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armxnh · 5 months
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if that ain't love then i don't know what love is
synopsis: he says i love you for the first time.
characters: shuji hanma, keisuke baji, manjiro 'mikey' sano
genre: fluff
warnings: none (i think...?)
masterlist.
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shuji hanma
shuji hanma loved everything about you.
the way you looked, the color of your eyes, your hair- how you do your hair, the little dance you made before eating your favourite food, the smile you had when he bought you flowers just because he felt like it, your kindness- he just loved all of you.
but one thing he loved more than anything about you... was the way you looked when you were mad at him.
there was just something about the way your pretty face would turn into a scowled, your brows frowning and lets not forget the intimidating look you were sending him.
you looked like an angry kitten.
"you can't just climb up my window every time you get in trouble hanma-"
"shuji" he corrected you with a smile on his face as he ate the snack you gave him a couple of minutes earlier.
"-shuji! my experience in treating injuries has its limits" you were walking around your room rambling about how careless he was being, completely unaware of the fact that he was enjoying this, "you can't show up every night- what if my neighbours saw you- worse what if my parents saw you!"
"they won't see me-"
"maybe i should start locking my windows-"
"don't lie to yourself, princess... you won't lock me out-"
"you're right-! god you are so frustrating!" you groaned rubbing your temples, "but i am serious about walking in my room half dead- never do that again. i may want to lock you out but it doesn't mean that i want you dead- you're a person of nice company and i don't want you to die-"
shuji stayed quiet as you kept lecturing him on how careless he was... he let his eyes drifted from your face to your body... and most specifically what you were wearing.
you wore one of his shirt with your christmas pyjama pants- even if there was 7 months left before christmas- but the last time he questioned your choice in clothes he received the flowers he had bought you on the head so he kept his opinion to himself.
out of sudden, hanma stood up from your desk chair, walking up to you with a cocky smile on his face. "shuji? what are you-"
he grabbed the back of your neck, smashing his lips into yours. you stumbled back but quickly melted into the kiss, your lips moving in sync like they had done many times before, with his 'sin' hand secured behind your head while his 'punishment' hand was on your hip.
"god- i love you so much." he muttered when he pulled away before moving your face towards his again so he could press his lips into yours in a chaste kiss.
your face was warm and your lips swollen when you finally looked in the lovestruck eyes of your boyfriend.
i love you so much
"i love y-"
"i didn't say it because i wanted you to say it back, princes..." shuji placed his hands on your cheeks pressing one last kiss on your forehead, "i just needed you to know that i love you."
you looked up to your boyfriend with heart in your eyes, completely forgetting why you were arguing about. you softly smile at him before tilting your head up to press a kiss on his jaw.
"i love you too, idiot"
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keisuke baji
keisuke never felt more stressed out in his life.
he just couldn't mess this up.
he had run every possible scenarios in his head- he was ready-
"hey, kei'! i was looking everywhere for you-"
never mind- aboard mission aboard mission!
"h-hey, (y/n)!" his voice cracked, "y-you were?"
you smiled wrapping your arms around his arm, pressing a kiss on his red cheek, "yeah, i thought we could eat lunch together, is that alright?"
as you walked down the empty hall, you realized that your boyfriend was being fidgety, looking round, not really paying attention to what you were saying, "is everything alright, keisuke?"
your question made the delinquent stop walking, he was clutching a bag with his right hand, hesitating to look at you in the eyes, "(y/n)... i-.."
"are you breaking up with me?"
his eyes snapped to meet yours, his free hand immediately grabbing your hand, "no! never! i swear- it's just that... i have- i need.."
"i'm playing with you... don't worry" you laughed at his expression, "how about you tell me what's going on in that pretty head of yours?"
pretty... she thinks i'm pretty...
keisuke hurriedly grabbed what was in the bag, pulling out a heart shape box of chocolate with a hand made card. he gave both of the gifts to you, immediately looking away once you realized what he had given you.
"is it our anniversary?!" you panicked, "i'm such a bad girlfriend- i forgot our own anniversary- oh god!"
"what no!" baji explained, "i just thought that you might like it so... just read the letter already."
you opened the letter your boyfriend freezing when you realized what he had gifted you, "y-you wrote me a love letter?"
keisuke rubbed the back of his neck, clearing his throat, "yeah... chifuyu helped me with the words and stuff so sorry if there's some mistakes or- why are you crying?!"
you threw yourself in his arms, "i have the best boyfriend in the world- thank you so much, keisuke!"
the said man automatically wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you closer to him, inhaling your scent, "i- i love you a lot, (y/n)"
"i love you too, kei'"
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manjiro 'mikey' sano
it was one of those rare days where manjiro woke up of a nap before you. he tilted his head to the side trying to ignore the warm light streaming through the window in your room.
he blinked his eyes a couple of times, adjusting to the light, slowly registering that something was wrong.
that's when he realized that your back was facing him. he wasn't cuddled in your arms like how he remembered you two falling asleep.
he frowned, his eyes glaring daggers in the back of your sleeping self. he had never glared at you before- he never needed to. you were his light in the dark world he lived in.
but how could you do this to him? mikey tried to remember what he did wrong... did he kicked you in his sleep? did he accidentally bit you like he did that one time? (the time where he dreamt he was in a pool full of dorayaki).
a good 30 minutes later, you started to drift back to life, not yet aware of the state your boyfriend was in. you turned around, expecting to see a peacefully sleeping mikey, only to find him narrowing his eyes at you.
you were now fully awake, a smile spreading on your face at your boyfriend's morning self... even if he tried to look serious while looking at you, his morning hair betrayed him, "good morning-"
"are you mad at me?" what a good way to start the day...
you frowned at his words, "no, why? did you do something you shouldn't have?" then you remembered a nightmare he talked to you about not long ago, "did you have that dream where i ate all of your snacks? because i didn't-"
"what no-!" manjiro frowned with a pained expression on his face, "don't you like me anymore? is that why you turned your back on me?"
you suppress a chuckle that threatened to come out, "aw i'm sorry, 'jiro... i must've turned in my sleep... i won't do it again, i promise!"
he suddenly put both of. his hands on either side of your face, bringing you closer to him, "i love you a lot, alright? i need your face to be the first thing i see when i wake up- so don't turn away from me again- ever."
i love you a lot
those words kept repeating themselves in your head like a mantra.
"(y/n)? are you still with me?" manjiro asked you, bringing his face even closer to yours so that your nose were touching.
"you love me?" your face slowly growing hotter and hotter after every passing seconds.
"um? of course i do- didn't i made it clear when i shared food with you last week?"
you tilted your head to the side pressing your lips against his, making him hummed in content. "i love you, manjiro..." you mumbled when you pulled away for air.
"of course you do!"
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belphegorbillickin · 1 year
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Obey Me! Love Languages (+Side Characters)
(CW!): Yandere-ish behavior in the Levi, Diavolo, and Belphie sections. Diavolo is the worst out of the three.
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Lucifer:
Nothing makes Lucifer much happier than simply spending time alone together, especially in bed.
(He practically jumps you every Devilgram I swear.)
He's more than willing to keep chaste if that's what you prefer though. Lucifer cherishes any and all time you spend with him.
He prefers to go somewhere private with you, where he can let his guard down completely and tell you exactly how much he appreciates you, but he enjoys calmer, more "mature" dates as well.
You don't even have to talk to each other, simply spending time together makes his (shriveled, blackened) heart swell and tension ease.
Although if you'd like to completely remove his tension…
(Have I mentioned that this man is even more desperate than Mammon and Asmo combined? Give this ancient babygirl a hug and a back massage.)
You may or may not be as busy as he is, but he still sees you being willing to spend what little time you both have together as a big gesture.
It certainly is for him at least, as he's far too busy to entertain someone he doesn't truly care for.
It may sound odd coming from an effectively "ageless" being, but time is honestly his most limited resource.
Lucifer's too much of a perfectionist and control freak to let you do anything big, but he deeply appreciates anything you do to make his life easier.
Even something as small as bringing him breathtakingly bitter hell coffee or a pen he forgot brightens his day considerably.
Of course, being the Avatar of Pride, he's more than happy to receive any and all compliments you give him.
They're not exactly uncommon, but he feels they sound so much sweeter coming from your lips.
(Lips he would love to kiss if you'd just let him…)
You know you've made it when Lucifer allows you to see his vulnerable side and trusts you enough to ask for help with the more serious, complicated tasks.
Something no other human, demon, or angel, will likely ever have the privilege of experiencing.
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Mammon:
It's canonically stated that whoever he loves is showered in riches, and I don't believe it's just from his latent power.
What better way for the avatar of greed to show he loves you than to be selfless and give you what's his?
Anything that reminds him of you is already in his hands before he can even think about it, paid for or not.
It can be something as simple as a pretty flower or a giant piece of furniture he thinks you'll look great relaxing in.
It's a shame it won't fit in your room, but that just means you'll have to come visit him in his more often. He totally didn't plan that though! (You know he did.)
He's also a huge showboat and always tries to go for the most extravagant options even if it doesn't actually add anything either of y'all would like.
Mammon was already pretty horrible at budgeting, but after becoming infatuated with you it's almost like he's actively trying to get into a ridiculous amount of debt with everyone.
It's only because he desperately wants to impress you and show how much you mean to him, by any and all means possible.
Of course Mammon would love to receive some gifts in turn, but I feel like, unless they were homemade or otherwise really special, he'd start to take it for granted and complain when it's not expensive enough.
It's not that he means to take advantage of you or doesn't appreciate it, but he is the Avatar of Greed after all, and you're feeding into it.
What really makes him feel loved is when you defend him publicly and happily turn down the others to spend more time with him.
He doesn't mean it in a nasty way unlike some demons, *cough* *cough* Levi & Belphie, but the way his brothers have treated him has worn on him a bit.
You know you've made it when Mammon finally feels secure enough to say he loves you with zero hesitation.
Alone, in front of his brothers, even in front of Simeon and Diavolo and the others. He'll scream it from the rooftops if you want him to.
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Leviathan:
Leviathan is actually very generous. He's offered to buy things for his brothers and MC surprisingly often.
It makes sense in a way, as he doesn't really have to do much to maintain it. He can just drop the gift and run when he's nervous, rather than having to stay still while holding your hand or possibly tripping over his words and getting rejected when he tries to say something nice.
I bet he feels as though even if someone didn't like him they would at least like the gift, and then maybe they'll eventually like the source of all the gifts as well.
I could definitely see Levi trying to "buy" your love even if he doesn't realize it.
He's also very helpful when he wants to be, Satan even listed him as his most reliable brother.
It makes him feel good to do things for other people and again, he feels like maybe people will like what he does for them even if they don't like him the same way.
It's not as though he hates compliments and any other loving comments, but he's never really going to believe them until you've already "proven it" through your other actions.
If anything it has a very high chance of backfiring if that's your main way of showing affection, especially if you're a kind person in general.
Levi has got a nasty habit of twisting everyone's words against them and he's not gonna kick it anytime soon, regardless of any reassurance you give him.
His insecurities are far too deeply rooted and connected to his very existence as the Avatar of Envy to be soothed so easily.
Even gifts are a much better way into his heart, if you take the time to research his collection and support his hobbies that is.
Not only did you take the time to listen to what he says, but you spent all that time and effort tracking it down, waiting in line, or staying at the website refreshing repeatedly until you could buy it.
It shows him you're fully supportive and not embarrassed to be seen as a "weeb." That you won't pretend to not know him in public when he freaks out the latest Ruri-chan merch and proudly displays it on his person.
What really makes Leviathan believe you love him is getting jealous over him and turning down the others to be with him.
Especially if you made plans with them first and then ditched them for Levi when he threw a fit.
It's very mean-spirited, unlike Mammon who mostly wants reassurance. As Leviathan actually wants to feel them hurting, but again, he's a demon and The Avatar of Envy at that. Take the most jealous, unreasonable, and controlling person you know and multiple it by a thousand. That's what he has to deal with in his head 24/7, and though he does a very admirable job of keeping them as thoughts rather than actions, it's still a very heavy strain and things do slip out.
Levi will end up throwing a fit if you try to restrict his Ruri or TSL time out of jealousy, but any H-games and etc. are fair game so long as you promise to pick up the slack.
He'll even stop going to idol meet and greets for you, but it's only fair you start restricting your time with other people (including his brothers) in return, right? Right?
…Yeah, good luck handling that.
You know you've made it when Leviathan feels confident enough to regularly initiate physical contact and casually ask for your time and affection.
It's not that he doesn't like it, he's completely touch starved and has been fantasizing about initiating for a while, it's that he's completely sure he'll be rejected or mess it up somehow.
Or that it'll become overstimulating and he'll hurt your feelings by abruptly breaking it off when it suddenly becomes too much.
It means that you've brought his self-esteem up quite a bit, that Leviathan finally trusts that you won't suddenly make fun of him. That you actually like him for who he is and not in spite of it.
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Satan:
Satan likes to show his love through gifts, acts of service, and the occasional sprinkle of affectionate words. Possibly even through poetry he wrote himself. He wants to show you that he's the superior choice. The reliable, practical, and in-the-know choice without being too stuffy and uptight, unlike some people. *cough* Lucifer *cough*
He also prides himself on his knowledge, and would be very eager to share said knowledge with you.
