Come shower with your dirty boy!"
"No!" You persist, half-laughing.
Han gets out of the tub to chase you but before he can do that, you run out of the bathroom.
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YOU: I'm just a little concerned about how everyone is going to react [hisses air]
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It's another workshop for the boys and you're hanging out in the bedroom to escape the harsh sunlight at this hour of day.
You're on the bed with Avery and she's trustworthy enough to you, you feel like you can share about the infraction you did last night with her.
"How mad everyone will be when they know I did something last night?" You whisper to Avery, talking against the loud chat of Nya and Gwen on the other bed.
Avery tries to suppress her surprise and glares at you, "Depends..."
She puts her hair away to get more of the details, "What did you do?" She asks with a curious smile.
You can't recall last night without laughing and Avery patiently waits until you stop to tell her about it.
"What? What did you do?" She gets even more curious, dying to know what makes you laugh like that.
You catch a breath to calm yourself and hesitate to tell her everything about it, mostly because you want to spare Han from the shame.
"We almost had sex last night," you speak in a hushed tone.
Avery's mouth is gaping open and her hand flies to her mouth to cover it, "almost?"
You nod in confirmation.
It gets exciting to her that she leans in closer, not letting anyone hear about this and keeping this between the two of you, "What happened?"
To be honest, you have no idea how things went last night next thing you know you were naked under the duvet and you were all over each other.
"We kissed and got carried away... in the middle of it we just kind of stopped, you know," you tell her, not letting her in on the major plot twist.
"Oh?" She gasps.
"I couldn't remember how many times we kissed," you truthfully tell her.
She squints her eyes at you, "It's that good, huh?"
You chuckle at that and shake your head, "We got carried away and just didn't think of the rules at that moment."
Avery licks her lower lips and starts fiddling with the end of her braided hair, "I think they will be mad at how much money you spent on it," she says.
You may not remember how many times you kissed but you know it's worth a lot of money, "Yeah..." you agree even though you're in an impending doom.
"Everyone wouldn't be as pissed if they were still a lot of money to spend but babe, we barely have anything left," she reminds you.
Hearing that makes you feel worse about it and you regret telling anyone about it.
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YOU: I... [rubs temples] I hope Lana goes easy on me [nervously laughs]
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What is his problem, really?
Isn't it clear that he shouldn't be flirting with someone's girl blatantly like this? Han needs to do an intervention so he walks over to you, putting his arms around you in a possessive way.
"I've been looking for you, you sexy little minx!" He murmurs with a kiss on your neck.
Han glances at Ed and stares at him until he turns away, leaving you alone like he wanted.
You take his wine glass and steal a sip of his wine, giving the glass back to him afterward. While holding him close, you bring your mouth close to his ear to ask, "Do you think Lana will drop the bomb today?"
You seem more nervous than usual and he starts to think that perhaps it's a good idea that the two of you didn't end up having sex last night.
He sips his drink before talking, "I think so."
"I think everyone is going to be fuming," you tell him with a nervous laugh.
Han wants to sound convincing but he can't lie to you, you know that he's just as nervous, only that he masks it well.
"We got each other," he says.
And that's the only thing he can promise you, that no matter what happens, you can rely on him as much as he relies on you.
You look at him and smile, "I know."
If it wasn't for the stupid rules, he would have kissed your lips but for now, he settles with a kiss on your cheek.
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HAN: I hope that despite the rule breaks we did, everyone didn't think that what we have is purely physical.
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It's too early for you to relax but the night is getting late and you have drank all the three glasses of wine you're allowed to have for the day.
You're lounging in the firepit with Mikaela and Rio and Gwen being the chatty girl she is, sharing a funny story with everyone.
It's moments like this that you'll be missed once you leave the retreat.
Somehow your mind wanders too far off and you start thinking about life outside the retreat. It's hard in this retreat because of the rules but you think it's going to be a lot harder in the outside world.
You look at Han as he laughs at Asher's joke and hits by a wave of sadness that this is going to end soon. What you're afraid of the most is the change, things will change once this ends.
You kiss his cheek and it takes him by surprise, "What's that for?"
You smile then look away, "I just wanted to."
Han puts his hand on your neck and presses a long kiss on your cheek, not letting go until he runs out of breath.
"I wanted to do that," he says once he pulls away and places another kiss on your temple.
"Ugh, stop being so cute!" Mikaela says with a hint of jealousy.
"That's why she likes me, I'm cute," Han proudly says with his gummy smile.
Catching everyone off their guard, Lana chimes in and tells everyone to gather in the cabana.
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YOU: I am shitting it [laughs uncontrollably]
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The anxiety kicks in and your body turns rigid no matter how much Han is trying to relax you by placing rubs on your back.
Han knows how to play calm but you, you're just bad at hiding your anxiety. Your jaws are clenched, your foot is nervously tapping the floor and your fingers are picking at the ripped hole on Han's jeans.
When the melodic chime comes in, your heart drops.
"I must inform you that there's a breach of the rules," Lana informs.
And it's a bad thing when she talks without greeting first, that means she's not pleased, Lana is mad.
"Okay, you guys know what to do," Finn says with a tense expression on his face.
"Not us," Rio couldn't deny the allegation faster, shifting everyone's attention away from them.
You feel like wanting to shrink into a microscopic size and just disappear, however, you must face it, owning up to your mistakes.
Avery secretly glances at you with a subtle knowing smile on her face, probably trying to tell you that it's best to come forward.
You look at Han and he smiles at you, he then looks the other way and says, "It was me."
Mikaela dramatically gasps and looks at you, "What did you do?"
You place your hand on his back, letting him know that you're right there with him.
"We kissed a couple of times," he replies to her.
You hate to add to it but you must tell them everything, "A bit of heavy petting too."
"How many times is a couple of times?" Fabian asks.
You sense that things are heating and you remind yourself to keep calm, "We got a little carried away, that's what happened so we're not really sure how many times we did it—"
"What do you mean not sure?" Nya asks.
Han holds your hand to both comfort and strengthen him, "You know it's actually great that we stopped there," Han says.
"What happened?" Asher asks.
Whenever you recall last night, you burst into laughter, and that makes him laugh too. Everyone is just looking at you in confusion.
Han to compose himself first to answer them, "We almost had sex."
"Almost?" Gwen repeated.
"We didn't. Calm your knickers down!" You didn't mean to be snarky but well.
Asher is the only one having fun with this information, "You shouldn't have beaten one out yesterday, bro!"
Everyone is laughing and you throw your arms around him, feeling embarrassed for him but at the same time, wanting to comfort him.
Han looks at the staff and asks, "Can I call my mom?"
Everyone's laugh dies down as Lana drops the bomb, "Your indiscretion has cost the group $20,000."
The hilarity of the moment evaporates into the air and is replaced by a dark shadow hanging over everyone's heads.
"The prize fund now stands at $45,000," Lana updates.
Avery rubs her temple and loudly sighs, "There's not much left to it," she meekly says.
The guilt is gathering in the pit of your stomach, making you feel sick and a little faint. There's nothing you can say to defend yourself so you keep your head down and stay quiet.
