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fairyhaos · 4 months
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JEONGHAN 💌 2024 New Year's Greetings Messages
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sixtypackofcrayola · 2 years
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May i please request Redson x She/Her Fiancé reader?
Despite being an arranged marriage its still love at first sight.
Thought abt this one all day and had fun w/ it woo!!
✰ Red Son x Fem!Fiancé Reader ✰
Fandom; LEGO Monkie Kid Character List; Red Son, DBK, PIF, Reader's Family (Unnamed) Genre(s); Arranged Marriage Trope Pronouns; She/Her (Reader), They/He (Red Son) TW/CW; None, I believe! A/N; quick note; UNEDITED N NOT PROOFREAD,, n i probably wont go back to fix it</3 i wrote notes 4 this while i was stuck somewhere for a bit and just kinda copied them all down here</3 had a lotta fun w/ this tho ive never liked this trope b4 buuuut,,,,,, allllso read the a/n at the end thanks yous 
-Red Son wasn't too happy about this whole "arranged marriage" ordeal at first -The thought of already being set to marry someone random that he barely knew at all,, didn't appeal to him. He didn't even get a choice! They didn't know,,, much about love, but they were sure it wasn't forced -But, it appeases their parents... a great deal, in fact. Princess Iron Fan seems to like the idea of him with.... who was he marrying again?? -It wasn't like he had a choice. Arguing with his parents was usually futile. The possibility of heavily disliking who he was supposed to spend his life with ate away at him for the rest of the day -So, his parents and your parents were gonna have a dinner party,, thing to talk and formally introduce their children to each other. -Apparently his bride-to-be was the daughter of two other powerful demons. They were able to read up a bit on your parents in legends and whatnot, wanting a bit of a background check, but there was no mention of a child. So great, they still knew jack shit abt you. -The day of the dinner party, Red had a few bull clones running around to decorate as his parents wanted, and he was going to be preparing the food bc he's likely the best cook in the house -They were told to hold off a little on the spices when they cook, and that made them slightly more upset -Red dressed a bit differently as well,, not far off from his usual aesthetic but somethin a bit more formal at the request of his mother -You know he changed it up a bit though -Red Son honestly expected the worst, even if he didn’t express that with his parents. They didn’t think they were gonna like you much,,, -Just like Red, you also weren’t too happy about this -When your father told you that you were set to marry someone not of your choosing, you got a bit upset with him -Who you married should be your choice, right? You wanted to marry for love, not simply for the good of the family.  -Your elder sister had an arranged marriage as well. She didn’t seem completely unhappy, really, but she also wasn’t having the time of her life. However, your parents keep saying the results of these things are good for both families.  -They weren’t giving you a choice, either.  -The son of the Demon Bull King... wait hold on -THE Demon Bull King?? -Ohu boy -If you weren’t concerned before, you were now. If DBK’s son was anything like his father,,,, -You were mad at them for a while, understandably. How dare they take this right from you? AND THE LITERAL DEMON BULL KING’S SON.. -You and your family were demons too, and rather powerful ones at that. Your ancestors had caused boundless storms that raged and wreaked havoc for millennia at one point. The sparks of lightning ran through your veins, but that immense power had been shattered,, now your family was powerful, but not as much as they could be. Though even with that, DBK? How’d that happen?? -The next few days left you feeling a bit down. You didn’t wanna be stuck in an unhappy marriage like your sister! Just from that you expected the worst. You really weren’t going to like this, were you? -But hey, keep your chin up. There’s a possibility you’ll end up better than your sister, right?  -A while later, your parents tell you that you’re going to a dinner party,,, thing at the house of the Demon Bull family to formally introduce the fiancés or whatever -They had a personal tailor who made a dress for you! It was elegant but simple, easy to walk in and comfortable. You were going to pick something yourself, but you had to admit, it was pretty... -And the day of the event, your stomach was filled with uncomfortable butterflies. But you told yourself you’d be nice and hope for the best..  -And then you and your family show up,, -And ohu boy. -She’s- pretty- -Ayo wait. -You swear you see the red boy’s high ponytail spark flames for a second, but your parents didn’t seem to notice -You have a similar reaction. Just “oh wait he’s actually- wait-” -You honestly weren’t expecting him to look like this,, oh my -Red Son told himself it was simply nerves when his heart may or may not have skipped a beat. Even though he isn’t the type to get nervous, but,, it was easier than saying- uh, nevermind. -Your father introduces you, and you bow as you were told to before you arrived.  -”Lovely to meet you,” You say with a kind smile -”Pleasure meeting you as well,” they respond -Ohu his voice,, -Don’t come at me I love Red’s voice bro  -When you both look back at eachother, you see them blush, even if only a little. You feel your own face warm a bit -Princess Iron Fan says his name is Red Son. Odd name, but it wasn’t bad -After a bit more talking, PIF tells Red Son to show you around the main floor, and then meet in the dining room -He might’ve been lost in thought, as he looked slightly surprised when his name was mentioned again -”..Yes, mother. Come now, this way.” -His hands were folded behind his back as he led you down one of the halls. The hallways were long and a little echoey. You could slightly hear the sound of your footsteps bouncing off the walls. -You look back at Red Son out of curiosity, and his brow is furrowed slightly, like he’s upset or just in thought.  -You decide to perhaps strike a bit of conversation,, he interested you. Maybe he was feeling strange about this whole thing.. you were too. It was weird to be almost married to someone you’ve never really met. Could they relate to you? -”This is weird, isn’t it..?” You say in a low whisper, feeling the need to speak quietly as you lean closer to them so they’ll hear you -You see their ears flutter red son has bull ears headcanon lets gooo -”What, the long hallways or the fact that we’re fiancés?”  -You let out a barely audible laugh, “The marriage, of course. But yes, it does look easy to get lost in this house.” -”Oh, I used to. And think about it; this is only the first floor! I really don’t see the appeal in taking a whole five minutes to get to a different room.”  -You smile at him, “Sounds like a pain.” -”Doesn’t it?” -They only smile back for a moment, before averting their eyes with a flick of the ears -”Ahem, anywho, this way! The treasury is right down here.” ( To Be Continued ~  ✰ ) A/N; OKAY I LOVE THIS RN BUT IM SO TIRED BUT I WANNA PUT THIS OUT SO IF Y’ALL MAYB LIKE THIS N WANT THE OTHER PART I WILL GLADLY WRITE THE REST BC THIS I HAVE MORE THOUGHTS OBVIOUSLY N IDEA WAS FUN OKAY GN!!
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dearieshima · 2 years
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PICK A CARD -—- In recent weeks, Atsumu has become quite interested in performing card tricks for his teammates as well as a couple of ladies. The only problem is, is that he never showed you these things, but little did you know he was just using them to courage himself to ask and impress you. Things don't go his way, though.
PAIRINGS. miya atsumu x fem!reader
WARNINGS. blushy/shy Atsumu, he's such a dork | fluff | just imagine Henmi as Kushida from Classroom of the Elite | the reader is kind of a brat LOL | the end is kinda rushed bc i wanted to finish this b4 4:00, I'll proof read later
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During the past few weeks, Atsumu has been fascinated with cardistry.
Each week, he performs a new card trick for a group of popular girls gossiping in the hallway or another group in the cafeteria. The volleyball fangirls that crowd around him even come to his games with a deck of cards to see what he's capable of.
The only problem is, that he never shows it to you.
It's not his obligation to show you everything; you shouldn't feel entitled merely because he does... The fact that the ace of diamonds disappeared and reappeared behind your friend Henmi's ear, a girl who appears to be smitten with him, left you feeling jealous and unwelcome.
Henmi was the type of girl who made the boy's heads turn to watch her walk to class. She wore cute pink hair clips in her bob that bounced with every spring in her stride, and she was friendly with everyone.
To be fair, you've been asked out by a few guys and had a couple of friendships, but you know you could never get matched with her.
A shade of red spreads across Henmi's pale face as she blurts out, "I think Atsumu-Kun likes me."
It was lunchtime. There was a table outside, and you, Henmi, and two of her friends sat together for lunch. A sour taste replaces the taste of chocolate in the milk you were drinking. It permeates your mouth and stops you from sucking on the straw.
Your jealousy nearly erupted. You want to tell her that you saw him perform the same trick on another cute girl later that day. You want to break her heart, but you decide against it and chew on your straw instead.
But a girl from your table speaks your mind, "sorry Henmi-Chan, but I saw him do the trick to Hosoo yesterday. He's such a player."
Possibly she spoke up out of her own jealousy, hoping for the sake of her fantasies that Henmu wouldn't become a reality.
Despite this, Henmi denies it, defending Henmu by saying, "he was really close to me. Like I thought he was about to kiss me—"
"Ah, Y/N! That's where you are, I've been looking for you everywhere," Atsumu yells from the top of the staircase, hurrying down so he could meet you at the lunch table.
There is more confusion in the girls' eyes than in yours. Why was he looking for you specifically?
Atsumu sits on the bench by your side and slides only his right leg under the table so that he may face you. An old deck of cards is pulled from the tan pockets of his school's blazer. Blush tints his cheeks, and he looks down at the cards he shuffles as he asks you, "can I show you some of the card tricks I learned?"
By removing your left leg from beneath the table, you can also face him. A giddy smile spreads across your face as you say, "I'd love to see your tricks."
Atsumu smiles, "my first trick is the classic 'pick a card, any card' trick."
The cards are split into two decks, and he hands you one to shuffle. You return them to him after you're done.
You and the girl's lunch trays and lunch boxes are scooted to the side. This is so that he can spread your deck face up and his face down in two lines on the table. He then carefully scoots the cards together and then they're shuffled together again.
"Now I'll search for your card, which is really impressive as you haven't decided what card you want."
After spreading the shuffled cards in his hand, he instructs, "pick one. It doesn't matter if it's face up or face down."
You selected the face-up king of hearts and showed it to him. He then asks for the card to be pushed back face up or face down in the spread deck of cards. You chose to place it face down.
Once again, he shuffles them, "now, all cards are either up, or down." As he places them back down and backs up like they were liable to explode, he says, "if I leave them like that, all, except one, will move to face-up."
After a minute, he spreads them slowly across the table. Your mouth dropped when you discovered most of the cards that were originally facing downwards were now facing upwards. Most.
You could see the shock on his face when three remained faced downwards.
"Um, well, shit, um..." a blush from embarrassment spreads across his face as he tries to laugh it off. "That wasn't supposed to happen."
He picks up the first card that was faced down. It was the King of spades, not your card.
He picks up the second one. It was the ace of diamonds, also not your card.
A cold sweat runs down his cheek as he picks up the final one. It was the Ace of clubs. None of these were your cards.
"Fucking shit," he cursed under his breath. The three girls that remained at the table giggle at his error, adding to his embarrassment. "I-I have another, another trick. Can I show you?"
Laughing, you replied, "You may." He was cute.
He gathers all of the cards and gulps, "it's, um, it's called the card spring. Basically, it's where all the cards fall to my other hand. See— ah shit!"
A massive gust of wind sweeps the cards in mid-performance, just as they were about to land in Atsumu's right hand. All fifty-two cards in the deck spiral westward.
At that exact moment, you could hear Atsumu's heart drop to his ass. It sounded like an anvil being dropped from twenty-five feet in the air.
"Shit," he mutters. Just as he gets up to collect them, the bell rings. When the girls return to the building, they gossip about how funny Atsumu was as they collect their trash and belongings. Henmi says goodbye to Atsumu but it passes unnoticed by him.
You stayed to help Atsumu pick up all of his cards.
The color of red was now engulfing his entire head as he spotted you picking up the Queen of Spades. "Fuck, I'm so sorry— I-I was trying to impress you and I fucked up. All the practicing I had done on some girls came to shit."
