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chrissysluvr · 2 years

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Missing You (1)

chrissy cunningham x fem!reader

your feelings for your ex-bestfriend come back as

you get partnered for a science project. will you

become close again, or maybe even more?

“lastly, chrissy and y/n. you all have the rest of the class period to start planning your projects! remember that it is due in a month, it’s quite a big project.”

you snapped back into reality when you heard your name getting called with chrissy’s. the teacher was making the class do a rollercoaster project, something to do with physics or whatever. the last thing you wanted was planned partners, especially your partner being the queen of hawkins high.

chrissy cunningham. your bestfriend (ex-bestfriend) since the fifth grade. you two had an inseparable friendship until you started drifting away the middle of sophomore year. it wasn’t that you hated each other, you two just blended into different social groups. it wasn’t a surprise the preppy blonde became a cheerleader and fit right in with the popular clique. everyone loved her for her kind personality and amazing academic ability.

at least that’s what chrissy thought. she didn’t notice that most people were just using her for any of her good traits. jason especially, using her looks to keep his reputation.

there was no way you would be able to tell her that. you ended up blending with the so called “outcasts.” this made your close friendship with eddie munson. he took you under his wing seeing you as a scared freshman being new to hawkins high. you didn’t mind your reputation being so low as you were glad to find new friends with common interests.

but you missed chrissy from time to time. it was junior year, so it hadn’t been very long since you two fell off. you missed the feeling she used to give you even if you denied it. you always thought it was how best friends should feel, but it wasn’t, and you had finally accepted that. you liked chrissy cunningham.

“y/n?”

you felt a gentle tap on your right shoulder and turned to see chrissy. hearing her soft voice say your name for the first time in a while made your heart jump, and a tight feeling began to form in your chest.

“hi.”

“hey.”

awkward silence took over what was an attempted conversation. you were looking down at your hands, fiddling with them as you always did. you felt the other’s eyes on you as you cleared your throat trying to spit something out.

“so, the project, do you have any ideas already?”

“i do, actually. it should be pretty easy, so we could finish it early if we worked on it enough.”

there was that high pitched voice you had missed so much. chrissy always sounded like that when she would be talking about something she was passionate or excited about. she continued to tell you her idea and both of you felt the awkwardness slowly fade away. you tended to not really pay attention in this class so most of what she was saying didn’t make sense. she could tell and stopped explaining.

“so, uh, i could head to the store after school and get some of the materials. is it alright if we work at your house?”

“yeah, that’s cool. my mom can ma-“

the bell rang and students quickly walked out of the classroom. before you could continue, jason stepped in and hugged chrissy from behind.

this made your stomach hurt and you grabbed your bag to leave.

“you have my number, just call me when you’re on your way.”

you began to walk out of the classroom hearing another one of jason’s insults. as expected, chrissy didn’t say anything. she was under jason’s control and couldn’t even tell.

“you good, y/n?”

“eddie, you’re not gonna believe what happened in physics.”

“shoot.”

“i got partnered with chrissy cunningham.”

eddie almost choked on his sandwich. he knew about your crush on chrissy and what happened to the both of you during sophomore year. he was one of the few accepting people in your life, and you loved him for that.

“ah shit, it’s just like one of those cheesy rom-coms at the family video.”

“yeah, except those rom-coms have straight people, ed. this isn’t going to be anything like them. and we’re working on the project at my house. she hasn’t been there in forever.”

the last time you remember chrissy being at your house was the summer before last school year. you and her stayed up watching all the movies you had rented, stuffing yourselves with a lot of junk.

“cmon, have faith. maybe you guys could become friends again. or maybe even moreee~”

eddie leaned into you making kissy lips as you both laughed, pushing him away. more of your friends came and he began talking to them while leaving you with your thoughts.

was this a sign for something? you and chrissy really could become friends again. there was a small part of you that really hoped you would. yeah, you appreciated eddie and the others. you had also made close friends with steve and robin since you went to the family video so much, but you weren’t as happy with them as you used to be with chrissy.

you continued eating lunch and talked to your group in an attempt to distract yourself from the situation. you shouldn’t be so worried, it’s just a project.

a project for a month, that hopefully as chrissy mentioned, you could finish early and go back to never speaking again.

it can’t be that hard, right?

