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ripesinner · 5 months

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WHEN WE’RE OLD AND HAVE TO LEAVE THE EARTH, I’LL STILL REMEMBER ALL I’VE LEARNED FROM YOU.

cassie howard & maddy perez — euphoria (gif credit: bakerolivia) / old friends — freya manfred / flood — eliza griswold / no children — the mountain goats / catalog of unabashed gratitude — ross gay / the crucible — arthur miller / i don’t know you anymore — eric nam / the chronology of water: a memoir — lidia yuknavitch / jules vaughn & rue bennet — euphoria / what would i do? — andrew rannells and christian borle / robert goolrick / euripedes, orestes — ian johnston / the last days of judas iscariot — stephen adly guirgis / thirteen — catherine hardwicke / olivia benson & elliot stabler — law and order, svu / the frost — mitski

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lonebopeep · 5 months

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losing a best friend isn't talked about enough.

and i'm not saying in the context of death, she's still here roaming the Earth in another state.

we used to know everything about each other's lives... all the tiny details.

i thought she was going to be my maid of honor... until she turned around and said she would never want to attend my wedding.

our friendship did not end well. it left me heartbroken, and i dont think she fathoms the damage she caused.

i loved her a lot.

i still do.

not in a romantic sense, but in a sisterly way.

i would have done anything for her.

i tried my best to be the perfect person for her, while still keeping components of myself, but it wasn't enough for her.

i remember the day i replaced her favorite t-shirt she lost and she looked at me annoyed. i thought she would have been grateful to have her favorite shirt replaced.

now i wear that shirt nearly everyday.

#ex bestfriend #i miss you

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dndllgrc · 11 months

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I'm no longer friends with her. It has been months since we last talked to each other. But tiktok still manages to put her in my feed from time to time.

I saw one of her posts where she has been struggling on her self image. In the video, it seemed like she was on the phone with her boyfriend, a relief to know that she's still with the love of her life despite their ups and downs.

Out of the respect I have for myself and for her as well, I can only love in the distance.

May her heart grow stronger so that the words of knives thrown at her will no longer pierce her self-image. She has gotten far from where she first stood with her relationship with her body, and I know she will overcome.

#personal #journal #message #ex bestfriend

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rainsrecords · 2 years

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it was 5.10 p.m. on a wednesday evening. It was normal for me be listening to music that time of the day, because well music drowns out everything in my life away from me. And I thought, of people who ive had to lose to continue living this way. It was my ex bestfriend’s birthday. As my coffee got colder, I thought if I should text her.

“hey-” “happy birthday !”

The cursor had been blinking for a while now. I kept staring into the empty void that filled my thoughts whenever I thought of her. my whole image of her, it was a blur. We had been best friends for 3 years. I still- still cant tell if she hates me or not. I cant tell if she actually listened to the songs I sent her. if she hated my presence, nothing. Her eyes were introverted too, it seemed.

10.40 pm. I did it. I sent the message. I texted her. I went on to scroll through old texts. It is so hard for me to cut off people.

‘it was hard for me. I has been for a while now’.

#poems on life #love poems #poetry #sad poems #3 am thoughts #dark academia #dark poem #original poem #poets of tumblr #random rant #poet #ex bestfriend #to my ex bestfriend #drifting apart #this was very personal wooo jusf tumblr witholding me and my flood of grief #and sadness #and #ex bestfriends #haha emo

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quantum-bliss · 8 days

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Day 17 of Heartbreak

I went through all of my old memories while cleaning. I found a lot of pictures of us. It didn't make me sad. I looked at pictures of us when we first met. We looked so young, I dont think either us knew what we were getting into; nor were we ready.

A part of me thought, what if we met now instead of then, would it have been better? Would we have valued and respected each other more. But who knows? It could have been the case that later we would have had a different type of heartbreak at an older age. Yikes, the older you get the more it hurts!

I also found some important paperwork of yours. I thought to myself, maybe I can just drop it off. Immediately a voice in my head quickly said its a setup . I agree. I remeber thinking before we got in this major fight, maybe I can just pretend like I am not upset... well that didn't quite work out. In fact, pretending made it worse.

