#ugh im gonna freak I love this im making myself love him WHAT

[godfistgonnalive]

please ramble as hard as you can about pruita I need to hear what you have to say about them

grabs you by the shoulders very roughly.

ok. my favorite flavor of pruita is utterly unrequited. cuz its very funny to me. my fav thing to do is listen to music and think about unrequited pruita like L imagine 😹😹but also its kind of sad and i like how its sad but also funny

like think about the prussia cleaning game like omg.... he loves him.... its so silly.......

PRUSSIA STROKED IN HAPPINESS! WHAT THE FUCK! GAY!

and he literally was imaginging them like together on some sort of boat idk what its called like ugh

and the fucking BLOG. ive already posted these before but. my god.

he likes him so much....... its unbelievable........

like are you serious. he so very obviously has a crush on him THERES SO MUCH PROOF OF IT AND [im trying to restrain myself here from being salty about prucan shippers so i will stop myself here.]

ok im racking my brain to try and think of what to say rn cuz as much as i say i wanna talk about my ships i know deep down in my heart i dont have much to say that i can turn into coherent thoughts.

back to my thoughts and not canon content. unrequited pruita. like ok you know that hetalia itself is just gerita fanfiction. like i love gerita. who doesnt. and thats where it comes in in my version of pruita. like prussia is so in love with italy and italys like omggg germanyyyy :3 like. oh my gfod can i talk about the songs i associate with them. the answer is yes i cant be stopped.

ok puppy princess by hot freaks. fucking UGH. unrequited big fat crush ANTHEM right here.

ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS. prussia is the goofy friend... prussia loves italy...... and italy loves germany........ my goodness.........

NO OTHER HEART BY MAC DEMARCO. THIS IS LITERALLY PRUITA.

i love gerita truth pruita so much but not in the love triangle way like i mean thats what it sounds like but its more like a fucked up triangle like

it doesnt connect all the way... cuz in love triangles dont they usually like compete!>>! like prussia loves italy but in my pruita brain he wouldnt like.. actually really try to get with italy while he knew that germany was trying to get with him.... you know.... he wouldnt do that to his brother..... so he just keeps his crush to himself.... rip.... and thats the fun of it ! ! ! he yearns but he'll never have him... love that

LOVERS ROCK. BY TV GIRL. THIS ONE LYRIC. JESUS CHRIST.

TRYING TO SELL YOU SOMETHING THAT YOU ALREADY HAVE. UGH.

AND LOOKING OUT FOR YOU BY JOY AGAIN. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS.

IM GONNA GO CRAZY!

and peach scone. by hobo johnson.

ltierally every time... prussia calls italy cute.... god......

now. onto requited pruita.

i think theyre silly cute so much so much :3 :3 :3 hold on gotta check pixiv so i can formulate thoughts. ok like i mostly think about prussia's side of things when it comes to required pruita but in my opinion prussia is CRAZY about that man. jesus christ. and italy thinks hes super silly and loves him 🫶🫶🫶 HOLD ON I SHOULD FILL OUT ONE OF THOSE UNDERSTAND NMY SHIP THINGS HOLD ONNNNNN

got a little lazy but you understand.

i think thats all i have to say . i feel like i didnt really say much just put images and then said something along the lines of "jesus christ" or "what the fuck" but i think you undestand. thank you for asking. PEACE AND LOVE!

ALSO WAIT I HAVE MORE. i LOVE gerita marriage. they are so married. and i love thinking about prussia watching the boy hes had a big fat crush on for god knows how long get married to his brother. LMAO! and hes like crying like hes happy for his brother,... but oh man........ LMAOOOOO

i love prussia so much. make him suffer now

ok thanks for reading :heart:

edit:i just realized onm the height thing onm the ship chart i forgot to put 6 CM and instead put 6 M. oops

#pruita #hetalia #owls nonsense #IM INSANEEE IM INSANEEEEEE

[p0is0nvalz]

Hii can i get some hcs for stranger things characters (robin, steve, eddie, chrissy, el/jane, mike, and argyle) with a reader who is like mitsuri from demon slayer??

:D

um. YES!??!? HOLY SUCKING SHIT I LOVE THIS GRRRR

Warnings: mitsuri backstory mentioned, injuries, emotional shit, eddie is a perv, reader is kindof oblivious.

Robin:

robin first sees you injured and crying loudly, and when she actually sees your features it takes every fiber in her body not to fall down to her knees and start worshiping you.

“um.. are you okay..?”

You sniffle and look up at her, and literally see this dreamy girl about your age, checking up on you.

‘oh. My. God’ ‘OHMYGOD SGES SO PRETTY IM GONNA SCREAM’ ‘HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH’ ‘GAY GAY HOMO GAY’

From that day on, robin is such a protective bb! Always standing up for you

(them)

ANYWHO. When she sees you in your tiny demon slayer uniform fighting a demon she looked like a cartoon character. Eyes wide and jaw on the floor. Then she noticed iguro with the same expression and litterally bitch slapped him. (Which didnt hurt but he acted like it so that you could patch him up). But yeah, shes super protective and vv sweet. She has some jealousy issues tho (i would too look at her gf, that is a drop dead gorgeous person)

Steve:

steve is such a big sucker for you omg he’d do anything for you.

once he heard about how nobody wanted to marry you he got down on his knees. “Uhhh i dont have a ring but will you marry me?”

which he thought youd laugh it off as a joke but you cried really hard and after 15 minutes of steve calming you down, you said yes

so you guys got married with dollar store rings that left a green-ish imprint on your finger, but you guys never cared about that expensive stuff, all you guys cared about was eachothe-

*slaps myself out of cheesiness* ok.. next…

Eddie:

Grr hes such a tittie man. You’d come back home from slaying demons and he’d be on the couch watching tv and waiting for you to come back in your uniform so he can shmush his face in your boobs.

hes so hooked for you omg. He giggles and kicks his feet giddily whenever you guys are on a call or hanging out.

he loves to give you stuff. If theres something he sees that looks like something you’d want but its too expensive? He makes drug prices higher.

chrissy:

CHRISSY CHRISSY CHRISSY OMG.

IMAGINE YOU BOTH ARE LIKE CHEERLEADERS AAAH

ok so you guys both are cheerleaders (you have the boobie window on your uniform still ofc bcs mitsuris outfit is iconic.) nd everytime you guys are cheering just the two of you, she has to look away bc ur not wearing a bra and she doesnt want to seem like a perv but her body is screaming at her to look again. She braids your hair and does your makeup<3

you guys are in a secret relationship ofcourse, (chrissy is ‘dating’ jason) and she doesnt like it one bit. She wants to show you off as her girlfriend, but you, you think its romantic. You call it “forbidden love” and blush and giggle. Ofcourse, you’re sad too but you dont want to ruin her reputation.

Argyle:

argyle ugh i lov him hes a big teddy bear. hes litterally drooling at the sight of you when he first meets you. you’re giving your order to argyle as he's just spacing out. All he got was ‘6 six large Hawaiian pizzas’ and thats all he needs to know. he almost messes up the pizza from looking at you so much.

when he sees you at the byers house playing with will and ell, he freaks out. While hes jus standing there with wide eyes and an ‘o’ shaped mouth you’re like ‘oh my goodness its that cute boy!!’

yeah, hes more than freaking out

El/jane:

you guys meet through will. Shes always so awestruck when shes with you, always nodding profusely when you’re telling a story. You and her will go out at night and watch the stars, occasionally you guys will wake up tangled in eachother and at a baby park, wondering what the hell happened

mike:

hes freaking obsessed with every inch of you. As a boy going through puberty, this man has never seen titties in his life untill you accidentally flashed him. When you noticed, you appoligized till you almost lost your voice.

He loves playing with your hair. When hes laying between your thighs, he’ll reach up and twirl your hair untill his arms hurt <3

hes a bitch to everyone but you. He’ll be sassing somebody and the second you walk in hes a soft baby, giving you puppy dog eyes and hugging you.

#vals works🕸 #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #stranger things #stranger things x you #stranger things x y/n #robin buckley x reader #robin buckley #eddie x reader #stranger things x reader #mike wheeler #mike wheeler x reader #chrissy cunningham x reader #chrissy x reader #hawkins #argyle #argyle stranger things #argyle st #steve harrington x reader #steve h #eddie

[questforgalas]

Thoughts while watching Ahsoka Ep 4!!

(wow was this a rollercoaster, get ready for a lot of caps lol)

Seriously so in love with the set design

I’m gonna say it, I love Rosaria’s Ahsoka, she’ll never top Ashley’s but I love this portrayal of grown up, v traumatized, had to mature way faster than she wanted Ahsoka

Seriously this cinematography and set design is gorgeous

Ooooo mysterious droids

Utterly obsessed we get a live action night sister like so fucking cool

FALLEN JEDI?!? THATS THE EPISODE TITLE???? Fuck me

Gawd Sabine’s armor in live action is so cool

Ugh Ahsoka is so traumatized over Anakin. My wittle babygirl

NO HUYANG!!!!

UM OK POP OFF HUYANG THROWING HAYMAKERS LIKE A CHAMP

Is that the first ever droid brawl in Star Wars??? Absolutely amazing

SABINE USING THE BESKAR

A JEDI AND A MANDALORIAN

I LOVE AHSOKA WITH HER WHITE SABERS

“Stay together. You always did better that way. In my opinion” PARALLELED TO OBI WAN’S “we’ll be fine as long as we stick together” SOMEBODY SEDATE ME OH MY GOD

Jacen 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Oh my god Hera bringing Jacen and pulling the “when you’re a general but for now you’re my kid” line what a freaking boss ass mom

CARSON

Lord almighty Ray Stevenson was so good I’m so sad he isn’t able to enjoy this fucking killer performance he delivered

Oooo great robe drop Shin

Oh my fucking god do I love Ahsoka’s cocky slow eye flick to Marrock she is so good with the quiet confidence (that’s so Obi-Wan by the way)

Yo this fight choreography is fucking sick

AHSOKA PULLING AN OBI WAN AND MAUL IN THE DESERT AYO FILONI I SEE YOU

Fucking Jedi and their dramatics with robes lol

COMING OFF THE BAT WITH AN ANAKIN MENTION OHOHO BALON

“Really? He never mentioned you” AHSOKA YOUR ANAKIN IS SHOWING

Do you think Anakin and Obi-wan’s force ghosts are munching some popcorn positively giddy watching their padawan sass and slay like a legend?

How dare you mention her walking away Balon

Yes babygirl slay

Um such a good tennis match of dialogue here between Balon and Ahsoka???

Oh my god she’s so fucking beautiful 😭😭

Absolutely in love with the quiet of this scene, hearing the hum of the lightsabers and Ahsoka’s steps as she circles, felt so meditative and suspenseful at the same time

This happened so long ago but so funny that Marrock was the subject of every pre-series theory and he ended up being just some dust dude lol

Very cool shot of Sabine’s helmet in the forefront as Sabine fights with the lightsaber in the background

Yasss use that beskar Sabine

“Your legacy and your master’s is death and destruction” Balon come over I just want to have a chat

Ohhhh your padawan is potentially dead and you lose all focus?? Wonder where you learned that from Ahsoka

Smart move Balon going right for the family feels

Oh fucking hell Sabine honestly? He’s a white boy with blue hair he’s not worth it

Love the noises the map makes, sounds like a video game

JACEN’S FORCE SENSITIVE LET JACEN BE FORCE SENSITIVE

THE WORLD BETWEEN WORLDS?!?!? THEY ACTUALLY DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok but the way my eyes immediately welled up when “Hello snips” echoed

Ok the fucking eye acting with the “Hello snips”?? In a split second she went from cool, calm, collected Ahsoka assessing her bizarre situation to surprise, eagerness, and youth in a split second

IT’S HAYDEN’S VOICE OH MY GOD IT’S HAYDEN’S VOICE HAYDEN SAID SNIPS IM GOING TO THROW MYSELF OFF OF A BRIDGE OH MY GOD IM SOBBING

IT’S. ANAKIN. HE. IS. STANDING. RIGHT. IN. FRONT. OF. HER. FOR. THE. FIRST. TIME. SINCE. BEFORE. MANDALORE. I AM A BLUBBERING MESS OH MY GOD I DIDNT EXPECT IT TO HIT ME LIKE THIS OH MY GOD OH MY GOD LOOK AT THEM HIS EYES ARE SO FOND SHE’S SO HOPEFUL JUST AT THE MERE SITE OF HIM I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS

UGHHHHH and then the fade out to the horns of Vader's theme holy shit Filoni

#tay is an emotional mess #i'm so unwell about that last scene i loved it so much wowowowow #ahsoka series #ahsoka spoilers #ahsoka #star wars

[almalvo]

STAR TREK: ENTERPRISE S4E18 "In A Mirror, Darkly Part 1"

oh my god its the freaking scene from the tng star trek movie. of vulcans landing and meeting zefram.

im sorry the vulcans getting shot lik ehtat was horrifying but also wt fis this non intro??? what is THIS WHAT IS THIS INTENSE INTRO MUSIC OH MY GOD OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOD MIRRORRRVERSESESE FUCKKKK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HOLY SHIIIIIIITTTTTUHHHHHH FUUUCKKK MEEEEEEEEE THIS INTRO GOES SO HARD THOUGH HOLD ON WAIT WHAT THE FUCK OH M;Y GOD I STARTED CRYING INSTANTLY WHEN IT HIT ME OH MY GOD IM FUCKIGN CRYING RIGHT NOWWW nah mirror linda park is lame boo

i like scruffy hair archer not hedgehog man XD PORTHOS NO COME BAKCK BEAGLETHOS linda and archer idk about that but also oml how archer caught her knife

oh my god first time we getr to see on screen tholian

im sorry but when archer said "break him"… sorry but some of hte best anger ive seen in post tos star trek series is archer. eugh hearing a dude as the computer voice is so odd majel come bacvk man if i could draw my face while watching all this ent mirrorverse haha blakc haired archer interesting OH MY GODDDA AAAAA ITS AN NC CONSTITUTIONAL CLASS STAR SHIP OH SHIIIT

dont tell tpol to shut up rude FUCKING DEFIANTTTTT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THAT SHAPE THE BEAUTY OH MY FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAA THE PHAAAAASSSEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR FUCKKK M EMMEMEMEE IM JUST SQUEALING THIS WHOLE EPISDOE THE THOLIAN WEEBBBB FUCKKKK

THE FUCK ING BRIDGEEEEEE IM CRYINGGGGGG IM YELLING AJOFDASIJOAGJ PLOEASE HELP ME SOMEONE PLEASE HELLPP MEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ITS THE BRDIGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUCKING HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA the drigee the chair the sounds thje buttons the fucking everyhgign the screen the lift IM DYINGGGG this music at the end literally movie ending music fuck me

THE FUCKING GREEEEEEN SHIIIIIIIRRRRRRT IM FUCKING CRYING IM IN TEARS HELLP MEEEEE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUC FH THE PANTS IM im gonna faint oh my god im going to me l t help help me dude. what a fucking honour it must be to get to wear those clothes, hold those props, press those buttons, see those lights, hear those sounds… from where it all began….. what a f u c k i n g honour. G GG G G GORRRRRRRRRRRRNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

whooAAAAAAAOHAAA seeing that animated gorn hol y shit i miss the disco eyes and the dress BUT IS HE WEARING THE DRESS THOUGH? THE DRESS? sorry seeing archer slide in from archers let was funny they should make a fucking star trek escape room. please. please. why has this not been done yet. PLESE. oh m;y god lok at the interiouir i want my house to ook like this i dont fucking care THE COMMUNICATORSS no but that green shirt works great on archer oh my god tpol has eye shadow THE FUCKING EYE SHADOW ugh the og phaser looks so nice to hold it looks so nice in the hand ugh i love all of it im fucking i cant contain myself OH OHHHH THATTTT GORNNNNNNNN THOUGHHHH??? NO I MISS HIS DISCO EYESSSSSS BRING BACK THE DISCO EYESSSS OH MY GOD HE HAS THE DRESSSS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS THE MOST IMPORTANT FACTOR HEEEE HASS THEEE DRESSSSSSS FUCKKKKKKKK YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 3D CHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS nobut gorn looked the BEST in tos… am i wrong though. am i wrong. oh my fuck.

