#please someone expand on this 🥺

[amiharana]

UHMM do you have anything for a YouTubers revalink au?? I adore modern aus

lowkey if revalink were youtubers they would beef so hard like it would be worse than the j*mes ch*rles beauty community controversy of 2019. like i need someone to make that one meme of the tati westbrook 'breaking my silence' meme but it's zelda and the video would be her complaining about how annoying link and revali are on the internet like she has nothing to do with the drama she just is sick of them 😭

i have some ideas for more specific youtuber aus with revalink like the kpop stans to lovers au and the recent hip hop dancers au ask with lovely oomf @cryiling, but outside those aus, i kinda enjoy the idea of link doing dance covers vs revali doing singing covers but that might just be my inner choir kid speaking LMFAO

imagining them both starting to gain traction, and someone jokingly tweeting about how revalink babies would be the most musically talented people alive, only for revali to qrt with "As if I'd ever have a child with someone like him." and it causes The Drama Ever. just revalink constantly subtweeting each other and feeding the flames of the controversy and their friends being fucking tired of them complaining about each other irl. revalink subtweet so viciously about each other to the point where people start qrting like "you guys fight like a married couple" or "i just Know the hatesex go crazy" 😭😭

the drama just keeps getting worse until both revali and link have the same idea at the same exact time to post a video of them performing the other's talent, e.g. link will do a song cover and revali will do a dance cover, to prove that they're better than their respective peer. link does a cover to 'stay here' by gaho and revali does a cover to the orchestral version of 'black swan' by bts and it's genuinely. incredible, show stopping, amazing like. everyone knew link was a good dancer and revali was a good singer, but now they're good at each other's thing?????

it doesn't just stop at each other's fanbases. of course revalink watch each other's video in secret LMAO and the look on each other's faces when they watch each other's videos... link is blushing open-mouthed because goddamn revali has an insane amount of body control to be pulling this choreography off..... revali starting entranced at his computer screen with link's song cover on loop, unable to turn away from the screen like he's a sailor to a siren, link hits those high notes beautifully..... you know what, maybe having kids with each other wouldn't be a bad idea......... 😊

bonus fake tweets i made because i love social media aus:

#revalink #loz #botw #loz botw #legend of zelda #amihan's revalinkverse #i kinda took that plot idea from what i was planning in the kpop stans and from the hip hop dancers au #but like. what is revalink if not rivals to begrudging admittance of each others' skills to lovers #you can't go wrong with this pattern because it's so very clearly them #the dynamic is funnier when link doesn't care but revali really just gets under his skin he /has/ to respond #should i expand on this i might if people wanna see it #but i'm pretty sure that someone has already made a revalink youtubers au on here before #please have a listen to 'stay here' by gaho 🥺 #i think that song and his vocals in it are so underappreciated and the song's lyrics lowkey match revalink.... #and also the black swan orchestral dance performance is really cool so please have a look too!!!

[shoyoist]

please expand more on the shoyo tiktok gym thing 😭 i am going insane ONLY IF YOU WANT TO OF COURSE >:)

content: gn!reader, timeskip and final arc spoilers. established private relationship (that gets revealed). tiktok thirst traps :P just fluff. i rambled a lot lmaoo. note: hehe of course!! for you & me lan<3

— . ｡˚ ♡ hinata shoyo tiktok baddie era let's gooo!

hmmm so shoyo decides to try tiktok out because of all the hype the jnt receives during the olympics. they're the monster generation after all — atsumu and suna have been gaining quite a lot of traction on their pages, and they ask shoyo to cameo in their videos often, by popular demand. so he decides to give it a go!

of course, as soon as shoyo launches his tiktok and posts a video (just a short one of him sitting on the locker room bench at practice, introducing himself while the rest of the jnt are walking around and chatting in the background) he blows up instantly. @n1njashoyo gains over 30k followers within a day, and his first video gets a 100k likes in a couple of days. his account becomes big news everywhere.

he's one of the most popular members of the team globally, so it makes sense. he's known as the cutest player on the jnt, and in brazil/argentina he's so famous as “ninja shoyo”. people start tagging him in edits and fancams, and he sometimes duets them to praise and thank them.

lots of “hinata senshu notice me please 🥺” comments on his videos, and he replies to some of them with “hi !! 👋🏻” because he's just the cutest ever fr <33 he also responds to most japanese commenters and people that comment in portuguese because he understands them better.

his posts are mostly workout routine videos, different kinds of warm-up/cool-down stretches, high protein meal plan discussions—and he also films (and ocassionally goes live during) his evening runs and practise sessions. he has a series of form correction videos on volleyball, and a series of videos on resistance workouts that target specific muscles.

and every time he posts a clip where he's shirtless, doing curls or just anything with the weights, the videos are so clean and zoom in on his muscles so nicely<3 people start commenting things like “hinata sen do you have a camera man?” and he replies to one of them like “yes i do! :)” and they start telling him “senshu i think your cameraman has a crush on you...” little do they know v_v.

he doesn't respond to those comments, and the rumours about him having a lover away from public eye resurface. some viewers from brazil (where he lives at, since he's a player for ASAS) say that they “know something the others dont” etc etc.

and it builds up until about six months after shoyo launches his tiktok, one night he posts a thirst trap. low exposure filter, dim blue lighting, he's shirtless and standing infront of the mirror in just a pair of sweats — and behind him, someone is wrapping their arms around his waist. the video ends as soon as you fully lock your arms around his waist, and it drives his fans crazy.

the fangirls start posting about how their dream husband just announced that they're no longer single, comments like “gf reveal???” “hinata sen WHO IS THAT” “mr. hinata shoyo EXPLAIN” fill nearly all his recent videos.

after that little stunt, he disappears from social media for a bit. he had posted the thirst trap right on the brink of off season, and he stops posting on any of his socials for a couple of months.

then one day he makes a sudden, quick comeback — he drops a long video of himself and you, his beautiful partner, relaxing at a beach resort and enjoying a sunset dinner together at the beach. he clinks his glass of cherry wine with yours, takes a sip and grins at you all dopey before leaning in to give you a kiss. there are matching golden bands on both your ring fingers.

and the caption? “5 stars ⭐ food is good !! :)”

#‶｡ଘ.*+ — [ loveletter ]. #‶｡ଘ.*+ — from : [ lan! ]. #HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS<333 #my hubby our hubby i love him #hinata x reader #haikyuu x reader #hinata shoyo x reader #hinata fluff #haikyuu fluff #hinata drabbles #haikyuu drabbles #hinata headcanons #haikyuu headcanons

[yourpsicodelicbitch]

Venus signs at different degrees 💕 pt 2

Requests 🫦

This picture is from Pinterest.

Sagittarius venus at 9° or 21° (sagittarius degree)

OMG you’re a wave, a leaf in the air -so poetic😣😩-: no one can stop you. You like to not knowing what’s gonna happen in the future or what happened in the past. You live in the MOMENT, if you look something or someone you want, you go for it: straightforward. They don’t like it when love -relationships- takes all their energy, when they’re too focus on it, and it doesn't let them go on with their life as before. Throughout their life they experience different type of relationships, they would love to. One of the things that Jupiter represents is expansion, in this case is about living them, trying new things. Expanding their knowledge -in this field as well-. People with this combo is wise and have street knowledge. This people have SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE -and that they want to-. But they don’t do it yet. I always say the same fucking shit, but they know their value. If you don’t fit in their box, they’re not wasting their time with you. They’re selective. As they look like they’re fantasizing with traveling and knowing new people, people always forget what is in front of them: how intelligent this placement + degree is. They secretly, so secretly wish for some stability in their life, around all the chaos. With this double energy they could be so egocentric and narcissist, thinking no one is at their level, SO FUCKING GOD PLEASE AT THIS POINT YOU’RE GOING TO BE WITH NO ONE BUT IT’S NOT EVEN ABOUT THAT, IT’S ABOUT TO FUCKING LIVE, TO GIVE A CHANCE TO THE OTHER AND LEARN ABOUT IT. YOU’RE RESTRICTING YOURSELF FROM YOUR OWN BELIEVES. My theory is that if it’s exaggerated, it’s going to make the inicial energy opposite.

