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sorcharavenlock · 9 months
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42. A man of mystery.
I call Nea and Kitty the next day. As always, they are up for a new adventure!
Nea drives while Loki casts the spell Frigga taught him to divine the whereabouts of this magic quill.
After a few hours, we arrive in a strange little town called "Forgotten Hollow".
Nea parks the cars and Loki weaves his magic.
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"Please let it not be in that creepy mansion over there," I say to Nea.
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"It's in that creepy mansion over there!" Loki yells cheerfully over his shoulder.
"I should have brought Dean," Kitty grumbles. "This place is giving me the creeps."
"I kind of like it," Nea shrugs. "It's awesome in a spooky sort of way!"
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It is early September, but snowflakes are already drifting down from the sky above. I shiver. This whole place is weird!
"Are you sure it's there?" I ask Loki.
"Do you not trust my magic?" He replies archly.
"Just cast the spell again please, just to make sure."
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"Well, that answers that question," Nea grins.
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Loki makes his way to the door.
"It's open," he says as he steps inside.
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"Loki! You can't just walk into someone's home unannounced!" I follow him with a sigh.
"Why not? it gives us the element of surprise!"
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The home owner sure seems surprised!
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"Nea, isnt' that the guy we met in the club?" Kitty asks.
"What do you think you are doing just barging into my home?"
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"My name is Loki, son of Odin, formerly prince of Asgard, god of Mischief." loki introduces himself politely.
"We are looking for a powerful atrifact and my scrying spell led me to your home."
"My name is Valentin," V says. "And whther you are a prince or a god doesnt' matter, you can't just come barging into my home!"
"My sincere apologies, we weren't certain what to expect," Loki apologises smoothly.
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Valentin invites us to take a seat.
He seems rather taken with Nea.
"We are looking for Hela's Quill," Kitty explains. "Wwe are hoping we could borrow it so we can bring Loki back to life."
"Hela's Quill? I have it here, yes. It is not something I particularly care for, I have to admit. You are free to take it. Follow me."
We follow him down the stairs into the basement where we find an underground hedge maze.
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"Well, this place just keeps getting weirder," Nea comments.
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Valentin just smiles. "You should see the rest of the house. perhaps i'll show you around some other time."
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"This is Hela's Quill. You are free to take it, but i'm afraid it won't do you any good."
"We have a capable author amongts us," Loki explains.
"That is not the problem. The problem is that the author has to write down the subject's life story before said subject dies. It wont' work posthumously, I'm afraid.
But feel free to take it. I'd rather be rid of it, if I am to be honest."
Loki takes the quill, not showing his dissapointment.
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"Come, let's go," I say. "let's give Valentin and Nea a chance to talk!"
We walk out of the door just as Valentin sits himself down at his pie organ.
"See, he gets to have an organ," Loki grumbles.
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"This is quite the place you've got here," Nea says.
"It belonged to my Father's family. They were strange people."
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"And your mother?"
Valentin glaces at the door Loki just left through. "They are even stranger," he smiles.
"Yeah, that isn't mysterious at all," Nea mutters to herself. "You aren't going to tell me more about yourself, are you?"
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"No, not right now," Valentin grins. "perhaps the next time."
"You said that the last time," Nea points out.
Valentin stands up and takes her hands into his.
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"I promised you we'd meet again, and so we did."
"You couldn't possibly have known we'd walk into your house today," Nea points out.
"Couldn't I?"
"Well, I suppose I've seen a lot weirder stuff recently," Nea admits.
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"Good. Because having me in your life means you'd better get use to the strange and unexplainable."
"Does that mean I'll see you more often?"
"Oh yes. I am certain we are destined to meet again," Valentin says with a smile that makes her go weak at the knees, not that Nea would ever admit to that!
"But you should go now, your friends are waiting for you."
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"Farewell, my beautiful Nea. Until we meet again."
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d-dalladalla · 2 years
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what would happen if a!rosé and a!jennie found out they are courting the same omega? (is courting a word people actually use? in my language sounds kinda weird but i dont know how to replace it in english sorry 🥺)
Yea bestie don't worry about it! <3
Jennie and Rosé knew of each other vaguely, they had a mutual friend in Lisa and Jisoo, and that's how they met you.
You liked both of them, naturally, but you were having commitment issues, you told them both that you wanted to take it slow and not rush into things just yet and they were happy with that, they would take anytime with you as a blessing.
So you went on a couple dates with both of them, they both were the kind of alpha you liked, protective, sweet, soft and pretty. So you couldn't choose between them and you knew how alphas could get so you chose to not tell the other about seeing other alphas.
But that all came to a head when you started having sex with them, you tried your best to use scent suppressants every time you left their apartments but you forgot today.
You were at Rosé's apartment and excused yourself with a family emergency after seeing Jennie's text telling you to come over and so you went to her bathroom quickly and cleaned yourself up, changing to the spare clothes to try and scrub some of her scent off you and left for Jennie's.
When you let yourself in and watched as she came over to hug you in greeting you noticed her tense up slightly, her arms tightening around your waist.
She dug her nose into your neck and it hit you, you didn't take the suppressants today, she knew. She didn't say anything, but she could tell what you were doing when you said you were 'visiting family' and couldn't meet up.
She let go of you and started to tell you about her day, a bit dry and reserved but she didn't mention the obvious, she let you sit on her lap, feed her dinner, watch tv and cuddle and still said nothing. It wasn't until you started to drift off in her lap and your phone lit up with a notification, which you were unaware of.
She let it be for a few moments so she could ensure you were fast asleep and reached for your phone, she prayed that it would just be your family and she was being stupid, but she had a feeling it wasn't, there was a difference of another alpha's scent and the one of intimacy.
She tapped your phone to turn it on and felt her heart drop at what she saw.
1 new message! Rosé<3 : When are you free again baby?
She placed your phone face down on the couch, she knew you and her weren't official yet but seeing another alpha? She could feel herself turn red and had to talk herself down from yelling at you to fuck off. Clearly you were okay with sharing yourself and that just gave her an idea.
You were out at the grocery store, Jennie was in your apartment cooking dinner and said she forgot to grab some ingredients so you offered to go out and get them.
That gave her enough time to call Rosé and get her to the apartment, she had got Lisa to send her number to Jennie and told her about you, at first she didn't believe Jennie but after some compromising texts and photos she was on her side.
"What if she like breaks up with both of us?" Rose questioned as she made her way to the kitchen where Jennie stood, turning off the stove and removing the pans from the heat, she didn't want to cause a fire.
"Trust me, she wont." Jennie smirked to herself, if you wanted to play dirty so could she.
You pushed your keys into the door and unlocked it, taking off your coat and shoes with the bag of groceries in your arms your back facing Jennie as she spoke.
"Hi baby, we have a visitor."
You expected one of your parents or hers but when you turned around and saw Rosé you actually felt like you were going to die. You were too stunned to speak, did they know each other? you were so sure they didn't and now here they both stood in front of you with the most innocent smiles.
You thought you could maybe play this off, pretending you didn't know Rosé and keeping this whole thing hidden but as soon as Jennie spoke again you knew the jig was up.
"You thought you were so sneaky, huh?" she grinned and stepped closer to you. Taking the bag of groceries and throwing it to the side, pulling you in by the hips, you were sure she could smell the fear off you and you weren't aware Rosé had moved from the kitchen to right behind you.
"I-I...um." you stuttered out, you wanted to defend yourself anyway you could but it was all happening to fast and you couldn't function.
"If you wanted us to share you so bad you should've just asked." Rosé whispered against the back of your neck. Hands coming to rest just under Jennies on your waist.
'This isn't where I thought this was going' you thought to yourself but you weren't complaining.
Part 2??
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maestro04yayyy · 7 months
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So some times ago i posted here the start for my antivillain au fic, today I continued it a little, i am not sure if I will leave it like this when and if I post it on ao3, actually i think this is where i should stop the first chapter, i think it is a good point but I wanted to do longer chapters and this is kinda short(1268 words).
This aside please if you want read this and comment or give me tips or insult me I don't know
“remember to eat at least four times a day”.
“yes chloe”
“and to drink lot of water”
“yes chloe”
“and if roger says anything stupid to you just call me, i will give him a piece of my mind”
Sabrina smiled sadly, eyes blinking quickly to avoid shedding tears before throwing herself against Chloe to hug tightly her best friends,  “thanks Chloe” she hiccuped sometimes before stating,”I will be very lonely while you are away…”.
Chloe's heart clenched painfully hearing the sadness in her voice and once again cursed herself for not having been able to skip the family trip, but right now Sabrina was the priority.
She hugged her friend back and started drawing circles in her back to help calm her down, in other circumstances she wouldn't do that in public, especially where her family could see them, but now it wasn't important for her.
“Hey Brina, don't worry, it's just for a month and you can call me anytime, no matter the time or how many times a day” Chloe stated while kissing her friend's forehead, not caring that tears and snots were ruining her clothes.
Sabrina just continued to cry, not letting go of Chloe when Chloe had an idea.
“Hey Brina, why don't you try to hang out with our classmate while I'm gone? i am sure that adrien would be happy to do it if he is free, Alix too and ugh dupain-cheng would immediately throw you some kind of party with the whole class, this way you wont feels as lonely”
That made Sabrina pause a little, enough to stop the tears at least, as she moved her head slightly to look at her friend's face while still resting her chin against Chloe's chest.
“it wouldn't be the same, they aren't like you….” she said that but Chloe could see in her eyes that her friends were still thinking about it.
“Of course they aren't like me, nobody is even near my level of perfection, beauty, confidence and humility,” she said with a smile on her face.
It made Sabrina laugh, initially it was just a smile, then a chuckle but after that she had to use Chloe for support while she bends over laughing.
Chloe gave her a playful shove, “what's so funny? i am only saying the truth”
Sabrina pulled herself together after a good minute, still smiling widely and while clearing her face with her sleeves she simply said,”yes, you are”, and Chloe felt her eyes watering a little.
“CLAUDIA!!! what taking you so long! come here immediately or we are leaving you here!” audrey yelled from the base of the plane, a public one, andre didn't want to use a private jet so near to the next elections, something about complains about the environment or social classes, chloe doesn't really know, she didn't listened to his explanation just like she did not listened to audreys loud and useless complains.
Chloe frowned a little at the name but also rolled her eyes, “if only she could actually do it” she said with a sigh.
she kissed the red head one last time on the forehead, “give it a try Brina, you got nothing to lose” she then added with a soft smile,” i will be back before you say supercalifragilisticexpialidocious”
Sabrina tried to repeat the word but fumbled on the second sillabe, she blushed a little but gave Chloe her goodbyes anyway.
Sabrina goes back to her father, who is waiting for her inside the airport while Chloe turns her back and hastily takes a few tissues from her bag to clean herself before Audrey can notice and complain about her getting dirty while she walk inside the plane.
Thankfully that woman didn’t seem to notice or care about Chloe's appearance once she got inside.
so she just get to her seat and put her violin case in its spot and sit, dropping her bag one her legs.
she rest her head against the seat while taking a deep sigh
“ehm…hi chloe” chloe just glances to her side, to the seat next to hers, and just sees the nervous and fidgeting figure of her step-sister or how she likes to call her “the liar”.
“hello” she deadpans
Her very unenthusiastic reply seemed to only increase Zoe's discomfort and nervousness until she went completely silent but kept fidgeting with her hands.
