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#but also I also ask myself where is Kirishima here;
ignitification · 2 years
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Re-reading last arc, I saw this panel - and I’ll never be over their seriousness and the stubbornness of teenagers, their stoicism, and the way they eagerly took action and took responsibility for it, because Izuku was not there with them. Showcasing their believes and the way they stand for what they think is right; and not taking the version given to them by the adults, not taking anything for granted, not feeling comfortable to have them managing the situation. The distrust in the adults having the situation at bay and being able to make their best interest, the question written on their faces because despite being young, they are still capable to take their own responsibility and step up when they think they should. Future heroes of a new society.
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justauthoring · 9 days
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jerk [2].
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because bakugou katsuki is a jerk but he's also unfortunately your soulmate.
a/n: the LARGELY requested part two! honestly, i'd be willing to write more parts if people wanted :) this part ended up being more about the girls and y/ns friendship but i couldn't help myself - if you guys want some fluff with bakugou for future parts, just let me know!
pairing: bakugou katsuki x f!reader
part one.
“You’re hiding something from us.”
There’s a beat of silence, then another, then another and when finally, you realize you should say something, you blink, sputtering out a barely believable; “no i’m not.”
Mina and Jirou glance at each other, then behind them at the rest of the girls, and you feel a layer of sweat build up when you realize all of your female classmates are here, surrounding you, demanding an answer. And you’ve never really been all that good at lying before, it’s how Bakugou was able to figure out the whole “i’m your soulmate thing” rather quickly and it had only taken him as long as it had because, well, it was Bakugou.
So, to put it bluntly, you’re screwed.
“Come on, Y/N,” Mina laughs, “that wasn’t even remotely believable.”
You know it’s written across your face, your eyes wide and your lips parted and you’re sure you look like quite the picture in that moment surrounded by every single female student in your class, a group of girls you considered your friends but were feeling considerably more like your interrogators in that moment. 
But you have to at least try.
“I’m not hiding anything,” you repeat, this time taking special care to make sure your voice is even and somewhat believable. “I’m just… tired. It’s been throwing my balance off. Sorry guys.”
You really are because you have been weird recently and you were hiding things (even if you were desperate for them not to know that) so the sincerity was there and it seems to be enough because they all glance at each other, frowning, and you can literally see the determination fade as Momo speaks up first.
“You have been leaving to train a lot,” she agrees with a solemn nod. “It’s no wonder you’re so tired. But you should still try to get some rest, don’t push yourself so hard.”
You let out a breath of relief, trying not to let it show as some of the girls shuffle back to walk away, until—
“Wait, that reminds me!”
It’s Jirou who calls it out and you feel yourself freeze.
“She hasn’t been training!”
Eyes widening, you turn to look at Jirou. She’s grinning your way, her figure pointed in your direction, clearly pleased she’d caught you in your lie.
“Jirou,” Uraraka calls out, confused. “What are you–”
“Two nights ago when she left to go training, I followed her, thinking we could train together… she wasn’t there.”
They gasp. Literally gasp.
“Now that you mention it,” Froppy nods, finger held to her chin in thought. “I haven’t actually seen her in the gym very often… nor does she look particularly like a person who’s just trained when she comes back.”
Their eyes fall on you and you take a step back.
“Y/N—”
And then you just run.
-
“I can’t believe she just ran!”
“I know!”
“Guys, I’m sure she had her reasons.”
“Who?”
Mina’s lips are left parted at the sound of Kirishima’s voice, all the girls turning to face him in the living room where he’s sat with the rest of the class.
“Y/N,” Mina explains with a huff, falling into the couch dramatically. “She’s been ditching us constantly and always leaving right after we return from class with some excuse. When we tried to ask her about it today, she lied and then when we caught on to her lie, she ran! Literally just bolting down the hallway before we could even blink.”
Kirishima frowns, glancing over to Denki on his left.
“That doesn’t sound like Y/N,” Deku calls out from across the room, head tilted in curiosity. “Especially to lie to you guys.”
“I know!” Mina calls out, throwing her hands up in exasperation. 
“Like I said,” Uraraka speaks up, trying to remain calm. “I’m sure she has her reasons. Maybe something’s wrong…”
“You think she could be in danger?” Shoto asks, quirking a brow. 
Uraraka shrugs; “I don’t know… I hope not.”
Everyone falls silent, worried expressions plastered on their faces.
“Wait, Kirishima… bro.” Denki calls, reaching to shake Kirishima aggressively, to which the red-haired boy swats his hands away, shaking his head.
“What?”
“Hasn’t Bakubro been disappearing a lot too?”
All the girls straighten out.
Kirishima just shakes his head; “Bakugou is always disappearing. You know he doesn’t like hanging with us a lot.”
“No, Denki’s right,” Sero nods, “even if he isn’t hanging with us, he’s usually in his room or in the gym. Recently, he just completely disappears.”
“I guess you’re right…” Kirishima frowns.
“Wait,” Jirou calls out, “what are you saying? That Bakugou is disappearing with Y/N?”
“That’s crazy,” Mina brushes off. “I’ve never even seen the two talk to each other unless they’re forced to–wait.”
Everyone's eyes snap to hers, wide.
“What?”
“You don’t think… no. It’s not possible.”
“Oh my god,” Denki cries out suddenly, leaning forward with a manic look in his eyes. “Bakubro is hurting Y/N!”
“Wait–”
“No way!” Kirishima calls out, turning to Denki. “Bakugou is a lot of things, but he would never hurt somebody intentionally. Especially not a girl. That’s not manly. Right, Midoriya?”
“Right,” Deku nods confidently, before pausing; “I think?”
“Hey!”
“Guys, no!” Mina cuts in, shaking her hands widely before her. “That’s not what I meant.”
“Okay…” Momo nods, “then what?”
She leans in, pausing for dramatic effect. “He could be… her soulmate!”
There’s silence, then, “no way.”
Mina’s face falls; “why not?”
“Bakugou? Having a soulmate?” Jirou snorts, “I doubt that.”
“Everybody has one!”
“Okay, the odds of him actually caring about his soulmate are slim to none,” Froppy offers in response.
“Yeah,” Deku nods, “I've never once seen Kacchan show interest in his soulmate like… ever.”
Kirishima shakes his head; “even I have to admit that’s so not manly.”
Everyone shuffles around agreements but Mina is quick to argue; “have any of you guys ever seen Bakugou’s soulmate mark?” Slowly, one by one, all glancing at each other, the guys shake their heads. Mina then turns to the girls. “Okay, have any of you ever seen Y/N’s? Cause she’s never shown or told me.”
The girls all shake their heads.
“So how can you really know?” Mina raises a brow, “I mean, Y/N is always so secretive about her mark. She refuses to tell me.”
-
“Bakugou, we have—”
“Katsuki.”
Coming to a sharp halt, lips left parted, you blink up at Bakugou.
With a grin, Bakugou gently shuts your mouth with a hand to your jaw, laughing lightly; “say Katsuki. That’s my name.”
You can feel your cheeks warm, profusely, and a burst of heat flood through you as you pull yourself from his touch, avoiding his gaze. “Katsuki,” you oblige with a huff and a pout. “We have a problem.”
“Yes?” Bakugou asks, raising a brow your way as he lowers the weight’s he’d been lifting.
“The girls are onto us!”
Bakugou just stares down at you. “What does that mean?”
Exasperated at his obliviousness, you huff, stretching your hands out before you for emphasis as you stare up at him, wide-eyed. “They know I’ve been disappearing after class a lot. I tried to tell them I was training, which I guess we usually are but Jirou caught on to that being a lie too and now they’re onto us!”
Bakugou just blinks. “But what do you mean onto us?”
You let out a cry; “Katsuki! They’re gonna know we’re soulmates!”
“So?”
Pressing a hand to your face, you can’t believe your situation. Not only were the girls onto you, they knew you were lying, which made you feel awful and if they found out that you’d been spending all your time with Bakugou… well that was bound to bring up more questions. Questions you wouldn’t be able to avoid. Questions that would ultimately lead to them finding out Bakugou was your soulmate.
A hand gently reaches for your wrists, pulling your hands away from your face as Bakugou crouches to meet your eyes directly. 
“Why is it such a big deal?” He asks gently, an odd tone that you’re still not used to hearing from Bakugou yet. His face remains neutral but there’s patience lingering in his eyes as he waits for you to explain why you’re so upset.
And you do. Your lips part and the words are at the tip of your tongue until, suddenly, you can’t say anything.
Nothing leaves your lips.
“Y/N?”
“I…—”
“You don’t want them to know?”
Blinking, you bite your lip. “It’s not that, it’s just…” But again, you can’t find the words.
“You don’t trust them?”
“Of course I do,” you argue instantly, “they’re my best friends.”
“Okay…” he says slowly, and then his face twists, “are you… embarrassed of me?”
Meeting his gaze, you frown. “...No,” you whisper, and you mean the words.
“Then what’s the problem?”
“I…” Shoulders falling, you frown. “Nothing… I guess.”
“So,” he says, “let them find out!”
Sputtering, you lean back; “it’s not like you’ve told Kirishima or any of the other guys!”
“It’s none of their business,” Bakugou shrugs, letting go of your wrists to set his hand on your head. “But if it makes you feel better, I'll tell them.”
You find yourself silent with disbelief once again, Bakugou’s words echoing in your mind paired with the look in his eyes. Just staring down at you.
Looking at you.
Like you’re his whole world.
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“I’m sorry.”
They blink at you.
“I’m sorry about running away yesterday.”
Another blink.
“And I'm sorry I’ve been lying to you guys for the past few weeks.”
Slowly, all the girls glance at each other, trying to gauge the situation, before Uraraka is the first to speak up.
“It’s okay,” she assures with a smile, setting her hand on your shoulder and giving it a gentle squeeze. “We appreciate you apologizing. We were just worried.”
“We wanna make sure you’re okay,” Jirou adds, smiling shyly at you. 
You take a look at all of their faces, seeing the sincerity staring back at you, before settling on Mina who still has a hint of hurt in her eyes but there’s also hope.
Well, here goes nothing.
“Bakugou’s my soulmate.”
Silence echoes, once again, before.
“What?”
“I knew it!”
“Bakugou!?”
There’s a mix of words, gasps of disbelief and shouts of question thrown out at you as all the girls rush towards you, swarming you, desperate for answers.
You laugh a little at their reaction, and that catches their attention.
“Y/N?” Mina asks, confused.
“I’ve been sneaking off to see him,” you explain to her, meeting her gaze, before letting your gaze drift. “I didn’t say anything because I’m still adjusting to it myself and I still don’t know how to feel about it. But I realized it isn’t fair to lie to you guys like that and that I want you guys to know because you matter so much to me.”
“Y/N…” Uraraka mumbles, tears welling in her eyes.
Her expression mimics many of the other girls before suddenly there’s a body slamming against your own, arms wrapping tightly around your waist as you stumble back, trying to catch your footing.
“Oh. My. God!” Mina screams, you wincing at the sheer volume, as she pulls back, grinning brightly at you. “You have to tell us everything!”
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The next morning, you’re sitting at the island in the kitchen eating breakfast, chatting to Mina, Jirou and Kirishima. The rest of the students trickle by, some making breakfast, some in the living room, all in their own conversations, until suddenly it all stops.
It takes you a moment to realize Kirishima, Mina and Jirou are no longer listening to you, head turned to their right and following their gaze, curious, you blink when you realize it’s Bakugou they’re staring at. It’s not like he’s doing anything particularly odd, nothing except for the fact that his gaze is directed on you and he’s heading straight for you and then suddenly, he’s right in front of you.
His gaze drifts from you, to your plate, back to you; “who made you that?”
“Nobody,” you say slowly, still stunned. “I made it.”
He’s grabbing the plate before you can say anything else, pressing a kiss to your forehead that has your cheeks burning before turning and making his way to the fridge.
“I’ll make you something better,” is all he says in explanation.
Your gaze slowly drifts from him to Mina and Jirou who are grinning widely at you, before there’s the shout of;
“Did Bakubro just kiss Y/N?!”
“And offer to make her breakfast!”
“Wait,” Kirishima suddenly calls after Sero and Denki, turning to Mina and Jirou, “why are two grinning!?”
“All the girls are!” Deku exclaims, pointing at Uraraka and Froppy in front of him.
“You guys knew?”
“Of course,” Mina grins, sending a wink Kirishima’s way before shrugging. “Isn’t that right, Bakugou? You and Y/N are soulmates!”
Everyone expects him to ignore her or tell her to shut up, but instead, he pauses in what he’d been doing (cracking an egg for you), turning his head over his shoulders to meet your gaze before smirking. 
“That’s right.”
And chaos follows.
Utter and complete chaos.
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cashmoneyyysstuff · 2 months
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m'starting to get my groove back no emperor so here's a lil valentines day piece i wrote, hope yall enjoy ♡ ! ( a lil bit more love for the hopeless romantic singles like me, ppl in a relationship yall can get that from your s/o's..still love yall tho ♡)
fem reader, katsuki is a nervous lil thing, his friends don't help( they do end up helping him out tho), just pure fluffyness, bksquad boys are sassy towards each other but all in good fun, bkg is a softie, kirimina kinda hinted but eiji shuts it down take it how u wanna, food n takeout mentions,dude talk written by a girl trying her best, kirishima's sheets smell bad lemme know if i missed sum else ♡ !! (no friends to lovers mentioned in this one btw..starting to feel myself goin thru withdrawal already..), not rlly reader oriented like usual but i thought this was cute lol i like the idea of katsuki caring about us so much he goes out his way to ask for help from others (despite hating doing so)teehee (also i like the idea of these silly guys interacting and i like hc-ing them okay okay i'll stop rambling okay-)
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the last thing kirishima expected at 9.34 pm was someone basically busting down his door with how hard they were knocking on it.
eijirou opens the door urgently and is even more suprised to see his foul mouthed best friend on the other side of the door.
"woah, bakugou, man !" he exclaims seeing the state his friend was in. his eyes looked droopy and his clothes were wrinkled up like he had done a lot of moving around. usually, he would've assumed his friend had just awoken from a good nap, but his restless expression said otherwise. "what happened to you ? you look—"
" 'm fine." bakugou gruffs hoarsely, taking a deep breath at his friends widened eyes, softening up his demeanor just slightly " i'm good," he rephrased "just—you gonna let me in or what ?"
eijirou sputters out an "of course, of course" only for his friend let himself in before he could even move aside. though he immediately freezes when he sees-
"woah, kacchan's gone nutso ! " denki exclaims, face turning red from laying upside down on kirishima's bean bag for way too long.