Earth venus at 7° or 19° (libra degree)

Ok, at first glance 🤓, you’re the example when it comes to form commitment and grounded relationships, -so pretty and cute and perfect and blablabla-, and with the libra degree, this fucking shit looks too perfect: with their charming nature and balance that they always carry with them. Too fucking perfect, I don’t believe that bullshit. So here we go 😈 -exposing placements 🥺-. They would do anything to stay in the comfort of maintaining their life balanced -including their relationships-. They don’t like anything that would fuck this harmonious ideal. Because they have put a LOT of effort into it, to maintain it. Controlling the environment and relationships in a subtle way, that no one would imagine😇. They’re willing to be presented in a way that adapts how the new people in their life would like the most. They prefer their relationship to be sinking than confronting their own problems -and with the earth venus the desire of comfort is gonna double-, without saying anything, keeping it calm, without disagreement… And when they want to discuss what bothers them, they’re not direct. They could be passive aggressive, wanting the other to know what bothers them without telling them, like if their partner were a psychic🤗. Everything is going to hell and with their fucking soul, they don’t want to, they don’t want this -the relationships- to end. They’re going to maintain a superficial environment if they get carried away by their desire. Manipulating -or wathever- the ones that destroy their ideal world. Being selfish -this is in exaggerate case-. Without the traits that I mentioned, the earth venus makes this people let their partner know that they’re there for them. But for the ones that have the honor to know that vulnerable side of these ones. At first, they’re not going to rush, they’re PRETTY cautious, they don’t want something fast and superficial -like they always said about them🙄-, but why? They prefer this grounded energy in relationships. Like other earth placements, they take their time, -they know how to, when, every fucking thing- they calculate EVERYTHING, they want to make it in the correct way, perfect. Because you’re so special to them. They may seem too practical, too “yes, we have to do this and this and this”, could not be seen as emotional or imaginative. But with this degree, the last part it’s the opposite: they’re so creative, loving the little stuff that have to do with art, not even with art -they could love something that has nothing to do with it, but with their creativity they put it in another level-. They need to be loved, they need to be cared; or knowing that their effort of being and act what others in their surrounding think is the best, it’s worth it. They have a high social intelligence, just think about it 😳…but they would like to stay in their thing, looking for the drama in a third plane.

Air venus at 8° or 20° (scorpio degree)

They look so independent, in their thing, but with a strong control in their relationships. I imagine them so happy, analyzing the situation while talking and then someone mentions their partner, and all of a sudden, their attention goes towards it -looks like a wattpad situation🤪-. One moment you’re -this placement at this degree- thinking and explaining how people should act logically, leaving their emotions behind “because it blurs their vision of things and way of acting” -that’s what they would say-. And then you end up being taken by your emotions. LAIK🤯 You’re being counterproductive. Make your dictations of how the other should act, make sense, including you. You are depth -don’t take me wrong🌚- , people meet you and know you hide something, could be your nature, a trauma or the way you treat people you’re most intimate -that’s the opposite of how you treat “common” people-. This degree makes the person DIE FOR YOU. Even live for you -so dramatic, I’m seeing a shoujo manga character here-. They desire you, in every aspect 😏 -unless exemptions-. But I think the air venus makes them seem like they don’t care. They communicate, about their feelings, intentions towards you, etc. -and they would like you to do the same- with a misterious spice. Affirmations and compliments are always present. Like every scorpio placements, they show vulnerability when you show them that you’re trustworthy. You’re going to be IMPRESSED of how they’re with you -they show love in an obvious way, giving you meaningful gifts, physical contact…-, and the way they act with others. If you are the one that only see that facet of them, you’re lucky. They have the power of hypnotize people, they know the effect they have on others, the type of energy they give that throws others into them, but only few people can enter in their lives.

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•This is based on my personal experience and what I’ve analyzed in my surroundings.

•English is not my first language.

•I’m not a profesional astrologer, I just love astrology and I’m willing to learn.

Thank youu. baibaiii🫣🫶🏼💋

Do not copy. Please give me credits.

#astro observations #astrology #astrologia #pinterest #pisces moon #sag venus #venus #air venus #sagittarius #libra #earth venus #scorpio #scorpio mercury #english is not my first language #12h placements #request #venusian #astro notes #astro posts

[ghost-bxrd]

Hey! I was the anon asking about your thoughts on Bruce being a bad dad (or really just closer to who he is in recent times) and honestly I just wanted your thoughts on it, so thank you!

I also love reading batfam fics where Bruce is a father that loves his kids and believes everyone can be redeemed regardless of whatever crime they may have committed: that’s honestly the Batman I like reading about bc thats what got me into his comics. But it gets complicated when I read fanfiction that uses stuff like UTRH as part of the fic’s lore and then just glosses over Bruce nearly killing his kid to save the Joker, bc that’s very uncomfortable to think about. It’s hard for me to believe that Bruce and Jason are cool when Jason now has the experience of his throat being torn open by his ‘father’ (bc I wouldn’t call someone like that my parent), and our last glimpse of him being his body crumpled to the floor in a pool of blood. Like thinking about how much had to happen between then to ‘now’ in the fic takes me right out of the fic bc that’s just what mentions of times Bruce was a bad father do to me 😭

I prob could’ve worded that more succinctly and shorter but as you may notice I expand a lot on my thoughts lmao. But if you do think up any prompts on Bruce being a complicated father in regard to Jason’s rule over Crime alley, please share!! I’d love to read them and MAYBE write something if the creative juices start flowing

Side note: Good mom Talia is my life blood. Like the struggle of trying to raise her children in such an unforgiving environment where she’s been trapped since SHE was a child OR in a place that, while not actively harming them (in a League where Ra’s isn’t evil), isn’t giving them the opportunity to shine the way she knows they could. Good shit.

Very valid. Everyone’s got their own preferences regarding tropes and world building 💚 and I can totally understand the batarang incident part. Jason should be pissed about it. Rightfully so. On the other hand I refuse to view this part as canon because the Batman I know would never and I steadfastly refuse to write this part as anything other than an accident/misunderstanding in every single fic ever lmaooo

Hehe I’ll try to come up with some complex parent Bruce Wayne prompts soon, so keep an eye on the corresponding tag ✨

And y e s, good mom Talia is awesome. Talia’s life hasn’t been easy but she’s trying to make the best of it and carve out her own little space of happiness for her and her son, and upon realizing that it’s still not enough immediately prioritizes her son’s safety and wellbeing to send him to live with Bruce. Something I imagine would be absolute agony for any loving mother. 🥺

#ghost talks #jason todd #talia al ghul #bruce wayne #batfamily #batfam #musings #I still think people are allowed to write Talia however they want tho #there’s just too many character inconsistencies across the DC multiverse to have one correct characterization #and half the fun of fandoms is that you’re allowed to switch things up a bit #go wild

[doppopoppo]

Imagine King Canute with a short but strong s/o.

How would he react when she gets home hurt (just a scratch)? Would he stop her from going out to the battlefield? Or would he just keep a close eye on her?

Feel free to expand this, I would absolutely LOVE to see what you can come up with :)

Fluff please ❤️🥺

Different kind of Intimacy

TS!Canute x F!Reader

Warnings: none

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- King Canute paid no heed to all those comments. "OH the Queens supposed to be in the castle." He knows his wife is capable of taking care of herself. It's one of the few reasons he allows her to partake in battles with him. His concern is simply out of pure love for her when it comes to letting her fight, not because she's a woman on the battlefied.

- In knowing this, his wife hides the small scratch she got from the battle the other day. Nothing too serious, a minor cut on the arm from an arrow. She miscalculated its projectory and didn't step away in time. It's a wonder how someone found her on the battlefield. She's pretty small, thus making her harder to find.

- However, if anyone knows Canute, they'd know his crown would pop off his head if he knew his wife got hurt.

- So here we are in the king and queens bed chamber. King Canute sat quietly as he properly patched up his wife's scratch since she failed to do so. Others would be terrified by his silence, but his wife knew it was his way of consoling her. Telling her it's alright. He refused to let anyone else but him tend to her, unless it was out of his medical expertise.

- There's a sense of intimacy in the moment that neither of them felt before. The comfort and domestic feeling swirling in Canutes stomach. Something he's always desired and he's experiencing it with his Queen.

- Once he was done patching up the wound, he sealed it with a kiss.

You were hesitant but you finally asked him, "Am I still allowed to go into battles with you?" You clutched your dress in anxiously.

Your question caused Canute to gasp, "you don't need my permission, my love. Its your decision. Besides, if I had to pick I'd have you stay home, where it's safer. See the injury you got out there?" The worry was laced thickly into his voice.

