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The scrambler: carnival series pt 2
The conductor waived a farewell at the paramedics as they loaded the now older fat Jake into the back of the ambulance. He hoped that more people would come. He loved swapping their bodies like this. It wasn’t long before two football jocks half naked were walking in front of his setup making fun of the other. Quinn and Derek. The conductor was immediately grinning as he set his eyes on the pair of identical twins. How could this not be more fun. “Yeah well at least I’m taking steroids you dumb oaf!” Derek jokingly said to his brother. “Oh you’re just jealous at my gains bro! Admit it!” Quinn replied.
“My dear men! Would you like to have s go on the scrambler ! It’s one of the best carnivals rides we have here !” The two men punched each other in the arm and laughed stupidly and walked to the conductor. “Sure what kind of ride is it”. The conductor showed the men to the machine where they were quickly seated and strapped in. Quinn looked s true conductor and said “this better not be some stupid ride bro. It looks old as hell!” The conductor smiled. “I’m sure you going to enjoy this more than any other ride in the park!” The conductor walked over to the control panel and hit start.
The machine came to life and soon both of the men were spinning faster and faster until it looked like one single person in the machine. “Dude this is gonna make me sick!” Derek shouted and Quinn yelled back in agreement. When the machine came to a stop both of the men had their eyes shut until the world stopped spinning.
“Dude that was awesome let’s go again!” The conductor grinned. “Sorry lads. No can do. Only one ride per customer”. Both of the men said awe damn at the same time. Not even knowing what had happened.
Quinn and Derek walked away from the machine. Quinn burped and tasted onions which was weird because he didn’t eat onions earlier. Derek was walking and felt like his stance was off but he decided it had to be the ride that messed up his equilibrium.
Both men weren’t feeling too great after the ride and walked out of the fair and headed to their dorm room for the evening.
When the two got to their dorm room they both crashed on the bed and fell asleep.
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The next morning Derek woke up with an intense hunger wasn’t used to. He jumped out of bed and starts to eat everything he could while Quinn lay on his bed and rubbed his eyes. Derek didn’t even notice that he was doing the same think that Quinn did every morning. Rummaging the kitchen and looking for food. He’f bene like that ever since he started using the roids. After Derek finished eating he went to the bathroom. Looking in the mirror he noticed some dark spots on his shoulders that weren’t there before. They looked like dark red acne spots that Quinn had on his back. Looking closer he noticed how his jaw was slightly different than he remembered. His heart began to race as terror of realization hit him. “Hey Quinn! Get in here !” Quinn could be stifling to the door. “I’m not into that gay stuff bro. What do you want !” Derek turned around. “Bro. I think something is wrong. Look!” He pointed to his shoulders and jaw. And realized that Quinn was slightly shorter than him. Quinn wasn’t paying attention to him and Derek shoved him in front of the mirror. “Bro look!” Quinn took a double take. Sure the body he was looking at looked just like him. But he seen the differences. Twins can always tell.
Both of the men were sitting on their bed panicking. They checked their phones in their pockets from the night before and Derek and Quinn both had each others phones. They had confirmed it. Somehow they had swapped bodies. Derek couldn’t stop eating from the roids that were pulsing through his body now and Quinn was trying to figure out what to do. They got dressed to head to fair to confront the conductor. Derek was stumbling as he walked now realizing his stance was off from a shoe size 2 sizes bigger than his 14s he was used to.
The problem was when they arrived at the fair. The machine and the conductor was no where to be seen.
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Little Witch
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Y/N still couldn't believe she had agreed to this, if it was even that and not that she had no choice. Her best friend dragged her to some guy's party and said she needed to come out. However, this was definitely not her perfect idea of spending Halloween, in a house full of immature guys trying to make a pass at her and on top of that she was wearing a sexy witch outfit where the dress barely went to her mid-thigh and the neckline wasn't any better. She just hoped that Y/B/F would be distracted quickly and she could scurry out. "Y/N? Can you hear me?" she asked and Y/N looked at her friend questioningly. "What?" she asked. Y/B/F sighed and shook her head. "Typical, where is your head?"
"On my shoulders," she said, making them grin. Finally they arrived at the party, it wasn't hard to find it, as music could already be heard several houses away. Together they went inside and she looked around. It was like a typical college party, except people were wearing costumes. "Hey...I'm going to talk to Matt for a minute..." she said and Y/N nodded before looking after her friend. She then went to the kitchen where there was beer and other alcohol and took some. She took a sip and sighed, just holding out for a few more minutes until she was sure her best friend was busy, enough. "Hey, sweetie..." someone said behind her and she rolled her eyes, but then turned and smiled. "Hey..." she said. "I'm Steve..." "Y/N..." she replied, cursing herself for being like that. Steve smiled. "Do you want to go somewhere else?" he asked, and she was shocked that he was so direct. "Um, no..." she said and turned away, but he grabbed her arm and turned her to face him. "Come on, why else would you wear something like that if you don't want to get fucked?" he asked and her mouth opened, but before she knew what was happening, she poured her drink on him and turned around. She left the kitchen and went up the stairs, why she didn't know, she could have just left, she admonished herself. Well, she could stay here for a few minutes and then leave, she thought. She went into a room and saw that it was a bedroom. It was empty, so she went further in and closed the door. Y/N sat down on the bed and lay back. It was clear from the beginning that going to this party with Y/B/F was a bad idea. She looked at the clock. It was two o'clock in the morning. Without knowing it, her eyes closed and she fell asleep. When she woke up she was confused, something had woken her up. "What the hell?" she heard a voice ask. She lifted her head to see a man in the dark. He turned on the light and she could see him better. Her breath stopped as she looked at him. He had blond hair and blue eyes. Even now, as she was jolted out of sleep, she saw how attractive he was and also that he wasn't one of the guys from the party; the man was a lot older. She sat up. "I,.,um...I'm sorry, I must have fallen asleep," she apologized immediately. "Why is there a half-naked girl in my bed?" he asked, more to himself than to her. Y/N looked down and realized that her dress had ridden up so that her panties were exposed and the straps of her dress had slid down and the top of her breasts were clearly visible. She blushed and tried to straighten her dress. "I'm sorry, sir..." she said and he stroked his face with his hand. "Damn..." he said softly and she looked up at him and saw that he had an erection. "Are you okay?" she asked gently, but shook her head and stood up. It wasn't going to be her problem. She got up from the bed and pulled her dress down further. "I'm going to go..." she said and was about to walk past him, but he stopped her. "I'm Tom. What's your name?" he asked and Y/N looked up at him. She almost forgot his question. "I...Y/N," she said softly, biting her lips. Tom leaned down to her, knowing it was probably a worse than bad idea, but he was damn aroused at the moment. "Well, Y/N...you shouldn't go out in a dress like that," he said in her ear and she looked up at him. "I don't have anything else to wear though..." she said softly and he growled before wrapping his arm around her and pulling her against him. "Then you can't go either..." said Tom and she gasped as she felt his erection against her and felt her start to get wet. God, she wanted him. She had only known him for a few minutes. What was so different about this situation with the one earlier with this Steven guy? Tom was a man, not an immature boy, she thought. Y/N put a hand on the back of his neck and leaned up to brush her lips against his. Tom immediately began to deepen the kiss and lifted her up before pressing her against the wall. His lips traveled down to her neck and sucked on the skin. She moaned softly as he then also pulled down the straps of her dress until it was under her breasts and they were free. He reached out with his hands and massaged them before leaning down and taking one of her nipples into his mouth and starting to suck on it. She reached into his hair and clawed at it. "T-Tom..." she moaned. He pushed himself off the wall and carried her to the bed. Tom gently dropped her onto the bed and she crawled back, but he followed and grabbed her legs. He pulled her back to him so that he was between her legs. His hands stroked her body. "My sexy little witch...Lying in my bed...Showing me your panties and breasts...You were going to seduce me, weren't you?" he asked, opening his shirt before sliding it off his shoulders. She raised her hand to stroke his chest, enjoying the feel of his muscles under her palm. Tom reached for her dress and pulled it down so that she was only wearing her panties, but this he also removed, leaving her lying there naked. He slowly began to kiss down her body until he arrived at her pussy. Tom looked up at her before lifting her leg over his shoulder and pressing a kiss close to her pussy before slowly beginning to lick her pussy. She moaned and clawed at his hair. Tom looked up at her as he continued to lick her and then stroked her with his fingers. "Please...Sir..." she begged, gasping loudly as he thrust two fingers inside her while then sucking on her clit. Tom began thrusting his fingers in and out of her quickly, writhing them deep inside her with each thrust. Her moans filled the room and she could feel her orgasm building inside her. "I...I'm cumming..." Tom felt her tighten and hum against her pussy and suddenly she cum all over his fingers. He didn't stop, but continued to fuck her until she came down from her climax. Y/N gasped as he pulled his fingers out of her and got up from the bed to pull down his pants and boxers before sitting back on the bed. Tom reached over and turned her over onto her hands and knees before pulling her legs apart a little. He reached for his cock and pumped it a few times, rubbing the tip at her entrance. "Oh God!" she moaned, reaching for the sheets, "Please, Tom...Please, Sir..." With one thrust, he thrust deep and fast into her, making her moan loudly. "Daddy!" She suddenly realized what she had said and realized how she blushed. "I...I'm sorry," she said softly, breathing heavily. "Say it again," he ordered. "What?" she asked, confused. "Say it again," he repeated, thrusting into her with each word. "Daddy," she moaned, whimpering through his hard thrusts. Tom wrapped a hand around her throat and pulled her against his chest. He began to nibble and suck on the skin of her neck as he began to fuck her rapidly. His cock thrust deep inside her and she reached back and put her hand on his neck. Tom placed a hand on the center of her belly. "You are so tight," he moaned as he thrust hard and fast into her pussy. His hand traveled down to her clit and rubbed it at the pace of his thrusts. "Daddy..." she moaned, again feeling her orgasm build inside her and she grew tighter around his cock. Tom moaned as well, feeling it. "Cum for me...cum around my cock, little witch," he moaned against her neck and thrust against her G-spot. Suddenly she came and threw her head backwards on his shoulder. Tom kept fucking her until he thrust deep inside her, filling her with his cum. Both of them were panting and breathing heavily. After a few minutes, he slid out of her and had her lie down on the bed before he lay down next to her. Tom pulled her against him and she stroked his chest. She looked at him and couldn't stop herself from asking. "Was it your son who threw the party?" she asked him softly, but he immediately laughed. "No, Steve is not my son...He is my nephew and thought it would be smart to throw a Halloween party at my house while I was out of town, but I came back early and broke it up and then I saw you in my bed...You know the rest..." he explained and she nodded. "Do you want me to go now?" she asked softly and he looked at her seriously. "There's no way you're going to be allowed to leave, little witch," he said, stroking her neck with one finger, "I plan to make you cum many more times." She gasped as he said this and rolled her around again. Never did Y/N think Halloween night would go like this....
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It's Going To Be You
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Prompt - I knew I did from that first moment we met. It was…not love at first sight exactly, but - familiarity. Like: oh, hello, it’s you. It’s going to be you.
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Spencer Reid knew from the moment he laid eyes on you that you were something else, he could tell from one glance that you would change his life. No words needed to be exchanged for the man to be completely and utterly taken by you. He watched as you walked through the door, though your head was held high, shoulders pushed back giving the impression of complete confidence, he saw the way you fiddled with the strap of your bag with one hand. When he looked at your other hand he could see your forefinger picking at your thumb, clearly a nervous habit. He watched as you looked around the room, watched as Rossi made his way over to you, guiding you over to Hotch’s office with a smile.
“Down, pretty boy.” Derek grinned as Spencer startled, his head snapping around to face Derek just as you entered Hotch’s office. “I’ve never seen that look on your face and you don’t even know her name.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Spencer replied, cringing at how unconvincing he sounded.
He turned away from Derek and tried to focus on his paperwork but he could stop his eyes from straying over to the closed office door every few minutes much to Derek and Rossi’s amusement.
“Who is she anyway?” Derek asked.
“She’s lucky number ten,” Rossi told them, smothering a smile as Spencer looked over, “who knew finding another agent would be so difficult.”
“Wait,” another voice interrupted, “there’s a new person here? Is she nice? Why is that always my first question?” The group laughed as Penelope quizzed Rossi.
“Listen, I know as much as you people.” He said and before anyone else could speak Penelope was being handed a folder causing them all to groan.
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“Agent Hotchner?” You asked as you were granted access to the office.
Hotch stood as you walked in, moving around his desk to hold a hand out to you.
“Yes and you’re Y/F/N Y/L/N, I presume?” He asked, smiling slightly at you as you nodded, still fiddling with your bag. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, please have a seat.”
“Thank you sir.” You smiled, taking a seat in the offered chair watching as he made his way back behind his desk.
“Your supervisor spoke very highly of you when I spoke with him, your success rate is impressive.” Hotch praised, glancing down at the file in front of him. “Your latest case seemed rather difficult, are you sure you’re ready to be back in the field again?”
“I passed all my psychiatric exams, I was cleared to return.” You told him stiffly.
“I’m aware of your results, I just want to be sure you’re ready. Infiltrating yourself into the life of Douglas Miller couldn’t have been an easy feat.” Hotch watched as a look of satisfaction took over your face.
“I’m ready, sir.” You told him, relaxing slightly. “It was a tough case, I’ll be the first to admit that seeing what I saw had an impact but I can do this.”
Hotch smiled at you before closing the folder.
“I believe you,” he said, “I think you’ll be a valuable addition to this team.”
The words were what you were hoping to hear, you’d wanted a job with the BAU for longer than you could remember but you paused. Surely it wasn’t that easy, right?
“Wait? That’s it?” You asked.
“That’s it.” Hotch confirmed, fighting back a smile at your expression.
“But- but I’ve been here less than five minutes.” You countered back, there were so many emotions going on within you that you felt slightly overwhelmed.
“Y/N, ever since your name was put forward I looked into your work and I was impressed. Your skills at undercover work are far above what I’ve seen in a long time, that alone would be an incredibly useful assest to the team but on top of that your ability to connect and empathise with unsubs, fast thinking and your profiling skills- trust me, you deserve this job and I have complete faith in you.” Hotch’s words had left you speechless, you had no clue how to respond but thankfully you didn’t have to as the door was pushed open and both you and Hotch turned to look at the brightly dressed woman in the doorway.
“I’m sorry to interrupt sir but we have a case.” The woman said and Hotch stood gesturing for you to follow.
“You have a to go bag?” He asked as you both walked out the door.
“Yes sir.” You nodded, still baffled by how well things had gone.
“Good, welcome to the team Y/L/N.”
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“Everyone, this is SSA Y/F/N Y/L/N. I’m sure proper introductions can be made later.” Hotch said as the two of you entered the room before gesturing to Garcia that she could begin.
“Ok, yes, so, we have five bodies so far found in Wyoming. The first two bodies were hidden amongst some trees close to firehole bay. The ME presumes that the time of death was mostly likely a week ago but we should have full confirmation when you arrive. The victims, who we haven’t been able to identify yet, but I am working on it, were stripped completely and the wounds, that are in your files because I so do not need to see that, show heavy signs of torture. ” Garcia informed you all.
“The next body was a single male, again stripped and tortured and the ME says this death is most likely four to five days old. This body was found a few miles away from Basin Bay Point campsite.”
“Wait a second,” somebody interrupted, causing you to turn your head. There sat a man, younger than the rest of the team, he was…how you had missed him you didn’t know but now you felt like you couldn’t look away. “If I’m not mistaken those places are roughly twenty miles from each other at walking distance.”
“And driving distance?” An older man asked.
“I don’t think there is a way to drive to Basin Bay Point, especially not to where the body was left.” The younger man replied, looking down at the folder he was given with a frown.
“I’ll have a map ready for you on the plane.” Penelope assured him before continuing. “Now, the next two bodies were the most recent, ME says they were killed a day or two ago and these victims we have been able to identify as Taylor Gomez and her boyfriend Jack Gaskarth.” Penelope said as she brought their pictures up. “They were never reported missing because they had told friends and family they were going camping, which checks out because their bodies were found three miles away from Lewis Lake campground. They show the same wounds as the other vics.” Garcia explained.
You grimaced as you looked down at the tablet Hotch had passed you as you saw a young man and woman, naked with slices all across their bodies, as well as deep bruising to the neck.
“What was the CoD, Garcia?” The younger man spoke up again.
“ME still needs to run a full examination but her best bet is that it was asphyxiation.” She told him with a frown.
“That makes sense, there isn’t a lot of blood or scabbing which suggests they were done post mortem.”
“So what,” you spoke up, pausing for a moment when everyone turned to you, “the unsub blitz attacks the victims and kills them before torturing them? What’s the point in that?”
“It could be a number of things actually. Perhaps it’s not about the kills for him but more to do with the fascination of the human body, we’ve seen it before where curiosity leads to this kind of attack. It could also be that he has to kill, he has a compulsion to kill and once he’s given into that compulsion he gets to fulfil other urges. If I had to guess I’d say the victims are victims of opportunity-” The younger man rambled, his hands gesturing in front of him as he spoke causing you to smile.
“Because there is no set pattern, he crosses race and gender lines and there’s no secondary location.” You cut off the other man who looked at you with a grin.
“Exactly, the area is so isolated that he can get away with quick and easy killings but because it doesn’t seem like there’s a secondary location yet we have to presume that the torture is a means to satisfy himself when he can’t hold his victims hostage.”
“It’s a long flight and this unsub doesn’t appear to be slowing down. Wheels up in fifteen.” Hotch said as he stood up, everyone was quick to follow until it was just you and the guy you had spoken to left.
“Hi.” He said, causing you to turn around with a smile.
“Hi.”
“I’m Spencer, Spencer Reid.” He introduced himself.
“Y/F/N Y/L/N, nice to meet you.” You replied, reaching out your hand to shake his, your eyebrows pulling together slightly as he shook his head.
“Sorry, I don’t um,” He said, causing you to drop your hand and nod understandingly, “it’s nothing against you, just…germs.” He trailed off, berating himself in his head.
“No problem.” You smiled again, god that smile. Spencer felt his heart race.
“Congratulations on joining the team.” He praised as the two of you walked out of the round table room.
“Thank you, I’ve wanted this for so long.” He watched as the smile fell from your face before you shook your head slightly.
“Is everything ok?” He asked, understanding the nerves. He couldn’t help but glance down, almost smiling as he saw you picking at your thumb.
“Yeah, I’m just, what if I mess up?” You couldn’t help but ask. After wanting this job for as long as you had, all the hard nights and long days spent training you were finally here and you’d be damned if you screwed everything up.
“You won’t, Hotch wouldn’t have hired you if he didn’t think you were good enough, trust me. I think you’ll be amazing.” He told you, flushing slightly at his own words and the soft smile that replaced the frown on your face.
“Thank you Spencer.” You replied softly and before he could respond the rest of the team was calling for the two of you to head to the air strip.
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On the plane you were properly introduced to everyone as you took a seat next to Spencer, sitting opposite Hotch and Rossi. On the table in front of you Spencer had both a map of the US and a smaller map of Wyoming. You watched his fingers trace invisible lines as his eyebrows knitted together.
You were trying not to stare, really you were, but there was just something about the man that made you want to get to know him.
Thankfully before anyone noticed your eyes glancing at Spencer every few moments, the man himself spoke.
“Guys, if you map out where the five victims were found,” Spencer began, circling three places on the map as he did, “it looks like the victims might have been hiking the continental divide trail.”
“Pretty boy, isn’t that trail like thousands of miles long?” Morgan asked, watching as Spencer nodded, pushing the little map of Wyoming out of the way for a moment and drawing a line down the map of the US.
“This is the continental divide trail, it’s 3,300 miles long and it’s actually quite difficult to hike. These people had to have been exceptionally fit and healthy which further backs up the theory that these were blitz attacks. You can go days without seeing other people when hiking the trail and most hikers have to give up because of lack of supplies or needing urgent medical care from injuries and illnesses they attract. A part of the Wyoming part of the trail includes a 120 mile stretch of desert with water sources few and far between.” Spencer rambled and you couldn’t help the soft smile, though you did try to hide it behind your hand, glancing away from Rossi when you locked eyes with him and he raised an eyebrow at you.
“So we have a serial killer and 3,300 miles of potential hunting grounds?” JJ asked.
“So far he seems to be focusing on Wyoming, which narrows the geographic profile down to…’ Spencer paused as he pulled the Wyoming map closer to him, “550 miles.”
“I hope you all brought your hiking boots.” Rossi said as groans filled the jet.
“Hello my crime fighters.” Garcia’s voice sounded through the speakers. “Hotch, the families of the latest two victims are at the station waiting for you.”
“Thank you Garcia,” Hotch replied before turning to the team. “JJ, I want you to come with me to the station and help interview the families. We also need to get ahead of the media on this before they start glorifying the unsub. Reid, since the geographic profile is mostly established, I want you to take Y/L/N and head to the latest crime scene. Dave and Morgan, the two of you head to the second crime scene.”
You and Spencer both shared a look at the news you were travelling to a crime scene that couldn’t be driven too. Whilst you managed to pass the FBI’s training and fitness tests you weren’t exactly athletically inclined and seeing from the look Spencer was giving you neither was he.
Judging from the chuckles that filled the plane the others had come to the same conclusion that you and Spencer were not going to recover from this trip.
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You had driven as close to the crime scene as you could get, which was thankfully closer than the one Morgan and Rossi had to go to. It was still a hell of a hike to get to where the unsub had dumped the bodies.
