Build it better
Part 3 of Something in the orange
part 2
the long awaited final piece, i cannot thank everyone who rooted for this the entire time enough, you made me happier in the last months i've been in a long long time.
Warnings: Ned and Betty are the true heros in this story.
Summary: Peter is stupid, but he always wins.
You talked Peter into going out, you fought him tooth and nail for the bill, finally settling on “I won’t be your girlfriend if I can’t buy you dinner.” He immediately slid the check towards you.
He walked with your hand laced in his down the street, it was slower now. Most action was done for the day, only a handful of couples or college kids were sharing the space, Peter walked slowly with you and enjoyed conversations about nothing. Like, who would win in a fight, a room full of feral kittens or a room full of preschool kids. You take cats, Peter questions how easy it is for you to count out kids.
“Little kids are terrible with pets, they would be pulling them by the tails and swinging them around by their necks.”
You counter react, “Sure, but it would only take one kid to get fucked up by a kitten and then the rest of them would be terrified.”
Peter nods, “I choose cats.”
The conversation dies down, both of you enjoying being together in silence. That was important to have with someone, don’t get it wrong, you and Peter spend endless amounts of time talking and laughing and theorizing, but there was never a need or push for it. You talked because you wanted to, not because the space would be full of awkward silence.
You should be able to be silent with your person and still know what they’re thinking.
Peter sniffed in the cold air, he was the runny nose when cold type and you were the frozen boogers type, a match made in heaven.
He broke the silence first, he must have known what you wanted the whole day. He also knew you didn’t want to bring it up.
“You wanna talk about it?”
You look over at him, you know instantly what he’s talking about.
You nod, “Yes, please.”
He nods then looks around, “Can I take you somewhere?”
“Of course.”
“You’ll have to ride.”
“I don’t mind a taxi, especially when I’m in it with you.” You winked.
“I appreciate it baby, but I mean a swing ride.”
“Oh.”
Say what you will but swinging around the city with Peter isn’t all that fun for you. It’s all the thrill of a rollercoaster with none of the safety, you know Peter would never intentionally hurt you but accidents happen and he may be alright with a bad spill but you wouldn’t be. He’s taken you around before but it was always your idea that you then regretted so you stopped asking, it always seemed fun until you were in the air with just an arm wrapped around you.
“I know, baby. It’ll be quick.”
You pout and stomp a foot, a little toddler tantrum.
“A taxi can’t take us there, otherwise we’d already be in one. I’ll make it fast, promise.”
You frown.
“I’m not even in the suit, I can’t go far.”
You groan, “Okay, fine. But I’m closing my eyes the whole time.”
“That’s okay.”
“And don’t talk to me, I want no distractions while you're swinging me around all willy nilly.”
“Got it.”
“And I want a tight hold, Peter. Bruise me if you have too, I’ll freak out if you’re too gentle.”
He salutes, “Yes, ma’am.”
“Ready?”
You sigh, “No, but yes.”
“Great!”
Peter steps forward and holds out his hands, you step forward and wrap your hands around his neck.
“Leg up.” He taps on your thigh, you holster it to his hip where he grabs under your thighs to hold you against him, you look down as he holds you.
“Wrap ‘em around me,” You cross your ankles behind his back.
He pats your butt, “Good girl.”
You assume the position and hunker your forehead to his shoulder and close your eyes tight, you hear a thwip and you start to leave the ground.
A powerful shriek is ripped from you, “Arm, Peter! Arm, arm, Peter! Peter!”
His right arm is wrapped around you tight, so tightly it’s nearly uncomfortable and pinchy. It feels extremely secure, you feel brave and peek one eye open to the city cutting by you.
“Are you looking?”
“Don’t talk to me, Peter! Hold tighter!” He squeezes you, you think a little air left your lungs. You welcome it.
The second his feet touch the ground you latch on tighter, squinting one eye open to make sure it was a safe landing and not sudden death territory. You stayed wrapped around him for a second to catch your breath before dropping down.
“Welcome back.”
“Can I still get that ‘I Survived’ metal?”
“Already have it on backorder.”
You look around, you’re on a building. You’re not too sure where though, it had to be close but Peter could also go in the distance in just a few minutes. If you had to take a guess it was somewhere in the business district, tall skyscrapers full of the same office over and over. If you look closely at the buildings across from you, you could see a few offices light up, a couple of guys putting in extra work hours. You wonder if they’re trying to stay away from home because it’s too empty and cold, or maybe they were trying to escape their families.
“Where are we?”
He’s taken you to essentially, the middle of nowhere.
There were things around but nothing of importance to either one of you.
“Where I decided to end things.”
You purse your lips, “Oh.”
It must have been a place of importance to Peter.
“C’mere.”
You follow him towards the back of the roof, a small overhang from the bigger building behind it. You catch the puddle of stained blood on the cement near Peter’s feet. You have an achy feeling it wasn’t his.
Peter notices you looking at it, you realize he wanted you to see it.
“I was sitting here,” He turns to point at the overhang, you can imagine his feet kicking and dangling as he watches over the city.
“And this guy I’d been back and forth with for a minute comes right in, I mean out of the middle of nowhere. And we’re fighting, it’s normal.”
You nod, choosing not to speak, it was his turn to talk, yours to listen.
“And uh,” He pauses to think, he knows there is no easy way to drop this bomb. But he’s come to terms with it, he’s forgiven himself and he’s able to talk about it now. But only with you, only you can get the whole truth.
Peter runs his hands through his hair, you watch as he shakes out his hand after. He’s getting annoyed at the length, you step in to fix it. Reminding him why he’s let it grow.
“I gotta be honest here, honey. I was getting my ass kicked, I hadn’t been getting sleep, you were sick and I was helping you catch up on schoolwork and I wasn't thinking about him. I was busy with other things and I didn’t think he was that serious.”
He notices you frown, he didn’t mean to make it sound like you took the fight out of him.
“I don’t like how that sounds. It wasn’t you at all, I just had my mind on other things and when he showed up I was unprepared. I just wasn’t expecting anything like it that night.”
“I know you don’t blame me.” You shook your head, where was this going?
Peter nods, “Good, where was I?”
“You were getting your ass kicked.”
“Oh, right. Okay, so this guy is just wailing into me.”
You shudder, you never loved hearing about him getting beat up. Doesn’t matter how strong Spider-Man is, that’s your Peter.
He noticed the recoil but continued, “And I was losing, badly. Then,” He lets out a dry laugh.
“Then, he asks me, ‘I wonder if Y/N was here you’d be trying harder?’ and I uh, I totally fucking lost it, Y/N.”
Your breath caught, you always knew that was a fear in Peter’s mind. He always tried to tread carefully with you and Spider-Man so these things wouldn’t happen, he did his best to keep you separated from his alter ego but he guesses he didn’t do it good enough.
This was the first time someone knew who you were in a fight, this was the first time Peter ever lost his temper.
“Is that why you were nervous when I came by to see you as Spidey?”
He nods, if he’s honest he never wants to see you again when he’s in the suit.
“I hurt him really, really badly. After that I just, panicked. I had never done that to someone and I know it wasn’t, but it was because of you. I didn’t do a good enough job at protecting you, and you got looped into something that you have no place being a part of, and then you became a risk. Losing you became a risk.”
“So you broke up with me because even if I hated you, you would still have me in your life.”
It wasn’t a question, the pieces clicked.
“I did.”
“How bad is bad?”
You know in your heart Peter could never kill anyone, right?