"I asked you to respect my rules and you continued to break them."
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YOU: Uh-oh! Lana is mad, MAD!
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"I'm setting you to the ultimate test to see if you can adhere to my retreat rules under the most trying circumstances."
Test? Han has never been good at tests and not to mention, it's a test from Lana so he knows it wouldn't be easy. It's called a test for a reason.
Also, he doesn't like the sound of the last two words Lana said but they linger in his head far longer than he lets them.
"You will spend the night in the private suite."
Han exchanges a nervous glance with you, realizing that the two of you are in deep trouble Lana has to set you both on a test.
The others are either sighing or groaning, they don't like the idea of putting the two of you together in a suite. He hates to think badly of them but he doesn't like their reactions either.
"You trust us though, right?" Han asks them.
There's a shrug, an inaudible answer, and a lot of pessimism that only adds to the animosity in the air, he can't stand it anymore.
Han clicks his tongue and sighs, "Well, thank you for the support you guys," he sneers with a thin smile.
He puts his arm around you because he knows you're the only one on his team.
"Please make your way to the private suite," Lana orders.
He couldn't wait to exit this situation and spend the rest of the night with you away from everyone. He offers his hand to help you get up from the bed.
"Hey, Han," Rio calls him.
He turns around to look at him, "Yeah?"
"Don't do things I wouldn't do," he says.
"Is there anything you didn't do?" Han replies back with a grin.
Rio laughs in response and Han leaves the cabana, taking you by the hand to the private suite.
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HAN: [looks down at his crotch] Just hold on as long as you can, okay? Don't embarrass myself any more than I already have. [Laughs]
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This is not a bad thing after all.
Han never thought that he'd ever get to see the private suite and now he's here.
He's the first to enter the suite with you trailing behind him, looking around the room that has been set to a sensual setting with candles and rose petals littering the bed.
"Oh, thank you, Lana!" He shouts his gratitude out loud wherever Lana is.
Carefully, he hoists you with his two arms, attempting to carry you like newlyweds. You squeal as he struggles to get you to bed and he ends up, sending both of you collapsing onto the bed.
He has you pinned under him, using the chance to admire your beautiful face as he's catching his breath. The temptation to kiss you is so strong and the test barely started yet.
You softly nuzzle your nose against his and put your hand on the back of his head, "I don't want to break rules anymore," you mutter.
As much as he wants to do anything imaginable to you, he doesn't want to let people down anymore, so he agreed. He nods and endearingly caresses your cheek with his knuckle.
"Yeah. Me too," he says, making his mind on the spot.
He allows himself to plant his mouth on your neck, "We're mature. We're adults now. We can do this," he tells you, suddenly feeling optimistic about passing the test.
A grunt falls out of his mouth as you put your legs around his waist. You bring your mouth close to his ear and breathlessly whisper, "But I kind of want to continue last night."
Well, there goes his optimism, leaving his body the second you mutter the idea to him. Fuck continuing last night, he wants a do-over and this is the perfect opportunity to do it.
Suddenly, he feels like doing whatever he wants. He looks at your face that is mere inches away from his, "Oh, yeah, fuck money!"
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HAN: My head gets a bit naughty when it comes to her. She's just so hot.
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"Yes, get those titties out," he excitedly says as he watches you taking off your dress.
Han knows you've been wearing nothing underneath but thin black underwear. He feels your naked body against his but it's different now that he sees you with his own eyes and admires it as much as he wants.
With his body soaked in the warm water, Han rests his head on the edge of the tub, he's biting his lower lip as he watches you pulling your underwear down your legs.
"How are you so hot, baby?" He asks you in disbelief.
You're giggling seeing his wide eyes following you as you get into the tub, sitting down on the other end of the tub.
"We should have a toast," You suggest
"Oh fuck, I left the bottle in the room," he fumbles to get out of the tub.
He's covering his private part with his hand to retrieve the bottle of wine and returns with the bottle clamped under his arm.
You crawl over in the tub to sit on his lap, putting your legs around him even though you both know it's not a good idea.
"What?" You ask while chuckling.
As if that wasn't enough, you put your arms around his neck, sending your breasts squashed between your chests.
"I want to put my legs around your sexy little waist," you innocently say.
He grabs his drink and gulps it down, you refill it for him to have another toast, clinking your glasses together before taking a sip.
"You know what you look like?" He asks.
You laugh even before he tells you the answer, "What?"
"Like a popsicle," he answers with his hand splashing water onto your shoulder.
He tries to seduce you but he gets an unexpected reaction from you, you laugh instead of getting frisky like he imagined it would be.
"I just want to lick you," he says to you with a flirty wink.
"Lick it then," you encourage him with a seductive smile and a sultry gaze.
He is indeed going to lick you with or without your permission, he lands a long lick up the column of your neck as you tip your head to the side, allowing him to plant his mouth on it.
Can't stop himself, he plants kisses down to your chest and buries his head in there while you're holding him close with your arms around his neck.
As if the water in the tub suddenly risen a few degrees, he feels hot inside and out.
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HAN: [groans] I'm trying to be good here!!!
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The two of you don't take things seriously but that doesn't mean that it does nothing when he looks at you with such lustful eyes and you spread your legs open to tease him.
He crawls onto the bed and hovers above you, placing a long kiss on your collarbone, letting it go with a gasp.
Slowly, he puts his body on top of you but propped an elbow against the mattress to not put his whole weight on you.
"Can you resist me?" He asks with a hoarse voice.
You look up at him and nod.
He holds your jaw and puts his thumb on your lips, pulling at it to feel the plush of it.
"Why are you so hot?" He asks in a mix of disbelief and awe.
You smile at his word and let your hands touch his muscular chest. You use only your fingertips to feel the outline of his muscles and down to his stomach where it feels less firm but more softer.
Feeling playful, you pinch at his tummy but it does nothing to him because he's too busy listing over your body. He seems frustrated to not be able to feel you all over and he best believes that you feel the same way too.
"I can't resist you," he says to you with his hot breath brushing your cheek and rubbing his bulging crotch against your thigh.
"What should we do about it?"
You put your hands around him and gently claw at his back, "I'm open to anything," you daringly say.
On one side, you want to fuck it and just do whatever you want but on the other, you really want to prove everyone wrong, that you have a genuine connection with Han.
But God! It's so hard to not touch him when his body is pressed close against yours.
"Let's settle this," Han suddenly says, rolling over to the side to get a rose from the bedside table.
He sets a pillow against the headboard of the bed and invites you to sit next to him. You eagerly snuggle to him, resting your head on his shoulder.
"I pick one, then you pick one," he says, holding the rose between him and you.
Han starts first, picking a petal off the rose then says, "Have sex."
You let out a chuckle before taking your turn, pulling at the rose petal, "Don't have sex."
He goes next, picking another petal and tossing it away, "Have sex."
"Don't have sex," you mutter while throwing away the rose petal to the back.
"Have sex."
"Don't have sex."
You continue taking turns stripping away the petals off the rose until there are a few left. You rip one off and leave one last petal on the rose.
