Angel
Summary: Based on 14x09 where BAU!Reader recounts how working the case reminded her of Spencer's addiction
a/n: tbh this is trash, just trying to get some motivation back
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader (Fluff)
Content Warning: references to Spencer's Dilaudid addiction
Word Count: 1.1k
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There are flowers on the table.
That's the first thing Y/n notices and the only thing out of place in their otherwise tidy house. Spencer's always been a clean person.
The kid clutter- books, coloring pens, tiny shoes, the occasional Lego figure- that clutter, he's proud of.
Next to the vase is a bowl of pasta in a tomato-based sauce, and she guesses because of that, there's at least one child-size shirt soaking in the laundry with a stain on it.
"Hey, beautiful." Spencer makes her jump with his silent footsteps, followed by sudden voice. He touches her shoulders, massaging them softly.
She turns around, placing a quick kiss on his lips. "Hey. Missed you."
He pulls her forward, resting his head on top of hers. "Missed you too. Glad you made it back safe."
Things are different since the bureau mandated Spencer take time off as part of his reinstatement after prison. After the births of their three kids, Y/n stayed home, naturally, on maternity leave while Spencer continued going out on cases with the team. In between, and for most of their relationship and marriage, they worked at the BAU, spending almost every minute together. But this is different. Now, Spencer's the one that spends more time in DC, and in his 30 days not working at the BAU, he does an excellent job as a househusband.
Y/n pulls back, admiring his features for the first time in days."Sleeping angels?" She checks.
He scoffs lightly. "Not so much." She raises her eyebrows, humored. "Water, bathroom, another story, you know how it goes."
She chuckles. "Oh, yeah, I've heard that song before."
"Love them, though." He adds. "Are you hungry?"
"Starving." She turns to the delicious-smelling pasts on the table while his hands stay on her waist. Spencer's learned a lot while being a dad but his learning to cook has been very rewarding for her.
They move to the couch, needing to be closer than they would be if they were sitting at the table.
Her smile dimmers after she's complimented his cooking, and he's called her beautiful again. It's an easy difference in demeanor to spot for Spencer as a husband rather than a profiler.
"The case?" Spencer guesses.
Y/n takes a deep breath in and shrugs. "One like that wouldn't get to me usually." She tries to dismiss her feelings.
He catches it, having used the same technique many times. If it's bothering her, they're going to discuss it. "It was Tara's ex-husband that discovered a pattern?"
"Mm-hmm, uh, Daryl, he brought it to her, thinking there was an angel of death unsub killing people in the recovery community." She recaps, although he already knows from their discussion on the phone.
Technically, he's only allowed to know the basic details, not offer advice, but as long as Emily doesn't officially know that the occasional case-solving tip comes from Spencer, it's okay.
"What was his vice?" He asks.
Tara didn't want to spill all the details, but Y/n had made a few assumptions. "Alcohol, drugs later, I think."
"So why was this one more difficult than usual?" Spencer asks, frowning then it hits him. "Oh."
Y/n feels a pang of guilt in her chest at Spencer's expression contorting. "No, I don't mean-" She pauses, not knowing what to say. Neither can deny that her feelings are connected to what Spencer went through.
"Comparing the victims to me?" He guesses again.
Her selfishness feels even worse than her guilt. "No. Tara had to give a heart-wrenching speech. And we were in very different situations, her and Douglas and you and I, but it made me think about that time." She tries to explain it.
Spencer understands, and he nods solemnly. "We never talk about that in relation to you." He realizes that it's something he feels guilty about.
"I don't like to talk about it." She shrugs. "Just hearing what Tara said struck a chord." She could feel Tara's pain through Emily's repeated words, and it was all too easy to remember the heartbreak of seeing someone she loved struggling.
Spencer takes her hand, squeezing it lightly. "We can talk about it whenever you want, you know?"
"Not now." She shakes her head. "I missed you."
He smiles softly, resting against the couch and spreading his arms out. Y/n rests her legs over his and tucks herself under his arm. "I missed you too." He kisses her forehead and holds her closer. Things feel better when they're all under one roof. "Y/n, it's really important to me that you know how much I appreciate you staying through that. You're an angel, you know?"
"Spence." She coos, touching his cheek softly and momentarily getting caught in his eyes. "It wasn't a hard choice to stay with you and support you through that. I love you, and I'll always be here for you."
He takes a deep breath in. "I love you too. I could talk about how grateful I am for you forever, you know?"
"I know." She laughs lightly, having heard those speeches from him more than once. It never gets less heartwarming.
Spencer shuffles slightly, reaching out to take something off the coffee table. She raises her eyebrows until a look of recognition takes over her features.
"A photo album?" She asks curiously. "Why's that out here?"
"It's our first." He explains as he opens it, tracing his finger over the cover page. "Tillie wanted to see it." He finds the page he's looking for, showing her a photo of them.
Y/n grins, looking at it, remembering the exact second it was taken. "You look so little." She coos, touching the glossy picture of them. They're not much older than 25, fresh-faced, innocent, and dressed nicely. Spencer's smiling the adorable smile he still smiles today. It's stayed the same through every challenge they've faced.