“He was throwing me a mean right hook and as soon as he said it I grabbed his fist, and threw him off me. Then I just started punching, I just kept going. It wasn’t even a fight anymore, he stopped fighting back. He couldn’t. And I was so fucking angry he talked about you, that he knew your name and what you are to me. And I kept, fucking, going. He started to gargle on his blood and it sounded so good to me, to know he wasn't able to say your name again.”
You had no words, how could your Peter do something like that? But he wasn’t your Peter in that moment, he wasn’t the delicate touches and tender words.
In that moment he wasn’t Spider-Man, he was Peter using Spider-Man.
“And then he stopped moving. Stopped breathing, stopped choking on his blood. Just, stopped.”
He stared at the blood stain, you hated you were right when you guessed it wasn’t his blood.
“And uh,”
His voice cracked, you try to remember when he stopped making eye contact with you.
He was ashamed. He thought you were ashamed.
“It felt good, it felt really good for a second.” He said the words shakily, sniffling and turning his head to the sky. You knew he was trying his hardest not to cry.
“Then I panicked, all that anger was washed away in a second and I felt disgusted and upset and dirty. And I did a scan on him, he was alive. But barely.”
You couldn’t help but give a sigh of relief, not even for you, but for Peter. You don’t think Peter could ever fully bounce back if he had killed him.
“He’s okay now, right?”
Peter thinks it’s cute how optimistic you are.
“He’s in a coma, still is. But, they expect a recovery. It’s medically induced, his brain is swollen.”
“But he’s okay, right?”
Peter pinched his face, “He’s in a coma, baby.”
“I know, but he’s safe. He’s breathing, he’s getting help. He’s in a medical setting, and he’s alive because of you. You may not think you showed mercy but him laying in a hospital bed is proof that you’re not a bad person, right?”
He ignored the last part, “Okay, he’s okay then. He’s okay.”
“Are you okay?”
“It wasn’t just about keeping you safe.”
You tilt your head, “The breakup?”
“I also never wanted to do that to another person, and I felt like you had a little too much power over that part of my brain. I just felt like I needed a break from you to heal that part of me, and that’s probably selfish but I just couldn’t pretend everything was fine and love you like nothing happened when something did happen.”
“Looking back I think the breakup was a good thing,” He shared a look with you. “Honestly! I realized a lot of that hurt and pain I had was because I put too much on you. I let you give me every bit of my self confidence and worth and when it ended I realized I had nothing to give myself.”
“And when you broke up with me I found that. I found my beauty, and my worth and I grew my confidence and I realized why you loved me. Losing you made me love myself, and that’s a lesson I’ll be thanking you for my entire life.”
“Do you mean to tell me you hated me for nothing and breaking up saved our relationship?”
“I think so.”
Peter hummed, he actually agrees with you.
“Well, do you think I’m a monster?”
“Oogly boogly, I’m terrified of you.”
He rolls his eyes, “Serious, come on now.”
“No. No, I don’t think you’re a monster. I think it may even be a little off putting by how okay I am with that. Not that I think you should do that again, especially with me involved. But, I dunno, Peter.”
You sighed, “I know that hurt you, and it scared you and it freaked you out. I get it, and you show regret and remorse and you changed by yourself, with no one in on the secret you realized what you did was wrong and you vowed to yourself you would never do it again.”
You stepped forward to grab his arms, “You’ve punished yourself enough for the both of us. You broke up with me to make sure you would never do anything like that again. That’s growth.”
“I love you, Peter. And trust me, nothing’s ever gonna change that.”
“You’re a freak for loving a menace.”
You smacked Peter on the chest and pushed him away, “Way to ruin a cute moment!”
“You already told me you loved me, it lost the punch.”
“No I didn’t! I’ve been saving that one.”
“When you saw me earlier, I said ‘love you, bye.’ Then you said ‘love you too.’”
“God damn it, you should’ve pretended you never heard that.”
“Oh, okay.”
Then he jumped up and down with a squeal, he threw his arms around your middle and lifted you up spinning. “She loves me, she really, really loves me. Never a doubt in my mind, cause she loves me!” You laugh pushing at his hands to set you down, “If it makes it better that's exactly what went through my mind earlier.”
You grin, “It makes it better.”
“You make everything better,” He pressed a fat kiss to your cheek.
“You know what this means?”
“Hm?”
“You can be my boyfriend again.”
“Fuck yes!” It was rare to hear Peter curse.
“Not yet though.”
“Oh.”
“I still have to ask!”
“Ugh, well. Can you do it soon?”
“You can do it right now, tiger.”
He narrows his eyes, “No, I don’t think I will.”
“Then you can’t complain.”
“Like hell I can’t.”
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You needed the right way to ask, you were full of ideas but you chose to go big with it.
Not public, you know that would freak him out.
But exciting and sentimental for both of you.
You had been having fun though, the past few days you’ve teased him relentlessly watching him squirm.
Last night you told him, “If you say this one thing to me I’ll make you my boyfriend right now,” His head whipped to yours, “Anything, what?” You try to hide your laugh but fail, “I want to fuck you right now.” His nose scrunched, “Not worth it.” Which ended with a gasp and, “Peter!”
You don’t want to admit it but you’ve been losing sleep over this a little bit.
At first you were thinking of a scavenger hunt, maybe around the apartment that would end in asking him, but then it would feel a little out of place, the prize at the end was you.
Then you thought about taking him out to dinner and asking and while it was a nice idea, knowing how you and Peter are and the history you had, it felt a little formal.
After the third day you had to ask someone who had been through this before, him. He asked you to be his girlfriend in such a cute way too. You both passed notes back and forth all class and they were usually filled with doodles, interesting facts, confessions of want like, ‘I can’t wait to kiss you after class,’ or ‘I miss your warm touch,’ until one day, Sandra, who sat between you two had gotten the note from the opposite table where Peter sat.
You opened the folded paper, biting your lip to hold in the smile. Peering up you looked towards Peter who had a similar grin who then nodded at the paper in your hands, you carefully unfolded it to see a message, ‘Check yes or no: Will you be my girlfriend?’ Except the no wasn’t an option, the options were ‘yes, of course I want unlimited access to you’, and ‘no, I am choosing to deny Peter any more kisses’.
Looking up at him you narrowed your eyes, then held your hand in front of the note so he couldn’t try and make out your scribbles, then rolled your lips in your mouth as you passed it back through Sandra, you didn’t miss the subtle shake of his hands. He was nervous to ask you despite how much he knew he made you feel.
Peter held his breath opening it, you had crossed out his no option, and checked his yes so many times he couldn't see the blank behind the box. Under his no you wrote out, ‘as if there were any other option,’ he scrunched the note up and held it to his chest before stuffing it in the bottom zipper of his backpack, he looked your way and mouthed ‘Thank you,’ you turned your head at him, confusion clouding you, ‘For what?’
Peter just shook his head like you didn’t understand, ‘For being mine.’
You’ll never forget that.
Now you looked at Peter tinkering with the DVD player that had suddenly stopped working, cross legged in front of the TV his shirt bunched as he moved forward straining the fabric.
“Help.”
His head turned around, “Help with what, baby?”
“Me.”
“What’s going on?”
You pout and feel tears pricking, it was so dumb but Peter made you feel so special when he asked and nothing felt right to you, nothing felt like it made sense, was it supposed to? It was just a question, one you already had the answer to. But he made you feel wanted and important and you wanted to deliver the same back.
“I don’t know how to ask you, I’m failing.” You rub at your eye to stop the tears.
“No you’re not, baby. It took me a minute to ask you too, I just went with my gut, do the same.”
You pouted and despite fighting, tears fell, “No tears, c’mon now. No tears, it’s just a question.”