Chloe glared at her and she finally stopped moving.
A few minutes later the plane took off and Chloe was really really glad her parents were on the other side a few seats away, she doesn't think she can stand being near her mother for so long.
if only the liar would stop moving so much…..
“god zoe, why are you so fucking nervous!” she stated, pointing her index finger at her.
That seemed to do the trick since she went completely still. but Chloe just stared at her until she finally opened her mouth to answer.
“You and Sabrina are really close” she blurted out and Chloe had to take a moment to process what she said since she didn’t expect that answer.
she eyed her cautiously but agreed,” yeah we are, ever since we were three”
“oh” was all the damn liar said and Chloe could feel her blood rushing a little faster as she clenched her hands on the armrests of the chair.
she glared at her, “you are avoiding the question” she declared, already frustrated.
This made her look away and Chloe had half a mind to hit her but after a couple of deep breaths she looked back at her and said, “it’s….” She paused and looked away again, her eyes darting everywhere in the plane besides Chloe but finally she continued, still looking away from her and her eyes blinking rapidly, “it’s my father….i..i don’t know if i am ready to see him again….”
Chloe's eyes softened a little at that, “ how is he? Audrey's level of asshole or Andre's level?”
“Andre isn’t so bad” Zoe immediately defended him.
Chloe just rolled her eyes and prompted her to answer the question with a not so gentle elbow to her side.
“hey!” she complained but after seeing chloe’s glare answered the question, “ he isn’t as bad as audrey…..i think, i-i never really saw him very much” Chloe could relate to that but said nothing.
“ He just dropped me off at that boarding school. full of snob, rich brats as soon as he could…... .the only memories of him that i have are those of my childhood but…”
“ There isn't much even there right?” Chloe finished for her.
Zoe just looked up at her, “yes…”
Chloe took a long look at her…..sister and sighed, “you know you don’t have to see him right?”
the wide eyes she gave her made Chloe chuckle a little,” why are you so surprised? this trip is only because ANDRE wants to meet him, you or i can do whatever we want and just avoid him” she said smiling.
“Are you sure chloe?” she asked with such earnest and hopeful eyes that Chloe couldn’t resist the action to pet her head affectionately.
“yes, i am. and even if he shows i will just punch him in his shitty face” she said confidently, making her laugh.
Chloe smiled a little wider at the sounds, she looked just like Adrien a moment ago after all and Chloe would do everything to protect him.
but the moment passed and went away and Chloe spent the rest of the flight listening to music and ignoring The Liar.
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knight-already · 1 year
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For the Snape celebration2023
its a old post though but I thought it was perfect ~ :3
For week one; The Muggle
At the local library in Cokeworth.
A young Severus Snape had gone against his parents wishes and went to listen to the stories they read, he was hiding in the corner out of anyone's way. 
"My Gram use to bring me.” Severus explained, when they noticed he was alone, ”But she died." Usually left him alone after that, Severus was being taught to read by his mother but they didn't have much books home for him to explore. Usually his gram would take him by the library, it was their tradition until she died. Severus had asked his mother to take him but she told him that she was to busy. So, he came on his own.
One day his father comes to find him in a panic as he wasn't playing in the forest as he usually was, with his mother, Eileen trailing behind. Tobias feared the worst, after he couldn’t find his son, Eileen who always told him that nothing could hurt him there was for once feeling just as panicked as him.
There were times Severus would use his magic without a care in the world, for example, he liked to jump off tall trees and either float down or land on a much softer earth, that reached out to catch him faster than his father could. Tobias was always worried that one day someone would see him preform magic and they would take him away.
But when they had finally found him, relief quickly turned to anger.
"Son! " Tobias smacks him behind the head once he was in reach with that trouble maker he called a son. Here he was fearing the worst -- He could even finish that thought, he was just glad his son was safe.
"Ow, Da! Gram said your not suppose to be playing rough with me!" Severus held the back of his head.
"Gram --" Tobias deflated a bit before retaliating, "Well, Gram also said you weren't supposed to run off on your own!"
Severus gasped as he got caught, "I'm sorry.” he bowed his head, “But gram always takes me to hear stories."
"Why,” Tobias asked sounding rather tired, "didn't you ask yer ma?" Tobias eyed his wife
"She said no." Severus kept his head bowed talking softly
" I told you” Eileen says a bit annoyed, "I was busy, and that you should go play."
"I want to listen to stories!"
" it's a long way from home son. It's not like you playing in the forest, something coulda happened. "
“I know how to get here.”
“Ah this kid!” Tobias sighed through clenched teeth, he blows out a breath before saying more calmly, “Let's go now son.”
“I won't go!”
“You stubborn little creature! Acting like I can't just pick you up!”
“No!” Severus protested
“Elaine!” He whisper yells, trying not to draw attention, “He's gone and stuck himself to the floor again!”
“No, I won't go!” Severus crosses his arms across his chest.
“Why?!” Bellows the frustrated father.
“Cause I want to hear the story!”
“You don't hav'ta do nothing!” Tobias said trying to pull him free, “we're going home.”
“No!”
“That is enough!” This was the first input Eileen had added since it started.
“This behavior is unacceptable Severus.” She crossed her arms looking down at him, “We are not staying here, you purposely ran away and you think you should be rewarded? Your smarter than that.”
Severus didn’t pay her any mind, “Da please ~”
“Severus --” Call Eileen again
“Fine,” Surrendered Tobias, “unstick.”
“Tobias!” She said looking over at him betrayed, he was always to soft on him.
“I dunno how.” Severus said looking at his feet.
“Alright...” Tobias drawls, “I guess we have no choice, Da's gonna have to just cut 'em off.” Tobias reaches into his pocket to get his whittling knife. “wont hurt a bit son.”
“No!” Severus in his panic had managed to unstick himself.
“There!” Tobias hulled him off his feet, ”Gottcha you rascal.” and throws him over his shoulder,
“You promised!" Severus said hitting Tobias back with his little fist.
“Fine,” Tobias sighed, the fight leaving his body, he was just so tired, “one story.”
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After
“You’re to lenient with him!” argued Eileen once they were home, and Severus was put to bed.
“I got him to unstick didn't I?” Tobias was so tired, he just wanted to sleep.
“I would have made him listen if you hadn’t budded in!” Elieen persisted, “its your fault he’s like this!”
“My fault?” Tobias said growing angry, “It wasn't me who lost him! You never know where he is! I’ve asked you to not let him run off in the forest you can’t do that usually -- why would I trust you’d be able to do this?”
“So this is my fault?”
“Yes, it is! You’ve got to watch him he’s only a boy what more its all this magic business!”
“I told you I was busy!”
Tobias laughed humorlessly, “You were busy? doing what? sitting on your arse all day? It couldn't be that you were cleaning, cooking or mending, your rubbish at it all! Look at this place!”
Eileen flushed with shame, “You think its so easy?”
“Oh no, I’m sure you worked hard all day... That’s why the house looks like this --!”
The door creaked and there was the softest gasp.
“Oh great,” Tobias mumbled throwing the covers off of himself, going to get his little ease dropping Severus, “does no one sleep anymore?”
In one swift movement Tobias opened the door caught Severus who was secretly trying to sneak away and grabbed him, “What are you doing outta bed?” He asked maybe more angrily than he meant too, he tried to calm himself.
Severus cringed a bit as his father had grabbed him to roughly, not mindful of his strength and the smaller body, “I’m sorry Da.”
“Its fine son,” he sighed, as Severus put his head on his shoulder “Lets get you back to bed.”
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Severus is pretty young here but idk how old, maybe six? he hasn't met lily yet if that helps.
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myh3artttt · 1 year
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Outcast
Aonung x fem Ash navi
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Summary: the rda were is the ashi navi and using you for experiments. You eventually escape but will they find you?
Warnings: abuse, injury, crying, shouting, kidnapping, talk about su1cide, knifes, guns, fainting, murder, drugs?? idk if there's anymore just like a bunch of dark shit
Word count: 1k ish
Your pov
Outcast. How you hated that word. Unfortunately for you, what's exactly what you were. An outcast.
Its not your fault, your father tried to escape the ash navi when you were 3. You didn't get very far before you both were caught, they put a needle into your fathers neck and the next thing he's sound asleep.
When they brought you home they presented you infront of the olo'eyktan, hanptu, your father begged him not to hurt you and to punish him instead
Big mistake
There's nothing hanptu loves more than to see navi suffer. He decided to punish you, your punishment was to be a lab rat for the rda, they'd preform experiments, try new medicine, surgeries the whole lot. The worst surgery was when they made your tail thinner, and ears bigger. It took months to recover, the worst part was they did both surgeries on the same day
Your father wishes he'd never escaped. Now his precious daughter was suffering because of him. Oh how he wished he listened to what everyone always says
'Whoevers born ash navi stays ash navi'
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"NO STOP, PLEASE!" You yelled. Their newest punishment was to stick you into a machine with a green circle spinning around your head. They didn't achieve anything other than watching you suffer
"PLEASE I WONT ESCAPE AGAIN. JUST GET ME OUT OF HERE!"
"WHYS she here anyway hanptu?"
"Daughter of a traitor quaritch"
"Ah so why isn't he getting punished instead of her?"
"His precious daughter suffers, makes him realise he shouldn't have tried to leave"
Your screams kept getting louder. Begging them,you'd do anything you just didn't want to be here, on pandora, or alive.
"That's enough for toady." Hanptu shouted over your screams
"Get her back to the cell, and do it quickly Wainfleet " Quaritch told lyle
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"Please. Free me, I can't take it anymore" you begged.
"Can't do that kid"
"Please, I'll do anything" you whispered, quickly slipping your hand into his pocket to pull out the knife,slipping it into your top. Praying to eywa he didn't notice you started to beg again
"I beg, let me go!"
"Ask one more time and I'll take you back! He was starting to get frustrated now.
He picked me up by my top and threw me into the cell,clutching my side to make sure he didn't see the knife sticking out My side
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It was starting to get dark. The guards had already fed you, the rda food is disgusting. You'd rather drink lava than have this.
A few hours later it was time to out your plan into action, you banged onto the glass door to get the guards attention. He noticed you and opened the door
You had your knife in hand and approached him saying you were thirsty, as soon as he turned around you grabbed his braid and shoves your knife into his neck.
His body instantly dropped to the floor dead. You stood there for a moment taking in what you'd just done.
"Shit, shhit. Ah wheres the exit" you whispered stepping over the body on the floor
You went down a few halls, they were starting to look familiar. They'd taken you outside a few times, turning around the corner you saw it. A door!
"Freedom!"You whispered to yourself
Waisting no time you quacking ran outside jumping over the railing into the water.
A wierd creature swam upto you nuzzling its head into your stomach. You grapped your braid connecting it to the creature and got on. You laid down on it, feeling it move you quickly drifted off into the best sleep you've had in years, knowing you were safe.