Picking up a jack and a king, you giggled, "I think many of the girls think you are interested in them. Why did you do that?"
"I dunno, maybe because they share the same qualities as you."
"And what's that?"
"That they're a girl and you're a girl," he blushed as you laughed. "I thought they could give me the courage to perform on you and ask you out. Got nervous."
Then, with his luck, it begins to rain. It began to rain on a sunny day.
The cards begin to become damp as you hurried to pick them up. Suddenly, you come across the king of hearts.
He groans, "today wasn't supposed to turn out like this. 'M sorry."
You hand him the cards and go to pick up your tray and travel to the nearest trashcan to throw out your trash. Atsumu begins to do the walk of shame as he starts to walk back to class with his head down low and his hands in his pockets.
"I'll see you tomorrow Atsumu-Kun!" You say as you pass him, reaching the building first.
"Yeah," he sighs, bummed.
Atsumu kicks himself in his mind before letting out another curse as he shuffles his cards. He's about to throw them away before he notices a smudge of blue ink on his king of hearts. It was still readable.
It reads: I'm free tomorrow! Call me if you have any trouble, or any bad luck! with a heart at the end.
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fictonrantsworld · 6 months
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ASOIAF HOTAKE-Book!Alicent Hightower was not just an evil stepmother, who was a sexist!!!
This is going to be controversial in my opinion. spoilers for HOTD series...
Compared to show Alicent,book alicent was a much more 'evil' stepmother type,a person that definetely makes the reader to symoathize with rhaenyra more. I get it, but...
Alicent is the first queen consort from a non valyrian background that has succeeded in giving a king, dragon riding children and heirs for viserys and even then, her son, was not given the title of heir. She has succeeded in something my apologies that even ceryse, maegor's first wife 'failed' in.
Its my personal headcanon that the hightowers did feel like it's their fault that maegor took Alys harroway as a new wife. I'm sure they were made fun of by other lords, So when the hightowers finally got their respect back, by literally giving targaryen children to the crown, through alicent, they were ofc pissed off that their kids lost their birthright, and viserys inturn was allowing illegitimate children to take over westeros, through the strong boys.
Of course in the books the eminity between alicent and rhaenyra started way b4 rhaenyra even got married and in the books, I highly sympathized with rhaenyra, bc she really was the realms delight, she was popular at court, she did try to befriend and make allies at court,unlike the show rhaenyra, book rhaenyra knowing she was the first female heir did try to get allies, but in alicents perspective, I understand why she did what she did.
Listen, there is no question, the lords that supported alicent's "queens party" in the beginning were defo sexists who did not want a woman on the throne, but alicent had a definitive reason why she wanted aegon to be king, the targaryens are a family that has, before kinslayed. There was no reason for alicent to think that any of her children would've not been in danger from rhaenyra or her descendants. Aegon in the book also didn't want the throne, but what about his son, or other lords who do not believe in rhaneyras right to rule.
An example would be queen Mary, the first queen reganant of england, she eventually executed her cousin ladyJane Grey bc lords were fighting for her to be queen instead of Mary. Jane never even tried to form a rebellion, but people would fight for her right as queen, and listen the rebels and Mary's enemies definitely didn't think jane could be a good queen, the rebels who were against Mary and her beliefs, just didn't want her, and eventually Mary was forced to execute her own cousin, so they'll stop.
Now listen...Alicent for sure wanted her son to rule, she was probably angry most of time bc out of all of andal and westerosi history, it just so happened that it was her children that were surpassed for a woman. In the books, daemon, even made fun of alicents children calling them half breeds, like if I was alicent I would definitely feel insulted, to think that her blood made her children worse and not true targaryens, so to speak.
That anger eventually leaned into hatred,in the books it's is my personal headcanon that alicent just started hating viserys through the end of his life, girl even left his body rotting for a few days after he died, and never mentioned him in her last words.
I'm not saying that alicent usurping was not a mistake, but she was definitely a desperate mother, who eventually did snap, from years of neglect and fighting for her sons rights and became desperate.
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ok wait now i wanna talk abt weird/interesting things from my experience getting top surgery. ive seen other ppl talk abt some of these things b4 but not all of em
i thought my surgeon was gonna do the incision, like, underneath the curve of my tiddies?? he ended up kinda slicing thru the middle of them, so my scars run over the middle of my pecs, not underneath them
speaking of; ig my pecs are more developed than i thought since my chest isnt like perfectly flat but rather both my pecs have a layer of fat/flesh on them and i can feel the muscle underneath
also the dip/space inbetween from when i had tiddies looks p much exactly the same, my surgeon said sometimes it ends up buldging out and a revision is needed but thankfully that didnt happen to me
the discharge nurse let me know afterwards that my tits were 11 kilograms (right 6kg and left 5kg) like no fucking wonder i have back pain at the tender age of 19
so yknow how pain raises ur body temp and makes u sweat?? immediately upon waking up i was so warm and damp i told a nurse id soiled myself and needed a change of underwear, i hadnt! i was just really fucking sweaty lol
i also threw up twice after waking up (fortunately into containers both times), turns out anesthetic doesnt agree w/ me, also it was like a dark bottle green?? since id been fasting from the night b4 ig i was bringing up nothing but bile
pre-surgery they cldnt get the IV in my left hand and had to switch to my right and ig that made my heart rate pick up bc one of the asistants immediately came by my head and talked to me to calm me down, he was rlly nice :)
im p sure i conked out within seconds of them getting the IV in and starting up the anesthetic too, none of that 'count back from 10' shit, i took like 2 and a half deep breathes and was OUT
from a combination of the iodine and natural swelling/bruising my chest looked REALLY yellow for like 3 weeks after surgery
i got sent home the same day i got my surgery, they keep some ppl over night if theres complications but apparantly i was all good to go after resting in the post-op ward for few hours
speaking of, i woke up, puked, got some water, dicked around on tumblr, called my mum, took an 'i lived bitch' selfie, slept for a few hours, woke up, went on tumblr again, got dressed w/ some help from a nurse, pissed (by myself, woo!), and then got discharged
my scars are uneven! my left incision goes further under my armpit than my right one, and my scars vary in thickness, it actually looks kinda like ive got two scars on my left side bc it thins out so much in the middle for a few milimeters
my nipples are also a lil uneven and they ended up puckering up as they healed so i kinda looks like ive always got stiff nips oops, also theyre more brown than pink
apparantly that might be bc they took the nipple graft from my areaola bc they werent able to graft the actual nipple, idk ¯_(ツ)_/¯, obvi it doesnt look perfectly like a cis guy's nipples but i knew the chances of achieving that were relatively small + p dependent on how i healed so like im not too bothered by it
my surgeon used dissolvable stitches and one of em ended up poking out thru my scar a lil b4 it disolved, which was weird
showering w/ a plastic sandwich bag duct taped to ur chest so u dont get ur scars and nips wet is An Experience TM i'll tell u that
my scars stretched!! it happens!! esp if u raise ur arms, which u will inevitably have to do eventually, idk if they'll ever fade on their own or if i'll need scar revision treatment in the future but fortunately they didnt go keloid
my surgeon used what he called crosshatched stitching rather than drains so that saved me a lot of discomfort, i DID get a slight build up of like, i think around 40ish mls of fluid in my left side a few weeks after surgery, but my surgeon dealt w/ it by p much just poking it w/ a syringe and draining it out lol
which i didnt even feel him do at the time bc of the nerve damage lmao, which was weird asf since i could very much SEE him sticking the needle in but couldnt feel it at all
i regained my mobility like, straight away?? my surgeon said bc im young + relatively healthy it was likely that id bounce back from surgery quick but like,, i had none of the exhaustion, pain, or immobility ive seen ppl describe??
i couldnt lift my arms very high for a while obvi but like i was fine dressing myself and even washing my own hair if i just leaned over
having to sleep upright for a few weeks after surgery was v annoying since i usually rotate like a shawarma trying to find a comfy sleeping position
the post-op chest binder was sensory hell bc it was scratchy and it kept slipping down my back since it had no shoulder straps, also i accidentally bruised my ribs a lil bit by wearing it too tight oops, the fuckin relief i felt when they told me i cld stop wearing it
the post-op 'please wear these at all times so u dont get thrombosis' socks were p comfy tho, idk why they didnt cover my toes tho
regaining the sensation around ur scars is weird! my right side's been completely fine but ig bc my left scar is thicker + longer ive been getting some pain n tightness, its not a persistent issue or anything but its just kind weird bc ive never had any surgeries or major injuries to heal from before this one
u will have to get ur boobs felt up and examined probaby multiple times b4 surgery, this will feel very different from touching ur own boobs and, in my case, was ticklish??
my posture has improved somewhat since getting top surgey, what not having 11kg of weight hanging off ur chest and compressing it in towards ur ribs/spine for roughly 9 hours a day will do to a mf ig
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dantevhell · 2 years
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what are your top 5 insane amphibia episodes :o
Oooh thats a though question bc I never thought abt it. But well let's go!
Warning: this will be a big ass answer sor- SIKE I HAVE NO REGRETS!!
5 - BATTLE OF THE BANDS - ok it was a simple somewhat fluff somewhat angsty amphibia ep a really calm b4 the storm kinda of thing but made it was well made! Observing sasha's more profund mentality of "I need control, they won't want me if I am not in control, they won't need me if I am not in control" towards her girls and realizing that deep down all that she wants is for her girls to be happy, for them to succeed, God that was heartwarming. Toadie was the perfect and most unexpected character to teach her that but hey it was welcome!
This two pictures here made me insane.
JUST LOOK HOW LOVEY DOVEY SASHA IS LOOKING AT MARCANNE I WILL COMBUST AND-
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4 - BARREL'S WARHAMMER - I remember being genuinely SICK genuinely CRAZY genuinely DEPRESSED after this ep bc I never related to sasha so hard b4 and my kin on her only intensified on this ep! Seeing and confirming that sasha was insecure abt being left out of marcanne's life and feeling like she needs to have control for them to want her oh boy that was delicious and what a ep to make the fandom crazy with metas!! Seeing sasha beggining to realize that her actions were what was leading for the others to abandon her and she's the only to blame for her decisions.... only for her to fall into that trap of self destructive behavior MAN that sure was something that changed my brain chemicals HELL YEAH!!
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3 - THE THIRD TEMPLE - I was really excited for that ep bc we would not only get the girls SOOO waited reunion in amphibia after 2 YEARS but also we would gain a flashback when their first meet so i remember I spend the entire week only thinking about it! I really wanted to see how their dynamic would work as a trio and I was really excited to see if my predictions were correct (they were!). The tension of sasha and anne unresolved conflict and their long waited 2nd reunion, marcy finally encountering sasha after months without seeing each other, sasha and anne being unaware of marcy's plans with the king, MAN, THE TENSION WAS PALPABLE!
Also seeing sasha showing regret over her past actions with anne but unable to stop her already on motion plans was sure a good angst hoooho boy!
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2 - ALL IN - it was way more that I expected it to be! Anne's speech about her how she didnt loved herself, her fight with andrias and sasha's fight with darcy, andrias reading leif's letter, andrias and marcy flashback, marcy escaping her dreamscape!!! WOOF THAT WAS A ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS REAAAALLY WELL ELABORATED!
I think if the story ended there and we didn't had that stupid "suddenly the moon is the enemy bc the prophecy is too literal" plot and we just skipped to them saying goodbye and having the timeskip I would have been happier but that's content for aaaaanother post.....
