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rexscanonwife · 1 year
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what's a little fun fact about each of the four kids? do they have a fun hobby, a weird (positive) quirk, a favorite food you associate with them?
Hiii thank you so much for asking! I'm sorry I'm getting back to you late, but I appreciate you giving me a chance to talk about my babies! 🥺💖💖 so as for fun facts, here we go!
Kaiza - she takes after Rex the most, and similarly has little nervous habits of his like tapping her fingers when she (poorly) lies and when her eyebrows knit together worriedly she looks so much like him it's uncanny! 😭💖💖
Quinn - he's the only boy and one of the only Force-sensitive of the kids, so from a relatively young age the family friend (my bff's s/i) starts training him to use it and teaches him the history of the Jedi and how their hubris led to their downfall. Quinn isn't really super interested in all that though, he mostly wants to learn how to use a lightsaber 😂😂 he also has a bit of a sweet tooth, but very sensitive teeth so he tries to sneak on treats when he knows he's not supposed to!
Kiara - she's Quinn's twin and is also Force-sensitive, though she tends to learn more from Brea how to use it to heal and connect with beings through the Living Force! She has a knack for bringing home critters of varying shapes and sizes 😅 much to Brea and Rex's concern!
Mirri - Mirri is mainly nonverbal, and prefers to communicate by writing what they want to say on Rex's old datapad, but most of the time their family knows them well enough to understand them without needing it! They spend most of their time going over as much data as they can find and they're really handy with repairs and technology in general. Rex and Brea found them in a junkyard while on a supply run one day and decided they couldn't leave them behind!
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skeletalheartattack · 2 years
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Enjoy this Fanart of Boe and his Doggy! by @copperkatz
OUHH!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOODNESS LOOK AT THEM WAH!!!!!!!!!! GOD THEY LOOK SO PERFECT!! THANK YOU SO MUCH 🌺🍀🌸🌹
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iiigris · 10 months
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mannnn southern boys really are different
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🔥🌈💕
Thank you!!! I'll be answering with Codsworth bc I'm brainrot over him rn
🔥 - how do you and your f/o deal with and resolve struggles within your relationship?
Codsworth is better at coming up with ways to resolve things but overall I think we're decent at it? Sometimes there's a moment of forgetting that we perceive things differently but...we deal with it by talking about it in depth.
🌈 - what you and your f/o’s main love language? how do you work together to make both of you feel most loved?
My main love languages are quality time and words of affirmation, and Codsworth's are touch and words of affirmation! I suppose 'acts of service' should be listed but that's kind've his programming? Anyway- I'm not opposed to touch at all so I'm very happy to get gentle head bumps and careful hand holding! We tend to work together scavenging so that's quality time, and I'm just...very vocally affectionate overall. It took him a bit to get used to addressing someone in a romantic manner but! He got the hang of it and starts my mornings with something sweet 🥺🥺🥺
💕 - who said, “i love you” first, and how did the other react?
I said it first! I think Codsworth was very confused, thinking it was platonic before his gears literally turned and figured out it was with romantic intent.
Also it was said during a really bad time with some raiders so,,,,
But yeah, I said it first and he was confused but eventually understood! For a bonus, he said 'I love you' around five weeks after I did!
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scarletwinterxx · 1 month
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fool for you - mark lee dad scenario
a bit late to this but OH MY GOD MARK LEE GIRL DAD😭🥺😭🥺 we already know he's going to be the best dad to his kids in the future🤍🤍
you already know my feels went through the roof after seeing that cli[ so here's another mark dad scenario and can you believe this is the 10th one OMGGGGGG anyways i hope you like it!
part1: day with dad mark lee
part2: another day with dad mark lee
part3: a day with the lee's
part4: (prologue) i don't know how to make eggs
part5: glitter pens and goodnight kisses with the Lee's
part6: first love and kisses
part7: naps and baby kicks
part8: then there was three
part9: just like you
For my other works you can check them out here, and for my other story series’ you can check them out here.
and if you want, u can buy me coffee(totally optional but any donation is very much appreciated!) thank you🥺💛
All works are copyrighted ©scarletwinterxx 2024 . Do not repost, re-write without the permission of author.
(gif not mine, credits to rightful owner)
"in my next life, I think I'll become a fool for my daughter"
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"Lovie, can you stay with Minjee? I'm just going to the mall with Minjung to get new shoes and a few other stuff for the baby" you tell your husband who is currently on the sofa resting.
It's around that time again when you're counting down the days until the new baby comes, this time the two of you choose to keep the gender a surprise. You won't find out until you give birth. There's an on going bet in your household whether it'll be a girl or a boy.
"Why don't I come with him? You sure you okay to go out?" he asks, watching you struggle putting on your shoes. He chuckles before walking toward you, kneeling down to put it on for you even double tying the shoelaces just to be sure.
"It's okay, besides the doctor said it's healthy to walk around. And we both know it'll be easier to look after Minjung then Jee" you laugh, your husband agreeing with you
"She's the main character, we're all just living in her world" he says
You smile at Mark, giving him a kiss before getting your purse and keys.
"Call me if you need anything" he tells you
"Minjung, let's go" you shout, your son appears from the staircase ready to go
"You already know, buddy. Take care of mom, okay? Call me if something happens" he gives his son a quick hug before watching the two of you drive away
The two of you finished the errands and is now getting a quick snack before heading home. You like having one on one time with your kids. It helps you keep a closer relationship with them. And even though you know the two siblings get along very well, you still make it a point to spend time with them one by one. And so does Mark.
"Is there anything else you need, buddy?" you ask your son
He shakes his head, taking a bite of his sandwich. You smile watching him, it feels just like yesterday you were sitting in the backseat with newborn Minjung in the baby car seat on your way home from the hospital and now he's 13.
"How do you feel about getting another sibling?"
He looks at you, it's like looking at Mark's eyes. They same round, adorable chocolate eyes you love so much.
"Excited. It'll be cool if it's a boy. I'll teach him to play basketball and bike. It's okay too if it's a girl" he shrugs
"You know mommy and daddy loves you very very much"
"I know, I love you too" he smiles back at you
When you get home, Minjee welcomes you excitedly asking if you got her a cakepop which Minjung hands over to his sister
"Wah thank you, oppa! Dad look oppa got me a pink cakepop!" she screams excitedly, running to wherever Mark is. You and Minjung follow her, Mark in the kitchen getting dinner ready
"Cool, but you can have that after dinner okay? Na uh don't give me that look, missy. I ordered chicken just like you asked" the father-daughter banter continues
The two siblings help set up the table while you stay in the kitchen with Mark, "How did it go?" Mark asks you
"Good, we had fun. You sound like you had fun too" you joked
"I swear she knows how to make me says yes" he mumbles, you walk towards him, giving him a side hug
"You love her" you tell him with a chuckle and a kiss on the jaw
"That I do. I'd do anything for our kids" he says, looking down at you. He kisses you on the nose, eliciting giggles from you before breaking away
"Okay, dinner time!"
After dinner and everyone finished with their night time routines, it's finally time to call it a night.
You lay on your side of the bed, getting the pregnancy pillow ready
"Can I keep that after?" Mark asks, you watch him step out of the shower. Towel hanging on his hips while he dries his hair with another
"No" you tell him with a tight smile, Mark laughs before walking towards the dresser to get clothes
"Oh come on, let me enjoy the view some more"
"Woman, you are already pregnant" he tells you, playfully throwing the towel he was drying his hair with towards you. He puts on his sleeping shorts, leaving the shirt behind. He goes out the room to check all doors before going to bed
He turns towards you, the two of you face to face.
"Just a few more days and it'll be five of us" he whispers. His hand resting on your belly
"I'm calling it, this one will look like you again" you tell him
"You love us"
"That I do, I love you and all versions of you. Especially the little humans we made" you smile at him. He scoots closer to kiss you. Kissing you on the lips then on your cheeks a few time until you were laughing.
"Okay, time to rest. Goodnight, baby. I love you" he tells you
"Love you"
Minjung woke up to something poking his back, groggily looking to see Minjee
"Jee? What?"
The girl hiccups, still crying. This woke Minjung up more, sitting up on his bed and turning the bedside light on,
"Why are you crying? Did you have a bad dream?" he asks
"Will mom and dad not let me live here when the baby comes?" she asks, her tiny voice breaking
"What? of course not" her brother immediately answers. He gets out from under the blanket to hug his sister, wiping a few tears running down her face
"When you were born, I was so excited. Dad took me to the hospital to meet you. You had this big bow on, you were crying a lot too" he tells her
"You were there?" she asks
Minjung smiles "Yea, dad even helped me to carry you. You were really tiny. When the new baby comes, we'll go together to meet them"
"Will you still play with me when they come?"
"Of course I will, we're bestfriends right? You gave me this" he says, showing the beaded bracelet Minjee made for him. Similar to what she's wearing.
"You promise? You'll still get me cakepops?"
"Of course, pinkypromise"
The two siblings lock pinky fingers, the younger one finally smiling.
"Wait here okay?" Minjung says before going out of his room and carefull walking towards his parents bedroom. Knocking lightly before going in.
He walks towards Mark's sleeping figure, tapping him awake
"Huh what wha huh?? Minjung? Are you okay? What's happening?" Mark asks, sitting up immediately
"What time is it?" he asks, looking for his phone to see it's 2am
"Minjee woke up crying, she's in my room now"
Mark stands up carefully, looking over at your sleeping figure before quickly putting on a shirt and walking out with Minjung
"She okay? bad dream?"
"No uh it's about the new baby"
His son didn't need to elaborate anymore, already getting a hint why his babygirl was crying.
When the two walks back to Minjung's room, Jee still sitting there.
"Hey, Jee. Come on, dad will come with you. Goodnight buddy, thank you for being a good brother" Mark tells his eldest, kissing him on the head before stepping out of the room with the younger one
"Do you want warm milk before going back to bed?" Mark asks the 6 year old girl, getting a no from her
When they get to Minjee's room, the two sat on the bed
"Are you sad right now?" Mark asks his daughter
"Will you still love Jee when the baby comes?" Jee asks and Mark crumbles
"Oh my girl, of course I will. I'll love you longer than forever and that's a long long long time. You'll always be my princess. Even after the new baby comes, mom and dad might need to spend more time with them but that doesn't mean we love you and your brother any less" he tucks her hair behind her ear, pinching her cute round cheeks she definitely got from you.
"Can dad have a hug?" he opens his arms, Minjee scooting in her father's embrace
"Always remember, dad loves you so so much. I'd give you the moon and all the stars if you want. If you ever feel sad you can come and talk to me okay?"
He feels the younger one nod. Tucking her in bed, giving her a kiss on the forehead before calling it a night (again)
When he gets back to your room, he slides under the sheets then he feels you search for him
"Min?" you mumble
"Here, baby. Go to sleep" he leans over to give your temple a kiss. He sees a sleepy smile on your lips before your heads goes down on the pillow again.
Just like that everyone was asleep again, but before he fades into dreamland he says a silently thank you to heaven for this life. Ready and excited to face tomorrow with his family.
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taetaespeaches · 1 year
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showing care through tending to each other’s hair
bts x reader (ocs) genre: fluff word count: 2K
a/n: Hi lovelies! Here’s just some blurbs about bts and reader/oc tending to each other’s hair in different ways. Idk if this is executed as well as the idea I had in my head, but I hope you all like it anyway. I just think caring for one another’s hair is kind of romantic... maybe? Thanks for reading! :)) 
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↬ seokjin: “What on earth did you do?” Standing at the doorway of the bathroom, you eye your boyfriend as he lowers the kitchen scissors and flashes you a bashful and guilty grin. “I don’t like when my hair covers my eyes,” he pouts cutely, making you giggle. “Those are our kitchen scissors, Seokjin,” you point out as you walk towards him to inspect his hair cutting skills. Jin turns to face you and leans against the edge of the sink, fighting desperately to not laugh at your attempt to pretend like he didn’t completely botch his hair. “How does it look?” He asks, amused by himself as you snort in response. “Your stylists are going to kill you,” you finally tell him as you trace the uneven ends of his hair with your pointer finger. “Fix it?” He suggests cutely, peering into your gaze from under the askew fringe. Gesturing for the scissors, he easily hands them over, allowing you to take over. “You should have waited for me anyway,” you giggle as his arm snakes around your waist to hold you close to him. “I have actual hair cutting shears, you know.” You watch as his plump lips curve into an amused smile as he nods at you. “This is more fun though, don’t you think?”
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↬ yoongi: Your boyfriend is sleepy as he watches the basketball game, his head resting in your lap. He’s spent the first half of the game re-explaining the rules of the game to you for the umpteenth time as you toyed distractedly with his hair. It’s gotten so long, enticing you to keep brushing your fingers through it. “I think your hair is long enough to braid.” You watch as he contorts his features into a confused look that makes him resemble an old grandpa except with pouty lips. “What’s that look for?” You question as he holds back a grin. “Why would I need to braid it?” Rolling your eyes, you comb your fingers through his soft strands. “Why not?” you counter before sectioning his hair into three pieces. As you thread the pieces together, Yoongi’s head becomes heavier against your thighs, his breathing deepening. Intertwining his hair a few more times, you smile to yourself and the pretty braid on the side of his head. “See? I told you,” you tell him, holding the braid together between your fingertips. He simply smiles lazily as he pretends to ignore you, much too enthralled by the dribbling of the ball. Unraveling the strands and brushing them out, you begin again, repeating the motions over and over. Looking up at the game, you watch as one of the players gets fouled and takes to the free throw line. “Wait, why do they get to shoot for that foul but the other guy didn’t?” You ask, getting no response. Peering down at the man, you find he’s been lulled to sleep by the gentle touches on his hair. Grinning at him, you continue braiding his dark hair, happy to see Yoongi so relaxed in your lap.
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↬ hoseok: “What are you looking at?” your boyfriend asks over your shoulder as you sit on the kitchen stool, peering down at the phone that holds your attention. Gasping and tugging the device against your chest, you look over your shoulder at his pretty smiling face. “Can’t a girl get some privacy with her second boyfriend?” You tease, Hoseok immediately tsking in disapproval and shaking his head. “You’re so mean,” he playfully complains as you lower the phone to let him see the images you’re scrolling through. “I want to change my hair,” you tell him as he scrutinizes the different hairstyles. He oohs in excitement taking the seat next to you and leaning over your body, touching his pointer finger to the screen and swiping through your options. “Wah,” he suddenly exhales as though he was overwhelmed just by the thought of you with the style displayed. “You’d look really sexy with this,” he kisses your shoulder, causing a small smile to tug on your lips. “A bob? You think I should go that short?” You ask skeptically. “If you want,” she shrugs. “I think it would look really good.” Smiling at him, you deposit the phone on the counter and rise to your feet to stand in front of your boyfriend, squeezing yourself between his thighs. Draping your forearms over his shoulders, you bend just enough to leave a kiss to the apple of his pretty cheeks. “You always think I’m sexy though,” you point out, Hoseok giggling in amusement. “Because you are,” he replies, wrapping his arms around the back of your thighs and tugging you closer to him as he beams. “But still, I like the bob.”
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↬ namjoon: You watch in amusement as Namjoon struggles to twist the top of his water bottle off. When he looks across the kitchen island at you with wide innocent eyes, you have to fight back your giggle. Reaching out your hand, he reluctantly places the bottle in your grasp. “Arm day?” You ask as you screw the cap a little, just enough to hear the cracks of it opening. “They’re dead,” he sighs, taking the bottle back from you when you hand it over. “Thank you.” Smiling at him, you tilt your head to the side. “You look like you need to relax for a bit,” you tell him, the man giving you a soft smile. “Let me wash your hair for you.” His eyebrows lift in surprise as he runs a hand through the soft strands. “What? Really?” Nodding at him, you start walking toward the bathroom. “Come on,” you gesture down the hall, telling him to follow you. He does, like a giddy puppy, following wherever you tell him. His face is all crescent eyes, a beautiful smile, and cute dimples as you turn on the water to let it warm up. “We need to give your massive arms a rest,” you tease, though being sincere. Namjoon scoffs but smiles in embarrassed flattery, his expression handsome and slightly goofy.  “Let me take care of you, babe.” You love taking care of him, and it’s not often that you get to dote on him in such a way. He shakes his head and squeezes his eyes shut bashfully, but follows his shyness by taking his shirt off and stepping toward you a bit more confidently. Perhaps you didn’t think this plan through.
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↬ jimin: Standing in front of the bathroom mirror brushing your hair, you catch Jimin’s reflection entering the bathroom with his eyes glued to you. “Want help?” He asks through a stunning smile, making you lower the brush and lift your eyebrows in expectation. “You wanna help me, angel?” You ask, Jimin appearing behind you and nodding. “Let me see.” You hand him the brush and tilt your head back slightly to give him better access to the strands. His strokes are gentle as he drags the bristles against your hair, taking his time. There is no rush, as though he would love nothing more than to stand just like this until you feel completely relaxed. Jimin has always been so doting and nurturing, always caring for you in any way he can. Shutting your eyes, you allow yourself to fully appreciate his soothing motions. That is until he giggles, making you pop your eyes open to find him in the mirror smiling in amusement. “I need you to stand up straight, Dear, you’re kind of melting into me here,” he laughs, placing a hand on your hip and guiding you forward. “Sorry,” you smile, realizing you had relaxed completely into his body. However, you immediately miss the feeling of his warmth, this time taking an intentional step back against him. “Dear,” he giggles, giving up and resting his chin against your shoulder. Laughing happily, you turn into his frame and hug your arms around his slim waist. “Sorry,” you say again, this time less sincere as you smile against his neck before leaving a kiss to the spot. “No you’re not,” he retorts, wrapping an arm around your shoulders. “No, I’m not.”
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↬ taehyung: Eyeing the ends of your hair, you sigh. “I need a trim,” you pout from your spot on the bed as Taehyung hangs some clothes in the closet. “Want me to do it?” He teases from across the room, a small smile on his face as he finds amusement in his own joking. “Could you?” You suddenly ask, gaining his full attention as he snaps his head in your direction, his smile dropping into a blank expression. “What?” He asks in confusion, lowering the shirt and hanger to his side. “Just the ends,” you clarify, fighting back the smile that wants to break through in response to his concern. “I was kidding,” he points out. “I’ve never cut hair before.” You can see the gears in his head turning as he tries to figure out if you’re in your right mind. “There’s a first time for everything,” you shrug. Taehyung’s expression softens slightly as he cracks a small smile, still in disbelief of this interaction. “Peaches,” he sighs, making you giggle. “Dearest,” you reply with a grin. You know the idea of trying something new excites him, and perhaps that’s why you’re pressuring your boyfriend with no hairdressing experience to trim your ends. You’re prepared to tell him how good he is at it just to watch the confidence fill up his stature in that way you love. “You’re losing it,” he then grins as you stand from the bed and make your way towards him. He hangs the shirt just before you reach him and settle your hands on his hips. “Oh, I’m batshit, baby,” you joke. Resting his arms on top of your shoulders, he leans toward you, his lips almost touching yours. “And if I fuck it up?” You shrug again, Taehyung’s face opening into a wide boxy beam. “It’s just hair, Tae.” Pushing yourself forward, you leave a soft kiss to his lips, appreciating the way he has to break away because he’s smiling just a bit too much.