Feel free to ask him about any topic you want, chances are he at least knows a good book for it. If he somehow doesn't, then he'll gladly try to find one for you.
Just don't expect him to do your coursework or any other intellectual work for you. As much as Satan loves to be useful, he values self-sufficiency and growth even more.
He just can't understand wanting to cheat yourself out of a possible learning experience, and only wants the best for you.
What makes him feel loved is when you acknowledge his flaws but don't make excuses or demonize him for them.
When you don't push too hard for him to open up or spend all of his time with you, and instead set a schedule of sorts so the two of you always have at least some time together without it becoming too much.
He's not the biggest fan of physical contact though, as the circumstances of his "birth" meant that non-violent contact was rare until he finally calmed down and repaired the few relationships that he had. Truth be told, he also a bit afraid of hurting you. Satan's afraid that he'll instinctively lash out when you touch him suddenly, or that he'll hold on too tightly when he goes to touch you himself. You'd never know it now, the way he handles his centuries old books and week old kittens, but Satan is not gentle by nature. He won't shove you away or anything, but he will tense up and never initiate "pointless" physical contact even if he knows you love it until you let him approach it at his own pace.
You know you've made it when Satan finally opens up and doesn't avoid talking about his insecurities and weak points, or feel as though he's competing with Lucifer for your affection anymore.
When he feels free to act as he would like to instead of trying to compensate for his inexperience by imitating romance novels. When Satan doesn't feel as though he has to hide his purely demonic upbringing and everything that comes with it in fear of intimidating or scaring you off.
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Asmodeus:
I feel like Asmodeus' love languages are pretty obvious, as in he absolutely adores all of them, as he's got so much affection to give and is plenty eager to receive.
He especially loves spoiling you and dressing you up. It's as much for his benefit as it is yours.
It's the same with all the pictures he takes of the two of you. He considers himself very generous indeed for sharing your beauty with the world instead of keeping it to himself, unlike some people.
Asmo will tell you as much himself, in fact, he never grows tired of describing your beauty in every possible way he could.
You can't go more than a day without him comparing at least one aspect of you to some beloved art piece or wonder of nature.
And of course, you can't forget the physical affection. Asmo lives for the chance to run his fingers along your skin and drape himself across you.
Platonically, romantically, sexually, it's all amazing to him.
He also finds testing out all sorts of creams and lotions on you incredibly intimate and relaxing, despite always preferring to be the one being pampered before.
You know you've made it when Asmodeus allows you to see him at his "ugliest," whether that be physically or emotionally, and trusts that you won't leave him for it.
When he feels like you would still be with him even if he never did anything sexual again.
It may or may not seem like that big of a deal to you, but Asmodeus is incredibly insecure deep down.
He can't help but feel like he'll never be as loved as he was back in heaven all those years ago, and certainly not for the same reasons.
What Asmodeus needs is someone who will prove that wrong, that sees him as something more than to look at and get off with.
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Beelzebub:
"You didn't get me a snack? It's okay. I don't mind being stuck with you forever." (Slightly Used Handcuff Item - 2020 Valentine's Event)
Beelzebub makes it extremely obvious that what he wants more than anything is just to enjoy being by your side.
You don't have to do anything special or even talk, just showing that you're willing to spend time with him is proof enough of your love.
It's also how he shows affection. Like how even though he's not that interested in anime or video games, and Levi usually doesn't let him play (thanks to his messy eating and sticky hands,) Beel still goes into Levi's room surprisingly often.
Honestly, I'm not convinced part of it isn't at least partially from PTSD as well.
Beelzebub feels the need to stay by your side so that he can always be there to take the hit for you.
So that he can see you're still here with his own two eyes and not permanently gone the second he turns around.
What really makes him feel loved is when you look out for his emotional well-being and refuse to let him put himself last.
When you don't take his self-sacrificing ways for granted or come to expect them.
It doesn't matter how you show your appreciation, he's grateful for anything you give him, so long as you do it.
He is a bit insecure however. Both about his behavior and his appearance, as surprising as that may be to anyone who's seen him.
His demon form is associated with something most humans find disgusting after all. So he really appreciates any way you try to reassure him about it.
You know you've made it when Beelzebub is consistently willing to share his food with you.
Beelzebub arguably has the worst control over his sin and readily admits it. Belphie is the only other person he'd ever really share his own food with, and even then not all of it all the time.
But the ultimate test is when he's willing to go against Belphegor for you, even if it's just not immediately agreeing with everything he says.
Beelzebub feels very indebted to Belphie, no matter how many times he tells him it's fine Beel still feels like he has to do any and everything to make up for it.
So if he's willing to go against that, willing to risk upsetting Belphie, it means that you mean everything to him.
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Belphegor:
Belphie's all about physical touch and quality time. Both in the sense of spending all of your time with him, and in the sense of not spending that time with anyone else, except Beel of course.
Not just cuddling in bed or taking naps together, but holding hands, letting him lean against you, and kissing are all things Belphie also really enjoys, and expects.
Despite getting embarrassed fairly easily by some of his brothers at times, it's almost impossible to ignore PDA when you lean into it like that, and he's desperate to stake his claim even in public. (Though his embarrassment quickly fades as he becomes more comfortable being vulnerable with you and his brothers again. His guarded, territorial behavior quickly turns into bragging and "tests of your loyalty" after that.)
Now, despite that he does expect you to respect when he wants his alone time, but Belphegor doesn't respect your boundaries all that well until you make him.
Not that he minds if you do try to force him to stop being as much of a spoiled brat though, he likes someone that can give as good as they can get so long as you do it with love.
He's another one that wants to watch you crush his brothers' hopes and dreams in favor of spending time with him. Not Beel though, never Beel.
Seriously, he likes to make out in public and actively fantasizes about his brothers getting jealous because of it in his devilgrams.
(He's also the most suggestive even after they started toning everything down. He gets implied sex and makes out several times a devilgram while other characters don't even get kisses at all sometimes.)
Belphegor is a Belphewhore when it comes to you. (Which is rather fitting, if you know anything about demonology.)
You know you've made it when this lazy cow gets up off his ass to do something for you, something usually only reserved for Beel.
Now, normally being compared to someone you're trying to date's twin brother would be a bad thing, but not in this case.
It just means the only one who will ever be equally important as his figurative other half is his twin, his literally magically and psychically connected other half.
The deepest form of trust is when he fully entrusts Beel's safety and happiness to you.
He may not seem as outwardly protective as his twin, but he is very much so, and he's become even more paranoid and codependent after being forcefully separated for so long.
Whereas Beel is more concerned with physical safety, Belphegor is more concerned with Beelzebub's mental state.
He knows his twin has a tendency to be self-sacrificing, full of guilt, and a bit too eager to take things at face value at times (despite being the emotionally intelligent out of all of them) for a demon. He also knows plenty of people would take advantage of that, intentionally or not.
Belphegor will act uncaring, but he's carefully monitoring your interactions with Beelzebub and paying attention to all of the shared feelings from their connection, intent on matching them up to see if you caused any of his poor moods.
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Diavolo:
Lord Diavolo constantly puts himself into frustrating lose-lose situations.
He only really feels assured if you keep coming to him of your own free will, but he's so terrified of rejection and losing you that he rarely ever allows you to do just that.
He's always coming up with some brand new scheme or just outright forcing you to come to him, sometimes even physically, which only reinforces his bad habits and insecurities.
It doesn't matter how much you try to resist. Do you really believe you could do something to stop it when even several-thousand-year-old Lucifer and his strong-willed brothers can't? When even Barbatos couldn't? You'd need the power of God and anime on your side for even a small chance at that.
He'll literally pick you up or drag you if he has to, laughing all the while, refusing to take it seriously as you squirm even though he's really hurt deep down.
He tries to keep in mind that some people are "shy" and don't want to be dragged out all the time, but if you say, take the week in between his tiring plots to catch up on coursework and relax, he'll start to worry you're distancing yourself.
Diavolo's severe abandonment and boundary issues make it nearly impossible for you to challenge them without doing exactly what he wants, when he wants.
Who does he think he is, some kind of all-powerful demon lord or something?
Diavolo doesn't consider himself to be a big gift-giver, but he spoils those he appreciates regardless, and you receive his love on a completely different level.
He's just so used to opulence and never wanting for anything purchasable (easily or not) that he may overwhelm you with uncomfortably extravagant displays without even considering how the average human might react.
Want some chocolate? Diavolo will have Barbatos summon the most skilled chocolatiers immediately.
Can't find the perfect formal wear for yourself? He's calling in his personal tailors to make the most beautiful pieces of clothing you've ever seen in your life.
And yet despite all that it can still fall a bit flat at times.
Diavolo is the most flexible with this form of affection, but he can still be very inconsiderate in a sense.
He takes being told it's a bit too much surprisingly well, but he's fairly controlling about the gifts themselves.
You don't like the colors he picked? Too bad. It matches his own outfit and the color you want would match with the brothers instead and etc.
Sometimes it almost feels like the gifts are more for him than you, or that they come with hidden expectations rather than to make you happy.
Even though he really does want to make you happy, very much so in fact.
You know you've made it when Diavolo finally trusts you to come back to him on your own. Something that might take years and years of "absolutely perfect loyalty."
When he's not constantly sending you messages every time you're apart and doesn't try to force his way into every outing or private moment you have.
Quality time is still his main love language, giving and receiving, and he's still very aggressive in his attempts to spend time with you, but it's expressed in a (slightly) healthier way.
It does mean fighting against his very nature as a demon, even more so than he already does, but he's more than willing to try for you.
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Barbatos:
Despite being quite powerful himself, people are often so used to taking advantage of him that they don't see him as much of a person compared to others.
He's rarely Barbatos and often "The Prince's Butler, who happens to be called Barbatos" instead.
Barbatos is targeted quite often by various groups of people, but few of them are after his attention specifically, instead of his power and connections.
He doesn't really allow himself to date in general. Besides not having the time for it, he's too worried about accidentally giving a spy or old Demon King loyalist an opening to cause trouble.
Whether that'd be because he's distracted or because he somehow ends up dating that kind of demon, Barbatos is rarely a risk taker when it comes to Diavolo's safety.
Even when he's liked it's usually for what he can do for other people, like Beelzebub wanting to keep him as his chef and Solomon eyeing his powers for example.
The only one who's really broke past that in the last couple of centuries has been Luke, who's come to be like an adopted son (or pet chihuahua) of sorts to him.
As much as the child loves to say he's using Barbatos, it's clear that the affection is mutual.
Now, a lowly human on the other hand? He'd worry about them being taken hostage or having loose lips, but otherwise they're fairly harmless. Barbatos has all the power in the relationship, just the way he likes it.
In a way, humans' short lifespans also helps to prepare Barbatos for the possibility of seeing your untimely death.
He knew what he was getting into, even if he's gotten far more attached to you than he ever intended to.
In a way, your presence eventually becomes synonymous with respite to him.
At first because of the physical aspect of entertaining you, but it slowly starts to be because of you specifically.
How sweetly you talk to him, really talk to him and not at him. The way you're so considerate in ways that even angels are not for a "mere butler."
Not much longer after that, it comes to be everything about you, even your smile becomes enough to make his day.
Besides being helpful, proving you're willing to "stoop down to his level" and "serve the servant" makes him much more willing to believe you're genuine.
In his (plentiful) experience, pretending to actually enjoy helping out in person is much harder to fake than anything else, especially for the snobbish nobles typically attempting to gain Lord Diavolo's favor.
Barbatos is another hardcore perfectionist who takes his work extremely seriously, who would rather die than let anyone else do it for him, especially since it would cause him to look as if he was "slacking." However, small things like drawing a bath for him, bringing him his favorite snacks, and giving him massages really helps him relax and feel loved.
He's also very fond of homemade gifts for similar reasons. The thought of someone going to all that effort for "just a butler" is very much appreciated.
Despite being such a perfectionist he'll accept the love put into almost anything you give him if it's made with care and free of the furry beasts he despises so strongly.
He'll have them all displayed properly in his room, in a way that will let them last longer, right next to everything Luke has made for him.
You know you've made it when Barbatos allows you to take care of him and ease his burdens.
When he'll allow you to wash his hair and pour tea for the both of you without stressing about how perfect it may or may not be.
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Solomon:
Solomon's main love languages are gift giving and acts of service, and yes, you're gonna have to eat his cooking and you're gonna have to like it.
More seriously though, I'd argue it's quality time and acts of service, both giving and receiving.
He may have an excess of years left, for the understatement of the century, but he knows not everyone else does.
So Solomon really cherishes what little time you're willing to give him, especially if it means ignoring the demon brothers in favor of him. Asmodeus included. Solomon needs to know you're willing prioritize humanity, and him of course, before he can really begin to trust you and let you in.
He's also very fond of physical touch, he's close to Asmo for a reason after all, but that doesn't actually assure him your love is true regardless of how much he enjoys it.
You know you've made it when Solomon is fully willing to become attached and admit it to himself, regardless of any potential heartbreak he may suffer.
