#my growth

[neptunejheart]

Transformation

Change is here. I am surrounded by all the beings of change and growth. I think of The Fool in Tarot when I look at this however, I am no fool even if I may look foolish at times. I know exactly what I am doing. I know exactly where I am going. I embrace it all. I embrace who I truly want to be and who I am meant to be. I shed the skin of the old. I welcome new growth. I let the old ways wither. I embrace the new. I allow myself to grow without hesitation or doubt. I embrace the vulnerability of new skin, new feelings, new ways of being, and overall the new me. I am constantly and rapidly growing. It is a blessing to be alive. It is a blessing to be able to grow without limit. I am a blessing. God is good. I am a God. I am me. I am the all.

#my art #self expression #my face #my being #transformation #symbolism #spirituality #spiritual #snake #butterfly #fairy #aesthetic #the fool #the fool tarot #limitless #growth #my growth #god #neptunejheart #queer #androgyne #dreamy #mystical #magic #magical #space #celestial

[finnothehimbo]

There’s something about good company that makes me so aware of the lies by bad company

It brings them in swirling and reminds me to never accept treatment like that again

“Gold digger” ex howled as financial manipulation failed and I didn’t feel guilty for her extravagant gift on my way out the door of her life and while she pleaded that “im still welcome to be on the lease” after I broke up with her

“You just can’t handle the bad in the relationship as soon as I started to struggle you left” she yelled as I sat through punched holes in walls screaming crying and refusal to get help but when I started to find happiness outside of her she struggled more because she was losing control of me

“Your too much your lucky I put up with your shit hehe” as I’ve been on a steady incline to build a better and better life without her and she’s had STD scares lost her job for negligence and had unnecessary chaos since I’ve left but I’ve got a job I can cope with and housekeep I’ve got friends I’ve got love community projects and am working on a recipe for a product to get manufactured

“You just don’t love well enough” while my partner has agreed to marry me when I think it’s the right time to ask

People are proud of me for leaving and I’ve got so much rage for her abuse because I’ve had abusive past relationships that I feel like we’re mutually abusive after a point because we were so throughly traumatized with no outlets to heal effectively and needed things neither could give but she had every resource possible to heal and didn’t she simply played the “everyone hates me game” and downplayed severity so she never had to be uncomfortable

And the smear campaigns I found out about post break up aren’t things you do with a conscience

And the rage and disgust I feel with her highlights the love I have for my life it’s the yin yang of it all

I’ve deserved this reality of joy through hard work not knocked down then blamed for bruising

#mine #personal #rage #healing #healingjourney #my past #my life #my growth #my healing journey

[chibi-spice]

Things I've learned about myself:

I learned that I have a FEARFUL-AVOIDANT attachment style.

My score in the six basic human needs are: -Growth 140 -Certainty 135 -Love & Connection 130 -Contribution 125 -Significance 95 -Uncertainty/Variety 40

My score in the 5 Love Languages: -Physical Touch 33% -Quality Time 30% -Words of Affirmation 20% -Acts of Service 17% -Gifts 0%

And my score for the Love Dare Evaluation:

Links: Attachment style Quiz Six Personality Needs Test Five Love Language Quiz Love Dare Evaluation

#love dare #love languages #6 personality needs #attachment style #growth #healing #healing journey #love #self love #growing #self evaluation #learning about me #things I've discovered #my journey #my growth #loving who i am

[spitblaze]

do *you* think with your dick?

I think with my packer

#(yes) #(i have actually gotten into the habit of calling my bottom growth a dick/tdick) #(feels validating. especially bc i dont have the money for phallo) #spitblaze says things #ftm #doin numbers

[babythegod]

#so thankful #for my soul #my life #my journey #my joy #my peace #my understanding #my wisdom #my growth #faith #grace #favor #anointing #gifts #blessings #tribe #I LOVE YOU GIRL #WOMAN #GODDESS #PROTOTYPE #christ consciousness #💕 #🙏🏾🙏🏾✨ #allllll those videos old #I need to learn how to shake like that again tho #it’s imperative #🤒

[ochibrochi]

🐣 ok we are so back………..