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↬ jungkook: Sitting on top of the bathroom counter, you toss your head back in laughter, attempting to catch your breath as Jungkook stares past you and into the mirror with his bambi eyes. A streak of blue sits across his forehead as he asks, “Do you know what you’re doing?” With your blue-stained glove-covered hands held out to the side, you pull a face of offense. “No, but when has that ever mattered?” you question him, watching as a boyish smile overtook his features. “You’ve literally dyed your own hair before, and you’re worried about me.” He glances from his reflection to you as he sighs. “Do I look hot yet?” He asks, pulling a giggle from your lips. “Super hot.” When Jungkook mentioned wanting to dye his hair blue the other day, you jumped on the opportunity to do it for him. Wiping the blue from his forehead, you whisper a quick apology. “I’ll be more careful,” you grin guiltily. “Remember, you’re next,” he warns, flashing a mischievous smile, making you bite your lower lip in thought. “That was not part of the plan,” you argue as you place more dye onto his hair, only for him to take a step away from you to shoot a glare your way. “We’d be couple goals, babe.” Rolling your eyes, you cocked your head to the side, Jungkook mimicking your sassy stance. “We gotta match.” With a sigh, you relent, never really being that against the idea, and never being able to deny him anyway. “Fine. But you’re not done yet,” you nod for him to come closer again. “We’re gonna be so hot together,” he whispers to himself, making you giggle as you get back to work on his hair.
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808airsoftbros · 10 months
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Fitness Trainer (Kim Seolhyun) (S) (BXG)
Author: This one was inspired from a Kdrama web series I recently watched so here it is... Also if you want to check out more of my stories take a peak at the Masterlist :)
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Y/N’s POV
Hearing the news that a new gym has just opened in my town a couple blocks away from my house, I’ve already read positive reviews of the place as the staff and trainers are knowledgable of the equipment and proper diet and exercise along with all sorts of cool workout gadgets.
Not only that they also sell pre-workouts, protein shakes, and drinks, and of course the memberships required to enter the gym.
Honestly, the membership wasn’t too bad being the price of $25 per month and I decided why the hell not?
Changing into my workout attire, I grab my duffle bag holding all of my shower needs and a change of clothes.
I get into my car, start the engine, and exit the garage, the drive to the gym was about five minutes as it was close to my house.
Making my way into the gym, I was awestruck by the decor and how nice this place looked.
Walking up to the receptionist, he greets me and asked if I had a gym membership or not.
“Uhm, this is my first time here,” I answered.
“That’s perfect because we offer a ten percent discount to newcomers for the first three months and even a trainer,” The receptionists offered.
“Sweet, it’s a deal,” I accepted and he nodded.
Completing the transaction and getting the sweet deal, he gives me an access card that lets me through the doors and instructs me to wait in room 02 for the trainer.
Sliding the card on the electronic locking mechanism, it automatically unlocks the door and when I walked through the doors, I was again amazed by the amount of people working out and the top-of-the-line gym equipment.
Looking around for the private room, I saw a sign with the label “Room 02″ and the bottom text saying “Kim Seolhyun”. Guess she must be the trainer I’ll be working with so I politely knocked on the door.
“Coming~!” I hear a female voice shout.
Hearing footsteps approaching the door opens revealing a stunning woman dressed in a sports bra nearly exposing her beautiful breasts and yoga pants showing off her thighs and her thick ass.
“Holy fucking shit...” I said in my thoughts as I couldn’t believe my luck.
“Hello there, you must be Y/N, right?” She asked and I nervously nodded.
“Y-Yep, that’s me,” I answered and she smiled.
“Excellent! Please do come in!” She said and stepped aside.
Walking into her room, it was quite cozy and nice with two yoga mats set up on the floor along with a rack of weights and gym equipment.
“Please sit on the yoga mat, we will first begin with some yoga exercises,” She instructed and I did what she said.
Joining me on the mattress, she instructs me on certain poses and stretches which I find uncomfortable at first but I got used to it the longer I keep a certain position.
However, I can’t help but blush the fact at how close we are, her large mounds were literally smashed into my back.
Kinda makes me wonder if she was doing this on purpose...
Anyway, after the warm-up yoga exercises were over, we moved on to weight lifting and since I’m new, she starts me with 5-10 pound weights.
“Wah, for your first time, you’re doing quite well~,” She complimented and I chuckled.
“T-Thank you, Noona,” I nervously thanked her and she giggled.
Continuing lifting the weight bar, I squat down and up at a steady pace until she stopped me.
“Hold on! Your stance and position are wrong!” She called out and corrected me.
Once again, she takes my hand and legs, spreads them in the correct position, and tells me to continue my set.
“Okay, you’ve had enough for today, Y/N, great work today! Just make sure to follow the diet I’ve given you and you will be a pro in no time!” She explained and I nodded.
“Right, thank you again, Noona!” I thanked her.
“Anytime! I’ll see you again tomorrow!” She waved goodbye as I left the room.
Seolhyun’s POV
Damn, he is so cute... I don’t know what’s gotten into me but interacting and working with that boy made me feel butterflies in my stomach.
It’s strange to have such feelings after breaking up with my ex-boyfriend not too long ago.
However, I can tell that he took some glances at my boobs and my ass which I didn’t mind as I was used to men eye-fucking me whenever I’m jogging or in the gym.
But Y/N is different from those creeps that I train, he’s respectful, polite, and kind, and he’s a young boy so he has much growing up to do before he becomes a man.
And I’ll be more than happy to help...
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A Few Weeks Later...
Y/N’s POV
It’s nearly been a month since I started being apprenticed to Kim Seolhyun and so far, she was the best fitness trainer I’ve been under.
Already, I can start seeing the progress as I’m starting to lose some pounds and my stomach was more toned.
I started eating less junk food and eating more vegetables and healthy foods like Seolhyun instructed.
Coming to another day of workout at the gym, I proceed into the room as per routine and was greeted by Seolhyun.
“Hello, Y/N, are you ready for your training?” She asked.
“More than ever!” I answered and she smiled.
“Good stuff! That’s what we like to hear! Now let’s get to our warm-up!” She commenced.
Getting onto the yoga mat as usual, she caught me by surprise when she said we were going to stretch together as she’s never done her daily stretching yet.
“Now can you hold my back for me, please?” She asked and I nodded.
Holding her back and hand as instructed as Seolhyun did her thing, it was embarrassing as my crotch was literally touching her ass.
Focus Y/N! Focus! DO NOT HAVE A BONER!!! NOT NOW!!!
I screamed to myself to not do it as it would make this situation very awkward and I’ll never see myself or Seolhyun the same ever again.
“Are you okay back there, Y/N? Your face is so red,” She concerningly asked and I shook my head.
“Huh? I’m fine, what about you?” I politely asked and she raised an eyebrow.
Right... I forgot to mention, as time went on, Seolhyun started to get ALOT more touchy with me.
I never questioned why she was touching places she wasn’t supposed to but who am I to stop her?
“Okay, that’s enough, now let’s get to the main set,” She said and we started our set.
After a few hours of weight training, running, and cardiac exercises, we were just about finished working out for today.
“Alright, that’ll be it for today, another job well done, Y/N,” She complimented as she drank water.
“Yeah, thanks,” I replied.
Grabbing our duffle backs, we get out of the room to see the gym was vacant and not a sight of a janitor or a clerk.
“Where is everyone?” I wondered and I take out my phone to check the time.
“Oh my God... The gym closed like an hour ago...” Seolhyun mentioned as she looked at her watch.
“Damn, must’ve lost track of time,” I said and she chuckled.
“Yeah, that’s what happens when you work so hard, but let’s shower and get out of here,” She said and I nodded.
Walking to the men’s shower room, I was shocked to see Seolhyun following me as the Women’s shower room was down the corridor.
“What? Nobody else is here? Plus it’s closer,” She pointed out and I sighed.
With my mind racing, I step into the shower room, I placed the duffle bag onto the bench, and Seolhyun places her on the opposite side.
I take out all of my showering gear consisting of soap, a towel, and my change of clothes before taking off my shirt.
“Not half bad body, being that you’ve been working out for the past few weeks,” Seolhyun complimented and I blushed.
“Hehe~. I don’t mind you peaking at me, I trust you enough,” She assured.
“Aish, can you stop this nonsense please?” I begged and she giggled.
Taking off the rest of my clothes, I take a deep breath before going under the shower head and turning the knob to hot water.
To my surprise, Seolhyun joins me as well and of course, she was butt-ass naked which didn’t help my situation.
“Uhm, Noona, there are other shower heads you know,” I pointed out and she playfully rolled my eyes.
“What? Are you afraid of a naked woman?” She asked.
“N-No, it’s just, a man and a woman shouldn’t shower together unless they are a couple,” I replied and she grinned.
“H-Hey, don’t you get any ideas!” I stuttered and she slowly approaches me.
“Or else what? What are you going to do?” She asked and I gulped.
Staring deep into my eyes, I can’t help but stare into her eyes and she’s telling me that she wasn’t fucking around... She actually wants to fuck.
“Maybe it’s a good time, to be honest with myself, Y/N, I’ve had feelings for you ever since we first met, I don’t know if I’m just crazily in love with you but I don’t care... Because now all I want to is you,” She said before whispering the last part into my ear sending shivers down my spine.
“I’ve seen you stare at my ass... I’ve seen you glancing at my breasts and I know you love the feeling of them pressing on your back~,” She flirted as she wraps her hand around my cock.
“T-This is too fast, Noona, I-I don’t-” I was about to say but she tightens her grip on my cock making me squeal.
“Did I say you can talk~?” She asked and I shook my head.
“Now, what do you want your Noona to do?” She asked as she gets on her knees and slowly gave me a handjob.
“B-Blowjob...?” I nervously asked and she smirked.
“Hehe. Anything for you cutie~,” She replied before licking the shaft making me loudly moan and kissing the tip.
Engulfing my length into her mouth, it was clear that she was experienced as it felt really good and warm. She kept bobbing her head up and down and letting out a loud bop.
“Did you like it, baby, ~?” She asked.
“Y-Yes, Noona, it was really good,” I answered and she smiled.
“Good, now it’s time to show you some moves~,” She said and was about to place my dick in between her mounds.
*phone ringing*
“Ughhh... Sorry honey but will have to continue this another time, I have an errand but remember, I want an answer by then, understand?” She asked and I nodded.
“Good, but let me finish you off, real fast,” She replied and sucked me off until I came into her mouth.
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The Next Day...
Y/N’s POV
After that strange interaction with my fitness trainer Seolhyun yesterday, I was left pondering as I don’t know how to feel about her.
Sure she was beautiful and all but this is all too sudden and quick for me as she’d be my first love.
I’m not sure if oral counts as taking my virginity or not but I felt like it was taken either way.
Anyway, I prepared myself for another training exercise, drove to the gym, and enter the room but I was surprised to see a different trainer.
“Hello, you must be Y/N, right?” The trainer asked and I nodded.
“Y-Yes, but where is Seolhyun?” I asked.
“Oh, well, Seolhyun is running a bit late so I’ll warm you up in the meantime, also my name is Kim Sohee and help you train until she gets here, so let’s start with some stretches, shall we?” She said and I get on the mat.
Glancing at her body, her breasts and ass were thicker than Seolhyun’s but I can’t help but feel as if she was trying to flirt with me.
“Wah, you’re so flexible and strong, Seolhyun trained you well, huh?” She complimented and I nervously chuckled.
“T-Thank you,” I thanked her and she giggled.
“No need to thank me, cutie, now let’s move on to our set,” She replied.
As we start weightlifting I can’t help but feel as if I was being watched by someone.
Seolhyun’s POV
Crap! Crap! I cannot believe this! My fucking ex-boyfriend shows up at my door begging for forgiveness for sleeping with another woman.
Of course, I shut him out and tell him to beat it and that I never want to see him ever again but he refused to leave.
Thankfully, I finally managed to make him fuck off, and now I’m going to be late because of him but I had a colleague of mine train him in the meantime.
I rushed to the gym as fast as I could hoping that Y/N will forgive me for being late. Parking at the lot, I ran into the gym, slide my card. and made my way into the gym and to my private training room.
I saw Y/N there with another trainer of mine but strangely, Jungkook wasn’t there instead it was Sohee.
Y/N never noticed my presence yet but Sohee did and she smirked at me as she gets behind him pressing her breasts on her back.
Obviously, I was infuriated as this was the same bitch who stole my previous boyfriend and I know she’s a playgirl and just wanted Y/N for herself only to dump him.
“Sorry to interrupt, but I’ll take it from here, Sohee,” I said.
“There’s no need for that, Seolhyun, I got this so why don’t you take a day off?” She offered and I gave her a fake smile.
“Thank you for the offer but I’ll have to decline it, besides, I know Y/N’s needs and everything he needs to do for today,” I replied and she frowned.
“Well, what do you think, Y/N? Do you want me? Or Seolhyun?” Sohee whispered into his ear making me clench my fists.
“U-Uhm...” He stuttered as he was unsure what to do in this situation making me feel sad. Did confessing my feelings not mean anything to him?
“Sorry, Sohee, but imma stick with Seolhyun, but thank you for your help,” Y/N answered making me sigh in relief.
“Aww~. Are you sure~?” She seductively asked and I’ve just about had it.
Pulling her by ear, she yelped in pain as I dragged her out of my room, opened the door, and threw her out before shutting the door.
Y/N’s POV
Seeing her harshly dragging Sohee-Noona out of the room made me realize just how scary she can be. She turned around to face me and gave me a deadly glare.
“Now, baby boy, about what I asked for yesterday...” She paused.
“W-What about it?” I nervously asked.
“You know... Do you share the same feelings as I do? Do you love me?” She asked and I gulped.
Pushing me down onto the mattress with her hands straddling my hand whilst giving me a lustful look and dived into my neck before biting it leaving a mark and drawing out some blood.
“W-What was that for?” I asked.
“For making your mommy jealous and to show everyone who you belong to, now it’s time I take your virginity and for you to grow up~,” She answered sending shivers down my spine.
Not wasting any time, she strips down her clothes as I did the same, she places her lips onto mine and made out until we ran out of breath.
“You’re such a good kisser being a virgin, baby, but now it’s time for the main event,” She said before inserting my cock into her pussy making her loudly moan.
“W-What if they hear us?” I concerningly asked.
“Don’t worry about them, baby, this room is soundproof. Now stop asking questions because not only I’m going to fuck your brains out but I’m also going to drain your balls,” She answered and I gulped.
When Seolhyun begins riding the daylights out of me, I never knew how tight she was and it kinda hurt but it felt so good.
“Oh my God, baby, your dick is so good~!” She yelled as she continued moaning.
Seeing her tits bounce up and down as she rode me turned me on even more and we switch position to doggy style and re-insert back into her before ramming into her.
Yes, darling, right there~!” She moaned as I hit her G-spot.
Arching back, I play with her tits adding more pleasure and latched her lips as I pounded her.
“Ah, I’m so close, baby~,” She warned.
“So am I,” I replied.
“Then let’s cum together~,” She said and we did just that.
Collapsing onto the floor together, my dick was still inside of her but she didn’t care as she hugged me tightly as she pressed my head into her mounds.
“You did so well, baby~,” She complimented.
“T-Thank you, Noona, you were amazing~,” I replied and she giggled as she caressed my head.
“I love you, baby~,” She said.
“I love you too, Noona~,” I replied.
From that point on, we kept having sex in her gym room and at our houses or whenever we can as I get addicted to her. I’ve never met such an incredible and caring woman in all my life and I’m forever happy to be with her as she felt the same way.
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ky-yk · 10 months
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stand-in love (jwy x f!reader)
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genre: fluff, angst || word count: 1k
author’s note: had this wony x reader fic sitting in my drafts completely empty bc i lost the original idea but thanks to this amazing (AND GAY) episode of love bites suddenly i can write again
you were known for a lot of things.
approachable, charming, and kind, you were everyone’s friend.
you were also quite clever: near perfect test scores, a continuous slew exemplary outputs used by teachers as “examples” for others (not without the scowls of some), and the eloquence that even the brightest minds envied.
you were a rational person. every move you made was calculated.
but you could not, for the life of you, remember what the hell was going through your head when you asked your best friend to be your girlfriend.
for practice.
in your messed-up head, it made perfect sense! you'd never been with a girl before, so why not practice for the real thing? you'd hate to be anything less than the best -- even more so as a girlfriend.
that would just be embarrassing.
so one day, while you and wonyoung were hanging out after class, you decided to pop the question.
"do you wanna go out with me?"
"huh?"
"f--for practice!"
nice save, y/n.
you stumbled over your words and waved your hands around as you tried to explain. "i mean, i've never been with a girl in that way before, you know? i don't wanna mess it up!"
she continued to eye you inquisitively, putting her fork down and leaning back against her seat. "and you think that going on a practice date is gonna help you?"
"it sounds stupid, i know," you sighed, putting your own fork down and leaning back into your seat.
"no no, continue. i wanna know where you were going with this," she urged you with an amused smile.
"you think that me dying alone is funny, wony?! man, what friend you are," you rolled your eyes at the girl while crossing your arms.
she looked at you, eyes wide and jaw dropped in disbelief. "i--didn't even say that?! wah, the gall of this one." it was her turn to roll her eyes.
you shook your head in amusement. "well, i was just thinking that it wouldn't be a good idea to go into it blind, you know? it's like a test; you've gotta be prepared!" you reasoned out.
"you're never beating the overthinker allegations, are you?"
"hey, it's a valid concern!" you semi-yelled defensively.
"i didn't say it was! it's just..."
"just?"
"a little overkill, don't you think? you can't just become the best girlfriend ever by studying or something -- it's not a test," she says.
you frown. "if you don't want to, you could've just said--"
"when did i say that, though?" she cuts you off.
"wait, so you would?"
"i mean, i don't see why not," she shrugs. "besides, you're paying, aren't you?" she asks cheekily.
"in your dreams, jang," you shot back.
"what date you are," she mumbled. you felt a small smile take over your features hearing the pout in her voice.
"anyways, just tell me when and where."
that was six months ago.
and now here you both were, cuddled up on the corner of your friend's couch while everyone else was seated around the coffee table playing some board game.
you looked over at your fake girlfriend, admiring her as she laughed at your friends' shenanigans before you poked her cheek. that seemed to catch her attention as she hums and looks at you like a puppy.
"i'm going to grab something from the kitchen, you want anything?"
"just a water, love," she replied.
"ne," you said taking the blanket that was covering you both off your lap and laying it on her.
once you were out of earshot, the group turned to wonyoung, faces ranging from confusion to surprise.
"love?" rei questioned.
"are you guys actually together, now?" leeseo asked excitedly, prompting gaeul to scoff.