“Ok, ok,” Spencer panted, cheeks flushed from the heat. “Let’s take a break.”
“Please.” You were quick to agree and the two of you sat down heavily on a fallen tree trunk. You had all been warned that you needed supplies, even for a short hike. So you had both been sent out with backpacks filled with water bottles and food. There were other supplies like maps, compasses and first aid kits that you were hoping you wouldn’t have to use. Thankfully you had been paired with the man with the eidetic memory because you couldn’t read a map to save your life.
After the two of you gulped down some water and caught your breath Spencer spoke up.
“Why the BAU?” He asked suddenly, causing you to look up in confusion.
“Sorry?” You replied.
“You said you had wanted to join the BAU for a long time, why?” He asked again, not pushing you when you paused.
It wasn’t a secret what had happened to your family, Spencer could easily find the information out if he wanted to but you wanted to be the one to tell him. It wasn’t a story you liked sharing with people but something about Spencer made you feel…safe.
“When I was a kid there was a serial killer but he was in the next state over and we were from a small town so nobody thought to worry and after a while things went quiet so everyone just assumed he stopped, you know? Anyway, one day I went to my friend’s house, it was summer and I was always out with my friends. I was there for a few hours but I was always home in time for dinner except for this day, I ended up losing track of time and headed home an hour late. When I got home, my momma was there in the kitchen. She was covered in blood and I just screamed. The rest of my family didn’t make it either. When the police came they said the markings were the same as the victims from the next state over.” You told him, not pausing for breath as you rushed through the story. You watched as his expression fell, his sympathy written on his face.
“I’m so sorry.” He told you and you could hear the sincerity in his tone. You gave him a small smile before continuing.
“I could just never understand why. The thing that kept me up at night was that question: why? Why them? Why did he come here? Why wasn’t I home? Why did I deserve to live? I started researching and somehow came across an article about the BAU, from there I knew I wanted to work there.”
“Most people wouldn’t be able to come back from something like that, especially at such a young age.” Spencer said, causing you to glance over at him. “They’d be so proud of you.”
You couldn’t help but let out what sounded like a chuckle and a sob at those words, causing Spencer’s eyes to widen in fear he had upset you further but then you smile brightly and he couldn’t help but smile back.
“I like to think so.” You said softly. “You ready to continue?” You asked, chuckling as he groaned before standing up.
“I hate Hotch.” Was the grumbled response and the laugh he received in return made every sore bone and the aching feet worth it.
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“We know that this unsub is a physically fit white male in his mid to late thirties.” Hotch began.
“Looking at the geographical pattern it’s safe to assume that he too is hiking the Continental Divide Trail in search of victims who are isolated from the rest of civilization. He also has no problems taking down two victims.” Spencer continued.
“The period in between kills is lessening so we should expect to find another body soon, have as many officers as possible on the rest of the trail.” You picked up.
“Considering the last kill was two days ago, the average person could walk up to 30 miles a day on normal terrain but we have to consider that the terrain out there is harsh so lets say he walks 20 miles a day that gives up a 40 mile radius he could be in. He is guaranteed to stay on the continental divide trail so stop every male you see.” Spencer told the LEO’s and after some more information was shared everyone headed off in different directions, the BAU members heading into the room they had been given to work in.
“Y/N,” Hotch said, causing everyone to look over at you.
“Yes sir?” You asked, looking up from your laptop.
“You’re probably the most skilled undercover agent in this room,” He said, causing your cheeks to flush and Spencer couldn’t help but smile. “I know this isn’t exactly the type of case you’d usually be assigned but perhaps if we send you out there we have a better chance of catching him. This man is impulsive, if he sees you he won’t be able to control himself.” Hotch explained, ignoring the questioning looks he was getting from most of the team.
You, however, relaxed, thankful that you hadn’t done something wrong. Undercover work was easy, you were comfortable with it, you knew you were good at it. Obviously you weren’t as confident at this part of the job yet, how could you be on your first case, but undercover work? That was your area of expertise.
“Of course sir.” You agreed easily before remembering how fun the small hike to the last crime scene was…your body would not thank you for signing up for a much longer hike.
“Hotch, are you sure that’s a good idea?” Morgan spoke up causing you to frown. Sure they didn’t know you yet but surely your record spoke for itself. “No offence to you,” he said quickly as he turned to you, “it’s just-“
But before he could finish Hotch cut him off, “I have full faith in Y/L/N’s abilities.”
You couldn’t help feeling a swell of pride at Hotch’s words, a man who you looked up to, a man who barely knew you but was trusting you with so much already. You locked eyes with Spencer who smiled at you reassuringly.
“I’m not doubting the kid’s abilities,” Morgan continued, missing the way you rolled your eyes at being called a kid. “I’m just saying maybe don’t send her in on her own on her first case.”
“I’ll go with her.” Spencer spoke up before Hotch could argue back.
Your eyes widened at Spencer’s offer, he did just as well as you did on your first outing and now he was offering to put himself through hours more of that for what?
“Are you ok with that, Y/N?” Hotch asked you.
You didn’t even hesitate to nod, more than happy for the opportunity to spend time with Spencer Reid.
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“We’ll be close by the whole time,” Hotch told you as he passed you your backpack filled with supplies, “the second we hear something, we’ll be there.” He assured you and you couldn’t help but smile at his concern.
“I’ll be fine, sir. This is actually the part of the job I’m good at.” You laughed, watching as his lip twitched upwards.
“You’ve been a great help in coming up with a profile too.” He assured you and before you could say anything the rest of the team was flooding in.
The plan for you and Spencer to hike up to a specific spot that Spencer had managed to pinpoint the unsub at and set up camp there. From there you would wait and hope for the unsub to appear. The man was impulsive and his need to kill would be overwhelming by now. The two of you were wired up so that if the unsub appeared the rest of the team could step in and help with the arrest.
You and Spencer were dropped off half an hour away from your campsite just so that if the unsub was around he wouldn’t suspect anything.
The walk was mostly silent, both you and Spencer focusing on not breaking an ankle on the uneven terrain when Spencer finally spoke up.
“Morgan didn’t mean anything insulting.” He told you, causing you to pause before shrugging your shoulders and continuing. When you stayed silent Spencer continued, “he’s just protective but sometimes he isn’t really good at showing it and it comes across…”
“It comes across like he thinks I can’t do my job despite this being my forte.” You finished with a huff before sighing. “I’m sorry, I just…you can’t imagine how many times a male colleague has said I can’t do something and then a supervisor has agreed, you don’t understand how hard I have to fight to be given assignments and not have somebody constantly berating me.” You ranted.
“People look at me like I’m a child. When I first joined the BAU nobody would take me seriously, without Gideon I don’t know what would have happened.” Spencer told you quietly, causing you to frown.
“So you can understand why it’s so frustrating that someone who doesn’t know me didn’t even want to give me a chance.” You replied, causing him to nod sadly. ‘I know he probably didn’t mean anything but…”
“You’ve heard that your entire career.” Spencer finished.
“Hotch was the first person to give me a chance without any hesitation.” You told him softly, watching as he smiled at that. “This should be close enough.” You said as you looked around, the place looked similar to the image Spencer had shown the team.
“Please tell me you know how to put a tent up.” You said, watching as his face twisted.
“I know the theory?” The way his response sounded like a question made you smile as you pulled poles and material out of a bag. The two of you staring down at the mess with matching expressions of confusion.
“Now would be a really good time for the unsub to attack.” He muttered, causing you to laugh loudly. Spencer couldn’t help but grin over at you, your cheeks flushing as you caught the expression.
It took longer than either you or Spencer were willing to admit to put the tent up, despite the fact that it wouldn’t get used, you had to make it look like the pair of you were really camping. There was a lot of grumbling, many curse words and a cut or two.
There was also a lot of laughter coming from the comms in your ears causing both you and Spencer to roll your eyes.
Once the tent was up, Spencer lay a blanket down outside of it and sat down, gesturing for you to do the same. Miraculously the two of you got a fire started and as the sun set and the night time air chilled you were thankful for it.
“I don’t camp but I guess I can see the appeal.” Spencer told you as he titled his head back to look up at the stars. You glanced up too, the sky wasn’t totally black yet, more of an inky blue colour and you could see every star on the cloudless night.
It was beautiful and yet you still found your gaze falling back on Spencer.
“Yeah, me too.” You replied softly, your voice quiet so as not to break the peacefulness around you.
Somehow the two of you ended up laying down and looking up at the sky, you had a smile on your face that refused to move as Spencer’s hushed voice told you facts about stars.
“I’m glad you’re on the team.” Spencer whispered after a long pause of silence. It took you a moment to register his words before you turned your head, coming face to face with the man.
“Me too.” You whispered back, meaning the words with your entire being.
Just as Spencer went to say something you heard a rustle in the bushes and locked eyes with Spencer who nodded.
The two of you waited, not waiting to disrupt the operation if it just turned out to be an animal, but as you pushed yourself up on your elbow and discreetly looked around you saw a faint outline of a man. He was hidden behind a tree but he was watching the two of you.
“The hike up here was exactly what we needed.” You told Spencer and through the comms you heard the team moving out.
“You’re right.” He played along, smiling up at you from his reclined position.
Before you knew what was happening Spencer had his gun out and the unsub grabbed you, placing you in front of him as a human shield. If someone asked you, you would never have been able to recall the events that led to you having a knife held to your neck.
You saw the panicked look in Spencer’s eyes but you couldn’t hear his thoughts, they were overwhelming. Thoughts of Maeve passed through his mind as he pleaded with anyone who would listen to let you be ok, he couldn’t lose you too. Hell, he’d only known you a few days and yet he knew you were special, he knew he had to have you in his life. If you died now…
“Just let her go.” Spencer said, keeping his gun trained on the man.
“I let her go, you ship me off to death row.” The man responded, his face close to your face, too close. The smell of his breath had you grimacing.
“I’ll make you a deal,” Spencer responded, not even thinking. He just needed to get you away.
“Spenc, what you doing kid?” He heard Morgan through his ear piece but he just shook his head before shooting you a reassuring smile, trying not to focus on the tears in your eyes or the blood on your neck.
“I’m listenin’.” The unsub replied after a moment of silence, gesturing for Spencer to continue.
“Let her go,” He said, lowering his gun, “I won’t arrest you. You can get a head start before anyone else gets here. Just let her go.” Spencer pleaded.
It was a tense few seconds in which Spencer never took his eyes off you, he hated to see that scared look in your eyes, the fear in them made Spencer ache.
“Let her go.” Spencer said once more and he let out a sigh of relief as you were pushed into his arms.
Just as the unsub ran to leave, you twisted around in Spencer’s arms and drew your own gun, shooting the unsub in the leg. The rest of the team ran in just as the man fell to the ground.
Spencer turned you around so that you were facing him, his hands on your shoulders.
“Are you ok?” He asked, Morgan and Hotch walking over whilst Rossi and JJ dealt with the man.
You didn’t respond with words, instead you wrapped your arms around Spencer. He didn’t hesitate to wrap his own around you, holding you close as you let the tears slid down your face.
You pulled away abruptly, rubbing your eyes as you did.
“Sorry, you don’t like to be touched and here I am-“ You said but Spencer just cut you off.
“It’s fine, really.” He assured you before his attention turned to your neck. The knife hadn’t pierced the skin too badly, there was a small bit of blood where the knife had nicked you when the unsub pressed a bit too hard.
“Are you ok?” He asked again, fingers on your jaw so that he could tilt your face and get a better look.
“Spencer, I’m fine.” You assured him but that didn’t stop him from getting you medical attention the moment you were back in the town.
Spencer watched as you squirmed away from the nurse seeing to you with a soft smile.
There was something about you that made him feel so free, like he could be himself and the thought of losing you…he didn’t want to think about it again.
“You like her.” Derek said as he came to stand next to the younger man.
“That’s ridiculous, I’ve known her for a few days.” Spencer shot back but he knew his friend was right.
“If she’s the right girl, a few days is all you need.” Was Derek’s reply before he walked away, leaving Spencer looking at you with a thoughtful look on his face.
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The plane ride home was uneventful.
You took the seat next to Spencer again and watched him pull a book out. You couldn’t help but glance down at it, your eyebrows knitting together in confusion as you didn’t recognise the language.
“It’s Russian.” He told you quietly, not wanting to disturb anyone as they settled in for a long flight.
“You read Russian?” You asked just as quietly, watching as he smiled bashfully and shrugged before nodding. You glanced down at the pages again before letting out a small yawn. “Can you read to me?” You asked him, smiling as he nodded again.
“Of course,” He said and with that it wasn’t long before you fell asleep to the soothing sound of Spencer Reid.
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“Ask her, man.” Morgan said as both he and Spencer watched you leave the office after finishing your paperwork. Spencer too was done and Morgan assured him he’d make sure Hotch received it.
There was only a brief moment of hesitation before Spencer snatched his satchel up and ran to the elevators, getting there just before they shut on you.
“Hey.” He greeted as he stepped in.
“Hi.” You smiled, brushing a piece of hair out of your face.
“I was wondering, I mean if you wanted to, of course you don’t have to, I was only suggesting but I’d really like it if you would,” Spencer rambled before cutting himself out with a groaning causing you to giggle.
“Are you asking me out?” You asked, cheeks flushing as you asked.
“I’m trying to,” he told you, “but I’m not very good at this.”
“Just ask.” You told him softly.
“Would you like to go out with me?” He asked after taking a deep and calming breath.
“I’d love to.” You grinned, thankful that the man had made a move. You wouldn’t have risked asking him on the chance that you were reading him wrong and he didn’t like you but thankfully he had taken it into his own hands.
“Good. Great. That, that’s great.” He repeated, a soft grin spreading across his face causing you to giggle as the doors opened.
The two of you walked out together and there was a moment of awkward silence before Spencer dipped his head down to kiss your cheek, making your blush even more prominent.
You looked so pretty when you blushed, Spencer thought.
“I’ll call you.” He promised.
“I hope so.” You replied before heading towards your car, when you turned around you saw Spencer still stood by the doors with a smile still on his face. You giggled to yourself but couldn’t stop smiling yourself if you tried.
Spencer Reid was something else and you couldn’t wait to learn everything about that wonderful man.
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alreadyblondenow · 3 years
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– Jaehyun x female!reader – Single parent au, SMUT, FLUFF – 1,834k – Reader is a bit of a flirt, Jaehyun is a single father, Jaehyun is cold and grumpy at first, his daughter caught you two having sex but had no idea of whats happening because she’s very sleepy, unprotected sex, slow and deep sex ajuju, Jaehyun haven’t had sex since he become a father, making out
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Being the maid of honor for your best friend’s wedding made you so excited and all giddy for three months straight, especially when she told you that the best man was very handsome and single. And being the flirty gal that you are, of course, you did your best to make a good impression. Before the wedding procession starts, you tried looking for your assigned partner to try and get to know him and you know... flirt.
“Hi, I’m Y/n. Were supposed to be partners during the wedding procession?” you decided to make the first move.
“I’m with someone else,” he said coldly and turned his back on you. Like he’s not interested in escorting you or even giving you the slightest attention.  
Your best friend was right, he is very handsome. Actually calling him handsome is an understatement but you don’t care anymore if he looked like a god. He was incredibly rude and you don’t want someone like him to ruin such a beautiful day. So just like him, you turned your back and walked away to join the others, only to find someone… unexpected at the corner of the wedding reception.
“Hi there angel, are you lost?” you offered your hand to a little girl who’s wearing a white dress a pretty flower crown. One of the flower girls or perhaps she’s the only flower girl.
“My shoe straps are loose and my daddy is talking with his friends, I don’t want to disturb them. Can you help me?” she asks nicely, pouting cutely and being so irresistible.
“Of course,” you lower yourself and reached for her shoe straps. You made small talk with her while you’re busy with your hands. Asking what she thinks about the wedding and praising her for how nice she looks today. “There, all done. Do you want to be partners for the wedding procession? I can help you with the petals” you offered and she accepted without hesitation. She gave you her basket and gave you a handful of petals.
“You’ve been busy, I’ve been looking all over for you” the familiar voice made you turned around to which gave you a great shock because the cold and grumpy man that you tried flirting with earlier is the father of this nice kid. “Made a friend?” he asks his daughter. Where did the cold and un-interested man go? You only see a warm hearted father whose smile is very handsome.
He then cleared his throat and swallowed his pride and said, “Sorry for what happened earlier. I’m Jaehyun and this is my daughter,”
“Were partners for the procession!” his daughter exclaimed excitedly, smiling so big and giggling as she should be.
“Aaw. Then what about me then?” Jaehyun pouted to his daughter.
“Alright! You three are settled. Since you’re a very cute family, you three can walk together during the procession. Okay? Okay” the wedding coordinator came out of nowhere and left without even letting you or Jaehyun speak and explain that you’re not together, and you’re most definitely not the mother of this lovely girl.
“Daddy what’s a family?” the little girl blurted out. Curious and waiting for his daddy to answer.
“Oh no, we're up next!” you tried changing the topic so Jaehyun won’t have a hard time. You stand on the other side and held the little girl’s hand, Jaehyun did the same and silently thanking you for that little save.  
The day was beautiful because of the beautiful wedding ceremony which made every teared up but you believe that your day became even more beautiful because of Jaehyun and his daughter. It was an unexpected company, and you would rather have this kind of company than flirt with a stranger just so you can score today.
But little did you know, you’re scoring on someone’s heart and you’re winning their hearts fair and square. “I like her” Jaehyun’s daughter whispered near his ear.
“Right? Me too angel, me too” he said and gave his daughter a cute wink when he saw you walking towards them.
After you deliver your speech to your best friend, you looked after Jaehyun’s daughter so he could deliver his speech to his best friend. You didn’t quite expect Jaehyun to be someone so sweet and sentimental and gave the groom a long and heartfelt speech… that his daughter eventually falls asleep in your arms.
When Jaehyun came back, you gave him the ‘sshh’ sign and pointed at the sleeping angel. “Were in trouble, I have to take her home now”
“You sure you don’t want to stay and party? I don’t mind looking after her” you offered your help once again and Jaehyun gave you a handsome smile. His redness was showing and he can’t stop it.
“It's fine you’re not her babysitter and my conscience won't let me do that to you,” he came closer to you so you can hear him better, “I’m sorry for being grumpy earlier,” he smiled once again removed his coat to put it around you and his daughter. What a smooth move, you thought. “Let’s say our goodbyes to our friends then I’ll drive you home”
And while you were saying goodbye to your friends, everyone thought that you and Jaehyun have been seeing each other and you’ve been hiding it all this time.. Which made you laugh but softly because you didn’t want the angel to wake up.
“Let’s take her home first,” you said, “I can take a cab from your house, you can drive me home next time” you said softly and bravely. Looking behind the backseat of Jaehyun’s car to check on the sleeping angel, but really it’s just to avoid Jaehyun’s eyes.
When you arrived safely at their house… you were not judging, but you notice that the place was a mess. And Jaehyun was ashamed and sorry because you had to witness his messy house. “Single parent problems- the cleaning lady isn’t available today so, I’m sorry”
“It’s okay, Jae. No problem,” you whispered and followed him to his daughter’s room. Placing her gently on her bed and Jaehyun then removed her shoes and tucked her in. When she’s all comfortable and snoring, you and Jaehyun made your way out quietly. Which made you both let out a heavy sigh, as a sign of relief because you feel so accomplished that you got her home safe.
“Want to be alone with me before I call a cab?” he whispers and puts strands of hair behind your ear. The man does know how to flirt back.
And because you and Jaehyun did not have the time to enjoy the party, you both made your own in his room with a bottle of wine. Giggling softly while you’re both sitting comfortably in his bed, listening to each other’s random stories and trying to know each other’s personalities through wild guesses. Until Jaehyun became too confident and kissed you without a warning.
It felt good but it made you push him away. “I’m sorry, I should’ve asked first” he said and turned silent. But given that he’s a nice person and he’s naturally warm and confident around you, you feel sorry for doing that to him so you reached for him, cupped his face and returned the kiss. The kiss was sweet, not because of the wine that you’ve both been drinking but because he’s kissing you slowly and whispering sweet things beside your ear that you didn’t know he’s capable of.
“I may be late, but let me just say that you were beautiful the whole day,” he said in between kissing. Smiling through the kiss and caressing your cheek with his hand. Slowly he gained the confidence to touch your body and lift your dress, to which you gave have him the permission and told him he can undress you.
Not long after a few sweet kisses, you’re now naked and fully exposed with Jaehyun in his huge bed. Smiling and giggling softly because he can’t stop kissing your neck. “I haven’t had sex ever since I had her,” he informed you. Hoping that that information did not turn you off. You showed him that you don’t care by wrapping your arms around him, keeping him closer to your body and return the kisses.
Putting an arm in between your bodies so he can reach on your wet slit, he runs his finger up and down your slit before he pumps his cock and lines it to your entrance. Pushing in slowly which made you roll your head back and moan softly and carefully because there’s someone on the other side of the room.
Jaehyun kneads your boobs and sucked your nipples until they’re swollen, kissing your body and making you want him more before he starts thrusting. And when he finally did, slow and deep Jaehyun fucked you that night. Hands on both of your legs, keeping them open for him as he thrusts deeper and watches you loose your mind.
You made him feel young again, you made him feel free again. “Fuck,” he murmured when he felt you clench around him, “Do it again?” he moaned and moaned louder when you gave his request. Bodies to bodies you were so close with each other, feeling your bodies heat up and witness each other’s orgasm build up.  
