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ithinkabouttzu · 1 year

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hii! can i pls request txt reaction when u fall asleep on another member :P

Hi yes ofc thank you for requesting!

Txt reaction to you falling asleep on another member

Genre: Romance, fluff, with a pinch of angst

Warnings: none, a little bit of jealousy

Description: the Txt members reaction to their s/o (you) falling asleep on another member.

Yeonjun

- Honestly depends what his reaction is, i guess what the scenario is for him

- overall tries not to get jealous but fails

- Sees that you’re so tired so he understands that you fell asleep on someone else

- But honestly still wishes you fell asleep on him instead LOL

- Will pick you up and take you to his room to sleep there

- Kisses your forehead before just letting you fall asleep on his bed

Soobin

- Thinks it’s cute tbh

- Isnt really jealous by it, he knows you love him and you were tired that’s all

- Def takes a picture of you sleeping 😭

- Asks the other member if it’s okay where you’re at, if not he’ll pick you up and take you to his bed to sleep in

- Makes sure to get a blanket for you and the other member, and when he pulls it up he accidentally wakes you

- He feels so bad until he just sees your sleepy smile and you tell him that you guys should go back to his room

Beomgyu

- Pouty face LOL

- Tries to not be offended by it but honestly who’s shoulders are best to fall asleep on other than his??

- Just looking at the other guy like, “who do you think you are?” especially if it’s yeonjun LOL

- Makes the other guy get up and switch spots with him so it’s you he is sleeping on 😭

- kisses your cheek and makes sure you’re comfortable

- Snuggles into you and probably falls asleep too

Taehyun

- Thinks you look so cute xx

- If he sees you tired, he wouldn’t really mind if you fell asleep on the other guys, unless one of them was flirting with you beforehand (then that’s another story LOL)

- I think he would pick you up (with his strong muscles ofc) and would move you over to him

- Would kiss you and stroke your hair 🥹

- If you’d woke up from him picking you up he would kiss you back to sleep (Aahh)

- would take a photo of you while you’re sleeping bc you just look so peaceful

Huening Kai

- Will ask the guy you’re sleeping on if you’re alright where you’re at

- Is a little jealous you’re sleeping on another guy but tries to dismiss it

- If he sees the other guy rubbing your hair or something he’s probably gonna get a little upset

- will just sit with his arms crossed up and death stare to the guy (even if it’s a cute death stare)

- After a while he’ll try to come over there and wake you up, just so he can see if you want to go sleep in his bed instead

- He’ll make sure to give you extra snuggles after it all though <333

Hi honey thank you so much for your request! sorry if it was a bit short 😭 but make sure to request again if you have any ideas!

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vixialuvs · 3 months

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FLOWERS IN DECEMBER !

୨୧. pairing - yang jungwon x reader

୨୧. CW - angst to fluff. hurt/comfort, yelling, established relationship, non!idol jungwon, you go to the same uni and live tg, suggestive at the end

୨୧. summary - you and jungwon get into an argument, and he accidentally raises his voice and yells at you, causing you to start crying.

୨୧. a/n - this is lwk really bad guys i’m sorry…

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december 20 was supposed to be just a normal day for you and your boyfriend of 3 years, jungwon. it was just another day of you overworking yourself at home, while he’s out with his friends. you don’t even check the time, too busy trying to understand punnett squares to care. the sun slowly disappears, leaving you to turn on a lamp so you can see the papers infront of you. your phone gets a call, but it is on do not disturb, so you wont see it.

two hours later, now one am, the entire dormitory silent, and here you are, still working. you are running on five cups of coffee and two oreos, but are starving and so tired. suddenly the door to your dorm opens, you can hear it through the thin walls but don’t get up because you already know its jungwon. you feel too dizzy to even move, just returning to your work. he comes into your shared bedroom, looking upset and worried.

“y/n? i was calling you. why didn’t you pick u—” he pauses in his sentence when he sees you hunched over your desk, taking notes on some stupid biology video. “y/n. we talked about this, okay? you can’t keep doing this, its so frustrating.. please. im worried about you. have you even eaten?” he says, his voice involuntarily getting stern.

you look up at him, letting out a soft sigh as your tired eyes meet his annoyed ones. “i’ve eaten a couple oreos. i’m fine, won. just.. go to bed okay?” you mutter, not wanting to argue with him. he isnt having it and snatches your pen out of your hand, earning an immediate “hey!” from you. he glares at you, actually getting mad you are doing this to yourself. “y/n a couple oreos isnt good enough. you need to be eating more then that. i’m not going to bed unless your coming with me.” he sounds pissed.. it makes you slightly nervous but you stand your ground.

you get up and off your chair, now standing infront of him as you cross your arms over your chest. “give me my damn pen.” you say defiantly, beginning to also get defensive but keeping your voice at a normal level. jungwon, however, is not as patient as you. his voice gets a bit higher, just ever so slightly. “no. your going to bed. now. i’m tired of this bullshit.” he protests, gripping your pen.

“jungwon come on, stop it. i’m almost done.. just-” you start, but he cuts you off. he really doesn’t mean to and doesn’t want to hurt you but raises his voice significantly. “no! stop it! just COME TO BED! i’m sick and tired of your shit, y/n! i already fucking told you! just stop this! god!” he shouts, but pauses and feels the instant regret once he sees you tense up and start to visibly tremble. he takes a step toward you and you take a step back.

“y/n, sweetheart, please baby.. i didn’t mean to yell.. i’m so sorry.. what are you doing..?” his voice is quiet now and his eyes are filled with fear as he watches you grab a pillow and a blanket from the closet and leave the room. he follows you like a scared puppy and his eyes go wide once he sees you setting up camp on the couch. he slumps against the wall and sighs quietly, deciding to try and give you space.

that night he lays restless in your bed, laying on the side you should be on, but you are passed out on the couch. he needs you in his arms, unable to even sleep without you, so he gives up trying to leave you alone and makes his way to the living room where you lie, asleep. he kneels down at your side and gently lifts you into his arms, bridal style, careful to not wake you. he brings you back into the bedroom and lays you on the bed, crawling in beside you. he immediately turns your sleeping body over and buries his face in your neck, his arms wrapping tight around you as he almost instantly drifts off.

in the morning, you are the first to wake, noticing you aren’t on the couch anymore, and instead in your bed, jungwon completely sprawled on top of you. he’s hugging you with an iron grip, as if you’ll leave if he loosens up. you sigh, remembering the events of last night, your head falling back on the pillow. your hand comes up to caress his hair, waiting until he stirs so the two of you can talk. eventually, he does, burying his head further into your neck and mumbling your name, his lips ghosting across your sensitive skin. you tilt his chin up to look at his face, which looks stressed and you can tell he was crying last night while he held you, dried tears on his cheeks.

“i’m so sorry my baby. i didn’t mean to yell at you. i’m just so worried about you and i want you to take care of yourself. i don’t think you understand how much i love you, sweetheart. i love you more then i love myself. i’d seriously take a bullet for you. please forgive me, y/n. i’ll make it up to you honey, i swear.” he says quietly, his voice laced with sleep, as he lays his head on your chest and caresses your neck. you let out the smallest sigh and kiss his head.

“you know i can’t stay mad at you ever, won. i forgive you. i’m sorry for always being a pain in your ass, always worrying you and being stubborn when you try to help me. i’ll be better, okay? i pinky promise.” you softly intertwine your pinkies and kiss it, giving him the tiniest smile. he sits up on you and leans down to kiss your lips, with a sudden fervor. it makes you whine with need, the way his touch feels so apologetic as he gently parts your thighs, nestling himself between them as he kisses down your stomach.