"what do you mean, 'together'? i don't even like girls like that," wonyoung replied.
"sounded a lil too defensive, don't you think?" liz questioned.
"guys, let's stop ganging up on wony," yujin sighed. "that's for her to figure out."
"figure what out?" you asked as you walked into the living room, a glass of water in hand. "here you go, by the way."
"how this game works, y/n," liz chimed in, pulling a new board game out from under the coffee table.
"you wanted to play, wony?" you asked as you took a seat on the arm of the couch, looking down at her.
"nope, was just curious," she answered before she pulled you back into her lap by the waist. "besides, who's gonna keep you warm?" she continued, craning her neck to look up at you, prompting gaeul to fake vomit in the background.
you watched the girls play, unaware of your best friend's stare.
no way did they think we were actually together, did they? are we really that convincing of a couple? i mean, y/n is lovely, that's for sure. she takes care of me well, she's funny, and she's just so cuddly!
best friends think of each other this way, don't they?
slowly but surely, the girls started resigning and heading to their bedrooms for the night, leaving you and wonyoung in the living room.
"well, wanna head in for the night, wony?"
"no, i just wanna stay here for a while," she whispered. you leaned closer to hear her.
"why are you whispering, we're the only ones here," you whispered back. you note the proximity: breaths mingling with each other, noses barely touching, and her long eyelashes that you could individually count.
you also notice how her breathing seemingly quickened.
"no reason," she says, before leaning up and connecting your lips -- only for a second, though.
her eyes were hooded as she looked up at your wide eyes. that must've snapped her back to reality because her own eyes went wide as she moved to push you off her lap.
"wait wait, wony," you urged her but not before she pushed you away.
"i'm sorry, y/n," she whispered before going into her room and leaving you standing wondering what the hell just happened.
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eeunoia · 2 months
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ENHYPEN Mini Series
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ENHYPEN as Taylor Swift Songs
STYLE
synopsis: sim jaeyun is your style, your type of guy. mainly the reason why despite the complicated relationship with him, you seem to always find it hard to make him leave and finding yourself with the same ending.
pairings: jake sim x reader
word count: 9k.
warnings: a pinch of angst, suggestive (a little). jake being clingy and touchy. hint of cheating. grammatical errors. let me know if i missed some.
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note: i'm actually surprised that this fic is not as long as i expected it to be, but anyway i had fun writing it so i hope you enjoy reading. style is one of my favorite queen taylor's songs so i really did think alot about the plot for this and of course the jake sim fits it so well. i love him so much. please re-blog and send me asks. i would really appreciate your kind feedbacks. thank you and ily. stay safe.
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“Lee Y/n made it to headlines after the announcement of her partaking in this new big series coming up this fall. She will be the main female lead for this upcoming drama and people are on fire. They are so happy about the casting and couldn’t wait for it to be aired. Wah,” your friend exclaimed with exaggerated look on her face while she reads an article through her phone.
Shaking your head lightly with a grin on your face, you gently moving your wine glass you are holding. The sweet aroma of the liqour made it into your nose causing for you to feel more relaxed. It was addictive and somehow nostalgic.
“You really did it this comeback.” she couldn’t hide the excitement through her voice as she giggles and continued scrolling on her phone.
“Well, my management did a great job on choosing this project.” the humble comment made her scoffed before playfully throwing chips at your direction.
“Oh come on Ms. Humble of Korea, give yourself more credits.” she jokes and smiled widely at you.
“You know you deserve this, right?” her tone this time is softer, letting you know how sincere she is. You can’t help but to return her wholesome gaze as you went close to her for a hug.
These months have been rough for you and only few people in your life knows about it. Your bestfriend, (name), are one of these people. You admit that this project is the biggest one so far that you’ll be working on. It makes you nervous and worry of how it will turn out, but excitement tops all of it. All in all, you’re just happy to be back on track. Glad to finally be back on doing what you love to do.
Being out from the big screen for months was no joke. A lot of questions are formed and articles starts to appear out of nowhere. Vogue speculations and rumors media creats aboutyou to gain attention was horrendous. That’s one of the things you hate in the field you are in. You love your work, there’s no doubt with that. It’s just it drains your energy most of the time. Having your movements being watched by a lot of people all the time sucks big time. Surely, showbiz isn’t for the weak.
“Oh, great.” you snaps out of your trance when your friend spoke again. She looks a little annoyed while still on her phone. Seems like she’s looking at something that caught her attention.
“Look who’s back in the country.” she flips her phone to face you and your eyes squints a bit because of the brightness. Once adjusted, your eyes focused on the article flashing through her screen. Big bold letters caught your attention right away.
‘ENHYPEN back in the country after a successful world tour. The group said to be having rest after a very successful world tour and then prepare for their next come back. Read more...’ it read. You gulped and felt your heart race after reading it. The picture attached bellow the heading was the latest picture of the said group departing an airport from america.
Your eyes locked on the guy with a black mullet hair. His slightly tanner skin makes him extra noticeable when he stood beside one of his fair skinned members. Flashes of cameras reflects through his big doe eyes that makes him look so innocent. Contrary to this was his sinful looking plump lips that lies beneath his pointy nose. Jake Sim, sure is breathtaking.
Its been months ever since the last time you’ve seen him and now that he’s back in the country, it makes you feel a lot of things. Things that only him can execute.
You are snapped out from your thoughts when your friend pulled the phone away, instant regret glints her face. Her eyes are squinting at you, staring as if she just caught you doing a heinous crime. Feeling flushed from being too affected by the article and your friend entirely knowing what’s going on inside your head, you glanced away before clearing your throat.
“Seriously, get over him.” she sighs sounding a little frustrated.
Well, can you blame her? She just knew how things between you and Jake are very intricate. The two of you announced a public break up months ago. The fans, although felt sad about it, didn’t really got too affected by it because that isn’t the first time it happened.
You’re known as one of the rising young actress in your generation. Because of your undeniably talent with acting and your beauty, people sure loves seeing you on screens.
On the other hand, Jake Sim. Oh how to properly start on describing him... It feels easy and difficult at the same time. Easy, because you knew him very well and difficult because you might blabber things unconsciously due to overwhelming emotions.
Jake Sim’s name is very loud on the industry of music. Their group, Enhypen, is making big all over the whole world right now. And you think that they do deserve the fame and all since they are indeed talented.
If he’s amazing on camera, Jake is just dreamy behind them.
He is definitely your ideal type. Tall, handsome, smart, can sing and dance, good physique, have a very sexy accent, soft spoken, loves animals specially dogs, family oriented, financially stable and a complete gentlemen. What more can you ask, right? He’s definitely the one for you. He’s 100%, no doubt, your style.
“Its easier said than done.” your eyes dropped on your glass of wine and slowly, you took a sip.
Awkward silence follows after and your friend could not help but feel slightly bad for bringing up Jake. Her hand moves even before her brain could stop her when she showed you that article. Maybe she just got used to showing everything that has got something to do with the said idol.
To describe your relationship with Jake won’t be easy. Yes, you may agree that the two of have feelings for each other. People always says you two are soulmates, puzzle pieces that completes the whole picture and a very cute couple. You can’t deny that being with him brings tremendous joy within you and that you are happy together, but you couldn’t find the right answer as to why you two always fall apart.
When your gaze drifts towards her, she opens her mouth to say something only to be interrupted by a faint ‘ding’ sound from your phone. A text message from someone just saved you two from an awkward silence. Brows furrowed out of confusion, you pulled out your phone to see who texted you.
And your heart almost drops and palms instantly sweats at the sight of a contact name you haven't seen for a while. After clearing your throat that felt extra dry despite having sips of wine, you sets your glass over the center table to prevent any possible accident.
Jake Sim: Hey.
One word text message was enough to shake your whole system up. To think that he have this much effect on you kind of pisses you off. This isn’t how it suppose to be. His name shouldn’t bother you this way and he should’ve been blocked by now.
You draws in a sigh, trying to calm youself down. A glance over your friend gave you an assurance that she’s now busy with her phone again. You utter your silent prayers that she didn’t saw your reaction just now. She would’ve known what its all about right away.
You: ?
You are biting your nails consciously while (im)patiently waiting for him to text back. It didn’t took him long and you felt a bit dizzy just by thinking he’s waiting for your reply too. Its making your heart beat crazily fast.
Jake: Where are you?
Throat feeling dry once again, you gulped and licked your lips because they felt a little dry as well. As to why is still a question for you.
You: Why?
After the message was sent, the small ‘read’ word plastered below it. Right away, he was typing his reply. He seems eager. To think that it was you he was longing for you is making you tremble in excitement. Even no matter how hard you deny you missed him, you knew deep down that you are feeling incomplete without Jake Sim.
You are missing him too much and having him texting you right now has dug that feeling you've buried the moment you stopped seeing each other.
Jake: I’m at your apartment’s parking lot.
That was it. All it took for you to go stumbling your way to prepare youself was his last text message. Thankfully, you didn’t trip while hurrying over your bedroom to fetch some jacket. Walking pass by your big full length mirror, you went back to check if you look decent enough to make Jake Sim crazy.
You’re currently wearing your usual sexy silk night dress. This is how you dress to sleep or whenever you stay in your apartment so there’s no issue showing like this to Jake Sim. The amount of times he had seen you in these type of clothes was uncountable.
You have to use a jacket to cover up since you have to go use the elevator. Even if this building is usually occupied by celebrities, you don’t want to give a bad impression of dressing scandalously in a cold night.
Your friend who you left at the living room is now crossing her arms at you, head tilted over to the side waiting for the right timing to question your sudden odd behavior.
A bright smile is what you flashed to her, trying so hard to hide the fact that you are feeling so nervous to how you will tell her without gaining any suspicion.
“Are you going to be fine here? I’ll just go out to go b-buy something.” and you top it with yet another sweet smile. This type of acts should be easy for you. You’re an actress for Godsake, but maybe she just knew you so well that’s why it clearly didn’t work.
She rolled her eyes before starting gathering her stuff. “Where is he?” she asks casually while trying to put some of her belongings inside her bag.
A pout made it to your lips and guilt came rushing through you. She scoffs and crossed her arm once again after hanging the strap on one of her shoulders.
“Make sure no paparazzi will see the two of you. The project just got released and he just got back to the country. Please don’t make it to the headlines tomorrow.” she strictly reminds you.
It made a smile spread across your face before nodding continuously.
“Don’t worry. We’ll be very careful.”
She rolled her eyes again and draws a strained sigh. She just couldn’t understand why you two kept on doing these things.
After she saw you panicking after receiving a message, she already knew who it was. It almost like a routine already that her mind instantly gave her a hint on who you’re going to meet. Honestly, she doesn’t want to let you go. She wanted to ask you to make him leave or stood him up like how you suppose to do, but she knew it will just make you two sneak up even more.
You two are so crazy for one another that’s why its still a mystery for her why you kept on breaking up. If you both can’t live without one another, why not just be mature enough to deal with your issues? She just couldn’t understand.
With a hood pulled up to the head and a mask covering half of your face, both of you steps inside the elevator. It was silent, but not totally awkward. Once you arrived at the underground parking lot, her car can be seen right away so you two walked over there first.
She glanced at you, still trying to keep the strict face on. It kind of wants to make you laugh, but you tried not to.
“Don’t stay up too late since you have a photoshoot tomorrow.” she reminded you like a parent trying to remind her daughter she have school the next day.
You smiled and did a playful salute, “Aye aye captain!”
She scoffs and gave you a quick hug before letting you off. A small wave is what you gave her before walking towards the corner of the parking lot. You're pretty sure if Jake's really here, he's parked at his usual spot. Its ideal to meet up there since its at the far corner and only a few people walks around it.
His familiar car was parked like you expected it to be. Due to the heavy tinted windows, its a bit hard to tell whether he's inside the vehicle or not. Thankfully, your confusion was soon answered when his headlights opened and the engine roars.
To avoid getting too much attention, Jake always comes here to pick you up with no headlights. But the moment you arrive, he will open it so if ever someone follows you to take pictures they will have a hard time capturing a good one.
“Hey,” you greeted the moment you got inside his car and the lock clicked soon right after.
Your heart thumped crazily as you met eyes with Jaeyun. His fluffy hair a bit disheveled only made him more attractive. His smile looked so sweet yet teasing. You have no idea how he does that, but he sure knows how to drive you even more crazy.
“Hi gorgeous.” his sudden compliment made your cheeks flushed.
“What are you doing here, Sim Jaeyun?” he chuckled lightly at the sound of his government name falling from your lips. Your sweet lips. God, how much he missed kissing them.
He got easily distracted as his eyes settled over your lips that you quickly catch on. After a sigh, your eyes racked down from his handsome face to the clothes he was wearing causing for a crease to appear over your forehead.
“Wait, did you went here straight from the airport?”
You noticed that he was wearing the same clothes he have at the article your friend showed you. It was when they departed from the airport. The shirt he's wearing inside is the same one from the picture and the coat he used to cover it, abandoned at the backseat of his car.
Jake smiles and the way his eyes batted slowly confirmed it. Now you realized how he looked so tired, the circles below his eyes are visible.
“Yes. I've missed you so I figured I go straight here.”
“Are you crazy?”
He chuckles, enjoying the way you sounded so worried. “I might really go crazy if I didn’t came here to see you.” his tone so serious, eyes still fixed at you.
His words and the way his stares lingers made you blush so hard. Still trying to conceal it with keeping a straight face, you cleared your throat and glanced away from him. That's when you finally take a proper breath. You didn't even realized you've been holding your breath since you entered his car.
“Come on, baby.” the familiar pet name awoke something inside your chest, an emotion.
Your eyes trailed from outside his car towards back him. His eyes looked hooded as he gently reached over you, the warmth of his hands over your skin felt amazing.
“Can I at least have a hug? Didn't you miss me?” his lips pouts and its a sinful scene for you. Jake knew how much you love his lips and he's doing this on purpose.
After letting out a sigh, you slowly leaned your body near him so you can give the hug he was asking for, only to be surprised when his arm slid over your waist smoothly carrying you to make you sit on his lap. A yelp escapes your mouth at what suddenly happened. You are taken off guatd and he's enjoying every bits of it.
Your eyes squints and you glared at him, you rest both of your hand over his upper chest to support your weight as you try to get off him.
“Nah, you're not going anywhere.” he mumbles. The grin on his face grew as he held your hips firmly, refraining you from moving again.
“Jake!” you screamed and felt your whole face burning when he buried his face over your neck, nuzzling and inhaling your scent.
The feeling of his lips in contact of your bare skin is making you dizzy. Jake's eyes looks up while he place feathery kisses at your neck. Seeing you trying to conceal the pleasure you feel from what he's doing is making him smirk.
Slowly, you stopped resisting and just let him have his way over you. As usual.
With eyes shut tight, you let out a strained sigh. “I m-missed you.” you admits.
The grin on Jake's face widen, “I know, sweetheart.” he confidently stated.
Now that’s him. Jake Sim is very confident. He knew where he stands in your life and took grounds over it. He knows how to play his cards in the game he already mastered. Like a predator that have his prey captured and just waiting for the right time to take them in.
You bit your lip, trapping it between your teeth then pulled away slightly to see his face. He leans back, eyes settling on yours, looking sleepy and tired. He smirked and both of his hands moves up to hold your waist, thumb softly caressing it distracting you gradually.
You raised your hand to brush his hair making him close his eyes, feeling so good from your touch.
“It's been a while since I have even heard from you.” you mumble, a hint of distress exists on your tone.
“The tour kept me busy, baby.” he reasoned.
“Busy enough to even contact me once?”
He opened his eyes, half-lidded and a big smirk present on his handsome face. He looked dangerously sexy in front of you and you just couldn’t explain why its making your knees weak.
“You broke up with me, why would I bother reaching out?” his tone taunting you. He was being sarcastic and you know it very well.
Jake knew. He knew so well that the main reason why he didn’t try to reach out is because he might miss you too much. It won’t be too good for the tour if he’ll be distracted. Afterall, you are the only person that can drive him full on crazy mode.
A pout made it to your lips, “I,” your words halt, unable to defend yourself from his blow. It was true and there’s nothing you can say to back up your statement.
Jake took notice of your silence so he lets out a sigh, trying to dismiss the heavy atmosphere that caging both of you.
“Can we go up to your unit? I want to spend the night with you.” he touched your chin slightly and you are left with no choice, but to nod your head.
You two walks inside the building and wait patiently in front of the lift. Jake stood too closely behind you, a hand inside his pocket while the other one rests over your waist. He's wearing his hoodie and a cap, face covered with a mask.
Whenever you two splits up, its usually you who calls it off. Days or a week will pass and you two will slowly find yourself meeting each other again then get back together like nothing happened. In between those, Jake's name will be linked with women from the industry, but his company was always quick to deny it. Then you two will enjoy your time together, fight again, then you'll break it off. The same cycle repeating continuously like a routine.
Maybe you two are still immature? You have no idea. But one thing's for sure, no matter how complicated things between Jake and you got, you always find your way back to each other.
Jake's eyes follows you silently, waiting patiently while you go and close the light of the room. He's already on your bed, changed into his clothes he left in your apartment months ago and already prepared to get that good sleep he's been deprived of.
“What?” you asked him as you take off the jacket you're wearing. You noticed how he just laid there and watch your every move.
His eyes moved from your face down to what you are wearing. Jake gulped and felt like sleep is slowly trying to leave his system, another feeling getting awoken by how beautiful you look. The little light emitting from the lamp beside your bed was enough to give him this glorious vision of you.
“You look so damn gorgeous.” his accent popped the moment he gave that compliment.
Your cheeks blushed right away, “No, you will sleep tonight.” your firm words almost made the man on your bed groan out of frustration.
“Come on, baby.”
You shake your head ‘no’. “Jake, you looked so tired. Sleep.”
“One round?” he asked giving you his puppy eyes, pretty lips turns into a pout.
“Jake,”
He chukles and opens the blanket for you, “Fine, come here then.”
You didn't move and kept your eyes at him, a little suspicious if he's not trying to trick you or anything. He giggled sexily, making you almost lose your mind.
‘Oh Jake Sim.’
“I promise not to do anything funny. I just really want to cuddle and feel your warmth.”
You let out a sigh and decided to climb up on your bed joining him. He pulls your body closer to his not leaving any space in between. He lets your head rest on his chest and place a kiss on your temple.
His familiar warmth you longed for felt heaven and you knew right away that you will have a very good sleep. You started wondering if this means you two are back together. Even if you're bothered about it, you refrained from asking him so you wouldn't ruin the mood.
“Good night, Jake.” you said instead.
“Good night, beautiful. See you in my dreams.” and he tightens his hug on your body that fits perfectly to his hold.
You shut your eyes, inhaling his scent that sends comfort to you. Jake's breathing became more stable, light snores can be heard from him making your smile grow bigger. He moves a bit and pulled you even closer, nuzzling over you. You two were so close you can basically hear his heartbeat synchronizing with yours.
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“This series will be a huge deal for your career, y/n.” the bright look on your manager’s face says a lot. She was obviously excited about it.
