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#and ‘important’ things.. but the little small stuff? like my best friend’s favorite color? what the numerical date is?
ectogeranium · 2 years
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I’m gonna be 1000% real with you all this evening. My memory is absolute shit. It is so bad, that I have entered thembo stages of stupid, and I mean that with complete sincerity.
It is.. terrifying. And I’m really trying to deflect with humor, but the fact is, I’m losing more each day. I’ve lost so much from the past years, where I used to be as sharp as a damn tack.
Call it age, and getting older, but I’m 20. I shouldn’t be losing this much this fast.
It worries me. My parents think I’m joking or talking about someone else when I bring up my memory loss to them. I usually drop the subject after they deflect.
I haven’t voiced my concerns to anyone else until now, since I’m writing this.
If we ever talk, and I forget something, I am so so sorry, and I know how it feels to be on the receiving end of an “I forgot about that” text. It sucks. I didn’t want to forget, it just.. happened. So if I ever do that to any of you, I’m being up front and telling you right now that my memory is awful, and it will lapse.
Idk dude.
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(Very late) Christmas special! Yuri Briar
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Yuri Briar x Fem! Reader
        Beware! This fic DOES contain SPOILERS for the manga and for the Yuri Briar x Fem! Spy! Reader series: An Alliance (part 1)!
        This can be read with or without reading my Yuri Briar x Fem! Spy! Reader series: An Alliance (part 1).
        Series information: Setting is AFTER the reader rejoined WISE (so Yuri and [Y/N] are married and [Y/N] becomes an official double-spy).
        This is NOT a replacement or part 10 for the Yuri Briar x Fem! Spy! Reader series!
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        The city air smelt like hot chocolate and roasted chestnuts. The town’s street lamps were decorated with yellow christmas lights and green wreaths. Children squished their faces against the cold windows of toy stores, gazing at what they want on their Christmas lists. Candies filled with marshmallows and peppermint advertised at the local grocery store. Yuri and I strolled through the town hand-in-hand, looking for gifts for the Forger family.
        “Do you have any idea what they’d want for Christmas?” I questioned, looking into store windows for anything that caught my eye.
        “I’m not sure. Yor said that she was fine with anything.” Yuri spoke, just as lost as me. 
        “Well what about Loid and Anya?” I asked, turning my head to look at Yuri.
        “Do we have to buy them gifts?” Yuri grimaced. 
        “They’re family.” I huffed. “Don’t be mean. And don’t even think about going to the Christmas party with an attitude to Loid. I’ll whack you.” I threatened.
        “I don’t even know what we’d give Loid. He’s so… reserved?” Yuri spoke. “He doesn’t talk much about himself other than work.” 
        “I see what you mean.” I hummed. “So work is obviously an important thing in his life.”
        “His main priority should be caring for Yor…” Yuri huffed.
        “We can talk about this later. The shops will close early because it's Christmas Eve, so we have no time to be complaining about stuff like that.” I pointed out. "Loid values work, we could get him something for work. Like, maybe a new journal to write notes? He is a psychiatrist after all.” I suggested.
        At least his public cover is. I thought to myself. 
        I tried to think more deeply on what Twilight likes without accidentally revealing to Yuri that I know him more than just his sister's husband. Of course I know things about him that Yuri and Yor won't, I did basically grow up with him almost my entire life, so I consider him like a brother and my best friend. The more I thought about it, the more I realized I basically knew nothing of Twilight's interests or hobbies. He's always been so work-oriented compared to my laid-back nature. 
        My realization led me to questioning everything I knew about Twilight. Is the personality I've associated with him almost my whole life a cover personality? Am I such a bad sister and best friend that I don't even know his favorite damn color? What he likes to do in his free time? 
        While I had an internal existential crisis, Yuri dragged me out of my thoughts. 
        "Hey, there's a bookstore over there. We can go find Loid's journal there?" Yuri suggested, pointing his finger at a small bookstore.
        "Yeah, okay." I nodded, dragging Yuri into the store with me. "Along with a journal, we can get Loid a book too. I'm just unsure of what types of books he'd enjoy." 
        "We have to get him more than one gift?" Yuri sighed, obviously displeased at the idea. 
        "Just wait till we get to Anya." I hummed. "She's a child, so she should get the most presents." 
        "When I was a kid, I didn't celebrate Christmas." Yuri pointed out.
        I did. Growing up as a West spy, the Handler would put time aside and host a Christmas party at HQ. She made sure to give small gifts to all spies (most likely to avoid promotions). Since I was a kid and the youngest on the team, she made sure my gifts were a little more special than my fellow spies. I remember the first year I joined WISE, she gifted me a warm sweater with comfortable short fur inside and the exterior was soft and gray, along with a raspberry candy cane. I cried so hard that day because I was so touched she bothered getting me something despite our relationship being something of a teacher and student. Now a days, I see her more of the closest thing I have to a mother in my life, and I make sure to give her a present every year too. 
        Speaking of the Handler, I need to find a gift for her too. I might be able to sneak out later and buy something while Yuri is sleeping. I thought to myself. 
        "Maybe a book on psychology?" Yuri questioned.
        "No. I wanna get him something for him to enjoy that's not all work-related." I spoke.
        Besides, me and him already know quite a bit of psychology as it is. I thought. 
        Maybe something like mystery? No, he'd figure out the mystery too quick. Suspense? No, he'd just get mad at the character's decisions for being stupid. Romance? Nope, he seems to have little interest in the subject. Maybe something dystopian? Eh, we've faced a war together and live under oppressed governments with the possibility of war, we have our own silent dystopian going on. Maybe something involving self-help, like how not to be robotic. It'd be a good gag gift, but like I said, I want him to enjoy it. Historical? No, we know just about everything in history.
        "Ah! Science fiction!" I exclaimed loudly. 
        "Like... robots?" Yuri questioned. 
        "I dunno, maybe. I think Loid would enjoy the genre." I spoke. 
        "How so?" Yuri questioned.
        "He's smart, he is a psychiatrist after all. He'll probably like something that's mixed with reality but still have hints of fiction in it. Smart people like smart things like science! It'd be something to get his brain working and still enjoy it." I spoke.
        "Pssh, anyone can listen to a person's problems and give out solutions." Yuri huffed.
        "That's not all they do, Yuri. They also—" I paused, deciding it wasn't worth going in depth. "Ah, never mind. Let's just find something good for him to read." 
        Me and Yuri walked to the science fiction section, looking for anything that caught our eyes. Yuri didn’t exactly do much of the searching since it included being “too buddy-buddy with Loi-Loi” so I did the searching myself.
        “Oh, what about 1984? I heard that was good.” I spoke. “I remember hearing it was featured in the newspaper, it’s relatively new, published in 1948.” 
        I might steal this after Twilight finishes reading it. I thought to myself.
        “Yeah, sure.” Yuri spoke.
        “Hm… what do you think Yor would like? I was thinking of giving her a new set of earrings as my gift. What’s on your mind?” I questioned. 
        “Well… she likes apples, specifically this Whistle Candy we had as kids, the apple flavored ones.” Yuri explained. 
        “That’s a good start. We can go to the market and buy those.” I smiled. “I want to stop by a jewelry store and buy her a set of gold earrings, I noticed her jewelry was gold so I figured she’d might appreciate it.” 
        “You noticed.” Yuri spoke, tears in his eyes.
        “Why are you tearing up?” I questioned, a little confused.
        “Just… you’re so thoughtful of her too. She loves you so much as her sister-in-law so it’d make her so happy to know you paid attention to her interests.” Yuri cried, wiping his nose.
        I resisted the urge to tell him I was observing her to make sure she wasn’t an obstacle in STRIX’s mission or a hazard to Twilight’s mental health (now that I’ve spent time with her, I’m aware she’s a wonderful person, but I was on my guard when we first met, especially knowing how hard she can hit someone). 
        “Of course I care, Yuri. She’s family to me, just like Anya and Loid are.” I smiled.
        The names of his sister’s husband and daughter leaving my lips immediately dried his eyes and made him grimace. “Blegh…”
        “Wow. I should use that more against you when you’re upset if it makes you forget what you were crying about in the first place.” I smiled, a little impressed.
        “Don’t you use those two… imbeciles... against me.” Yuri threatened, a glint in his eyes.
        “Yeah, yeah.” I hummed. “Let’s find an empty notebook now. I'm thinking something blue, or blue and white." 
        Yuri nodded as we walked together, looking around to find a journal. I've seen empty journals in bookstores before, so surely this bookstore can't be an exception. I took Yuri to the front of the bookstore where there would usually be little souvenirs or many pens. I found a plain midnight blue journal and held it up to Yuri. 
        "What do you think?" I questioned.
        "Looks like a journal." Yuri spoke.
        "Helpful." I hummed sarcastically, before opening the journal.
        I felt the texture of the pages and the cover, along with the page colors, the spacing and colors of the lines, and the sturdiness of the spine before deeming it acceptable. 
        "Okay, Yuri. Let's go pay for these then we can go for Yor's presents." I spoke. 
        Yuri nodded, grabbing my hand as we walked to the cash register together. 
        "How about you pay for Loid's and Anya's gifts, and I'll pay for Yor's? Her earrings will probably be expensive." Yuri spoke.
        "I mean, I have certain earrings I'm looking for, so I can buy them." I explained.
        "No. I got them. Loid's and Anya's gifts will probably tally up to around the earrings price." Yuri explained.
        "And you wanna buy your sister's presents yourself?" I smiled.
        "Yes." Yuri admitted quickly. 
        "Well, if you really insist." I sighed, deciding it wasn't worth fighting him. 
        When we got to the cashier, I took out my wallet from my purse and handed the cashier the amount of dalc they wanted from me. The bagged the books and handed it to me, telling us "happy holidays" as we left.
        "Okay. Let's go to the jewelry store first, then the grocery store for that whistle candy you were talking about." I hummed, rearranging the fluffy red scarf wrapped around my neck.
        Yuri nodded as I grabbed his red mitten, having him follow me. During our walk, I looked around at the shop windows to see if I could find any present for Yuri. I wasn't exactly sure what to get him; he was a pretty simple guy who'd love just about everything I'd give him, but I wanted to give him something that was actually meaningful and something he could really enjoy. The problem is Yuri doesn't have many interests besides Yor and work, so I'm really limited with potential gift ideas.
        "Why are you glaring at me like that?" Yuri questioned, confused.
        "I'm cold." I lied.
        I'm glaring at you because you're a troublesome brat to make happy. I thought.
        "Even in all those layers? We'll be at the store soon enough, so don't worry." Yuri spoke.
        I nodded, thinking of what I could get him. Maybe he likes whistle candy like Yor? But that's so boring, not to mention unoriginal since we're getting Yor it. I could get him something like a candle? But that's not long lasting, and I have no idea what his favorite scents are.         
        "Yuri, I'm thinking of changing my perfume sometime soon. What do you think I should go with?" I questioned.
        "I don't know? Something floral or citrus like most perfumes? It's your perfume." Yuri hummed.
        "Yeah, but I want your input. You're my husband so I don't want to get a scent you don't like." I explained.        
        "I doubt there's a perfume that I don't like. Just don't have it too strong?" Yuri spoke.
        Sometimes I wanna punch his stupid face for being so damn hard to shop for. Seriously, how can someone simple be such a challenge to shop for? Even Twilight is easier to shop for! 
        Yuri and I walked to the store to get the whistle candy Yuri said Yor liked. During the time, I thought of what good gifts Anya would have. I wanted to spoil the kid and give her a good Christmas. I've always wanted to be a cool aunt but now that I lost my entire family I can't do that anymore.
        No, I didn't lose my entire family, only a part of it. I still have Twilight and the Handler, and Yuri and Yor and Anya. My mother is still out there too, somewhere in this world. The thought left me feeling a little better from the other sudden intrusive depressing thought I had. 
        Anya likes peanuts and stuffed toys, I know that. She likes that one spy tv show too, whatever it was called. The episodes I watched with her are a little interesting, I might watch it myself to be honest (perhaps I can learn a thing or two I'm unaware of). I briefly thought about getting her a coat or a cute dress, but then I remembered being a kid and disliked getting clothes as gifts. She does like sweets too. 
        Oh! They have dog too! I remember Twilight telling me about that, trying to train it to attack on command. Apparently the dog is a rescue from Project Apple, where he was trained along with many other dogs to become highly intelligent military animals. I wonder if the dog is huge and scary, like a German Shepard or a Pit Bull with that kind of reputation? Hey, maybe I can convince Yuri to get a dog or a cat!
        Wait, focus. We're here for gifts. 
        "Yuri, when we get the candy let's go to the toy section next." I spoke.
        "Aren't you a bit old for toys?" Yuri smirked, earning him a glare from me.
        "Shut it." I huffed. "It's for Anya, I wanna see if there's any good toys around here she might like. I always wanna get her peanuts and stuffed animals." 
        "Peanuts?" Yuri spoke, making a face. "What kid wants peanuts for Christmas?"
        "Apparently Anya." I shrugged. "Don't question it, kids are weird and have weird Christmas lists. Besides, it's better than like, I dunno, a 20 dalc dolly or something."
        "I guess that's true." Yuri hummed, grabbing a bag of candy from the shelves.
        It was the whistle candy Yuri was talking about. It's comes in a pack of eight circular candies with a hole in the middle. Yuri grabbed two apple flavored packs, holding them in his hands since we didn't grab a cart.
        "Hey, it looks like the American candy Life Savers!" I pointed out. "This whistle candy you speak of, does it actually make you whistle?" I questioned, glancing at the candies.
        "Yeah. You can whistle through them." He nodded.
        "That's cool." I smiled.
        I took a look at all the candies, grabbing a few chocolate peanut candy bars and other candies like gummy bears, Fun Dips, marshmallow Circus Peanuts, and Jolly Ranchers before my eyes spotted a familiar and bittersweet candy—M&M's.
        "Oh hey, I remember these!" I spoke, grabbing a tube. "Hey Yuri, do you know how these were invented? Or more specifically why?"
        "Wasn't it something about the war?" Yuri questioned.
        "Yeah. During the war, normal chocolate bars couldn't be transported or eaten because it'd melt in the heat, so Ostanian soldiers couldn't eat them. Forrest Mars Sr copied the idea of Rowntree's Smarties, a British-made sweet small chocolate candies covered in hardened sugar syrup, when he saw soldiers from the Spanish Civil War eating them." I explained. "I had a buddy who would eat these like no tomorrow." I chuckled, before frowning. 
        Well, I guess he did eat them like no tomorrow, cause he's not alive anymore.