“let me make it up to you, yeah?” he murmurs, looking up at you with a knowing smirk, lust prevalent in his gaze.

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@vixialuvs . don’t steal my work !

#jungwon x reader #jungwon #enhypen x reader #enhypen #yang jungwon #yang jungwon x reader #enhypen x you #jungwon x you #jungwon x y/n #enhypen jungwon #enha x reader #enhypen scenarios #jungwon scenarios #jungwon comfort #jungwon fluff #enhypen fluff #enha fluff

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staarlight-snow · 8 months

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Reflections in the Murky Waters

[Short sequel to Murky Waters - Island of the Slaughtered]

TW: panic attacks (??), nightmares, ig horror, mentioned death

"Well, hoping is the only thing we can do right now.. Why not make the most of it? Right Noah?"

Cody jumped up from where he lay in cold sweat, tightly gripping at his shirt. His breathing was heavy and he felt tears run down his cheeks. He softly groaned – covering his ears with both his hands, his surroundings were quiet but his mind was loud. He winced at every memory, every thought and every imagery that stayed in his mind

"Another nightmare again?" A soft voice spoke, shuffling in her side of the cabin. "S-sorry.. Did I wake you?" Cody asked, moving his hands away from where they were. "No.." Gwen whispered, moving closer to the other. "I'm having trouble sleeping.. It's like every time I close my eyes I can hear him call my name." She vented, staring at the rotting wooden floor beneath them.

"Yeah.. I get the feeling. I have this.. recurring dream." He confessed, picking at the seams of his jeans. "Yeah? Want to talk about it?" Gwen offered, tilting her head as she looked at the boy. Cody took a deep breath and closed his eyes, images flashing in his mind. "It starts out with me, I walk out of the cabin holding some stuff. And I look out in the forest and he's there.. He's alive." He dragged out that last part with pain in his voice.

"I make my way towards him but.." He stopped for a moment. He hated this part. "E-every damn time I could even get close to him.. He gets pulled into the forest.. A-and it's quick! I ran after him, as fast as I could. Every night I go to bed, I try to save him.. even if it's only in my dream.." He breathed out, his voice getting weaker by the second. He's never confided these dreams with anyone before. He never thought talking about them could be just as painful as having them.

"But no matter how I try and what I do.. I couldn't save him." Tears were streaming down his face and his voice was broken. It was a pain to hear it. "Heh.. There was this one time, I managed to get to him in time. I had his hand in mine. And I was pulling him out of the water but something was also pulling him down. He told me 'Let go because it'll hurt more if you keep dwelling on it' I-I don't know if that was my brain telling me to get over it or.. if it was actually Noah.." Cody finished, he opened his eyes and buried his face in his hands.

Gwen moved her hand to the others back to console him. "It takes time to heal and right now, everyone in this cabin needs it but I think our main focus right now is to survive.. There's no point in healing if you know you'll get hurt again the next day." She sighed in defeat. It was like every slither of hope they had was slowly drifting away and all they had left was their lives. "Surviving? What's the point! There's nothing to live for anymore." Cody cried. "Don't say that!" Gwen scolded, furrowing her eyebrows.

"We promised we'd get out together.. And that's what I had going for me.. It's not like someone's waiting for me at home anyway." He muttered in between sobs, moving his legs closer to his chest. Gwen looked at the other and sighed. "Can you atleast promise me we'll both get out of here? You and me.." She asked. Cody slumped over and rested his chin on top of his knees.

"It's what they would've wanted.." He answered. "You're right.. They're our friends, they only want what's best for us." Gwen smiled, to which Cody returned. They hadn't smiled in a while – they never found a reason to anyway.

Maybe this time the world will be fair.

i woke up and immediately thought, "man cody's brain chemistry must've been fucked lmao.. lemme write abt that" HUAHAUAHUA I CRAVE ANGST RAGHH 👺👺 *feral gremlin noises*

anyway this isnt me shipping gwen and cody, unless u wanna view it that way ig 🤨 i just think they'll hv a kind of bond and comfort in one another ngl 😔

#total drama #tdi #total drama island #island of the slaughtered #td noah #total drama au #td cody #td gwen #td noco #noco #tdi fanfic #total drama fanfiction #fanfic #angst #haha trauma go brrtt #tw horror #tw death

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lawnmowereater · 10 months

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Hi! I love your fics! Could u do Mha characters after having a fight? Maybe with Bakugo,izuku,aizawa and denki! (U can just choose one if u want or add more) Thank u ❤️

Authors Notes: omg thank you so much! absolutely i can. and in these yall are dating (also these arent my gifs)

Tags: Fluff, Some Swear words

Trigger Warnings: Scars?

MHA Characters after getting in a fight

Bakugou Katsuki

bakugou wants to punch someone after the fight but poor baby is too tired

he has so much angst and frustration that he wants to get out but his bleeding fists and drooping eyes wont let him

so he'll just storm off angrily to your dorm

he'd slam open the door just stare at you before awkwardly saying

"you busy?"

bakugou's voice is so fried from yelling that its just a raspy whisper

when you say no (because nobody else is getting into fights at 4 pm)

he closes your door and just crawls into your arms

after about 5 minutes of just sitting in your arms, he'll eventually start venting to you about what happened

(honestly his raspy tired voice is so hot like fjkdlahdj)

Izuku Midoriya

deku is definitely injured

but at this point hes used to it

so unless he has a broken bone, hes booking it to your dorm

struggling to hold back tears

he'll knock on your door and behind it you'll hear a small shaky voice

"can i come in?"

his sad voice broke your heart

he comes in and deku has scars and injuries everywhere

and as soon as he closes the door, he starts crying even harder (somehow)

deku just needs someone to cry to

he'll ask you to help him with his wounds

and as you pull out your first aid kit (because lord knows how many times deku has gotten hurt)

he starts crying and venting to you

but not about the fight

deku has been in so many fights

about how he felt he could've been so much better and how he felt he let everyone down

(im breaking my own heart rn ong)

he is so sad about it, even if he won the fight

so deku just holds you in his arms crying as you heal his wounds

Aizawa

(i got no clue how to spell his first name)

aizawa has had his fair share of fights

he isnt frustrated or crying about it

bro just needs a nap

he's tired of everyone's bullshit and just needs some rest

so as soon as aizawa gets home, he'll pop into your room to check in on you quickly

but as soon as he confirms that you're alive and well, hes going straight to the bed

aizawa probably wraps himself in like, 8 blankets and just sleeps

if you join him, he wont fight it

he'll just sleepily mumble something and plop the blankets on top of you

i don't think aizawa is much of a cuddler

although he does appreciate you being there

and if you dont join him, he doesn't really care

he's already dead asleep

so basically, bro just needs a nap

#bakugou x reader #deku x reader #izuku x reader #midoriya x reader #why does bro have so many names #aizawa x reader #fanfiction #x reader #bnha #mha

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aestheticburnedbacon · 1 year

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REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!!!!!