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Theres too many men in this system allowed to do whatever they want. its really time to get in these houses and stricken up the rules and laws of life because nothing is working in here. nothing. its too cold to walk and we still have loved ones out there driving. why weigh on one moms mind when we have 2-0 locked in a system that they think is working. its just unactual to find the missing places. nobody has money for this they keep saying but 2-0 has so much to offer in bad times. what are we really seeing here?? the government hiding from me now... behind drugs. no it was supposed to be something else. i dont read minds child. its all fun and games till someone actually gets hurt. i just want to steady out my boundaries and stay away from the real addicts. how can you support this work when it always falls down. i seee it as a single poney tail. bobbing around in the wind begging for another choice or altamatime. its hard to even put down the word. im hoping my friends in spare and suffering find this platform that has helped me sexually for years. its such a shame we cant be human in a human running world. i dont even know what to name the title as. suspisious occurances. because were always invited but never attending. im bound to just call it a liver and be done with the river of hope. noone is succeeding. noone is tempered. its just a waste of hope at this time. i wonder what IVA is doing in these confusing times. im sorry so many folk want to be your friends but noone is trying. i guess its time to see the upper hand of things they say. obviously im thinking something must be attractive here about it. i cant imagine never having food again. its such a councidence they offered me a form of jello the other day. some kinds of apple. I'm not sure why Scenter County sees everything free. nothing is free mom says to me. but you can still sit by the fence and not get yelled at. I had sex with two guys. not to mention one of them was affrican american. he had a steady control and to me these days that is something to definitely fear. im hostage to the thinking of others and how they feel. why wont they let them live cousiour. but you cant even help these people without them taking advantage of your hostility problems that nobody catches. something is wrong in this county and the way they write everything down.. the gobernment seems hopeful theyll put it underneath a cause but i think were way passed thinking of these things. Hey God i want to break into a house and steal their prada. something has got to give with what they are allowed and not allowed to have. they gonna kill someone out here.
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I have never been so drained in my entire life. I am tired, I've never been this tired before. I just want to be happy. Why can't I be happy? Why? Why, why, why, why? Just give me back my happiness, please. What did I do to deserve this? I... I want to die. So bad. I can't even express how I want to disaapear so badly. To go back in time and never even get born. I feel like life isn't made for me. My heart is too soft for a cruel world like this. It can crumble at any minute, yet... It still beats. It is still going. Life does not have a meaning for me. The only meaning is pain and suffering. I even had a shitty childhood. My whole life has been shitty, since the moment I have been born. I want to scream, but nothing is coming out. It has been going like this for almost a year, and I don't believe I will be feeling better any time soon. I want to feel better, but at the same time... I do not. I am afraid of changing. Sometimes, it feels comfortable. You are in your own cocoon of emotions, and yes, maybe it does feel draining and sad, but you feel... Safe. Secure. Unbothered at some point. I am afraid to ask for help, because my feeling of security will be ruined. It was already ruined once, and I don't want it to happen again. It just like every other day: wake up, remeber to drink your pills, survive through the day, go to sleep. Repeat. It feels draining, but you... grow on it, after some time. Once, I was sent to a mental hospital, after a talk with a psychiatrist. And, let me tell you something. They say a hospital is a place where you should heal, and go out of it when you feel better again. After juat three days under the roof of that hospital, I was traumatised to my very core. Everything was so bad, the sick kids, behaving like animals, spitting, kicking, licking, yelling at each other, doctors who pretend to care, but they actually don't, medical staff is grumpy as hell and they hiss at you, like you are some kind of sicko here. Even with all those people, you have never felt lonelier before. Food is just gross, I swear homeless people eat better food than us. So, how am I supposed to feel better there. I can just feel worse than I've been. Parents were not allowed to see their kids, because of that shitty corona virus. We could just speak on the phone for about five minutes max. I was the last to speak with mine. The moment I heard their voices, I broke down crying. I started to beg them to get me out of there as soon as possible. After three days, under parents sign, I was released. I remember the feeling when I ran to my moms arms, I have never felt so happy for a really long time. I was brought home, and I was playing with my sister. Mom let me stay home, and not go to school for whole week. I thought, maybe I am starting to heal. But, boy, was I wrong. Things started to get worse day by day. And now, everyone says that I am better then I was before, but I just hide my true emotions. I am at my lowest, again. Also, I decided something... I will kill myself. Surely. For three years, when I turn 20. The worst, and the last moments of my life. Everyone have exactly three years to make me not commit die. Idk aboy you, but...It sounds... hopeful. The feeling I would be free. I would rest for eternity. As I said, I was not made for any of this. Its best like this. I wont suffer anymore. I will be free. Forever.
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blood and ketchup (a synthz x depressed! reader) TW: su1c1d3 metions sh and NONCONSENT TOUCHING(not from him dont worry lovelys :) r@pe (not from him aswell)
(idfk what his name is but this is the burger guy from scratchin melodii x reader since people are drooling over this man [myself included-] but then i remembered that i was a fanfic writer and i think i started the stray fanfics) (there will be some angst in this) (please forgive my grammar because my brain is melted and sorry for not posting in a while i just have been feeling depressed lately) (also i will be taking requests for this burger guy so feel free to ask!)
it was a normal day for y/n, it was a perfect sunny day shining down and hitting their blanket through their bedroom window
but they hated it
just like everyone else in the world
their manager
their ex
y/n got out of bed and walked into the bathroom. they squatted down and picked up a box cutter(i chose for it to be a box cutter because of my past experiences) "perfect" they said. they (rolled up their sleeve and if you want sleeves]) started cutting themself. as the box cutter slashed their arm blood seeped out of the wound. for each cut was a new insult to them and the voices wanted more, 'slut' 'monster' 'show everyone how much of a burden you are' ' so annoying' was all that they said nowadays. they got up and( put on a sweater/ hoodie and then) walked out of the door to start their job.
as they walked to the burger joint they took a deep breath and walked in. (the burger guy is your coworker and i found out his name which will be synthz but you guys will have a nickname for him and that will be burgz (ik not really creative))
"hey burgz" y/n said.
"hey n/n" he replied
y/n's pov
i walked and got clocked in
"well arnt you going to say hi to me?"
shit.
it was my manager. he was the worst of the people around but not burgz he was cool, cute even. wait. what were you thinking? you hate everyone remember?! hate that my manager was always creepy, trying to watch me change and even touched me way more than I was comfortable with.
" You don't have to hide the fact that you love me you know." he whispered to me. " i already told you that i am not interested" i have told him this time and time again but i don't get why he won't stop asking me."
"why dont you meet me in my office after you've changed?" he looked at me with eyes that i was always scared of. i couldnt quit this job because i couldnt afford a car and this one was the only place that was near my home.
after he left burgz went up to me . "hey, you okay?" he asked "yeah, im fine" he knew i was lying " if you want i can guard the outside of the door so he or anybody else wont try anything"
i gave him a small punch on the arm before saying "only if you dont try anything else aswell " we headed to the changing rooms and he waited outside while i started changing. while i was, i heard fighting outside. i leaned closely to the door and tried making out what they said
'why are you here? are you here to spy on y/n? or mabye stare at them through the door?!'
'well im just trying to guard the door so creepy managers like you dont try anything.'
'you know i can get you fired right? then i will cry to y/n so they will love me and hate you'
'thats gross you're 10 years older than us'
'age is just a number'
'its a number?! you really are a creep arnt you?!'
'they wont care'
'they obviously will, and they will never date a creep like you'
i exited the room fast just to see my manager puch him right in the face
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" i ask
he grabbed me and hugged me.
"oh y/n, he was harassing me and was saying so many bad things about you, if you want me to fire him then i will." he did the worst fake crying and pouting
"get off of me you creep!" i yelled
"creep? but you love me !"
"yeah right, you're 10 years older than me!" i said sarcasticly
"but age is just a number and you dont care right?" he grabbed my arm but went down to the ground quick as the cops tazed him
he tried running away when an attack dog ran after him and bit his leg
the cops cuffed him and sent him out to the police car
"thanks burgz" i said hugging him
"o-oh right. y-your welcome" he said with blush on his cheeks but he didnt think i would notice
"also your shift is over by the way" he reminded me
"oh, right. but if you're free this weekend mabye we can go get coffee sometime?"
"yeah, sure" he said
END OF PART 1
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moontsuki · 2 years
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Love me till it hurts
Summary: Haikyuu boys argue with you, then you get into a near death experience
Ft: Tsukishima
Genre: Hurt/comfort
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Tsukishima:
You don't even know what you two were fighting about.
But whatever it was it was bad right? It escalated to the point where it was a screaming match.
As if you both were challenging each other who could scream the loudest and say the most hurtful and degrading shit to each other.
It was personal attacks, he started off smart and snarky but resorted to throwing your insecurities in your face.
Kei usually is one to keep things to himself but today, both of you were pissed and weren't giving each other any type of pity
"FUCK YOU Y/N, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" He screamed
"What's wrong with me? You're the one loosing your shit over something so small." You say in more a taunting tone.
He starts to laugh, "fucking hell y/n, you're so difficult to love." He stops and starts again "have you ever gotten the picture that I want to leave?"
Your cheeks turn red, from the anger and frustration building up. "YOU KNOW WHAT! I'll make it fucking easier for you, ill fucking leave. I don't have to deal with this shit. "
"FINE FUCKING LEAVE! I DON'T NEED YOU" he yelled.
You slammed the door with a 'fuck you' following behind you.
You walked out the apartment complex, trying to get some fresh air to clear your mind. Thinking the best idea was to walk around town to calm down. Hours went by and you stopped by you and Kei's favorite boba shop, passed by the little stores you would always go with Kei and just began to miss him.
You just wanted to be in Kei's arms, to hold him, to love him. Time for everything to be resolved. Time that you feel you're wasting just standing here pissed off. You have every right to be pissed off, angry and hurt.
You deserved time for yourself, to feel all the emotions you are feeling. Of course you're not going to immediately forgive him, but its not exactly like you were 100% innocent.
You decide to walk back, walk back to your home. Pushing through crowds with only one goal to get back home. You walked through crowds until you were left with a few people around you.
You weren't lost but you didn't exactly know where you were, and you weren't alone either. Someone was following you, someone that didnt look familiar. You were unaware of this until just now, when you came to your senses.
You began to become nervous and scared. Turning corners and entering a alley. Quickly pulling out your phone to call Kei.
He declined, you called again. Straight to voicemail..
You leave a message, whispering " tsukishima kei, I swear to god. S- someone's following me, I don't know who and I don't even know where I am. KeiKei, he's getting closer please I don't know what to do."
The man grabs you from behind, grabbing your hand with the phone. Your dumbass drops the phone but the call doesn't end. He's bigger than you, his shoulders are broad and he towers over you The man spoke in a threatening tone "If you scream I wont hesitate to shoot you." He slowly pulls out a gun and presses it against your stomach.
"Give me all your fucking money." you hand him your purse with a wallet holding 24 dollars. "That wont cut it sweetheart." he says, running his free hand down your waist centering above your core.
You kick him from behind and punched him in the face. The man was pushed back due to the sudden impact, you take this time of vulnerability and begin to disarm him. Grabbing his hand in attempt to throw the gun. Unfortunately for you your efforts had failed. "You little slut" he slaps you and grabs you, holding you at a grip that you know will leave a mark.
You push him off, thrashing out of his grip, and that's when the world went silent. A shot, two to be exact, somewhere on you. All you remember is falling on the ground, reaching for your phone. "I love you"
That's all you remember before blanking out.
While all this was happening, Tsukishima was laying in your shared bed pissed off. His phone lights up the room, he declines, silence fills the room again but is broken with another ring.
He looks at his phone, his favorite photo of you lights up the screen. His face softens and he's reminded of the hurtful words he's said to you. He declines the call once again to think, to think about how to fix what he's broken.