"You've always been so beautiful." He mumbles, stroking her hair with his spare hand.
Her cheeks heat as she taps him on the shoulder. "Stop." She whines.
"Never." He shakes his head. "You're gorgeous, and I'm going to make sure you know it. I have no idea how I got so lucky."
She chuckles, shaking her head. "I'm the one that got lucky, marrying a genius."
"I married a genius too," Spencer claims, and he pulls her even closer to him like there's any chance she wants to move.
"Can we just sit here a while?" She asks as she relaxes more into him.
He leans down to kiss her forehead. "For as long as you want, angel."
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Eternally Weak Chapter 15 (Various Genshin x reader)
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Summary: You lived your entire life as a ridiculously weak human with a ridiculously long lifespan. You were always able to use all seven elements, but what was the point if your damage was only ever '1'? A horrific encounter with the Cryo Archon leaves you barely clinging onto life. Everyone around you is reeling from these events -- and trying to process what the hell actually just happened.
Pairings: Diluc, Kaeya, Zhongli, Xiao, Childe, Albedo x F!Reader
Word Count: 6.7k
On the rooftop of Favonius Monastery, an occasional passerby would sometimes notice the outline of a human-like figure perched on its rooftop. Although Xiao knew his presence was quite obvious to those who happened to look up at the roof at just the right angle, he didn’t seem to care. He was getting used to the buzz of the city and the peaceful quiet at night. The former Yaksha closed his eyes, enjoying the constant breeze that Mondstadt seemed to always have. Although his stay in the city had lasted no more than a week, he could feel the air begin to get colder as autumn evolved into winter. The cold never bothered him, however – he was an Adeptus, after all.
A small part of him believed that his Karmic Debt was the one slowing your recovery – it was incredibly harmful for humans to be near him, even though you never seemed to be affected by it. Thinking back over past events, he knew he was responsible for your impossibly low max HP. And now, he was responsible for your comatose state for not finding you in time. He promised Rex Lapis that he would watch over you, but if there was no promise, he would have secluded himself away to Wangshu Inn once more.
The night sky was clear, and Xiao could see the constellations in the sky above him. The outline of a tipping Celestia hovered in the far reaches of the sky, what once was a beacon of hope and guidance now sitting bitterly on the Adeptus’ tongue. To say he hated Childe and the Tsaritsa was an understatement – he wanted nothing more than to tear their throats from their necks. In his days as a Yaksha, murdering an evil god was nothing… and to him, the Cryo Archon was truly evil.
Xiao was brought out of his spiraling thoughts by the sound of a doorknob turning and a latch clicking. It was the door to your room. He sensed the presence of a young girl who seemed to be tiptoeing through the door, slowly closing it behind her.
She was dressed in pajamas, her movements drowsy and slow, but Xiao recognized her presence – it was the healer who kept coming back every night.
Barbara crept around the Ragnvindr brothers who were sleeping in their chairs beside your bed. Kaeya’s head was resting on Diluc’s shoulder, his breathing soft and steady. Diluc had his own head rested on top of his brother’s, his rhythmic sighs deeper and almost resembling snores.
Barbara tried her best to blink the sleep from her eyes as she knelt at your bedside. She reached out to hold onto your limp hand, the gentle blue glow of hydro filling the room as she began to heal you yet again.
Xiao noticed the dark circles underneath her eyes that only seemed to grow darker each time he saw her. Despite the typical outcome of patients who do not immediately recover under her abilities, Barbara never gave up hope. She would sneak out of her room at the monastery in the middle of the night to continue healing you.
Xiao noticed that many of the nuns tended to sneak around at night. This particular one would only get up to heal you selflessly. There was another, an inhumanly pale one, who would sneak down to the city in the evening only to return several hours later smelling like a tavern. Each sister had their own motivation for their nighttime activities… But it seemed that Barbara’s was out of pure benevolence.
Barbara remained in full concentration for several minutes – even Xiao was surprised at her level of dedication to your health. He continued to stare up at the sky, feeling a strange sense of company while the young sister knelt at your bed. As the hum of her hydro abilities finally dissipated, Xiao’s attention was drawn back to the room as Barbara began to stand back up.
Barbara seemed to wobble, however – Xiao straightened his back as he sensed her losing her balance, and disappeared from the rooftop in a puff of smoke. He reappeared just in time behind the young girl, catching her silently before she could hit the floor. He carefully set her down in an empty chair at the corner of the room.
“Ah- I’m sorry…” Barbara whispered, slumped over in her chair.
“Humans are feeble creatures.” Xiao spoke aloud, with no respect for Diluc and Kaeya who were asleep next to him. “You must have proper rest and understand your limits, otherwise you’ll end up like…”
His sentence fell short as he turned towards you, comatose in the bed. Moonlight from the window seemed to outline your features with a surreal glow. After looking this way for so long, Xiao had begun to miss all of the animated expressions your face would display when you were awake.
Barbara’s eyes widened slightly as she realized what Xiao was implying. She looked up at the Yaksha, meeting his amber eyes, and nodded with acknowledgement.
“I understand…” Barbara nodded, “Thank you.”