“Daddy” he giggles and kissed your lips with want.
“Did you just called me daddy?” he asks in a very sexy tone which made you open your eyes.
“That’s not me” you said with big eyes.
And in a matter of seconds, Jaehyun pulled out rolled on his side of the bed. Covering your bodies with his thick duvet and trying so hard to look decent as possible in front of his daughter. “What are you and Y/n doing? Can I sleep here?” she crawled up on the bed and lie in between you and Jaehyun. Hugging her dad first before closing her eyes and continue sleeping again.
Jaehyun mouthed an “I'm sorry” to you and kept his daughter close to him, waiting for her to sleep soundly again.
When she fell asleep again and Jaehyun put her back to her room, you and Jaehyun did not continue fucking and just laugh it all out in the middle of his kitchen so you won't wake her up again. “I’m sorry, I think we were so loud and she’s just… used to absolute silence since it’s been always us only” he pulled you close to him and planted a soft kiss on your forehead. But soon his feathery kisses around your face turned to wet and lustful ones when he reached your lips again. Obviously, he can’t stop himself.  
The night ended after your make out session in the middle of his kitchen, a few praises here and there until he finally called you a cab and watched you leave with a promise that you’ll see him again and finish what you two started in bed.  
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goldenkirstein · 3 years
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the haze of your glimmer
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pairing: mikasa x fem! reader
wc: 3.2k+
cw: smut (18+ minors DNI), cheating, slight coercion & dubcon, reader has female anatomy, degradation, fingering, oral (f! recieving), praise, biting, spit, slight nipple play.
a/n: ty @fiaficsxo for beta-reading <3 and ty @peachy-momos for letting me join the collab !!
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2 pm, female client. She wants pictures to surprise her fiance with, bringing in his shirt and other pieces along with accessories, comfortable with nudity.
The details of the post-it note your assistant had left you earlier flashed in your mind as you observed the meek woman standing at the front door.
This is her first boudoir shoot!
Dressed in a modest jeans and a -shirt, the raven-headed woman looked unassuming as her eyes moved around the studio. You cleared your throat, and her focus immediately shifted to you.
“Mikasa Ackerman, right? I think you’re my two pm appointment. It’s nice to meet you; I’m the photographer that’ll be working with you today” You gave her a kind smile and continued to introduce yourself. She quickly nodded, walking over to the front desk at which you were sitting.
You stood up from your seat, watching as she fidgeted with the strap of her duffel bag, “Sorry, I’m a little nervous; I’ve never really done anything like this before.” A slight blush tinted her cheeks as she spoke — she was a pretty thing, no denying that.
“Of course, It’s normal to be a little nervous, but rest assured, I’m going to do my best to make you feel as comfortable as possible.” Mikasa’s shoulders relaxed as she listened. “My assistant told me a little about you, but I’d like to talk to you a bit more before we start.” She gave you a tender smile and nodded, making the heat rise to your cheeks.
Brushing off the feeling quickly, you led her to the back of the studio, opening the sliding door to reveal the setup for the shoot. She gaped at the sight of the large king-sized bed placed in the center of the room, covered by a sheer pink canopy that glittered under the studio lights.
“It’s so–I’ve never–” She turned to face you, a look of amazement clear in her eyes. You giggled at her expression, but a sense of pride mixed with something else you couldn’t tell filled your chest as you watched the young woman.
“I was unsure about doing this, but this setup is beautiful.” Your breath hitched at the praise she was giving you.
“I’m glad you followed through”
Gesturing her to sit on the couch in the corner of the room, you sat next to her and began to explain the details of the shoot. However, your eyes kept glancing down at her lips. She had been chewing on her bottom lip; the action wasn’t intended to be suggestive, probably a habit, but with the way her soft, plump lips looked and the way she would nod after everything you would say had your mind reeling.
“Are you okay?” Mikasa furrowed her eyebrows as she looked at you with worry. Clearly, she had taken notice of the way you were tripping over your sentences.
“Y-yeah, the lights are making it a little hot. D-do you want anything to drink?” Her expression softened, but there was still a hint of confusion laced in her voice as she quietly asked for a glass of water.
Standing up from the couch, you slid open the doors and walked over to the mini-fridge next to the front desk, grabbing a bottle of water.
You squeezed your eyes shut, reminding yourself that this was a client and that you should maintain an air of professionalism. However, as you walked back to Mikasa, your mind couldn’t help but wander to the thought of how she would look sprawled out on the cotton sheets, bare and exposed for you. Shaking your head to rid yourself of the images taking space in your head, you tried to control your erratic breathing before presenting yourself to Mikasa.
What you hadn’t expected to see when you stepped past the doors was Mikasa holding up different lingerie pieces in her hands.
Her eyes met yours, and she smiled sweetly before innocently lifting up two different pieces of the lacy fabric, “Which one do you think should I try on first?”
You sharply inhaled, blinking at the woman sitting in front of you. “Black. Um, black lingerie always photographs well.” The water that had condensed on the bottle began to drip down your hand, making you shiver as you responded.
This is a client. Remain professional.
Swallowing thickly, you stepped over to hand the bottle of water to Mikasa, a soft smile etched on her face as she reached out to grab it from you. The soft pads of her fingertips grazed over your fingers as you handed her the bottle. Her gentle touch was enough to get your heart racing.
For a brief moment, the both of you held on to the bottle, neither pulling away. Mikasa’s lips parted as she lifted her heavy lashes to gaze up at you before quickly pulling her hand away and muttering a small thank you.
“I-it’s no problem.” You wet your lips, wiping your palm on your jeans, “um, if you’re ready, we can start now.”
Her eyes widened, mouth opening and closing as if she were a fish out of water, “Do, do you want me to get naked?”
You choked on your spit, her words causing you to raise your eyebrows, “F-fuck. No. I mean, no, you don’t have to just yet.” Nervously chuckling, your initial shock died down, and you watched Mikasa’s face turn a bright red.
How were you going to get through this without bursting a fuse?
“Oh yeah. Of course not. Is there anything you want me to wear?” She waved her hands around anxiously, your eyes being drawn to the giant diamond on her ring finger shimmering as it caught the light.
“I think let’s start with the black teddy and wear your hus–fiance’s shirt on top.” Walking over to your desk, you busied yourself by fiddling with your camera, glancing up at Mikasa as she stepped behind the room divider to change.
You bit your lip, staring down at the lens, hoping to steady your breathing. Wetness gathered in your panties the longer you thought about Mikasa standing barely naked a mere couple of meters from you. She was making it hard for you to complete your job.
Her soft voice calling out your name broke you out of your thoughts. Turning your head, the breath was knocked out of your lungs as you took in the sight in front of you.
There she stood, scantily clad, the white button-up slipping from her shoulders. Mikasa chewed the inside of her cheek as she watched your eyes trail down her frame. There was a certain hunger in your look, and despite her fingers itching for her to cover up her body, she couldn’t deny that a tiny part of her enjoyed the way you were shamelessly raking over her figure.
“How do I look?” The simple question broke you out of your trance as Mikasa timidly brushed a strand of her hair behind her ear.
Gorgeous, stunning, perfect.
“Good. You look good.”
The faint clicking of the camera filled the room as you walked around the bed, taking pictures of the woman who laid in the center.
“You’re doing great; for the next one, I want you to place a hand over your chest softly.” The white button-up had been discarded, leaving Mikasa in the lace teddy, which did little to conceal her skin.
She silently nodded and slowly brought her hand up from her side, fingers grazing over the black lace donning her body, eyes staring into the camera’s lens.
Her newfound confidence made you gulp as you observed the woman, your face hidden behind the camera. Slowly lowering it, her eyes locked on yours, and you swear you could hear your heartbeat in your ears. Mikasa was looking up at you, her half-lidded eyes darkening with want; the tension was getting unbearable to tolerate.
“Where should I put my hands?” Her voice was breathy as she spoke, hair messy and strewn about on the sheets.
“Place them on your che-”
“I need your help. Please.”
You pursed your lips before setting your camera down on the side table. Mikasa’s lips curved into a small smile as the bed sank under your weight as you crawled over to her.
Carefully you took her hand in yours, the feeling of her skin against yours making goosebumps rise on your arm. You tried not to stare at the curve of her breasts, the soft, supple flesh spilling out of the edges of the frilly lingerie. However, with where you were guiding her hands to, it was difficult to ignore.
Your breathing was getting more strained as you delicately posed her fingers on the round of her breast, and a soft sigh fell from Mikasa’s lips.
“Are you nervous? I can feel your heartbeat.” She peered up at you, hand still in your grip. Once again, her lips parted; this time, her tongue peeked out, sweeping gently over her bottom lip before she caught it in between her teeth.
She arched her back slightly, leaning into your touch, a gasp tumbling from her mouth as her fingers grazed over her clothed nipple.
“Mikasa-”
Her thin fingers grasped onto your wrist as she released her hand from your grip, placing it directly on her tit. Without thinking, you lightly squeezed, making her hiss.
“Mikasa, we shouldn’t, this is-”
“I want you. I want you to touch me.” She directed your hand down her body, your breath hitching once she placed it in between her legs, her clothed cunt soaking wet.
“This isn’t a good idea.” You tried bringing your hand up, but your fingers brushed over her sensitive nub making her moan; Mikasa’s eyes were blown out with lust as her chest rose and fell rapidly. “You know what, fuck it.”
You brought your hand up, reaching behind her head to pull her up slightly before leaning down yourself. Your lips grazed over hers, and you could feel her dark lashes fluttering shut against your cheek as you pressed your lips against hers.
She moaned into the kiss, her hands coming up to grip your shirt, pulling you closer. Parting your lips, you swiped your tongue over her bottom lip, to which she opened her mouth. You licked into her mouth faintly before capturing her lip between your teeth and tugging lightly.
You laid her back down, your hand travelling on its own accord to cup her needy cunt, making her arch her back, pushing her tits flush against your chest.
“So fucking gorgeous.” Smiling, you broke away from the heated kiss leaving behind a trail of spit connecting the both of your lips together.
Pressing a couple of kisses along her jaw, you worked your way down to her neck. Using your free hand, you tugged at the strap of the bodysuit before letting it snap back on her shoulder, making Mikasa whine. She made quick work of her hands, lowering the straps of the teddy, allowing her tits to fall out freely. Cupping one breast with your palm, you latched on to her nipple, flicking it with your pointed tongue before circling the hardened nub. Mikasa squirmed on the sheets, her hands gripping them tightly, knuckles turning white as soft mewls fell from her lips.
“More. I want more.” You released her nipple from your mouth with a pop, the swollen bud slick with your spit. Her eyes glistened as she pleaded for more of your touch.
You dragged a finger down her panties, making her whimper, “This what you want? Hmm? Barely even know me, and you’re already acting like a bitch in heat.” Your words made her toes curl as your fingers worked her clit.
Sitting up, you got a good look at the woman underneath you, her chest heaving, lips swollen and red lipstick messily smeared around her mouth.
“Take this off.” Removing your hand from her pussy, you watched as she whined at the sudden loss of contact. Your gaze hardened, and she quickly obeyed your instructions, shimmying out of the black bodysuit, leaving her bare in front of you.
She looked better than you imagined.
You tore your eyes away from her body for a couple of seconds before they settled on the small polaroid camera on the side table.
You were the artist, and she was the muse.
Crawling over to the table, you grabbed the camera, pressing a couple of buttons, before the familiar whirring of it signalled that you had brought it to life.
“W-what are you doing?” Whipping your head around, Mikasa was now sitting up fully; her chest tinged a soft pink as confusion laced her voice.
“What? You’re gonna get shy on me now? I just wanna show you how beautiful you look. Are you going to let me do that?” You purred out, a mischievous grin painting your face as you spoke. She furrowed her brows before obediently nodding, the action making your insides stir with excitement.
Climbing back over to her with camera in one hand, you used your other to lie her back down. Spreading her legs open, you saw her tight hole clench around nothing, desperate to be fucked by your fingers.
“Such a good girl, aren’t you?” Dragging a finger up her glistening slit, you watched as she shivered under your touch.
You raised your finger, pushing it past her lips, resting it on her tongue as she diligently sucked. A gasp left your mouth as she hollowed her cheeks around your digit. “My turn to taste, baby.” She released your finger, and you took hold of her chin with your index and thumb, tilting her face upwards before you slid your mouth against hers. You moaned into the kiss; her taste was still present on her lips.
She broke away from the kiss first, her dark eyes staring into yours, ridden with lust. You shifted your body so that you were straddling her, your knees next to her hips. Then, bringing the camera up to your face, you angled the tiny viewfinder till her tits came into focus, making sure to cut out her face, except for her lips. Mikasa squeezed her eyes shut when she heard the click of the camera, waiting for the bright white flash to subside before opening them.
“God, you look better than anything I’ve ever seen.” The small polaroid developed as you shook it in between your fingers before placing it on the edge of her bed alongside the camera.
You moved down her body, slipping her legs over yours so that her thighs rested on yours, “I want you so bad.” Mikasa desperately whined out for you.
“Where do you want me, doll?” You languidly traced patterns on her plush thighs; from where you sat, you could see her pussy weep, her clit sore and aching for your touch.
The young woman turned her head, huffing out in annoyance. She wasn’t used to using her words, “Come on, princess, I won’t touch you till I hear you say it.”
“T-touch my pussy.” You chuckled at her embarrassment as the words fell from her lips. She turned to face you, eyes slowly meeting yours. For a moment, the shy innocent girl that you had met a few hours ago had returned.
You shimmied down till you were eye-level with her glistening sex, peering up at her, you blew on her clit.
“Aah, feels good.” She choked out a moan as you began to place sloppy kisses on her inner thighs, nibbling and biting at the flesh, your hands holding both of her legs apart.
You licked a tentative stripe up her slit, making her back arch in pleasure. Bringing your hands closer to her cunt, you spread her pussy apart with your thumbs. You teased her leaking hole, which made her squeal. A mix of your spit and her slick coated your chin and mouth as you sucked on her sensitive lips, nose burying further into her sweet cunt.
Mikasa tried to stifle her moans as she leaned up on her elbows, head thrown back in pure bliss. Sinful sounds filled the room as you slurped and licked up her juices. You pinched her thigh, making her look back at you. Her eyelids were heavy as she tried to focus on you, writhing on the sheets when she felt you flatten your tongue against her swollen nub.
“Fingers, need your, s-shit, fingers.” You moaned in response, sending vibrations through her body. Latching around her clit, you began to suck, your fingers coming to prod at her tight hole. Waves of pleasure spread throughout her body, fire pooling in her stomach.
Testing the waters, you pushed a finger past the tight ring of muscle, her cunt already sucking you in, removing your mouth from her clit; you looked down at your finger disappearing inside of her dripping hole.
Mikasa bucked her hips up when you curled your finger, hitting her sweet spot, “You like that? Fuck, look at you, squirming from just one finger. Tell me, does your fiance touch you like this?” You bit at the fat of her thigh, making her groan out your name, “Answer me.”
“N-no, mmph–no, they don’t.” Her thighs were trembling at this point, orgasm quickly approaching.
Letting out a breathy laugh, you slipped another finger inside her sopping cunt, hissing at the tightness. You continued to thrust both fingers in her pussy, before curling them up to rub against the ridged spot that made her scream. The hilt of your palm ground against her sore clit, and Mikasa brought her hand down, wrapping her fingers around your wrist, holding it there.
Sitting back on your haunches, you leaned back to grab the camera with your free hand. Mikasa whimpered when she saw you, but she was too far gone to care — the only thing on her mind was the tightening coils in her abdomen threatening to snap.
“Holy fuck.” You watched her face contort in pleasure as her climax hit her through the viewfinder. Trying your best to focus the camera, you hastily took the picture, fingers continuing to pump in and out of her. Her mouth was open in a silent scream, thighs trembling, body teeming with pleasure, as she rode out her high. She was so lost in her euphoria that she hadn’t noticed that you had taken a photo.
You slid your fingers out of her cunt, eyes glued to the way were glistening with her juices; you sucked them clean before grabbing the polaroid, shaking it as it developed. Mikasa’s eyes were still screwed shut, chest heaving as she tried to catch her breath. Leaning closer, you placed a couple of kisses on her sweat-slicked collarbones, her eyes flickering open, slowly blinking at you.
“You feel okay? Want some water?” Tilting your head, you observed the woman as she tried to think of a response.
“U-uh, yeah. That was, yeah, amazing” Mikasa brought her hand up to rub at her eyes and tried to sit up. Her voice was hoarse as she spoke. You pressed a quick kiss on her shoulder.
“It was.” You grinned at her, and got off the bed before realizing the polaroid was still in your hand. The picture had developed, and you stared down at it, biting your lip at the sight. She looked at you confused, fiddling with her engagement ring. You tossed the picture on the bed, and she scrambled towards it, eyes widening when she saw it.
Chuckling, you stepped away from the bed, walking away from the flustered Mikasa, shooting a wink in her direction, “I think we got some good shots in today, don’t you think so?”
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Fully Complete 6
Warnings: non-consent sex and rape (series), violence, mutual irritation, harassment, general hatred, allusions to death, toyplay, binding/restraint, whipping.
This is dark!Loki x reader and explicit. 18+ only.  Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.
Series Synopsis: There’s a new face in Birch and he’s come to haunt your door.
Sister series to Smalltown Bringdown, When the Weight Comes Down, and Little Bones
Note: Think we got one chapter left after this one but don’t worry, we will eventually have more Birch beyond that.
Thanks to everyone for their patience and feedback. :)
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Chapter 6: Wait and you'll see
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Your ankle bent for the fifth time as you entered the small county hospital. Loki kept his hand covertly on your elbow after you jabbed him several times in the ribs on the drive over and noticed the way your eyes searched around. You couldn’t help it. Even if Jerome’s life was in the balance, you wanted nothing more than to be away from this man; if you could call him one.
The halls were sterile and the bright lights added to the sting in your eyes as you were shown to your brother’s room. A motorcycle accident, the nurse said, but Jerome’s bike was destroyed with everything else in your shop. You knew what happened was far from an accident.
His eyes were closed and tubes ran down his arms and across his face. It was a sobering sight. It reminded you of your father’s last months. You dreaded seeing anyone like that ever again. Even if Jerome was a cowardly weasel, even if he let those men trade you like livestock, he was still your kin and he was all you had left of your father.
You wiggled away from Loki and he let you as he pinched you in warning. You went to Jerome’s bedside and glanced over at your escorts. Korg actually showed an ounce of empathy as he stared at the bed.
“Can I have some privacy?” you snarled.
“We’ll be right outside. Don’t think of trying anything,” Loki reproached.
“I just want to be alone with my brother,” you curled your lip, “not everything is about you.”
You waited until you stepped out and you leaned on the bed rail. He looked so frail just laying there with machines pumping life into him. The nurse said he might wake up but they were still waiting. The only good news she had was that the surgery on his spine was successful.
“I don’t forgive you,” you whispered, “I never will but I love you.”
Your eyes pricked and you rolled them to force away the tears. The machines beeped and fanned. You shook your head and gave a grim smile.
“I want to ask how we got here but we know. We knew life would be like this. Daddy said it would. He knew you were gonna be a club man like him and he told you to hold onto your soul. He’d be so disappointed.” You sighed, “Do you know what that man is doing to me? What he’s gonna do?”
You looked away and huffed. You were angry, hurt, but not broken. Not yet.
“I can’t stop him, I know that,” you confessed quietly as you reached for his hand, “I was stupid to think I was different from those other girls. To think I’m above them. No, these men are all the same and we just gotta deal with it.”
You swallowed and pushed yourself up.
“Yeah, yeah, we know what happened to mama. Same thing’ll happen to me now,” you said, “and you’re gonna go see daddy. I hope he’s at peace, I hope you find that too.”
You turned and wiped your wet eyes. You wouldn’t let Loki see you cry. He wouldn’t have that pleasure. You would play along until you could act. You would pretend that you believed Jerome would live. You would fake, you would take, you would survive.
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The car ride was silent as you stared out the window. You were quiet, still. Even as Loki’s fingers wandered to your skirt and played with the fabric, you did nothing. You were tired and fighting wasn’t doing nothing but draining your energy. You leaned back and played with the button of the jacket. The clothes were entirely impractical against the winter.
The main road of Birch passed outside your window and Korg drove by the sidestreet where the Victorian house stood. You saw the moniker with Cleopatra and you didn’t need to ask where you were going. You didn’t even wonder why. You knew.
“You think you can behave?” Loki asked, “for your brother’s sake?”
You turned to him and resisted a snarl. You nodded and tensed as he squeezed your leg.
“Darling, I mean it. You go in there and you show the boys how tame you can be,” he smirked, “show off your new clothes.”
“I got it,” you said through gritted teeth, “but you touch my brother again and I will never stop. I won’t stop until you kill me too.”
He raised his head in triumph and flicked your chin with his finger, “we have an understanding, don’t we, darling?”
You turned and reached for the handle. He let you and followed you out smoothly. He was quick to hook his arm around your waist as Korg led the way to the bar and opened the door ahead of you. You entered and focused on keeping one foot in front of the other as your instinct told you to throttle the man at your side.
Your breath caught in your throat as your vision cleared. Steve sat with his girl and Bucky with that waitress he was fucking. You saw in her eye a feeling you knew well. Her and the mousy one shared that brittle complacency. Your sights narrowed at Bucky as you got closer and time seemed to slow.