#damian wayne #batman and robin #batman #dc comics #i just found out damian is still the character i have have drawn the most to this very day 🤡 #i just finished replaying arkham asylum #i am playing arkham city #i just spent $81 to finish my B&R n52 collection #when i say we are so back i mean it #but for how long????????????????? #too scared to read the new stuff bc apparently they put damian on trial and sentenced him to character growth DEATH

[sweeterontheoutside]

i struggle. before i used to deny its existence, now i've been able to recognize that pushback feeling. now i allow myself to struggle

#competitive #win without war? #my growth

[helios-co]

I cannot help but feel that everything I've ever read has been more real than the hands held up in front of my face

#-W #i look into the mirror and see the same face ive always seen #and i wonder why nothing has changed yet #where is my evolution #my growth #when do i go from a sad girl in her parents home doing the same thing every day #to something real #where are my adventures #all my scars are self-inflicted or internal #i want them to mean something #i want to feel real like the quotes on pintrest and the love stories i read feel real #sometimes i look outside and the sky is glowing and smokey and pastel and that's real #but i am not. #spilled thoughts #plural

[hiddenhearthwitch]

As the year is ending soon... this is your friendly reminder that you didn’t waste your year. any moments of happiness or comfort, any small accomplishments, they all matter. this has been a really hard year, and simply surviving is something to be proud of. 🤎

#my posts #witchblr #witch community #self care #personal growth

[isaacz]

some au drawings and normal undertale doodles !

#undertale #my art #undertale fanart #twin runes #growth spurt au

[neptunejheart]

"Sorry, I can't. My therapist said that doing that is repeating a pattern that is rooted in self sabotage."

Is a valid ass response now bc we're changing for the better over here and not ruining our lives anymore 😌

#mental health #mental wellness #mental wellbeing #therapy #free therapy #therapy things #recovery #addiction recovery #cptsd recovery #growth mindset #my growth #my progress #my life #healthy boundaries #boundaries #self sabotage #self support

[free-my-mindd]

This new chapter is called: now that I know better, I must do better.

#text post #my thoughts #personal growth #self love #self growth

[luminarai]

kintsugi (all my scars are golden) // prints, etc

#my art #body art #body postivity #body neutrality #kintsugi #stretch marks #scars #growth #ink art #artists on tumblr #digital art

[transmasculinearomanticism]

I feel like the uwu soft boi-ification of transmascs make people sanitize us a lot, so they get squicked out when we actually transition medically. So this a positivity post specifically for the "gross" side effects of T, for the hairiness and the receding hairlines and the bottom growth and the male pattern baldness. They're hot and gender-affirming and the fact that HRT can make those achievable for is next to miraculous.

#.txt #does this make sense. idk my bottom growth has started so i'm having emotions rn #transgender #trans #trans man #transmasculine #transmasc #ftm #hrt #testogel tag

[lukellios]

What a difference six years makes

#botw #loz #link #legend of zelda #breath of the wild #tears of the kingdom #totk #i cant really say how it feels to look at the difference between these two #botw was such a huge huge part of my growth as an artist #the first isnt “bad” #the concept is cute and the emotions come across well enough! #i remember drawing it and being really proud of it #but wow drawing it again... #its a world of difference #it doesnt even look like the same artist #the new version has so much depth and even more visual clarity #the anatomy makes more sense and holy shit my lines have improved soooo much #thanks for all of your who have followed me since the beginning and watched this journey #thanks for believing i could be this type of artist #lukedoesart

[slfcare]

when you keep yourself small all the time (swallowing the words you want to say, seeing everybody else as though they’re automatically above you, downplaying your feelings and achievements), the entire world will constantly be looming over you. that’s not the way to live your life. you’re supposed to be experiencing it, not be subjected to it. (this is your sign to take up more space)

#me in all my posts’ tags: please does this make sense #growth in the self #learning to be a social being