When he's ready to tell you so, to make concrete plans about the future with you, instead of for you, and commit to them fully.
But he also really does want to see you eating his cooking, that he infuses with all of his love just for you, every day.
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Simeon:
Simeon is another tricky one, as he rarely allows people get close enough to see his more vulnerable side. Not even those that he was once brothers in arms with.
I believe one major indicator of Simeon being truly in love with you is when he's seeking out your touch.
When he's always brushing his fingers against your shoulders and grabbing your waist as he walks past, just to feel your skin.
Or even allowing you to come to bed with him, "just to cuddle, of course" he says, despite the major risks being that close poses for an angel already teetering on the edge. That's not to say that he doesn't express it through other means, like through the written word, but his playful brushes against you and sly smiles as he tells his white lies to get some alone time are something exclusive to your (not-so-secret) relationship.
He does however, always want to spend time with you. Even before he's ready to fully commit and be completely vulnerable around you.
You may or may not have that much time together after all, and he wants to spend as much of it as possible with you. Simeon also adores teasing the ones he loves, and that will most likely be the first bit of "personalized" affection he gives you. He just can't get enough of your embarrassed faces and mannerisms.
You know you've made it when Simeon is willing to trust you with all of his darkest thoughts and concerns.
When he can trust you won't judge him for his sins or try to guide him to any particular path.
When he's certain you'll stay true, and value and respect his guidance, no matter what form he's in or what he's done.
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It's a common idea I know, but I got an ask for it literally years ago and I wanted to dump my reasons onto y'all anyway.
The draft date on AO3 said I started it in the middle of 2021, which should explain exactly why I feel bad about taking requests.
Also shameless self promotion, but I have a full Obey Me! rewrite fic out now!
Please do note that this is a fully realized fem OC with her own personality, not a gender neutral reader insert, and there are a lot of potential triggers involved.
So please make sure to read the tags fully before going in!
But don't worry, everything else will stay gender neutral and reader insert! Nothing is going to change about that here or on tumblr.
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ventique18 · 7 months
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It was a perfect day. Everything went romantically--passionately, even. Now they're standing on a lush verdant hill, the gentle evening breeze caressing their faces. Their hesitant fingers brushing oh-so-shyly as their hearts beat and beat even faster in a plea to shout out what their tongues cannot say.
And when he gazes at the person beside him, their attention captivated by the colorful fireworks that drew stars and flowers and beauty before their very eyes, he knows he has to say it. So that he may see the same besotted expression directed at him instead.
"My lovely flower. My beautiful star. Won't you... make breakfast with me, everyday, for the rest of our lives?"
"Huh? I know you like my cheap cooking, but don't you have world-class chefs at home? I'm sure they'd do better than me..."
"Ah."
In some cultures, asking someone to cook for you everyday is an indirect way of asking someone to marry you. And he was rejected.
Malleus Draconia was rejected. Unwittingly. With all the innocence in the world a person could ever display on their face.
Ah well, just another one of his failed attempts. He'd try again next time, in a different setting, with a different approach. There's bound to be one in a thousand that would work on them, surely?
"I don't really plan to take up culinary arts," They suddenly declare; eyes ahead and never meeting his, "So I don't think I'm qualified to be a royal chef. But if my job title gets to be 'spouse' instead... Maybe I'll give it a thought."
He's not entirely sure if the popping sound was still the fireworks or if it was his very heart.
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yandereworlds · 8 months
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Care to share some fun facts about Dr. Laurence? *wink wonk* he's such an interesting character and I'd like to know more about him ^^
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DR. LAURENCE HEADCANONS!
Dr. Laurence - he's damn good at what he does, no two ways about it. But he's the kind of guy who's got a deck full of cards but only shows you the top two. He's all about strategy, always one step ahead. Not to mention he's got that charisma thing down pat which lets him spin any tale in his favor. 
It goes without saying that due to his medical expertise, Dr. Laurence knows the human body inside and out, including the points of vulnerability. Armed with this knowledge, he doesn't rule out using it on his S/O if situations demand it, but only as a final resort when it comes to neutralizing them. Although he's not a fan of resorting to such measures, he also doesn't hesitate if the situation calls for it.
Dr. Laurence is the type to become easily tongue-tied around his partner. Merely sharing a room with his loved one can get him all rosy-cheeked, with a whirlwind of thoughts sweeping through his mind. He manages to maintain a cool exterior, but internally, he's definitely over the moon!
One thing Dr. Laurence truly enjoys is taking care of his partner's health. While others might consider medical checkup routine, for him, it's an opportunity to share a special, intimate moment with his S/O. Holding them intimately, running checks and tests, these moments are precious to him. Needless to say, the health and well-being of his beloved always top his list of priorities.
Dr. Laurence has a bit of a peculiar habit - he likes to keep mementos of his S/O, sometimes without their knowledge. It could be anything - strands of hair, misplaced eyelashes, or even pieces of clothing. And that hospital gown you wore that one time? He found it irresistible, so he had to keep it. Of course, he stashes these items safely away in a private spot. On the off chance, someone stumbles upon his collection, he swiftly brushes it off as 'random clutter,' but never lets anyone discard it. He'd even go the extra mile figuring out better ways to keep them hidden, and might even bring them home. Is it creepy? Definitely. Does he care? Not really.
Dr. Laurence truly cares about you - so much so that he won't stand by if he sees you neglecting your well-being, even to the point of stepping in forcefully if necessary. If you're refusing to eat, he won't think twice about resorting to a feeding syringe to ensure you're nourished, he'd personally see to it that you maintain your hygiene or even go as far as drugging your food to make you rest if you're overdoing it. Right or wrong, in his eyes, it's unthinkable to watch his darling deteriorating from neglect. So, in his mind, why not step in and do the caring for them?
Dr. Laurence will ensure that your family remains oblivious to your actual situation. He'll spin a tale, something about you being afflicted with a severe illness that demands a long hospital stay and no visitors, lest you spill the truth. But that wouldn't keep your family from sending things your way - stuffed toys, heartfelt cards, fresh flowers. This would irritate him to no end. Why were they showering his darling with such tokens? As if you needed anything else when you had him, right? Despite his frustration, he won't discard these gifts. Instead, he devises a scheme to pass these presents off as his own. So, he replaces their notes with his name, playing the doting partner at every opportunity. "Look, Y/N, I thought this teddy might keep you company." He'd assure your family that their tokens are being received well, all while hijacking their efforts for his own credit.
Dr. Laurence may have good intentions (sometimes), but he's far from flawless. There are moments when his partner's words and actions can really throw him off. Despite being a master at maintaining a pleasant facade, even he has his brink. When pushed too far, his recourse could be as extreme as keeping his S/O sedated for an entire week. Each time you regain consciousness, you'd find that all too familiar syringe stuck in your arm with Dr. Laurence's regretful words, "I never wanted this, Y/N... Maybe rest is what you need." This approach takes a toll on him, too. Missing the sight of your expressive eyes and the sound of your voice? It eats him up inside. But he feels it's a necessary lesson to instill. He sees it as the only way out.
All Dr. Laurence can wish for is that someday, you'll acknowledge that all he's done stems from his profound love for you. You'll get it, won't you? Then both of you can finally find happiness. That's his ultimate wish, no matter what the repercussions might be.
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fandomxpreferences · 1 year
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Traitor
Part Two Part Three Part Four Epilogue
Pairing: Bradley “Rooster” Bradshaw x female!reader, Jake “Hangman” Seresin x female!reader
TW:18+, cheating, radioactive levels of toxicity lol, smut, choking, voyeurism kind of, swearing, ANGST
Summary: Bradleys been acting off for a while and you finally pinpoint what the cause is. Unfortunately for him, you believe in an eye for an eye.
Word Count: 3.3k
A/N: Y’ALL this is something else let me tell ya. We love a spiteful queen. Its 2 am and I will use this gif as much as I can because I love this slutty black t shirt.
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Your gut feeling that something is wrong started weeks ago, after the uranium mission. For the first time in your two-year relationship with Bradley, he accused you of looking at other men.
You had been quick to tell him that usually when someone starts making accusations out of the blue, they’re projecting. He’d been even quicker to flip the script and tell you that you were avoiding the question and deflecting.
Ever since then, you’ve noticed little things here and there. Now you’re sitting at the hard deck with all your mutual friends and your eyes narrow as you watch Bradley interact with Natasha.
She’s one of your closest friends and you've talked to her about Bradley’s odd behavior since their return. But now you’re questioning everything.
It doesn't occur to you until you see the way Bradley recoils when her hand accidentally brushed his. The pieces start coming together and you feel your blood boil.
The way that they suddenly avoid each other at all costs, the way they won't even look at each other, and the way Nat has drawn back from your friendship.
Suddenly it all makes sense and you feel like you’re going to throw up. You continue analyzing them with a clenched jaw and the look you now recognize as guilt is written all over their faces.
You bring your beer to your lips and take a long sip before chuckling to yourself. You decide not to say anything. They both know what they did and neither of them has the respect to come forward and admit it.
You told Bradley in the beginning that cheating is the one thing you could never forgive. For him to not only choose to do it anyway but to do it with a mutual friend is diabolical.
You don’t care about the why or the how. All you can think about is revenge and you have the perfect way to even the score. Your boyfriend has always thought of you as fragile like a flower, and that was his first mistake. You’re fragile like a grenade, and he just pulled the pin.
Bradley’s so caught up in his spiraling thoughts and regret that he doesn’t notice you walk up to Jake across the room.
Jake notices your figure brush up against him and he shoots you an award-winning smile. He has an idea of what happened between his teammates, but nothing was ever explicitly asked or confirmed.
When he sees the mischievous glint in your eye he assumes you must have figured it out too. He and Bradley competed for your attention in the beginning, and to say he was disappointed his fellow pilot came out on top would be an understatement. He’s always harbored feelings for you, and it seems he may get the chance to redeem himself.
You had taken a calculated risk when choosing between the two men, and boy are you bad at math. You concluded that Bradley was more relationship material and less likely to hurt you. The deep ache in your chest now begs to differ.
“Hey sweetheart, you alright?” Jake asks and you flash him a toothy grin.
“Just fine, Jake.” You answer and before you can think it through, the next words come tumbling out. “Do you want to go for a walk on the beach?”
His answer is immediate and you inwardly smirk.
“With you? Anytime.” He forfeits his game of pool without hesitation and the two of you make your way outside and down toward the water.
You fall in step together and walk silently for a few minutes before you speak up. “Did you know?” You inquire quietly and Jake almost doesn’t hear you.
You hear him sigh and he shakes his head in your peripheral. “I had my suspicions. But no, I didn’t know for sure. I would have told you if I did.’ He answers honestly and you nod.
You stop abruptly when you reach a secluded part of the beach and stare out into the dark water. It's late and there’s no one else around. Jake stands patiently with his arms crossed over his chest and after a couple of minutes, you turn to face him.
“I should’ve chosen you.” You whisper and Jake's breathing picks up.
“I don’t know what to say to that.” He confesses and you take a step closer.
“Don’t say anything. Just show me how you would’ve been different.” You almost plead and Jake closes his eyes.
“You’re hurt and not thinking clearly right now. I don’t want this to be something you regret.” He tries to reason but you only move closer and run your hand down his abdomen.
“I’m not hurt, I’m pissed. But I'm crystal clear on the decision I’m making. I could never regret you.” Your voice is soft and Jakes feels his resolve crumble.
He wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you close, skimming his fingers down your spine once you’re pressed tightly against him. Your foreheads are almost touching and you see him glance down at your mouth, his tongue darting out across his lower lip quickly.
“Are you sure?” He confirms and you get goosebumps when you hear the gravelly tone of his voice. "Eye for an eye.” You nod and without another moment's hesitation, his lips are on yours in a bruising kiss.
It doesn’t take long before the two of you are an entangled mess of limbs clawing at each other's clothes. Jake wastes no time in laying you down on the sand and attacking your neck.
You feel him nip at your pulse point and let out a guttural moan at the sensation when he soothes the bite mark with his tongue.
“Don’t worry, I won’t leave any evidence.” He mutters and you shake your head.
“I want you to. I want to look in the mirror and be reminded of this.” You pant and Jake ghosts his lips across your collarbone.
“Believe me darlin’, you won't be able to think of anything else.” He purrs and you whine at the promise.
You feel the tide coming in and the cool water soothes your burning skin. It's a new feeling and it sends your senses into overdrive.
You momentarily think about how Bradley had always tried to convince you to fuck on the beach but you’re quickly pulled out of your thoughts when you feel Jake’s tongue swirl around your hardened nipple.
You cry out and he moves to the other side, making sure to give it the same attention. You revel in the feeling of his mouth lapping at every exposed piece of flesh as his hands explore the peaks and valleys of your body.
His fingertips are calloused from the work he does every day and it's a stark contrast to your supple skin. He makes his way back up your ear after marking your tits, hips, and thighs and you shudder when his breath fans across your throat.
“I’d love to take my time with you sweetheart, but we're on borrowed time and I need to feel you wrapped around me. I bet you're already soaking aren’t you?” He teases while slipping a finger into your heat.