“I’ll help you back to your room once you’re able to stand.” Xiao responded. Although he despised being near humans, it was his duty as an Adeptus to help them. His eyes drifted back over to your sleeping body, taking this opportunity to watch you up-close before he would have to leave again and return to his perch on the rooftop.
~~~
The late afternoon sunlight reflected off the colorful peaks of Mt. Tianheng, casting an orange glow into Zhongli’s room at Harbor Hospital. The former Archon had spent the past week recovering in the hospital, forced by the staff to stay and rest despite his insistence that he was completely fine.
“Hey, hey, old man…” Hu Tao spoke, her crimson eyes staring up at the former Geo Archon who sat in the hospital bed. “Why is Miss Y/N so weak?”
“Hm?” Zhongli turned his amber gaze towards his young boss. “What makes you ask that?”
“Well,” Hu Tao responded, “I’ve never seen someone with such low health.”
“I see…” Zhongli responded. “Well, that sort of weakness doesn’t end there. She is also… unable to truly harm anyone. If she were to attack someone, the damage she deals has never been more than ‘1’...”
“How is that even possible?” Hu Tao questioned.
“I don’t know…” Zhongli murmured. “Nobody knows why she’s so weak, not even Y/N herself...”
“If she’s so weak, why did that stinky Harbinger take her to Snezhnaya?” Hu Tao continued to question the former Archon.
“The Cryo Archon…” Zhongli’s gaze darkened as he spoke. “...Believes to be her daughter.”
“Wait,” Hu Tao perked up at Zhongli’s statement, even more confused than before. “If Miss is the Cryo Archon’s mother, does that make her a God too?”
“Hmm…” Zhongli averted his gaze, staring down at his lap as he thought. He brought a hand to his chin, thinking over his next words carefully.
“Mister Zhongli?” Hu Tao pressed, wondering why he was taking so long to respond.
“Do you believe in reincarnation?”
Hu Tao blinked.
“Mister Zhongli,” Hu Tao gave a feathery light laugh. “I’m a funeral director. I’ll believe in whatever the client wishes to believe, for the sake of respecting their desires.”
Zhongli gave a hum, nodding to himself.
“There was a time when I believed she really was a god stripped of her powers.” Zhongli nodded calmly. “But there is no hint of the divine within her…”
“She’s just… normal?” Hu Tao questioned, tilting her head to the side. To her, you seemed anything but normal. You were old, far older than any human. Yet you managed to still exude the innocence and kindness of someone her age. You were weak, yet you were more brave than the Milleth. You loved Zhongli, but you still chose to leave him.
Hu Tao had never seen Zhongli truly upset until last week. When she walked into the main parlor to see her best consultant sitting alone with messy hair and a tear-stained face, something felt very different… something felt wrong. Zhongli had never seemed so distraught. He immediately excused himself from the room, far too humiliated about his state to give her any clue as to what might be wrong.
However, in hindsight, Hu Tao realized what was going on.
“I believe we can both agree the last word we’d use to describe her would be ‘normal’.” Zhongli responded smoothly. Hu Tao stared closely into the former Archon’s eyes and noticed something she never did before… The ache they seemed to have. There was a longing in his gaze – perhaps a mourning, even.
Was Zhongli… mourning you?
Hu Tao was a funeral parlor owner. She was an expert in mourning… but how could Zhongli mourn someone who is still very much here?
“I need to see her…” He murmured, looking down at his lap. He gathered the bedsheets in his hands, gripping them tighter as he balled his hands into fists, the grief threatening to overwhelm him.
The Geo Archon never cried. At least, not until you came into his life and uprooted everything he thought he knew. You gave him that glimpse of Celestia, that glimpse of home, only to take it all away from him when he realized you were only a human. Still, he loved you as a weak human with an unusually long lifespan. He loved you despite everything. He loved you even when you didn’t love him back.
“She’ll want to see you too.”
Zhongli was drowning until he heard those words from Hu Tao. His trail of thought stopped, his attention stolen away by the confident statement from the young girl – a young girl who had lived less than a fraction of the time you and he had spent apart.
And yet, he realized Hu Tao was right.
“I’ll go to see her.” He nodded, the ghost of a smile gracing his pale face.
~~~
“Did you hear Xiao last night?” Kaeya questioned, glancing over at his brother. The sun had risen above the horizon and illuminated the room enough to rouse both brothers from their sleep.
“Ngh…” Diluc’s voice was thick with sleep as he raised one hand to rub at his bleary eyes. “I don’t remember hearing anything.”
“That’s because you snore like a Lawachurl.” Kaeya quipped.
“No, I don’t.”
“Actually, you do.” A pale and naturally exhausted-looking Rosaria quipped as she swung open the door and walked into the room.
“G’morning, Rosaria.” Kaeya spoke. “You’ve looked better.”
“So have you.” Rosaria responded. “I’d put the tone away for now, though. The young miss has a guest.”
Both brothers perked up at Rosaria’s announcement. The clacking of boots against the wooden hallway floor drew their attention towards the doorway. A familiar head of fluffy blonde hair appeared around the corner, bringing a smile to Kaeya’s face.