You are too. Only, you’re a little distracted.
“Do you think Jake’s dating that girl?” you blurted out of the blue.
It’s been two weeks ever since he spent the night to your unit. As expected, you got too busy with your schedules while he’s trying to make the best out of his resting period.
And looks like he’s enjoying it very much, specially after he’s said to be seen around with his 'new' girl. A lot of articles spreads around the internet on how the idol seems to finally move on from you.
This isn’t the first time his name got involved with someone else or the first time people suspects him of dating someone else after calling it off with you. But this is the first time his company is not denying any of it.
It’s already been a day after the news broke out and normally, his company should’ve released a statement saying that it was just rumors and that is not true. But, none. Their side is silent and its bothering you big time.
In a speed of light, your manager's face turn into a frown. The hand holding your contact rested lazily beside her. The excitement over her system slowly draining out of her.
“Why are you thinking about him? He should be the least of your concern right now! You’ve been casted as the main lead of this new hot kdrama and today will be the official release of the trailer you two worked on a week ago.”
Your lips turned into a pout and eyes trailed off from her, guilt filled you because despite of hearing her points you couldn’t stop thinking about Jake.
You know how bad your agency worked hard to get you this spot. Of course you take part on doing it since you did the audtion, but you just can’t disregard the effort and time they put into this project.
She sighed, “You need to get yourself busy to take him off from your mind.” she states.
“You have a photoshoot today with your male lead. Focus on how you two will show chemistry later.”
“Ugh.” you groaned.
“You should focus on your leading man! He’s very popular these days and he’s smoking hot.” you almost laugh when you saw how her eyes almost formed hearts.
“He’s years older than me.”
“So? Don’t you think its good since he have more experiences in life and more mature? You can use some maturity in your life, you know?” her words seems very meaningful, like hinting something vougly.
“Do you have a crush on him?” you ask her with a teasing smile now.
She smirks, “Well, who doesn’t? He's tall and handsome. Very well mannered and good at his job too.”
You scoffed and played with the throw pillow beside you, “Jake’s all that too.” you mumbled that didn’t slip from your manager’s ears.
“Move your ass and get in the van now.” she said strictly making you pout even more.
In the end, you had no choice but to get up from the sofa then head outside your company building to go on with your day.
The ride to the set of your photoshoot was short and you arrived in no time. People around looked very busy as they try to make the set look perfect. You roam your eyes in awe, thinking how talented they are for making it so perfectly.
“Hi,” your head snaps to the side and eyes grew a bit big at the sight of your male lead.
He smiles, eyes almost turning into a one line, dimples showing at side of his cheeks. You got a little surprised how his face looked so different whenever he have a straight face compared when he's smiling. Your manager is right. He sure is very handsome.
You gave him a bow and greets him. His eyes stares while he keep his friendly smile. The aura between you two aren’t really awkward. Even when you first met last last week to shoot the trailer, it was easy to get along with him. You don’t know if he’s just really friendly, but he’s so easy to talk to and get along to.
The takes for that trailer was not so bad as well. The directors kept on complimenting the two of you for doing such a great job. The chemistry on screen was no joke, the look on the staffs around was enough to say that the series will surely do good.
“Have you watched the trailer yet?” he asks.
You shake your head 'no'. “I don’t usually watch myself acting because I think its cringey.”
He chuckles and you can’t help but to notice how good he looks whenever he does that.
“I totally relate. I haven’t seen it too.”
You kept your stares at him like as if you don’t believe him. He sighs and smirks, “Fine, I did. But only because my Mom forced me to watch it with her.”
You chuckled after he confessed.
“That’s cute.”
“Me?” the grin over his face made you roll your eyes, pursing your lips to prevent a smile to make its way to your face.
“I meant your Mom.”
“Well they do say I took after my Mom, so basically you are calling me cute too.”
You snorted playfully, “You’re unbelievable.” and you cannot contain the small chuckles anymore.
He smiles even bigger. “I’m telling the truth.”
You nodded your head, “Yeah, okay.”
Eventually, you both are called to your respective dressing rooms to prepare for the shoot. A big smirk plays through your manager’s face when you entered the room. You furrowed your brows, confused.
“What?” one of your make up artists makes you sit down in front of the big mirrors so they can start doing your make-up.
“So,” she starts. “I saw you two talking. You have a crush on him now?”
You rolled your eyes, “We were just making a conversation.”
She nods her head, but it doesn’t look like she’s believing any of your words. “That’s good. That is really good with building your bond and get closer to each other.”
You stayed silent and just let your make up artist do her job. She was called outside by the photographer and you thank God for that because you finally have the peace you’ve planned to have before setting your mind for the shoot.
Unpredicted at all, Jake Sim made his way inside your mind and the recent articles you just read about him. It suddenly starts to make you feel bad, but your manager did oriented you on how you should focus on yourself.
“y/n, try putting your hand on (actor name).” you snapped back to reality and realized that you are in the middle of shoot already.
After your make up, you were called to start the photoshoot and since then you are spacing out. You gulped, feeling embarrased that you actually not focused so you quickly pull yourself together.
Your eyes trailed over to (actor name) and he’s looking at you. “It’s fine, don’t be shy.” he mumbles with a small teasing smile.
With a blushing cheeks, you rolled and rests your hand over his upper chest. While still looking straight to his eyes, you try to keep a pierce look on your eyes making the smile on his face falter a bit.
“That's it! Keep that tension.” you heard the photographer directs, but you are too focused on admiring the man in front of you.
He soon pull himself and felt his hand rests over your waist pulling you even closer to him. The feeling was odd for you. Maybe because this is the first time a different male other than Jake came this close to you.
“I love it! Keep it up!” the voice was so muffled because you are too busy looking at his eyes. You are too drawn by the looks he was giving you. He looked so good with the way his eyes stares and a small smirk playing over his lips.
“You are so beautiful, y/n. Have I ever told you that?” he whispered as he leaned closer making your forehead and nose touch, his breath fanning you.
Your heart thumped harder and could feel your lips shaking a little. For a moment there, you forgot the issue involving Jake and that girl.
The schedule wrapped up nicely. The staffs and directors complimenting you nonstop that sends relief to you. Its good that in spite of being distracted, you still managed to do well.
“You did great today, y/n.” (actor name) came to say goodbye and you just nods your head at him.
He smirks, “You too.” and you gave a small bow.
A scoff escapes his lips. “Come on, no need to be so formal. We’ll be seeing each other more often so let's be friends okay?” and he even messed your hair playfully.
You frowned, “Okay, but first don't do that again.”
He chuckles, clearly delighted seeing a different emotion from you. “Nah, I’ll keep doing it.” he puts his hand inside his pocket as you shoot him glares.
“Bye, see you on monday.” and sends you a small wave as he walks away.
You are still slightly pissed of what he did when you entered your service. Your manager was too happy to your performance that she just continued going on and on about how much you and (actor name) looked good together. Feeling a little tired because of the shoot and her continuous ranting, you tried to shut your eyes.
You got awoken by gentle taps over your arm. Maybe you are really tired because you fell asleep without even realizing it and now you just arrived at your apartment.
“You did well today.” she says and even asked if she should walk you to your floor, which you declined right away.
“Go home and rest, Manager. I’m sure you are as tired as me.” and you gave her an assuring smile. She smiled back and didn’t even manage to stop the yawn from emitting from her lips.
“Alright, sleep well.” and then off she goes.
You took a long bath to refresh yourself and try to prepare for bed. Its odd because even having a very long day, you don't seem sleepy.
While staring blankly outside your apartment window, you heard your phone ringing nonstop. A strained sigh escapes your mouth before strutting closer to where you put your phone.
Your breath hitched at the sight of Jake's caller id. Heart thumping loudly inside your chest, your mind went blank once again. You thought it was your manager. This isn't the call you've expected to receive.
“Hello?” you licked your lips while fidgeting over your fingers.
“I'm here.” you heard his raspy voice from the other line as you walk back to the window to look over the view outside to somehow relax your mind.
With jacket wrapped tightly around your body, you roamed your eyes around the quiet parking lot. It was late already so like expected, nobody else is here.
Your light steps doesn't even make a single sound and you can almost hear your beating heart. By the left corner, you saw Jake's car at its usual spot.
He is really here. No headlights and waiting for you.
Hesitation occurs your mind, trying to rethink if what you're doing is a good idea. Countless times you've told yourself you'll tell Jake off and yet here you are again. Sneaking just to steal moments with him. It felt illegal that your heart is hammering so hard over your chest, but it felt good at some ways you cannot explain.
When you are only steps away from him, he opens his headlights like always and waits patiently inside.
“Hey.” he greeted the moment you make it inside his car. His eyes were hooded and obviously tired, but that didn't even lessen his godly visual. For you, Jake Sim always looks ethereal.
You smiled, blushing. “Hi.” you shortly replied.
His eyes racked from your face down to your body. “You dressed for me and damn, red lips? You sure know how to drive me crazy.” he commented after seeing the dress and red lips you decided to put on after his call. His hand reaches out to pull you closer.
You hitch your breath because of the sudden contact from his warm hands.
“W-What are you doing here?” the tone you used felt a little off for Jake. Even if you seem worried, nervous or anxious whenever meeting him here, he can always hears a hint of excitement from you. But today, there's something off.
“Aren't you happy to see me?” he pursed his pretty lips into a pout and shoot you with his innocent look on his eyes.
The wall you tried to barricade yourself with came crumbling right away. Jake and his ways of getting you are seriously a big problem.
“I a-am.” and your hand rests on top of his hand that is now on your bare thighs.
Jake smiles at the sight of your eyes softening for him.
'There it is.' he quietly mumbles inside his mind. 'There's my girl.' he added. The amount of relief that flows through him was just enough for him to flash you his pretty wide smile.
“Oh, I'm very glad to see you too.” he pulls you closer, leaning too close enough for your noses to rub against each other. It sends shivers to your spine and butterflies to your stomach.
His eyes hooded as he stares dangerously at your lips then back to your eyes, like a predator so hungry for his prey standing right in front of him.
“God, you’re so beautiful.” he uttered under his breath that made you smile with a flushed cheeks.
Your hands moves on their own as they snaked over his nape to pull him even closer, making your lips almost touching. It was tempting to just make it touch, but for Jake this is what he enjoys. The thrill and heart-thumping moments he gets from being with you. He loves and enjoys the way you can excite and make him want more. He just couldn't get enough of you.
“Kiss me.” you whispered like a wish.
Jake chuckles sexily, his hand slowly caress your thighs that adds so much tension between you two.
“You don't even have to ask twice.” and so he crashes his lips to yours causing an outburst of feelings that filled your heart.
After the heated make out session, your night didn’t end to right away. He asks you using his soft tone to put your seatbelt on, even placing yet another hot kiss on your lips before he started putting his seatbelts on too. His car then drove out from your building's underground parking lot.
“Where are we going?” you ask giving him a short glance.
He smiles and rests one of his hand on your thighs, “Check the backseat, baby.”
You blushed because of the petname he used, but you obliged and brows furrowed at the sight of a picnic basket. A mat lies beside it.
“We’ll go to our usual spot?” you couldn’t hide the excitement over your eyes when you ask him that.
His smile grew wider, “Yeah. We haven't been there for a while.”
A pout made its way to your lips. “Yes. We’re too busy.”
The two of you arrived at the top of the hill where you can see the pretty city lights from afar. It was honestly breathtaking and the first time you've seen this view, you fell in love. This is a space that is memorable and special for both you and Jake.
“Have a sit now, princess.” Jake snapped you out from your trance.
When you glanced at him, he have this big proud smile as he presents you the now laid down flatly mat that he prepared. You chuckled and thanked him before settling down. He opened the basket and your eyes soften seeing the familiar food that you enjoyed eating together.
“Aw, you didn't have to prepare this much.”
He smirks, “Anything for you.” and lightly pinches your cheeks before setting down a sandwich he made.
The night went on with just the two of you enjoying each other's company. It doesn't bother you that it was already late at night or if its getting really chilly.
Fade in the view, you stared at the daydream looks on Jake's eyes. With that long hair, slicked back and just a plain white shirt. He sure makes you ecstatic.
He leans closer making you hitch your breath. You let him take over, finally giving in to his soft kisses. Your heart almost burst outside of your chest due to the million emotions only him can make you feel.
“I missed you so much.” he confessed so low like it was something illegal.
Your eyes shut as his forehead rests at yours. The feeling of your heart beating insync together was your solace.
“I missed you too.”
After spending some more time under the bright moon and comforting silence between you, he finally decided to call it a night. You wanted to protest and ask if you two can stay for a little bit more, but refrain yourself from doing so. He helped you get up with a smile and he puts back the things to his car while you admire him silently.
So it goes. The drive on your way back to your apartment, he couldn't even keep his wild eyes on the road. Stealing glance at your side from time to time, like as if checking if you're really there with him.
At the arrival in your place, the lights were off and as he takes off his coat you felt your heart thumped out of excitement that he's here to stay for the night.
“Cuddle me?” it came out more of a request rather than as a suggestion.
You nod, agreeing. Jake went to his usual side of the bed and opens the blanket for you. After making yourself comfortable, head resting over his chest while he draws lazy circles at the small of your back, you speak out your thoughts.
“I've heard that you've been going out with another girl.” you starts and you know he heard you because his fingers stalled for a while.
“What you heard is true,” he starts and he draws in a strained sigh. “But I can't stop thinking about you and I.” he added and felt him pulling you closer.
You let out a sigh, nuzzling closer.
“I've been there too a few times.” and you two fell into silence with a mutual understanding that despite the situation you both get tangled with, its with one another where you find the most comfort.
You know you should tell him to leave cause you know exactly where it leads, but for some reasons you always ends up watching the two of you go round and round each time.
It's not right anymore. The two of you had been here before, but you always find yourself with the same ending. You just don’t understand why in spite of being aware of it, you always find yourself running your way back over to his arms.
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‘Jake Sim of Enhypen seen out with (girl name) again. The two were seen being intimate with each other... Read more.’
Your mind went blank at the sight of the article that has been trending since last night. Mixed of emotions occured you. The sense of betrayal, confusion and emptiness drawns unto you all at once. It was a heavy emotion.
“Hm, ex boyfriend?” you jolted and snapped back to reality when someone talked beside you.
It was (actor name) and he's curious eyes darts straight at the phone screen. Feeling slightly embarrassed, you glared at him before clicking your phone off.
“Is he your ex boyfriend?” he asks again that made you feel even more irritated.
You already started filming the series so you're basically seeing (actor name) almost everyday. He's nice and easy to get along to, but sometimes he can be annoying too. Specially that he seemed to be fond of teasing you.
“Can you mind your own business?” you rolled your eyes that only made him chuckle.
“So he is.” he concludes and you shoot him glares once again.
It’s been a week since the last night you've seen or heard from Jake. And honestly, you thought you two are doing perfectly fine. That the intimate time you spend together that night was a silent declaration that you two are just for each other. Maybe you are just so naive? So hopeful? You don't know anything at all at this point.
“You want me to help you?”
“Help me with what?”
“To get over him.” he stated innocently.
You scoffed sarcastically like it was the funniest thing you've heard in your life. But he is not fazed at all. Instead, he have this confident boyish smile he always sports that makes him extremely attractive.
“You think I haven't tried everything?”
“Yeah,” he starts and shrugs his shoulder off. “You haven't tried going out with me yet, have you?”
You felt something inside your stomach going crazy for what he said.
“You're crazy.” you manages to mumble despite with a racing heart.
“No, no!” he chuckles, trying to win you over considering his suggestion.
“Come to think of it. There's nothing to lose here. You can get over with your ex, we'll get the promotion for our series. Hitting two birds with one stone.”
You stared at him without saying any words, contemplating. The fact that you are really considering his suggestion is making you wonde if you should stop looking at his beautiful eyes. Makes you think that he's hypnotizing you into agreeing.
“And besides, if it doesn't work then we'll just make it seem like I dumped you.”
Your forehead creased as his smile grew wider.
“Why are you the one dumping me?”
He chuckles, “Okay, you can dump me since you look cute.”
You rolled your eyes at him and glanced at his hand he was offering you to conceal the deal.
And you don't know if it was just because the anger you felt towards Jake or (actor name) just looked so good that moment. But you agreed. Leading you to why you are inside his car now, coming home from your nth date.
It's already been five months and a half since the agreement. You don't know it lasted that long already and honestly you don't care because you are having so much fun hanging out with him.
He was such a fun person. You are completely aware of it before, but when you started spending time together with less people and camera around you, he was so much more. He's so caring, such a soft person which totally contradicts his physical appearance since he shows this manly demeanor, and he takes good care of you. He never lets you overthink at all. He's always there for you and never send mixed signals towards you.
It was scary agreeing to this arrangement. Like taking a big risk that you can end up regretting or loving, like someone coming out of their shells for the first time and finding out that the world has so much more to offer.
“What's making you look so serious there, gorge?” he asks as he taps his fingers over his steering wheel waiting patiently for the redlight to turn green.
You pout and showed him the article you've been reading. “Don't you think I look fat in this picture?”
It was an article about the two of you when you've been seen going out the other day and he didn't even glance at it. His eyes are glued at you completely and his eyes softens at your question. A playful smirk painted his face before he leans and give your cheeks a small peck.
“Damn, you are so adorable.” he whispered but you managed to hear it.
“I asked you if I looked fat here.”
He finally take a look and smirks, “I think you look wonderful wearing my hoodie, love.”
You blushed and smiled. “You are so lucky that you are my boyfriend, (actor name).”
A proud smile spreads across his face while he place a kiss on top of your hand. “I am indeed very lucky, Ma'am.”
You arrived at the parking lot and you gave him a kiss on his lips before leaning away to stare at his eyes. They looked arrogant, people always misunderstood him as intimidating on first look because of his sharp looking eyes. Totally opposite of your types, but he was worth the shot. They might look strong and cold, but they're totally different whenever they're looking at you.
Every time you stare at his eyes, you can feel your eyes heating up and you just want to cry for so many things. A lot of things happened already, but he was there all along. Your past self may not believe it if you got to talk to them months ago from now, but you very much happy right now. Happy without worrying of being left confused the next day or week. Consistent happiness that you never felt for a while.
“I’ll see you tomorrow.” he assures you.
With a nod, you left his car and waves. You watch how his car drove off and decided to go inside your building when a familiar headlights went on.
You felt your feet stoned and slowly you glanced at his usual spot. Your heart sank at the sight of his familiar car. Its been months ever since you've seen him.
You blocked him from your phone and tried so hard to avoid him in every possible way. The last thing you remembered that you heard from him is that he announced his break up with the girl he was dating months ago and that he's taking his time off from his group.
His car door opened and you don't understand how to feel at the sight of him. The familiar warmth he gives you was still there, the thumping of heart and stomach churning were all there.
His hair grew longer and his eyes looked so tired and sad reflecting clearly on them. He walks on the passenger side of his car and opened the door.