“But, but,” You start to breathe harshly, Peter comes to sit next to you and tugs you to him.
“Slow it down, we’ve got all night. Think about what you want to say, no tears, okay?”
“I just,” You sniffle, “You made me feel so special and important and I want to do the same but nothing sounds or feels right and I can’t copy you.”
Peter presses a kiss to your head, “I promise I’m simple back, I don’t want this to stress you out even more but I don’t care how you ask at all. I just want you to ask.”
“It can be simple and you won’t be upset?”
“Psh, you make me the happiest guy alive. I don’t need anything else.”
“Okay, I’m sorry it’s taking so long.”
He rubs his cheek on the top of your head, “We have nothing but time, I’m not going anywhere and I’m hoping you aren’t either.”
“Never, never ever again.” You lean into his chest and let him hold you for a moment.
“Good. Now, I’m going to leave you so I can fix this thing and then we can cuddle on the couch okay?”
“I love you.”
Peter looks a bit confused because, of course he loves you too but he wasn’t even leaving your sight. In fact if you stretched your foot out you could probably kick his back.
He realizes it wasn’t about a declaration of love, it was you telling him you were trying, and please don’t give up.
“I loved you first and I always will,” He winked, and even though he didn’t need help and it would actually be harder with two people he still asked, because he wants you to feel important to him.
“Actually, baby, can you come over here? I need you to get a cord for me.” He pointed behind the TV, he didn’t need the cord, but pretended he did just to watch your eyes light up and skip to the wall.
“This one, Petey?”
“Yeah, thanks.”
You handed him the power cord, nothing would work now.
Peter pretended to move things around then handed it back, “Plug it back in for me?”
With your back turned he actually did what was needed to fix it, “Turn it on for me, please?”
A click, then the DVD menu came to life, a loud cheer and hands jumped around his back.
“We did it, Petey! Go team us!”
“Go us!” He tapped your bottom and pushed you to the couch, “where you want me, champ?”
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You needed outside help, you had a plan and needed someone to help pull it off and normally it would be Peter but that would be like asking him to wrap his own birthday present.
So, you went to the man in the chair, his best friend in the whole world (you were an extremely close second), Ned.
“I need your help asking Peter to be my boyfriend.”
Betty squealed and bounced up and down on Ned’s bed, sometimes you wish you had a mini Betty Brant on your shoulder to be your own personal cheerleader. When you questioned yourself or felt unsure Betty was always there to double down on confidence.
Ned rubbed his chin and nodded slowly, “I see, I see.” If he had a cat in his lap he would be playing ‘The Grandfather,’ before he could even get another word in, his blonde girlfriend piped in, her smile swallowed her face, you couldn’t help but match it. Her joy was contagious.
“So what are we thinking? A carriage ride in central park? Oo! Maybe some roses and a bottle of champagne? No, no, I know! An aquarium date, he loves the aquarium!”
You grinned and tilted your head as you thought over her options, yours was better.
“I was actually thinking of a virus.”
“Like the flu?” Betty was confused.
“Or like Monkeypox?” Ned was also confused.
“Babe! That’s insensitive, that’s like a thing right now.”
“Would Ebola be better?”
“No! That’s deadly!”
“So is the flu!”
“Oh my god, I cancel myself. Take me off the air, I don’t deserve it.”
You cross your arms in the air calling for a break, “I meant a computer virus.”
Ned seemed taken aback, like giving Peter the flu would actually be the better option.
“A computer virus?” He shared a look with Betty, “Your great idea is giving him a computer virus?”
You rolled your eyes and tugged your laptop from your backpack, “Not him, me.”
Ned looked at Betty again.
“Stop doing that!”
He turned his head back to you, “Sorry! I just thought when you said you needed my help you needed me to get Peter out of the house or distract him with something, not infect your computer.”
Betty nodded in agreement.
“A fake virus!”
“I’m sorry, Y/N, but how the hell will that make Peter be your boyfriend again?”
You tapped your laptop against your forehead and breathed in deeply, “Well, Ned, if you would just let me explain!”
He made a gesture of zipping his mouth and handing Betty the key, which she stuck in her pocket.
“Okay, I have this idea. You put a fake virus on my computer, and I bring it to him and I’m all like, ‘Babe please help me I clicked on something I shouldn’t and now I’m hacked,’ and he’s gonna be like, ‘oh my god, I told you to stop clicking on the side ads’ and then when he tries to reverse it a pop up blocker appears and it says ‘Will you be my boyfriend?’”
You blink at the couple and shake your shoulders, “Well?”
“I think that is absolutely adorable! And so Peter, he’s gonna love it!” Betty beamed with confidence in the plan.
Ned looks to Betty, she pulls the imaginary key from her pocket and hands it back. Ned unzips his mouth, “Oh yeah, he would love that for sure. It’s gonna take me a minute though, if we’re trying to trick him it’s gotta be believable. If not, he's gonna have it figured out in a minute.”
You pushed your computer at him, “What can we do?”
Ned grabbed it and turned in his desk chair, he opened the screen and started to click around.
“We can do nothing, I will do everything.”
You pout, “I can help, Peter says I’m great at helping him.”
Ned raises his brow, “Oh, is that what Peter said?”
You gasp, “Why? Does he say I’m bad at helping?”
Ned questions how he’s going to answer, “Uh, I mean, no?”
You look at Betty and panic, “Am I bad at helping?”
“No, not at all! You’re a great help, I’m glad I have you to support me when I need it!”
Ah, that Betty Brant positivity.
“Do you have any plans tonight, Y/N?” Ned shot over his shoulder, he was curious about his deadline, he also didn’t want to throw Peter under the bus.
“Sleepover at Peter’s, nothing else, why?”
“When do you need this done?”
“Uh, when you can have it done, I guess. There really isn’t a time limit, just sometime this millennium.”
Ned hissed through his teeth, “You drive a hard bargain.”
You squint your eyes at him, he was being sarcastic and said you were a bad helper. You turn to Betty, she looks pleasant and waiting for your question.
“Wanna get pizza? I’ll text MJ?”
Betty hops up and wraps her scarf around her neck, she wraps her hands around Ned’s neck as he whines in protest and presses a fat kiss to his cheek, “Bye babe! Love you, I’ll bring you home a slice of hawaiian!”
“And garlic knots!” His voice was muffled as you shut the door.
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“Fuck, fuck, fuck! Get down, get down!” You whisper screamed at your friends, pulling a hand from MJ and Betty to get them to squat behind a concrete planter outside the pizza place.
Betty freaks out immediately, ducking and covering her head with her hands, she starts whispering a prayer while MJ blinks at her hand in yours and shakes it out. She stands, sees Spider-Man looking at her from a building, then is pulled back down by your vice grip.
“I said get down!”
“Oh my god!” Betty cries.
“You’re safe Betty! Peter is across the street!”
“Oh, okay!” She untucks herself, then circles back, “Wait, what?”
“I told him I was in the district with my parents! He can’t see me here, he’s gonna know I lied!”
Peter knows you lied, he doesn’t know why but he can literally see you behind the planter screaming at your friends.
“I’m pretty sure he’s looking right at you,” MJ blinks at you then peers at Peter through a crack in the planters, he is.
“Oh god, if he can see me, he can hear me.” You groan and look at Betty for help, she shrugs her shoulders.
“Peter?” You whisper out, too scared to actually look at him.
“You’re not him, you dolt. If he’s talking back you won’t hear him.” MJ was always the brain.
“Oh shit. Uh, Peter, if you can hear me do something.”
“It’s like you're trying to prove God exists.” Betty giggles.