“Why hello there, Chief Alchemist.” He spoke, standing up from his chair.
“Good morning, Cavalry Captain.” Albedo nodded in acknowledgement before turning towards Diluc. “And good morning, Master Diluc.”
The Alchemist turned towards your sleeping body, eyes scanning up and down as he analyzed your state.
“I came as soon as I heard about her… situation.” Albedo spoke. “Thank you for writing, Kaeya.”
“I thought you might want to know.” Kaeya responded.
“My only question is…” Albedo stepped closer to you, staring down at your serene face and the delicate health bar that hovered above it. A tiny ‘5/25’ was displayed at the end, evidence of your steady yet painfully slow recovery. “...why has her maximum HP increased?”
Both Diluc and Kaeya paused for a moment.
“She completed four ascensions.” Kaeya explained bluntly.
“Ascension?” Albedo’s eyes lit up with wonder. “How did she manage to complete her first one, let alone four?”
“She… had help.” Diluc spoke bitterly, his expression dark.
Albedo could tell from Diluc’s response alone that your current situation was likely related to whatever help you had received with your Ascensions – and from the look on his face, Albedo thought it would be best to ask about what happened another time.
The young Alchemist decided a change of topic would be for the best.
“Ah, I have something to show you.” He looked down, rummaging through one of his pockets and producing a neatly folded piece of paper. “These are her blood test results.” He handed the paper to Kaeya, who unfolded it carefully and looked over the neatly written list of substances and their values.
“Am I supposed to interpret something from this?” Kaeya questioned, tilting his head as he looked at the paper. Diluc peered over the Cavalry Captain’s shoulder, trying to get a better look at what was written.
“Um, yes, the results show almost everything is within normal values for any person.” Albedo explained, stepping closer to also hover over the paper. “But this protein here,” He pointed to a word that Kaeya most certainly could not pronounce. “Every human is produced with a certain amount of it, but over time it denatures and no longer becomes detectable. Her amount is so low that I had to extrapolate age using decay models from the Favonius Library.”
“We know she’s old,” Diluc spoke. “But just how old is she?”
“The lower the quantity, the less accurate the measurement will be…” Albedo mused. “But my estimate is at least two millenia old… possibly closer to three.”
“Two… thousand years?” Kaeya’s visible eye grew wide as he glanced over at your unconscious body.
“So she… was born during the Archon War?” Diluc stated, unsure of how to feel about this new discovery.
“Potentially.” Albedo responded. “But the more shocking result is that everything else is completely normal. There’s no clue as to why she is so weak, nor why she can wield all seven elements. That’s why I’d like to continue testing.”
Diluc paused. He and Kaeya had both already accepted the fact that your abilities were simply another mystery to the natural world. Albedo’s insistence on continuing to search for answers surprised both of them.
“As expected of our Chief Alchemist.” Kaeya hummed.
Diluc was about to speak up when the door to the room swung open rather violently as a flustered Jean stepped in to glance around the room.
“Has anyone seen Klee?” She panted, still trying to catch her breath from running around looking for the small seven-year-old.
“N-no, we haven’t.” Diluc responded.
“I lost track of her outside the cathedral. Please keep an eye out, and let me know if you spot her-”
Jean’s announcement was cut off by a cloud of smoke that appeared in front of her. With a swirl of Anemo, Xiao appeared between Jean and the three men, and in his arms was a squirming child. His gloved hands gripped under her armpits, allowing her arms and legs to dangle freely.
“Waa hahaaha!” An exuberant Klee giggled, kicking her legs as the disgruntled Yaksha held her out towards Jean. “That was so much fun, thanks mister grumpy kid!”
“Please, control your tiny mortal.” Xiao muttered.
“Oh- uhm,” Jean stammered, taken completely by surprise. “Thank you,”
Jean carefully took Klee from his hands, and as soon as Xiao was no longer touching the young girl he disappeared in another puff of smoke.
“Bye, mister!” Klee giggled.
“I…” Jean spoke to the three men who stared back at her in shock. “I’ll get going now.”
Jean stepped backwards out of the room, still holding Klee with both hands. The door fell shut behind them. Diluc and Kaeya turned towards each other, realizing that the Yaksha must have been nearby.
“Was Xiao here… this whole time?” Kaeya mused. Diluc, however, merely raised one hand to pinch the bridge of his nose to soothe the oncoming headache resulting from the chaos he had just witnessed.
~~~
Several minutes prior, Xiao was sitting on the rooftop of the monastery, enjoying the tranquility of the early morning. Very few people were up at such an early hour. The smallest smile began to grow across his lips as he gazed across the bright and cloudless sky. At least, until a strange scuffling noise nearly made him leap up and reach for his weapon.
Xiao’s senses were sharp. He could sense humans from hundreds of feet away, sometimes thousands if he concentrated hard enough.
However, a young girl seemed to have evaded his senses for long enough to come a little too close for comfort. His gaze snapped towards the small child, who seemed carefree as she happily jumped from tile to tile across the slanted roof.
“You shouldn’t be up here.” Xiao spoke sharply, a scowl forming across his face.
