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#dreamy vents
especdreamy · 1 year
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I love how this whole time i spent watching the dsmp I was like "I will keep my expectations low. I will not be upset if things end in a way I don't enjoy" but then even those low expectations weren't met🫶
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what the shittening is wrong with me. my ass eats two slices of buttered toast. goes outside for 4 hours of standing around, taking my walks, maybe even more than 4 hours. i come home. i proceed to struggle to eat.
i thought exercise was supposed to make this shit easy
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wolfsteax · 2 months
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you run free
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dreastmilk · 1 year
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hi. i wrote something please enjoy
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clovertoast · 3 months
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jayskaiart · 26 days
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“If you were just a dream, then you’re the most beautiful dream I’ve ever had.“ 🫧☁️
have you ever loved someone that’s not in your life anymore? you see how they keep going and everyday they’re further away. the only place you see them, is in your dreams, so much so that you can no longer tell which memories of them are dreams and which memories actually happened. maybe all the things you love about them aren’t even real. but that won’t make the feelings go away.
i decided to repost an edited version of this drawing (it’s almost identical to the first one but idc, i wanted to repost it anyway). as i said the first time i posted it, this drawing is very special to me, so i hope you like it ,,, at first i considered reposting with my writing (the one that inspired me to draw this rip!) but it was too cringe to let you read that so! this caption is all you’ll get from me <3 — btw this drawing was also heavily inspired by dream of you by mxmtoon :’) that song has always been very relatable and i couldn’t avoid thinking about it while drawing this. yeah im okay! haha 😋🩵
this was my first drawing this year, and i was very proud of it! tbh now im starting to see the mistakes of the composition but it’s still good enough because this was very experimental to me ksnfkjs i’ll make more art like this soon i promise! (and i hope it’s better this time) ,,,
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ktsumu · 4 months
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U ALR KNOW I AM SO PREDICTABLE AND WILL ASK ABT LIFEGUARD IWA ……… but IM GONNA REVERSE UNO CARD U . And actually ask about . THAT WEDDING WEEKEND W EX ATSUMU
omg i am so passionate about the wedding weekend right now it's all i think about ... no writing worthy of a good snippet yet but basically: it's you and ex!atsumu who haven't been on good terms for six or so years since you (very messily) broke up right before he went pro, but now you're both back together in hyogo for osamu's wedding, complete with being surrounded by all of your old friends and classmates. it's super easy to relive your history with him when you're back at the scene of the crime!
two major points though: you grew up together, his best friend before you were his girlfriend, and you're also his wedding date lol
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io-is-io · 1 year
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meggolor · 2 years
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i-eat-lip-gloss · 7 months
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a fucking rant. tw: suicidal thoughts
i remember last night i thought. what if i just restart my life? only tell umbrella, fake my death, and move away to some new state. just get away from this goddamn place, get a new family, start fresh. basically kill myself but only here in this town. and also get a new # and cut everyone else off. maybe, this is more in my grasp, but i actually tell my parents i need a week or two away from them and everyone, and maybe i can have bubble take me in for a bit. they may be more willing, since in the past theyve helped w school mornings bc both parents had work early, so they just dropped me n my sis off at bubble's and they helped us get completely ready and drive us to school. maybe they can help…that's what i thought at least. so bubble said she couldnt bc her parents r already having a little trouble taking care of her and her siblings, so then i asked another friend (for future ref ima call herr ummmmm bead. like a bracelet bead) and she said not a week, her mom couldnt do that, BUT for a night or 2. we agreed for 2 nights in abt a week and we're both gonna talk to our moms abt it. and i asked umbrella as the last resort for the remaining week or so, since she seems like a safe option. "At most, my mom would say two or three nights but it def prob wont be a week. Bc my mom is also not doing the best with money. But i mean, it might work out if u give my mom a good enough reason" was umbrella's response. or at this rate i can just…actually idk. idk what i can do if this doesn't work out. i need at least a week and a half out of this house and isolated from my family and most my friends or i'll prob kms. but, i honestly should've expected this, i can't have a week. i can ask yet another willing friend, but that'll be hopping to like 3 diff houses in a week. at this rate i'll just run away and camp in the goddamn woods or som' idfk. but i do really appreciate all the help i can get. i just…i'm fucking lost. im lost in a state of barely keeping myself alive and needing to isolate and take a huge break from everyone but i cant…im getting help from dear friends, but its not quite enough…i need help but i cant get it. i dont fucking know what to do. im barely holding on by the threads here.
ugh i have so much i need to think on. what to do right here in the moment, keep myself alive, how to present this to my parents, how i'll play it out, how i'll even fake my own death n stuff, other options i can do, etc. im just…again, lost. my brain is scrambled and im on the verge of grabbing my bandana and hanging myself or smth. umbrella, @marshhell, @bananabreadcroissant, @howdydoodle-toodleloo r the only ppl keeping me alive.
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especdreamy · 2 years
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its scary to see people leave.
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fawnsnotebook · 1 year
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"Am I Real?"
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delightfulshrimp · 4 months
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Zionists are genuinely so insane, they'll see someone say "it's fucked up to kill Palestines in droves and constantly bomb innocent people" and react like it's the most unhinged thing they have ever heard and twist it into "I hate Jews and worship Hamas" no matter how it's worded.
IDK man what other reaction should I have? do you want me to jump for joy when children get their fucking legs blown off by Israel forces or what.
They'll even take an argument that has nothing to do with the conflict and make it about Israel, like the time someone commented on a status update I made on DA talking about proshippers on how Hamas supporters are somehow the same thing.
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h4rdt0expl4in · 1 year
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saltybiowarefantears · 7 months
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the dream: fantastical yearning to own a small little farm for gardening and raising some animals
the reality: needs to take a two hour break after pruning some raspberries because my body feels like jello
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