“Can we talk?” he asks gently. “Please?” he added when he didn't saw any reaction from you.
You let out a sigh and started walking towards him. Instinctively, he rests his hand at the small of your back to guide you inside his car. After making sure you're all set, he went inside and the silence was deafening. It sure is awkward here.
“H-How are you? I heard you're taking a time off.” you started off.
His eyes sets on you and they looked so heartbroken, empty and hurt.
“Baby,” the familiar pet names sends millions of memories on you.
“please take me back.” his voice cracked.
Numerous times Jake attempted to fix what he just broken months ago and failed in all of those times. He knew it was a selfish move to make, but he couldn't take it anymore. At first, he thought that its fine when he saw the first time articles announced you and (actor name) were dating. He was actually briefly happy that you looked happy.
But then as times pass by, he realized that he fucked up so bad. He realized it wasn't him for you anymore when its still you for him until now.
The first time he tried contacting you, his heart sank after he realized you blocked him. You avoided and focused on your career. He tried waiting for you in his usual spot, but you never walked there again, purposely going inside the building through the main door. Everything started to come at him full speed and he wasn't ready for the blow.
Jake’s hope crumbles down when instead of your familiar loving gaze, he was met with a sad look on your face. That’s not what he wants.
How stupid is he to take advantage of you, being too confident that you wouldn’t, in any way, find someone else to replace him? It was his fault. He was denial, but the reality are slowly eating him up and he’s getting weak as time passes by.
“Y/n, please.” his pleading tone almost broke you into bits.
You cannot believe your eyes. The confident and flirtatious Sim Jaeyun was nowhere to be found. All you can see is his soft pleading eyes, tears pooling the sides of his eyes. He looked so... lost and broken.
And you feel so bad.
“I'm sorry, Jake. I think you should leave.” you glanced away and hand reached over the car's door to go out. Coming inside here was a wrong decision.
He was quick to stop you.
“W-Wait,”
You prevent yourself to look at him, afraid that you’ll break down the moment you set eyes on him.
“I know I’m too late already and its all my fault, baby.” he mumbles, sniffing.
'Oh God he's crying. Jake Sim is crying.' you thought to yourself.
“I just want to say that I love you, y/n. I really do and I know to myself that you will always be the only one for me. I can fool myself and try dating someone else, but my heart knows where it belongs.”
Your heart cracked at the sound of his voice and the words that were coming out from his mouth. Never in your life you thought you will here it from him. Too bad, its too late. Love really is about timing sometimes.
You tried your best to glance at him with a small smile. He's in tears and you almost lost control of yourself, but you pull through. A tear escapes your eyes as you cup his face and gently caress it.
“If someday,” he rests as he choke on his own words. “If someday you manage to find your love for me again, come back to me.”
His words were knives straight to your chest, but you tried pushing it out from your mind. You tried hard not to absorb them.
“Goodbye, Jake.” and with that, you left. Since it was so hard for you to ask him to leave, you're the one who left.
Jake was your comfort for quite some time. He was your warmth from the cold, your peace of mind and your soulmate. He will always have a special part in your heart no one else can take, like a childhood blanket that helps you sleep well, a pair of shoe you used to love and wear all the time, a favorite pajamas you wear at night.
You know when sometimes you tend to try out new styles whether its clothes or hair colors, but always find yourself going back to your 'comfort' style. That certain style that comforts you, gives you confidence and destinct warmth, that's Jake Sim for you. He is your style.
But sometimes change is not so bad. Sometimes, stepping out from your comfort zone is a great step for self development, for growth.
Jake Sim is definitely your style, and just like any other phases, they pass. You outgrew them in order to be better. You may leave that phase behind, but great memories you experienced through it, with him, will be cherish forever.
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i'm sorry that this took quite a bit and if each one sounds the same 😭 but han's and felix's really got the best of me since they're the longest 🤭 anyway, i hope you enjoy!
feedback is appreciative! 💖
han jisung
“I hate Valentine’s Day,” you grumble to your best friend, resting your chin against the palm of your hand.
Han chuckles beside you before draping an arm over your shoulders. “How come? It’s a beautiful holiday,” he tells you.
You roll your eyes at him, turning your head to look at him. “Yeah, for couples,” you remind him. “I don’t have a boyfriend, so this holiday sucks.”
“I didn’t know you hated Valentine’s Day so much,” the brunette hums, taking his arm off of you. “Why don’t we go to dinner? We can make fun of all the couples there.”
A chuckle leaves your lips as you move to rest your head on his shoulder. “You know, that sounds like a great idea,” you say with a smile.
Han’s heart flutters in his chest. Step one is done. He thinks to himself, resisting the urge to grab a hold of your hand. 
“I’ll take care of everything,” he reassures you with a laugh, leaning his head back against the sofa. He smiles at the ceiling and thinks of the perfect place to take you to.
“Oh, look at the lovebirds,” Seungmin says while walking by the two of you.
Both you and Han blush, avoiding eye contact with one another. “Shut up,” you laugh and push yourself up from the couch.
Seungmin smirks at you, giving you a playful wink. You swat his arm, cursing to yourself before turning to face your best friend.
“Chan, can I hit the puppy?” You yell, hoping the leader will hear you from inside his room.
“No, we need him!”
You groan, tilting your head back. Han smiles affectionately, watching you complain to yourself. “Just hit him anyway,” Han tells you with a laugh.
“I’m not disobeying an order from Channie,” you wag your finger with a smile, walking closer to him.
The nervousness he feels begins to grow stronger as you lean forward to rest your hands on his thighs. He swallows, subconsciously moving his hands to rest on yours.
Your gaze moves to your hands, silently watching Han’s fingers fumble with yours. You can feel your heart starting to pound in your chest, your body becoming a bit warm.
“I have to go, but text me details about dinner,” you inform him.
“I will. I’ll see you later.”
Valentine’s Night
“Do I go casual or do something a little fancier?!” You ask Seungmin, running your fingers through your hair.
The puppy laughs on the phone, causing you to glare at the device. “Dude, just go all out. You’re going to dinner with the guy you’ve been in love with for three years,” he mentions.
“Yeah, but this dinner isn’t like… we’re going as friends,” you mumble while staring into your dimly lit closet.
“Y/N, will you just trust me?” Seungmin sighs and you let out a snort.
“Minnie, you expect me to trust you? You’re constantly picking on me,” you laugh, shaking your head.
Seungmin groans before starting to mumble to himself. “Go all out. Show Han what he could have,” he tells you again before hanging up.
You think over what he said a few times. You want to go all out but don’t want to make Han uncomfortable. Another groan slips from your lips. “Fine, we’ll go all out,” you mumble to yourself.
You grab the dress Felix made you buy last year, feeling the butterflies in your stomach. Someone knocks on your front door while in the middle of changing. Shit, he’s early. You think to yourself, quickly adjusting the dress before rushing out of your bedroom.
“Coming!” You yell out, doing your best not to trip over any of the shoes you have lying around. You swing the front door open, a gasp leaving your lips at the sight of Han. Woah.
“Wah-” Han’s eyes widen at the dress you’re wearing. “You look gorgeous.”
A blush covers your cheeks, and a grin comes to your lips. “Thank you, Hannie. You look gorgeous too,” you compliment him before inviting him inside. “I’m still getting ready. I should be done in a couple of minutes.”
“Sorry, I’m a bit early. I got excited,” he apologizes as you close the door.
“No, you’re fine! Up until a little bit ago, I didn’t know what to wear, which is why I’m a little behind,” you chuckle embarrassingly.
“You look good in everything,” Han whispers, causing you to blush more.
You place a hand on your chest as your cheeks begin to hurt from smiling so much. “I- You’re making me blush, Han,” you playfully joke with him, shoving his shoulder gently. “Let me quickly finish getting ready and we can head out.”
After taking ten minutes for you to get ready, the two of you head out. Han’s hand brushes against yours a few times before you decide to hook your pinky with his.
Han glances at you for a quick second before taking a deep breath. “I’m glad that we’re doing this,” he speaks up, looking back down at your hands. “I’ve missed you.”
You feel his fingers lace with yours, fully holding your hand now. “I missed you too, Hannie,” you tell him, swinging your conjoined hands.
He laughs while walking up to the restaurant door, holding it open for you. “Ladies first,” he mentions while dropping your hand.
“Oh, thank you, kind sir,” you laugh, pressing a light kiss on his cheek before walking into the restaurant.
Han takes your hand into his as soon as he steps inside. He tells the hostess his name before she brings both of you to your table.
You and Han sit on the same side in the booth as the hostess mentions that the server will be there shortly. “I want to ask you something,” Han mentions after she walks away.
“Yeah?” You motion for him to continue, giving him your full attention.
“I know we came here to make fun of other couples, but, I thought that maybe… you could be my valentine?” He asks you, his heart pounding in his chest.
Your breath hitches in your throat and your eyes widen. “I-What?” You stutter. You quickly shake your head and grab a hold of his hand. “Yes, oh my God.”
“Yeah?!” He asks in disbelief, and you laugh, nodding your head. Han grabs your hands and kisses the back of them. “Happy Valentine’s Day, gorgeous.”
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lee yongbok/felix
“What time is Felix coming back today?” You ask Hyunjin while pouring the flour into the bowl. You lift your gaze to look at the tall blonde, seeing him scrolling through his phone. “Hyunjinnie.”
He hums in response, his eyes meeting yours. “What?” He asks, blinking a couple of times. “Sorry, Chan was telling me about something.”
You laugh and shake your head. “I asked what time Felix comes home today. I want to make sure these are done by then,” you repeat yourself, mixing all of the ingredients together.
“Oh! Uh, I think he said he’d be home by like three,” he mentions, leaning forward to look at the clock on the wall. “It’s about two-thirty now so you should have time.”
“Thank God," you mumble to yourself before raiding their kitchen to find a cake pan. "And you're sure he'll like this?"
Hyunjin stands up from his chair and walks over to you. His hands rest on your shoulders, squeezing gently. "Yes. That boy is wrapped around your finger, Y/N. You could give him socks and he'd like it," Hyunjin points out with a laugh.
You scoff and your cheeks start to blush. "He's not wrapped around my finger," you correct him, rolling your eyes.
"If that's what you believe then sure," your friend mutters while patting your back.
You stop pouring the brownie batter into the pan and watch the tall man walk out of the kitchen. Felix wrapped around my finger?! Really?! You ask yourself before letting out another scoff.
You finish spreading the batter in the pan and set the bowl down in the sink. You place the cake pan into the oven and set a timer on your phone.
"Oh, I hope it turns out well," you breathe out, pushing your hair back.
As soon as you plop down on the couch, your phone vibrates. You glance down at it, seeing a text from Felix.
Bbogi: Hey! I found this cute bracelet during my travels today and was wondering if you'd want it.
"This man," you mumble with a chuckle.
You: You don't need to buy me it, Lixie. I feel like you get me a new piece of jewelry every week 😭
Bbogi: But, it reminds me of you 😭 C'mon let me get it! Plus, it's Valentine's Day.
You: Hm, okay, fine. You can get it for me 🤭
Bbogi: Hehe yes! Okay! You'll love it. I know you will! I'll be home soon! 💙
"I told you," Hyunjin whispers into your ear, causing you to jump.
You whip around to see him laughing loudly, one of his hands on his chest. "You ass," you curse, throwing one of the pillows at him.
He squeals, ducking away from the attack. "Hey! I'm just stating facts!"
"It's not even that!" You laugh, resting your head against the back of the couch. "You scared the living daylights out of me."
Hyunjin apologizes before sitting down next to you. "So, Felix is buying you something," he mentions with a smirk.
"It just reminded him of me," you say, playfully rolling your eyes and smacking his chest. "It's nothing special."
"Mhm, sure," he winks. "Listen, the two of you like each other. Just go for it."
You sigh, tired of everyone saying that. "You all tell me this every day. Did you ever think that maybe I just don't have the courage to ask him out?" You ask him, raising one of your brows.
"Is that why you're making his brownies?" Hyunjin counters.
"I'm making his brownies because he's always making them. I figured it'd be nice for him to receive them for once," you explain before checking the timer you set.
"So, both of you did or bought something for the other… on Valentine's Day," he mentions with furrowed brows.
"Hyunjin, I will slap you again," you warn him.
He places his hands up in defense as the alarm on your phone goes off. You push yourself up from the couch, heading back into the kitchen.
The blonde watches you for a quick second before deciding to follow you. "Listen, I don't mean to come off as persistent," he sighs, leaning against the archway. "I just know how much the two of you mean to each other, and I want you guys to be happy."
"And I appreciate that, honestly. I just get a little overwhelmed when all of you tell me, on the same day no less, that I should go for it," you give him a small smile.
"Sorry," Hyunjin winces.
You laugh while taking the brownies out of the oven. "It's okay. I know you mean well," you reassure him. "Will you taste test one of these?"
"Of course," he perks up, walking over to you.
You cut him a good-sized piece before handing it to him. You watch him bring the brownie to his nose, smelling it. He hums in delight and brings it to his lips, eating it.
"Ya," his eyes widened, his hand covering his mouth, "wah, this is delicious."
"Yeah!? It's Felix level delicious?" You ask him, your heart pounding against your chest.
He nods his head in agreement, shoving the rest of the brownie past his lips. He makes an okay sign with his thumb when the door to the dorm opens up.
"Shit, okay, shoo!" You motion for Hyunjin to leave.
His eyes widen and he nods his head, doing his best to stealthily run to his bedroom. You quickly cut up the rest of the brownies, setting them nicely onto a plate.
"Y/N!? Where are you?" Felix's voice yells, the sound echoing off the walls.
"I'm in the kitchen," you answer him while picking up the plate of sweets. Your dark-haired best friend sprints into the kitchen, sliding a bit because of his socks. "Surprise!"
His eyes widen, looking between you and the brownies. "These are for me?" He asks you, his cheeks blushing lightly.
You nod your head with a smile. "Yeah. You're always the one baking them for us, so I wanted to bake them for you," you tell him, your heart fluttering in your chest.
"You're so sweet," he gasps, taking a few steps toward you. He grabs one from the top of the pile before trying it. He gasps again, looking at you with his eyes wider than before.
"It's good?!"
Felix groans and he nods his head. "So good, oh my God," he mumbles while finishing his bite.
"I also made these for another reason," you whisper, growing embarrassed. He raises an eyebrow, silently telling you to continue. "Uh, do you want to be my valentine?"
"Yeah," Felix breathes out, the smile on his lips widening. Your cheeks blush at his answer and the weight of it all feels like it's been lifted off you. "I've been wanting to ask you that for a while."
"Really?!" You ask in a whisper. Hyunjin was right then…
He nods his head and leans forward to kiss your lips. Your eyes widen for a few seconds before they flutter shut. Your fingers grip the plate in your hands as you kiss him back.
"Thank you for the brownies, love," he giggles after pulling away.
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kim seungmin
"You should get something for Y/N for Valentine’s Day," Jeongin mentions in passing, causing Seungmin to furrow his brow.
"What?" He mumbles, his eyes following his friend's figure. Seungmin looks towards Felix and points towards the door Jeongin walked through. "Do you know what he means?"
Felix laughs and nods his head. "He's telling you to ask Y/N out," he simplifies Jeongin's words.
"Why do I need to do that? She's not even into me," he mentions, a little confused by all of this.
"Listen, Minnie, she has feelings for you. She tells me everything," Felix confesses to him while shrugging his shoulders. "Plus, she's been a little down the past few days. Getting her something nice will probably cheer her up."
Seungmin hums, thinking of all the times you smiled in the past three days. A frown comes to his lips when he can't recall if you've smiled at all.
He fishes his phone from his pockets before clicking on your contact. You haven't been texting him either. He sends you a quick text while walking back into his bedroom, grabbing his wallet from the nightstand.
"I'll be back," he announces to the rest of the members before walking out their front door.
"That was quite easy," Felix calls out to Jeongin.
The other member laughs from inside his room before he pokes his head out. "Minnie is kinda easy to persuade," he smirks, giving Felix a wink.
"Let's just hope whatever he does makes Y/N smile."
You nuzzle your face into your pillow, hearing your phone vibrate a few times. You groan, turning over to grab the device. You see a couple of texts from Seungmin and a small smile comes to your lips.
You: Hi, Minnie. I'm sorry I've been MIA the past few days 😔
It doesn't take long for him to text back.
Minnie 💖: It's okay. I'm sorry for not checking in with you. These dance practices have been brutal. Do you have time for me to drop by?
You: Yeah! I have today off so I'm not doing much. Feel free to stop by 🥰
You set your phone down and stretch, letting out a whine. You sit up from your bed, rubbing your tired eyes. "Oh, my head hurts," you mumble to yourself.
Guess that's what you get for crying yourself to sleep. You release a sigh and unplug your phone before getting up. Seungmin sends you a meme that makes you laugh.
"Boy, I missed you, Min," you smile at your phone.
You slowly make your way into the kitchen and grab a glass from the cupboard. You fill it with water before gulping it down.
The knocking on your door surprises you and you place a hand on your chest. You set the glass down on the counter and walk towards your door.
You open the door to reveal your best friend Seungmin. In his hands is a large package of chocolates, in the shape of a heart. Your breath hitches in your throat, meeting his gaze.
"What's this?" You ask as he walks into your apartment.
"It's for you," he mutters, holding it out to you.
You take it from him and walk back towards your kitchen, setting it down on the island counter. "Thanks, Minnie," you smile at him.
He slides his hands around your waist before bringing you into a hug. You wrap your arms around his neck, resting your head on his chest.
"What's been going on?" He whispers into your ear, his hand gently gliding up and down your back.
"I've just been having a hard time," you mumble, turning your head to look up at him.
His fingers comb through your hair, the two of you swaying back and forth. "Do you need anything from me?" Seungmin asks, pulling back a smidge to look down at you.
"Can you stay over tonight?" You ask him, sniffling a bit.
"Yeah, of course," he mentions after pulling back. You look up at him with teary eyes and he brings his hand to your face, wiping the tears that fall. "You're too pretty to cry."
A laugh escapes your lips. "Shut up," you playfully smack his chest.
"Hey, do you want to be my valentine?" Seungmin asks you.
Your eyes widen at his sudden question, feeling your heart start to pound against your chest. "What?" You ask in a whisper. "A-Are you serious?"
"Why would I buy you that if I wasn't serious?"
You glance towards the large box of chocolates. "This isn't a joke, right? Like, you're not just doing this to make me feel better?" You ramble off a couple of questions.
"Of course not. I genuinely have feelings for you, Y/N. I just didn't act on them because I thought you didn't feel the same way," Seungmin mentions with a crooked smile.
"I've liked you for years," you laugh, caressing his face in your hands.
"Okay, great," he smiles, turning his face to kiss the palm of your hand. "You're gonna share the chocolates, right?"
~
yang jeongin/i.n
You frown, watching your friend slowly walk across the room. "Innie," you call out to him, capturing his attention.
His eyes meet yours before he makes his way over to you. "Hey. I didn't see you come in," he says with a smile, sitting down beside you.