He hums when he feels you dripping for him and brings the finger up to his mouth, making a show of licking it clean. He groans as he savors the taste and looks into your eyes. “So sweet. Hope I get to devour you one day.” He groans and your thighs clench together.
“I don’t have a condom.” He says suddenly and you pull him back down to you.
“Want you to cum in me. I’m on the pill.” You whine and his head drops into the crook of your neck.
“You’re going to be the death of me.”
He lines himself up with your entrance and glances up to make sure you’re okay. You nod your head eagerly and he sinks into you with one swift motion. He sucks in a sharp breath when he feels how tight you are and stares down at the place your bodies meet.
You let out a strangled moan and your head falls back in utter bliss as he stretches your walls. He stays still for a moment, waiting on you to let him know it's okay to move. It only takes a few seconds and you lift your head back up to look at him.
“Please fuck me.” You cry out and Jake doesn’t have to be told twice.
The pace he sets as he slams into you is brutal and you scream out as his pelvis repeatedly hits your swollen clit.
“That’s it, darlin’.” He growls. “Scream for me.”
His hand comes up to wrap around your throat and your eyes roll back in your head. He hits your sweet spot with every deep stroke and the sounds falling out of your mouth are obscene.
Jake thinks it sounds heavenly and he can’t begin to comprehend how Bradley could be stupid enough to want anyone else.
“God damn, look at you.” He grunts as your back arches and your body trembles underneath him. “So exquisite. Absolutely Divine the way your needy pussy swallows me whole.”
Your heart is racing in your chest and you feel the coil in your abdomen start to wind up. Jake can feel you spasming around him and watches the way your breathing becomes more erratic.
He removes his hand from your hip and presses down on your lower belly while squeezing the sides of your throat lightly.
The pressure sends you hurtling over the edge and your vision goes blurry as every nerve ending in your body erupts with fire. The sight of your legs shaking around him while you sob his name is enough to bring him to his own end.
You feel his hips stutter and his cock twitches as he empties himself into you with a deep groan. The sound of him moaning sends an aftershock through you as he slowly comes to a stop. You know that even though this was supposed to be a one-time thing, you’re going to be back for more.
The two of you stay there for a few minutes after he collapses onto your sweaty chest, trying to catch your breath. Once you’ve both come back down, he pulls out and lays down on the sand next to you.
“I'm sorry I don’t have anything to clean you up with.” He says and you look over at him with a grin.
“I have a better idea.” You exclaim and you stand up motioning for him to follow you.
You run out into the waves with a loud laugh and he stares in awe before chasing after you. When he gets close enough, you splash him playfully and he wipes the salt water off his face before pointing at you.
“You’re in for it now.” He says and you shriek while trying to swim away from him before he can catch you. He’s bigger and faster than you and you’ve barely made it any distance before his large arms wrap around your waist and pull you into him.
Your arms and legs wrap around him and you see a wicked glint in his eyes. Your own eyes widen as you try to break free to no avail.
“Don’t you dare!” You cackle and Jake dunks you both under the water. He brings you back up and you wipe at your hair and face while giggling like a child.
He smiles affectionately as he watches you and tries to recall the last time he’s seen you this carefree and happy. After a few more minutes, you trudge up the sand and try to dry off the best you can.
There’s a comfortable silence as the two of you get redressed and make your way back to the hard deck. As you approach the bar, you share a knowing look and don’t bother walking in separately.
You’re covered in hickeys and both of you are soaking wet. Anyone with eyes can put two and two together. You grab your purse while Jake closes out both tabs and lock gazes with Bradley.
You see him white-knuckling his pool stick as he takes in your appearance and you’re certain that it's only a few seconds away from snapping. You don’t say anything as you walk over to Jake and give him a gentle smile.
“You ready?” He asks and you nod before the two of you make your exit, leaving behind a pissed-off Bradley and very confused Dagger Squad.
You’re freshly showered and sitting on the couch in your living room eating popcorn when you hear the front door crash open. Bradley all but stomps down the hallway and your eyebrow quirks when you see him stop in front of the TV. The two of you thankfully still live separately, and you make a mental note to change the locks.
“Well hello to you too.” You quip and you take in his appearance. His jaw is clenched so tight you think he might break a tooth and his breath is coming out in heavy pants.
“Cut the shit.” He snarks and his eyes bore into you, cold and hard. “Did you fuck Jake?” He shouts while pointing a finger at you.
You grab the remote and maneuver around his body to pause your show before looking back at him unbothered. “Perhaps.” You reply casually and his neck and chest start getting red and splotchy.
“Was it worth it?” He sneers and you pretend to think for a second.
“Most definitely. You guys should call him Hungman.” You taunt while throwing another piece of popcorn in your mouth. You see his pupils dilate and his hand balls up into a fist.
“Guess you didn’t find that funny. Though I wasn't really joking.” You laugh and his nostrils flare.
“No, I don’t find my girlfriend fucking my teammate funny, actually.” He spits and you roll your eyes.
“So you can fuck our friends but I can’t?” You scoff and the color drains from his face.
“What are you talking about?” He tries and you feel the rage and adrenaline start flooding your system.
You squint up at him and he shifts nervously. “Don’t play dumb now, Bradley. At least Jake was worth it. Was Natasha?” You ask calmly and he looks like he might get sick.
You stand quickly and shove him backward. “I told you in the beginning, Bradshaw. I told you not to do this to me, and you did it anyway! I told you this is the one thing I could never forgive. Cheating is already disrespectful but to do it with one of our friends?!” You yell and he tries to catch your hands as they swing wildly in his direction.
“I confided in her about you! I’ve been looking like an idiot for weeks!” You scream while thrashing in his hold.
“I’m sorry.” He offers and you laugh bitterly.
“You broke my heart and all you can say is sorry? You’re a fucking traitor, Bradley.” You snap and he lets go of your wrists. You turn away from him and take a deep breath, trying with every ounce of your being to calm down before you catch a charge.
“I told you weeks ago when you tried to say I have a thing for Jake that when people start accusing out of the blue it's usually guilt and projection. You made me feel crazy, and I was right. You tried to manipulate me and it didn’t work. You don’t have an ounce of remorse.” You say, completely emotionless.
“We didn’t mean for it to happen. There was just so much fear and adrenaline, and we got caught up.” He tries to remedy the situation and you whip around. Before either of you can process, your hand connects to his cheek with a loud pop, and his face jerks to the side.
“Don’t insult my intelligence, Bradley.” You seethe. “This is a choice you made. You didn’t trip and accidentally stick your dick in her. You had plenty of chances to stop, but you didn’t. I didn't even cross your mind, and if I did then it wasn’t enough to make you think twice.”
You see his eyes flood with tears as realizes he can’t fix this, and yesterday it would have sent a pang through your heart. But standing here now, you feel nothing but hatred and disgust.
“Jake never would have done this to me.” You whisper to yourself, but loudly enough that you know he hears. You know it's cruel, maybe even evil, but it's the truth. Jake has always been a good friend to you, and after really getting to know him you’re certain that he would never betray you like this.
Bradley takes a step forward and you launch back as he reaches out for you. “Don’t fucking touch me.” You bark and the tears start falling hot and heavy down his face.
“I love you, Y/N. Please don’t do this. We can work it out.” He begs and you stare at him blankly.
“I didn’t do this. You did. There is no we anymore.” You state matter of factly while gesturing between the two of you. “You should leave.”
Bradley chokes on a sob and tries once again to move toward you but you sidestep him before he can touch you. Suddenly you hear a voice and you can see the moment that the fire returns to Bradley’s eyes.
“She asked you to leave, and you should probably listen.” Jake says from your doorway, his voice stern and full of venom.
The sandy-haired pilot glances between you and his colleague with anger and disbelief clear on his features. “Are you fucking kidding me?”
You don’t say anything as you stare back defiantly, refusing to let him feel any form of power over you. He watches you for a few seconds before turning on his heel and you let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding when you hear the door slam.
Within seconds, large tears are falling off your face and splattering on the hardwood floor. Jake crosses the space between you in two long strides and engulfs you in a hug. He doesn’t say anything as you weep into his chest, the reality of the situation and grief consuming you.
He just rocks you back and forth gently while running his hand through your hair, his other hand rubbing soothing circles into the small of your back.
He presses tender kisses to the top of your head before resting his cheek there. “Shhh, I know darlin'. I know. I’m right here, I’ve got you. Just let it out.” His voice is soft and comforting, and after what seems like hours your cries die down into weak whimpers and sniffles.
Once your breathing has evened out, Jake pulls back to look at you. His heart shatters when he sees your bloodshot eyes and puffy cheeks. He reaches up and swipes his thumbs across the swollen area, cleaning up the smeared mascara that’s staining your skin.
“I know it hurts like hell, but you did the right thing. You deserve better than that.” He consoles you, and you smile gratefully.
“Why don’t we do some face masks and watch a cheesy chick flick?” He suggests and your eyebrows shoot up.
“You’d do a face mask just to make me feel better?” You ask incredulously and he chuckles.
“I have two sisters. Trust me, it's nothing new to me. We can do a whole spa night if you want, manicures and all.” He offers and you smile brightly.
“Okay.” You agree before going to get all the supplies. And that’s just what you guys do. The evening is spent bingeing “Legally Blonde’ and ‘Miss Congeniality' while laughing loudly and debating what color would flatter Jake best.
The next morning when he goes to work, he sees Bradley on the tarmac. He looks like shit, and Jake can’t help but think that he deserves it. The pilot locks eyes with him and his gaze darts down to the nail polish adorning Jake's hands. It's at that moment that he knows. He’s lost you for good, and it's no one's fault but his own.
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cillyscribbles · 1 month
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munkuposting (metastrap?) for the jellinclined (i am so sorry)
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you tell me i'm insane but i know my truth and my truth is that munkustrap wants to help her. he wants to reach out and help her up like he just helped jennyanydots during her song. he leans down and it's not just so he can look at her better. it's not just cause there's no point to his defensive stance here except for her to see, for him to communicate she's unwanted, and he knows it. shit dude the guy can't look her in the eyes for longer than 5 seconds.
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like come on. munkustrap's running after old deuteronomy and the rest of the older/less agile cats so much in this goddamn film he might as well be Munkustrap the Mobility Aid Cat. man knows what he wants in life and that's going on as many walks with senior citizens hanging off his arm as physically possible and neither god nor the heaviside layer will stand in his way.
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his responsibility's a whole different thing, though. look at the lad puffing up when grizabella shows up. that's a guard he uses against perceived threats like macavity and it's well and warranted then, but what in the name of ye olde cat gods is the old lady gonna do? garbage stink them all to death? it's performative as hell on purpose. both of them know she's not gonna jump him and he doesn't need to protect himself or his fellow cats from her physically.
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in the macavity scares, odd as it might look on a person, The MunkuStance™ is a genuine threat. he's up above everyone else or he's one of the few cats on the stage, he's spreading himself out to look bigger, he HISSES lmao.
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look at the lad. hissssss lmao i love him.
not only is he saying i won't hesitate bitch he's also establishing himself as The Guy You Fight. if you're an outsider looking in, you're probably not gonna notice Mr Mistoffelees Scampering Through The Pipes Again, but you sure as hell are gonna see the Snarling Tabby Fresh From Hell hopping around in the middle of the stage with his legs 16 kilometers apart at all times. and okay, doing that for the entire musical sure is a Choice, but it's a Character Choice, and mr michael gruber the man you are. the star that you are. i want to send him flowers and chocolate and a card. i would greatly like to do that.
with grizabella though? jesus christ she's about as threatening as a patchy sock. it's not even his first instinct to go Tall Big Puffy when he's trailing after her because there's genuinely nothing to defend against there.
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he just sort of slowly stands into it as though he's forgotten he was supposed to be Protecting for a second. the stance, the threat, all that's only there to set a dynamic. it's there to say you're not one of us, we don't like you, please go away, but he's half-assing it so much it loses all its i won't hesitate bitch and turns into i have never hesitated so hard in my entire life. he still establishes himself as The Guy You Fight, but it's obvious grizabella isn't about to fight anyone, so now he's just The Guy She's Staring In Incredulous Longing At, and he can't even hold her gaze for long enough to pretend it's not getting to him because at his core he's not a bad person and he knows that all this is kind of a Dick Move.
this is what makes munkustrap so dummy god tier as a character to me. he may wish he could help grizabella. hell he may even want her back, if not as openly as old deuteronomy does. when all the cats scuttle away and turn their backs to grizabella before memory reprise, munkustrap never even fucking bothers ?? like he's straight up just watching her, and then later watching old deuteronomy watch her like with the most somber wee eyebrows up so can we finally do something about this expression i've ever seen on a performer lmao.
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but that means nothing without the approval of the entire tribe! absolutely nothing! because munkustrap, in that regard, is exactly like old deuteronomy: what he wants comes second to what the jellicles want. it's harder to see in him because old deuteronomy is mostly up on the tire being cat jesus and munkustrap mingles with the rest of the ensemble way more, but it's really obvious when you look. they defer to his leadership, but he defers to their collective decisions.
