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mrs-kelly · 1 year
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it's always charlie (25/150)
Happy Birthday, Charlie!! ♡♡♡
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berryhobii · 5 months
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Hiiiii i just absolutely love your work and your representation for us black fans/readers thank u sm!!! im also extremely obsessed with Late for Work couple but this could go for any of the couples. im not sure if youre still taking requests (if not im so sorry not trying to be pushy kdjsks) but i wanted to know how would you think reader x Jungkook handle being an interracial couple in korea?! esp w her being a black woman? like reader feels a moment of insecurity or something and JK feels angry that someone made her feel that way and just loves her and makes her feel better? pure fluff or smut, ik you'd capture it perfectly đŸ„ș💞 love you keep up the amazing work and take it easy!!!! xoxoxoxxxxx 💜💜💜
Hi! Thanks so much for your request! It really inspired me because I definitely understand being in an interracial relationship and the prejudice and problems we as black people face when he decide to date outside of our race. To my black people, WE ARE BEAUTIFUL. We have always been beautiful. People who hate on us fear our beauty because they know they could never replicate us or do what we do. Again, thank you for your request and I hope you enjoy! I made it a angsty but with fluff and just a tiny little piece of smut at the end. I also set this with the LFW Couple during their engagement phaseđŸ©”đŸ©”đŸ©”
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Being a black woman, you’ve faced a lot of hate and turmoil. Some from your own community, some from others and even some self deprecation from yourself.
Regardless, you had amazing parents and friends who always assured you that your skin was beautiful and that you were beautiful. You were a black woman—the blueprint, the most elegant and graceful, the most envied.
You should be proud and you were.
Despite having so much overflowing confidence, there were moments where you could feel that little monster called insecurity crawling up your spine.
The most recent moment you could remember was a few months after you got engaged to your now wonderful husband, Jungkook.
He had taken charge of a lot of the wedding planning, saying he had a lot of good ideas and since he spent a lot of time at home anyway, he’d do most of the searching and calling. Of course, you’d come home and give some of your ideas as well.
“It’s your day, baby. I want you to have everything you want.”
Your heart and tummy soared with butterflies at hearing that. He really treated you like a princess. It was both of your wedding but Jungkook wanted you to have the wedding of your dreams. He didn’t care if you wanted him to wear pajamas or dye his hair orange, he’d do it if it meant you’d be happy.
With wedding preparations came things like makeup consultations and hair trials. As a black woman in Korea, there wasn’t a lot of options for makeup that fit your skin or people who understood your natural hair so you knew you’d probably be relying on yourself a lot for the time being. Good thing you knew how to do your own makeup and hair but doing it yourself kind of took away the magic and experience of wedding planning.
Thankfully, with some hard searching, you found a salon with a black employee. You could have cried tears of joy, seeing as her skin complexion was close to yours and that she had experience with wedding makeup.
Her name was Jazz and she was actually born in South Korea. The salon she worked at was owned by a close friend of her parents and she’s been working there for a few years.
“So, tell me about your fiancĂ©. Is he handsome?” She asked you in English as she detangled your hair. Your Korean was pretty good but you sometimes preferred English.
You smiled just thinking about him, pulling up a photo of him on your phone. It was a selfie you two took after getting engaged—your left hand raised to show off your ring and him cheesing hard at the camera.
Jazz made an ‘oooo’ sound, looking a little closer at him. “He is very handsome. How’d you bag someone like that?”
With candy crush, you thought.
“Yeah. He’s amazing. He’s so kind and sweet too. I can’t imagine life without him.” You chattered dreamily. Your life had barely started with Jungkook but you wanted to live the rest of it with him. You wanted to laugh with him, to scold him for staying up too late, to argue with him and then make up later, to experience every joyous moment with him.
You only wanted him. For the rest of your life.
Jungkook came to pick you up after your appointment, waltzing into the shop like he owned it. You bit your lip at the sight of him—he’s being growing his hair out, claiming he wanted to see how it would look before the wedding. He asked how you’d like it and you insisted you’d love his hair any kind of way but you were secretly wishing he’d grow it out and wear a ponytail. Fingers crossed!
When you started spending more time together, you noticed how many hours he spent in the gym. You’d FaceTime him sometimes and he’d often be boxing or lifting weights, sweat dripping down his neck and muscles bulging. And yes, the first time you two had sex was after one of those calls. You had given yourself a 90 day time restraint, just to make sure he was pursuing you for more than just sex. 89 days was pretty close though so you considered it a win!
He scrunched his nose in a cute smile when he saw you, long legs carrying him over to where you were getting some final touchups by Jazz. She noticed him approaching, jaw dropping at your fiancé.
She leaned down to whisper scream in your ear, “girl he is fine as hell!”
You chuckled. “I know.” Standing to your feet, you greeted your sexy fiancĂ©. “Hi baby.” You greeted in Korean.
Once he was close enough, he pulled you into a hug, inhaling the scent of your clean hair and all the products Jazz used. He pulled away to get a good look at you.
“You look beautiful baby.” He complimented and you smiled even wider, feeling all giddy under the praise. “Do you think this is the hairstyle you want for the wedding?”
“I like it but I don’t know. I’m gonna come back.”
“Please do!” Jazz chimed from behind you, making both of you laugh.
“Jungkook, this is Jazz.” You introduced. He smiled politely at her, reaching out a hand for her to shake.
“Nice to meet you.”
“The pleasures mine. I have so many ideas for the wedding and I just know your fiancĂ© will look amazing in anything.” She gushed.
You felt Jungkook’s hand squeeze at your waist, looking down at you with soft eyes that made your heart flutter.
“I know she will too.”
You wanted to plant a smooch right on those lips, squeeze him tightly and never let him go.
Jazz’s grin was wider than the damn Joker. Ah, she loved love.
Jungkook’s eyes widened slightly as he remembered something, turning to Jazz, he inquired, “hey, do you guys dye hair here? I’m thinking of going purple.” He followed an excited Jazz over to the wall where they kept hair dye samples.
You smiled endearingly at both of them. They both gave off golden retriever energy. You hoped they’d be friends.
While they did that, you went back to the waiting area. You had seen a wedding magazine that you wanted to show Jungkook.
There were 2 older Korean lady’s sitting there, chatting to each other and reading magazines as well. They looked up when you entered, giving you looks that you’ve grown used to living here. It wasn’t really disgust or anything, it was more like a “what are you going here” kind of look.
You smiled at them, bowing your head a little in respect before shifting through the magazines for the one you were looking for. You found it, flipping through the pages to search for the centerpieces you saw.
“She’s marrying him? How distasteful.” You heard one of them say. You paused for a second. Were they talking about you? No, right? They were already having a conversation before you walked up. They were probably talking about someone else.
Just mind your business, you thought.
“It’s bad enough one of them is working here. I don’t want her touching my hair but Sunhee insists she knows what she’s doing. I don’t believe it. They can barely take care of their own hair. Just look at it.”
There was no way you could doubt that. They were definitely talking about Jazz. She had hair that appeared shorter, compliments of shrinkage. She showed you a photo of her hair straight and it was very close to her butt. You knew of the negative implications behind natural hair, especially when it came to shrinkage and the stereotypes surrounding it. You wished people understood more about black hair but ignorance had no bounds.
“I’d never let my son marry one of her kind. Look at her. She looks dirty. Just imagine their children. Ugh.”
Dirty? You weren’t dirty. And what was one of your kind? They were talking about you like you were less than human. You’ve experienced a lot over the years living here in South Korea—fetishization, discrimination, even people randomly touching you but you’ve never had anyone be that bold to speak about you right in front of you. They must have heard you speaking English with Jazz and assumed you didn’t understand them. Or they could very much well know you spoke Korean and just didn’t care.
You didn’t even realize Jungkook approaching you, startling a little at his hand on your back.
“You alright, baby?”
You managed a convincing smile. You didn’t want to cause a scene or anything. Jungkook was very overprotective of you. He didn’t tolerate disrespect and your comfort and safety was his number one priority. He was quick to remove you from any situations that he thought you’d be unsafe in and he was even quicker in shutting someone down who tried to embarrass or disrespect you.
You trusted him with your whole heart so why was it so hard to tell him? You took one look in those doe like eyes and you never wanted to see them harden in anger or get misty with tears.
So you smiled and reassured him. “I’m fine. I wanted to show you these centerpieces. Aren’t they nice?”
“They’re wonderful. I really like that arrangement. Let me take a picture of it.” He pulled out his phone and snapped a quick photo. “Ready to go? Taehyung and Namjoon invited us out to dinner.”
“Yup. All ready. Let me just say bye to Jazz.”
He nodded and let you go. Your smile dropped when you turned around, speed walking over to Jazz who was cleaning her station.
She noticed you walking up. “Oh, your fiancĂ© already paid for you. He also made an appointment to dye his hair purple. Can you believe it? I personally think red would suit him better but-“
You cut her off by pulling her into a tight hug. You know you just met her so this was probably strange but you just needed her to know something.
She did think this was the tiniest bit weird but she still reciprocated your hug. You were a really nice person and she loved knowing of another black woman living in the same area.
“You okay?” She asked.
You pulled away and smiled at her. “I’m wonderful. And you’re beautiful.”
Her expression softened. “Thank you. So are you.”
“Here, take my number. I’d love it if you could come to my wedding.”
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The entire car ride home, you were quiet. You had turned on the music to avoid any conversation. You knew if Jungkook started questioning you about what happened at the salon, you’d break and tell him about those women. You also knew it was stupid of you to hold it in but you just couldn’t tell him. You’d just forget and move on.
Yeah, that wasn’t happening.
When you got home, Jungkook went to take a phone call and you went to the bedroom to stare at yourself in the mirror.
You loved your hair. You loved yourself. You loved your skin. Those women were just ignorant. You shouldn’t let them get to you.
But you couldn’t stop thinking of what they said about you and Jungkook.
“I’d never let my son marry one of her kind.”
Did Jungkook’s parents think that of you? They were very kind to you and never made you feel not welcomed. You spoke to his mother all the time about the wedding. She’s even taught you how to cook Jungkook’s favorite meals. His father was a bit more stern but still a very kind man.
And what about Jungkook? Did he have an issue with you being black? You don’t think he would have dated or proposed to you if he didn’t, right? You never assumed he had an issue with your race just like you didn’t have a problem with his. Of course, you acknowledged he was Korean and you did your best to respect him and his culture. He was always so open, assuring that you could ask him anything and you did the same.
He admitted you were the first non Korean woman he’s ever dated and he didn’t want to do anything to offend you. Like he assured you, you told him that you weren’t much different from others. You still expected him to treat you well in this relationship and vice versa. Your differences in your races and culture didn’t really change very much.
So moments like these really made you wonder if you were too different.
“Baby, we have a few hours before dinner. Did you want to play It Takes Two with me?” Jungkook asked as he entered the bedroom. He noticed how you were staring at yourself but not in the normal admiring way you often did.
This time, your face looked somber. Was something bothering you?
“Baby? Are you okay?”
You looked at him through the mirror.
You couldn’t keep it from him any longer.
Sighing, you turned to face him. He had moved closer to you so now he was just inches away.
For some reason, you couldn’t lift your eyes to meet his. Shame burned at you.
Jungkook pouted his lip and tilted his head, reaching out a hand to cup your cheek and raise your head. Your eyes met and suddenly that dam broke.