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1 - TRUE COLORS - hands down the amphibia ep that made me the most INSANE AND MENTALLY ILL. Nothing will top true colors for me bc I spent months making theories with my friends only for it to be almost all throw away and the plot twists blow my mind! I genuinely didn't see marcy's reveal coming or her agreement with the king being going to other worlds so jesus! What a time! Marcy's speech was really impactful, andrias revealing his "true colors" was satisfactory in a way that was really anger inducing, sasha fight with anne and the begging of her redemption arc was soooo cool to watch and the animation in Anne's calamity form !! Wooooo I genuinely didn't know how to react after this ep I was feeling anesthetized a good few days!
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I think it's time for me to ramble a bit about Jack and L.L.'s negative/complex side of the relationship B4 going to bed bc whatever -_-
Like I always focus on L.L.'s reaction to it because to be fair it's a fucking Lot. They left for a few days, maybe just some weeks, and now everyone is dead or changed drastically (except Matt I guess). It'd be jarring it'd be dizzying it'd be disorienting.
But what about Jack's half of it? It'd be pretty conflicting in a depressing way. I mean just like Dave they HAD disappeared all those years ago and what are they doing now just waltzing right back in? Except it was nothing like Dave's because ended in kind of bad terms with him (definitely worsened with time) and had even tried to get rid of him directly, twice, but L.L. just... Disappeared. One day up and vanished and it made no sense. His options were literally either to believe they'd somehow went and died somewhere or just decided to abandon the people they loved because... They, didn't?
But even if he'd find an explanation what did it matter? It was one year, then two, then five, then ten, then then 35 whole fucking years and he'd not heard a peep from them. He lost his brother (again), his sister in law, his boyfriend AND his best friend. The house slowly fell more cold and silent. From having breakfasts in family or homemade lunch breaks filled with laughs and warm nights safe around the arms of someone who loved you to... Nothing. Just like all those years before he met Dave or L.L. or found Peter again.
And he didn't want to miss Dave, he refused! He was mad at Dave, but was he... Mad at L.L. too? I mean it sure would've been easier. Would have been easy to simply forget them too. And he thought he was doing a good job until out of nowhere they... Simply show up again.
And it's this array of emotions from seeing someone who you had to learn to live without appear again but it's also the need to push those emotions back too because reality just fell on their head and the color on their face is gone and they're shaking, and it's the realization that you still care.
It'd just be so hard. Very clearly possible to reclaim what once was, but it'd be a battle because the gap is felt for both, L.L. feeling it thru Jack's changes.
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endergirlplayz · 3 months
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some of my fave drawings
some of my favorite drawings I've ever made, I felt a need to show you, it may be set from oldest to newwest . I don't know how Tumblr will load them in
Also as of right now I decided I need to write detailed descriptions of each of theese so imma ramble a bit, also TW FOR GORE FOR THE FIRST DRAWING!! BE AWARE
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this is a pair of angst filled drawings. So the girl on the top is my gem oc royal purple saphrine (saphrines made by spookiemora) and saphrines eat saphires to steal there abilitys of future vision. So I have a human hybrid oc who's half saphire, and I wondered "what would happen if a saphrine tried to eat a hlsaphire human hybrid" and thus agst insued. The character with the gun on the bottom is Irene, who is the girlfriend of Sophie (the aforementioned saphire human hybrid). So yeah just some angst for angsts sake lol
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I made this in Dec 2021( I think) it's a redraw of something I made in dec 2020. ( or something to that effect) here's the original
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The character is my gem human hybrid oc black amber. I'm very fond of both but generally like the new one better
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this is my magical girl oc Katy! I drew her around valentine's day last year and I wanted to draw here being the absolute beauty she is ! I'm still trying to learn how to draw bigger bodys but this was a pretty good attempt.
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This is my oc fancy pink saphire, I just really like the background and the texture on this one man :3 it's really pretty
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This is my oc Omega purple pearl, she is the pearl of Omega purple diamond, I like the sahding and lighting on her , I think it gives ot a different vibe than my other art.
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This is two ocs I made based on songs. I picked one song for look and another for personality so I got theese (btw when I say picked I mean I was listening to my liked music and just letting whatever song came on next pick the vibes )
left is
Desighn based on :banana bread-cave town Personality based on: this is home -Cave town
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Desighn -copy cat- crusher-pPersonality - hell fire -annapantsu
Thats right we got an extremely abusive relationship here folks (mm angst time >:3)
Alright next drawing
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Alcoholic rabbit man, idk I think I made this after having an odd dream. I just really like the vibes on this one man idk
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Ive shown this drawing b4, it's my pfp , cupid is my boy and I love him lots
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This is my oc Brooke, I made this of her when I first desighned the character and it was one of the more complex early art projects I took on.
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This is another more random one. Something about this drawing always stuck with me tho and now I wanna draw more like it
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I drew this for holloween either 2021 or 2022, I don't remember anymore, time isn't real. Anyway it's was a project for school but I ended up not showing my art teacher bc he didn't want blood in the drawing, but I did so I just never showed it to him. Lol, this took me at least two hours but I don't recall how long specifically
So it turns out I have way more images than I do energy to write good posts so were stopping here for tonight. I'll get some rest and maybe be back to normal posts in a few days, I just need some. Rest rn
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booppooo · 2 years
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Body Guard: Chapter Eleven
Abby Anderson x Fem! Reader Series
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AN: we're getting down to the nitty gritty yall, also idk if I've said this b4 but I've stopped putting word counts bc the site I used to count the words updated and now idk how to use it HAHAHA (Caitlin also got the word count too 😔)
P.S. Caitlin made me post <3
Warnings: swearing, hospital setting, blood and injury
Word Count: 1,130
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Abby scoffed.
Y/n had just bravely confessed her love to Abby, and all the blonde had to show for it was a dismissive chuckle, then gave the rest of her attention to the screeching radio.
And Y/n was dumbfounded. She was absolutely destroyed.
"Is something funny?"
Abby scoffed again, "Uh, yeah actually."
Y/n asked her to elaborate with hot, frustrated tears dripping from her chin.
"I think it's fucking hilarious how you think 'confessing your love' will make up for the fact that you are the biggest Goddamn liar I've ever met. You're so full of shit Y/n."
All her lies and the consequences for them finally caught up to Y/n, and she was furious at the way it bit her in the ass. She knew it was coming, just not now - not when she was so vulnerable.
Her jaw nearly slammed on the floor at Abby's cruel words in absolute disbelief. She wanted to scream and cry and all of the above, but instead she was frozen. Then her jaw snapped shut and she let her stare bore into Abby's annoyingly gorgeous side profile.
She wouldn't spend another second near her. Y/n slipped on her pack and wobbled to her feet, nearly landing back on the floor with the agony swallowing her thigh. Hissing and squeezing her eyes shut, she let the pain simmer enough for her to start shuffling.
"What the Hell are you doing?" Abby asked, annoyed.
Y/n sighed and took a few more shallow steps, "Getting the fuck away from your cold-hearted ass." She swore under her breath and fell against the nearest pile of boxes which trembled under her weight.
The soldier idly got to her feet and started toward Y/n, then sprinted.
The pain was just too much to bare, mixed with already feeling feeble from lack of food and water and the gnarly fever, Y/n collapsed.
"Shit shit shit!" Abby scrambled next to her.
She rolled the doctor onto her lap and frantically called her name while tapping her ghostly cheeks. When she didn't wake, the blonde scrounged up their items, tossed Y/n over her shoulder, and left the warehouse. Her muscles hurt, but the panic stabbing at her heart hurt more.
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Abby made it.
After three days she was back at the base.
They almost didn't let her in.
She drug her feet through the mud as she approached the tall, sturdy gate. The soldiers at their posts cocked their guns and aimed them right at Abby's head. She was too tired to care. What difference would it make if they did put a bullet in her skull?
"It's Abby...and Y/n." Abby croaked with a throat of sandpaper.
The soldiers swore and called for the gates to be opened at once. A crowd of soldiers and medics crowded around her and flooded her with questions she didn't hear.
Y/n was lifted from her shoulder and she almost cried. She'd be damned if the universe made her carry another person for miles again. Next she was being shoved onto a stretcher, which she melted into and soaked up the feeling of the soft fabric against her cold cheek. The feeling of security wrapped her in a sun bathed blanket and those tears of relief that she had let settle on the brim of her lips finally trickled down her freckled cheek.
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The next few days were a messy blur. Everything smelled like rubbing alcohol and bleach, her blankets were scratchy and her pain meds made her head feel fuzzy. Not to mention her restlessness from not knowing how Y/n's surgery went, and the hurried whispers between the nurses only made her more anxious.
But after several days of asking about the peculiar physician while her bandages were changed, her questions had been answered.
She was wheeled in on a bed and settled right next to Abby, still and eyes closed. Her skin was still three shades lighter than usual, sweaty strands stuck to her forehead and jaw clenched tightly. All Abby saw was a corpse taking its last painful breaths.
Abby sat up and started to stand from the bed, but Nora shoved her back down, "Don't be stupid."
Her slender, dark fingers tampered with Y/n's fluids and pulled her blankets further up before turning to Abby.
"God...I thought I'd never see you again." She shook her head distastefully.
Abby glimpsed around Nora's lean frame one last time before meeting her hazel eyes.
"I thought I wasn't going to make it back."
Nora knew she wouldn't be so light hearted about it if Y/n weren't in the room. Hell, she wouldn't even be having this conversation.
"I swear to God if you get on Isaac's bad side again I'll kick your ass myself."
Abby dropped her gaze down to her socked feet and chuckled, a tint rising to her cheeks.
Nora cleared her throat and shot a quick look over her shoulder at Y/n, "She's uh - she's got a pretty bad fever right now. I'm surprised she even made it through her surgery."
Abby nodded with her head still low, "She's tougher than she looks."
"No shit." Nora scoffed.
She urged Abby to raise her gaze and grew concerned once she saw Nora's somber expression. She stepped aside and lifted enough blanket to reveal the unexpected.
The gauze was nearly the same color as her skin, the bandages resembling a more healthy color. The imprint of what once was still faintly outlined on the thin mattress.
"Oh my God."
She didn't realize how bad her wound had been, and now because of her reckless aiming Y/n was missing a leg.
It was gone.
For the first time Abby experienced a new feeling guilt. Usually she was taunted by her past about the things in life that still lingered: her scars, photos of her father, etc. But now she was forever haunted by what wasn't there. What she had taken away.
Abby's hand slapped over her mouth as she gagged.
She took on the blame entirely.
Nora was quick to grab the nearest trash can so Abby could empty her guilt-ridden stomach and sob.
It's all my fault. It's all my fault. It's all my fault.
The solider trembled from the cold sweat she had broken out in, and rested back against her pillow. She quickly wiped away her tears and gulped down the water at her bedside. Nora was still close, tucking away loose strands and urging her to rest, but all Abby could hear was the loud ringing in her ears.
The ceiling was abnormally bright white and she let her eyes rest, only to be met with the white wrapped around Y/n's amputation.
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devilyn · 3 years
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meet n greet | kuroo tetsurou
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part 2 to your biggest fan.
— alexa, play: come thru by summer walker (ft usher).
You make me wanna come through
Quarter after two
Just to put it down on you
You make me wanna replay
All of those things
That you and me, we do
— synopsis: kuroo finally decides he wants to help you with your onlyfans. | F!READER
— genre: explicit, lots of dirty talk, an aspect of exhibitionism, no actual penetration
— word count: 2.4k
— a/n: happy valentines day lol. if u know me, u didn’t see this. also, this is a repost bc it didn’t show up in the tags so srry if u saw this b4. plz tumblr put it in the tags this time
Kuroo couldn't get your images out of his head. Whenever he glanced at you from the back of the lecture hall, it took all of his willpower to think of anything but the way you came apart just three feet away from his usual seat.