Han grins knowing the result of his unusual way of settling the matter, he gladly picks the last petal off with a sly smile on his face and says, "Have sex."
You both look at each other as he seductively gazes into your eyes with a smirk dancing on his face. How can you say no when he's intensely looking into your eyes with so much want in his eyes?
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YOU: Ugh! This is torture.
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Han shrugs and then throws the bare rose away, pulling you close with his hand holding the back of your thighs. He deeply looks into your eyes as he mutters, "Even the universe wants us to have sex."
You snort at the way he put it and continue laughing as he tickles your neck with his nose.
"Take your clothes off!"
"No!"
You manage to break away from his hold and roll over to the side, taking something from the tray of sex toys on the bedside table.
Bring it with you, you're straddling him on the bed, and place a hand on his chest to hold him down.
"You've been very, very bad," you tell him and hit him with the leather flogger on his arms.
"Ow!" He yelps in pain.
His hand flies to rub the skin, "That hurts!" He grumbles.
"You're supposed to feel the pleasure in the pain," you tell him, tickling his chest with the flogger.
"No," He shakes his head, "It's just pain."
You both break into laughter at the same time yet you continue flogging him, this time, doing it gentler to not hurt him.
"Who's your mommy, huh?"
"My mom," he answers.
"Wrong answer!" You hit him on the ribs with the flogger.
You lean in close and try again, "Are you my good boy?"
He holds you by the waist and nods, "Yes, I am," he answers
"But I don't want a good boy," you say with a pout.
"I'm a bad boy," he changes his mind almost immediately.
You lean in closer until you can feel his breath on your lips as he speaks, "How bad?"
"Very bad!"
"Really?"
"Yeah..." he breathlessly says.
You pull away and slyly smile at him, brushing his chest with the end of the flogger, then put it away. You prop a hand against the mattress to hover above him, leaving a few inches between your faces.
"A bad boy is not afraid to break rules," you say with a soft caress on his cheek.
He's gripping your waist as your leg rubs at his inner thigh, "Yeah..."
"Are you bad enough to break the rules?" You ask him with a soft, wet kiss on his jaw.
"Yeah..." his voice is slightly quivering and teasing him like this makes you hornier than before.
You prop your other hand on the bed, caging his body in between your arms and looking down at him with his eyes wide and dark with lust.
"Take your clothes off!"
"Yes, ma'am!"
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YOU: Let's say... we had a lot of fun [smirks]
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It's too early or you personally think it is.
You force your eyes open and see that the curtains are already open, showing it's bright outside. Instead of waking up, you snuggle close to Han as he's still soundly sleeping next to you.
Without opening his eyes, he draws you closer and plants a kiss on the top of your head.
"We should get up," you sleepily tell him with your eyes still closed.
"Mmh..." he answers with a hum.
You turn your head to give him a morning kiss on the cheek, greeting him once you pull away, "Morning, sexy man."
He puts his arm around you, trying to make you stay snuggle close to him. He eventually gives in and takes your hand to hold instead.
You grab your water tumbler and take a big sip before sitting on the bed, letting Han rest his head on your lap. You put your hand in his air and play with his tousled hair.
"You were so sexy last night," you mutter.
That gets his ear perking up and his head turns to look at you, "I know," he confidently says.
"So hot," you emphasize the word with a heavy sigh.
Han turns over to lay face up with his head still resting on your lap so he can look at you, "Let's not go back."
You hold his head with both hands and gently squeeze his cheeks with your fingers, "You want to stay here?"
"Mmh," he says, placing his hands on yours.
This moment feels tender and intimate, you rarely get a moment like this with everyone in the retreat so to finally be able to be alone with him and fully enjoy each other's presence, you feel a lot more closer than ever.
"I don't mind staying here," you say with a nonchalant shrug and another squeeze on his squishy cheeks.
"Give me a kiss!" He cutely demands with his lips puckered.
To compensate for not being able to kiss him on the lips, you kiss him on both cheeks.
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YOU: Wake up this morning feeling great and amazing. I just can't wait to share my happiness with everyone [smiles]
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"Hello, Negative Nancy's!" Han pokes fun at everyone as he leads you into the cabana.
They look rather tense for his joke that no one is laughing at it. Probably because not only that it still early in the morning, but they're haunted by the possibility that they may lose more money today.
Especially after seeing that you're wearing his shirt with a radiant smile on your face. He reckons everyone already thinks that they have lost the money that isn't even theirs in the first place.
To be exact, no one owns it yet.
"How was your night, bro?" Asher asks, looking rugged with his long hair tied in a messy bun.
"Fucking great!" He answers without a beat, putting everyone on the edge of their seats with it.
He turns his head at you and asks, "It was fun, yeah?"
You nod with the smile not wearing off of your face, "It was nice and romantic, there were candles and roses and champagne..." you add.
He can see that Gwen is quietly rolling her eyes either in jealousy or displeased with what she heard. But Han is having fun teasing them and so are you.
"Did you do something?" Nya asks with her hand propped under her head.
Han glances at you then lets out a long sigh, "We're not sure..."
Mikaela gets triggered by it, "What do you mean by that?"
He puts his arm around you and puts on a cryptic smile, "We did a lot of things," he says.
"We used a sex toy or two," you egg on it, playing along with his scheme.
"We're just not sure if they were rule breaks or not," he says with a nonchalant shrug.
There are groans and sighs, it seems that he's succeeded at annoying them. He then looks at the cone sitting in the middle of the table.
"Let's just ask Lana!" He simply resolves.
Not long after, Lana comes with that melodic chime that twists everyone's stomach and makes them sit up straight in their seats.
"Hello, everyone," Lana begins with her usual greeting.
Most of everyone is half-heartedly replying to her while Han tries to lighten up the mood with a cheery one, "Hello, lovely Lana!"
"Last night, you spent the night in the private suite and were forbidden from any form of physical contact."
He doesn't really need the reminder but sure, Lana is cooking something in here and he hopes it's something good.
"I can reveal that..."
He takes your hand to get your attention and flashes you a goofy smile, he knows no one else is going to have fun with him except you.
For someone who spent the most money in the retreat, Rio looks nervous, Han sees that he puts his hands together as if he were praying.
And for artificial intelligence, Lana knows how to build suspense.
"They did not break the rules," Lana finally announces.
Everyone is cheering and whooping, clapping their hands his way. He never thought that these many people would be happy knowing he didn't get to sleep with the hot girl.
But he allows himself to hug you, congratulating each other for what you achieved together.
"For the record, I trusted you that you two will pass it!" Asher says with a proud smile.
But it doesn't stop there, Lana has another announcement.
"As a reward for passing my test, I'll return the money to the prize fund which now stands at $100,000."
Now everyone is going crazy. The boys are throwing themselves at him and pile on him while he struggles to get away.
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HAN: Your boy Han did it! [Throws fist in the air]
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Strangely, you feel good for not having sex with a guy you like but it feels great to see everyone is happy about it.
After all, this was a test to prove to everyone that what you have with Han is genuine, it's meaningful. Nothing feels better than proving everyone wrong.