UGHHH BEARDED VULCAN UGHHH MY GOD THE WAY THE DEFIANT LOOKS SWOOPING IN FROM THE RIGHT LIK EHTAT OH MY GOD SEX XY OH MY GFUCKING SO SEXXXXYYYY UGHHHH SHES SOO MUCH BIGGER TAHN NX I MEAN YEAH OFC BUT TO SEEEE IT LIKE THAT IS NEXT LEVEL OH MY GOD THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH THIS IS TOO MUCH A TREAT I AM KJUST 'IJAYHTEI

im not into mirror linda park and archer lmaoooo ugh yesss the colourful wooden slices for data chips yesss AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THE WAYYYY HOSHIIIII HOLDS THE KNIFEEEEE SULLUUUUU MY BAAAYYYYBEHHHHHH oof sorry but to see tpol punch like taht is so ummfph please i want to eat a vulcan knuckle sandwich

nah not my linda park sorry but damn she LIVES her roles love it. oml EMPRESS PARK ill TAKE IT.

#mirrorverse #archer #captain archer #linda park #hoshi sato #gorn #tos #im fucking dying #star trek #star trek enterprise #enterprise #thoughts #reaction #text #almalvo

[bonesandthebees]

BEE IM SO EXCITED LETS GO OKAY GLASS FIRST WOOO THIS IS ALSO GREAT BECAUSE IM GETTING MY HAIR DONE RN AND NEEDED SOMETHING TO DO

ahhh thats the palace hes there in there in that yep

he might as well be dead i mean the pythia that he once knew is dead

flashback wooooo

your descriptions are alwasy SOOOOO

GOOD LIKE IDK THEY JUST AHHHHH

omg theyre at nikis right probably

“my pythia” why dont you go crawl up you own a— anyways. this is a pg zone (i just dont curse)

i want to slap him around a bit, just a tiny bit just like hang him from the ceiling and wack him like he’s a piñata at a five year olds birthday

THEY ARE AT NIKIS

TATTOO

HES DOING IT ISIRJSF ANDOQLFNWIF

tommy is so baby brother

NOTNIN THE PHYSICAL SENSE *spins around very quickly like a tornado*

WHO HE IS OH MY GOD BEE

why is schlatt

i think schlatt would look nice with a black eue it would bring out how much kf a d— anyqays

TAKE THAT SCHLATT

i need more people to draw this tattoo because every singly one is so ahhhhh like i have no clue how this is supposed to look bjt every design peiple make makes sense and i need more im so curious to see how people see

i love the way wilbur thinks i want to take his brain and poke around in it like its so intriguing

also like idk as a person feeling your pulse is always so… intimate? i do it a lot, like just feeling my pulse reminding myself that im human, we all have a pulse. idk its comforting in a way just feeling the way the blood pumps through your body regardless of the world, that youre alive no matter what as long as that blood keeps pumping. like even when everything feels out of place, youre still human.

sorry anyways

anywho thats why hes fiddling with the cuff then hes nervous aboht them seeing

UGH HES SO ANNOYING I WANT TO CHUCK HIM ONTO LIKE I-5 OR SOMETHING

im gonna send a prayer your way schlatt.

GO WILBUR GO

god hes so idk his brain man and the way you write and god i love this fic so much

WHY DOESNT IT FEEL LIKE MINE AHEOHEIFJWO SO WOROWKK OK DA P WAS HEQID

im cool and chill

the vessel.

yep.

cool.

thats cool.

HES WILBUR

i just like god this fic man

ah yes tommys tattoo

just saying on… july 28th i said it was from wilburs murder attempt!! im so smart sometimes

HE DOENST WANT TO BE EMPTY AGAIN WHAT RHE FUEFUVJ

anyways im so normal aboht this fic

oh me too wil lets fist bump over our shared fear of failure and disappointment

me when he realizes that they werent empty he jsut didnt know they were allowed to not be empty

THEYRW FMAKILTLY OU YK EGOD THEY MEHM

BROTHERISHD OH MY GODHD I LOVE RJEM

BOOM AH

GUNSHOTS AH

HIS UBER DRIVER IS HERE YAY!!!!

TOMMY!!!!!!

HIS HROTHERUWIDHS IM NEVER GOING TO HE OKAY WHEN THEY SAY THAT

i loveddddd the way you formatted it it was super neat and idk im just a sucker for interesting formats of swifching between past and present and like idk yeah it was cool

AND NOW OFF TO READ THE ROYALTY AU!!!

- 🪿

hi goose this is a few days old now but finally getting around to answering this!

aaa thank you I'm so glad you like my descriptions :D it was definitely a bit tough getting back into the glass writing groove with the style I use for the descriptions and stuff so I'm glad it turned out ok

"my pythia" made my skin crawl to write

YEAHHH TATTOO TIME. every single time I see fanart of the tattoo I freak out (/pos) so much because all the interpretations are SO cool. I love seeing what people come up with because I myself have no artistic ability, I can only describe what's in my head through words, so when people are able to actually put that into art form it just makes me so happy

yes exactly that's why I wanted it on his pulse!! I wanted it to sit right over the reminder that he's human! that he has blood pumping through his veins! everyone has that blood and that heartbeat and I wanted the tattoo to sit right above that both because of the connection to his heartbeat, but also because it's the place other people can feel your pulse. it's the connection point almost between your pulse and others, if that makes sense.

(random fun fact, I can't feel my own pulse on my wrist. doctors and nurses can't get a pulse from my wrist either. like there have been many times I've gone to the doctor and the nurse has tried to take my pulse and they frown and readjust their hand and then they try the other wrist and no matter what it doesn't work and I'm just sitting there. the only place you can get a pulse off of me besides straight up feeling my heartbeat is on my carotid artery on my throat)

aa thank you I had a lot of fun describing wilbur's thought processes in this chapter, especially with the alternating format

you were RIGHT about the vine tattoo you got it and it was so funny I had to just not say shit but i was like yup, several people have already figured it out :)

HIS UBER DRIVER IS HEREEEEE

aaa I'm so glad you enjoyed!! I had so much fun with the format of this chapter. I plotted it out a bit before my trip, and I specifically wanted to finish ch 25 before my trip because I knew ch 26 was going to be the one I'd most want to write after I got back. I needed a REALLY good exciting chapter to come back to and the alternating format was going to be the way I sucked myself back into the story after being out of that headspace for 3 weeks straight, and it worked. it was just so cinematic in my head y'know? I can perfectly picture the flipping between past and present with like different color grading and lighting and music and all that

#goose anon #glass ch 26 #ask

[sunmoonjune]

OKAY I WENT TO SLEEP WITH A SMILE N WOKE UP WITH A GIGGLE N WNET ABOUT WORK WITH A SKIP AND DROVE HOME W A LIL CHANT ☺️ bug 🥰 bug 🕺 bug 🙌 bug 💃 bug 🤗 KNOWING LTM HAD BEEN UPDATED HEHE

finally managed to wait until i had finished work to snuggle into bed and read and asdfgh ONE WORD INTO THE CHAPTER AND IM ALR SCREAMING OFC BUGS GONNA REQUEST FOR SAN I-

hj using bug's language to thank wy for bringing them both back home safe bestboi!hongjoong 🫶 and the fact that bug made a sign for 'home' but never drew it again after creating it bc she never had a place to call home but now she's signing it again and again for hj to know what a damn good leader he is hNNG

also sry i know it's a rly cute and touching scene when bug appoints yeosang to five taps but im also cackling imagining her fingers tapping rapid fire like eight times if she keeps naming the rest of ateez the same way HAHAHA bug's hand be like: 🫳👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇 not me quadruple checking i had the correct number of finger emojis

peep the results of moonie's ✨research✨ to describe how san smells im kicking my feet uGH sanbug are FINALLY reunited in the softest way possible 'my san' and 'my bug' PLSSSSS

also HONEY ?? LOVE ?? BABY ?? DARLIGN? ? sWEEt GIRL ? moonie really slapping us left right up down front n back with the pet names. but nothing beats yunho calling bug anything related to little or tiny - im so biased for yunho and size differences 🥹

BUG REMOVING HER MASK AND THE TOWEL THE AMOUNT OF TRUST AND VULNERABILITY SHE IS SHOWING TO YUNHO IM SO PROUD OF HER Omg MG and then THE LAST SENTENCE ???????? THAT AINT FEEDING US BREADCRUMBS TO HER PAST THATS MORE LIKE A WHOLE ASS LOAF OMG i cant wait for you to slowly reveal more and more of bug's history

this whole chapter makes me want to punch a wall and sprint a marathon just so i can feel human again bc im a bumbling soft mess of goo and feels rn nobody touch me 🫠🫣🤧

everybody say 📢thank u moonie📢 for blessing us with such a long chapter and for all your hard work!! okay now excuse me whilst i go and reread ch 1-15 again 🫡

FOWFWIMFOENURG I'M CRYING I love messages like this!!! send me your reviews send me every thought you have about the chapter!!! I love love love it!! <333

hehehehe I too chant bug! bug <33 bug<3 (tbh this is san LMAO)

hongjoong used bug's language talking to wooyoung so instinctually I don't even know if he realized :')) it's just so natural to him now <3 bestboi! hongjoong indeed!! also might I add,,, the fact that yunho taught hongjoong the sign for 'home' even though bug had never used it,,, almost as if he knew that one day she might... :'))

also LMAO yeah I see it xD you really have to pay attention like,,, wait do it again I think I miss counted, how many times was that?? I think after yeosang the names will have different touches since after five it's going to get complicated xD I might throw in some other shapes at some point haha

SANBUG REUNION!!! 'my san' -- 'my bug' I was crying screaming throwing up writing that I swear <33 made myself so emotional I could cry

(also totally irrelevant,,, but I made my mom cry when I was explaining the meaning behind all of the boy's symbols earlier :') I was so excited that I just started talking about them to see if they made sense and seonghwa's made her cry :"D she thought it was so freaking sweet what he said about being reborn as a universe <33 like yeah I'm in love with seonghwa too xD )

the nicknames!! I really said ateez loves bug and what about it?? xD gosh san nearly outright admitted it and bug is like,,, he cares about me??? me?? huh?

bug took off her mask!! for the first time without needing to!! she loves yun so much <33 their trust in each other is insurmountable I swear I'm gonna cry -- the last line tho,, there will be more on that soon too D": it truly was a loaf size breadcrumb of her past, our poor bug <3

I'm so so so happy you enjoyed the chapter!!! thank you so so much my dear <33 I adored your commentary hehe thank you again <33

#moonie speaks #like the moon

[ifeelsoemptysometimes]

Ahhh trying not to loose my ever loving mind!!

I hate myself, and my brain so much it's literally gonna make me tweek the fuck out!!

I just keep having intrusive thoughts, nothing terrible but it's juts stuff I'd rather not think about and they literally make me just wanna slam my face into the wall repeatedly. They make me want to scream at myself sto just stop bc im so tired of thinking about the same thing over and over again! It's so exhausting.

But thankfully I have some sort of self control as I do not give in to the physical or verbal impulses. I do nit want to freak ny roommate or neighbors out. That would be really bad. Haha. Ugh.

If I would have known that making out with that guy would cause me so much grief, I would have literally not done it. Not bc I regret it or anything. On the contrary, I really enjoyed it and thought it was a lovely experience but i just get so easily attached when I actually like someone so there hasn't been a day that I do not think about him or over analyze the situation, play out different scenarios, or just play the memory over and over again. It's so compulsive and I just want to stop ruining the moment.

It was a confession, a kiss, a lovely time. And that's how I want it to stay. We were just two people who were momentarily attracted to each other and nothing more. It was made very clear and I understand this. So why does my brain make it so much more that what it truly was??

I think it's normal to wish for more but my brain just wont turn off past that point. It want to go farther. It's to frustrating. I want it to stop. I don't want to be resentful or bitter or sad. I want to be happy that there was someone who shared my feelings. And I want it to stay like that. Please.

[lovingsome-one]

boutta write the horniest thing ever and this is embarrasing but no one follows me in here and my name is nowhere to be seen lol.

anyway, so i went to a party and my almost bf was there and girrrrlll i missed him a lot and i just wanted to touch him all night. thing is, we got there (me nd my friends) and first thing i did was cling onto him lol, i hugged him very thightly, well, he welcomed me with OPEN ARMS, that was so cute.

okay so after that and talking w other people a little bit we went to a darker place ;) kwbdkwbd and we started dancing and making out, but bitch it was something out of this world, the way his tounge was all over my mouth and the way he was so eager to kiss mee and the way he was grabbing my ass and moving his hips along mine...mmm gah i can't wait to do that again. he told me i had a great ass and i lost it LMAOO. then he said he really liked my brain and that was so damn attractive.

as i said before i was totally clingy and i couln't let go of him firstly bc i was drunk af and i missed him a lot and he looked extremely pretty that night. dude. he's very pretty.

okay, so we were making out and he was grabbing me all night, i had my arms around him and he couln't stop touching me either so that turned me on even more, to the point where i just wanted him to fuck me right there.

ok so this is where it gets even more horny that what i've been writing skfbjwbdje. thing is. we went to the bathroom, but the door didn't have a damn lock ksjdkwjd. so yeah, we got there and started kissing, like, super agressive kissing. and then he told me to pin myself against the wall, so i did obviously, he was touching me all over and putting his hand on my putthy wich made her PURRRR. k, so yeah, that went on, and he asked me if i wanted to suck his dick and i obviously said yes, i mean, i was not gonna say no to that, even if it was my first time doing that and i was nervous, the fact that i was so drunk and horny made me say yes immediately kshdiebd. so i went down. ugh. it was so good. he was grabbing my head and caressing my hair so softly and like he loved me so much. i was chocking on his dick, he was fucking my mouth and omg, i want to experiencie that again, in his room, where we have more time and space, cause people were calling his name while i was doing that and that could be a dealer breaker skfbdj. so yeah, it was very good. i loved it. rlly wanna do it again, rlly wanna make him cum from that...just the thought of him cumming on my mouth feels freaking amazing, like, i get wet just thinking about that.

mm yeah, i stopped cause i wasnt enough time to make him cum, and he started touching me and i REGRET not shaving so damn much. cause i didnt let him eat my putty cause she looked like a cactus...also i was all sweaty from the party so i guess better not kdhisjd.

next time i see him im going to obviously shave, can't waiiiittttt can't waiiit. I miss him already.

[thatfuzzyfamiliarspace]

I didnt get time to write it down earlier, but im gonna try and do what he asked. 

I’ll write it down here and see if I can relay it back to him later. 