I dont want to trick myself into thinking you and I can even handle seeing each other. I think you are on the right track and I dont want to mess you up. I dont want to mess up my journey either. I will probably just mail it to you.

Anyway, I am doing okay today. I came to the revelation that ive been suffering from a mood disorder for a long time. I saw the paper work over the years of how it effected me. I am not sure how much of what I have been feeling is that and how much is actual heartbreak. I think its time to stop living in denial and actually get help for it. Maybe I could have handled you better if I had.

For now on Ill try to be more positive, thats why I began writing on my 'Days of recovery' saga. I hope you will keep fighting for yourself too. Till next time.

#heartbreak #mental illness #ex bestfriend #depression #unrequited love #excerpts from my diary #letting go #self love

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the--unforgivable · 4 months

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#j #bestfriend #ex bestfriend #I couldn’t fight anymore #I couldn’t make excuses anymore #you and him were never done #I was #heartbreak #healing #grief is a part of healing

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sinclairstarz · 6 months

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guesss who finally finished this early 2000s mike after like 4 months😍😍😍

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rebellum · 10 months

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The whole transandrophobia discussion thing is weird bc it feels like it's a bunch of poc and jewish trans people being like "here are my experiences of how specifically being MASCULINE had affected me, and the discrimination and violence I experienced based on that. And here is how that relates to me being a racial/ethnic minority"

And then a few loud white trans people going "ohhh you wanna be oppressed so bad you *slur*. This is why there aren't any poc in your movement it's because REAL poc understand intersectionality"

#hot take white culturally christian or athiest leftests do not properly interpret white jewish ppl #like as a poc i and other poc understand that white jewish ppl often get racial privilege #but a) not always b) they experience oppression based off of their ethnicity #idk from my perspective it seems like white goyim either see jewish ppl as 'the disgusting exotic enemy' or 'basically WASPS but they #wanna feel special'#with no nuance. no recognition #look maybe this next part is bc i didnt grow up with jewish ppl and therefore didnt know until I was 18/19 that jewish ppl can count as #white. but like. idk how to say this. i dont wanna speak over white jewish ppl. but like.#jewish ppl that have obvious jewish features (whether Ashkenazi facial features OR they dont have those but wear eg kippahs)#arent like. white. idk pls correct me if this is antisemitic or incorrect or something.#but like. light skinned =/= white obviously.#i just struggle to see how my bestfriend with her lovely dark eyes and curls and nice nose counts as 'white' when ppl call her the k slur #across the street. ykwim?#like white doesnt mean light skinned. it means 'part of the in-group of white ppl'#like my ex who is white and jewish? yeah hes white. if he didnt wear his necklace then goyim wouldnt know. you know #like obvs he still experiences ethnic oppression but he doesnt experience racial oppression #but other ppl with more prominent eg ashkenazi (im singling them out bc most jewish ppl here are ash.) like i dont GET how they have racial #privilege.

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justabunny · 2 months

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hey able bodied people, cr!pple is a slur! not a little nickname you use for me in replace of my name!!

#cough cough ex bestfriend #disability rights #disabled #chronic pain #forearm crutches #joint pain #mobility aid #young and disabled #mobility aid user #chronically ill #actually disabled #disability

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kachowblueninja · 2 months

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Ron Weasley in another universe is sitting at his desk rn scribbling the shape of his bestfriends scar on to his page

Head over heels for the scruffy haired boy

#harry potter #ron weasley #harry james potter #rarry #ronarry #may i say hufflepuff ron and slytherin harry?#and maybe theyre ex bestfriends turned rivals bc harry took dracos hand in philosopher's stone?

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i-need-of-a-hobby · 17 days

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slytherin pandora would have been in the same house at the same time are snape. snape who had a pastime of inventing new spells. pandora who died experimenting with spells. THEY MOST CERTAINLY HAD A SPELL-OFF. A DUEL WHERE THEY CAN ONLY USE SPELLS THEY INVENTED.

#pandora (who already ran a gambling ring for unrelated reasons) enlists barty to help collect bets #bonus points in pandalily is a thing and this happens after lily stops talking to snape #shes a rule follower yes but #shed also love watching her girlfriend kick her ex-bestfriend's ass #harry potter #marauders era #marauders #the marauders #slytherin skittles #pandora rosier #pandora lovegood #snape

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lonebopeep · 4 months

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i cant stop writing about you in my journal. i miss you. i don't understand how you let go of me so easily if what we had was real. it has been three years and i still miss you like it was yesterday.