        I remember infiltrating a small town and killing a couple Ostanian soldiers. Rancher was looting the bodies to see if there was anything interesting or see if there's any extra ammo that matched his gun model. While he didn't find ammo that could be shot with his gun, he did find a small brown and tan tube with the title "M&M's" on the tube. He opened it and ate one of the small candies, then he became hooked and popped them in his mouth like a pill junkie. Sometimes, I think he killed soldiers just to see if he could find some of that candy on them. 
        Yuri noticed how my smile faded and patted my shoulder, an attempt to console me. While it didn't quite work, I was happy to know he was trying, especially considering that war was where he potentially lost his parents and started his hate for the West. He doesn't talk about them, but I can naturally assume he lost them in the war considering Yor was the one who raised him. 
        "Do you have a favorite flavor?" I questioned, breaking the silence.
        His hand left my shoulder as he thought, before speaking, "Maybe cherry?"
        I nodded, making a mental note in my head for later. 
        "Well, we got the candy. Let's head to the toy section and see what's there." I smiled, keeping the M&M's in my hand along with the other candies I grabbed.
        We both walked to the toys as I tried and figured out what toys I wanted to buy for Anya. I didn't want something lame or boring, and I didn't want to give her something too generic that every other kid has. Knowing Twilight, he probably got her stuff that's popular with the other kids along with things she liked, I wanna give her something meaningful other than snacks. 
        I noticed the toy guns and thought about getting her a toy cap gun, a small toy that made a small bang to represent a bullet and came with it's own bang roll cap refill that even made a smell, before I realized that not only would they have to purchase more paper roll caps every time it ran out, but I also didn't want to influence her with violence and guns (especially after I heard about her punching Donovan Desmond's son, Damian). I thought about those toy handcuffs, before realizing how boring they were since she couldn't really do anything with that when playing alone. Maybe snap-its? Nah, I don't want her throwing it at her parents or other kids, not to mention the hassle it is to clean them up. Maybe I can code a little morse robot for her to learn morse code (by me coding, I mean Franky). 
        I decided to ditch the entire idea of spy things in general, she's too young for such things, and I don't want her to start getting suspicious of Twilight and I's second-lives, children have an insane ability of calling out bullshit and having some damn accurate hunches. Maybe if I find pajamas or a jacket of her spy show, I'll buy it. 
        I grabbed multiple different teddy bears, a blue one (Twilight), a pink one (Anya), a red and white one (Yor), a red and black one (Yuri), a white one (their dog Bond) and a grey one (me) to represent her family. You can't do much with stuffed animals, so I grabbed other toys too such as a rainbow slinky, a Candy Land board game, silly putty, dominoes, and some coloring books.
        "Does a kid really need that much toys?" Yuri questioned.
        "Yes. Yes she does." I nodded. "This is her first Christmas with us! Christmas is a day that kids are always thinking about, she deserves a good one."
        "Well, if you think so." Yuri sighed, deciding not to fight on the matter. 
        Yuri carried most of the toys while I carried most of the candy. I noticed the struggle between us and mentally scolded ourselves for not getting a basket, it sure would've made this whole process easier.
        "Why don't we get a wagon?" I questioned. "Like a toy wagon for Anya?"
        "That's stupid. What would she use that for?" Yuri questioned.
        "Don't call it stupid without hearing what I gotta say." I huffed. "It can be used to carry her toys around the house, or when she's out and about with Loid and Yor, she can sit in the wagon as they roll her around—it's cute and convenient." I explained.
        "Sure, whatever you want." Yuri waved off.
        Yuri just doesn't understand the importance of Christmas. For an energetic and cheerful kid like Anya, Christmas probably means a lot to her. I remember when I was a little kid and still had the income, I was excited for Christmas too; Yuri probably stopped caring for Christmas when Yor started raising him instead since they would need to direct their funds to something nonessential that doesn't include food or shelter, so I can see his perspective on this matter.
        Even though he doesn't quite care about Christmas, I still want to be able to buy a gift for him, I mean, I have some festive spirit this year and I'm excited to spend Christmas in a place that's not Wise HQ with people I have genuine attachment to outside of work.  
        Me and Yuri grabbed a red toy Radio Wagon, placing all of Anya's (and Yor's) candies and toys inside of it. I also grabbed a classical music and a IIse Werner vinyl record for Loid. I thought and decided that I'll come back to the store later when searching for Yuri's gifts, that way I can get Franky and The Handler a gift too. We grabbed red and white striped wrapping paper (Yuri’s choice) and white snowflake wrapping paper (my choice, along with green and blue ribbons. We also grabbed Bond some treats, I heard he was a big dog so I got him large bones and chew toys. 
        Yuri rolled the wagon to the receptionist as I followed, paying for all the gifts and gift paper. We paid and left the store, heading to the jewelry store next. I wanted to get Yor a set of earrings. I noticed she wore gold spike-like earrings (the only set I've seen her wear really), so I wanted to get her a different pair instead, a pair where me and her match together so that the gift is meaningful. Yuri rolled the wagon down the streets as I guided him to a jewelry store, opening the door for him so he can walk in with the wagon as I advanced. 
        "Do you have a set of earrings in mind?" Yuri questioned.
        "Yep. I have a perfect vision for what I want." I nodded. 
        I spent three days going to every jewelry shop to try and find the perfect set of earrings for Yor that I actually liked and that would match her taste. It took some work and searching, but I found The Set. I lead Yuri to the jewelry shop I wanted to go to called "Himmlischer Ketten." 
        "The wagon is probably going to be troublesome inside of the shop, so you just wait outside with it, okay?" I spoke.
        Yuri looked at me with a blank face, thinking, before making a pout. 
        "But I wanna see what you're buying for Yor." He whined.
        "I'll show you after I pay for it. I'll be in and out in a flash, you'll barely know I left." I smiled. 
        Yuri sighed, his pout still relevant on his face but it had decreased, "Fine. Just hurry up."
        I nodded and walked into the store, looking around to find the set of earrings again. I found the ones I was looking for and told the jeweler, grabbing my wallet from my purse and payed for the price. I also got the second set of earrings so Yor and I could match together. She handed me the two boxes of jewelry inside, handing them to me in a small bag. I walked back out to Yuri and placed the bag of jewelry inside the wagon where the rest of the gifts were.
        "How much did it cost?" Yuri questioned.
        "One hundred dalc in total." I answered.
        Yuri reached into his pocket and pulled out his wallet, handing me a bit over 100 dalc.
        "Whaddya doing?" I questioned as he took my hand, placing the currency in my palm.
        "I told you earlier that I'd pay for the jewelry." He spoke. 
        "Yeah, but it's my gift to Yor." I pointed out. "Besides, I got a set for myself too."
        I can very well pay for it too since I'm working two government jobs...
        "Consider it one of your Christmas presents." He reasoned. "Besides, you spent enough at the store for Anya and Loid."
        "Wow, you actually said his real name without much thought." I chuckled, causing him to glare at me.
        "Shut up. It just came out of my mouth before I could stop it." He huffed.
        "Sure, hon." I smiled. 
        "Doesn't matter, let's get home and get these presents wrapped." He spoke quickly, changing the subject as he rushed ahead of me, dragging the wagon with him. 
        He can be such a tsundere at times... I thought. Though I guess it's a little endearing in its own stupid way. 
        I followed Yuri back to our apartment, getting home and wrapping the presents in our chosen gift papers we bought. Yuri did the wrapping while I placed bows and ribbons on the boxes since it turns out, I'm terrible at wrapping presents. I wrote the names of who the presents belonged too (most belonging to Anya, but it's still fun to write the names). 
        Yuri and I conversed as we did our own assigned roles together.    
        "You sure like going out for Christmas, huh?" He commented.
        I hummed, thinking of the comment and what to say to that. 
        Perhaps I'm making up for loss time? I don't have a family I can spoil, so I should spoil this one while it lasts. I might not live long being this double-agent, whether I get backstabbed from one of my jobs (most likely the SSS), or whether I die on a mission, or even just some sickness or such, I want to die knowing I at least meant something to someone, or die someone I can be semi-proud of. It's not like there's much I can ask for in life after all I've done, or even deserve much really. Sometimes I wonder if I should even be allowed to enjoy myself with this family, even if it'll potentially be my death. 
        Oh well, I guess it's a bridge I'll cross (or jump off) when the time comes.
        "I like Christmas. I like the pretty lights, the snow, and buying presents for people I care about." I spoke, deciding to go for a simple answer.
        It's not technically a lie or anything, so I'll go with it. 
        Yuri nodded, cutting wrapping paper for one of Anya's stuffed animals to wrap with. "Well, I think it's kinda endearing. You seem very excited when you were choosing the gifts, and I could tell that you were putting much thought into it."
        I blinked, surprised at his sudden adoring words.
        "Are you tryna get something outta me? Like a hint for your gift or a kiss?" I joked teasingly, choosing to ignore how my heartbeat sped up at his words. 
        "I don't got any ulterior motives. I was just pointing out an observation of mine." He huffed, his face turning red. 
        "Well, thanks." I chuckled. "I guess I just like Christmas so much since I didn't really experience much of it as a kid." 
        That's true, even when I still had my parents, Christmas wasn't much except a few toys and candy. Buying presents for five kids a lower-class town like Luwen, it was hard to find money to spoil my siblings and I with when we had to pay for necessities like food or water. 
        "Well, you can experience it more now." Yuri smiled. "Besides, Chihuahua Girl will probably appreciate the gifts, even if she is spoiled enough just being in Yor's presence." He huffed, envious of his niece's everyday life.
        "You're weird." I sighed, placing a blue bow on one of the white snowflake-wrapped gifts. "But I guess that's kinda my fault for agreeing to marry you." I chuckled, writing Anya's name onto the present. 
        "I'm not that bad." He huffed. "I think I'm a pretty good husband."
        "Whatever floats your boat." I teased, causing him to send a pouting glare at me. "I'm just messing with you, honey." I laughed. 
        "I know that." He lied defensively. 
        "Sure." I hummed. "Let's finish this up so that we can make some desserts for tomorrow. I don't want Loid and Yor to do all the cooking."
        He nodded, agreeing. "Yeah, I'm ready to get all this done and go to bed so we can see Yor." He smiled.
        "And Loid and Anya." I added.
        "Ugh..." He groaned, his face contorting into disgust. "Yeah... those two."
        We continued finishing up wrapping the gifts until we finally finished, heading to the kitchen and preparing sweets and appetizers together. When we finished, we put them in containers and aluminum foil, calling it a night. While Yuri slept, I carefully snuck out of bed and changed clothes, sneaking out of the apartment to go get gifts for Franky and the Handler. I got the Handler red camellias and dutch chocolates with a red envelope that has a thank you card and 100 dalc. I got Franky the same thing too, except I gave him an extra 100 dalc so he could have extra money for his inventions. 
        Speaking of Franky's inventions, I decided to go to Franky's place to give him his gifts (and get a favor out of him). After spending the whole day with Yuri and trying to figure out what to get him for Christmas, I finally came up with the perfect gift idea. I walked to Franky's apartment and knocked on his door, waiting a minute or two before he opened the door. 
        Franky looked surprisingly awake for it being two in the morning. 
        "Oh? I didn't expect you to be awake." I spoke, a bit surprised.
        "I'm working on some new inventions. Did you need something?" Franky questioned.
        "Actually, I have something for you..." I spoke, handing him yellow roses. 
        "Oh? Really? Thanks!" he smiled, accepting the bouquet. "What's the occasion?"
        "Merry Christmas." I cheered. "Did you forget or something?"
        His face paled as he turned his attention to the calendar on his wall. "It's Christmas Eve already?!" he exclaimed.
        "What?! You didn't know?!" I shouted back, surprised. "How long have you been cooped up here working your ass off?!"
        "I don't know?! Maybe the 14th? Or... or like the end of November?" He spoke, his brain looked to be scrambled.
        "Sheesh man, take a break from work." I suggested (more so demanded). 
        "Yeah... Good idea..." He sighed. "Uh, you wanna come in?"
        "Yeah, I got a favor to ask anyways." I accepted as Franky opened his door wider, allowing me to slip in.
        "Just don't mind the mess." He spoke, having no embarrassment.
        It's not the first time I've seen his place like this. I've known him since the war, and we rekindled when I joined WISE, so I've seen him in this pitiful state many times. A good inventor is always has a scrambled brain (or workspace). 
        "So, what's the favor? Do you need me to get intel or something?" he questioned, sitting down on his blueprint map-scattered couch.
        "I actually need help learning something." I spoke. "You know how to weld, right?" 
        "Of course I do. I've invented all sorts of powerful and useful machines and inventions." He smiled pridefully, glad to boast. 
        "Can you teach me how to weld? I wanna make something for my husband for Christmas, and I wanna do it myself so that it's more meaningful." I explained.
        "Huh... So Twilight was lying when he said you and Briar's marriage was fake?" Franky commented.         
        "Oh..." I paused, thinking.
        Well, shit. I kinda completely forgot about that.
        "Well... we got recently engaged, however it's best not to tell Twilight. You know how he is, 'don't form attachments' and yada yada." I spoke quickly.
        "Yeah, that's Twilight there." He spoke, before smirking pridefully. "Once again, you and Twilight come to me for help, pleading for my assistance."
        "Dude, don't start it." I sighed. "I don't got time for this. I gotta get this done in at least six hours, so I need you to help me get it done as quickly and as perfect as possible." 
        "Six hours?!" he spluttered. "How do you believe that I can teach you all about welding in six hours?!"
        "Don't teach me everything! Just what I need to know to get this done!" I retorted.        
        "Fine. Fine. Let's hurry up, I wanna get back to my inventions as fast as possible." He sighed. "Do you have an idea on what you're trying to make?"
        "I got the perfect thing." I nodded.
        Franky helped me create the perfect gift I had in mind. Surprisingly, it ended with not much cuts or burns, so I feel happy about that. I only needed three band-aids for my fingers! I gave Franky an extra 200 dalc for all the trouble. In total he's received 400 dalc from me for Christmas, so I don't ever want him to complain about helping me again. I also convinced Franky to give my gifts to the Handler since I wasn't going to WISE's HQ anytime soon (and I didn't want to be stuck giving an update on what's going on with the SSS. I want to enjoy the holidays, not think about work). 
        I made it back home to Yuri and I's apartment, deciding to ditch sleep since Yuri will be awaking soon; I don't want him to know I snuck out while he was sleeping and if I sleep now then I certainly won't wake up in time for the Christmas party. I changed back into my pajamas so that it looked like I never went anywhere, and I used some light makeup to hide the evidence of no sleep under my eyes. I decided to get started on breakfast since I wouldn't be sleeping, making apple pancakes, sausage, and coffee.