When you reached the table, Bucky looked over and stood. He smiled between you and Loki, the amusement plain on his face. You felt the flicker inside of you. You couldn’t hold back as you slipped quickly from Loki’s grasp and around the side of the table. You latched onto the front of his jacket. You hit him across the jaw with your fist and were ready to lay another as someone caught your fist.
The voices rose around you as you kicked out and caught him in the stomach as you were wrenched away. You looked up as you growled a slew of curses and found Steve and Loki both clinging to your arms. You continued to flail.
“You fucking piece of shit,” you grunted, “I swear to fucking God, I’m going to end you!”
“What did I say?” Loki hissed as they tried to rein you in.
Bucky was just as fast as he approached you and drew his gun. You didn’t still even as he aimed the muzzle at you and stared down the barrel. 
“She’s fucking rabid,” Steve uttered, “Christ.”
“Do it, you fucking bastard!” You spat.
There were no thoughts, no fears, only pure rage as you stomped your feet and tried to wriggle free. You glared back at Bucky as the gun hung before him. He exhaled loudly and put it away.
“You gotta put a leash on that bitch,” Bucky said, “I told you it wasn’t going to be easy.”
“Darling,” Loki said as you yanked against his hold, “that’s enough. Surely you didn’t forget so quickly that yours is not the only life in the balance.”
You looked over at him and blinked. You unballed your hands and stilled. You were stiff as the anger tensed your entire body but you tamped it down with effort. The men slowly released you. You peered around as you seethed, the two women at the table watched you in shock but beneath, you saw intrigue.
You raised your hands in surrender and looked at Bucky. Your jaw locked but you forced the words out. “I’m sorry.”
“Huh?” he raised his brows as his own anger receded, “what was that?”
“I’m sorry,” you enunciated, “alright?”
He laughed and looked you up and down dramatically, “didn’t think you’d get this far,” he said to Loki, “she looks like a woman.”
It took everything you had not to try again. You backed away as Loki removed his jacket and you mirrored him. He pulled out a chair and pointed you down with sneer. He sat beside you and rolled his shoulders as he fixed his blazer.
“Apologies for our lateness, we did have to make a detour,” he said, “I promise, I will keep her in line for the rest of the night.”
Bucky poked his cheek with his tongue and sucked his teeth, “you better,” he grinned.
You looked to your lap and unbent your fingers as your nails dug into your palm. You peeked around and caught the eye of Bucky’s girl and for a moment you just stared back. She was pensive and tilted her head before she looked away. You might not be entirely alone.
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“I am unimpressed with that scene,” Loki hissed as Korg clung to your arm and angled you up the stairs ahead of them, “but I will give you a choice. Do I punish you or your brother?”
You reached the top and turned down the hallway. You entered the bedroom without resistance as the burly toady kept his grasp on you. You turned with him and watched Loki enter.
“I’m sorry, really. I deserve… punishment. Not him,” you said stiffly as you swallowed. The words were like bile in your throat.
“Oh, darling, that is the smartest thing I’ve heard you say,” he slithered, “Korg, get her clothes off.”
You blinked and looked up at Korg. He returned your gaze doubtfully and glanced back at Loki.
“Sir?” he asked.
“You heard me,” Loki said as he went over the chest of drawers and pulled the top one out, “get her naked and put her on the bed.”
“I can do it myself--”
“No, Korg, do as I say and hold her down,” he turned as he held some leather straps and you scrunched your nose as you tried to decipher all the crisscrossing.
“Sir, I--”
“You know I don’t like to repeat myself and I’ve already done so once,” he snapped, “so do it.”
Korg let you go and you bent quickly to undo your boots. He watched you take them off and you put your back to him, “the zipper,” you said quietly. He pushed it down and you held your arms straight as he tugged the sleeves past your wrists. He jerked you unintentionally as the dress gather at your waist and apologized.
You steeled yourself and stepped out of the fabric as it fell to your ankles. It felt like giving up but it was the only way. It was a means to an end. You bit down as Korg fumbled with your bra and stuttered. You reached back to help him and the cleared his throat.
“Hurry up, you fool,” Loki growled.
Korg hesitated as he pushed down your stockings one at a time and then slipped your panties off your hips. He stood and gripped your arm, lighter than before. You let him move you to the bed and Loki stopped him.
“Raise your foot, darling,” he bent and opened the leather straps. 
You obeyed and he nodded to the other. You lifted your other foot and put it back down. He pulled it up your legs and zipped the harness up to your waist. The leather straps wounded around your pelvis and thighs but offered no cover, just a strap along your cunt. 
“Put her arms back,” Loki demanded as he rose and came around you. He pointed behind you and your wrists were buckled into the cuffs attached to the thickest strap on the harness, your arms bound behind you. “Very good, now on the bed… face down.”
Korg gently guided you down and you wiggled onto the mattress. Loki dismissed him curtly and the door closed, marking a stolid silence. You kept your face away from Loki and tested the resistance of the harness. Even if you could get free, you wouldn’t get far.
“What is the matter, darling?” he taunted as you heard the rustle of fabric.
“You know, trying not to wretch at the thought of you touching me,” you snipped.
“Oh, is that what you think your punishment is?” he mused and the air was cut with the bite of leather before it lashed across your ass, “you’ll be begging for my touch when I’m through.”
You held your breath as he laid another strike and another and your body jostled on the bed with each. You knotted your fingers and every muscle in your body was rigid. You felt the welts rising on your skin but you focused on the pain. It kept you from crying, from thinking. It kept the humiliation from drowning you.
Was it worth it? Could you live with the shame when it was over?”
He stopped as you panted shallowly. He snickered and you heard him moving around again. He tutted and the mattress dipped as he pushed your legs apart. He pulled on the strap along your cunt and slid a smooth, slightly curved object between it and your skin. He tightened the buckle at the back of the harness so that the silicon was snug to your clit.
He poked his finger along it and it began to vibrate. You sucked in your breath as your body responded to the pulsing. He retreated off the bed and you pushed your legs together. That only made the sensation more intense and you tugged desperately at the cuffs as you rolled onto your side.
“It said about twelve hours battery if kept on low,” he said, “just enough to keep you awake but not enough to do much else.”
You bared your teeth as your eyes threatened to roll back and growled. Your feet arched as you bent your legs slightly and tied to shift the vibrator. You crushed your hands as you wiggled onto your back and dug your heels into the mattress.
“I am patient, darling, you’ve helped in that,” he taunted, “but oh, it is worth the wait to see you squirm.”
“Oh, you prick, why don’t you just… get it… over with?” your breaths caught as the toy buzzed against you.
“Where is the fun in that?” he ran his hand down your thigh and you flinched, “and you kept me waiting long enough. You will know the same pain.”
“I fucking hate you,” you sneered as you rocked back and forth and pushed your head back into the bed.
“I know,” he said gleefully, “it makes it all the better.”
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˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ALL I NEED: SUNA RINTAROU.
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characters: suna rintarou x f!reader
a/n: I recommend listening to Lloyd - All I Need (preferably the slowed reverb ver because I'm a sucker for it) while reading this and Chase Atlantic - Right Here. Also, slight angst at the end. I'm sorry!!
cw: slight degradation + unprotected + slight overstim/edging + slight bratty reader + vaginal penetration + cunnilingus
wc: 4k
crossposted on my ao3 🤍
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Listening to the music at 3 in the morning while driving on the empty road has never felt so boring in your life. You had just come back from a little getaway with your friends at the club. And now you're on your way to someone's apartment that asked you to meet up.
The person you'll be meeting in a second had asked you to come over. You let out a sigh while glancing over your rear side mirror. Suna hasn't contacted you for the last two weeks, and just now, he texted you he wanted to meet up. At three in the fucking morning, you grunted softly and smacked your steering wheel using both of your hands in frustration. You wanted to avoid him for some reasons, but you just couldn't.
Suna gave you the access card to his apartment he's living in. You took the card in your wallet and scanned it through the main entrance of the building. The elevator felt so fast, maybe because no one else other than you were using it at this hour. You took a deep breath before walking through the empty hallway finding his house.
He heard the door clicked open from outside. Suna hurriedly put on a simple black t-shirt and walked over to the living room to welcome you, even though he wasn't used to it. "You came" he cleared his throat as he eyed you from head to toe. You looked stunning in the black bodycon dress, he thought. But, the frowny look you were giving him may have annoyed him.
"Of course, I came. You asked me to come, didn't you?" you jeered. You threw your purse over the couch and plopped down on the soft cushion. You crossed your legs and stared at Suna standing across you while holding a glass of wine with his torso leaning against the couch. "Aren't you going to say something? The silence is too damn loud."
You were furious for no solid reason. Suna just.. infuriated you in ways you couldn't imagine. Maybe, just maybe, it's because of your resentment towards him that you chose to bottle up inside instead of saying it to his face. God, you've never felt so conflicted in your life dealing with the pro-volleyball athlete, Suna Rintarou. His popularity is rising, and he's been busier ever since the Olympics, sparing no time for you at all.
Even though you guys are practically friends with benefits, not catching feelings with him sounds almost too impossible.
Suna let out a soft chuckle and gave you a deep stare. "Why are you so furious tonight, hm? Are you mad that I asked you to come over at 3 in the fucking morning? You had just come back from meeting with your friends, right? So it isn't a problem but meeting me is?" He walked over to the kitchen area and placed his wine glass on the countertop.
"Answer me. You said yourself that the silence is too damn loud, didn't you?" Suna repeated his questions and sat across the sofa you were sitting. His eyes trailed your movements from sitting lazily to sitting upright.
You let out a scoff and looked over to your side. "Wow. Do you really want to start a fight, Suna? Really? Was the reason you asked me to come over so you could just say shit to my face, fuck me, and pretend nothing ever happened? Was that the reason why, Rintarou?" Your cheeks felt hot after spouting out nonsense. No, it's not just any nonsense. It seems pretty logical, in your opinion.
Suna furrowed his eyebrows. His mind was trying to process your words just now. He didn't get why you were so mad at him right now. "Isn't that what you are?" he said flatly. Shit, he didn't mean that. He walked over to you and pulled you to stand up. His eyes looked down on you before he cupped your face with his large palm. "Why are you being such a fucking brat today?"
You avoided making any eye contact with him. You swatted his hand away and slowly massaged your jaw. Suna stared at you with his cold stare. His stare could kill, and that scared you even more. Before you moved, you felt a weight hovered on top of you as you fell down on the long couch. Suna held your chin and made you looked at him in the eyes. "Tell me, you whore."
"You have no right-" before you could even finish your sentence, Suna crashed his lips on yours. His slender fingers grazing over your soft skin while his thumb caressed your jawline. You struggled to get him off of you, but he wouldn't move. Instead, he pinned your body down on the couch. He placed his thighs on either side of your body.
His rough hands caressing your exposed arms. The dimmed lights in Suna's living room still reflected his perfect facial features. The sweet taste from his wine earlier lingered in your mouth as he twirled his tongue with yours. His hand squeezing your throat lightly before breaking the kiss. He stopped to look at your face, "Do you really think you can overpower me like that?"
You rolled your eyes with annoyance. "Get off of me, idiot," you groaned and tried to push him away.
He pinned your wrists above your head. "Do.Not.Move," he said sternly. He removed your thin straps and slid them off of your arms before undressing you completely. You were at a loss of words when he kissed you again. "Mmph-" you grunted softly when he nipped on your neck. You were sure he left you a hickey there. A deep purple one. "Good luck hiding that hickey I gave you," Suna tapped your cheek with his fingers.
Your dress was thrown on the expensive marble floor. Suna fondled your clothed breasts as his lips nibbling on the valley of your breasts. He then nudged your legs with his knee. His free hand reaching to the back of your band to unhook your bra. You arched your back to let him took them off of you. Suna threw your lace bra on the ground.
Your nipples grew perkier in the exposed cold air. Suna then latched his lips on your hardened nipples before he started sucking on it. "Eyes on me, whore", you heard him growled. He bit on the right nipple that caused you to shriek in pain. "Does that hurt? Poor baby, don't even get to talk" he mocked you intentionally. You heard him let out a sinister chuckle before he teasingly twirled your hardened nipples with his fingers.
His rough hands massaged your breasts while his tongue played with your nipples. Your soft whimpers sounded so beautiful to him. "S-suna," you tried to drown your moans but failed miserably. "Fuck..." you threw your head back when you felt his hands travelled to your naked thighs.
Suna trailed his fingers over your inner thighs before placing two fingers on your dampened panties. "I haven't done anything to you, yet you're this wet. How are you going to resist me, baby? Hm? With that bratty attitude? Do you think you can ever win over me?" He sucked on your inner thighs, leaving a deep purple mark on your soft flesh.
"Suna, not there," you hissed. It's almost summertime, and you don't want to go out wearing long pants or regular shorts, all because of a fucking hickey.
Suna glared at you and tilted his face. He stared at you in disbelief. "'Do you really think I'm going to listen to you? I can do whatever I want, right? Don't you agree?" His possessiveness can be fatal sometimes. At least to you. Something about possessive Suna makes you be on your knees in an instant. Toxic, isn't it? But who the hell cares when it's only the both of you know what's going on?
You heaved out a deep breath, slightly feeling annoyed with his words. Suna's stunning facial features popped in front of your face. His minty breath fanned over your lips, "Answer me, whore." He demanded while roughly cupped your cheeks in his hand. Suna squeezed your cheeks before tapping them lightly.
Suna's fingers tugged on the waistband of your panties, teasing you even more. You felt self-conscious of your body all of a sudden. But, Suna wouldn't let your cries or pleas interrupt him. "Do you know that you are beautiful than any other woman I have met?" You heard him said, breaking the silent atmosphere. You eyed him in between your legs. Suna's sharp gaze staring straight into your soul, patiently waiting for your response.
"Wh-what?" you asked in confusion. You didn't hear him wrong, right? You were so sure he said you are beautiful than any other woman he has met. Crazy. He never said any of this before. What has gotten into him tonight?
"Forget it," he said sternly. His fingers tugging on the waistband of your underwear and slid them off your legs. His hands gripped your thighs firmly before spreading it wider for him. You felt his minty breath fanned over your inner thighs before shifting his focus to your slick folds.
He dragged two of his fingers on your slick folds before collecting your sweet juices in his mouth. Suna's grip on you was strong that he had you pinned down on the couch the whole time. You could feel his hold was bruising that may last for days. Surprisingly, Suna's strong even though his physique may not seem like it. He's a pro-volleyball athlete. What do you expect?
Suna licked your slick folds in up and down motion. It was a slow drag from up and down your wet muscle. Your neglected clit was begging to be touched by him, but Suna thought, not yet. You don't deserve to come so fast, especially after that tantrum you threw just now. Suna smirked upon seeing you tugging on his hair, begging for more and more through that pretty little mouth of yours.
"Rin.." you cried for his name. You felt he dipped his tongue deeper into your core while holding your legs wide open for his and his pleasure only. Suna found it pleasurable to savour your taste in which you can't do on your own. He let out a soft scoff when you tried to push his head further on your cunt.
"You are really that desperate, huh?" his voice rumbled against your entrance.
You nodded. "Please, Suna," you pleaded. You swore to your life, every time you have sex with this man, it's always going to be a moment of pleasure. Suna's quite good at pleasuring his partner first, unlike the other guys you have hooked up with. The only thing lacking with this man is his way of showing his emotions. He's emotionally unavailable at times, to simply put.
Suna used his middle and ring finger to rub circles on your neglected clit. He smiled a little when he suddenly remembered his first time having sex with you. You were almost innocent. Maybe you didn't have experiences back then. He rubbed circles on your clit, switching to his tongue a second after. He sucked on your clit with a gentle nip.
Soft pleas and whimpers came out of your mouth non-stop. "S-suna, please. I need your cock" you begged. Suna won't listen to your pleas. So, he continued licking and teasing your puffy clit, overstimulating you endlessly. When you were so close, he denied it. "Not yet, baby" he placed a kiss on your sensitive clit. Your hips bucked forward when he did so.
Suna replaced his tongue with his slender fingers. His two digits stretching your gummy walls. Slowly, he dragged his fingers in your gummy walls with his thumb circling on your clit. Suna watched how your body reacted to his touch. He loves the way your face washes with pleasure every time he touches you.
You tried gripping his wrist, but he swatted your hands away. "How many times do I have to tell you to stop moving, hm? Do you need me to tie you up so you can't move?" Suna threatened you.
You gulped. "No. No," you replied. You were scared, terrified even when his demeanour changed. He can be unpredictable at times. Suna smiled at you, "Good girl." He buried his face in between your legs, savouring the taste of your sweet juices. He could go on and on for hours. Your fingers caressing Suna's soft brown locks while your palm rested on the back of his neck comfortably.
He lifted your hips up before he undid the drawstring of his sweatpants. Suna slid his sweatpants off his legs and threw it on the floor, together with your dress he threw earlier. You watched his cock sprang free after taking off his briefs.
Suna hovered on top of you and trailed kisses over your valley of breasts, all the way to your lips. He locked his lips with yours while his fingers tried finding yours and clasped them together just above your head. You moaned in between the kisses as he grinded on you. The size of his cock never ceases to amaze you. Suna broke the kiss and moved to spit on his hand to pump his hardened cock.
He teasingly glided his cock in an up and down motion in your slick folds. His eyes lighted up, hearing the squelch noises that you made. "You're so fucking wet. Are you seeing this, slut?" he collected your juices with his cock. Even just the slightest move made you whimpered.
Without any warnings, he slid his thick cock inside your pussy. He bit his lower lip to suppress his moans. He was so near to coming when your tight walls clamped around his cock. It's been a while since he's sexually active, and your pussy always makes him feel like it's the first time. Suna didn't give you time to adjust and just slammed his hips into you.
You shrieked in pain when the stretch burnt. "Slow down, please..." you writhed pitifully. Suna likes it rough, and both of you know that. Like it or not, you'll always limp the next day.
He smirked. Slow down? No, baby. He's only going to do it harder. He gripped your waists firmly while fucking your cunt. Suna let out a staggered moan when he felt he's close, but he held it back for the sake of your own pleasure. He will never come until you come. Since he was planning to overstimulate you, he'd have to sacrifice his own pleasure too.
"You're so fucking tight, baby," he grunted through his teeth. His suppressed moans sounded beautiful in your ears. You watched Suna's forehead started to form beads of sweat. His lips slightly parted, with soft whimpers coming out of his mouth. "Fuuck.." he threw his head back. His cock never once stopping drilling your cunt like there's no tomorrow.
You felt a familiar knot started forming in your lower core. When the pleasure reached its highest peak, your breath got heavier. "Su-suna! I'm so close!" you whimpered. Your nails digging into the soft skin of his strong biceps while you tried to get a grip of yourself. The climax was soon approaching, but Suna just kept on rocking his hips forward.
"Come for me, baby," you heard him panted. Maybe it's been a while that he had lost control of controlling his climax. The way your pussy sucked his cock made him lost his mind for a second. He gave in to you, at last. His thumb found its way to your clit and rubbed your bundle of nerves continuously. He watched your chest rose up and down. Your breath got heavier each second before your climax finally washed all over you.
The last thrust made you sobbed when your first orgasm finally washed all over you. Suna watched your face contorted with pleasure after your first orgasm. "Where do you want me?" he asked. He was sure to ask for your consent before doing anything that could put your health at risk.
"Inside, please," you choked back your moans.
Suna nodded his head lazily with a harsh pant before spurting his thick cum inside you. He carefully not to collide with you. He stayed on top of you while staring straight into your eyes, which you avoided. Suna brought your face to look at him. "Why?"
"Nothing" you kept your replies short. "Can you get off of me? I need to clean myself up," you asked nicely. You felt awkward being naked in front of him right now. The silent atmosphere was killing you inside when Suna wouldn't move. "Please, Suna. I'm asking you nicely" with a stern voice, he finally moved from being on top of you.
You picked your dress that was on the floor, together with your undergarments. Suna rested his back comfortably on the soft cushion of the couch while his eyes trailing your movement. Even without his guidance, you knew how to make your way to his apartment. You entered his minimalistic yet huge bedroom and headed straight to the bathroom.
Suna's very organised. He placed a set of clean towels on top of the counter, easy for you to use after showering. You ran the water in the bathtub and sat there in silence. You immediately thought of he was different than any other day today. He was like a different person. Maybe he wasn't just in the right headspace? You don't know either. You heaved out a deep sigh while your thoughts drowned you.
He waited for you to clean up with patience. Suna wore his new freshly cleaned hoodie and put on comfortable shorts. He killed time by being on his phone. He may look calm at the moment, but his mind was raging with storms. He wondered what he would say to you once you got out of the bathroom. All he wanted to do was apologise to you. He could not stop shaking his legs because of his overthinking.
You came out of his bathroom in your previous dress. The moment you got out of the bathroom, you made eye contact with Suna, who was sitting on the edge of his bed. He immediately got up once he saw you came out. "Wait. Don't go home yet," he pleaded. Suna stopped you from moving. You sighed, your eyes looking up at him. "What?"
"Please. Just don't go home yet. There's something I want to say to you," he said. His mind was racing, and he wasn't sure if he could say it to you today. But, he didn't want to wait any longer.
You nodded your head lazily as you dragged your feet to his bed. You sat on his bed comfortably, waiting for him to speak whatever he's been wanting to say.
Suna sighed. "I want to apologise to you. You know, if I ever hurt you or offended you in any way. Coincidental or not, I still want to say sorry to you," he started off well, he guessed. He looked at you once again.
"And I-" before he could complete his sentence, he was cut off by you.