Everyone is settling down, returning to their seats since Lana has not yet done talking.
"Do you feel that you have made a deeper emotional connection?" Lana asks both of you.
"Yes, absolutely," you reply without a beat.
"A hundred percent, yes," Han answers not long after.
You're busy brushing his messy hair from everyone ruffling and patting his head.
"You probably think that I'm a joker, always joking but what I have with her is serious, it's genuine and I..." he turns his head to look at you, "With us passing the test, it's the proof of that."
This is when you find Han the most attractive when he speaks out with confidence but with all honesty. You believe your eyes have hearts in them as you look at him.
Avery and Gwen are cooing at the same time, melting on their seats and you like seeing jealousy in their eyes.
Everyone else is giving you both a round of applause for being the couple that they never expected to grow this much in this retreat. They probably didn't expect that you would end up with Han.
Taking you by surprise, both of your watches chime and turn green. It takes you a while to register what it means, you slowly turn your head to have his hand cupping your jaw, crashing his lips against you.
The kiss feels so special and rewarding, you allow yourself to be open, pouring all of your heart out into the kiss, ignoring everyone else who is watching and cooing at you.
Dare you say, it feels like a movie scene.
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YOU: I'm glad that we got the green light and that shows that we have something real. I just can't wait for what comes next to us [smiles]
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Han is going for a swim on the beach with Rio and Fabian when they get curious about last night.
"Was it hard, man?" Rio asks because the idea of being in a room with a girl and not having sex is a lot for him to comprehend.
"Rock hard," Han immediately replies.
"I bet, I bet," Fabian says while laughing and splashing water onto his toned abs.
They're all laughing with their bodies engulfed in the saltwater, facing the sun that is slowly sinking into the horizon.
"How do you feel about her now?" Fabian asks.
It's surprising to hear the question coming from this God-like man, it makes him look deep into his heart to answer it.
"I feel a lot closer, man," Han honestly says.
Anyone other than you or himself wouldn't get it and comes from him who was once anti-Lana, he can see that he slowly changing his course, he's learning the lesson now.
"I just think we're very similar, we have the same energy, I like little things about her," he stops himself as he's aware he's foolishly smiling as he talks about you.
Fabian is cooing at him and lands a pat on his shoulder.
"I was with a girl once, thought she was everything and she obviously let me down so whenever a girl comes in, I just... can't commit anymore," he doesn't know where it comes from but he feels comfortable to share it with them.
"You don't want to get hurt again, yeah," Rio is nodding along to his words.
"And now I'm here and it's completely changed everything," he says.
Rio takes it that Han is onto something, "So, what do you have in mind?"
Han inhales air as he takes in the beautiful view, "I feel like it's time I make her my girlfriend," he says.
Without warning, Fabian punches his arm almost sending him staggering in the water, he holds Rio's shoulder to steady himself.
"Aw, man..." Rio says, sounding like a proud man.
Not enough by punching his arm, Fabian jumps onto Han's back sending them both falling into the water and Rio joins him to playfully sink him into the water.
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HAN: It's been a long time since I got close to somebody so this is a big deal for me. I don't know if I have the guts to ask her.
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Your time in the retreat is coming close to an end and out of all the parts of this big villa, you're going to miss this dressing room the most.
It's not just a room where you do your make-up and hair, but it's also where everyone usually gathers and fools around with each other. So many things happened in this room.
After taking a shower, you decide to may as well start getting ready for the night. You're not the only one having a head start, Gwen is there curling her hair into loose waves that frame her small face.
"I don't know what I'm going to wear tonight," you share as you sit on your chair next to her.
To be honest, you run out of clothes to wear now that the retreat is about to end and you kind of want to look your best.
"You can borrow mine, babes," Gwen kindly offers.
You softly laugh and make fun of yourself, "It would be loose around the chest, I'm afraid."
Gwen has the kind of laugh that sounds more like a shrill and it's filling the room as the two of you continue chatting about things while doing make-up.
Until Han comes into the dressing room and sits across from you. You look away from your mirror to see him, "Hey, pickles."
He slumps on his chair and compliments you out of the blue, "You look gorgeous, babe!"
You lowly chuckle as you keep filling your eyebrows, "I'm not done with my eyebrows yet," you tell him.
Then Han gets quiet and you keep glancing at him because he looks like he has something to say but he seems to hesitate.
You know he has that awkwardness in him but it's not it. Something is off and he looks nervous but he's too afraid to tell you about it.
You're about to open your mouth to ask what it is but the cone in the room chimes, making everyone startled on their seats.
"Oh, fuck, I feel sick when Lana comes on," Gwen says with her hand clutching her chest.
"Hello, guests!" Lana greets.
It makes you nervous still whenever Lana speaks even though you know you don't do anything wrong, "Yes, my darling?"
Then Lana calls both of your names, making your head turn at the cone in the corner of the room. Then you glance at Han, "What have we done now?"
Han who's faintly biting his lower lip shrugs in utter confusion.
"As an existing couple in this retreat, I am sending you on a date for a chance to open up and form a deeper connection."
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YOU: Oh, finally! Lana came with good news!
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The first thing that you both do after receiving the news is get off your chairs and run towards each other, you throw yourself at him as he catches you, hoisting you against his body.
"A date! Yay!" You squeal in excitement, then place kisses all over his face.
As Han leaves to get ready for the date, you get back to your seat and can barely do your make-up anymore, you're too excited and at the same time, nervous.
You forgot what you're about to do with your face so you pick up your brush and mindlessly brush some powder onto your forehead and chin.
"I'm excited for you!" Gwen says, sounding more excited than you are.
"Me too," you say with a breathless chuckle.
You put down your brush and pick up a tube of mascara next, your hand is slightly shaking for you to apply it to your lashes.
It's not like you never got on a date before so you don't get why you're so jittery.
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YOU: Why am I so nervous? We almost had sex once for God's sake!
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Han regrets acknowledging your beauty a little late.
He can see it now, how radiant you are as you descend down the steps that lead to the beach, looking so stunning in that bright blue dress.
He offers his hand to help you walk down the last three steps and clasps your hand with his.
"I don't want to be an asshole but your tits look great in that dress," he compliments with a naughty smirk.
He knows you're going to laugh from the way you scrunch your nose and there it is, the sound of your laugh that has become one of his favorite sounds in the world.
"I must say your tits look great in that shirt," you compliment back.
A boat is waiting to take both of you, taking you on a trip around the island with the sun slowly yet surely setting for the day.
There are cocktails and a basket of food provided on the back of the boat. You both take a seat facing each other and decide to make a toast to start the date.
"I've never had a date on a boat before," you suddenly share.
It never ceases to amaze him how he keeps sharing common things with you, "Me too."
He takes another sip before adding, "We both won't forget about it then," he says.
You lift your glass, initiating another toast with him, "Cheers to that!"
He's not sure how many percent of alcohol is in that cocktail but he really needs it to gain a little courage to ask the one question that's been bothering him all day and night.
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HAN: I have to pull it off. I HAVE TO!