He could see how your eyes began to tear up and he panicked. “What’s wrong? What happened?” He racked his brain for anything he could have done to upset you but nothing was really coming to mind. Was this one of those times you wanted him to pick up on hints? He could be a little dense sometimes which you thought was cute. You were good at communicating which helped both of you avoid any unnecessary problems.
So what was wrong?
“Jungkook
..do you
.have a problem with me being black?”
Wow. Not what he was expecting. Then again, he didn’t really know what to expect. You hardly cried so he hasn’t gotten very good at determining your types of crying.
He was baffled by your question. “What? What are you talking about?”
You sighed again. “Well, I overheard these women talking at the salon. They were talking about me and Jazz. They called me dirty and said that they’d never let their sons marry one of my kind
.” You inhaled a shaky breath, looking away from his eyes. If you looked any longer, the tears would fall.
Jungkook felt two emotions well up in him. The first was pure rage because how dare someone speak about you like that? He wished he had heard it because he would have given those women a piece of his mind. Respecting your elders was an important part of his culture but he didn’t give a damn about that when someone was disrespecting you.
The second emotion was sympathy because he hated seeing you doubt yourself. You were such a wonderful person, surefooted and with an unflappable spirit. You let comments roll off your back like water, only looking ahead and never letting people taint your energy. He knew you used to struggle sometimes with self love, especially trudging through the world as a black woman but he never saw it get to you and he admired that about you.
So to see you ready to cry over this made his heart ache for you.
“Sweetheart, look at me.”
You blinked your tears away, slowly shifting your gaze to stare back at him. A gentle smile was on his face, one you only ever saw during moments like this—those moments where he could fully open his heart up to you.
“Do you really think I would have even pursued you if I had a problem with that?”
You shrugged your shoulder. “I don’t know
.” You mumbled, averting your gaze again but he moved his head a little to make you look at him again.
“I think you’re the most stunning person I’ve ever laid eyes on. When I first saw you, all I could think was how could such a gorgeous person exist? Naturally, I noticed your skin but only because it was glowing. You were brighter than anyone in that restaurant.”
You choked out a watery laugh. You remember that day. It was one of those days where you felt particularly hot. You weren’t expecting to meet someone but there was Jungkook, a little awkward but so charming. He caught your attention immediately. No one knew but receiving those flowers from him solidified your attraction to him and a part of you knew you’d be together in the long haul.
“I don’t care about you being black.” Then he realized what he said and backtracked a little. “Well, of course I care but you know, I don’t and
.wait let me start over.” He stumbled, making you laugh again. That boyish awkwardness always managed to rear its head but it only made you fall for him even harder.
“I get what you mean.”
He sheepishly grinned before continuing, “I care about it because I care about you but I also don’t care because that’s not all you are. You’re sensible and bright and clever and so self assured. Not to mention, your ass is absolutely amazing and I want it tattooed on my forehead.”
You snorted a laugh, playfully smacking him on the chest. He was so silly but he knew if it was possible, he’d do it. He was that obsessed with you and everything about you.
“You’re ridiculous.”
He wrapped his arms around your waist to pull you closer to him, sparkling eyes blinking up at him.
“And your laugh is goofy and you’re bad at reading directions for furniture and you put your freezing cold feet on me at night which drives me insane.” He huffed.
“Socks are uncomfortable.” You defended.
“But
” He leaned down to brush his lips over yours. “I love all of that about you. I’ve never once doubted that. I love you, all of you.”
The tears finally fell but they weren’t because of your insecurity, not anymore. They were because you adored this man in front of you and you felt so unbelievably lucky to have him in your life.
“I love you too.”
Your lips met in a kiss that reminded you that he was what you needed. He was the only person you wanted.
And as you made love that night, sweet whispers of his love warming your skin, all of those previous anxieties had completely dispersed from your mind. His cock stretched you open, your arms holding him tightly and his hands grounding you to this reality. His lips blazed hot kisses across any skin he could reach, hips pushing slow and deep inside of you and bringing you closer to euphoria.
“You’re so beautiful.” He whispered, gripping your thighs that were wrapped around his waist and keeping him close.
“Jungkook
.” You breathily uttered his name, not knowing what else to say but he didn’t need you to. He could feel all of your emotion through his name and he wanted to hear more of it.
“I got you, baby. Always.”
That little monster was locked back in its cage for now. You couldn’t guarantee it wouldn’t break free again but you knew Jungkook would be there to help you through everything.
Everytime.
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prettypei · 8 months
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plot: Disney movies
but you guys are the mc and love interest; fluff!
reader: fem! Reader, Black! Fem! In nanami’s part
characters: gojo (x elsa reader), yuji (x rapunzel reader), yuuta (x belle Reader), nanami (x tiana reader)
warnings: just me and my weird ass mind, mention of killings
(a/n): THIS IS HOW THE JJK FANDOM COPES WITH SHIBUYA. Some of these apply to the princess canon storyline, some of these do not 👍
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✰GOJO
I kinda see a enemies to lovers with him tbh
like he would be so mad that he can’t make snow
and you would be mad that he has infinity so you can’t attack him
basically you n him met bc he was sent to your ice castle to attack you cuz you were causing arendelle a lot of problems
 and the village was really mad at you so they called the higher ups to send gojo over
and gojo was shopping and everything in arendelle ☠☠ and he met a lotta children there so he asked them if they were close with you and they replied yeah so he told them what you’d done and the children were like “no!!, (name) would never do that :((“ and that made him guilty for slacking off so off he went!
he’s not too worried about you so he walked up the mountain, he didn’t wanna teleport cuz he just wanted to take the longest time possible (he’s mean that way)
Gojo also meets Olaf on the way and they have the STUPIDIEST CONVOS EVER.
anws he pulls up to see your castle and he’s like “woah who’s sweet crib danggg”
and then he breaks down the ice door with red
and then he screams “where the baddies at?”
you rush out to see a weird ass man holding Olaf in his hands
so you’re pretty sure this man has kidnapped Olaf
you shoot icicles at him, he dodges
and this continues for an hour or so, until you’re tired so you just ask him to leave
but then he’s like “teach me to make ice girl”
and you (try) to teach him, but you just wanted to make him look stupid and you just laugh at him
gojos heart skips a beat when you laugh
IS THIS A CRUSH??!!!!!! đŸșâ€Œïžâ€ŒïžđŸ€đŸ—ŁïžđŸ—Łïž
you guys sit down and talk a lil
and he learns that you were treated as a prodigy as a child and he’s like “girl
me too!!!!”
you two really connect
and then Gojo remembers why he’s here ☠
he explains the whole “everlasting snow” thig and you feel super guilty
so he teleports with you
 as he holds you in his hands bridal style đŸ€«
you both arrive and the snow has cleared due to “Gojo healing a broken heart đŸ„șđŸ„șđŸ„ș” corny!!!! You two get married Happy Ending
✰YUJI
you guys would be sunshine x sunshine â˜čâ˜č
ITS SO ADORABLE
Anws y’all met when yuji was like bored after a mission and wandering around the forest where the mission happened
then he feels a HUGE amount of cursed energy behind some vines
he then goes through them to find you tower and he’s awestruck cuz the cursed energy is OVERFLOWING.
and basically he tries to run up the tower??? But he can’t he’s so stupid n silly
and you hear this goofy mf trying and you thought it was mother gothel so you let you hair down
and YOU KNOW WHAT HE DOES????
HE PUTS IT IN HIS MOUTH. AND HE LICKS IT.
you’re extremely grossed out
but eventually he finds out that “oh wait I have to climb the hair”
so then he goes up and he’s knocked out by a pan 😭
he wakes up to find himself tied in hair and he tries to punch though the hair or cut it but it’s too tight
you interrogate him and he explains that he just felt a lotta cursed energy and he thought it was a monster, he then asks if it was because of your stress or sth
you admit that you were under a lot of pressure due to mother gothel always locking you in
he sees a couple curses spawning from this and he points this out, saying that you could just leave if you wanted to
But you say that it’s your mom and he replies with “family wouldn’t control you like that”
man’s then you do the scene where he promises to take you to see the lights blah blah blah
and he acts the boat scene đŸ„ș ITS SO CUTE
it was at that moment when he realized he’d fallen for u
✰YUUTA
I think that yuuta is kinda like the beast cuz he’s got Rika right? And he’s actually just a nice lil guy BEHIND the monster
anyways when you stumbled upon his lil castle and oooo Rika was REAL mad
she literally k!lls everyone who gets close to “her prince”
which causes yuuta to isolate him from the world cuz he doesn’t want to hurt anyone anymore
but that just caused Rika to get stronger due to his depressive state
anws Rika kidnapped your dad cuz he plucked one of the roses in yuutas garden
and you are here to save him!!!!
you and yuuta communicate through Rika cuz she doesn’t want you “to fall for him”
and she only lets you stay cuz yuuta commanded her not to hurt you and she then tells yuuta about kidnapping your dad
so he asks you to stay to “heal his heart” and he’ll let your dad go
and you agree. For your dear ol pa
you”re exploring the palace and you see a garden with a rose in it and you try to touch it but oh looky here! Rika tries to kill you again for touching it!
you learn from the pots and pans that yuuta’s room is right across yours so you slip letters under his door day and night
and slowly he starts getting better and he passes notes with you as the days go by (Rika doesn’t know ofc. Or she’d be PISSED.)
BUT THEN YOUR DEAR OL PA BRINGS THE WHOLE VILLAGE WITH HIM TO KILL YUUTA 😡😡
and then Rika goes all ape shit and tries to kill everyone from the village
and then yuuta comes out of his room to stop her
and then he kisses you and Rika vanishes :3 yay
happily ever after
✰NANAMI
I like this ship actually
nanami’s abroad to exorcise cursed spirits and he meets YOU. At a restaurant as a waitress
and he doesn’t think of ya much at first but your charming smile and dimples
 MAN HES WHIPPED. (I am too) đŸ€§đŸ€§
and you’re really nice too cuz you are a really good cook and you wanna serve him some of your own recipes in secret (cuz your boss would flip)
and he THINKS ITS SO GOOD!!!!! He actually wants more but he’s a lil shy
anyways you two meet again
but this time nanami’s a frog. He wasn’t careful enough and got turned into one by a cursed technique
and he’s frantic, asking you to kiss him cuz he thought that he could just be kissed by a random person and turn back
and then you turn into a frog :)
he has to get kissed by a princess btw
and you two find mama odie and act out your lil love story as frogs <3 and you stay like that forever
jk, you turn back to human as he kisses you at midnight
and you get to have your own restaurant and he’s so supportive of you!!!!!
But you sometimes overwork yourself a little and he doesn’t want that (even though he sometimes does it too) so you two try to spend more of your time together and it works!
he actually quits the jujutsu world cuz of you. he doesn’t want to get hurt and to see you get sad 😭
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holdinbacksecrets · 2 years
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Hi hi
Hope you’re doing good!