Few minutes later, he gets a notification. (1) New voicemail.
His face turns pale, he grabs a jacket and runs runs to find you. Bolts down the apartment stairs, running out of the complex. Calling 911 and telling them your situation. Sweat sheen on his forehead he tracks your phone to find your location. Running around looking insane he comes across an alley way, then. You.
Running to you with 911 still on call, holding you in his grasp. Pulling you onto his lap.
"PLEASE SEND HELP" he says while holding back sobs "SHE WAS SHOT, PLEASE!" he draws his attention back to you, trembling words leave his mouth "Y/n, p-please. You're going to be okay, Were going to be okay. " Holding pressure to your wound in hopes for help coming soon..
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Your eyes slowly open, coming back to your senses. Monitors around you, small tubes attached to your weak body and you quietly say groggily "Tsuki.." A trembling figure at your side, holding your hand. "I'm here my love." he says. You begin to say "I'm s-" he cuts you off "shh. I'm so sorry my love, this is my fault. If I- "
You heart squeezes at the words but you knew it wasn't fully his fault so you interrupt him once again "You're okay, and were okay."
He stands up, moving closer to you, You slowly turn to look at him. His hand trembles as it slowly meets your face. Kei is shaking, he looks pale and scared "I'm sososo sorry, I love you so much." Placing a kiss on your neck and a carefully above your wound. "I know we fought but your wounds are my wounds, and ill do whatever I can for us to fully heal. I love you."
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xsarcasticwriterx · 3 years
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Room
Summary: After Hydra captured you and tony they decided to use a weapon that was more terrifying than any gun.
Pairing: Tony stark x reader
Warnings: Smut(imma be honest i dont give a fuck if you aren't 18 pfft), sex pollen, fingering, riding, masturbation,honestly just desperate horny sex, floof floof, Swearing,
Notes: The end to the smut part is kinda shit sorry about that 
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How you and tony ended up here was unknown to you. Well not unknown just...complicated. Turns out not all of hydra was taken down in the fall of S.H.I.E.L.D. The others sent you and tony in figuring that it would be easy peasy and all make it home before dinner. Well that wasn't the case at all. Turns out they had weapons more powerful then the two of you combined. They subdued your powers and broke tony's suit. 
So now you two are here. Trapped in an empty white room. you paced around looking for anything but to be honest it was so bright you could barely see anything from seeing too much? 
“there's no point there's nothing here” he said from his spot on the floor. you grumbled before sitting against the wall across from the door. “we need to find a way out” you said sighing. Tony opened his mouth before the air started to pour in. it burned as it entered your nostrils. you started coughing like crazy hunched over as you coughed. “hey are you-” tony started but then also started coughing. 
your lungs burned no your whole body burned. you felt like you were on fire. you stopped coughing but the heat in your whole body was still strong. “hey tony you ok?” you asked as you slowly moved towards the wall he laid against. “dont dont just stay” he said putting his hand out. you stopped moving and sat back huffing. That's when you felt it. your whole body tingled and burned but the pooling of wetness between your legs was prominent. you squeezed your thighs and looked at tony who was looking down at his legs. 
Your eyes followed seeing his very present boner. you cleared your throat. “whats going on” you asked in a rush because every word that exited your mouth felt like it took all your might and breath. Tony shook his head. “fuck!” he yelled. “thor he said that on certain planets fucking doesn’t come as a normal thing sO to stop the inevitable extinction of that they use this stuff to make them have to fuck. anyways apparently some parts of the world got their hands on it, used it as a weapon before it got banned.” he said leaning his head on the wall. Sweat fell from his face. “just fucking go over there” he pointed to the other side of the room.
you nodded and crawled to the other side. you sat in the corner but kept adjusting yourself. you squeezed your thighs for some sort of relief. “will this kill us?” you eventually asked. when tony stayed silent you got worried and looked over. he was looking at you hungrily his eyes devoured you. “possibly” he eventually said. “possibly?!” you yelled then groaned the amount that you were turned on was physically starting to hurt. “depends how much your body can take how much heat and pain before giving up” he said before closing his eyes and moving around. 
You sat there sweating your ass off and moving your legs around. anything that usually caused relief was useless. then the heat got worse and a stabbing pain in your uterus happened. You hunched over and screamed. The pain only seemed to increase. “hey hey speak to me whats going on” tony asked. “pain so much fucking pain” you groaned and screamed as another stab came. “and hot so hot” you said tears falling to the ground as you grit your teeth.
“ok ok y/n listen to me” he said clearing his throat. “you need to do this your going to say no because of me but your life is kind of dependent upon it. you need to get yourself off.” he said. you looked at him wide eyes and shook your head “fuck no” you said. “want the pain to stop?” he asked. you screamed feeling the pain and nodded. “then do it” you groaned lifting yourself back to sit against the wall. 
Tony turned around giving you more privacy. you took off your pants and underwear. your hand went to your clit giving you relief you moaned and groaned. you inserted two fingers moaning loud. “jesus oh god” you gasp as your fingers go in and out of you. you look over at tony and see his arm moving up and down. you gulp looking down before speaking. “tony” you whispered but with the echo of the room he heard. “yes?” he whispered back. “you can turn around if you want.” you said.
Tony slowly turned seeing your legs spread and your fingers inside of you. Tony's pants were open slightly lowered from his waist. his boxers were visible and you whimpered at the site of tony so disheveled. You started to move your fingers in and out of you again. you moaned and whimpered. Tony started to push his cock over his boxers. “you can ya know if you want to” you said nodding to his strained dick.
Tony shimmed his boxers down and his cock sprung free. It was long and thick. you groaned and moved faster. you watched as tony started to stroke his cock at the same pace your fingers went. You stared at him jacking off as he stared at you. You started to feel your walls tighten. you head hit the wall as your fingers spend up. your thumb rubbed your clit as your moans got more intense. Your walls squeezed your fingers and you moaned loud. you squeezed your eyes shut and your mouth hung open. The sight of you made tony go faster and groan. 
As your orgasm stopped you still felt like it wasnt enough like nothing would be enough. How do you feel” tony asked between breaths. “still feel like shit” you say. Tony releases his cock and looks down. “me too.” he said. 
You scream feeling the pain again. God why wont this all justs stop. you started to cry the pain was so bad. you curled up hoping it would be like a period cramp and certain positions could stop it but the pain kept going. “y/n...” tony started to say. you looked over at him. Your hair was a sweaty mess your face looked flushed and you just looked like a horny mess.
“We can...it'll stop it if that's what you want.” tony said. He felt bad like he was taking advantage of you. He didn't want you to think he didn't care for you because he did. Hell he loved you, god he wished he told you that before you ended up here. He hated seeing you in pain especially when he could stop it even if it did make things difficult. “is that what you want” you huffed out tears still falling down your face. “I want to stop the pain. I want to help you..in whatever way i can.” tony said. 
you gulped and nodded “help me” you said. Tony crawled over to you and sat you back against the wall. you instinctively opened your legs and tony say between them. “I'm going to make you feel so good princess” he said with a smirk. He kissed you hard but slow. you felt his hand on your thigh. He squeezed it before moving forward. “please” you pleaded against his lips. he smiled and pulled your bottom lip with his teeth. His fingers made contact with your clit and you whimpered, closing your eyes. he pinched it making you moan. He started to move in circles smiling at the noises that came out of your lips.
he kissing your bottom lip before kissing you. his fingers moved inside of you his thumb circling your clit. you moaned against his lips. “that's it let me make the pain go away.” he said his fingers moving in and out. you grabbed onto tony's shoulders. your hips moved meeting his movements. “there we go princess” he said. He bent his fingers meeting a spot that made your mouth open and no noise exit. “jesus fuck tony there please there” you pleaded. His finger massaged the spot he stoked and pushed it. Your walls tighten around his fingers. you pull him closer your head hitting his shoulder. his fingers stroke the spot why still playing with your clit. You moan as you cum on his fingers.
“it still hurts” you mumble into his shoulder. “i know princess i just needed to die down the pain before this” he said pulling away from you. You were sweating even more now and you felt so empty without tony. tony shoved his boxers down and taking off his shirt. He went back to his spot between your legs. “I really wish i could've said this before now but i love you”  he said before entering you. you moaned before you could respond or even process what he said. He bottomed out and kissed your neck.
His fingers found there way back to your clit messing with the very sensitive bundle of nerves. you rocked your hips trying to gain movement. tony took the sign and rocked back and forth. He was trying to be nice but nice isn't what you needed. “faster tony.” you said. tony sped up but it still wasn't enough. grabbing tony's shoulder you made him stop. he looked at you softly. “tony stark you are a playboy ok now rail me” you said desperate. something changed in tony because he pulled out pushing you to the floor and before you could do anything he shoved all the way back into you. 
He grabbed your hips jamming in and out of you at a force you didn't know existed. he played with your clit going from pinching to slapping to rubbing it. you moaned and screamed. grabbing onto tony's shoulder you puled him into a kiss. You felt your walls tighten again from the stimulation your grip in him tightens and tony goes to kissing and marking your neck. 
“cum for me princess” he says. that was all it took for you to unravel under him. you put your head onto his shoulder shutting your eyes. tony pulled out and flipped you over lifting your hips. he held on tightly ramming in and out of you. you felt his movements sputter and you moved your hips to meet his. his nails dug into your skin as his cum flushed into you. he pulled out and flipped you over. “better?” he asked. you nodded “much” you said. 
The pollen seemed to have died down after that. Tony laid next to you and you curled into him. “I love you too stark” you said tracing over his chest. he looked down at you and you looked up. “I have for a while” you said. tony smiled and kissed your forehead. “Let's get the hell out of here princess” he said.
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saturnsstufff · 3 years
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If your requests are open, could you maybe do a C!Techno x Reader? Like, the Butcher Army is there for Techno and Phil wasn't able to give him a\such an early head's up so he's not really prepared, and Quackity has the reader hostage when they show, cause maybe they were outside doing something... You don't have to, of course! -Sugar Anon (may I claim this Anon?)
Ooh! Most definitely! And of course you can claim it your my first anon!🖤
Warnings: Blood, swearing
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Techno was a pretty well known man, lets face it. Maybe not in the way you hoped, and in this instance you mean he was wanted.
But you were not awhere of that because you lived with him out in the chilly Tundra. Phil would usally bring you two the new updates and anything you should be aware of. So when he didnt show for his morning tea you were a but skeptical to say the least. But techno had casually shrugged his shoulders, waving it off that he had gotten busy. This was true. Phil was a awfully busy man, he never seemed to stop moving, building, or exploring. So you joined techno on his assumption.
Techno was casually brewing potions that afternoon. Not a uncommon occurance to say the least. You had grown accustomed to seeing the towering man working over his bottles. His large but gentle hands gracefully, and carefully manuvering the glasses to where he pleased.
"Techno love? Im going to go trade these books nearby ok?" You mentioned as you took your cloak. Slipping it on so you could contain your warm. Techno hummed in agreement. Since you were so far from L'amanburg he didn't really mind you walking freely to the nearby village. He actually viewed your common trips as a large help.
"I have seven emeralds in that chest over there, could you see if any of them are willing to trade for a mending book?" He asked well he looked up to you. His reading glasses resting on his nose. You smiled brightly and nodded.
"Of course!" Anything you could do to help you were down to do. L'amanburg wasn't aware Techno had a lover, mostly because Techno didn't want you getting pulled into his rather volient affairs. He viewed them as his battles. Not battles that you had to fight.