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Well, there's one way to prepare him for the big question. He knows how to ease both the tension and you, well, it's actually just things that he knows are true about you.
"Do you know that you scrunch your nose before you smile? Or laugh?" He asks.
You finish chewing the grape to answer him, "I think, yeah..." you doubtfully answer.
Han also picks a grape and pops it into his mouth, he wants to take his time, doing it right.
"And you also purr like a kitten when you sleep," he adds.
You let out a nervous chuckle, "Is that a compliment?"
He's not sure about that one but he wants to show you that he knows the little details about you. He knows more than just those two, he can list them for you but he's afraid it'll take the whole day.
"It is a compliment," he says with a grin.
He rolls a grape between his fingers, just something to fiddle with because of how nervous he is
"You have to give me a compliment too," he demands.
You stop chewing and lick your lips, "Well, uhm... I like the way you sit with your legs looking like those anime girls," you say, copying the way he sits then break into laughter.
In his defense, he unknowingly sits like that. He laughs it off then says, "You find everything attractive about me."
"That's because you're one big attraction, baby," you immediately respond.
It's a rare occasion that you let your thoughts unfiltered with him and that's good, that means you're comfortable around him.
He seems to like what he heard from the way he's brightly smiling with the soft sunset reflected in his eyes.
"I like that we're not taking things seriously, we do silly things together and I think that's cute," he shares.
You nod and understand that really well, it has not yet sunk in that you found someone like him here of all places.
"It doesn't hit me yet, you know, that I met someone like you," you tell him with a smile.
Then you get hit by a wave of sadness that it's going to end soon and you fear that things are going to change between you.
"All I know is... it's going to be weird not waking up next to you and spending all of our time together," you sadly tell him.
It seems like he reads your mind, he snatches the words you're about to say to him right out of your mouth.
"I'm glad I got to know you," he says with glints in his eyes.
You softly smile at him, "Me too."
But you don't want to keep hanging everything on maybe, you want to know if this can continue outside the retreat. You take a sip of your drink, then take a deep breath after, "It's been so good for us," you say.
You take another sip of your fruity, alcoholic drink to continue talking, "And I'm thinking... what's next?"
You don't want to pressure him, of course, and you don't want to have seemed demanding as well but it has to be made clear.
You look at him with eyes that seek an answer from him, "I'm just hoping that nothing bad happens."
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YOU: I fall in deep and I don't know whether Han feels the same.
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Han knows that he's in the trenches when you ask what's next?
The answer to it is at the tip of his tongue but he can't muster up the courage to spit it out. His past experience haunts him, reminding him of the chance that this could hurt him too, even worse than before.
"Obviously, I came bere not expecting to meet someone like you," you say with a smile.
That smile makes him nervous, thinking that he'll never be able to see it again once he popped the question.
You fix your hair from being blown by the wind and tuck it behind your ear. Such a mundane thing but he likes it whenever you do it.
"But I don't want to waste my time anymore, you know," you say.
And he gets nervous again.
"What about you?"
Such a simple question but it takes everything in him to answer that question. He looks back at his past relationship and he realizes that he shouldn't compare it to what you and him have.
And it's you, you're different and you make him happy. Why should he stop seeing someone who makes him happy?
Before he can tell you that, he feels the need to tell you why he hesitates so much and that it has nothing to do with you.
"Ever since my last relationship, I struggled with commitment, attachment... and I don't bother trying knowing it could lead to disappointment," he shares.
You intently listen to him, look him in the eyes, and take every word he says with an open mind.
"I often find myself thinking why put somebody through something that could potentially hurt them?"
You nod in understanding, "Yeah."
"My problem is I fear heartbreak," he confesses.
 It's one thing to share a piece of his past with you but letting you know his fear... he's basically handing you the power over him.
Despite the things he shared with you, you tip your head to the side and adorably scrunch your nose at him.
"How about now?" You ask.
A wind blows, sending your hair caught between your lips and you take a moment to put all of your hair away, "Are you ready to commit?"
Han doesn't see heartbreak, he sees happiness in you so he nods.
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HAN: I've got a funny feeling... I'm overthinking the situation, but I know it's the right time.
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You have never seen him like this, so terribly quiet and still. You place your hand on his and crack a low laugh, "Why are you nervous?"
Han always knows how to lighten up the moment or make fun of something, it seems like he has lost that skill at the moment.
Then he stares deeply into your eyes with a tense and serious expression on his face.
"There's a question I've been wanting to ask you," he says.
Maybe it's your turn to ease the tension, you bat your eyelashes at him and cutely ask, "Oh, really?"
You can see that he's still nervous, his Adam's apple is bobbing in his throat from swallowing air.
"Uhm... this whole experience has been enjoyable because of you. You're lovely, you're beautiful inside and out..."
There are a lot of compliments in one sentence and ignoring the anxiety tinted his words, you coo in response.
He gulps air again then asks, "How'd you feel about being my girlfriend?"
Not that he can't act this gentlemanly but it takes you by surprise, it feels like he's pulling a joke on you. Maybe it is?
"You're joking..." you say with a dry laugh.
"I'm being serious!" He says with so much urgency.
You just need to ask one more time to be sure, "You're really asking me to be your girlfriend?"
He aggressively nods, "Yeah."
Han sees that you're still doubting him, he tries again but more candidly, "Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Can't tell if it's the wind or that you're deeply touched by this heartfelt moment, you feel tears in the corner of your eyes. You gently dab it with the pad of your fingers to not ruin your make-up.
"Oh, my god," you breathlessly gasp.
You look at him and he's still waiting for your answer in anticipation, you nod, then say, "Yes."
This is the weirdest thing ever but most endearingly. You feel warm and ecstatic but the two of you just sit there, looking at each other, laughing.
You almost forget about it until they chime, you turn your wrist to see that it's indeed green.
Han notices it too, he then gets up and takes your hand, he pulls you close to lean in, kissing you with so much love.
Your heart is shaking and the content is pouring out of it yet it never empties. Your heart is overflowing with warm feelings.
And his lips are just as warm, as welcoming as his embrace.
When he pulls away, he delightfully sighs.
"Fuck yeah, I finally have a girlfriend!" He mutters against your lips before planting another kiss.
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YOU: My God! I can't stop smiling it's so stupid [gleefully smiles]
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Other than you, Lana is also sending Rio and Mikaela on a date but you're the first one to come back. You find everyone is getting ready for the last party in the retreat tonight.
"Oh, they're back from the date!" Avery delightfully gasps at the sight of you walking into the room while holding hands with Han.
"Oh, my God! How was the date?" Gwen asks, propping both hands under her head.
Nya puts down her eyebrow pencil and glances at you, "Tell us all about it!" She demands.
You sit down on your chair first before speaking and Han takes the seat next to you, "We got on a boat and we had pretty cocktails, it was gorgeous," you tell them.
Asher walks into the room to plop onto the small sofa in the corner of the room, "Oh, I'm so jealous!" He says in a sincere tone.
"Then it got pretty serious, don't you think?" Han asks you.
"Yeah, it was," you say with a small nod.