"If you want to say you have feelings for me, you can stop your sentence right there" you looked at him with your sharp gaze. You rose from the bed and halted to stand in front of him. "Don't say you have feelings for me, Suna. That's not what we promised before we started this fuck buddy thingy."
Suna was astonished by your words. Did- did you really have no feelings for him? At all? Wow, he really thought you would fall in love with him back. Both of you have been friends since a few years ago. At least, to him, you would feel the same way too.
Judging by his expression, you assumed your point was correct all along. "I'm sorry I can't return the same feeling. Let's just end this here" you clutched on your purse tightly and started walking away. "I'll return your access card by mail. It was fun knowing you. Thank you for everything. Goodbye, Suna."
You knew you didn't mean anything you just said. But, you did not want to be with a man who would devote only half of his heart. Worse, if he doesn't devote all of him to you. What's the purpose of being in a relationship, then?
He pulled you back, preventing you from leaving his apartment. "Please, can you give me a chance? You didn't even give me a chance to prove myself. Do you really think I'm that selfish? Do you really think I felt nothing all the time we have been together? You knew too well I can't express my feelings right, sometimes. Hell, I don't even know how to describe how I feel and what to say! You are the only person I can be comfortable with. And, I am not lying about this. I am serious."
You felt his hot breath fanning over your neck with his arms wrapped around your body. With a heavy heart, you loosened his hold around you and gripped his shoulders firmly. "But I don't want this, Suna. A relationship won't ever work if it's one-sided. I'm truly sorry. You're a great man, and I am sure there are people out there who deserve your love. Sadly, I can't be that person. I've only seen you as a friend, nothing more than that."
He felt his heart was cut with a sharp blade, and he stood there watching the blood was pouring out of it. Blood was pouring out non-stop that he could see himself drowning in blood. Suna let out a scoff when he felt you loosened your grip on him. "Am I really that bad in your life?" His voice turned shaky when he was asking you. He loves you sincerely. Maybe it's not the time for you to see it just yet.
"No, you aren't. You are a nice person, I could say. I'm not looking for a relationship right now. Remember what we promised, Suna? We promised to end this when one of us finally caught feelings. Do you remember that? Because I still do," you clarified your stand. Both of you did promise to end the whole fuck buddy thingy if one of you caught feelings. And today is the day he isn't ready to go through.
He let out a deep sigh. His mind told him to beg you, but his heart did not want to beg you to stay. "Okay. If that's what you said. You don't have to return my access card. You can still come over anytime. You know that" he smiled bitterly. His tears were prickling in the corner of his eyes, waiting for the perfect time to run down his cheeks.
"Thank you. I'm sorry," he said for the last time. He listened to your footsteps making their way to his front door. The last thing he heard before he crumbled completely was the sound of his door being closed by you. That was the last time you've ever stepped in his house.
You have never cried so much like you did the moment you entered your car after leaving his house. You tossed your purse to the passenger's seat and let tears streamed down your face for breaking his heart. Not only that, you lied to your feelings too. Knowing too well both of you actually love each other, but you were too scared if he wouldn't return the same feeling. But now that he did, you backed out like a coward.
Even drinking each night would not help you to forget what happened between you and Suna. Days passed by, and you felt like your life was not the same as before. You believed it has something to do with Suna. By repetitively tapping your pen on your office desk, you decided to come over to his house tonight and made up.
Suna laid on his couch lazily while his mind wandered to how you have been doing. He wanted to call you, but then he realised both of you are done for good. He smiled bitterly when he remembered your warmth and how beautiful you have always looked. He missed you... terribly.
You took a deep breath before entering the passcode to his apartment. Suna then heard the beeps of keypads being pressed from outside. He wondered who would be here at this hour? Is it Atsumu again? Oh my god, that guy just won't stop hanging out with him. Suna then walked to the front door, "Atsumu, please go home! I don't want to hang out today!"
But when you showed up at his front door, he froze in his place. "Suna," he heard your soft voice calling for his name. You looked at the dark circles under his eyes. Oh god. Did he not sleep for the past few days? "Suna," you snapped your fingers at him. The sound of the snap echoed in the small space of the entrance door.
Suna could not believe his eyes that he thought he was dreaming for a while. "Why are you here?" he asked. Don't get him wrong. He was glad that you decided to come back to him. He just didn't know how to react because he did not expect you to show up at this hour, where he often finds himself spacing out.
"Oh. You wanted me to leave? I'll gladly leave," you said and pretended to leave for real. But he was quick to snatch your arms and pulled you to his toned body.
He scoffed, "That's not what I said. I need you to stay here, please." He looked at you with hope glimmering in his eyes. Suna then escorted you to the living room and asked you to have a seat. Both of you needed to have a proper closure before putting a label on each other.
"I'm sorry for hurting you the other day. That was my fault. I just don't want us to end up being strangers, you know. We were and are still friends. I am here because I didn't want to lie to myself anymore" your words trailed off. You took a breath and looked at Suna in the eyes. "Suna, I hope you and I don't end up breaking each other's hearts."
Suna understood what you were afraid of. You have every rights to be afraid of being in a relationship. He smiled at you before speaking. "I don't want to promise anything, but you're all I need in my life. I swear," he confessed. "Because I'm always right here with you."
You smiled when both of you have gotten the closure you guys needed. "Don't say that. It's, oh god embarrassing," you laughed. Suna laughed when he saw you laughed. Oh, how he missed that smile. He's happy to have you back in his life and to have you as his, at last.
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garbagevanfleet · 3 years
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Brightest Blue (series)
PART THIRTEEN
Pairing: Josh x reader Warnings: light sexual content, feelings Summary:  Things are changing. New state. New school. New roommate. You just pray things are going to click into place.
Notes: SURPRISE! My depressed ass is back and I missed fawning over this fic. Thank you to everyone that stuck around. I love you guys.
Big thanks to my girlfriend and beta, @lantern-inthenight​ <3
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MASTERPOST
When you woke the next morning, it was to the sound of a muffled melody. The room was cast in a fiery orange glow as the rising sun peeked in through the window. You sat up in bed, straining your ears to listen. 
Noticeably missing, was Josh - the side of the bed he had been sleeping on was turned down, but you placed your hand on the sheets to find them cold. 
The chill on the hardwood made your toes curl as you padded across it, first to your bedroom to pull on a pair of sweatpants, and then back to Josh’s room to slip one of his sweatshirts over your bare chest. 
Once you were no longer naked, and a little more awake, you quickly figured out that the music was coming from under the closed bathroom door, and you stopped in front of it to have a listen. 
The sound of Josh’s voice carried well into the hall, though he was keeping it quiet, probably for your benefit. 
You placed your fingers over your mouth absently as you listened to the notes rise to a lovely height and then dip down again. You couldn’t quite make out the words, but you didn’t need to. 
It shocked you enough to make you flinch when he opened the bathroom door abruptly - you had figured he was just taking a pause in the song. 
When he spotted you, he jumped back, letting a curse fall from his lips. “God, I didn’t think you’d be awake yet - you almost gave me a heart attack,” he blurted through an exasperated smile. 
“I’ve never heard you sing before,” you said, just above a whisper in the quiet space. “Your voice is so lovely.”
He looked you up and down for a second, his face turning peachy. “I haven’t wanted to for a while. Outside of school, anyway.”
You let a smile find your lips at the implication of his words, and it fell silent between you again. He was standing, posture unsure as he, undoubtedly, tried to gauge whether everything was still okay after last night. 
The temptation to touch him was too much, especially once you realized he probably needed all the reassurance you could give. His skin was warm as you reached out and ran your fingertips lightly over the pink skin on his cheek. He careened into your touch, turning his head just enough to press a kiss into the meaty part of your thumb. The gesture made your chest feel tight. 
“Come back to bed,” you suggested through a whisper and watched him suck his bottom lip into his mouth, teeth visibly pressing into the plush skin. 
“I can’t,” he replied breathily as you took his chin between your thumb and forefinger. “I don’t have the time.”
You nodded back at him with a teasing smile. “Sure you do.”
“Don’t tempt me, babe,” he pleaded from low in his chest. “I have a show at noon.”
You breathed a laugh, threading your fingers through his hair. “Call me that again,” you said against his ear. It was you dragging your teeth over his earring that made him groan. 
“Please - for the love of god - keep this energy for when I get back tonight.”
You hummed, pressing a kiss to the peak of his cheekbone. “Okay. Can I help?”
“Oh, yeah, for sure. Just wait for me here - it’ll probably help save time if you’re naked ahead of time-”
You smacked his shoulder, pulling a delighted laugh from his chest - always excited to say something stupid. “With the show.”
 “If you’d like to, I’d love to have you. But you’re going to have to hustle and get dressed,” he instructed. 
You scoffed. “Not the noon show-” You turned back towards his room and looked back over your shoulder. “No, right now I’m going back to bed.” 
+++
You hadn’t put any thought at all into what you’d wear for the other two shows you’d be attending - you knew you could recycle the dress once on Sunday if you paired it with something else, but for Saturday evening’s show, you were stuck crawling to the only other person you knew whose clothes would fit you. 
This time when you approached Kate’s house, you had come prepared with a milk-bone, which was good, because it was her huge dog that greeted you. When he stood up on his hind legs, he was able to look directly into your eyes through the glass on the door, his tail wagging. 
You watched Kate round the corner into the entrance hall, wearing a knee-length black robe, the silk shining as she moved in the sunlight. She gave you a puzzled look, cracking the door. 
“Sorry to show up unannounced,” you said with an insincere smile. “Can I give your dog a treat?”
She laughed at you, opening the door the whole way and letting you slip in. 
“I’m going to assume that you’re not just here to make Yeti fat.” Her voice sounded a bit too knowing for your taste. 
“You’re right! I’m also here to raid your closet, if you’ll let me,” you replied. “I need an outfit for the show tonight.”
She started down the hall and towards her room, ushering for you to follow. “You’re going again?” 
You nodded, though she wasn’t looking directly at you. “Yeah, of course.”
When you got into her room, you sat on her bed, and you absolutely wouldn’t have noticed Jake if Yeti hadn’t instantly trotted over to him to sit by his feet. He was sitting at a little circular cafe-style table in the corner of her room, a mug of something hot in front of him. 
You glanced over at him and were met with a cheeky little smirk. 
“You - uh. Yeah, I’m going to help with the show tonight,” you said after you decided you weren’t ready to address that situation yet. 
“Ah,” she started, and though she was facing away from you into the closet, you could hear a matching smirk through her voice. “I really only have clothes that match my style, which I would define as ‘mildly tramp’.”
You hummed contemplatively. “Let’s start with the most professional ensemble and then work our way back. Maybe something you’d wear to a wedding?”
“You don’t want something I’d wear to a wedding,” she teased but pulled out a few garments all the same.
“So, uhm. Am I interrupting something?” you finally chanced, sneaking a glance back at Jake. 
“Not at all,” Kate replied, unhelpfully. “Now go try some of these on and tell me what you think.”
In the end, the only thing she owned that you deemed acceptable - and also even remotely your style was a thigh-length, black dress - form-fitting. 
You stared at it dubiously in the mirror. 
You’d have to put a coat over it, but you thought you could make it work. 
“Are we going to talk?” Kate asked, a little smirk playing on her lips as she held her nails out to inspect them. They were unpainted but perfectly manicured.
You chanced a glance over at Jake - who was now sitting on the floor with Yeti nearly in his lap. He was working his fingers through the thick, white fur as he met your eyes. 
“Yeah, let’s talk about it,” he agreed, flashing you his teeth. 
Luckily enough, you found the moment more humorous than embarrassing, so you just scratched absentmindedly at the back of your neck. 
“Well,” you started and then paused as you tried to figure out how much was appropriate to disclose. “I’m going to his show again tonight. And tomorrow.”
Kate huffed, feigning impatience. “Yeah, okay, but that doesn’t tell me anything because you’d do that anyway.” 
You gave her a playful shrug. “That’s all I got for you right now. But I’ll tell you all about it when I’ve processed everything.”
“Ooh, shit. That sounds juicy.” Her eyes lit up as she spoke, making you chuckle. You turned your attention to Jake again then. 
“And I’m sure you’ll hear all about it,” You flicked your eyes back over to Kate in an accusatory look. “One way or another.”
+++
That night you sat in the audience alone - well, not alone, but without Kate or Jake. Most of the seats were filled again, at least partially with faces you remembered seeing the night before. 
The show was just as fun and entertaining as the last, except this time, when Josh walked out onto the stage at the end, he met your eyes for a moment, letting them linger before tugging a couple of his kids into a side hug and smiling wide for all the parents. 
As soon as most people had dissipated, he met you at your seat, but before he could even open his mouth to greet you, a parent of one of the kids was shaking his hand. The dad poured his praises, thanking Josh for working with his daughter - you guessed maybe it was Alice, but you had nothing to base that guess on. Josh handled it effortlessly, charming as ever. 
By the time the parent had left you, you and Josh were some of the last people still lingering. 
“I’ve gotta grab my stuff backstage,” he informed you, tiling his jaw up in that general direction. “Wanna come?” 
With a smile, you nodded an agreement and let him offer you a hand as you made your way out of the tight seats. 
Backstage was infinitely more chaotic than it was when you’d last seen it. Set pieces were strewn about - not unorganized, but everywhere. You had to weave through them to get to where his backpack was propped against a folding table, costume accessories spilling off the surface of it. 
“Do you want me to help clean up back here?” you asked, eyeing the messes. He hummed through a smile. 
“Nah, I’ve got a system,” he informed you, and then after you gave him a doubtful look, he added, “Seriously. And until you’re directing a cast of children in a play that you produced, I don’t want to hear your objections.”
His teasing tone made you bite back a grin. “It’s amazing - really. I’m just offering my help.”
The backpack looked heavy as he slung it over his shoulder, holding the strap across his chest with both hands. “Then take me home,” he requested playfully, flicking his eyes to the back exit. 
“Happily.”
+++
On Sunday, after the very last matinee show, you spent an hour helping him sort all the costumes - every tiny piece in a garment bag and labeled accordingly.  The rest, he insisted, he would work on during school hours the following day. 
You suddenly wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him in for a hug, resting your temple on his shoulder and taking a moment to relish in the fact that you’d taken him by surprise.
 “I want to take you out tonight - a congratulations of sorts,” you said as you leaned back far enough to see his cheeks flush a flattering peachy color. 
“Really?” 
“Only if you want to.” You paired your sentence with a casual shrug. 
He flashed you a pleased smile. “Of course I want to. I’d love that,” he agreed. 
You let him pick the place, and in the end, he landed on a hole-in-the-wall diner that he swore was the absolute best place to get pancakes in the middle of the night. Even though it was close to nine, you both sipped on coffee as you waited for your order. 
“I can’t believe it’s over,” he said as you watched his fingers idly rub across the ceramic mug in his hands. “There was so much lead-up and drama that it feels weird for it all to be behind me.”
“It was really incredible, Josh. I honestly can’t believe that you pulled it off with all that went wrong.”
He looked up at you through his fan of lashes. He looked tired, but not uncomfortably so - just enough that you knew he worked his ass off. 
“We pulled it off. I could have never done it without you,” he stated, charmingly earnest as always. 
You huffed a humorless laugh. “That’s not true - If I hadn’t moved in, you’d never have lost your assistant in the first place.”
His expression melted away until his face was blank. “I-”
He paused, visibly trying to figure out how he wanted to word the next line out of his mouth. “That wasn’t your fault. I didn’t really know what was happening until it was too late to change it.”
“I know, I just. I’m happy that it ended up this way, I just wish it hadn’t almost derailed your whole production.” You could feel your features slip into something mournful, making him frown. 
He was quiet for a moment before speaking again. “How do you even know about that?”
You hummed. “Kate told me. Jake told her.”
He glared off into the distance, but on him, the look was completely unthreatening. It was so out of place that it made you giggle.
“I’m not sure I like how close they are,” he grumbled through a smile he couldn’t hold back. 
“Yeah, I hear you. I went to her house this morning to rummage for this dress-”
He cut you off, eyes raking over your form. “You look amazing, by the way.”
You gave him a pointed look and a little eye roll, though you had to admit you were flattered. 
“Yes, well, Jake was at her house this morning. Petting her dog.”
His eyebrows lifted, lashes blinking a few times in surprise. After a moment, he cleared his throat and spoke again. “Well. I suppose you got what you wanted then, right?” 
The irritation that was evident on your features was unwarranted - you knew that in your heart, but it didn’t stop you from letting out a childish huff. 
“Yeah, but I didn’t think you and I would be-”
You cut yourself off just as his eyes flicked up at you over the rim of his mug. 
“You and I would be what?” he asked coyly. You took a moment to admire the fact that his cheeks and the bridge of his nose were still a bit tanned despite it now being well into winter. A little like a bronze statue. 
“I didn’t think you and I would be...a thing,” you finished simply, keeping your tone light. 
He quirked an eyebrow at you, all too suspicious for your liking. “No?”
A puzzled look flashed across your face. “No,” you agreed. “Why? What does that mean?”
He took a too-long sip of coffee, holding your eyes just to fuck with you - you were sure. He cheekily bit his bottom lip as he figured out how to word what he wanted to say. “Nothing really,” he assured, though you were unconvinced.
You were going to press the topic further, but your thought was cut short when the server showed up with a tray of your food and another carafe of hot coffee. He made light conversation with Josh as he filled both of your mugs near to the brim, and you watched the steam rise off of it as you pondered which flavored syrup you’d drown your pancakes in. 
The sound of the little metal cup of creamer being slid across the tabletop toward you got your attention, and your eyes lingered on Josh’s hand as his fingers brushed past yours. 
“Cream, babe?” he inquired, though he was well aware of exactly how you took your coffee. 
Your heart skipped a beat as you processed what he’d said. That was the second time he’d called you that in the months you’d known him, and it had the same effect on you this time that it had the last time. You met his eyes, catching his fingers with yours for just a brief second, forcing a mischievous smile to his lips. 
You poured a bit of cream into your coffee and stirred it until it was a medium brown. 
“You can’t help yourself, can you?” you asked fondly and watched him bite his bottom lip absently to try and keep his smile from stretching into a grin. 
“Help myself from what?” His tone was cheeky, informing you that he knew exactly what you were talking about. It was evident that the two of you were playing a game now - something light and coy. You paused to take a bite or two of your food, happy enough to leave him in suspense for a moment longer. 
“Calling me that.”
He hummed, low in his throat. “Is that not alright?”
“Doesn’t it seem a bit out of place?” You watched as he reached across the table to stab at a piece of your pancake, bringing it to his mouth and chewing it before giving his answer. 
“Why would it? Are we not on a date right now?” 
A look of genuine shock flashed across your features. Not caring how rude it was, you asked through a mouth full of food, “Are we?”
There was a long pause in the conversation as he ate, and you wondered for a moment if you had upset him until he looked back up at you. He was biting back a smile as he leaned back in his seat. 
“Back before the musical, you were complaining about the cold - do you remember?” 
You frowned in concentration as you searched your brain. “Which time? I pretty frequently complain about the temperature here.”
He breathed a laugh. “Yeah, you do. I thought you were going to freeze to death at first. But there was something you said that glued itself to my frontal lobe.”
You gave him a questioning look, prompting him to continue. 
“You said, ‘if we move away from here, can we move somewhere warm?’.” He just held your eyes for a moment as your heart beat suddenly inched toward erratic. “We.”
You took a deep breath, suddenly feeling a little jittery and took another bite of pancake before you could say something truly stupid. 
After a moment of silence to let you process, he spoke again. “So, I think maybe you knew we would end up being a ‘thing’, right?”
“I don’t know a whole lot, Josh,” you admitted, reaching out and placing your hand on his and lightly running your fingers over his skin. “But, I do know that since the moment I met you, I wanted to be close with you. You’re magnetic. I truly think you could have anyone you wanted if they listened to you talk - just once.”
Despite having been the one to start the whole conversation, a peachy pink tint surfaced across his cheeks and nose at the compliment.
Clearly not interested in continuing such an intimate conversation at a busy diner, he placed his palm flat on the table and asked,  “Are you ready to get out of here? I think if I drink any more coffee my heart might give out.” 
“You could just switch to decaf,” you suggested, smirking at him as he squinted back at you like you had personally insulted him. 
He stood and leaned across the table until his face was only six inches or so from yours. “I’d rather die, thank you.”
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The Medic (part five)
Warning - smut
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You quickly pulled your dress back on when the door knocked. Cillian quickly washed his hands while you made yourself presentable and answered the door to Kate, who immediately gave you a look.
"Interesting look y/n?" She smirked, glancing down at your dress. Inside out. Brilliant.
"Oh, I was having a nap. Up all night with someone who can't handle Tramadol!" You chuckled nervously.
"Mhmm.. thought you two would be hungry so I grabbed a few bits from Asda down the road." You smiled and let her in, Cillian however stayed behind the kitchen counter, and put the kettle on, giving you a look and glancing down at his hidden crotch. You laughed a little, making Kate turn to look at you.
"What's so funny?" You shook your head and quickly moved her to the sofa, sitting her down and taking the bag off her.
"Nothing.. thank you so much for these. Cill, you hungry?" You turned to ask him, winking knowing Kate couldn't see you.
"Ravenous," he grinned.
"Can you come grab these please? You need to keep moving otherwise you'll go stiff..." His eyes widened at your comment and he shook his head.
"No, no, I'm just making Kate a drink..." You couldn't help but chuckle as you brought the bag over to him, emptying its contents. Standing behind the counter, Kate had her eyes on the impressive view out of the window.