Well collecting the gems into your basket he spoke up again, his hand coming to the small of your back. "Take Carl ok? I can't have my princess walking like the peasants do" he said bemused. Pressing a gentle but loving kiss to your forhead.
You leaned into him, enjoying the physical affection he gave you. Techno wasn't one to voice his love Rather, instead he would gift you, or make physical actions twords showing you how much he cared.
You walked out and hopped onto Carl the sturdy, and loyal steed waiting for the new adventure he would be taking. Edging your heels into him you began to head for the forest.
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After a while of riding through the woods you began to grow weary. You felt like you were being watched. You were not a Hybrid like Techno so you couldnt smell or hear any abnormalities. But you just knew somthing was off. It was a harsh mental debate on whether to turn around or continue. Ultimately you decided it was best to just turn around. For how on edge you were you figured that telling Techno, and him laughing at you was better than lingering outside anymore.
You pulled the reigins, signaling for Carl to turn, however when you did, someone had jumped onto Carl behind you. Grabbing you tightly to prevent your flailing. You couldnt help the blood curdling scream you let out before your mouth was covered by a hand. You were panicking. You couldnt see your attacker but very well felt them behind you.
"Im gonna make you a deal. Your going to take us back to that nice cottage of yours, or I'll paint your blood all over the snow" the voice sneered next to your ear. "Im going to remove my hand. If you so as utter a word I wont hesatate to get rid of you. Am I clear?" The voice was slow, but threatening. They meant what they said. You could only nod slowly as he removed his hand from your mouth. "In case you get a wild burst of courage... I'll just leave this here" he had taken his sword out. Lingering it by your neck. You didn't know what else to do, so you just took the reigins and slwoly started back home.
When you got to Technoblade's Cottage you were forced off of Carl, the snow did little in softening your fall. You looked up praying thag techno herd some commotion.
"Technoblade get your ass out here!" The man Yelled, you looked up to him. He had black hair poking out from his beanie. Underneath his armor was a bloody a apron. All, in all, not someone you wanted to be around.
When the door opened you called out for Techno. Trying to make a run for him. But instead you were only grabbed by your ankle and dragged back to the raven haired man. The sword he held finding it's way to your neck.
"Let her go Quackity." Techno's eyes were narrowed and calculated. He wasn't pleased by any means for how Quackity was manhandling you.
"You think I'm going to listen to you? Your fucking delusional. Heres whats going to happen Techno. Your going to come with us. Or I'll kill her and give your front lawn a nice new red decoration." You whimpered. All you wanted was Techno. You wanted to be in his arms, you didn't like how This 'Quackity' man was talking or handling you.
"Your going to let her go first." Techno stepped closer. His hand drawing his blade. You could see Techno's breathing. He was angry, and so were the voices.
"I wouldn't step any closer." The blade pressed in more. Your hand coming up to try and push the blade away. "Your going to drop your blade and walk up to fundy to get handcuffed. Then I'll let her go." You watched as Techno weighed his options. In the end he did drop his blade. He valued your life above everything. Once his hands were tied securely, you were let free. The first thing you did was run to techno. Hugging onto him for dear life.
"(Y/n) listen to me. Your going to go into the house and wait for Philza. Ok?" You looked up at him with pain in your eyes, shaking your head.
"No! Im not letting you go alone!" You started to tear. You didnt know where they were taking him. But you knew it wasn't good.
"(Y/n) I said go in the house. I will be fine.." He manuvered his head to wrap around yours since his arms couldn't. "I don't want you involved ok?..." his tone was gentle, trying to ease your haywire nerves.
"Techno please let me come.." Your eyes begged, but he didnt budge. Quackity only took and shoved Techno further.
"Wait in the House!" Was the final thing he said as he was forced over the Hill.
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Waiting for his return had you beyond restless. You could only look from the clock back to the fire. The raging 'What if's running through your brain. It was extremely late before techno had returned back home.
When he opened the door you rushed over to him. Almost tripping over your own feet. To feel him in your arms was the one thing you needed to calm your nerves. You gripped onto him for dear life. His arms gently wrapped around you. Rubbing a ligjt circle into your back.
"Thank god your home" you said. Your face buried into his chest. The lingering sent of dynamite and the iron smell of blood on his clothes. "I was so worried about you..." you felt his hand move to the underside of your thighs. Lifting you up into his arms so he could move inside.
"Come now princess... You didnt really think I would let anything happen to myself, now would you?" He mused. His eyes soft as he looked up into yours.
"I.. I mean" You looked down at him, the bit of worry still remaining. He sat down on his sofa. Leaning back into it as he looked up at you.
"Baby girl, you know Technoblade never dies" He said cocking a eyebrow up as his face went smug. You only smiled a little at that. Moving to rest your head in his neck.
"I still worried..." you said gently. Relaxing into his chest. Glad to see him home safely.
"I know princess... I know" He knew he would have to tell you about the execution. But for now he knew you were distraught. He may have been poor at comforting, but he knew right now the best thing was for you to just lay in his arms at peace. Let you try and forget what Quackity had probably etched into your memory for months to come. Because Quackity was only the start now. Now everyone knew, Techno had someone he truly loved.
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maestro04yayyy · 9 months
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By the way that's what I wrote so far, please if someone has any suggestion,advice, tip, criticism or anything just say them!!!!(about anything, from grammar, to writing style to how much of an idiot i am, ANYTHING!!!)
“remember to eat at least four times a day”.
“yes chloe”
“and to drink lot of water”
“yes chloe”
“and if roger says anything stupid to you just call me, i will give him a piece of my mind”
Sabrina smiled sadly, eyes blinking quickly to avoid shedding tears before throwing herself against Chloe to hug tightly her best friends,  “thanks Chloe” she hiccuped sometimes before stating,”I will be very lonely while you are away…”. 
Chloe's heart clenched painfully hearing the sadness in her voice and once again cursed herself for not having been able to skip the family trip, but right now Sabrina was the priority.
She hugged her friend back and started drawing circles in her back to help calm her down, in other circumstances she wouldn't do that in public, especially where her family could see them, but now it wasn't important for her.
“Hey Brina, don't worry, it's just for a month and you can call me anytime, no matter the time or how many times a day” Chloe stated while kissing her friend's forehead, not caring that tears and snots were ruining her clothes.
Sabrina just continued to cry, not letting go of Chloe when Chloe had an idea.
“Hey Brina, why don't you try to hang out with our classmate while I'm gone? i am sure that adrien would be happy to do it if he is free, Alix too and ugh dupain-cheng would immediately throw you some kind of party with the whole class, this way you wont feels as lonely”
That made Sabrina pause a little, enough to stop the tears at least, as she moved her head slightly to look at her friend's face while still resting her chin against Chloe's chest.
“it wouldn't be the same, they aren't like you….” she said that but Chloe could see in her eyes that her friends were still thinking about it.
“Of course they aren't like me, nobody is even near my level of perfection, beauty, confidence and humility,” she said with a smile on her face.
It made Sabrina laugh, initially it was just a smile, then a chuckle but after that she had to use Chloe for support while she bends over laughing.
chloe gave her a playful shove, “what's so funny? i am only saying the truth”
Sabrina pulled herself together after a good minute, still smiling widely and while clearing her face with her sleeves she simply said,”yes, you are”, and Chloe felt her eyes watering a little.
“CLAUDIA!!! what taking you so long! come here immediately or we are leaving you here!” audrey yelled from the base of the plane, a public one, andre didn't want to use a private jet so near to the next elections, something about complains about the environment or social classes, chloe doesn't really know, she didn't listened to his explanation just like she did not listened to audreys loud and useless complains.
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frenchpuppycormier · 3 years
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“There’s something I need to tell you,” Kara bounces her leg up and down, uneasiness settling into her bones. She’s the girl of steel but whenever she’s around Lena her limbs become jelly. She chuckles lightly, “I don’t know why I’m so nervous.”
Lena steadily places her hand on Kara’s knee and squeezes, effectively pausing its activeness. “Kara, whatever it is, it’ll be alright. I’m here for you. Always.”
Kara gives her a shy smile and ducks her head out of embarrassment. Lena loosens her hold but before she retracts her hand completely, Kara holds it in place. She curls her fingers around Lena’s and neither of them speak for a moment, relishing in the peacefulness that comes with being near each other.
Eventually, Lena breaks the spell and quietly asks, “Kara?”
“Right, sorry,” Kara flushes a deep red.
Lena flips her hand over and laces their fingers together, squeezing three times to let her know she’s listening.
“So, has anyone told you about Mxy yet?”
Lena shakes her head. “No, but I’m guessing he has something to do with this Nyxly person?”
“Yeah, they uh—they have a past. A rough one, I guess you could say,” Kara shakes her head. “But um, they’re from the 5th dimension, they have magic, and I sort of have a past with Mxy.”
“What?” Lena’s eyebrows furrow.
“It’s not what you think,” Kara explains quickly, internally gagging with what she thinks Lena is probably assuming. “When you and I were….not on speaking terms, he sort of offered me a deal.”
“What kind of deal?”
“He showed up at my apartment blathering on about how he couldn’t use his powers anymore unless it was to help those he had wronged.”
“And let me guess: you were one of those people.”
“Correct,” Kara rolls her eyes. And so she tells Lena all about the opportunity for a do-over. A chance to tell Lena about her secret identity before she actually did, and unfortunately the implications that followed each time. While Kara talks, Lena listens intently, casually stroking her thumb along their connected hands, her expressions that of complete understanding and her overall presence acting as a balm to soothe Kara’s worries.
“Wow,” Lena breathes as soon as Kara’s finished. “You really did all that for me?”
Kara nods solemnly. “But as you now know, each time I told you my secret, nothing ever went right. Someone always got hurt or worse. Once I realized nothing was working, I thought maybe you would’ve been better off not having known me at all,” she swallows thickly and hangs her head, drops of salty tears falling onto her lap. “That version was almost the worst of all.”
Lena pulls their connected hands closer and holds them in her lap. “I’m sorry, Kara…”
Kara sniffles, “No, it’s fine. Because no matter how awfully terrible all those scenarios were, none of them can hold a candle to this one.” She faces Lena with clear adoration written on her face. “Lena, you’re still here. I still have you. I’d go through all of it again because at least it means you’re alive.”
“Me too,” Lena replies with tears pooling in her eyes. She wipes them away and to hide her pain she smirks and says, “But hey, at least I got to die in your arms.”
“Lena!” Kara cries. “Don’t joke about that!”
“I’m sorry,” she laughs. “I had to lighten the mood.”
They giggle with each other for a moment, their eyes locked the whole time. As their laughter dies down, Kara grows serious. “I figured you’d want to know about the man we’re trying to save. The one who thought to help save…us…”
“I can’t wait to meet him,” Lena smiles.
“Oh, he’ll love you,” Kara teases. She traces over every inch of Lena’s face with her eyes and delicate precision, and thinks now’s the time to bite the bullet. “But not as much as I do.”
Lena’s breath hitches in her throat.
“I love you, Lena,” Kara brings their hands up to her lips and kisses the back of her hand. “So much. It kind of snuck up on me recently, and I realized how much my life revolves around you. I feel complete when I’m with you and everything is just so much warmer. You’re my home, Lena.”