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kirkshiresloss · 1 year

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Most nights I don't sleep. I'll catch 3 or 4 hours and be up again. Leaving one nightmare into another. Keep having the same dream everything is super white and crisp. I can hear the fake ass birds outside I can feel the warmth of your body beside me. I smell your hair and and doze back off but I never leave this dream everything goes black and I wake up to you rubbing my hands because they hurt. Likd when you rubbed them that one morning I remember thinking Justin please don't fuck this up because no one ever cared enough to do that for me. it's only a nightmare because I have to relive it and wake up to a reality where you and I are miles apart in more ways than one.

You never could sleep unless a part of you was touching me. Some nights I would crawl into bed just to make sure that you got sleep. And watching you sleep became a hobby of mine. And I can tell you where every hair on your head is supposed to be. I'd run my fingers over your skin. and I just knew I got you too soon.

Everything has this dull monochromatic look to it now. The paint doesn't coat the canvas & the colors don't blend like they used to. Even my brush strokes are desperate; pressing so hard I tend to rip the canvas apart. And it's always been so easy to leave at the slightest bit of discomfort but not this time. How could I leave someone who has given me so much and never asked for anything in return but my time and attention...

Like trying to recapture a moment.

Like lightning trapped in a bottle.

Like The Sun also rising and setting at the same time.

Feeling like every moment we've ever had is coursing through my veins and now i can't tell if I'm high or dying but baby it's almost too late to call it. If I could hand you the loaded gun I sure wish you'd pull the trigger on it all. I can't bring myself to do it.

I only write about it here because it has to have somewhere to belong. There is no more room inside of me to fit these memories. But I won't set them down...I won't ever set them down...

-kirkshiresloss

//dog in a manger//

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anku007 · 8 months

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Oh Darling!!

Oh Darling, I can’t wait, To see your radiant face. To gaze into those beautiful eyes. To touch your aromatic skin. To hold your face in my hand.

Oh Darling I can’t wait, To breathlessly kiss your moist lips. To feel your tongue painted upon mine. To quench the desires of our parched souls.

Oh Darling I can’t wait, To drown myself into you. To forget about the world. To get lost in for eternity .

Oh Darling I can’t wait , To love you with endless love !!!

#love #poetry #incomplete lovestory #beauttiful girls #i thought of this at 3am #3am poetry #morning love #you are poetry #started writing again #new love #early morning yearning #you are so beautiful #love poem #missingyou #endless love #poeticstories

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polvoestelarsblog · 2 years

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32 meses

Todavía se siente tan irreal el hecho de que no estés, debo de admitir que en ocasiones me vuelvo a sorprender al recordar que jamás te veré de nuevo...

Te extraño todos los días, te amo.

#i miss you #missingyou #te amo papá #te extraño #sad thoughts #te echo tanto de menos #te necesito #te amo #te extraño papá #miss you dad #para papá #mi papá #carta a papá #i miss you dad #wish you were here #ojala volvieras #ojalá estuvieras aquí

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shesunamed · 9 months

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i need 5 more minutes w/you

#missingyou #meet me at midnight

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confused--bisexual · 1 year

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we went through all that just to be strangers again.

lil baby

#missingyou

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starsandsocietynews · 5 months

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Missing You by Jon Waite T Hanson: Starring Supermodel Monique Desiree Taitague and Tyler Hanson.

#MissingYou #Youtube

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in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine · 2 months

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#MissYou #longing #missingyou #emotion #nostalgia #distance #heartache #art

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927rick · 2 years

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Missing you hurts the most.

#imissyou #iloveyou #m #eigenes #motoranweltaus #missingyou #nosleep #noricknofun #927rick

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chrissysluvr · 2 years

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Missing You (3)

chrissy cunningham x fem!reader

your feelings for your ex-bestfriend come back as

you get partnered for a science project. will you

become close again, or maybe even more?

there was a hard slam next to you while you were gathering your things from your locker. it was jason, chrissy’s boyfriend.