"It's just a scratch." You rolled your eyes at your dramatic husband. "Still a wound on my couragous woman." He emphasized. "But if you find thrill in the battlefield, by my side, then continue fighting next to me." He kissed your forehead. "I love fighting with you." You softly scratched his beard, just the way he likes it.

"Though just know I'll tighten your surrounding defenses and I'll be keeping my eyes on you. More than I do that is." Canute smiled warmly at you. "That's fine. As long as I get to fight next to my King." You smiled back.

"Now," Canute started, "how did they even see you to throw an arrow at you? You're so short."

"Hey!" You smacked his arm.

Canute chuckled and gave you a kiss. "I dont want to lose you." He whispered against your soft lips, afraid you'll disappear in the battlefield. Just like his loved ones from when he was younger.

You remind him you're not going anywhere. Especially with the world's strongest man protecting you. Canute blushed and hid his face in your neck to hide his red face.

- The Queen was worried the scratch might leave a scar. Canute reminded he he'd love her regardless. If anything, the scar would make her even more beautiful in his eyes5t!

- King Canute prays his Queen never gets hurt again. But if she does, he promises his medical services will always be available for her.

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Sorry for the slow update! Thank you for requesting this, I enjoyed writing it 😊 also, I wanna scratch his lil beard so badly 😫

#anime x reader #prince canute x reader #vinland saga #vinland saga scenario #canute x reader #vinland saga x reader #prince canute #canute

[dolce-peach]

all i need

pairing: steve rogers x reader

warnings: angst, action, fighting

a/n: soooo i haven't written for steve in a while 🥺 this was originally gonna be an angsty mess BUT your girl is absolutely touch starved sooooooooooooo in the midst of finishing another request, i had this other idea pop up and just ran with it -- hope yall enjoy 🥰 also happy new year!!

permanent taglist: @kaitlynmalikisnotonfire @just-another-loki-fangirl

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The wound wasn't as dilapidating as you thought it would be, but it was still a pain in the ass.

You gritted your teeth as you stumbled back, your knees nearly giving way.  You should’ve known better.  Perhaps it was your confidence, or rather ignorance of the enemy.  When you finally noticed Peter’s worried-sick expression as he caught you before you fell, you swallowed hard, mustering a smile.

“Cap, Y/N’s been hit!” he nearly screamed into the radio.  “Please send backup!  Anything!”

You shook your head as Peter pressed his gloved hands on your wound.  The strength of his pressure practically knocked the wind out of you.  “It’s fine.  Just a flesh wound.”

“On my way.  Are there any more soldiers in the area?”

“No, sir!” Peter exclaimed, the eyes on his mask squinting as his head darted around.  “Holy cow, that’s a lot of blood -- please hurry!”

You placed your hand on his before giving his hand a squeeze.  “Calm down, Peter,” you hissed through the pain.  “I'm not gonna die, but I might have a few cracked ribs from you putting too much damn pressure.”

His eye pieces expanded widely.  His hands fell away.  “Oh, uh, sorry…agh!”  His hands darted back to their position as you had more blood pool and drip through your suit.

“You’re doing great,” you said patiently.  

Footsteps approached quickly, stopping at the entrance of the lab.

“Oh my God,” Steve breathed as he knelt quickly, taking in the situation.  He eventually secured his shield over his shoulders.  “Stark, evac, now.”

His face was stone as he easily lifted you in his arms.  “Move out, Queens.”

“Yes, sir,” Peter answered with a squeak, following closely behind.

You couldn’t see much as your vision was beginning to fade, so you leaned your head against Steve’s chest.  When your eyes fluttered closed to catch your breath, he gently shook you.

“Eyes open.”

You groaned.  “One more minute.”

His eyes were fixed up ahead at the opening Quinjet.  “Nat, we need the trauma kit,” he told her as she came rushing out.  He put his finger to his ear.  “Stark, we have to go.”

“Jesus, what were you hit with?” Natasha muttered as she helped set you down on the floor of the jet.

You winced as she injected you with painkillers.  “A bullet, I think.”

“You think?” Steve shot, his voice low.

Even if you could answer him, you decided not to.  You closed your eyes, trying to drown out the dull throbbing that covered your entire stomach.  Truth be told, you actually couldn’t really remember what happened.  It was all so fast.  One moment you were using your momentum to throw someone to the ground, the next you pushed Peter out of the way just as some goon pulled the trigger.

Steve opened his mouth to say more when Natasha shot him a look.  Her attention turned back towards you.  “Well, I don’t think it hit any of your vital organs,” she said.  “You’re bleeding pretty badly, though.”

“What a miracle,” you said dryly.

Before long, the Quinjet was up in the air.  The ride back to the compound was pretty turbulent, or maybe that was just the pain talking.  It was damn near impossible to take a nap, mostly because Natasha kept changing your bandages.

You hissed through your teeth in pain.  

Peter’s eyes were wide as he sat across from you.  Thoughts zoomed behind his eyes, and they weren’t going to slow down any time soon.

”Peter,” you called.

He was by your side in less than a second.  ”Y-yeah?”

”You okay?”

The poor boy had tears threatening to fall as he nodded vigorously.  ”Yeah, I’m okay.”

You pursed your lips into a smile.  ”Good.”  You sighed.  ”I’m not going to die, if that’s what you’re wondering.”

”Oh, no, I was just concerned, that’s all, I mean…” he trailed off before looking down.  ”I’m gonna stop talking now.”

You immediately regretted laughing as more blood soaked through.  ”Ah, shit…” you groaned.  ”You know, it’s not your fault, kid.”

Peter wiped his eyes with his gloved hands.  ”Okay…”

Unbeknownst to you, Steve sat in the corner.  His blue eyes watched you carefully, as if you were going to disappear or breathe your last.  They were filled with guilt with the fact that if he went with you instead, maybe you wouldn’t be bleeding out on the jet floor.

But something else stirred, a certain frustration.  You weren’t always the most careful.  Even in something as trivial as board games on game night, you were always the first one to sacrifice yourself, and that quality was something Steve always feared.  It was like looking in a mirror, into the eyes of someone who wouldn’t hesitate laying their life on the line.

You were a loose cannon.

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“What the hell were you thinking?” Steve shot as you both stormed into the infirmary.

The rest of the group decided to congregate in the lab just outside, though you noticed they kept their distance.  It wasn’t the first time you and Steve were arguing, and it certainly wouldn’t be the last, but there was something about his aura that seemed different.  

He was comfortable with you, and that was always a good thing, but when it came down to keeping your relationship as professional as possible is where things were grey.  

“I stepped in because Peter needed backup.  That was my job.”  You didn't dare catch his eye as you set your gear down on the long table.  You quickly got some gauze and put pressure on your wound.  “I did what I needed to do.  End of story.”

“Your job was to fly recon and report back, not get tangled up in that mess and nearly get yourself killed.”

You were snapping.  “So I should’ve just left Peter there to die?  He’s a kid!”

“He knew the risks, and so should you,” Steve said coldly.

You couldn’t believe your ears.  “Do you hear yourself right now?”

You could almost see his pupils constrict dangerously.  

“The mission was —“

“Never in jeopardy,” you finished with clear diction.  You approached him slowly, glaring up at him.  “And I managed to save both the kid and the hostages.”

“You’re missing the point,” he said, his voice low.  “You could’ve died out there.”

“No, you’re missing the point.  It’s fine by me if everyone comes home but me.  That’s the sacrifice I’ve always been willing to make.  I thought you understood that better than anyone.”

He slammed the counter with a fist, shattering the plastic of the tray holding surgical instruments you had yet to use.  They fell clanging to the floor.  Your eyes widened with a fear you never knew you could have around him.  

He removed his hand from the table with a crunch and walked out without another word.

“Uh, Miss Y/N, ma’am?” Peter tentatively chimed in at the door.  “A-are you okay?”

“I’ll be fine,” you told him with a pursed smile.  “Good work today, Peter.  C-could you send Bruce in?  I might need help stitching this up.”

He gave you a sweet smile before bounding down the hall to get said doctor.  You wanted to follow him, but your feet were glued there at the table.  If you ripped yourself away, you would’ve collapsed with the way your knees were shaking.

Instead, tears began falling on their own.  You gasped for air as a sob wretched its way out of your throat.  Fearing someone might hear, you clasped your hand over your mouth, though your body still shook from your cries.  

Fear was the one thing keeping you from running after Steve to make this right.

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You kept yourself sequestered in your room for the remainder of the day, emerging only for dinner before going back again.  You hid yourself under your blankets, trying to sleep, but the pain kept you tossing and turning.