“Hi there, mister!” Klee spoke in a sing-song voice, walking towards the Yaksha.
“Stay back.” Xiao spat, backing away. He couldn’t risk his Karmic Debt bringing harm to a child. Klee paid no heed, however, and continued to follow him.
Seeing no other choice, Xiao teleported away, reappearing across the rooftop and far away from the child.
“Hehehe, you’re weird!” Klee shouted, turning around to chase after him.
“I said stay back, you shouldn’t be on this roof.” Xiao’s voice changed into a low growl as he teleported again.
“Why are you frowning when you’re a kid like Klee, and not a mean adult like master Diluc?” Klee asked, running across the slanted roof towards Xiao’s new location.
Xiao stopped, giving a borderline-chortle at Klee’s blunt statement.
“Mean adult…” Xiao muttered, realizing Klee had no comprehension of what age really was. Compared to the age of an Adeptus, Diluc was an infant.
Too caught up in his thoughts, he didn’t realize the enigmatic child had reached him until she grabbed onto the necklace around his neck.
The Adeptus froze with shock as he saw Klee’s hand around the beads strung around his neck.
“This is pretty, are you a girl like Klee?”
“Please let go.” Xiao spoke, his voice somehow softer despite Klee’s complete invasion of his personal space. “It’s very important to me.”
“Oh I see! Just like Klee’s Dodoco!” The child let go of Xiao’s necklace, beginning to shrug her backpack off of her back to show her pet to Xiao.
‘Has anyone seen Klee?’
Xiao could hear the Acting Grandmaster’s voice echoing from within your room, and immediately realized that the child in front of him was the missing Klee.
“So you’re a lost child.”
“Huh?” Klee asked, looking up as she rummaged through her backpack. She didn’t have any time to react as Xiao scooped her up and disappeared along with her, leaving behind only dark swirls of wind and smoke.
~~~
As Jean carried Klee back down the hall and to the Knights of Favonius Headquarters, the small child spoke up.
“Master Jean, was that the pretty lady I saw with big brother Albedo?”
“Hm?” Jean looked down at her, confused. “I don’t know…”
“She looked like a sleeping angel!” Klee exclaimed. “I wonder if she’ll play with me when she’s done with naptime.”
Jean’s expression fell, despite efforts to remain smiling for the child.
“I’m sure she’d love to, Klee.” Jean responded, her tone falling flat at the end of her statement.
Back in your room, the three men stood silently enough to overhear Jean and Klee’s conversation in the hallway.
Albedo felt a twinge of pain in his heart as he remembered the time you had met Klee with him. For a moment, he wished he had taken up your offer to go adventuring with you. Maybe, if he were there, you wouldn't be in the state you were in right now.
The Alchemist shook his head, breaking away from thinking about his regrets. He knew that this had occurred while you were with Master Diluc, the Cavalry Captain of the Knights, and an Adeptus. He knew logically that if those three couldn’t stop what happened, then there was no chance that his presence could help either.
‘She looked like a sleeping angel!’
Klee’s words echoed in Diluc’s head, and the redhead gritted his teeth as the description sent his thoughts right back to a certain Harbinger who used to refer to you as the same.
The one who was responsible for all of this.
~~~
The floor of Zapolyarny prison wasn’t cold anymore. At least, that’s what Childe thought as he laid sprawled on the bloodstained tiles. Nothing really hurt anymore; he didn’t really think anymore. Sometimes, when he would stare at the ceiling, he believed he could see your spirit smiling down at him. You were always illuminated by some heavenly light, reaching out as if to guide him towards the next life.
The next life, or Celestia.
Perhaps that was where your soul rested.
Through the torture, Childe’s apologies began to grow hollow. His thoughts trailed from wishing he hugged his siblings goodbye one more time to questioning how the benevolent Tsaritsa could kill someone as perfect as you and torture her most loyal Harbinger endlessly… How could the Tsaritsa be an Archon, when you, a weak human, were her mother? The only conclusion Childe could come to was that you became weak on purpose.
Choosing to become weak was something nobody could ever handle. It proved strength beyond raw power. It proved to him that you were the true Archon, the true God…
The true Angel of Celestia.
He began to pray to you through the torture. And as the metal doors scraped against the stone tile to allow the Tsaritsa to enter, his silent prayers to you resumed.
As the Tsaritsa walked, the click-clacking of her shoes made Childe’s body shudder with fear. It was as if his body operated on instinct. However, his silent worship stilled his mind, grounding him in a place far far away and allowing him to detach himself from the torture he knew was coming.
“There’s my disobedient Harbinger.” Tsaritsa cooed, the sickly sweet tone of her voice sounding poisonous. The mirror maiden that followed the Tsaritsa into the jail cell and shut the door behind them felt as sick as always. She knew she would have to ask Il Dottore for an amnesia potion after all of this, lest she have PTSD from witnessing the Tsaritsa commit atrocities against her own Harbinger.
The Tsaritsa was seething. She was still bitter from Childe’s refusal to kill you. Nobody disobeyed the Tsaritsa and lived – but Childe was one of her beloved Harbingers. He was endlessly loyal, willing to murder and sacrifice anything for her. And if she continued, she wouldn’t have a Tartaglia anymore – only an empty shell of a human.