I’ve just gotta try and figure it out myself, first. He called me, after not hearing hardly anything all day I couldnt wait to talk to him and hear his voice. But he just wanted to ask me for a lift... It upset me at first. No “how are you, I’ve missed you, been busy today”, nothing. And we had plans cancelled last night and we havent set a new date to reschedule it. And now he’s got plans to go out. I’m happy he is going out with people, its just the fact that that was his priority over than plans we had. But oh well, thinking about it now its not a big deal, it was just in the moment I got abit heated over it. But yeah, I think the thing that acc upsetted me was that that was it, all he wanted to talk about over the phone was asking for a lift. Like I woulda preferred him acc talk about it? Say who’s going, who brought it up, idk just acc have a conversation. I think its coz Ive heard so little from him today, and yesterday too tbf. I’m not so meh about it now, but at the time of the call it had defo niggled at me. My mind makes me perceive things in the most worst light. It was just a question Georgia, he’s busy at work and its quicker to ask on a call than message me back, plus woulda looked rude to message me that after all the message I sent ? See it makes sense. Why can;t I think like this in the moment ?!?!? I’ve never driven to or thru walthamstow before, that’ll be interesting. I hope he gets drunk. Yes, a drunk Jordan and I can take him home !! I want him to have a good time out. 

what was I even writing about again ? Oh how I felt/feel. Well atm I’m just ill and tired. Atleast I’m super busy at work that stupid shit doesnt have time to affect me. I’ve had some fleeting thoughts.. tryna think of what so I could maybe bring it up to him later... but they have gone, thats the thing, they come and go and then theyre gone. Idk how to talk about sommin that just flashes by in my head. 

And omg yesterdayyyyy ! Like he’s asking whats wrong and its literally like someone in my head put everything in a bag and walked off with it. I had nothing to give him. And tbh I think its the way he asks? and the way he reacts? He thinks if he gets all strict he’ll get it outta me, but it shuts me off. Then he tells me to grow up, ugh I hate that. Again goes back to how he treats me. If I go nonverbal, I need a soft response. Like I have nothing in my head, therefore nothing is gonna come out??? So how is squinting at me and wording things in a mean way gonna help??? (see this is why I cant just let him read my blog, I feel like I word things in sucha mean way and I dont mean it to come across like that). 

And then that just freaked me out more coz then he brings up that his sister wants me over for dinner.... Not like its hard enough meeting her when she knows the history of everything. To then see him be around Lottie.. I’m so scared to see it. To see him treat her how I want to be treated. Him being soft and caring and playful. Like I’ll get upset and jealous and thats so messed up ?? And thats just one layer to it ! I still feel like Lottie will compare me to Georgia. She loved that kid and I know the kid loved her too, I aint that way inclined so like of course shes not gonna like me the same ? And Lottie means alot to Jordan so if we don’t get along enough or whatever that worries me. What if he sees I’m shit with kids and that turns him off of me? Its all just too much. Ik I’ll have to face it one day and meet and interact with her but I really dont want to. You;re probs overthinking it again, but am I really ? Like we know if she gets the soft cutesty attitude and treatment that it’ll be horrible to witness, aint overthinking that ? true. But maybe he isnt like that with her ? Thought of that ? But he mostly likely is.. You’ll just have to grin and bare the experience wont ya. I just dont want little me getting hurt anymore. It’s sucha fuzzy and supressed part of me now. Maybe thats why I havent been okay lately. 

Ive been feeling like I’m lacking something. I couldnt ever pin it. I always bring it back to me overthinking or being overly emotional or whatever. Like everytime I think “oh he doesnt want me as much anymore” or sommin he proves me wrong with his actions pretty soon after. But I still cant help feeling like theres sommin, idk if its missing or im not getting enough or what but idek what it is ? Am I making it up ? Well that’d be dumb, but you know you try to hurt yourself in weird ways. Youre probably convincing yourself youre not entirely happy because everything isnt tip top perfect but like ?? What is it then ? If it was real you wouldnt have to dig to find out, right ? Idk. 

I dont even feel the same as to when I started writing all this. How tf am I gonna relay this onto him later ? ooooo now I just thought about what he said yesterday, thats a wholeeeee other thing imma be thinking about now. I wanna write it down but I gotta still get shit done before end of work. maybe later 

[semipretentious]

I relapsed and i feel so fucking stupid sosososososo stupid so stupid. you stupid bitch!!! the last two times ive relapsed was after a huge huge fight/ almost break up w my bf, then i look manipulative.

after we had fought for hours where i had a full bpd split rage fit turned dont leave me screaming on the floor, i said okay im gonna give u space and go calm down in the shower and he said pls pls dont cut yourself in there. so i was honest and said i alr did, (when he were crying in the shower earlier (bc i was being so mean)) and it made him upset & i felt so fucking bad but i was freaking the fuck out screaming at the top of my lungs and idk how my neighbors havent called the cops fr.

Since being off my meds the last two months ive had 4 full mental breakdowns. 1 involving sh relapse and another involving him having to physically restrain me bc i was beating myself in the head and slapping myself. He doesn’t deserve this and he said the other night that was the last time, it’s too much. he said being with me is draining. I love him more than anything but he said it doesnt feel like it. I truly have let my mental illness take control of my life, control of me. I am a shell of a person, barely living, and when I go out it’s all based on lies abt how/ what im doing.

So anyway my goal for tomorrow is to make an apt with my old therapist (hopefully she has some openings soon) thus start dbt back IMMEDIATELY. Prior to writing this, bc i needed an outlet, i was reading thru one of a few books im gonna read and send the relative points to my bf abt being ina relationship w someone w bpd. I encourage anyone struggling with maintaining relationships to check them out, i like workbooks etc bc i find them validating and helpful, idk why the fuck I stopped trying lmao

Anyone w bpd reading this thinking nah ill be okay off my meds... lol.. get back on! its literally my fault. I just haven’t bothered to make an apt w the dr to get it straight. Ughh heres to healing I guess??? ugh

#tw #tw cutting mention #tw sh mention #living with bpd #actually bpd #bpd vent

[monkeyd-lily]

Fairy Tail: Neela Dragneel

The Wizard In Armor

Neela's pov

Here we are again, almost broke. Natsu, Happy, and I were sitting at one of the tables. Happy was munching on fish, again. I had just finished a whole chocolate mousse cake and downed my glass of milk. Natsu was laying his head on the table and Lucy was standing near us.

"I guess we should probably try and find another job." Natsu grumbled.

"Ai. We're running out of food money."

"If we'd taken that 2 million joule reward money we'd be sittin pretty. And I can't let myself forget that rents gonna be due next week." Lucy started mumbling to herself and I eventually tuned her out.....again.

Ugh this sucks, I'm still hungry!! Even worse my hubby still isn't back from his job. Ughhhh life sucks!! ITS THE END OF THE WORLD IF I DON'T SEE HIM SOON!! *Internally cries*.

"Will you just go and pick us a job already?" Natsu asked Lucy.

"You have got to be kidding me, what makes you think I would do that?"

"Well we are a team now aren't we?"

"Yeah! And we picked the job last time so it's your turn to pick. So get to it." Happy told Lucy.

"Just forget it cat. As far as I'm concerned, our team has been disbanded. And besides, you guys didn't actually want me you just needed me last time cause I'm a blonde."

"Ugh, you're so annoying blondie! Don't be ridiculous, that's not the only reason we chose you. We picked you cause you're so nice." I smiled at her.

"Hey Lucy, I wouldn't stay with those losers if I were you. You'll get plenty of offers from teams."

"You're clothes Gray." Cana told him and of course he freaked out.

"Jerk." Oh no here we go.

"Did you just call me a jerk dragon boy?" Gray said back at Natsu, getting in his face.

"And what if I did? What are you gonna do about it?" Natsu fired back.

"You mouth breather!"

"At least I'm not a coward!"

"You're a spineless wimp!"

"Looks like they're at it again." Said Happy.

"Why don't you join the team of love with me Neela? Later tonight? Just the two of us?" Loki had his arm around shoulders.

"Um no. How did I even get thrown into this when it was originally about Lucy?"

"It's not my fault. You're just so stunningly gorgeous that I have to keep my shades on when I look at you...or I'll be blinded by your dazzling beauty."

"Loki, don't make me tell you know who when he gets back. Cause if I do you know you're dead. Why don't you try it on Lucy?"

And that's exactly what he did. Except that he barely got a full line out before he jumped back looking terrified of her.

"You're not a Celestial wizard are you!?"

"Huh?"

"You didn't know that? Wait does that mean that you didn't know I could use Celestial Spirit keys too?"

"Ahhh! Curse you fate why must you torture me sooo!! I'm sorry but you and I can't be together my dear! You either Lucy!" And then he just ran away.

Um...what the hell was that? Why's he so terrified of Celestial wizards? I've been pretty close to him ever since he joined and he seriously never knew I could use spirit keys? Then again I don't have any, but I am able to use that magic. I wanted to be able to use different types of magic so that I could be stronger and be able to protect myself and everyone I cared about.

"What was that about?"

"Loki has a bad history with Celestial wizards. Rumor has it he dated one and it didn't end up very well."

Why didn't I know that? I thought I was closer to him than most people. OW!

"Really!?! Will the two of you just knock it off already?!" Natsu fell on top of me because of his fight with Gray.

"Natsu started it I'm just following through."

"Well you're the one who was provoking us, ya dirty slime ball." I glared at Gray as Natsu finally got off of me and stood behind me glaring at him too.

"Oh yea? And what exactly did I do to provoke you? Ya fire clown?"

"PERVY FLASHER!"

"Pink haired puppy!"

"Pervy popsicle!"

"That all you got!"

"Pretty much!"

All of a sudden Loki came barging through the door screaming,

"We've got bad neewws!! It's Erza, she's on her way here!"

WHAAAATTTTT!?!?! NO WAY IM TOO YOUNG AND PRETTY TO DIE!! NOT TO MENTION ADORABLE AND CUTE TOO!! WHY!?? WHY DID SHE HAVE TO COME BACK BEFORE HIM??! It would have been nice to do it one last time before I died. Well so long world, it was tasty while it lasted *internally sobs* 😭😭😭.

We were so terrified that me and the boys stopped fighting. We heard footsteps coming closer and closer. I could hear the clank of her metal armor too. Not to mention it's her scent. Yup I'm totally screwed. She's here!!!

She came walking in carrying (with just one hand) what looks like a giant horn then set it down.

"I have returned, where is Master Makarov?"

"Welcome back Erza. The master's at a conference right now." Mirajane answered.

"I see."

"So um, what's that humongous thing you got there?" One of the members asked.

"It's the horn of a monster that I defeated. The locals were so thankful they decorated it and gave it to me as a souvenir. Do you have a problem with it?"

"No not at all!" Some of the members replied terrified.

"Now listen up! While I was on the road I heard a few things. Word is Fairy Tail is causing nothing but trouble as of late. Master Makarov may not care, but I most certainly do! Cana! You need to start controlling your drinking! Vijeeter please take the dancing outside! Wakaba! Get rid of that filthy habit! Nab! I suspected I would find you doddling in front of the request board, just pick a job!! Macao!" She sighed.

"Please just say something!" He cried.

"I don't even know where to begin with you. You cause so much trouble I've almost given up. Are Natsu, Neela, and Gray here?"

Oh god nooooo!!!!

"Ok boys remember, we can't escape so just act natural." Natsu and Gray formed a bro hug (arms around each other's shoulders and their other hands holding each other) while I stood in the middle. We each gave our best forced smile.

"Oh hey there Erza, we're just hanging out like good friends tend to do." Gray said.

"Ai!" Natsu blurted.

I just stuck with my smile while ruffling their hair.

"That's great. I'm quite pleased to see the three of you getting along so well. However it's only natural for even the best of friends to lock horns now and again."

"I don't know if we're the best of friends."

"Ai."

"What? We're not?" I gave Gray my puppy dog eyes.

"Except for you angel." He admitted while petting me.

"What's wrong with them?" Lucy asked.

Mira, Macao, and Cana proceeded to tell them about why we were so scared of her. Natsu because he challenged her and she beat him senseless, Gray because she caught him walking around naked, Loki because he tried to hit on her, and me...well Macao didn't get to that because I flashed over and sucker punched him. As if I'll just let him announce one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. It was horrible, I'm always challenging Erza cause I'm either trying to protect Natsu or I'm refusing to do what she says. The last time I fought her we made a bet, the loser suffers whatever punishment the winner decides. I thought I could win this time so I agreed. Unfortunately I lost, but my punishment...was to be spanked and whipped on my butt in a skimpy outfit in front of the entire guild. It was the worst, and it only happened because my man wasn't there, if he was he would've saved me. Natsu, Gray, & Loki tried.....but of course got knocked out.

"Ow! What was that for?"

"You know why old man." I glared at him. Before turning back to all smiles and walking back to the boys when Erza looked over.

"Neela, boys, and I need you to do me a favor. While traveling I overheard something that has me worried. Normally I would consult with the master before acting but he's not here and this is a matter of utmost urgency. The three of you are the strongest wizards here, I could really use your help."

The boys and I looked at each other thinking what everyone else was thinking. Is Erza asking us for help? Shocking. Wait! I may be able to use this against her in the future, hehehe. Also Natsu and Gray are definitely thinking how much they hate that they have to work with each other. Which brings me so much joy!

"We'll meet at the train station tomorrow morning."

"Neela, Erza, Gray, and Natsu? I never saw this coming. This could be the most powerful team Fairy Tail has ever seen." Mira exclaimed.

**

Natsu's pov

It was morning and I went to go wake Neela up to get ready to go meet Erza.

"Neela, come on time to get up." I tried shaking her, pulling her ears and tail, even tickling her. She gets like this sometimes, no matter what I do she won't wake up until she's fully rested.

Guess I'll dress her myself. She was wearing pjs with sunny side up eggs designs on them. The shorts had them all over and the small shirt at two conveniently placed over each boob. All I could think was thank you for the food, even though I knew I would never be able to.

I pulled off her clothes and was shocked to see she wasn't wearing anything underneath them. Ok ok calm down. Just calm the hell down, you too little me! I just need to relax and try to keep it together. Happy may be sleeping in the other room but he's still here. Just get her clothes and put them on. That's all you gotta do, after that you can go to the bathroom and take care of it.

I grabbed her usual outfit. I lifted her legs to put her panties and shorts on. The position I was in looked like I was fucking her with her legs against my shoulders. I could feel myself getting harder. I couldn't help myself, I feel horrible that I took advantage knowing she won't wake up so I.....I leaned down face to face with her beautiful garden. I just grazed my fingers over it a little, it was so soft and hairless. Ugh it smells so damn sweet. I couldn't resist, so I took one nice long lick. Oh god! That's was the most delicious thing I have ever tasted. Just one more. I took another long lick and kissed it. She moaned in her sleep; that was all I needed to hear to give in. I leaned back down and softly sucked her clit. Her whole body twitched, pushing her wet pussy into my face even more; just begging to be devoured. I started alternating from sucking her clit to licking around her insides. Like her walls were coated in sugar. Her legs were wrapped tightly around my head. Twitching like crazy; her little whimpers fueling me even more. When her breathes became shorter, and her sexy moans mashed with whimpers became more frequent I knew she had to be close. I pushed my face as far in as Heaven would take me, tongue-fucking her. Only pulling back to suck her clit again while I fingered her. I've never tasted something so amazing, never felt something so tight; never been so fucking hard before. As I felt her walls clench she shot out her her glistening juices, and I slurped up any drops I could catch. Her blissful face put me in such a trance I just laid there for a minute. Just admiring her beauty while resting my face on my recent plate. My raging boner was begging me to pull down my pants and finish the job but I couldn't do that. I want her to be awake and want it when I finally give it to her. My mind started to go dark as I imagined all the different positions I keep dreaming to put her in. I quickly put her bottoms on before she woke up or I lost it and went too far. That was close. Shit! I still have to survive the next level...the boobies!I quickly put them on before she woke up or I lost it and went too far. That was close. Shit! I still have to survive the next level...the boobies!

I grabbed her top and pulled her up so she's sitting in my lap. I had to pull her closer so that I could tie the strings behind her back. So close that her soft squeezable boobs were being squished against my shirtless chest. Why!?! Why must I suffer like this!?! Although I love it it's still torture!