He was going to lose his mind if he didn't talk to you soon. Which is why he was standing outside the dining hall he watched you walk into just a little over half an hour ago. Courage. He needed a lot of it to approach you about this. How would he broach the topic?
"Hey, I've seen you naked, and now all I can think of is bending you over this table and--"
Yeah there was no way.
So instead, he glanced down absentmindedly at his phone and checked his notifications. A text from a groupmate, a notification that his professor put his homework grade in, some mobile game reminder, and a notification that you had just uploaded a new photo.
…?
Just now?
His brain went into autopilot as he tugged his phone closer to him so no passerbys could see what he was about to open.
You really did just post. It was a picture of your legs spread open underneath the dining hall table. You weren’t wearing any panties under your skirt--that was obvious--but you had covered up the sight of your pretty pussy with your other palm.
You had just taken this photo. Kuroo had to conjure up pictures of kittens, puppies, and volleyball tactics to force himself not to pop a boner in public.
The door next to him creaked open, and he quickly hid his phone against his chest so no one could see the screen.
“Kuroo?”
Your voice was familiar. He had dreamed of it calling his name an embarrassing amount of times at this point. But now, he felt like hiding away in shame.
“Y/N,” he greeted dumbly, forcing a smile onto his face. His cheeks were red. Just seconds ago, he was staring at your--
“Are you alright?” you asked worriedly. You stopped right in front of him, raising your hand to place gently on his forehead. “What’re you doing out here? You’re red--did you catch a cold?”
His eyes trailed slowly down from your furrowed brows, your concerned gaze, your tempting lips, until they stopped at the way your skirt was fluttering in the wind. You were so close, he was practically inhaling your scent.
“I..” his composure was slipping. “I was waiting...for you.”
You blinked, clearly surprised. You two weren’t close enough for him to wait for you after lunch...for anything, really. Your confusion was evident on your expression as you slowly tilted your head to the side, waiting for him to continue.
“...I wanted to talk to you,” he exhaled slowly, pulling your hand away from his forehead and holding it firmly in his own. Your brows furrowed further in confusion, and your lips parted to speak before he cut you off.
“You’re not wearing panties, are you?”
That certainly left you speechless. You stared up at him with wide eyes, silent as he gazed down at you.
“...how’d you know?” you finally asked, pressing your thighs together and feeling the heat gather between them now that you've been caught. His gaze trailed down slowly to observe the way you held your skirt down in response to a strong gust of wind that blew by.
“You never struck me as a type to make an OnlyFans, you know,” he murmured quietly, dark eyes finally flickering back up to meet yours. “Not in high school, at least.”
“We all have our secrets, don’t we? You never struck me as the type to buy your high school volleyball club’s manager’s OnlyFans,” you countered.
“Touche,” he grinned, confidence returning. “I was waiting here for you because I have a proposition.”
You quirked a brow.
“I may be able to help with your content,” he murmured, stepping closer and sliding a hand between your legs. You gasped, eyes widening quickly as you placed a hand on his chest. His large palm cupped your bare heat, easily slipping underneath your skirt to press the base of his palm against your clit before pulling away. Your legs trembled from the suddenness of his actions, cheeks heating up quickly as you averted your gaze.
“...why don’t you come over to my apartment so we can discuss that a bit more?” you asked with a shaky voice, and Kuroo’s smirk grew as he swung an arm around your shoulder, tugging you into his side.
“Lead the way then, manager.”
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You had barely managed to stop Kuroo from pouncing onto you the moment your front door closed behind the two of you. You had over a hundred questions for him. When did he buy your OnlyFans, how did he find it, whether or not any of your mutual friends had seen it, and many more.
But you didn’t have the time. The instant he stepped into your apartment, he was pressing his lips to yours heatedly. You murmured a weak “bed, please--” against his lips before he pulled away and lifted you up into his arms. Your head was spinning, and before you knew it, your back was hitting your mattress and Kuroo was climbing over you.
He hovered over you for a second, gazing down at you--right in front of him. Now, he could see everything. He didn’t have to look at you through a screen, and he wasn’t obstructed by a paywall.
“Let’s start,” he practically purred as he fished his phone from his jeans, tossing it into your palms. “With a few test shots.”
You looked so cute lying beneath him with your hair splayed out around you, your lips parted to ask what he meant. With a quiet chuckle, he tilted your chin up towards him and leaned down to kiss you again. This time, his tongue slipped past your lips and slid up against yours. He poked and prodded at every inch of your mouth, absorbing the way you moaned and wrapped your arms loosely around his shoulders.
“You’re so beautiful,” he mumbled against your lips as he pulled back slowly, half-lidded eyes gazing down at your flushed expression and the way you leaned up to try and brush your lips over his once more.
Reluctantly, he pulled back and laughed as you whined softly.
“Test shots?” you asked curiously while he shifted so he was kneeling at the end of your bed.
“Mhm,” he responded simply as he wrapped his arms around your thighs. “You’ll see.”
You let out a loud yelp as he suddenly yanked you towards the edge of the bed. He easily hoisted your thighs up and practically folded you in half. Kuroo spread your legs far apart and pressed your knees towards your shoulders, his firm hands keeping your trembling thighs in place.
“Ah, you look so cute like this,” he mused with a pleased sigh as he lifted himself up so he could lean up and peck your lips. “Take some nice photos for me, ‘kay?”
“Kuroo--”
“Tetsu works just fine,” he grinned as he kneeled on the ground in front of you. Your fingers fumbled to unlock his phone and pull the camera up as he lightly bit down on the edge of your skirt. With his teeth, he slowly tugged your skirt up to expose your bare pussy.
You pressed record just as his breath fanned over your heat. Slowly, he ran the flat of his tongue up your wet slit, flicking his tongue over your clit. Your thighs twitched under his palms as you inhaled sharply. The camera shook slightly in your palms as you captured an image of Kuroo’s skillful tongue running over your clit.
“Tetsu,” you whimpered, and he felt like he might cum in his pants just from the way you said his name. Slowly, he began to swirl his tongue around your sensitive bud as he pulled one hand away from your thighs to press slowly between your folds. Without being able to help it, your hips jolted forward and a weak whine left your parted lips as his index and middle finger started to spread your tight walls open.
“Tetsu--please--” you gasped as your free hand grasped his hair, tugging at him lightly to press your dripping pussy harder against his tongue. The former captain merely smirked and wrapped his lips around your clit, sucking slowly.
Your grip on his hair tightened, and your back arched off the bed as you moaned. Kuroo was surprised you were even still holding onto his phone, capturing the way he made you fall apart on his tongue. Finally, he pulled back and stood so he could watch the way your chest rose and fell quickly, your wet cunt dripping all over your sheets. He licked his lips, savoring the way you tasted on his tongue.
“C’mere, baby girl,” he purred as he leaned down to press his lips to yours. You accepted him openly, moaning into his mouth and nipping lightly at his lower lip once the two of you part for air.
“You wanna feel my cock?” he asked quietly as he trailed kisses slowly down to your neck. He pulled back just far enough so he could pull his fingers from your tight cunt and press them to your lips. Your fingers wrapped around his wrist, holding his hand in place as your tongue slipped between his index and middle finger to savor every drop of your wetness he’d offered you.
Kuroo watched in awe as you pressed a soft kiss to his palm, murmuring a quiet ‘yes, please’ against his skin.
His cock felt painfully hard in his jeans. His phone was long discarded on your sheets, but he still reached for it and placed it back into your hands. You whined as a protest, but he gently pecked your lips with a small smirk.
“Be a good girl and take pictures for your fans, alright?” his hand gripped your chin, pulling your gaze up to his dark one. “Show them who you belong to.”
Obediently, you nodded and watched as Kuroo finally unzipped his jeans, and pulled his erect cock from his boxers. You trained the camera on the way he positioned himself easily between your thighs, your free hand reaching up to cup his cheek as he leaned down to kiss you deeply.
“Such a good girl, your pussy nice and creamy all over my cock,” he growled as he slowly started to grind himself against your wet cunt. He slipped the base of his shaft between your folds, sliding himself up and down your lower lips. Each time the tip of his length thrusted up against your clit, your hips jolted into him.
“So wet for me, aren’t you?” He praised as his pace started to quicken. You could feel how hard he was against you. Every twitch and throb of his cock against your heat had you closer and closer to cumming all over him.
“Tetsu,” you managed to whimper out between breathy moans. “Can you cum for me?”
He laughed breathlessly, leaning down to capture your lips in a messy kiss. Pulling back, he whispered softly, “That’s my line, baby girl.”
Seconds later, he was burying his face into the crook of your neck as his hands gripped your sheets firmly. His hips spasmed as his rhythm became sporadic, and his thrusts started to become frantic and needy. Soon, as you moaned out words of encouragement, he groaned loudly and came to the sound of you calling his name. His cock twitched and shuddered as he came all over your bare pussy.
At the same time, your legs shook and trembled as his hot cock grinded against your sensitive clit. You came while crying out his name, thighs shaking around him as he continues to slowly rub his length up and down your folds.
Kuroo pulled away from your neck to admire his work. His cock slid along your twitching cunt, covered in his cum. With a proud grin, he took two fingers and smeared his cum all over your bare pussy. You whined softly, the feeling of overstimulation causing you to close your thighs tight around his wrist before trying to squirm away.
He laughed softly as you tried to catch your breath. He hurried to your bathroom to grab a towel to clean up the mess. When he came back, you were laying in the same spot with your legs hanging off the bed, scrolling through the pictures you had managed to take.
“How’d they turn out?” He asked curiously while gently wiping his load off your heat. Your hips twitched as you lifted your head to smile brightly at him.
“Should I split the profit with you?” you teased just as he tossed the towel to the side and helped you lay properly in bed.
“That’d be ideal, I was the other model, after all,” he snickered and leaned over so he could look through the photos again.
“Think I’m gonna make this one the public one,” you stopped at a picture of your fingers threaded through his messy black hair, his face buried in your cunt.
“Yeah?” He crawled on top of you with a smirk. You laughed as he slipped himself between your arms, cuddling up against you and burying his face in your chest.
“Mhm. But I think I’m saving this one as a special message for those who pay a little extra. What do you think?”
He looked up, following your gaze to the image on his phone screen.
The picture was one of him standing between your spread thighs, his cock pressed right up against your wet pussy, taken right after he came and covered you with his thick cum. The sight made his cock twitch and harden quickly against your thigh.
Your eyes widened as you turned your gaze to him before you sat up slightly.
“Tetsu, you’re already--?!”
He grinned and pressed a soft kiss against your neck as he swat his phone out of your hand. Lacing his fingers with yours, he flipped himself over so he could hover above you. Leaning down, he pecked your lips and laughed as you rolled your eyes.
“Wanna go another round?”
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sunnysidevans · 4 years
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𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐬 - 𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐲 𝐁𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐫
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Summary: everyone copes with a bad day differently, after a particularly bad day andy finds a new way to cope, with some help of course. 
Pairing: Andy Barber x Reader
Warnings: 18+ NSFW THEMES , drug mentions , alcohol mentions , oral (m/r) , daddy kink , semi public pda , unprotected sex (wrap b4 you tap kids)
Authors Note : hi! heres the long awaited andy fic i promised, I do also want to point out i did base this after the show and that andy and laruie are not together bc I just dont condone cheating one bit. okay enjoy! 