You don't know how to tell them without making it like a cringe moment, you feel silly but also excited to share it with them.
"This guy asked me a funny question at the end," you say with a cryptic smile.
Everyone shifts their attention to Han and they wait for one of you to continue the words. You look at Han and decide to break the news.
"He asked if I wanted to be his girlfriend," you tell them.
There's a collective gasp and Avery's jaws are hanging open, so invested in your storytelling.
"What did you say?" Nya asks you.
You wait for a moment to tease them, building the anticipation in the room. Then again, good news should be shared.
"I said yes," you finally answer.
The next thing you know, everyone is coming at you and congratulating you with a group hug. You look at Han and he's being smothered by Asher's hug.
"I'm so happy for you," Avery says, sounding like she's in tears as she's hugging you from the back.
After everyone takes their turn to congratulate both of you, you and Han exchange a long hug, feeling overwhelmed with happiness.
"You two are so cute!" Gwen comments.
You turn around to face her and Han holds you from the back, "No, but I've been wanting to tell him how much I like him and obviously, I've been keeping it to myself because I was afraid he didn't feel the same way," you honestly share.
You remember just feeling so smitten, falling in deeper but you can't say anything about it because the fear of being rejected or the possibility that your feelings are not being reciprocated is bigger than what your heart can contain.
"This is like... the cutest thing ever!" Avery says with an exciting squeal.
"We also got a green light earlier," Han shares.
"Has a few snogs, eh?" Fabian says, joining in late into the celebration.
"Definitely!" Han shamelessly shares.
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YOU: Things couldn't be more perfect. I'm the happiest I've ever been [smiles]
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Everyone is wearing white to match the theme of the party.
You look so gorgeous in that white, skin-tight dress he can't help but ogle as you lean close to the mirror on the bathroom sink, fixing your hair with your back slightly arched.
"Fuck..." Han says with so much frustration in his voice.
You glance away from the mirror to look at him, "What?"
"Stop looking so hot!" He holds you from the back, then playfully bites at your bare shoulder.
It seems like you are already immune to this, you're not bothered to scold but continue fixing your hair and secure it with hairpins.
Han looks at your reflection in the mirror and he can't believe that you're his girlfriend, it feels like a reality check but it's as good as his imagination.
How the fuck you said yes to being his girlfriend? He doesn't know but he's happy, he's over the moon.
"Do you like it?" You ask.
He knows you're asking about either your hair or your make-up or the whole look but everything looks good on you.
"Yes," he answers, tightening his hold around you.
You rest your head against his shoulder and also look at both of your reflections in the mirror, "You look so sexy with your hair pushed back," you compliment.
He presses a kiss on your temple, "yeah?"
You slightly turn your head to look at him, "Mmh, yeah."
This proximity is dangerous and your lips are only inches away from him, they're coated with red lipstick, making them look luscious, inviting him to kiss.
"Kiss?" He asks even though he knows you wouldn't risk money on the last night in the retreat.
Yet you puckering your lips at him, teasing him and he does the same, leaning in close until you dodge away.
"It would be funny though to lose money on the last night in the retreat," he says with a playful grin.
It seems like Lana is letting everyone off for the day and not interrupting the party as usual. It's a little suspicious but Han wants to spend the rest of his time in the retreat not caring about anything but enjoying the moment.
Rio comes through to give him a pat on the back, "Heard you got a girlfriend now," he teases him.
It hasn't registered to him yet that he has a girlfriend now, he stifled a nod, "Hell yeah, I am!"
They exchange a side hug and have a toast with their drinks. Rio seems happy so he assumes the date went really well and he wonders if he took things further with Mikaela.
"I can say the same thing to you, right?" He says to him with a sly smile.
Rio licks his lips after taking a sip of his drink, "I dropped the L bomb, bro, it was nerve-wracking," he says, wiping his moist forehead.
"Wow, that's..." Han can't find a word to say to that.
"That's a big deal!" He finally continues.
"Yeah," Rio says, taking another gulp with a smile on his face.
Looking back at it, he can see that everyone is going on their own journey, something has changed about them in the best way possible.
Han can see the change in himself too.
He came as someone with a closed heart. He thought that he couldn't love again and he would rather be on his own for the rest of his life.
But now, he's ready to leave the retreat as an open person and ready to love again.
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HAN: I've been bottling things up and I feel like the retreat helps me get back, it's almost like a fresh start. Also, I'm leaving with a girlfriend [smiles]
-
Seeing him already tucked in the bed, you can't help but jump and startle him as he lies with his eyes closed.
Han draws you closer, planting his nose in your hair then kisses the top of your head, "I'm so tired."
You hum with your head resting on his chest, "Me too."
His hand is softly rubbing your back, putting you at ease and making you feel safe in his hold. Remembering that it's going to be the last night in the retreat, you suddenly feel melancholic.
You're going to miss this, not caring about anything else but making deeper connections with each other. You lift your head and plant your chin to look at him, "This will be the last time we share a bed," you sadly tell him.
With eyes still closed, he shakes his head, "We'll still share a bed after this," he says.
Han opens his eyes just to wink at you and you chuckle at that.
"I mean, in this retreat," you correct yourself.
You slip your hand in his hair and play with it as you look at him, "Honestly, I didn’t expect this.
He rests his hand on your waist, "Expect what?"
"That we'll be together," you reply with giggles.
Now that the retreat is almost over, you can't help but recall a few moments from the time you've spent in this retreat.
"Be honest, you didn't even think you'd fall for me, did you?" You press him with a question.
Han looks too embarrassed to admit it, he laughs it off because he knows you're right
"You wouldn't fall for me either, right?" He turns the table back at you.
You lean in and kiss him on the cheek, "That's because you're so cute," you tell him with another kiss on his other cheek.
"Also, you weren't easy to win over," he adds as he gently squeezes the flesh on your waist.
You nod, admitting that you were indeed so hard to open up to him. You have to give him props for that so you give him a long kiss on the cheek.
"Thank you for being so patient with me," you sincerely thank him.
He proudly smiles and looks at you, "Kiss me then," he sweetly asks with a pout.
"You're cute," you tell him.
You lean into the side of his head to whisper, "But not that cute."
Without warning, he catches you with both arms and pulls you close, not letting you get away from him.
And you're not planning to get away from him.
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YOU: When I came here, I was very closed and I didn't want to let anyone in but I feel like Han has helped me with it, I let my guard down and let him in which I'm proud I did.
-
Lana chimes the moment the lights are on in the morning.
It's like you're used to getting anxious at the sound of it, your body turns rigid even though you've just woken up.
"Good morning, everyone!" She greets.
You clutch the duvet close to your chest and rub the sleep off your eyes, "Morning, Lana!"
"Welcome to the last day of the retreat!"
It feels real now that Lana said it, you finally come to the last day of the retreat and it's so bittersweet, it's almost like graduation day. Well, talking about graduating from a sexless retreat, that's an achievement!
You see that everyone is feeling sentimental as well with the way some of them are replying with sad groans.
"I will be announcing who the finalists are shortly," Lana informs.