Hey my little baddie bacons I’m lowkey new to tumblr and I’ll be taking ur quirky requests. Luv y’all🥰

fandoms I’ll write for:

doki doki literature club ( anything involving natsuki that isnt angst will be ignored also nothing with pens also genderbent ddlc is an option)

pokemon(if u want anything to do with a male reader x penny or nemona don’t even)

fnaf( crying child fanfics will be ignored)

Peppa pig(my aesthetic NO SMUT)

the mimic (roblox)

Genshin impact( none of the child characters also any fanfics that are itto x Gorou or anything with scaracooch will be ignored)

death note( light x misa is toxic and will be ignored)

mha (if it’s one of the kids it ain’t gonna be smutty)

avatar the last airbender( ADULT aang )

demon slayer( No one x nezuko)

haikyuu

pacman

Diary of a wimpy kid( Just Rodrick heffley fanfics)

Cat in the hat( onlt writing cat fanfics)

Percy jackson

roald dahl

squid game

Ginny and Georgia( nothing involving toothbrush)

one day at a time

never have I ever

keeping up with the kardashians

Heathers

mean girls (not the second trashy ass movie)

IT( nothing involving children also submissive pennywise will get you an earlier response)

Undertale ( no sans x papyrus)

Saiki k ( no incest)

Family guy( no incest)

coco ( no dante fics)

encanto ( no antonio fics, no abuela x male reader, no incest, no casa x reader)

miraculous ladybug (no alya, lila, nino, hawk moth, master fu, and/or kwami fics also anything with marinette and catnoir or ladybug and adrien is also annoying but ladybug x cat noir or adrien x marinette is accepted)

sleeping beauty

Alice in wonderland

snow white

mulan

star wars

Sofia the first

Cinderella

puss in boots

shrek

Dark Deception

Aladdin

Yandere simulator

You can make an oc or just a reader. Also please add a bit of story for me to go off of there will be no judgement unless what you're asking for is illegal then kindly go away. also all fruity requests will definetely by answered

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pettydollie · 5 months

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rules for this blog

please be kind! if there is something you don't like abt my blog, simply ignore it or block me bc this wont be for everyone

do NOT pressure me into writing. i do not have a specific schedule for posting because my mental state is all over the place lmao

basic dni: homophobes, racists, Zionists, misogynists, etc

please interact: if u like my writing ofc hehe, if u have a request(s), if you just wanna talk, if u wanna vent slide into my dms pls!!, and i am perfectly fine with minors interacting as my blog will not have any nsfw (as of rn)

if i ignore your request, i either will not be writing for it/answering or i WILL write it but i need time to think and plan :)

there are characters i write for that are minors BUT THEY ARE AGED UPPPP. for example: if i write for bakugou x reader and i mention that theyre in class, im talking abt college- not UA (the high school in the show)

my readers are all similar! they are girly, bubbly, and sweet. unless i say otherwise, they are always fem

I DO NOT write p*dophilia, smut/explicit nsfw, angst, romanticizing mental illness, r*pe, & toxic relationships

i am comfortable with writing: fluff, suggestive themes, character x character, slight gore, romantic, and platonic

this isnt really a rule, but i do not just post fics/pieces of writing on here. i also reblog a lot and talk about myself.

sometimes i do not reread and fix some errors that i have made, so please dont bring it up. im sorry if its messed up but if its something simple like a wrong letter or smth just ignore it, yk what i mean so theres no issue

i usually dont write things where the reader ends up in a bad place at the end. ig that kinda counts as angst, but i will not let her give her a bad ending. AND SHE WILL TALK BACK

normally don't do second parts to oneshots unless i really want to. sorry :(

i dont mind spam liking/reblogging at all!! please feel free to

if i block u, its for a reason that i dont need to explain to anyone. and i dont really block people that much so u would probably know what u did.

if u read all these rules, click on my name in my navigaytion (pinned) to find my masterlists

and thats about it! also please send me a dm if u wanna be friends/moots, id love that!! <3

#rules #bmf #lets be friends hehe #mwah #h3artands0ul

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dabislittlemouse · 11 months

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JSJDJDJJDJDJ

so I read two chapters of the fic recommendations "the 7 mins of" something

ans I loved the characterisation of dabi and how he acted I wrote a poem inspired by it and I haven't written poetry in a while so I JUST WANNA THANK U

here is poem:

I say i don't know how I want to be loved

it's a lie, eerily so.

I want to be loved in the way someone feels fondness at my turn of phrase.

Smile stretching across their face as they help without a name to put on my gentle lips

People see 'naive', they see 'innocent'.

'stupid' is the one I fear the most.

They assume I am helpless when I am just a human.

I hope someone would see me and see

how pretty a human can be.

I want someone to love me like

they have an urge to protect me,

hold me and make room for me.

Even if its not a room, I wish someone had ever made a drawer for me.

If I ever to fall in love now,

I would offer them not a house nor a room but

the space in-between my eyes and my brain.

To me,

love is absorbing their laugh like one day, I could play it from key to key.

love is counting their freckles and finding the patterns in their wrinkles.

love is trying to understand happiness through the broadness of their teeth.

love is finding the tempo to their heart and thinking of a melody

it is learning how to draw art by shading their negative space.

I used to love with all my chest,

between ribcages and through the rise and fall of my lungs.

Till I realised that they were my vital support.

So I compromise and instead, i line my ribcage with words people have said.

I let my ears strain to hear their intonation of voice

I let my skin absorb the warmth of people who choose to give me warmth.

If I were to ask for romantic love,

I hope that that person could see that

what is most precious to me

is sincerity.

I don't know what that type of love is

but surely,

fondness must be

something someone must've felt for me.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME- THIS IS ART, THIS WAS AMAZING HOLY SHIT-

I can’t begin to explain how I felt while reading this, I just had the image of Dabi in my head while reading the poem, bruh 😭 the words everything was so fucking good omg, EVERYONE WE HAVE LITERAL POETS IN THIS FANDOM CMON-

ALSO- I’m so glad you are enjoying this fic, now I have the urge to re-read it again, the romance, the angst, the smut, everything is perfect

EVERYONE GO READ 7 MINUTES ISNT ENOUGH BY SABRINA M SEXTON ON AO3

If you don’t read it you aren’t a real Dabi simp‼️🗣️ jkjkkk

unless

#B’s inbox🦋#joonipertree #poemsdaily #poems #poetry #dabi #touya todoroki #mha dabi

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boobchuy · 2 years

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here is the ramble that made me hit tag limit for the first time in the entire *checks calendar* five??? years??? ive been on this hellsite??? they are doing things to my mind.

thinking abt sashanne tonight but honestly has it ever even stopped since commander anne dropped. they are sooooooo skrunklies. little losers.

like ive also been leaning into the popular characterization of anne being mad at sasha and the latter being a loser and just them being idiots and having drama in general. but like sometimes i think abt how these two genuinely care abt each other.

laugh about their first reunion in amphibia all u want, but in the lens of being a teenager/13 (more or less 15 but u get my point) even though its silly its what makes it genuine and theyre happy to see each other again and they dont try to hide that happiness at all!!! like they are literally kids. and they do care for one another!

in the future these reunions no longer have that kind of enthusiasm. theyre more. subdued. anne was suspicious as hell in the second time but the third time had her running into sashas arms once more!!! and thats what i kinda want to psychoanalyze rn like.... anne def deserves to go apeshit and she HAS multiple times and though it would have been nice and awesome to see her still hold some kind of visible grudge/anger towards sasha, theres just something very sweet to me abt how anne will literally just.forgive the people she cares about time and time again.

like, we all know it bites her back in the ass and yeah maybe its not really her intention to be so forgiving in the sense that everyone deserves a second chance and that shes ACTIVELY trying to spread kindness and love all around- to repeat what i said earlier, she is just a kid. yet shes still someone who wants whats best for everyone and would rather have everything be okay rather than dwell on the past. what shes mostly doing is just focusing on another goal in mind, like what mr matt braly said himself, that for the first time in the entire show, she actually has a mission! going back home was more so in the background and wasnt that urgent in previous seasons, and this new one, about saving her friends and defeating andrias, is whats giving her the drive to finish a job, for better or worse.

and in the end of it all, im wondering if she’s ever given herself the space to breathe and process what she’s feeling about all this. i wonder if she’s even stopped to consider that it’s something that she should do! i feel like... annes the type of person to brush off her own emotions and dwell on them by her lonesome unless someone pries, and even then, i dont think it clicks in her head that its important to talk about these things, and not in the way that they dont matter (though if u REALLY want to delve into that then yeah maybe theres a bit of her thinking it isnt important), but i guess... that everything else that is happening, should be the things that are being given attention

sorry for rambling abt annie b when i said this was about sashanne akjdhfkf let me get onto that...