"and he's up past 8 ? must be the apocalypse or somethin' " sero chuckles from his place on the floor near the dresser.
bakugou groans has he flops onto eijirou’s bed "of course you losers are here" his complaint is muffled against the pillows, but not muffled enough to where the rest of the boys can't hear.
"hey ! we were here before you ! 'f anythin', you're the one intruding—!" denki gulps, eyebrows furrowed. he quickly spins around to lay right when he feels the blood rushing to his head, taking a deep breath afterwards. sero chuckles and bakugou deadpans at kaminari for a good fourty seconds before slamming his head back down and groans even louder.
kirishima decides he's at a safe enough distance to sit down on his own bed, without making any sudden moves so as not to anger the beast that is an angry, sleepy bakugou. he places a hand near his friends leg, where he deems he's at safe to ask "what's up man ? you're usually in bed by this time.." he hears sero make a noise in agreement.
"yeah, or he's havin' kissy-kissy time with his giiiirrrlffrrieeeend.." kaminari sings, kicking his feet in the air jokingly. bakugou, to everyones suprise, flinches at the mention of you, then slams his head against kirishima's pillow harder and groaning even louder.
all three friends share a curious-somewhat worried look. kirishima nudges his head in bakugou's direction, silently begging his friends to say something. said friends adamantly shake their heads, as if synchronized, making a cross motion with their arms. kirishima sighs to himself, some friends.
yet again, he is the first one to speak up " did..did something happen between you two, didja fight or something ?" he asks carefully, his entire body is strained and the air in the room is so heavy, everybody present ready to get a big portion of the great lord explodo-bomberkill's anger.
only to be met with bakugou turning around to lay on his back eyebrows strained slightly and eyes absent, thinking about something they don't know "what ? course we didn't fuckin fight, idiot." he answers simply.
the three friends all let out an obnoxious sigh of relief, to katsuki's slight confusion.
"hoo, okay." kirishima answered relieved. he knows you and bakugou don't fight very much (which he thinks is super manly) but he knows that when it happens bakugou get's extremely—EXTREMELY—irritable, so it's best to stay away from him while he has his heart broken for a little bit, unless he reaches out by himself, but that only happens when he feels really bad and came to ask for advice on how to get his boyfriend priviledges back. "soo.." eijirou sings "what happened then ?"
bakugou's face hardens and the group stiffens again, preparing for a latent explosion--perhaps the volcano was still dormant and was about to be set off. the three boys hold their breaths.
bakugou takes a deep breath, a sour expression on his face.
3..
bakugou huffs out a sigh.
2...
he opens his mouth to speak and—his cheeks are turning pink ?
"valentine's day's after tomorrow and i don't know what the fuck to get her."
the three boys slump over and kaminari does so so hard his face bangs against the floor. kirishima feels like he's in a sitcom or some gag anime.
" that's it ?" sero chuckles to himself "what ? you're worried for valentine's day ?" sero mocks, gladly taking the opportunity to mess with the blond "that shit's easy man." he cackles, leaning against the dresser more comfortably.
"yeah dude, all you gotta do is get her some chocolates and like—a teddy bear or somethin' girls love that typa stuff !" kaminari piped up, having lifted his head up from the floor. sero nods and bakugou lifts himself up to scoff at them. it feels like it comes from the deepest depth of his very being and kirishima feels a little hurt, despite not being the target of the attack.
"this is why you losers don't have girlfriends yourselves, so i don't wanna hear anythin' from you." kaminari chokes out an "ouch, dude !" " sides, i'm not just gonna settle for that boring ass shit for my girl. no chance in hell." bakugou concludes gruffly.
"yeah, yeah we get it you're the perfect boyfriend" sero quips bitterly, rolling his eyes. " why'd you come here to ask us if, according to you, we get none ?" he questioned raising an eyebrow.
"i came here for shitty hair, not you bastards." the blond spits, rolling his eyes as well before turning to kirishima, who jumps a little at his friends slightly desperate eyes on him.
"woah, i don't have—what makes you think i would be any help ?" the redhead splutters, waving his hands around.
"don't you have something goin' on with alien chick ?"
"what ?! no dude, we're just friends !"
at that, bakugou's eyes widen the slightest bit before he groans for what feels like the 5Oth time tonight, and flops back onto the bed dramatically, turning his head away from his friend " your fuckin' useless too, then." his friend grumbles angrily.
"hey !" kirishima exclaims "mean ! i help you with your girlfriend troubles all the time without having one !"
bakugou turns to face his friend again with narrowed eyes, before exhaling a frustrated sigh and lifting himself up again, eyebrows furrowed. "your sheets smell like ass by the way." he chides, nose scrunched slightly.
"h-hey !" kirishima reiterates " i was gonna wash 'em !"
bakugou gives him an incredulous look, before shaking his head, sighing.
"well look, how about you just get her something you know she likes, isn't that good enough ?" sero offers, shrugging to himself.
"ou ! i saw a guy on tiktok ask his girlfriend out with wingstop, you could like-" kaminari, despite getting lightheaded before has apparently not learned his lesson as he flips around on his back again "—ask her to be your valentines with some fast food chain she likes, and those cute pink heart balloons they sell at the mall, y'know !"
the boys all hum at kaminari's suprisingly helpful idea. kirishima doesn't wanna say it out loud but he really hadn't expected such a cute idea from his electric friend.
"y'know, i was gonna say you were just hungry with the wingstop thing, but that's actually not a bad idea kaminari." sero hums absentmindedly with an impressed expression on his face. kirishima sweatdrops at his lack of tact but isn't really suprised.
"fuck you, man ! you guys never trust me with this stuff." kaminari whines mostly to himself. "yer track record isn't really the best when it comes to scoring girls, is it ?" sero retorts.
kirishima shakes his head seeing his friends start to bicker. he decides to ignore them and turn to his spiky haired friend, who seems deep in thought "well, what about it ? that sound like a good idea ?" he asks.
"s'not half bad.." his friend mutters in response " it's a good start, i guess."i if he notices how kaminari presses a hand to his chest with a heartfelt look on his face, he doesn't comment on it.
"oh, maybe try the take-out and a movie, i'm assuming you're not trynna have a whole celebration, yeah ?" bakugou grunts in response, his nose scrunches as he cringes thinking about the idea. he shakes his head "no, want it to be..about just the two of us, y'know ?" he utters honestly, in a way that sounds way too out of character from him.
a symphony of awwwss resonates around the room and katsuki feels his cheeks heat up hard as he harshly tells his friends to shut up.
" but seriously i'm curious, you guys are already together right ? why would you need to ask her to be your valentine anyway—shouldn’t that be a given ? " sero wonders.
"i don’t fuckin know, my old hag says it’s about the principal or some shit like that." bakugou sighs, flopping back onto the bed and throwing an arm up over his eyes, it seemed like being up so late was affecting him.
"no way dude, you called your mom ?" kaminari asks, jaw practically reaching the floor (or the ceiling..?) in shock. bakugou flushes and splutters as he hears his friends reaction to this apparently shocking news.
“shut up.” he growls “she says it’s important to show i care.. my old man does it an' they're still together right now so he must be doin' something right.
"woah man.." kirishima uttered in awe " you're goin so far to make your girlfriend happy.." he clenches his fist "s-so manly !" bakugou simply grumbles to himself in response.
"honestly..i didn't expect that from you..like at all."
"fuck off !"
"like genuinely, at all. or maybe like, 0.00003 percent cha-"
" i'll fuckin' kill you tape arms !" bakugou barked, small sparks shooting out of his palms as he kneeled at the foot of kirishima's bed in pursuit of the black haired boy. kirishima swiftly swoops in and grabs his friends arm, quickly putting his finger over his mouth
"shhhh, man !" kirishima shushes. " if we're loud, class rep's gonna hear us !" he hisses.
"or worse, mr. aizawa..." kaminari whimpered.
all four boys share a shiver.
afterwards, bakugou sighs, acting as if him almost literally blowing up at his friend a minute ago hadn't happened and gets up to sit on the side of the bed.
"well whatever, i'm satisfied." he says, a little yawn leaving him "my folks gave me some ideas so i'll use those too." his eyes zip around the room and back to the floor, then he closes his eyes and speaks so quietly kirishima barely catches it
"you guys' idea isn't horrible either so i'll keep it in mind..thanks." he utters a quick " 'r whatever." before suddenly getting up and practically sprinting to the door.
it's quiet in the room as everyone sits stunned and kirishima is the first to speak again "o-oh yeah, no problem man, anytime !" he beamed, though still slightly shocked.
"yeah, no problem..!" kaminari can't seemed to decide if he wants to smile or be stunned. his mouth stuck in an awkward half-smile-half- '°O°-' face.
" course." sero raises a thumbs up and a small smile.
bakugou grunts to himself, graces his friends with a simple "night." then pulling the door open quietly, looking around the hallway quickly before swiftly creeping out the room, closing the door behind him. the boys quickly reciprocate the goodnight quietly before he can fully close it. he stutters at the door for a second longer and kirishima knows he heard them then, so he's satisfied.
it's quiet in the room for about 5 seconds after bakugou's left.
"dude, for some reason that made me feel all warm inside..is that just me ?" kaminari hummed, pressing a hand to his chest.
"nope, me too" sero admits, sighing to himself.
"yeah, same here" kirishima says as well, smiling to himself " he really cares about yn, huh ?"
"i can give him that, yeah" sero stretches, getting up so he can jump onto kirishima's bed.
"dude" he lifts his head up "your sheets do smell like ass." sero snickers.
" I- AM-GONNA-WASH-THEM !! "
afterwards valentines day comes around. the boys don't have valentines of their own but when they see you and katsuki hand in hand, with you holding onto those cute pink heart balloons from the mall, wearing a sweater a little too big for you and a valentines day gift bag in your one hand, with bakugou holding onto a bag of take-out and offering them a single side glance and a nod with a half smirk on his lips, they feel extremely proud of themselves. bakugou reminds himself to tell his friends he owes them one.
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angelltheninth · 11 months
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Seven Minutes in Heaven with Bakugo
Pairing: Bakugo Katsuki x Fem!Reader
Tags: fluff, suggestive, kissing, making out, teasing, confessions, possessive Bakugo, Bakugo is bad at feelings
A/N: Decided to feed all my Bakugo fans this morning.
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"Seven minutes alone with you. Fucking annoying." Bakugo stuck his hands in the pockets of his pants and leaned against the back wall, which wasn't very far from you. It was a pretty small closet, barely lit and getting hotter by the moment thanks to Bakugo's quirk.
When the two of you got chosen you thought you saw a ghost of a blush on his cheeks but it was quicky ruined by his sour grimmace. He grabbed your hand and led you away, acompanied by the yells and kissy noises.
"Don't give me that. I've seen you looking at me when we train." And he would always look away when your eyes met. But you could also feel his eyes burning a hole in you when you were studying or out on missions. He was always careful not to let you out of his sight, and not to be caught looking.
Bakugo frowned and bared his teeth, "That's cause you're a screw up!" He walked up and got in your face, "I can't take my eyes off you." Those words where more of a whisper then a yell, his hands now grabbing your shoulders, "Don't start with me woman, it won't end well for you."
His eyes kept looking at your lips and even lower, grip flatering when you looked too.
"To be honest," your hand pulled gently at his tie, eyes half lid as your lips approaced each other, "I can't take my eyes off you either."
"S-shut up. Just shut your mouth already. You're pissing me off." A moment later his lips were on yours, heated words replaced by hotter kisses, his warm breath warming you up as you took sharp inhails. "I'll shut you up myself. Your voice is only good while you're making noises like these."
You were about to ask what he meant when a hot hand found yours and intertwined your fingers together, the other on your thigh, right below your skirt. The moan you let out sounded foreign to you, your voice dripping with desire.
"That's batter. Like you even more when you're like this." He probably didn't notice his confession, his mind elsewhere, lips on yours, tongue swirling and pushing, your hands distracting him further as they pressed against his belt buckle. Your head was a mess too, barely able to catch his words but hanging onto them, onto him like a life line. "So bold. You want it here? What if that door opened and everyone saw you on your knees?"
"You'de such a pervert." You bit at his lip before licking at the bite mark and going back for a kiss. "I thought you didn't like me."
"I don't have to like you to do these things." His words were so jumbled together you barely understood him, but it gave away his feelings more then he wanted to.
The door opened right as his hand snuck under your skirt, the two of you jumping apart, eyes wide, clothes askew.
"Finally!" Kirishima yelled and clapped, grabbing at his friend to pat him on the back. Bakugo snarled at him to back off and again took you by the hand, gentler this time.
"My room. I ain't gonna take care of this myself when you're the one who riled me up." You couldn't help the smug grin on your face as you left the party, hand in hand with your, now confirmed, mutual crush.
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thefiery-phoenix · 7 months
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YANDERE KIRIBAKU HEADCANONS
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As we all know, Katsuki Bakugou, aka the deformed looking hedgehog with angry pomeranian problems is a VERY AGGRESSIVE and POSSESSIVE ASF Yandere, not to mention slightly delusional too 
Daddy shark on the other hand, is a very doting yandere and wants to provide the BEST of the BEST for their darling and absolutely LOVES to smother their darling with affection and all that other shit. He is also a very OVERPROTECTIVE one might I add
Having Kirishima around is actually helpful for you since whenever Katsuki gets moody (like, WHEN IS he NOT moody? Lol, I make sound like some moody teenager with anger issues. Oh wait...*insert surprised pikachu face here*) , he tends to take his anger out on his favorite toy, aka you, but lucky for you, Kirishima intervenes and makes him stop acting like a spoiled and bratty child. Kirishima knows how to handle the situation and might even make it easy for you to handle. The way he behaves, you almost forget that he's a yandere,  (NOTICE!! I said, ALMOST) until you try asking for ''certain things'' and you try escaping in which case, OH BOY, I PRAY for you, you're basically toast
It's quite obvious that boom boom boi and rock boi are the dominant ones in the relationship meaning, you're the sub! Congrats and have fun ;)
If they catch you escaping, well... good luck with dealing with their punishments since they can be pretty brutal.... They might say some mean things to you which will also be followed by a few slaps here and there and basically, doing whatever they want with you
But aftercare with them is like 5 star treatment. If you fall into a state of depression and overwhelming sadness that has the look of a puppy getting kicked, they won't be able to stand it since they love you to death and they care for you okay? You're THEIRS and they can't let their darling precious angel enter such a horrible state now, can they?