I read your hoshi boyfriend headcanons and they are so adorable and heart fluttering, I was hoping if I could request one for wonwoo and mingyu ( technically these are two requests but I just love your writing so much I can’t hold back sorry 😭)
- Taylor Swift anon
hello ts! thank you. i hope you're doing well toođŸ–€
thank you for reading the soonyoung boyfriend thingsđŸ„ș and sharing kind words! another anon requested mingyu as well, so i will be posting wonwoo's here! boyfriend things: wonwoo edition
♡tapes encouraging notes or your favorite words of affirmation around your apartment, but he throws in some funny lines too bc it’s important to hear your own laughter. his father told him it’s good for the soul
♡your favorite author is hosting a book signing downtown, and he takes you. at first, you’re too shocked to approach her, but he squeezes your hand and pulls out the bulleted list of talking points you wrote down the night before, smiling. “i promise she’ll find it endearing”
♡he takes you to the countryside to practice driving, and you end up seated criss-crossed in your spacious trunk with your head in his lap and random thoughts on your tongue
♡he joins you for the lunch you planned with your dad. he wasn’t supposed to go, but your hands were shaking as you stood in front of the bathroom mirror fixing your hair. you hadn’t seen your father in five years, but he was in the city on a business trip. your mother passed along your phone number. he holds your hand the entire time and talks when he notices the energy has left your eyes, which isn’t easy for him. he’s quieter than you, but knows what you need, can feel it too
♡you lay on the bed while he plays video games, falling asleep to the sound of remote clicking and his voice speaking into the headset, sharing words with meanings you don’t understand in this context. he’ll have to teach you, but later. you’re exhausted. as a dream nearly consumes you, you promise yourself to ask for a lesson once you’re well-rested
♡there’s a shop with notebooks, bound in vegan leather, and you go together twice a year when it’s time for a new one. the bedroom bookshelf is filled with your collections. his are all black while yours are grey
♡he asks for your opinion when he’s making difficult decisions. he asks you to listen when thoughts are overflowing and sifting through them alone feels overwhelming. you always make it visual, and seeing them written in your handwriting is not only helpful but comforting. it’s a reminder that he’s not alone, that it’s ok to rely on someone he loves and trusts
♡sometimes when he’s especially exhausted after a long day, he finds you after slipping off his shoes and lays down with his head in your lap. he reaches for your hand, guiding your fingers to his hair. he told you once it’s something he looks forward to. sometimes the thought alone makes him smile to himself. he never noticed until joshua asked
♡there’s one blue journal on your dresser, reserved for dreams. at the end of every month, it’s taken off the shelf, and you make a whole night out of sharing them. it’s created inside jokes. it’s left you blushing. it’s brought you closer. it’s made life sweeter
♡“is it strange to admit i appreciate the sky more when i’m admiring it with you? i want to point out clouds that resemble ladybugs. i want to pinch the moon between my fingers and blow its dust on your cheek. i want to text you in the mornings with distance and ask for a picture of the sky as if it’s my i love you.”
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happypopcornprincess · 10 months
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Can I request a fic with Joaquin x Reader where it's date night and they are watching a movie and reader gets emotional and cries, but then Joaquin does too just looking at reader crying.
thank you so much for this request!
Writing again for my favorite character in MCU was so thrilling, and that too about this cute fluffy scenario omg! đŸ„șđŸ˜­â€ïž I hope you like it!
My Dearest
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Pairings - Joaquín Torres x Reader
Premise - A movie night turned into something you won't forget.
Words - 500
Spoiler warning for the movie 'Call Me By Your Name'
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You won’t say it was a talent, but you predicted what would happen next while watching a movie. It started as a fun pastime with your father when you were young. And right now, snuggling next to Joaquin on the sofa you were having a movie night, watching ‘Call Me By You Name’
During the climax, you wait as Elio spends Hanukkah with his parents alone, and the phone rings. You hold your breath, perking up slightly as he looks at it.
Your brain goes into overdrive, and you hold your breath as it concludes that it’s Oliver on the other side and that they are breaking up.
Joaquin’s hand slid over your waist, and he held you close as you sat up against his chest.
And your vision blurs as you watch him calling out to Oliver by his name.
“Elio, Elio, Elio, Elio, Elio, Elio.”
There is a pause, and on the other side, he sighs.
“Oliver.”
He says it once, and you sniffle, dreading what’s coming next. The minute he confesses that he’s engaged to a woman and is about to marry, you break down.
You weep throughout the scene until Elio sits down at the fireplace and his mother calls out to him, softly.
But as the credits roll while Timothée Chalamet stares into the camera with tears, you hear a sniffle from behind you.
You freeze and slowly look behind you and straight at Joaquin, whose big brown eyes are overflowing with tears and he grimaced at the laptop placed in front of you.
“babe?” you sniffle, calling him.
“Yeah?” he sniffles, exhaling loudly.
Your voice breaks as you ask him, “Are you crying?”
He locks his eyes on your face and he stares at you innately with a tear rolling down his face.
“No.” He deadpans.
Watching him cry breaks your heart. "It's just a movie. Joaco, why are you crying..." You hiccup, wiping your tears away.
“Because you are crying!” He sobs. “Please don’t cry.” His face contracts, and he wipes his tears silently.
Your big hug engulfs him as soon as you hear that. His racing heartbeat calms down as you hold him tightly, feeling a warm sensation growing inside your chest.
When you wake up, you realize that the two of you fell asleep on the sofa, and it's early morning at the moment. Half-sleeping, you detangle yourself from Joaquin’s arms and look at him as he sleeps soundly. He looked at peace, a faint smile lingering on his lips. You gently kiss his forehead and tuck a stray strand of his long curls behind his ears.
You tuck yourself under the blanket beside him and drift off to sleep, the sound of his steady breathing lulling you to sleep.
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A/N - Thank you, everyone, for sticking with me till the end of this fic! if you liked it please let me know through the asks and the comments. Any and all requests, headcanons, and drabble requests are welcome. Love y'all, Take Care!
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axigailxo · 2 years
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in my eyes | jjk
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pairing. jungkook x reader
genre. fluff, established relationship au
w.c. -2k
summary. Jungkook is tired of the way you look at yourself and decides to draw out exactly how he sees you in his eyes, in the end making you second guess your self-image entirely and fall in love with him all over again.
contains. a bittt of angst, jk’s drawing skills, insecure oc, a drunk-in-love/supportive jk (đŸ„ș), oc hates her appearance and jk wants to fix that, everyone needs a jk like this in their life 😕
concept was inspired by @bebejungkook's gym bunny :) lovey-dovey/suportive jungkook has me in a chokehold lately

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“Stop staring, Jungkook.”
Throwing his hands up in surrender, he travels his eyes up to yours through the mirror with a smirk growing on his face, his taller figure standing tall and proud behind you.
“I can’t even look at my beautiful girlfriend now?”
His hand goes to wrap around your waist from behind, but you quickly grab his wrist in an effort to stop him.
“It’s different when I’m practically naked.”
“I’ve seen your body so many times before, I know you remember those times
”
You lightly hit his chest at the implication, turning away from the mirror to grab your shirt off the bed and put it back on.
You didn’t expect Jungkook to barge in as you were examining your figure in the standing mirror, but he did and his gaze has been all over you since. You were wearing just panties and a dainty sports bra, your breasts overflowing out of the top, which is hot to Jungkook but tight and ridiculously uncomfy to you. You would size up but then it wouldn’t give you the right support. However, you sadly don’t blame the ridiculous manufacturers any more than you blame yourself.
In a way, you’re somewhat glad Jungkook walked in because if he hadn’t distracted you, the cruel thoughts that were brewing into something a tad more intense would’ve carried on. The more you stared into that mirror, the more that damned self-hatred grew.
You know he loves you and your body, but you still can’t help feeling this way. Especially when he's right there to see for himself, no matter how different his thoughts are compared to your own. You still hate what you see and subconsciously fear that he might too.
“You know I honestly don’t get it.” Jungkook perks up while throwing himself on the bed beside you, the bed shaking at the sudden impact.
“You wouldn’t.”
His aura becomes a little bit more serious at your comment, and he furrows his brow in gesture for you to elaborate.
“It’s just
 you don’t look like this,” you motion your hands to your frame, “you're like a literal god
 it’s kinda fucked up y’know.”
He can’t help the boom of laughter that he let out upon your statement, his hand landing on his chest in playful offense.
“Fucked up how?! And just so you know, everyone has something they don’t like about themselves, it’s normal
 even for 'gods' like me.”
You throw the nearest pillow in reach at his face, causing another one of his mischievous giggles.
In a way, he’s right. In an obvious, literal way he may be somewhat onto something. But when he speaks for the majority, you somehow don’t feel as if you’re eligible to fall into that ‘majority’. Sure, everyone is insecure one way or another, but when you feel as if you simply cannot accept yourself, it’s not the majority that’s on your mind, it’s only you. You and your problems, the problems that feel too big to let go of just because others might feel the same about themselves. To put it simply: your too caught up in this complex and bitter perspective to care about how common and normal it may be.
So, because you don’t completely agree with Jungkook’s encouraging words, you simply skip pass them.
“I don’t mean to like
 pester you, by the way. I know you’re fed up with me always talking about it by now.”
He swears he feels a piece of his heart break off when he notices how upset you genuinely are about your appearance and now how you feel guilty for hating it. He’s ran out of words to say, because it’s not a far stretch for him to draw the conclusion that you don’t take much thought into them anyway. He knows you appreciate him, but appreciation and actually accepting his help are two very different things. Two different things that are usually associated with each other, but there’s no association here given you won’t let him help you. Your mind is set and he loves you dearly, but damn you’re stubborn when it comes to this. And it’s killing him not being able to help.
So this is it. He can’t keep seeing you like this. Time to resort to the last option.
“You’re right, I am fed up.”
Your heart sinks at his words, expecting him to say something completely different. Drench you in kisses, tell you not to say things like that. So his agreement startles you in a way. Not that you would have listened. But still, his new, unfamiliar words are enough to shock you.
“I— Oh. Okay, well I’m sorry for that I didn’t-”
You cut yourself off when he gets up from the bed, leaving the room in the in the matter of seconds and leaving you sat there against the headboard, beyond confused.
You attempt to think over the brief conversation you just had, only puzzling yourself further when you don’t see anything too wrong with it. What could you have possibly said that hit a nerve?
You stay frozen, not really capable of doing otherwise, and right when the idea of calling out for him comes to mind- he walks in again. Except this time he has his sketchpad and pencil in hand.
He’s fed up so
 he’s going to draw? You can’t tell if you’re confused or fond of how adorable that is.
“What are you doing?” You ask in a small voice, still taken aback by this new behavior of his.
“I’m drawing.”
You resist the urge to say “no
” in an overly exaggerated, sarcastic tone, though you resist. Joking may result in pushing it further. Instead, your head tilts and your eyes squint, not understanding your adorable yet very random boyfriend at all.
“Okay
 Um, what are you drawing?”
He tilts the sketch pad down to show you his dumbfounded face.
“You, duh.”
Oh.
“Jungkook, baby, that’s cute but -“
“But nothing. I’m gonna let you finally see what I see, just trust the process and stay right there.”
You groan at his tactics, genuinely flattered at how much he cares but you know one drawing won’t change years worth of self hate. Again, you appreciate him. So, so much. And you’re happy to see how determined he is when it comes to your self-acceptance, but things like this don’t heal overnight. Jungkook knows that deep down, but it never hurts to just try.
“It's gonna take you so long to finish, plus I'm tired.”
“Then take a nap.”
You throw another pillow at him, biting back a giggle after he glares at you. A bubbly feeling of genuine contentment and relief given he’s not actually mad washes over you. You’re happy that the mood shifted. It’s Jungkook, the light of your life and reason for existence, after all, of course you feel bubbly.