Morozana pursed her lips, restraint not coming easily to her. She was still so bitter after everything that had happened… recent events brought back memories that left a sour taste in her mouth, and instead of facing them, she took out her anger on her beloved Tartaglia…
~Around 500 Years Ago~
The regions were fragmented, the Archons left scarred after Celestia’s call to war. Khaen’riah was wiped from the face of Teyvat… But the cost was far too great.
The Archons had convened in Liyue once again for their decennial meeting – or what was left of the Archons.
Raiden Ei stood still, her posture frozen and gaze unfocused. She had physically attended the meeting, but was mentally reeling from the recent loss of her sister.
Beelzebul may have seemed absent, but Barbatos was even further from any sort of presence. He gazed up at the clouds that blew in the powerful jetstream above Guili Plains, wishing he were a wind sprite once again. If only he weren’t bound to Celestia…
Morax glanced around at the Archons in attendance. What was typically a group of nine was now only four. Focalors, Barbatos, Baal, and himself… He had tried to get you to leave Xiao’s hospital room that morning to at least get some fresh air and see some old friends, but now he was glad you were back at the harbor and nowhere near this cesspool of broken Gods.
Morozana was late as usual, but this time, it was on purpose. She was seething – at first, she didn’t want to see her fellow Archons at all. But as the day ticked by, she realized she was losing her only chance this decade to find any semblance of an explanation.
As she approached the group across the field, her anger became uncontrollable.
“MORAX!” Her tone rose like a crescendo. “HOW DARE YOU LIE TO ME?!”
Rex Lapis’s eyes went wide at the sound of the Tsaritsa’s voice. He turned to see Morozana storming towards the group, cryo crackling at her fingertips and eyes wild with fury. Her chest heaved. She scanned over the group, none of the others with half the mind to even respond.
“Morozana, I can explain-” Morax spoke, raising one hand up in defense.
“Oh, really? Now you decide to explain yourself?” She exclaimed furiously.
“I did not realize the gravity of what I was saying. I had no proof, and now I know I was wrong about her-”
“Shut UP!” Tsaritsa balled her hands into fists as she exclaimed. “After all this time keeping my mother’s survival a secret, how DARE you lie to cover yourself!”
“Morozana, she’s not the same-”
“Just how much more are you keeping from me, MORAX?!” Tsaritsa screamed, the grass surrounding her beginning to freeze as pure cryo energy radiated from her enraged body.
Rex Lapis stepped back. The Tsaritsa was going to become violent, and the last thing he wanted was for another war to break out between regions. Immediately attempting to defuse the situation, he relaxed his shoulders and rested his arms at his sides. He closed his eyes, letting out a deep breath, trying his best to appear calm during such a tense situation.
“Morozana.” Rex Lapis opened his eyes, his irises subtly glowing with golden light. “You will incur the Wrath of Geo if you attempt to start a war in Liyue.”
“Do NOT call me by that name!” Morozana screamed. Nobody deserved to call her by that name. The name given to her by you.
“War.” Raiden Ei spoke absentmindedly, “The enemy of Eternity…”
The Cryo Archon blinked, her gaze fluttering from Archon to Archon in the meeting. It took her no time at all to understand that any act of aggression in this meeting would spell the end for her nation.
She seethed, breathing sharply through her nose.
“I wish to never see any of you again.” Her words bit into the air like ice. “May you all erode in the Abyss.”
Turning heel, she stormed away from the group, swearing to never speak to them again. This was the end of her era as a cooperative god… she was done trusting and yielding to anyone else.
And to this day, Tsaritsa kept her word.
~Present Day~
Morozana inhaled slowly, her chest shuddering as her breath caught in her throat. The memory still had sharp edges as if it were freshly etched into her mind. However, she realized that Morax was right – you weren’t you anymore. You weren’t her mother. And now you were dead.
She had killed you.
“Maiden.” Tsaritsa beckoned, and the Mirror Maiden bristled.
“Yes.” She responded, shoulders tense, afraid of what the seething Archon might say next.
“Take Tartaglia out of here. He’s learned his lesson.”
“Yes, my Queen.” The tension in her body immediately began to relax as she realized this was finally the end of Childe’s torture. After a brutal week, Tsaritsa was finally done.
Without another word, Morozana turned on her heels and left. The absence of the Archon’s intimidating aura led the Mirror Maiden to collapse beside Childe, reaching for the broken Harbinger as she tried her best to use her healing skills on him.
“Hang in there, Master Tartaglia.” She murmured, the glow of hydro filling the jail cell. She knew that seven days of torture will have taken a toll on both his body and mind.
Little did she know, Childe wasn’t suffering anymore.
He couldn’t feel a thing.
~~~
Zhongli liked to visit Mondstadt. As a matter of fact, in the past decade he enjoyed visiting a certain Tavern during the springtime when new Monstadt wines from the most recent harvest would be released.
However, this time, there was a sense of dread that sat in his stomach as he approached the city walls.