Aftercare is typically done by you getting squished like a tomato in between them where they'll whisper soothing and sweet things into your ears and try calming you the FREAK down and stroke your hair and give you head pats and massages and especially LOADS of hugs and everyone favourite things: CUDDLES!!!!! They might even let you watch a movie of your choice if you're feeling really down as hell
You'll love the aftercare these strong bois have in store for ya pal. After an escape punishment, Bakugou will still be pissed at you and leave you there but Kirishima will take care of you. He'll make excuses for Bakugou and comfort you. Bakugou will have calmed down by then and he isn't the type to show affection and all that most of the times anyways, so expect to be spoiled to DEATH the next day by him giving you breakfast in bed and he won't exactly apologize but actions speak louder than words, don't they?
They will not hesitate to kill ANYONE who comes in their way. PERIODT. They aren't picky anyways about who to kill. Remember that man who was giving you the wrong look? Eyeballs gouged out. Bones? broken into pieces. Limbs? Ripped apart and torn to shreds. Hotel? Trivago (Lol, I did it again, so proud of myself :) )
If Bakugou snaps, it'll be like some mad dog has finally bitten him, but don't say that to him if you want to go deaf for a whole day. Anywho, if he snaps, good luck dealing with the uncontrollable pomeranian and I offer you my best wishes to you and Kirishima. He won't snap out of it easily and it usually involves him losing control of his emotions where he will hit you and Kirishima. Of course Kirishima WILL protect you and not let you get hit. What sort of man would he be if he lets you get hurt?
Bakugou will eventually realize what he's doing and finally go back to normal and will end up actually apologizing for once in his life and things might go back to normal (Well, as normal as they have been when you've been kidnapped)
If Kirishima is the one to snap, Bakugou won't stop it for a bit. He will calm you down if things start getting too much. If he feels that Kirishima is going too far, he'll just give him a whack on the head that'll ''wake'' him up and all that. Kirishima will go back and forth between spoiling you two and calling himself despicable for two weeks until you and Bakugou do something. If both of them snap... well... you get yo runnin' shoes and hide the HECK away from them and you start getting depressed 
When they get to know about your mental health state, don't be surprised if you wake up in the morning surrounded with over 50+ oversized hoodies and your favorite things. The root of their affection comes from one word. Cuddles. They will cuddle all day and not want to move unless one of you gets hungry. They will give you kisses and shit too but cuddles are their forte
Once you develop Stockholm Syndrome, damn do these two spoil you. They let you get whatever cute outfit you want but they limit if it's more of a household outfit vs going out outfit. Their extremely dominant side comes out because you're timid or rebellious nature has died at this point
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gamergirl-niffler · 4 months
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Paintings
Yesterday I saw a comment by @grossograsso! Who was asking where did I get the Kirishima painting.
Here is the thing... I didn't buy it, I made... I mean, I painted it!
I already showed a few of my stuff here, they aren't anything special, but still are something.
Here is the said painting! I just saw this cute Kiri in one of the episodes, and I was like; I need to paint him.
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So I took the screen, traced it on paper, put it on canvas and painted. I did it in almost one night!
Sadly I don't have all the pictures from the process but let me tell you! He looked so goofy at some point, but he got better.
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I add metallic paint to all my paintings, so of course Kiri has some too! His whole... thing he has on his head + his eyes are painted with shiny paint!
ON THE TOPIC OF MHA PAINTINGS!
I also painted him!
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I just saw this scene and I looked at Kiri, and I was like; he needs a buddy!
Again Shoto on paper, drawing on canvas and paints
It took me a little longer, I made a little mistake while painting him. I used spray paints that are SUPER liquid and I didn't put any paint under them, and they soaked through the canvas and into his hair and costume (which were blank at the time)
It kinda made me mad at myself that I did such a mistake, so I put it away for a bit of a time, but eventually I returned to it AND SOMEHOW COVERED THE LEAKS!
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Of course, just like Eijirou, Shoto also have a metallic paint on him.
The metal parts of his costume + his eyes are made with Metallic paints.
I am super proud of them because THEY LOOK SO PRETTY!!!
They also need their buddy so... since I feel so much better, and I mostly recovered after Covid, I have this guy ready!
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megukins · 1 year
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Naughty Mischief
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𓆩♡𓆪 Katsuki x satan's daughter!reader
𓆩♡𓆪 genre: smut
𓆩♡𓆪 a/n: I wrote this trash a while ago so I'm sorry if it's bad. Also you guys are like 18-19 here and you participate in it too so your bf won't be the only one.
𓆩♡𓆪 synopsis: You tease the fuck out of you boyfriend during NNN to see how long he can last before he cracks.
𓆩♡𓆪 warnings: smut, dubcon, mentions of cum, dry humping, marking, masochism, rough sex, public sex
𓆩♡𓆪 words: 1.9k
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You knew what you were doing was tormenting him. Which is why you got a kick out of it. You told your boyfriend about the challenge No Nut November where you go a whole month without cumming or masturbating.
You knew it was a lunch break right now, so it was your chance to send a bold message. You run to the bathroom, pull your shirt down a little to show some cleavage and stick your fingers in your mouth back and forth, sending a "I wish this was your fat cock instead." 😩 You shake with anticipation to await the hot head's reaction. Five minutes passed and still no response.
"The fuck is he doing, taking a shit?" You mumble.
You tap your foot impatient, finally receiving a response after around 10 minutes, which read "Wtf, you didn't even give a warning! Two can play at that game"
You roll your eyes which was typical of him since he's so competitive.
You've been sending your boyfriend daring messages all of yesterday through today, knowing the impact it had on him. He avoided making eye contact with you as it would only make it worse. His friends were worried about him trying to ask him what's up.
"What's the matter, Bakugo? I've noticed you've been avoiding Y/N. Did you two get into a fight or something?" Kirishima asks, Kaminari standing over his desk too to see what's up.
"It's none of your fucking business!" He scowled.
"Typical reaction from him..." Kaminari mumbles.
Mr. Aizawa walks into the class with his usual expression and monotonous tone.
"All right, everyone settle down. We'll be having a training course today, so get your hero gear on."
Everyone rushes to get changed.
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You take this time to tease him again, which was perfect. Your outfit was quite revealing, almost more revealing than Momo's since your quirk is demonic powers and you're the daughter of satan.
It didn't help the situation at all. All the boys were staring at you, a few either having nose bleeds or blushing red. You always wore a cloak over your hero costume so they had no idea what you truly looked like underneath. The costume accentuates your curves.
"Whoa, I had no idea Y/N was that sexy without her cloak on." Mineta practically drools.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing wearing something revealing like that!?"
He wraps his arms around you to cover your exposed flesh.
"It's part of my hero costume, Katsu. Is that a problem?"
"Hell yeah it's a problem! Take it off!"
"Mm, what happens if I don't?" You place a finger on your chin.
"Then I'll fucking take it off myself!"
"And let everyone see me naked? I thought only you could see me exposed."
"Enough you two." Aizawa speaks up, you two break apart.
He then explains how today would go and what to expect from you all. Everyone had to split up in pairs. It's 5 groups because the number is uneven, Todoroki, and Momo, Deku, Mineta and Uraraka, Kirishima, Sero, and Kaminari, Tokoyami, and Shoji, You and Bakugo, Iida, Tooru, and Ojiro, Tsuyu, Jiro, and Mina, and Sato, Aoyama, and Koda.
You two wander off in the woods somewhere, afraid you're lost.
"Uhh, Katsu? Are we lost? We probably should've stayed close by." You say, receiving no answer.
He shoves you up against a tree, pinning your wrists.
"Now we're alone. Listen here you little shit, I'm tired of your bullshit! It's driving me insane!"
He grips your wrists harder.
"Katsuki stop gripping my wrists so hard! The little messages you gave me made me on edge as well!" You confess, biting your lip hard trying your hardest not to look at his muscular figure.
"Look at me when I'm speaking to ya!" He grabs your chin. "This is all your fucking fault. I've had to endure so many hard ons and couldn't relieve myself because of this damn challenge." He spat.
"You don't have to do it if it's too much for you~" You tease.
You narrow your eyes towards his crotch seeing that he has a boner right now. He cups your left asscheek hard, eliciting a moan from you.
"I should punish you for not covering up, letting them see you like this. That damn nerd got a nosebleed and I saw Icyhot staring too. Shit, even Shitty hair had a nosebleed. I bet you enjoyed the attention being on you." He starts.
His large hand cups your other cheek, activating his quirk. You push your head into his chest to muffle your moans. He lifts your head up, pulling on your tail.
"If I were to just pull on your tail-"
"KATSUUU NOT THE TAIL!" You squeal, beating on his chest.
"So that is one of your weak spots." He gives his signature shit eating grin.
He rubs it up and down slowly.
"S-seriously, stop! What if someone catches us!"
"Then I wouldn't give a fuck. The poor fucker would just have a nice show." He says bluntly.
He continues pulling on it, enjoying the face your making.
"Ka-tsu-ki stoppp..."
"What if I don't want to?"
"Then I'll make you cum right now so you can lose this stupid challenge. Be ashame if that were to happen. I mean, it is only the sixth day." You say hoping it works.
"I'm not losing that fucking fast, if anything you are!" He retorts.
"How so?"
"Your sex drive is higher than mine! Your fucking horny every single time you look at me!"
"That's so not true at all!" You fold your arms.
"Oh yeah? Then look at me right now. Go ahead, prove me wrong which you can't, you never can."
He puts his hands on his hips waiting impatiently.
"Uhh I can't because um-"
"Because you proved my point! Every time I'm near Shitty hair and the others you tug on my arm so we can go into the bathroom to either make out or so I can eat you out!"
"What about when you want me to blow you hm?"
"It occurs every once in a while! With you, you always expect me to eat you out which ends up messy then they wanna know what the fuck I was doing all this time." He finally finishes.
"It's not my fault you're so damn fine."
You don't dare look him in the eyes knowing it would boost his already huge ego even more.
"That so?" He smirks, cupping your chin forcing you to make eye contact with him.
Your eyes shut tight not wanting to succumb to him.
"Fine you win! Asshole." You mumble the last part.
"Of course I did. I always win no matter what." He flaunts.
"Give me your hand right quick."
He raises his brow but doesn't question and complied anyway. You make him grab your breasts, tweaking your nipples and start to grind against his crotch, moaning.
"Fuck!" He nearly chokes, letting go of your nipples.
"What's the matter, my 'big' explosive king?" You say in a tone trying to sound innocent yet seductive.
"If you wanna make me cum, you gotta try harder than that, babygirl~"
He pins you against a tree again. He bites your neck hard to leave noticeable hickeys so they know you belong to him and only him. He discards his costume, yours following soon after.
"Katsuki..."
You look at him with lust in your eyes, licking your lips. He smashes his lips against yours, the kiss starting out passionate but soon getting sloppier and spicer. You ruffle your hands through his spiky locks, your tongues doing the salsa.
"I can't handle this shit anymore."
He bends you over, slamming his cock slowly into your asshole while pulling onto your tail. You hiss at the new feeling but then gets used to it.
"Wait Katsu, w-we're doing this right now?" You bite your lip trying not to moan.
"You need to learn your fucking lesson. The only way I can do that is by fucking you since your so horny all the time." He explains, speeding up his thrusts.
He flips you around to face him, placing his hands on your shoulders and rams his fat balls inside your pussy.
"A-ahhh~ do it harder..." You practically drool as your masochist natures starts to kick in.
"Tch, fucking masochist."
"Well you're fucking this masochist." You say back smoothly.
He ignores you, adding more force into his ramming. He rams into you at a more animalistic way, your ass, thighs, and boobs jiggling uncontrollably. Your eyes start to roll into the back of your head as you felt like you were in heaven.
"Fuckk me faster daddy~" You say desperately, knowing that got him for sure.
"I'm gonna fuck a baby into you if you fucking call me that again."
He rams faster, sweat dripping all down his face and arms. Your tongue hangs out, you end up moaning his name louder and louder for everyone to hear. You felt he was close, as he tries his hardest to hold it in, but ends up failing and pulls out of you quickly, his cum dripping over your tummy. The sight was too much for you to bare, as you cum right after him, both of you all sweaty and panting hard.
"Looks like we both lost." You chuckle.
"I'll win next year for sure!"
"Good luck with that... Let's hurry and put our clothes back on before someone sees us." You rush to put them on, admiring his nude body.
"Take a picture, it lasts longer." He says, eventually putting his clothes back on.
"I could say the same thing to you earlier." You roll your eyes.
"Damn I probably should've nutted on your ass instead." He cups both cheeks again, squeezing them roughly.
"Leave my ass alone!" You squeal while puffing up your cheeks.
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You two were the last ones to return back to the location Aizawa requested.
"What took you guys so long?" He folds his arms, tapping his finger on his arm.
"We got lost and almost got ambushed!" You blurt out.
"Is that why you were screaming earlier?" Bakugo asks, smirking.
"Yes, it was." You glare at him.
"As long as you guys are back then everything is okay." Deku sighs in relief.
"It's not like anything could happen as long as Bakugo is with her." Iida says, relieved nothing happened to you two.
"What exactly were you two doing?" Tsuyu asks, curious.
"N-nothing at all!" You immediately get flustered at the memory.
"Judging by the stuttering I'd say it was something naughty." Mina smirks, nudging your arm.
You walk up to Bakugo whispering something that would get him riled up.
"Next year I'll go above and beyond, this was just childs play." You whisper to him, seeing how it's still November but it's no point since you both lost on the sixth day.
"Then I'll make sure to have you cum the first day!" He says confidently, everyone staring at him weirdly.
You hide your face in your arms from embarrassment.
"I feel like living under a rock for the rest of my life..." You groan trying to erase the embarrassing vibe you're feeling off.