You hear the bell of a church across the street chime, double whammy. He hears and sees you.
“Fuck, do I just get up? Pretend this didn’t happen?” You look at your friends for help then let out a scream when a hand touches your back. A guy your age is squatting behind you.
“What are we hiding from?” He’s blonde and has a crooked front tooth, it fits him.
“Who the fuck are you?” MJ was scared of no one. You commend her balls.
“Jake, what’s up?” He reaches out a hand, MJ raises a lip at it and Betty and shakes it enthusiastically, “Betty Brant! That’s MJ and this is Y/N.”
“Let’s maybe not tell strangers our name.”
“Oh. Sorry, MJ.”
“Y/N, you seem like the ringleader here, why are we hiding again?”
You start to get nervous, it was obvious he was hitting on you and he was still touching you.
“We’re hiding from my boyfriend, we’re playing a game and we can’t see each other.”
Jake’s hand rises higher on your body, you notice MJ’s unwavering stare, ready to bite if you call for it.
“Oh cool! Is it one of those race to win scavenger hunts?”
“It’s uh, Betty is he still there?” Betty peaks her head around, “I don’t see him.”
“Awesome!” You raise to stand, his hand floating down your back, brushing against your ass.
“Hey!” You reach back and slap his hand, “The fuck? Did you just touch her ass?” MJ made sure to get the outside patio customers to look over.
“It was an accident,” He raises his hands, Betty humphs at him. “That’s not very gentlemanly,”
“Yeah, yeah. Where’s the ‘boyfriend’?” He used air quotes, you suddenly felt cornered. You don’t know where he went, probably got pissed you lied and swung away.
“Right here,” Peter had appeared from nowhere, his collar buttoned all the way up, sleeves tucked into his thumbs, you knew the suit was underneath.
“This guy?” Jake chuckled a little bit.
“The last guy that said that was struggling to breathe,” You narrowed your eyes at the blonde and Peter rested a careful grip on your shoulder.
“Okay! Let’s go.” Peter started to pull you down the street, you tucked under his arm closer and watched to the side to make sure MJ and Betty followed closely.
Peter pulled all three of you into an alley, he looked at every face and gauged that everyone was okay.
“Next time, we don’t worry about Peter seeing. We get away, okay?”
MJ raised a hand, “I don’t care about you either way, I wasn’t the one that panicked.”
Betty nods, “I’m sorry Y/N lied.”
“Yeah, I’m sorry I lie- wait, what the fuck Betty!”
She jumped, MJ muffled a laugh.
“Oh what? You think he’s not gonna find out you lied to him, as you are literally getting caught in a lie?”
Peter high fives Betty, “What she said.”
“Why didn’t you just tell him?”
You huffed, “Tell him what, Betty?”
She tightened her scarf, “that you came over to, oh.”
“Yeah, oh.”
“Yeah, she couldn’t exactly tell him that, Bets.” MJ came to your defense.
“Tell me what?” Peter looked between everyone.
“Nothing!” All three of you rang out at once and refused to look at him, it screamed guilty.
“Uh huh, right. I’m gonna go back to city watching, get home safe and you,” He pointed at you and made a come here motion, you looked at the ground and pouted, you felt like a scolded puppy.
“Don’t worry about me, okay, just keep yourself safe. I’m glad you had your friends with you and I’m glad I was right there, but next time think for yourself, capisce?”
You nod, “Capisce.”
“Good, c’mere.” Peter leans in for a kiss, both of your friends make a puke sound.
You pull away to leave with your friends and Peter pulls you back in, “Love you,” your face matched his grin, “liar.” You drop your grin and grumble, “Love you too.”
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“Did it die?” You press the keys harder, they clack but the screen stays blank.
“It has a virus.” Ned shrugs, you tap the keyboard sporadically, finally a small figure appears, it jumps up and down on the black screen then makes a laughing sound, ‘Files lost, loser!’ blinks at you.
“It’s inoperable, Ned.” You whine at him and try to bypass it, it’s impossible. You begin to think he actually infected the technology.
He rolls his eyes and bites into his pizza, “I told you it had to be hard, cause Peter would be able to crack it in a minute.”
“Okay well, I need to actually use it in the meantime, any chance that can happen?”
Ned holds his finger in the air working on chewing and swallowing his bite, he breaths in, lifts the pizza to his mouth, “No,” then takes another bite.
You drop your mouth, “No?”
“Nuh uh. Not until he cracks it.”
Betty smiles and taps his shoulder, “So smart, Neddy!”
“No, not ‘so smart, Neddy,’ I can’t do any school work, I need to write my history essay!” You groan and tuck your head into your hand.
“Sorry,” Ned doesn’t seem sorry with his careless shrug.
“Use Peter’s, or if you want I’m going into school early Monday so you can come with me.” Betty shines a smile at you and picks a piece of pineapple off Ned’s pizza, she dropped it in her mouth forgoing Ned’s open jaw, he was saving that piece for last, it had the perfect crust, ham and pineapple ratio.
“It’s due Monday, Bets. I’m gonna have to ask Peter.”
Ned swallows his last bite and begs for Betty’s water bottle, then smiles.
“Good. That was the plan, wasn’t it?”
“I mean, yeah. But also, like, now?”
“No time like the present.”
You huffed and stuffed the computer in your bag before zipping it, “Fine then, I’m going to Peter’s to use his.”
“Or you can ask him to fix yours?” Betty suggested calmly.
“I don’t even know how it looks! I’m not sure this is the best idea.”
Ned raised his hand in the air, it was weird how easily it settled you.
“He’s gonna crack in, then try and find the “corrupted file”,” He used air quotes, “Then a big pop up blocker is gonna take over the screen and it’s gonna say “Will you be my boyfriend?””
You stayed silent, it was adorable and you know Peter will love it.
“And it won’t be instant, right?”
“He’ll have to dig around for a minute or two, just enough to get him in the zone.”
“You’re sure I can’t see it first?”
Ned shakes his head slowly, “Sorry, if I go in now it will ruin it. It will take hours to reset it.”
You nod, Betty notices you stalling.
“You’re not nervous, right?”
You shuffle your feet, “I dunno, maybe.”
Ned guffaws, “What? Why the hell are you nervous?”
You shug and look at Betty, “What if he says no?”
Ned stands from his chair so quickly it spins, “Okay, look. I kept my mouth shut, I learned early that you never stand in between in a couple so I’ve been a good friend to both sides. And, Y/N, I say this with only love, but you are so so dumb. I mean, what kind of a question is that? ‘What if he says no?’ Do you understand what he’s been working towards this entire time? There is only one god damn reason he’s been doing everything he’s done these past months, you. You are the only thing that is keeping him going, he is living on the bare hope of you accepting his apology. I know Peter, if, and I mean if, it didn’t work out he would act fine to you but he would break inside, there would be nothing left to him. You’re all he has, Y/N.”
Ned breathes in and out, “I have never seen love like you two, I have been trying to match up with Betty, to have what you have. And I get it now, I get how Peter can feel so helpless because I feel like that everytime I’m not around her.”
Betty wraps her hands around his neck and snuggles into him, “Neddy, I love you so much! I don’t feel the same when you’re not around, it’s like I have a gaping hole in my chest.”
You shudder, “Is this what it’s like when Peter and I are in the same room?”
“Worse.” They both respond at the same time.
You suck in a deep breath, “You’re right, Ned. I have nothing to worry about, he loves me and he’s gonna say yes.”
Ned nods like you finally understood him, Betty smiles brightly, “You got this, Y/N!”
You smile back at her, it’s impossible not to.
