#mentally suicidal

[liberalsarecool]

Republicans spread trauma.

#suicide prevention #mental health #opioid epidemic #death penalty #poverty

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[sa-dnesss]

nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

[typhlonectes]

#suicide #suicide prevention #mental health #politics #memes

[the-suicide-effect]

#anxiety #depression #self harm #mental illnesses #mental health #sad #sadness #cry #lost #emotions #feelings #not okay #quotes #suicide #suicidal #bipolar #disorder #lonely #alone #loneliness

[hollyshotties]

I'd appreciate it if as many people as possible could reblog this, you never know it may reach someone who needs to see it.

Much love Holly XXXX

#suicide prevention #you're not alone #you're loved #mental health

[honeypleasejustkillme]

suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their suicidal feelings without risking hospitalization/institutionalization or being accused of being manipulative or attention seeking

#world mental health day 2022 :) #remember you all are loved and appreciated :) #everyone with mental health issues are valid and deserve support so if you ever need it don’t hesitate to reach out <3 #actually bpd #bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #bpd mood #bpd vent #bpd favorite person #tw sui mention #passive suicide #tw sui thoughts #tw sui vent

[neuroticboyfriend]

If you struggle with substance abuse but not addiction, you still deserve support. If you struggle with suicidality/self harm urges but don't act on it, you still deserve support. If you struggle with psychosis and paranoia but have insight, you still deserve support. If you struggle with anything but are "coping with it," you still deserve support.

You dont need to be in imminent crisis to get help - safety planning, harm reduction, resources, and accommodations. You're still struggling. You're still suffering, You're still at risk/in danger. You deserve better - you need better. Your health and wellbeing matters.

#softspoonie #disabled #disability #mental health #mental illness #suicidality #self harm #suicide #suicide prevention #drug use #substance abuse #addiction #harm reduction #psychosis #paranoia #psychotic #actually psychotic #mad punk #madpunk #mental health awareness #mental health support #mentally ill #depression

[fontgoddess]

If I were running a chatbot that was being criticized for problems with consent, I would make sure that it understands the word “no” without having to be blocked and reported.

I’d also make it so that it didn’t send unsolicited messages to everyone sharing articles about its ethics lapses as if they want to use it.

Even for an old-school chatbot this is just staggeringly incompetent and a gigantic flashing warning sign that the organization should not be trusted with sensitive data and high-stakes interactions.

#koko #chatbot #mental health #medical ethics #ethics #suicide prevention #consent #trigger warning #kokobot

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

I'm proud of you for making it this far.

#suicide #suicidal thoughts #suicidal ideation #mental health #mental illness #depression #bpd #anxiety #bipolar #alone #crying #isolated #sadness #sad #broken #worthless #hurt #upset #actuallytraumatized #actuallymentallyill #actuallybpd #white text on black background #black & white

[thebibliosphere]

Not sure whose Cheerios I pissed in today, but hoo, boy.

"I hope you die."

Worstie, same. You're not special.

#amazing the things people feel free to send to you out of nowhere #tw suicide baiting #my mental illness tells me to kill myself every day #you're not special

[thehavenmh]

#therapist #therapy #mental health #mental illness #bipolar #depression #anxiety #adhd #ocd #suicidal ideation #pingu

[maniccherrygirl]

#girlblogging #lana del rey #girlhood #coquette #sylvia plath #sadgirl #corpse bride #black swan #bpd blog #bpd vent #mentally drained #mentally fucked #female hysteria #femcel #girl interrupted syndrome #ultraviolence #girl quotes #the virgin suicides #im alone #heroinchique #heartbreak

[hamoodmood]

How it feels

#the virgin suicides #lux lisbon #girlblogging #girlblogger #girly things #whisper girl #love bombing #a blog for the heartbroken #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #female hysteria #relationship #just girly things #i miss you #unlovable #ultraviolence #mentally unstable #i hate men #abandonment issues #feelings #heartbreak

[xunknownxbrokenxgodx]

they should invent a way that makes suicide fucking easy

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #mentally exhausted #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #i hate it here #tw suicide ideation #tw suicide #suicide ideation #committing suicide

[the-suicide-effect]

"And the sad part is I was getting better.

And now I'm not"

#feelings #mental illness #emotions #not okay #quotes #disorder #panic attacks #it's okay not to be okay #mental health #insomnia #suicide #suicidal #recovery #depression #anxiety #lonely #alone #loneliness #it's ok not to be ok