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#letter to
slikkyslim · 8 months
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Dad, there has always been an ocean of silence between us. A lifetime of words left unsaid. In ways I feel that I don't know you at all. I barely knew you way back then. What I now want you to know is this. I was just a child. But I knew you were broken. I don't blame you and could never hate you. I felt how the path tore at you with its jagged edges. Your unspoken pain is no stranger to my blood and bones. I carry it, too.
Tanya Markul
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mamieishere · 2 months
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help
SFW (oh boy, we're in trouble :))) )
it's not a valentine tale
disclaimer : letter to X (any ot8), based on a song, no name mentioned, some panic thing, feelings on the go, definitely typos I'm sorry
Hello (?).
Alike a lot of stay, I wanted to thank you but it sounded kinda hollow so I decided to tell you my thoughts.
Becoming a stay in late 2020, I was one of those old souls. You know, those ones that were dried up by life, poor loves and delusional works.
Slowly but definitely, as much as I listen to your songs, a lights has started to fire somewhere in my heart. It was so tiny, barely shining, like a long term dormant volcano but well implanted. At that time, I didn't feel like a human.
Yes, I ate my meals.
Yes, I slept.
Yes, I had time with my friends and my family.
Yes, I was in auto mode.
There were plenty of songs that I was used to listen a lot.
And there is Rescue Me by One Republic.
The lyrics still radiate in me because of how much desperate a person can be to write "would you get my call when I start to crack?".
So, I considered, and still think, that you get my away ~ virtual ~ human (lol) ~ call.
Today, I'm cracking irl.
And I know you cannot answer, even see this bit thank you for the lullabies, thank you for the power up, thank you for stay.
I'll heal now.
xx
ps: ik this won't have a big audience, it's okay. sometimes, you just need to let it out.
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“If only for a moment.” Letter to -
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My dearest one,
I’ve heard that you’ve been asking for me. I’m honored that you’ve kept me in your thoughts. We were nothing but two young kids trying to take on the world. We stood together, fought together. Together, we, we're indestructible. But if that was so, how did it end up like this? How, after all the days we spent laughing together? The evenings we spent nursing each others wounds? what about the nights we held each other as if we were the only being on the Teyvat were those all for naught? Was it just some cover that you used to what, settle the score? Did you win? I hope you did. All I ever did this wish you happiness, wish for you to succeed. But as I watched you from afar the bitter cold that seeped in the crack that you left on my soul, is slowing withering away. How cruel. I like to think back before you're falling out with your brother, before the death of your father. When we first met.
My lovely snow flake. How I wish I could go back in time and make it to where we never crossed the ill fated path we walked on. How,I hate you with ever fiber of my being and yet. The frostbitten heart you left still yearns for you. 
My dearest Kaeya. I wish I had the strength to tell you in person but I feared that I would drown in your being all over again. Forgive me for being a coward. Do not look for me. No matter how hard you search there will be no such trace that would lead you back to me. 
I wish you eternal happiness.
Sincerely, [Y/N].
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aboutbirds · 2 years
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You have broken my heart.    Just as well. Now       I am learning to rise          above all that, learning
the thin life, waking up    simply to praise       everything in this world that is          strong and beautiful
always—the trees, the rocks,    the fields, the news       from heaven, the laughter          that comes back
all the same. Just as well. Time    to read books, rake the lawn       in peace, sweep the floor, scour          the faces of the pans,
anything. And I have been so    diligent it is almost       over, I am growing myself          as strong as rock, as a tree
which, if I put my arms around it, it does not    lean away. It is a       wonderful life. Comfortable.          I read the papers. Maybe
I will go on a cruise, maybe I will    cross the entire ocean, more than once.       Whatever you think, I have scarcely          thought of you. Whatever you imagine.
it never really happened. Only a few    evenings of nonsense. Whatever you believe—       dear one, dear one—          do not believe this letter.
Mary Oliver, “Letter to __________.,” from Thirst
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chicxchic · 2 years
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Si votre quotidien vous paraît pauvre, ne l'accusez pas. Accusez-vous vous-même de ne pas être assez poète pour appeler à vous ses richesses. Pour le créateur rien n'est pauvre, il n'est pas de lieux pauvres, indifférents. Même si vous étiez dans une prison, dont les murs étoufferaient tous les bruits du monde, ne vous resterait-il pas toujours votre enfance, cette précieuse, cette royale richesse, ce trésor des souvenirs? Tournez là votre esprit.
Reiner Maria Rilke.
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jordanbolton · 3 months
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To The Substitute Art Teacher - Jordan Bolton
Pre-order my new book ‘Blue Sky Through the Window of a Moving Car’ here - https://smarturl.it/BlueSky
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octoberloved · 8 months
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lautakwah · 5 months
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EDIT: CHECK MY LATEST ADDITION BEFORE YOU START SHIT IN THE NOTES, THANKS.
warning for discord users
If you're on the app, immediately go to your dms and then "add friends". After the latest update they allow your contacts to find you and have that option turned on by default, so make sure it's unchecked!
This is very obviously not great for a multitude of reasons, but especially for people in vulnerable positions who do not want people in their contacts to see who they are on discord and/or know they have discord in the first place. I've also tried finding out if this is a thing on desktop but haven't been able to find any mention of it, so either it's not a "feature" (yet) or they've hidden it. Either way, stay safe, and turn off finding friends via contacts!
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[ID: three screenshots from the discord app with circles around the buttons to press to get to this "feature". 1: the messages/DM button, 2: the "add friends button", 3: in the add friends page, the "allow contacts to add me" checkbox. /END ID]
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mournfulroses · 1 month
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Vladimir Mayakovsky, from a letter featured in "Love in the Heart of Everything; The Correspondence between Vladimir Mayakovsky & Lili Brik, 1915-1930,"
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ruhlare · 8 months
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hi i am insane and have nothing to offer. do you still like me
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the-gayest-sky-kid · 5 months
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god i love my friends. shout out to people who love their friends. this is a post for friend lovers
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itsbrucey · 4 months
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Big fan of sun motifs in characters not necessarily being about positivity and happiness and how they're so " bright and warm" but instead being about fucking brutal they are.
Radiant. A FORCE of nature that will turn you to ash. That warmth that burns so hot it feels like ice. Piercing yellow and red and white. A character being a Sun because you cannot challenge a Sun without burning alive or taking everything down with them if victorious.
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and-corn · 1 month
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shoutout to the "foolproof" bread recipe I fucked up entirely for inspiring this
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jordanbolton · 24 days
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To The Person Who Walked Past The Window - Jordan Bolton
My first book ‘Blue Sky Through the Window of a Moving Car’ is now available to pre-order! Get it here - https://smarturl.it/BlueSky
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octoberloved · 7 months
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angelsdean · 9 months
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me whenever i see /pos and /hj: why are you calling me a piece of shit and what do handjobs have to do with any of this :/
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