        Yuri came out of our room in his pajamas and bedhead, looking a bit tired but refreshed (compared to how I currently feel). 
        "Morning." He yawned.
        "Morning, hon." I smiled, placing breakfast on the table. "How'd you sleep?"
        "Slept good, though it felt a little cold last night..." He spoke. "Must be cause of the winter weather."
        "Yeah, I thought the same thing too." I agreed, ignoring the fact he was so in tune with my body heat that he subconsciously knew I was missing during his slumber.
        "What are you doing up so early? It's unlike you to be awake in the morning." Yuri questioned, taking his seat at the dinner table. 
        "I was so excited for the Christmas party, I couldn't sleep." I lied, taking my own seat at the table. 
        Yuri and I ate our breakfast, Yuri doing the dishes afterwards since I cooked. To pass the time, we did our own things such as reading and watching TV in the living room together, waiting until it was time to get ready and leave. 
        When it was time to leave, I changed out of my pajamas and grabbed a grey coat and red scarf to protect myself against the cold. Yuri and I grabbed the sweets and appetizers we made together yesterday; pfannkuchen, bethmännchen, and bratkartoffeln. 
        Yuri and I walked to the apartment, Yuri dragging Anya's wagon filled with all the gifts while I carried all the food, my gift for Yuri inside of my purse. We made it to the apartment and I watched Yuri struggle to find a good angle to pick up the wagon and carry it up the steps (no, I didn't help him, I wanted him to suffer a little since it was so hard trying to find the perfect Christmas gift for him). When we got to the Forger's front door, Yuri knocked for us, being greeted by Twilight and Yor. 
        "Yuri! (Y/N)! Welcome back! Always good to see you!" Yor greeted, a big smile on her face.
        "Hi-ya, sis!" Yuri cheered. 
        "Thank you for coming. Come in." Twilight spoke, opening the door further, causing Yuri to glare at him once he realized Twilight was present. 
        I placed the food down on the table as Yuri placed the wagon near the Christmas tree in the living room. Anya was sitting on the ground near the TV watching her spy cartoon while the Forger's dog laid next to her. 
        "Hi, buddy." I smiled, crouching down and slowly placing my hand near his nose so he could sniff me. "You're a good boy, huh?" I spoke, petting his head as he let out a 'borf!' "Hi, Anya." I greeted, sitting down on the couch as Yuri took a seat next to me.
        "Hi, Auntie." Anya spoke, keeping her eyes on the TV screen. 
        Yuri looked disinterested in the show while I stared at it every now and then. Yor joined us on the couch and talked with us as Twilight was in the kitchen cooking, jumping into the conversation easily whenever he pleased. After an hour, all the food was done and ready, allowing us to eat Christmas dinner together and converse with each other. Twilight and Yuri talked about business together (Yuri sending him his infamous glares) while Yor and I talked with Anya about her cartoons and how school was for her. 
        We finally got to presents and watched Anya open her gifts, each one she unwrapped having a big smile on her face and her voice getting to loud enough volumes to potentially disturb other residents.
        Yuri and I gave Twilight his gifts. He seemed appreciative of them, mentioning how he'd put them to good use. Twilight gave me a book and Yuri an expensive bottle of wine (to repay him for the expensive wine Yuri bought the first time we came over). 
        I gave Yor the set of earrings I picked out, a set of golden suns, and showed her the golden moons I bought and told her the symbolism of us matching and being sisters now. It was enough to make her cry and earn one of her death hugs. I'm almost 99% positive that she would've broken my rib if Twilight didn't calmly tell her to not squeeze so hard. Yuri also gave her the apple whistle candy along with some other gifts he bought her. In return, she gave me a fruity perfume and Yuri a comfortable sweater.
        Anya was happy about all of her toys and candies, excited and hyper about it all. It was like it was her first time celebrating Christmas. Even Bond was happy, showing his joy by jumping up and down with Anya and barking (borfing). Bond seems like a surprisingly emotionally intelligent dog, though I supposed that's probably expecting considering it's Twilight (and because Twilight got him from the Project Apple situation).
        We all stayed and talked more before it was time for Yuri and I to go home, considering how late it was getting. Yuri and I walked back home, getting to our apartment before I gave him his gift.
        "I got you something. I made it myself." I spoke, reaching into my purse and handing him a small wrapped up box. 
        Yuri opened it, revealing a small square card, made out of pure silver (just like our wedding rings) and a small poem on the card 
Your eyes shine like the twinkle of mars, How I wish to claim and explore every part of you as if you were a new constellation. Your lips are like warm pillows, How I wish to forever rest my own against yours. Your voice could never compare to the delicate silk of Asia, the waves of the Pacific, or the luminous of the Aurora Borealis. How you make me lose my voice to utter sweet delicacies in your ears, so let me express it to you in another way: I love you, Yuri Briar...                                                                                    - Love, (Y/N) Briar
        "I just found a stupid poem for you..." I muttered, suddenly feeling a little flustered for how stupid and cheesy the writing sounds now. 
        "You liar." He smirked, a noticeable fondness in his eyes. "Thank you. You said you made it yourself?"
        "Yeah." I nodded. "It took some time, but I made it from scratch. I welded the silver together and welded the words... Of course words from a poem in a book." I coughed the last part out. 
        "You don't gotta be shy~" He teased.
        "Whatever..." I chuckled. "But I figured I'd get you something you can always have with you. You can put it in your wallet or pocket or something."
        "Thank you. Really." Yuri smiled, grabbing his wallet and placing it inside gently. "You really beat me this year in presents." He chuckled. "I kept tryna think for a while what I should get you, you're surprisingly difficult to shop for even though you're so expressive."
        "I'm a little eccentric." I smirked.        
        "That's an understatement." He smiled. "But, here." 
        He walked to our room and I heard him rummaging through drawers, before walking out with a large heart-shaped chocolate box, candies I enjoy, some books he noticed I've been eyeing over the months, and some fake flowers. 
        "it's definitely not anything compared to what you got me." He spoke.
        "Nonsense." I smiled. "I love all of it. I really do." 
        "Yeah, I knew how much you liked sweets and books." He reasoned. "And I figured it must be a bit annoying replacing the flower bouquets whenever they die, so I decided to get some fake flowers, to make it easier to tend to, and to show permanency in our relationship since we're married."
        "How romantic~" I teased. "Thank you, Hon."                
        "Merry Christmas, darling." He smiled. 
        "Merry Christmas, love." I hummed, kissing his cheek.
        "You know, you didn't have to get me anything. You're the best gift for me, (Y/N)!" He spoke, a light blush dusting his face. 
        "Yuri please, never say such sappy words again." I sighed. 
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        I apologize sincerely for the huge delay! I had a hard time trying to figure out what I want, and I got busy indulging myself in reading about German foods and such, and I had little time to write due to work so the only time I had to write was when I was supposed to be sleeping or relaxing, but I finally got this done! Better late than never!
        I honestly do feel a little silly writing that poem since it's my first time ever writing poetry/a love note, so I do hope it wasn't too bad or cringy!
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thezombieprostitute · 2 months
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Changing Minds - Part 4
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Summary: Your long time work acquaintance Nick Fowler offers to take you to a fancy fundraiser as a way of cheering you up. He insists it's only as friends but when he sees you falling into the grasp of someone he knows is no good, he might change his mind on that.
Word Count: ~2.4k (definitely a big'un for my standards!)
Warnings: Implied violence and attempted murder. Please let me know if I missed any.
A/N: Reader is an older female (late 30's +). This is part of the Garbage Men AU.
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Nick’s been making sure to keep texting you. Nothing too romantic, too revealing, but still keeping in touch, keeping up the appearance of interest. He’s gotten his hands on a tennis bracelet with your favorite color gemstones. Jake was able to find a small enough tracker that could be hidden behind one of the stones. He figured it should be easy enough to offer it to you while you were at work.
But as he pulls into the parking lot he’s thrown into a mild panic at the sight of so many police vehicles and ambulances. He gets out of the car and walks as close as he can before he’s stopped by an officer.
“What’s going on,” he asks, worry etched into his face.
“There’s a bomb,” the officer responds. “We’ve got almost everyone safely out. Bomb squad is in there now.”
“What about Y/N? She’s a friend of mine who works here.”
The officer shrugs, “everyone who’s gotten out of the building is over in that section.” He points to a small group near the ambulances. Nick immediately walks over but he doesn’t see you. He recognizes one of the people who works for you, Nikki? Nicole? He can’t remember but he gets their attention.
“Where is Y/N? Why isn’t she with you?”
“The bomb was at her desk,” the young lady whispers. “It…it was activated when she sat down on her chair or something.”
For a moment, Nick can’t think. Any second now you could be dead, likely all because of him. He sees the police lights flashing and pulls out his phone, dialing Sheriff Bodecker. 
He answers after three rings, “this had better be damn important, Fowler.”
“The City Clerk office–”
“Yeah, we got our best people helpin’ out that little lady. What about it?”
“I need access.”
“No can do, Fowler. That’s a city-owned building with city employees at risk. Can’t be havin’ a civilian helpin’ on the investigation. This stays in house.”
“Bullshit,” Nick growls into the phone. “She’s my friend! She’s in danger and I need to know who the hell placed that damn thing!”
“You’ll get access to the reports the same time as every other citizen,” Lee states. “You know where my loyalties lie, Nick, but when it comes to city stuff, I got alotta protocol to follow if I want to keep my job.”
Nick angrily hangs up the phone. He knows Bodecker is right but he’s still pissed off about it. He calls up Jake to ask him to hack the security cameras but Jensen says it’s a no-go. The security cameras are all self-contained. He’d have to be in the building itself to mess with them. Nick hangs up, frustrated.
He’s trying to think of other options when his eyes spot Clark Kent near the building, talking to the police. Confused and enraged Nick stalks over to him, trying to pick up as much of the conversation as he can. He hears snippets of “oh that poor lady,” and “any resources I can offer” before Kent spots him.
“Mr. Fowler,” he greets. “I’m not surprised to see you here. Your poor friend must be a mess!”
“What are you doing here,” Nick seethed.
“I was hoping to pay the lovely Lady a visit,” he calmly answers. “I had such a lovely time talking with her and I was hoping to talk to her some more. But then this!” Kent gestures at the building, “who would do such a thing? Why would they do such a thing?”
Nick sees through the mask of concern Kent has set up. They both know the value of the records in that building and several reasons why someone would want them destroyed. But if either of them admits to it, it would only be used against them. As much as Nick wants to punch him, he knows it would only make everything worse. 
Fortunately the tension is cut with a small cheer from your coworkers. Both men look and see you being walked outside. Nick’s never seen you so scared and he tries to run to you but is stopped by the officer.
“Please,” Nick insists, “she’s my friend. Please let me go help her.”
“It’s okay, Officer,” Kent adds. “I can confirm their friendship. Please let him go to her?” The officer looks at both men and lets Nick pass, letting the officer escorting you know what’s going on. When you see Nick you reach out to him and take his hand. 
“W’ere taking her to the ambulance,” the officer tells him. “Gonna get her vitals checked. Likely in a state of shock.” Nick nods and walks with you, his hand never leaving yours. 
You find yourself leaning into him as you get to the ambulance. Your coworkers try to get closer but Nick gestures at them to stay back saying, correctly, you need air. The EMT gets to work checking everything she can. She confirms that you’re suffering from shock and either need a hospital stay overnight or to have a friend keep an eye on you at your home. You don’t argue when Nick says he’ll take care of you. You just nod.
Your coworkers give you space as Nick walks you to his car, all of them giving you well wishes. You nod and quietly thank each of them as you walk. You definitely didn’t expect to see Mr. Kent walking up to you, steel blue eyes full of concern.
“My dear Lady,” he starts, taking your free hand in both of his, “I do hope you will recover quickly.” You can’t bring yourself to say anything so you just nod and keep walking.
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Nick helps you into your apartment and let yourself slump into your favorite chair. Every time Nick has tried to speak you put up a hand to stop him. You need this. The familiarity of home and comfort before you can bring yourself to have the conversation you know you need to have with him. 
Nick has respected your request for silence but, in his need to do something, he asks, “can I get you some tea or something? If I can find the stuff.” You take a deep breath to steady yourself. Nick notices your nostrils flaring in agitation and wishes he’d kept his mouth shut.
“What I need,” you huff, “is for you to tell me what the hell is going on?” You glare at Nick and he’s taken aback at the ferocity in your eyes. 
“I don’t know anything about the bomb, I swear to you.”
“Of course it isn’t you, Nick,” you scold, your voice getting louder with each word. “We’ve been acquaintances for years with no problem. Then I’m introduced to Mr. Kent, hear your background with him, and suddenly I’m given police reports meant to make you look dangerous and have a bomb placed at my desk! He even showed up to the scene of the damn crime! It doesn’t take a genius to figure this shit out!” 
Nick finds himself stumbling over his words. He’s never seen you like this before and he’s not sure what he can do or say to help.
“Don’t you dare tell me you don’t know anything,” you scold him. “You got me into this damn mess, you’re going to either get me out of it or keep me safe!”
“Yes, ma’am,” Nick whispers in awe of your anger. He’s very glad he didn’t get you that cup of tea as he’s pretty sure he’d be covered in burn marks from you throwing it in his face. 
“And you’re going to call whatever people you’re associated with and get me some more secure locks on my door and maybe even a fucking panic button I can press if I need help. Hell, maybe even a tracker in case I get kidnapped!” Nick ducks his head in shame at that one. “You actually have something already, don’t you,” you chide. “Well, let’s see it!”
Nick pulls out the jewelry box with the tennis bracelet and hands it to you. Your eyes widen in surprise at how pretty it is. “So this is why you wanted to know things like my favorite color?” He nods. “Alright, show me where the tracker is so that I can make sure it doesn’t get damaged or something.” He quietly shows you everything and you put on the necklace. He shows you the locator app on his phone and you feel a little relief. At least now there’s a chance someone would find your body.
While his phone is out he calls someone named “Barnes”. He tries to walk to another room to have a quiet conversation but you refuse to let him leave you alone. If he says anything that downplays his role in your current situation you will make sure this Barnes fellow hears your counter argument. 
The entire conversation he feels the burn of your glare on him. He had no idea you could possess such rage. He wonders if this is how people feel when he’s angry at them. He feels like he needs to confess every bad thing he’s ever done just to get you to stop looking at him like that. 
He hangs up the phone and tells you a couple of people will be there to beef up your security around the apartment and talk to you about other security options.
