#On love

[howlingtothevoid]

Miss you, darling. Miss you so much. I hurt you so much when I was hurting, and it was the same from you to me. I hope you're doing well and I hope you don't ever get near me. I'm sorry for resenting you

#web weaving #web weave #webweaving #on grief #on love #childhood grief #childhood love #queer love #childish #so childish

[shelbyatwar]

Two zero when tied together becomes infinity, so is you and me.

-Yash

#spilled ink #poetry #spilled thoughts #writeblr #deep quotes #life quotes #love quotes #quotes #poet #spilledink #poets on tumblr #spilled poetry #love #on love #writers on tumblr #writers and poets #writerscommunity

[cntctchmnw]

18th April 2024

I'm not sure if I'm allowed to think about you this often. I have learned not to act on these thoughts, though every time you fall asleep next to me I want to shake you awake and let them spill out of me and all over your warm chest. But am I allowed to think of you this often? And do you think of me this often? You mentioned you'd laid in bed and held another girl for three days straight once and I felt like I was going to throw up. I can count all the people I've held on one hand - one of them being you. The more I want to talk to you and the more I want to see you, the more disgusted I am with myself. The ache is a deterrent - I look everywhere for things to dislike about you. I undermine and criticise everything you say and every act of kindness because I search for any and every reason not to trust you. you've done this with other girls, I wait long and hard and lonely seasons for my next human fix. I wait desperately and I tend to the gaping hold in my chest as I wait. have you come to fill me back up again - to make me whole? I waited for you. you didn't wait for me. you reached out and grabbed onto anything that would fill the void. you're not like me. I view your meagre attempts to escape yourself as desperation. you're manipulative and you're going to leave me more broken than you found me. But you hold me very tightly and you kiss me when I'm sick. You spent an hour making me dinner last week and it tasted like home. I search for your scent every time I leave the house and I fill up your water bottle every time I leave yours but I'm not sure if you've noticed yet. Please leave now before you become disgusted by me too.

#words #words words words #on life #on love #lit #poetry #poem #prose #spilled ink #poetic #journalling #journal #diary #dear diary #spilled words #writeblr #longing #yearning #love

[peaceishim]

"Usse kaafi shikayat karni hai, ussi ki"

#love #deep thoughts #poetry #poem #my thougts #poets on tumblr #original poem #spilled ink #prose poetry #dark academia #urdu ghazal #urdu shayari #urdu poetry #urdu lines #urdu stuff #urdu literature #writer community #writers and poets #writing #writers on tumblr #writeblr #aesthetic #spilled ideas #spilled thoughts #two line shayari #on love #love quotes #poetic #literature #hindi shayari

[sunbloomdew]

do you ever see a person and you are overcome with incredible fondness? and you just think "oh." but not in a romantic or sexual way you are just filled with warmth and it makes you happy, it just does. and you think "i'm so happy you exist. i'm happy you are somewhere out there in the world, doing your thing". it's love but also not entirely

like people are lovely and i feel it in my entire chest like a burning candle that smells like roses and a sunny day

#on love #aroace experiences #aroace #aromantic #asexual #aspec #aroacespec #sunbloom talks #<3 #just late night revelations #i like love and i love people :)

[lelif]

On Love and Community

@princes-heels // ? // @inkskinned // mitski, my love mine all mine//@littlespoonsokka // @boymiffy // @2aminhouston // ? // @theviralwitch // @noodle // @criterioncollectiongirl // @fatsoupy // ? // @mjalti // george saunders, congratulations, by the way// @jb-blunk // @ponchopeligroso // @headspace-hotel // everything, everywhere, all at once(2022) //@cheruib // ? // ? // @tordenvejr

#i know love is real because i exist #and i'm full of it #on love #on community #web weaving #web weave #parallels #compilation

[missingvibrance]

one of the greatest tragedies in life is that you will always be loved more than you will ever know. someone in class finds your presence inviting and warm, even if you’ve only ever exchanged a few words with them—maybe none at all. someone on the street loves your smile and it gets them down the next few streets. someone you used to be friends with still wishes to fondly call your name. someone you used to be friends with five years ago would give anything to be in the same room as you today. someone who regularly comes into work is disappointed when you aren’t there to brighten their day. someone missed you today. someone noticed you were gone. someone loves you when you’re there; someone loves you when you’re nowhere to be found at all. you think you have always disappeared when you’re no longer in the picture, but you’ve never left the frame.