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willowser · 5 months
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haiii willow!! i was reading through your work (as i usually do when I’m on here) but i wanna know your thoughts on whether young, early 20s bkg - who currently has a thing for reader - would he feel this impending urge of sexual attraction?? i feel like at that point of time he wouldn’t be having much sex, if any at all but ofc reader is beautiful and sweet and gorgeous!! do u think he’d ever have moments where he’s ogling or he’s just back in his bedroom and all he can think are perverted thoughts and he’s like, “fuck.”
i will continue stalking ur page and reblogging so that’s all! love u🩷🩷🩷👼
oh i am smooching you smooching i say, bc i love this scenario it is my freaking bread and butter 😌✨️🩷
i think he definitely would !! not a total clueless virgin, but he's not really feeling it with anyone, and maybe hasn't for a while—if ever. and maybe he's just like, eh i've got more important things going on rn than who i'm having dinner with i hardly have time to have it with myself 🥺
bc i imagine early 20s bakugou very specifically, especially after what's going on in the manga, so i can completely see him being so sidetracked and not even interested in romance—and then you come along 🥺 and i think it would take him a while to get there, honestly, like. he's got you in the back of his mind for a whole year, even. doing his best not to think about it, but every now and then when things are quiet, his mind is wandering until he's thinking about how you wish him a stupid good morning ! every day and always make small talk with him about all kinds of random shit 😒🥺 he resists the idea that you give him butterflies and tries to tell himself you make him sick LOL
but then—something happens. something small, i think, that is such a non-event but it launches you to the forefront of everything, all at once. maybe you say something funny that makes him do his little evil smile or ask him a question and really listen to what he's saying with big beautiful eyes or you wave at him as you pass each other in the hall and kirishima is with him and then turns to him, grinning so fucking wide, and he's like "bro....why're they smiling at you like that ?? 😏😏😏" and that has bakugou thinking to himself.....oh shit........are they smiling at me like that ??? and then he's so totally gutted by the fact that—he wants you. oh man, he wants you so bad. and i've said this before but i think because he tries to fight that feeling for so long, once he finally accepts it, he's like full speed ahead. he opens that door and it's like the floodgates, the dam has broken, he's neck deep the minute he stepped over.
and i really think bakugou's attraction to someone—like his deep, genuine, heart-achy kind of attraction to someone—is based on who you are, and so the more time he spends with you and the more he thinks about you and the more he gets to know you, it just builds and builds and builds LOL and then that sexual attraction comes bull-dozing in, i think. and i love to talk about this but he thinks he's so not a meat-head that thinks with his dick but he definitely catches himself checking you out and is SO MAD LMAOOO
he's also such a—make a plan, make it happen kind of person, so once he decides he can't stand doing nothing, he's trying to figure out how to make you his. and in trying to plan that out, he's going through scenario after scenario, thinking about what differently he could do when he sees you and how you'll respond, imagining it late at night, dreaming about what you'd say and what you'd do.....what that would lead to, eventually AND HE FEELS LIKE SUCH A PERV LMAOOO he's such a dork
god i literally could go on and on about this forever you don't understand akdhfjskkq this is one of my favorite scenarios for him it's just my default thinking state this point LOL hiiiii friend !!! tysm for asking !!! 😌🩷✨️
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lilianvanrouge · 10 months
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Bakugo & Kirishima x Bakugo’s Pregnant Ex Reader Angst
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It all started with what you and Bakugo both thought was a bug. You were nauseous and throwing up. You then went to the doctor where they told you you were pregnant. You began to panic mentally believing that Bakugo didn’t want any kids. How right you were. But you tried to think positively and break the news to him during dinner.
You did you’re absolute best to make sure everything went great. You cleaned the house, ran him a bath, and made all of Bakugo’s favorites. When Bakugo came home that night he knew something was up.
“I’m home,” Bakugo groaned.
As you expected he was filthy and sweaty like he normally was after work.
“I ran you a bath upstairs!” you said, setting the table.
“Thanks,” he gruffed.
He went upstairs and got in the tub. You went up stairs shortly after him.
“Katsukkkiiii-” you said, slowly opening the bathroom door.
“What the hell do you want?” he gruffed.
He was enjoying his bath.
“I came here to scrub your back!” you sang.
“Fuck off,” he said.
“I brought you some boneless hot wings!” you sang as well.
“Tpht! Come in,” he said.
You brought the plate of hot wings in with toothpicks. You also brought in some celery sticks and ranch, which Bakugo didn’t like.
“Thanks, Dumbass. But I told you to stop bringing the stupid ranch and shitty celery. I don’t need them while eating anything spicy unlike you,” he said.
You chuckled as you as you scrubbed his back. He began to relax and closed his eyes.
“So did you go to the fucking doctor like I told you?” he asked.
“Yeah. They gave me some pills,” you sighed.
He opened one eye before closing it. Once you were done cleaning his back you left him clean clothes on the toilet and went back to cooking. Once you finished cooking Bakugo came down just in time in a black tank top and sweatpants.
He immediately took notice that you cooked all his favorites.
“The fucks all this for? It’s not my birthday?” he asked.
“Can’t I do something nice for you?!” you said annoyed.
He then marched up to you as you backed away until you hit the wall. He then kebadon you with his chest against yours. He then grabbed your face, squeezing your cheeks hard while forcing you to look at him.
“No. Now your sorry ass is going to tell me what’s fucking wrong with you?!” he growled.
“Better now than never,” you thought looking away.
“Hey!! Look at me when I’m fucking talking to-” he shouted.
“I’m pregnant,” you said, bluntly.
Bakugo let go of you and everything went dead silent. Bakugo’s face went blank as his eyes lost their shine.
“What the hell did you just say to me?” he muttered.
“You got me pregnant,” you said.
Bakugo pulled out a chair, slumped down on it, and rested his forehead on his thumb and index finger. He closed his eyes and scowled looking like he had a headache.
When he opened his eyes again their shine were back along with an angry look.
“We’re getting rid of it,” he said, coldly.
“What?!” you said in unbelief.
Tears began forming in your eyes.
Bakugo then shot up and shouted, “Do I fucking need to repeat myself?!! I said we’re getting rid of it!!”
“But I want to keep the baby!!” you shouted, crying your eyes out.
Bakugo clicked his tongue and glared at you.
“Tch! Fine then,” he growled.
He then went up stairs and you followed behind him. You were constantly asking him what he was doing, but he didn’t answer. He then kicked opened the door to your shared room.
“Katsuki, what are you doing?!” you panicked.
He then went into your closet and pulled out his suitcase. He immediately started throwing his clothes in there. You started screaming and tried to stop him, but he swatted you away with his fist and hit you in the eye. You fell backwards and hit your head against the dresser.
He then closed his suitcase and began stomping towards the door.
“Noooo!!! Please don’t leave me!!! Please don’t leave meeee!!!” you screamed, crawling after him crying.
“IT’S EITHER THAT THING FUCKING GOES!!!” shouted Bakugo, pointing at your womb.
“OR I GO!!!” shouted Bakugo, pointing at himself with his thumb. “WHICH FUCKING IS IT!?!”
His eyes looked a bit watery.
You looked away closing your eyes crying. Bakugo scowled and walked out the door.
“NOOOO!!!” you screamed.
You ran after him and wrapped your arms around his waist. You continued begging and crying for him to stay. Even as you got dragged down the stairs and to the front door.
“Katsuki, please don’t leave meeee!!!” you cried.
“I already fucking gave you a chance you bitch!!!” he shouted
Bakugo then slapped you in the face and you fell on the porch letting him go. He then got into his car and drove off into the night. Two weeks have gone by and nobody has ever seen since that night. Everyone was getting worried about you.
~Kirishima’s P.O.V.~
I just got done defeating a villain with my friends.
“Man, it’s been forever since I last saw (Y/N). Have any of guys seen her?” I asked, exhausted.
“Now that you mention it; I haven’t see (Y/N) in a long time too,” said Midoriya.
“Yeah, without her around, it’s been a lot harder to fight and capture villains. Bakugo, have you seen her?” asked Todoroki.
“Why the hell are you asking me, Half N’ Half?!!” shouted Bakugo.
“Because you’re her boyfriend,” said Midoriya.
“Tch! We broke up,” Bakugo mumbled.
“WHAT!?!” shouted Midoriya and I.
“No wonder she hasn’t come out. It must be so hard on her to see Bakugo after she broke up with him. I might as well go see her by myself,” I thought.
After my shift was over I drove over (Y/N)’s house to see her. I rung the doorbell a few times, but there was no answer. I was getting really worried.
I tried to open the door and to my surprise it was unlocked.
“This isn’t good,” I said to myself.
I ran inside to see (Y/N)’s house in a complete mess! I ran all around the house looking for her before I finally found her locked inside her bedroom. She was rolled up into a ball on her bed crying.
“(Y/N), are you okay?!!” I asked.
“Do I look okay to you?!!” you screamed.
“Of course not! Stupid question,” I thought.
“(Y/N), I don’t know what Bakugo did to make you break up with him, but everything will be okay,” I said.
“I didn’t break up with him!! He broke up with me!!” (Y/N) cried.
“What?!” I said.
“If anything, I thought (Y/N) would break up with Bakugo,” I thought.
I helped sit (Y/N) up and sat next to her on the bed. I threw an arm around her trying to calm her down.
“Why did he break up with you?” I asked, calmly.
“He wanted me to get rid of the baby,” (Y/N) muttered.
“WHAT!?!” I shouted.
“What type of man leaves his girlfriend when he gets her pregnant?!!” I thought.
I was shocked at first, but it then became anger.
“Come on!! We’ll go talk to Bakugo now!!” I said angry.
“No! You and I both know you shouldn’t force Bakugo to do anything he wouldn’t want to do,” you said.
“But still! You shouldn’t let him treat you like this!” I said.
“He’s just trying to have this all settle into his mind,” (Y/N) sighed.
“Sigh, you can’t live alone like this. You need to get your life back on track. I want to see back at work tomorrow morning,” I said seriously.
“Sigh. Don’t worry, I’ll be in bright and early,” (Y/N) said.
I smile and stood up, but she quickly wrapped her arms around my waist.
“Please. . . Please don’t leave me,” she cried.
“How about you spend the night at my place? I’ll help you clean your house tomorrow,” I said.
I held (Y/N)’s hand and walked her to my car. When we arrived at my house, I offered her a spare room, but she said she’d rather sleep with me. She really didn’t want to be left alone.
I woke up the next morning to see she wasn’t in bed with me!?!
“Did she run away?!!” I thought.
I ran downstairs while struggling to put my shoes on.
“Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I should’ve known that she would try to run away. She’s still probably afraid of-” I said.
I stopped talking as I hopped passed the kitchen seeing (Y/N) cooking breakfast. I immediately felt bad and stupid. Once we ate breakfast we went to our hero offices to do hero work.
Once we arrived at scene where the villain was together. All of a sudden something hit me that should’ve before.
(Y/N)’S PREGNANT!?!
If she or her baby die or get injured; I would never be able to forgive myself. All of sudden Todoroki and Midoriya came.
“Oh thank God!” I thought.
During the whole fight, (Y/N) had the common sense to be on the defensive and long range attacks without me even telling her. We all celebrated defeating the villain, but out of nowhere Bakugo appeared.
He saw (Y/N) jumping around celebrating with Todoroki and Midoriya, but she hasn’t seen him. Bakugo clicked his tongue and tried to leave.
“Hey Bakugo, where do you think you’re going? Don’t you want to talk to (Y/N)? She is pregnant with your baby,” I said.
He then grabbed me by my throat and threatened to blow me up.
“Keep your damn voice down!! I don’t need this getting out!!” whisper yelled Bakugo.
“Come on, man! She’s been crying for weeks hauled up in her house you abandoned her in!” I said.
“I didn’t abandon her!! I fucking broke up with the bitch!” Bakugo growled.
“Still she’s been miserable and hasn’t been taking proper care of herself because of you!” I said.
“Because of me?! Those were her dumbass choices?!” Bakugo said.
“Can you atleast talk to her, man?” I sighed.
“Tpht! Hell no. Let here deal with her own fucking problems,” he said, walking away.
“What are you talking about?! You’re the one who got her pregnant!” I said.
“Yeah. Yeah. Whatever,” he said, waving me off as he walked away.
When work was over all of our old classmates from U.A., except Bakugo helped clean (Y/N)’s house. We all made sure to keep Mineta and Kaminari out (Y/N)’s bedroom and laundry room. I was the last one to try and leave, but (Y/N) stopped me. She was dead set on never being alone again.
As she slept in her bed; she was holding onto me tightly. I frowned and patted her head, thinking about how Bakugo won’t be there to father his kid and support (Y/N).
Months passed and (Y/N) was now heavily pregnant. It was clear that she was pregnant with more than one baby. We just defeated a villain by using (Y/N) as long range attacks and defense. I was getting extremely worried about her now that everyone can see she’s pregnant.
“Tpht! Should she really be moving around that much?” I heard someone say.
I looked around the corner and saw it was Bakugo. I smiled seeing him concerned about (Y/N).
“So you really do care about (Y/N), don’t you Bakugo?” I asked.
“Yeah right, you Redheaded Loser!! She doesn’t mean shit to me!!” shouted Bakugo.
“Dude, come on. It’s stupid clear you want to get back together with her. And her due date is coming up really fast. You have to be there for her,” I said.
“HELL NO!!! SHE CHOSE THAT DAMN BRAT OVER ME!!!” shouted Bakugo, tearing up.
“Well it’s her first child, can you blame her?! Bakugo, how can you do this to (Y/N) after everything you both went through?! You were even closer to her than you were me, and now you throw her away over something you did?! At least just sit down and talk to her if you’re not going to help with your children!” I shouted.
Bakugo look taken aback once I said children instead of child.
“I don’t fucking care about (Y/N) anymore. I don’t care how many times she fought by my side or the times she saved my life. I am not fucking helping her with those parasitic brats in her,” Bakugo choked.
BAKUGO WAS ACTUALLY CRYING!?!
He then shoved passed me and stomped away. I was frozen at what I just saw and had no idea what to do.
The work day was now over and I was at (Y/N)’s house. We were both laying in the bed, which became normal by now. (Y/N) was hugging me and was burying her face in my side. I truly wondered what was wrong, since she was happy all day.
“(Y/N), is everything okay?” I asked.
I then felt wet where (Y/N)’s face was. I then heard whimpers coming from her.
“Is she crying?!” I thought.
“I heard everything,” she said, into my side.
My eyes widened and I was at a loss for words.
“(Y/N). . . I’m sorry,” I said.