"Go lie down, I'll sort the drinks out. And do not take care of that until I'm with you to, er, monitor your breathing..." you whispered, glancing down at the very obvious tent in his jeans. He nodded, admitting that he was feeling exhausted, and quietly headed into his bedroom, closing the door behind him. Kate turned round as she heard the door close and asked if he was okay.
"He needs a rest, he had a rough night."
"So you gonna tell me the real reason your dress is inside out y/n?"
"I told you, I had a nap and got up quickly when I heard the door knock, that's all."
You changed the subject quickly before she interrogated you even further. You weren't sure what this was yourself, you didn't want to talk about it. You chatted about the accident and how Paul was doing for half an hour before you could see she was getting all question-y again.
"Well I guess I'd better go check on him."
"I'll leave you to it," she chuckled, giving you a hug and heading out with a wink.
You bit your lip and quietly opened the bedroom door. Looking at him, fast asleep on the bed, you didn't have the heart to wake him. Even his erection had passed out.. you pulled a blanket out of the wardrobe and covered him with it. His hand suddenly grabbed yours and he pulled you to lie down with him. Against your better judgement, you allowed it.
"I'm not going to be able to fulfil that end of the bargain, but at least let me hold you while I fall asleep?"
"Patient's orders again?"
"Mhmm... Come here..." You lay with your back against his chest as he lifted the blanket over you both. His arm wrapped around your waist, his face resting against your shoulder, kissing it lightly, before you felt him relax completely and drift back off again. Your own eyes grew heavy, the feel of his arm round you felt far too comfortable. Sleep came easily.
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You woke a few hours later, you were now laying snuggled into his side with his right arm draped around you. He was still snoring lightly. You realised your body weight was resting right on his stitches. You eased off him gently so as not to hurt him but no joy. He woke with a hiss of pain.
"Shh... I'm sorry, I was lying on your ribs... Don't move I'll grab your painkillers..."
"No, no I'm okay - it's easing off now. It was just the shock that's all. I'm okay honestly. No more painkillers."
"Don't be a martyr Cillian, if it hurts, take them." You said sternly. Typical bloke...
"If it hurts, I will." You climbed out of bed, much to his disappointment, and walked into the living room. Glancing at the clock you were surprised to see it was 6am. You'd both slept for over 12 hours solid. You saw four missed calls from Anto, that would be interesting to explain...
You grabbed Cillian's antibiotics, water and a yogurt out of the fridge and brought them back into him.
"Take these now - you've missed about three doses! It's morning!" You laughed, telling him the time.
"I haven't slept that well in years, Jesus..."
"Your body needed the rest. Anto's been trying to call - how do I explain this, exactly?"
"We were watching a movie and fell asleep. No need to tell him I gave you a mind-blowing orgasm shortly beforehand."
"I wanted to talk to you about that actually," you said as you typed the message and sent it.
"About your orgasm?"
"No, well kinda.. Cillian I like you, I really do, and you have no idea how much I want you... But -"
"I know. It's inappropriate while you're my doctor, right?"
"Right..."
"No one needs to know though?"
"Cillian, my dress was inside out and my face was red as a beetroot. Kate suspects, at least. I could be struck off the medical register for this."
"So what do we do?"
"What do you want from me, exactly?"
"Who knows? But I really like you too. And I'd like to see more of you. Literally... More of you." He smiled, looking up and down your body.
"You're gonna leave me here like this?!" He asked, looking down at your hand that you'd just pulled away. You looked out of the window and stood up, wrapping your arms around yourself.
"I went to uni for seven years. Being a doctor is all I know, it's all I'm good at... As much as I want you, I don't think I can do this..."
"You weren't saying that this morning?"
"I wasn't thinking straight - we can't do this. Not while I'm here as your doctor.."
"Then don't be my doctor! Get Kate to take over?"
"I'm an onset medic, I cover all of you."
"Then it's our little secret until Friday night isn't it? Come on, no one suspects anything, no one knows a thing." You turned to look at him, surprised to see him now completely naked on the bed, cock in his hand slowly stroking up and down.
"Now now, I thought you were going to let me monitor you?" He groaned gently as he stroked, his breathing shallow.
"I'd say my breathing is perfectly fine, wouldn't you?"
"Yes I would... What happens to it if I do this?" You took the straps of your dress off and let it fall to the floor. Unclasping your bra, tossing it aside, and letting your panties drop. His breathing paused, as did his hand as he admired the view in front of him.
"Oh dear Mr Murphy.. I'm afraid I'm going to have to give you the once over. I'm not convinced you're ready for me..."
"Get over here and I'll show you how fucking ready I am..."
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~ We’re Everything To Each Other That We Ever Needed ~
Pairing: Ethan Torchio x Chiara Russo (fictional character)
Word count: 2625
Warnings: very detailed smut, swearing
Summary: Ethan finds his soulmate.
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She was sitting at the bar dressed in a black tight satin dress revealing her tattooed skin. Her hair were brown, long and curly. Black smokey makeup emphasized her beautiful dark brown eyes. Red lipstick made her lips look full and plumpy. Her cheeks slightly pink. She looked stunning.
- Girl, it’s so good to see you! I’m so glad you came! - Victoria said excited reaching Chiara at the bar.
- Oh my god Vic, hey! You look gorgeous! - she said hugging Vic.
- Let’s go, they’re all waiting for us. - said Vic grabbing Chiara’s hand and pulling her towards a group of people sitting in the corner of the pub.
Victoria along with Thomas, Ethan and Damiano decided to go celebrate the wrap on their new album Teatro D’Ira. She thought it’s a good idea to invite Chiara since they were friends for a while and introduce her to her band mates. They met spontaneously in a plane to Rome and for the whole flight they managed to get along with each other pretty well. When they arrived in the airport they exchanged numbers and became good friends.
- Guys! Meet Chiara, she’s the girl from the plane I told you about! - Vic said when they reached the table.
The second Ethan laid his eyes on her, he immediately felt his heartbeat going faster. She was gorgeous, probably the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen. Her lips were full, eyes soft and cheeks covered in cute little freckles, not even mentioning her body, perfectly wrapped in a black dress. Ethan was intimidated but he couldn’t stop looking at her.
- Hey girl, nice to meet you, your tattoos are dope! - said a girl with black hair, she also had a lot of tattoos on her arms. She stood up and hugged Chiara. - I’m Giorgia - she said with a smile.
- Heyy, it’s so nice to meet you! - said Chiara sending Giorgia a warm smile.
Chiara looked around and saw three boys. The first one had slightly long dark brown hair and dark eyes, also a lot of tattoos. He was dressed in black jean shorts, black leather jacket revealing his bare torso and black Dr. Martens. Red choker on his neck.
- I’m Damiano, this is Thomas and that is Ethan. - said the tattooed boy and pointed on the other two introducing them.
Ethan. He immediately caught her attention with his long dark brown hair. He was wearing black tight jeans, black boots and red satin shirt. He looked really attractive. His jawline was sharp and his gaze was slightly intimidating. Chiara found him really handsome.
- Ciao, Chiara - said Thomas and Ethan bowed his head and smiled to her gently.
- It’s really nice to meet all of you. - Chiara said smiling.
- Okey all of u, treat her like your sister, she’s amazing! - Vic laughed - Now, let’s get you something to drink. - she said pushing Chiara on the leather couch next to Ethan and Thomas and walking away to the bar.
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The night was going well. Chiara talked a lot with Ethan who turned out to be really polite and gentle. He held his hand on her back and was smiling to her all the time. He was a bit shy and Chiara found that intriguing since she wasn’t a quiet kind of person at all. She was spontaneous, open for all the people, happy and smiley all the time and positive about everything. Ethan on the other hand was rather quiet than loud and mysterious at some point. He didn’t like big crowds, he was shy with meeting new people and preferred to stay alone at home or with his closest friends. Chiara was surprised that someone with such an introverted personality could be a crazy drummer of a rock band but she thought it was kinda cute. From their conversations Chiara saw that Ethan was very smart and responsible and she couldn’t get her eyes off of him when he was telling her about the way he first saw drums and immediately fell in love with them.
- So you write music? - Ethan asked Chiara lighting up a cigarette.
They went out to the little garden outside the pub to breathe some fresh air and take a break from all the loud music and scent of alcohol.
- I used to write lyrics yes, I started when I was 16, there was a lot going on in my mind and I didn’t really know where to put all my emotions so I started writing songs. - Chiara said, remembering all the words written on the paper at 3 am in a hotel room when she had nowhere to go and no one to talk to.
- Maybe you’ll show me sometime. - he looked at her smiling gently
- Maybe, I’ll think about it if you share a cigarette with me - she laughed, poking his arm jokingly.
- Oh, you smoke? - he asked, raising his eyebrows.
- Surprised? - She said, sitting at the bench near the tree.
- Yes, I didn’t really expect you to smoke, but here, let’s share - he said blushing.
Ethan was looking at her closely when she wrapped her lips around a cigarette and inhaled the smoke. He was mesmerized. He didn’t know if it was from the alcohol that he drank but she was turning him on with every possible meaning of this word. He found it hard not to look at her when she opened her mouth to let the smoke out. She was seductive but on the other hand sweet and kind and he didn’t know if he wanted to kiss her gently or take her to the bathroom and tear her dress off from her body.
- Let’s go inside, Vic is going to get nuts - Chiara laughed finishing the cigarette, grabbing Ethan’s hand and pulling him towards the entrance.
*a few months later*
Their friendship wasn’t like any other you would see. Honestly, they both didn’t know what they were to each other. They spent every minute together, they laughed, they cried, they argued, they kissed occasionally, but both of them couldn’t figure out what they felt towards each other. Ethan cared for her like for his little sister, he supported her in good and bad and he did everything to make her happy, but sometimes when they were alone in the house they were completely crazy about each other and they couldn’t stand a minute without kissing or touching. He couldn’t stand her having a friendship with other boys and she always scared off every girl who was trying to get to know him. Chiara knew that something was between them, she felt this special bond, connection that she’s never felt with anyone. He understood her in every way possible, he saw her flaws, her imperfections and he still managed to make her feel like the most beautiful girl in the world. They talked many times about their unique friendship but in the end they both didn’t know how to name it.
- Hey, amore mio, what are you doing here alone? - Chiara stepped inside Ethan’s hotel room.
It was the night Måneskin won Eurovision and all of them decided to go to hotel’s private club and celebrate their huge success. They were all having fun, dancing to their own songs, taking pictures and crying from all the happiness. After a while though Chiara noticed that Ethan was nowhere to be found and she got worried so she went to find him. She knew he didn’t like too much partying but since it was such a success she thought he will want to celebrate all night.
- I was so overwhelmed with all the feelings, I needed to be alone for some time. - he said peacefully laying on the bed.
- Do you want me to leave? I can come back in some minutes - she said, standing in front of him and sending him reassuring smile.
- No, no. - he said - Come here - he held out his hand to her suggesting that she should lay down next to him.
She took off her heels and laid down in his arms, putting her head on his chest.
- Are you good? - she asked, stroking his chest with her palm.
- Yes, amore, don’t worry. - he said kissing her forehead.
- I was just surprised you went so fast, I thought you’d want to celebrate all night, I mean, winning Eurovision is a huge success - Chiara said looking up at him.
- It’s not like I’m not happy - he chuckled - I was just overwhelmed and I felt a bit lonely to be honest, when they all were hugging each other and congratulating everyone I was going through everything by myself. Yes, you were there with me but I mean Vic, Thomas and Damiano, they were all crying together and hugging and everything and it looked like they completely forgot about me. - Ethan said with some sadness in his eyes.
Chiara’s heart ached. She didn’t know Ethan felt lonely, she would never think he would feel like they forgot about him. Her eyes got teary, she wrapped her arms around him and hugged him tightly.
- My babe, I’m so sorry. - she whispered into his ear. - I didn’t know you feel that way. - she pressed her face to his neck hugging him even tighter.
- Don’t worry, Chi, it’s all good, they probably didn’t do it on purpose - Ethan said stroking her hair with his fingers.
She pulled away and looked at him. He was stunning. She slowly leaned in and planted a gentle kiss on his lips. She knew he needed her to be there for him and make him forget about all the misunderstanding. Ethan smiled to her and pulled her to another kiss. That one was more passionate, messy. He grabbed her back and pressed her body closer to him, cupping her cheek with his hand.
Ethan started slowly pulling down the straps of Chiara’s dress and she started unbuttoning his shirt. She sat on his lap and wrapped her legs around his hips. He grabbed her neck and squeezed it a little, then he pulled down the zipper on her back and her dress fell down revealing her naked breasts. She pulled him closer and took of his shirt throwing it somewhere on the floor. She put her palms on his chest and then went down on his stomach. He let out a quiet moan and she looked at him chuckling, but with so much desire in her eyes. They were both looking at each other for a second and then Chiara started unzipping Ethan’s pants. He stopped her though pulling her closer to him. He kissed her cheek and after a second pushed her lightly off of him and stood up standing in front of the bed. She sat down, opening her legs so he could stand in front of her. She looked up at him, touched his stomach and went lower slowly, pulling down his pants along with his boxers. She sighed when she looked at his erection. Ethan gently pushed Chiara back on the bed and pulled down her dress. He started kissing her neck and she let out a loud moan. She wrapped her fingers in his hair and started tugging them. Ethan went lower and lower with the kisses and Chiara looked at him with her mouth slightly opened. He grabbed her lace thongs with his teeth and slowly pulled them off.
- Ethan.. - Chiara moaned throwing back her head on the bed.
He then grabbed her thighs and started kissing her up and down. She felt overwhelmed. So much pleasure went through her body and her blood was boiling in her veins. He licked her up and looked right into her eyes, checking if she’s okey. She couldn’t stand him playing with her like that so she grabbed his neck and pulled him up. He was right in between her thighs. She kissed him desperately and stroked his cheek.
- Please, fuck me. - Chiara said looking deeply into Ethan’s eyes and he couldn’t believe his ears.
He pushed her on the bed, turned her around so she was kneeling in front of him from behind. He grabbed her hips and slowly but gently placed his erection in front of her entrance. She could feel his tip inside her and when he thrusted himself all the way in, she moaned loudly from pleasure.
- Are you okey, amore? - he asked politely leaning in to her ear.
- Yes.. - she moaned.
He then started going in and out a bit faster but still gently so she could adjust to his size. He let out a deep moan and grabbed her neck squeezing it firmly.
- Ethan.. oh fuck - Chiara moaned grabbing the sheets.
- You’re so fucking gorgeous - he sighed, harshly squeezing her hips.
They were moaning each other’s names and Ethan’s pace went faster with every thrust. They were both in heaven. Suddenly Ethan grabbed Chiara’s neck and pulled her up. They were both on their knees, her back pressed to Ethan’s chest, her head laying lightly on his shoulder when he was thrusting inside her even harder. He could feel her walls slowly clenching around him and he was also close to reach his orgasm. Chiara could feel his erection twitching inside her. She grabbed his arm for support and she knew she’s gonna reach her climax any minute now.
- I’m close - she moaned loudly.
- Me too - Ethan sighed wrapping his one arm around Chiara’s waist and the second grabbing her face and kissing her. She bit his lip and pulled away moaning.
They were all sweaty and desperate. The only thing that could be heard in the room were their moans and a sound of their skin hitting against each other. Chiara was moaning Ethan’s name without stopping and he was whispering dirty words into her ear. And suddenly they both felt everything collapsing, they came together, moaning each other’s names. Chiara’s walls clenched around Ethan’s erection and she felt his warm sperm spreading inside her. Ethan pushed her gently down on the bed and thrusted inside her a few more times before pulling out.
They both collapsed on the bed next to each other, holding hands and breathing heavily. Ethan wrapped his arm around Chiara’s waist and pulled her close to him, hugging her tightly. She pressed her face to his neck and put her hand on his chest, wrapping her leg around his hips. They were laying like that for a couple of minutes, enjoying each other’s embrace.
- Ethan? - she asked quietly.
- Yes Chi?
- What are we? - she asked, drawing circles with her fingers on his chest.
- We’re eternal lovers, amore. We’re soulmates. We’re everything to each other that we ever needed. - he said kissing her forehead. - And I’m sure of one thing now, Chiara. I love you more than this world has ever seen. - he said.
She looked up at him shocked that he actually just said that. He was smiling widely, pure happiness in his eyes.
- I love you too, Ethan. More than you could ever imagine.
She laid back on his neck still drawing circles on his chest. For the first time in a long time they were both sure about each other and happier than they’ve ever been before.
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mypoisonedvine · 4 years
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Rainstorm (Bucky Barnes x Reader)
credit goes to @princess-of-riviaa for this idea although I think I took it in a slightly different direction than she intended… I hope she won’t mind ;)
this isn’t a “dark fic” in the traditional sense because Bucky himself isn’t very bad (he’s in Winter Soldier mode so he’s no saint, but he’s not a sadist either, just kinda morally ambiguous) but the situation and topics are pretty dark so be wary.  
Summary: the Winter Soldier has basic biological needs.  HYDRA has hypotheses about the hereditary capabilities of super soldier serum.  You’ve been brainwashed into believing that these two goals are your life’s purpose, and that nothing would make you happier than to be at the mercy of HYDRA’s favorite weapon.
Word Count: 4.3k
Warnings: kind of non con* (see below), somewhat painful loss of virginity, mention of blood, captivity and grooming and general HYDRA nastiness
*This is certainly non con because the reader has been brainwashed to comply to orders, but it has none of the trappings of traditional non con fare for the exact same reason.  She’s not gonna resist and she doesn’t want to, it’s just that she lacks, on a greater level, much of a choice.
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The scientist made a final adjustment to your hair, putting every curl exactly in its place.  He examined your face before nodding proudly.  “You’re ready.  Let’s go to his room.”
You tried to contain your thrill, following the scientist closely and listening to the echo of your heels on the concrete floor.
The scientist used his fingerprint to unlock the soldier’s door, and as it slid away, you finally saw him in person for the first time.  He was standing in wait, and turned to look at you through the doorway.  Your heart skipped a beat, properly; you were excited to see him, and yet so terrified.  You had been training for months for this exact moment.  There was so much riding on this, and you found yourself afraid that he would be disappointed.
“I have someone here we’d like you to meet,” the scientist informed the soldier.  As you stepped inside, he looked at you with a hint of confusion.  “We understand that you’ve been stressed.  She’s here to help with that.”
The soldier furrowed his brow.  “A woman,” he observed.  He hadn’t seen one in quite some time, at least not this up close.
“This woman represents a lot of money, and time, and research.  She’s not as strong as you, so be careful, but what she lacks in agility she makes up for in obedience.  I promise you, it knows no bounds.”
“She’ll do anything I say,” he realized-- or maybe it was a question.
“She’s eager to please,” the scientist smiled, “and she lives to serve.”
The soldier placed a finger under your chin and you jumped a little before allowing him to move your head side to side as he examined you.
“Is she not to your liking?” the scientist asked nervously.  “We can make some changes.  The hair and outfit can be different.  We figured you would want a… domestic look.”
You tugged at the bottom of your dress, suddenly feeling uncomfortable under your soldier’s observation.  
“No, she’s…” he trailed off and began again.  “She’s beautiful.”
You felt your face getting hot and you shuffled your feet nervously.
“I’ll leave you two be, then,” the scientist nodded before awkwardly stepping back.  “One thing, soldat,” he added, looking the soldier in the eyes.  “Do whatever you need to with her in order to… relax.  We ask only one thing in return: your mission is to impregnate her.”
The soldier nodded and the scientist finally left.  
You felt very aware of the silence in the room as the soldier began to pace around you.
“You were created for me,” he posited.  You nodded quickly.  “Well, get on with it then.  Show me what you can do.”
You dropped to your knees, looking up at him as you palmed the front of his pants.  You felt his cock underneath the fabric growing harder, and you smiled.  
His uniform was somewhat difficult to open but you did your best and finally managed to get his cock exposed.  
You remembered what you had been trained to do and set forth to your task.  You had been programmed to love whatever he loved, get pleasure from his pleasure.  So as his head fell back and his fingers laced through your hair, you moaned with him, taking his cock as deep into your throat as you could fit it.
He was bigger than the men who had trained you, and harder to swallow.  You did your best and earned a groan from him in reply.  The fingers in your hair curled into a fist and the pain of your hair being pulled was unexpected but arousing.  
You used your hand to stroke the parts of him your mouth couldn’t reach.  You looked up and watched him as he watched you, his eyes piercing into you with fiery intensity. 
“Stop,” he gritted out suddenly.  You pulled back and released his cock from your mouth. 
“I-I’m sorry,” you whimpered, “I’ve done something wrong.”
“No,” he shook his head, “I have a mission of my own.  Stand up.”
You obeyed quickly, so quickly that you felt a little light-headed.  
“Take off your dress,” he commanded.  It was designed to come off easily, and with just a few opened snaps it fell to the ground.  “Help me take off my chest plate,” he added, and you stepped forward to begin undoing the straps of his gear.  He watched your nimble, delicate fingers and thought they looked a bit out of place next to his armor.  But you did manage to get it off, and he shrugged his shoulders to help you slide it off his arms.  Instead of tossing it to the ground though, you folded it and set it on top of a nearby counter-top.  
“What did you do that for?” he asked.
“Would you like me not to?” you countered.
“No, it’s fine,” he nodded.
He took off his boots and you set them aside while he shimmied off his trousers.  You didn’t stare at his naked form for too long, because he hadn’t asked you to, but you were sure you’d never seen anything so perfect.  You understood that you were made for him, but now it felt like he was made for you too, in a way.  