NSFW THEMES UNDER THE CUT
READERS POINT OF VIEW:
Everyone copes with bad days in different ways, some people turn to alcohol, some people turn to drugs, some turn to good ways such as meditation, but not Andrew Barber, he turned to Burlesque clubs. The club was slow as it finally hit eleven pm, many men finally went home to their spouses as once it passed ten, you can't pull the “work” excuse. You sat in your chair in the small dressing room as you touched up your makeup lightly from the last set as your manager slipped in, “(Y/N), there’s a few more regulars left, would you mind taking the stage for a bit?” she asked as you smiled at her in the mirror “of course! What number are you thinking?” you asked as she smiled “you pick! Let me know and we’ll get the curtain up for you!” she smiled walking away as you heard a faint “Thank you!” in the distance. 
As the curtain rose and you and a few other dancers stood on stage, the music had not even started yet as you made eye contact with the blue eyed man in the corner of the stage, he looked like he had a bad day, as many do when they come into the club, it was common for them to cope with watching women dance and put on shows, better than being at a strip club sometimes. You started to lip sync to “I put a spell on you” in the black leather two piece you smiled and winked to him and received a smirk back.
You made it off the stage after the number smiling as Mandy smiled at you, handing you a water bottle, “You know I didn’t hire you to flirt with our guests” ending it with a wink you laugh “he looked like he needed a smile” you shrugged smiling widely at her as she laughed in response “okay sure” she rolled her eyes as she walked away, turning as she was a few feet away “oh! Would you mind staying a bit extra to pick up a bit? Mark is a bit understaffed on servers tonight” she smiled as you groaned with a smile “I guess” you drew out the s with a laugh and nodded quickly “yes” you smile as she yelled “your the best!”. You made your way back to the dressing room to change to a small napkin on your station “Great show beautiful AB” you furrowed your eyebrows looking over the note shrugging it off as someone was sending you a little fan mail. You tossed the note aside and quickly changed your clothes to head out and clean up some tables. 
The clock had finally hit midnight and most regulars and shifted out the door and there were two customers left, Mr.blue eyes included. You cleaned a few tables in front of blue eyes watching his eyes watch your every move. You stood and took care of the few glasses you picked up and made your way back to him leaning your hand and hip against the table you watched him, he looked at you like the most prized possession, it was actually really sweet. “So, blue eyes, can I get you anything else?” you asked softly smiling looking down at him as you made eye contact again as he smirked slightly “uh” he swirled the brown bourbon in his glass around “no not yet, unless your kicking me out” he looked back up at you again as you shook your head “I’m here till 1 so, enjoy your stay” you winked walking back to the counter to continue to pick up after the regulars who had finally went home. 
One am approached fast and the only one left was you and blue eyes, you’ve come to quite like calling him that, as you hadn’t fully introduced yourselves to one another. Mandy trusted you to lock up so it was just the two of you, he also seemed harmless. “Am I the only one left?” he asked as you dried a few glasses, he stood approaching the bar “Yes you are” you smiled at him tilting head setting the glass down smiling at him, biting your lip again. “So, what's your name?” you asked him watching as he leaned against the bar, “Andy” he smiled looking at you smiling “and you?” he replied again as you nodded “(Y/N)” you replied to him biting your lip, watching as his eyes followed every move of your lips. “(Y/N)” his voice rasped, dropping a few octaves deeper. “I like it” he nodded, smirking at you, looking you up and down watching your face as you walked around the bar to him. “So, Andy..” you whispered walking closer to him as you two stood face to face watching his face as you looked up at him “what brought you in tonight?” you ask, slightly messing with his tie, that had been loosened from the moment you two had made eye contact a few hours ago. He sighed heavily watching your fingers play with his tie “a long, long day” he bit his lip watching your lips as you stuck your tongue out to wet your lips. 
You stood on your tippy toes to finally kiss Andy holding onto his suit jacket to pull him closer as he picked you up, wrapping your legs around his waist as he leaned you against the bar counter, sitting you down and standing between your legs. Parting was for a short time he began to kiss down your neck as you let out a sigh of delight “A long day huh?” you moaned softly tangling your fingers in his hair as he found your sweet spot. He mumbled something along a “mhm” against your neck as you pulled him up to kiss his lips again passionately, they were soft and you for sure couldn’t stop kissing them. You pulled him closer by your thighs as you locked your ankles around him, pulling his suit jacket off and tossing it aside. Pulling away to catch your breath you wiped the small bit of chapstick you smeared on his chin biting your lip grinning looking at him raising your eyebrows “I only live down the road… would you want to come along?” you asked as he smirked, kissing you again passionately. 
You barely made it to unlock your front door before your back was against it and Andy’s lips were against yours. You once again pushed his jacket off his shoulders, tossing it behind you as he held your hips in his hand messing with the button on your jeans. You pulled away for air, panting softly, feeling his breath fanning your face as you watched his eyes darken. He undid the button of your jeans,grinning as he felt your breath speed up in anticipation. Andy kissed along your collarbone again as he slid his hand into your jeans, running his finger between your folds over your panties, if you knew you would get laid tonight you would’ve picked better attire. You gasped as his knuckle brushed your clit as he bit down on your shoulder. “Oh sweetheart is that the jackpot?” he asked softly as you nodded quickly in response as you pulled him in to kiss you again. As you tangled your fingers into his hair Andy slid his hand into your panties finally, He finally brushed his fingers through your folds, causing you to gasp and him taking the opportunity to shove his tongue into your mouth. You whimpered as he ran his knuckle over your clit whispering in your ear “is that the spot baby?” he asked as you nodded quickly “please” you whispered “please what?” he asked as he slowly gripped your hips, his finger circling your clit gently “please touch me” you finally desperately whispered. 
Andy finally nudged you to the bedroom where you finally got the chance to admire him, as you slowly unbuttoned his shirt and was met with a beautiful tattooed chest. You shoved his shirt off as he slid his hands up your side to pull your top off along with the straps of your bra. You traced your finger over the tattoos slowly biting your lip as you kissed along his collarbone tattoo looking up at him as you kissed down his chest. Finally meeting your carpet you undid his belt slowly setting the belt aside along with his pants as you palmed him through his boxers. He growled as you finally tugged his boxers down and the cold air met his leaking tip. You looked up at him as you took his length in your hands, causing him to shiver “god damn your hands are cold” he groaned as you giggled and whispered “sorry daddy” before licking a strip up his length, watching his face you took him into your mouth,circling the tip with your tongue collecting the precum at the tip. “Oh fuck” he moaned leaning his head back as his hands tangled in your hair,gripping tightly. You continued to bob your head, pumping the remaining that you couldn’t fit into your mouth, as you bobbed your head you watched his face as he bit his lip tightly, gripping your hair. Andy held your head still as he thrusted his hips slowly into your mouth, hitting the back of your throat causing you to gag slightly, drooling down the side of your mouth and falling to your chest. “Fuck fuck fuck” he chanted pulling you from his length panting as you coughed wiping your chin “I’m not cumming down your throat” he panted as he helped you from the floor, picking you up and tossing you on the bed.
As you bounced on the bed you quickly shed yourself of your jeans and panties biting your lip as you watched Andy stand at the end of your bed. He was a beautiful man, nothing of what you were expecting in the best way possible. “Do you have a condom or are you on the pill?” he asked, climbing up the bed between your legs as you ran your hands up his arms, shaking your head quickly, pulling him down to kiss you before quickly mumbling “pill”. As you spread your legs for him he slowly adjusted himself to fit between your legs, looking up to your face for permission and being met with a nod he slid into you slowly. You moaned as he had bottomed out laying your head back “oh my god” you moaned as he watched your face, thrusting slowly to start. “Fuck” he groaned watching your face in pleasure, picking up his pace and thrusting faster and harder to hit your g-spot. You wrapped your legs around his waist tightly pulling him closer to pull him deeper as his thrusts got faster and consistent. “Oh Andy” you moaned, holding onto his shoulders,digging your nails into his arms as his thrusts began to get sloppy and more irregular. “Are you gonna cum for daddy huh?” he groaned as he managed to thrust harder and faster but still sloppy. As his final thrusts hit your g spot you gripped his back tightly moaning loudly arching your back “I’m cumming oh my fucking god” you moaned loudly as he smirked whispering in your ear biting his lip “cum for daddy baby you can do it” he reached down rubbing your clit to help push you to the edge in which he did and you arched your back,cumming all over his length. You arched your hips to meet his thrusts whispering in his ear “cum for me daddy” you whispered in his ear, to help encourage him as he groaned in your ear cumming inside of you and falling to lay on top of you, panting. 
A few minutes passed and Andy had climbed out of bed and managed to find his way to your bathroom across the hall. You heard the faucet running along with the toilet flushing before he strolled back into the bedroom. “Hey” he whispered sitting beside you, moving your hair out of your face smiling “here’s this, don’t forget to pee, i’ll go grab you a water” he whispered, handing you a towel and walking out the room, in which you got a good view of what he was packing in the back. After you used the restroom and cleaned yourself up you climbed back into bed and shortly were met with arms around you. Before you fell asleep you rested your hand on his arm as you felt him snoring behind you, you don't know what it was about him but you were more than willing to help him with his long days. 
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mimik-u · 4 years
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“Change Your Mind” Re-watch:
I’ve been dealing with this feeling on and off ever since I started “Diamond Days” earlier this week, but dang, I’m a little sad that I’ve reached the end of the show again. Of course, I’m excited to visit the movie again and see Future for the first time (!!!), but this episode above all really marks the end of an era. But things end and things change.
That’s the thesis of this episode anyway. And really, the nature of this beautiful show. :’)
Steven’s dream sequence is so haunting, both in terms of it explicitly showing us how Blue Diamond is currently recapitulating the very same cycles which pushed Pink away by showing us such a similar flashback from the past, but also by dredging up the horror of Pink’s memories. The idea that Steven’s gem still has access to some of his mother’s memories is used to its most visceral effect here, in which we get a nightmare heightened lens of how miserable she was, and often times, scared.
When the Diamonds stretched out their grieving hands through the cosmos and towards the world their youngest member loved, how did Rose feel to at once get a confirmation that she had been loved? Loved so powerfully that the Diamonds would try to destroy an entire planet to exact their revenge, and yet, at the same time, loved so terribly that they would never think twice about doing so, or that it took this for them to ever show it?
“This... isn’t normal. How many times did you lock her in here? How many times did you make her cry?” / “I didn’t... I... And I’m doing it again, aren’t I?” God, this exchange always undoes me. Not only is it Steven calling Blue out, but in a way, it’s him standing up for his mother, realizing what misery the Diamonds put her through and putting a name on it for Blue to recognize, contend with, and finally, accept. Blue tries to defend herself at first, but then, in the end, can’t. Because there’s no defense. There’s no excuse. And to horribly mangle a quote from Legend of Korra, by reaching that lowest point, Blue Diamond finally becomes open to the possibility of change.
It’s always so evocative to me that she collapses next to the tower window that’s at her eye level. Never explicitly stated, I think it really is implied here that Yellow and Blue have seen their fair share of this tower before, too, their trespasses of decorum excised out of them by White. In return, they tried to do the same to Pink. Cycles and cycles and cycles.
Gsleidjsneioeis, it never fails to make me laugh that Yellow is just sitting in the darkness, straddling her throne, waiting for Blue. Emo ass. I love her.
The Diamonds both look so shocked when Blue slaps Yellow’s hand away, as though neither of them can fathom, process, and believe what just happened. And yet, really, this is the climax to the schism between them that we’ve known since “That Will Be All.” They love each other—they loved Pink—but they have differed, fundamentally, on how to grapple with the pain of loving someone and losing her and existing from then on.
“When we thought Pink was shattered, when she abandoned us, I alone was there for you, and you would use your power against ME?” GO OFF, PATTI LUPONE EIEOSJSA. But this line gets me, too. Jesus. Yellow loves Blue so much.
