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southangel · 2 months

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Heyo!

I don't know if you write about familiar stuff (I guess it counts as a platonic topic), but if you do, can I request the Broship as single fathers and what it would be like to be their kid? How would each of them handle being a single parent?

Cheers!

Main 4 Being their kid

Warnings: mentions of drinking/drugs

Notes: No gender mentioned, so gender-neutral by default. This was a little time-consuming to write, luckily I had a lot of free time today! Ran out of ideas for Cartman though.

Stan Marsh

As we’ve already seen from Post Covid, Stan is in some ways similar and different from his childlike self.

Having a child is stressful enough, but being a single parent on top of it just adds more to the cake.

As much as he cares and wants to raise you correctly, he’s terrified of becoming like his father.

Randy was never a good dad, and it affected Stan mentally where he almost considered never wanting children.

I see Stan as more protective than he was as a kid. He doesn’t want anything harmful to happen to you like what happened to him, so he tries to shield you from it in a way that isn’t incredibly overbearing.

He wants the best for you, and he wants you to be happy in life. Stan often tries to keep a balance when taking care of you, trying to raise you to be respectful and have the best personality in all the right areas.

Stan would be the kind of father to play his guitar for you until you fall asleep, or even introduce and influence you to pick up your own instrument.

Sometimes the stress and negative thoughts catch up with him, he doesn’t feel like he’s a good father and he feels as if he’s slowly becoming Randy.

He turns to his old childlike habits, drinking and mentally losing himself without even noticing, it’s by instinct.

Stan doesn’t want to be like this, and he doesn’t want to you to see him like this, especially when you’re still young.

Once you get older, it’s when you see Stan like this that you realize maybe he’s the one needing comfort.

Stan doesn’t necessarily ever want you to meet his friends, Kyle is an exception.

He thinks their bad influences, and he only wants the best for you! Besides, if Kyle has a kid as well, then maybe you could both hangout together.

He tries to let you be as carefree as possible, letting you do as you wish as you grow older.

Stan doesn’t want to seem like a typical adult once you start considering love interests, but he just doesn’t want you to get your heart broken.

It’s happened to him, multiple times.

He just wants to prepare you and make sure that you’re absolutely sure on what you’re doing in this stage of your life.

You’re the reason Stan keeps going, and he wants to be the best dad he ever can.

“Oh, what happened to your Grandpa? Let’s talk about something else..”

Kyle Broflovski

Kyle is definitely a hot topic, as I personally see him as the best dad out of the Main 4, single or not.

I see him as very fatherly, or more family oriented than the rest. It makes sense when you see how he takes care of Ike.

Kyle has never really been one with romantic luck, and I guess it carried on in his adulthood since now he’s a single father with you as his child.

The first thing that i’ll say is that Kyle wants the best for you. His parents wanted the best for him, and look where he is now.

He wants you to be the best, getting top scores and grades on all your assignments and work.

At some point it feels overbearing even.. Constant pushing and pressuring to be the best, how long until you can’t handle it.

Eventually Kyle tries to let you be, but reassures you that he’s only like this because he wants the best for you, you’re his kid!

You know he wants the best for you, and that he only means well..

I see Kyle as the most protective out of the Main 4, but that doesn’t mean he’s intense with it.

He just wants to make sure you aren’t in any trouble or harm, and he wants to help you if you are.

Kyle wants to support you in all of your hobbies and dreams, no matter what they are.

Even after countless years, Kyle still has dreams or thoughts of Cartman coming back to somehow screw with him again, this time being with you.

Part of this is why he never wants to introduce you to his friends just like Stan, but he is partially open to Stan..

Since it was confirmed in Post Covid that Kyle became a counselor, I believe that he would be perfect at comforting you with any troubles or worries you could have ever had.

If you ever have problems or troubles, who else can you really tell other than him? He’s your dad after all, he understands.

Once you start exploring and finding love interests, he wants to support you with it as much as he possibly can.

Kyle never had much luck in romance his entire life, so he wants you to have a different fate.

He hopes you can be happy in life, all he wants is to satisfy you in this lifetime.

Even with all this, Kyle genuinely really cares about you, and he’ll always love you no matter what you decide to do with your life.

“What’s wrong? You know you can always talk to me.”

Kenny Mccormick

Personally, I also see Kenny as a good dad as well.

Kenny as really been through a lot, and he doesn’t want you to experience what he did as a child.

His childhood was incredibly rough, poor lifestyle in an abusive and unstable household that was the worst combination for him.

Even though Kenny has been through so much, he still manages to attempt and cheer up his family like Karen, and I see the same for you.