“Don’t you need my eyes to be open?”
He doesn’t look up when he speaks, his full attention on the pencil that’s sketching lightly against the paper.
“Jagi,” he starts in a matter-of-fact tone, “I know your eyes like the back of my hand, probably even better to be honest.”
Your heart can’t help but to feel all mushy like a teenager in love at your boyfriend’s statement, and you put actual effort into not smiling.
“Yeah, yeah,” you attempt to shrug off, eyes falling shut as you get comfortable in your spot, “just hurry up.”


You didn’t intend to actually fall asleep.
But the tranquility of laying besides Jungkook, comfortable silence running throughout the room and being accompanied by the delicate noise of the pencil streaking softly against the paper, as well as Jungkook’s slow, concentrated breathing, it was more than enough to make you to doze off.
Hazy eyes fluttering open, you gulp to cure your dry mouth as you instinctively turn your head to see your boyfriend, only to discover he’s not there. You also take note of the time displayed on the digital clock propped on his nightstand, your brows creasing as you slowly sit up.
It’s three in the morning, and the lights are off, candles blown out, and the door is closed. Jungkook must have turned everything off for the night, and that leads you back to wondering where he could be.
You kick the heavy comforter off your legs, slipping out of bed and reaching over a bit to tug the lamp on.
You glance at the hallway of your master bedroom, assuming to see him in the bathroom but the lights there are off too.
“Jungkook?”
Your voice is hoarse due to the deep, rather good, sleep you just had. So your efforts to call for him was a fail.
However, glancing in the direction of the bathroom, you notice his sketchpad is wide open and strategically propped against your lamp with a ripped out page laying in front of it.
You try your best not to peak at the displayed page before reading the small note that reads ‘love u, hope this makes u love u too. ur pretty cool or whatever so I think ur missing out. -the boyfie’.
The note itself was enough to make your heart turn to mush, so when your eyes met the page of the sketchpad, it just about melted.
On the small page laid a sketch of something capable of capturing your whole heart, engraving itself into it and making you feel as if you are in the clouds. It’s a drawing of you, that part is unmistakable, but something is different about it.
You think it’s
 beautiful.
Of course doubts start to rain on your short lasting self-love parade. You can help but wonder is this drawing just an exaggeration? Does he really see you like this in his eyes? Do you really look like this? This is you after all
 so why do you like what you see? How are you liking what you see?
“Holy fuck, Jungkook.” Are the words that come out upon a deep exhale, realization hitting you harder than ever before.
You almost want to cry. Not only do you really like this drawing of yourself and for once you see yourself as beautiful, but he drew it. Jungkook, put in effort to draw out exactly what he thinks you look like, all because he wanted you to feel this euphoric, relieving feeling. He didn’t give up on making sure you love his favorite person as much as he loves her. That person being none other than you.
God, you love that man.
Standing up, sketchpad in hand, you make your way to the standing mirror. Your eyes repeatedly go from the paper to the mirror, and your heart feels as if it’s teleported away and is currently surfing on the moon. Odd explanation, but the most accurate analogy. You can’t pinpoint what it is about the drawing. There’s no exaggerations now that you’re comparing it to your real body, but something about the drawing is so exquisite.
It’s like an illusion of some sort. The more you compare your real reflection to the page, the more your real body becomes dead on with the drawing. Like the drawing is unlocking a different perspective and leaving you with no choice but to understand that just like the sketch, you’re beautiful.
A tear wells up into your eye, and you decide that’s your cue to get ahold of yourself and find Jungkook so you can try your best to express even a fraction of the love you have for him.
Opening the door, the scent of
 something catches your senses. Looking into the kitchen, your boyfriend’s back is to you as he continues to work in the dim light of the kitchen, stove on as he stirs something in the pan that’s on top of it.
It’s like you love him even more after that whole thing, which you didn’t even know was possible given how in love you were with him prior to. But here you are, almost nervous to speak as you continue to gawk across the room at Jungkook. You settle on clearing your throat to draw his attention. You had a lump in it anyway.
Turning around swiftly, his bunny smile makes an appearance and the corners of your mouth dip down in a fond way. You can’t help yourself when you stride over to him, collapsing yourself into his arms (which you do end up regretting when he stumbles) and trying your best to show him a physical gesture of ‘I love you’.
He picks up quickly, embracing you tight with his arms wrapped around you like he doesn’t plan to ever release. His lips find sanctuary on the top of your head, absentmindedly swaying your bodies side to side as you continue to stand there and just hold each other for a moment.
“I saw the sketch.” Your muffled voice speaks against his bicep that’s currently flexed due to how tight his hold on you is.
He lets out an airy chuckle against the top of your head, some stray hairs of yours fluttering at the abrupt breeze.
“Never would have guessed,” he jokes, “did it work? Do you love you now?”
You can’t help but to laugh at his purity and innocence, tugging away slightly so that he can release his hold and you stare up into his eyes, hands cupping his cheeks.
“Not as much as I love you, but really close.”
His eyes spark with a look of admiration. He knew you were capable of at least trying, so knowing that he took part in that first step of your self-love process, the fact that his drawing is what kickstarted that very process, it warms his heart and he’s glad to be in your life.
“That works for me.”
You rise on the balls of your feet to capture his lips in a hunger-fueled way, passion engraved in your intentions and lacing its way onto his plump and just-as-eager lips.
If he weren’t in the middle of cooking, you would have been more than okay with standing there, kissing him all night. So pulling away, you nod over to the stove that was left unattended to.
He turns around as if you reminded him, quickly turning the nobs off and sighing of relief when he uncovers the lid of the pan to discover he didn’t ruin whatever was inside.
“It’s three in the morning, why are you cooking?”
Your tone was soft, still hazy as you weren’t fully back down from cloud nine yet.
He grabs two plates from the cabinet, falling silent for a good moment or two as he continues his task, finally turning to face you as he answers, this time with two plates of carbonara in his hand.
“I’ve noticed you’ve been sleeping early lately to avoid dinner
”
His tone was too soft and very timid, like he felt bad for calling you out but he knew he couldn’t just not address it. Your eyes flick to the ground.
“Hey, I’m not disappointed or anything. Today can be the start of changing those old habits, okay?”
Again, you find yourself on the verge of tears. Happy tears. The effort he’s putting into maintaining your well-being is so overwhelmingly comforting and you find yourself understanding why it is you fell in love with him in the first place. You can’t picture a life without him.
“I
” As soon as your eyes flick up to meet his, you break. Not too badly, but soft tears do begin to stream rather quickly down your face.
He reaches over to place the plates on the counter in front of the barstool chairs, latching his arms back around you as soon as he gets the chance.
“It’s all a process, and I’ll be here with you every step of it.”
His words are so utterly genuine and you can tell how it’s real and coming straight from his heart. You can tell how much he just wants to be there for you if you’d just let him.
And for the first time, you’re letting him.
“I love you, Jungkook. So fucking much.”
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A/N: ahhhh my first fluff one shot!!! I hope it wasn’t underwhelming 😭 I’ve had writers block for a minute but I rly wanted to finally just finish this one up. anyways, stay tuned for more stuff :) i just need to get over this writers block first lol
 oh and i have a series on the way??? get ready for dilf/professor jk everyone đŸ« 
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maybege · 1 year
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I know very little of your neighbor!Paz so forgive me for any inaccuracies đŸ„ș and sorry if someone else has already said something like this!!
Even tho I'm basically a hermit who has no interest in talking to her neighbors, I Love neighbor aus lmao.
But, imagine you're carrying in groceries, your typical paper bags cliche that are a tad bit overflowing, and Paz comes out to help you carry them in.
He noticed the wine and the more expensive looking steak (or meat alternative, or just more expensive food) and you explain to him that you have a date tonight! Its your first one in ages and you're nervous and excited because this guy at your gym has been trying to ask you out for a while but you've been too apprehensive to accept.
Paz is...disappointed, but not surprised because how could he be? It makes perfect sense for his beautiful, adorable, sweet neighbor to have guys all over her.
He stands outside your door, holding two bags of groceries while you put your bags on the counter, he doesn't want to assume he can come inside, he knows how intimidating he looks and the last thing he wants is to make you uncomfortable.
You thank him and give him a smile that lights his heart up, he wishes you luck on your date.
Later, he can smell the food your making and it smells delectable, he can hear the pots and pans clanging about through the thin walls, and he hopes to God he doesn't hear too much in case your date goes...really well. He turns the TV up and tries to ignore the sounds coming from your apartment.
Time passes and you've finished making dinner and gotten ready a little while ago.
...Your date never showed.
You texted him before he was supposed to show up, he never answered.
You called later and had to leave a message.
Its been an hour and a half and nothing.
There's a knock at your door
You quickly make your way to the door, but its not your date? Its Paz, you're not as disappointed as you probably should be when you see him on the other side. You're a little relieved in fact...
"Hey, Paz, can I help you with anything?" You're trying to put up a front, a little embarrassed and hurt.
Fuck, you look so pretty. Paz knows this is a weird time to knock. He just couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong and he had to check on you. The, now empty, plate of brownies looking like a beacon on his counter, telling him to knock on your door.
He's upset with himself now though because you look like an angel. An angel who just got their wings clipped. There's a sadness in your eyes. Did your date upset you?
"Oh, no honey. I just wanted to real quick hand this over to you," he holds out a plate, "Before I pick up dinner." Something he should've done before your date, but it just slipped his mind.
You made too many brownies for your job the other day and gave some to Paz. At least thats what you told him, perhaps you made extra brownies as an excuse to see him.
"Thank you, Paz."
This has to be serendipity, right? Or are you just upset from your date not showing? Or is this a rare moment of courage that you have to act on this now?
He nods his head at you, wishes you a good night, and starts to walk away. Do it! Do it now!
"Paz?" You call out. He stops and turns to look at you. "Would you like to have dinner with me?"
He wants to ask about your date, but he has a feeling about what happened...
"I would love to, honey."
This time he doesn't feel uncomfortable walking into your apartment.
❀❀ hi again I've sent a couple messages to you about Paz. I actually needed a bit of a warm up, so sorry it was long again 😭. I hope you like it, I had to rush a bit at the end. But your au's make my day!! ❀❀
Oh dear anon, never apologize for the length of your asks. They are perfect! đŸ„ș
Paz is so disappointed that his sweet pretty neighbour has a date but he tries his best to be happy for her because she is so happy. But when the realization hits that she was stood up? Oh boy he could just punch that boy in the face for how unhappy he made you.
But that also means he gets to spend the evening with her and they talk and laugh a lot and maybe she makes a comment about "This is already way better than any date with him could be." and Paz is like đŸ„ș
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j2lx · 2 years
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Asking Them "What is Love?": Part 1
Warnings: (not really a warning but) pet names used affectionately (pretty boy, babe, baby, princess, mochi), Gojo is a tease and pretends that yall are FWB, angst to fluff in Maki's part (mentions of the Zenin Clan)
A/n: Sorry for not posting last week đŸ˜„đŸ˜­ It might be the holidays but I still have training for my club activities and yeah I needed to rest a little! Double fic next week I promise đŸ„ș
This is inspired by that one Vanitas no Carte scene ifykyk 😉🙃 (since I just finished Cour 2 of Vanitas no Carte also if you haven't watched it yet, I highly recommend it!!!)