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he moves mistoffelees away from grizabella (just like the rest of the older cats) because mistoffelees doesn't know any better and grizabella is untouchable, but then he stalls and waits when demeter reaches out to her. like, i'm pretty sure he would've just let her touch grizabella right then and there. had demeter been a little less aware of the fact that this was the first 30 minutes of the musical, i'm pretty sure she would've just taken grizabella back in right then and there and memory wouldn't have even been necessary. munkustrap sure wasn't about to do shit about it.
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he's actively leaning back to give her space!! (i know logistically that it's mr michael giving an opening for ms aeva to execute her Conflicted Scuttle Away but munkustrap is still leaning back however you put it so i'm right automatically. haw yee)
i'm fascinated by it specifically because this way it's almost as though munkustrap is an extension of the jellicle collective, if that makes sense. obviously he's the narrator so we can't give him a complex emotional storyline if we want to keep the aryas in single digits, but in turn this means that now he's a character who chooses to forgo his own feelings in favour of those of his community, and that's just, man, that's just. man. ca(s)t of all time for real. a guardian and a weapon and a storyteller and a teacher and not one of those for his own sake. Man.
tl;dr, old deuteronomy can be hella proud of his kid, and i can eventually stop crying. also here are the gifs of him finally getting to comfort grizabella a little. experience emotions with me.
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unfortunately i have similar (if slightly less rambling) thoughts on tugger and why he's constantly being such a massive cunt to grizabella lmao. if you guys are unfortunate enough i may subject myself to the giffing and writing of that post too. toodlepip ✌️
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dating RE2R!Leon Kennedy... and what Taylor Swift songs it would be like
pairings: Leon Kennedy x GN!Reader
warnings: just your typical canon violence mentioned, Leon's trauma is discussed.
requested?: nope!
word count: 2343
a/n: guys i'm sorry for being gone for so long! i said i was gonna post this on sunday but i have commitment issues. so yeah this is my take on Leon Kennedy. specifically RE2R!Leon. i want to do all eras (if you will) of Leon but i'm nervous that i'm gonna like...BUTCHER his character. so sorry if he's out of character or anything! also this is a long one so buckle up.
also if you're new to my blog then these are headcanons mixed with Taylor Swift inspired blurb type of thing at the end.
okay being honest y'all
dating Leon before and after Raccoon City are way two different experiences (because duh trauma and all that good shit)
so let's start with before Raccoon City
a common thing I see is that he's like a puppy dog which ok yeah
but I'd like to put my own spin on him ok?
anyway
even before Raccoon City, Leon is definitely traumatized from his family yknow…
being brutally murdered
which makes him hesitant to get into a relationship
but when he first meets you, he’s already absolutely smitten
I picture Leon to be a very awkward yet sweet lover
like sure he's had partners before you but I think you'd be the first person he sees a realistic future with
he doesn’t want to ruin anything with you
he may be a 21 year old man
but romance and being in love makes him feel/act like a blushing high school girl
what can he say? he's a hopeless romantic
he's the type to remember small anniversaries at the beginning of y'all dating
and makes somewhat of a big deal out of them
"happy 4 months babe! I got us dinner reservations at (your favorite restaurant) :)"
oh yeah he loves to use pet names
babe and honey are the names he uses the most
chivalry isn't dead when it comes to Leon
always holding doors for you
getting you "just because" flowers
definitely is the type of guy to wait for you to tie your shoe while everyone else is walking ahead
his love language receiving is physical touch and giving love language is words of affirmation
knows you can stand up for yourself but won't hesitate to put someone in their place for you
taking things super slow because he doesn't want to rush into things
didn't actually kiss you until the fifth date
and he asked for permission of course
holds your hand every time you guys go out together
his favorite types of dates would be walks through the park and picnics
it's cheesy sure but classic and he loves to hear you talk
also loves to make you laugh
one of his favorite sounds to exist
has tried to cook a romantic dinner for you once
but got distracted by how beautiful you are and almost burnt the place down
yes he almost died from embarrassment but eating take out and cuddling with you was worth it
mans is such a supportive boyfriend and your #1 fan
he loves to imagine your guys’ future together
when he gets into the police academy he's a bit worried about the relationship
but when he sees your eyes light up and the way you squeeze him once he tells you the news
he wants to laugh at himself for having doubts in the first place
dating while he was in the academy was tough but y'all made it work
was shocked when you agreed to come with him to Raccoon City
but happy nonetheless
wow! everything he's ever dreamed of is coming true
your guys relationship is stronger than ever and you both are on the path to success
what could go wrong??
...Raccoon City is what could go wrong.
so your relationship after the events of Raccoon City is... different
you weren't there with him during that unfortunate night in Raccoon City
he thanks God or whatever higher being for that
truthfully you were one of the things that got him through that fateful night
whenever it felt hopeless, he thought about your smile and the way your eyes crinkle when you do
that kept him going throughout the horrors he saw
also just the fact that he wanted to tell you “I love you” one last time
trying not to throw up when you hear about Raccoon City
not being able to get ahold of Leon was one of the worse things you'd ever been through
finally getting a hold of him and the both of you sobbing into the phone
"I thought you were gone and I was going to be alone-" "I would never leave you. Never in a million years."
when you finally see him, you give him a long hug
you were careful about touching his shoulder of course
he's not exactly the Leon you knew before
the light that used to sparkle in his eyes had been put out
but he still looks at you like you hung the moon in the sky
being there by his side during nightmares and calming him down
helping take care of his shoulder wound for a while
studying up on PTSD to understand him better
squeezing his hand when he gets that faraway look in his eyes
patience and understanding becoming your best friends
doesn't open up right away with what happened in Raccoon City
if/when he does, it's a loooong night of him slowly opening up and talking about it
and you of course listening
holding him and being gentle with him when he eventually breaks down
sometimes he lashes out at you when he's in that headspace
but he immediately apologizes after and that brings him out of it
constantly reassuring him about things
the date nights y'all have now consists of ordering take out and cuddling on the couch
binge watching cheesy sitcom series becomes another way of spending time together
it’s a way of trying to hold onto the sliver of normalcy between you two
he feels bad about not being ready to go out in the world yet but again you reassure him it's okay
embarrassed that you take care of him because he thinks it should be the other way around
he was already protective of you before Raccoon City
but he becomes even more protective after
mans is like a guard dog okay?
he's not trying to be overbearing, he just wants to know where you're going out to incase something happens
reminiscing on his favorite memories with you before everything happened
having you by his side helps ground him when he feels a panic attack coming on
communication becomes more important than ever (even if it's the hardest thing he can do sometimes)
him thinking you deserve better than him
yet being so in love with you that the thought of losing you makes him physically ill
makes sure to tell you that he loves you at least once a day because that’s all he could think about during Raccoon City
no he doesn't tell you about how the government threatened yours and Sherry's lives if he didn't join
that isn’t your burden to shoulder
he tries to do his best with keeping certain details from you
mostly because it makes him sick to think about and he doesn’t want you to worry more
you're the last thing he has from his life before Raccoon City
he wouldn't dare dream of letting you go
can't imagine his life without you
Okay so this was a bit tricky for me! I personally think that Fearless (from Fearless (Taylor’s Version)) and The Great War (from Midnights) fit RE2R!Leon the best. For those who aren’t familiar with Taylor’s music, Fearless is about the start of a relationship and the fearlessness of falling in love. I think that it’s a happy and upbeat love song and perfectly fits RE2R!Leon before Raccoon City. The Great War is about a couple having a rough patch in their relationship, but promising each other they’ll stick together throughout it. Which if that doesn’t scream post Raccoon City Leon then I don’t know what does.
Leon may have physically survived that devastating night in Raccoon City, but mentally, huge pieces of who he was had died. No longer was he that bright eyed rookie ready to help change the world. Now he was an ex cop who got an unwanted promotion that only reminded him of the horrors he witnessed.
Hopelessness was something that hung in the back of his mind every day. His smile didn’t reach his eyes anymore. It had only been two months, but he was still constantly on his guard. Even when he attempted to get some sleep, he couldn’t allow himself to relax. Nightmares of what happened in Raccoon City had constantly plagued his dreams. Sometimes he swore he could hear that monster’s loud footsteps down the hallway in the shared apartment.
One of the only things that seemed to keep him pushing through the dark was his partner. Being around you helped calm his racing mind. You were like a warm blanket in the cold darkness his mind had been in the past month. No matter what, your hand was the thing he had constantly been reaching out for.
Small things would trigger unpleasant flashbacks which made his stomach turn. A week ago you had accidentally dropped a pan you were reaching for, and the loud bang sounded too much like a gunshot for comfort. One moment he was in his apartment and the next he was back in Raccoon City. He could smell the rotting flesh and hear the groans of the undead. His breathing had quickened, and he immediately got ready to defend himself from monsters that Guilt ate at you as you attempted to calm him down.
"Leon honey, it's okay. You're at home with me. You’re having a flashback." Your honey coated voice reminded him. This wasn’t the first time he had an episode and it wouldn’t be the last. After a few minutes of reminding him to describe his surroundings and breath, you finally managed to coax him out of that state of mind. It had become second nature for you to remind him that nothing from Raccoon City could get to him anymore. When he finally was able to calm down, he immediately reached for you. Tears had brimmed his eyes and seeing that broken look on his face crushed your heart. Why must good people like him go through the worst things?
The worse thing for Leon is when he would unintentionally lash out at you. He couldn't stop the venomous words that accidentally left his mouth. Punishing for things you never did left a bitter taste in his mouth.
"Jesus Christ, just leave me alone for a moment!" He'd snapped the other day when it had been particularly hard to get out of bed. You had been asking him questions about how he was feeling, and if he needed anything. Just being a caring partner. God the look of hurt that had flashed upon your face was one he could never forget. Apologies had never escaped from him faster than that moment. It was like putting Band-Aids over bullet holes (no pun intended) and he knew that these outbursts of his weren’t fair to you.
You were an angel sent down from heaven, this was something he was sure of. Why did he have to keep flying off the handle over the smallest things? Realistically he knew that you were only human and made mistakes. He knew you were just trying to take care of him. Dark circles had begun to form under your eyes from the lack of sleep you had been getting. That was because of him and his night terrors. His heart ached for you, and he had never hated himself more for that.
Leon was so caught up in his thoughts about you and everything that he hadn’t noticed you enter the small living room. The first thing you had noticed was that faraway look in his eyes. You had called out his name before making your way to sit by him on the leather couch. Hearing your voice made him come back to earth, and his thoughts grew quiet once he saw you.
“Hey love. You alright?” Your voice was gentle as you reached for his hand. He hadn’t hesitated to grab it. Of course you knew he wasn’t okay. Leon usually wore his heart on his sleeve. Your thumb gingerly rubbed his knuckles as you waited for his response. Leon was hesitant to tell you everything he had been thinking. After an internal debate, he figured it’s the least he could do as your boyfriend.
“I’m…sorry for snapping at you the past couple of months.” He finally responded after a moment. You furrowed your eyebrows in response. As much as you had appreciated his apology, it felt like it came out of nowhere. What the hell had triggered this?
“I’m sorry about being the reason you haven’t slept well, and just sorry in general. You deserve better than me.” Words were overflowing from his mouth before he could stop it. He squeezed your hand as he continued. “I don’t know why I’ve been so… awful towards you and there’s just-“
“Leon stop.” You interrupted him. For a moment he seemed like his old self as he looked at her with those puppy dog eyes of his. “Look, I appreciate your apology. But you also just went through a traumatic experience. You’re not gonna just bounce back.”
Scooting closer, you wrapped your arms around his waist. Your head rested on his chest and you could hear his heartbeat. It was a soothing sound, reminding you that your boyfriend was alive and here in your arms. His arms fell into place on your back.
“I don’t care if you think I “deserve better”. You’re what I want, no matter what. I will always be yours.” Pulling yourself back, you cupped his cheeks into your hands. Hearing you vow your love to him like that made his heart flutter. Leaning forward, you planted a soft yet tender kiss on his lips.
Yes, Leon knew that there was no way in hell you guys could return back to the way your relationship was before. He wasn’t the same person as before, but he was slowly realizing you weren’t the same person either. In this moment with you, he knew you guys would survive this war zone inside his head.
He would make sure of it.
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Among the inner circle, who does Riel have the easiest->hardest time reading? I assume it's a pretty negligible difference at this point just because everyone interacts so regularly, but does Chase's chaos energy successfully throw him off?