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After a couple of hours Nick tells you the “guests” are here and there’s a knock at the door right after. He checks the peephole and opens the door. Inside walks a tall, broad man with a dark beard, blue eyes, wearing a beanie and carrying a toolbag. With him is a curvy woman who approaches you with a gentle smile and says, “you can call me Teach. This is Curtis, he’s going to make sure your apartment door and windows are all reinforced with stronger locks.” Curtis grunts acknowledgement as the door closes and he immediately gets to work.
Nick tries to approach and stand next to you as you start talking with Teach but you give him a glare and he ends up sitting at the far end of your couch. You’d laugh at how much he looks like a petulant child if you weren’t still angry at him. Teach definitely picks up on your animosity and asks “would you like someone else on your security detail?”
“I’m not sure,” you quietly admit. 
“If it helps at all he is one of the best three in terms of personal security.”
You nod, “but will having him around just make it worse for me?”
“Quite possibly,” Teach admits. “It feels like the closer you and Nick appear to be, the worse it’ll be for you. On the other hand, if he’s not around, it leaves you open and vulnerable. We just don’t know enough to know if Kent’s people will leave you alone if the two of you have a falling out or if he’ll try something anyways just to further hurt Nick. Considering the options, it’s likely safer for you to keep him around.”
Sighing, you concede to her logic, “I suppose we can keep up the friendship and fake dating thing until we know how Kent will react to a breakup.”
“Oh good,” Teach says. “Nick did tell you it was a platonic date.”
“No he didn’t,” you shake your head and her eyes widen. “He didn’t need to,” you scoff. “Nick isn’t as good at hiding his feelings as he likes to think.”
Teach seems to consider your words, “or you’re just that good at reading him. He’s a regular winner at the monthly poker games.” She shakes her head, “but that’s neither here nor there. He’ll be assigned to your security under the premise of dating. We’ll make sure to get you some additional coverage in the form of surveillance. We’ve got eyes on nearby security cameras for your apartment and your office. I’ll give you my contact information so that, if you think of other security measures you’d like, you can ask me.”
“Thank you, Teach, sincerely. How can I repay you?”
She gets a sly smile, “make sure Nick doesn’t get off easy? He fucked up big time and you’re paying the price.”
“He only took me to that event to try to cheer me up.”
“And yet,” she whispers, “from what I’ve heard, he didn’t even try to play it cool in separating you from Kent. If he’d been more casual, let you spend the evening with Kent, maybe there wouldn’t be such a big target on your back. Seriously, for as good as Nick can be about hiding his feelings, he seems to be unable to mask up around you.” 
You ponder on that while Curtis finishes up the reinforcement measures for your apartment. He and Teach head out and move to stand in front of Nick, who hasn’t moved from his spot on the couch.
Clearing your throat to get his attention your heart softens when you see the pain in his eyes. “We need to discuss the rules and get our story straight,” you tell him. He nods and you continue, “we can actually use the emotional trauma of the bomb and say that was the catalyst that moved us from friends to dating.” Again, a silent nod from him. “Every time you’re at my apartment you will sleep on the couch. Every time you see me you will bring me a flower or some other small gift. Every time we go out, we will keep PDA to a minimum.” For each requirement you bring up he silently nods.
“Do you have anything to say,” you chide.
“I’m…I’m sorry,” he starts. “I…I shouldn’t have…I’m just...so sorry.” Your feel deflated as the last of your anger dissipates at his sincere apology.
Sighing, you tell him, “I need to get some sleep. Feel free to familiarize yourself with the kitchen. You are allowed to roam my apartment but not my bedroom.” You start walking towards your bed and mutter under your breath, “that’s reserved for people actually interested in me.”
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sundimus · 2 months
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My second contribution to the @ninjago-valentine-exchange event!
Nya/Pixal B - 2,028 words This fic is paired with this artwork by @skrimbloz! Check it out :)
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Pixal loves Nya.
That's just a fact. Birds can sing, grass is green, and Pixal is absolutely and undeniably in love with Nya.
She doesn't know when it happened or how it started exactly, but she knows that, like with most things, it started off slowly.
A flitting touch here. A longer gaze there. Jokes that sound just a little more funny when it comes from Nya than the others. Seeing the color blue everywhere she went, and thinking of her friend whenever she looked at water.
She thinks about her smile, her laughter, her scent. She takes extra care of her Samurai X suit because it was Nya's first. She lets her have first pick of all the best equipment she's made.
Zane once asked her about it. "Are you going to confess your feelings to her? Not to pressure you or anything, but in my experience bottling up one's feelings rarely ever ends well."
Pixal had asked what he meant, and he gave her a look that said he was surprised it wasn't clear to her.
It became harder and harder to chalk it up to coincidence once she became aware of it.
And it wasn't just Zane that noticed her – in hindsight, admittedly obvious – feelings for their water elemental teammate.
Jay once slipped her a list of Nya's favorite things that he could remember from the top of his head. She loves honey, tea, and lavender scented things. She hates jasmine, the color maroon, and necklaces. She's allergic to perfume, and prefers to eat pickles that haven't touched other foods. It isn't surprising how much he knows about her and vice versa, considering how they dated for quite a few years.
"Why did you give me this?" Pixal had asked.
Jay just grinned and patted her on the shoulder. "Just a small heads-up for you, is all. Can't be too careful - especially when it comes to the perfume."
It became very clear to her then just how much of an open secret her feelings were. And, to be honest, she wasn't quite sure what to do about it. This isn't like with Zane where they had an innate understanding of one another because they were both nindroids, and there's only so many hints she could drop both consciously and subconsciously to Nya and still not get anywhere with them.
The most logical solution is to be honest and upfront with Nya about her feelings towards her. To "lay all her cards on the table", as Cole would put it. It is the most efficient method, the quickest and less time consuming strategy, and something that should be easy.
Should be easy. Pixal realizes fast that it hardly ever is that easy.
To admit her feelings is to adhere to vulnerability, to risk changing what is comfortable and known between them, and the possibility of having to nurse hurt feelings on her part is very high. It's understandable why so many people choose to not leave their feelings up to chance, even if just the action of trying and being honest is commendable in and of itself.
And for a while Pixal entertained that thought. Maybe it would be best to wait and hide and hope that the feelings she was harboring for her friend would slowly fade away with time. Nothing needs to change. Everything is fine the way it is.
Nya's busy. She's a ninja. She has much more important things to be doing than entertaining Pixal's little crush. But Pixal is Samurai X, and she didn't take up that mantle by hiding away from the hard and scary stuff. She's brave and courageous, and Nya is so kind. Even the worst case scenario wouldn't be that bad, because Nya wouldn't let anything ruin their friendship no matter what it was or how awkward it would be for a few days. The confession would only have to take a few seconds and then it'll all be over, like ripping off a bandaid.
And, logically, Pixal knows this is the right choice.
She catches her at a good time, stopping her by gently holding her elbow when they happened to pass by each other in the monastery hallways.
It's the right choice. She's still nervous. "Nya, could I talk to you about something? It would only take a moment of your time."
Nya grins at her. Right choice, right choice. "Of course, Pix! Do we need to go anywhere private, or –"
"No, right here will suffice." She doesn't want to risk losing her nerve. "Um…"
She looks around. The monastery is nice and cozy, but the walls are small and paper thin, and it definitely doesn't give the required privacy that Pixal would like in a situation like this. It feels crowded enough as is, and it'll be even more so should one of the others happen to walk down the same hallway while she's trying to talk to Nya. "Actually," she begins. "Would you like to follow me outside? What I wish to tell you is important, and I would rather not risk anyone else interrupting."
Nya's grin goes a bit wider. "Of course! I haven't been outside in the dark in forever."
"We should have another campfire soon then," Pixal comments as they begin their walk outside.
"That's a great idea, Pix. It'd be nice not being cramped up inside the monastery for once at night."
Once they enter the courtyard they get hit with a gust of chill, making Pixal reflexively crosses an arm over her torso for a moment.
"Wow, it's cold, huh?" Nya comments, also crossing her arms to try and brace against the chill. Luckily it wasn't actually that cold, and while Pixal can internally heat up her cores, Nya had already been wearing a jacket when she stopped her in the hallway. They should be fine.
"It's the wind that's causing most of the cold we're feeling," Pixal informs her helpfully, and almost automatically. It's always been in her nature to provide helpful information. "Once we get used to the wind, we should be able to get used to the cold."
Nya just shivers and steps close enough to her that their shoulders bump together. "If only there was some sort of Elemental Master of Wind somewhere so they could stop this wind altogether."
"That sure would be convenient, wouldn't it?"
They walk next to each other in silence until they reach the middle of the courtyard. Looking up, Pixal's eyes glow warmer. The stars are absolutely beautiful.
Back when she was living in Borg Tower with her father Cyrus Borg in Ninjago City, she never saw this many stars in the sky at one time. It's an unfortunate fact that the bigger the town and city you live in, the more the sky gets covered. And considering how Ninjago City is the biggest city on the island, it isn't a surprise that Pixal could only a fraction of the small twinkling dots.
But she's always wanted to see more. Thanks to the information data her father had installed in her, she knew that space was full to the brim with stars. She knew that right above them, there is a beautiful and wonderful universe as far as the eye could see, and even though they could only see a small part of that universe from the world, not everyone gets to witness it.
And, for a while, she was one of those people. She was her dad's assistant at the most popular building in all of the city – at least at its peak. The only way for her to ever get away from the city and it's sky-blocking pollution was if she ever got an assignment that required her to leave the city. And even then, she never went far enough to see what she dreamed.
It sounds sad, but she wasn't too torn up about the thought of never seeing the stars in their full glory. She loved the city she was born in, and she loved being her dad's assistant. It was never a matter of being forced to stay, or being dissatisfied. She figures that she'd get to see them one day, and was at peace with it.
And she was right. One night a group of six teachers – who probably shouldn't have been teachers – entered the tower for a field trip and her life was changed forever, and she has never been more thankful for it. She finally got to see the universe for what it is with her own eyes: An amazing painting of hope with the biggest and most brightest stars she has ever seen before. It almost seemed unreal when she first saw it, like the sky was magic itself and it was going to swallow her whole.
Logically, she knows that will never happen. Only black holes might be able to do so, but their planet will not encounter one in her lifetime. Emotionally, it was a different story.
Now, not only does she get to see the night sky like this constantly whenever they travel to less polluted areas, but she can fly up towards the stars in a way she never could while rooted on the ground.
She's closer to the stars than she's ever been, and she couldn't be more grateful.
And even now at the monastery all the way in the outskirts of Ninjago City, she sees that the stars are still big and bright and everything she's ever wanted. And they feel just a little more special with Nya standing right beside her, glowing in the presence of them.
She glances back at Nya and sees that she is also looking up, but with a deep thought across her face. She wonders what she's thinking about.
"Speaking of cold," Nya continues the conversation suddenly, still looking up. "Have I ever talked to you about my village of Ignacia? Has Kai?"
Pixal shakes her head. "I believe that neither of you has ever talked to me about it."
"Well, it's not cold. At all," she starts. "Even in winter it only gets a little chilly, and rarely ever gets snow. But despite the heat, it's very beautiful. My favorite part of the village is the fruit tree orchard located just outside of it. Trees full of apples, oranges, pomegranates… Kai and I used to play around those trees all the time when we were little." Pixal tilts her head, but doesn't say anything to let her friend finish.
"Staring up at the stars like this, shining their bright lights forever out of reach…" Nya sighs, before looking back down at Pixal with a small smile. "There's so many of them here. It reminds me of home."
She faces Nya fully and looks at her. Her scattered freckles, dark brown eyes mixed with dots of blue from her water element, the small and almost unnoticeable scar on her chin and the soft fuzz on her cheeks.
Her eyes glow much in the same way as when she looked up at the stars earlier.
Nya stares at her back, her smile never leaving. "What did you want to talk to me about, Pix?"
She cracks instantly. "You're beautiful," Pixal vents out. She doesn't mean to say that out loud, but it's as good a confession as any. "Really beautiful. I'm positive you are already aware of that, but…"
Nya's grin turns softer and, tentatively, slowly reaches up to cup Pixal's cheek with one of her hands. Her hand is warm, and Pixal leans into it slightly.
"You're not so bad yourself, you know," Nya says. "I mean, have you seen yourself? You're amazing! And really pretty."
Pixal smiles wider and her core processors start growing hotter. If she could blush, she knows it would stretch from her cheeks down to her neck down to her shoulders.
"May I kiss you?" She asks quietly. Can't go through life without taking some risks.
Nya doesn't answer with words. Instead, she wraps her arms around Pixal's neck and closes the gap between them.
It's a fact that Pixal loves Nya. It's also a fact that Nya loves Pixal as well.
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Summary: A little timestamp.
Pairing: Alpha!(Mobster)Bucky Barnes x Omega!Reader
Warnings: a/b/o, grumpy Bucky, a/b/o dynamics, pregnant omega, fluff, daddy!Bucky
A/N: This timestamp got inspired by Tfatws and the scene in the GIF.
Mr. Grumpy Masterlist
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“What’s that?” Bucky grumbles as you, once again, renovated his office. Now a little golden cat is standing on his desk, winking with its left arm. “Why? What for…?” He frowns, watching the cat’s arm move up and down, up, and down. “Doll, what’s that?”
“OH! That’s a Maneki Neko. A beckoning cat or welcoming cat. You put it in your home to welcome good luck into the building,” excitedly you tell your husband about all the stuff you learned at the Feng Shui course your best friend invited you to. “Look, I got a book for you too, so you get to know all the amazing things I have learned. We should move the couch and change the curtains too.”
“Move what?” your alpha longingly looks at the comfy sofa. He shakes his head as you explain the importance of things he doesn’t want to know about.
“Doll, I—” Bucky looks at the cat again, a deep frown coloring his features he reaches out for the cat to stop its arm from winking at him. 
You silently watch Bucky cock his head. He grumbles, muttering something under his breath as the cat starts to move its arm again. 
“Aw, you love the cat, don’t cha?” he nods, not giving away he’d like to throw the cat out of the window. “My grumpy alpha loves the happy cat.”
“I don’t know yet,” your alpha scoots closer to the cat to get a better look at the shiny little cat. “I think that thing tries to mock me or something. It won’t stop moving that fucking arm!”
“Bucky, alpha,” you gently pat his cheek, smirking as he purrs low in his throat, “I hate to break it for you, but it won’t stop moving its arm. That’s what the cat is going to do.”
“Until I break it,” a smirk appears on his face, and he chuckles. “Accidents happen, doll. What if I put my feet onto the desk and it falls onto the ground, breaking its little arm?”
“You wouldn’t dare to hurt the poor cat,” gasping you playfully put one hand on the cat’s head. “Right, kitty cat? My alpha would never break your cute arm. He loves me too much.”