Although the air was refreshing and the city was filled with bustling townspeople, he couldn’t muster up the same sense of joy he normally felt while visiting. He slowly made his way up the steps towards Favonius Cathedral, trying his best to remain grounded as he grappled with the fact he would finally be seeing you after everything that happened two weeks ago.
Before Zhongli even stepped foot in the Cathedral, Xiao materialized in front of him in his signature swirls of dark smoke.
“My lord,” Xiao spoke sharply, immediately taking a knee before him. “You came.”
“I need to see her.” Zhongli spoke poignantly.
“But you’re not fully recovered yet-”
“That doesn’t matter.” Zhongli responded, his tone sour and sharp. Xiao looked up at his Archon, noticing the pinch at the corners of his eyes and the slight downturn to his mouth – Zhongli was upset.
“I’ll show you the way.” Xiao bowed his head as he stood, turning around to lead the Archon.
The nuns seemed shocked to see the short Adeptus once again, believing that he had left weeks ago to return to Liyue. And when they saw him leading a strange man through the Monastery, they couldn’t help but wonder who could be important enough to warrant an Adeptal guide. Some of the keener sisters, however, knew that the strange brunette dressed in Liyuean business attire must be something more than human.
Yet Zhongli found it strange, to be walking through a place of worship for the absent god Barbatos, when he was Morax himself.
“She’s up here.” Xiao spoke when he reached a flight of stairs, Zhongli ducking to avoid hitting his head on the rasters as he climbed.
At the top was a narrow hallway full of rooms containing sick patients. Yours was at the end, marked only by a plain oak door. Zhongli reached out and turned the doorknob; it felt all too heavy, knowing you were on the other side.
As he stepped inside, he noticed how bright the room was; the sun shone through the sheer curtains that covered the window, casting a glow across the bed where you laid.
You were pale; paler than Zhongli had ever seen you before. The image of you resting motionless, lying prone in bed, unearthed painful memories from five centuries ago. The breath caught in his lungs; for the second time, you were hurt because of him.
You were beautiful; your appearance always seemed to be frozen in time. From the day Zhongli first met you, you hadn’t changed a single bit. He reached out one arm to caress your cheek, but stopped mid-gesture. He glanced over at Xiao who stood in the doorway, too afraid to enter yet at the same time unwilling to leave. He knew his karmic debt could slow your recovery.
“I see what you meant.” Zhongli spoke poignantly, the corners of his eyes pinching as he tried his best to remain composed. “She is still not awake.”
Xiao gritted his teeth, unsure of how to respond. He didn’t want to tell Zhongli what Rosaria had warned them about… But he knew his master had to know the truth.
“I…” Xiao began, his sentence falling short. He took a deep breath before continuing. “The nuns said she may never wake up. The Cryo Archon will pay… Childe will pay for what he’s done.”
“No,” Zhongli murmured. “There is no greater good that comes from Vengeance. She will wake up... I can feel it.”
Xiao’s eyes widened as his breath caught in his throat. How could Zhongli feel it?
As his mind reeled with what he was just told, Xiao looked up at his Archon only to see him seething with unimaginable anger. Zhongli was no longer morose… his jaw was clenched, his hands balled into fists, and his shoulders were completely stiff.
“There’s nothing I wouldn’t do to stop this from happening in the first place.” Zhongli’s voice quaked with anger, resentment, guilt. “I should have never let her leave.”
Xiao was speechless as he felt the room radiate with Geo energy. A hum began to fill the air, the ground beginning to shake beneath their feet.
As much as he wanted to remain calm, Zhongli was spiraling; he thought that seeing you would calm his anxiousness, to fill the emptiness you had left when you were kidnapped. Yet instead, seeing you in this state only made him feel worse. It reminded him of all his mistakes; all his regrets…
“What’s going on?!” Diluc’s voice could be heard from down the hall.
“Is this an earthquake?” Kaeya added, the two men rushing towards your room. They pushed past Xiao, paying him little mind as they reached the doorway. Looking into the room, they realized the source of the tremors that shook the monastery.
“Zhongli…” Diluc murmured, coming to a stop in front of the former Geo Archon who seemed to be overwhelmed by a myriad of emotions.
“Hm,” Zhongli grunted, looking up to see the two brothers. At that moment, the tension in his body began to dissolve as his thoughts were finally dragged away from you. “Oh, hello…”
“It’s… good to see you, Zhongli.” Diluc spoke, knowing that meeting under any other situation would be better than this.
“...I’m sorry.” Zhongli murmured as his gaze turned towards the floor, regret painted on his face.
“Why would you be sorry?” Diluc asked.
“This is all my fault.” Zhongli spoke. “If only I-”
“It’s not your fault.” Kaeya cut in, his voice calm yet clear. The Knight could clearly tell the state Zhongli was in; it surprised him, knowing how old and powerful he was, Kaeya didn’t realize he could still be susceptible to such strong emotions. “What’s done is in the past. All we can do is look towards the future.”
Zhongli was speechless. Kaeya was using a piece of advice that Zhongli used to give to clients he consulted at the Funeral Parlor… it was even advice he used to say to old friends all too long ago.