He pulled you towards him, pressing his body against yours.  He was so warm, and you smiled as you melted into his embrace.
“Kiss me,” he requested.  You slipped your arms around his neck and leaned in, but stopped just as your face was right against his.
“How?” you asked.  He seemed confused.  “There are different ways.”
“Whatever you want to do,” he answered.  That didn’t make much sense to you, but you didn’t want to keep him waiting any longer.  You pressed your lips against his as your eyes fluttered shut, feeling the stubble on his face scratch you a bit.  His hand held the back of your neck as he deepened the kiss, his tongue delicately beginning to explore between your lips.  You moaned a little against him, savoring his taste.  After all this time, it felt so right to be in his arms like this.  Your life had meaning, your existence had value, and you were so lucky to be here providing whatever he needed.
He pulled back from the kiss and you found yourself chasing him for just a moment before you stopped, meeting his half-lidded gaze.  “Mine,” he said quietly.  “All mine.”
You nodded, biting your lip a little.  
He bent you over the bed, one hand tangled into your hair to hold you up and the other guiding his cock to your entrance.
They had prepared you for everything but this.  They explained that you needed to be untouched here, for him, and that you didn’t have to worry about being good at this part.  All you needed to do was follow his instructions.
“Please,” you begged, “put your cock inside me.  I need to feel you inside me.”
He slipped into you in one motion, plowing through the resistance of your walls and grabbing your hips when he bottomed out.  Pain seared through you but it was irrelevant.  He didn’t take long before he began to pull back and push into you again, and you focused on suppressing your whimpers as you figured he wouldn’t like to hear you in pain.  If he wanted to, he would hurt you more, and you were ready for that if it was what he needed.
“Does… does it feel good?” you asked weakly between shallow breaths.
“Yes,” he hissed sharply.  You smiled, sighing with relief as tears of joy prickled your eyes.  
“I’m so happy,” you admitted, savoring the feeling of purpose fulfilled.  “Tell me how to be good for you.  I want to be good for you.”
He leaned in and wrapped his arms around your body, putting his lips right against the shell of your ear.  “You want to be good for me?” he repeated.
“Yes,” you sobbed, “please.”
“Tell me how much you love it,” he demanded.  “Tell me how much you love my cock inside you.”
“Soldat, I love it so much,” you cried, “it’s everything I ever dreamed of.  It feels so good to be yours.  I love your cock inside me.  I love you.”
He laughed a little, kissing the shell of your ear.  “You don’t even know me.”
“I don’t need to,” you explained, “you’re my mission.”
“You’re bleeding a bit,” he realized as he looked down at where your bodies conjoined.  
“I’m sorry,” you apologized.
“It’s not your fault,” he corrected.  “Don’t apologize.”
You almost apologized again for apologizing, but realized that would be stupid and just murmured out an awkward “okay.”  
“Am I hurting you?” he asked in a way that made you unsure if he wanted to hurt you or not.
“Please don’t stop,” you avoided answering, because it didn’t really matter.
He adjusted his angle so that each movement was deeper, the tip of his cock brushing against something inside you that made you nearly scream from overwhelming sensation.  He was claiming you so thoroughly that you felt like your body was being molded to his shape, just as your mind had been molded to his presence, and it was intoxicating.
You savored every moment of it, hoping it wouldn’t be over soon and you could stay like this for a while-- although you knew a quick finish was a sign of a job well done, so you were a little torn on how to feel.  In the end, you would be satisfied with whatever he gave you.
You’d never been told that you could come, but you were starting to put it together as pressure built inside you, leaving you incapable of suppressing your moans.
“Yes,” you found yourself chanting, over and over, without really meaning to.
“Louder,” he demanded, and you hadn’t known you could get much louder until you did.
“Yes!” you screamed.  
“Beg,” he growled, his own voice growing in volume.  That you definitely knew how to do.
“Please!  Please don’t stop!” you sobbed.  
Even with how loud you were, you could hear the sounds of skin on skin as he pounded into you and you loved it.  You loved the way his fingers, metal and flesh, dug into your hips as he held you down, keeping you from lurching forward from his forcefulness.  You loved the smell of sweat and sex and damp concrete and old leather.  You loved everything about this moment.  
“Fuck, ‘m close,” he grunted.
“Please,” you repeated, your voice nearly going out, “please come inside me, I need it, I need you, I’m yours, soldat, please-- yes!” 
You gasped as an orgasm crashed into you like one of those rainstorms that start with just a sprinkle and then instantly become torrential; thunder, lightning, the whole shebang.  You’d never seen a rainstorm like that, but that’s what you would’ve compared it to if you had.
He moaned loudly when he came, continuing to pump into you until he was sure that he’d spilled every drop.  The flutter of your walls milked his cock encouragingly and it all produced a cycle that you wished could last forever.
“Stay still,” he demanded breathlessly, holding you down even though you had no desire to resist.  “Stay right there, fuck, don’t move.”
You nodded against the pillow.  You listened to his breathing as it slowed, relishing the feeling of his cock pulsing inside you.
He pulled out of you and both of you winced a little, him laying down beside you gently.
“It’s better if you don’t move,” he explained, and you weren’t sure what exactly was better, but you trusted his judgment regardless.  
The bed was small-- it was never meant for two people.  But you loved being pressed against him as he laid on his side and ran his fingers down your back.  It made you shiver, but it made you smile, too.
“Did I do well?” you asked weakly.
“Yes,” he nodded.  
You both caught your breath for a while, and you just soaked in the way his arms wrapped around your shoulders, like you fit together perfectly.  
“Can you handle another round?” he asked quietly after a few minutes had passed.  You jumped up at the opportunity to make him happy again. 
“I can handle anything you need me to do,” you answered eagerly.
He pulled you onto his lap, looking up at you as he maneuvered his cock towards your entrance again.  You sank down onto him and ignored the sting of soreness as your body accepted him once more.
“Yes,” he hissed, “just like that.”
You keened at the praise, arching your back a little more as he pulled you down to lay on his chest.
You felt him holding back a little bit, reacting to your whimpers of pain as his cock pushed even deeper into you than it had before.
“Don’t restrain yourself, please,” you begged.  “I want all of you.”
“I thought this was about what I wanted,” he whispered against your ear.
“It is,” you confirmed, “and I can tell you want more.”
He kissed underneath your ear with a smile.  “I’m afraid I’ll break you.”
“Never worry about me,” you shook your head.
“Ask me for it then.  Ask me for what you want.”
“I don’t want anything that you don’t,” you replied, confused.  He pulled you closer and held you down against his muscled chest. 
“Then ask me for what I want.”
You pulled back from his embrace to examine his face, which was looking back at you expectantly.
“Fuck me hard, soldat,” you begged in a weak voice, “please, I want you to use me--”
Before you could even finish he was grabbing you again and holding you still as he bucked his hips up into you, fucking you ruthlessly.  You cried out with joy as your head fell back, and he leaned into suck at one of your nipples which made your whole body tense up.
“Ride my cock,” he instructed, “show me how much you want it.”
“You know I need you,” you gasped as you followed his command, bouncing on top of him as he released his grip on you to free your movements.  He slipped a finger between your bodies to roughly rub at your clit and you choked.  “S-soldat,” you whimpered.
“Feels good?” 
“I don’t need it,” you explained, “I don’t need anything but you.”
“What if I want you to come right now?  Can you?”
You felt guilt burn through your chest.  “I-I’m sorry,” you cried, “I’m close but… I can’t yet.  I’m so sorry.”
“It’s okay,” he soothed, stopping you from riding him for a moment.  “I was just curious.  You don’t need to.”
“Please don’t think you need to do anything for me,” you added quickly.
“I want to,” he assured.  “I want you to like it.”
You almost laughed.  What a ridiculous concept.  “I love it.  As long as you’re happy, I love it.”
He smiled, wrapping a hand around the back of your neck to pull you into a kiss.  “I’m happy,” he whispered, and you started to move again, gasping as you gripped his chest to keep your balance.  
This one was different from the last.  It didn’t make your skin burn or your bones sore.  There was an ache, yes, but a softer one, one that snuck up on you as you clutched his face and he looked at you with an expression that reminded you of how you felt about him.  Like he couldn’t get enough of you, like you were everything, like you were the only thing.
He only asked one thing of you that time.  “Say that you love me again,” he requested in a soft voice.
“I love you,” you told him, and you kept telling him until you were too close to form words anymore and he pulled you into one more kiss, deep and slow and perfect, as you wrapped yourself around each other and fell backwards into the abyss of pleasure.
You laid in silence after that, just holding each other as you waited for your panting to still into slow, meditative breaths.  
You weren’t sure what to do now.  He didn’t seem like he knew, either.
“Would you prefer I keep you company, or that I leave?” you asked.
“Stay,” he decided.
“What would you like me to do?”
“Lay with me.”
You nodded, nuzzling into his chest and letting your eyes flutter shut.
The next few weeks passed relatively quickly.  Certainly faster than any weeks of training had.  There wasn’t much to do but make love so that made up 80% of what you did, the rest going to sleeping and the occasional meal.  One time he taught you about his gun, showed you how to take it apart and put it back together, and you had found it pretty interesting.  Mainly because he was the one explaining it, but still.
You asked him to wake you up before he left for his mission but he didn’t.  You woke up to an empty bed, and you’d think you would’ve been prepared for that after years of it, but just so little time with him had spoiled you.  You cried a bit but got over it quickly, straightening up and deciding you needed to be prepared for his return.  You anticipated that he would need a lot from you after having to work.
You were right.  You had been meditating when he flung open the door, and you jumped up.  He looked so different with all his gear on, including the mask and goggles.  
He stormed across the room, tossing away the coverings on his face and kissing you with an intensity that bordered on rage.  You reciprocated, glad that he had finally stopped asking you for what he wanted and learned to take what he needed.  He seemed to understand now that you could handle it.
It was a fury of tearing at clothes and pulling at hair and biting at skin after that, and you ignored the blood in his hair as you ran your fingers through it.
You frankly had no idea what he was doing when he laid you down on the bed only to slide down and start biting at your thighs, though you had no intention to question it.  As he suddenly licked a thick stripe over your sex, it was like you had stumbled into an entirely new world.  He found your most sensitive places and targeted them with the same ruthless efficiency he approached nearly everything in his life.
He had shown you pleasure that made you melt but this was like something else, something that made you grip the sheets and kick your legs and arch your back.  He had to hold your hips down to keep you from bucking against him, and when the growls he emitted against you didn’t get the message across, he let his teeth graze over your bud.  You yelped but finally stilled-- at least, as best you could.
You were speechless, even as you realized that you should remind him that he was focusing too much on you, that you wanted to make sure he was happy too…
But then again, this was what he had wanted.  What he needed, it felt like.  And who were you to doubt that?
So you let your head fall back as he sent you headfirst into a violently powerful orgasm, enough to make your entire body shake as you made sounds you hadn’t realized before that you could make.
And that seemed to only inspire him to keep going, offering you no reprieve as he kept you suspended in the peak of your sensation.
Tears burned your eyes as you were overwhelmed by him, numbness prickling at the tips of your fingers and toes and even in the places he was licking you.  You were so lost in it that you didn’t even notice he had stopped until he slipped his cock into you, still holding your hips down as he finally fucked you.
He stayed upright for a while before leaning down and caging you in under his arms.  He smelled like gasoline and gunpowder.  
“Mine,” he growled, right against your ear, sending chills over your skin.  
“Yours,” you agreed quickly, your voice coming out broken and wavering.  “Just yours, only yours, please--”
He rubbed that spot above your opening with his thumb again and you wrapped your legs around his hips.  “Ohh, yes,” you whimpered.
He kissed you and where you had found fire before, you found rain.  You felt his suffering, the exhaustion that sank deep into his bones and never seemed to leave.  You felt his guilt for leaving you.  You felt his guilt for coming back.
You hoped that you could kiss him back in just the right way that would say everything you wanted to tell him. It’s okay, you’re okay, we’re okay.
You loved the entire concept of we.  You loved being with him, in any way, although admittedly this way was your personal favorite.  It was the language both of you seemed to understand best.
Just a moment after he pulled back and looked into your eyes, you heard the beeping of his door being unlocked.
He jumped a bit before pulling the wrinkled sheet up over the both of you as the scientist walked in briskly, not even seeming to care that he was obviously interrupting a private moment. 
“Okay soldat, time to go back on ice,” the scientist informed you both mundanely.
“No,” the soldier refused.  “I don’t want to.  I’ll stay awake until the next mission.”
“Not an option,” the scientist shook his head.  “Come on, get dressed and let’s go.”
He sighed as he obeyed, slipping past you and standing up as he found his discarded clothing and put it back on.
“What will happen to her?” he asked, looking at you where you were laying on the bed, nervously clutching the sheet to your chest.
“She’ll wait.”
“You’re going to put her under too?”
The scientist didn’t answer, and the soldier clenched his jaw.  
“You’re going to keep her awake, aren’t you?  So you and your colleagues can keep ‘training’ her.”
Still no answer.
You yelped instinctively when the soldier grabbed you, pulling you up holding you in front of him with a hand around your neck.  You scrambled for footing but made no effort to cover yourself; it was nothing the scientist hadn’t seen before.  You relaxed into the soldier’s arms once you understood what had happened.  You trusted him.  If he hurt you, there would be a reason for it, and you were ready. 
“I’m not going under,” the soldier hissed.  “Don’t come any closer or I’ll kill her.”
The scientist shrugged.  “She’s yours to do with as you please.  It’s no skin off my nose.”
“Didn’t you say that you spent a lot of money on her?”
“We spent more on you.”
“What if I told you that she’s pregnant?”
The scientist’s eyes went wide.  That seemed to get his attention.  “There’s no way you could know that.  Our tests haven’t come back yet.”
“But we both know that she could be.  How much trouble would you get in if the tests come back positive but she’s already dead?”
He pressed his lips against your ear, gripping you tighter.  “You’d die for me, right?  If I wanted to kill you now?”
“Yes,” you nodded as best you could with the metal hand around your throat, “of course.  Anything for you.”
“Maybe you trained her too well,” the soldier mocked as he addressed the scientist again.
“Alright, alright,” the scientist relented, “we’ll meet your demands just… let her go.”
“I won’t go under,” he repeated, “and no one will touch her but me.”
“Of course,” the scientist rushed, “anything.  Let her go, please.”
The soldier dropped you to the floor and you clung to his legs, laying yourself at his feet.  The scientist slinked out of the room, apparently to inform everyone that the soldier would not be going into cryo as expected, but all you could think about was what he had said.  No one will touch her but me.  It was like a dream come true.  You could stay with him and make him happy, he wouldn’t have to leave you, you wouldn’t have to practice on anyone.  You could just be his. 
He knelt down to join you on the floor, wrapping his arms around you.  “Never let anybody near you but me, okay?  You’re mine.”
You nodded, looking up at him with teary eyes.  “Of course.”
“I wouldn’t hurt you like that.  I’m gonna protect you.”
“Whatever you want,” you insisted.  You felt his hand on your stomach and you looked down at it, putting your own hand on top of his.
“They’re going to take it away,” he realized solemnly.  You weren’t sure what to say.  You just wanted him to feel better.  He looked at you and glanced to where you both knew a camera was watching you from the corner, and he leaned in to kiss your cheek.  “We won’t let them,” he whispered.  “We’re going to get out, with the baby.”
You nodded a little, and leaned in to rest your head on his shoulder.  You closed your eyes as he stroked your hair and at some point you fell asleep, and you dreamt of things you didn’t understand-- freedom, choice, family.  You dreamt of a world you hadn’t experienced yet; or at least, one that you couldn’t remember.  He stayed awake, but as he carried you to the bed in his arms and laid beside you, he was dreaming too.
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Author’s note: here’s the awaited part 2 of my previous writing. One thing I wanted to let you all know is that this one is based on my personal feelings. Yes, I am experiencing whatever I’m writing. So I’m trying to put as much emotions as I can in it. Hope you all enjoy. Feedback is appriciated very much.
~Ria
Part 1
Pairing: Fem! Reader x Harry styles
Warnings: 18+ smut, slight age gap, explicit language, fingering, oral sex giving and recieving.
Word count: 2.5k
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“Are you a hoe?”
It’s been a almost a month since Harry slammed the teak wooden door. The loud thud still echoes in your mind of wandering thoughts. To be honest he isn’t the one to be blamed you fell in love. It’s just in his nature, his charm works it’s magic even on those who refused to once give in the feeling of love. That’s just who he is.
And you know, after how ended things last time you shouldn’t be going back to him but it is just the way it is.
So when you texted him on a Saturday evening a month after of no contact-asking if he’d like to hangout since he was back in the town, not too long ago past his sudden outburst he didn’t say no. Pretending forgetting like- anything furious ever happened he showed up on your doorstep dressed up in one of his black sweatpants and navy blue sweater looking completely different from how the world views him. 
And ever since his visit, the circle started again. But this time things changed. He became careful of his actions, making sure to make a move that might end up backfiring on him developing even stronger feelings in your heart for him. He stopped replying to your texts, only messaging you when he wanted to. And other stuff that not only made your heart ache but question your worth, were you so unworthy of to be fallen in love with?
 Despite the toxicity this relationship of yours with Harry brought in your life, there was no stopping. You tried going on dates to check your compatibility with other men but none of them turned out to be like Harry’s. All the men were absolute sweethearts, but you couldn’t find the one that made you feel things like Harry did. The way you could be yourself around him was one of the reasons why you’re beats faster around him.
But when he chose very odd words to describe you, your mind went blurry. Is that what he thought of you? It hasn’t even been 15 minutes, you both still catching your breath from the orgasm.
His lips were hot and heavy on yours as he pushed you back on your bed with a slight force. Lips were never yours he placed his legs on either side of you, his hands travelled up your sides stopping at your shoulders. Fingers dancing delicately on the supple skin of your bare shoulder, his strong tongue gliding in your own with such as ease as your lips smacked together. Biting your lower lip with a tug he pulled away making you arch your back if your soul left your body with the kiss.
As shiver ran down your spine as the back of his ring cladded fingers ran over your skin before pulling down the straps of your cami top kissing the-now complete naked skin of your shoulder. Lips trailing kisses all the way to your neck. A gentle giggle leaving past your lips with the contact of his scruffy cheeks buried in the crook of your neck. You felt him smile over your skin with your hands tangling in his hair-a little wet from the shower he took before driving to you.
“sorry baby”
Pulling away from your neck he tugged on your top, you lifted your arms letting the man take off the piece off clothing. Doing the same with his t-shirt he revealed his tatted-toned chest. Your mouth watering with the thought of having taste of that cock you missed so much. So rolling over you placed your legs on his side seating yourself over his grown bulge over the material of his boxers-his sweats were the first thing that came off when you started palming him while making out.
“I want to get a take of you H.” You whispered in his ear straddling his lap as you kissed down his neck, sucking on the sensitive skin of his neck. He tasted his berries. Sweet and tropical
“Then do it baby. I want you to suck me” he pushed your straddling down lightly hinting you it was time to get to work. You licked his v-line before pulling his boxers down. His hard shaft sprinted up-slapping his lower body as his pink tip leaked with pre-cum.
Biting your lower lip, you grabbed his stiff hard cock giving it a few gentle pumps before licking a stride from bottom to top. He was thick and long and his veins popping out making your panties go damp. Failing miserably when you tried to take him completely in his mouth you gagged pulling away collecting your saliva and bobbing your head up and down his cock.
His hand griping tight enough on your hair to guide your mouth just like he wanted.
“hmm, you take me so good doll. Taking my cock like a filthy little girl you are” he moaned through gritted teeth as he bucked his hips further in your mouth making you gag. You could feel his tip hitting the deepest point it could in your throat. Your eyes leaking tears but you couldn’t care less, as you made a complete mess with your spit on his cock.
Taking him out with a pop you pumped his boner and you felt the twitch in his body which indicated he was close. Determined to make him come you kept pumping him picking up your pace only to pushed away by Harry. Pulling you up to his face level he grabbed your face with his hand and roughly placed you’re his lips on yours. His other hand sliding in your panties as he squished your cheeks before turning your face to his lips were directly hovering your ears.
“I want to fuck you so hard” his words made you whimper as a mewl left your lips. Your body crumbling in his touch and without warning he inserted his one long finger inside your opening, A loud moan escaping your mouth as you laid your head on his shoulder as he pumped his finger, now adding one more opening you a little bit.
With one ease motion he rolled you on your back, your nipples perking up with the sudden exposure to cold air which was no more pressed against a body. Harry placed himself between your legs taking in the aroma of your sex, nose directly over your clothed center. Hooking up his fingers between your pj’s he pulled down the cotton lower along your panties not wanting to waste any more minute and having a taste of you.
It has been a while since he had his mouth on that sweet pussy of yours.
“You smell like heaven darling; I wonder if it tastes even sweeter”
“Why don’t you find out yourself”
Placing his wide tongue on your core he licked from your opening to the clit. His muscular tongue collecting all the juices in one go. Hands spreading your legs wider and pinning your hips down-knowing how you always squirm whenever he goes down on you. He groans as the taste buds on his tongue sensed the sweetness of your pussy. Giving up on being gentle, he gripped your thighs throwing her over your shoulder and licking the pussy mercilessly. Suckling upon the little bundle of nerve, he pushed his tongue inside of you feeling the tightness of your walls.
The eagerness of his licks and sucks on your pussy made your clit throb and soon you were pushing on his head with the building up coil in your belly. Knowing your body like the back of his hand his mouth never left your core as his tongue flicked your clit roughly. He wanted you to cum. He wanted to boost his ego becoming aware of the fact how easily he could make you cum unlike other males you had in your life.