It absolutely does! I would say it generally goes like this, though it may not be a super linear scale and resembles more of a scatterplot graph:
Shery (displays all of her emotions prominently)
Briony (ditto to Shery, though sometimes her motivations/backstory can add some complexities)
Red (easy for Riel to read his emotions, not as easy for him to read his strategies or logical lines of thought)
Ayla (pretty much the same as Briony, her emotions seem easy to read but the actual thoughts she's thinking behind them and the context/backstory she comes from make her a bit more opaque at times than expected)
Halek (his poker face makes it hard to gauge his actual emotions, but his behavior falls within enough of a pattern/predictable routine that Riel can still successfully "read" him or plan for what he's going to do or say without having to know his exact thoughts)
Trouble (similar to Red, where Riel can easily read his emotional state but not always his plans or actions: Trouble can be unpredictably really smart and level-headed or really impulsive at different times, so he consistently surprises Riel, who has a hard time predicting exactly what he's going to do next)
Lavinet (dependent on the situation; hardest to read when she's actively politicking. Court training makes her harder to read than the average person, but she's not a completely closed castle)
Blade (Riel needs more data on Ket facial expressions and body language, so he's not as confident with Blade as with most people, as the cultural differences can make a really big difference. He can't always read Blade's thoughts or feelings unless Blade is caught off-guard, but Blade's behavior is also governed by a rigid enough pattern that it can become easier for Riel to predict, except in areas where his skillset overtakes Riel's (for example, don't ask Riel to predict what Blade is going to do in battle))
Tallys (similar to Blade, Elven mannerisms and body language do differ enough that Riel is hesitant to say with confidence he knows exactly what Tallys is thinking/feeling, plus with her age, experience, and general composed personality, he finds her the most difficult person to read in the Shepherds, with one notable exception. He's well aware that his mortal experience is so vastly different from her own perspective that he won't act like he can know exactly how she thinks so lightly)
Chase (he hates the chaos man. he hates him. Chase's body language and topography make NO sense and can be so detached from his actual emotions that he's just impossible to read accurately. lackadaisical slouch when he's seethingly angry?? half-lidded smile and boneless draping over the couch when he's actually plotting Awful Things?? and let's not get started on his general unpredictability, off-the-cuff improvisation, and chaotic impulsiveness and complete lack of logic. he operates off of Vibes Only, except the Vibes are undetectable to anyone else but the ones plugged into the awful Chaos dimension. If Riel were tracking the linear flight patterns of, like, bumblebees moving from flower to flower, Chase is a dragonfly. oh he's going to land there--WHOOP he did a 98 degree turn at the last possible second and ZIPPED straight up into the sky for no discernible reason! Riel insists through gritted teeth that it's impossible to read someone's thoughts when there are no thoughts going on in their head at all. Even Chase can't explain how his mind works, so how are you expecting Riel to??
Most people's thoughts, to Riel:
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kaveh and cyno — in small bits of him ☆彡
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summary — in every bits of him, you'll find tender feelings of love and adoration for you.
characters — kaveh, cyno (w/ gender-neutral reader)
tags — fluff, established relationship; headcanons
words — 827
note — this is part 2 of the previous post!
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KAVEH
He's romantic in every way possible from the way he always showers you with compliments, from the way he pays attention to every single detail about you, and to the way he has you as his priority at all times. 
However, his words aren't only limited to affection, reassurances, and flattery as it can extend to gossip, stories, and chatty conversations of any topic while you two are either laying in bed together or having a meal to which it ends up in lasting for hours sitting on the table because of how much he tells you and how you're entertained by every single thing that he says. Although you’ll find yourself wondering sometimes how he even got that information.
Praises. Praises. Praises. You can't tell me that this man, this guy who always takes the chance to show off every time that he can, doesn't love being showered with compliments and praiseful words especially when it comes from your mouth. So, this leads to him trying to impress you as much as he can whether it's in the form of cooking, artistic abilities, or anything in general.
He doesn't buy gifts, expensive nor cheap, but rather he makes them. All of the gifts that he has given you were all created and crafted by his hands whether simple or extravagant. The music box that he gifted you on your birthday? He made it. The flowers he gives you? He was the one who arranged it and made it into a bouquet. How about the wooden box of letters on the shelf of your home? It came from him and all the letters were handwritten—he just wants to show you that he prefers making things from the bottom of his heart and show you how much and what he's willing to do just to make you feel loved.
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He has no favor and preferences in what way he will show his adoration, fondness, and love for you. He loves to communicate and convey his feelings in various means of expression that are more than one whether it's through small and simple gestures like remembering all the miniscule things about you and engraving your smile in his mind so that he will have something to look back when he’s feeling a little bit down or through loud and expressive words of affection when you are needing of reassurances or just ‘I love you’s that he wouldn’t hesitate to say even if you didn’t ask for it.
CYNO
A pure gentleman, however stern he may be. With Cyno's scary and cold demeanor, it's a wonder, for people who don't completely know him, how he got into a relationship and how he acts around the people he loves but honestly, he's one of the sweetest men—or could be the sweetest of them all—that you know.
Yes, he may work a lot, because he has a lot of responsibilities as a general resting heavily on his shoulders, but he always makes sure to come home to you and spend time with you so that you won't feel lonely and you'll know that he cherishes and cares for you. He doesn't want you thinking any negative thoughts or feeling miserable because of him and the things that he does and the ones that he could have done just for you. He makes an effort through it all and shows it.
Since he rarely gets to spend time with you, he never takes the moments spent together for granted and makes the most out of each one of it.
He knows that he can't give you a normal sweet and romantic relationship—wherein the couple are all over each other and could be together at any time of the day—as he can't always be there with you because of the title and work given to him but he assures you that he's doing every best that he can and that he loves you much more than you think. He's even willing to show it through his actions by helping you from left and right as much as he can, giving you gifts and souvenirs that he got while he was out traveling and looking for criminals, and more.
You would never expect how he’s pretty smooth with affectionate gestures and actions as if he’s used to it like swiftly intertwining his hand with yours, wrapping his arms around your waist as he rests his chin on your shoulder as he looks over what you are doing, and giving you kisses that you wouldn’t expect. He just loves to express and convey what he feels about you through small signs that you’ll either notice or not.
He passes by flowers, wondering if you’ll like them and wishing that he could give some to you right now and admires sceneries that he has encountered on his journeys, thinking that you might like them and he will one day have you, too, witness it together with him.
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© azullumi — do not plagiarize, copy, repost, nor translate any of my works.
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cirilla-fiona-riannon · 2 months
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Galileo Galilei Main Story
Translations may not always capture the exact nuances or tone of the original text. This is just a rough translation. Not proofread.
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Mitsuki: "Is this a Blanc flower!?"
My eyes were glued to the picture of the flower in the book.
(It looks similar. It's the same as the flower I saw in that garden.)
Comte: "You won't find them at normal flower shops, and they don't bloom in places where people can easily see them."
Comte: "Only vampires know about the existence of this flower."
(Only vampires?)
Mitsuki: "So this flower is incredibly rare, huh?"
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Comte: "Yes. In fact, some vampires secretly cultivate them."
Comte: "Although it's just a substitute, for us vampires, the Blanc is the only thing that can serve as nourishment."
Mitsuki: "So, do you have these flowers somewhere too?"
Comte playfully smiled and put his index finger to his lips.
Comte: "Who knows? Maybe?"
After finishing work, I headed to the mansion's garden, where the flowers that Sebastian and I were tending were swaying lazily in the breeze.
(I wonder if the flowers in the garden where Professor Maury was were Blancs. Or just similar?)
(If it really is Blanc, given its rarity, that would mean it's intentionally being cultivated.)
(A flower known only to vampires...)
As I pondered, the words we exchanged came back to me.
------------Flashback-----------
Maury: "You said the other day that stopping by that garden was just a coincidence." Maury: "I ask again. Is that true?"
(Was he checking to see if it was a coincidence that I went to the garden because those flowers were blancs?)
(Also...)
Maury: “What’s the point if I don’t stop the bleeding? Or are you going to leave it dripping everywhere?” Maury: “It’s annoying to have the smell lingering around.”
---------Flashback Ends--------
(Can you even smell blood from an injury of that size?)
I started noticing trivial things and began connecting the dots.
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(Is Professor Maury a vampire?)
(Maybe Drake, who lives with him, is also the same. Or maybe I'm overthinking it.)
(They say that some vampires live among humans.)
(Even if they are both vampires, it's not my place to interfere.)
As possibilities raced through my mind, I suddenly remembered the red flowers blooming in the garden.
(That reminds me... ever since I visited that garden, I started dreaming about being a dhampir.)
The moment I saw the deep crimson flowers, I suddenly felt dizzy.
(If that was the trigger, then is there any connection between the garden and my dreams?)
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Several days have passed since I started questioning things.
(I couldn't help but be curious, so I came here.)
Wanting to confirm if the Blanc flowers are related to my dreams, I visited Professor Maury and Drake's house once again.
Nobody answered the front door, so I circled to the inner garden and was greeted by the same gorgeous, pure white flowers.
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Mitsuki: "Hello, Professor Maury? Drake, are you guys here?"
Getting no response, I crouched down and stared at the flowers.
(They're just like the ones in the book. These are indeed Blanc flowers.)
Despite my hesitation, I continued toward the back of the garden, where the red flowers were densely clustered.
(Comte told me the flowers are white, but why are the petals red only in this area?)
(It's as if they've absorbed blood.)
I pictured the image of Professor Maury with empty eyes, eating the red flowers.
Then, at that moment,
Maury: "What are you doing here?"
Mitsuki: "!"
I turned around at the cold, sharp voice and saw Professor Maury.
Mitsuki: "I'm sorry, I went to the front door a moment ago, but..."
Maury: "Answer the question. Why are you here again?"
Mitsuki: "Because I wanted to see these flowers."
Maury: "Why?
(Why?)
Faced with these questions, I hesitantly decided to speak up.
Mitsuki: "I've been having strange dreams."
Maury: "Dreams?"
Mitsuki: "Since I came to this garden, I've been having nightmares."
Mitsuki: "I thought there might be some connection, so I came to check."
Maury: "You think your nightmares are because of these flowers?"
Mitsuki: "I think it's possible."
Maury: "On what basis?"
Mitsuki: "It's merely a small similarity, but..."
(The dreams and the Blanc flowers are both related to vampires.)
Maury: "So you have an idea based on something, even if it's uncertain."
I shrank before him as his frown deepened.
Maury: "I'd like to say it's just a coincidence, but I'm more interested in the coincidences that happen to you."
Mitsuki: "Eh?"
Maury: "Tell me about the dream you had."
He frowned when he saw that I was surprised.
Maury: "What's wrong? Are you lying about the dreams?"
Mitsuki: "No, I'm not lying. It's just that… It's not a very pleasant dream."
I proceeded to tell him about the dreams I'd had so far.
How I became a being called a dhampir, how I was targeted by humans and vampires, and how I eventually lost my life.
Maury: "........."
After I finished speaking, he fell silent.
His expression revealed nothing about what he might be thinking.
(He's a scholar, so he might think it's absurd.)
Mitsuki: "I'm sorry for rambling on. Maybe I was overthinking about connecting dreams and reality."
Mitsuki: "It's just 'a dream' after all, right?"
As I said this, he gazed at me.
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Maury: "Do you think it's just a dream?"
(What does he mean?)
I recalled the details of the dream, and my chest tightened again.
Mitsuki: "I want it to be just a dream."
Mitsuki: "Because if those were real, it would be too sad."
Mitsuki: "I couldn't do anything in my dream, but if something like that happened right in front of me, I would help the dhampirs and their families."
Maury: "Help them?"
For some reason, his voice becomes even lower.
(Professor Maury?)
Maury: "Do you think you can save those Dhampirs?"
Maury: "Do you think you can save them from persecution and their eventual disappearance with your own hands?"
The atmosphere around him now clearly carried a sense of frustration.
Facing this, I was bewildered.
Mitsuki: "Regardless of who they are, if someone is suffering, I want to help them."
Mitsuki: "I won't abandon them."
Mitsuki: "Have you never wanted to help someone?"
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Maury: "........."
(You were the one who called it foolish when the puppy was being bullied.)
(Even if it was out of obligation, you still treated my injury. I'm pretty sure you still care about people.)
He lowered his gaze slightly.
Maury: "What can you even do?"
Mitsuki: "Huh?"
The moment he said those words, he tightly grasped my wrist.
Mitsuki: "Professor Maury!?"
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Maury: "Come with me. So you can see how shallow your words are."
Feeling his cold hand like a shackle, I was half-dragged and taken deeper into the building.
After a while, we arrived at a place where there was...
Mitsuki: "Is this...?"
(A door that transcends time and space!?)
Although the atmosphere was slightly different, its structure closely resembled the one in the mansion.
(But there's no way it's the same.)
Maury: "You should know well what this door is."
(---!)
His words seemed to affirm that this was indeed the same type of door found in the mansion and the ancient castle.
Mitsuki: "What are you talking about?"
Maury: "There's probably one in the mansion where you live as well."
(How does he know about the mansion?)
(Does he also know that the residents are vampires?)
(Just who is this guy?)
He is a university professor who can be somewhat intimidating but reasonable. And for some reason, he occasionally seems to exude a sense of sorrow.
As if the impressions I had held about him until now were being painted over in black, I found myself unable to understand the person before me.
Still in shock, he reached for the door.
Mitsuki: "Wait! Are you planning to go through it!?"
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Maury: "That's right."
Without waiting for my response, he opened the door.
The space beyond it was distorted, like the one in the mansion, but...
(Huh!?)
The moment he stepped through, the mist cleared, revealing a hallway.
Mitsuki: "Why?"
Maury: "If you don't want to be thrown into an unfamiliar place, don't let go of my hand."
Why was there a door? Why did the space suddenly stabilize?
Without understanding any of it, Professor Maury and I arrived at...
Mitsuki: "A forest?"
(But somehow, this place feels familiar.)
Girl: *pant, pant, pant*
Father: "This way, let's run this way!"