“But more importantly… Why is your health bar so low?” Kaeya pressed further, eyeing the unusually low 24,000/60,000.
Zhongli blinked, realizing he was walking around with an obvious indicator of his predicament. Although healing potions didn’t come cheap, as a consultant he knew it would be rude to walk around with anything less than his maximum. However, his situation couldn’t be resolved with mere potions.
“I had an unfortunate encounter with some slimes on my way here…” He spoke carefully, mindful of his choice of words. “I haven’t had the chance to get a potion yet, but fear not. I’ll pick up one on my way home.”
“I see. I’ll send some cavalry out to make sure the path home is clear.” Kaeya knew Zhongli was lying – but accepted it nonetheless.
“Thank you,” Zhongli nodded in return. “I should get going, now.”
Zhongli began to walk out of the room, but spared one glance back at your comatose body. He so desperately wanted to reach out to you, to caress you, but he knew that if he had any more of you he would be unable to stop himself from crawling into the bed with you just to embrace you again.
“Take care of yourself, Zhongli.” Diluc spoke up, and the former Geo Archon blinked. He was surprised by the simple yet precise snippets of advice the two brothers were giving him – and he was surprised by how much he needed to hear it.
“Thank you.” He hummed, stepping out the door and beginning to walk down the hallway. “Xiao, come with me.”
“Huh?” Xiao murmured, taken aback by the sudden command from his Archon. Yet, his loyalty did not falter as he immediately followed after Zhongli.
“Please return to Wangshu Inn.” He commanded, and dread began to sink in Xiao’s stomach.
“But she’s still not awake-” Xiao began to argue, desperate to remain by your side.
“She’s in good hands.” Zhongli answered sharply, continuing his path down the hallway and out of the Monastery. “It is time for you to return to Liyue.”
“Yes, my lord.” Xiao spoke, understanding the command, but unable to comprehend how Zhongli could feel fine leaving you like this.
~~~
“I’m surprised the God of Geo could lose that much HP on a simple journey from Liyue Harbor to Mondstadt.” Diluc mused, gazing down at your serene face.
“Former God.” Kaeya quipped, “But that’s not the point.” He gestured towards your sleeping body. “Don’t you find it peculiar that both of them have the same fraction of their HP left?” He turned to stare into Diluc’s crimson eyes.
“What do you mean?” Diluc questioned. “She only has 10 hit points, and Zhongli has almost 24 thousand.”
“24 out of 60 thousand.” Kaeya responded, then turned back to point at your health bar. “And 10 out of 25.”
“Oh…” Diluc murmured, falling silent. What Kaeya was insinuating had implications far greater than anything Diluc had considered… If your health was somehow related to Zhongli’s, then that could be the reason why you lived through the Tsaritsa’s attacks.
Both brothers continued to stare at your motionless face, shocked by what they had both concluded. They knew you were full of enigmas, but they had no clue that some of these mysteries were quite literally connected to the former Geo Archon.
A faint whimper broke the silence of the room, one far too high-pitched to have come from either brother; nonetheless, the two exchanged glances, just to make sure it really didn’t come from the other.
That was when their heads snapped to face your bed; your once-serene expression began to shift, brows pinching together, eyelids fluttering.
“She’s waking up!” Diluc exclaimed, rushing towards your bedside and hovering over you. Kaeya followed, eager to finally see you move.
“Give her some space, Diluc.” Kaeya snapped, grabbing onto Diluc’s shoulder to drag him backward. The redhead merely grunted, moving only slightly. Both men had their eyes trained on your face as you seemed to finally breach the boundary of consciousness.
Your eyes were bleary, the light in the room too bright as you tried to open them. You could hear Diluc and Kaeya speaking about something in the room, but you couldn’t quite see them yet. The previous events slowly came back to you piece by piece; your senses felt overwhelmed by the sudden stimuli, and you could tell that because of this, you must have slept for a long time.
You groaned, ghost pains shooting down your body now that you were finally aware of your own limbs. You shifted, moving your arms and legs, feeling that all of them were still attached. Your eyes slowly began to adjust, and you could make out Diluc’s messy head of red hair next to Kaeya’s neatly combed blue.
Kaeya’s hand instinctively drifted towards yours, grabbing onto your fingers tightly. Kaeya had to suppress the sob of happiness that overcame him when he finally felt you squeeze back.
Diluc fell to his knees, clinging onto the bed sheets you laid in to keep him steady. You were finally awake enough to process the expressions on both of their faces – concern, relief, joy…
You hoped you hadn’t worried them too much – although you had no idea just how much you terrified them this time around. They really thought they were going to lose you.
Yet, the first thing you decided to say was something that came from your half-lucid state and your desire to lift the expressions on both of their faces.
“I lived, bitch.” You cracked a smile, your voice hoarse and throat dry.
Diluc let out a chortle. Kaeya glanced from you to the redhead and back before a soft and low rumbling laughter escaped his lips as well. You began to laugh as well – although your laugh was more of a groan, with how out-of-it you were. However, you were happy that you had succeeded in cheering them up nonetheless.
Kaeya regained his composure rather quickly, returning a far wittier quip.
“That’s something only you would say.”
~~~
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