SO. you know that popular surge of angst art of anne being mad at sasha (THOSE WERE SO TASTY BTW. SASHANNE WAS AT AN ALL TIME HIGH). and instead of that we just had anne instantly running to hug sasha!!!!! AND THIS PART. THIS TINY ALMOST UNNOTICEABLE PART THAT I ONLY CAUGHT ON MY REWATCH, THAT LINE. AFTER ANNE CALLS OUT HIS NAME AND HUGS HIM.

“You’re alive!”

THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. this makes me go crazy. the fucking implications. how many nights has this girl spent dreading if her friends are still alive. if she thought that sasha was... in danger, and w her saying in the new normal that she knows marcy, the one she WATCHED get stabbed in front of her eyes, is alive. that she has to be. i just. just how much are you keeping to urself. keeping from EVERYONE.

to go along w me saying that she's not really processed enough about everything that's happened where she has recognized the... issues that comes w being betrayed like three times in one day, I like to believe that... w the few times she's maybe thought abt sashas betrayal, that once she saw him on wartwood that day, all pretense of negativity and hurt were swept away with the relief that he's here and safe and alive. and I think, w that massive burden on the shoulders w having to save two friends, and seeing one of them accounted for, I think she desperately wants to hold onto that bit of happiness and positivity. and why she's so quick to want to believe that sasha has changed for the better

then we go to the part where she accuses sasha of manipulating her again. and we all knew at some point that a moment like that was coming from a mile away, but what really made me lose it was when alex posted the board version. where she’s literally fucking tearing up as she’s saying these things. bc she hates having to admit them, when she missed sasha so much, worried for his well-being, and to think for a second that she was just being fooled again hurt.

so with sasha’s outburst came with another relief, to believe that sasha has changed for the better, with how much she helped wartwood and the resistance. and her to scrape away past hurt w being betrayed, and just. be friends with sasha again.

to add more onto... less serious musings and more headcanon territory lol, with me being an advocate of oblivious and dense anne, i like to think that anne just. loves to cling onto the idea of sasha, both literally and figuratively. like, she wants things to be okay again, and sometimes it just feels surreal to know that sasha’s actually here, and she doesnt have any kind of bad intentions, and that these feelings manifest into her being affectionate as hell

commander anne showed her being the one initiating all these hugs, the second one having her being so excited at the prospect of their relationship being changed for the better that she fucking squealed. this girl, i stg aksdjfhk. but yeah, i like to think that she becomes way more touchy w sasha, whether w hand-holding, hugs or just generally being near sasha’s vicinity. im thinking that these actions dont necessarily register in her head, like she just does them, bc it makes her happy and sasha hasnt told her to stop even if he does still freeze from time to time whenever she does it so... yep :)

#.txt #im so sure i have more thoughts but im tired of forming words in my brain so im stopping now <3 #it goes more into anne before going into actual sashanne but i think its mostly anne sorry i have brainworms #i also tried to make it more comprehensible than what was originally in the tags lol so its purposely different from the screenshot i poste #amphibia spoilers #to a sense !!!! i talk abt commander anne so

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sneegsnitties · 3 years

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Hey friendly reminder, if u ask a cc to cause harm to michael, or if u want harm to come to michael thats weirdchamp in the words of miss hannahxxrose.

It aint funny or cool bc all of the other ccs know how important he is to cc!ranboo and cc!tubbo. So they wont even consider killing him because ranboo refuses to even write it into his script, so they wont put it into theirs (yes a couple of characters have thought about it, but wont go through with it due to this fact)

Hell, even just causing him harm in general, its super distressing to see bc yall are having enderwalk!ranboo do it and painting enderwalk!ranboo as a terrible, murderous thing when in reality hes just More Enderman.

Enderman are literally peaceful creatures unless provoked. Enderwalk!ranboo has literally only been shown walking around aimlessly and picking up blocks and his natural curiosity includes following people around in this state. He doesnt remeber what he does bc hes fucking 'asleep'. The worst thing hes done in his state, that we know of, is visit dream, 4th memory book and hold onto tommys disc

"But the angst!" You might say! I dont give a shit my man. I dont know how many of yall would agree with me, but its a super cheap move and just absolutely terrible to do overrall.

ANOTHER THING: RANBOO KILLING ANYONE OR ANYTHING IS EXTREMELY OUT OF CHARACTER AS HE WOULD RATHER NOT HURT ANYONE AND ONLY ATTACKS WHEN HE IS ATTACKED FIRST.

This shit aint funny or cool. If you think its okay to kill michael, fucking block me right now. I dont give a shit. I dont want to interact with you if youd like to kill a child for your cheap angst.

When a cc even refuses to do something, when multiple ccs refuse to do it because they know itll lead to something bad and they dont want to risk upsetting their fellow cc. Maybe start fucking considering what your doing isnt good. Maybe. Just fucking maybe... killing/harming michael puts you in the wrong and in a really bad light with parts of the fandom.

#dream smp #here have my fucking rant #im tired of this shit.#dsmp michael #hannahxxrose #dream smp hannah #dsmp ranboo #dream smp ranboo #ranboo #tubbo #dream smp tubbo #tubbo underscore #dsmp tubbo #literally im going fucking feral #DO NOT DEBATE ME. I WILL BLOCK YOU #i dont care for the sick fucks who write and draw this shit #vesper speaks

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minahoeshi · 3 years

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you were loved the most of all.

Ushijima Wakatoshi x reader | break-up angst

summary: You should've known that when Ushijima Wakatoshi found it easy to fall in love with you, it might be even easier for him to fall out of it. But who expects the worst when it comes to loving someone as seemingly perfect as him, anyway?

Chapter 1 of 2

Chapter 2 of 2

He said it was easy to fall in love with you. He said he didn’t know when exactly, at which place, nor for what reason. Simply one day, Ushijima Wakatoshi found himself looking at you with the epiphany that maybe there’s something more meant to happen between you and him. There you stood before him that day, the person he could promise love to. (And there he stood before you that moment, the boy whose promises you found yourself believing in no matter what.)

So maybe that’s why it was even easier for him to fall out of love. When he told you he was no longer in love with you, it didn’t matter to you to ask when exactly, at which place, or for what reason. Even the universe itself is meant to fizzle out one day along with the death of the stars. Just one more person drifting away from you like a lone planet with no real orbit shouldn’t leave you broken. You are used to this. You won’t fall apart.

But you break anyway.

It was snowing outside when he decided to tell you to end things now before it hurts both of you even further. Not that the snow has anything to do with the coldness creeping up your chest threatening to spill out of you in endless sobs. You were glad, though. That at the very least, he remained honest with his feelings. He never left you guessing. Every time, he never forgets to tell you what’s on his mind. His honesty is something he thought was necessary.

“I understand, don’t worry. Thank you for telling me right away. I know you’re also considering me–” you tell him and choke up. There are tears running down your face but you’re not worried about that. Wakatoshi never let you mask your emotions around him. For the longest time, he reminded you to feel free to be completely bare with him. All the good and the bad, he said. Don’t be afraid to show them to me. I will always understand.

He steps closer and puts you between his arms. You feel his chin on top of your head as you lean your face into his chest. You’re sobbing now. “I’ll be fine, Toshi. We’ll be fine.”