“I love you guys, you know? If you ever repeat this I’ll deny it, but I felt lonely without you guys. After the break up, I mean.”
“Hear that, Bets? She needs us.”
“I did hear that, honey.”
You raise a finger, “I did not say that.”
Ned hums, “I think you did.”
“I really didn’t.”
“Close enough.”
You sigh, “Yeah, yeah. I needed you for computer help, guy in the chair. Nothing more.”
Betty gasps, “She admits it! She needs us!”
A groan rips from you, “I’m going to my boyfriend's house.”
“That’s right, girl! Manifest that shit!”
You sling your bag over your shoulder, “I’ll see you later,” You head for the door and turn back one more to the couple, somehow cuddling closer. “Thanks again guys, I mean it.”
Ned stage whispers to Betty, “She’s acting like she thanked us in the first place.”
“Okay, that’s it. I’m only talking to MJ here on out.”
—-------------
Peter’s door never seemed scarier, despite Ned, you were nervous.
And, fair to him, you didn’t really know why. It was in the bag, you were basically dating already, just without the label. It just felt real now, all the emotions of the three month split ran through you at once. The pain, the hate, the dispare, the confusion, the hurt, the loss. It sucked and you never wanted to go through it again, ever. Not with Peter, not with anyone.
You shake out your shoulders and suddenly a knock pierces the hallway. You don’t remember knocking, then a hand on your shoulder. You jump away and yelp, you turn to see Peter wide eyed.
“You good?”
Your heart races, “What are you doing out here?”
His eyebrows furrow, “I live here, remember? I’m going inside, what about you? You’ve just been staring at the door for three minutes.”
“I uh, you know.”
Yet again, Peter doesn’t know. He pretends he does.
“Right, right. You’re here to spill the beans on your lies.”
“What lie? I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Peter marks a finger against his palm, he’s tallying up a score.
“One more to the list.”
He’s joking, he’s not mad. He’s not even curious, you don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing. You assume it’s good, it means he trusts you, even if you bent the truth.
You push his hand down, “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to lie.”
Peter bounces the words in his head, “You just didn’t mean to get caught.”
“Okay, maybe so. Doesn’t mean I’m not sorry.”
The door opens in both your faces, May’s hair pushes back from the breeze, “Are you coming in or what?”
You pull Peter by the fabric of his jacket through the door.
“Are you fighting? No more fighting allowed in this house, you understand? I just restocked the strawberry ice cream.”
You salute, “No arguing here, just light banter.”
Peter giggles, “She’s lying, May. She’s been lying all day.”
“Oh my god, shut up Peter! She’s gonna think you’re being serious.”
Peter tilts his head, “Am I not?”
“Okay, that’s it. Bedroom, now.” You start to stomp towards his room, May looks over at him and hisses through her teeth, “Looks like you’re in trouble.”
“Why am I in trouble? She’s the liar.” He raised his voice at the end, making sure you heard him.
You did.
“Peter!” You yell out his name in warning, May wide eyes him. “Better get over there, it’s gonna get worse by the second.”
Peter rolls his eyes, “Yeah, yeah. Boyfriend duties, she lies and it’s my fault.”
“Peter, I swear to god I’m gonna kick your ass.”
Your voice comes out muffled, ripping off your shirt you changed into one of his; pajama pants slipping on next.
At last Peter comes in and shuts the door behind him, he raises his eyebrows at your shirt. He hasn’t seen you in his clothes in awhile, you said that was relationship stuff. He can’t help but imagine that means you’re in a relationship.
“What’s going on with you?”
You sigh, “How do I know it won’t happen again?”
Peter’s confused, “What won’t happen again?”
“Breaking up with me. How do I know that you won’t freak and end it if someone finds out who I am, or maybe five years from now things get tough with Spidey and you have to call it?”
He blinks, “I don’t… I don’t know. It’s a shit reason but, I just know I won’t. I can’t promise you more than that, and I’m sorry. You’re gonna have to trust me, you have to trust me when I say I will never do that to you again.”
“Okay.” You whisper out the words looking at his shoes.
“Okay?” He cups your face, you look at him and smile.
“Okay.” You nod in his hand and lean up for a kiss, “I trust you to never break my heart again.”
“That’s a lot of pressure on a guy, you know?”
“Mmm, I think you can handle it.”
“I sure can.”
He leans closer and looks in your eyes, “Is that it? That’s what’s got you worked up?”
You lean away and groan, Ned’s words rang in your head. ‘No time like the present.’ You figure, ‘what’s one more lie?’ especially if it’s for the greater good.
“No. I did something bad, you’re gonna be mad.”
Pause, Peter is never mad. At least at you, he’s never gotten loud or stormy. He’s gotten annoyed and pissed but not mad.
“Uh oh.”
“Like super pissed.”
“Wait, how pissed?”
“Mega. Bar bathroom in Hell's Kitchen pissed.”
“Oh geez. Lay it on me.”
You look at your backpack, “It may be better if I show you.” You pulled it up by the handle, “Oh god, please don’t show me a dead animal.”
“Is that your first thought? Really?”
You unzip and pull your computer out, he groans, “did you put our sex tape on pornhub?”
You whip your head to him fast, “We have a sex tape?”
He shrugs, “We could.”
You reach out your computer and turn your head away, “I can’t bear to look at it.” Peter looks at you unsure and grabs it, he sits on his bed and you follow him, you bounce down and he presses down on the side to steady it, his voice warning, “Y/N.”
Peter opens your laptop and waits for the screen to wake up, when it doesn't he taps the trackpad. It stays black, “Baby, I promise I’m not being funny, but did you forget to charge it?”
“Oh no, keep pressing around.”
He looks at you and taps, it takes a minute or two but the preloaded screen pops up. The figure jumps up and down, the threat of corrupted files and name calling had Peter drop his jaw. He blinks at the screen, looks at your sheepish face then back at the screen, once more at you, then the judgment.
“God damn it, Y/N. What the fuck did you do?”
“I uh, you know.”
Peter does know this time.
“I told you not to click on side ads! You’re worse than a ten year old with unsupervised internet access. I mean, seriously baby. I cannot believe I have to tell you this, but if an ad has a phone number attached or if doctors hate her, then for the love of god do not click it.”
��I-”
He kept going, “I told you I was going to install an adblocker but no, you swore you learned your lesson. And here we are, with a worse virus than before! I mean, this is gonna take all night! I may even have to get Ned in on it.”
“No! Not Ned!”
Peter looks at you with a side eye, “I mean it’s embarrassing. Like, I should know better, right?”
“Yes. You should. But, here we are. Staring at the screen of death.”
“Don’t say that, I have a history paper to write.”
“The one I told you to start three days ago?”
“Possibly.”
“Alright, get your cute butt to my desk and start writing on mine.”
“No!”
He side eyes you again, “I mean, I want to see you do this. Because next time, I mean not next time because I won’t ever do that again, but maybe I can figure it out myself.”
“You really need to start that paper, sweetheart.”
You huff, “Ned said you think I’m bad at helping. Is that true?”
His eyes widened, “When did he say that?”
“Well, I said you thought I was a great help and he went, ‘Oh, is that what Peter said?’”
“Oh, is that what Ned said?”
“You’re deflecting!”
“Ned doesn’t know what he’s talking about, baby. You’re an excellent help, you helped me with the DVD player, remember? And you helped me with my web shooters that one time.”
He’s talking about you handing him tools when he asked, maybe you really weren't a great help.
You feel upset.
“You know what, maybe Ned can help me instead. Apparently I’m no good to you.” You reach for the computer and he leans to the left so you can’t grab it.