Steve was nowhere to be found.  Part of you was relieved, but the other part of you was insanely worried.  Even though he was always the level-headed one, you hoped he wasn’t doing anything too rash.  

As you turned in your bed, you sighed as you sat up, shaking your head.  This wasn’t going to get better without you being the one to apologize, or at least say something to salvage your relationship as teammates, if not for the sake of your friendship.

You started for the door to your room, only to open it to find Steve standing there.  

He mirrored your shocked expression, his ocean eyes holding waves of emotions — relief that he found you, remorse for what he did, anger that you were alone with the tracks of your tears paved into your cheeks.  He was afraid to touch you, to make any sudden movement that would send you back into your cave.

Your heart was in your throat as you managed to squeak out his name.  “Steve…”

It was more than enough permission for him to take a cautious step closer.

“I…”  The words were right there.

With his hand slowly raised, his rough thumb grazed your cheek.  You found yourself sighing into his touch, closing your eyes as you came home.

He silently took you in, studying you for a moment as he moved closer.  You could tell he didn’t want to make a wrong move.  It honestly scared you to see him so unsure.

“I’m sorry.”

You shook your head, your eyes shooting open.  “No, I shouldn’t have —“

“No no, sweetheart, it was my fault,” he murmured again.  “You must’ve been scared.”

“I’m fine,” you reassured him.  It was a small white lie, but it didn’t matter, because at that moment, with him there, you were fine.

He gave you a small smile before it faded, his thick brows furrowing.  “I shouldn’t have raised my voice like that,” he said.  “I shouldn’t have left you alone.  It wasn’t your fault.  I was just scared.”

Guilt made you heavier as you thought of the torment he probably put himself through the entire day.  You took his face in your hands, your fingers trailing over his jaw and neck.  “I only did what I did because I knew in my heart that I needed to save Peter.  I wasn’t even thinking of the consequences.  I just knew I would never forgive myself if I stood by and did nothing.”

“I know,” he said softly with a small nod.  “I know.”

You knew he knew.  

The tension was still suffocating.  

“Would you believe me if I said I had a whole speech planned out and everything?” he tried joking.

When you cracked a smile, relief washed over his expression.  

“But when I saw you, all of it went out the window,” he finished, searching your eyes.  “All I needed was to see you.  That’s it.”

“Me too,” you whispered.

He leaned down, his lips hovering over yours, your foreheads brushing against each other.  You closed his eyes as his begged for permission.  You answered by closing the gap.  For a few moments you were lost in his taste and how full his lips were.  He held you so gently, so carefully as his hands pulled your waist closer to his hips.  

His skin felt so hot, and you could feel it through his lips, your arms brushing against each other, and his chest that he cocooned you in.  He tried to show you that he could be your home, that he was your home.  Your arms trailed from his chest to wrap around his neck as you raised yourself on your tiptoes.

You wanted him to hold you forever, to keep you locked away in his embrace. You wanted him to whisper sweet nothings in your ear the entire night.  You wanted him to kiss you and praise you and make you new.

You desperately needed him to revive you, and you had a feeling that he knew it too.

The kiss was broken when he lifted you, your legs locking themselves around his waist.  You quickly caught your breath, gazing down at him.

He was looking at you like you were his world, and his eyes were the universe you lived in.

“I’m sorry if I overstepped.”

“Steve.”  A guilty part of you loved it when he overthought, but now wasn’t the time to tease.  “I always love it when you kiss me, and that’s not gonna change.”

It was always funny whenever he grew bashful.  A guy his size and reputation — it was almost comical.  His broad shoulders caved in a bit, and he nervously bit his lips before pursing them into a half-smile.

There were more things you wanted to say, but you didn’t.  Instead your brain succumbed to the overwhelming thought of kissing him again.

“Hold me,” you gave the soft command before you gave in.

And that he did.  

#steve rogers #steve rogers imagine #steve rogers fanfiction #steve rogers fanfic #steve rogers oneshot #steve rogers x reader #steve rogers x you #captain america #captain america imagine #captain america fanfiction #captain america fanfic #captain america oneshot #avengers #avengers imagine #avengers fanfiction #avengers fanfic #avengers oneshot #marvel #marvel imagine #marvel fanfiction #marvel fanfic #marvel oneshot #angst #some yelling and cursing #also kissing #was lowkey gonna be smut but i got scared :) #but like maybe i'll write smut later? #lmk??? 😆

[pinktom]

Hi, what do you think about the recent rise of tomarry haters who ship bellamort?

I have a feeling this one won’t go over as well as my anti-Tomione post.

However, what the server wants, the server gets. 🐍

If you like Bellamort, if you will be offended by opinions that are anti-Bellamort, do not expand this post.

I am not putting this in the tags; I am not shoving this in anyone’s face. Don't click it. Don't send me pissy anons about it. Unfollow me and move on.

Background context

First of all: a concession. I know every Voldemort-related passage in Harry Potter like the back of my hand. If you don’t think Bellamort can be found in the subtext, you’re either biased or due for another close reading. Unlike Tomione (which almost always depends on a complete fabrication of their personalities) and Tomarry (which requires a significant tone shift from the books), you can easily write Bellamort as an extension of canon. 

I don’t hate Bellamort because it’s nonsense. I hate it because it is not nonsense; it feels very real. Voldemort’s and Bellatrix’s relationship, in the canon text, is that of Master and Servant—and for me personally, any such dynamic between a man and a woman is disgusting and I have absolutely no desire to read it.

Here's some specific icks it gives me.

Fanon Bellatrix is bullshit; her real form is repulsive, whiny, and pitiful

There’s this common fanon misconstruction of Bellatrix that portrays her as a thoughtful femme fatale who enjoys a close, intimate relationship to Voldemort on nearly equal terms. I find this tacky at best.

Really, Bellatrix is a pathetic, sniveling wimp who would crawl around on her hands and knees and bark like a dog if Voldemort asked her to do so. She’s not strong; she’s weak-willed and pathetic. She's the kind of pathetic woman who accompanies a man on his killing spree and kills her own kids for said man’s affection.

This passage from Order of the Phoenix pretty concisely captures their dynamic.

Also, Tomarrymort writers love to make her past love of Voldemort and (*pukes*) it makes my tummy ache

Ever find yourself reading a fascinating Tomarry fic only for—midway in—Voldemort to reveal his true love is Bellatrix?* Or wax poetic about how beautiful she is, how special to him she is?

It's 2024. I immediately close the fic when this happens. If I’m reading a Tomarrymort fic, I don’t give a fuck about Voldemort’s past domestic abuse trysts with the most spineless woman in the entire HP series.

And the kicker is . . . for what? Because Bellatrix proved herself to Voldemort by licking his boot and wiping his asshole? Please do not try and convince me she is a sinister spooky gal, she plainly isn’t. She’s an embarrassing blithering pissant who does not foil any of Voldemort’s traits.  

And PLEASE do not try and convince me she offers Voldemort something Harry doesn't in terms of being an equal partner or someone he respects, because I cannot fathom how the woman who squeals "MASTER MASTER PLEASE I'M SORRY DON'T HURT ME - I'll wash your anus with my tongue, PLEASE master!" is somehow more respectable than brave, upright, dignified Harry.

*I’m NOT referring to a specific fic. I have been in this fandom since 2011, and I have read it dozens of times, on FF and AO3 alike.

Lastly - they're not a pretty picture

I'm just going to say it... you know those people you kinda knew in high school who now post about their kinky sex life on Facebook? The girl who posts "Daddy 🥺 ?" and the dude responds "Yes, kitten?" in the comments? The chick who has no shame in posting her wolf-tail butt plug or joining a bunch of kinkster groups?

The girl who later ends up getting the shit beaten out of her by said repulsive scrote (no shock) and posting about it on Facebook only to repeat the cycle again and again?

That's literally what Bellamort makes me think about. It's not even like it's deeply upsetting so much as it's disappointing: A reminder of the lowest very promising, very beautiful women can get for men who ought to be curb-stomped and thrown in a ditch.

Tbh the best ending for Bellatrix in canon would've been if she disemboweled and slaughtered Voldemort for ruining her fucking life with his ridiculous tacky cult. He's my baby, but he's a vile scrote first, and I wish Bellatrix had realized what a toxic, life-draining narcissistic psychopathic moron he was. But alas, she too was a pathetic worm.

