Stray kids OT8 x reader ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡
Stray kids reacting to you having old but still visible self harm scars </3
Genre : fluff, comfort
Warnings : mention of old self harm scars on forearms and tighs
There are the 3 firsts members!!! I will do the others soon dont worry!!
remember that you are amazing the way you are!! never give up you can do it, ik you can!! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ
bangchan :
• he noticed first when he came home and you were washing the dishes.
The weather was getting hot those days so you decided to wear a short sleeved pajama.. you were aware of your old and still visible scars, but you just hoped that Chan wouldnt notice.. You couldnt bare wearing an hot, thick pajama in this weather, and it will only make your boyfriend more suspicious, so you decided to just pretend theyre not here and see what will happened, and even tho, the situation where he will see them had to come one day.. You didnt wanted to scare him or get him worried, but you trusted him, like he trusted you..
So one day, when he came home, he removed his jacket and shoes while yelling an "I'm home babyyy" before making his way into the kitchen, and giving you a back hug with some complementary kisses on the neck, like usually.
You answered with an wide smile, one of his favorite, and a kiss on the lips.
You continued washing the dishes until you could feel his glance on you.. You turned your head at him to see him starring at your forearm, a really worried look in his eyes.
"B-babygirl? what are those?" he said taking your arm in his hands, analizing the healed wounds closely.
"mhm.. nothing, chan. just some- hard past, i guess? I'm better tho, I promise"
"You promise?" he said still worried ;
"mhmhm promise" you smiled.
After this, he offered a cuddle session while asking you some questions ; without overwhelming you tho.
He asked since when you had them, why did you started it and if you wanted to talk about it..
He finished by kissing them, praising how strong you are and how he will always love every inches of you forever. <3
Lee know :
• he noticed them while he was teaching you a dance.
That day you two were in the dance practice room because you wanted to learn the dance cover of a song you liked, and most importantly ; to spend a great time with your amazing and lovely boyfriend.
Even tho you knew he was very strict and serious when it comes to dance, you wanted to share his hobby and you knew that deeply, it made him really happy.
So you wore a comfortable outfit : an white tee shirt and legging, it matches and it was cute.
Generally you would take the time to wear arms warmers because even if your scars were old, you felt ashamed of them... but today was a very hot day, and you know you would remove them anyways, so you just prayed god to not let him notice them 🙏
After a while, you started to struggle with one move so you asked him for help.
He took your arm to show you how to move it and the he noticed.
He noticed.
He was took aback at first, zoning out for two or three seconds before reacting fast.
"Since when do you have those..?"
"oh." you just answered
Even tho you trusted him with every cells of your body, you always hated belng so vulnerable and weak..
There were a big silent ; neither of you knew what to say or how to react.
He was the first to talk again tho.
"I presume theyre... self inflicted?"
You didnt answered, and he got the message, suddently he patted your head cutely ; you were a bit confused at first before he spoke.
"It's okay Jagiya, you dont have to say anything, I wont force you, but if you have anything in this silly mind of yours, know that ill always be here no matter what, okay?"
You slightly smiled and nodded, he kissed your cheek before coming back to showing you that move.
Changbin :
• He noticed them while cuddling with you.
You were spending a really tough day and you were really tired... Plus it was soooo hot this afternoon, you were suffocating in your clothes.. so you decided, after coming home, take a shower, and doing your skincare, that you will wear that one pajama you had brough online a time ago.. It was pink and white, with a cute patern. in fact 🤓☝️ (sorry.) you were hesitating between two pajamas and changbin choosed this one. You putted it on and looked at yourself in the mirror "it looked better on the model.." you thought to yourself. Its not like you didnt liked the pajama ; no you loved it. The thing you didnt like was yourself. your body.
When you looked at your reflection, your eyes met your tighs and your forearms.
You layed on your bed, looking at your scars..
They reminded you how you hated yourself, how theres so many things that you dont deserve, how you were useless, how you d-
"Bunny hiiiii!!! im hommmeee!!" Changbin said while comming in, snapping you out of your thoughts, you were so focused that you didnt even heard him.
You smiled brightly, opening your arms so he can bury himself in them ; and he did.
Changbin was very affectionate and loved physical affection, so cuddles were daily with him, and you didnt minded at all.
He rushed in your arms and snuggled with you, a big happy smile on both your faces.
"I missed you so muuchhhhh"
"me too" you smiled and answered.
after like 15 or 30 minutes of quiet cuddles and kisses, you two switched to a new position.
"wait-" he said
"mhmh?"
"ARE YOU WEARING THE PAJAMA I CHOOSED FOR YOU BUNNY?? 🥺"
you chuckled and nodded, before he cuddled you even harder causing you to giggle.
Then he saw your tighs.
he saw them.
he paused a moment while you were still giggling, not knowing he saw them.
"y/n?" his smile faded away
"yea?" you looked up at him and you understood...
"i.. "
he carressed your tighs with his hand, frowing.
"I never saw you had scars here before?"
"Sorry..." you mumbled "It was a long time ago, dont worry about me" you smiled saddly.
"do you have others?" he asked, worried.
"actually" you gave him your arms "yes, here"
He looked at them, his eyes almost watering, but he didnt wanted to cry in front of you
He gave you a really tight hug
"Its okay binnie, its over now"
"are you sure?" he said worried in your neck
"mhmhmhm" you answered before covering him in kisses.
im so sorry if it was a little short..
tysmmm for reading like i said other members are coming soon!! <33
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