“C’mon, no hostility. You’re a great help, even if you don’t think you are. I need you for moral support.”
Now you were really upset, he admitted you were of no actual use.
“Okay, you know what? I’m gonna go to the library and do this, I don’t need your help like you don’t need mine.”
“Stop.” His tone made you actually stop, it made you pause and think that he actually does think you’re a great helper.
“No, cause Ned is right. You do think I suck at helping you.”
“I said stop.” He shakes his head and starts to press at what you believe are random keys, he’s actually just breaking back into the computer.
“Peter!”
“I’m not entertaining this any further, Y/N.” He sighs when his attempts are futile, he starts again.
“Okay, deflecter.” You mumble under your breath, you know he hears you. He hears everything.
“Don’t make me shut you up,” He mumbles back while tapping, he huffs this time, he tries once more. Ned wasn’t lying when he said he made this difficult.
“No really, It’s fine. I’m just literally never gonna help you with anything ever again because you only ask to make me feel better.”
Peter deflects once more, “See what I’m pressing? I’m holding these at the same time and when I let up you hit this one. It should be an entire system override, no matter the virus you should be able to get back into your screen. That way you can see how affected it got.”
It worked, “This one?”
“Yeah, hold these two and stop when I tell you to.”
“Okay!”
Peter is glad you can switch your attention on a dime flip, “Stop! Now hit this one, and if you’re luckier than me you should be able to break in.”
You press it, and it works. You are met with your homescreen, you cheer.
“See? I needed your help, you got the magic touch. Without you I’d still be nowhere.”
“Flattery will get you everywhere, Parker.”
“Is that the saying?”
You shrug, “Close enough.”
Peter holds control and R for a while, a popup block hits the screen. He then selects system preferences and enters into the computer bio. All you see is binary code, repeating zeros and ones in no clear order, at least to you. Peter is scanning through each code, his eyes running over every number.
“You can read binary code?”
He nods and keeps searching.
“That is so hot.”
“Thanks, baby.”
You chew your lip, “Last time you used a scanner.”
“That was a regular bug, this one is too deep in the system. It wouldn’t register with a malware scan.”
Peter's eyes race through the screen, it would be deemed impossible to most human eyes but similar to reading text, you can spot the typo. Peter could spot the binary typo, it was just a matter of identifying it. The hardest part is that he doesn’t know what he’s looking for until he finds it.
“Aha! Get out of here!”
You watch with a held breath as he selects it then deletes. It is immediately returned to the system, Peter draws his head back and looks at you.
“Where did you say you got this from?”
“Uh, I’m not sure.”
He furrowed his eyebrows and leaned closer at the screen, he’s making sure that what he’s seeing is correct. It was an extremely powerful virus, not a simple bug or keyboard hack but an entire system overhaul. He would be lucky to actually remove it, he’s never had a virus come back after being deleted.
“Baby, this is a pretty hardcore virus. You’re not just going to pick it up off a google ad. What were you on?”
“Maybe I was watching porn or something?”
He looks at you, “Those are mostly penis enhancer pills, got anything to tell me about?”
You push his arm, “No! I don’t know, maybe it was when I was exploring the dark web.”
He scoffs, “You don’t know how to get to the dark web.”
Peter is telling the truth, you have no idea how to get there.
“Yes I do!”
“Oh really? How?”
You sputter, “Well, I can’t tell you because I don’t want you to get on there.”
“Baby, I cracked into there when I was ten. Don’t try me.”
“And I got there the same way.”
“Through Google?”
You nod, “Yup! Just googled it, Petey. It’s not hard.”
“Oh see, now I know you’re lying. You can’t get on it from google, you need to download a VPN and TOR, then hack in or get invited through a link.”
“And you did that at ten?” You were slightly doubting him.
He stares at you blankly, “I can read binary code, Y/N.”
You purse your lips, “Okay, true.”
“Seriously, how did you get this thing?”
Peter once again attempted to delete, it swung right back in. It was getting harder, it wasn’t going back to the same spot. It moved all around, he had to keep fighting to search for it.
“And don’t lie, you’ve done that enough today.” He was teasing but warning.
“I really don’t know, honest. I gave it to Ned to borrow, when I got it back I tried to do my paper, and I saw that.” It was slightly true, you did let Ned borrow it.
“Ned put this on here? Why was he borrowing your laptop?”
Fuck, he’s got you there.
“Well, I gave it to Betty, actually. Then I guess Ned used it, and when he gave it back, bam! Virus.”
“Ah, while you were out with her and MJ?”
“Yes! Exactly!” Peter just helped you with a lie he didn’t know he was part of.
Peter let out some soft swears, he was getting pissed.
“Fuck off,” he whispered at the screen, the visual character popping up laughing calmed no anger.
“What are you doing now?” You tried to peer at the screen, you were half watching him and the screen. You weren’t sure when the message would come through, you didn’t want to miss his reaction.
“Trying and failing with my girl watching, not a great feeling.” Peter sat up straighter again and searched over and over for the code. Little did he know Ned thought this over extremely carefully, he implemented it in the system for it to change patterns and virus’ after three attempts.
Peter is racing his eyes over each line over and over, he knows it’s not gone, but it’s gone from his eyesight, and that is worrisome. He genuinely doesn’t know how you, or Ned got it. Peter’s actually never seen something like this, heard of it but it’s rare. This is a deep, deep hack.
He wants the pressure off him, he can feel your eyes burning into his back and it’s starting to make him anxious. He’s failing at helping, he hates that.
“So, liar, any reason why you were spitting them out today?” He tossed the words over his shoulder, you pulled your back from the wall the bed’s pressed against, you tug at his elbow and whine, “Don’t call me that!”
“Why? The guilt is too hard to handle?” He breathes heavily out his nose from his own joke.
You push your cheek into his shoulder, words coming out muffled because one half of your face was squished into Peter’s body; your entire weight was leaned on him.
“I’m sorry, I’m not a liar.”
“But you did today.”
You nod against him, “I did today.”
“Why’s that? You don’t have to hide your friends from me, I know you have ‘em.”
You move your head to bite lightly at his bicep, he shakes you off, “menace.” He actually doesn’t mind it this time, it’s been a while since you did that. It used to annoy him at times but similar to your favorite nickname to use on him, he missed the things he used to think were a nuisance. He missed you doing those things.
“I love you.” You kiss his arm and move back to leaning into him.
“Looks like both of us are deflecting tonight,” He tsks and your cheek hardens when he flexes his bicep, he’s got his fist clenched in anger, he nearly slammed it down on the computer, he’s glad he restrained, you would probably never speak to him again if he broke it.
“Break it and you die.” You warn him.
“Your heart, or the laptop?” He chides back.
Your eyes narrow, “Yes.”
He hits delete on the file for the fifth time, he holds his breath steady. It’s deleted, his air deflates from his lungs slowly, “Fuckin got it.” Peter cracks his knuckles and smiles proudly, you sit up quickly, Peter feels the cold air seep into the cotton of his shirt where you rested. Panic was smeared across your face, you were glad he couldn’t see your face.
“Wait, what?” Your reaction had Peter throwing his head at yours, “Is that not what you wanted me to do?” You sound upset, you grab at the screen in his lap and shake it slightly, then slap your palm on the empty space next to the trackpad. “Woah!” Peter pulls it away from your hands, “What’s up with that?” You shake your head and try to pull at it again, “It shouldn’t of been that easy, it was supposed-”
You were cut off.
The screen flashed red, an angry face appeared on the screen, big bold black text followed.
‘TRY ONE MORE TIME, I DARE YOU.’