He kisses the top of your head and lets you stay in his arms for minutes. “I loved you then, and I love you still. It’s just that they’re no longer the same kind. I will stay if you ask me to, okay? Anything you want.”

This only makes you cry harder. He’s always been too good. And even in breaking your heart, he’s too good. You want him to hold on. You want to ask him to stay with you for years and years. Even with a different kind of love, you’ll let him be as long he’s close by. But someone like him who has dreams beyond yourself shouldn’t ever be with someone like you who still lacks certainty toward anything.

“Just for tonight,” you ask, still crying. “Can I stay?”

“of course,” he replies. Anytime you want. Anything you want. It has always been this way.

Because humans are creatures of routines and familiarity, you spend that night the way you usually do when you’re at his place. You cook dinner with him and eat on the dining table, sharing stories and laughter. You keep adding food to his plate and he smiles as you giggle at everything you find funny.

It’s okay, it’s okay. You’ll be okay. You’ll be fine.

You clean the kitchen and stay in the living room. He leans on the couch as you lay down with your head on his lap. You keep talking and laughing. He goes along, sometimes adding things to make you laugh even more, sometimes simply agreeing, sometimes asking questions. You keep it loud and light, afraid of the silence. Inside you, it’s so heavy, your heart might just fall off. This will be the last, you tell yourself. You want to be happy for now. While he’s still here.

"Do me a favor, okay?" You tell him as you're nearing slumber. "Let me leave first tomorrow. Maybe stay in bed, maybe pretend you're asleep. But tomorrow, don't get out of the room until I've left the house." Your voice shakes, feeling yourself wanting to sob.

"I don't want to wake up to another empty bed but I don't want to see your face when I wake up too," you curl into him even further. "I'm sorry for being selfish. I'm sorry I still don't really know what to do. And I know you wake up pretty early and you know, do stuff, but just for tomorrow, please?"

Wakatoshi didn't really understand why. He originally planned on cooking breakfast for you and taking you to the train station. He would watch you board the train and he'd make sure to smile at you as he waves. You always waved back. That's how it works. Even after fights, and even after especially bad nights, you'd still do the same. Watching you leave with a smile was how you both knew you'd still be fine the days after. That nothing much can affect your relationship. For years, this has been the routine.

But tomorrow, he knows he has to give way. He knows what he said hurt you. It would be wrong of him to do what he wants simply because he's used to.

Tomorrow's the last, he realises. And then if you want, he'd never see you again.

You wake up pretty early. The sky is a calm shade of blue, the world outside still waking up. You check the time on your phone and find it's 6 AM. Last night, you slept with your back on him. The sight before you is the other end of his bedroom and you notice just how much of yourself you've managed to leave around his place. Pieces of just one other person in his life, scattered in places around his world pretending that’s just where they belong. You didn't mind leaving things behind back then. You never really thought of the day that you might’ve to take back all of them. Just how does one pick up parts of themselves when they thought they’ve finally found a place for them to stay?

But as you stand up, you conclude that when things end, traces shouldn’t be left behind. He didn’t decide to break up only to be reminded of you even after you’re no longer close to him. So you go and pick every little thing that's yours. Even your jacket and sweaters and a few pairs pyjamas in his closet. You'll just take his things from your place too and hand it to Tendou's shop. Coming back here won’t do you any good. Him coming to your place instead wouldn’t either.

Collecting all your things, even the ones you can't use anymore, you leave the bedroom and enter the living room. You don't have many belongings here aside from some DVDs and books. You only take the books and leave the rest for him. You've always preferred reading anyway.

Setting your bag and things aside on the sofa, you go ahead and wash yourself in the bathroom and bring your toothbrush and some other products with you when you're done. You then head to the kitchen to cook him something light to eat for breakfast . You knew you didn't have to. He knows how to cook. It has always been him cooking breakfast for you. When you could, you’d rather stay in bed until the very moment you must start preparing to go to uni or work. But you did anyway. He's probably in his bed, awake. He has never been a heavy sleeper. With all the moving you did around his room, he was bound to wake up if he wasn't already.

You make him a simple omelette and write a small message on top of it with ketchup. "Good luck with practice today!"

You've already cleaned everything you used, preferring to wash and set utensils as soon as you're done with them. That way, when you're sitting down to eat, there won't be any cluster around to distract you.

You put the ketchup down and decide that should be enough. You'll stop here. You should go now.

Ushijima is sitting on his bed. He's been awake since 5 AM when he usually goes on his run. It isn't the first time he chose to stay with you instead of going out, but he can't help but feel heavy this time. He stayed in for you. But as the minutes pass by, it seems that he simply cannot find the courage to sit up and face you.

He wants to sink into his bed.

There's knock on the door followed by sentences uttered softly. "Toshi, I'm going now. There's breakfast on the table. Make sure to eat before you go."

There goes the heavy feeling again. Maybe if this keeps up, he might just actually sink and never get back up.

You've done that a few times. Leaving while he's still in the room. You don't even open the door. You simply knock and tell him you're about to go, always reminding him to eat before he goes too.

But this will be the last, he thinks. If you leave now, will he never see you again?

a/n

chapter 2 will be up soon not rly sure when tho. (it's up now the link is at the top)

also, im not entirely sure but i think i didnt use any pronouns or gendered nouns for this except "girl" in the 1st paragraph which i erased just now? if i'm right, then i hope everyone reading this get to feel as though theyre rly the person in the story. unless ofc u dont want that bc this isnt the happiest ushitoshi x reader fic u can find🥲. but thanks for reading!!!! m so sorry for typos nd other errors as well. i kinda cant read my own writings bc sometimes doing so makes me wanna smack myself in the head and never write again nd i hate that so now im leaving my mistakes to the gods nd hope they love me enough or smth. but yes thank u sm again for reading!!!!

#ushijima x reader #ushijima scenarios #ushijima angst #ushijima fanfic #ushijima reader insert #ushijima x y/n #ushijima wakatoshi

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girlnikolai · 2 years

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Judging you for your bsd kins except im a fucking cunt about it also im not including images because im in chemistry fuck yourself if that bugs you

if you point out the fact that these get longer as they go on then die pls <3

Dazai

Well arent you Unique. not like 90% of the fandom kins him or anything, cant say i dont kin him myself of course but i dont Kin Him i just kin him seriously tho if dazai is your top bsd kin stay 500 feet away from me and maybe take a bath while youre at it. your sense of humor is probably just uncensored depraved sexual posting and its fucking annoying shut up please. hardcore dazai kinnies suck so so bad but god damn you are all so annoying and i want to fuck you so bad (derogatory) i can make u worse babygirl please dm me. you need psychological help and not in a omg ur brocken way.... in a you should be lobotomized and pushed off a bridge way (affectionate)

Atsushi

do. do atsushi kinnies exist i thought that was just another word for furry. idk ill try my best um embracing my inner akutagawa kinnie pls kill yourself and kiss me on the lips. man seriously tho i didnt know atsushi kinnies were real are they just akutagawa kinnies in anger management. idk um. whore. bet u have an awful haircut. is that why you kin him fucko did you see the gay little tiger and his awful haircut and go hes just like me fr fr. is this your truth. your backstory. bitch.