Lena stays silent, her eyes cast downward and she’s frozen, almost like she’s in a daze. Kara thinks she’s made a huge mistake. “Lena, I know I probably just created a whole new slew of problems by admitting that, but I just needed to tell you and I understand—
“—Kara, look,” she nods at the totem in Kara’s other hand. “It’s glowing.”
Kara gasps, “Courage…” They smile at each other in tandem disbelief. Kara clears her throat and stands up quickly mumbling, “Uh…we—we should go tell the others.”
“Wait,” Lena grabs her hand as she turns to leave. Kara looks down at her in question and watches in awe as she rises in front of her, until they’re eye to eye. Lena’s twinkle with unshed tears and her gaze drops to Kara’s lips. “Don’t go get,” she breathes.
Kara shakily brings her free hand and cups Lena’s cheek, her fingers getting tangled in wavy hair. “Lena—
Her voice gracefully (and gratefully, she thinks) becomes muffled by Lena’s lips on hers. It’s a short and sweet kiss, but tender and full with promises of more to come. Lena pulls away just enough to rest her forehead on Kara’s, their noses brushing. “I love you, too. Just thought I’d let you know before you go rushing off as you’re wont to do,” she teases.
Kara giggles helplessly and whispers, “I can’t help it. I just get too excited sometimes.”
“I know. That’s one of the reasons I find you so endearing,” she quickly presses another kiss to her lips and smirks at Kara’s blushing. Lena slowly backs away and turns to leave, an extra sway to her hips. She takes a few steps, but frowns when she doesn’t hear footsteps behind her. Turning around with a smile thrown over her shoulder she asks, “You coming, Kara?”
Kara’s mouth is slightly hanging open, but she shakes herself out of her stupor, and nods. With a sly grin on her face, she skips over to Lena and says, “Race ya,” before quickly kissing her on the cheek and superspeeding out of the room.
“Not fair!” Lena yells. She chuckles to herself and smiles the whole way to their friends.
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alltoolewis · 3 years
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30 with lando pls
"Ride me."- Lando Norris.
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Summary- you and lando celebrate his highest placing poduim after you comfort his nerves before the Italian grand prix....
Words- 1808...
(Warnings- Alot of fluff & smut! 18+! You've been warned!)
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You couldn't believe how quickly it all flew by. It felt like just yesterday when you met him... you the new photographer for McLaren, who didn't have a clue about F1, moving away from everything you knew to travel round the world taking pictures of cars worth more than your credit card & him, the new rookie, who had so much confidence on the track but who had near to none when it came to speaking to women... until you came along & And now here you were... 3 years later, moved in together, traveling the world doing the thing both of you loved & what a better way than doing that together.
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Your hands trembled just looking at him pacing the room,you could tell he was nervous.. I mean who wouldn't be, starting P3 in one of the most anticipated races of the calendar....
"Baby your making me dizzy" you giggled,slowly making your way over to him as he reaches for your clammy hand.
"Im sorry" he sighed, leaning into your touch as you pulled him closer "just nervous... I mean with all the pressure of me and danny starting up the grid & McLaren not having the season they hoped for, its just getting to me.. and you-" stopping himself, he looked deep into your eyes and for the first time you could see the panic and fear glossing his eyes like smoke...
"Im what baby?" You whispered, gently tracing your fingers though his newly combed locks, an action that you knew relaxed him...
"Your here..."
Confusion washed over you gently let go of him, taking a step back to watch his new fear wash over him..
"I can stay back here lando... if I'm the one making you nervous... I'm sure they wont mind me sitting out on this one, they have so many talented photographers, they won't miss m-"
Put of nowhere lando pulled you closer, locking your lips with his, taking all the unnecessary words out of your mouth.
"I'll miss you" lando mumbled against your lips, before pulling away pushing your forehead against yours...
"Your not the issue baby.. its just I know how dangerous this track is & I just don't want you to see anything that you shouldn't.... I couldn't cope with mysel-"
This time is was you to interrupt him, lifting up his chin to meet your.
"Lando I know the drill.... its not my first rodeo baby, every race is a dangerous one... I knew what I signed up for the minute I started falling in love with you & guess what... I dont regret one bit & you know why...?"
"Why?" He whispered, voice full of uncertainty.
"Because you.." you sighed, locking your lips with him again "are the best driver on that grid and you I've never been more proud of anything or anyone in my life.... your gonna be okay... and im gonna be right there for here for you, together forever eh?" You say, smirking as you see his face light up at your words, reaching out for your outstretched hand, locking your fingers as he repeated your words..
"Together forever"...
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"How many more laps left??" You sighed, hands beginning to tremble as you looked at the monitor, lando dropping down to 6th after his pit.
"26" zac sighed as he sat next you, placing a hand on your knee "hes doing well you know.... he a supers-"
However zak never got to finish his praise as gasps fill the garage, looking up to see Max's car ontop of Lewis's. Heart skipping a beat as you realised just how close it was to being lando...
"I have to go- I... what if it was him.. he was so close to them he was only a second away... what if" you whispered all the possible scenerios as tear filled your eyes, causing zac to pull you closer...
"Listen... you can't live your life with what ifs (y/n).. it could of been him but guess what it wasn't andd look where he is know!" He smiles looking up at the monitor just as lando overtakes Charles, reaching p2.
"I mean you could leave... but Together forever I heard?" Zac smirks as he places a headset on your knee as he gets up to get back to his place... "just in case you want to pop in and check up on him... you stresshead"
As the lap count increased, so did your heart rate, as you seen lando still at p2 with 1 lap to go and a 2 second gap between him and perez. Hands hesitating to pick up the headset that remained on your knee like a safety blanket. Only picking it up as the mclaren garage erupts in applause, not only has lando picked up his highest ever poduim but Daniel won!
'Lets fucking go lads' lando screeches as you place the headset on, zac giving you a little nod, letting you know you can talk to him.
"Baby" you whisper through the mic, voice trembling with pride and emotion.
"(Y/n)!!! We did it! We fucking did it!!" Lando screams as he makes his way to the last corner..
"We lando?!? I didn't do anything but hid behind zac the whole time" causing lando to chuckle before the set goes dead and the garage yet again erupts... letting you know the mclarens have parked up.
Lando was the first one out, immediately running over to zac and the rest of the team, and although you could tell he was ecstatic, apart of you knew that he was gonna be disappointed about not getting p1... but he's a team player & at the end of the day thats all that matters.
After the hugs from the team, it was your turn to be pulled into your sweaty boyfriends arms, in the biggest bear hug you've ever been given.
"I'm sooo proud of you baby" you whisper, running your hand through is wet locks. Tears welling your eyes for what felt like the 50th time today.
"I love you so much" he screamed, picking your feet of the ground as he twirled you around, so fast you would of sworn he would of got the fastest lap!
"And by the way" he smirks, locking your lips with his "theres no me without you...."
However your sweet moment was inturpted as you get rudely pulled away from eachother by a certain ecstatic Australian....
"Alright love birds, plenty of that later" grabbing lando by the shoulders, pushing him towards the poduims "continue that later please, me and loverboy here have a shoey to do"
Your heart melts as you hear landos laugh, even from 10 meters away, but nothing made your race more than seeing him mouth the words anyone would dream about hearing.....
"Cant wait too rip them clothes off".....
And by lord did he keep his promise, not even being able to close the door before your 'mclaren 4' tshirt was pulled from your body.
"Ive been dying to do this from the moment I crossed that line" lando groaned as he pushed against the wall, using all his last energy, locking his lips with yours. Tounges fighting for dominance as he unhooks your bra, throwing it carelessly across the room.
Before you knew it you thrown on the bed, just as carelessly as your long forgotten bra.
"How the fuck did I get this lucky" lando moaned as he hovers over your already shaken body, eyes gazing over your bare body, filling with not only with lust but love....
Sitting up you, you lock your lips again....
"I should be saying that too you.." you mumble against his mouth, flipping your body ontop of his as your hands trace down his bare chest.
"Ahh taking in charge I see" he smirks, throwing his arms at the back of his head, as your unbutton his belt, seeing his hard cock push against the poorly made cotton.
"Only the best for my champion" you whisper, pulling down the last layer before getting to work. Lips locking over the tip, as you look straight in his eyes, making sure he can see the collection of pre-come of your tounge as it traces on his tip.
"Fuck doll..." lando wheezed as your hand goes up and down his shaft, his hands pulling your hair back as you take him deeper down your throat. His groans filling the room as your eyes welled up for a different reason this time as you feel his tip against the back of your throat, however you didnt have time to enjoy your meal for any longer as he pulls you away. Leaning down, he latches your lips to his, moaning as he tastes himself on your tounge.
"Dont want to finish in your mouth"
Laying back down, throwing one of your legs over his waist causing you to straddle him....
"Ride me." He demands, and like the good girl you were you took no time to fulfill his needs. Pulling out a condom from under the pillow he wa layed on..
"Dont judge me.. i knew this was gonna happen"
Lando chuckled as you slipped the condom on him, positioning yourself before sinking on him, Causing both of your breaths to hitch...
"Fuck (y/n)... how the fuck are you still this tight after 3 years of fucking you" lando moaned as your hips start to rock against his waist, finding your familiar rhythm as his hands find your waist. The sound of skin slapping could only be heard, as you allowed him to fill you up.
"Fuck lando" you yell throwing your hand back as he places his hand on your clit, matching the rhythm of your hips "dont stop" you scream as he picks up the pace.
Using his free hand to continue guiding your hips on his cock, pushing his hips up to meet yours.
Moans filled the air, both of you knowing full well that the rest of the mclaren could hear your 'private celebration' however neither you seemed to care as your screams filled up the room.
"Im so close" you sigh as lando continues to meet your hips half way, leaning down to meet his lips.
"Me too baby... fuck me too"
Without out any more warnings, lando let go, feeling his seed fill up the condom that was still thrusting inside you.
"Come on baby let go" lando yelled, hand moving faster against your clit as he, attaches onto your sensitive tits. Something that he knew could bring you to cum hust on its own...
"Fuck!!!" You scream as the pleasure washes over you, collapsing on his chest as you both tried to catch your breath.
"I love you so much" he whispered as he pulled your swollen lips into one last kiss..
"I love you too lando" you whispered back, leaning back into his chest as he begins to comb his fingers through your hair, a action that after 3 years of love he knew would instantly put you to sleep... and like everything that boy does, he never fails...
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levisgirll · 3 years
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Hello! Can you please do a Levi headcanon/scenario where he hurts his crush's feelings and makes her cry but later regrets it and tries to apologise to her? Thanks!
𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 (𝙇𝙚𝙫𝙞 𝘼𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙭 𝙁𝙚𝙢!𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧)
➡text: Hello there!! And omg of course I would be happy to write this out 🥺 the fact that to see levi apologize or own up to his mistakes is something that I would like to even write about- so thank you for this request! I hope you love it anon ♥ (incoming some fluff and you wont regret it!)
synopsis:  it was a long tiring day and with under pressure levi ackerman had, he accidently said something to y/n (his crush!) which hurt her feelings. levi feels terrible and to make it up for it, made y/n realize that levi and her might share the same feelings for each other.
fluff, angst, aot world, imagine fanfiction ♡ —
It was a long stressful day at the Survey crops headquarters building, and Captain Levi was assigned with many paper work to get done with.