The next thing I knew (Y/N) kissed me!?! I didn’t know what’s happening now!?!
“Kiri, I love you. . . Please, never leave me like Katsuki did!” she cried, on my chest.
I stared at her full of sadness before saying, “I promise. I promise to never leave you. And I promise to never take you for granted. How about we take the next few days off?”
(Y/N) and I took the next five days off from heroing and became closer. I never spent so much alone time actually having fun with (Y/N). All the times we’re with Bakugo, Ashido, and Kaminari. Bakugo and Ashido were the only ones in our friend group to spend some alone time with her, even though she was also really close with Midoriya and Todoroki.
It was now the fifth night of our vacation with us going back to work in the morning. (Y/N) and I were sleeping in bed or so I thought.
CRASH!?!
I woke up and saw that (Y/N) was gone. I ran down the stairs trying not fall and saw the lights on in the kitchen. I quickly ran over and saw (Y/N) on the floor with water around her knees and a broken bowl. (Y/N) was on the floor crying.
“What’s wrong!?!” I asked.
I then saw that her water broke and it was time for the babies. I rushed (Y/N) to the hospital and everyone from our class came to witness her childrens’ birth, all except for Bakugo.
Five years have gone by now and (Y/N) and I are now married. Bakugo was furious about this and still resents about seeing his kids. It took a long time for Bakugo and I to become friends again. He was just grateful that there is someone now to support (Y/N) and the kids he had with her.
~Author’s P.O.V.~
You were cleaning the house with Kirishima upstairs napping. Your children were running around playing upstairs. That’s when you heard the doorbell rang and you went to answer it. Once you opened the door it shocked. Something you wouldn’t in a hundred years.
It was Bakugo with flowers. You just stood there not knowing what to say. He saw that you were wearing the necklace he gave you for your birthday while you two were dating back at U.A.
“Can I fucking come in or not dumbass?” he asked, not making eye contact.
“Oh?! Sure!” you said, snapping back to your senses.
Bakugo came inside and handed you the flowers.
“So where are the two little brats I put in you anyway?” he asked.
“Mommy!” said your daughter.
That’s when Bakugo saw his youngest child and only daughter. His eyes widened seeing that she was an exact mini replica of him with puffy pigtails. He was speechless with his mouth open.
“Who the hell are you?!” said your daughter, rudely.
She even had her father’s glare.
“Katsuki, this is your daughter Katsumi,” you said.
Bakugo just stood there looking awkward. That’s when his first born son came downstairs, the true perfect clone of Bakugo.
“Mommy, who the hell is this guy?!” said your son.
“Junior, stop that! And you too, Katsumi!” you said.
“So they’re both named after me. Seems like you have some sense after all,” said Bakugo, proudly.
That’s when your second son showed up.
“Mommy, I’m hungry. Feed me,” demanded your second son.
Bakugo eyes widened.
“How many fucking are there?!” shouted Bakugo.
“Six,” you said.
Bakugo almost passed out.
“Here’s them in order: Katsuki Jr, Katsuo, Katsura, Katsuro, Kazuki, and finely Katsumi. Katsuo is the one with brown hair and brown eyes like your father. Katsura is the one with black hair and red eyes. Katsuro is the one with white hair and red eyes. Kazuki is the one with the dark gray hair and red eyes,” you said.
Bakugo fell on the ground and passed. You were speechless.
“The hell’s his problem?” asked Katsuo.
You had to drag Bakugo onto your couch; where he began to wake up to the presence of your new family. Bakugo began groaning with a major headache.
“Kids, go play outside,” you said.
They listened and went to the backyard.
“You okay, man?” asked Kirishima.
“Why the hell are there so many?!!” Bakugo shouted.
“It just happened, so deal with it!” you said, tuff.
Bakugo got up and looked out the window to see his children.
“I thought you said there were six, not seven of them?! Who’s the fucking redhead?!” asked Bakugo.
“He’s ours, Kenji. I was surprised when he was born with red hair. Now all he needs is a scar and he’ll look just like me,” laughed Kirishima.
“If he gets a scar because of you. I will make sure you’ll regret it,” you said, seriously.
Kirishima nervously chuckled. The three of you sat down and talked about your lives. Bakugo finally decided to make more effort to be there for his kid, but he wasn’t on the level of having them stay with him yet. You told him to try to play with his kids at the moment to try and build a relationship.
Bakugo walked in on your kids playing soccer. He offered to join them, but the sextuplets were hesitant. Kenji on the other hand wasn’t able to understand the situation. He thought all his siblings were his full blooded siblings with his father instead of half blooded with Bakugo.
“No thanks, we want to keep it an even number,” said Katsuo.
“What the hell are you talking about?! There’s seven of you!” said Bakugo.
“I’m the ref,” said Katsumi.
Bakugo went back inside your house annoyed. When you asked him what was wrong he snapped at you.
“Katsuki, what’s wrong?” you asked, concerned.
“Your fucking kids are the problem!! Why didn’t get the damn abortion like I told!! I knew I shouldn’t have fucking come!!” Bakugo shouted.
“So that’s all it took?! One visit and a denial from your kids to make you never want to see them again!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!?!” you shouted, crying.
“Bakugo, you need stop!! I really thought you wanted to make amends, man,” sighed Kirishima.
“Maybe I should leave for a while,” you sniffled.
“Good!! Fucking go!! And I don’t care if you come back alive!! DIE FOR ALL I CARE AND I MEAN IT!!!” shouted Bakugo, in your face.
He snatched off the necklace he gave you and it broke. You ran out your house crying and got in your car and drove off.
Kirishima was extremely pissed and was turning red. Kirishima threw the first punch using his hardening that bruised Bakugo’s cheek and broke his nose. That’s when a full out brawl started in your living room. When your kids came back inside, they snuck passed the two fighting grown men and went upstairs. The fight was about to end with Bakugo holding Kirishima by his throat against the ground.
“I’m going to fucking kill for stealing the only girl who ever loved me!” growled Bakugo, crying.
“Daddy!!” cried Katsumi, referring to Kirishima.
Kirishima flinched never seeing Katsumi cry since she was a baby.
“Beat it brat!! I’m fucking busy!!” shouted Bakugo.
Katsumi, grabbed a pillow from the couch, which was the only weapon she could. Since she and none of her siblings developed their quirks yet. She began hitting Bakugo on the head and he reacted by swatting her away. Katsumi the turned on the TV and turned it to the news channel.
Bakugo and Kirishima froze hearing the news mention you. You were pronounced dead in a car crash from villains in a car chase who were also under the influence of alcohol. You were on a stretch and your body was blurred for censorship of your injuries. Katsumi was grateful they stopping to see what she wanted to tell them.
Bakugo and Kirishima immediately drove of to the hospital. The news was right, you were dead. Bakugo and Kirishima were breaking down crying seeing your injured corpse. You were unrecognizable. All your old classmates and friends began rushing to the hospital to see your dead body. Nobody knew what to do.
Two weeks passed and it was now your funeral. Your friends spared no expense finding someone with a quirk to turn you back into your normal form to say goodbye. Also to make it easier for your kids not wanting them to be even more scarred at your funeral. Everyone was crying, even Bakugo, his kids, Todoroki, and etc. They were now at your burial ceremony as everyone began to leave, except Bakugo.
“Dammit! This is all my fault! If I only didn’t yell at her! If only I didn’t let those damn brats get the better of me! If I only took responsibility for getting her pregnant, then she’ll still be alive! All those times she risked her life and thrown everything away to save me, and I couldn’t do the same thing in return! It’s truly is my fault she’s dead!” cried Bakugo.
“Yes, it is your fault,” said Kirishima, putting a hand on Bakugo’s shoulder.
Bakugo glared at Kirishima. Kirishima stated that in your will, one of your last wishes is for Bakugo to help take care of his kids. Bakugo looked down at the ground imagining a reality where he accepted you being pregnant. Then you would have never Kirishima and his biological son Kenji wouldn’t exist. Bakugo could still be living with you and his kids in the first home you two shared.
Kirishima awaited Bakugo’s answered. That’s when your children came for Kirishima ready to begin grieving at the banquet that they won’t be able to eat at. Bakugo side eyed Katsumi and she flinched. Bakugo took a knee and put your necklace that he fixed on Katsumi. Bakugo vowed to take care of the only things that were left of you through his children and Kirishima’s son with you.
At the banquet videos were shown of you that brought tears to everyone’s eyes. Bakugo began crying seeing pictures and videos of him and you back at U.A. His heart began breaking seeing the videos of his children as babies seeing the look of you being consumed with unmeasurable love for your babies.
It was now your children’s bedtime and Bakugo and Kirishima put them to bed together. Downstairs in the living room was all your friends from U.A. Together they vowed to look after your children and avenge you by destroying the villains that killed you, and took you away from and your children.
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"Lost It though, lost that privilege with a hundred more."
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"your heart’s compatible mine breaks alone."
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synopsis// bakugo is too little too late
pairing// katsuki bakugo x gn!reader
word count// 2.4k
contents// angst. like just angst. hurt/no comfort. pro hero!au. brief mentions of puking for anyone who has problems with that...
notes// this is super cringe bc i wrote it many moons ago and im only posting this bc i want it out of my drafts NOW... its ruining the rest of my GOODISH drafts. get out of here. leave. also guys you are NEVER going to believe this... this is inspired by a song... i know i know... how new and exciting and never before done by me right? its inspired by sweet talk by dear and the headlights (SO GOOD DEAR GOD)
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Bakugo is stuck staring at his phone screen—or more specifically, the email within it—when Izuku busts out of the bathroom and into the living room where he’s lying.
“Did you get the email?” Izuku asks almost breathlessly.
“What do you think, nerd?” Bakugo rolls his eyes before turning his attention to Izuku, who’s only in a towel. “Izuku, why the fuck are you naked right now.”
“I was taking a shower!” he defends himself. “Are you going?”
he scoffs. “Why would I want to go to a reunion filled with our shitty high school classmates?”
Izuku sighs and rolls his eyes. “Because it would be good for your hero image?”
He hums. He hadn't considered that; he was thinking of something else. Bakugo asks, looking away, “Uh, do you think they’ll be there?..” 
“Why don’t you text them and find out?” Izuku states the obvious.
“You know I’m not doing that,” Bakugo scowls.
Izuku rolls his eyes and starts walking back to the bathroom as he calls out, “Then suffer!!” 
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You’re sitting on your bed glaring at the email on your phone, and you don’t even realize you’re doing it until your boyfriend, who you didn't even noticed had entered the room, speaks up;
“Y/n?” he calls out softly.
You hum lowly in faint acknowledgment.
“You’re glaring at your phone,” he points out quietly.
“No, I’m not,” you mumble.
“Did you get the email?” he asks through a short laugh.
You sigh and nod, only for him to take your phone and turn it off before shoving it in his pocket. “Kirishima-“
“Don’t kirishima me,” he says, sitting next to you and pulling you into his embrace. “What good is glaring at the email gonna do?”
“Make it delete itself, I don’t know,” you mumble against him.
He hums and places his head atop yours. “Do you not wanna go?”
You groan and bury yourself deeper into his embrace. “It’s not that I don’t want to go; it’s just that… I don’t know. I don’t talk to any of them except for you-“
“I would hope so; I’m your boyfriend,” he interrupts with a poor joke.
“Kirishima,” you deadpan.
He kisses the top of your head. “Sorry, continue.”
“Like I was saying,” you continue, “I fell out with everyone like a year after coming to America…"
He nods, “I get it.”
You pull away from him slightly to look at him with a frown. “You don’t talk with any of them now either?”
He shrugs and gives you a small smile. “I mean, I talk to Denki and them once in awhile, but maybe this is exactly what we need to reconnect with our old friends, you know?”
“Yeah, maybe,” you mutter, turning your gaze to your hands, which have been fumbling with the hem of your shirt.
He frowns before placing a hand on your chin and tilting your head upward to look at him. “So?” he asks expectantly.
A small smile tugs at your lips. “So we’ll go, Kiri.”
He returns your smile, but even wider. “Good, I really didn’t wanna go by myself.”
“You were gonna leave me?” you exclaim dramatically.
He stifles a laugh. “Well, not anymore!”
You turn away from him. “Nah, I don’t wanna hear it—you're fake.”
He mumbles, “Shut up,” and rolls his eyes before grabbing your face and kissing you. You smile into it. Yeah, who cares if you haven’t talked to half of those people in a few years? This could be good! Maybe you’d even reconnect with your old best friend; Lord knows you’ve been dreaming about it since the moment you two fell out in the first place…
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The closer the reunion got, the more on edge you became, which explains why on the day of, you were in your hotel bathroom with your head in the toilet, throwing up. Kirishima rubs your back soothingly as he sits on the edge of the tub.
“We can skip it and get a flight back home, y/n,” he suggests softly.
You shake your head and flush the toilet before wiping your mouth with your hand. “No, we didn’t fly all the way back here only to fly back because I can’t handle my nerves.”
he sighs. “I don’t care about that; I care about you being comfortable,” he says as he helps you up.
He laughs when you smile at him, teeth and all. You have to think about why he’s laughing for a moment until it hits you and you slap a hand over your mouth. “I have puke in my teeth, don’t I?”
He nods, his laughter dying down. “You might.” He kisses the top of your head. “Can I trust you to get ready without puking again?”
You shrug, your hand still over your mouth. “Maybe.”
Kirishima hums. “Good enough,” he says before kissing the back of your hand that covers your mouth and then leaving you to your own devices.
Now that you’ve puked up all your nerves (for the most part), you’re able to get ready with ease, but it isn’t until you’re finally at the reunion that your nerves start acting up again. Kirishima quickly noticed this when he felt how clammy the hand he was holding had gotten.
He squeezes your hand reassuringly. “Say the word, and we’ll leave right now, y/n.”
You shake your head. “No, Kiri, it's fine really..”
He grabs your chin with his free hand and forces you to look at him, his eyes looking straight through you. “Promise?” 
You nod against his hold. “Promise.” 
Before Kirishima can get another word in, he hears someone call him from a few feet away. He lets go of your face, but his hand remains in yours as he turns to see Denki and a few others waving him over. He turns back toward you and looks like he’s about to invite you along, but you shake your head and have to practically rip your hand out of his.
“Go!” you urge him. “Go reconnect with them; that’s what we came here for, right?”