“i don’t know what kind of shit you’re trying to pull with chrissy but i’m not stupid.”

you looked at him in confusion and clenched onto your science textbook. for the past few weeks, chrissy’s been coming over almost every day to work on the project. sometimes to just hang out with you. it was nice, but it only made your feelings stronger.

you had these moments of catching each other glancing, more dance parties to the smiths, watching movies like you used to. you loved the feeling it gave you. it made you and chrissy get closer than before. you didn’t know it, but chrissy loved it too. but she questioned why she never felt that way with jason.

you hoped that wasn’t what jason was talking about.

but it was.

“what do you mean? we’re just working on a project together.”

“i know you’re a damn dyke!”

a few students around their lockers turned their faces but quickly went back to their own conversations. your heart was racing and you gave jason a mean look.

“you better shut your fucking mouth carver.”

“well you better stop doing whatever it is with chrissy. she’s been blowing me off about coming over to hang with the team. it’s bad for my rep.”

“does she know that? she probably does if she’s always willing to hang out with me instead of you. it’s not my fault you’re such an asshole.”

jason grabbed your shoulder aggressively, digging his fingers into it. you could feel his nails through your shirt and you hissed in pain.

“y/n, jason? what’s going on?”

you both turned to see chrissy with her textbooks and a concerned look on her face. you were about to say something, but jason quickly interrupted.

“nothing, babe, we were just having a friendly conversation.”

you could see the cheerleader cringe at the pet name and him kissing her deeply. it made you wonder if she truly did love jason or if she was just doing it for the attention. either way, it made you heart hurt just thinking about it. you cleared your throat and spoke.

“well, chrissy, we should get to class.”

chrissy broke off from jason and quickly kissed him on the cheek and continued to walk with you towards the classroom. she was surprisingly very close to you, like she considered you as her protector. you smiled and held the door open for her just as the bell rang.

you grabbed eddie’s shirt from behind in an attempt to scare him. it worked. he whipped around and let out a big sigh. he hated when you would scare him like that.

“fuck, y/n, you gotta stop doing that! but, how was class with chrissy~”

“i want you to be brutally honest with me ed. do you think i have a chance?”

eddie’s eyes slightly widened as he raised his eyebrows. he looked down for a few seconds trying to come up with a response. he didn’t want to hurt your feelings, but he knew all you wanted right now was honesty.

“look. chrissy is the head cheerleader of hawkins, dating the head basketball player. they’re literally the ‘it’ couple. they’re the relationship that everyone looks at from afar and secretly wants. even if jason’s intentions aren’t good, he’s gonna do anything he can to stay with your lady.”

your expression changed and you looked down as you began to feel upset. you can’t be mad at him for saying all that, it was true. jason would do anything to stay with chrissy.

“hey, i’m not done.”

eddie rested his hand on your shoulder and gently shook you as a sign to look back up at him.

“i’ve seen the way chrissy looks at you and the way you look at chrissy. she loves you. even if it is just in a friend way, she loves you with her all. ever since you two started hanging out with each other she seems happier from what i’m seeing. so, yeah, i think you do have a chance. just a slightly small one.”

you looked at your close friend for a few seconds before pulling him into a hug. it took him by surprise since you weren’t physically affectionate with him at all. you then pushed him off and smiled.

“thanks, ed. cmon let’s go get lunch.”

just then someone grabbed you from the collar of your shirt. the next thing you know your head and back hit the locker and you fall hard on the ground. before you can do anything you’re grabbed by your hair and get punched in the face a few times before eddie pulls him off. it was jason.

because of the impact to your head you started to feel dizzy, like you were going to black out. you could hear eddie yelling at jason and more sounds of slams against the lockers. you got up, trying to get your focus back and grabbed jason from behind, choking him then slamming him onto the ground.

you got on top of him and the rings you had on your fingers scraped his face as you continuously punched him.

“agh- you fucking dyke get the fuck off me!”

he easily pushed you off and attempted to punch your eye. he missed and punched your nose, which hurt just as bad. eddie then grabbed him again and pinned him against the lockers.

“get the fuck out of here jason! you’re lucky no one was in this damn hallway.”

“oh shut up eddie. this isn’t done, chrissy is blowing me off again to hang out with you. i hope you know she doesn’t actually like you, y/n. she’s just acting nice again to get a good grade on that project.”

you knew he was lying. he had to be, that’s just so jason is. but the words really hurt. there’s always a possibility that what he said is true. it made you question your relationship with chrissy.