Akutagawa

starting this off by saying if u kin him and ur ablebodied u should die. i dont think his disability is that relevent to his Angst but i love to be a hater. if u are disabled then cmere baby lets kiss im self loathing too hows ur relationship with ur dad. i bet ur bangs r why he left u. yeah i said it fuck you and your bangs. self callout i havent cut my bangs in 288485 years but its fine. i think we dont talk about the fact that akutagawa is canonically hot. as an akutagawa kinnie im allowed to say all akutagawa kinnies are hot unless ur one of the following. 1. ablebodied 2. have never lived in poverty 3. cis 4. idk fuckin. from michigan my akutagawa headcanon is that he hates michigan fuck yourself if ur from michigan

Ranpo

ranpo kinnies are such a mixed bag bc half of them are actually cool people who are probably autistic and the other half are the kids who thought they could genuinely solve the kira case. if u interpretat his lore as oh hes gifted kid burnout i think u need to sit down and tell me one time when hes burned out ever except the one part with mushitarou (is that how u spell his name idk hes ugly (affectionate)) yes honey i understand that youre too smart for this world and above everything but please go to bed you have school in the morning. if youve ever made an edit of ranpo to one of those like. little miss perfect type songs or averager or something please stay the fuck away from me. those songs fuck but god u are annoying

Yosano

ok real talk what is her backstory not even in a pretentious oh the writing is bad way i mean it in a i cant fucking read this is a cry for help someone please explain it to me. ok onto making fun of you. sterotyping is bad but also literally no yosano kinnie ive ever seen hasnt been nmlnm (non man loving non man) like this isnt even me being like haha ur a lesbian this is just a fact you like women dont you. seriously tho what is there to say about yosano i dont think i can comment on this shes property of the gays im sorry live laugh yosano ig

Chuuya

just spilled energy drink in my tits anyways if you were one of those kids slash still are one of those people whos like omg im so short and chaotic im a smol angry bean ill take ur knees out than im revoking your chuuya kin card 'oh but lucien you cant-' dont care didnt ask plus you only care about chuuya in the context of dazai. if you havent read stormbringer and u kin him shut up the adults are talking. i technically havent read stormbringer but my babygirl @chaotictransmess mansplained it to me so im infinitely hotter than all of you. please god please dm me if u kin chuuya and arent fucking annoying my legs are spread please baby

Fyodor

oh so ur a dazai kinnie (individuality complex edition) and youve read edgar allen poe wow.....ur one of those people who shits on others for saying crime and punishment is too long. NO ONE CARES THAT YOU READ THE WHOLE THING ITS LONG AND BORING AND YOURE A VIRGIN KAY WHY ESS SWEATY. this isnt directed at my beloved rowan ofc you can do no wrong /p fyodor kinnies are an unholy intersection between the worst dazai kinnies and the worst ranpo kinnies please shut up no one cares how fucked up you think the world is you live in suburbia shut up shut up shut up shut up. you absolutely used to lie on the internet to say you were french or russian or something in like 7th grade.

Nikolai

do you actually kin him or are you an XD crackhead. you probably go oh yeah my music taste is pretty wild and then its willwood and the cats the musical soundtrack. if youre an actual nikolai kinnie and not just an edgy 14 year old please stay away from me. not in a oh em gee ur so twisted way no u probably just smell bad and dress ugly and i dont want to be seen with u. you probably jokingly hit on your friends and jokingly make fun of them and no one finds it funny. dont worry babygirl i'll appreciate you like they never could please give me a chance. nikolai kinnies are hot as fuck until they arent. not saying anything else nice bc any validation you fucks get goes straight to your cock.

Kouyou

...mommy? 🥺

Poe

do you kin poe or do you wanna fuck ranpo so bad but you have too much internalized cringe to read x reader fics. ive said this 7 times but jesus fuck bsd fans shower challenge. you were one of those kids who got mad into those like. talking animals series but not like warriors and animorphs kids no im talking guardians of ga hoole. you wanna write so bad but anytime you fuck up you cry and bash your head against the wall and listen to mitski again i am sneaking dog anxiety meds into a hot dog for you. i cant even be mean on this one yall r like dying puppies who live in allies jesus yall bum me the fuck out

Kyouka

i havent seen anyone else kin kyouka so im doing this for myself ig. suprisingly enough despite being a massive cunt i kin the uwu smol bean of the fandom. kyouka isnt a smol bean ofc bsd fans just cant read i think. guys shes murdered people all she did was cry about it a few time guys pls shes not ur poor meow meow shes a traumatized child

Kunikida

the token Bsd Fan That Showers. guys pls kunikida kinnies this is a cry for help no one here has even read the light novels Heple. seriously tho i cant think of anything mean to say about kunikida kinnies. not like any of you would admit to kinning him publicly bc u think kinning is below you. ik being like omg ur 'insert sex thing' is cringe however no kunikida kinnies fuck its part of the job description please get laid

final thoughts

ok so basically like. 1. tell me if u want me to make fun of any other kinnies 2. yada yada yada this is all in good fun i didnt mean any of this pls dont spam report me badly dressed 15 year olds of tumblr 🥺🥺🥺 3. before one of you failed abortions decides to come in my notes like 'oh man does making fun of people make u feel better about yourself. we're just having fun ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️' the answer is yes it does make me feel better about myself i am a hater first and a person second and also i dont care if ur just having fun guess what fuckwad im having fun too now shut up <3

ok but in all seriousness i dont give a fuck who you kin and why and you shouldnt care about my opinions i want to fuck monty gator from fnaf and i kin the little gay elf wizard from the adventure zone and one time i ate gum off the floor cringe culture is dead girl if wearing an ugly trenchcoat and a amazon body harness over a death note t shirt makes u happy go do it. but in a genuine note a word to the bsd fandom PLEASE LEARN READING COMPREHENSION JESUS FUCK FOR A FANDOM REVOLVING AROUND A SERIES ABOUT DEAD AUTHORS YOU GUYS LITERALLY CANT READ ANYTHING EVER SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP anyways xoxo girlie pls like and subscribe like i said give me requests for other bsd characters making fun of people is my passion

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mywritingonlyfans · 3 years

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so, quick disclaimer cause i dont want paula getting attacked for this:

none of the following is real. at least as far as im concerned. it is just a fictional characterisation of damiano, and i never want this to be damiano. dont take this too seriously, just enjoy the angst

warnings: suicide attempt (overd0se), clinical depression, suicidal intentions, fighting/yelling, hurt/comfort, self hate talk, a sprinkle of random psycology ive taught myself

so, lets just say that damia has clinical depression, inherited from his grandma that had dementia

it developed when he was 12, and hes lived with it ever since. with meds, therapy, healthy diets and excersise

må are on the end of (a) tour and the last thing they had to do was some interview

in that interview they all speak about their mental health, and he mentions for the first time his struggle with depression and how his career really enabled him to push through it a lot (giving a special thanks to the band and gio)

then on the ride home hes kinda out of it, he doesnt want to partake in conversation and he just huffs a lot

he ends up admitting he didnt like how he did at the audition and complaining about his mental health getting worse with the post-tour stress buildup

vic (equally stressed) kinda snaps at him and they have a really long fight about their feelings. victoria yells at him (in the heat of the moment) about how hes always self deprecating and bringing the others down, and she complains about damia stopping his therapy sessions cause now he always vents to the band, especially her

she just ends up telling him that she isnt "fully conviced youre actually sorry whenever you vent! you always shift the weight on us and then move on like you did nothing!"

of course, at the time, damiano just yelled back, something less strong cause he was kinda taken aback by vics words and they just hit a soft spot

cause damiano was always told to vent when he feels bad and he did it around the band cause he felt comfortable around them, and he always felt like he was burdening them with those stuffs even if they assured him elsewise and vic just proved everyone as liars by saying that

because of the stress and his mind not being clear he just takes it as granted and for the rest of the day (lets say theres like, 12 more hours till they need to start packing) he just bottles everything in and doesnt speak at all unless its to comment on something

vic takes it as him being petty and giving them the silent treatment so she doesnt call him out and stops ethan when he tries to

back at the hotel everyone is at their rooms (lets say they live in this hotel that has doors connecting the inside of the rooms, ive gone to one its chaotic and i loved it) and vic is talking to gio about how she feels bad and wants her to assure dami she didnt mean the things she said

giorgia and damiano call later in the night, and hes very casual about it

"hey, you feeling better?"