I tied them together as quickly as I could and moved her back. Fuck! I forgot I still have to put them in the top. I'm so glad she's not awake cause my boner is rock hard and hitting her thigh. I rested my left hand on her lower back right above her ass to keep her from falling back. Then I grabbed her left boob, which I couldn't help but squeeze just a little, and put in her top. I switched sides and did the same with her other one. I gently laid her back down and took off to take a shower.

Once in there I began aggressively jerking off, remembering every detail of her body and whispering her name. I've never been this hard before. After cumming a few times I washed up, got out, and got dressed.

"Hiya Natsu!"

"Aahh!! Happy? H-how long have you been awake?"

"Oh not long. Just since you started getting Neela dressed." He replied with a smirk.

Oh shit.

"H-Happy, please don't tell her. Please don't say anything. I know it was wrong, I just couldn't help myself. Please don't. Please!" I got so scared and desperate I began to cry.

"Woah woah Natsu relax it's ok. I'm not gonna say anything don't worry. Besides I've known for a long time how you felt about Neela, I still never told her or anyone else so calm down ok?"

"Y-you promise?" I asked wiping my tears.

"Promise." He said giving me a reassuring smile. "But you've gotta be more careful, I know that Mira and master know. You're lucky they took it well. Other people might not. But don't worry, I'm sure that even if Neela ever finds out she won't hate you or anything. She loves you more than anyone, even "he who shall not be named"."

"Yea you're right for once. Thanks Hap."

"What do you mean for once?"

"Come on let's go grab Neela and head out. If we're late Erza will kill us."

"Hey! Don't ignore my question!"

I grabbed my bag and then Neela, carrying her like a baby. Her arms around my neck felt so nice, and obviously the rest of her body against my chest felt even better. Not to mention she smells so good, always like vanilla. We left and headed to Magnolia station.

**

Neela's pov

"Gyaaargh! I hate this! Teaming up with you is the worst idea ever!" Natsu screamed at Gray.

"Yeah tell me about it. Erza made a huge mistake asking a loser like you to come along." Gray spat back.

Ah, the sound of Natsu and Gray fighting, what a great wake up call.

"Boys! If you're gonna fight at least let me get out of the way first."

"Oh sorr-"

"Neeellaaa! Good morning beautiful!" Natsu cut off Gray.

"Morning Natsu!" I gleamed at him.

"And don't worry Gray it's ok, good morning!" I  smiled brightly at him too.

"Morning gorgeous." He pet me, which only made Natsu madder as I walked away and joined Lucy, Plue, and Happy on the bench.

"Back to before. Why don't you just take care of it yourself!?" We don't wanna go anyway."

"Sounds like a plan to me, then I get to watch her beat you senseless!"

"Lets just sit here and pretend we don't know them." Lucy said.

"I second that."

"What made you decided to come with us?" Happy inquired while munching on his fish.

"Mira asked me to tag along. She asked me to keep an eye on you and those two idiots because you guys would be at each other's throats when Erza isn't looking."

"Well are you aren't doing a very good." Happy and I both commented.

"They're hopeless."

"That's a fact. At least I can control myself." Most of the time.

"Oh Neela I almost forgot I never had the chance to ask you. Can you really use Celestial Spirit magic?"

"Yeah, I've been trying to teach myself different types of magic so that I could be stronger. I don't have any keys though, but one time I was fighting someone who had some and I stole one of their keys and tried it out. I was gonna use it to beat them but, it was just a spirit that looked like Plue only in blue. So I knocked them out and gave their key back."

"Wow, if you want you can come over sometime and try summoning my spirits and meet them."

"Oh, ok sure. Thanks."

"All right! How about after we're done with this we have a sleepover? Just us two."

"A sleepover?"

"Yeah haven't you ever had one before?"

"No."

"That's ok neither have I, we get to be each other's first sleepover buddies."

"Ok."

"Yay!" She shouted while hugging me.

Huh, I've never been to a sleepover before. Not that anyone in the guild has ever had one anyways. But why's she so excited? I don't get what the big deal is but she ecstatic about it so whatever.

"Sorry I'm late. Have you been waiting long?" At the sound of Erza's voice the boys stopped arguing and got into the bro hug formation. Yea I just woke up, I'm not up for all this movement, I'm good.

"No not really." Answered Lucy. As soon as we looked at her both our jaws practically dropped. She had an entire giant cart full of luggage.

"Woah! Look at that luggage!" Happy exclaimed.

"All those belong to you??" Lucy asked.

"It's time to go good buddy." Gray and Natsu were putting on their "buddy" act.

"Ai!"

"Listen one Happy is enough."

"Good, I really love to see the two of you getting along. And what's your name? I believe I saw you at the guild the other day."

As soon as Erza turned her back the boys started fighting again.

"I'm Lucy I just joined the guild. Mira asked me to come along so I could learn a thing or two. I hope that's ok with you."

"The more the merrier. I'm Erza. Wait you're the girl I heard about." When she glanced back they were the best of friends again, then went back to glaring when she looked away again. It was really funny. "I was told you defeated a mercenary gorilla using only a pinky finger." Who the hell spread that nonsense?......Oh wait that was me hahaha! Man I'm hilarious. "It'll be great to have a wizard like you on board. Thanks for your help."

"Oh no it's my pleasure." Replied Lucy all shocked a scared. Also funny. I got up and stood between the boys.

"Hey Erza, Natsu and I will come with you but only one condition."

"Shut up!" Gray warned.

"Oh? Well then let's hear it."

"I want a rematch when we get back to Fairy Tail." I challenged while raising my fist. It's time to get over the past and take revenge!! And when I win, I'll humiliate even worse than that! Mwah haha!!

"What's wrong with you? You got some kind of death wish?" Gray exclaimed as he touched my shoulder.

"I'm a lot stronger than I was last time. This time will be way different, cause I'm gonna beat you." I declared.

"Go Neela!" Natsu shouted.

"Yes I can tell you've improved. As to whether or not you can beat me, I suppose we'll have to see. I accept your challenge. As long as you remember that the punishment will be worse than last time." I'll admit, thinking about it scared me a little. But, I can't stay like this forever.

"Oh yea! I'M FIRED UP!!" I screamed, blowing a little fire out of my mouth too.

"Come on, our train has arrived." Erza said.

We all got on the train heading to somewhere I didn't know cause I didn't ask. We sat in a corner where 2 pairs of seats were facing each other. The seats were big enough for 3. On the left side Gray sat by the window, I sat next to him, and then Natsu sat next to me so he could lean on me like always. On the opposite side, Erza sat facing Natsu, Lucy facing me with Plue on her lap, and Happy facing Gray.

"I swear you're totally pathetic Natsu. One minute you're pickin a fight and the next you're like this."

"It's gotta be tough on him getting from place to place. Doesn't he ever get to heavy Neela?"

"Nah I'm used to it. Besides, I don't mind. He does so much for me, but there's never really anything I can do for him. So I'm glad I can at least comfort him when he's like this." I smiled down warmly at him, remember all the times he's protected or comforted me.

"Don't worry he'll be fine." Erza stated.

Gray's pov

"Hey Gray move over a little." Neela demanded. I would've started an argument but she gave me her cute smile so I gave in. I moved and she scooted closer to me. So close I had to move my arm around her shoulders so I wasn't squished. Not that it was a bad thing. She laid Natsu down so that his head was in her lap.

Damn you Natsu. Is it not enough that she clings to you and you probably sleep in the same bed? Now you get her even when you can barely move?!

As I got more and more irritated I calm down when she laid her head on my shoulder. My face felt so hot I thought I might explode.

Neela's pov

I told Gray to move over so that I had room to lay Natsu down and put his head in my lap. To make more room he put his arm around my shoulders and I laid my head on his shoulder cause it was comfy.

"Erza, I think it's about time you started filling us in. I mean what kind of mission are we going on here?" Gray expressed.

"I have reason to believe the dark guild Eisenwald is planning something big. I'm not sure what exactly but it has to do with a magic item called Lullaby."

"Lullaby?" Lucy, Happy, Gray, and I said simultaneously.

"Wait that thing from before?" Lucy questioned.

"I see, so you've run into the Eisenwald guild before?"

"Well I'm not positive they were part of Eisenwald. But they did mention Lullaby."

"Sounds like they were members of the guild who dropped out and went into hiding. Perhaps they wanted no part in whatever's coming."

"So this thing is so bad it even scares dark wizards?"

"I'm only hypothesizing, but whoever you saw drag off Happy's kidnappers that day must've been from Eisenwald. It's obvious that they didn't want their plans getting out."

"Whaddya think they're gonna try?" I asked.

"Let me start from the beginning. Just the other day I was heading home after completing a job, I stopped by a pub in Onibas that I knew was a gathering spot for local wizards."

Erza then proceeded to tell us how there were a group of wizards there who were talking about Lullaby. And how one of them told the rest to tell a man named Erigor that he'd be back with Lullaby in 3 days.

"Lullaby? That's like a song you use on kids to get them to sleep. Natsu used to sing some to me when I was little."

"Yes. And the fact that it had been sealed away means that it must be very powerful magic."

"You sure the guys at the pub were with Eisenwald?" Gray asked.

"Yes. I can't believe I was such a fool that day." I really wanna make a joke at her right now buuut seeing as how I have nowhere to run I guess I'll just hold off on that. "I didn't recognize his name, Erigor. The ace of Eisenwald. He only accepts assassination requests. Which is why he's earned the name Erigor the Reaper."

"He kills for money?" Lucy's voice shook in fear.

"When the council outlawed assassination requests, Eisenwald decided that money was more important than the council's rules. As a result they were kicked out of their wizard league 6 years ago. But that didn't stop them, they've disobeyed orders and remained active to this day." Ooo, creepy. Plus Lucy being scared is really entertaining.

"Ok, I should head home now."

"Lucy's slimey."

"It's sweat." She shot back at Happy.

"How could I have been so careless?! If only I had recognized Erigor's name that day I could've pulverized them! I could've forced them to reveal their scheme to me."

"So if I got this, Eisenwald's planning to do something with Lullaby and you wanna stop them. Because after what you overheard you're sure it's gonna be something bad." I stated.

"That's correct. And I'm not foolish enough to believe I can take on an entire magical guild all by myself. That's why I asked you and Natsu for your help. We're storming the Eisenwald guild."

"Yea! Take em by storm! I'm all in." I shouted.

"Sounds like fun to me."

"Ai!"

"I shouldn't have come along."

"Eww now you're super slimey." Happy teased.

"I told you it's sweat!" Yelled Lucy.

**

At our next stop Lucy left to go get us food. There were sandwiches and she even got me chocolate. Erza got her favorite, strawberry cheesecake.

"I-I love you." I confessed all teary eyed.

"Don't worry about it it's nothing." She's not so bad. Plus this is delicious.

"If you don't mind, what kind of magic do you practice Erza?"

"Not at all. That's a good question."

"Erza's magic is really pretty. She makes her enemies bleed, a lot." I gave Happy a sneaky wink, signifying a job well done at freaking Lucy out.

"I don't know if I'd call that pretty."

"Personally I think Gray's magic is much more beautiful than mine."

"I agree. Yours is definitely the prettiest." I said looking up at him from his shoulder. He had a light blush across his cheeks. "Hey Luce you wanna hear something awesome?"

"Ooo what?"

"When I first joined the guild I was super shy and scared of everyone so I always hid behind Natsu to avoid dealing with people. Until one day a certain boy who always managed to get undressed without noticing and always argued with my brother was missing. I didn't notice he was behind me until he pulled my tail, terrifying me. And it kinda hurt. I was crying into Natsu's chest and he was ready to try and kill him. Then the pervert boy came up to me rubbing the back of his head and apologized. I still clung to Natsu scared of him. But then, he did something unexpected. He made me a rose out of his ice magic and told me that as long as it doesn't melt we will always be friends."

"Awwww that's so cute!"

"I know right, isn't he just the sweetest best friend." I looked back up at Gray and saw his face even redder than before. "Aww are you blushing ice boy? How adorable." I laughed.

"M-moron. Whatever."

"Hey make something else cool, to show Lucy."

"What like this?" He put his hands together and made the Fairy Tail guild mark. It was so cool and pretty. "Like Neela said, I use ice magic."

Gray's pov

"Oh, now I see why you and Natsu don't get along. He's fire, you're ice. Talk about not mixing very well. Though I'm surprised you and Neela do."

"I never thought about that."

"Naahh I just hate his guts." And wanna be in hers.

Neela's pov

"I can tolerate him but there are times when his stupidity raises such high heights that, for the sake of humanity, I must not ignore. I must fight in those times, for the people." I smugly declared raising my fist valiantly.

"You little-" He didn't finish that sentence as Erza glared at us both. I innocently grinned at her and then at him. His eyes said he was gonna get me for it later. Good luck mine said back.

**

Along the way I dozed off. When I woke up, our train had finally arrived at our destination, Onibas Station. Gray was carrying me on his back.

"You think the Eisenwald guys are still gonna be in this town?" He asked Erza.

"I have no idea. That's what we're here to find out."

"I'm still thinkin maybe I should go home." Wuss.

"Hold on, where's Natsu?" I asked.

"Oh no." Exclaimed Lucy.

I jumped off Gray's back and ran back towards the train. But it was too late, it had already taken off. Aw man, not again.

"Uh oh there he goes." Happy waved bye at the train.

"How could you guys just leave him there? There's 4 of you!"

"I was so busy talking I forgot about him. I am such a fool! Natsu hates all forms of transportation! This is all my fault, I need one of you to come hit me for my penance."

"That's a little much."

"Don't mind if I do!" I sucker punched Erza across the cheek, then glared at the remaining three idiots. How dare they just forget about my brother. It's completely unacceptable.......unless it's me then it's totally fine.

Lucy and Gray screamed in terrified shock.

"What are you doing?!?" Lucy cried.

"YOU IDIOT!!" Yelled Gray.

Happy of course, was shouting things like, "Ooo, you're in trouuuble. You are so gonna get it. It was nice knowin ya.". When Erza stood back up, Gray and Lucy jumped back and shook in fear.

"Neela......thank you for hitting me." The amount of shock their faces was completely priceless. "And I'm sorry we left Natsu behind."

"Well don't just stand there, help me go get him. Only then will I forgive you."

"Understood." Erza turned around and started walking away.When she stopped she pulled some lever. But nothing happened. I had no clue what she was thinking till one of the staff came over to her.

"What do you think you're doing lady? You can't pull the emergency lever without permission."

"It's for our comrade, please understand." Huh, I guess maybe she's not a complete demon.

"Are you kidding me??"

"Now, I would like you to take our luggage to the hotel."

"Do I look like a bellhop?"

"I'm starting to think that all the members of Fairy Tail are a little insane." Lucy exasperated. 

"Well not all of us."

"OH YEA THEN WHERE ARE YOUR CLOTHES!?" Lucy and I both yelled at a half naked ice idiot.

Ugh, I don't have time for this. Natsu is stuck on that train suffering. I walked over to Erza and the worker.

"Hey! I am not in the mood and I'm in a rush. You heard the lady! Get these things to a hotel! NOW!" I shouted baring my teeth.

"Eeep!! Y-yes ma'am right away!" He scurried off and did as he was told. The girls, Happy, Gray, and I all headed out to rent a magic mobile so we could catch up with the train. It's a car that uses the drivers magic as fuel. Erza drove, Lucy and Happy sat inside while me and Gray rode on the roof. We caught up, I could smell Natsu's scent.

"Natsu!" I screamed. He came flying out one of the windows. I tried to catch him but, he slammed into Gray forehead to forehead, sending Gray flying off the car, with Natsu following. Erza stopped and we ran over to check on them.

"Natsu, are you alright?" Erza asked.

"Ai." He replied. Barely.

Once he and Gray were better they basically went straight back to fighting.

"That hurt you idiot!" Gray started.