"Are you doing okay? Have you been sleeping?" You ask him, bringing your hand to his face.
Jeongin's smile falters as your fingertips gently rub the bags beneath his eyes. "I'm okay. Just a bit tired," he reassures you.
"Do you need to take a nap?" You ask him, patting your lap. "Do you have time?"
"I might have ten minutes," he mumbles, looking down at his watch.
Your friend shuffles his seating position before laying his head on your lap. Your fingers comb through his hair as some of the other members come into the room.
Changbin notices the two of you on the couch. He greets you with a smile while walking towards you. "We're so glad you're here," he whispers, leaning down to hug you.
"What's going on?" You ask him quietly, switching your attention between Changbin and Jeongin. "Innie's not himself."
"Yeah, he's been having a rough couple of days," he mentions, crouching beside you. "I guess he asked one of the girls from Twice to be his valentine, but she rejected him."
A frown replaces the smile on your lips as you glance down at your sleeping friend. His arms move to wrap around your waist, nuzzling his face into your stomach.
"My poor baby," you sigh, bringing one of your hands to the middle of his back.
Changbin places a hand on your shoulder, pushing himself up from the floor. "You should ask him. I think he'd feel better about himself," he mentions to you.
"Me?" You ask in disbelief, feeling your cheeks blush. "Oh, Binnie, I don't know about that."
He scoffs quietly, smiling at you. "Oh come on. The two of you have been dancing around your feelings for one another for almost a year now. Just do it," he slaps your shoulder playfully.
You watch the muscular man walk away from you, leaving you alone with Jeongin. You chew the dry skin on your lips as the words replay in your head.
"Wait, the two of us!?" You whisper to yourself with wide eyes. "Two!?" A gasp leaves your lips at the realization of Jeongin having feelings for you.
"Ina!" Minho screams, causing both of you to jump.
Jeongin's hands rest against your thigh as he sits up. "What the-" he cuts himself off before releasing a small groan.
The second oldest member peeks his head into the room, an innocent smile on his lips. "Sorry to interrupt but we have dance practice soon," he mentions before walking away.
"Feeling a smidge better?" You ask him, pushing some stray hair out of his face.
"Eh," he shrugs his shoulders while standing up from the couch. You pout at him, wishing you could do more to help him. "I gotta go, but I'll see you later."
You nod your head and bid him goodbye, waving your hand as Jeongin walks away. A sigh leaves your lips, sinking into the sofa. Changbin's words play through your head again, and you tap your fingers against your thighs.
"Fuck it," you tell yourself. You stand up just as the boys begin to leave. "I'll see you guys later. Have a good practice!"
All eight of them bid their goodbyes to you. You smile at each member, giving them a quick hug as they walk by you. Jeongin is the last to leave and you hug him for a bit longer.
He buries his face in your neck, one of his arms wrapping around you. "Come by my apartment later and I'll make your favorite meal," you whisper to him, petting the back of his head. "If you're feeling up to it, that is."
"I'll think about it," Jeongin mentions after pulling away from you, a fake smile on his lips.
You nod your head, not wanting to push him further. He whispers goodbye before walking out of the dorm.
After spending almost an hour trying to find the perfect gift for Jeongin, you finally make it to their company building. You can feel everyone's eyes on you as you walk through the lobby, the large heart-shaped balloon in your hand.
Your cheeks blush, keeping your gaze on the tiled flooring. Your heart starts to pound in your chest as you get closer and closer to their practice room.
God, I hope Changbin is right. You think to yourself, taking a deep breath. You peek through the tiny window, seeing the boys performing the choreography for Thunderous.
You patiently wait until they're done before knocking. You open the door, hiding the stuff you got for Jeongin behind your back. "Hey, sorry to interrupt," you laugh nervously. "Can I borrow Jeongin for a few moments?"
Your friend looks at you with a confused expression on his face before looking towards the other members. "Yeah. We're taking a break anyway," Changbin answers you, a knowing smirk on his lips.
"Innie, c'mere," you grin at the man, motioning for him to come to you.
Jeongin picks himself up from the floor, quickly making his way over to you. Your palms sweat as you take a step back, feeling super nervous. His eyes widen upon seeing the heart balloon, his eyes looking into yours.
"What's this?" He mutters while you hand him the balloon.
"I wanted to do something nice for you. Changbin told me what happened with that girl from Twice," you mumble with flushed cheeks. "I didn't think you deserved that, so I got these for you."
You also hand him a card and some chocolate. His favorite to be exact. Jeongin grabs the box of chocolates from you, and you notice his hands roughly gripping the box.
"I-I wanted to ask you to be my valen-"
"Yes," he cuts you off, lifting his head.
Your eyes widen at his sudden answer, not expecting him to agree. "Really?" You whisper.
"Yeah," Jeongin breathes out, a smile coming to his lips. A real smile. "I actually wanted to ask you originally but I didn't think you'd feel the same way."
"I've liked you for two years," your cheeks blush as you confess to him, your fingers fumbling with one another.
He doesn't say anything else. His eyes dance from your eyes to your lips. Jeongin leans forward, capturing your lips in a kiss.
"Can I still come over for dinner?" He asks after pulling away.
You nod your head, keeping your eyes closed. "Of course, you can."
Jeongin smiles, his fingers stroking your cheek. "It's a date then."
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thegrimreaperisanerd · 6 months
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hi :) binge read your de fic that you have posted on ao3 last night and really enjoyed all of it! excited to see any updates. was wondering if you have any rec for other fic youve read and enjoyed-- i am not god's bravest soldier and do not enjoy trudging through tags and was wondering if you had read anything yourself that you really enjoyed lolol
Hey, thanks so much!!! Sorry it's taken a couple days to answer this, I'm poor as shit and have two jobs now wah... capitilism...
I'm working on the next 46' chapter, It's about 70% complete and I generally let it sit for an evening once it's done then re-read it the next day to catch the vast majority of mistakes (I edit everything myself) so I'd say expect that in the coming days.
I have some thoughts! I... Have never been asked for fic recs before so I'm gonna list a bunch in no particular order that I enjoyed, and reasons why. I will note that I tend to enjoy meaty plot-based works over fluff, so that's what I'll be recommending. Anyway!
Paddling Out (THE REPEATER CORPSE CONUNDRUM) - @transhitman - So this is the first DE fic I read and it set the bar pretty fucking high. YOU'VE GOT: a very cool and insular setting (don't get me wrong I like fics where they travel around Revachol too, but there's something to be said for building a set and living in it for a while) YOU'VE GOT: extremely harrowing tension and pale-fuckery YOU'VE GOT: some genuinely beautiful, heartfelt moments (I don't want to spoil anything but "people don't need your permission to care about you" kinda undid me) YOU'VE ALSO GOT: Amazing art?! Always a bonus, I wish I could draw people lol
Have You Heard The News That You're Dead? - Wizardlover - Time Loop shenanigans hell yeah! Basic premise: Kim is *unable* to save Harry's life after he's shot at the tribunal, each time he dies he Reawakens in Martinaise on the first day and desperately has to try and find a way to either prevent the Tribunal entirely, or survive it. I think the major draw to this one is how well it's characterised and how well that lends to the major source of tension: trying to convince THE WORLD'S BIGGEST SKEPTIC that you *a man he 'has only just met'* is actually stuck in a time loop. Juicy shit.
The Case Of The Man Who Two-Thirds Wasn't There - @glisteningceruleaneyes - We got another case fic here, gang. This is one of those "they travel around Revachol" numbers I previously mentioned. A lot to love about this fic; the minor OCs are all loveable (or at least well-written, looking at you Mr. Bigot-All-Rounder), the elements of writing in the game's style (particularly use of Harry's 'to do' list that you find in the ledger, you don't see that as often!) are all fantastic. Also without spoiling too much I'm a sucker for hurt/ comfort :) I like when bad things happen to our specialist guy :) ALSO! alternating chapters, Kim vs Harry's perspectives contrast REALLY well! Just a super enjoyable read. - On that note I also wanna include a special mention: there's a podfic for this one and since I mentioned my two jobs, I've been listening to audiobooks at work (I'm a cleaner. It's very boring) and that was a fun change of pace!
The Emergent Causeway - hal_incandenza - Now you KNOW this one is good because it's the only *unfinished* fic I'm recommending. Again, We've got art! We've got a brand new (non-Revachol!) setting that still feels excellently Elysium! We got that excellent balance of humour and misery from the get go! EXCELLENT murder mystery so far, I am intrigued AND also there's a fucking puppy. Hell yeah. This one's from Kim's perspective and does a really good job of it, nothing like a man being begrudgingly sent on holiday and being somewhat relieved to have a corpse to deal with.
A Spilled Kaleidoscope - @spilledkaleidoscope - I'm actually recommending a series here. Real definition of "came for the art, stayed for the writing" I mostly have a soft spot because I got to watch a few "haha, what if-?" musing text posts become a series of written chapters and INCREDIBLE DRAWINGS HOLY SHIT. Like, you really just draw hands for fun, huh? This person made a pact with some sort of devil beasts to draw hands very good, at the bare minimum we can read their fiction.
Nothing To Lose But Our Chains - Lepak - I almost forgot this one and I honestly can't believe it because this is one of these ones that you need a cigarette afterwards. Good fucking god. This is probably the best fic I've ever read in terms of not shying away from the heavy themes that make Disco Elysium such a beautiful, moving game. It tackles a racism in many forms, particularly how people like Kim (in working for the RCM) and immigration laws do their part in upholding racist systems, despite the way it hurts him too. Of course, it's also excellently written with tense scenes and some real funny moments. A real good'un here.
The Catacomb Killer - SupposedToBeWriting - Give Harry more memory loss. Make him convinced he killed a kid. Make *Kim* convinced he killed a kid... Then the plot thickens. I won't lie I can't remember fuck all about this one because I was mostly drunk when I read it, but if it was good enough that I kept reading instead of smoking a spliff or something then it must have been excellent... I will re-read it when I have the time, lmao.
MURDER ON THE AIRWAVES - @randomisedmongoose - I'm just a really big fan of murder mysteries and gore. You show me somebody with brain matter pouring from their earholes and I'm like "yum yum, more of that please." I am a sucker for curious methods of murder and this one's good for that. Lots of trekking back and forth like in the game again. More ACAB - always good.
I did not mean to include this many...........................
Oh well. Here's my list, there are plenty of others I've enjoyed but these are just the ones that came to mind! Thanks again for reading my fic! Always makes me happy when people let me know they enjoy my writing :3
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HIIIII CAN I ASK ABOUT THE SIX YEARS LATER AU???
Howd they bring up the junior scouts idea to max??? Was he like Whatever sure or super tsundere or surprisingly emotional that they wanted him back after he aged out?? Did anyone else come back or do special day-long visits like how schools bring in visitors? What does max think of the new kids? They all look so cool i love Max's hair!!!!
HI HI HELLO YES OFC!!! :33
Okay so. I call it the '6 years later' AU but technically i have Stuff Planned for all the time that passed between now and then too, so this'll be a bit longer, sorry!!
Max joining the counselor team was actually kind of a natural/gradual development?? Basically, since I can't make CC content that isn't found family Max has a shit home life, and, even if he hates to admit it at first, the three months of summer camp become his bright spot each year. David and Gwen catch on to that, but there isn't much they can do to help outside of camp - until one day Max (age 13/14ish) shows up on Gwen's doorstep because he ran away from home, 'since his parents won't care either way'. While he does return home after hiding out at Gwen's place for a weekend, this kind of kicks off a pattern of Max running away sporadically, to Gwen's, later David's, or his friends places. I could go into more detail here but. this is already long. oop.
ANYWAYS. So with Max spending basically all the time he can away from home and the summers at camp, once he ages out there's. A Bit of panic starting in him once summer gets closer again, because his Safe Place seems inaccessible, and two of his OTHER options, especially for longer stays away from home, would also be unavailable. Gwen and David notice this (it manifests in Max staying over More but Angrier) and try to find a solution. Gwen proposes the Jr Counselor idea. They introduce the idea to Max by kinda implying that workload around camp is a lot, and it'd really hurt to miss one of their most experienced campers, but... maybe, if he worked there too (well, interned. basically unpaid. but! no camp tuition!) he could help them? so they basically give Max a way to say yes without admitting that he's the one who needs camp the most. He does insult the whole thing ofc, and says like he's just doing it because he knows camp would burn down without him there ("actually, most of the fires we had were started by you...?" "shut it, david") but secretly he's really really happy. He might even thank them later that evening. Quietly. Before complaining about it preemptively. <3
WAH THATS ALREADY SUCH A WALL OF TEXT ok ill hurry up w the rest:
While most of the other campers had some rotations over the years, I don't have conk rete plans for most of them - Nikki and Neil are still Max' gang, and returned for multiple summers, if not all. This year though, Neil is busy with college prep, and Nikki is spending the summer at home because of family crisis. They still video call a lot, they're still The Gang. I have sketched designs for them, but I'm not quite happy yet.
Max at first doesn't take his role seriously, because he's basically just Back For Another Summer, but pretty quickly realises Gwen and David DO have expectations, and DO give him responsibilities. He takes a while to come around on his new relationship to the younger kids, and especially one of the youngest kids takes a liking to him, a very anxious young girl, which annoys him at first, but... well. It's a whole ~character arc~ for Max waiting to happen tbh.
OK THANK YOU IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR IM SORRY ITS SO LONG. i wasnt lying when i said i have So Many Thoughts about this. ANYWAYS as thank u for getting this far heres a doodle of Max putting up his hair. :3c
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xxspringmelodyxx · 9 months
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Backstabber~
Albedo x F. Reader (angst)
Description: You finally work up the courage to confess and ask Albedo out…however things go awry and that causes you to end up seeing Susbedo, imposterbedo, Primordial Albedo, you get the point. Let’s see how that turns out for your real Albedo. A/n: no bad ending because I can’t! I just can’t okay😭🥺 also, I’m sorry if this gets confusing in any way. It’s hard writing for two characters who are the same and have the same name. I tried to make it a bit easier though…Anyways, please enjoy! 💗💗💗
Words: 6.2k
Warnings: A bit of violence and maybe a bit a swearing, other than that, there shouldn't be any other warnings :)
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Okay y/n. Todays the day where you finally ask Bedo to the dance…and finally confess to him about your true feelings. Will he say yes? Maybe…will he say no…I hope not. 
I kept talking to myself, probably getting weird looks from others around me as I made my way towards Bedos lab. 
Just be cool. You can do that! You’re like, so cool all the time-WAH! 
I groaned as I looked behind me, trying to see what I tripped on.
“A rock…great. I tripped on a rock.” I said, getting back up and dusting myself off.
Thankfully, I saw Bedos lab up ahead. 
In a few minutes I finally made it there, opening the door. 
I looked around and saw him working at his desk.
“Hey Bedo. What are you doing?” I asked, watching behind his shoulder as he wrote some things down in his notebook.
“I am examining how these little creatures react to different types of food, seeing which ones they like and which ones they don’t. A very simple task, but an important one at that.” He said, entirely focused on his work. 
“Well…I was wondering if you maybe wanted to go-“
*crash*
Albedo's head snapped back at you, seeing a broken glass at the bottom of your feet. You bowed to him apologetically, quickly kneeling down to pick up the broke pieces.
“I didn’t mean to Bedo- I promise I’ll buy you a new one…as soon as I get paid.” You spoke sheepishly .
You heard him sigh, turning back to his work.
“It’s fine…just-what was it you wanted to ask me?” He said, a bit frustrated at you for dropping something like that. It may have seemed like it was an empty glass,  but in reality, a gas produced from a plant he had been studying was in there. He would have to start all over again.
“Oh, well…I was wondering if you’d like to go to that huge dance with me? It’s been talked about for over a week, and the next full moon is when they are holding it!” You responded
To your dismay, you heard him sigh.
“Why would I want to go to something stupid like that?” He asked, making your smile falter
“W-well, I thought since you’ve been working so much lately, you maybe wanted to take a break and have fun. It’s a huge ballroom event and all of our friends are going to be there. You might have a lot of fun if you g-“
“No.” He said flat out. You were surprised at his tone. To anybody, he would have sounded the same, but since you’ve known him for so long, you knew there was frustration in that word.
“Oh come on Bedo, you should really-“
“I said no.” 
“But-“
“Was there anything else you wanted to tell me? Or are you just going to stand there and waste my time?” He said, making your heart shatter as a wave of emotions hit you.
Suddenly, Sucrose came in all chipper.
“H-Hello Master Albedo. I brought you that new flower you wanted to examine.” She said with a smile, placing the gorgeous purple bloom on his table. He looked at it, then up at her. His whole face changed to a look of relief, causing a bit of jealousy to rise up in you.
“Ah, thank you Sucrose. This is just what I needed. You really are a great friend and apprentice. I don’t know what I'd do without you.” He said, having her sit down next to her to help him with his other projects.
You stood there, completely dumbfounded. He was…happier with her than you? Has it always been that way? Was your love for him blinding you from reality? 
Seeing him all happy with Sucrose sent a knife right through you, sending feelings of jealousy, anger, and sadness. 
You saw as she whispered things into his ear, making him laugh. 
You slowly backed out of the room, searching your pouch for the gift you had made for him. It was a rare flower that you had found. You did your own research on it and found out that it survived off of moonlight. In the daytime, it was closed, but once the moon light hit it, the petals would open up to reveal a gorgeous iridescent color. It shines as well due to the light refracting off of it. 
It was something you were sure Albedo hadn't ever seen, because you were…well used to be…his assistant. Before you decided to go out and adventure the world and its gifts it had, you used to always help Bedo with his experiments, and you knew of every species he had studied over the years. That’s how you two created a tight bond…that’s how you fell in love with him. He was so enthusiastic about everything you brought him…it made your heart melt for him. He would let you rest your head on his shoulder when you felt sleepy from the late nights, he would always make sure you were involved, he made food for you when you would come in early and stay the rest of the day with him, and so much more. He made you feel important. He made you feel loved and warm. 
That was until the little move he just pulled not even an hour ago. 
It broke your heart seeing him like that. In fact, you noticed that once Sucrose was in the picture, Albedo started to become more distant with you. Instead of asking for your help, he would ask for Sucrose.
Sucrose get me this, Sucrose get me that, Sucrose I need you to try this, blah blah blah. 
You looked down at the flower in the glass case. You felt anger rise in you. 
How dare he treat me like that when all I’ve ever wanted to do…was be with him? When all I’ve ever done is help and support him no matter what!?
I put the flower in his little cubby that he hasn’t opened for weeks, making sure the flower would still get moonlight when needed.
Fine! If he doesn’t want to go to the dance, then I’ll go find someone else-
“Hey.” A familiar voice spoke
I turned to see…Albedo?
“Are you okay?” He asked softly, coming closer to me. I took a step back from him, still angry from his previous actions. He looked concerned, walking closer
“Go away Bedo. I don’t want to talk to you right now. You really hurt me back there…how did you even get out here so quickly?” “N/n…” he said softly, catching my interest with the unique nickname, which brought me to a realization
“oh…I see. You are the other Albedo.” I spoke, remembering him from a previous mission where he almost killed us.