“Omega,” Bucky’s eyes dart from you, giving him the sweetest pout to the annoyingly cute cat on his desk. “Fine, I won’t break it. Can’t say the same for Steve or any other punk entering my office.”
“Oh, baby,” you carefully sit on his lap to wrap your arms around his neck, “none of your men would dare to break it either. They fear an omega’s wrath more than anything, Bucky.”
“An omega’s wrath,” Bucky kisses your cheek. “I don’t want to sit in a corner again to think about what I have done.”
“I think you have mistaken your son with yourself again, Bucky,” you chuckle at his pained expression. “He had to sit on his bed for like one minute to apologize to his sister for stealing her favorite toy.”
“He sniffled and pouted, doll. Bucky jr. was about to cry,” now you run your hand over Bucky’s cheek, smiling as he tells you it broke his heart.
“Alpha, we need rules for the kids. I don’t want to be the bad guy, but sometimes a child needs to hear they can���t do some things. Like stealing a toy from their sister and making them cry. Bucky jr. apologized and played with his sister not moments later.”
“I think he was about to cry,” your husband argues. “Next time I’ll take him to my office and have a serious conversation with him.” And with conversation, Bucky means to give your son a cookie and tickle Bucky jr. until he squeals.
“Bucky, I think you have a weak spot for your pups and omega,” kissing his cheek you smile against his skin. “I hope you know, with four of them, it will be even more lively within these walls.” You take his hand to place it onto your small bump.
“I just couldn't help myself,” he grins when you look at him with glassy eyes. “I had to put more babies in your womb to mark my territory and all.”
“Yeah, just tell this to yourself,” while you rest your head against his shoulder, enjoying the few moments of silence until your little angels wake from their afternoon nap, your alpha moves his hand over your belly, gently rubbing it. “We all know you are a needy alpha, Mr. Grumpy.”
“You are as needy as I am, Mrs. Grumpy,” you both chuckle now. “How about we check on our little angels…I already miss them...”
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24/2/2024
Sorry for the inactivity, I've been pretty busy with school:'[
I've been watching delicious in dungeon and it's a pretty cool anime, it's worth watching in my opinion!
Also this Monday I won't go to school and go for coffee with my friends, it's going to be wonderful!
I've been appreciating walks alone more and more, and I've gotten back into drawing, it's really fun!
Some tips to enjoy walks alone!
Go to cafes! Seriously! No one will judge you! Everyone has their own things going on in life and they wouldn't care about what you're doing in a cafe!
Grab something to eat from a bakery. I understand if you find it pricy sometimes, depending on what you're getting, but even entering a bakery and smelling all of the amazing scents is worth it
Skim through books in a library/bookstore! It's always worth it and maybe you'll find a good read too!
Walk through nature, go to a park you've never been in or a forest if you have one in your area. Connecting with nature is really beneficial for your mental health so it's a good opportunity for you!
Go through a neighborhood you've never been too and look at the houses! Comment on the architecture in your head and think about what your ideal house would look like!
Go to supermarkets and look through the isles! I know it sounds boring but don't knock it till you try it! Smelling candles, looking through the school supplies or, a personal favorite, containers and cookware is so relaxing to me, and I recommend it to you too!
Turn off the music and analyze your thoughts. Maybe psychoanalyze yourself, why you act the way you do, maybe you can help yourself heal!
"Mirah that sounds good and all, but what do I bring with me?"
Well that really depends on your hobbies, but there are definitely some must haves when going on walks alone
A bag to put your stuff in. Obvious, yes, but a good backpack can always be beneficial!
A water bottle! Hydration is really important and if you plan on being out for hours and don't want to spend any money, definitely bring one
Something to eat. It isn't 100% necessary, and it doesn't have to be something complicated, some fruit or a small sandwich is enough.
A book. Finding the perfect spot to read is like a little adventure. Maybe you discover something new in the way. And it always makes every destination 100× more enjoyable!
A notebook. It can vary in size, shape, lined or not. Have it with you to write down your thoughts, doodle something, put things you find on the ground between the pages, write poems, you name it!
And you can't have a notebook without writing equipment! I am an artist so I always carry around pens and my colored pencils!. Though, from artist to artist, it would be best to carry with you the most convenient art supplies, the ones that don't take up too much space in your backpack or can fit in a pencil case.
Headphones. I've never left the house without my headphones. I don't think I need arguments for this one it's blatantly obvious.
A tad bit of money. Don't overdo it tho. This isn't a shopping spree, it's a walk to renew our energy! Personally I like to bring less than 2€ with me to challenge myself into not buying anything, unless I enter a cafe of course!
Hand sanitizer or wipes! If you plan touching a lot of things or are very cautious, these need to be in your backpack. I've dropped my earphones too many times and I needed a sanitary wipe to clean it and I didn't have any, let's say it wasn't pleasant with only one earbud
Walks outside are one of my favorite things to do and I hope I inspired you enough to do the same!I wish you have nice times like these too. May life fill you with happiness and joy, and I hope you have a good weekend/week! 🩷
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I've had a phrase on my mind for days, if you want to, can you write something for hangman x reader where the reader says "whenever I'm with you I smile so much my face actually hurts cause I'm not used to it"
THIS IS SO FUDGING CUTE!
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Smile
“These past few months have been the best of my life.” You say, and it’s a pretty deep confession. You’re on your fifth ever-date with Jake. 
It’s crazy how much time he’s able to make for you in between missions, and god does it make you feel valued.
“Like, moving here and meeting you.” 
“Yeah, tons of people think I’m the best thing that’s happened to them.” He jokes, and you snuggle into his arm a little more. The bonfire on the beach is providing little warmth. 
Really it’s a sad excuse for a fire. The flame is dwindling thanks to the seabreeze and the few drinks that have been puked onto it. Basically, the poor little fire, and some of Hangman’s friends, aren’t having the best day. 
Jake's jacket, and arm, is draped over your shoulders while you watch Payback challenge a drunk Rooster to a dance off. Payback is perfectly sober, after all he is Phoenix, Fanboy, and Halo’s designated driver.
Halo and Phoenix are sitting by a rock on the beach pointing their phones (and fingers) at Rooster's very uncoordinated chicken dance while laughing.  
You can’t even blame them, he looks stupid.
You’re located right outside the Hard Deck. Jake claims that this is the best area of beach in all of Miramar, and you don’t know if it’s for sentimental value or not.
“When we first got here, I was a dick.” He says, and you raise an eyebrow in question. “I know, I know. I was even more of a dick though. Maverick didn’t like that very much, claimed it was ‘tearing the group apart’, and he made all of us play football on the beach.” 
“Was it fun?”
“Yeah. I think that’s the reason these guys are some of my best friends.” 
You smile for the umpteenth time because he’s finally starting to tell you important things about himself. Not just his favorite beer, which he argues is important. Not just his favorite color, or least favorite school subject. 
Not just icebreakers.
You move out from under his very warm arm to give him a small kiss on the cheek before you move it back into place. 
Your head is resting on his shoulder and he takes a sip of beer. 
“What odd people to choose as friends.” You tease. You love his friends. They’re just the greatest, and Jake thinks so too, even if he’ll never admit it.
“Tell that to Mav.” He snorted.
“You chose to stick around, Bagman.” Bob smiles, and he’s also filming Rooster ‘dance’. Payback hasn’t even had a chance to step in, not that he wants to. 
It’s not long before Rooster will be hurling, whether that’s over a toilet or a fire you don’t know. For someone so drunk, he’s moving a lot. 
“You know Bob, you should really get up there. Strut your stuff, challenge Bradshaw.” Hangman smiles 
“Hell no.”
The smile on your face gets infinitely wider and you start laughing. 
“Who do you think we could convince though?” 
“I don’t know, Omaha has had quite a few beers. So has Yale, and Phoenix.”
“Yeah but Yale and Phoenix are coherent enough to laugh at Rooster, so I don’t think they’d work.” You say.
“Fanboy?” 
“We could get Payback in on it too. Perfect blackmail- and entertainment.” Hangman grins, evil genius lighting up his features. 
Fanboy is laying in the sand face towards the tide that is getting dangerously close with every wave. 
“Hey Fanboy,” Bob approaches him, and Fanboy rolls over.
“Oh hey, it’s Bob!” 
You’re still sitting with Hangman waiting for shit to go down, and go down it does.
You’re beaming, laughter drowning everything else out. 
“My face hurts, so bad.” You say in between drawing breaths. Fanboy is making a fool out of himself, and you’re definitely going to be begging Phoenix for that recording. “And why is that, sugar?” 
“Everytime I’m with you I smile so much. I guess my facial muscles aren’t used to it, or something.” 
“You’re so cute.” He says, leaning in to kiss you. 
Of course Phoenix had to record that part too.
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A Very Basic Affordable Witchy Christmas Gift Guide
So, you've got a witchy friend or significant other and your frazzled, what the hell do I get them? And you also don't want to spend an arm and a leg on that gift, look no further My Dear!
Affordable Crystals
Clear Quartz (Can serve in the place of all crystals, this may not resonate with everyone though), Rose Quartz (love), blue quartz (peace & calming) amethyst (psychic protection & intuition), black obsidian (protection & grounding)
Note: Each of these crystals have more than one purpose/correspondence, often overlapping another, these are just the most common correspondences.
Affordable Herbs
This category of gifts is incredibly simple, as most witches do not care if they're herbs come from a metaphysical store or a grocery store. However some do prefer organic, especially when burning them. For this type of gift you don't just have to focus solely on herbs found in a bottle, you can also purchase tea bags. Tea bags can come in handy when you are looking for an herb that you would otherwise have to visit a health food store for or order online. Just rip it open and use it in your spell. Below are some affordable tea brands 🫖.
Carrington Teas
Celestial Seasonings
Dollar Tree's brand (in my opinion the only ones that taste good are the black and green teas but all of them can be used in magick.)
Pretty much any store brand of tea.
Cauldrons
Everyone's needs for cauldrons are different, some people need itty bitty cauldrons, others need large ones, some want them only for burning and others want to cook in there's. Either way, these are the most affordable places I've come across to purchase both.
New age imports (For smaller cauldrons, typically no bigger than 5 inches)
Yogi depot on Etsy (Medium sized cauldrons up to 7 inches, which is actually much larger than you would think. I think they sell smaller ones too.)
CindysEyeofthemoon on Etsy (She sells small cauldrons and large ones, with feet and without them and if I'm not mistaken they're all food safe! Not to mention, her customer service is top notch!)
Magick.com
Incense & Candles
Would this even be a witchy Christmas list if I didn't add candles and incense?
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Shopafrocosmetics on Etsy
Dollar Tree
Craft stores (See if your craft store has coupons or an app that has discount codes)
Books
Five Below (All of their books I've come across are excellent for all levels of magick. You won't find books about more advanced magick though.)
Barnes and Noble bargain section (which actually carries a lot of the same stuff as Five Below just in hardback.
Books-a-Million or BAM (Which also has an amazing bargain section!)
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More Wonky Affordable Gifts
A jar or bag of pennies and other coins (I'm starting to think witches are just crows in disguise because we really like shiny things.)
Coloring books and crayons (Inner child healing anyone? Actually, probably only do this if they are doing inner child work.)
Salt and a jar to put it in (I know this might sound weird, but it's yet another thing no one ever brings up about witches, we freakin' love salt!)
Charcoal Tablets for burning loose incense
And don't forget...
One of the greatest places to look for witchy gifts can actually be at the thrift store or charity shops. My favorite shop has soooo many things that almost any witch would love to have, swing top bottles and jars, gorgeous crystal glasses, candle holders, candles (Did I mention how we really do love candles?). I've even purchased a cauldron there and the best part about thrift stores/charity shops is that you're helping the environment and you'll never know what you will find!
I hope this little list helped you! I come across witchy Christmas lists too often that only have pens and notebooks as affordable options (which I think any witch would agree are always welcomed). Or will tell you which gifts to buy but not where to find them. For this list I wanted to focus on where to find these witchy items affordably. If you have any other witchy Christmas gift ideas please feel free to comment on this post!
⛄Merry Christmas!🎄
- Erika, The Clumsy Witch
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*welcome to my blog!!*
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hello! I’m Dylan! I’m a 15 year old artist (of 12 years) + writer (of 5) who enjoys horror media and silly media!
I am Lesbian and aroace (specifically Demiromantic and asexual) and I am also ambiamorous!
I identify as gender-fluid and use she/he/they pronouns (I don’t usually have a preference for any in specific so call me any of them!)
I enjoy art, music, puppets, reading, writing, musicals, and horror (specifically analog horror)
some of my favorite music artists include but are not limited to!: Mitski, Jack Strauber, Alex g, vocaloid, The Smiths, Crystal Castles, Tom Cardy, The Beatles, Insane Clown Posse, and Greta Van Fleet.
Some of my favorite songs include: Bigmouth Strikes again, Dinner is not over, Cupid, Mary on a cross, Atlantis, To Catch a predator, Bruno is orange, hello kitty, best friend, any old 60’s romance song, almost any retro song from the 70-80’s.
some of my favorite musicals include: Avenue Q, Hamilton, Ride the Cyclone, Heathers, Dear Evan Hanson, mean girls, and six.
my favorite pieces of media include: the muppets, analog horror, tf2, Spooky Month, Welcome home, and avenue Q.
I hope you’ll enjoy my page!!
Projects I Am working on
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Right now I am working on 1 big project and a small tf2 AU!
what is my project? My big project is a Welcome Home inspired arg/Analog horror about a lost 1960-80’s puppet show titled “Tulips apartment” as the story progresses you, the viewer, unravel the story of what happened so many years ago that caused this puppet show to be lost to time.
as of rn I am unsure of when I will start this arg, but it is coming some time in the future!
I’ll be posting about this project on here along with posting art for it and the shows titular cast of silly colorful puppets! :)
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My Boundaries for my account and Tulip Apartments (very important pls read!)
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- NSFW: nsfw art is NOT allowed of any of my OCs, this includes suggestive art, especially of the tulips apartment cast. I am on the fence tho about nsfw fanfiction (I will get back to you all when I decide) (you may make “hear me out” jokes tho, I find those funny) - Fan art: Fanart is allowed and appreciated!! Make sure to tag me I’d love to see your interpretations of my characters!
- OCs: this one applies to my Tylip Apartments project, you can make OCs!! I’d love to see them and their silly little designs!
- OC x canon: you may make OC x canon of any of my OCs! As long as the ship isn’t illegal or problematic (like a proship) but other than that, knock your socks off!
- stealing/tracing/or using my art: the tracing, stealing, or selling of my art is NOT allowed you may use my art in things like edits, but you must ask permission first and credit me!!