And you almost forgot about the prize money.
Well, you gained a lot of things such as emotional growth, friendship, and love, and those things can't be valued in money so in the end, everyone wins something out of this retreat.
Everyone seems to think the same way, they're mostly focused on making the last day count.
"It's the last day!" Finn emphasizes it for everyone.
"Let's make it count!" Avery says to everyone with a cheery smile.
Everyone starts their day with positive energy and soaking up everything before their time in the retreat ends. You did your daily routine of swimming at the beach and getting ready for the day with the girls in the dressing room.
Lana wants everyone to the cabana later in the afternoon and then you catch a few chats about who's going to win the money.
To be honest, you have no idea because everyone is going through their own journey so you can't really judge.
You decide to spend the remaining time in the retreat by cuddling in the hammock with Han, just enjoying a peaceful moment together in comfortable silence.
However, you can't help but ask him, "Who do you think is going to win?"
He squints from the bright sun, "It could be anyone," he answers.
"Yeah."
"I don't really care about the money," he remarks, his fingers lightly pinching at your arm.
"Yep, me too," you agree with him on this.
He turns his head to look at you, "I got the most beautiful girl in here," he says with his flirty wink of his.
"You meant to say that to Avery," you tell him with a gentle slap on his chest.
"No," he quickly denies.
He holds your face and looks into your eyes, "I win the biggest prize of all."
He pretends to groan in disgust after saying that, aware of how corny it is.
"Cringe!" You say but with a foolish smile on your face.
"I know you like it," he says, pulling your head close to his neck.
And you stay like that with him, taking in the view while in each other's embrace.
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YOU: I learned a lot in this retreat so I wouldn't feel sad leaving without the money [smiles]
-
It's finally time.
Everyone's curiosity is about to be answered soon because Lana is going to announce the finalists soon. Han tries not to think about the money and indeed, the possibility that he can win it is slim but hey, he wouldn't say no to receive that much money.
The melodic chime finally comes and he can feel his tummy churning in anxiety.
"Definitely not going to miss hearing that," Fabian says with a repulsed expression.
"Hello, everyone," Lana begins.
"Hi, Lana!" You reply as you sit up straight next to him.
"I've been collecting data since you arrived and have now conducted my final analysis."
He tries not to be so nervous but it feels as if he's not in control of his body anymore, he's unknowingly balling his hands into fists on his lap.
"As you are aware, there was a prize fund of $200,000 allocated to aid your development. The prize fund now stands at $100,000."
"That's a lot of money, isn't it?" Asher says, looking at the brighter side of things even though everyone has lost half of the initial prize money.
Han doesn't want to entertain the idea of winning the money but also, but the possibility is there, it's wide open. Not trying to lie but that much money is life-changing.
"There are three places in the final," Lana informs.
Everyone coos in wonder, heads are turning to silently guess who would make the list.
"Following my rules alone isn't enough to win. The finalists are those who have shown the most personal growth during their time at the retreat."
That only confirms his assumption that it's not only about couple growth, therefore, his chance to win is bigger.
"The first finalist is... Rio."
Rio gets up from the sofa as everyone claps in joy for him.
Han couldn't be happier to hear that his close friend is one of the finalists and that means he has changed into a better version of himself.
It's getting tense once again as Lana is about to announce the next finalist.
"The second finalist is... Asher."
This one is kind of unexpected and he doesn't mean it in a bad way. Asher has grown so much personally but he's mostly proud because Lana acknowledged the changes in him.
"The third and final finalist is... "
Han is losing hope but that doesn't mean he's not happy about it. He's happy whether he wins or not, he reminds himself of that by looking at you softly smiling at him.
Then, Lana calls both of your names.
He shoots up from his seat, "What?"
"You guys deserve it!" Portia says as she hugs you.
And Han is getting a hug from Fabian, confirming that Lana did call his name and yours.
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HAN: I did not see this coming [lightly shakes head]
-
"Please stand!" Lana orders.
Han helps you get up from the sofa and holds you close by his side. You're wiping the corner of your eyes when he looks at you.
"I'm emotional already," you say with a quivering voice.
You look the most beautiful when you're vulnerable like this so he hugs you with both of his arms around you.
"Your relationship has helped you both grow equally as individuals," Lana says.
You both are listening to Lana listing the reasons why you got chosen to be one of the finalists as a couple.
"You both came in as horny singles and began your journey as friends. Despite having commitment issues, you slowly built a connection and have learned to commit and formed a loving relationship."
He looks at you and can see the journey you both went through to get to this point, he couldn't be proud that he has made all of these decisions that led him to this, to you.
"And that is why I have chosen you to be in the final as a couple," Lana concludes.
Everyone is cheering and clapping for all the finalists.
"One of the three finalists will walk away with $100,000 and the decision will be made by the remaining guests."
At the end of the day, it's up to the group to choose who wins the prize money. Of course, Lana is the one with power but everyone knows each other personally and therefore, they know which one has made the biggest improvements.
"Will the shortlisted guests please the cabana whilst the voting takes place," Lana instructed.
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HAN: We never thought we'd get this far, did we?
YOU: Not at all.
-
The finalists are being gathered in the front yard.
Rio and Asher are taking seats on the bean bags so the two of you can take the small sofa to sit together.
"I can't believe we're here," Rio says, still in disbelief.
Asher brushes his long hair to the back, "I'm happy to just be here with you guys," he says with a gruff voice.
Han looks speechless as well, he hasn't said anything since Lana announced both of your names as the last finalist.
"It's... mad!" He finally says something, rather sounds still in disbelief as well.
You look at them and feel grateful already that you're surrounded by nice people.
"How do you feel?" Asher asks, curious as to why you stay quiet.
"I feel like a winner already to be honest," you reply.
After almost half an hour of waiting under the sun that is slowly sinking into the horizon, the cone lights up and chimes.
You get used to getting nervous whenever you hear it but this time, you unconsciously grip at Han's forearm.
"Hello, finalists," Lana greets.
"Yes, darling?" Rio answers her.
"Your fellow guests have voted and a winner has been decided," Lana informs.
The tension is rising once again and Han turns to be the nervous one, grabbing your hand and squeezing at it.
"Please join everyone on the beach where I will announce who has won the $100,000."
Asher is the first one to get up from his seat, flipping his hair to the side as he says, "Okay guys, let's go!"
As you both make your way to the beach, Han leans into your ear and whispers, "My palms are sweaty. I'm shaking," his voice is tinted with anxiety.
You smile at him and say, "I know."
-
HAN: I'm grateful for how this retreat has changed me and our relationship.
YOU: [Nods] Fingers crossed!
HAN: [Crosses fingers]
-
Everyone else is already waiting by the beach for the last hurrah with the sun setting behind them, casting a warm glow on their faces.
Han knows he shouldn't be stressing much about this. Winning the money isn't that important, it's what he takes from this retreat that is the most important.
He takes a seat on the long wooden bench with you and waits for Lana to come online.
After a while, that anxiety-inducing chime comes and the cone starts talking.
"During your time at the retreat, I have observed you all commit to the process and show significant changes."