“shhi, I am gonna cum Har- you cut of your own self feeling your body release the orgasm. Your breath heavy and body tired from riding your high you laid there catching some air. Harry laid beside you before his body placed itself over you to finish the unfinished business you started.
“Excuse me?” You replied turning your head to face him who was still looking at the ceiling. Moonlight falling over his perfectly sculpted face as he stared into the oblivious blinking whatever was going through his mind.
“I asked you, are you a hoe?” he answered thinking you didn’t hear him before not knowing it was you giving him second chance to rephrase his question. Seemed like he had no intention of doing so.
“Wh- what makes you say that Harry?” Yes you were hurt, yes you could cry if he wasn’t there. Never ever you have been called a hoe. Been known for the most kind and generous heart yourself the word was completely foreign to you. And you just wished you could forget what it meant but no. You wanted to know what made him ask you such a bizarre question.
“I saw you on a date” He replied finally facing you. His face blank, having no sign of emotion at all.
“I-“
“How can you go on a date when you are fucking me?”
“I did not go on a date harry, It was my colleague. He wanted some help because he was going through a rough patch with his wife” You explained. Your brows scrunches in annoyance. Why did it matter to him at all who you went out with and don’t?
“Also I don’t owe you any explanation of who I go out with and who I don’t. We are just fuck friends like you said so I’d rather have you minding your business.” You said turning to face away from him so he doesn’t see the building up tears in your eyes. He had the audacity to ask you such question under your roof, if it was someone else, he would’ve been out of your house by now but you couldn’t kick him out. And no you did not go on a date with anyone after you rekindled your past relationship you had with Harry.
You were no double standard lady.
“Hey, I’m sorry” he whispered rubbing your shoulder as you hide your face further into the pillow.
“I-I just don’t you to change your feelings for me” his following up sentence made you enraged. Change feelings? He was the one who told you, it was your fault to have feelings for him and now he’s the one who don’t want you changing them either. The confusion he put you in was enough to make you mad. Of course, the feelings you had for him were still there. You were trying your best to fade it away well aware of the fact that future held no possibility of you two being together-in fact he made his point in the same himself. Then why was he scared of you losing your feelings for him?
His words were generating nothing but several questions in your mind, tangling you in the confusion.
“What exactly do you want from me Harry?” You gave up raising your voice as you sat up not caring if your chest wasn’t covered but now bare to him.
“First you go away slamming my door when I tell you I have feelings for you. Blaming me for not knowing better and letting my emotions go. And now when I am trying my best to get rid of the feelings you first, under my roof call me a hoe and then go telling me you don’t want me to change my feelings for you? What kind of fool you’re making of me Harry?!” You questioned his intentions. Shifting to sit up he opened his mouth but nothing came out.
It's like he was caught. He himself didn’t know what he wanted from this relationship of sexual desire that he had with you.
“Oh I’ll tell you, you just want to keep me around so you can have a person you can rely on mentally and sexually when you want to without committing to it. You’re scared of making promises Harry, and when you realized that one day this won’t be what I want anymore leaving you alone you questioned me.” You were spitting nothing but facts.
Yes he was scared that one day you will leave him but wasn’t coming to you just because his body desired yours, but because ever since he left you the day with anger in his eyes. His own self doubted him. Did he really not feel anything towards you? Was it just a fuck or more than it. Trying to find the answers he came to the conclusion of having some sort of feelings for you.
The thought of you happily smiling with someone else wasn’t something he could bear.
But he wasn’t ready. He wasn’t ready for another heartbreak. Call it his naïve side of nature, he presumed it won’t work out, just like it didn’t between him and Camille. But thinking you’re losing feeling for him brough the fear he had buried deep inside, out once again. He couldn’t lose you. Though he did not want to commit, he did not want you to fall out of your feels for him. Maybe it was his toxic nature or selfishness but he wanted you all to himself without making him yours.
You didn’t hold you tears back this time. He deserved to see your tears, as much as he deserved to know that you were hurting. Every day spent with him took a part of you. You wanted harry to see what pain he put you through, how his confused mind messed up with yours.
“I’m just scared” breaking the silence of your sobs he looked at you. The way fat tears faintly rolled down your cheeks made his heart ache, after all, he did care about you.
“Of what?”
“I’ve been hurt in the past and I just don’t want the history to repeat itself once again.”
“how would you know if you don’t give a chance?”
“I don’t have more chances to spare”
“Then I think we should end whatever this craps is” you said wiping the tears with the back of your hand cussing at his selfishness. For the sake of his heart he was willing to break yours. How pathetic.
“Why would you want this to end”
“why don’t you give us a chance”
“I am not ready for a relationship right now”
“I am willing to make this work if you are-?”
“You can’t change my mind”
“Okay then this is the last time I see you, you know the way out” You replied ending the back and forth going conversation. Saying this indeed stung your heart but you lost nothing. Yes, your love for him was deep, but his selfishness was deeper. It wasn’t your job to get him ready for something he isn’t. And in the end if you who’s hurting both ways so why not put a full stop to the ongoing story of no outcome.
This time it was your time to be selfish and choose yourself over a man who wasn’t willing to give in his feelings for his greed, so why should you sacrifice your peace and love over someone who’s going to end up taking the generosity for granted.
And for how long could you do this anyways. After all, all good things come to an end.
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mythicamagic · 3 years
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“If i asked you to stay, would you?” Please ❤️
Decided to do a continuation of - this drunk Kagome prompt
Also, all prompts have been posted to Ao3, fanfiction.net and Dokuga if anyone wants to read them there ^^
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Inserting a spare key into the lock, Sesshoumaru casually let himself into Kagome’s apartment the next day around noon after hearing a loud groan answer his knock. 
Stepping over some discarded heels and shedding his human glamour mid-step, he found Kagome messily sprawled over her bed. 
Blue eyes cracked open, and she winced. 
“Sesshoumaru...I think I’m dying.”
“I did tell you to drink water before passing out,” he intoned flatly, lifting a bag of food from Zubway into view. 
Kagome groggily sat up, rubbing her head and sighing. “You did, huh? Was I really bad?”
“The usual amount of drunk, I’d say,” thin lips quirked as he left to grab some water, bringing a full glass back. 
Kagome accepted it, along with a painkiller. “Thank you so much. You’re the absolute best.”
Sesshoumaru’s golden eyes flickered. They strayed away, and he fell quiet as they both dug into their food. Kagome barely had the stomach for it, but forced herself to eat, knowing it would make her feel better in the long run. She managed half of her sandwich, before leaning back against her pillows with a hungover sigh. 
“You know...I think some things are coming back to me,” she mumbled, squinting. 
Sesshoumaru hummed, hardly expecting anything miraculous to be remembered. 
Kagome blanched after a moment, blue eyes widening. “D-did I...say something weird about your butt?”
A wicked smirk came to his lips, delighting in her humiliated whine of defeat. 
“Oh nooo- go on. Lay it on me.”
“This one seems to recall you wanting to bite my ‘cute butt.’”
“Nooooo!” she fell face first into her pillow, the noises coming out muffled. 
“And then you wished to lick me-”
The sounds of embarrassment rose higher. 
His tone dropped into a low whisper, “you also said that you loved me.”
Kagome’s head rose, fumbling with her dishevelled hair, “hm? What was that last one? Your voice was too quiet.”
“I said you wanted to lick honey from my person-”
“Nooooooooo!”
Smirking, Sesshoumaru rose from the bed to dispose of their trash, glancing at her rumpled form furtively from the corner of his eye. 
It was for the best. If she’d really meant it, then surely Kagome would’ve told him by now. The only reason he kept his own silence was because of how fragile it all felt. 
Because this- spending easy time with her- being her companion, all of it was more than enough. The inuyoukai had been alone for so many years, by design of course. Only a select few were permitted close.
Ultimately, his relationship with Kagome Higurashi was too precious to be mishandled. If he confronted her- only for the miko to become awkward around him, he couldn’t...take it. 
Sesshoumaru reached down, hooking his claws under the strap of her tight black dress that had slipped decadently off one shoulder, staring into her eyes- mascara smudged on her lashes. “You should change out of the clothes you wore last night,” he said softly.
Kagome blinked, reddening a little. Eventually she gave a nod, watching him walk to the threshold of her door. 
“Sesshoumaru?”
He paused, “hn?”
“Was there something else? Any other odd things I might’ve said?”
Turning to face her, he couldn’t quite keep the intrigue from his voice. “Such as?”
“...I dunno, but…” Kagome chewed on her bottom lip maddeningly. His chest flared, hunger rising in his throat. Fangs ached. She was such a tease- no- he shook himself firmly. 
“If any stuff I said when I was drunk made you uncomfortable, we could talk about that.”
“None of it made me uncomfortable.”
“I guess you are pretty difficult to embarrass,” she mumbled, bowing slightly. “But still, I’m sorry for any trouble I caused.”
Sesshoumaru smiled slightly, assuring her, before continuing out of the room. A sense of missed opportunity heavily pervaded the air as he let out a slow exhale, pinching the bridge of his nose. 
Foolishness.
---
The next time she got drunk was strangely two nights later, which was very odd in itself. Kagome did not drink so frequently. 
And especially not alone. 
“Come overrr,” she’d slurred down the phone. “We can have a sleepover!”
Sesshoumaru’s claws bit into the leather of his armchair, considering this, “I do not think that wise-”
“I’m gonna run through the halls, naked~”
“I will be right there,” he grunted, hanging up.
---
Her apartment lay on the fifth floor, and when Sesshoumaru reached her door, hearing nothing from inside- a sense of disquiet filled him with dread. 
Kagome was a happy drunk. She was a stupid fool who loved everyone and showered them with affection. 
Finding her inside sitting on the sofa- with the glassy look of unshed tears in her dark eyes, Sesshoumaru stopped and wondered how well he even knew her at all.
She collapsed into his arms the second he offered them. 
Making low noises of comfort, Sesshoumaru lifted the miko onto his lap, combing deadly claws through her hair. 
“What ails you?” he rumbled, kissing her behind the ear. He then winced, reminding himself not to take liberties with her person.
“I-I feel so happy,” Kagome sobbed, clinging tight around his shoulders.
Sesshoumaru blinked, rubbing her back in soothing circles using his large palm. “That is an issue?”
“It is!” she wailed, hiding her face. “B-because, I feel so guilty for it, all the time...all the time,” the words trailed off into a whisper.
“Why, miko?”
“Because I loved Inuyasha…and you’re his brother,” she breathed. “Because I miss my friends, but if someone asked me to give you up in order to see them again- I...I couldn't.”
Her grip tightened around him, shoulders shaking.
“And because -when we’re doing friend stuff, I don’t think of you as a friend- well I do-” she stumbled over her words. “Only I- I can’t help but hope for more. Wishing- and that’s not fair! It’s not fair to you! I never...thought I’d be happy again after the stupid bone well shut, but you fill me with...joy.”
Kagome stared at him suddenly, her face much too close. 
Before Sesshoumaru could react, or do much of anything since he was already rendered speechless by her chatter- she’d pressed her soft lips to his. The action sent him reeling. His attention focused razer sharp on the sensation- of the tight grip she kept on his clothes. How she trembled with want of him. 
Sesshoumaru inwardly purred, feeling a glow light up inside him.  He reached for her hair- before she abruptly pulled away. 
“And I just really think your butt is cute! I wanna grab it so bad that I feel like I’ve turned into Miroku! I-I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be,” he panted, a strange warmth dusting his cheeks. “Is this why you only tell me such things when you’re drunk? You’re too ashamed to say them in the cold light of day?”
“Guess so. You’re so smart,” she slurred, resting her cheek against his shoulder and tiredly booping his nose. “Love you.”
“Hn, so you have mentioned,” Sesshoumaru uttered, casting his frazzled mind back. “Many times.”
But now a sense of understanding filled his rattled senses, and his own fears were swiftly being laid to rest. 
Kagome hugged him tight, and Sesshoumaru returned it, cradling her close.
“If I asked you to stay, would you?” she murmured.
Midsummer eyes slid shut, confessing a very real truth. “I would do anything you asked of me, miko.”
---
When Kagome rose that morning, clinging to his solid body tightly and lifting her head to meet his gaze, Sesshoumaru cupped her cheek. 
“Sesshoumaru, what-? Mmfh?!”
A warm mouth fiercely crashed into hers, arms wrapping around her. She tasted terrible, and the kiss was sloppy- not at all perfect. He adored it anyway the second she tentatively kissed back- touching his hair gingerly.
She’d been like him, he realised, purring with satisfaction as he deepened the kiss, hitching her thigh over his waist. Too afraid to pursue anything, for fear of harming what they had. 
Grabbing Kagome’s hand, Sesshoumaru forced it to the curve of his ass, permitting her to grope it. She could bite it if she wanted, he hardly cared. She squeaked, eliciting a devilish smile against her mouth.
He wanted to reassure her. He wanted her to know that she didn’t need to get drunk anymore to permit herself to love him. She could confess her deepest desires and he’d listen to each and every one.
Kissing her hard, Sesshoumaru inhaled her scent and dragged his lips across her cheek, hissing lowly in her ear;
“I love you too, foolish woman.”
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Prompt! After seeing that ball gag in the basketball hoop in their room, I’m hilariously imagining Franny wandering downstairs with it during breakfast or something and everyone freaks out about it, or something similar lol
Forewarning: As you could’ve guessed, this one is pretty dirty. In fact, I’ll probably never recover from writing some of these words. You’ll know which ones I mean. Damn it, Shameless, why are these things canon?!
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They were talking again. Loud, like they didn’t give two shits who could hear them, even though the house was full of people.
Lately, it’d become almost nonstop, and Debbie had just about enough of it – and them.
“Take it, you insatiable slut!” 
“Yes, fuckin’ impale me with your monster cock!”
As she stood behind the closed accordion door, which frankly did nothing to silence all the bizarre exclamations and assorted sex noises, she scrunched her face in disgust. Thankfully, her ears only felt like they were bleeding, and the real damage was happening just to her inner calm.
This time, Ian and Mickey were going at it at half past seven on a Sunday, throwing around words that would make even the creators of bad pornos cringe. 
They’d been on her shitlist ever since she found several dried come stains on her lilac bath robe, and really, her frustration with them only grew stronger from there. It was one thing that they apparently made sex into a full-time hobby; sounding like absolute perverts throughout their daily (and nightly) numerous rounds was another. 
Debbie could take it no more. She was long past the point of finding it funny. There were now very specific, lewd details about her older brother forever embedded in her mind – and she fondly looked back at the days when Ian was still behind bars and dearly missed.
Checking that her palm was covering Franny’s eyes, she squeezed her own eyes tightly before getting a blind hold on the accordion door. She yanked it open, immediately causing the verbal vomit to stop.
“The actual fuck, Debbie!” 
She heard scrambling and annoyed groans and, eventually, to what sounded like a fight over the comforter, the bed creaked as someone got off it. She took that as her cue and secured her hold on Franny, who started to dig her little fingers into Debbie’s palm.
“I’ve had it with you two assholes!” she raged, using her free hand to gesticulate wildly. “I was fine with the exaggerated moans and the fact that seeing your ugly naked asses around on a daily basis was now a given, but if I have to hear the words uber-masculine slut and dom top daddy one more time, I’m gonna make sure you won’t be able to stick your dicks anywhere. For a long time.” 
She paused, becoming faintly aware that someone was hurriedly trying to get dressed somewhere to her left.
“Now, I’m gonna go back to bed,” she continued, much calmer, satisfied that her case was being heard without protests, “and you’re gonna watch Franny because you both owe me. Big time.”
The room was silent, the atmosphere tense. Debbie let out a frustrated huff. 
“Just tell me when,” she prompted, too scared to open her eyes. 
For a second, it seemed like Ian and Mickey argued without saying a thing out loud. Then, settling on whatever, Ian cleared his throat. 
“Yeah.”
Debbie immediately regretted not leaving without sparing them another glance. Because while Ian was at least dressed, standing in front of her in his boxers and a T-shirt that was both too tight and inside-out, Mickey sat on the bed only with the comforter bunched in his lap. 
They were both sweaty and out of breath, and Debbie felt herself flush when she noticed the visible handprints on Mickey’s neck. 
Still, she recovered fast, piercing them both alternately with a hard stare. “Can’t believe I even have to say this, but no fucking in front of my kid!” she warned, pointing her finger at them.
---
The slam of Debbie’s bedroom door successfully burst the strange bubble they got themselves caught up in. Their eyes instantly snapped to each other. 
“I call shower,” Ian announced plainly.
“Fuck you, I call shower first,” Mickey countered. “I was about to bust a nut anyway.”
“What’s bustanut?”
It was the first thing they heard Franny say, and, yeah, Debbie was definitely going to break both of their dicks after this, wasn’t she?
“Well, Franny,” Ian started as he leaned down to her, maneuvering her a little so that she wouldn’t catch a glimpse of Mickey’s naked form as he untangled himself from the comforter, “that’s a thing adults say when they have to brush their teeth. And your Uncle Mickey has a really stinky breath this morning.”
“Like you’re one to talk, bitch.” 
Ian looked up to Mickey poking his tongue in his cheek, his loosely curled fist moving in front of his face in a rather obvious motion. He shot him a glare, but Mickey just pulled his boxers up and left the room, chuckling.
The good news was that Franny seemed content with that. Shrugging her shoulders, she hopped on their rumpled bed and started jumping on it. Ian decided it was better than having to crack the ol’ concept of male ejaculation to her on an early Sunday morning and went about his routine as usual. 
It didn’t take long until something else caught Franny’s attention and she started making low frustrated noises.
Putting on his deodorant, Ian watched in the mirror as she struggled with the cap of their lube. 
“Is this a special sauce?” she asked, all bright-eyed and curious.
Ian snickered. Franny knew all about special sauces ever since Liam started experimenting with making his own in the kitchen a few weeks ago. 
“Yeah, I guess it kinda is a special sauce, in a way,” he replied amusedly. “Uncle Mickey says he doesn’t like it, but he’s a filthy liar.” 
“Smells like strawberries.”
“Yeah, it does.” He turned, grinning at her. “Nice, huh?” 
She held the tube out for him. “Can I try?”
Instead of opening it for her like she probably expected, Ian took it from her and shoved it in the closest drawer.  
“Maybe in a few years.” 
Franny sighed dramatically, and Ian observed in real-time as he started losing his fun uncle points with her. But it didn’t matter how pouty she got; he couldn’t actually let her play with their lube. Mickey was right – that shit was expensive.
It only took about a minute this time before she got bored again. Kicking the bed involuntarily with her feet hanging over its edge, she scanned the messy room. Finally, her eyes fell on a black leathery thing laid on top of the laundry basket by the bed. 
“What’s that?”
Ian pursed his lips as he thought of the best answer, but before he could give her any, he got interrupted.
“It’s a ball gag,” Mickey supplied as he strode into the room with only a towel around his hips. His hair was wet, and the unashamedly self-satisfied smirk on his face had Ian roll his eyes.
“What’s a ball gag?”
“It’s—”
“A toy!” Ian said, a little panicky. “A toy that Uncle Ian and Uncle Mickey like to play with. Especially Uncle Mickey.”
Pausing on his way to their closet, Mickey smacked Ian’s ass. Waggling his eyebrows, he then leaned in to lightly peck his cheek.
“You betcha.” 
Franny’s eyes widened with excitement. “Can I play, too?” 
She got her hands on the contraption at the same time as Ian, who at first tried to scare her off with a stern look. Failing that, he started pulling on the strap, giving out a somewhat tentative laugh.
“Really not a good idea.”
“I wanna play, too! Please!”
“Franny—”
With an ear-splitting screech, she slipped the ball gag from Ian’s grasp and set off running out of the room.
“Crap,” Ian muttered, slapping hard at Mickey’s arm when he had the nerve to chuckle. “Dumbass, your dick’s on the line here, too, you know?”
In the kitchen, he found Franny making rounds around the table; the sex toy held over her head victoriously like a golden trophy. Thankfully, the only person sitting there was Lip, who seemed genuinely entertained by the sudden spectacle.
“Uncle Lip, Uncle Lip, do you wanna play with my ball gag?” Franny asked mid-run.
“Uh, maybe later?” Still smiling, Lip shot his brother a look, pointedly raising a brow.
“Franny?” Ian tried playing nice with a sing-song voice. When the kid slipped past him over and over again, he decided to change his tactics. “Franny! Gimme that!”
“No!” she yelled stubbornly as she took off toward the living room. Unluckily for her, that’s where Mickey, having come down the other set of stairs, caught her. 
As he walked back with her, he held her under his arm so that her tiny legs kicked the air behind his back as she tried to wiggle free. “Sorry, kid, but Uncle Mickey doesn’t share his toys,” he told her as he settled her down in the kitchen. 
Lip sniggered into his mug. 
“So, breakfast?” Mickey suggested after he passed the ball gag to Ian. “I’m fuckin’ starving.”
While Ian hid the sex toy upstairs, Mickey made Pop-Tarts. And Franny, being the good girl she was, sat there through all that and quietly sulked. 
Then, after nibbling on her breakfast for some time, she stood up resolutely.
“I’m gonna go bustanut,” she stated loudly, nearly prompting Lip to choke on his coffee.
He watched as Mickey cackled, and shook his head.
“Debbie’s gonna kill you both, you know?”
Mickey just smirked. “Can’t wait to see her try.”
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