#anti bellamort #shipping wars #server #asks #i have covid and i'm really mean rn #tw domestic abuse #tw brutally mean #tw anti men hate speech

[ssahotchnerr]

Ok idk if anyone else does this BUT I like to imagine an au where instead of Haley, Hotch is married to reader from the start and she’s Jack’s mother 🤭 cause its fun and I like imagining Hotch having a loving and supporting marriage throughout the entire time hes on the show (cause I mean its the least he deserves with all he’s been through 😭)

And in this au reader is like really close with the BAU team like she brings in baby Jack during paper work days, remembers the team members birthday’s and gets them small gifts, them going to her when they feel they need someone to talk to cause she’s like the mom/sister of the BAU 🥺. I like to make up so many scenarios with this AU in my head especially one where she and Jack go through the same thing with Foyet but reader survives 🫣

This isn’t a request or anything just like a idea or thought i’m throwing out there for you to enjoy or expand on in any way, shape, or form you’d prefer ❤️

PLEASE the way everything about this is perfect <3333 and honestly how the show should’ve gone from the start

having that contrast between aaron being all stoic and stern, BUT then he goes home, or reader visits with jack, and he turns into that complete softie we all know he has buried deep in him within seconds ☹️ or after a tough case, he always has a sense of stable comfort waiting for him 🥺 ughshsj i would’ve loved to see him switching between the two fronts more vividly- from hotch to aaron.

AND that with the foyet storyline?!?!?! pure genius. like obv we saw him under stress and pressure with haley, but just IMAGINE how it would be with a partner who he’s so so deeply in love with and can’t be apart from for more than a couple days at a time. like a part of him was truly missing and there's no telling when or if he would see the two of them again :( he would be distraught, so so much more tense, and just the whole process of getting foyet would’ve been more frantic, because he can't live without them and he needs his loves back or else he can't function :(

and their reunion afterwards 😣😣😣😣 the way he would just crumble and be so relieved the nightmare is finally over and refuse to let reader and jack out of his arms :(((((((( like just imagine once foyet said rip, he goes running to wherever reader and jack are and within seconds he's pulling the two into his embrace, just weeping softly and giving them both kisses and saying how he's sorry, how much he missed them, or a "it's okay, it's all over now" :( ugh what we should've received rather than him being all traumatized :(

also ALSO the ending of s4 with reader?!?!?! imagine they're in bed, they can hear aaron getting home and they're all smiley to finally see him after a few days (and aaron mentioned the pig farm disaster and how tough it was:(, so they're waiting to console him), and then a gunshot just rings through the air </3

and i love the idea of reader being close with the team :( <3333 haley wasn't at all to begin with -like the scene where she's at the bau with baby jack, she's not on a first name basis with any of them (while all other bau s/o's were referred to by their first name), it's kinda just awk completely, because they just know each other through a mutual being aaron. but reader being an outlet for them <3 like they're not in the bau, so whenever someone needs a break, reader is an easy person to turn to, for a sense of normalcy. or reader bringing them all dinner if they're working late, going out with the girls for girls nights and just being including in all family get togethers :( <3 they would just complete the bau fam overall :(

AND just reader having more babies with aaron <33333 that would've been the cutest thing ohmygodjdnd aaron wants a big family <3 it's canon in my book <3333

aaron just deserves a happy life 😣 that's all

#katie's inbox #aaron hotchner #criminal minds #aaron hotchner x reader

[tolkien-feels]

Let me expand on something I've just mentioned in the latest ask game, because it's been my headcanon all my life and I don't think I've ever mentioned it here?

I headcanon that Cuivienen elves used to kiss each other's foreheads as a form of blessing, almost - so like, at marriages, when wishing good luck, when foreseeing a prolonged parting, when the other person is going through something particularly horrible, that kind of thing

That all but disappears in Aman (they feel like superstitions in a world where gods have breakfast with you every other week) but not really in Beleriand, and it's one of the few customs both Eldar and Avari still have in common

Via Elros, it later becomes a thing in Numenor and therefore among the Dunedain, who somehow end up getting more intense about it than the elves ever were

There are rumors that elves loving to have gems on their brows started out as an elaboration of this, like a visual marker that someone has been blessed in this way. May or may not be true but Earendil's line is taking this and running with it forever

I'll probably reblog this and add a few character-specific things if I can think of any, but please feel free to adopt this concept, either in your private life or by telling me about further headcanons related to this. It's free real estate because everybody should include more forehead kisses in their Tolkien content 🥺

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

Here's a collection of Trigun Stampede thoughts and observations I had from someone who has only seen this series, since big long posts rarely go over well lol. I'm really intrigued to contrast with the manga later and see if I get similar takeaways... I'm eagerly willing to expand on any of these if anyone is interested but for now they will exist as loose point forms! Hopefully this is coherent!

Firstly: Vash my beloved... please be nicer to yourself... please... you are so kind...

Meryl and Knives are the lead active/driving forces of the show, in contrast to most everyone else's passivity and Vash's reactivity

Meryl's influence on Roberto over the course of the story - she actually has him taking a pretty firm stance later on (which is likely the opinion he held all along, he just buried it), which brings me to the next point-

Conrad and Knives claim to be looking to the future but ignore the present - Roberto dismisses this because those who won't even save a life in front of them in the present moment won't save anyone (this is more in keeping with what Vash does)

The juxtaposition between Conrad and Luida's methods are great and I hope we return to that in the next season

I love Meryl. This is not an observation or analysis it is merely a statement of fact. :)

I wonder if we'll get more Zazie and Meryl interactions. Zazie seems to find Meryl intriguing at the very least. I also just like Zazie and think this could be a really interesting dynamic.

I would also like to see more of Rem, hopefully outside of the biased recollections of Vash and Nai... I still don't feel like I know anything about her :(

Ideals in the service of people (Vash) vs people in the service of ideals (Knives)

Most of the children in the series literally age too quickly. There's a lot to examine there.

Given the attempts to create Independent-like humans by Conrad and the rapid aging of these children... is the serum created from Plants?

Vash 🤝 Me: "Wolfwood" 🥺 (I'm kidding, I'm kidding... mostly.)

Vash and Wolfwood are not fundamentally different, as they first appear to be, but are actually quite similar in their drives (protection of others at personal cost) - the difference in their perspectives comes down to the scope of what they swore to protect (with Wolfwood's being far more limited, thus there are outsiders) and propensity to hope (Vash will act on hope without solid proof, while Wolfwood needs the proof but will jump on it if he sees it - interesting for someone who is associated with religion and faith)

Wolfwood's version of mercy is an unfortunate form of projection (aka Legato is a fucking idiot for thinking removing Wolfwood's attachments would lead him to be solely devoted to Knives. my dude, I am pretty sure that attachment plus raw survival instinct is the only thing keeping him going)

Vash: allows himself to get shot and reveals his scars / Wolfwood: >:O !!! / also Wolfwood: repeatedly takes hits either shielding people or just plain not dodging when he 100% could / Me: 😐

I wish we'd gotten some breathing room in the series. That's my number one gripe about it. Specifically, I wanted a little more time with Wolfwood to get to know him in the present before we got into him having the worst life of his fucking life in the span of two episodes... I also wanted to see a little more of this world that Vash cares about so much! I understand the manga and 98 series do this a little better so I'm excited to see that. Meryl's arc was great though!

Loved the really clever way the flashbacks are done!!! Nai is barely focused on at first, then as his character is slowly revealed, he gets the camera focus and childish behaviours more and more!!!

Huge themes of autonomy and choice. I think they're actually more the point than the whole morality aspect. It's not as important that Vash be perfectly moral and right than it is that his philosophy allows people the chance to choose and change for themselves - Knives' doesn't grant anyone that choice, and in fact, he and the people under him actively remove free will (breaking Vash's mind, the experimentation on Rollo, Wolfwood and Livio, what he did to... the Plants... etc.)

Vash is genuinely angry at Nai in a way he doesn't seem to be with anyone else. I do think a part of him can't forgive what happened to Rem or the emotional strain that comes with watching someone you love repeatedly do horrible things. I don't know if humanity could hurt him the way Nai has. The worst part is that I don't think Nai fully comprehends how badly he has hurt Vash. He looked so confused and hurt when Vash trained the gun on him for the first time. The "ominous piano playing" probably isn't meant to be ominous at all, once we see they used to play that piece together. Nai's been playing it on loop for so long. He wants his brother to come home. :(

The twins treat each other like an extension of themselves for a lot of the story, which is somewhat ironic for a couple of Independents. Vash blames himself and seeks to atone for his brother's actions, Nai thinks any differing opinion his brother has is a result of corruption instead of him being his own person. That is why it is a triumph when Vash finally asserts his identity away from Knives in episode 12, declaring himself his own person. That is why it is a tragedy when Nai would rather let his old self die, figuratively and literally, than accept that.