“shut up. you’re just fucking saying that because you’re jealous that she likes me more than you! that’s all you are, jason. you’re jealous.”

jason clenched his fists and was gonna attempt to hit you again, but eddie had a good grip on him and shoved him the opposite direction.

“get out of here.”

jason breathed out aggressively and quickly walked out of the hallway. eddie ran over to you and grabbed the bandana he kept in his pocket, wiping your nose with it.

“what did i tell you? he’ll do anything to stay with her.”

you winced as he tried his best to clean your wounds. you took the bandana for yourself and stood up slowly.

“go get lunch, ed. i’ll clean this up in the bathroom.”

“alright. don’t take too long.”

“i hope this stupid makeup works.”

you were using whatever makeup your mother had to try to hide the bruise near your eye. you had several other small open wounds on your face and marks on the back of your shoulder from jason this morning. you didn’t want chrissy to figure out it was him and tried coming up with several lies to tell her if she asked about him.

you heard the front door open and knew it was her. you quickly put the makeup away and dimmed the light coming from your lamp. it wasn’t enough, but you didn’t figure that out until chrissy’s face drastically changed when walking into your room.

she dropped her things and quickly sat in front of you gently grabbing your face.

“y/n, are you okay? what happened?”

“nothing i just went through the forest on my way home and bumped into a tree. eddie and i weren’t paying attention.”

chrissy looked at you with worry and stayed quiet for a few seconds. your faces were extremely close, close enough to where you felt her warm breath on your lips. it made you nervous.

“you’re lying. i know when people lie. what really happened?”

you didn’t want to tell her but there was no way of getting out of this. you tried maintaining eye contact with her but you didn’t want her to see you in such a vulnerable state, so you just continued looking down.

“i got into a fight with jason, that’s all. it was my fault.“

the warmth of chrissy’s hands on your face went away as she slowly took them off. she knew that jason was jealous, but she didn’t think he would actually act on it.

“y/n, i’m so sorry. it’s not your fault i- i can talk to him and he’ll stop-“

“chrissy, no.”

you gently grabbed her hands and held them in your own. she was trying to put the blame on herself and she didn’t deserve that. you used your other hand to grab her chin and make her look up at you.

“you don’t have to do any of that. it’s my fault, it really is. jason sees me as a threat and from what i can tell, it’s always gonna be that way as long as you’re with him.”

there was worry and fear in the other’s eyes as you looked into them. she then formed a slight smile and leaned into your face. you both were VERY close. dangerously close.

now, chrissy didn’t know what she was doing. what she did know was the past few weeks of spending time with you, getting close again, it made her extremely happy. she felt happier with you than with jason. she knew what everyone would think. her family, her friends, jason, but she didn’t care in this moment.

“is it such a bad thing? being a threat?”

she spoke in a low tone. it sent shivers down your spine in addition with her warm breath still hitting your lips. you let go of her hands and placed them on the floor to hold yourself up. chrissy got closer in response. you struggled to speak because of this.

“..you tell me.”

“does this give you an answer?”

and the warm breath that was hitting your lips disappeared. her lips locked onto yours and all the thoughts that were running through your mind left. all you could think about was this moment. about chrissy. the head cheerleader, queen of hawkins high, kissed you. she was still kissing you.

you deepened the kiss which made you wince since there were a few small cuts on your bottom lip, but you didn’t care. you were kissing each other for about a minute before chrissy broke off to catch her breath. you looked at each other in shock.

it wasn’t until now that chrissy realized what she did. she kissed you, she kissed a girl. did she like you? was she just desperate for the attention jason didn’t give to her? she didn’t know. it felt right in the moment but a wave of guilt and fear washed over her.

“chrissy..”

“i’m sorry i- i don’t know what i was thinking-“

before you could respond, chrissy got up and grabbed her things. she whispered another sorry before leaving and you tried to get up to go after her. the quick action sent a sharp pain to your ribs and you fell back onto the floor.

you were confused. rightfully so, but you thought about it. chrissy had a reputation, and if anyone knew about what just happened a few seconds ago, it would be ruined. you felt tears forming in your eyes but they didn’t come out. you couldn’t tell if you were upset or angry, maybe both. you sighed and sat there for almost an hour before crashing into your bed to sleep.

this was gonna be awkward on monday.

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