Everyone nods in agreement and cheers to that with a proud face.
"The time has now come to announce the winner of the $100,000 prize money," Lana says.
She then calls all the names of the finalists, including him and yours.
"Finalists, please stand!" Lana instructs.
Rio and Asher are standing up while Han keeps on pulling you close to his side even though there's no space left between your bodies.
"Your fellow guests have voted and the person in third place is..."
It's getting to him now that you and him potentially going to win that money and it's a lot of money. He gets overwhelmed thinking of it.
"Asher."
His head turns to the left where Asher stands, applauding himself for what he has achieved in here and you both doing the same for him, congratulating him for it.
"I love you guys," Asher says in the most nonchalant yet cool way.
The tension returns as Lana continues with the announcement, calling the names of the finalists again and making him feel faint.
"One of you has been chosen to walk out of the retreat with the prize fund..." Lana reminds.
The money, well, the money, obviously would help with this new relationship. Then again, it's not about the money.
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HAN: No matter what happens, I feel like I'm a better person after meeting her and yeah, I'm actually proud of myself and I don't often say that about myself.
YOU: [Looks at Han] I'm proud of you.
HAN: [Smiles] I'm proud of you.
-
"The winner who will be leaving with $100,000 is..."
His heart feels like it's about to explode, he can't contain this much anxiety and excitement and love and fondness, everything is mixed inside his chest.
And it explodes as Lana announces him and you as the winner.
"Oh, my god!" You shriek, covering your gaping mouth with your hands.
Everyone is running at him, throwing themselves at him while the girls are coming at you to give you a hug.
"I wanted it to be you guys so congrats!" Avery says as she hugs him.
But seeing you keep wiping your eyes as they're glassy with tears, Han feels the urge to comfort you. He comes to you, holding you tight because this moment belongs to you and him, the two of you did this.
-
HAN: Can you believe it?
YOU: Honestly, no.
HAN: We went from nothing to friends and now... [Looks at you]
YOU: [Giggles] Now... what?
HAN: ... [Shyly laughs] [Hugs you]
-
"Your time at the retreat is over and therefore the rules no longer apply," Lana announces for the last time.
Everyone is cheering in triumph but he feels good knowing that he can touch you, kiss you, and do anything he pleases to you now.
But for now, he can settle with a long, lingering kiss that quench his thirst.
"I'm not wearing underwear," you playfully tell him.
His hand goes down your rear and feels you through the dress you're wearing, his eyes widen even though he finds out that you're lying
"We can definitely have a quickie if you want," you jokingly say.
Feeling tricked, he aggressively kisses you as a way to get back at you and lifts you before spinning you around as his body is filled with euphoria.
The celebration continues with more congratulations passed around at each other and the champagne bottle is popped open.
Asher comes to you and sincerely congratulates you with a warm hug, "I'm happy for both of you," he says.
He then looks at Han and says, "Han, I'm going to steal your girlfriend!"
Before Han can say anything, Asher hoists you onto his shoulder and takes you running with him to the beach, then he puts you down in the water.
Soon everyone joins in with you, continuing the party soaked in salt water. You eventually find Han and immediately locked in a loving kiss.
You both face the sunset, looking at it and feeling so hopeful for what the future holds for both of you.
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HAN: No more rules!
YOU: [Whispers to Han] How about we continue that night?
HAN: Ah... [Smirks]
YOU: [Giggles]
HAN: [Looks at the camera] Now will you excuse us because we have business to finish!
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Hi crazy Johnny with a single mam anon back because im insane and have brainrot and am seriously contemplating writing it bcus i feel compelled by the power of Christ (Johnny’s cock) to write something pervy and nasty and creepy but ultimately sweet but im also just braindumping and sharing bcus not enough johnny content floating around I fear so have to pull up my bootstraps and do it myself (this is so long ceil im so very sorry)
anyways so I think this is sooo much hotter if Johnny is either on a prolonged medical discharge or he’s been forced into retirement for one reason or another (because then can keep an eye on you lol) he and like this has been touched on before but he’s just got. nothing to fucking do. And holy hell he’s going crazy. He needs something to do. So his silly, terribly adjusted brain latches onto the poor single mam next door who DEFINITELY needs his help.
Im a sucker for forced codependency. You, who thinks you’re doing great on your own, versus ‘can’t handle this all on yer own, eh little lass?’ Johnny MacTavish. He’s SO fucking subtle about it. Commenting on how hard it must be to have to raise a baby all your own, and gods love you just look knackered here let me take the bairn for a bit. He comes round and makes little comments about your house being messy (disorganised, but not messy) and immediately starts ‘sympathising’ because you just mustn’t have time to clean up but it’s important to keep hazards out the way of the baby, here he’ll *help*.
Never questions your ability as a mother, god no, just slyly drops suggestions that you’re not coping as well as you thought. And it fucking NAGS at you. And eventually, you start going to Johnny more and more for help. I honestly think he would cause problems in your flat (fixable ones, like fucking up the electrics or messing around with the pipes but stuff he knows he can fix) so you either have to A. Move in with him temporarily or B. Have to ask him to fix them. Eventually just says that your landlords a cunt for letting you live in a shithole and insists you just move in with him permanently. You do (it’s not really up for debate).
He doesn’t use condoms. I’m sorry he just doesn’t, but he will TELL you that he does- especially the first time you have sex. You’re all worried because ‘oh god Johnny I’m not on birth control I just put it off after I had the baby and we didn’t use a condom-‘ and he’s immediately tucking you into his chest and stroking your hair and shushing you ‘divvint be daft lass, course i wrapped it up, stupid thing just broke. Did ye not realise? Must’ve been heat o’ the moment, don’t worry yer little heed about it alright? Johnny’s here.” and kisses you on your hair and lulls you into sleep. Adamantly denies whispering about how pretty you’re gonna look pregnant as if he’s trying to subliminal you into pregnancy. lol.
Will legally adopt your baby. Like he’ll suggest it, straight up. And you’re probably a bit taken aback because it’s only been six months but he is insistent. This is probably the catalyst for his ‘im the biological dad’ delusions. Once he’s down as the father he’s actually losing his mind a little. Can imagine Simon or Gaz popping round to check up on Johnny on their next leave and suddenly he has a family and they’re actually a little concerned because when Gaz makes a comment about the baby’s being cute Johnny’s like ‘Yeah we did a good job, didn’we lass?” and between the two of them there’s just silence because johnny this is not your baby but they can see that slightly deranged look in his eyes. Defo asks about all the heavy details of your pregnancy and labour and the first few months so he can pretend like he was actually there for it and will talk about it as if he were actually there (extra bonus points if Gaz actually pulls you aside in the kitchen and asks about Johnny’s behaviour and tells you to be careful LMAO).
So yeah anyways.
PLEASE WRITE THIS IM BEGGING YOU!!!!!! im screaming at that last bit i need this so bad please......i don't ask for much but i swear to god please write this for me. this idea was designed in a lab to inflict the maximum amount of psychic damage on me. please write this and i will happily beta/edit it for you if you need any help omg
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