"Shut up you icy freak! How come you guys left me on the train?!"

I started fake crying. "*Sniffle* I-I'm sorry big bro. I didn't mean to, I fell asleep and when I woke up they had left you. But don't worry I got payback. I'm sorry." He instantly squeezed me really tight and pet my head.

"Don't worry it's ok. I don't blame you so stop crying. Big brother will never blame his cute little sister." He cooed while wiping away my tears. Lucy and Gray just looked heavily annoyed by my acting. When he wasn't looking I stuck my tongue out at them.

"I'm just thankful you weren't badly injured. I apologize Natsu." Erza said before grabbing his head and smushing his head against her armor played chest. Whelp, there goes the rest of his brain.

"It's ok." He replied slightly scared. "Well I'm shaken up pretty bad. I got attacked by a weirdo on the train."

"Are you serious?" Lucy questioned.

"I think it's the dude who dragged away the guys who were gonna eat Happy. Said he was with Eisenwald."

"You fool!" Erza shouted smacking Natsu across the face. "That is exactly who we're basing on this mission why did you let him get away?!"

"What the? This is the first I've heard about it." Natsu innocently said.

"I explained everything on the train! You should listen when people talk to you!"

I moved to stand in front of Natsu, blocking him before she could smack him again.

"Knock it the hell off! Think about it stupid, of course he didn't hear when you were talking about it on the train earlier. He. Was. Unconscious!"

".......Oh....that's right I forgot. My mistake. I apologize again." She bowed. I swear, sometimes it's hard to believe she has more brain cells than Natsu and Gray.

"So he was on the same train we were on. Let's find him." Erza got back in the driving seat and put the bracelet that drains your magic for due back on.

"Well what was this guy like?" Gray asked Natsu.

"He didn't look like somebody from a dark guild. But he did have this strange flute thing, it looked like a skull except it had 3 eyes."

"A 3 eyed skull?" I mumbled to myself. Why does that sound familiar?

"That's creepy." Gray uttered.

"Is there something wrong Neela?" Happy inquired.

"It's just, I've heard about that flute before. Lullaby, the cursed song. It's death magic." I revealed.

"What?" Natsu gasped.

"A cursed song? Like an incantation?" Questioned Gray.

"I'm not sure. I only know a little from weird dreams I've had."

"I've read about them in books before but, there are some deadly spells out there that are forbidden to be used by wizards." Lucy mentioned.

"That's right. There are cursed black magic spells that will kill the person they're used on. And if I'm right, Lullaby is even worse." I added.

"Let's get moving, we shouldn't waste time." Erza pointed out.

Natsu, Lucy, and Happy sat inside while Gray rode on the roof again. I was gonna stay there but I knew Natsu would need me. So I sat on Natsu's lap since there wasn't enough room. We headed full speed after the train. The next station I think is Kunugi station.

As soon as we took off Natsu got sick again and laid his head against my back.

"Hey slow down Erza! You're using up too much of your power driving this thing."

"I have no choice but to press onward. We're running out of time. If Erigor gets his hands on this death magic, trust me, lives will be lost."

While she's right, so is Gray. It's dangerous to be using up magic like this. She could get sick from the rapid loss of magic or she may not have enough when she needs it, putting her in more danger. I may hate her, but at the same time, I kinda don't. I just can't wait till this over so I can go home:'(.

#fairy tail #natsuxoc #natsu dragneel #laxus dreyar #laxusxoc

[datingdonovan]

excuse me it's always hq halloween group costumes this and hq favorite halloween costumes on you that and never MATTSUN who is OBSESSED with you literally no matter what you wear for halloween

he just LOVES it when you dress up don't ask me what it is. fake freckles? oh yeah. fake blood? also YES. wig? no wig? sexy makeup? goofy makeup? clown makeup? doesn't matter. Yes, yes, yes, yes, and YES. and im sorry but if your costume involves any kind of choker???? double triple quadruple YES. you could literally dress up as your favorite cartoon character or a vampire bride or some dumb pun or just a random understated background character from a show you both really like. it does NOT matter how you look, something about seeing you all dressed up just sends him straight over the moon. I mean the man is in heaven.

you come out of the bathroom all dressed and ready, and he's just sitting there on the couch, scrolling through his phone. he doesn't even glance up at you, engrossed in some game. can you blame him? he has a pretty simple outfit, so he's been ready and waiting on you for ages.

"all right, babe. let's go."

the minute you speak, his eyes are on you. the way this man's eyebrows shoot up as he registers you omg. he takes a moment to soak in every part of the costume and his eyes land on your gorgeous, gorgeous face, and then he's jumping off the couch and dragging you into a forceful kiss, practically smashing his face against yours. the way he's grabbing the small of your back, leaning forward over you, he's practically dipping you to the floor right there in the middle of the apartment. I mean the man is kissing you like there's no tomorrow.

"issei!" you laugh, pushing him away. "do not mess this outfit up before we even get to the party! it took me like an hour to put this together."

he just smacks one more loud kiss right on your lips and pulls away, smiling stupidly, his eyes wide, his shoulders sagging, absolutely putty in your hands. "never take it off."

oh and don't even get me STARTED on the next morning, when he walks in and sees you fast asleep on the couch in one of his sweatshirts, hair a mess and disparate pieces of your costume in various states of still on, halfway on, strewn across the floor, etc. he tiptoes past you to the kitchen and makes you breakfast the best he knows how, barely able to take his eyes off you the whole time. he accidentally burns one of the eggs he's frying as he stares at your sleeping face, but as he tosses it on his plate he decides it doesn't really matter. he's too distracted, head just completely full of you, thinking that he is literally the luckiest man alive.

#the stuff of cece #shut up im calling SOFT MATTSUN SUPREMACY #I feel like people are probably going to say what??? you slept on the couch??? um??? #well newsflash to all you are on the blog of a woman who does not have sex so this went to a surprisingly sfw place lol #matsuwaka issei #mattsun x you #mattsun x y/n #mattsun x reader #matsukawa x you #matsukawa fluff #matsukawa x y/n #matsukawa x reader #matsukawa x gender neutral reader #this is his moment on my blog im so happy with this omg #im having hq halloween brain ROT BRAIN IS SLUDGE #this is inspired by the fact that I looked so good in my halloween costume uhhhh YEP #haikyuu!! #ugh im gonna freak I love this im making myself love him WHAT #hahaha :) #me: writes for characters I don't particularly simp for #me: starts simping for them #yeahhhhh that's just the way #ugh wow mattsun I will sleep on your couch any time #haikyuu x gender neutral reader #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x you #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu fluff #its soft mattsun for the people #why does no one write him soft im!!! im here im your hero everyone here to write soft issei AAAAA

[kira-fluff]

Heeey!

Saeyoung, Yoosung, Jumin and Zen reacting to to “hotel only one bed” trope ? ♥️

a/n: of course you can lovely! <3 *AHEM* Lemme just say this trope is ELITE and I will NEVER not love it // also, i’m writing it like it’s before they’re dating (OF COURSE) because I want it to be spicy (actually that’s the only thing that would make sense for this prompt but you get my point whatever). ALSO also I’m basing the fancy hotel off my stay at the Ritz Carlton (it was like $25,000 a night) because my grandma couldn’t manage money N E WAYSS. Also, if y’all could let me know whether you prefer Y/N to MC pls lmk k thx 

TW: drunk old lady w/no filter, gets pretty suggestive because I couldn’t help myself, an overbearing aunt, savage Italians, and loud hotel neighbor 

Note: omfg i accidentally made this so long oh well here’s yo present lmao 

“There’s only one bed” PT.1 PT.2

- 

Saeyoung 

Getaway missions are mad cool until you can’t sleep 

When you finally neared the parking entrance to your hotel you were SO looking forward to taking a nice hot shower before shimming into the covers of your crisp, (clean, you hoped) sheets. 

It was past 3AM when Saeyoung finally drove his elegant vehicular device (because what other word is there for it) into a secured parking space 

“Because I don’t trust those shady valets, y/n.” 

“Whatever you say, Seven”, you replied groggily. 

You hauled ass up to the front desk, then to the elevator of the exquisite hotel you were staying at

not that you cared 

because S L E E P 

but Saeyoung likes to quote Jurassic Park (because of course he does) like “I spare no expense, y/n” 

“I’m too tired to laugh” 

*gASP* 

“Not everyone naturally stays up until the early morning light before going to sleep.” 

“It really should become a thing, it’s honestly very iconic of me.” (it’s not)

By the time your conversation ended you were glad to see your hotel number and a little key card slot. 

Saeyoung made a show of sticking the key card in like a spy or something 

it was funny for normal y/n but not for tired y/n 

“Here’s your room, M’lady.” 

He held the door open to your room as you looked around the room 

a large, lush bed set before a ginormous flat screen TV with complimentary expensive chocolates laid before you as well as complimentary take-home elegant towels and slippers. 

suddenly, you heard a knock on the door 

blinking in confusion, you opened to see it was Saeyoung 

“Um.. hey! What’s up?” 

Saeyoung looked a bit bewildered himself before saying, 

“Hey, so, I realized my key card was the same room number as yours and I was like ‘That’s weird!’ so I called the front desk who verified that I had placed a reservation for one room, not two, so I hacked into their system to see what went wrong and if I could change it but it looks like they’re completely booked and I think I had made the reservation before I knew that you had to come along and I’m so sorry” 

he was breathless after the mouthful he just gave you 

As it was 3AM a drunk, old woman was tripping her way to her room and shouted much louder than she should at 3AM, “Kiss her already n’ fuck, ya youngin’s!” 

Saeyoung’s hair now matched his face :) 

His ears were tipped bright red before coughing awkwardly 

“I can sleep on the ground. I’ve done it plenty of times, it’s actually pretty comfy.” 

“Um, Sev’ I’m not going to make you just sleep on the floor. If you want--” 

“You’re not making me, y/n, I want to do this” 

“Actually I think I’ll sleep on the floor, I sleep a lot better on the ground”, you fibbed. 

“You’re sleeping on that big ass bed.” 

“No you are.” 

“If you don’t listen I’ll sleep in the bath tub instead of the floor.” 

“Then I’LL sleep outside the room!” 

“LIKE HELL YOU WILL!” 

“WATCH ME” 

the phone rang, a worker politely asking you to quiet a bit down because even with your luxurious privacy walls, guests could still hear you arguing. 

Saeyoung began whisper shouting, “Guess that settles it.” 

he plopped on the ground, fake snoring with his arm as a pillow

you sighed 

“Fine, if neither of us are going to agree to this then we are both going to sleep in this bed.” 

Saeyoung blushed lightly at your boldness, a tad worried you’d find him creepy or weird

You started again, beginning to undress a little, causing Seven to yelp in panic and turn around immediately, shielding his eyes,

Now in your tank top and your leggings you’d been wearing under sweatpants and a t-shirt, you said, “I’m gonna go take a quick shower and go to bed. I’m so tired.” 

Seven turned around only when he’d heard the bathroom door shut 

he sighed, What am I going to do with this girl. 

By the time you’d come out of the bathroom, drying your wet hair, Seven was lying on the bed, clad in casual t-shirt and jeans. 

“Come on, Saeyoung, you have comfy clothes! It’s okay, change! I’m done in the bathroom now.” 

“Nah, this is fine.” This was not fine. Saeyoung was out of his area of expertise of expecting the unexpected because God you were so unpredictable. 

“Please” you jutted out your bottom lip in a little pout, being sure to make eye contact with him 

Something glowered in his eyes for a split second before he half-smiled saying, “Ah, little Y/n, you know I can’t say no to you when you go all sad on me.” 

He stepped into the bathroom to change, but let’s be honest. He was freaking the fuck out. 

he covered his flushed face, changing into his soft sweatpants and a cozy sweatshirt. he was scared 

the more comfortable he became the more likely he’d accidentally get closer to you and then you’d freak out because you’d hear the sound of his heart beat like it’s a fucking rave concert and then you’d be weirded forever and quite possibly never talk to him again

but on the outside, he stepped out of the bathroom, whipping his phone out with a huge smirk saying, “Smile” 

you threw up a peace sign with your tongue sticking out 

he laughed before sending it to the RFA chat 

707: Sleepover lolol [see attachment]

immediately both your phones blew up with buzzes of notifications from the chat 

you laughed lightly, brushing a stray hair from your face to tuck it behind your ear 

this was gonna be a long night for Seven. 

Zen: UGH get away from her!!!!!!!!!111!!1!!

Jumin: Maybe you should learn to type first. 

Zen: shut it cat freak

Zen: seven answer 

Zen: hey 

Zen: y/n, text “qwerty” if you’re in any kind of danger 

Jumin: What a strange code. 

You: qwerty :(

707: lololololol

Zen: !!!!!

Zen: ASJDHKJFASHFKJA 

Jumin: -_- 

Zen: WE NEED A CAR, NO A HELICOPTER im omw!! 

You: just kidding <3 i’m fine you guys 

707: lololol 

Jumin: Have a bit more faith in your subordinates, Zen. 

You closed the chat and muted your phone, expecting the incoming argument that was quickly to ensue. 

You patted the bed lightly, ushering Saeyoung to lie down next to you. 

He obliged, though he politely laid at the far edge of the left side of the bed. 

You yawned before shutting the light off and whispering a “good night”. 

Saeyoung glanced at the clock. 4AM. Only 15 minutes had passed. You were breathing softly in your sleep within the 10 minutes after you’d said goodnight and here he was still awake. 

You suddenly tousled in your sleep, and Saeyoung raised his head, whispering a soft, “Did I wake you up?” 

You replied with a soft moan before abruptly turning left onto his corner of the bed and grabbing for the first thing you’d felt -- his torso. 

Saeyoung’s breath hitched as he felt you exploring the new found “object”, running your fingers up and down his torso and nearing dangerous areas below 

Saeyoung whisper-shouted, “What are you doing?” 

He leaned closer to hear your reply, but your only answer was more soft little snores 

Saeyoung sighed, trying to lightly grab your wrists without waking you up, and directing toward yourself

no matter how hard he’d try, your arms kept finding his own

your nails would softly ghost over his chest or neck, causing him to shiver and blush profusely 

again, he sighed, trying his hardest not to give into your sleepy state 

until you broke him with a soft utterance, “Sae....young..” 

Saeyoung’s eyes widened to the size of saucers before he dared to look down at you, your hair curling on the bed every which-way.. your mouth slightly agap... 

he groaned, his brows furrowed and his eyes shut

at last he slunk his arms around your torso, being sure to respectfully keep them high around your waist 

he buried his face in the crook of your neck to subconsciously try to hide his ever growing blush (and erection) 

I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this ‘friend’ thing when you’re driving me this crazy, y/n.

You awoke to a sleeping Saeyoung, his toned arms enveloping your small body in a hug

shamelessly, you laid still for a few moments longer. 

Yoosung 

this bean is lonely uwu

so when he’d invited to you go with him on a trip his uncle had paid for, you felt bad saying “yes” because it’s a paid trip!! 

until he begged you because his cousin Chaewon would be there and he was always really pushy and borderline a huge fuck boi 

so you conceded 

but hey free trip for the both of you minus shitty family gatherings with no one you know, right?! 

you hope there’s at least one dog. and alcohol. 

dog + alcohol at a party = an actual fun fucking time 

you were glad Yoosung was there with you because he honestly couldn’t agree with you more 

You opened your beach-side resort room to find there’s only one bed. 

Yoosung blanched and quickly dialed his auntie, who’d made the resort reservations

“Ah...hi auntie! Um, how come there isn’t a separate room for me and y/n?” 

his aunt cackled into the phone, “Aren’t you an old fashioned little gentlemen!!! Awe~~~ you’ve grown up to be such a good boy! <3 Well don’t worry, I won’t say a word to my sister or your pops. Enjoy the time you have with your adorable girlfriend and get it on a little!! I’ve got condoms if ya need ‘em honey~~ Remember dearie, when the shlong is not covered, the child support better be.” 