He frowns and reluctantly nods. “What about you?”
You give a lighthearted shrug. “Don’t worry bout me, Kiri, just go.”
He sighs and gives you a quick kiss before waving goodbye and making his way toward his old friends, leaving you awkwardly standing there. Once he’s out of sight, you sigh and look around like a lost puppy.
“Well, this is fun,” you mumble.
You're drinking some random punch you found that you’re pretty sure is spiked, but don’t mind, for a few more minutes when you spot a familiar blond spikey-haired boy in the distance. You’re not sure what comes over you, but the next thing you know, you’re abandoning your drink on a random table and running toward him.
“Katsuki!” You practically scream as you roughly pull him into a hug. “You have no idea how happy I am to see you!”
He groans and tenses up at the contact but hugs you back regardless. “Didn’t know you were coming… Can you let go now?”
“Last minute decision,” you remark, squeezing him even tighter, “and you say that yet you’re still hugging me too, you know.”
You feel him grow warm in embarrassment before he lets go of you. “Your turn, dumbass.”
You laugh as you let go of him. Who knew someone could miss being called a dumbass? “I really am happy to see you, Katsuki… It’s been so long!”
Bakugo hums in agreement and shoves his hands into his pockets, a habit he can’t seem to get rid of. “Yeah, I’m happy to see you too, y/n.”
“So, what’s new?" you inquire cheerfully. "You know, besides being the number two hero and all.”
He narrows his eyes at you, and had you not previously been his best friend, you would’ve thought he was about to tear you a new one. “Says the number one hero in America?"
You wave him off. “Ah, that’s nothing,” you say coyly. “But seriously, what’s new?”
“Just hero shit, honestly,” Bakugo shrugs. “you?” 
You open your mouth to tell him about Kirishima but quickly come to the conclusion that that’s a terrible idea. Had Bakugo been a normal best friend, then yes, you would tell him in a heartbeat. The problem is that he wasn’t just a normal best friend. For the entirety of highschool, you and Bakugo were stuck in this limbo of not just best friends but not quite lovers, so talking about boyfriends when he was almost yours simply doesn’t seem right.
“Y/n?” he asks impatiently.
You laugh slightly. “Sorry, uh, same with me, just hero shit..”
Bakugo looks at you in suspicion, removing his hands from his pockets just to cross them. “Doesn’t seem like it.”
You avoid his stare, which is a horrible mistake; now he'll really know you're hiding something. “What?” 
“You were gonna say something else, so just say it, dumbass,” he adds, narrowing his eyes at you.
You laugh nervously, staring back at him, “I wasn't g-“ 
“Y/n just say it; we're—we were best friends; I’m pretty sure you can tell me anything at this point.” He cuts you off, but his tone is surprisingly gentle.
The problem here is that you weren’t just best friends.
You sigh, knowing he won’t let up until you just tell him, so you might as well get this out of the way now. “I have a boyfriend,” you mumble nervously.
Bakugo’s heart drops, and he thinks he just went through the five stages of grief within ten seconds before asking, “You have a boyfriend?”
You awkwardly clear your throat and offer a small smile. “Uh, yeah!” 
In disbelief, he scoffs and mumbles to himself, “You have a boyfriend…”
You nod. “Katsuki, are you okay?..” 
He completely ignores you and snaps out of whatever trance he was in. “So who is he? Some American dude?”
You mentally curse him for asking who. “Uh no, it's, uh, it's actually Kirishima,” you nervously laugh.
Bakugo can feel small sparks starting to light up within his hands and wipes them against his pants. “How’d that happen?” he says blankly, as if he’s mentally checked out, which at this point, he’s trying to.
You’re surprised by his curiosity and overall lack of hostility, but you’re happy about it nonetheless. “Oh, well!" you explain happily, no longer fearful of it being awkward, "We had met up when he moved out to America, and, um, I don’t know, we just clicked, I guess?”
Bakugo scoffs to himself. “What, couldn’t have me, so you went with second best?”
Before completely processing what he said, you stare at him in complete disbelief. “What the actual fuck, Bakugo?” you snap.
His blood runs cold; he didn’t realize he actually said that out loud, and to make matters worse, you stopped using his first name; he fucked up. He fucked up big time. “Shit y/n, I'm sorry I didn't-“
“Don’t tell me you didn’t mean it because that’s bullshit,” you say sternly, pointing a finger at him as if scolding a child. “You know you meant that shit.”
“Y/n-,“ he tries to get a word in.
“You don't get to be mad,” you chide.
“I'm not mad!” Bakugo shouts.
“You’re not mad?” You repeat sarcastically because you know he is. “Why else would you say that, then?”
Bakugo groans, his shoulders dropping. “I don't know!”
You ignore him as suddenly all your pent-up emotions and feelings toward him begin to pour out of you. “What did you want me to do, Bakugo? Wait for you? If you forgot, I did!”
“I never asked you to,” he says flatly, his demeanor tense.
“You didn't have to!” you exclaim. “I waited for you because I loved you! I thought… I thought that we could somehow make it work even if we were long distance, and then you stopped texting and calling, so I picked up your slack! and all I got were one-word answers, so I stopped texting and calling too because I wanted to give you space. I kept telling myself that you just needed space, and you’d come back; you'd text me again, but you never did.”
His eyes glaze over as he remembers what he did to you and how he ghosted you because he thought that would be the best option, and obviously now he’s realizing that was actually the worst option he could have chosen. “Y/n, I'm sorry.”
“I don’t want your fucking sorrys,” you spit out. “You’re a piece of shit, Bakugo.”
He sniffles; he knows he is, he just didn’t want you to know that as well. “Y/n, can we please just forget I said anything?“
You laugh. “No, we can't, because even disregarding what happened between us a long time ago, you still called one of your so-called high school best friends second best to you.”
Bakugo is in defensive mode now; he knows he can't come back from this, so why not make it worse? “You only care because he’s your fucking boyfriend; you didn't give a fuck when I called half of these fucking people here second best to me in high school,” he sneers, his voice shaking with rage.
Your jaw tightens as you nod. You’d say you can't believe he'd throw something like that in your face, but it’s Bakugo; when someone goes low, he goes lower. “Fuck you, Bakugo.”
He notices you turning around to begin walking away, and he's ready to reach out and stop you when you look at him from over your shoulder.
“You know, I really was excited to see you,” you mumble, disappointedly. “Bye, Bakugo."
Bakugo's hand falls back to his side as he watches you walk away. When he hears someone behind him, he fights back tears as his hands clench into fists, angry at himself.
“Kacchan,” Izuku says softly.
Bakugo sniffles and wipes his nose roughly. “Fuck off, nerd.”
He ignores him. “I heard most of it.”
Bakugo turns around to face Izuku, his face red and his jaw clenched. “I’m a piece of shit, aren’t I?”
Izuku says nothing but offers Bakugo a small smile as he opens his arms as if to invite him into his embrace, and yes, if this were high school or middle school Bakugo, he would probably scoff and say something to make himself an even bigger piece of shit and then leave, but this is a different Bakugo—well, different in only some aspects apparently—so Bakugo quite literally falls into Izuku’s embrace, the weight causing Izuku to stumble backwards for a moment before he stabilizes both himself and Bakugo, strong enough to carry the both of them, letting Bakugo cry into his arms.
Katsuki Bakugo was too little, too late.
Katsuki Bakugo would always be too little, too late.
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kywaslost · 1 year
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Hi!! I was wondering if you could write a dadzawa fic where his daughter blames herself for what happens to him in the manga because she feels like she wasn’t helpful in the fight and that her quirk isn’t as great as her dads? Maybe some comfort from him and talking our their trauma together? :)
You Blame Yourself - Dadzawa Comfort
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A/N: Hi! I haven’t read the manga, so sadly I don’t know what you mean and I don’t want to google it and spoil it for myself, so I’m sorry! But I didn’t want to ignore your request, so I’m basing it around the USJ attack. Hope that’s ok!”
    You remember that day as if it were yesterday. The league appeared in the middle of USJ. You and your classmates being split up. Fighting your way back to your father. Seeing his limp body smashed in the concrete. Getting a strong whiff of iron. All you could see was blood. Your father’s blood. All Might was there, fighting the creature that had done this to Aizawa. You couldn’t just stand by and watch the scene unfold. No, your father raised you to never hold back in a fight. But he also taught you to never bite more than you can chew. 
    Your quirk was an exact replica of Aizawa’s, you just couldn’t use it as well. No one could blame you, you’re young.
    You had made it to safety up with your classmates and other pro-heros, trying to fight your way to the front to see what was going on. Present Mic was there, holding you back.
    “No, Y/N,” he said sternly. “You don’t need to see this.”
    “Where’s dad?” you demanded. “Move, Mic!” You shoved him, but he didn’t move. You caught a glimpse over his shoulder, though, the sight startled you.
    “Y/N, get out of here,” Mic pleaded. “Eraser’s ok, I promise.”
    “The hell he’s not!” You screamed, tears brimming your eyes. “Let me help!” You activated your quirk, h/c hair rising in the air along with your capture weapon. “Let me do what dad can’t right now!” 
Mic held you tightly, then sighed. “Fine, but you’re staying up here, out of sight.” He passed you to Kirishima, who was watching anxiously from behind. “Keep her up here. I’m going down there.” When the red-head nodded, Mic screamed, using his quirk as he got closer to the nomu.
You tried your hardest to keep your eyes open, but the temptation to close them was growing stronger. You felt weak, and like the villains below you were too strong for you. Your body felt heavy.
“Y/N, you ok?” Kirishima asked worriedly. “Maybe you should---”
“No,” you muttered, blinking before reactivating your quirk. “I’m ok.” Not a moment passed before your eyes slipped shut again and Kirishima had to catch you before you hit the ground.
Fast forward a few weeks, and you were curled up in the corner of the couch in your home. Aizawa was out of his cast, and moving on his own. Hizashi kept a close eye on him from the counter as Aizawa made himself a cup of coffee. 
“Would you like a cup Y/N?” Aizawa asked from the kitchen. 
You shook your head no, not daring to meet his eyes. You felt guilty, like you could have done more to help him during the USJ attack. “No, thank you.”
“You sure?” he asked in reassurance. “You haven’t been sleeping well. I can tell."
“Everything alright, listener?” Hizashi rose from the counter and walked over to sit beside you on the couch. “You’ve been quiet.”
Aizawa came over as well, kneeling in front of you. He sat his freshly made cup of coffee on the floor beside him. “Y/N, look at me.”
Your hair hid your gaze from your dad, but both him and Hizashi heard you sniffle, then watched as you wiped at your eyes. “No.”
“Y/N,” Aizawa said sternly. “Loo. At. Me.” When you didn’t answer him, he turned to Hizashi. “Can you give us a minute?” The blonde nodded, rubbed your shoulder gently, then walked down the hall and to his study room. 
“I’m sorry,” you whispered shakily, beginning to cry. “I’m so sorry, dad.”
“Honey, what for?” The older man rested a hand on your knee and rubbed it gently. “You have nothing to be sorry for.”
“I should have done something,” you responded, sniffling. “I could have done more. If only, if--”
“Hey, no ifs.” Aizawa stood slowly with a grimace, then sat down beside you on the couch. He wrapped his arms around you and slowly pulled you into him. “Part of becoming a hero is making mistakes. It also means learning not to think ‘what if…’. That only makes everything worse.” Shouta pressed a soft kiss to the top of your head. “You did amazing back there,” he reassured. “Kirishima and Hizashi told me what you did, how you took over for me when I passed out. And I’m so proud of you.” He rubbed a hand up and down your arm as you leaned into him. “You’ve grown so much. You haven’t been able to use your quirk that far away yet.”
You sniffled with a giggle, wiping at your nose with your sleeve. “Yeah, I’m pretty proud of that.”
“You should be.” Aizawa sighed and looked away for a moment. “You know, I kind of feel the same way, like I could have done more.” He smiled gently down at you, finally meeting his gaze. “Here’s another lesson, talk about things. Never hold them in. Whether you talk to me, or ‘Zashi, other teachers, or a therapist. Trauma isn’t funny. Don’t think I haven’t noticed how you have nightmares every night now.”
“How did you know?” you asked quietly. “I’m sorry, I thought I was being quiet.”
“Don’t apologize,” Shouto responded. “And, I know because I’ve been having them too. And so I get up about four times a night just to check on you and Hizashi.”
You hummed, “oh, That’s why I keep waking up, if it’s not from a nightmare.”
“It’s just me,” Aizawa reassured. He pressed another kiss to your head. “Do you feel any better?”
You nodded slowly, thinking. “Yeah, I think so. There’s still things I want to talk about, but I don’t think I’m ready. I think I’ll talk to my therapist about it.”
“Good deal.” Aizawa stood with a grunt. “Now come with me to go check on your other dad. He’s probably worried sick. You know how he is.”
You laughed quietly, jumping up and hugging Aizawa’s arm. You clung to him like your life depended on it because in the end, you’re only 15, but you still needed your dad there every once in a while.