Characters: Itadori Yuuji, Fushiguro Megumi, Kugisaki Nobara, Gojo Satoru, Zenin Maki x Gender Neutral!reader
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Itadori Yuuji
"Hey Yuuji, what is love?" The random question you asked while you and your boyfriend were cuddling on his bed was answered by Itadori's confused look.
He cocked his head to the side, his face scrunched up in confusion. "Isn't love what you feel for me?" He asked, cupping your face. You leaned into his touch while replying, "Of course baby, but how does someone describe love? Like what's it's equal to? You know what I mean?"
Itadori looked even more confused at this, but started thinking really hard about it nonetheless. "You know what nevermind. It probably-", you were cut off by your boyfriend's answer, his words catching you off guard.
"Well, there's no guarantee we'll meet someone we can love and who loves us back in this world, so love is a blessing, a huge one. Love is warm, you know? It kind of just embraces you into a huge warm hug whenever you see the person you love. It overwhelms you and at that moment, you can only feel the rush of affection for the person you love. At first, you'll get nervous when spending time with the person you love. But over time, it becomes so natural that hanging out together feels right, and it comforts you, like warmth on a cold and snowy winter day. That's how it is for me when I'm with you," he replied, his serious expression melting into one of pure love for you.
"Awwww my baby is so sweet! I love you so much Yuuji!" You said as you hugged him really tight, pressing a kiss to his cheek. He presses a kiss to the top of you head, hugging you back as he says,
"I love you too. So so much."
Fushiguro Megumi
"Megumi, what is love?"
Megumi shut the book he was reading as you curled up closer to him under the blankets on his bed, a slight blush on his face. "What's with the sudden and random question?" he asks, looking away from you while trying to hide his flustered face.
"Is my pretty boy flustered from just one innocent question that I wanted his opinion on?" you asked, seemingly innocent. The large smile on your face suggested otherwise, and Fushiguro refused to look at you.
You weren't expecting a reply, so you were ready to comfort your boyfriend after teasing him, but to your surprise, he did answer your question.
"Love is something that when you experience for the first time, it becomes so painfully overwhelming. You lose all common sense when you see the person you love, and you end up messing up in front of them and things like that. But after you get over the awkwardness and you confess, only to find out the person loves you back, it's a completely new journey. Love is nice
 Really nice. It makes you feel on top of the world while also allowing you to humble yourself. You get to learn more about yourself and your partner, and it's honestly a feeling that kind of
 Sucks you in and doesn't let go. When you find the right person to love, and when that person loves you, your affection for them just overflows
 And I really love you so much
 Thank you for showing me what love is."
"Megumi
" Needless to say, you were completely shocked, not just because he answered you, but so because of how his words truly came from the bottom of his heart. You stroked through his hair as you pressed your lips to his, kissing him gently. Of course, he kissed back, the kiss full of love and emotion.
"I love you so much too Megumi! Thank you for bringing me along this journey of experiencing love. I hope this journey never ends," you say happily, resting your head on his shoulder.
"Yeah
 I want this journey to last forever too," he replied, linking his hand with yours.
Kugisaki Nobara
"Hey princess? What is love?" You and Kugisaki were getting ready to go out on a date together, when the question suddenly struck you.
"Huh? What's that supposed to mean? Isn't love just an emotion? Love is just love," she says as she picks out an outfit for herself.
"Yeah
 Love is an emotion but how does one describe it? What exactly makes it different from just admiration or whatever?"
"Why do you even think of such questions?" she sighs and pauses, before continuing, "Well, love is complicated. You feel so many things for someone and you sometimes don't know what to do. It's like you're going crazy over how to tell that someone that you know, you love them. And the prospect of being rejected makes you feel sad I guess. At least that's what most people say. To me, love is more of a growing feeling that just builds up over time. No matter how long you spend with someone, you'll continue finding new things to love about them each time. Love is something that could hurt and heal, but over time it'll make you stronger while also giving you someone to open up to. The person you love is someone who is like a day of sunshine and hope, someone who you can always rely on and love."
"That's deep
 And I didn't know you thought of me that way!" you exclaimed, grinning mischievously.
Kugisaki rolled her eyes as she smiled, "Yeah yeah but that's truly how I really do feel about love
 And you. Now get over here and help me pick a dress to wear!"
Gojo Satoru
"Hey 'Toru
 What is love?" You asked you boyfriend as he snacked on some of the mochi he had just got after going shopping with you.
"Simple isn't it? Love is the emotion I feel when I see sweets! It's the emotion only for sweets and nothing else!" He declared proudly as he held up one the mochis he was eating.
You pouted, hitting his shoulder lightly. "Then what about the feelings you have for me?" you countered.
"Oh those feelings? Aren't we kind of like friends with benefits? Did you mistake our relationship to be something more than that?" He smirked, looking at the mixture of annoyance and confusion on your face.
"On a serious note, love might be a wonderful thing, but it's still one of the greatest curses of all. In my opinion, it's the biggest curse of all because love makes you so comfortable and vulnerable around a certain person that you just can't and don't want to hide anything from them. You just want to show who you really are, your weaknesses and all. Being yourself in front of another person, completely letting your guard down
 It's like being stark naked in front of them, and maybe it's even worse. It's scary how love gets you to open up to another person, but if it's with my little mochi here, I don't mind at all," he says as he pulls you in for a hug.
"Awww my 'Toru is such a romantic tease. I love you so much!" you replied, placing a kiss on his cheek. He kisses you back on your cheek, before kissing you on the lips, the kiss conveying all his love for you.
Zenin Maki
"Hey babe! I was wondering
 What exactly is love?" you linked your hand with Maki's as she tore her eyes away from the action movie the two of you were watching, giving you a calculative look.
"Ha? What are tryna make me do? And what's with that oddly deep question? You know I'm not that good at answering those kinds of questions," she replies, squeezing your hand gently.
"Silly Maki. I'm not trying to make you do anything, nor am I trying to get you to say something you don't wanna. I just want to know your honest opinion on what I asked, that's it!" you flashed her your most innocent look, which made her sigh.
"You know I can't argue when you give me that look. Love huh
 I never really felt it before, until you came into my life. I was treated like nothing back in the clan, and all I felt were basically just cold, stabbing emotions. But when I met you, it's like the ice in my soul melted. You're like the Sun to me, you're the only one who can melt my heart which was frozen and taught not to be loved for so many years. Romantic love and platonic love are different though. Platonic love is more about cheering you up when you need it. But romantic love is a constant, unchanging even when you go through the highest and lowest points in life. Just knowing my partner will be there for me through highs and lows is more than enough for me. And seeing that you're by my side no matter what makes me feel so unusually at peace with myself and the world."
"Babe
 I love you so much you know that? I'll always be here for you ok? I'm never ever gonna leave you," you say as you hug Maki tightly, leaving a kiss on her forehead.
"I love you too
 And please
 don't ever leave me," she replies, hugging you back.
"I won't. Ever," you promise and she smiles, resting her head on your chest.
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Hope you enjoyed this one! It's been different from my other fics since there are no headcanons at all! Part 2 will be out soon so keep an eye out for that!
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kingsdespair-if · 7 months
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oh, the secret taking care of the kid ask was SO adorable, you did such a great job, my heart melted away😭😭 could we maybe also have the same scenario for our beloved Veldon?? 👉👈đŸ„ș Or maybe a super cute scenario where MC and the baby share a birthday and he prepares a party for them both?? I just love their little family to pieces AHHHH đŸ˜­đŸ˜­âŁïžâŁïž thanks for all your wonderful writing and have a lovely dayđŸ„°đŸ„°
Hello, dear. I've missed you, my dear Veldon anon 😂
Absolutely! Let's take a look at it.
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[[Veldon POV]]
Veldon wakes up, ready for a busy day ahead. He has two birthdays to celebrate for two of the most important people in his life. His wife is sleeping peacefully beside him, holding onto his waist, while their baby sleeps soundly between them.
Being a married man with a family of his own brings Veldon immense joy. He wakes up with a smile on his face every day, and this feeling has only grown stronger since their baby was born.
Veldon gently extricates himself from his wife's embrace and prepares for the day ahead. As he dresses in silence, his gaze falls upon his wife and baby, peacefully curled up together in sleep. He longs to capture this moment forever, wishing he could summon a painter to immortalize the scene.
Overwhelmed with love, he fears his heart may overflow.
Quietly, he exits the room, grateful for the stealth lessons Veleena had imparted upon him. These lessons enable him to slip away each morning for training without disturbing his slumbering wife and child.
He dashes through the castle hallways, engaging in conversations with servants and the individuals he had enlisted to create an impeccable day for his beloved ones. And impeccable it must be. As he consistently reminds his wife, this is the utmost significant day in history, as it marks the birth of his soulmate and their own child, forming a complete family for him to adore and treasure.
He woke up early, as he always did, to meticulously attend to every minor detail, even though he had already checked them countless times over the past two weeks. His dedication to perfection was unwavering.
Once he was satisfied with the results, a few hours later, he returned to his bed chambers to wake his wife and commence the party. The sun had finally risen, casting a flawless blue sky without a single cloud. A gentle breeze from the north tempered the warmth of the sun, creating an ideal day.
Veldon, on his way back to his chamber, stoops down to pick up a delicate flower, a morning gift that he vows to never forget.
To his surprise, when he opened the door, his wife was already awake, feeding the baby. A bright smile adorned her face as she caught sight of him. With a sleepy expression, tousled hair, and still clad in her night clothes, she looked absolutely beautiful to Veldon.
"Good morning, darling. How is my birthday girl this morning? And my birthday baby?" he asks, coming close to sit beside MC. As always, he kisses his wife's forehead and tucks the flower in her hair, a token of his love.
"So you haven't forgotten?" she asks, a playful smirk appearing on her lips.
"Forgotten what?" he replies.
"My birthday, silly. Our baby's birthday."
"Oh, is it really your birthday today? Thank goodness I guessed the right day," he smirks in return.
"You know what? Veleena is right, you truly are a fool," his wife rolls her eyes and lightly punches his arm. His smile widens and a chuckle escapes his lips.
"I am a fool for you, yes. But enough with the small talk. Please go and get dressed. My surprise can't wait any longer. I need to see the smile on your face. Go, I'll take care of our child," he says, not waiting for a response as he swiftly takes their child from his wife's arms. She shakes her head but complies.
Veldon watches as she goes to get dressed, holding their baby in his arms. A few moments later, she returns to the room, fully dressed in the beautiful clothes Veldon had given her.
He takes a blindfold from his pocket and gently wraps it around his wife's eyes. "I need you to wear this for my surprise, darling."
"Now, hold our baby. Here," Veldon carefully places the baby back in his wife's arms. Once he is sure she won't drop the little one, he speaks again. "I'm going to lift you up in my arms, don't be scared."
"What? Why? I can walk, just give me your arm and guide me."
"No, you are my princess, and my princess will not walk to her own party." With that, Veldon lifts MC in his arms, their baby laughing at the commotion. The soft baby noises make him smile.
"Are you ready for the best day of your life? Well, after marrying me and, of course, the birth of our child."
"Yes, you fool."
Veldon effortlessly carries MC in his arms as the enticing aroma of sweets, pies, drinks, and all of MC's favorite foods fills their nostrils. Just before entering the ballroom for the party, Veldon plants a gentle kiss on his wife's cheek and his baby's forehead, whispering softly.