Yoosung hurriedly hung up the phone, his face completely red, praying you hadn’t heard the conversation that’d just ensued. 

You did 

but you smile and say, “So.. what’d they say?” 

He cleared his throat before saying, “Well, --err.. Basically there’s been a little mishap. B-but don’t worry!! I can just ask Chaewon if I can spend the night in his room.” 

“Didn’t you say he leaves a sock on the door handle every time--”

“YES but I want you to be comfortable, okay! It’s really not a big deal.” 

You shyly smiled while looking down before softly saying, “You can sleep with me.” 

Yoosung’s eyes widened and you quickly looked up, your face flushing to a deep crimson 

“I-I-I meant in the bed!!! With me. We can lie together. In the bed---- I mean we--” 

Yoosung could practically see the steam coming out of your ears and the room felt a LOT hotter 

“S-sure! Sounds great.” he had a feeling if you didn’t agree you’d end up embarrassing yourself further.. and he didn’t want you to feel bad. And he didn’t want those thoughts circulating his mind again. 

“Alright, so I’m going to hop in the shower, y/n... unless you want to go first?”

Gulping down some complimentary water you’d found in the hotel mini fridge, you quickly replied with a shake of your head. 

Nodding, Yoosung make quick work of washing his hair and trying to give himself a pep talk before he would be sleeping next to you. 

Thankful for the big size of the resort bed, you climbed under the covers, already beginning to feel sleep take you 

When Yoosung had at last dried himself off and walked out to the bed area of the resort room, he gazed at how small you looked, hugging a soft pillow in your arms, your eyes fluttered shut 

He looked away, feeling like a creep. 

He shut off the light after making a call to the resort staff to wake him up at 8AM as directed by his uncle’s itinerary

He slid under the covers, shoving a pillow in between the two of you as a little border to separate the two of you 

it wasn’t until further in the night when Yoosung had felt a jolt and he looked up in panic, through the blackness recognizing the pillow-border had been cast onto the ground 

and even more noticeably, your leg was swung over his hip, your body flush to his own 

your arms were snaked around his neck

he felt like he could feel every inch of you

your soft breath just below his ear 

your soft .. er.. chest... against his torso 

your stomach and .. the rest of it... against his own 

Yoosung could not breathe

like someone actually help this man for he is losing oxygen by the minute 

He squeezed his eyes shut and make the executive decision to wait it out til morning 

he was terrified that if he’d move you, you’d wake up and see just how much you affect him. 

And so, when the phone rang that morning, you’d startled, looking up to see your tangled limbs lying on top of his own

“oH MY GOD I’M SO SORRY YOOSUNG UGH IT’S A HABIT OF MINE AHAHHSAHDAJSHS” 

he looked at you with eyes that had noticeable circles under them (darker than even after his LOLOL gaming) 

“you look like you didn’t sleep much.... --- Is it because of me!? Oh my god I’m so sorry you should’ve just shoved me off or something seriously I didn’t mean to do it on purpose, honest!!” 

“N-no, no it’s really not!! I promise!!” He tried his best to grin, though it probably looked like a grimace, because the next thing you said was, “I’ll make it up to you” 

“You don’t need to do that. Really, I liked it.” 

It took a moment for him to realize what he just said. 

“I-I mean I like you! I mean I liked sleeping with you!!! I mean--!!” 

Yoosung was quickly spinning circles in his mind 

you couldn’t help the little giggle that came out of your mouth, “I guess we’re pretty similar, huh?” 

Yoosung smiled lightly, “Yeah, guess so.” 

You walked out together toward the breakfast area of the resort

“Hey”, you started, “Is.. Did you mean what you said? About liking me?” 

Yoosung glanced away, taking a deep breath before saying, “Yeah, yeah I did. I really like you.” 

You couldn’t hold back the big ol’ smile that took over your face as you proudly declared, “Me too!!” 

Right when Yoosung was going to go in for a kiss, he saw his auntie suddenly right next to the both of you 

“Oh my GOD when did you get here?!” 

She smirked, “My question first, dearie, what did you two like?” 

Neither of you answered, your cheeks growing red 

“You know, the first time your uncle did it with me I felt the same way. Like, what a man! Must run in the fam--” 

“OKAY! THANK YOU FOR THAT AUNTIE BUT BREAKFAST IS CALLING MY NAME MM SMELLS GOOD SEE YOU LATER.” 

Your blush didn’t leave you as you smeared strawberry cream cheese on your toasted bagel 

This trip was going to be very VERY difficult. Thank God there was alcohol. And Yoosung. And probably dogs. And Yoosung. 

Yeah. 

Gotta love relatives. 

Jumin 

You received a call from a stern voice you didn’t recognize

<<“Hello. This is Mr. Han’s chauffeur. I’m approximately 6.3 miles away from your residence. Do not worry about clothes or other necessities. All will be provided for you.”>>

“Uh.. thanks? Where....?” 

<<“Mr. Han has invited you to join him on his stay at the Ppalgan Vineyard Estates. Have you not received the notification?”>>

You glanced at your phone, seeing two unread messages on your phone. 

You read them, feeling bad you hadn’t seen them before. 

“Yes, yes of course. Thank you. Tell him I said thank you. Are you sure it’s okay for me to attend?” 

<<“Miss Y/L/N, Mr. Han gave me specific instructions to assure you would be able to come with him. I have been ordered to give 2 minute updates following your being picked up. I can assure you, it is his utmost wish that you join him this weekend. I’d be honored to thank him on your behalf, though I feel it would mean much more to him if you said it to him rather than me.” >>

“You’re right, thank you. And thanks for driving me. And for all the other stuff you said”, you replied nervously. 

<<”There is no need to thank me, Miss. I am glad to serve Mr. Han in anyway I can.”>>

The call hung up before you could spout out more thank yous 

you phone buzzed, startling you. 

you clicked the notification

<<(XXX-XXX-XXXX HAN COMPANIES) I’ve arrived at your residence. Let me know if there is anything I can carry for you. Sent 13:52>>

You quickly texted a reply of gratitude before rushing down the stairs out of your apartment, not wanting to make Jumin’s chauffeur wait. 

“Good to see you Miss Y/L/N. Is there anything I can get you? I have been given orders to purchase anything you may want or need on our way to the airport.” 

He quickly texted something on his phone, presumably a text to Jumin about your safe arrival to his limo.

“A-airport? You mean, like, flying? Are you sure I don’t need my wallet? It’s not too late for me to go grab it, right? I have my debit card on my phone too, otherwise.” 

“Miss Y/L/N you are not to spent a single won on this vacation. All is paid for.” 

“But my clothes... I don’t want Jumin to have to pay for all new things!!” 

"I assure you, money is not something Mr. Han wishes for you to be concerned with.” 

You’d stayed silent at that, feeling bad that you’d already bothered the poor man who’d just been ordered to drive you, not reassure you of Jumin’s financial affairs. 

You grew quiet, looking out the window as trees, streets, and cars zoomed past you. 

“If you so wish, there are numerous meals options in the compartments below the seats as well as alcohol, carbonated beverages and iced water glasses. You are, of course, welcome to any of these. Please do not hesitate to notify me if there is something you’d like instead. We’d glad to make it a regular option in all of our limousines.” 

You flushed, embarrassed at the amount of power Jumin’s words, and effectively, your own seemed to have on the entire Han Conglomerate as a whole. You laughed a little, it was funny thinking to yourself that you had so much power as to decide snack options for Jumin’s cars. 

Jumin was extra like that, he always went above and beyond to make you comfortable. You loved that about him. It made you feel a little spoiled, so you instinctively rejected most offers at things that seemed to further complicate his worker’s duties. 

You had no idea that when the chauffeur had said airport he meant the Han Private Airway Transportation Zone. 

As in... private jet. 

It was hard not to feel like you were in a whole different world. 

Not that Jumin treated you that way... but it was hard not to notice! 

You bowed in thanks to the driver before hastily finding your way to the nearest man standing in another black suit, his hands folded together in front of him. 

As soon as you uttered your name, his whole demeanor changed and he instantly had gone from cool and collected to humble and overwhelmingly kind. 

He’d quickly made his way to the boarding area, escorting you to the jet before leaving you at a polite distance way from Jumin who’d been looking at you from the moment you’d entered the aircraft. 

His eyes searched your own as you’d yet to discover his presence 

He couldn’t help but rake his eyes up and down your body, admiring the way you could look just in anything. 

He at last saw you searching the spacious cabin, at last laying eyes on him. 

His heart pounded faster, as if your noticing him made his heart leap in joy

You looked relieved and smiled, running over to him and sitting down next to him 

“Hi Jumin!! Oh, should I be calling you Mr. Han? That’s what your chauffeur called you.. sorry if that’s what I should’ve been addressing you as!!” 

His deep voice rumbled in your ear, causing you to shudder, “Jumin is fine.” 

You gazed up at him through your lashes, noticing the way his perfectly tailored vest made him look so... well... for lack of better word...hot. 

“Wow. You look...” Your eyes moved from his hair, to his face, to his neck, to his torso, slowly to his groin, to his legs... before you realized what you’d been doing and quickly your eyes shot up again. 

You bit your lip, “You look nice.” 

“Nice?” 

You laughed shyly, and slightly (embarrassingly) breathless, “Yeah. Yeah you do. Nice.” 

Jumin couldn’t help the sly smile he’d been holding back before replying, “You look beautiful.” 

You flushed and looked down, squirming in your seat a little before looking at him once more, offering a small, “..thank you..” 

After a few minutes of silence, you’d decided to change the subject, chattering on about how you wondered what this mysterious vacation would hold 

Jumin couldn’t help is concentration half on every word you were saying, but also your lips. Slowly licking his own, he nodded along when you’d gotten especially enthusiastic, grinning slightly when you’d gotten so excited you’d leapt out of your luxury seat. 

Within a half hour of the trip to your destination in Italy, Jumin had trouble concentrating on much else. 

Get it together, Jumin, you’re not some fool like Zen. 

It’d gotten worse the more you’d leaned further in your seat, your chest becoming slightly exposed

he covered his mouth with a hand, opting for looking out one of the many windows of the jet. 

You’d always caught his attention and made him lose his focus -- something he’d never lost before he met you 

He blamed the strawberry sent that you’d always carried with you 

He wasn’t much for expensive, faux perfume that so many of his father’s skanks would wear... it was like no other. 

After a few hours of grueling torture on your part (though you hadn’t know every single time you’d grabbed his hand or arm it’d sent his heart on a sky dive) Jumin was glad to have arrived in the gorgeous Italian acreage of the countryside. 

It was even more beautiful at the dusk of night, you’d decided 

Immediately a shiny vehicle pulled up, ready to transport you and Jumin to the estate you were to be residing in for the weekend. 

Upon pulling into the culdesac, you almost scoffed at the word “estate” -- it was more of a country in and of itself, land stretched beyond what you could see 

The mansion itself stood on pillars and high, Gothic windows. 

Inside, flying buttresses decorated the building, giving it an elegant and aged ambiance that you just adored 

“It’s so beautiful.” 

He smiled at you then, watching you take in the wonders he’d realized he took for granted. 

He was then directed to a double-door entrance way, “Your room, Mr. Han, Miss Y/L/N.” 

“Separate, correct?” 

The man stood in surprise, looking slightly aghast, “T-they never specified such details.” 

“Contact them immediately to confirm. I’ll work it out from there.” 

“Yes, Mr. Han.” From there, the man scurried away to contact the head of the estate. 

After a few moments, he returned, “The Rossi Conglomerate had assumed that you’d brought your fiance with you.” 

“Did you mention I don’t have one?” 

“Y-yes, of course! But, Mr. Han, your father--”

Jumin sighed, “I’ll take care of it.” with a wave of his hand, the man was gone 

You thanked him on his way out. 

Jumin looked at you, searching for a reaction of displeasure or worry

When he didn’t find one, he began, “I was notified the Rossi had booked their other estates to their American investors. My being here is a formality, but it is business. It would be a great discourtesy to demand--” 

You smiled reassuringly, “Jumin, don’t worry about it.. we’ll share the bed, okay?” You held your hand in his own, rubbing soothing circles on his knuckles. 

Jumin looked at you, choking on his spit slightly. 

“Y/N you do understand that--” 

“It’s fine, Jumin!! It’s late already, I’ll just put up my hair.. and.. do you know where the night clothes would be?” 

He watched as you fixed a bobby pin between your teeth before running your fingers through your hair, watching as you arched your back to-- 

“Jumin? ...you don’t know?” 

He cleared his throat, looking away, pink dusting his cheeks

“Bathroom.” 

You thanked him, unaware of his watchful eyes 

It had been a few seconds since you’d entered the bathroom before he heard a loud and alarmed, “..UM....JUMIN...?!” 

He’d quickly made his way into the bathroom

“What’s wro--” 

He looked and laying on the long granite island of the large bathroom was a silky set of lingerie as well as a note in Italian you couldn’t read. 

Jumin’s words stopped dead on his lips as he stared at you, then the silky underwear set, you, silky underwear, you.......silky underwear. 

On the outside, Jumin liked to think he came off as calm and collected, saying, “I can get you something else to wear.” 

But when he’d made it two steps out of the bathroom he had a little collision. And by collision, I mean his face.. and the wall. 

He looked in every drawer, finding nothing. He presumed clothes would be delivered as specified. But it was late already.. their servants are dismissed, only the protective guards surrounded the inside and outside of the estate.. explaining the situation to them didn’t seem very promising. 

Of course you were kicking yourself, before you’d found their little....gift... you’d cast your days clothes into the washer. They were probably soaked by now. 

Maybe I could use a hair dryer...? Or I could stuff them in the dryer?? 

Either way you’d be without clothes for.. too long. 

And nothing would be greater punishment then showing all that in front of the man you had completely fallen for... 

You heard a knock on the bathroom door. You listened from inside. 

“Hey, I, uh, couldn’t find anything. Do you think you could wear your clothes from today?” 

You whimpered, on the verge of tears, “I already put it in the washer!” 

He knocked again, “Can I hand you something?”, he asked, undoing the buttons of his formal shirt. 

“C-close your eyes!” 

Jumin chuckled darkly before covering his eyes and handing her his collared shirt 

“I’d give you the pants, too, but I don’t think they’d really fit you. Could you look at what they’d provided for me? Maybe slip on something from mine.” 

“N-no! That’d be even worse for me!! .. and you!” You blushed again imagining him half naked

You hurriedly shuffled through the drawers, but to no avail. 

You gulped, slipping on the lingerie to ensure that maybe something would be covered before buttoning Jumin’s formal shirt on you as well. 

it was so big it didn’t leave much for the imagination 

but you decided through a 10 minute pep talk that you’d suck it up and try your best to make his shirt into a night gown. 

You at last stepped out of the bathroom, Jumin’s head shooting toward the sudden noise before taking you in 

He could scarcely breathe, much less come up with a coherent sentence 

you were in his shirt... 

with barely any clothes on underneath

and you looked up at him shyly, biting your lip a little 

drawing even more attention to your lips 

Jumin had to stifle a groan, opting to head to the bathroom to change

After splashing some cold water on his face in a poor attempt to get his head out of the gutter, he quickly got on his pjs 

after you both were ready for bed, Jumin sat on the bed, opening a small novel he’d been enjoying, Anthem.  

His attention was immediately diverted from the dystopian fiction when he saw you were stretching

His shirt rode up high as he took in the way the lingerie perfect accentuated your curves, though it didn’t cover much below the waist 

Noticing your folly, your eyes widened in shock before you immediately put your hands down

which, just your luck, made it all worse. 

the sudden movement disheveled the shirt, causing it to ride down completely on one side, openly displaying the soft brassiere beneath it 

Jumin slammed his book so hard it left an echo in the large room. 