- inspiration: you are allowed to take inspo from my OCs! But pls don’t completely steal the design or copy like 95% of it.
- Pro/com/darkshippers: proshippers, comshippers, and darkshippers are NOT welcome here on my page, if you are one of these DNI, I will block any that Interacts with my account. Absolutely NO pro/com/dark ships are permitted to be made with any of my characters nor should any creepy proshipper art be made of them. If you think my accounts a safe space for people like that you are wrong.
- shipping my OCs together: you may on the other hand, ship non problematic ships of my OCs! If you wanna ship two of my OCs together go right ahead!
- stuff I don’t want to see with my OCs: this mostly applies with my tulip apartment OCs but I do not want to see Y/N content of any kind (I hate y/n with a burning passion), I do not want any AUs made, no roleplay accounts, no horrible mischaracterization of my OCs and their personalities, and no false information spread about my characters (do not make up lies to push your opinions or theory’s about my characters).
- headcanons: you may create headcannons about my ocs (especially the tulip apartment cast) but do not make any creepy head canons and do not push these HCs onto others or try to make them seem canon
- No bigotry!: homophobes, transphobes, sexists, racists, and etc are not welcomed here either, i don’t even know why you are here. - No bigotry!: homophobes, transphobes, sexists, racists, and etc are not welcomed here either, i don’t even know why you are here.
- don’t drag me into unnecessary drama: I don’t rlly gotta explain this one.
- and most importantly: have fun! I’m happy to share my art with you all!!!!
have a lovely days or night! I hope you’ll enjoy your time on my account!
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hii, how are you? i was wondering if you had any fic where one of them is deaf? and they use sing language? tysm<3
hi friend! here are the ones i have (: hope you enjoy <3
as always, please read the tags and remember to leave kudos and a nice comment for the author!  if you have any requests, feel free to ask please, I'd love to help in any way! any recommendations you may have are also welcomed! <3 
ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ✩ Fingers Crossed (5k) // Moriartied
"Harry's been deaf since he was born. Louis is newly graduated after studying sign language, and Harry hires him to translate for all the classes he'll be attending. It's Harry's first year at a uni for non-deaf people and Louis takes it upon himself to help Harry feel like he belongs. Along the way, he gets close with Harry's group of friends and even closer to Harry." ✩ A Little Too Much (5k) // toritastic11
Harry Styles wasn’t born deaf. He didn’t plan on being deaf either, until life reared it’s ugly head nine years ago and the cards fell where they did. Some would say he’s coping as best as he can, his sister calls him bitter, and his mum wishes he would smile more, but being a morose poet seemed to click for a moping Harry, so a morose poet he became.
Alternately; Harry's a depressed poet and Louis is the sun that helps him come alive again.
✩ Worth a Thousand Words (7k) // TheIfInLife “Look, I’m learning some new stuff!”
My name is Louis. My favorite color is green. I like movies. Do you know sign language?
Harry huffed grumpily. Why are you learning sign language?
“Because, I want to be able to talk to you.” Louis looked small, gripping tightly at the steering wheel.
Why?
You’re my friend. Louis signed shakily, having to try it a few times before getting it right. And well, Harry just snapped.
We’re not friends. I don’t know what makes you think that we’re okay but we’re not. You stopped being my friend once you found out that I went deaf. I don’t know if this is your way of ‘making up for it’ or if you think that hanging out with the deaf guy and learning a bit of sign language is your ‘kind deed’ to the world but I don’t want to be your charity case and I don’t want to be your friend.
or Harry went deaf at 5 years old and Louis just wants the chance be heard.
✩ Whipped Cream (24k) // writingstylinson
Harry isn't focused on anything except growing his online photography business and keeping his service dog at his side. It's important since he's always being undermined due to his deafness.
The last thing Harry needs are his client's brother trying to convince him to go out on a date with him.
[Harry is a deaf photographer in charge of taking Lottie's wedding pictures. Louis is determined for Harry to be his plus one.]
✩ Is it a sign? (25k) // bluegreenish
“Also, I didn’t mean it literally,” Harry continues his rambling, gesticulating to support his point. “You don’t owe me a beer and I surely don’t expect you to buy me anything, it was just to start a conversation but you’re obviously not interested in that. Which, again, maybe next time an omega, or anyone really, approaches you, you could convey -” 
To Harry’s surprise, he’s interrupted by the handsome stranger, who’s been weirdly fixated on his lips the whole time. What a creep! 
“You speak so fast, I can’t read your lips like this.” 
What? Harry’s frown deepens and he just stares at the man, waiting for him to explain. Because why the hell would he need to read Harry’s lips? They’re not in some detective movie. 
The man rolls his eyes at Harry’s obvious lack of understanding. 
“I’m deaf,” he huffs and points to his ear. 
And oh. Yikes. That’s kind of embarrassing.
or, the one where Harry meets a certain handsome alpha at his sister's wedding and learns that speaking verbally doesn't have to be the only means of communication.
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THE BAD GUYS: what if mr wolf kidnapped a baby
Chapter 1: birthdays, Guinea pigs and bad guys
The diner was quieter than usual, considering there should have been the afternoon rush.
As always, Wolf and his buddy, Snake, had gotten their favorite table--the very best window booth--and the service was quick.
Maybe even quicker than usual. They were just finishing up their meal, noisily chomping and slurping the very last dregs of their food and coffee, while debating an ever-important topic of conversation that came around exactly once each year: Snake's birthday.
"Stop," Snake insisted.
"I'll stop asking about it if you just explain it to me."
Snake glared at his friend across the table.
What he wanted was to grab a nice, wiggly, rodent dessert and get back to his favorite subject: their next Bad Guy heist. There was nothing he loved as much as stealing stuff.
"Would you please drop it?"
"Alright alright fine fine Consider it dropped," Wolf said, holding up his hands in
surrender.
"It's dropped." He gestured to the floor
and said, "It's on the ground."
He looked at his plate, trying hard to let it go. But he just couldn't understand Snake's
reluctance to talk about his big day. Birthdays meant attention, presents, friends, and all kinds of other fun stuff.
He snuck a peek at his pal and cried out, "But come on!
"Ugh" snake groaned in annoyance.
Everybody loves birthdays. You've got decorations, balloons, parties .. and CAKE."
He smiled his most charming smile, but it wasn't enough to crack through his grouchy pal's sour expression.
Snake hissed. "Look I don't need presents, I don't want decorations, and I'm not a cake guy." He gazed out the window, watching as people hustled to work and out for coffee meetings. Across the street was Snake's favorite view: the "Big Bank."
which was also known as "The Bad Guys' Next
Target.
If there was one thing that could cheer him up, it was the prospect of stealing stuff.
But Wolf didn't want to talk about that--his mind was stuck on one thing, and one thing only.
"Seriously, though," he persisted. "You don't like cake? Name one food better than cake.
"Guinea pig," Snake replied, then he smiled as he thought of something better than a Guinea pig.
"Or better yet a baby kitten" without even having to think about it. There was just something about swallowing down small innocent helpless defenseless cute animals that made him feel so, so good.
Wolf collapsed back against the booth. "Again with the guinea pigs! C'mon! I bet if I blindfolded you, you wouldn't be able to tell the difference between a skunk and a guinea pig."
"Wrong," Snake snapped back. "Snakes have impeccable taste buds. I can taste air." He stuck his tongue out, letting his forked, air-tasting tongue does its job.
"Air?" Wolf asked, laughing.
"Yes, air," Snake said haughtily. He stuck his tongue out again. "Mmm, nice!" But with another flick of his tongue.
"I don't know," Wolf said, draping one furry arm up and over the back of the booth. "There a little-uh-there a little, uh, cute for my taste."
"That's what makes them so delicious!" Snake said. "You're not just eating food, you're eating pure goodness. It's not about the pig, it's about what it symbolizes on a deeper level!"
"But a baby kitten seriously," he asked disgustedly.
"I mean that's just sick man," he asked again.
"What I've always wanted to try one," he says in exhilaration.
"I always wondered what they taste like" he licks his lips, Wolf nodded slowly, clearly considering this argument.
"So... you can taste air?”
Snake rolled his eyes. "Ugh”
“What else you got?"
“forget about it."
Wolf looked excited about his new information.
It is always nice, he thought, to get to know my buddy on a deeper level. That's what friendship was all about.
"Can you also hear color? Can you see sound?" He leaned forward, his paws on the table.
"Ok"
"Cause we should really be capitalizing on these skills."
"Ok alright," snake said in an annoyed tone.
Snake drooped in the booth, waiting for his friend's enthusiasm to run its course. "Fine," he said dryly.
"Get it all out-get it all out now."
"Ok" wolf chuckles
Just then, Snake coughed, and an alarm clock came tumbling out of his mouth.
Tick
Tock
Tick
tock
"Look at that four pm. Now I know the exact
moment our friendship died."
Wolf laughed.
"Let's bounce."
"Yep"
He swallowed the alarm clock back down again.
As they pushed their plates and coffee cups away, and got out of the booth.
"It tastes like ... like you're going to stick me with the bill. Again."
Snake smirked, "Well, it is my birthday."
"So now you play the birthday card," Wolf said, chuckling. "That's interesting."
Wolf laughed.
While they waited for the waitress to swing past, Wolf flashed a charismatic smile out into the restaurant--but then realized there was no one smiling back.
In fact, there was no one sitting at any of the other tables, and none of the waitstaff were in the restaurant. It was like a ghost town.
Wolf placed his hands behind the counter to see if anyone was at the cash register.
"Can we get the check when we get the chance please"
Hello?" "checkity-check?" No one moved a muscle.
"You know what?" Wolf called out to whoever was listening. "We're just gonna leave the money here ok" He counted out a few bills and slipped them onto the table.
"You know the one good thing about this place" Snake asked as they stood up and started to head for the door.
"What?"
"We never have to wait for a table."
"Isn't that every place?" Wolf reminded him.
Snake turned to a group of customers who were cowering in a corner; hoping not to be noticed. He tipped his chin and said, "Hey, man, how have you been? I haven't seen you in- Then, for good measure, he hissed, "Snake attack!”
Doing that always gave him a laugh. Before they got to the door, Everyone scrambled to hide deeper in the shadows, shaking with fear.
"Ooh!" Snake whooped as they passed the front register.
"Mints!" He swallowed the whole thing down, including the bowl.
"Sorry, folks," Wolf called out to the other restaurant patrons, trying to make nice. They were criminals, the Bad Guys, but that didn't mean they had to be bad guys. "I'm switching him to decaf."
Snake slithered to the door and pushed it open, exiting into the busy afternoon.
"Alright," he called over his shoulder.
"Let's do this." They both said as the two exited the dinner.
Snake could pretend to be a grouch, but Wolf knew there was a soft underbelly on him somewhere.
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🍑🍆💗 also
1. i swear me choosing the peach and eggplant wasnt intentional
2. dont make fun of me for this but i JUST realized okay apparently arjun and kahan are your ocs???? i was so confused bc i didnt know what book/show they came from omg them being your ocs makes so much more sense
i think ish and ash are rubbing off on you. you’ve come so far from the leggings thread
HELP that’s so fucking funny. you could’ve just?? asked?? if you didn’t know what media they were from i would’ve been happy to braindump lmfao but yes they are my ocs. you’re so stupid /pos
🍑 Where is your OC’s favourite place to relax or calm down? Recount a story of their time spent in this place! What makes it so special to them?
OOOH okay this is a good one. kahan’s is this small area of the garden behind his father’s manor where there’s a very large shady tree. it’s quiet there and no one ever goes there except him, so it’s his place to wind down when things get to be too much. it’s important to him because his mother showed it to him when he was little—it was something that was supposed to be just theirs, something that he didn’t have to compete for w his older brothers. just the two of them, under the tree. now, though, it’s just kahan, because his mother isn’t there anymore, and it’s the one place he can be with her even though she’s gone.
arjun’s favorite place is less sad. back in his hometown, there’s a street vendor cart that makes the best food. oily as shit and so spicy that it burns your taste buds right off. yknow, the way brown people like their food. he’d get food from there all the time with his sister; the two of them used to sneak out after dinner and run a few blocks down to the cart and stuff their faces with whatever they wanted. his favorite time at the cart was when the vendor, a scrawny old lady, judo-flipped a thief when he was trying to steal some of the money she’d made. absolutely hilarious to watch.
🍆 Tea or Coffee or Hot Chocolate? Sweet or Spicy? Fruits or Vegetables? arjun - hot chocolate, spicy, vegetables. kahan - tea, sweet, vegetables.
💗 What would your OC say is their best feature? Why? What do their friends / family / lover(s) / people they know think is their best feature and why?
HELP OKAY THIS IS SO FUNNY okay both of them are pretty. they’re so pretty. they’re my ocs they’re literally self inserts obviously theyre the most gorgeous beautiful stunning beings to ever exist.
in all seriousness - arjun would say his best feature is his eyes. they’re this warm brown color, like melted chocolate, and (he has fire powers bear w me) there’s tiny golden flecks in them. they’re so pretty you would not believe. pretty much everyone would agree w arjun’s assessment of himself, especially kahan, because he’s gay and in love w arjun and this man could literally stare into his eyes forever if he was given the chance.
kahan, however, would say that his best feature is his hands. he really really likes his hands. they’re a musicians fingers, his hands. (he plays piano it’s hot moving on) mans has a whole ass routine to take care of his hands. manicures and shit. but everyone else (not including arjun) claim that kahan has a nice nose. it’s a very nice nose but also it’s a Nose who gives a shit. AND ARJUN this fucker he’s obsessed beyond reason w kahan’s laugh. like it’s not normal how in love with it he is. he heard it for the first time, like not just a snicker or giggle, like a real laugh and that was his “oh.” moment it’s become his life mission to heart kahan’s laugh all the time he thinks it’s the prettiest thing he’s ever heard.
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~Metal Family headcanons~
These are like my... general hcs)? which means I didn't include my main hc that Glam, Ches and Vicky are polyamorous, married and started dating after Glam met Vicky, and absolutely everything that implies for the kids and the relationships between each member of the fam. Maybe I'll make a separate post for that or maybe not! Who knows lkfwnlfqnf
Glam
Bisexual
Glam has constant nightmares and ocasional night terrors ever since he ran away home and is an active sleep walker. Ches helped him through the worse ones when they were younger, and learned how to deal with them, always preferring not to wake him up but being with him until the episode passed. Vicky has learned how to deal with them, though she normally asks Ches for advice with it cuz she comes out short sometimes.
He has PTSD. I bet it's diagnosed too, he takes medication and goes to therapy, it doesn't mean he still doesn't have his bad days anyway. He's trying to get better.