“Didn’t we hurt Pink? She was suffering in silence for ages, just like our gems, just like me. And I know you’re suffering in silence, too.” HHHHHHH, AND THIS LINE. I think it’s significant because it’s Blue making a move we’ve rarely seen from her before—empathy. Her whole complex is that she’s been so lost in her own emotions that she forces them on everyone else, but here she does something monumental; not only does she acknowledge her own pain, but she uses it to recognize that others have been hurting, too. She and Yellow hurt Pink. (She makes herself and Yellow the agents of the action, therefore not evading the blame.) And so many of their gems have been hurt, too. Yellow has been hurting.
In her vulnerable expression that follows, it’s clear to the audience that Yellow knows her fellow Diamond’s words to be true, but she’s not ready to accept their veracity, to look inwards at the heart of her own misery. Also, help. I’m only 9 minutes into the episode.
“Does this look perfect to you?” And Yellow’s anger is stopped in its tracks. She looks immediately to Blue, literally smoking on the ground from the force of her attack. A fragment of palace crumbles emptily away. And this is the crux of the Homeworld Empire. It demands every gem, from the Diamonds downward, to sacrifice in the name of of perfection. But they’ve placed too much of an emphasis on appearance, numbers, quantity, and power, never interrogating the consequences that pursuing these ‘impressive’ entities bring: misery, hopelessness, despair.
“Stop... stop it, Blue. Stop using your power on me.” / “I’m not.” Hhhhhhhhh, I’m tender. And then, when Blue Diamond sweeps over to hold Yellow’s head?????? This is what being a Bellow Diamond fan is all about, okay rieososossnjaaj.
“You’ve made a grave mistake. Go to your rooms!” / “Uh, which rooms should we go to?” GJKHDFVHJNJJ. But yeah, White has definitely used the tower on Blue and Yellow b4.
Bismuuuuth, Lapis, Peri!!! God, I love Lapis’s outfit so much.
“Yellow and I will keep White distracted.” / Just go! Go! Hurry! She’s getting up!” Blue and Yellow know that in making this choice, they’ll face severe consequences, but still initially make the choice anyway.
And yet, Steven doesn’t let them make that choice. He doesn’t run away. Because he and this show fundamentally believe that change is effected through communication.
I still have thirty minutes of this episode left to go oskeodjsnsnsk, but now I need to symbolically talk about the Diamond mecha. It’s very on point that White’s ship can’t function if the other parts aren’t cooperating!!
The Diamonds finally expressing their vulnerabilities to the blankly staring ship is just so sad. They’re finally doing the emotional work that they’ve been neglecting for thousands upon thousands of years, and they’re almost literally meeting a wall.
“We Diamonds might be hard, but we’re also brittle.” / “I know my purpose isn’t to be happy.” Hhhhhhhhhh, these lines. The rigidity of the Diamond Authority has forced Yellow and Blue to become hard, to be unhappy. They, like all their gems, are suffering beneath the strain. Starting from the way it literally drains a planet of resources, this empire was never sustainable.
Cries bc the Diamonds are holding hands, AND THEN CRIES BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN VIOLENTLY AND PAINFULLY PUPPETEERED.
THE FUSING MONTAGE!!! EKSSKSJ, I love how when he goes to fuse with Pearl, he does a few ballerina moves. AND I LOVE HOW 2.0 IS UNREPENTANTLY BRITISH. IT’S SO FJNNY AND RIGHT.
“AH! Steven, we fused!” She’s so happy!!!!!!!!!! Hhhh!!!!!
“I’m here. I love you.” Steven says this before fusing with Garnet, and there’s nothing else that could have ever been so fitting for a fusion who prides herself on being here and being made, so beautifully and entirely, of love.
Sunstone always looks and sounds like they’re two seconds away from breaking the 4th wall on a Sunny D commercial from the 1990s, and that’s amazing.
OBSIDIAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNN. Everything about them is FUCKING EPIC. (Also, if you haven’t listened to the S5 soundtrack yet, you need to go listen to Obsidian’s track without background noises!!!!!!! It’s so motivating! I listen to it when I’m studying sometimes!)
I’m still soft about Bismuth giving Connie her own sword. Let them b sword buddies 2k20.
BIG FYCKING LAVA SWORD!!!!
The animation on this episode is absolutely insane. God, the Crewniverse did so good.
“Poor Yellow. Her impurities absorb all the blue in her light. She’s so strong, but so weak when it comes to Blue.” 😭😭😭 What do you mean I’m still emotional over the fact that Yellow Diamond’s one perceived weakness is Blue? Hahahaha.
“Ah, and Blue. Her impurities soak up all the warmth in her spectrum. She thinks she needs you, Pink.” 😭😭😭 She needs Pink to be warm.
“But you’re a part of me, the part I always have to repress.” White doesn’t yet realize it, but this is actually her revealing her own flaw. Not only does she repress her love for Pink, but she represses her own sense of pinkness, too. So cerebral and so detached, she’s allowed herself to exist for these past 6,000+ years in the gaping maw without Pink as a being who has subjugated the entirety of her emotional expression. Just as Blue and Yellow are equals and opposites, so too, were Pink and White.
“Insecure, dependent, obsessed.” God. Another thing about White Diamond’s powers in relation to Pink is that White has the capacity to know a gem’s thoughts once she possesses them, whereas Pink was able to relate and empathize with their emotions. And indeed, that’s how Steven came to know and help the Gems’ problems over the course of the entirety of this show—through empathy, relation, compassion, and understandings, concepts so foreign to White Diamond. Simply alien.
POV: You’re Connie Maheswaran, and you have to fight a possessed bastardization of the Gem who once lovingly taught you everything you know about how to wield a sword.
White Diamond so simply and so precisely plucking Steven’s gem out of his stomach is the single most terrifying visual on this show. Jfc.
“SHE’S GONE.” The animus of the Pink Diamond gem prmordially screams the truth that White Diamond refuses to accept. Pink is gone. There’s no undoing death. There’s no separation from gem and body. There is only, just as there has always been for fourteen years, Steven.
He is not, and never will he ever be, his mother.
Oh, my God. This show.
And just as White Diamond parting Steven from his gem is the scariest moment in the show, Steven reuniting with him is the most transcendent. He laughs. He hugs himself. He dances. Because Steven Universe is entirely his own being.
And he loves himself. That is the crucial part. That is the beginning and the end and the resolution. Oh, my GOD. This show.
“I am a child. What’s your excuse?” KWIDIDOSJSKSKSISOSMA, GET HER.
Steven walking over to comfort Pink Pearl, even though he doesn’t know her, even though the only iteration he has seen of her has been her lobotomized version—forbidding and detached—is so tender.
WISOSJSJS, I know this is emotionally deep and indicative of just how ingrained their psychological complexes are that they don’t know how to deal with vulnerable expressions of emotion, but White, Yellow, and Blue being so dramatic about White blushing is honestly hilarious.
Sadie singing “Let Me Drive My Van into Your Heart” is so good, but what’s even better is that two second shot of Greg blushing listening to his song being sung. ;-;
Oh! Oh! And Barb is in the audience! Character development! Growth!
“No more hiding! No more running! No more Diamond Authority!” KWOWOEJDKDOSJSJSISSJSJ.
Lion padding up to Lars in a silent recognition that they’re the same ;-;-;-;
I think Sadie and Lars reuniting with such drastically different appearances and mindsets is simply just one of the coolest ways this show has come full circle. This show’s about everyone changing. Look at these two. Look at where they started, and now, where they’ve begun again.
Genuinely crying at the last few shots of the show again. Oh, my GOD. The pure, unmitigated joy. Nephrite and Steven. Bismuth and Biggs. Garnet and Pearl. Jasper and Amethyst. The Diamonds.
This show really is about love and forgiveness and healing, y’all. 😭😭😭😭
AND THEN THEY COMPLETE THE SHOT FROM THE INTRO. I AM UNWELL. IT’S 8AM.
This show, in every sense of the word, is a miracle.
Thank you, Crewniverse for this comet of epic proportions.
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muwur · 4 years
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hiii can I request hcs for Bokuto, Oikawa and Kuroo crushing on a shy s/o :3 tyyyy
crushing on a shy s/o
✧ hc’s ✧ for Bokuto, Oikawa & Kuroo
❧ gn reader
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a/n: ty for the request ! <33 idk y everytime its like headcanons mixed w scenario frjffgt i hope das ok w yall my definitions of all these intersect too much--
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Bokuto
✧ mans sometimes has trouble knowing people’s boundaries
✧ PERO bby is just being himself, we lov a king
✧ I DIGRESS. N E WAYS
✧ when he has a crush, he just wants to give you a lot of attention
✧ your shyness is just an added uwu factor to him, he craves seeing how surprised you get whenever he just so happens to pop up out of nowhere to say hi!
✧ tbh he spotted you from like a mile away and pretended like he needed to go in the same direction just so he could talk to you--
✧ doesn’t hesitate to compliment you! will ask if you did anything different (you: “not really” ) and then always says “you always look great, anyway, no need to change anything!”
✧ invites you to his games, hyping up his team and insisting that if you come, he’ll play even better because of your support
✧ has to control himself from leaping with happiness and giving you a hug when you respond a bit bashfully, agreeing to go like 👉👈 “oh, sure, ill come” bc a cutie just asked you to come watch him play
✧ however, when akaashi mentioned once that Bokuto might be coming on a bit strong for your more timid nature, he tried to tone it down
✧ but then he got sad thinking that maybe he was actually overwhelming or annoying you and he sulked for three and a half days despite akaashi insisting that you probably didn’t feel that way, otherwise you would just avoid him
✧ you noticed recently he’s been acting a bit off, and it made you a bit sad to see him looking upset
✧ so you decided to make a sign for him for his upcoming game!
✧ you lugged it around with you when you entered the gym, backside facing forward to hide what it said
✧ you were a bit self-conscious, to say the least
✧ you got settled on the bleachers and watched the game
✧ but Bokuto rlly seemed out of his element; he missed a few potential points and the other team eventually got in the lead
✧ thinking that he needed a pick-me-up, you held up your large sign overhead sheepishly during a time out, hoping that Bokuto would notice
✧ everyone on the team started to snicker when they read your “You got this, Bokuto! Go Owls!” and gave suggestive looks to their team captain
✧ he was confused (Bokuto: “why are you all looking at me weirdly??”) until he finally turned around and saw your sign
✧ and fell 10x more in love with you
✧ and now he can die happy
✧ turning back to his team, tears pricking at his eyes, he quietly choked out:
✧ “(Y-Y/n) made that...? F-For me?!?!??”
✧ now that he’s fIRED UP, Fukurodani easily gained back their momentum and won by a landslide
✧ you stood around outside the gym after the game, wanting to congratulate Bokuto and the team but ovERthInkING iT and you were about to chicken out when
✧ “(Y/N)!” a voice called out loudly
✧ and you were met with a crushing hug
✧ never in your life were you more pleasantly surprised and embarrassed at once
✧ Bokuto’s back on his bullshit, always tryna talk and impress you
✧ and everyone wonders why y’all aren’t dating yet cmon just love each other already--
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Oikawa
✧ a big tease and a big flirt
✧ never fails to tell you how lovely you look everyday
✧ a bit embarrassed, you’ll always thank him (which he points out is cute, saying there’s no need to be shy)
✧ overall, he’s rlly sweet doe
✧ he was out with his teammates once when he saw you, so he called you over by name
✧ but since you’ve never met any of Oikawa’s teammates, except Iwaizumi, you were a bit hesitant
✧ seeing this, he goes over to you, gently grabbing your arm and pulling you over while reassuring you, “C’mon, I want you to meet my team. I think they’ll like you!”