At that moment, my eyes widened after seeing the figures coming out of the forest.
(Those two!)
A man was desperately running, with a girl following him behind.
The man was no doubt the "father" I had seen in my first dream.
And the girl was “me.”
(I was that girl in the dream.)
(Why am I seeing the same scene as in the dream?)
(Wait. If it’s the same as in my dream, then the vampire hunters...)
I felt a chill run down my spine as I remembered the scene ahead.
Mitsuki: “Professor Maury! That family, they’re being chased. We have to help them!”
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Maury: “It’s futile.”
He said it coldly as I instinctively tried to rush out.
Mitsuki: “Why?”
Maury: “This is the past.”
Maury: “In other words, what happens now is a reality of the past. We can no longer change it.”
(Was that dream an actual event that occurred?)
Maury: “Besides, trying to help won’t change the fate of the dhampirs.”
Did he also know the tragedy that would unfold later?
Despite this, his indifferent attitude infuriated me.
Mitsuki: “We won’t know unless we try!”
Mitsuki: “No matter what happens, I will never abandon them!”
I left Professor Maury behind and dashed away.
Maury: “You’re truly naïve.”
Father: “Let’s hide in this cabin!”
Mitsuki: “Wait! It’s not safe in there!”
I stopped them from hiding in the old hut, but the father looked at me with surprise, fear, and confusion.
Father: "Who are you!? Are you also a hunter!?"
Mitsuki: "No, I'm not! Anyway, if you hide there, the pursuers will find you!"
Mitsuki: "Run in a different direction. Please trust me."
Girl: "Papa."
Father: "Okay. We'll run into the forest."
Feeling my desperation, the father and daughter didn't enter the shack but fled deep into the forest.
(Thank goodness. I need to leave here as soon as possible.)
(Any minute now, the hunters will stop by the cabin. At that time, I'm sure those two have already escaped.)
Just as I let out a sigh of relief...
Vampire hunter's voice: "Found you, you monsters!"
(What!?)
From the direction the family fled, I heard the voice of what seemed to be a hunter.
(The hunters were ahead of them? How?)
Girl's voice: "Papa! Ahh!"
Vampire hunter's voice: "You creatures should not exist in this world."
All the blood drained from my body as I heard the same conversation I had seen in my dreams.
Then...
Father’s voice: "Stop, please don't kill my daughter. Stop, please!!"
A scream resonated through the forest.
(No way.)
I didn't want to think about what happened to the family.
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Maury: "You understand now, right?"
Maury: "Your sense of justice is powerless against fate."
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sparda-ly · 1 year
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Hi hi welcome to tumblr!
I saw you were taking request and I was wondering if I could request head canons of Phantom blood Pre vampire Dio x wife reader. Basically just stuff like how he'd be as a husband and how he would treat his wife 🥰
phantom blood dio brando x wife reader
note: hello mrs brando! of course. anything for you, i'm a huge simp for dio!!!!!
warnings: none
dio brando would be a ... complicated husband, however he would try his best
the moment he saw you, he fell in love and the feeling never left, not even after marriage, possibly made it even stronger
meeting you probably made him open his eyes about a lot of things, he hasn't been concerned about before
you showed him how to love, and soon that love made him realise that his goal didn't really matter, as long as he had you by his side
knowing that whenever he returns home after a long day at work, he finds his lovely wife waiting for him patiently is most likely only motivation to keep going
he probably would have loved to start a family, and would be the best dad possible
dio brando is super protective over his wife
you say you need to go shopping to cook dinner for tommorow and he straight away complains
"must you go darling, there's always creeps around that place"
or
"do not fret honey, i'll go after work. stay home and relax a little bit. i'll take care of it"
in public, his hands never leave your body, of course he's possesive, how could he not be?
he has such an amazing wife and everyone should know that
dio works hard, and i mean really hard
he stays very late at work and leaves his house very early
as a lawyer, his way of thinking also progressively changes
you may find it difficult to sometimes talk to him, since he behaves like he's still at work, deciding who's guilty and who's not
although his work is tough, he always makes it up to you
whever it's a fancy date, romantic walk or short holiday in rome
he never fails to suprise you
you always get at least two kisses and two i love you's a day, one when he wakes up and one when he goes to sleep
when he finds you sleeping, he always checks if you're warm and okay
have i mentioned he loves showing you off?
he has a photo of you in a frame on his desk at the office he works at
so whenever he has a visitor or even a simple coworker over, he grabs the photo and starts proudly talking about you
everyone's already used to it by now
also showing you off to mr. joestar, stating your his wife with the boggest grin on his face
you also get along with his family really well, being best friends with both jojo and erina
they still wonder how dio managed to get with someone so perfect
very confused when one second he's a snarky little bitch and the next is talking with you so calmly, and covering you in kisses
dio is also very supportive, if you want to study or work even though, he won't hesitate to help you apply
he will absolutely spoil you rotten.
flowers? check
jewelry? check
useless item that you mentioned you want only once? check
stuffed animal you found cute? check
dress that costs a fortune? check
no matter the price, dio will get you anything you want.
despite his sometimes rude actions and words , dio loves you very much, and keeps you as close to him as possible <3
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alexisomnias · 1 year
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OUR PLANT CHILDREN. . .
you come up with the idea to take care of a plant
characters | ZHONGLI , XIAO , SCARAMOUCHE
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✎ ZHONGLI
• Zhongli views flowers like mortals. Fragile to touch, and a sprout that grows.
• he quite likes flowers. Zhongli has never kept any for himself but he enjoys watching them evolve and grow over the lands of Liyue. There is many all over after all, growing high in the mountain peaks and low on the plains.
• When you suggest to grow some flowers of your own, Zhongli happily agreed to the idea. It seemed interesting and fun enough, it would also be a lovely addition to the small household you two share.
• Taking care of the growing plants has become a hobby he has grown to enjoy. While its not something he thought he'd think he'd get into (and I highly doubt he'd want or be able to take care of more then at least 3 plants at a time), he genuinely does enjoy taking care of a plant with you, he thinks its sweet.
• Zhongli does and offers to do a lot of the caring. The plants remind him of his dear friends and the human race as a whole. One could say he has grown attached to the singular flower. He even makes growth reports over the progress of the plant. Telling you how the “child” is doing.
• truly beautiful. The growth of a flower is amazing to him (although sometimes a chore). The outcome is always worth it to him
• Zhongli truly is sad and disappointed when the flower begins to wilt. It seems as if no time has gone by at all, and yet it still feels like he watched an entire lifetime. He’s made the sad connection that this simple flower can be connected to your life. It growths from a sprout, into a beautiful adult, and then begins to wilt until it dies.
• time goes by so quickly, and he’s disappointed that it seems so short to him. You can bet he's growing another flower, he's grown slightly to attached to the idea of raising a plant.
✎ XIAO
• When you first introduce the idea of caring for a plant to Xiao, he was very hesitant. While he's been there to watch them develop and grow over time. He's never been a factor to that growth, he's pretty sure he'd end up killing it too.
• Despite his hesitance, you two both do end up planting a flower and placing it to grow. Xiao doesn't really know many of the necessities of caring for a plant, or how often you need to pay it mind. So he kind of fawns over it like a worried parent, he doesn't want it to die!
• Xiao, outside of the wish to ensure the plant lives doesn't really understand the appeal of helping a plant foster and grow. Despite the lack of understanding, he still does his best to care for it when your not around. Your probably the one doing most of the caring, but occasionally Xiao will dish in and help (you'd return home to the plant being watered, must've been Xiao).
• He doesn't acknowledge it himself, but he's integrated caring for the plant into his occasional schedule. Most of the time he doesn't even need to water it or anything, he just goes and checks its progress haha.
• He's lowkey proud and happy that he was able (with your help) keep a flower alive. He's used to murdering and being the destruction of such nature, so when he holds the pot with the fully bloomed flower with each petal a ripe color, he lets out a smile.
• Despite what he may feel or say, when the flower starts to wilt he grows saddened. Truly the life of a plant is a short one, but yet it still grows beautifully.
• Xiao doesn't speak up in hesitance when you suggest taking care of another. Perhaps he could get used to homegrown plants staying under the same roof.
✎ SCARAMOUCHE
• Scaramouche doesn't understand why humans would even take the time to grow a plant of their own. Won't it just die in the end? Regardless of his mindset, he lets you go off and buy a flower seed to grow, he'll entertain the idea.
• Plants and floral was always something he never payed any mind to at all. They all are weeds of a kind aren't they? Yeah he didn't really understand the appeal others see in them. Perhaps once, when he was still curious about what the world could produce he saw the beauty before the use, but now he couldn't care less.
• You eventually coerce him into sometimes checking in on the plant. He still doesn't really care about it, sure its a stem. But the sun will work its magic, and its not going to be much different from ones he could find in the fields of any nation.
• He doesn't register how often he does glance over at the plant when he passes over. Checking how far its grown, or what may of changed. 
• Scaramouche is never the one who does the caring, instead he just mocks you for when it eventually does die how much wasted materials you might've spent on it. What he holds from his tongue is how he sometimes stares off at the plant.
• Once the plant is full grown, he begins to see the small appeal of why humans waste time on plants. Maybe its the pride of growing an organism into its full form, or maybe its just the beauty that is something you helped create. Either way, he maybe can see on why you suggested the idea. It brightens the house, even if only in the corner its pot is placed.
• Once the flower begins to wilt, he is reminded of why he never understood. The flower always dies within a year, barely even an inch of a lifetime for him or even you, simply a breeze in a storm. The flower is such a fragile thing, like a human life. He's never been a sentimental person, but maybe he is a bit upset that the growth is over.
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riseofamoonycake · 2 months
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Luna, listen to me...
He...
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WITHOUT mask! Girl, can you think of that?!? Like, he sure is hot without it!
yay, random thoughts :)
SO HOT, SO HOOOOOOOT I HAD TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT IT
I am sorry for everyone, Luna is horny on main about Bishamonten.
AGAIN.
Shapes of You
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⚖️Pairing: Bishamonten x Gn!reader
⚖️Warnings: suggestive
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«Can I stroke your face?»
The question comes out spontaneously, sweet and hesitant like the first spring flower that still fears the snow, and your eyes light up as you ask it. «Please… just a caress. I promise....»
Bishamonten, the powerful and inflexible Bishamonten, the one you have been calling with the names of love for some time, stares at you with severity as always: from his height, the arms crossed on the chest and with heavy breathing, which seems to swell his veins even more, his eyes are glued to your figure while you sit on the bed with your legs crossed, already tenderly open for what will follow this evening warm with hopes and scented with May desires.
You don't hesitate and lean forward with your torso towards him, the gaze imploring and the lips moistened by your tongue, which dances and moves on them ceaselessly; who knows what view the god must have of you at this moment… «I promise I won't dare more than one caress… but grant me at least this wish…»
Bishamonten takes a deep sigh and stares at you, his deep eyes filled with some glimmer of uncertainty that breaks the usual tenacity, but he doesn't give an inch. «You're weird tonight.»
«The thing is… I've never seen you without a mask before. And… well… you are so handsome without it… your flesh is exposed, your skin is ready for my kisses, why linger any longer?» You know that flattery about his physique and boasting his own beauty is not a matter that interests the great god, yet you cannot help but say what comes into your head, especially if it is the result of the veneration you feel for your beloved; and in your words full of warmth, he reads all the honesty and passion that warms your heart. And this is, yes, terribly exciting even for the monolithic God of Fortune.
«Y/N, it's me. There is nothing about me that is different…»
You hesitate for a moment, then breathe hard; and he sits next to you, stiff and contained but close, closer and closer, until his lips are pressed against your hair, your forehead and your ear. The beginning of intimacy. «… You don't need to make that face.»
You stare into his eyes, like the last of the supplicants. «Just a caress. I beg you. I know you don't like me touching you, but this once… just this once, I beg you, it's a prayer…"
The god listens to you heartily, then lowers his eyelids. And, strangely but not all that rare when it comes to you, he gives up at least a little. «Just a caress», he orders, before darkening slightly and clasping his arms tighter, in an attempt to resist the gentleness of your touch.
As if you didn't know him.
You smile, then stretch out your hands and place them on his face, hugging his entire cheek with your palm. Immediately, you feel Bishamonten panting under your fingers, and with delicate movements you move up and down the entire face, following the shapes of the forehead and nose, tracing the eyes and lips, tapping on the temples, lightly scratching the chin. Now that he is not covered by anything, you take the opportunity to play with his skin, you kiss it continuously and rub your cheeks against it, and you dare to get close to his ears with your nails, this before his strong hands trap yours and his gaze freezes you where you are. «That is enough.»
«But…»
«That. Is. Enough.»
You snort, so you can't help but smirk. «You are giving in, Great Bishamonten. I can see you're giving in… soon, you won't be able to stop me anymore.»
In response, the god grabs your arms, holds you in his and flips you onto the bed, trapping you beneath him with all his weight, pressing you into the mattress. His hair falls to tickle your chest and his teeth bite your cheek, then he barely looks up to stare at you, while his powerful body rubs against your legs. «You are calling upon yourself a long and terrible punishment. Keep going like this and it will become inevitable.»