“What the fuck?” You both spoke and stared at the screen.
It kept flashing, you had no idea what was going on. You were starting to believe you were actually hacked.
“Peter, I don’t…” You trailed off and watched the flashing red. He thinks of what to say, he can get this figured out, he’s sure of it.
“I think I know why this is happening,” He nods his head, he’s sure of it.
“Wait, you do?” You were excited but let down, you wanted him to see the surprise, not guess it.
“I think I do,” He draws out the words and looks at you.
“Why is it happening, Peter?” You whisper the words.
“Because,” He pauses and lowers his voice, a secret between you both. “Because, you lied.”
You groan and throw yourself flat on your back, “Okay, okay, I get it. You’re joking but you’re also serious. I just,”
“No fighting, right? Cookies? Good time for cookies?” May pushed through the door, a steaming plate of fresh chocolate chip cookies was held in front of your face. She also pushed a glass of strawberry milk in your hand, and you accepted it with a smile. You couldn’t help yourself and took a gulp, you were nervous. You didn’t want to lie about the lie, it was getting harder to cover.
May was a third party, you could tell May.
You handed the glass to Peter to set it on his nightstand, thinking about the condoms in the drawer made you smile, it was so innocent and dirty in one picture.
“May, can we talk? Please?” She tilts her head at Peter, he shrugs. He doesn’t know either.
“Of course, darling! Peter, take the cookies.” She handed them to Peter, he sat the plate down and then grabbed one to munch on. You stand and speak clearly for Peter, “Don’t listen in, seriously. Don’t.”
“Got it,” The words muffled, he gave you a thumbs up.
You nod and walk out with May, you turn back quickly. Peter’s hands working on the screen, “And don’t touch that until I come back.”
“It’s no biggie, I’m sure I’m close.”
“No! Don’t touch it, I’m serious Peter!”
He looked confused but promised he wouldn’t.
May had you backed into the hallway, you were hoping Peter was staying true to his word and not listening in. “What’s that about?”
“I lied to Peter today.”
“So I’ve heard.”
“It’s for a good reason, but I can’t tell him that.”
“Why not?”
“It will ruin it.” You shake your head.
“Ruin what?”
“The surprise,” you whisper but know it’s useless if he’s actually listening.
“What surprise?”
“I had Ned put a fake virus on my laptop, and I said I was going to the district with my parents but then he saw me at lunch with MJ and Betty, and I can’t tell him why I lied cause it will ruin it all, and I don’t want to lie about lying.” You breathe it out in one go, May still looks lost.
“I’m sorry, Y/N. But, what will you ruin? I’m lost, dear. You said Ned put a fake virus on your computer?”
You smile at her, she’s going to be more excited than Peter.
“I’m asking Peter to be my boyfriend tonight.”
May’s scream was automatic, she hurried to put her hand over her mouth but Peter’s head popped out from the doorway anyways. “You okay?”
“So okay! Oh my god, congratulations!” May wraps you in a tight hug and sways you back and forth, you giggle and squeeze her back.
“Oh god, did you get a promotion?” Peter groans.
“No, but you’re about to,” You wink at him and head back to his room, pushing him back in by a hand on his chest.
“You swear you didn’t listen?” You look him over, he wouldn’t be able to contain the excitement if he did.
He holds up three fingers, “Scouts honor.”
“But, I did touch the computer.”
“No!”
“Don’t worry, I found it but I'll give you the honors of doing the final delete.” He grins and taps the seat next to him, you ready yourself and reach your arm over.
You delete it.
A big pop up box appears.
‘WILL YOU BE MY BOYFRIEND?’
You hold your breath and blink at the screen, you wait for Peter to notice.
“Huh?” Peter furrows his brow then closes out of it.
He presses again, the same message.
Peter humphs and closes it out again.
‘WILL YOU BE MY BOYFRIEND?’
It’s spelled out boldly, you know he sees it.
He shakes his head and closes one more time.
Your heart sinks, it didn’t work. You tried so hard to make it special, make it just right, something he would love, something he would understand immediately, and he’s not. He’s breezing right past it, something that’s literally in his face. You can’t help the tears that cloud your eyes, you watch as he closes it one, two, three more times. More and more frustrated with each time.
You feel one tear fall, then two, then they start to stream. Peter doesn’t notice until you sniffle, he knows your cry sniffle.
“Hey, no crying. It’ll be okay, I’ve almost got it figured out.”
Peter reaches out a hand but you smack it away, “No, you don’t almost have it figured out.”
“Baby, I promise I will. I’ve just never seen anything like it before, I mean, what kind of message is that?”
You sob at his words, it was a total fail, you feel sick.
“I’m just gonna take it back to Ned’s, he put it on there in the first place.” You were defeated and terribly sad, this is exactly why you didn’t want to do this. You rubbed your nose and reached for the tech, Peter raised his shoulder to block you.
“What? No, you’re already here, just let me do it.”
“You’re not doing it right!” You feel your chin wobble when the words tumble out, more tears running.
“Baby, I’m trying, okay? I’ll get it back and it will be just like brand new. It’s just a dumb message, don’t freak.”
Peter’s trying to be sweet and supportive, and it would work literally any other time.
“It’s your message!” You almost shouted the words, your breathing became harsh. He thought it was dumb.
“What do you mean it’s my-” He looked back at the screen and re read the words, he checked again. ‘WILL YOU BE MY BOYFRIEND?’ He dropped his jaw, that's why you wanted to look over his shoulder so bad, and wanted him to wait before he kept digging. He assumes that’s why you lied, you were busy putting this together and he just shit all over it.
“Oh, sweetheart.” Peter’s never sounded more delicate.
You shake your head, it makes you cry worse.
“C’mere,” He reaches for your hand but you shake your head again, he can’t take it back. It felt entirely ruined.
“Baby, look at me.” His words were gentle but demanding, you look at him and pout.
“You ruined it.”
He nods solemnly, “I did. I know I did.”
“This is why I didn’t want to do this, it was a stupid idea.” You sniffed and wiped away your tears.
“Hey,” His tone was offended, it wasn’t stupid at all. He was.
“It’s not stupid, I was stupid. It went over my head, I wasn’t even thinking about it like that.”
“First you think I’m bad at helping and now you think the way I asked you out was stupid. Maybe we shouldn’t get back together.” You didn’t mean it at all, you were hurt.
Peter knows you’re acting like this because you're hurt, he’s learned that much from the split.
“Come on now, you don’t mean that. You’re just upset I didn’t catch on, now c’mere.”
You slowly waddle to stand in between his knees. Peter pulls at your hands and makes you look at him, “You are an excellent helper, I’m sorry I made you think you aren’t. You never complain, even when I get cranky things aren’t going my way. You do whatever I need you to do and you do it happily, even when you just sit next to me, it makes me work better, because you’re watching me and I want to impress you. I need you as my little helper, I always will.”
You nod and grab one hand in both of yours, you slowly turn it, playing with his fingers and tracing his watch. He’s made you shy, it’s a good thing.
“Second, it wasn’t stupid. It’s a really smart, sweet way of asking me. I just wasn’t thinking of it like that, Ned played it off so good I really thought it was a wonky virus. That’s why I said it was stupid, not because I don’t like it. I love it, I really do. It’s a geeky way to ask me, and that’s why it’s perfect.”
You mumbled back to him, you pressed the button on the side of his watch and watched it transform into a webshooter. You lightly pressed at the circular tab, a web hit his ceiling. He acted like it never happened, “You still ruined it.”
Peter nods, he agrees to the fullest extent, “I did.”