Glam has talked to Vicky about his past, his father and his family. This is a direct contradiction of Alina's confirmation that Glam doesn't talk about it with anyone but man FUCK THAT. We love good communication in this house, Vicky tries her best to help him, but there's only so much she can do to help.
Glam enjoys gardening, cooking and making models, he also likes doing his make up, painting his nails and dressing up in fancy, extravagant clothes even if he has nowhere important to go.
He likes taking care of everyone's hair, and constantly helps Vicky brush her hair cuz there's so much of it, Dee when he gets stressed over how tangled it can get, buys Ches hair products so he actually takes care of it, and chases Heavy so the kid actually washes, untangles and brushes his hair.
This one is kind of weird, but I refuse to think any adult in the family is unarmed at any time. Glam owns a taser and pepper spray. They're bright pink and sparkly.
This man cried his eyes out while watching Coco. He's hell to watch movies with cuz he talks and predicts what's gonna happen during the movie, judges them with scores at the end and all.
Vicky
Also bisexual!
Vicky's the one who does everyone's laundry most of the time. She prefers it that way since she's the only one that knows how to wash their black clothes so the colors stay vibrant. (This is based on my gf shaming everyone but Vicky cuz their black clothes always look so muted and almost gray, but Vicky's whole outfit is always the same vibrant black colors, so we decided that neither Glam or the kids know how to wash dark clothes)
She has anger issues, if it isn't obvious. I think she also has PTSD, mainly survivor's guilt due to her surviving the accident her brother died in. She blames herself and cannot bear to talk about it, in some sort of deep denial. If she can't remember, it can't hurt as much, right?
She has scars on the right side of her back and her hip, from the road rash she got on her brother's accident, she never treated it due to grief and it scarred badly. Apart from that, the scar of the caesarean section from Heavy's birth. She doesn't really mind both of them, they happened, nothing to do about them.
She likes watching boxing competitions, brawling matches and motorcycle repairing on TV. Loves doing BBQ's and going to the pool. Also an enjoyer of teasing her kids, kissing and loving her husband at random times, spending time drinking and bonding with Ches and bragging about her family and punching anyone who thinks they're not that cool.
Not particularly a fan of make up, skirts and dresses or any traditionally femenine-perceived stuff. But has been making exceptions due to Glam and Ches being unashamed of being seen as femenine, and actually rocking the looks. The internalized misogyny is kind of slowly dissapearing.
Apart from the guns she carries in each arm (I mean her biceps, have you looked at the size of those?? She strong) she has brass knuckles on her at all times. Glam gifts her new ones sometimes, she loves having multiple choices to punch people teeth in.
Loves horror, thrillers and action movies. Falls asleep during rom-coms and dramas. Ironically, loves gossip and talking shit about people. Enjoys hearing Ches talks about the gossip going on in the nursery home even if she doesn't know who the hell he's talking about.
Rest of the family under the cut!
Heavy
Heavy is a trans boy! He doesn't know his sexuality yet though, he's still figuring himself out. When he's older, i think he definitely dated some men but had better luck with girls.
Heavy has had innocent crushes on some girls on his class before, but they never turn into anything more cuz he's not the best at expressing himself. He follows the bother-the-girl-to-death-until-she-hates-you gimmick, and unsurprisingly, it doesn't work.
I'm sorry to break this to u but Heavy totally had an among us phase, and uses so much reddit and twitch slang... You know he does.
Likes bullying and teasing his brother to death. You know that when Dee had his first romance, Heavy was ALL up in his business being a tease and a bad attempt at a wingman. He means well tho.
He's not squeamish at all. Also has great pain resistance. This kid has picked cockroaches with his bare hands and loves cats, of course the cats have scratched him. He's tough!
Grows up to be the charming himbo he was always destined to be.
Dee
I hc him as demisexual. Kind of inherited his dad's tastes for the takes no crap, intimidating but pretty kind of people.
Can't cook. He tries but he can only do basics like rice, cereal, chicken nuggets or eggs. Complicated meals always burn or don't taste like anything at all. It drives him crazy.
Dee was a quiet and very well behaved toddler before Heavy was born. He never threw tantrums or got whims. After Heavy was born though, and despite the fact he understood his brother was small and needed special care, he started craving attention often and cried and got mad at little things. Typical jealousy of the oldest sibling.
The first time Dee fell in love with someone, he didn't recognize it was love at first. He just thought his interest on the person was born out of curiosity and aesthetic attraction, but as soon as he realized he seeked validation and companionship, that he liked seeing them smile, that he wanted to protect them, that he yearned for more time alone with them and that he wanted more than what just a simple friendship implied, it was an instant 'oh hell no'. He wanted those feelings to get the hell away, but unfortunately, they were there to stay.
Canonically likes MLP, psychological and horror anime like Death note and Hellsing, so I'm deciding he also watched Death Parade, had a FNAF phase, is very into The Walten Files. This guy enjoys any kind of specially dark ARG's and knows a ton of lore of real crime, unsolved cases, ghost appearances and other stuff. Doesn't believe in the supernatural, but sure is entertained by it.
He's a mess at romance. Flirting? His attempts at compliments are hardly flattering. Giving gifts? The best he can manage is jewelry and you can kind of tell he asked his dad for help. Dates? He's so nervous he's silent for most of it, but begins getting comfortable and having fun if his partner really knows how to get him down from his negativity cloud.
Ches
Pansexual.
He's very good with kids. He has the patience of a saint and he's laid-back, chill and fun but still is an authority figure who knows how to put limits. Sure, he's gonna let the kids light up a house on fire BUT hey, now they know everything about fire precautions, burns and how to treat them AND how to get away with arson. What an educational evening, am I right?
Due to certain info from the "Goodbye" official comic, I headcanon Ches as depressed. I don't want to elaborate a lot 'cuz of spoilers, but... God, everything related to his mom fucking hurts, man. How did he deal with all that?
Ches has been Dee and Heavy's babysitter so many times he cannot count them with all his fingers. He learned how to put those kids to sleep almost immediately (Sing Bon Jovi's "This ain't a love song" and any cheesy love song in a slow lullaby style and they're out), which movie were their favorite as kids (Heavy loved 'Monsters Inc.' and Dee never looked away during 'Meet the Robinsons'), how to console them after nightmares (Heavy needed reassurance, sweet words, and to be with someone until he fell asleep again. Dee just had to be tucked in, get his nightlight turned on and kissed in the forehead). He practically raised those kids along with Vicky and Glam.
More than once, Dee and Heavy have slipped and called Ches "Dad". Ches immediately gets his shit eating grin on and answers "Yes, son?" and does a couple of dad jokes just to mess and embarrass them. He's actually very flattered and surprised at how proud of himself he is for being a father figure to both kids.
Has a scar on the left side of his forehead due to a bottle his mom threw at him when he was younger, around the time he met Glam. He hates the scar with passion, it's a permanent reminder of the fact she never cared, that's why he always keeps it covered with his headband. Gets sad about it sometimes.
Ches likes to spend his time with a group of grannies of the nearby nursing home. He genuinely considers them his friends and gossips and hangs out with all of them on weekends. Bingo, billiards, walks in the park, soap opera marathons, you name it. I even designed them, gave them names and backstories... God, i just love the concept too much. I'll make some art about Ches and his granny gang FOR SURE, you're NOT ready for them.
Carries a pocket knife on him at all times. This man grew up on a bad neighborhood and absolutely knows how to defend himself, he can be intimidating when he wants to be and will pose a threat if needed. He's fucking terrifying when genuinely mad. Just cause he looks harmless doesn't mean he is, darling.
That would be all!
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Hey! Can I request a jaeden martell x reader where basically their charters are dating on a tv show and they are really really good best friends in real life and they they both go on the Jimmy fallon show and he keeps on asking if they’re dating because everyone thinks they are and when they say no he obvi doesn’t let it go lol and it ends up slipping up that jaeden did/ does have a crush on reader and they maybe end up sharing a kiss in front is Jimmy & audience & stuff😶just an idea i had 😂:)
i love this idea wow, thinking i’m going to put my own little twist on it but i think you’ll still be pleased ;)
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five
your face was being touched up with powder, the cotton pad dabbing at your nose as the white powder absorbed into any oil your face may have had.
four
you look over at jimmy, this wasn’t your first talk show, but it had been the biggest one with the most following. it was intimidating, you bounced your foot up and down and played with your hands.
three
behavior jaeden had grown to recognize. he knew you better then you knew yourself, your anxiety was worse then you put it out to be. “you ok?” he questioned, “fine, i’m fine” you painted a small smile on your face. but he wasn’t easily fooled.
two
he grabbed one of your hands and rubbed circles into your palm, this sent vibrations of relaxation down your spine.
one
his eyes locked with yours, you swore they were a different color each time you saw them. sometimes more blue, sometimes more green, sometimes dark with mystery, sometimes light and playful.
‘aaand where on air’
you wiped the hand that was interlocked with his off on your dress, it was clammy. the curtain came up fast, and your vision was soon flooded with bright lights and silhouettes of bodies.
making out the faces in the sea of people was impossible, but you knew your friends were out there. they had flown out to see you, a) they could go see new york and b) you were on national television, and they wouldn’t miss it for the world.
jimmy was talking, you knew that much, but your nerves took over and honestly you weren’t registering a damn thing he was saying. the crowd cheered, you snapped out of your daze.
“and here tonight, we have jaeden martell and y/n l/n from the new HBO tv series: turning tables”
he turned to both of us, and gave everyone time to clap. he tired to speak over the loud hands, moving on with his show, but the crowd made that difficult. eventually the clapping died out and he could continue.
“now, i’ve watched all of the episodes but, for the people who haven’t seen: can you explain what the show is about?” he looked a jaeden, you let go of a breathe you had held in.
“s-sure” jaeden turned to face the audience more, he was soft spoken and shy, so it was important he projected as much as he could.
“turning tables is a teen drama. it’s about families of poverty in the seattle washington area and how they struggle to go to school and work. my character, jennings cooper, is the main protagonist. the show is mainly from his point of view, and how he struggle to support his family.”
jimmy nods and smiles, he looks pleased with his explanation. i’m truth the show wasn’t that simple, he knew that. but, it would take so long to explain.
“and y/n, who do you play?” he knew the answer to this obviously, but you were becoming a crowd favorite. everyone loved your personality, and you were an up-and-coming a list celebrity.
“i play parker marlow, jennings girlfriend” you blushed at this statement, the crowd giggled and ‘ouuu’ed. jimmy rubbed his hands together, getting excited at the upcoming topic of discussion.
“so, your romance on season one was steamy” you thought back to the scenes you did together. all of the kissing, which felt normal at this point. he wasn’t a bad kisser, in fact- you didn’t mind it at all. your romance through the season built up to a sex scene, your mind flashed through the memories of filming it.
filming those scenes isnt half as steamy as you think it is. it’s awkward, you laugh a lot. you had never felt that exposed in your life! however watching it was different, it looked so real, so perfect.
you blurred out your thoughts, mr. fallon still speaking on the subject. “can we expect more -“ jimmy searched for your ship name, it was on the tip of his tongue. the combination of your first names on the show didn’t make an attractive combo. it was either jarker or pennings. your last names matched a little better.
“-carlow” jaeden finished for him. jimmy nodded and smiled “yes- carlow- can we expect more carlow next season?” you both looked at each other and smiled. the writers for the show already had the next four seasons laid out. you knew that carlow was a continuing relationship on the show.
“yes, you should expect more of that sort of content from us” you stated. the people in the crowd had a positive responce to this, the applause lapping until it died out once again.
“right, your characters have so much chemistry in the show. two struggling teens just trying to break even.” jaeden agreed “yes, our characters balance each other out, and being from the same background helps them associate. jennings is kind of a bad boy-as the ladies say- he’s a felon, he steels cars and sells them to counterfeit manufacturers and dealers for money. parker, y/n’s character, has a job at a diner. she shows him the light at the end of the tunnel if he chooses to go down a good path.”
“yes, parker gets jennings a job at the diner with her, and he falls for her sweet disposition even after everything she’s been through” you add.
jimmy licks his lips and pops another question: “so id imagine the chemistry in the show heightens the real life thing?” he cocked an eye brow, the group gasping at the intrusiveness.
“jaeden and i are just friends” you blurt out, your nerves working up again. it was hard, you liked jaeden ever since you had your first kiss with him.
“y-yeah” he stutters, he obviously wasn’t expecting this either “friends” jimmy shakes his head and puts his finger on his lip “recently, you both have been showing a lot of pictures of you two together on social media.”
the audience ‘awwwed’ at the photos that displayed behind you. on the screen, there were pictures of you and him that were on both of your instagrams. you two at gardens, getting food, even watching movies at each other’s houses.
“for just friends, these photos looks intimate , wouldn’t you say” a bunch of ‘yes’’s and ‘mhm’’s came from the crowd as both of your faces became red.
“we’re just best friends, honestly” jaeden laughed nervously, he fixed his hair with his hand has he always does.
“right right- can you tell me when this photo is from?” jimmy asked, the last picture flashing on the screen. it was of you both, you had just filmed your first scene together.
the first scene you filmed together was episode two, he saved you after you fell into ice cold water. it was how the characters met, and it was filmed at a cove on a windy august day.
the picture was a little blurry, but it added character. he had his arm around you, both of your hair soaked, and you share a huge towel. you remember how cold you were, your teeth chattered so rapidly. his hair was stuck to his forehead and more small pieces went up. and your lips were almost purple, half from the makeup, half because you swore that was the coldest water you had ever went in.
“that’s from when we first started filming, it was the first time we met in the show” you recited, re living the memory in your head. you remember jaeden pulling your head into his chest when the wind began blowing. you remember his thumb trying to create friction on your back to make you just a little warm.
“yes yes- you two look so adorable!” jimmy squealed, he was the most teenage-girl-grown-man you had ever met. his hand opened one of the drawers in the faux desk he sat behind, pulling out a small blue camcorder.
the camcorder.
you know how on tv shows, there is special footage? sometimes it’s just behind the scene specials but sometimes- sometimes - it’s footage the actors document when they were just having fun? yeah it was one of those camcorders.
the camcorder was brought in by the two other co hosts wyatt oleff and finn wolfhard (i know this cast is sooo original not really) they played jaedens two best friends on the show. while they weren’t filming, they’d dick around and talk about stupid stuff. you’d never seen what they filmed, but you had been featured quite a few times; their by them pranking you, or invading your personal space.
you looked over at jaeden, you watched his adam’s apple bob and a thin layer of sweat flush over his face. he bounced his leg slightly, a habit he had picked up from you.
