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studydiariesofaru · 2 years
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she’s a 10 but she will procrastinate studying until the last minute and then cry about academic pressure
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saturn-zer0 · 2 months
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Academic vent post?-
It's a pain balancing between dark academia, light academia, and chaotic academia.
Dark academia: That strong desire to be better, to do better, to succeed above everyone else because that's what you've been told to be your whole life. Not even that. I was that person, I did succeed over everyone else. Wrapping myself away in literature and fine arts and history and languages. And I did find enjoyment in it all, but it was taken from me by the cruel hands of my family, my peers, my past partners, the institutions that chewed me up for my talents and spat me out to be left with an empty heart. And I was told I would succeed my whole life, and that kind of pressure destroys children. Now I'm desperately clinging onto the little talent I have left but it's not enough anymore. I can scream all I want to be better than my classmates, but in the end I just feel like a foolish child. Late to classes, missing classes entirely, forgetting homework, no revision done, and no time to even endulge in my own personal study. But the desire to be better will always be the bitter taste left upon my tongue, choking me out.
Light academia: The pure joy produced from the one topic that settled in your heart and never left. Literature comes to me naturely, the analysis, the imagery, the symbolism, the metaphors, the rhyming, the stage settings, it all combines into what I like to call my soul. People talk of soulmates, and literature is what I would call my soulsubject. The love I had as a kid only grew, and while the dreams to be an author dissappeared over time, it has only been crafted into my dream to be a lecturer. Proclaiming and sharing the adoration that I have for the one thing that has kept me going in my life, fueling my very being, in the hopes that at least one student, at least one, will find the solace that I also found myself. But the pressure that comes with that? The pressure to help those understand literature when at times I struggle to even understand myself? And if I fail? What comes next? I cannot help but put the weight of the world in my hands.
Chaotic academia: The rebellion, and the excitement that emits from it. The detachment of pressures that come with both dark and light academia. That feeling when you do skip a class, and yet can come back the next lesson and prove that you know what you're doing. The chaotic array of notes that can be barely defined as revision. But it works. The pressure is alleviated but at what cost? What am I to do when the chaos needs to be calmed? Because chaos is not agreed upon by the rest of the world, and in thriving in chaos, you are simply subjecting yourself to a life filled with hatred.
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coming-of-age-witch · 9 months
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very cool now i need to ensure that my disastrious mood swings and casatrophic sudden rush of overwhelmingness doesn't get in my way of getting a cute little 95% A grade or i'm doomed to death
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samtf · 5 months
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when the studying is stressing you out but you gotta keep up with the academia aesthetic
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melancholicxoxo · 1 year
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tiktok wastes so much time aka why i deleted it.
this all started a few days ago when i happened to look through my screen time on my phone. i saw that i spent an average of 3 hours everyday on tiktok. one of those days i spent 6 HOURS on tiktok. those hours are hours i will never get back. i could have studied, or worked out, or read a book, or spent time with my family. or at least anything other than tiktok. i felt completely disgusted.
so, i decided to make a change. i got my dad to set a screentime passcode on my phone. i set a 20 minute limit to tiktok everyday. i assumed that i would use up that 20 minutes completely. but to my surprise, on my first day, i ended up only using it for 7 seconds. i didn't get an urge to look at it at all. and today, i've completely deleted the app.
i know that social media is a big distraction and i know that we all have goals that we want to achieve and don't get me wrong, social media can be a great thing, but its necessary to focus on what's most important -- studying.
it might be daunting to delete the app at first, so here are some steps that you can take.
set a limit and have someone hold you accountable
this is basically what i did. before that, i set myself a limit but i found myself just pressing the ignore button every time. so, i got my dad to set a code so i couldn't bypass it at all. this way, you can limit yourself to only using it for a certain period of time.
sign out of your accounts
this is actually something i saw in a thomas frank video, but its just signing out of your account. drafts are still saved in tiktok even if you sign out btw. and if you need to use it, you'll think twice since you have to sign in again. its just an extra barrier between you and the app.
replace the app with something else.
whenever you get the urge to use tiktok or whatever other social media app, place it next to another app that actually increases your learning/productivity. for example, duolingo, quizlet, clozemaster, or something else that you consider to be less time wasting.
hope these tips are actually somewhat useful and remember summer is coming
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thecoolnerdblog · 10 months
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Most people won’t understand what it was like to be the “smart kid” in school. And even then, they’ll say, who are we to complain? We didn’t fail school. But they’ll never know the mounting pressure til you pop at the seams or the quiet hush that falls around the classroom as the teacher softly calls your name to see your grade and you know at that moment that you weren’t perfect. And if you weren’t perfect, you failed even if you made a good grade. No complaining or you were obnoxious but no bragging or you’re arrogant. Quietly accept your grade until someone catches a glimpse and brags that they got a higher grade than you. Ignore the piteous glances of teachers at your 98% and the mocking states of classmates with even the smallest percentage more.
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foreversince · 3 months
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didn't keep a track of stationery empties. my emotional empties include motivation, discipline, sleep schedule and my desire for everything in life now
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emonerdfriend · 2 years
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why pay for therapy when i can be called “a pleasure to have in class” for free?
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hyucksdarling · 8 months
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to my girlies who seek academic validation but have never been able to get so, to my girlies who gave their one hundred percent but still get an average percentage. to my girlies who try, try, and try but they never shine out like that one overachiever of their class. to my girlies who are burnt out from completing their assignments. to all my mirrorball girlies, i am with you. and just like you did your best and best and best, life will give you its outcome. you are gonna get that validation you always crave, that perfect grade you seek for. i just know that all those all-nighters will be worth it all. i believe in you.
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ezsdiary · 6 months
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what if I was a fraud all along?
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nongiftedpoet · 13 days
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The more I grew up, the more exposure I got to the world, the more humbling experiences I faced, the more painful it gets to my pride…
The more I realize how tiny I am compared to these countless people on this planet, the more I realize how little I know about the world and it’s problems, the more I realize how ignorant I was.
How shameful and stupid I feel knowing I know nothing.
- nongiftedpoet
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prettybrowneyedsoul · 1 month
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Feel like dying bcs I am having bio exam right after econ 🥲
I hope I survive this... 🤞🏻
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averwonders · 2 years
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how long should i wait? later is too late.
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Navillera (2021) Episode 5
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Tom Stoppard, SHIPWRECK: THE COAST OF UTOPIA Part II
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Extraordinary Attorney Woo (2022) Episode 9: The Pied Piper
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N.O by BTS 방탄소년단 (trans. doolsetbangtan)
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Eileen Caddy
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Makarand Kaprekar, To Race Or Not to Race, That is the Question
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“The reality is: there will always be more work. From our jobs and owning businesses, to being a manager of our families and our homes - there will always be more work. It never goes away. We never escape from the responsibilities that life presents us. But one of our main responsibilities should be ourselves, after all, there's only one of us anyway.”
Vanessa Autrey, The Art of Balancing Burnout
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[Verse 4]
I used to think I'd be done by twenty
Now at twenty-nine, the road ahead appears the same
Though maybe at thirty, I'll see a way to change
That I'm living for the knife
Working for the knife by Mitski
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cutout from Calvin and Hobbes by Bill Watterson for April 17, 1988
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Class of 2013 by Mitski
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studying like my life depends on it, because my life depends on it
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samtf · 2 years
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re-reading the papers i got a 100 on to feel the rush of academic validation
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deesi-academia · 1 year
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Bachhpan se hi academic pressure lene ka bada shauk hai mujhe by god
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