Great. He couldn’t even make it look like his book was suddenly unbelievably interesting that he just so happened to not take notice of the obvious sight before him.

You blanched, feeling a breeze along your shoulder, gasping before running to your side of the bed and pretending you don’t exist anymore 

Meanwhile Jumin is in a  c r i s i s 

In the most eloquent of words, his mind said holy fucking motherfucking shit oh my God fuck fuck fuck AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH oh my god shit shit shit fuck shit sdfasodjgiajsidogjosdg MALFUNCTION!! WARNING!!!! RUN BITCH!!! 

But Jumin didn’t run

because mama ain’t raise no bitch 

but also because if he stood up it would be blatantly obvious that he had-- 

Stop thinking about it, Jumin.

He tried to redirect his mind to his 5 senses, a grounding technique he’d learned when he got too anxious when he was younger 

But sight seemed to dominate it as his mind replayed your facial expressions, the way your hands awkwardly tried to cover yourself up, the way you looked the way he’d take it all off--- 

Oh God. I’m deep in shit. 

He had never been so pissed at himself... and embarrassed. 

He looked over at you, a horrible decision, really. 

You were still awake, your face was redder than the strawberry sent that adorned you 

“s-sorry..” you whispered, willing yourself to try to forget, “pretend that never happened..” 

Jumin was practically feral and you were saying it never happened? 

Jumin couldn’t just pretend he didn’t just see a fucking goddess 

but he would for you 

“..........pretend what never happened?” 

You sighed, a small smile on your face as you quickly turned to thank him 

but he was a LOT closer than you imagined 

he was propped up on one elbow, looking down at you, his head slightly angled. 

And suddenly your faces weren’t so far apart.

And you couldn’t help but slowly close your eyes 

Jumin felt confusion when you’d done this

he can be a bit of a pea brain, so he of course said, “I’m sure you’re very tired.” 

He shut off the light, reaching over you 

You held back the big frown you’d gotten when you realized he’d rejected you 

unbeknownst to you that it took everything in him, from the moment he’d saw you in the jet cabin, not to scoop you up in his arms and make out with you the whole way there. 

Zen 

Was Zen going to invite you to his own fucking tour? 

Of course he was 

he liked flexing his connections 

and most of all, showing you just how much he cared about you 

and loved you

but not the love part because God if you ever found out Zen might jump into the nearest body of water and never return 

not that he didn’t have any confidence

he has lots of it 

but it all kind of disintegrates when he gets to talking about his real feelings

But come on, it was blatantly obvious to anyone who had heckin eyes 

or ears 

or just any functioning body 

the way he’d try to subtly throw an arm over your shoulder 

or he’d lean in whenever you spoke 

or the way he’d readjust his posture when you walked into a room 

or the way everyone caught him staring 

like anytime you weren’t looking 

or when you are looking because he is “built different” 

So the limo ride to the fancy hotel he was to stay at was something that had him looking forward to the tour, but also dreading it 

you’d sat close to him in the limo because his agent and other workers were sitting along with him. 

So close that your ass got pushed further and further onto his lap

because damn where the fuck are we and why are there so many goddamn potholes 

Zen tried to steady you by firmly grabbing your hips 

which was NOT the move 

because now that you were firmly set on his lap, every bump felt like a fucking war against his hormones. 

Like a gentleman, he quickly opted to seat you next to him, not wanting you to feel embarrassed 

still, he could feel you being pulled closer to him with every long turn the limo made or every bump or abrupt stop 

and it was torture. 

like this man is sweating 

but by some miracle you arrive at the hotel in one piece! Yay! 

but Zen’s soul has left his body~~ 

so you get set up 

You open the room, “Look, Zen! This bed is HUGE!!”, you ran over to it and plopped your face onto the sheets

He chuckled, watching you act like a little kid excited about a hotel for the first time 

his brows furrowed when he realized there was no door separator between your rooms 

He immediately called the front desk 

all you could over hear was “No, there seems to be some kind of mistake” 

and “I reserved two rooms -- conjoined” 

“Alright, ok. Thanks.” and then he hung up. 

“So..” he sighed, “They can’t get another room because they’re completely booked. Someone must’ve recognized the limo and lots of fans immediately bought up all the rooms in hopes of seeing me.”

“It’s alright Zen! I can ask to switch with your agent or something!!” 

“NO!” Zen said a little too loudly. “No. Um, look it would be bad because he’s a man.” 

“Your a dude, too, Zen.” 

“I-- yeah, but that’s different because I’m a guy you can trust.” 

“True..”

“So I’ll sleep on the couch, ‘kay?” 

“Zen, no! You need your beauty sleep to be ready for your performance tomorrow!!!” 

“It’s alright, really!”

“I’ll sleep on the couch!” 

“Like hell you will.” 

“Please :(”

“Y/N, seriously--” 

“Then how about this! You and I just sleep in the same bed!” 

Ever the dramatic soul, Zen gasped with his palm over his heart “How SCANDALOUS!” 

“Aren’t you supposed to be Mr. Playboy?”

“Only for you, baby”, he winked. 

You stuttered, “T-that’s not funny! Seriously don’t make it weird you horn- dog!” 

He threw his head back in laughter, “Horn-dog?! I thought you said you trusted me!” 

“Not when you’re obviously thinking about doing this and that to me!!” 

“Doing this and tha---Hey! Who do you think I am?!”

There was suddenly a loud bang on the wall and a burly man shouted, “GO TO FUCKIN’ SLEEP YOU OBNOXIOUS, SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED LITTLE SHITS!”

You smirked, holding in a laugh saying, “Sounds like your fans are getting jealous.” 

Zen’s mouth dropped and you began laughing hysterically 

“T-that was like a 60 year old man!” 

“I’M 42 YOU LITTLE SHIT” 

You fell back on the bed, laughing louder 

Zen shouted back, “WELL EXCUSE ME, SEXY, 42 YEAR OLD MAN” 

There was silence before a harsh knock sounded at your door 

All Zen’s bravado disintegrated and he made a dash for the bed, whispering loudly for you to “Turn off the fuckin’ lights, turn off the fuckin’ lights!” 

You stifled more giggles rising up to your throat as you clicked off the light, making sure the room was locked, and climbed into bed

you breathed out your last laughs, sighing to yourself contentedly before noticing the close proximity you were to Zen 

You stared at each other for a long moment 

You leaned in closer 

Zen placed a palm on your cheek, gently cupping it

he softly whispered, “Can I kiss you?” 

You answered by harshly connecting your lips

The two of you feeding off each other’s oxygen as Zen bit your lip, causing you to gasp and open your mouth to make way for his tongue 

you whimpered, feeling faint from lack of oxygen

the two of you parted, out of breath 

Zen wanted to say something smooth like “I’ve always wanted to do that.” 

but instead he said “I’ve always wanted to do you.” 

He mentally smacked his head, blaming the lack of oxygen for his stupidity

But you smirked up at him coyly, replying, “Then why don’t you?” 

Um yeah rip your hotel neighbor he will literally hate both of you so much 

I had honestly SO MUCH FUN writing this!! Let me know if you want, like, a part two to this. I think I’d just be so fun lol

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the one where tsukishima and sakusa go too far with teasing their crush

anonymous asks:  Hiiiiii I LOVE ur writing, and I was wondering if I could request the haikyuu boys (whoever u think fits best) who constantly tease (borderline insult) their crush, who one day just breaks down from their harsh words and say to them something along the lines of “why do you hate me?”, and how the the haikyuu boys react to that. If possible, end with something fluffy 🥺? (Like a confession) TYSMMM ❤️❤️

a/n: hello! aww im glad you do :D wait i just realized you said to have the boys react to their crush saying why do you hate me- fuuuuu- ahem please forgive me for not reading the ask correctly ;w; i hope you still enjoy, nevertheless! and why did i write these long-

tw: mentions of self hate, kind of toxic behavior from sakusa

𝚝𝚜𝚞𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚖𝚊 . . .  🖉

  ☾ he’s gonna be meaner the more he likes you   ☾ like if he’s only realized he developed a crush on you, he’d treat you the same, but if it’s been weeks and you haven’t picked up the hint, he’s gonna be treating you like trash   ☾ you find him staring down at you with a dead eye stare   ☾ “what’s up, kei?” “you’re so short you look like a toddler” “..i’m the average height for a high schooler though-”   ☾ his comments about your height never got to you, but then he started to target other regions of yourself   ☾ like he’d give a rude remark about a low score you got on the quiz, or how you always look dead inside well he isn’t wrong   ☾ whenever he said something negative about you, you just shot back a counter and brushed it off   ☾ after a month of this going on, though, his words started to sting a bit   ☾ “hey kei-” “can’t you stay quiet for one second? it’s like you blab out words every chance you get”   ☾ imagine your surprise, since it was unusual of him to comment about you talking   ☾ and one of your biggest insecurities is being annoying to others; you knew you tend to ramble about things, and a nagging voice in the back of your mind was always telling you about how people around you would get fed up with it   ☾ did tsukki mean to say it like that? of course not; he was meaning to have a bit of humor in his statement   ☾ he just said it in such an annoyed tone and way that it made it seem like he was bothered by you talking   ☾ “..sorry, kei. my mind wandered for a bit..”   ☾ you figured that he just had a bad day, and you were over it after a full night of sleep i could really use that   ☾ the voice inside your head grew louder, however, and tsukishima’s comments didn’t help at all   ☾ “stop bothering me about the homework; cant you see i’m busy? ugh, fine, take my notes if you’re that stupid-”   ☾ “if you want attention, listen to this playlist. it should satisfy your longing for voices; i need to study for a test now”   ☾ it got to the point where your mind was yelling at you about being a nuisance, and the final piece you needed to break just so happened to be during a practice match..

“You did great, blocking them all, Tsukki!” You exclaimed, flashing him a grin as you pass him his water bottle and towel. In all honesty, you were forcing your smile so hard, it began to hurt your jaw. “I could’ve blocked better if someone wasn’t screaming the whole time,” the middle blocker said, wiping sweat off his forehead. You had been passing out water bottles to the other players, but you stopped dead in your tracks when his words hit your ears. “Y/N-chan..?” Shimizu asked worriedly, eyeing your expression that Tsukishima couldn’t see. The said blonde took off his goggled to switch them out with his regular glasses. “It was just a practice match; getting hyped up wasn’t exactly the brightest idea your mind conjured up.” Putting his glasses on after wiping the lenses, he looked down at you to see your tear ducts brimming with your sadness. “..huh..?” You touched your face as a tear slid down your cheek. The other club members looked at you in concern. “Ah- don’t worry, everyone..” You wave your hands frantically as Daichi and Sugawara stare disapprovingly at Tsukishima. “It’s nothing to worry about. I’m just gonna.. step outside for a bit.” You forced another smile out onto your face, then quickly scampered out of the gym. The silence was so thick, you could slice it with a sword. Four-Eyes clearly didn’t expect you to be that emotional over his statement, as his face was filled with a small mixture of concern and confusion. He ran after you, shoving his things in his hands to Yamaguchi and leaving the rest of the team shocked into standing still. You had fled to a nearby bench, where you collapsed onto and shoved your face into your hands, desperately trying to stop your tears from shedding. How stupid, you thought. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Look what you did; you made the team worry about you, and they’re all going to resent you the moment they find out the reason behind your crying. “Y/N.” Jolted out of your thoughts, you looked up to find Tsukishima staring down at you with an unreadable expression. Almost immediately, your face became flooded with streams of tears. You quickly looked down at your lap, fidgeting with your hands. “I-I’m sorry for talking so much, Tsukki, I’ll try to keep my thoughts to myself-” “Shut up, Y/N.” He interrupted. You sighed and calmed your breathing. “This is what I’m talking about, Tsukishima.” You muttered, putting your face in your hands once again. “I’m just a pest to everyone; anyone I encounter will automatically hate me-” “Stop insulting yourself, dammit.” The middle blocker clenched his fists in anger. “You aren’t a nuisance, and you most definitely aren’t one to be hated on- I know I can be a bit of an asshole sometimes, but did it really affect you that much-” You slowly took your face out of your hands to see the blonde crouching, staring up at you. “'Did it really affect you that much?’ What do you think?! God, it really seems like you don’t consider my feelings at all, Tsukishima! I’ve been suspecting that you hate me, but why-?!” Said boy quickly clasped your hands in his, surprising you greatly. His usual expressionless face was morphed into one in a slight panic. “It’s because I like you, idiot!” Taking a moment to process his words, your whole face flushed a scarlet-red. “What?” The tips of Tsukishima’s ears were dusted with a soft coral-pink hue. “You heard me. I won’t repeat myself.” He averted his eyes from yours, squeezing your hands in nervousness. “I-” You were internally melting inside; who would’ve thought the salty beanpole would like someone like you? “But you would always push me to the side! Telling me you were busy and such!” Tsukishima stared at you like you were the biggest dumbass in the world. “I gave you my notes because I knew you didn’t have the energy to take them in class, and the playlist was a collection of songs I thought would suit you. Are you that dense?” “Who are you calling dense?!” You replied hastily. “And for your information, I haven’t given you my answer yet! Let go of my hands, and I’ll tell you, okay?” The middle blocker leaned in close to your face with his dead eye gaze. “It’s an agreement or disagreement, Y/N. What is your response?” You leaned back into the bench, but Tsukishima followed with your movements. “Um- I-” Your words crossed with each other, the lack of personal space making your head spin. “Yes?” Satisfied, the lamppost removed his hands from yours and flicked your forehead. “Simple as that, shortcake. If you want to freeze to death outside, that’s fine by me.” He began to walk back to the gym. “Wha- I’m not short!” You exclaimed, running after the four-eyes. “Also, I’m not the one who’s been sweating profusely for the past hour, so speak for yourself!” Tsukishima gently smiled as he heard you rapidly firing back at his comment. Looks like she’s back to her usual self. 𝚜𝚊𝚔𝚞𝚜𝚊 . . .  🖉

  ✤ obviously he’s gonna be commenting about your hygiene 24/7   ✤ the fact that he’s developed a crush on you doesn’t help, either; it means that you should be extra clean if he were to date you   ✤ and of course he has to remind you almost every hour of the day; whether it be by text or in person   ✤ now, you didn’t mind him checking up on you every couple of days, but every hour??   ✤ you’re convinced that sakusa has had some sort of trauma in the past, fighting with germs ever since he was a child okay not really.. unless?   ✤ he doesn’t even do this to the other people he’s acquainted with; you’ve asked koromi about it, and he says sakusa just sprays him with holy water a disinfecting solution    ✤ now you’re confused as to why you’re getting special treatment from him, when you two aren’t as close as him and his cousin   ✤ so you personally went to his class to ask him about it   ✤ “hey kiyoomi, why do you remind me to be clean every hour that you’re awake?” “because you shouldn’t have a single germ on you.” “but it’s literally the same message every time; at least make it seem more interesting” “cleaning yourself should be simple, not complicated”   ✤ you got fed up with it as another week went by, which is understandable, since this clean freak was spamming your phone hour after hour without missing a single text   ✤ the fact that sakusa was willing to put effort into reminding you about your hygiene was kind of sweet, but the same message every. single. damn. time. was annoying you like hell   ✤ and when you tell him to stop and that you already know how to get rid of germs, he gave you a disgusted look   ✤ this had to be one of the most nasty expressions he had ever made, because you stood paralyzed to the floor   ✤ “i have been reminding you for your own good, y/n. why don’t you just appreciate what i do for you, instead of complain about it?”   ✤ your mouth stayed shut, your tongue feeling as though it was glued to the top of your mouth   ✤ “don’t mention anything like this again”   ✤ you meekly nodded, and he strolled out the classroom   ✤ the moment he was gone, you collapsed onto the floor out of fear, shivering as you replayed the scene again and again in your head   ✤ the main question that circled your head was: why was he acting so controlling?   ✤ the night after, you texted sakusa, and asked him to meet up with you at your favorite spot   ✤ surprisingly, he complied. and you were waiting for awhile by the time he got there..