He placed his hand on his heart as if stabbing a knife through it
“Oh my n/n, must you think of me so little?” 
I glared at him
“Oh I’m sorry. Should I not after that little stunt you tried to pull a few months ago?”
“My n/n, you know I had no intentions of hurting you…just your friends. And I’ve changed since then.”
“Stop calling me that. You no longer have that right.” 
“But it is what I have always called you for years-”
“Before I found out you were a traitor. After all those years, I thought you were amazing and sweet…only to find out it was all an act for you to get to my friends and hurt them. Even if you did change, you haven’t even spoken to me since that incident.” I said, walking away. 
However, his hand grabbed my arm and pinned me to a nearby wall, getting very close to my face. 
As much as I hated it, heat started to rise to my face. He placed his hand on my face, softly caressing my skin.
“Still as soft as I remember~” He cooed
“Let me go.” I said sternly.
“You mean to tell me you don’t feel anything when I do this to you? Nothing at all?” He asked with a smirk
Damn him
“Absolutely nothing.” I said, lying through my teeth
“Then why does your face and body say the opposite?”
I groaned
“So what if I still have a little bit, and I mean little, of feelings towards you. There will never be anything between us. Nothing.”
“But N/n, I still have feelings for you~ All this time, I always have. I tried to reach out to you, but you were always so busy. Especially like today with my other half…tell me, how is my brother?”
“He is the same as he will always be. Too focused on his work to enjoy life with those around him who love him.” I said, my chest hurting as I thought back to the moment between us a few minutes ago.
“Oh, my sweet N/n, he hurt you didn’t he?” He asked, rubbing your arm
All I did was nod, tears brimming my eyes. Albedo saw this and hugged you in a warm embrace, throwing you off. As much as you wanted to punch him and tell him off, you couldn’t help but hug him back, letting tears fall.
“I loved him so much…but he never even looked at me as anything more than an apprentice. I will always be just his helper. Nothing more. Sucrose has a better chance with him than I ever will.” I spoke
He let go of me and lifted my chin up, wiping away my tears. 
“Do not speak so lowly of yourself. You are amazing just as you are. I mean you managed to save an entire city from disaster all by yourself. That is something not everyone can achieve. Sucrose could never do what you did. She is not comparable to you, my dear. Because in my eyes, you are an archon. But you also have the purest heart I have ever seen. Everything you do is out of your love for everyone. You are special, Y/n. And if my stupid brother doesn’t see that, then he is blind.” He spoke, making your heart start to pound. Suddenly, your old romantic feelings for him started to build up inside of you again, but you did your best to push them away. This man still tried to hurt your friends.
“Come on, let's go get you home. I promise I won’t do anything funny.” He said, letting go of you and offering you to make the first step.
You hesitated for a bit, not sure if you can trust him. 
“I promise, I am not going to hurt you.” He said, offering you his hand. 
You don’t know why, but you decided to take his hand and allow him to walk you home. 
You were still on edge, but your defense started to lower as you got closer and closer to your house.
After a good 30 minutes, you both managed to make it to your house. Nothing funny happened, no signs of danger emitted from him…it was like he was a completely different man…the man you had fallen in love with over 10 years ago.
“Well, Y/n…here’s your stop. It was nice talking to you again, but I must head out now to go get some things finished. I am experimenting on a potion I am making that will heal anything it touches.” He said, bowing to you
“Goodnight my sweet n/n.” He said, turning around and walking away. He left you dumbfounded from his change of character. It was something you thought you would never see again from him. You were pleasantly surprised. 
You went inside your house and recollected your thoughts. A small smile crept up to your face as you thought of him again. Maybe he really has changed…
You decided you were going to give him a chance to prove himself, to see if he was able to prove to you that he is different now than before. 
—--
Some time has passed and you have been spending all of your time with Primordial Albedo. He had proven his change a while ago, and you and him have been closer than ever before. You two would go out on missions together, you two would go eat together, and you would even help him with his experiments every now and then. 
Maybe it was foolish, but you trusted him once again. Of course there were still some suspicions, but it was always overruled as time went on. 
The other Albedo took notice of your absence and was starting to grow worried. Ever since that last incident with the glass bottle in his lab, you never returned again. Klee had told him that you were okay, thankfully, but now he was starting to worry about why you were ignoring him. He never meant to hurt you that day, he was just so tired from staying up for multiple days without sleep…so needless to say his emotions got the better of him. He cursed at himself for being so rude to you, especially when it wasn’t anything important. Sure, the gas was hard to get from that plant, but it was nothing he couldn’t fix. 
He just wishes he could go back and fix it so he would get to see you again. He had even rejected multiple girls for that ballroom dance in hopes that you would come and ask him again. 
However as time passed, he knew that wasn’t going to happen. The dance was in two days and he still hasn’t seen you. He had to admit, even with Sucrose around, he missed you dearly. All he could think about was you. When he slept, when he woke up, while he was working on his experiments–which caused him to mess multiple things up over and over again– all he wanted was to see and talk to you. He wanted to apologize and hopefully make up. 
“Master Albedo, your potions are overflowing again.” Sucrose said, helping him.
He sighed, not caring anymore about his experiments. He wanted to see you. He needed you…He wanted you.
He tried his best to hide it over the past few years, but he absolutely loved you. Ever since you started helping him, his love for you grew and grew. For about a month now, he had been secretly working on a gift for you that would allow you to see all of your fondest memories with him. He was going to confess to you at the dance…but his stupid frustrations got the best of him. It was finished but, since he had yet to see you, it had just been sitting there in the dust, awaiting to be touched by you. 
It was hurting him more than you would ever imagine. Not seeing you felt like an eternity for him. 
A couple more days passed by and it was finally the night of the dance. P. Albedo (Primordial Albedo) had asked you to accompany him to it, and you accepted. A part of you still wanted to go with your Bedo…but he was probably going to go with Sucrose. You heard a knock on your door and excitedly ran down the stairs, opening the door to see Albedo, smiling as he held a flower out for you. You chuckled and took it, thanking him
“You look gorgeous, n/n.” He said, holding his arm out for you. You had decided to wear a jade green strapless dress. It had flowers and the very bottom of it, slowly ascending up to the waist as the number of flowers disappeared. Your hair was gorgeously put up, with a few strands out to frame your face. You looked like an archon.
“You don’t look so bad yourself Mr. Albedo.” You responded, taking his arm.
The two of you walked to the dance as it was only a few minutes away.
“I’m so excited to go to this event. Aren’t you?” You asked with stars in your eyes. He chuckled and nodded
“You can’t imagine my excitement for this, especially for the final dance. It will be something special.” He spoke. 
After some time, you both finally made it and saw everyone there. You said hello to your friends and their dates, complimenting them on their attire. 
“Hey Aether! You look gre-” You stopped in your tracks as you saw none other than your Albedo…with Sucrose.
He looked up at you and his eyes instantly widened as he finally saw you.
“Y/n?” He asked as he saw how beautiful you looked.
“N/n? What’s the matter?” P. Albedo asked, making the other Albedo's eyes harden as he saw his other version. 
“What is he doing here?” Albedo asked, furious that his older version was with you.
You scoffed, taking P. Albedo’s arm, confusing the hell out of the other one.
“He is my date.” You said
“You're kidding, right? After all he did, you still went with him? How idiotic!” He told you, making you furious. 
“You know what Albedo? I don’t care what you think anymore. Those days are in the past.” You said, making the boy turn to you. You called him by his actual name…what’s worse is that he felt extremely hurt by it. 
“W-What?” He asked
“You hurt me, Albedo.”
“Stop calling me that.” “What? Call you by your first name? Why would that matter? It’s not like you liked my other nickname for you.” You raised your voice
“You have no right to tell me who I can or can’t go with to this dance. If I remember correctly, I asked you first…and what did you do? You told me you didn’t want to go to this dance because you thought it was dumb! And now I see you here with her?! Fuck you, Albedo. I never want to hear from you again, nor do I ever want to see you again.” You said, making his heart break.
“Y/n…you don’t mean that-”
“Oh I mean every fucking word of it. For all these years I have done nothing but try to be good enough for you…try to make you see me as I saw you…I loved you so much Albedo, and you never even batted an eye towards me.” You confessed, tears filling up in your eyes. Albedo widened his eyes at your words. You…you loved him back? 
“No…no that’s not it at all. Y/n I-”
“I don’t care anymore. I feel nothing for you anymore. You’ll be better off with Sucrose anyways. It seems she has managed to capture your heart.” You said, turning around. Albedo felt a pang in his chest as he saw his opportunity of finally telling you how he feels slipping away.
He tried to grab your hand, but the other Albedo–P. Albedo– stopped him.
“You’ve done enough damage already, dear brother. She is mine now.” He said, pissing the real Albedo off.
“You have no right to say that! You betrayed her and are now only using her! Do not think you have fooled me.” He said, ripping his arm out of his grasp, leaving the scene. 
Albedo had left the dance, making it back to his lab. He slammed the door shut and slid down the door, tears filling his eyes. 
The sound of something falling caught his attention. He looked over to see broken glass and a flower that he had never seen before. Curious, he went towards it and saw a note. 
Hi Bedo! 
I’m not very good with writing letters, but I thought I would give it a go because…well just because. I was on a mission with Aether and I happened to find a flower I knew you had never seen before. I took it in and did some of my own research on it and well…just put it directly in front of the moon and see what happens. I was going to keep it, but I realized that you would want it since I know you love discovering new things, so here is my gift to you. I haven’t named it yet, so you get the wonderful chance of doing it yourself! I hope you like it, it wasn’t easy trying to get this as it was at the top of a super tall mountain. Anyways, it’s yours to keep and as always, I hope you are doing well! Don’t forget to sleep either mister! You know how much I don’t like it when you miss it. 
Yours truly,
Y/n L/n
Albedo smiled, holding your letter close to him. It may not have meant much to you, but it meant everything to him. He opened a drawer and put your letter in it, placing it with all of your other letters you sent to him over the years. He picked up the flower and did as you told him. He placed it in front of the full moon. In an instant, the flower began to open up and glow as the light from the moon touched it. The anthers stood out beautifully as the golden light started to emit from the petals. You were right, he had never seen anything like it before. 
He touched the flower ever so gently, feeling the silky soft leaves and petals. A warm natural smell came from it, filling the room with its aroma. 
Tears started to fill Albedo's eyes once again as he realized what you did for him. All you did was try to make him happy, but you alone made him happy…and he messed up by concealing his feelings away from you.
Suddenly, he heard screams of terror from across his lab, alerting him. It came from the area where the dance was being held. The only thing on his mind was you
“Y/n”
—-
You were sitting down in a chair, letting tears fall from your eyes. P. Albedo came to your comfort, rubbing your back. 
“Forget him, N/n. You have me now…don’t let that dumb boy hurt you.” He said. You just stayed silent
He held his hand out to you, making you look up.
“Come, let's not waste this gorgeous night any longer. Dance with me, my dear~” He said. 
He was right, you had waited all this time for this dance, and you weren’t going to let anyone ruin it for you. You took his hand, wiped your tears, and went to go dance.
You were having the time of your life, dancing and spinning with P. Albedo, and some of your other friends. It was great.
Suddenly, a slow dance came on and P. Albedo asked you to dance with him. You accepted and you both started to slowly walts
“You know, N/n. I am glad you can trust me again. I honestly missed these days with you. Spending it entirely with someone who is happy, sweet and pure such as yourself. It has been such an honor” He said, making you smile
“Me too, Albedo. I am glad you helped me as well. Without you, I don’t know where I’d be without you.” You said as you rested your head on his chest. 
He hummed as he tightened his grip around you.
“I know where~” He said, making you look up at him with confusion. 
He leaned down, stopping both of you from dancing. 
“You’d probably still be alive living here~” He said right before plunging a knife right through your chest, making you yell. Everyone around you screamed in terror as the blood started to drip from your chest. 
You looked up at him with shock and heartbreak.
“y-you ..lied to me…” you gasped, slowly feeling dizzy from the blood loss
He smirked at you and pulled the knife out, pulling out a bottle and letting the blood drip down the tube.
“Of course I did, you imbecile. I needed blood for a potion I was making, an everlasting potion. It is supposed to allow anyone who drinks it to heal instantly from any damage for the rest of their life, basically making them immortal. Unfortunately, I needed blood from the purest heart I knew in order to make it work…that’s when I thought of you. So innocent, so naive, so foolish. Your heart is as pure as they come. And I got to you just in time for you to fall for me.” He laughed
Tears filled your eyes once more as you desperately tried to breathe, but you were failing.
“One last thing, my dear…In order for the blood to work, the owner of the blood has to die. That’s just the way it is. So I’m so sorry it had to come down to this, but…” He said, raising his hand. An image of an ice blue flower appeared as he stared down at you with a sinister smile.
“You. Must. Die.”
“How–How could you…”You whispered. 
“Hey, you should be thanking me. At least you will be set free from the pain of no one loving you.” He said, making your already wounded heart break even more. 
Aether and Thoma ran up to try and help you, but P. Albedo pushed them away with a blast of what looked to be ice.
“No, Y/n!” Amber yelled
P. Albedo looked down at you, ready to finish you off, when suddenly a large sword went right through him, making everyone look behind him to see
“Bedo?” 
He was glaring furiously at the boy who tried to kill you. His eyes were dull and crazed.
“You hurt someone I love…and for that…you must be punished.” He said, twisting the blade. Suddenly, P. Albedo started to yell in agony as his body felt like it was on fire.
Albedo had put a type of poison on his sword that when it makes contact, anything the sword touches will turn to a flame and die.
“Good riddance, dear brother.” He said, pulling the sword out of P. Albedo. 
A blood curdling scream could be heard throughout the entire city, but it slowly faded as P. Albedo was finally dead, his body engulfed in flames as he disappeared once and for all.
Albedo turned his head and saw you, lying limp on the ground. His eyes widened as he rushed towards you. He held your body in his arms, blood spreading all over him as he tried to wake you up.
“No, no, no. Come on, Y/n. Wake up. Wake up right now.” He said, shaking you, hoping to see your gorgeous e/c eyes flutter open. 
When that didn’t happen tears fell out of his eyes like a waterfall.
“Y/n, please…please wake up…” He said, his voice breaking at the thought of not being able to see you again.
“Please, I still need to tell you how much I love you…” He whispered, holding you close to him. 
“I love you so much, Y/n. I’m so sorry for the way I acted towards you. I am so sorry for not telling you sooner…then none of this would have happened. This is all my fault…please…please wake up, my love. Please.” He begged. 
Suddenly, a groan made its way to your lips, making him stop and look down at you
“Y/n?” He whispered, afraid it was just his imagination
However, he was quickly relieved to know it was real.
Your bloodied hand went up to his. He quickly held your hand and squeezed it.
“Did…you…mean that?” You murmured, fluttering your eyes open.
“That…all this…time…you…you love me?” You asked as tears brimmed your eyes as well
He nodded
“Of course I love you, Y/n. I have for such a long time…but I was too much of a coward to tell you because I didn’t want to ruin our already close relationship. When I hired Sucrose after you left to go work on your missions, I had hoped maybe it would decrease my love for you…but it only made it bigger. Everytime you were gone, I dreaded not seeing you. And everytime you came back, it’s like I fell in love with you all over again. No one can ever make me feel the way I do when I am with you. I can’t stop thinking about you..you make me crazy, Y/n. And I am so sorry for the way I have been treating you lately, from being distant with you, to getting mad at you for something so little.” He said. 
You hummed as tears fell down the sides of your face.
“Bedo, I love you too. I always have. I was going to confess to you when I was going to give you that flower…but it was too late…” “Nothing is ever too late, Y/n. Once we get you healed, we can live a new life together. One where we can be happy together.” He said, but you shook your head as your vision started to black out.
Thoma quickly ran up beside Albedo and checked to see if you still had a pulse. 
“We need to get her healed fast! Her pulse is slowing!” Thoma said. Bennett ran out to you and started to work on you, but he was struggling to keep you alive. You looked up at Albedo and smiled sadly, caressing his face
“He will not be able to fix this. The damage is too much. So I might as well say my last thoughts to you, my Bedo…” you spoke, making him shake his head
“No, don’t say things like that. You will be fine. We will get you back together. I promise.” He said, trying to keep it together for you. 
“My sweet, loving Bedo…I have always and will always love you. Ever since…we first met and started to work together, I knew I could be myself around you. I knew I’d be safe with you by my side. I knew that you were the man who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. From your amazing knowledge of almost everything, to your sweet and rare smile, everything about you is something I’ve come to love. I wish we had longer to be together…but it seems that my end is coming sooner than expected. So, for as long as you live, my Bedo, please know that…” you spoke, feeling darkness take over
“That…I will…always…always…” you spoke softer and softer as your mind started to go blank.
You heard cries and yells, but couldn’t make sense of them.
“Y/n! Don’t! Keep your eyes open! Stay with me please!” Albedo begged as tears fell
“We are losing her! Quick, Kokomi, help me!” Bennett yelled. The girl quickly ran over to help. Everyone stayed back with tears in their eyes, some looking away, some on their knees as they saw you slowly dying.
“Y/n…y/n honey, don’t sleep. We can rest once we get your fixed okay?”
You touched his face one last time
“I will always love you…Bedo…” you spoke as your hand fell limp, and your eyes closed. Your last breath was released, and Thoma could no longer feel a pulse. His eyes dimmed down as he back away from you. Bennet and Kokomi looked at your with pained looks.
“Y/n?” Albedo asked, not believing you were dead. 
He shook you in his arms, seeing your lips turn blue. 
“No! Y/n. Wake up. I need you! Please wake up!” He yelled. 
“Help her! Why’d you stop!” He yelled at the two healers
“Albedo…I’m so sorry…but she’s-“
Thoma said, lightly touching his shoulder. Albedo push him away
“She can’t be dead! She cant! Her and I are supposed to be together!” He yelled out. All of them backed up a bit from his sudden and very rare outburst. 
He held you close to his body as he embraced you. His tears fell on your face.
“I’m so sorry…I’m so so sorry.” He softly said. 
As he kissed your forehead, he looked over and saw the tube that his brother had dropped after being burned alive. He remembered hearing him say something about the potion.
“It allows anyone who drinks it the ability to heal from any damage for the rest of their life, basically making them immortal.”
He quickly let you go and ran up to the potion, seeing it change colors. 
“Albedo, that won’t work. It only works after the person who gave their blood…dies.” Aether said, pausing as he realized it might actually work
“But will it work on the person who gave the blood?” Paimon asked
“It’s worth a shot. I have to try. For her.” Albedo said, quickly pouring the potion down your throat. 
Minutes passed by as they waited, hoping for some sign.
But nothing. Albedo looked down at his hands, bloodied from holding you. He was ashamed and angry with himself. How could he have let this happen to you.