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eijiroukiriot · 6 months
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why do you see bkg as trans?
i've had this ask sitting in my drafts since like august BECAUSE i knew if i did the question justice it was gonna get VERY long and pretty personal - if i'm gonna talk about it then i gotta talk about it in all earnest. and you've given me the floor to talk about it. so!!
at first i had these typed out as two separate points but i think they go a lot more hand-in-hand than that, so to start - when i think about my own gender and why i can't bring myself to identify fully with womanhood a lot of it is because there's something that feels so free about masculinity. mostly just like because of womanhood on a societal level a lot of my experience as a girl forever has been "you need to think about how your existence makes other people feel. you really need to present yourself in a way that's pleasant for other people. the way you look, the way you talk, the way you conduct yourself - people are entitled to having a say in all that. and if any of that isn't living up to the way it's supposed to be, then that's a fault of yours." here's a vent post i made when i was 17:
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which is mostly really superficial examples of the suffocating expectation of girlhood but it's also so blatantly about bkg. in the moment my thought process was more like "i'm so deeply unsatisfied with so many parts of being a girl, it sounds like there'd be so many less people to answer to if i were a boy" but it's funny reading back on it bc it's like "dude are you just talking about bkg". but then who's a better example of choosing to stomp through life exactly as loud and rude as he wants to be without answering to anyone than bakugou katsuki!! honest about his thoughts in any case!! free to speak as bluntly and rudely as he wants!! never putting up with shit that makes him feel unlike himself!! walks with big wide steps and wears stupid baggy clothes and doesn't care what people have to say about it and doesn't feel worse if they do disagree. grins crazy blasting himself through the air. fights with big windup swings and shouts all the while. huge huge presence and so unafraid to assert it. named himself great・explosion・murder・god dynamight. i think i project a big sense of defiance onto bkg's character because everything he is just feels so defiant to me. there's just a lot that i admire about boyhood and bkg feels like the embodiment of it to me
and then you've got bkg himself, who like- isn't even fulfilling the "doesn't feel worse about himself if he is genuinely not the greatest or kindest" part of it!! bkg's character is so centered around figuring out who he is and like navigating through the mortifying ordeal of existing and not actually liking the person you are and trying to figure out where to go from there- he really thinks he has so much to prove...both in the sense that he DOES want to project this big image and also that he really can't cut himself a break. and then he freaks out when he's not becoming the person he wants to be and picks a fight with deku over it and totally breaks down and picks himself back up and forces himself to seriously rewire the entire view of himself and others that he's had his entire life - he's 16 - and goes to all this teeth-clenching effort to be a better person and has highs and lows and wears himself raw and then comes back to life. well the quality of the later part of his arc is very debatable. but his character is so about just figuring out who he is and kind of failing at it a lot of the time. and then eventually figuring it out and getting confident and stable in it. he makes friends who rib on him because they know he's got a good heart under it all, and moreover he lets them. he gets good at shouting something back and carrying on. you see the amount of conscious thinking it takes him to take some of those steps - rethinking his relationship with deku, the god am i really fucking doing this scoff before he gives kirishima back the money - but a lot of it is just steady growth. growing up. genuinely getting more comfortable and more okay with himself over time. but there's also all these little failures along the way because he's just a kid figuring it out, and also genuinely this anger towards the world for not understanding it when he does assert himself (sports festival....where deku also specifically notes that he knows he's not as confident as he wants to be!)
i haven't really closely reread bnha in a sec so a lot of this is probably a lot of projecting (i know it's undeniably influenced by the picture of bkg i have in my head) and i probably also didn't really clarify anything, because in the end everything bakugou is feels very trans to me. "the image you have of bkg katsuki in your head can actually be so personal" etc. digging into my archives i found this post from years back where i described basically the same stuff about bkg being a teen figuring himself out and saying "so yeah he's trans" without being able to hit it more on the head. kirishima is my favorite most special boy of all time, and i love him in so many ways, but bkg is my cringefail stinky teen boy in w the unshatterable determination to actually go MAKE himself the person he wants to be, no matter how many missteps he makes on the way there. it brings me a lot of comfort to imagine him being a self-made man as a part of the because gender is so confusing and questioning can be so intense. i'm 23 and i'm typing all this about an anime boy so i hope it's evident what a soul-bearingly honest answer this is bc otherwise oh haha embarrassing. but yeah i love that kid. i hope every little victory and day where his voice sounds good to him and glance of his top scars in the mirror feels like one of the high points on the journey
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bicheetopuff · 2 years
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Hi! I just read your reply to mhatheoriesbrainrot's ask about Bakugo and staying true to manga. I'm an anime only and am curious about what you meant regarding Bakugo's character development. I'm still on the fence if should I read MHA's manga or just stick to anime.
I'm placing my whole trust into you. So if you think that it's more worth it for me to read the manga myself then I accept your opinion and thank you for your time. But if you think that it's not worth it to read the whole manga just because of this (not mentioning that anime hasn't covered all of the published manga) then I'll be glad if you could explain how anime "messed up" Bakugo's character development. Thank you so much in advance ❤️
I’m glad you trust me! However this response will kinda be based around my own experience with the manga and anime. Personally, I think reading the manga was just an overall more enjoyable experience and I highly recommend it but I’ll still explain myself.
I’ll start off by saying I’ve only been into mha since the end of last year. There’s a lot of things I didn’t get to see “live” so to speak and I didn’t get to feel frustration or malice towards the studio when they did weird things in other seasons or movies so I was kinda late to the party but I’ll still voice my opinion on everything despite that.
The first three seasons of the anime are great. There’s a few parts here and there where Bakugous characterization specifically is kinda wonky but I think that’s mainly the result of the anime studio putting on kid gloves. To be more specific and to answer part of your question, I’ll elaborate.
During the Quirk Apprehension Test after him and Deku race
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In this scene he thinks to himself about how he uses his quirk and actually shows curiosity about Deku. Kinda keeping a close eye since he’s still not sure how he made into UA at this point. There’s not really malice coming from Katsuki here.
However in the anime, this scene he says out loud “my quirk has more uses than anyone else” making him seem a lot more arrogant than he was. At this point in the story, it was only a few chapters in so yea he was arrogant and cocky but that part of his character has never been a constant. In the anime it’s a constant.
Another scene would be from the sports fest arc right before him and todoroki fight. He goes into the wrong waiting room and kicks the table in front of todoroki out of frustration but, in his own way he reiterates what Deku told Todoroki in their fight (it’s your quirk not his; don’t fight with half of your power; don’t quote me on these, I’m going off memory lol) but in my opinion the anime made this scene seem more like an angry and comedic gag instead of a reaction stemmed from Katsukis frustration with Dekus growth. It’s one of the few times we see Katsuki attempt to mimic Deku to get what he wants and failing and the anime doesn’t make that part very clear.
This one isn’t really a scene but Katsuki is not a casual touch kind of guy and doesn’t just let people touch him. But the anime kinda forced Kirishima onto him where he’s constantly touching him casually? This isn’t like a bias thing cuz it also happens in season 5 with Deku. In the manga when they’re all in the car with endeavor and he complains about having to be so close to Deku and leans really close to the door. The anime changed that and actually made Katsuki lean more onto Deku.
And then there’s the final exam arc where him and Deku have to fight All Might and a lot of his dialogue just gets… cut out. Also after their match Deku sticks around with Recovery Girl to watch what’s left of the other matches (this arc was formatted differently from manga to anime. Instead of each team taking turns, every test was happening at the same time and Deku didn’t watch a majority of them. I think the anime mainly added that format so Deku could see Uraraka freak out about Aoyama accusing her of liking Deku).
It really doesn’t get irritating until after the end of season 3 with Deku vs Kacchan 2. I have no complaints about DvK2, I actually really like the animated fight, it’s mainly how the anime studio deals with Katsukis character after DvK2. He doesn’t have anger outbursts anymore and he actually becomes almost playful with Deku. He worries about his well being and he helps him train with no complaints (more like aggressive criticism) but in the anime they kinda made it so training with Deku was more of a burden for Katsuki in season 5. Him acting annoyed and bored in the one scene we see them training together but in the manga… it’s not that different but the manga kept the playfulness there.
There’s a particular part in season 5 that’s a lot more obvious than the other things I talked about and that’s match 4 of the class A v class B exercise. Manga to anime contradicts each other. 1) before his match starts in the manga he says “follow my lead” but in the anime he says “stay out of my way” which contradicts what he says later on about helping him when he’s in trouble and him doing the same for his team. And 2) there’s this particular scene after Monoma notices Bakugous change in attitude.
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The pan to deku was completely cut out. So it just seems like senseless praise from Kirishima in the anime. It’s not connecting the two dots that Bakugou is changing and that change ultimately stemmed from Deku.
I’m mainly pointing out some of the differences because you asked but I personally don’t care all that much about what the anime studio does because the manga will always be home base for me. However I’m assuming you’re also wondering about the second episode of season 6 which is what everyone’s been talking about.
This… did kinda disappoint me.
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I can’t compare this from manga to anime cuz this entire scene is filler. It wasn’t in the manga and didn’t really have any business being added to the anime. And that goes back to the anime putting kid gloves on the story, none of the characters knew what was happening at the hospital. They were told to evacuate the city incase of a fight. And them finding out about the hospital this earlier is gonna make another scene kinda… lose its sense of dread.
But the way they handled Bakugou specifically in this scene was just kind of gross and contradicts him learning the importance of saving people throughout season 5 and season 6 is supposed to be a really important developmental arc for him. He’s so important in this arc and his attitude changes a lot so him whining like a brat about having to evacuate civilians feels like 2 steps backwards. He doesn’t think he’s better than everyone anymore and he hasn’t for a long time. So it just feels like a throw back to season 1x
There’s other things I could say about the anime like how Uraraka also isn’t done Justice and their inability to take serious topics seriously. The studio focuses more on “hey don’t forget this is a shonen” instead of being faithful to the source material and they just use Bakugous character as comedic relief and have no idea how to characterize him accurately (same with Uraraka) unless Hori is involved (which is why I think the first and third mha movies are garbage). All of that might be a different post but might not be because I don’t really take the anime seriously anymore.
Tl;dr
The anime is the manga with kid gloves. They put the story through a strainer and can’t keep up with characterization very well because of how complex Hori likes to write them. If you want the story unfiltered in its full glory, I highly recommend the manga.
I hope this helps calla but whether you wanna read the manga or stick the anime is completely your decision. The anime isn’t bad by any means it’s just a different experience from the manga.
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this is me trying
part of the forever and always collection
IN WHICH; bakugou hasn't had the brightest past. in the moonlight, his regrets seem to cut a little deeper than usual. after failing to get his hero license, he can't help but feel lackluster to everyone else. he just wants people to know that he's trying.
PAIRING; bakugou katsuki x gn! reader
CONTAINS; reverse comfort, songfic, one mention of reader having romantic feelings for bakugou - disregard that and it can be read as platonic
WC; 1.6k words
BASED ON; this is me trying - taylor swift
A/N; the very first story in forever and always! yayyyy
They told me all of my cages were mental, so I got wasted like all my potential.
“Oh, c’mon!” Kaminari groaned when he saw the TV, dropping his joycon to the floor. “KIRBY WINS!” was onscreen, with a giggling Mina in front. “Someone get her outta here,” He complained. “I’m tired of fighting Kirby all the time!” Everyone was in the common room, hanging out and playing games before heading to bed. I was currently curled up on one of the couches, watching the matches taking place in the middle of the floorspace. It’s only been a couple of days since we received the results for our hero license exam, and the excited jitters have yet to depart.
I laughed. “Kaminari, just say you suck at Smash. Don’t worry, we won’t make fun of you…too much, at least.” I smile teasingly. 
“Whatever. Someone else battle me.” He calls out.
“Kacchan, you should play!” Midoriya volunteers him. "You were really good when we were little.”
“Go against Bakugou?” Kaminari says. “Then get cussed out and have to deal with him yelling at me? No way! Kirishima, get over here!”
“Alright then!” Kirishima accepts with a grin as he stands up from his seat. As I watch him get up, my eyes land on Katsuki. His face was completely devoid of emotion, teeth clenched, blankly staring at the floor in front of him, despite what just happened. We’ve gotten closer as the year progressed, we’re even on a first name basis. Friends - not quite absolute best friends - but we were close either way. And lately…I feel like I’ve been feeling a little more than platonic feelings for him. It’s like he felt my gaze on him - he looked up and noticed my stare.
We made eye contact for a solid amount of time before I looked away, redirecting my focus to the battle between Kirishima’s Meta Knight and Kaminari’s Pikachu. Cheering came from both left and right, my classmates choosing a side. From the corner of my eye, I see Katsuki stand up without a word and exit the common room. He turns a corner, and he’s no longer in sight. I’m not the only one who noticed his exit though; Midoriya did too. His eyes peered over at me, knowing I also saw.
“Do you think he’s okay?” He mouths.
“I’ll check on him.” I mouth back. I stand from my place on the couch. 
“Where ya going, Y/N?” Ochaco asks.
I fake a yawn. “Feeling tired.” I responded. “I think I’m gonna wind down in my dorm, maybe watch a few episodes of my show before heading to bed.”
“Oh, okay!” Ochaco smiles in response. “Rest well!”
The rest of the class says their brief goodbyes - except for Kirishima and Kaminari, their minds far too focused on the Nintendo game. How long have they been at that again? I laugh quietly to myself at the fact that they’re so devoted before leaving the common room. The hallways are dimly lit, but it isn’t affecting my vision too much. I climb the stairs to the fourth floor, where his room is located. I see a little bit of light from under his door, which means he’s still awake. It’s not much light, but at least I know I won’t be disturbing his sleep. I knock on his door, softly saying his name. “Katsuki?”
And my words shoot to kill when I’m mad…I have a lot of regrets about that.
I hear a little bit of shuffling before the door opens. “The hell do you want?” He asks, voice slightly smaller than usual, and without the sharp tone. 
“You seemed a little…distracted earlier. Are you okay?” I try my hardest to make my voice as soft and gentle as possible.
He rolls his eyes at my question. “Why is that any of your business!?” He spits out.
Okay, wow. There’s the sharp tone. I take a breath to calm myself and remind myself not to take his tone to heart. “I dunno, just thought I’d check up on you. You know, as your friend.”
The word ‘friend’ seemed to catch him off guard with the way his eyes slightly widened before returning to their usual cold stare. “Fucking idiot.” He scowls. “Leave me alone. Go bother someone else with your stupid questions.” My brows furrow at his words, a little hurt that he didn’t even hesitate to cuss at me. I nod, about to walk away before I hear a sigh. “Wait.” He speaks, voice quiet and almost meek. I turn around to face him again. “I didn’t mean to insult you. I’m…sorry.” His eyes are downcast, regret filled.
What the hell?
Katsuki Bakugou, apologizing? What is happening? “Uh…” I seriously don’t know what to say. “It’s fine…” My voice trails off into the quiet hallway. Somehow, I can still hear everyone’s rowdiness from three floors above. The two of us stand there awkwardly for a few moments before Katsuki speaks again. This time, his eyes are looking into mine.
“I’ve been frustrated. The whole hero license shit.” He mutters out. “Sorry for raising my voice.”
I offer a small smile “I understand. You wanna…talk about it?" 
He stands there for a moment, seemingly thinking about my offer. He nods wordlessly and moves out of the doorway, silently inviting me in.
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere.
Fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here.
I sat on the foot of his bed as he leaned against a wall. “So, what’s up?” I ask.
“Just been so fuckin’ upset.” He growls out.
“About?”