✧ will introduce you as his friend
✧ however everyone sees through this (except u) and knows boyo wants mor
✧ makes sure to include you in any conversation, asking you for your input
✧ piss Oikawa off
✧ until he rlly does get pissed off and excuses both of you, deciding to just hang out with you because his teammates are meanies
✧ so we may conclude he can be a bit protective
✧ always staring or looking at you, secretly hoping that he catches you looking at him (gets disappointed when once again, no, you were not looking at him)
✧ checks himself in the mirror even MORE now that he has a bit of an infatuation-- (Iwaizumi: *to Oikawa, who is inspecting his face* “you can only do so much to look human, give up”)
✧ politely excuses himself from his horde of fan girls just to talk to you
✧ always trying to find ways to talk to you in hopes you’ll open up more to him and in general
✧ will offer you help even though you obviously do not need any (again, just to talk to you)
✧ and offers you other things he has on himself, like gum
✧ speaking of gum he’ll always have gum or mint on him in general but espeeeeecially if he knows he’ll be around you bc boyo want his breath smelling fiinneee
✧ eventually gets you to be quite comfortable around him (yes!), so you have nice conversations every once in a while
✧ he’s also v considerate and likes gift giving! bought you milk bread from his fav place because he talked about it the other day, and you mentioned you were curious to try it
✧ one time after you told you that you looked pretty, you paid him back with a compliment as well
✧ he got quite flustered himself, trying to hide his blush by turning his face to the side and then excusing himself-- (smooth)
✧ mans just left you confoozed, but you shrugged it off
✧ he digged the compliment tho, it made his heart swell and his ego skyrocket LOL
✧ his crushing gets worse after you start showing up to his games to support and cheer for him
✧ gushes about you mid-game to Iwaizumi, who looks like he wants to off himself every time--
✧ once you’re a bit more comfortable around him and after “hanging out” (Oikawa: “nOT a date oKAY”) a few times, that’s when he thinks he should ask you out (like on a date date c; )
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Kuroo
✧ (totally unrelated but i had a weird dream recently where kuroo and i became buddies bc we found each other’s finstas--)
✧ ok im like 99% sure all these bois would love to get some sort of reaction out of their shy crushes cuz they think it’s cute, they just do it in different ways
✧ kuro’s a bit of a tease
✧ but only because he likes to see your reactions, thrives off of them n eats that shit up like salted mackerel-- (not literally)
✧ likes to look in on what you’re doing whenever you’re just minding your own business ( “whatcha got there?” )
✧ gets a bit close to you as he looks over your shoulder (doesn’t matter wut ur height is; this mf tall tho)
✧ will call out your name and wave when he sees you in the distance, then walk over to you and start a conversation, asking you about your day, what you were doing, etc.
✧ will leave his other friends to talk to you, so much for bros b4 hoe5
✧ always respects your boundaries, though. he’s quite perceptive and is able to tell whether or not you’re uncomfortable
✧ and if you are, he’ll do whatever he can to lessen it (sometimes without you even realizing it)
✧ invites you to study with him after school in the library (and thanks the universe when you agree)
✧ tries to be sLICK when y’all are studying
✧ like he’s extra attentive so when you drop your pencil this man zooms for it before you can even blink so he can pick it up and maybe touch your hand as he hands it to you
✧ “oh, you dropped this,” he says, iNNOcENtLY
✧ you just smile and respond with a “thank you, kuro”
✧ may or may not have done this also so you could smile and thank him—
✧ will also try to impress you with his knOwLedGE and is eager to help when you don’t understand something
✧ tries to fix his bedhead ;((( but fails (Issok bb u perfect already)
✧ will kinda flex about his team and being captain (“oh yeah so we’re going to nationals pretty soon”),,, hoping to convince you to come to a game
✧ which,,, you do (much to his content--)
✧ luckily for him, you end up easily vibing with both kuro and kenma
✧ occasionally you see both of them and are comfortable enough to approach and say hi
✧ after a while tho kenma just disappears and ur like ?? where’d he go ?? and kuro genuinely did not know
✧ kenma just wants to give y’all sum alone time,,,, but y’all dont know that (except kuro when he confronted him later n all he got as a response was ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )
✧ always asks you about your interests, mentally taking notes on them (he believes that info will come in handy in the future)
✧ and he likes to surprise you with the things he remembers (ie. your fav colors, snacks, scents, hobbies, etc)
✧ is kinda comfortable with how things are between you two
✧ but also really want something more; will probs end up asking you out suddenly when y’all are hanging out >.>
✧ embarrassment and uwu’s are shared
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brushes-of-sage · 4 years
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If all 8 parts dont come thru blame tumblr and their ask limit frozen au idea: ok so yeah varian was born with ice powers(btw i have no idea if hugos adopted in this au or not, it might come back later, my brain is just spitting things at me atm)Varian hugo quirin and ulla were a happy family until one day and accident involving alchemy, ice magic, and a startled alchemist involves in both parents getting trapped in a giant amber trap(Hugo comes in just as the amber finishes consuming them)(1/8)
After this, varian is scared of himself and his abilities both in magic and alchemy. He now wears his gloves 24/7 as opposed to just during experimenting(varian is 9, hugo is 8 kinda like elsa and anna but flipped(i think)) Any confidence he had in his abilities is immediately shattered and try as he might he cant seem to free his parents with magic alchemy or both. Hugo tries to help as much he can but varian is too scared and doesnt want to hurt him. After doing some research,(2/8)
he tries to ask for the trolls help but they cant so he requests they erase his memories of varians power, for fear of hurting his brother (he cant seem to keep hugo out of his lab. He feels horrible about it but cant risk hurting his only family left) Btw i dont c varian hurting hugo accidentally as well i dont think he could emotionally handle it, but all u angst writers, knock urselves out. Fast forward a few years and varian is 21 and about to be crowned king bc he still hasnt found(3/8)
a way to free his parents. While at the coronation party hugo meets donella, quickly filling the mother role he wished he had. Little does he know, she is only posing as a foreign dignitary bc she heard rumors about a magical prince hiding in arendelle and wants to exploit/study it. By the end of the evening she determines its not hugo, but hopes getting in hugos good graces could help getting to varian. Fast forward to the ballroom, the brothers argue (about what i dunno), ice spikes, (4/8)
varian runs, hugo leaves to follow him, and leaves donella in charge. I also headcannon he gets his memories back as the movie goes on bc reasons. Along the way, he runs into belle, a hardened ice harvester whos seriously annoyed about this snow storm in july.(dont worry guys hugo and belle dont fall in love, theyre just friends)They trek their way up the mountain while varian builds himself an ice lab cuz hes a dork. Along the way they meet ice ruddiger("Im sorry u 2 made a snow raccoon but(5/8
not a snowman?" "shut up Belle")So they make it to the lab, Hugos impressed, he wants to reconcile, but varian still has Confidence Issues, insert first time in 4evr reprise and whoopsies Hugos heart is frozen and his hair is turning blue(its already blond) and Belle takes him to the trolls. They tell him “an act of true love” like b4 but they interpret it as familial/platonic love bc that love doesnt get enough love. He thinks its donella bc just like how anna was desperate for love,(6/8)
hugo was desperate for some sort of parental figure, and rushes back, insert evil monologue by donella here. The rest of the movie pretty much plays out as b4: varian is captured, donella continues playing good guy, hugo gets out of the locked library, slowly freezing as he makes his way across the fjord insert art by mom, love heals, parents are finally free, gates are open roll credits. This is honestly something ive been thinking about all day and this au now lives in my mind rent free.(7/8)
I know there are plot holes and missing elements, but this is what i have so far, i lowkey love it, and if u have any questions pls ask, i wanna elaborate this au as much as possible and questions will help and pls tag mom i want her to c this. Sorry if this is too long i just have a lot of thoughts. And oh my goodness that means so much that you've gotten invested tysm(8/8) -💙
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Okay, first off oh my heart, I need this movie now akfjakfja (and tagging @cinn-a-mom too ‘cause bless)
So lil Varian is the partial cause of the encasement, right? ‘Cause oh gosh, this poor kid being so enthused by alchemy and now has powers and all of that building up to encasing his parents?? Someone give him a hug 🥺🥺 (and omigosh if this does end up being where Hugo is somehow adopted into the family, just ohhhhh, him coming in at that moment is just *tears*)
And ohhhhh, I love how you slightly changed it to, if I understood right, Varian requesting that the trolls take away Hugo’s memories of his powers - ‘cause this kid is just wanting to help and Varian is scared and worried of hurting him, so he sees this as an option to protect him. (And ohhh, while the angst of him accidentally hurting Hugo with his powers is definitely wonderful, now I’m just imagining smol Varian going to the trolls and pleading for them to help and then coming to the decision to take away Hugo’s memories. Like OH MY HEART-)
And ohhh, I don’t think it’d play such a big part in the story, but as they’re both growing up, who’s acting regent at the moment? Or at least I’m just musing how things would be as they’re growing up since they were kids when Quirin and Ulla were encased (and if you don’t have any thoughts for it yet, that’s totally cool 🤗)
Ajfkakfjka Donella posing as a foreign dignitary to find the ‘magical prince’ to study is ahhhhhhhh- And then Hugo being drawn to her as the mother figure he’d always wanted and lacked for so long????? Lemme just
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*sobs*
(Ajfkakdj Varian is SUCH A DORK OMIGOSH I LOVE HIM)
And omigosh, the whole dynamics between Belle and Hugo would be hilarious (“Shut up Belle” while she’s laughing yessss) Also snow/ice Ruddiger is absolutely adorable ahhhhh!
Hnnnnnngggg First Time I’m Forever Reprise and Hugo believing that Donella could break the spell (and ahhhhhh, I can just barely imagine how that monologue would go down - how she was never there for him, why would anyone want him - oh gosh, insert “More Than Just the Spare” ‘cause that’s literally how he’s feeling ahhhh - aldjgjlad even more so especially if he was adopted/taken in because he’ll feel even more isolated after all of this had happened, which is another reason why he was drawn to Donella in the first place)
And then cue Cinn’s art where Hugo sacrifices himself for Varian and we’re here to see all of the tears and sobbing and feels akfjakfjaj
BUT OMIGOSH I FREAKING LOVE THIS - Varian and all of his issues in confidence and his struggle to overcome it, Hugo and his issues in wanting to feel loved from having been pushed away for so long, you mentioned Belle was hardened so I’m excited to see her soften up ajfkakdj, and then DONELLA HECK YEAH - I was not expecting the route you took but I love it so much that it gave me chills ahhhhhh.
Wonder how Quirin and Ulla react to all of this once they get out ‘cause they’ve all grown so much and their kingdom as well
I freaking love this AU and the angst lord in me, while quite enjoying the soft and the fluff, is grinning quite malevolently at the angsty scenes hehehehehe, but seriously, this is AWESOME 😱
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annabelharmony · 4 years
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You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say STAND WITH HONG KONG AGAINST THE CCP!
You both like advice.
Stranger: haii 💗💓💞💕💘💖
You: im done with this shit
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You: really
You: i dont believe you
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You: why are there always girls here and when there are guys they always make it clear by asking asl
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You: um i honestly dont buy it
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Stranger: so likeee theres this kid who is new to my school, or was at least. he would always make eye contact with me and i felt a connection, but i didn’t pay too much attention to it. one day we were sitting next to eachother in study hall since we were assigned to sit there, and he was sneaking on his phone. me, jokingly, ‘tried’ to grab his phone, and so he grabbed my hand and we made eye contact and he didnt let go for a few seconds. then after that day i had to go to a mental hosputal and transfer schools. when i got back to my og school, i figured out that he moved and i have no way to contact him. at this point i’m heccaa desperate bc i dont wanna miss him forever.