#lovecore #to be loved is to be known #to be loved is to be changed #actuallytraumatized #traumacore #ventcore #actuallymentallyill #bpd #on love

[doitforadamparrish]

when kafka said ‘you wouldn’t believe the kind of person I could become if you wanted it’ and when brontë said ‘if you ever looked at me with what I know is in you, I would be your slave’ and when Sartre said ‘if I’ve got to suffer it may as well be at your hands’

#web weaving #word weaving #franz kafka #emily bronte #jean paul sartre #on love #on obsession #on becoming #quote #literature

[lucidloving]

Girlpool—Before the World Was Big // memorial bench quoting Toni Morrison's Sula // @inanotherunivrse // Iain S. Thomas, I Wrote This For You // Zadie Smith, Swing Time // Fall Out Boy—The Kids Aren't Alright // Audrey Emmett // Mikko Harvey, "For M" // Mahmoud Darwish, Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982 (tr. Ibrahim Muhawi) // Langston Hughes, "Poem"

#theme: old friends #web weaving #webs #web weave #poetry #prose #aesthetic #prose poetry #literature #art #book quotes #novels #novel quotes #books #quotes #words #reading #friendship #on friendship #writing #inspo #parallels #compilation #song lyrics #poems and poetry #poems #langston hughes #on love #nostalgia

[yangzhouman]

favourite thing in the world is when the pages of a book go all soft and yellowy and the edges are slightly fuzzy and rounded. these books couldn’t give you a papercut if you tried they’ve been loved too much. they love you too much

#🐸 #on love

[lovely-abeille]

anecdote of the pig, tory adkisson // achilles & partoclus // house of dragon, 1x07 // plainwater, anne carson // the truth about forever, sarah dessen // lighthousekeeping, jeanette winterson

#web weave #web weaving #fragments #poetry fragments #lyric parallels #poetry compilation #comparatives #literature #lit #poetry #heartbreak #dark acadamia quotes #achilles #patroclus #patrochilles #anne carson #on grief #on love #on loneliness #on longing

[chappelroans]

to love like a dog

ada limón, roadside attractions with the dogs of america // emily wilson, the odyssey // u.k // andrew kane, how to be a dog // mitski, i’m your man // u.k // u.k

#web weaving #webweaving #dogs #on dogs #on love #quotes #i don’t want this! i don’t want to love like a dog! i don’t want to love by devotion regardless of care! #i don’t want to pull on my chain when they come back! i don’t want to wag my tail even though they haven’t fed me in weeks!

[shelbyatwar]

My heart, once full of love got hollowed in waiting fir you, screaming more louder and louder, still the scream was never loud enough to reach your heart, but when it did, my heart turned stone.

-Yash

#quotes #Love #Writers #spilled ink #spilled poetry #writers on tumblr #poets on tumblr #writeblr #writers and poets #writerscommunity #life quotes #love quotes #spilled words #words words words #on love #lit #my words #wordsofwisdom

[cntctchmnw]

15th April 2024

I used to come home from work sweating and hungry to sit in bed and smoke for hours. I wouldn't eat because I still believed someone would love my mouldering body more that way. More than anything I was hungry for you. You used to get upset that I'd talk so desperately about him but I needed something to detract from you. I needed some conduit for the ache I felt for you. I sat in wait for every response and I squeezed every possible meaning from even the smallest of words. Nothing you'd say was ever enough and all the nights I was crushed under it all I'd hope you'd wake up and come save me. In retrospect, I thought of you more as some great omniscient being or angel who'd come to plaster my shaking pieces back together than as a living creature. Sweet angel, you were broken too and all I could think of was how you would save me. I take fragile things and crush them in my weak palms until they shatter and lacerate me in the process. I used you to maim myself over and over again until my hands were too mangled to hold or pick you up anymore.

You used to shake me awake from nightmares of you dying. I watched your sweet soft body crack and break and pieces of me would fall away with it. Do you remember when we'd lay awake before bed and listen to the radio? Occasionally, moments with you overwhelmed me so strongly with contentment that I felt myself leave my corporeal form and sit somewhere soft and quiet in the metaphysical with you.

#writing #words words words #spilled words #spilled ink #poetry #poem #prose #writeblr #love #loss #diary #dear diary #journal #journalling #on love #on loss #longing #yearning #poetic #lit #literature

[moonstoast]

@rbhvleo // roberto ferri // mothering by ainslie hogarth // rainer maria rilke // ? // planet of love by richard siken // a self portrait in letters by anne sexton // indian summer by ron hicks

#words #web weave #art #web weaving #prose #paintings #poetry #parallels #comparatives #love #rainer maria rilke #richard siken #ron hicks #on love #all consuming love

[shehzadi]

tonight we die as a family, mohammed el-kurd

[english on the left as published in the poetry review & translated into urdu on the right by @/smuntahaali on instagram]

#ya allah. #did it take me 45 min to read this in urdu? yes. did it still make me even sadder than it did in english? also yes. #palestine #w #on love #m