"I know it's your birthday, but I wanted to remind you that you are the greatest gift I could ever ask for. I love both of you dearly. Now, let's make the most of this special day, my darling."
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kodzuken-chan · 2 years
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đŸ„€RecklessđŸ„€
Paring: Leon S. Kenndy x Fem.Reader
Genre: Angst/ Hurt/ Song Lyrics based Fic
⚠Warnings: Mention of Cursing,Slight Anxiety, Breakups, Cheating, Just Hurt, No Comfort.
A/N: I really feel guilty this is my first writing for Leon its based on cheating and breakups, and Leon kinda being a Jerk, I'm Really Sorry Leon bbyđŸ„ș💕
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-Btw, I haven't really decided which Leon I should pick for this Story, but you can Imagine either RE2,RE4 or RE Damnation Leon for this.
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- Tbh, I kinda think this sucks idk why, but please enjoy reading itđŸ«‚
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- This scenario is based on 'Reckless' Song lyrics by Madison Beer, and its totally SFW, no worries. You can listen to Reckless while reading to get the feelsđŸ‘‡đŸ»
<<< Lyrics are marked with 🍃>>>
Summary: You've gone through many heart breaks overcoming them short while after. However, you haven't, and you'll never recover from this specific heart break, it left a scar of emptiness and resentment inside of you that you'll remember forever.
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🍃Hey, this is a story I hate
And telling it might make me break
But I'll tell it anyway🍃
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The rain was pouring out of the window as you sat right next to it, Your eyes following the rain drops that slid to the bottom of the glassy window in sync with the tears that slid over your cheeks. The sound of the  piano music playing on your Tv from the Chromecast was echoing in the living room, making a harmonic medley with the rain outside. Three days ago, you lost a battle of fools, a battle that you had no victory opportunity in, although it never felt so bad in the previous few times, however this one for sure left a huge scar in your heart, a scar that will burn your soul everytime you'll recall it.
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Leon Kennedy was your boyfriend even before the time he went to Raccoon city. You met in the most ordinary way ever, let's just say you once collapsed from exhaustion infront of the coffee shop where he was peacefully viewing the side walk while drinking his coffee. Then after that wholesome incident where he took good care of you, the two of you became close and your relationship established to be more than just regular best friends.
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Time passed and Leon graduated the police academy, then, he was assigned in your region's police department, however, within few days, he was informed that he got transferred to Raccoon city's department to which he have to leave on the upcoming week. Although you insisted on going with him, since you didn't want to grow apart. However, he refused, worried that something dangerous was going on there, you know, because they called him the other day, informing him to avoid coming to the department for the time being, But still, he went.
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Of course, Leon never contacted you for almost three days after he reached to Raccoon city, and you grew anxious. However, you found out later from the news that they had to destruct Raccon city with an explosion to avoid the spread of a certain virus, leaving no survivors alive. You went through a mental breakdown at the sudden news thinking you lost the only person you loved forever.
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Few months later, Leon contacted you to assure you that he's alive, safe and sound, he apologized for taking so long to call you back again, but you didn't care, the fact that he's still alive anywhere in this world, made you cry in relief. He asked for your forgiveness many times, but you kept on telling him that you already did forgive him, however, he continued on apologizing, you never knew for what else he was asking your forgiveness for.
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Then one day, he asked you to meet up with him at his apartment, he wanted to tell you everything that happened at Raccoon city. Once you reached there, you couldn't help but throw yourself at him, devouring into his lips, wavering all of your overflowing emotions to him. However his eyes looked different, they were filled with guilt and pain, you thought that maybe, he suffered so much throughout Raccon city's incident, that he saw things he didn't want to see, that he lost people he never wanted to lose, you could tell,its just shown all over his icy blue eyes.
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Ever since he told you everything about the incident, you two went back to normal, he was busy the moment he started working for the DSO and barely came back to his apartment, sometimes you would just drop by to fill his fridge with homemade food, clean his house, and sometimes stay there if he tells you that he's coming back that night. But what annoyed you the most ever since he came back from the incident, is that he won't stop talking about a certain person, a person called Ada Wong even when he talks about work, he unconsciously brings her up into the topic. And from what he told you about her, she seems to be someone he met at Raccoon city and saved his life few times, now she somehow works in the same field as him, and sometimes he mentions meeting her around during his missions.
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Of course, you were grateful that she saved his life, maybe if it weren't for her, Leon wouldn't have been here, but the way he always looks so happy when he mentions her gives you anxiety and negative thoughts, not to mention that some of your friends saw him coincidentally with another women few times, and your mind couldn't help but think that Ada might be that women they're talking about. Naturally, you just thought that maybe she was his mission partner, or they met coincidentally again or maybe it was just your friends messing around because they're jealous of your great couple chemistry with Leon, you know, since most of them were still single.
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🍃This chapter's about
How you said there was nobody else🍃
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Eventually, you started sensing that there is something between Leon and Ada. Despite Leon denying everytime you suspect anything going between them, like calling you back few times lesser than usual, or when he cancelled your dates saying its because of his work. However, he assured you that you're his one and only, and you're the only person he loves. You decided to have faith and believe in his words this time too.
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🍃Then you got up and went to her house
You guys always left me out🍃
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But, today he sheared that last string of trust he had between you and him. Just as usual, you prepared some homemade food, and headed straight to his apartment. Once you made it to the building, you approached his apartment when you noticed him coming out of it, you didn't know why you hid behind the wall, but your moved on their own anyways, you stood there overhearing his call.
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"You know we can't do that in my apartment, I'll just come over to yours" he said smiling before walking to the elevator.
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You stood there beind the wall, not wanting to make further assumptions, not willing to take your thoughts far away despite what you just overheard. You wanted badly to go back home, to forget what you just heard, to keep the faith and trust you had in your lover. However, your legs immediately moved on their own again, not walking you back to your house, but to where Leon was going.
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Once the taxi stopped near by after following Leon's Jeep, you watched him getting down of it walking towards a huge residental building, while you carefully followed him. You stood behind the wall again, as he stopped by a certain apartment ringing its door bell. You knew that you'd regret seeing this, but curiosity and doubt were eating you up, you just wanted to make sure that you're not wronging him by your distrust and negative thoughts.
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However, he severed the last thread of trust he had between you and him. Every dearly emotion you held up for him until now vanished when the apartment door cracked open, revealing no one but the so called women, Ada Wong. Without hesitation and wasting no time, he wrapped his arms around her waist, bringing her closer and devouring into her lips as if he never kissed a woman before, he never even kissed you like that in your relationship, you thought as you watched him disappearing behind the door.
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You left the homemade food bag you carried in your hand by Ada's doorstep, and silently walked out of the building towards an unknown destination leaving your tears behind, you walked to somewhere were you can be alone with your thoughts and heart.
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As you walked back, you decided to sleep somewhere else, stoping by a motel, you reserved a room temporary for yourself until you get your thoughts and feelings settled, you didn't want to go back to your apartment knowing for sure that a certain someone will go there to find you. Keeping the room key in your pocket, you walked out heading towards a place that you only knew, a place where you can stay by yourself, a place that even Leon didn't know about.
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It was small hill viewing the bright lights of the city, you sat there on the wooden bench, putting the headphones on and playing some calm music, to ease your built-up rage and anger. The tears formed, and soon slided over your cold cheeks, as some thoughts circled inside your head.
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🍃I still have the letter you wrote
When you told me that I was the only girl
You'd ever want in your life
I guess my friends were right🍃
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You remembered the first letter he sent you after you both started dating, how he flirted with you using chessy love phrases, and how he wrote iconic love messages and quotes at the end of the letter drawing tiny hearts around them. Guess your friends were right after all, they weren't jealous, but you got blinded by love, refusing to accept the harsh reality of him cheating on you with another woman.
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🍃Each day goes by and each night, I cry
Somebody saw you with her last night
You gave me your word, "Don't worry 'bout her"
You might love her now, but you loved me first🍃
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You felt betrayed, you wondered as you sat there, for how long you're gonna cry yourself to sleep, how many sleepless night you'll go through to overcome your love for him. You recalled the times when you doubted his relationship with Ada, and he gave you a word of reassurance, to not worry about her, but he ain't a man of words, you wondered how come it hurts alot this time, why you're clenching your fingers over your heart.
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It is right that you dated few men before Leon and they simply dumped you, sure you felt sad for a while, but it was bareable,those heart breaks never pained the way it pains you now, when you think of him, you realized that you truly loved him, that's why its hurts so much. He might love Ada now, but he loved you first, and that's a fact that will never change.
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🍃Said you'd never hurt me, but here we are
Oh, you swore on every star
How could you be so reckless with my heart?🍃
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You remembered that night when he woke you up at the middle of the night, dragging you behind him to his Jeep, and taking you to stargazing by the beach. You were both sitting on the top of it gazing up to the sky as your fingers interlocked, he swore on every start, that you're his only one, and he will never ever hurt you and make you cry in his entire life. But look at you now, he didn't just hurt you, but caused a wound that will leave a scar behind. Silent sobs left your lips, as you blamed Leon for being reckless to your fragile heart. The next morning, Leon got up and was about to head back to his apartment, but once he opened the apartment door, his jaw dropped in shock, at the sight of your food bag placed by the doorstep.
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"Oh Shit!!" He couldn't help but curse in panic as he ran out looking for you but it was too late.
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Few weeks passed since the incident, You went back to your apartment a week after, of course your phone was full of missed calls, and text messages from Leon, apologizing and asking you to meet up with him so he can explain himself, but you never once answered. You've always wondered why did he keep asking for your forgiveness when he first called you after Raccoon city's incident, but now you connected the dots and everything became clear to you.
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After the stressful weeks you've gone through, you decided to go out after a while, to start a new page in your life, you can't keep crying over a man who easily let go of you for another woman. You went to the coffee shop in your neighborhood, that's right its the same coffee shop where you first met Leon, where you collapsed from exhaustion infront of him. However, these are just memories from the past, you've decided to begin a new page without him being a part of it, you liked the coffee and the view here, that's all what matters.
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The coffee shop's door bell ringing echoed through the place, glancing over it, your eyes met with no one other than Leon's icy ones which stared at you in disbelief and guilt. You can't lie, you heart did skip a beat at his sight, but you didn't give up against your emotions, you simply went back to drinking your coffee, as if you never saw him coming in, and of course he was shocked at your reaction, he was expecting something else, however he wasted no time and immediately approached your table.
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(Your dialogue part here will include the song lyrics and still highlights in italic, bold and 🍃)
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"Y/N.... Can we talk?" He called, carefully approaching your table
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"I don't know who you are, please go on and do what you came here for" you simply replied not even looking at him
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"Y/N... Please listen to me I-"
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"I said, I don't know you sir, so please go and get your coffee or whatever you planned to get"
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"Y/N... Please, I beg you...Please listen to me...I don't want you to forgive me or anything, just listen to me this time...please" he knelt on his knees
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You looked at him with corner of your eyes, and your heart sank at the sight of his regretful icy eyes.