“let’s just review our material here” jimmy teased, his tongue darting out between his teeth. the video began to play, the sound was loud; assumingely for jaeden quiet voice in the tape.
the video started with wyatts unsteady hand, him and finn were running around set, they stopped at jaeden, he was playing on his phone in his trailer.
“jaeden wesley we have come for you” finn yelled. you could see jaeden shoot up from his chair. “hey guys” he waved. they talked for around a minute, jokes and all. then finn started to giggle, wyatt zoomed in on jaedens face.
“so jaeden, how’s y/n?” he chuckled, jaeden blushed “she’s ok i guess dunno.” wyatt stopped zooming in when the only thing in frame was jaedens head. “the kiss was good hm?” wyatt asked. jaeden continued to play on his phone, he nodded. “yeah, she’s pretty cute too.”
the video cut to another segment, this was filmed after the sex scene. you knew because jaeden laid on the bed you, in the same underwear that he wore during the scene. the boys were jumping on the bed, and jaeden took the camera and talked to it.
“this is for memory and memory ONLY! h-hey y/nnn” he was talking to the camera like it was you “you’re amazing and cool” you could hear finn explode into laughter as he stole the camera back and started running “yeah! and he wants your babies and loves you so much-“ “SHUT UP FINN!!!” and jaeden chased him around.
the video was taken off the screen. your face had become close to ghostly white. it was weird, it was almost like he was dumb enough to think finn wouldn’t give jimmy this blackmail goldmine. you looked at jaeden, he hit his bottom lip until it was red, he itches his neck and laughed it off.
“yeah ok-ok jimmy, maybe i liked her back in the day” jaeden tried so hard to be casual, but jimmy hit him with a heart stopper: “but mr martell, the last clip was filmed less then a month ago!”
your mind flickered with memories and ideas of him.
your first time meeting, how good his hand felt in yours. when you wiped icecream off his chin, and him dotting icecream on to the top of your nose. the way his hair always fell perfectly above his eye brow. and SHIT how he always smelt so fucking good. how he let you fall asleep in his arms and how he never complained when you put on some stupid romcom and-
“y/n?” jimmy questioned. “huh?” you spaced, come on y/n you gotta stop doing that. “i asked how you felt about all of this.” “well, there isn’t a right word i can use.”
jaeden took this has a bad reaction, he did a small wave to the crowd and stood up to get off the stage.
you stood up, grabbed his hand, and laid one right on him. kissing him felt normal, but now that there was emotion behind it, it just felt so right.
you both stopped for air, the crowd went wild. jimmy was clapping too, you could barley hear them, your heart was pumping throughout your whole body. you swore jaeden could hear it.
after the show, you sat in your dressing room for a bit, contemplating the events of tonight, and how they were all broadcasted for your embarrassment. but it was only the beginning. only the beginning of what was to come for mr. and mrs. jaeden martell.
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MHA Flowers Headcanons
Just a headcanon of why these boys would bring you flowers and cute stuff that comes from it.
Warnings: None
Includes: Kaminari, Bakugo, Kirishima, Shoto, Iida and Midoriya
Kaminari
. Always spontaneous as heck!
. Literally. This man, being the bumblebee he is, would be coming home from work and be like, "Look at this pretty flower! I bet Y/N would like this!"
. And before he knows it, he has a small bouquet forming.
. He'd probably take a longer route home in search of more pretty flowers to add to the bouquet so it would look fuller when he gave it to you.
. Would present it with a smile full of pure sunshine!
. A couple minutes after sniffing the beautiful flowers he'd collected, a rash would form across the bridge of your nose and across your cheeks.
. "Aw crap!" Kaminari would quickly make sure to get you medication to help calm down the redness all while apologizing profusely.
. You still kept the flowers, just didn't sniff them so closely anymore. You'd catch Kaminari narrowing his eyes at them every time he walked by them until they withered and he happily tossed them.
Bakugo
. He's actually really good about remembering important dates in your relationship.
. There was always an internal struggle going on with this man when it came to giving you flowers and cute things like it: He wanted everyone to know he showered you with gifts but he didn't want to be caught dead shopping for them.
. So, on anniversaries and holidays, it's pretty standard for an arrangement to be delivered to your office.
. Your coworkers would exclaim about how sweet and thoughtful he was and they really would brighten up your whole day.
. He usually got home after you, sporting a little smirk of pride. You'd have to walk up to him, tell him how lovely they were because he sure as hell isn't bringing it up.
. "Tck. Yeah, whatever. Wasn't that big of a deal."
. But, he'd wind his arms around you, pulling you in close and you knew he was a softy underneath it all.
. "Had to have Kirishima help me pick between lilies and snapdragons... he told me to get both."
Kirishima
. More like Kaminari, the red-haired hero would show up with any bouquet of flowers just for the sake of seeing you smile.
. But, when you texted him telling him you'd gone home early after a particularly tough day he decided he really had to do something special this time around.
. So, he'd been standing in a flower shop, still in his hero costume, trying to ponder which one's you'd like best.
. The guy would start a group chat with all the people in 1A that might be able to help him. "Help! What's Y/N's favorite flower!?"
. After gushing about how sweet he was for trying to figure it out, it became very apparent that none of them were any help at all but they did remind him of your favorite color and he could work with that.
. He pulled them from behind his back when he got home, as nervous as the first time he'd brought you flowers. "So, which flower is your favorite?" He asked while you put them in water.
. You pulled out one of the flowers from the bunch and handed it to him.
. You'd told him how you didn't use to have one but that flower had coincidently been in every bouquet he'd given you and thus, became your favorite.
. Kiri nearly broke down from a cuteness overload.
Todoroki
. Todoroki rarely gives flowers.
. He just didn't want to resort to giving flowers in the way his father did to his mother. It felt sort of like a copout to him.
. Still, he can see the way you light up when other people get them and he really wanted that reaction out of you.
. That meant he had to get creative. Literally.
. He'd told you he was going out with Midoriya via text while you were still out on patrol and you thought absolutely nothing of it. Told him to have a fun time.
. "Why is this so difficult?" He grumbled while Midoriya picked it up so easily. He'd get it though, he was determined.
. When you arrived home, tired and longing for a shower, you were greeted by Todoroki holding out a small cluster of colorful paper flowers. "Do you like them?"
. Like them? Like? Like was an understatement! You loved them!
. He explained how he talked Midoriya into taking a class with him on how to make them and held up his hands so you could see all the bandaids from his paper cuts.
. After seeing your reaction, Todoroki got in the habit of hiding little paper flowers everywhere just to make your day.
Iida
. You told Iida how much you liked flowers on your very first date with him and ever since he's been known to go a little overboard...
. Like bouquets that were twice the size of your head.
. One time, when he was called away for work and was gone for two weeks, he sent flowers to your house every. single. day. You ran out of space to put them all!
. Still, seeing how happy he is to give them to you is more than enough reason for you to never complain.
. So, when he shows up to Friday night dinner, dropping a kiss on your cheek and whispering a soft, "I got you something." You weren't exactly surprised.
. You should have been though.
. He pulled out a small box and inside was a preserved flower. You recognized it from the first bouquet he'd ever given you.
. Iida sat across from you, adjusting his glass. "My mother had to help me get the preservation process correct but she assured me that as long as it is stored at..." He trailed off while you were still in awe of the incredibly sweet gift.
Midoriya
. Yeah, Midoriya knew your favorite flower before you even started dating. Well, he thought he did.
. He actually just jotted down things he knew his friends liked so he had a cheat sheet for gift giving.
. He was a studdering mess when you eventually corrected him.
. Ever since then though, he wouldn't just give you the actual flowers, he'd send you pictures of them. Get you artwork or a flower made out of clay for your desk.
. "I was on an assignment and saw this and I knew I had to get it for you!"
. Midoriya leads a super busy life but he always wants you to know he's thinking of you.
. He'd get big puppy dog eyes when you tell him you have the absolute perfect place for it.
A/N: Thanks for reading! I kinda want to try my hand at writing other people's prompts and ideas so if you have a request send it my way! Thank everyone!
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let’s talk about 9-1-1 buddie headcanons:
- eddie gets rid of his truck. christopher is getting older and wants more independence so he gets something with better clearance. and I’ve decided that something is a dodge durango. eddie is actually really into it. can’t stop talking about the fold down seats and towing capabilities. buck teases him and calls it his soccer mom van. then immediately starts researching CP-friendly soccer leagues for chris.
- buck strikes me as a podcast kinda guy. I feel like a lot of his random facts probably start with information learned via podcast and then researched separately on google or wikipedia. 
- luddite eddie my beloved. but not like luddite luddite. eddie’s a millennial so I see him as okay with all the 20th century technology he grew up with and just not all the newfangled smart home/internet gaming stuff. 
- abuela gives eddie an old turntable and a box of records and he falls in love with it. likes to play spanish love songs while cleaning on the weekends.
- eddie breaks up with ana. he does it quietly and cordially a couple weeks after the sniper incident.
- buck and taylor date for a little while but never really take off. and it’s super important that it’s buck who makes the decision to break up. they both have very busy lives and different priorities. and taylor acknowledges she probably shouldn’t have kissed him in the first place. she just hated to see buck so broken and wanted to comfort him. they decide they are better as friends.
- bosko and eddie friendship rights! eddie actually apologizes to her and they become gym buddies. lena stops going to the junkyard fights and finds an MMA gym that she’ll take eddie to. during the pandemic they somehow find themselves doing socially distanced tai-chi in the park. they keep it up once the gyms reopen.
- side note: lena does in fact get a cat. he’s a huge floofy maine coon named sarge who absolutely adores eddie. rubs his head all over him and immediately worms his way into his lap when eddie visits. he hisses at buck tho and lena finds it endlessly hilarious.
- demisexual eddie! I like the idea of lena no-nonsense asking eddie if he’s ace one day and eddie just having an internal panic attack but not being able to figure out why. karen gently brings it up few months later and he’s just deny deny deny. then he overhears david telling michael that he gives off ace vibes and that’s the last straw. so eddie pulls a full buck and starts researching just to prove everyone wrong. except it’s like a lightbulb clicks on and yeah. maybe there’s something to this.
- eddie and karen have a book club every other week. usually novellas or a short story collection. queer theory and literary fiction. the occasional poetry book. at some point they invite david to join them. they also have a not-so-secret romance novel exchange because they are big saps.
- eddie is also a sucker for a really good cup of black coffee. has a favorite hole-in-the-wall cafe where he buys beans in bulk. buck calls it his diesel fuel drink and grimaces at the taste. he prefers simple oatmilk latte from the place near the station. and yet buck always seems to know what days eddie will be running late and rushing to work and has a cup from said hole-in-the-wall coffee waiting. despite it not being on buck’s route. 
- christopher loves buck’s loft. buck keeps a stash of toys and coloring books in his coffee table trunk for when he visits. chris sees the stairs as a fun challenge and will often ask to go up and sit on buck’s bed to watch the city. or sit on the patio while buck bbq’s dinner for the three of them. he thinks it’s the coolest house ever.
- buck actually rides his bike. it’s not just for show. especially after the pandemic hit. he likes to go out in the mornings. drives to a nearby trail on his days off and enjoys the scenery while the sun comes up. sometimes eddie and chris meet him there after his ride and they have a breakfast picnic.
- the diaz-buckley-han’s share one netflix account. it’s technically buck’s in that he pays for it, but when maddie moved to LA he set her up with her own profile. then logged into his account at eddie’s one day and never logged out. renamed the profile buck & eddie after he setup a kid’s profile specifically for chris. then after learning about maddie and chim’s not-dating buff-fridays, buck put both their names on her profile as a prank. and then it just stayed that way. jee-yun even has a profile despite being a literal infant that doesn’t watch tv. maddie cried when she saw it.
- buck takes the legal guardianship thing very seriously. he’s already really involved in essentially co-parenting chris but he starts getting really nervous about asking invasive questions about chris’ medical history. so eddie sits him down with chris and the three of them talk about it. eddie very specifically asks chris if he’s okay with sharing that kind of info with buck. because even tho christopher’s a kid eddie always wants him to have a say in his own health decisions. then he has a more in-depth convo with just buck about insurance and bills and doctor’s visits. makes sure buck has access to all of it. 
- chris played secret matchmaker. went to his old friend santa claus and asked if buck would stay forever. santa came thru, as always.
- also carla knows. buck starts spending more nights at the diaz house and one morning she lets herself in and sees buck coming out of eddie’s room in just a pair of sweatpants. she gives him a coy eyebrow raise and buck blushes. then she just laughs, pats his cheek affectionately, and says your secret’s safe with me buckaroo. when a bleary-eyed eddie wanders out a half hour later she pushes a cup of coffee into his hands, waits a few moments, looks eddie dead in the eyes, and points at buck. I see you took my advice. eddie chokes on his coffee.
- speaking of carla she is family. she and her husband are regular guests at the 118 get-togethers, holidays at the firehouse, and family meals. she occasionally takes on other clients, but she’s mostly exclusive to the diazes these days. esp as christopher gets older and wants more independence. she’s been around since he was 7 and he’s comfortable with her. she stays his home heath care aide until she retires. then she personally vets a new one. because not just anyone will do for her boy. they throw her a huge retirement party.
- gonna jump into the future because christopher absolutely names his daughter carla shannon buckley-diaz. there isn’t a dry eye in the house.
- and I don’t actually see chris calling buck pops or anything. he’s just his buck. tho I can see eddie asking christopher if he wants to hyphenate his last name when buck officially adopts him. buck’s his hero so chris is 100% onboard. 
- buck and eddie don’t have more kids. eddie never wanted more and buck is surrounded by the ever-expanding horde of firefam kids. they love their little trio.
- also eddie is hilariously terrible with other kids. he just. doesn’t know how to talk to them. he’s literally the best father ever with christopher, but any other kid and he’s all awkward hello small human. it’s also the reason the team sends buck to handle kid rescues. he knows how to speak to kids and they light up around his sunshine energy. but then there are certain kids who just glom onto eddie. usually the quiet ones. they find something about his calm dad presence very soothing so they just cling to him until buck can coax them around. 
- I do not see the buckley-diazes getting a pet. buck and eddie work long shifts and it’s not fair to put that kind of extra responsibility on carla when her job is to care for chris. however, as chris gets older he does get a mobility service dog to help with counterbalance. she’s a golden retriever named stella and she’s a very good girl. 
- buck proposes by accident. they’re at the park with christopher and marriage just sorta comes up during one of his infodumps. eddie is eating his sandwich, nodding along, and just casually says of course I want to marry you. buck stops talking. christopher giggles. eddie panics. but when he looks at buck he’s all puppy-eyed and hopeful. you do? eddie nods. chris chimes in with a stage whispered ask properly buck and say yes dad. so they do.
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