“About everything!’ His voice raised. “About the stupid hero exam. About Deku, that stupid fucking nerd. I can’t believe he passed but I didn’t!” I knew that he and Midoriya had known each other for a while, but I never knew past the surface level. I asked him about it once, but I laid off after I saw how annoyed he looked. 
“You’re mad about Izuku passing the exam?” I raise an eyebrow.
“Yes, for fucks sake!” He stops leaning against the wall and instead ops for angrily pacing around the room. “Between the two of us, I was the one who had potential. I was the one who was ahead of the curve. I was stronger!” His volume grew. “And then he passes!? And I don’t!? And almost all of you stupid extras pass…it pisses me off!”
“Do you know why you didn’t pass?” I ask him, trying to find a way for me to somewhat comfort him.
“Said it was because I was too harsh.” He spits out. He takes a seat next to me on his bed, head in his hands as he tugged on his hair.“It’s stupid. God, so stupid.”
“Well, I guess sometimes you do need to be more gentle-”
“I’m trying!” He cuts me off with a yell, heading shooting up. “Fuck, I’m trying!” His voice falters, his breaths heavy. “Everyone tells me the same thing! Be more kind, be more empathetic, learn your manners, cool off! And I swear to God, I’m trying!”
I look at him, eyes wide. His own are starting to get glossy. My lips part to try and say something, but no words come out.
“Can’t they see?” He yells, frustrated. He started pacing again. “I know I’ve fucked up. I know I wasn’t the best person, but I swear. I’m trying to change! I’m not the same person I was before, but no one sees me as anything different! All they see me as is the stupid, angry, spiky haired blond guy who can’t be nice for shit.”
He sat down next to me once again. “There’s no way for me to make it clear that I’m trying. To them, I’ll always be the stupid, angry one.” His voice cracked a little, letting the true gravity of his emotions slip through. “There’s no point. Nothing’s ever gonna change.
“Oh, Katsuki..” I say softly. I had no idea that this was how he felt. He felt like his efforts were going unnoticed, like we only see him as an angry boy. “If it makes you feel better, I noticed a difference.” 
His eyes looked at me in surprise. “You did?”
“Yeah.” I smile at him. “Earlier, when you swore at me. You apologized almost immediately. It caught me a little off guard, but I appreciated the apology. That says a lot, you know.” I told him.
“It does?” His voice was soft, almost timid. A complete left turn from what most people in our class are used to.
“It does!” I say in a cheerful-ish tone. A part of me wishes that I could take my cheerfulness and transfer it to him. Maybe it’d make him feel better. “If you weren’t trying to change, would you apologize to me? Or would you say nothing at all and go about your day? If you didn’t feel at least a little guilty and realized what you did was wrong, why would you apologize?” 
He said nothing, like he was silently urging me to talk more.
“I think that little things like that really mean a lot.” I told him. “It really shows that you’re making the effort. And I think that’s important.”
He cracks a small smile. 
“You’re trying, Katsuki.” I place my hand on his arm. “In your own way, you’re trying. Keep trying, and everyone else will catch on too.” I reassure him.
He takes a deep breath. “Yeah, I am trying to make the effort. Don’t wanna be seen as a shitty pro hero. I wanna beat the villains with my actual strength, not my words.”
I giggle at his statement. “You do that, Katsuki. Keep it up.”
“Yeah,” He starts. He seems much more at ease now.
“I am trying.”
I just wanted you to know that this is me trying.
At least I’m trying.
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cashmoneyyysstuff · 2 months
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so i just remembered i don't have any rules set up at all on my page lol ! i haven't gotten any requests that i'm uncomfortable with or anything, but i think it's important to set these types of boundaries as early as possibe, sooooo..!
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before i start with anything else i want to start by saying MY BLOG INCLUDES SPOILERS. i also mark whenever there are any manga spoilers, so you've been warned not once but twice twin !
if you somehow didn't notice, i write a LOT for katsuki bakugou lololol but i'm not against writing for other characters ! but since i don't know if i'll write them as good as my stinky stinky ugly boyfriend, i reccomend you just stick with katsuki when you send me requests !
most of the stuff i write for katsuki is childhood friends to lovers ! it's one of my favorite tropes and katsuki is my favorite character, so the potential of mixing those two is simply too cute to pass up ! we here on my blog enjoy this i lot (i hope yall do at least </3) so if you don't wanna see this repetitiveness, or if you simply don't like this trope, this may not be the blog for you </3
speaking of this, i will not write anything i do not believe a certain character would do. let's say for example you send me a request where a character abuses or cheats on you or wtv. i would rather avoid writing for stuff like this. mostly because i'm not that good of a writer and it's not something i am able to write, but also because if i do not believe a certain character would do this in canon, especially if it's a character that's really dear to me, i will not feel comfortable writing it. i'm sure you can find someone who can write those type of asks for you ! but i am simply not that person <3
i strictly write for fem readers as i am female and feel the most comfortable writing fem reader, but i occasionally do not mention any gender in my fics. this is usually specified !
i stick to writing for katsuki bakugou, as i feel i understand and characterize him the best, but as mentioned before i have no problem writing for others should you ask me to ! said characters include : shoto todoroki, izuku midoriya, eijirou kirishima, denki kaminari, touya todoroki /dabi (wish me luck for that guy lol) it's always fun to experiment with writing for me , but please don't be upset if i don't characterize them how you want or i'll cry :(( (not really) (..unless?)
requests are allowed !! i love writing what you guys thought about and i love that you come to me for it ! it's always a bunch of fun and actually helps to inspire me to write more ! but, please keep in mind that i sometimes am extreeeeemely slow to respond to requests :(( i'm still in school but also like to take little writing breaks. sometimes i feel like expectations that i put on myself stress me out and make me not want to write, which is a horrible feeling. so please be patient and i'll get your ask to you as soon as i can ! <3
readers race stays unspecified at all times ! as a black girl myself, it always feels a little disheartening to see, even if i know it most definitely is not meant maliciously ! however, if you have any specific black reader requests , i'm your gal !
i will not write any nsfw for any character, so don't send me any smut requests pls n thanks !
i will absolutely not write anything related to incest. blood related or not. proshipping or morally wrong reader (teacher x student) pairings are not allowed either, that includes pedophilia, bestiality and all that freak shit as well. please take your weirdo shit somewhere else !
i also generally avoid writing aged up fics. it depends on the request or story, but i don't like writing about things like pregnancy, marriage, children n things like that. not because i find it nasty or anything but bc i get embarrassed LOLOLOL also i'm not fully into that part of the adulting world yet, so i have no idea how to even write it lmfao.
i don't write gore. canon typical violence is fine, but i'm not that good at being descriptive and also it's not really my cup of tea !
i do not write anything for oc's and will not respond to oc asks !
as you can see when you first come in here, my blog is entirely fluffy because i am a major optimist despite myself lololol ! angst requests are fine of course ! but most of the angst i write is either bittersweet or has a happy ending, so you've been warned ! don't come on here expecting heartbreaking angst because i am, for all intents and purposes, a massive baby.
please do not be surprised if i ignore or decline your requests if you do not respect my rules, i haven't had to do this yet thankfully, you all have been amazing <3, but this is simply a warning !
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Ok so not exactly ship bashing bc i don't hate it per se, but not positive either, just something i was thinking
But i remember once when someone was asking some ppl why they didn't like bkdk and/or prefered other ships the response to kr//////bk were sometimes the usual "yea bc abusive" and then some actually caught my attention.
"bc Bakugou can start in a clean slate and be happy without his bad history with Deku"
And i never understood why this sounded weird to me, other than a feeling like Kiri was just being used as some kind of escape. What do you think of it? I'm actually curious
Honestly, I wish I knew myself, Anon. I don't have an answer, but I do have some thoughts.
First, that is just a weird thing to me because... to people who say "Bakugou and Kirishima can start with a clean slate", what qualifies?
Because it's not like their relationship started off like...
"Hi, I'm Bakugou!"
"Hey, I'm Kirishima!"
"Want to be friends?"
"Yeah! Let's be friends!"
*High Five*
No. It was completely opposite. They did not start off with a clean slate. Their relationship started off with Kirishima criticizing Bakugou's behavior and even calling him "unmanly". He did not like Bakugou at first.
Really the person he did start off a clean slate with is Midoriya. Granted, they were kids. But they were childhood friends before it turned sour.
Now, I don't hate KiriBaku. It was one of the first ships I gotten into and I still have a love for it. And I also have favor Midoriya a lot. He is my #1 favorite characters along with another everybody should probably know by now. I am also a multishipper.
With that said, in my earliest days of being in the fandom, I was taken back to see that some KiriBaku shippers actually didn't like BakuDeku, let alone Midoriya.
Why? Well, for BakuDeku, I get it. Ship rivalry and all that. Again, as a multishipper I just don't care for that. Feeling "threatening" by the presence of another ship, having ship wars and saying why this ship is better than this one.
Now dislike for Midoriya, I have no clue. But as I thought about it, and seen some things, I feel like it was because BakuDeku does an upper hand of having more content for them, history be damned. Maybe some people feel like Midoriya is a threat. After all, Midoriya may know a lot more about Bakugou than anyone else. They were childhood friends. And childhood friends is a popular trope.
Now, let's be real here, if Midoriya and Bakugou dated other people, it would be Bakugou who would have more of a problem than Midoriya would.
If Midoriya, in canon, acknowledges that Kirishima is Bakugou's friend, I doubt he would be upset if they dated. Hell, to be jealous would fly over his head because he's the type of person to want people happy. It's Kirishima, he likes Kirishima. He has a mutual friendly relationship with him. If Kirishima and Bakugou dated, Midoriys would root for that.
On top of that, Bakugou really didn't become a top concern for Midoriya until season 3. Before that, he was making his own friends and doing his own thing, including during their middle school days. By that time, Midoriya actually distanced himself from Bakugou. He doesn't follow him anymore. Midoriya was a loner. In fact, after season 3, he still just let Bakugou do whatever without having a say so or following him around. Bakugou always been visible to Midoriya, but he isn't that "possessive" or a "stalker" as some people think he is. Bakugou only became more visible to him because Bakugou made it so. Bakugou just always been Midoriya’s vision of victory and of course, he saddened by where their relationship ended up. He admires Bakugou, but he doesn't listen to his conversations or just "I know Bakugou better than you!"
Bakugou is always watching Midoriya, on the other hand. No, for real, he is always watching him. He almost always has Midoriya on his mind in some way. Even has followed Midoriya and Todoroki just to hear their conversation. It's how he even realized that Midoriya was holding a secret about OFA. If Midoriya disappeared for even 2 minutes, Bakugou would notice. Tells Midoriya to watch him during the Joint Training arc. Ran off with Midoriya at the start of the Paranormal Liberation Arc (says to get payback at Shigaraki, but we all know it was also he didn't want Midoriya to go alone).
It's like the moment Midoriya does anything Bakugou has to be there for it. Not for his own benefit, but because he is aware of the type of person Midoriya is.
He's not like this with anyone else.
He doesn't think about anyone else 24/7 for literally years because he has regrets and regrets he has voiced to Midoriya himself. He even has cried twice in front of Midoriya. He keeps a card, a heartfelt physical symbol of just how he wishes for their relationship to go back to the good times.
Now when it comes to Kirishima and Bakugou... I sometimes feel like people like it because Kirishima, while Bakugou's friend, works as his "tamer". Think about it.
There are people who only like a character when they're in a ship and go as far as to change that character completely through the other character's actions and words for the sake of liking said ship.
If you don't like one character, then don't ship the ship they're in!
Given that Bakugou has a lot of haters, what if some of those haters happen to like KiriBaku only when they can interpret Bakugou as being more "tolerable" because Kirishima can "tame" him?
Kirishima can handle Bakugou because he literally is a thick skinned person. His quirk is a visual gag of that. Anything Bakugou says or do, he doesn't take it to heart. But here's the thing.
He is not the only person.
Everyone doesn't take anything Bakugou says or do to heart. Even Midoriya who just brushes it off or has sassed him back.
I think people just take to shipping Kirishima more with Bakugou and not anyone else is because it is stated explicitly they have bonded (the Kamino Rescue).
That and circling back to the "taming" thing, there are moments where Kirishima does seem to be the one where he reels Bakugou in. Such as making comments like "ooooh, that doesn't sound very heroic" or "BAKUGOU, WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM".
Like moments where he directly scowls Bakugou.
Iida does the same, he's the first one to do it from Class A, in fact. However, there isn't a lot of BakuIida shippers compared to KiriBaku. Again, Kirishima is explicitly stated to be Bakugou's friend. That's not to say no one else is friends with Bakugou.
Here's a guess. Maybe people find that Kirishima can change Bakugou into something "better". And when I mean "better" I mean much less grouchy, angry, more friendly. Turn him into a whole different character to the point Bakugou would be recognized as some OC and not Bakugou.
Kinda funny considering since Kirishima did change himself. His personality stayed the same, but he grew into having a thicker skin, being brave and not hesitating, and changed his hair.
In a way, it's like... "I'm a new person, I created this new persona of myself... maybe I can do the same to someone else".
Which, let's be honest, would be toxic on Kirishima's part via fanon wise. Changing someone into someone else into what you want. Canon Kirishima may call Bakugou out or tease him, he wouldn't go as far as to dictate how Bakugou should be or even change him.
Again, like the rest of Class A, they don't let Bakugou get to them. Tease him about and whatnot, but Bakugou is Bakugou. If they were all the same person, that wouldn't be fun. Everyone is different in their own way.
So, yeah, I do think some people ship KiriBaku for the dynamic, which I see nothing wrong with that. I, myself, like the bond Bakugou and Kirishima have. It's different from their other relationships, and I like different. It's why I ship it. (And yes, I also like it platonically.)
However, other than the dynamic, I think some people ship KiriBaku because they may portray Kirishima as this person who can "change Bakugou into someone else entirely". Like making Bakugou someone else for their benefit because they don't like Bakugou as he is.
Sure, Bakugou is unpleasant at times. But it's not like he isn't aware. It's not like his classmates aren't aware.
If Kirishima didn't like Bakugou for how he is and is extremely bothered by his behavior, he wouldn't have befriended him in the first place and he would have tried to change Bakugou into someone else. Instead though, he just sticks to being his friend and having a laugh and sometimes scowling at his antics.
That's really all I have to say. Again, it's a guess and I won't even say I'm right. I'm not an expert on any shipper.
All I really am is some who happens to like ships and characters for how they are in this fandom.
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