#ex bestfriend #i miss you #lonely

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beedreamscape · 8 months

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To pair my last post, but in happier tones.

Part of me thinks Kiriona was so set up on turning John back to mortal, after any Harrowhark intentions that overrule everything else, not because she has lofty plans of ruling over anyone but because if he isn't immortal anymore, he's not god anymore, and if he's not god nor the emperor, he's free to be just her dad.

I want the griddlehark drama and angst and romance for the next book, but I also want to see Gideon experiencing some, at the very least, normal times with an adult figure that doesn't hate her, that feels responsible for her, that might even love her, in an environment that isn't 'headquarters of an empire at war'.

Which alternatively could also be achieved with Pyrrha once they overcome the larger-than-life wall that is Wake between them, but that'd still be different than the father figure of John who, in his best days, has a personality that matches Gideon's so well and could very well offer the tenderness she's never been shown before, tenderness he's very capable of when he's not drunk in his own revenge plots.

#anyway #has anyone guessed which is my favourite dynamic in the books???#dynamic which i didn't get to see more than two lines of???#yes yes #hoping for bubble scenarios of him showing her NZ landscapes and the places he grew up in #showing her his family and his people...........#that'd be so extra tho #so you see i can only picture two outcomes for them #either doom and utter betrayal or some very okay times of bbq and playing ball with her physically incompetent nerd father #goth gf. nerd father. uuhhh... paul. psycho bitch bestfriend. dad's eldritch monster chick. ex-cop stepmom???#it's complicated #tlt #the locked tomb #atn speculation #alecto the ninth #kiriona gaia #gideon nav #john gaius

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jungk0oksthighs · 2 years

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a collection of my fics from april 2022 onwards. all writing has 18+ content, minors dni. pre 2022 fics can be found here on my old masterlist. banners by the very talented @koorie - thank u so much!

TAG LIST INFORMATION

Jeon Jungkook x Reader Series

Over The Odds | ceo!jungkook, sugardaddy!jungkook smut, angst, fluff, drama, rich au, series completed

Against The Odds | ceo!jungkook, attorney!taehyung smut, angst, fluff, drama, love triangle, ongoing

Stay With Me | exhusband!jungkook, singledad!jungkook angst, fluff, smut, drama, co parenting au, completed

Her | bestfriend!jungkook, tattooatrist!jungkook angst, fluff, smut, drama, friends to lovers au, ongoing

Ride Or Die | mafiaboss!jungkook, slightyandere!jungkook smut, angst, fluff, drama, toxic relationship au, ongoing

To Be Damned | demon!jungkook, witch!reader smut, angst, fluff, drama, fantasy au, college au, temp hiatus

Pi Gasu | vampire!jungkook, blooddonor!reader smut, angst, fluff, drama, fantasy au, ongoing

Jeon Jungkook X Reader Oneshots

Happy Birthday Loser | roommate!jungkook, 8k [M]

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alfredoalfredoalfredo · 23 days

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Back on my adaine needs a gf shit OKAY

#Look i just thibk we need even more weird lesbian situations #Imagine ur kristen applebees and you see one of ur bestfriend bring home your ex gfs new gf #fantasy high #fhjy #adaine o'shaughnessey #adaine abernant #princess nara #naradriel #fantasy high junior year #my art

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the--unforgivable · 5 months

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I could write a million words but there’s nothing I could do now, you won’t see this or know just how much my heart aches for you, it has from the moment I left. I wish I spoke up and was upfront with you… instead I got upset, scared and ran. I left you in the dark with no warning, I shouldn’t have done that. You loved him more than me… maybe that was it. I couldn’t keep being chosen after him.

I made contact today to ensure you will be safe and protected. So I can leave you alone now 💔

#bestfriend #ex bestfriend #hurt #broken #heart broken #heavy #I miss you #goodbye #you’ll be okay #you’ll be safe #from a distance #I loved you more than you loved me and you loved him more than you loved me #SoundCloud

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