“Sakusa, hi!” You greeted your friend with a small but warm smile. The ace frowned; it was unlike you to call him by his last name. In fact, it had been months since you’ve said his name with such coldness in your voice. “..why did you call me out here?” He questioned in a low tone. Your eyes grew dark as you thought about what to say to him. “I wanted to talk to you about what happened yesterday. I feel as though we need to.” Sakusa’s own eyes narrowed as you spoke each word. “Are you still going to complain about my reminders to you?” Shaking your head, you stared at your feet while hugging your arms to your chest. “Of course not, I heard what you told me to do. I just.. wanted to know why you got so angry, is all.” The jet-black haired boy stared down at you, furrowing his eyebrows as he tried to remember what specifically happened the day before. “I don’t know what you’re remembering, Y/N, but I wasn’t angry in the slightest. Are you sure you aren’t thinking of another memory of yours?” Your head snaps up when he said that he wasn’t angry. “Yes, I’m very sure.” You firmly say. “Maybe you don’t think you seemed angry, but you were downright furious. It was.. kind of terrifying.” “Are you saying I was out of control yesterday?” “No, just..” You subconsciously hugged your arms tighter to your body, trying to make yourself as small as possible. “..intimidating.” Sakusa tilted his head, his eyes narrowing. You found him intimidating? Just from a little conversation that happened because of you’re questioning ways? “I’m tired, and I’m sure you are, too,” you continued, not catching on that your friend was becoming annoyed with your talking. “Which is why I want to end this quickly. Sakusa, I have a life, too. As much as I appreciate what you do for me, I can take care of myself without your help-” “You’re repeating the same words you stated yesterday, just in different phrasing.” The germaphobe harshly cut in. “I said this once, but I will say it again, for your sake. I am doing this for your own good-” “-and I know what’s good for me and what isn’t, Sakusa!” You exclaimed, your arms no longer crossed. “I can make my own decisions! I’m not some dumb little kid you have to look after-” “Y/N-” “-so just drop this already! It doesn’t help anyone; it doesn’t help me, it doesn’t help you-” “Y/N.” Sakusa lost all patience. He towered over you, his hands clenched tightly into fists. You slightly shrink at his actions, your arms up in defense. The ace didn’t seem to notice your fear as he took a step forward. “You are crawling with so many germs, I can practically see them all over you. You are in no condition to be deciding on your hygiene, when you can’t even rid of the many dirt particles covering your skin.” He took another step forward, and you step back, unsure of what to do. Sakusa broke out of his anger when he heard a slight sob leave your lips. “Why do you hate me so much, Sakusa?!” You asked, pain laced into your voice. “I’m perfectly capable of not being dirty, can’t you see?! Why can’t you just leave me alone-” You used your sleeves to start wiping the tears away, although they doubled to replace the ones you removed. The ace hesitantly enveloped you in a hug, making you break down even more. “Sakusa- no- you’re gonna get germs on you-” You stammered, resisting the temptation to bury your face into his chest. “..I made you cry. I need to pay the consequences.” Said boy murmured, rubbing shapes onto your back. You continued to cry for a good 5 minutes, before slowly pushing him away. “..thank you.” You sniffled. “I know consequences has nothing to do with that. Why did you-?” “I like you, Y/N.” He cut you off, making your eyes widen. “The reason why I’d been constantly reminding you to wash up is because I thought I should date someone who was clean to the touch. That was wrong of me, so very wrong. I apologize, and it’s fine if you reject-” You shut him up with a kiss to his mask. “Are you traumatized yet?” You asked, trying to crack a smile. “That’s my revenge from yesterday.” Sakusa blinked multiple times before realizing what you did. “..I guess I deserved that. So is that a yes..?” You broke out into a beautiful, radiant smile this time, the moonlight making you glow even more than you already were. “Of course, Kiyoomi!”

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[peach-pops]

hai! i love your hc so much and i just done reading the akaashi with karasuno's manager, it's so cute! can you please make it again but with kuroo or tsukishima? thanks a lot 😄🖤

I frickin love Kuroo so this was just so easy to write. Like as I was writing this, I was making myself giddy UGH I wish he was real. ANYWAY I still used the training camp storyline because those episodes just hit differently. Also keep sending requests!

Kuroo’s Crush on the Karasuno Manager 

I always make it a point to say that Kuroo is a huge dork but I firmly believe that when he is interested in someone, he will stop at nothing to make it known how he feels so keep that in mind

When the training camp starts, Kuroo is actually pretty excited because he has friends on the other teams and it just makes the experience more fun than playing against strangers

He knows that Karasuno is coming but he is totally caught off guard when he sees you walk in with the team because the last time Nekoma played against Karasuno, you weren’t a manager so Kuroo is like ???? pretty girl????

Kuroo does a double-take when he sees you and he is not ashamed to stare at you from across the gym. I know in his mind he’s thinking “ what the hell are they putting in Karasuno’s water?” because literally everyone from Karasuno is hot and that’s a fact

You can feel a pair of eyes on you but in a room full of people it’s kinda hard to pinpoint who but when you see Kuroo staring back at you, you almost choke on your water because you think he’s too attractive to even be real

“ Y/N-are you okay?” You feel Daichi pat your back as you nod back quickly and you literally face the opposite direction because you’re so embarrassed

It doesn’t last long because now, you have to get into manager mode since Nekoma and Karasuno are on the court next 

During the game, Kuroo is absolutely killing it I mean this dude is always on his toes but he’s moving faster than ever today because he wants to get your attention 

You’re more focused on your team since you have to take notes but whenever Kuroo makes a point, you both look up at each other and he smiles as if he’s confirming that you saw his shot 

Of course, Nekoma ends up winning and while the Karasuno boys are outside running for losing, Kuroo uses this chance to try and talk to you 

“ I couldn’t help but notice that I caught your attention, like what you see?” 

“ Oh please, don’t let it get to your head. I’m just doing my job Captain.” 

Kuroo feels his confidence boost up when he hears you call him that because you know that dude lets it go straight to his head

“ So now we have nicknames for each other? This is perfect I was already creating a list of what I could call you, how does future wife sound?” 

“ Wow. That was.... terrible. You really need to work on your flirting skills cause this won’t work on other girls.” 

“ Does that mean it’s working on you?” 

You shake your head and laugh as you look off to the side like you’re on the office because bruh, of course, it’s working on you but you’re not going to give him the satisfaction 

He uses the pause in the conversation to introduce himself but right after you introduce yourself, you get called to help the boys with their water

Daichi is totally staring Kuroo down btw 

You say your quick goodbyes but even as your walking away, Kuroo is still standing there with his hands on his hips and a huge smirk on his face because while you’re not giving into him completely, he loves a challenge 

Most of the day, Nekoma and Karasuno are both on their own courts playing matches at different times of the day and it seems like every time you both have a free minute, something always comes up 

Kuroo actually feels super down because he actually wants to have a conversation with you but you’re super busy during dinner 

plus he can’t get a word in around you when the Karasuno boys are guarding you like hawks 

You were feeling so drained from the day so after dinner, you go straight to bed but in the middle of the night you have to use the restroom so you get up and walk over in the dark to the nearest one which is down the hall 

You’re pretty freaked out because it is pretty dark and before bed, the boys were telling scary stories so you were definitely paranoid that someone was going to come up from behind a corner and murder you 

After you finished up in the bathroom, you walked back to the room but you bump into someone and you could feel your soul leave your body and you let out the wimpiest shriek ever 

“ Wha- It’s me!” Kuroo whispers loudly before he lets out a louder laugh,” you are so easy to scare I didn’t even do anything!”

“ I was not scared! I was just startled...there’s a difference. What are you even doing up?” 

Kuroo holds up some money and nods towards the end of the hallway,” Vending machine, you should come with me. I can walk you back to your room after so you don’t get scared again and wake up the whole school.” 

You let out an annoyed huff but you walk side by side with Kuroo as the two of you silently chat about how the training camp is going

Even though there’s hardly enough light, Kuroo still can’t help but stare at you when you’re not looking up at him. 

He knows everything between the two of you is just playful for now but he knows he is already catching feelings and he hasn’t even known you for a full day

Kuroo gets two drinks in the vending machine and hands you one before he sits down against the wall. He uses it to see if you’ll join him or not and luckily you accept his offer and sit down right beside him 

“ You know, we’re gonna beat Karasuno again tomorrow, I just wanted to give you a heads up.”

“ That’s pretty bold of you to say. You’ve seen how the guys play, they’re starting to get a real rhythm going and I wouldn’t be surprised if we turn things around tomorrow” You smirked as you leaned your head against the wall. 

The thing about Kuroo was that gears were always turning in his head and working overtime. He wasn’t a crazy overthinker by any means but he was always thinking of ideas so he started developing a plan in his head

“ Tell you what, let’s make a bet right here. If Nekoma wins tomorrow, you have to go on a date with me.” 

LOOK AND LISTEN  Kuroo is hardly ever this bold with a girl he likes no matter what anybody says but he knows that there’s a small possibility that could say yes and that’s all he needs to boost his ego 

“ And what if you guys lose?” 

“ Trust me, we won’t lose, shake on it?” 

You look down at Kuroo’s hand and without a second thought, you shake it softly,” Good luck Captain. You’ll need it.” 

TRUST ME Kuroo did not get a wink of sleep because all he could think about that night was where he would take you two on a date because obviously, he knew Nekoma would win, especially now since he had even more motivation than the day before 

You weren’t sure why you were so nervous to watch Karasuno and Nekoma’s game because after all, it wasn’t like it was a real tournament but you could feel that the overall vibe on the court gym was different

If you thought Kuroo was playing aggressively yesterday, than oh boy you were in for it when this game rolled through 

Not a single ball went through Kuroo when he was at the front. This boy was DETERMINED to land a date with you 

With every point Nekoma lost, that only fueled Kuroo to do even better than before and it was no surprise that Nekoma took both sets

After the teams shook hands and thanked each other for the game, Kuroo headed straight towards you with the biggest smile on his face

“ So, what do you think?”

“ Mm, I think you’re pretty sweaty to be honest,” you laughed as Kuroo used the back of his hand to wipe his forehead,” but congratulations, you actually weren’t half bad. I’m guessing I owe you a date then?” 

“ Yep, seems like it. Although if you want to go ahead and congratulate me in some other way, I wouldn’t stop you,” Kuroo tapped his cheek with his finger as he leaned his head down for you to kiss his cheek.

OMG IM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM JUST IMAGINE GAHHHH

You rolled your eyes as you felt the eyes of some of the Nekoma and Karasuno players looking towards the two of you. You stood up on your tippy-toes as you pressed a light kiss onto his cheek which earned some oooooos from Nekoma  and curses from Karasuno 

“ KUROO STEP AWAY FROM HER IF YOU VALUE YOUR LIFE!”

“ Aw that’s cute, look at Daichi being protective.” 

“ Um, no,he’s serious. You should really go now.”

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[hyunfelix]

do you have any fave felix looks?

ksjdfshkjd YES OFC, LEE FELIX MY BELOVED 🐣 LMAOOO i know im gonna leave something out when i answer this and hate myself for it later 😭 but um, this is very messy and chaotic and i’m sorry for being so indecisive and giving you 11 different answers :’)

putting this under the cut bc i talk a LOT

I’d say only the first 5 are in any kind of “order”...like, they might be my top faves at the moment? The rest after that are in no order bc I’m indecisive :’)

1. Christmas EveL MV

I FREAKING LOVEEE his look in the photobook thing in the christmas evel album (with the shorts and the beanie), and i wish that look could’ve made it into one of their xmas MVs or something. (there are 2 vids on insta of him in that look tho yay <3)

But I also really love his "EveL" look in the MV!! The lil santa hat, the braids in the front, the knee-high socks and the makeup fjgjkfd it was all so CUTE AND PERFECTTTT!! i dedicate my life to christmas tbh

2. Kingdom Sports dAY OUTFIT??? uH

THE PINK OUTFIT HE WORE FOR THE SPORTS THING THEY DID ON THE KINGDOM..THING...??? I LOVE IT SO MUCH... I LOVE PINK + BRUNETTE FELIX! But tbh ANY look/photo of him with the long brown hair = FAVE LOOK FAVE LOOK!! ESPECIALLY THAT VLIVE HE DID WITH THE WHITE HOODIE ON UGH :(

3. God's Menu MV

Ok so um, nOT the “cooking like a chef” look!!! I like the look you barely get to see in the actual MV 😭 the one with the red shirt, and his hair is parted down the middle and it's wavy lmao. I also like the one with the black outift?? I’’m bad at explaining, but you can see the two looks i like a lot right HERE in their teaser video💛

4. Ex MV

Idk what it is about this look, but whenever i watch this MV i get so soft when felix comes on the screen 🥺 like, my ult is hyunjin but i focus on felix a lot here kksskssdnjf he just looks sooo lovely and natural and my heart just :((( i love this MV and this look a lot :’))

5. Stay In London (the first photobook)

this look is RIGHT UP MY ALLEY 😩 everything about it is just so *chef’s kiss* and i love this photoshoot + video so much. is this hat a beret? idk LMAO anyways i love berets.

- ODDINARY Trailer

skjfdhdksjd LITERALLY JUST CAME OUT YESTERDAY BUT HIS LOOK AT THE END OF THE VIDEO! I AM SO HERE FOR IT !! THE HAT MAKES HIS EARS BEND AND IT LOOKS SO CUTE HE LOOKS LIKE A CUTEE ELFFFF, AND THE OUTFIT IS JUST <333 also i do like his hairstyle throughout the majority of the trailer (before he becomes “oddinary” lmao)

- MAMA 2021

JKDSDHKFJDS HIS OUTFIT FOR THE CHEESE PERFORMANCE AND ALL THAT JAZZ MADE ME !!!! CRAZY!!!! I LOVED IT >:( THE BLACK GLITTERY SHORTS AND JACKET AND HIS HAIR AND THE EYEBROW “PIERCING” THING AND THE KNEE-HIGH SOCKS WITH THAT STRAP THING ON ONE OF THEM!! FASHION KING ?!?!

- CHEESE MV

hA! chEESE !

yes

- Side Effects era

LMAOO LITERALLY ANY LOOK FROM THIS ERA TBH omg king

his head HURTS!!! IT HURTS! HE HAS A HEADACHE!!

LOOK-IT!!!

- LOVESTAY Chocolate factory thing

PINK!!! I’M DOWN BAD FOR PINNK!!!! *cries and cracks my fingers too*

- SUNSHINE-VLOG 2 + 9.15 릭스 FM (20.10.21)

LASTLY ofc....no makeup, no contacts <33 his natural beauty makes me :))) this is honestly my number 1 fave look for him bUT idk if it counts as an actual look so fjkghkdfjdhj

#IM SORRY IT'S SO MUHSFKHSDFHSD #PLS #IDK WHY YOU SENT THIS TO ME 😭 BUT THIS TOOK UP MY WHOLE DAY LMAOOO (IN A GOOD WAY) #IDK I CANT IIMAGINE A RANDOM PERSON SENDING ME THIS... #IT HAS TO BE A FRIEND #BUT UM #THANK U FOR SENDING ME THIS THO BC I LOVE FELIX SO MUCH DFJHGDKFD #ask #anon #stray kids #felix #me