“Come on, let’s go. We will take care of her. You need to rest.” Raiden said. Feeling empty and hopeless, he slowly got to his feet, turning around to leave you. 
However, all of them stopped once they saw a bright glow start to emit from your body. Gorgeous swirly patterns started to form along your body to your chest where the wound was. The light wrapped tightly around the body, causing a large bass noise through the room. The light started to flicker and run through the whole room multiple times as your body started to float in the air. Everyone looked at you with surprise. The flickering became faster and faster to the point where it was just pure light everywhere you looked. Everyone shielded their eyes from the brightness.
A few seconds later, it stopped. The air slowly put you back down on the ground. 
Everyone was whispering, wondering if the potion worked. 
Albedo quickly ran up to you and touched your face, looking for any signs of life. 
He looked at your body and saw small bright white markings on your arms. He then looked up to your face again, seeing your once blue lips turn back to their plump natural color. Your skin started to go back to its gorgeous s/c color.
“Y/n?” He asked softly, holding your hand again
His heart stopped once he felt your hand slowly tighten around his. He looked down, his hopes coming back. 
“Mmm…be…do…” you slowly murmured, making his chest jump.
“I’m here, y/n. Come back to me. I’m right here.” He said. 
Slowly, your eyes fluttered open, revealing your beautiful orbs. They looked right at Albedo, making a small smile form on your face. 
“Did I ever tell you how cute you are~” you said, trying to lighten the mood.
He gasped and quickly hugged you, thankful you could hug him back. 
Everyone in the back cheered and sighed in relief that you were okay. 
Albedo looked you in the eye
“Y/n…I want you to know that I meant every word I said to you. I love you so much and I hope you can forgive me for being such a douche to you. You will always be my love, and no one will ever change that.” He said, making your heart pound and butterflies form in your stomach. 
“Oh Bedo, of course I forgive you. Now come here.” You said, pulling him to you and kissing him passionately. He wrapped his arm around your head and continued the kiss, loving the feeling of your lips on his. Sparks flew past as you both enjoyed the moment. 
He let go of the kiss, both of you panting a bit.
“I’ve been wanting to do that for so long.” You said, making him smile
“Believe me, so have I.” He spoke
You smiled as he went back to kiss you once more.
“Well, I say this all ended nicely! How about we continue the dance everyone!” Itto said, making everyone cheer. And thus, the party began again. You and Albedo danced together, closer to each other than ever, both smiling to your ears.
His kissed your forehead as you danced all night
“I love you, y/n.” He whispered, making you smile and giggle
You looked up at him and kissed his nose
“I love you more, Bedo~” you replied
And for the rest of the night, you two danced and danced, enjoying every moment with each other. That was a night that no one would ever forget.
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Take Care: Chapter Nine TEASER
hello hello! who's ready to be depressed as hell? chapter nine coming soon. i fly abroad tomorrow for a week and i can't wait to have time to write more. also thank you for the love on tangerine! you guys spoil me and i love writing things you all enjoy! wah! anyway, here's a lil teaser for ya.
“Well, howdy��!” You wrapped your arms around him before he’d even finished speaking. The happy smile on his face quickly dropped to a confused frown. Ted embraced you warmly, and it was clear to see that something was very wrong. “Hey–” He was going to ask if you were alright, but he stopped himself. “It’s okay. It’s alright.”
Beard peered up at the two of you, his face stoney and thoughtful. His finger tapped on his chin in subtle curiosity and concern. Ted didn’t urge you to say anything, not for those few moments where he held you tightly. Beard gestured to Mae at the bar, and whispered “One lager, please, Mae. On our tab.” She brought it over in a matter of seconds, and you finally pulled away from Ted long enough to suck in a breath. 
You glanced at the beer on the table for you. “Thank you, Mae,” you croaked, turning to look at her as she strolled back to the bar. She smiled at you warmly, and you finally took a seat alongside the coaches. “Sorry, Coach. Didn’t mean to ambush you,” you breathed out. 
“I don’t mind it, not when it’s you who’s doing the ambushing,” Ted said, taking a sip of his beer and waving it off like it was nothing. 
“Seems to me like there’s something going on,” Beard chimed in, and took a sip of beer to mimic Ted before him. His eyes seemed mischievous, like he was looking for gossip, but that was generally what Beard looked like when he wanted to know something. He was like an old, wise owl. He placed his beer back on the table. “It’s either that, or I just haven’t noticed that you’ve always looked like you’re in the middle of an existential crisis.”
“Very funny,” you let out, tapping your glass anxiously. “I’d go with the former over the latter, Beard.” 
“I know,” he said, before he smiled at you knowingly. “Penny for your thoughts?”
You frowned at the table while Ted and Beard waited patiently for you to open up. You felt silly. How could you put your loneliness into words when it felt so unnatural? You had no reason to feel so terrible. You had a great new job, lived in a gorgeous neighbourhood, and had everything you could possibly want in life. You had the guys, and couldn’t wait until the season started up again in a few months, despite them being relegated to the Championship. You had Keeley and Rebecca, two strong and powerful women who you could confide in and rely on if you really needed to. You had… well, that was just it. 
Did you really have Roy anymore? 
chapter nine coming soon x
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𝙁𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙈𝙚 𝙋𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚! ˚。⋆୨୧˚
Hi hiii im back my loves <3 wah okay ik this is small but but like. thank yall sm for 10 followers 😭 i started this purely for fun i didnt think anyone would like- read my silly ramblings about men who have no idea i exist LET ALONE FOLLOW IT <3 It really means a lot when someone reblogs or likes hehe Anyways! Here is a silly taehyun thing, not sure if i like it that much bc i was half asleep writing it but oh well! enjoy!MDNI!! nsfw content below ╰┈➤ fem!reader x dom(?)taehyun, spanking, fingering. pet names, begging, bondage, cum eating, not proof read that much, think thats it! lmk if i missed anything
A large sting had spread across your ass as you were kneeling over Taehyun’s knees. Wrists bound together with his tie, you let out a small yelp, feeling yet another surging pain rippling across your ass. Your eyes filled with small tears as you hiccupped, shaking your head slightly. “What's wrong?” A soft, faux frown came onto Taehyun’s lips, his hand gently rubbing the plush area he had just slapped. “I haven't even lifted up your skirt yet and this is how you act?” He mocked, a small scoff leaving his soft lips as he leaned back into his armless chair, looking down at you. You squirm from side to side, biting your lip for any type of friction. You managed to rub yourself on small folds of Taehyun’s jeans but it was no use. He would just hold you still, giving you another spank if you dared to move again. “Hnngh pleaseplease- Tyun please fuck me.” You let out, digging your face into the side of his leg. Streaks of mascara staining your cheeks as you hiccup and sobbed. He has been spanking you for what felt like hours, you probably had a bruise at this point. All because you decided to act like a fucking brat.  But oh no, Taehyun just wanted to make you wait a little longer. Then he can fuck you! A soft hum left Taehyun’s lips as he lifted your skirt. You felt the cold air hit you, almost cooling your red, irritated ass. Taehyun massaged your plush flesh, rubbing it with his soft hands. Just as you started to calm down, two fingers dipped down to rub at your covered core, causing your body to jerk forward. “huh, look how wet you are.” Another small scoff left Taehyun’s lips as you clenched around nothing. “Are you that hungry?” He asked, turning his head to look at you with those big eyes. When you hadnt responded, you earned another slap. Your breath hitched at the slap before nodding your head vigorously. “M-mhm! Yes! Yes,please i want you-please! do anything to me, please tyunnie.” You yelled out, begging almost as new tears forming, staining your eyelashes at the stinging sensation. You hiccupped and sniffled, only causing Taehyun to chortle.  “Fine. Since you’re behaving like such a good girl for me.” Without warning, He hooked your underwear to the side and slipped two fingers inside your soaking pussy. You threw your head up before putting it down softly, your hair following in pursuit. Your hands balled up into fists, rubbing against each other as you held in strained groans. You hiccupped before Taehyun began curling his fingers inside you. Immediately, Soft, angelic moans left your mouth as you shook her head. It's like as if you were in a trance, chanting Taehyun’s name over and over again. A strand of hair fell in front of your face as you let the tears spill. Taehyun enjoyed this reaction and slowly began pulling his fingers in and out. His muscled arms flexing with every pull and every push. “Thats it baby, mm! fuck your so tight, already sucking in my fingers like this, i wonder how my cock is gonna feel.” Taehyun’s bright and big eyes looked at you, a soft smile in reaction to your squirming, as you pushed yourself back into his fingers. “Want you-inside me.” You croaked out, almost embarrassed at how much you had to beg. Taehyun just kept teasing and teasing you and dear gods you just wanted him to stretch you out already. After a few more minutes of just fingering, praise and just a hint of verbal teasing, you felt a knot form from under your stomach. You squirmed around as his fingers only got faster and faster “Please- gonna cum, ‘m gonna cum.” You slurred out, almost seeing stars at this point. You cried from the pleasure you were receiving. You hiccupped, the knot slowly unfolding before bursting as you came all over Taehyun’s fingers. “Good job baby, good girl.” You panted softly as Taehyun pulled his fingers out of your abused cunt. You looked back at him just to see a small smirk tug at his lips. He brought his fingers up to his mouth licking up your cum, flashing those sharp teeth at you. Suddenly, you became a lot more aroused. (´ ∀ ` *)
(a/n: wondering if i should actually write a prt 2 maybe maybe who knows. reblogs and recs are appreciated my loves💕 and thank you @darkcupcakecomputer for telling me its bondage, istg im forgetting english 😭)
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Liam Evans Main Story: Chapter 12
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When I returned to Crown’s castle, I didn't feel like going to my room, so I headed for the pavilion in the garden.
I looked at the bundle of letters Marie gave me earlier in the day.
If I read through those letters, I might be able to grasp the cause of what was haunting Liam’s heart.
(But… I feel like I’m prying too much into Liam’s past without his permission.)
Liam: Found you, Kate.
Kate: WAH! Liam!
Liam: Ahaha! You look so shocked. I was looking for you because I have something to tell you.
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Liam: I’m fully recovered!
Kate: Oh, really!?
Liam: Mm, really. Want to check by touching me anywhere you like?
(Then—)
I touched Liam’s cheek.
Liam: My injuries are healed, right? It’s all thanks to your help. Thank you, Kate.
Kate: I’m glad you're recovering well. Ah, and please never do that to yourself again.
Liam: Okaaayy.
Liam: — Anyway, what are those letters? By any chance, are they love letters addressed to you?
Kate: These letters were left behind by Jacob for Marie…
Liam: Jacob?
Kate: I’m so sorry if I’m overstepping boundaries—
I tried to apologise, but Liam put his index finger over my lips to stop me.
Liam: No need to apologise. I’m fine with it if it’s you.
Kate: … Huh?
Liam: On the day that article was published, you must’ve been so curious, and yet you still said “this isn’t the right time to ask”.
Liam: And you must've been very hesitant about whether to read these letters.
Liam: You being alone here is enough to prove that… am I right?
Kate: … Liam.
Liam: Besides, I want to read them too. Jacob was… someone precious to me.
Liam said with a smile and sat down next to me with movement as smooth as a cat’s.
Liam: Wow, this is a lot of letters. … Is this the first one?
This was the first letter Jacob wrote to Marie, it was written on his first day of work as a butler for the Evans family—
“Dear Marie, my fiancée who lives so far away from me.”
“Hey, how have you been? I'm working as a butler for the Evans family starting today. They own a major confectionery production company.”
“How laughable that I became a butler. The household consists of a husband and wife, and they have a son named Liam.”
“Honestly, I’m not very good with children. He’s a friendly boy, so we’re getting along well. It's miraculous.”
“Well then, I’ll write to you again another time. Take care and don't catch a cold, Marie.”
Kate: Fufu, seems like you’ve been a friendly person ever since you were a child. I can imagine it.
Liam: I still remember that time very well. I desperately wanted to get along with him, so I kept trying to talk to him…
The second and third letters were all about Liam and Jacob’s happy moments together.
They had snacks in the middle of the night, and spent sleepless nights reading stories together.
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Liam: … I miss those times. I was so happy to have an older brother figure because I was an only child.
However, approximately half a year later, their peaceful days started to grow dark.
“Liam hasn't been very lively lately. He used to be so smiley, but recently he's been smiling a lot less.”
“I don't know what caused this change. Therefore, I took him to a theatre to cheer him up.”
“I felt relieved to see that he appeared to be enjoying himself. I guess even children have their own troubles, don’t they?”
(The next letter…)
“Liam came home with wounds on his cheek and arm. But when I asked about them, he only told me that he fell down.”
“That's a common occurrence for children, right? Let me know what you think, Marie.”
(... He was injured? How about the next one…)
“... Hey, Marie. Liam has been acting strange lately.”
“The moment I take my eyes off him, he gets severely injured in the most bizarre ways possible.”
“Sometimes, his behaviour shocks the people around him and he even damages the place.”
“Both the master of the house and the madam are bewildered by Liam’s wild behaviour.”
Kate: …
I looked up at Liam upon seeing the unsettling nature of the letter, and he signalled with his eyes that he didn't mind me reading on.
(... This is the last letter. In this letter, Jacob wrote—)
“Liam has been smiling a lot lately. But… his smile is different from the one I saw back when we first met.”
“A child’s smile — should be flawless. His smile was so adult-like… I thought it was strange.”
“Liam has… “something”.”
“I don’t know what that “something” is.”
“I wonder if there’s anything I can do for Liam. … I want this child to have his innocent smile back.”
That was the end of the final letter.
After that letter, that fire broke out and killed everyone in the Evans family. All except Liam.
I had so many questions that I found myself at a loss for words.
Kate: Liam, this is…
Liam: It’s nothing special.
(Huh…?)
Liam: The Evans family established their company and made it successful in just one generation. As their only son, I was the heir to the company.
Liam: Simply put, it was inevitable that I would take over the company. Therefore, I had to receive a special kind of education known as “kingcraft”. It was definitely more rigorous than normal studies.
Liam: That’s probably why I looked depressed to Jacob.
Liam: But that’s a common thing, right?
Kate: Common…?
Liam: Parents have high expectations of their children.
(... I guess so?)
Kate: … Then, what about the behaviour that shocked the people around you and got you severely injured?
Liam: I was having episodes. You witnessed one yourself that night, didn't you?
== Flashback Start ==
Liam: Fufu… fine, you just want to get rid of me, right?
Liam: Then let’s try to kill one another, starting now! … Haha, I wonder if you two can even kill me…?
== Flashback End ==
(The look in Liam’s eyes was so dark back then… it was almost as if he were a completely different person.)
Liam: The curse itself is inborn, but it appears at a different stage in each individual.
— Liam said that his curse first started appearing when he was five years old.
It was when he accidentally stepped onto the railway tracks and was nearly run over by an incoming train.
At that point of time, Liam didn't know about curses, so he was confused at first.
Liam: When the curse shows itself, people around the cursed person won’t know of its existence until something big happens.
Kate: The only difference between people with the same curse is their special “ability” that's unique to each person, am I right?
Liam: Mm, correct. However, on top of having my special ability, I started having episodes.
Liam’s rose coloured eyes had a far away look.
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Liam: … It always rains in my heart right before I have an episode.
Kate: Rain?
Liam: It starts raining without any forewarning, neither can I voluntarily stop it.
Liam: And when that happens… I also hear a voice coming from somewhere.
Liam: I always end up listening to everything that voice says. By the time I snap back to my senses, I’ve already done something horribly wrong.
Kate: … What do you mean?
Liam: Things like destroying the seats at a banquet, or jumping from places where one wrong move would kill me.
Liam: Haha… when I come to my senses, I’ll remember everything I did. I’m pretty nasty, right?
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Liam: My parents and Jacob couldn't figure out what triggered my episodes, so they were constantly worried about me.
The article by The Shadow wrote that the fire was started on purpose by Liam, who was nine years old at the time.
I remembered Liam’s lonely smile as he said “all of it is true”.
(Could it be…)
Kate: … Were you having an episode when that fire broke out at the Evans family’s mansion?
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Liam: …
Liam: Yes, I was.
Liam: That fire broke out because of my episode—
Liam: The Evans family hosted a party at the mansion that day, and the fire happened after all the guests had left.
Liam: I had an episode and went wild, so I accidentally set the curtains on fire with the fire from the fireplace…
Liam: By the time I came to my senses, it was already too late. The fire had engulfed the entire mansion.
Liam: I was panicking as I stared at the roaring flames, and that was when Jacob came running towards me and shielding me—
== Flashback Start ==
Liam: Jacob…! Don’t save me, save yourself…!
Liam: … Just leave me here, Jacob! I was the one who started this, so… run!
Jacob: … *cough* Young master. Stop resisting. What if… you get… burnt to death too…
Liam: Jacob, stop! Hurry… you have to escape… or you’ll die, Jacob…!
Jacob: … Listen… carefully. You… you aren't to blame… for this.
Liam: … What?
Jacob: You… definitely have “something”. But even so… you’re not… evil.
Liam: No! All of this, everything… I…
Jacob: *cough*... ugh. If you still… believe that you are…
Jacob: Then… please survive, young master. For me.
Liam: … Survive?
Jacob: Please… live…, young master. Promise… me…
Jacob: To have been… able to… protect you…
Jacob: … I’m gla—...
Jacob: …
Liam: JACOB. JACOB…!?
Liam: UWAAAAHHHH…!
Liam: Help…! Someone, anyone, please help…!
== Flashback End ==
Liam: Jacob stopped moving, the fire was extinguished, and I was the sole survivor.
Kate: …
(... I don’t have anything to say.)
(Because it’s obvious that no matter what I say, nothing can comfort him.)
(But I have to say something. Anything…)
Liam: … Hey, Kate.
Kate: …?
Liam: Am I really “not evil”?
Liam: I didn't choose to be born with a curse. Some people say that curses are like a disease.
Liam: … But I disagree. They’re not something that's easily forgivable. Moreover…
Liam: As of now, it's been defined that only people with cat curses experience episodes.
Liam: However, those deceased people with cat curses… did they also experience episodes?
(What…?)
Liam: There aren't many records and documents about curses. Most of them aren't very accurate either.
Liam: If my episodes are independent of my curse, then…
Liam: … Maybe I’m the cause?
(That means Liam’s episodes may not be linked to his curse—)
Liam: But what’s the point of talking about “maybe”, right?
Liam: That’s why Roger is working so hard to figure this out.
Liam smiled lightheartedly, as if to dispel the dark atmosphere.
His rose coloured hair swayed in the gentle night breeze.
Liam: … Kate, there has never been a single day wherein I don’t remember what I’ve done.
Liam: That's why I’m still here… alive.
Liam: Jacob told me to “survive”, so this life is important.
(Liam is being honest with me about his feelings, and this isn't a matter that's easy to talk about.)
(But what is this… uncomfortable feeling?)
Drops of black ink fell onto my heart, gradually spreading and corroding.
Kate: Um, Liam.
Liam: Mm, what is it?
Kate: What you just said about… living because your life is precious… are you being serious about it?
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