"kinda, got in a fight with vic"

"oh, that must be bad"

"maybe"

hes just sheltered off cause he thinks he is also burdening gio with his vents

she just reminds him to take the medication later and calls him an idiot (which makes him smile) and they hang up with "love u"s and stuff

damiano is really just not doing well after the fight and he loses all energy that normally filters logical thoughts from the illogical and then it starts

who knows how long ive been burdening them

god what an ass, relying on my friends for my happiness

im sure if it was up to them they wouldnt pick me as their friends anymore

god i am so stupid how does anyone like me

he gets teary eyed and his mind just fucking launches it to 200% (cause what is the brain for, if not making you feel worse when youre sad?)

everything that hes ever done slightly wrong just appears in his mind and he just keeps finding more and more things to hate about himself

he looks down at all his tattoos and sighs cause it was getting ridiculous and he was running out of ideas to tattoo on himself, desparate to stay clean of self harm, never wanting to fall down that hole

his legs carry him to the small bathroom of the hotel room and he just stares at his expression in the mirror until he fucking hates it so bad, he just wants to punch it

deep breaths arent working anymore and he clings onto the sink, trying not to pass out

hes so scared and so done with himself, his hand finds way to the antidepressants and he just opens the bottle, emptying a good chunk of them on his hand

he stares right into them and his eyes are getting blurry, his breathing hasnt calmed and he feels lightheaded as his back hits the wall tiles and he slides on the floor as his knees give out

his empty palm covers his mouth and silences his sobs when he felt like he was choking on them, his head hurt a lot and his throat stung a lot

he is about to just get it over with, he is good at dry swallowing pills so it would be a matter of seconds

then he hears a knock at the inbetween door and he freezes, head throbbing in pain and eyes redder than than crimson

vic suddenly starts speaking, her voice hoarse cause she was crying too

before shes even started talking damiano wants to shove the pills in his mouth, down his throat, get it over with and cause eveyone the least amount of pain, he already had his note typed out, to the groupchat that had leo and giorgia in it, as well as the band, he might as well get it over with, the pills will take a while to absorb

victoria starts talking again and the pills are a mere inch away from his face

she just apologises for being a jerk, for saying those things that were, in fact, not true, saying that she wasnt ever thinking of those and saying them was just an irrational act if anger

she admits shes fucked up cause obviously damiano was feeling bad and she didnt want to add to it

she said she saw how he was spacing out a lot and his eyes were hanging low, and she heard one of his sobs earlier and wanted to speak up and apologise

damianos hand itches to pour the pills in his mouth but suddenly hes frozen, in a lot of pain, and he cant stop hyperventilating, as if vics words had stopped his breathing for a bit

he feels the sobs in his throat and he can feel the way his knees and thighs are burning from how he sat, he suddenly was aware of what he was doing and he just loses it again

his hand has a viscious grip on those pills and the other just tugs at his hair hard to try and fix his brain, he just sends out a string of cusses and kicks the tiles across, only stopping when the pain became too much because he opened his leg ona sharp part of the sink pipe and blood was running everywhere

he was on the verge of his anxiety attack mixing with a panic attack and he feels immobilised as his body hurts all over and he just cant do anything and he wants to yell and scream and cry it all out, but he cant cause he is in a hotel bathroom, with his bandmates sleeping next door and a lot of strangers that wouldnt be too happy and he wants to just punch something so bad cause theres nowhere he can take the energy out on

vic after hearing no verbal reply assumes damiano doesnt want to talk to her, or hes moving in his sleep, so she almost goes to bed, but she hears a very small, frail and fragile "vic please", his voice cracking and he sounded like he was heavily crying so she just pulls the door back from her side and she sees him sitting down on the floor, curled up in a ball, clutching something in his hand as he shakes so much hes vibrating at this point, his back is rising and falling really quick and unevely and victoria knows the signs of a panic attack when she sees them

she tries to get him to calm down but he is very far into it and probably the cramped space he got himself into wasnt helping

she basically drags him out of the bathroom and damiano opens his palm and just says "take" and "might change mind" and she just scoops them in her own palm and into their bottle again befores shes sitting on the hard carpet with damiano, trying to match their breathing, but it doesnt work cause victoria's picks up when damiano's doesnt seem to even out and she just hugs him very tight and establishes a breathing pattern by pushing his back down with every exhale and pushing his chest away with every inhale

they are both crying on the floor there, but they are breathing properly and vic couldnt be more happy she spoke up

damiano just curls into her and just repats "im sorry" until his eyes are teary again and he starts trying to swallow his sobs

vic rubs his back and says "im sorry too", not wanting to cause more conflict

they hug it out until damiano has stopped crying a formally apologises, with victoria butting in and saying "if anything i should be incredible sorry"

damiano finally speaks to her about what happened and it takes everything in her to not start crying again, apologising about everything once more

she succeeds and she helps damiano lay down, take the appropriate dose of medication and some painkillers before hes passed out in the bed, his arms and thighs twitching from the stress

she just bandages the cut on his leg and leaves the inbetween door open just in case

she just lays down on her bed and she falls asleep just as easy

guilt is eating both of them the next morning and damiano doesnt want to say he almost attempted the previous night, and vic feels terrible for giving him fake insecurities and driving him almost mad

they have a talk later than ends in tears and hugs and she and damiano stick to each other for the day to break the awkwardness that grew from the previous night till that moment

after they make it back to rome she makes him promise he will tell giorgia and the others, and says that if he doesnt, she can

guilt is still floating in the air but vic is proud of herself and damiano and helps him speak out and after the initial shock everyone is glad to still have dami around them and make sure to remind him every chance they get.

* a real heartbreaker* but seriously, it's so well written, the details (i'm scared) and all, i'm proud of you sofi!

THERE'S 8272738383 TW YOU DON'T READ if you feel like it'll hurt you

#maneskin talk #TW #damiano david x reader

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ihatebnha · 3 years

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I... Can't I just have both Bakugou and Kirishima? I literally adore them both and my poor heart can't handle angst. I get enough of that already from collage assignments

HONESTLY THOUGH i’m right there with u...!! in both regards too lmfaoooo hashtag frick college ...

but anyway GOD... i’m honestly much more a fan of poly!kiribaku than idk whatever isnt poly!kiribaku lmfao.... theres just something about the both of them together that makes me want to scream...

two big bros who have to SHARE you??? fighting for your attention??? making u take turns between them... if they both wanted u... why would u even choose anything else in the first place?

im 🤸🏼‍♀️🤸🏼‍♀️🤸🏼‍♀️ basically... (i loved that lil puffy pussy drabble i wrote for this exact reason too)

it’s funny tho bc whenever i’m reading fics where reader is dating one of them and it mentions that the other has a partner... i’m like... “thats just me with different hair🙈” (either that or a friend/mutual hehe)... but lol for the most part i’m rick and morty up in this bitch

so uh... yes u CAN AND SHOULD have both🥰 it’s what all three of u deserve.

so here’s some nonsense as an apology for toying with ur heart🥺

You have long since forgotten who’s idea it was to share…

And you definitely don’t remember the days before you had both Kirishima and Bakugo at your side, both fiendishly protective of you and oh-so-loving. They bare their teeth at anyone who dares to approach you with ill-intentions, but nonetheless shower you with everything you could ever ask for and more.