«No punishment is terrible when it comes from you, my King», you whisper against his lips with an adoring smile, before kissing them softly, slowly, «and it was worth it, now that I can see you without masks anymore. Literally…»
Bishamonten grits his teeth, then looks away and blushes for a moment; and at this vision, you can't help but smile more, while the hands trapped under his arms take the opportunity to caress his hips, knowing very well what it follows...
«You are acting like a brat.»
«And you are sooo good at taming the brats... so why not taming this one, tonight?»
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marixrose · 9 months
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AOT boys: When you both fight and what it’s about
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Characters: Eren, Armin, Jean, Levi, Reiner
Eren: It most always about his recklessness and carelessness with his life. He thinks now that he knows he's a titan he can do whatever he wants since he just heals anyways. You try to tell him that isn’t a way to live and he shouldn’t be careless and should be living his life not almost ending it. He will raise his voice at you but he will NEVER physically hurt you. He may call you a few rude names, but he always says sorry after.
Example:
“Eren you can’t keep doing this!”
“Stop being such a bitch babe! Sorry.”
*Awkward silence*
“Like I said, you can’t be so reckless.”
“You sound like an annoying mom! Sorry.”
*glares*
He will buy you flowers and chocolates after every fight.
Armin: You rarely fight, he likes to handle problems in a calm and respectful way. He thinks you both can get your points across by talking and not screaming at each other, he wants you to feel heard as much as he wants to be. If you two do fight it's about how he feels about himself, you will try to tell him he shouldn’t feel that way and he will come back with “do you not think I already know that?” 
Jean: He is calm at first but he will not hesitate to raise his voice. He will never, ever hurt you. He won't even call you names or say anything to hurt your feelings. Everything he says is either all facts or valid opinions. The fights don’t last long and he is always the first one to apologize. 
Levi: He doesn’t have time to fight with you. If you both have different opinions on something he compromises so you both get what you want. He never raises his voice or says anything he will regret later on. 
Reiner: He is very calm, he never raises his voice, even if you do. If he feels the fight is going nowhere or getting too heated he will simply walk away. He will come back and you both have calmed down to talk it out properly. Fights rarely happen because he always gives you what you want or he lets you win everything.
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amxto · 22 days
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 ── 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐄 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖
Victor's dating headcanon analisis
How is it like to be the one and only of the imperial 'monster', exactly?
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CHARACTER. Victor Perseus Aeneas
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─── 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐋
Being with Victor takes a quite amount of patience, especially at the very start when it comes to deal with the indifferent, 'cold like' being that he appears to be.
It takes him a while to adjust to matters related to close relationships with other people who are not family, especially in the romantic part. He'll struggle when expressing himself a lot. And with his own abandonment issues kicking in the way more than once, often he will question if he's even doing well as a lover. But no matter what, he'll do his hardest to demonstrate that he cares, more than he will ever be able to show.
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𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 >> 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒
─── Despite him being a well feared but still respected figure in the empire, one would find it surprising that he isn't a talkative or social type like his brother. Even more awkward is that it's not often anyone could find him in company of more than one individual who is not either of his siblings or Alexander, his cousin. There will be many occasions on the daily that he's going to show himself off as uninterested or distant, with how he unwillingly speaks in a cold tone, his expressions as stoic and indifferent as possible.
And with the countless rumours of him being a cold monster roaming around, he'll always fear that one day you'll see him in the exact way he does. That's the main reason for his hesitation when it came to even approaching you in the first place. Often, Victor will wonder if he's even doing a good job as a lover. The fear of you leaving haunts him in every direction, whether they may be nightmares or anxiety attacks when you're not around. He has been looked down by his father for so long, It takes a lot from him to not break down in front of you when things are tough, he doesn't wish to worry you in any way.
─── Victor will be very protective of you. He is who has lost lots of loved ones in his life, both personal and in the battlefield. From his mother to even his friends and comrades.
But he won't go as far as forbidding you to go around just to stay by his side, or locking you up in his room. It is not fair, and he knows it very well. He hates the idea of being like his father, or taking ideas from someone he loathes with all his might. The least he can do is just stay silent and be as vigilant as possible. Intervining when the situation is about to take the wrong path.
At that point, he doesn't care if others will see him as the monster they believe he is. Your safety is what matters the most to him, and he won't let it slip away just because of his reputation.
─── At the same time though, Victor's a good listener and somewhat advisor.
He's not the type to judge so meaninglessly, especially if the ones that are talking are those close to him. If you have to let out some frustration or need to vent about anything, he's there for you, attentive and ready to listen to every word without a response of mockery. He's ready to be even your shoulder to cry on. And if an advice is needed, he'll say it, whether it might be a big or small one. He doesn't mind at all, helping you is his sole wish.
𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒
 ─── I. ACT OF SERVICE
Don't be surprised at seeing him dedicate poems, violin compositions for you during the free time he has. You may find those things unnecessary, but they're just some of his ways to show his love to you and he finds himself able to express his true feelings through them. And don't be alarmed to see him ready to give you anything you want, even. Especially during those times of sickness. To him, any wish from you is an order to execute. And he will never bring himself to complain.
Flowers? Done. Books? Done. Chocolate? Desserts? His company? Anything else? All done without any complaints.
He has experience with taking care of his ill loved ones, and he knows what to do during those times. Those said experiences do not come from only the battlefields. But also from all the time he spent raising and looking after his younger sisters, along with Verena, throughout childhood and teenage years despite the heavy schedule. And no, he won't let you repay him in any way, economically and wealth wise. All he wishes is to see you being happy and healthy around him. And, perhaps some cuddles can work too as repayment. . .
─── II. QUALITY TIME
Despite being quite busy, Victor is the type to reach out to you as soon as his duties are finished. He always tries to make up for the time lost by helping you around. It doesn't matter how exhausted he is, being by your side is enough to soothe said tiredness within him. Especially at night, when you two cuddle together to sleep, he always makes sure to keep you close to him and never let go of your warmth.
And while he's away for missions in other nations or war, Victor will have Verena, or Andronica on a few occasions, checking up on you. Even if you assure that you will be fine, Victor doesn't wish you to be alone. Paranoia, negative thoughts and worst case scenarios that appear often in his mind.
What if you get kidnapped? What if his father sends assassins at you under his nose?
The fear of not being able to protect once more makes him desperately not wanting to leave your side, that's why you'll find him right before your door when it's all over. During those separated times, he will send you letters to assure you that he's alright. And at his return, he will try to bring you materials of the other nations, too. Whether they may be artifacts, scripts or art. Or simply pastries of the said nation's culture. He wants to share his discoveries with you alone.
Victor will let you help him tend his wounds while he talks about the events that happened, a silent gulp hearable every time you nag him about him not taking care of himself properly. But all will always end with the two of you relaxing in each other's arms, sleeping or reading a book together.
𝐏𝐄𝐓 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒
If there's something certain about him, is that Victor will call you by your name most of the time.
He is awkwardly dry when it comes to call others with nicknames. After having the habit of using normal names or official titles for so long, thinking or even calling you with a petname will take him quite a while, especially at the start as he adapts to the situation. But if there are titles he would call you with, they are most likely to be:
𝐌𝐈𝐀 𝐋𝐔𝐍𝐀 — my moon
𝐋𝐔𝐗 𝐌𝐄𝐀 — my light
MY BELOVED ; DEAR
The date organizations will often be up to you
Poor man has no clue about ideal dates and really doesn't know what to do. After all, he has never been on an actual one, seeking advice from Verena is what he does the most if he's truly lost.
Whether they are trips, walks or even a shopping spree, he won't mind at all. His money is all yours to use. But even staying at home together is enough for him. It will be either you cuddling, cooking or him composing for you with his violin, or anything you want to do.
But on special occasions like an imperial or once in a century event, Victor is the one who wishes to make it all special. He knows the best spots for those activities and will always prepare it in advance, while also considering the possible downturns that could happen.
But they matter in a little amount. He just wants to make you feel loved in the best ways possible. Even if it might end up with you sleeping in his arms in the middle of a star gazing session, his happiness still remains intact, as he prays for those moments to forever remain.
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 ─── TAGGING
@thalliian @yoghurtsan @thenomadicphoenix @roseadleyn @sweetlyvibe @writerig @achy-boo @acherins @naenaex0xx
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stinkysam · 7 months
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Deke Shaw - Past, Present, Future.
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Warning : s7 spoilers
Genre : fluff / nsfw
Synopsis : a bunch of headcanons. Reader is a shield agent.
Reader : male (you/he)
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Deke lives for your attention. He basks in it. He likes to show off and show you off. Though sometimes he wants to keep you to himself since you're well built and often attract people.
So he likes to remind everyone you're his boyfriend. Talking about you all the time.
"My boyfriend did that.", "That's my boo !", "Yeah I know, he's awesome. You can gawk." or "Big boy here can do it." with a pat on your back.
He really likes that you can protect him. Though he knows how to handle himself and survive, he likes it when you help him. Really makes him feel safe even in the face of danger.
He trusts you a lot and is really confident in your capacities, so if you ever doubt yourself he's there to keep your spirit up. You're like, the strongest and nicest and smartest and loveliest man he knows. He loves you and won't let you talk down to yourself. Will definitely make you apologize to yourself.
He loves when you hold his hands. It always takes him off guard and makes him feel grounded. Though, he moves a lot so either you follow him or he pulls you with him.
He likes to use pet names for you. Babe, baby, love, loml -yeah, the acronym-, boo, hot stuff, honey bunny, bae and more. Sometimes he says your name, but more often than not, it's a pet name. He doesn't have a favorite one for him, as long as it comes from the heart it'll have his attention and his affection.
He likes going on dates especially since sometimes it's tough to have you with your SHIELD duties so he likes to make up for the time lost.
Deke likes spending time with you and can be quite clingy on certain occasions. He just likes to hang out together and it's the best when he has to work with you for SHIELD. Despite the death threats from the hydra or aliens, he gets to spend all his time with his boyfriend.
He has a lot of energy and likes being outdoors, so there will rarely be dates at home but instead outside. Cafés, restaurants, concerts, really anywhere.
But dates at home from time to time are nice. They're cozy and sweet. He tries to cook, fails a bit, you help him and everything works out in the end.
He likes words of affirmation. Knowing you support him despite his mistakes really keeps him going. And it's nice to know he's doing a good job. He really likes when you say it in public, literally beaming at your words but he just melts in your hands when you praise him in private while kissing him.
He doesn't hesitate to do the same, telling you you're doing good all the time.
He also likes to give you stuff. Food, flowers, cool looking kids toys, stuff he created himself or stole from SHIELD. You don't mind the stealing from your workplace, you find it amusing.
You know about the lemons and often put one on his side of the bed just for fun. He knows it's you and find it endearing.
When he was stuck in 1982, Deke was really worried about you and missed you a lot, despite his numerous activities. So when you came back at the Lighthouse with Yo-Yo and May he jumped on you, quite literally, knowing you would catch him. He wasn't wrong, you did catch him.
Although it's been only a few minutes for you, you were glad to see he was doing okay.
He didn't expect you to stay with him in the 80s, he thought you'd go with the others and leave him. But just like him you've made up your mind and didn't want to leave him behind.
Deke doesn't know what to say. Thank you ? Why ? Are you crazy ? Cool ? No way ? He didn't think anyone would go as far as leaving all their friends and their time period to stay with him, of all people.
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In the future at the Lighthouse it was difficult to have complete privacy during sex. He'd often hear his neighbors at it or sometimes even see them. But now that he has tasted privacy, he doesn't see himself practicing public sex. Though very occasionally he can be into it.
You're not the first man Deke had sex with, but you're the first from the 21st century.
He definitely likes goofy sex. He likes to laugh and make you laugh, he can't help it. He wants all parts of you to enjoy it.
Restrain him. Deke likes to move his hands around, touching you all over, so restraining him will have him whine and beg to let him touch you.
He's not into choking, he's been choked enough times by deadly enemies he doesn't want to live that more than necessary.
Deke is a moaner. He moans, whines, groans, gasps, sighs. He wants you to know how good you make him feel. Plus he can't help it, it comes out naturally.
He doesn't really like being gagged. Although he's aware he talks a lot, sometimes too much, being gagged makes him panic a bit. He likes being able to talk and say things. Especially in case he needs to use the safe word.
If you want him to shut up, use your hands. Put your hand on top of his mouth, mid sentence, and he'll get the message.
He has a somewhat high sex drive but doesn't mind masturbating if yours doesn't match his.
Talking about masturbation ; he likes to watch you masturbate. He believes it's really hot, watching your hand work up and down on your hard dick, his eyes following the droplet of precum gliding down your tip slowly. He's drooling.
Or when you jerk each other off. It has him gasping for air. And it's a good way to make him stop talking.
He likes being manhandled. When you push him to the bed or grab him and hold him up while walking. Fuck, you're so strong. Does he weigh anything to you ? Nope.
Praise !! Praise him, tell him he's doing good and makes you feel good and he might go feral. Just hearing your sweet words whispered in his ears has him trembling in your hands.
Deke likes to mark you and likes to be marked, so hickeys are definitely a yes. It once again reminds people you're taken and are his and that he's yours as well.
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