You press again, another web shoots out.
“I tried really hard.”
Peter smiles sadly, “I know you did, I’m sorry I didn’t react how I should’ve.”
You press the button on the side, it retracts back to a watch. You press and watch it transform again, you do it one more.
Peter grabs your hand when you try again, “Look at me?”
You oblige.
“I would really, really love to be your boyfriend, if you’ll still let me.”
You shrug nonchalantly, as if it was no big deal. You untuck the corner of your bottom lip you were chewing on, “If you wanna.” He pulled you on his lap, pushing the computer off to his side.
“Of course I wanna, I've only been begging for months.” He pushes you in to hold you tightly against him, you feel your chests move in unison, one breath in, one breath out. You keep yourself pressed to him for a minute, no words were needed.
You huff into his shoulder and think about it, you push yourself away from him by your arms on his shoulders.
“Petey?”
“Yes?”
You breathe in deep, “Will you be my boyfriend?”
“What are the terms and conditions?”
“Love me forever and ever, and never break up with me again. Cause if you do, you'll have to pay for my therapy.”
Peter throws his head back in a laugh, “Deal.”
“Deal?”
“Yes, I would love to be yours, again. And forever and ever.”
You both look at eachother with a smile, until he pulls you in closely.
“I wanna ask you something,” You look impressed.
“Me? Little old me?” You make a motion of flipping your hair back.
“Can I kiss my girlfriend?”
You nod quickly, and fuck what you’ve said before. No kiss has ever felt this good between you two, it was home. You finally felt at total peace, he was yours and you were his. It was the way it was supposed to be.
Breathless you open your eyes, “You’ve been waiting on that one, huh?”
He can’t help himself, he pulls back in, “You have no idea.”
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THREE MONTHS LATER,
“Peter I swear to god if you’re not here in the next five minutes I’m sending out a bolo on Spider-Man.” Your words were threatening on the phone, Peter winces on the other line and dodges a fist.
“Baby, I promise I’m on the way.”
You hear grunting and silence, you start to steam.
“Please tell me you’re not fighting someone right now.”
Peter stays silent, you hear a whizzing sound.
“If you tell me that you were late because you had to stop and fight crime I am gonna be so pissed.”
“I’m not fighting anyone, I’m almost there.”
“Lies!”
“I’m not! I was fighting with someone but I’m not anymore, I’ll see you in like thirty seconds.”
“They’re about to call you up, I’m not kidding.”
You hear him swing faster, “I know, I know, did you leave the gown where I told you?”
“What you should’ve done, is gone with me, like we planned, remember?” Your tone was clipped.
“I remember, did you leave it there?”
“But no, you had to go on your own. I knew this would happen, but no, don’t listen to me. It’s fine, I only told you that you would do this, and what did you say?” You were barking orders from behind a tree, you had to resituate the cap on your head, it started to slant down.
“I said I wouldn’t stop, but I’m about to be there. Did you leave it?” He was running out of breath, he can’t remember the last time he swung this fast.
“And this wouldn’t be an issue if you let me around Spidey, but nope, lost that privilege. So now I can’t even make sure you’re on time, I just have to trust you and now you’re late.”
A grunt on the line, he landed.
“Baby, where did you put it? It’s not here.” Panic, he was going to be late. He didn’t know who would chew him out more, you or May. You, he could win back over with a date night and a few kisses, May would just shake her head every time he would try to explain it to her.
Peter knows your right, he shouldn’t have stopped for that guy. It was supposed to be a quick in and out, he didn’t expect you to be on his ass but he should’ve.
“Are you even dressed right? You have your slacks and button down on, right? Please tell me you brought shoes, I swear to god if I see those red boots under your gown I’ll scream.”
“Yes! Yes! I’m dressed right, where the fuck did you put it, Y/N!”
“No cause you wouldn’t be talking to me if you did, I know you’re talking through Karen!”
He sighs, he sees you tucked it behind an exhaust pipe.
“I’m talking to you through Karen so you can tell me where my gown is, but I found it.” He pulls it over his long sleeve and zips it up. He’s about to jump down when he pulls his mask off and drops it on the roof.
“And another thing! If I’m doing you a favor and going out of my way to make sure you’re taken care of, the least you could do is show up on time! I mean I-” The buzz of the phone makes you notice he ended the call before you could give him the last piece of your mind.
You stare at your phone, insulted he would hang up on you. You huff and shove it in your pocket, “fucking prick!” You mumble insults under your breath, “Hey, no need for hostility. I’m on time, see?”
“Late to your own graduation, Parker! Who does that?”
You spin to face Peter who shugs sheepishly, “I said I was sorry, I’m here and my name hasn’t been called yet. It’s all good, now where’s my cap?”
You huff and pull it from under your arm, Peter leans down so you can secure it tightly. You fix the tassel in a straight line and smile at him, he looks down right adorable in his graduation blue.
“You look cute, I need to see more of you in ambiguously shaped clothing.” He winked and you scoffed, “Flattery will get you nowhere with me, Mr. Parker.”
“You said it gets me everywhere.”
“Yeah, well, not today!”
You both follow the line, due to alphabetical order you won’t be sitting next to each other.
He pulls your arm and you step out of line, you flash an apology smile to the guy behind you. He nods his head, your spot is saved.
“Hey, one more kiss? While we're both in high school?”
“I guess so,” You sigh and lean up for one.
“You know, you’re my highschool sweetheart.”
“I guess that means you’re mine too, Parker.”
“You made it the best four years, I mean it.”
You squirm, “Don’t get all mushy, you’ll make me cry.”
Peter’s name is announced as Valedictorian, he has to go to the stage. He presses one more kiss, “I’ll be the one cheering the loudest when your name is called, I love you.”
“I love you too, handsome.”
After the graduation you both took pictures, some with parents, alone, friends such as MJ, Betty and Ned, even flash made an appearance in a group photo. You then trekked into senior send off dinner, where the entire class got together for one last shared meal, never again would you see those faces in a cafeteria.
Peter sat by you the whole night with a hand on your thigh, even though it was just hours after your high school career ended it gave you a sense for the future, Peter would always be by your side and he would always be the smartest in the room, you noted and loved the way he would be able to share a conversation with anyone he passes by, he’s perfected the craft of knowing a little of something about everything.
You ended the night at Peter’s, May had baked a cake with a fat congrats roped across the top, she kissed both of your heads and wiped tears with a “I’m so damn proud of the both of you,” before she left for the night.
Now, you had both unzipped from the gowns and you watched them lay puddled on the ground, there was no need to hang them anymore, their purpose fulfilled. You sat your diploma next to his on his desk, Peter undid the buttons on his sleeves and rolled them up carefully. You watched with heavy eyes.
“I’ve been working on something,” He drawls, he tugs at his button down and you melt inside.
“What?”
“Lay back,” He points at his pillows, you make a confused face.
“What for?” You listen and lay back, Peter comes to stand over you.
“I’m gonna fuck you.” The words came thick from his throat, something tells you you won’t be hearing that often.
“Oh my god, this is the best graduation gift I’ve ever gotten.”
“Is it really?” He’s on the bed hovering over you, he’s looking at you like he’s about to fucking devour you.
You nod, “Tell me one more time?”
He leans in, he kisses you for a minute. He trails his marks down your neck and collarbone, he kisses back up into your ear and whispers, “I said, I’m gonna fuck you.”
“I am so glad you dumped me, you have no idea.”
He looks puzzled for a moment, “Me too. We’re gonna build it better this time around.”
You nod and tuck your bottom teeth into your lip, “Yeah, we’re gonna build it better.”
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