The last expedition made Levi worry quite a lot for Y/N and her safety. Sure she was skilled, and a fast thinker but that still did not stop Levi from worrying about her. It was because he was the captain he had to worry about his squad....right?
But after Y/N getting hurt on the last expedition because she is kind of ‘reckless’ to what Levi thinks and used as an excuse, his heart sank and he then realized not only did he care about her too much, but he also developed feelings for her and with time it grew. Just her presence, the way she was, caring, friendly, confident, her natural beauty and a badass made him fall for her more.
But ever since on that day, he blamed himself for her getting injured because she was on his squad team.
The upcoming expedition was next month and he was becoming even more stressed and load with paperwork because it was a bigger mission this time they never had. Y/N obviously noticed that so after having a chat with Hanji she went by to his office and entered inside. They become more comfortable with each other so she was pleased to enter his office whenever she wanted to.
“Hi Levi, how are you?” she said with a bright smile, trying to light up the mood that was surrounding in his office.
“What do you think sherlock?” He spoke in a sarcastic tone and then let out a deep sigh. “O-Oh, Um I was wondering if you would like some help with the paperwork? I am free the whole day.” Her kind gestures always somehow warmed his heart, he liked the fact how in her free time she would always visit Levi and try her best to help him. But tonight was different, it was too much pressure loaded on him, he was not thinking straight.
He didn't respond to her offer and instead he got up from his seat behind the desk and gave her a piece of paper. “Read.” Was what he only said.
You took the paper from him and noticed....you were removed him Levi’s squad! “W-What....why.” You said so quietly but it had a very unhappy tone.
“You know why. You are too reckless, and I don't want that in my squad.” He lied and looked away, it was not because of your recklessness and never was because you were brave and perceptive. But in fact, it was because he wanted to keep you safe and away from harm because this time his squad was placed on the front and he moved you all the way on the back where it was safer. He does not want to lose you.
“I-I don't understand Levi...I though you trusted me-”
“Yea I don't trust you, and I clearly don't have time for you either.” You couldn't believe what he was saying to you, this behavior was out of nowhere and it made absolutely no sense! But, he was your source of motivation and inspiration and when he said that to you, it shattered your heart to pieces. You thought he had faith and trust in you and that's why he added you to his squad, you thought....you were important to him. Well, was important.
“Levi, please this makes no sense. At least explain to me why!” You yelled out, demanding an explanation for what the hell was evening going on.
“Don't argue with me.” He now gave you one of his hateful glares, and you know in a million years you would never be getting that from him, you were completely taken aback now. “Leave now! That’s an order L/N”.
You eyes were widen now, and your eyes were slowly starting to tear up. These words, completely damaged you and your feelings, he even called you by your last name which he never does. You never felt so hurt and your stomach sank which left you static and....heartbroken. Hearing this is a ego-killer for you. The paper you held slowly fell off from your hand, and you brought your hand up to cover your eyes and started to softly sob.
He noticed that quickly, and he wanted to come and comfort you but before he could do that you stormed off, slamming his door, y/n never wanting to see his face again.
Levi took a moment to process everything and then realized he had actually messed up everything. Both of you were so close and the bond and moments you both shared, Levi cherished that deeply. But, he ruined everything, shattered the bond, and now actually ironically losing you. He clenched his fist and closed his eyes tightly, “Fuck...The fuck is wrong with me?! Why am I so damn emotional.” And it was a fact, he was that when he bottled everything up and then let out his steam saying some bullshit.
It was days, and he didn’t even see or hear about Y/N. He did not get any sleep, staying up, overthinking his stupid mistake and regretting this all. His gilt, anger towards himself and grief started to grow by each day, hating himself how he hurt the person he had a crush on and someone he adored a lot which then lead to him thinking how to come to you with his true and deepest apology.
He tried to catch any chance to get you whenever you are alone and say apologize, but whenever he saw you, you would just jolt and try to run away and leave the place.
He then noticed from Hanji and the other scouts such as Armin and Mikasa that you were clearly avoiding Levi. He caught you by chance one evening as you were sitting down in the mass hall eating your sandwich alone so cutely and he just missed seeing that sight whenever you both had breaks and he would watch you eat cheerfully but....you were so down, that spirt was gone.
He was approaching you, and you then noticed that and felt your stomach sink, ‘Is he coming to me? Wait...he is, it’s only me here!’ You thought in your mind, panicking and not knowing what to do.
”Good evening.” He uttered, but you noticed there was some nervousness in that tone.
You did not look up at him and you left your sandwich that was half eaten on the plate, and got up. You lost your appetite, and you proceed to leave the mass hall, but you stopped in your steps when you heard Levi yell out. “No...d-don’t go. Please just stay for a bit.” The way he said it, was under such pain and he it sounded as if he was begging you. He really struggled doing this, but he would do it regardless if it was just to speak to you again for a bit.
He caught up to you, and took your wrist while his thumb was caressing your skin. You were still looking down, not wanting to see his face because you knew if you did now, you would tear up again.
“Can we talk please?” He said really quietly, and if the mass hall was not empty you wouldn't be able to grasp what he had said. Levi was clearly tensed and not sure if what he was doing is right, he never done this before, apologizing and talking about his feelings. But he would only, and only do this for the person he loved. Y/N.
“What do you want?” it came out more coldly then you expected and that made him hesitate. He remembered the image of your expression and you sobbing that day and it is still graved in his mind. He cant seem to get it out his head and he wanted to hear your forgiveness so it could go away.
“I fucked up, I know. But fuck, I...miss you.” He finally said, in a nervous and stuttering tone. He now moved his hand from your wrist to your soft and cold hands, and you could feel his warmth, warming your hand.
He brought up his other free hand and placed his palm on his forehead. Clearly this was hard for him and he felt such a jerk and an idiot cause all his words is now gone and he wasn’t sure how to say how apologetic he was and how you meant the world to him really.
But he know thought, How could he do this to someone who regularly checked on him, cared for him and also actually saw him as a normal person unlike the other scouts who thought he was heartless and just labeled as ‘strongest solider’. Y/N was the only who truly cared for his wellbeing and he admired that a lot. “Hey....I’m sorry. Everything I said wasn’t right. T-To be honest it was your bravery that made me fall for you...and care a lot more about you. So, please tell me What should I do to make it up for you?”
This caused you to finally look up to him and staring at his grey eyes, and after such a long time you were able to see his face clearly and close up which never fails to make your heart skip a beat. You stared at him for quite awhile, kind of surprised to what he said and the fact he was holding your hand meant a lot. But Levi took this as you still not wanting to talk to him, he wanted to say more and better things but he was quite bad formulating any more cause it him nervous and afraid to say something else to upset you further. He really did care about your feelings. “I won’t go....till I hear your answer. I waited long enough.”
You spoke, and after a long time hearing your voice this nearly made him tear up and that was because you were a big part of his life. “I can’t stay mad at you forever, so I forgive you. But, you hurted me and I cant forget that easily. But for now, Just....hold me.” You went near him and now placed both of your hands on his chest. He did not waste any second and pulled you in for a hug. It was probably his first time hugging you like this and he never knew it would make him have this fuzzy and sweet feeling like this. Of course, he would hold on to your waist, arm and shoulders sometimes during battle or when you needed some support to get up and move. But this was different, and he questioned himself how he never considered that.
Y/N and Levi both finally made up with each other, and he was really grateful for that and even the fact you forgave someone like Levi, he felt really lucky.
Of course, it will take some time for you to accept his apology, but he wont give up just yet and he really makes an effort everyday, you guys took it slow and he is more than willing to wait for you ♥
As, regret and remorse can lead a person to feel sorrow, this can cause a sense of sorrow for hurting someone such as Levi’s crush, and even though it was bad, this lead to him finally confessing and saying his true apology if it weren’t for this. Time is a healing process after all.
Once you finally sat down with Levi and talked back (after the countless times he tried to initiate a conversation or start something such as cleaning together but never got much a reaction from you) and had a small conversation with him asking how was his day. This melted his heart and he actually felt really happy inside that you finally started to speak to him. He missed your company, your sweet voice, and....that smile.
You surprised him further when you gave him tea (because he gave you so many things to somehow make you smile) and his eyes lit up, Levi never felt so happy in the last few weeks. Then he knew, that you. y/n, was his light and source of happiness. He drank the tea slowly cherishing it.
wow okay this was kind of emotional then I excepted it to be, but I honestly see a scenario like this happening where levi struggles and tries his best to own up his mistake and apologize and he would only be like this if it was to his crush and someone he loved cause this man gets nervous <3 so please y/n, give him some more hugs, he might not seem to ask for any but he is deeply inside craving for it. It’s his best comfort as it is coming from you! Anyways, please leave a like or a reblog if you enjoyed this and I hope you liked this anon 💖
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slashingdisneypasta · 3 years
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Kurt Kelly x Fem!Bitch!Reader || Oneshot
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Title: Someone Gets Hurt
Plot: Some little wannabe steals away your boyfriend, Kurt, while also batting her big ass lashes and winning over your friends, too... until you've had enough. No one out bitches you.
Notes:
Obviously, this is inspired by Someone Gets Hurt from Mean Girls except with Regina (The reader) as the heroine.
Warnings: Overall bitchiness, possessiveness (You about Kurt), break ups (Make ups too though so its not too bad ^^), the ruining of another persons relationship (Random girl Lizzie and Kurt's), rapeiness (Ram), sexual references, underage drinking, overage drinking, just LOTS of debauchery over all, a smut bit near the end (Not full), etc.
Was I too proud with you? Was I too cold and forbidding? And you chose her over me Are you kidding?
Watching Kurt and Lizzie together this week has been torture. Terrible, burning, squeezing, not-at-all sexy torture.
Because Kurt, is yours.
He has always been yours. He was yours in kindergarten, he was yours in middle school, and he was yours all through highschool until this, unfortunate and butt fucking ugly, snag. Crossing your arms now and poisoning them with your eyes, you sit in the cafeteria... and think.
Just, think.
You don't gossip with your minions about all the bullshit going on in school, you don't discuss what you're going to do to the freshmen this year, no. Nothing. You're too busy... plotting.
There is no way in hell, that this pee-brained virgin bitch is going to steal your boyfriend, and not get paid back in turn. Its only fair- and you include interest, in your transactions like this.
One eye actually twitches, when Lizzie... the pee brained virgin bitch in question, gives Kurt a peck on the nose - oh so cute, but you don't even have to look at Kurt to see the disappointment flash in his eyes, - and hops off his lap when the bell rings. He has a free period now, you know because so do you and you usually spend it at the back of the football field together, but she has Chemistry, a thing you also know because hell- you just know everything. That's a basic fact. The whole school knows it and love that you never have to explain how you just fucking know shit.
But even being all knowing does not make you feel better, knowing that itty bitty roach-cunt has her claws embedded in your poor, weak-willed... ex boyfriends,... heart. Or his penis, more likely. Metaphorically speaking, obviously, because Lizzie's the 'Mary'est whore in the land of Westerberg High.
That doesn't really matter though. Either way, he's with her now and not you, and that just wont do.
Maggie, your right hand babe, gets up from your lunch table and leaves for her next class, too. And its only until she's out of sight, that you notice the piece of paper she left behind. Rolling your eyes, a growl of annoyance escapes you and you sigh- turning away from Kurt and Ram's table to see what the fuck it is. The reprieve is almost palpable, not looking at him anymore. It feels a little better- but not by much. And certainly not enough for you to forget what fuckery is going on.