Nai did not want Rem dead. I stand by this strongly. His anger at her is I believe in part to justify her death in his mind.

Nai wants to return to a time of safety more than anything (the higher dimension is like an "egg", the ship's dome around the two as children, the quietness of the tree, etc.).

Tesla 🤝 Livio: products of human experimentation who really ought to be dead but apparently... aren't??? I am putting them both in my pocket and running away

#had to write this all down before i started the manga... agh i am so behind... #anyways. please. please talk to me about trigun. #trigun #trigun stampede #tristamp #trigun meta #storyrambles #vash the stampede #meryl stryfe #nicholas d. wolfwood #roberto de niro #<- i cannot believe they actually named him that. dfhvbsdfhvb #millions knives

[adorastarot]

I've never found myself giggling and smiling so hard at your readings but oh gosh, please tell me you have more to share about yoongi and his fs. Not even anything specific, just whatever comes through, but oh god just their first meeting sounded like a movie i need moooooreee

Hi sweet anon! Your ask made me so happy and giggly too! You’re so sweet, please ask away all of your questions regarding this couple because I absolutely adore them! I wanted to bring things home a little bit and decided to check their energies towards each other right now?! I hope that’s a good starting point for you <3

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Yoongi’s energy towards his fs

7 of wands, 5 of cups, 9 of cups, 5 of pentacles, 3 of cups, page of pentacles in reverse

“Not yet”, Yoongi doesn’t think that now is the right time in his life to find this person? Even though Yoongi has worked all of his life to be where he is right now, he still may not feel like he is ready for this connection to come to his life. He still wants to prepare some more. He may be going through a stressful moment in his life, even though he just finished his tour, his energy hasn’t settled yet. He may be grieving something right now as well or simply feeling down about something. He wants his fs the most when he is alone with his thoughts. He may desire this person when he wants someone to be there whilst he is feeling down. But…he doesn’t need anything said to him?! He just wants the company and someone to hold him. This project is almost completed (potentially D-Day?) but he doesn’t feel like this is the end just yet. He is worried about the future and what it is that he is going to do in the future. It’s like the higher he climbs the more scared he is to fall, at times like this he wishes he had his fs by his side, but it’s also because he still has these moments of weakness that he feels like he isn’t ready yet.

The fs’ energy towards Yoongi

10 of pentacles, 2 of cups, the moon in reverse, the chariot and 3 of cups.

Hmmm this person may know that they are the fs?! Or they may at the very least suspect that they are! They definitely know who Yoongi is already…(is that why they are going to be so shy during their first meeting??🥺) This person is going through a little plateau in life, they have achieved a lot by themselves and they are wondering about the next move…what it is that they want to achieve and how to achieve it. Unlike Yoongi, this person wants the connection to come into fruition already. They want to find their person and just be…homely with them!? I see that not being with Yoongi at times can make the fs anxious and this makes them doubt the connection. They need to work on freeing themselves from these thoughts that are bounding them because I don’t feel like they are usually someone who has anxiety? But they are letting these emotions confuse them. They are determined to move forward and make themselves known to Yoongi! They may have been working or will soon start expanding their social circle in hopes of finding him.

#bts tarot #kpop tarot #bts tarot readings #bts fs #yoongi ask #yoongi fs #yoongi tarot #suga tarot #suga fs #tarot reading

[eemamminy-art]

Just thinking out loud.. I think the ships I'd wanna explore for stardew are:

m!farmer/alex (duh lol, got that covered already)

penny/maru

haley/leah

sam/sebastian/abigail

harvey/shane

emily/sandy

caroline/jodi

(I also like elliott/m!farmer but that's more of like a blorbo in law situation ahaha)

I really like the canon ships of Robin/Demetrius, Lewis/Marnie, and Evelyn/George too but those are just like. A given, I feel like ahaha. (Not that I wouldn't want to wife Robin with a female farmer if given the chance BUT 😩 they are sweet together)

Expanding on them a little... :3

m!farmer/alex

Childhood friends reunited but then Alex is SO different from how he was as a kid. In a bad way. He's trying very hard to be someone he's not, and it takes a connection from his past and a lot of sweet persistence to knock some sense into him. Alex deals with comphet and accepting himself when he starts falling for another guy.

penny/maru

Maru takes an interest in Penny and very persistently tries to befriend her. Penny realizes she's absolutely head over heels for her... They're both very smart women but with very different circumstances, so Penny never even considered how much they might have in common until now.

haley/leah

Leah sees Haley taking photos in the forest and offers to share her lunch with her, asks to look over her photos. They connect right away about art and photography, Leah modeling for Haley's photos and Haley modeling for Leah's sketches. Haley becomes a lot more down to earth when she realizes how nice the simple life can be when it's spent with Leah. I want to think Haley also struggled with comphet, and feels so much more liberated now being with Leah.

sam/sebastian/abigail

The three were always inseparable and as they got into their teenage years, friendship turned into more. I hc Abigail as being transfem so I'd like to think she was terrified of losing the two of them in coming out, but they both supported her and she was pleasantly surprised to find them being even more doting on her after the change. I'd like to think Abigail is kind of bratty, Sebastian is a little stern but sweet, and Sam is very flexible with the both of them.

harvey/shane

Hear me out on this one, after Shane's wake up call moment where he's left hospitalized, he and Harvey have a serious heart to heart. That leads to an unexpected friendship, which Harvey is very pleased to have as he otherwise keeps to himself mostly. Shane can be really sweet when he wants to be, and the way he's so gentle with children and animals stirs something in Harvey he never knew he wanted.

emily/sandy

Self explanatory I think, but. Fashionable, kinda weird girlfriends. They love drinking together and traveling and trying new foods, and they share clothes with each other whenever they can. I think it started out as an experimentation between friends and then they realized their friendship was already so much more than they thought it was. Long distance relationship though, given Sandy living in calico desert.

caroline/jodi

They both are so unhappy with their lives but find so much comfort in each other. Caroline seems to enjoy good cooking but doesn't enjoy cooking it, whereas Jodi is always making new recipes... I'd like to think she makes every excuse to bring something delicious to Jodi. I want them to run away together one day and leave everything and everyone behind, just have each other and that's all they need. 🥺

#headcanons #stardew valley #sdv #text #just some food for thought hehe #I'd like to draw some of these pairings eventually!! #idk if I should tag all the characters...

[malleleothreesome]

Idk if you’re taking requests but I’ve had this angst idea for some time now

You and Leona are dating, you’re friends with malleus but you don’t hang out with him often because you don’t want to conflicts.

You start to notice becoming more distant and sometimes he even become a little cold towards you, even in bed, but what confuses you the most is that randomly he would be all lovely dovey while being intimate. One day he confesses to you that he has been unfaithful and that he is getting married to a girl (a lioness), a future queen, that needs a king (because a female taking that place is not seen appropriate) and he tells you that this is what he has been waiting for, but he loves you and he will take you with him once he becomes king. To please wait for him to become someone better for you.

But you don’t like that, you want to be his one and only and you don’t want to share. Plus you don’t think it’s fair to the other girl. So you break up. You start getting closer to malleus and a good friendship develops. One day you see Leona walking on campus with the girl, and malleus feels so bad for you.

Fast forward you marry malleus and you are now the queen of briar. But for some reason there’s a gathering/meeting of all kingdoms. And after so many years you see Leona again.

You can end it however you want 🥺

HELLO ARI I know that this is the first time we are speaking but I already feel like I can ALL CAPS SPEAK AT YOU EXCITEDLY.

First off, apologies for taking so long to answer this incredible ask. I kept telling myself I would answer it as soon as I finished my blindfolded Malleus fic, but it ended up taking me way longer than I anticipated to finish that lengthy endeavor.

Second off, I saw this message at like 1 something AM Thursday night last week and I was SO EXHILARATED that it ruined my sleep (no regrets).

Like, this message was TRULY ENLIGHTENING and I am still giddy right now as I type this becAUSE I FEEL LIKE WE HAVE THE SAME DAMN IDEA!?!?!? Like ESPECIALLY the paragraph about Leona and the Lioness crown Princess—I ALREADY have an OC for that role that I use in my daydreams when I'm feeling extra angsty.