Stranger: thennn
Stranger: i asked his old best friend for it, and since i have a ps4 he gave me his psn and he never added me back, but ten i got his insta and we started talking and i figured out that he lives in a town near mine.
Stranger: so i asked him if he wanted to hangour sometime since we started talking more
Stranger: he left me on read (i also told him i liked him)
Stranger: i never spoke to him since, until 2 nights ago he texted me.
Stranger: he said hey and i was like hii
Stranger: and he apologized
Stranger: and i forgave him and he said he may visit my town since his dad lives here, but then he seemed like he kinda forced it and only said it to cheer me up
You: why were you in a mental hospital
Stranger: depression
Stranger: he asked me if i wanted to hangout and thats why it felt forced ^^
You: what grade were you in
Stranger: so thennn
Stranger: 8th
Stranger: right now
Stranger: like
You: just talk to him tbh
Stranger: not rn but this year
Stranger: i did i tried making plans to play fortnite b4 (jandjsns) so he said yeah i asked when but he never got back to me so i’m scared if hes gonna “ghost” me again
Stranger: if that makes sense
Stranger: i’m not being clingy btw
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lanamemories · 4 years
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strides in thru a bead curtain swirling a martini glass n accidentally sloshing it onto my own toes without noticing........ Hlo. my name’s nai n i’m 23 (:/ only jst turned it on the 23rd october n frankly i’m nt used to it yet i feel like rose frm the titanic, 84 n withered) frm manchester in the uk. jst gna go ahead n dive right in bt. OH u can find her pinterest here. ok bye
BRIDGET SATTERLEE / CIS-FEMALE. — lana jameson is really making a name for themselves as a sheep. i think that she is studying dance in their junior year at lockwood, living in alpha nu. originally from albany, NY, lana is known to be vivacious & alluring, but can also be childish & impulsive. — nai / 23 / gmt / she/her.
aesthetics: scalding your fingers in shower water until they glow like rudolph’s nose, cherry red gym socks tugged high and nothing else, stepping out into a cold breeze in just spaghetti strapped silk, a red lightening stripe painted over your eye like a new take on the scarlet letter, crowning each finger with a miniature raspberry, hugging a knee close to lick a stripe of fruit juice off the bruised cap, doodling penises in condensation instead of sitting still, a water pistol topped with rum and covered in glittery pin-up stickers, believable smiles that feel more like baring teeth, playing where’s waldo with your lipstick in the crowd of a party and finding red smudges on at least six people’s mouths, a bumper sticker on the back of a convertible cadillac that says ‘SCRAPPY DOO IS A FILTHY SLUT’, prancing around in your underwear to a vinyl record with the curtains open.
BACKGROUND:
lana grew up in a big house in albany, NY. i picture it w dark oak floors n lots of light furniture. albums framed on walls. mayb some rolling stone covers too frm way bk when of the bands her dad’s label signed. kind of like... a rock star palace w no evidence of children at all. i think i described it best in one of lana’s self paras once when i said the garden ws “as big as it was unloved”
lana’s mum victoria (vic) ws a music journalist w a pretty fruitful career ahead of her when she met lana’s dad richard (rich). his record label ws jst starting out, founded on the coattails of his rich best friend’s (jensen peters) investment w his other best friend (who he jst calls knoxville). it rocketed to success when they signed poppy injects, a rock band w an electric stage presence, n victoria ws drawn to the glitz n glamour of a man tht ws at the helm of his aspiring industry. their love ws very impulsive, all or nothing right frm the start, n it ws almost like she ws mre in love w his accomplishments n what he represented than him. jst a leetle bit Fractured in its intentions.
anyway so jameson records repped a few big rock bands bk in the eighties, altho poppy injects r who they’re mostly known fr, namely bc of hw brightly they crashed n burned. they were a big chart success bt the lead singer hd quite an intense struggle w heroin (wsnt rly subtle abt it either while he ws in the public eye as u cn probably imagine frm such an on-the-nose band name) n he ws always in n out of the papers. it eventually brought down his career n it ws a big publicity nightmare
lana pretty much... grew up around figures like this throughout childhood. rly troubled characters who wld kind of... b extremely volatile n destructive abt their troubles. the jameson house was kind of an open one as welcoming clients went n a lot of parties took place there. a lot of the time musicians wld b snorting lines in the kitchen when she wnted to grab a bowl of cereal fr breakfast n it was just. a very strange environment fr a child to grow up in
her parents always kind of jst... didn’t like her much. her older brother caleb ws unplanned bt they sort of welcomed the surprise more bt... quickly realised they weren’t cut out fr parenthood n then when lana came as another surprise 3 yrs later they didn’t even try to hide their resentment abt the situation. her mum ws actually booked in to have an abortion bt cldnt go through with it at the last minute. once when lana asked her why shes so cold towards her she jst turned her head frm her dresser, looked at her, told her abt this n said “idk why i didn’t go”. lana didn’t kno wht to say to tht so she jst left her room n closed the door
(dissociation tw) bc of this growing up lana adopted this weird like.... she didn’t rly kno what it ws bt it ws a delusion of sorts where she thought she ws a ghost. she’d jst sort of... drift around the halls w noone acknowledging her n sometimes she ws jst convinced she wsnt actually there or they cldnt see her n she ws jst haunting the house frm a previous family
the one saving grace tho tht sort of?? gt her thru this n made her feel Seen ws caleb. lana quite genuinely hs always thought the sun shines out of her older brothers ass like she jst thinks. hes the best person in the entire world. wld b rly bewildered if anyone questioned tht. he wld always look out for her in the zoo they called a home n cut the crusts off her sandwiches (he’d cook fr them most of the time bc their parents were too busy/didn’t care to) n sometimes wld even sleep at the bottom of her bed curled up like a guard dog. it ws always lana n caleb n his best friend tommy against the world in tht house (tommy lived next door n was always over bc he had very strict parents including a military father tht he found suffocating)
SO when caleb n tommy announced tht they’d signed up to the army lana ws understandably........ completely blindsided. she ws rly upset tht they were leaving bt she tried not to b mad at them n made them promise theyd b safe n back as soon as possible. she even asked if they cld somehow take her w them n they were jst like :/ it doesn’t work that way luv x
(death tw, ptsd tw, grief tw, trauma tw, hospitalisation tw, drugs tw) anyway caleb ended up getting discharged under grounds of severe ptsd when he witnessed tommy die in an explosion tht took place in a shock raid. caleb returned home sans tommy bt he was never the same after tht. he’s been in and out of hospital twice nw n he’s currently dipped off the radar after starting to use. lana kind of felt like two of her brothers died out there in a way n jst like tht it wasn’t them vs the world any mre, it was jst her. she doesn’t talk abt this tho. when she feels the urge to cry she usually jst smiles
ANYWAY whew tht rly.... took a dark turn there..... chuckles nervously at hw sad lana’s life is bt it’s fine it’s all fINE!!!!!!! ok. so on a mre lighthearted note the jameson family r pretty well off n bc of her relation to such a big music industry figure she’s hung out w a fair few relatively high rep ppl thru her teens. mostly kids of celebrities n stuff like tht. she amassed kind of an instagram following mainly fr her style (v penny lane-esque in some aspects aka lots of fur cuff trimmed jackets bt then also jst…. a wild combination of everything honestly. pastel faux fur coats, seventies style platforms, flame red cowboy boots, pink fishnet tights n glitter used like highlight Everywhere) n bc she’s undeniably very pretty
(trauma tw) after caleb got back he was rly withdrawn n depressed. he shut lana out n was kind of harsh to her a lot of the time, always telling her to leave him alone or pushing her away. it didnt help either tht lana had a rly traumatic experience w some of her dad’s colleagues at the label when she ws 16 n he was away n she cldnt even tell him abt it once he was bk bc of his own traumas. she kind of jst shut it all in n kept it to herself
this obviously?? made her spiral a lot. she was already a girl tht loved sex (she’d only rly done foreplay before tho) but since her trauma it got…. completely out of hand. it got to a point where she couldnt rly go 2 days without it, probably not even 1. her lowest point has probably been scrolling thru craiglist for anonymous encounters n meeting up w strangers on there fr a quick fuck jst for the thrill even tho it’s insanely dangerous n she cld wind up getting herself killed. it’s v clear at this point tht she has a sex addiction whether she’s ever admitted it or not. it kind of... almost mingled w tht same feeling she used to get when she ws younger of being a ghost?? like she jst. only rly feels Real when she’s being touched
(violence tw) a mre recent point of history is her involvement w danny nielsen (an evil npc of mine who is possibly the antichrist??? pending investigation). he attended lockwood n lived in a house w a group of other guys. it wsn’t a registered frat bt he essentially...ran it like one it ws kind of a weird set-up where he ws the King Of The Roost. essentially he found out tht lana n zeke van doren (full name it’s official business Babey) slept together n he ended up beating him to near death in front of her bc his pride ws rly bruised since they were meant to be dating (if u can call it tht bc danny’s idea of dating is very Warped). danny gt arrested n the trial is approaching n it’s jst....a whole intense mess...... n he’s quite evil. she hs a restraining order against him while he’s out on bail b4 the trial n he got suspended frm lockwood n it ws jst. a whole dramatic thing....tht ws prob heard abt around campus
PERSONALITY:
growing up lana was always a huge social butterfly. knew everyone n everyone knew her. she ws one of those girls tht ws kind of impossible to ignore or forget. very animated, always made u feel like u were the centre of the universe whenever she spoke to u, always made it feel like u were best friends even if ud only spoken to her once. she has this magnetic way abt her tht is kind of hard to find in real life. it’s something ud only rly expect out of a movie character n she like. deliberately puts tht on sort of. kind of…. is always playing A Role of the person tht she wants to b seen as. chameleons to situations. feels like she’s performed as the vivacious n fun loving Lana Jameson fr so long tht she doesn’t rly kno who she is beneath tht bt she isn’t too keen to find out
she’s always been rly spontaneous n adventurous. always doing something weird n wild every weekend. she has ten thousand stories tht always earn a laugh or a gasp over how ridiculously absurd they r
uncontrollably flirty. boundlessly confident. cld make a joke out a paper bag n her comedy is sometimes surreal / absurd. she tends to laugh when she feels like crying n has a smile brighter than a ray of texas sunshine. always dapples her fingers thru the breeze when she’s driving in a car w the window down. she almost always has some sort of sweet on her, whether it’s sour haribo cherries or strawberry lollipops. she adores david bowie n prince n madonna n anyone tht’s a vintage style icon w little care fr what ppl think. daisies n poppies r her fav flowers bc daisies r wild n overlooked n poppies r the first thing u look at in a green field. she’s had like 8472493874 ‘relationships’ n none of them hav lasted beyond a month / hav been terrible / hav seen her being treated badly / she’s cheated on them. i dnt think she’s actually been w anyone she hasn’t cheated on in some form or another
PLOTS
exes tht lana’s fucked over hideously. she’d probably cheat a lot and it’d be a whole…mess. mayb someone tht flipped the switch and cheated on her? a cousin plot cld b fun too. a friend tht lana fel out w bc she slept w their significant other. someone tht’s getting lana into drugs?? she’s kind of impressionable/down for anything so tht’s a likely scenario she’d get into tbh. an unrequited crush!! (either way is cool). someone tht is just hanging out w her/using her bc she has a lot of instagram followers or they want to b signed to her dad’s label. someone in a band!! she’d probably make like penny lane n b their groupie/sleep w them all fgjkshgkh. umm a good influence too mayb? oh and a past summer romance/fling tht cld either have meant a lot or not have meant anything at all. bonus points if both of them hav a diff viewpoint on it. honestly?? anything is fine i cld ramble for days. mayb even one of the high profile kids she grew up hangin w idk. worlds our oyster fellas!
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