Picking up the piece of paper in one perfectly manicured hand, you see that its an invitation. "Hmm... " Worrying the inside of your cheek, you think; This is interesting.
A Halloween party...
A gleeful smirk quirks slightly at the corners of your lips.
Kurt always did have a thing for Halloween.
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And what you meant by 'Kurt always did have a thing for Halloween'- is 'Kurt always did have a boner for your Halloween costumes'. For the past several years, since the two of you blossomed with the help of puberty, you have used your assets as an advantage - because why else have them? - ; With the help of lace tights, push up bra's, winged eyeliner and red lipstick.
This year you've pulled together your favourite costume yet, which is fitting for the task at hand and the fact that its senior year- this may be your last chance to put these bottom dwelling highschool chuckleheads in their place.
I mean, you hope not but its basically a given.
Looking around the party as you walk in, you figure its just the same as any party Ram has thrown before. And his house is perfect for it, you'll give him that. The lights a turned down low enough that everyone looks a little hot, cooler's full of ice and alcohol are set up so you're never too far from a fix and thanks to his houses sound system the music is loud enough to make you think for a couple hours that you're in a place between reality and your dreams; A perfect set up for mistakes and one wild night.
But you aren't here to get drunk and kiss a loser, except for Kurt; You're here to take back the goddamn crown. Which getting Kurt back, will do. It'll humiliate Lizzie, and that's really all you want out of life right now.
Prowling through the crowd - which still knows to part for you, despite your current, slightly lower social standing, - in your knee high, shiny black leather boots, you look for someone to talk to. You know Maggie's here somewhere but that bitch is on her last life with you, after she said Lizzie's hair looked nice the other day. And you think some silent treatment will set her straight.
"Oh- Hi Ram." You find the host in the backyard, about to push an unsuspecting demoness into in a very sheer red blouse into the pool - which would doubtlessly make the blouse more of a red tint to her skin rather then any kind of coverage, which Ram well knows, - , and he double takes when he sees you. A sleazy, mischievous grin slops over his face at the sight, which makes you roll your eyes.
Deeply.
"Ohhh, heyyyy, Y/N!" He has to yell over the sound of the music and the other party-goers, not that you would mind if you didn't hear anything he said. He hasn't got a whole lot of substance, Ram, so you can basically assume that rolling your eyes is always the answer to anything he's saying. His eyes shift back, anxiously, to the girl he's currently got a hit out on, but you just raise your eyebrows sharply at him and he's at attention. "I didn't know you were gonna come! You know, with the state of things... "
Oh, he's so obnoxious. And dumb! So, so dumb. He doesn't know the half of your shit. Yet he still runs his mouth... Rolling your eyes once again, you flip some hair behind your head. "Oh don't worry your pretty little head about that, Ram." Eyes flickering around the party some more, searching for your own target, you rest your hands on your hips that are tightly bound, in various layers of violet georgette cloth. The witches hat on your head is pinned down, so theirs no chance of it flying off. You have a train of thinner fabric hanging down the back of your short-short skirt, and your tight tube top reveals exactly the shapes you require it to. "I'll be perfectly fine- oh, have you seen Kurt anywhere?"
"Uhhhhhhhhhhh I think I saw him and Liz against a wall earlier- but by the looks of Liz, I doubt they're in a situation like that anymore." He chuckles, dumbly. The stupid boy has a slur in his voice that you hadn't noticed before but probably should've known would be there. But you're sure focusing in on him now, jealousy burning in your eyes at his description. What does that mean??
"What?"
A geek walks by, toting a bottle in his hands that Ram snatches for himself. As the kid continues by, faster now due to the angry look in Ram's eyes and the animalistic growl that slips from the footballers lips, you continue to glare bullets at Ram. He takes a messy swig of his beer before continuing. "Just sayin', Y/N. Your friend's a prude. Won' even let Kurt get to second base with 'er or anything. So I'd say Kurt's, probably, uhhh... by the pool table, now." He shrugs big round shoulders then, as relief and mirth wash over you. So he didn't mean they'd have moved their dirty little adventure to somewhere they could really get down, or anything. He means quite the opposite.
A smirk graces your red painted lips.
"Well- enjoy your party." You shrug, not really caring as his eyes shine... turning back to the demon girl who's just laughing with her friends; He sure will. Eyes narrowing, you mutter a bitter "Dick." under your breath, as a final bid to Ram.
Turning on your heel, you head back into the house. You've been here plenty of times with Kurt and know exactly where the pool table is (And how uncomfortable it is to be bent over) and sure enough- there he is.
Your boyfriend.
Or, soon-to-be, once-again boyfriend.
He's standing back with a stick, waiting for his turn as he laughs with some over football boneheads. Lizzie isn't here, but you suppose she could have gone to get a drink or talk to one her - your, - friends, but where she is actually doesn't concern your in this moment. All you can do right now, is stand and stare.
God, he's hot.
You miss him; You really do. And, admittedly- not just because he can fuck you like no one else.
But your moment passes, and you gather your wits. Ready.
You're hot, you're smart, and you're ruthless. You can do this.
Saddling up beside Kurt, a genuine smile slips across your face as you look up at him; Running a hand back through your hair. "Hey, Kurt." Slightly widening your eyes, you raise a brow as he turns to look down at you. "What's up?"
Like- its been a while. What have I missed?
Immediate 'Oooooh's and 'Oh no the ex- Kurt watch out!'s erupt from his meathead athlete friends, but what you care about is how Kurt struggles for a moment to tear his eyes away from yours, like the eyeliner you perfected and the colour and the just- you, has hypnotised him. He flashes his friends a wicked grin, waiving them off as he turns to put his body between you, and the group. It puts you so close together- and you sure don't step back any.
Then his eyes flicker down to the rest of you- and he really has a problem looking away. "Oh, uh, hey Y/N. N-nothing much. Uh... you look... "
A gentle chuckle flutters out of you, resting a hand on your right hip. "What? Black cat caught your tongue?"
Jesus- even the mention of that particular muscle reference to him does something to you. And being this close to him again, and seeing his reaction to your outfit... its all just so right. The way things should be.
He opens his mouth to say something else, but immediately closes it again on remembering something. A seriously awkward hm sound escapes him which you don't quite get yet, but you decide that you don't need to.
"So... " You start, getting rid of the tough bravado suddenly... letting awkwardness seep into your tone; Your appearance. On purpose. Eyes downcast, you let your arms slide down to your sides again, lacing your fingers together in front of you for a moment, pretending you're at a loss for words. "Um... maybe this is... weird... "
"What?" A big hand ghosts over your hip- you can just feel his skin graze against you.
You look up to catch his gaze again suddenly, lips and eyebrows scrunching after a moment, unsurely. "Uh, well... " Chewing innocently on your bottom lip, you hold your arms behind your back; not-at-all meaning to push out your chest more. No, not at all... "Me coming up to talk to you... since the break up... "
A hiss escapes him, as he suddenly, seemingly, like just seeing you had him returning to old habits, remembers that fact himself and takes a step back from you. Your brows knit together, up at him- perfectly pitiful.
"Oh man- yeah. Maybe. Fuck!" He runs a hand up through his hair, looking convincingly tortured.
Already!
You could rejoice.
Oh, Kurt... we've only just started.
Sighing, you look away again. "Look, I'm sorry. I just... well, Kurt, I've missed you!"
Suddenly his eyes, still and focused, turn more sternly down on you and your insides squirm at it. Like muscle memory, your body screams for you to back up; Get on your knees, bat your lashes. Ask what's wrong, Daddy?
His eyes narrow, and you resist the temptation to smirk. "Oh- no. No, Y/N. I know what you're doing, okay? I'm not dumb! This is all just too... too... " The fact that he cant even really speak, even as he's trying to be all tough and put up walls between you two, really gives you confidence. You must still really have an effect on him- as you should. Of course you do. One week with a little lily livered slut bag does not erase an entire lifetime between two people. Kurts lips curl into a scowl. "You're not like this." He states, and you raise your brows. Oh? "You're manipulating me, aren't you? Come on, Y/N!"
His tone is pleading. He's begging, you.
Damn, he must really want Miss Lizzie's little ass.
After a moment, you shrug. "Okay, whatever, you got me." Shedding the innocent act, you lean back on the pool table as the boys continue to play; Laying yourself out for him. "Does that mean I was lying? No, I really do miss you."
He scoffs. "Yeah, right." Rolling his own eyes, he focuses his gaze off somewhere else in the party- rather then on you. "All you care about is your reign of terror."
Oh... he knows that's not true.
But still, if he's going to play that way- "Yeah, sure- and all you care about is pussy." Shrugging, you drum your fingers bordly against the edge of the table on either side of you. "I guess we're a pair."
"Fuck, Y/N... you know you're... y-you're... Damn, that I love you. You fucking know that." He hisses, getting mad. And you inwardly smirk.
There it is...
Tightening your grip now, you look up at him to see he's once again looking at you. And for a moment, amongst all the madness that party's are- it feels like its just you two. "And you know... I love you."
Pushing off the pool table, you stalk towards him and trace your hands up his chest; Locking your arms around his neck lazily, and resting your chest against his. And you can see it. You can see, the struggle inside him about whether to just give into you- and your tits and your lips and your hips, and- just, you! Or to stay away. Because you're poison; Even you're well aware of that fact.
You're like a boa constrictor. You get yourself wrapped around your victim and you squeeze, and squeeze, and squeeze... until you have them just how you want them. Moulded into a shape that works well, for you.
But he's a lion. Imposing, and selfish, and self serving. And too big for you to ruin.
Its like you said; You're a pair.
And you cannot give him up.
"Kurt... come on." Leaning up, and talking in a quiet, just-for-him voice now, your lips brush against his and he lets out a shuddering breath. "We belong together, don't we? Its us- forever. You've known it since second grade. Sure, it took me a few more years to realise it too, but we're here now." Sincerity bleeds into your tone; Something you can't help when he looks like he wants to kiss you so badly, like that. "It can't be you and her." It cant. Tilting your head to the side, teasingly, you smirk mischievously; Just for him. "Is she going to fuck you like I do?"
"Shit... " Kurt mutters, eyes stuck on your lips. His hands find your waist, gathering you up against him roughly like he always does when he just wants you. Animalistically, wherever you are- whoever sees be fucking damned.
But he still isn't taking you. And that's a problem.
Brushing a thumb over his bottom lip, you turn your head like your making out to kiss him- but don't. Furrowing your eyebrows, you look pleading at him for an answer. "Was it all a lie, then? With us? Were we?- "
And that does it- he's had enough- he's at boiling point- Lips smash into yours, crossing the centimetre of space between them and he doesn't fuss around at all, to warm up. Your tongues connect almost instantly, and in 0.2 seconds, you two are that moaning, making out mess couple that every party has.
Through your lust filled haze, you can just about feel victorious.
A few moments after that your back hits the closest wall, and your legs wrap around his waist as he holds you up- you two know the drill by now. Kurt's grinding his raging hard on deliciously through his jeans into your bare cunt- moaning and muttering something into your cheek as he sloppily makes his way down to your breasts about you being such a slut.
You REALLY don't mind.
Eyes half lidded, you catch sight of Lizzie in the crowd behind Kurt. The crowd that, apart from her, doesn't care at all what the two of you are doing.
You smirk absolutely evilly towards her, before mouthing 'mine'.
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