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" five minutes, and I'll leave right after it" You said and he sighed in relief as he took a seat infront of you
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"Look....I know that you're mad at me and you hate me, I totally understand that I'm a big jerk and a bastard for doing this to you, I promised to not hurt you ever, yet I did, you have the right to slap me hit me, scream at me as you please...I'm really sorry for not treasuring you"
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"you're sorry?🍃You check in and out of my heart like a hotel🍃, You checked in my heart when you were with me, but checked out when you went to her, smiling from ear to ear, and you want me to hear you say you're sorry?" You glared feeling the tears forming
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"I'm not really sure how things ended like that, or when did it start...its just that I eventually found myself charmed by her, she kept pulling me towards her and she-" He tried to explain himself
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"....Huh 🍃And she must be perfect, oh well...🍃 Guess I wasn't enough after all" you scoffed in pain
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" Y/N... Its not like that, you were-"
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" No... I was nothing to you... my love, feelings meant nothing to you and you proved it...tsk... 🍃I hope you both go to hell🍃" your voiced cracked as you sharply stated
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"I...I don't know what to say....I-" He said in hesitation
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You just started at him in disappointment, you loved him, you were ready to do anything for him to see that smile... thinking that he was going through a hard time because of his job, but after all, you weren't his source of comfort. He felt pity for leaving you, that's why he's explaining himself with this nonsense.
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"🍃I still have the letter you wrote
When you told me that I was the only girl
You'd ever want in your life🍃" you said still glaring at him with your reddish eyes
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"... You..you kept that with you the whole time...? T-that's amazing....But I really meant every word I wrote in it..I promise" he said scratching his neck in frustration
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"You just said it....you 'MEANT' it...its past tense, so it doesn't make any difference to me now. when I was told that you were seen with another women that night, I was confident that you weren't such man, but 🍃I guess my friends were right🍃" you stated in disappointment
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"Is that how you found it out?..." He asked in shock not realizing how careless he was
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"Is that what matters for you now? Because of you, ever since that night, 🍃 Each day goes by and each night, I cry🍃 Because 🍃Somebody saw you with her last night🍃" You clenched your fingers before his eyes
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"Well, instead of causing a strife between me and you by telling you about this, shouldn't they prove how good friends they were by stopping me? By telling me that I was wrong?!" He snapped, feeling that your friends are the ones at fault for this
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"Shut up...you have the audacity to throw the blame on my friends, when they actually opened my eyes on something I didn't realize, what are you? A five years old to not differentiate between right and wrong? You're a grown-up and you have a brain to use in that head of yours, I feel ashamed to even comapre you to a five years old, because they wouldn't have stated a pity excuse like that when they're clearly at fault, you're pathetic...." You said pulling him slightly from his collar
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"That time.... When🍃You gave me your word, 'Don't worry 'bout her'🍃, I trusted you, however you broke your promise 🍃You might love her now, but you loved me first🍃 that's a fact you can't change" you let out a shaky sigh, leaving his collar sitting back on your chair
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"... I ...I know that..." He simply said averting your gaze
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"Remember that time, when we went to stargazing at the middle of the night, you 🍃Said you'd never hurt me, .... but here we are, Oh, you swore on every star🍃" you scoffed, pointing out the number of promises he gave you but broke
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"...." He remained silent
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" 🍃How could you be so reckless with my heart?🍃" You smiply asked tears finally falling over your cheeks
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"Y/N...." He whisper called, his heart suddenly aching at the sight of your tears
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You got up from your chair wanting to leave, you can't endure this anymore, your feelings are messed up, its seems that despite what he have done, his icy blue eyes still have an effect on you, its as if he's trying to check in your heart again, but he doesn't have enough money to do so, and you don't want to end up forgiving him. Walking to him, he stood immediately, not really sure if he should stop you from leaving or not.
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" 🍃How could you be so reckless?
How could you be so reckless?
How could you be so reckless with someone's heart?🍃" You said, softly sobbing as you weakly punched his chest, you had no energy left.
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Leon felt his heart clenching at your sight, deeply inside he knows that he made a huge mistake letting go of you, but it is too late when he realized that how he didn't like to see you cry no matter what reason it was, but now he's the reason for these tears.
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" 🍃Hey, this is a story I hate
But I told it to cope with the pain
I'm so sorry if you can relate🍃" You tapped on his shoulder, taking your purse and walking out of the coffee shop's door
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The coffee shop's door bell rang as it was closing behind you, leaving Leon standing there, looking at the ground with his unstoppable tears, and the pain you engraved in his heart. He lost you not just as his girlfriend, but also as his best friend forever.
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The End
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mimiriko · 2 months
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miriko!! it’s been a while!! just dropping by to leave some cute lil plushies and lots and lots and lots of hearts!! 🧾💖💞💝 I hope this season of love has been an overflow for you đŸ„ș
i also come back with a sel question!! i know valentine’s has passed but I am curious what an ideal valentine’s date would be for you!! and what does shoko’s love feel like?
seli!!! how are you my love??? happy belated valentine 💗💗💗 this season has been lovely to me !!
valentine date
gosh
.. i think we would just love to stay in bed all day together. maybe look at some deeply unserious med series like dr house LOL just
.the whole day

 with Vietnamese food and hugs đŸ«‚đŸ«‚
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ashplayz · 1 year
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(Short)
Treasure planet characters react to: accidentally hurting S/O in an argument and she runs and locks a door and the character begs her to let them in and her response is "... So you can hurt me again..?" (How I think they'd react at least)
Warnings: Pretty self explanatory- angst and fluff I guess..
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Characters included: Captain Amelia, Dr. Delbert Doppler (separately, although I do love those two together) Jim Hawkins, John Silver (cyborg) (S/O goes by Y/n, she you and they)
Captain Amelia:
The beginning of the movie I thought she was a bit stuck up/uptight, full of herself so I think she would think y/n was just trying to make her feel bad so they could win the argument
and that she didn't actually hurt her
But when y/n says that she realizes and her heart SINKS she doesn't really know how to handle emotions well in my opinion (I envy those who can)
She wouldn't know what to do, she'd feel defeated and doesn't make another move towards you.
I think She'd probably make Jim talk to y/n for her and would keep her distance until y/n is comfortable, then grab y/ns hands and give her a very lengthy apology
She'd be rambling and would look stupid because you already forgave her 😂
Dr. Delbert Doppler:
Doesn'tt normally argue with you. (Personally I think he's a kiss up)
I don't think y/n would normally care because he's very clumsy and he's probably accidentally hit her before (like barely) when they're not even arguing, just a total accident.
But it was the way he flipped out about it is what scared her and why she ran and he already had teary eyes when she runs
(the only reason she'd say that is if she was having a panic attack)
but when she says that he just starts crying silently and just sits by the door and waits until she calms down.
I feel like once she calms down a few hours later she finally opens the door and sees him still by the door struggling to stay awake.
She'd ask him to cuddle and neither of them would talk until morning.
He'd probably try to make her favorite breakfast and would feel awful about what happened for the rest of the week
like days after it happens he keeps apologizing and she's just like "babe. I love you, but stop" đŸ€Ł
Jim Hawkins:
(I know he's literally the main character but I have no clue how to write him, still tried tho)
He wouldn't fully comprehend what just happened at first but once he does his hands start shaking.
He let out a sad apology then just leaves
He comes back to fix things after the cyborg guy (John Silver) gave him a pep talk
when she finally lets him hug her he starts crying and rambling Apologies while burying his face in the crook of her neck holding her tightly
I feel like he bottles a lot of things up so something tipping his emotions over the edge like this causes an overflow, you've never seen him look so fragile before.. đŸ„ș
John Silver:
He's a big softy so the thought of hurting his S/O is his worst nightmare
The second it happens his eyes well up and he's like a deer In the headlights
when y/n tries to run he goes to grab her hand apologizing swearing to make it up to her but he scared her more
When she said that he just leaves her alone probably leaves for like 3 days
but when he comes back he has a
crap ton of treasure he stole jewelry/gems you name it just to make it up to her but she'd already forgiven him and was just really worried when he didn't come back
He'd definitely spoil his S/O on a regular day so something like this makes him go a bit overboard đŸ€
(Just watched this movie for the first time and I'm bummed there's not a whole lot of fanfiction worthy characters, I considered doing Scroop (scorpion guy) but I'm pretty sure that character would genuinely be abusive so, No. I could have done the robot guy B. E. N, But I figured that might be awkward especially if it's before he got his brain pice back, it's really hard to envision him In a relationship as well unless she's also a robot, he is a sweetheart tho I really like his character..
Attention tumblr writers!!
Please make your own stories with this prompt: "accidentally hurting S/O in an argument and she runs and locks a door and the character begs her to let them in and her response is "... So you can hurt me again..?" Please somebody besides me let's make this prompt a thing! 🙏
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deathsbestgirl · 1 year
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memento mori
i’m ready to be torn to shreds
okay but !!! i’m weak every time scully has a little monologue. the way she speaks just cuts right through me. the words, the rhythm of her speech. yes thank you gillian (+ writers)
the words she’s saying for mulder. speaking to him over anyone else in her life. monumental. they know what they have even if it isn’t voiced or shown traditionally between them.
(i am SO curious — did viewers have any idea that this is what was coming? scully having cancer?)
mulder making his way through the hospital with flowers. making a joke, like he always does. her smile. she loves him so much. but his worry is palpable and he can’t wait for her to tell him so he asks. the way he looks at her !!!!
she’s so GENTLE when she tells him. at the same time though, she’s telling him there’s no hope. eventually, however much time there is, she will die. he refuses to accept that — because there can’t possibly be a life without scully. they’re too entwined, their connection consuming. and she knows this. she know what losing her will do to him

so they already know who has gotten treatment? like the next scene they’re in skinner’s office. was this part of a past case idr?? when she met all the mufon women?
scully just has no idea what she means to skinner. they’re not close, but he’s someone they want to trust even though he’s a thorn in their sides more often than not. because that’s his job lol but he’s always there when they need him.
she doesn’t want it to be ~awkward. she doesn’t want his concern or pity, or to take leave (as he rightfully expects her to take) — she just wants the go ahead to investigate the source of her cancer. like this woman. these agents. they’re crazy and he can’t tell them no. i LOVE skinner.
and then they learn betsy hagopian is already gone. her fear.
god when they’re chasing kurt crawford and scully’s nose starts bleeding. mulder can’t hide his concern, can’t even let her finish in the bathroom before checking on her đŸ„ș
she’s so BOTHERED when he isn’t in cuffs anymore lmao
this scene makes it so clear that scully really is afraid to believe. she can’t believe she was abducted by aliens or the government and experimented on, resulting in her cancer & probable eventual death. it goes “against” everything she believes in — in her country, her faith. and it’s a terrifying thing even without that.
mulder is so gentle when he tries to encourage her confront it, and she doesn’t seem to want to but she listens & visits penny northern. and i think it’s just so precious the way she listens to him despite how much she doesn’t want to believe & how scared she is, even though she’s trying not to be.