The best part is, your idea is more elaborate and complete than my initial idea. If this were a business, I'd hire you as a c-suite level employee. I am beyond grateful for this ask—thank you so much for taking the time to send me such an elaborate request! Ever since 1989 TV came out, I have been obsessed with Is It Over Now? and I've been HAUNTED by MalleLeo angst thoughts every time I listen to it.

And, I just feel like, SO CONFIDENT and SECURE in this idea now thanks to your ask. I am BUZZING with excitement to write this. This is probably going to be like, THE angst fic of my fanfic career. Since these two are my faves I just have tons of gut-wrenching angst ideas swirling around my head, especially around this Leona marriage topic.

Just a warning though, this is gonna be sooooo0o0o0o long. Like I can't help but be detailed with my writing and there are a LOT of points I want to expand upon in this type of past/future LOVE TRIANGLE (ugh I'm SCREAMING with EXCITEMENT AT THIS). So this is probably going to be a long, multi-chapter project that spans many months.

In terms of ending, uhhhhh........... I'm probably gonna do a 'choose your own adventure style' where I write separate happy endings for both Leona and Malleus. Reader can choose who they want because, as tumblr user malleleothreesome, I CERTAINLY CANNOT CHOOSE.

THANK YOU ILY ARI I BOW TO YOU 🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️💖💖💖

#‧͙+ ̊*・༓☾ Erica Answers ☽༓・* ̊+‧͙ #‧͙+ ̊*・༓☾ Writing Ideas ☽༓・* ̊+‧͙ #Do yall judge me for the way my writing just dramatically devolves when I'm answering an ask?? 💀

[sebsxphia]

Seb, my love 💗💕 how are you?? <3 I haven’t been in your inbox in a minute so I just wanted to pop in and say hi, AND that from those prompts that you reblogged, ‘why won't you let me in? what are you so afraid of?’ and ‘I can’t go through this heartache again.’ so made me think of Joel and now I’m sad 🥺

Anyway, ily and I hope you’re having a great day seb, mwah!!!! 🥰❤️💗💕

- @sugarcoated-lame 💗💕💗💕💗

kricket, my love! i’m doing good thank you! how are you doing my love? 🥹💗💘

however, this prompt has now promptly made me sad too 🥺 but! omg omg omg. so i had a thought about this which expands the babysitter and joel universe to an insane level. joel and babysitter being together pre-outbreak, but what if babysitter was lost in the outbreak? then fast forward to you and jackson joel. you didn’t know him before the outbreak, but you knew he lost sarah’s mum, sarah, babysitter and nearly ellie.

you’re kindling up some sort of relationship with him, but there’s still this barrier, because we all know that jackson joel is well and truly traumatised by now. he’s terrified of letting you in, because by god, he cannot go through the heartache of loosing someone again. on the flip side, he knows life is short in this current situation, but potentially loosing you so quickly is something that he cannot go through again with either. what we all need to turn this pain around is some good old fashioned love making with our old man, with tears and kisses. please and thank you!

i hope you like these little thoughts on it my love and i hope that you have a great day yourself! ilysm and thank you so much for sending this in! 🥹 i do love thinking of joel in pain (and then remedying it with fucking) 🤭🥰💗💘

#💌you’ve got mail #sugarcoated-lame <33 #joel miller

[hypaalicious]

Unpopular opinion: white authors need to keep Black & PoC main characters out of their stories.

It does not sit right in my spirit to see the same people who happily would have continued writing all white characters until the end of time suddenly think they're entitled to puppet our likenesses in their mediocre stories for clout. ESPECIALLY when there aren't nearly enough Black or PoC authors being signed in the first place.

"But I want to expand my horizons!" You are not slick; if there wasn't money in it you wouldn't be rushing to "expand your horizons" in the first place.

"I have a diversity consult who said it is okay!" That's nice, but it doesn't answer the very glaring question of why the hell you thought YOU were the best person to tell a Black or POC character's story in the first place. You know who don't need a diversity consult to write authentically? PEOPLE WHO ARE ACTUALLY OF THE RACE/CULTURE YOU'RE RIPPING OFF OF FOR FUN.

"I thought more representation was good?" It is! From the people who are being represented, not from a white person raking through a Blue Light special bin of brown & Black people to see what they can appropriate through the guise of doing something "good" or "diverse". We are not your costumes, your puppets, or your opportunity to prove that you're "one of the good inclusive whites".

This rant may have been written due to the hillarible Cait Corraine debacle and yet another white author recently showing their ass to a Black author on Twitter right after, but don't get it twisted; I have felt this way for a LONG TIME. I see white creatives in all dredges of media gleefully pocketing money and clout by shoving a Black (or ambiguously brown) character front and center on their mid work and patting themselves on the back for it when there is still NO equity in ACTUAL PoC in the industry who would do a much better job at telling diverse stories if they were just given the money, attention and time to do it.

And tbh? I do not give any of these white creatives the benefit of the doubt; I believe they know EXACTLY what they are doing. They may put on a great 🥺 face when called out but bitch ho please. I know y'all can't stand that a Black or PoC creative may get the spotlight you've felt entitled to your whole life. I know y'all feel irrationally angry once someone non-white creates something that blows whatever tf y'all been doing out of the water. I know y'all like the loophole of "diversity" to edge out any competition you may have by co-opting other cultures you have no first-hand experience in while knowing that mainstream publishers will absolutely choose to boost you over a PoC. I know the genes of white savior-ism are so strong in you that you have deluded yourself into thinking that you should be given kudos for "admiring" PoC enough to center them in your story. So stop cappin.

#mercury in microbraids ain't the best time to be saying shit like this but idc #until there is equity in media for non-whites I do not give one iota of a fuck about “diversity” coming from a white person #representation isn't just about seeing ourselves in media it's about US having the agency to represent OURSELVES #so yeah die mad about it or whatever #bookblr #writerscommunity

[chenle-dressed-in-black]

Hii! I'm so happy you're back! 🥺 I would like to request dreams reaction to your period staining your clothes at a party but you dont notice it.

✰ 𝕟𝕔𝕥 𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 ✰ | you bleed through your clothes & he notices before you

     Hello, everyone! I’m trying to get back into my groove and prepare some new content for you guys as I work through old drafts and requests. I didn’t use the party setting for all of them, but I hope that’s okay! I just wanted to expand it a little more and give room for diverse situations. Sorry for the long delay, but please enjoy~

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Mark

     He tried to tell you—he really did, but you weren’t paying him any attention as you sang your heart out to a Taylor Swift song with Jeno. The disco ball and colored spotlights of the karaoke room left everything in a bright glow, but especially you, if you asked him. 

     Last night, Mark had rubbed your back and tried to help you through some cramps, so the second he spotted a dark spot on your skirt, he jumped up and tried to pull you close enough to tell you without the boys and your friends hearing, but you shrugged him off. 

     “Let me sing!” you said, more than a little drunk. “We can dance after this song.”

     “Wait!” He sighed in defeat as you moved back in the center of everyone. A moment later, one of your friends pointed out the spot and your face reddened. When you make it for the hallway, he follows you with your bag that you’d definitely just forgotten to bring to the bathroom.

     You turn on him. “You noticed, didn’t you? Why did you say anything?”

     “I did!” You’re walking fast enough that he’s really working to keep up. “I mean, I tried. You were distracted and it was too loud.”

     “What happened to our rule?”

     Mark frowned. “Which one?”

     “The one where we have to tell each other immediately if there’s something in our teeth, hair, or if we have anything that someone else’s gonna notice!” 

     “You’ve got something in your hair,” he said, reaching over your head where you couldn’t see. Then, he slyly pulled your forgotten bag off the top of your head like a magician might find a coin in a child’s ear. “You forgot this.” 

     Snatching the bag, your drunk argumentativeness faded and you cracked a smile despite yourself. “God, you’re the best.”

Renjun

     It was a wonderful day. It was your debut on live television, and your sweet boyfriend was accompanying you for the backstage festivities. Renjun significantly helped with your nerves, as well. You’d been changed into an outfit picked out by a stylist that was making you exceptionally nervous for two distinct reasons: it was all white and you were on the second day of your period. A disaster waiting to happen.

     When your manager called time, you hurried toward the set where a host was waiting to interview you as Renjun uttered reassurances. His voice calmed you down and you took a deep breath, but then his words cut off mid-sentence. Your head whipped around in his direction to find his eyes wide. 

     “What is it?” you asked.

     He looked around nervously, then leaned closer to whisper, “You bled through a little bit in the back. Just a tiny bit, though!”