Bakugo has long since taken up your morning routine, rousing you along with him so as to brush his teeth right by your side… He helps you make coffee, too, bumping his hip into yours with a look when you smile tiredly at him from in front of the toaster.

He makes sure that you don’t forget the lunch he packed for you, nor does Kirishima, either, pulling one, two, maybe even three more kisses out of you before he finally does leave the house.

Kirishima soon follows, not long after, once his hair is slicked back and he’s eaten pretty much every Cheerio in the house. He gives you a little tongue as he goes, promising that unless something happens, he’ll be the one to pick you up from work, and that maybe you can even go grocery shopping.

The routine is almost kind of funny. Especially when you think about how you have no real idea of when your evening study dates with Bakugo turned into nights the both of you shared in Kirishima’s bed… when three separate straws for drinks became one… and when your fridge filled up with enough food to feed an army (or more specifically, two active Pro Heroes).

There was no specific day Kirishima and Bakugo made a pact to split you… and in fact the only time they ever really is do is when it’s with their cocks and they’re taking turns bouncing you on their laps as though there was never a day when you didn’t. ❤️💚🧡

#bakugo x reader #kirishima x reader #ask #anon #caitie post #someone put me in a kiribaku sammich right now #Anonymous #kirishima #bakugo

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turinn · 3 years

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hi !! for rinnes birthday, no.34 from the touch prompts? (this request isnt meant to be a nsfw one btw, i fully mean an angsty or fluffy one, whatever you want lol)

I made it angsty because I love writing angst and I don't do it enough hehe it does end fluffy tho. it's also WAY longer than I intended? and kind of ran away from me. I hope u like it!!!

34. washing each others body

"I can't believe got into another fight." You mumbled, not really speaking to him as opposed to just thinking out loud. "I thought you were smarter than this. No. I know you're smarter than this."

"Clearly I'm not." Rinne muttered, voice laced with discontent. You sighed. You knew what he was doing, knew why he kept doing this. And still, you gave in. Perhaps you were the stupid one?

"Jeez, lighten up!" He hissed as you pressed the cotton swab to the cut on his neck.

"No. Stop getting into stupid fucking fights." If he was going to get himself hurt just to get your attention, you didn't see why you had to be so lenient with him. It was petty, perhaps, but so was the fight that had caused him to break up with you, the fight he still hadn't apologised for. The reason you still slept in the guest room, and barely said a word to him unless he needed something. Which was what landed you both here, once or twice a week. Rinne perched on the edge of the bathtub, half-drunk and drenched in blood, and you kneeling in front of him, features icy as you treated whatever wounds the fight he'd gotten into to get your attention tonight had left him with. He did it because he knew it worked, and you let it work because you loved him too much to let him bleed out in what used to be your bed. You wanted to forgive him, you didn't even remember why you'd been fighting now- but if you did.... he'd never learn not to be so fucking stubborn, not to be such a petty asshole. "Sorry" isn't that hard to say. It's far easier than nearly getting yourself killed 3 times a damn week.

You bit back tears thinking about it all, as you had to often, and stashed the first aid kit back under the sink. Turning back to Rinne, it was clear he was a little dizzy, and you had to put a hand out to stop him from falling back into the back.

"You're still covered in blood.... Take your pants off and- don't give me that look, or I'll just leave you bloody all night. Take them off and sit in the damn bath, will you?" It took him a moment, you couldn't tell whether the blood loss or the alcohol had him more disoriented, but you felt the concern you'd been forcing down welling up in you. Once he was properly situated, you pulled the showerhead down, waiting until the water had heated up before aiming it at his shoulder.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I know it hurts, but I've gotta get the blood off of you somehow. You're lucky the wound is shallow, it's scabbed over already. If that bottle had gone any deeper I'd be taking you to the hospital, not washing you off in the bath." You sank into a comfortable silence as you washed all the dried blood away. Water alone wouldn't wash away the smell though, of either blood or beer. "Just sit there for a moment longer, okay? I'm just gonna give you a proper wash."

Rinne sank into your touch as you lathered shower gel into his skin as gently as you could, and you realised this was the first time either of you had properly touched each other in months. You wanted to cry, but apparently he beat you to it, hiccoughing slightly between sobs. It was that that finally broke you, and you let your own tears run freely, even as you continued to wash his body.

Eventually, you turned the shower off and ushered him out of the bath, both of you still crying while you patted him down with a towel. You were just about to hook an arm around him to lead him to the bedroom when he latched onto you, head burying into your shoulder.

"I'm sorry." He mumbled into your skin. "I don't even remember why I yelled at you but I'm so fucking sorry I did- I don't want to be without you... I'm sorry for the fights and the yelling and the-" Here he hiccoughed, and pulled back, "everything. I'm sorry for everything. Please don't hate me."

He'd cried once or twice after you'd fought before, but never this much. You knew that on some level it was alcohol driven, but Rinne had always been at his most sincere while drunk, and that meant that this apology was as truthful as you were going to get out of him. Your own tears had just been beginning to slow, but they started up again in an instant.

"I don't hate you, Rinne. I never could. But when you're an asshole I need you to admit that, rather than waiting for me to run back to you and pretend you weren't. But... let's talk about it tomorrow, yeah? We need to get you into bed." He nodded, following you down the hallway to the master bedroom, but he hesitated at the door.

"Stay with me. Please?" And when he looked at you like that, how could you refuse?

#🌙 rinne birthday event #rinne amagi #amagi rinne #rinne amagi x reader #rinne amagi imagines #rinne amagi imagine #ensemble stars #ensemble stars imagine #ensemble stars imagines #ensemble stars x reader #enstars #enstars imagine #enstars imagines #enstars x reader

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beachbummrr · 3 years

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can people just acknowledge that dsmp lore and story arcs works best if you view it the same way most people view mythology or some weird fable, as in weird shit just happens, people are born from toes and foreheads, time means nothing and everything, immortality and death blend with one another, its canon but we recognize that it’s essentially just storytelling to tell either a moral or just a tale. it’s annoying especially now that the cc has to announce theyre doing rp instead of just. doing it. because the general audience wont view it as canon unless someones making an angst fest.

and like sure! i enjoy some more serious interpretations of some less serious banter or one liner (for instance, big fan of sally the salmon backstory tbh) but its come to the point that if a cc does a bit that isnt angst or doesn’t coincide with the fandom’s perception of a whoobified character, then it’s automatically NOT canon and its like. let the story be silly and incomprehensible when it comes to some of the lighter themes like romance and family. its especially annoying when wilbur drops “cursed lore” and everyone overreacts and de-canonizes it rather than accepting it and making their own hc. i get it when it comes to fanwork, u want it to be taken seriously and so retcon for some of these aspects is understandable but when it comes to discussion of the story itself u rlly gotta just take a step back and remember thats its just blocks, its friends fucking around, its genuine and messy and still emotional despite the constant dick jokes

idk it just gets frustrating when people are arguing over characters’ ages, implementing morality from real life into a story where ethics are completely different etc. these silly things are part of the story, joke or not, you have to view it as a separate universe rather than insert reality into it because then you’ll just get increasingly more annoyed that it doesn’t make sense. it doesn’t! and that’s okay because its roleplay and improv and the story is still valid, its still emotional, its just sometimes weird as hell.

#dsmp #dream smp #dsmp lore #like idk if this makes sense its just like #the story goes off its rocker sometimes but its okay it doesnt devalue the main plot #and it allows for different headcanons which is a lot of fun !!#idk if this is fandom crit tbh #wont tag the cc either this is just kind of a rambling thought ive had ig

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