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i think that we both know that right now the truth is in me and that’s where i need to pursue it
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he want to stay on the path he’s on to help her, but scully asks for him and he doesn’t hesitate for a second đŸ„čđŸ„șđŸ„ș
scully knew mulder would come & do as she asked, without question, without any doubt. this arc is so painful but it’s my favorite for the leaps & bounds their relationship takes — even if they don’t explicitly voice anything. for mulder, you see it with his gestures & his worry/concern for her. with scully, you see it in the way she’s so vulnerable with him.
maggie scully’s reaction is soul crushing. her fear, her terror is almost unbearable. she can’t lose another child. and she doesn’t want to be protected.
scully writing to mulder — her thoughts & feelings — is so intense. she’s trying so hard to allay his guilt and bring him peace. like. this is the most heart wrenching thing and so fucking heartfelt. i love when we get to see into scully’s mind because it’s always overflowing with love & so many emotions that we only get to ~see rarely.
gods her nightmare. was that a memory? and then penny northern was there for her again. even the way she shows vulnerability with penny is just. incredible. scully still can’t face it though. she doesn’t want to remember or make sense of it, and penny is so gentle with her too. the compassion is just. overflowing
OH GOD. mulder going to skinner.
“i’m pretty damn sure sure she’s never undergone treatment for fertility.” especially not at a federal facility

he wants a meeting with csm so he can save scully — skinner won’t let him put himself in that position because csm ~deals in lies~ (I LOVE SKINNER WITH MY WHOLE HEART)
and finally FINALLY mulder brings in the gunmen. i love this little family so much.
and god. skinner knows he’ll find csm in THEIR office. how fucking dare he be there?? skinner is so willing to put himself on the line for them, knowing a lot more about what he’s setting himself up for. but he does it because he loves scully (& mulder) and he believes they’re worth it. like literally my heart could explode. i feel like this is the moment you truly know skinner is on their side. he’s done a few things in the past (not letting mulder abandon the x files, wetwired) but this is next level, so far beyond anything.
he has this whole operation going to find out what’s going on with the fertility clinic & scully is writing to him — calling it “his own path” when it’s all for scully. like my dear sweet scully, your paths are the same. they can’t be separated anymore.
and he finds more kurt crawfords. he knows exactly what they are now. (team they were made from scully because they’re so soft and i like this guy.)
the way they’re trying to cure the cancer that’s afflicted all these women. and he finds scully’s ova, they bring mulder right to them. learning scully’s barren. that the abducted women are their mothers. they want to save their mothers 😭
sincerely, the lengths these men go to for scully is so far beyond the realm of possibility and they are INCREDIBLE.
close call with that psycho shooter and mulder SPRINTS to scully’s room, he doesn’t find her but he finds the notebook she’s been writing in. the PAIN.
when byers leads him to scully, the RELIEF in his eyes. penny northern instilling hope in scully again. it’s so good. scully has the softest heart & incredible strength. mulder sat outside the room waiting for scully, giving her that time with penny. then telling her about reading what she wrote and she’s so sad he read it. because she has more to do, she’s not giving up. he has so much faith in her, that she will find the answers & save herself. scully still thinks she’s going to die, but she also believes she can live with the cancer. it’s the ~treatment that can kill a person faster.
she has too much left to do. for all those other women, for the x files, for mulder. for HERSELF. i can’t explain how happy it makes me that she puts herself on the list & that’s what’s most important. the LIGHT in mulder’s eyes when she says it.
mulder calling skinner to tell him he’s right about csm, that there’s another way — and skinner is sitting there with him and says “there’s always another way” and that fucking bastard “if you’re willing to pay the price. mulder was but scully is fighting & that’s all he needed to know. but skinner. he’ll still pay the price in case it’s necessary. again — love this man with my whole heart
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Overflowing Happiness @Nonaka Miki (23.09.11)
Chel here đŸ˜ˆđŸ’œđŸ‘Ÿ
Thank you very much
For coming to look at my blog
Your likes and comments
Make me super happy
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Is there anything that you've been wanting recently
YesNot really
Yes
Was the majority
Lots of people said
That they wanted my photobook or goods
Which made me happy 💕
1 month until it's released
Please support me
I have something I want too
I want a smaller iPad
So I'm planning to buy one soon 🌠
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Hello! Project
25th ANNIVERSARY CONCERT
9/9 (Sat)/9/10 (Sun)
Yoyogi National Stadium First Gymnasium
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With Tsuji Nozomi-san 💕
Tsuji-san was just so cute
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I love her so much đŸ„ș💗
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A happy photo
Being able to perform together
Made me super duper happy đŸ„ș
During rehearsals、
I was able to watch our OG senpai's performances
From the audience seats
And I got so emotional I cried
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Being able to see something I've been watching videos of since I was little
So close、made me feel just truly
Happy。
I also want to be able to give a performance
That moves people's hearts、
So I'll keep doing my best 🌠
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How do you eat taiyaki
From the tail
From the head
For reading until the very end
Thank you very much ❀
Please come by again tomorrow
Today I spent my day reliving yesterday's happiness、
At Autumn Tour rehearsals
I'm so thankful that I'm so productive every day、
So I'll keep working hard 🍀
See ya đŸŸ
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larryisromance · 2 years
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° The Eclipse°
Episode Walkthrough
Yes, I started another BL series, because apparently that's what I do in my free time, now.
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Episode 1
Another high school BL, but with a supernatural/mystery plot? Count me in! FirstKhao looking fine in this episode. The shorts are too much, but since they are portraying high school characters I guess that's what we'll have to bear?
Kan and Thua are gonna be a great second pair! I can already picture Kan adoring Thua because he's so cute and adorable, my chest hurts.
The mystery 'curse' is something I'm finding funny idek why. I know it's probably gonna be some teacher or even a prefect who is behind all this. It's a hoax, that I can already tell.
Episode 2
Ayan is so wonderful in this episode. Also, he sees beyond the tough exterior of Akk. I hope Akk shows more human feelings though. He's too much of a goody two shoes right now.
Akk is a virgin and the smile on Ayan's face when he gets to know this!!
I love the interaction with the dog, this shows that Akk is actually a kind hearted boy, who is trying to be a perfect-rule-following-Prefect Club President.
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They are so cute in this episode, I'm loving the interactions and they really do have an amazing chemistry till now. Even though, the plot is a bit heavy, I'm not finding this a hard watch. I'm craving more soft moments đŸ„ș.
Episode 3
Ayan keeps teasing Akk, and it's so wholesome! Poor Akk, he's not even realising it yet, but you can already see that he is getting affected by the dashing Ayan. Akk is definitely stronger than Ayan, but that boy will have him wrapped around his finger pretty soon 😂.
Ayan giving Thua the needed courage is what I needed from this episode. He knows that Thua doesn't support all these forced upon rules, but he doesn't say or do anything about it. And he's trying to make Thua to let out all the pent up emotions he has. I'm hopeful they'll become great friends.
Kan admitted being worried about Thua!! Also he was jealous, but he didn't dare say that out loud 😂
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I feel Ayan's pain. His uncle's death had something to do with how the school treated rule breakers and he's trying his best to find out what happened. Or change it? We'll know more in the further episodes.
The rebel group is getting more courageous, lying down in front of the student welfare department. That was definitely Ayan's idea, wasn't it?
Ayan teasing Akk has me sighing in content. You can see how it affects Akk and messes with his heart strings..
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The flirting at Ayan's home? Oh Akk, I wonder how long can you resist this boy?
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Episode 4
This was so satisfying as Kan is clearly jealous. And I'm loving it.
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Judo, I love it. This was AkksGayPanicℱ.
Ahh, I was waiting for the 'accidental kiss' that always happens in Thai BLs. 😂 I love that they just awkwardly brushed the whole thing off and didn't even talk about it. Ignorance is bliss. The tension between them is palpable, now.
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I hope to see KanThua together in the next episode, because that boy is too precious to be suffering this much. :(
Episode 5
Kan is a precious yet clueless bean. He is trying so hard to make Thua feel comfortable, and wanting him to be happy, but he is himself scared of being judged. That is a valid fear and I can't help but empathize with Kan.
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Thua is such a sweetheart, he realises that Kan is affected by others' opinion and he spares Kan of having to leave his hand, and instead he leaves Khan's hand himself.
Thua has so many pent up emotions, he is bottling them up, and I'm afraid all of these will overflow soon. That Bruce Wayne account is Kan, for sure.
The trio of 'The World Remembers' group is so awesome. They keep on fighting despite getting so much hate, and being ridiculed yet they didn't give up on their rights. They represent the true spirit of fighting for your rights. I like this so much.
Ah, and I knew that Akk wouldn't delete the picture. He's so smitten by Ayan, I hope I'll be getting that pining soon!
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Episode 6
Akk, dear, although I knew it was most probably you who is making up this curse thing, still I'm disappointed in you. Ayan is totally justified in not trusting you blindly now. I hope you do better from now on.
Kan and Thua are making me feel many emotions right now. It's clear that Kan likes Thua as in more than a friend. Even Wat sees it. I just hope Kan realises it soon.
Ayan and Akk spending almost an entire day together, and the cute moments of them just staring at each other, pulling each other ahhh. Their locker moment. My heart is satisfied. But I feel sad that Ayan and Akk are still at odds with each other, Akk still not knowing that Ayan's uncle is dead. Ayan's recurring nightmares are heartbreaking. AND FINALLY, THE KISS WAS SO GOOD. THE TIMING WAS KIND IF PERFECT. AND IT WAS SO GOOD. YES, THAT'S THE KISS OF PURE FEELINGS, SO SOFT. AHHHH.
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The fact that Akk held Ayan even after kissing him, and not freaking out! Ahh, love it.
(Tumblr isn't allowing me more gifs so I'll reblog this with the other episodes later. Not my gif, last gif's credit to @heretherebedork ❀. Sorry for reposting this gif, I couldn't find the kiss anywhere else. )
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Hi, it’s me, Fanfic Anon #2. I saw the request for a fic based on “Love Me, Please Love Me.” Hope you all enjoy!
He loves music. Loves the way it makes him feel, loves the way it can perfectly express what he’s feeling, loves the way that certain songs can take him right back to the moment he first heard them.
There’s one song in particular that he holds a certain fondness for, loves playing on the piano, loves hearing, hell, is even a song he has occasionally been willing to dance to, a song that he feels was written about him, in all honesty, about them.
He finds himself drawn to his piano tonight after dinner rather than back to his desk. He honestly isn’t fully sure why. Maybe it’s the fact he doesn’t want to face the crisis waiting for him in the dossiers littered across the table down the hall, or maybe it was the way his wife’s blue eyes looked across the table tonight that inspired this interlude, but he found himself needing to play a certain love song’s intro, needing to put to music once again that desperation he feels every time he looks at her.
He smiled when he heard her soft footfalls on the carpet behind him, recognizing that pattern anywhere, even without her heels clicking down the hall. He started singing when he felt her warmth behind him, knowing she was drawn to the song as much as he was, it was their song after all.
“Love me, please love me,” he begged just like the nameless narrator of the song, with the same intensity today as he had almost 30 years ago, when he was just a young man with a heart overflowing with love but little else to offer his goddess. Now he can offer her the whole world, but all she has ever wanted was just him.
At some point towards the end, as he started plucking the last few notes, he felt her right hand slip on to his shoulder, grabbing and squeezing lightly, conveying her response, wordlessly, “of course I love you.”
“You know,” he told her after a few moments in the suspended silence after he had finished. “I’m still crazy for you.”
“And I for you,” she replied, leaning down to capture his lips in a deep kiss.
Helloooo fanfic Anon #2! ❀
This piece gives even more magic to this song, to their song 😍 I still wish everyday to be able to see him play the piano and this just makes my mind wonder even more! đŸ€§ It’s like I can even hear the song of the piano and Emmanuel singing đŸ„ș
Thank you so much, fanfic Anon #2! ❀❀❀
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