     “Oh my god.”

     “Excuse me,” Renjun said, getting the attention of someone on the staff standing nearby. “Can you delay the interview for, like, five minutes? We’re having a last-minute fashion emergency. Thanks.” 

     Using his hands to guide you by the shoulders, he steered you back toward your dressing room. You don’t fail to notice the way he’s intentionally covering you so no one else can see the spot. He helped you find a new outfit and, honestly, you like wearing an outfit chosen by you a million times more than an outfit picked out by a stranger. 

     “You saved my ass,” you said, giving him a quick kiss on the cheek. “Thanks.” 

     “Of course. Now, go. Break a leg!”

Jeno

     You had come over to watch a new horror show with Jeno and his members. The first episode, watched in the dark with only the city lights coming through the windows for illumination, frightened everyone enough that you all agreed to make some snacks and take a bathroom break before resuming. 

     “You guys get scared so easily!” Jaemin said, heading for the kitchen with you on his heels. “It wasn’t that scary.”

     Throwing open the fridge, you reached for a soda. “Easy for you to say, because nothing ever scares you! And didn’t you say you watched it already?” 

     Jeno glanced over as you two kept bickering, which is when he noticed something on your parents. He made a face and said, “Y/N, what’s th—”

     He swallowed his words the best he could the second he realized what it was. However, it was too late. All the boys were looking your way. 

     “What are you talking about?” you asked, examining yourself. “Jeno?”

     Before he could speak, Donghyuck said sympathetically, “You might want to take a trip to the bathroom, sweetheart.” 

     “What, why?” you asked, then your face fell. Your cheeks flushed. “Oh, shit. Please forget this happened.” 

     “Forget what happened?” Jeno inquired, smiling like an angel. “Didn’t mean to call you out like that. Sorry.” 

     You backed down the hall so they couldn’t see the stain. “I’m taking a pair of your sweats for this, Lee Jeno! It’s the cost of betrayal.”

     “Deal!”

Donghyuck

     These past few days had been rough, because your period always gave you severe pain and it was incredibly heavy. While your boyfriend’s first instinct tended to mischievous and taunting, you had given him a fair warning to keep any jokes under control for a few days. He’d surprised you with his capability to take everything seriously. 

     Right now you were trying on tops in front of your full length mirror, searching for the perfect outfit for a friend’s party you both were attending. Hyuck lay on your bed—flopped onto his stomach—watching you with admiration. 

     You caught him staring and pretended not to be flustered. “I’m enlisting you to keep a look out for any leaks tonight. I’d die if I bled through my shorts and somebody noticed. So you have my permission to look at my ass as much as you want tonight. Actually, the more the better. Can you promise to keep a lookout?”

     “I’m off to a bad start then,” he said. “Because you already have.”

     Spotting red on the front of your shorts, you groan and shrug them off. “God damn it.” 

     “Try those black pants you love so much. You might have better luck.” 

     “You’re right! They’d look great with this top,” you said. “Thanks, love.”

      “I’ve got your back, love.”

Jaemin

     Jaemin jogged behind you as you fled down the hallway of his apartment complex. “Y/N, wait!” 

     “No, Jaemin! I can’t believe you did that in front of my mom. I only asked you not to do a few things, but you managed to do all of them like it was a checklist or something? I mean, what the hell? I asked you not to cuss—because she can’t stand that kind of thing—and you dropped an ‘f’ bomb? Then you told her about my Madrid trip even though I specifically asked you not to mention it because I knew she’d try to force me into inviting my rude ass brother, which she did. Now I don’t know if I can even take that trip because she’ll probably send him to my house on the day I leave. It was two things, Jaemin.”

     He caught up to you and let out a long breath. “I am so sorry. I messed up. I didn’t mean to cuss, but the ant on my plate scared me and I blurted it out. And I’m really sorry about your trip. She was asking me about what you’d be up to while I was on tour next month and I accidentally said you would be on vacation, anyway, and I didn’t know how to lie my way out of it. I am really sorry, Y/N.” 

     “Whatever,” you said, running your hands through your hand. “The damage is already done. I’ll just tell my brother he can’t come no matter what Mom says. They can’t ruin it for me. I’ve been looking forward to it for four months. It just makes me so freaking angry that they think they can have so much control over my life and insert themselves in everything I do. It’s ridiculous! I saved up forever for this, but my brother just wants a free trip like always. And my mom thinks I owe it to him because . . . well, I don’t fucking know why!”

     Jaemin’s lips are pressed together tightly. “Hey, um, Y/N?”

     “Yes?”

     “Are you still going to your friend’s party after this?”

     “Yes, but why does that—”

     “This might be a bad time to mention it,” he said, glancing down at your thighs, “but I think you started your period.” 

     Your eyes darkened. “Excuse me? Are you seriously saying that just because I’m upset? I think I have every right to be mad at them and for being a little annoyed that something smaller than a fingernail scared you enough to get you drop the worst cuss word in front of my mother and—“

     “There’s a stain on your pants, I mean.” 

     You looked down. “Oh.” 

     “Yeah.” 

     “I’ll change, but you’re still not off the hook.” 

     But the corner of your mouth twitched as if you were fighting a smile. His face lit up. “I’ll make it up to you. Cook you dinner, clean your room, buy you flowers and—”

     “That might do it!” you called as you rounded the corner and he could practically hear your grin. 

Chenle

     The two of you were at a mutual friend’s party with at least fifty other people, if not more. This house, although rather impressive, had to be near capacity. Chenle had lost you while catching up with some old friends, but now he scanned the room. 

     “Missing your beau already, after three minutes apart?” his friend asked and when Chenle nodded, she added: “Y/N seems really amazing. You’re lucky to have her.” 

     “Damn right I am,” he said, not looking at her. He caught sight of you laughing with a guy he didn’t recognize, leaning against the kitchen counter. There was a red solo cup in your hand. Then Chenle saw your shorts. “Uh oh. It was nice to see you again, but I’ve got to get back to Y/N.”

      She followed his gaze. “Because she’s talking to a guy? Don’t you think that’s a little possessive?”

     “Yeah, yeah. Absolutely. See you around.” He was already walking away. As he came up to you, he leaned close enough to cover your shorts from anyone else’s view. “Hey, babe. Thought I lost you.”

     “Hi!” you said, perking up. “Have I introduced you to Donghyun? We work together.” 

     “No, you haven’t.” Chenle shook the guy’s hand. “Nice to meet you, I’m Chenle. Y/N’s boyfriend.” 

     Donghyun gave you a strange look, shaking Chenle’s hand. “Yeah, you too.”

     “Chenle, can I talk to you for a sec?” Before he could agree, you pulled him aside and he let you. He made sure to cover you with his body the entire way. “Are you jealous?”

     “Huh?” said Chenle. “Oh, you mean of him?”

     “You’re acting really weird.”

     He lowered his voice. “It’s not like that. Aren’t you on your period?”

     “What does that have to do with anything?”

     “Just answer the question.”

     You shrugged. “Uh, yeah.”

     “Then, you’re welcome,” he said. “You leaked through your shorts and I was trying to cover you so nobody else would see. You thought I was jealous! Of that guy? No offense, but really? Him?”

     You shoved his shoulder playfully, which made him burst into laughter. “Shut up.”

     “As if that guy has a chance when there’s literally me right here.”

Jisung

    While sitting a table with you and all his friends, he was thinking about something you said to him once, several months ago. I’m always nervous that I’m leaking while I’m on my period, so if you ever notice any spots, please tell me, like, immediately, you had said. Jisung had promised. And, despite the fact that he had no clue how to pull this off without embarrassing you and or exposing the stain to your friends, he was not going to break a promise to you. 

     For now you were sitting and he was the only one who could possibly see the red stain, so he had a moment to think. After great consideration, he pulled out his phone and sent you a text. 

     Nudging your arm softly, he said, “Hey, check your phone.” 

     Confused, you picked your phone up off the table and read his text. Your eyes went big; your voice dropped to but a whisper. “How bad is it?”

     “If you put this on, it should cover it until you can change,” he said, shrugging off his hoodie and putting it in your lap. “I can go find you some pants?”

     “Yes, please.” You reached across the bench suddenly, placing your hand over his and squeezing. “Thank you, Jisung.”

     He blushed. “Of course.”

#nct #nct dream #nct reaction #nct dream reaction #mark lee #huang renjun #lee jeno #park jisung #zhong chenle #haechan #lee donghyuck #na jaemin #kpop #kpop blog #kpop reaction