Even though now as an adult he’s doing much better, he still carries on to the caring and compassionate traits.

Kenny wants to spoil and get you all the things he could never have as a kid, but still wants to make sure you aren’t spoilt.

I think he would be okay with you meeting his friends, not Cartman though.

Kenny has been shown to do numerous things for money in the past, and I feel like he would do the same for you.

Instead of money as a reward, his reward would be having you happy and content.

He’s used to amounts of crying in his childhood, but it still hurts when he sees you cry.

Kenny feels as if he’s done something wrong, and similar to Stan, he doesn’t know what to do and feels lost.

He is more mentally stable than Stan though, he pushed through it and still takes care of you as best as he ever will.

Kenny has had multiple love interests throughout his lifetime, but never really found that perfect one.

Once you start growing up and gaining crushes, he would support you in finding love like Kyle, but he would be more weary about it.

He just wants to make sure that you’re okay and safe when finding the right person, your safety and happiness means the most to him.

Let’s not forget about his death curse..

Unfortunately, Kenny’s curse of always dying as a kid carries on to his adulthood, constantly killing him.

He remembers how you would cry every time and get traumatized by his death, but then suddenly forgetting about it the next morning.

Kenny eventually discovered that he had a less chance of dying once wearing less of the color orange.

He wants you to make the most of your life, exploring and experimenting with possibilities.

Kenny would be the type of dad to try finding hobbies that you like. One time he tried baking with you, it was pretty fun for the most part! The house almost burnt down.

With all this, Kenny would be a pretty good father, single or not. He cares about you with his life, and that’s all that matters.

“What do you think about pets? A cat maybe?”

Eric Cartman

Cartman is a huge handful, and he can be difficult in so many ways.

It’s not a surprise that he’s the worst dad here, but makes you the worst kid as well.

I genuinely don’t see him as a good dad, unless we’re talking about Post Covid before that future was replaced.

Cartman might make some effort to care, but it definitely won’t be a lot. He either does nothing or something, no in between.

He is not the protective type, possibly the exact opposite on the scale when he feels like it. Though there are times he shows care for you, it’s rare though.

Cartman is known to be manipulative, and he will guilt trip you in any way once you’ve gotten on his nerves, mostly talking about how hard it is being a dad and trying to connect with you.

When you were a child, you accidentally crashed into Kyle’s car with Cartman’s, he was actually proud of you.

I see Cartman as the type of dad to ask you to pass the remote while he’s sitting arm length away from it, purposely knowing you’re in the other room.

He wouldn’t necessarily care to have you meet his friends, the only benefit he really sees is rubbing it in Kyle’s face that he has a kid while he doesn’t.

Even thought Cartman isn’t a good father or person in general, there are times where he genuinely feels a want to take his role seriously and raise you properly.

It’s not like he neglects you, it’s just that he doesn’t really care or feel the need to always associate you with him.

Maybe if you could take after him, he would like you more, or maybe he would just dislike you even more..

Part of you wants to have a good relationship with your own parent, but Cartman doesn’t seem to really care much.

There are times where he might actually start taking care of you, but it’s slim.

Once you start getting crushes and falling in love, Cartman tells you about his old relationship with Heidi, and obviously twists the story..

He doesn’t care about who you date much, but you don’t understand the reason why he’s adamant and strict about who you can and can’t go for.

“Don’t you understand how hard it is taking care of you? Give me some space..”

#stan marsh x reader #eric cartman x reader #kyle broflovski x reader #kenny x reader #south park x y/n #south park #south park x reader #kenny mccormick #stan x reader #kyle x reader #south park kyle #stan marsh #eric cartman #eric

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am-i-the-asshole-official · 9 months

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AITA for being mad at my best friend for crushing on this girl?

I know the title sounds bad, but hear me out. Also, this happened two years ago, but I just remembered it and idk how to feel about the way I felt back then.

So, my best friend at the time will be called D (then 17F) is a trans girl and I am nonbinary. She was already out at the time and I was not.

There was this girl in our grade, who I’ll call L. L had some political views that reminded me of radfems and transmeds. L was also a lesbian. L was very heavily transphobic against nonbinary people and she heavily defended the gender binary as much as she could, like all the time. She made fun of nonbinary people a lot and it hurt me a lot, because in the previous year (before she was open about those views), she and I almost became friends and I had had a crush on her.

When she showed that transphobic side of hers, my feelings disappeared quickly because I was very hurt by that. Obviously, L didn’t know that I’m nonbinary but it still hurt.

D and I at first were both very against all the things L was saying, but over time D and L ended up sitting together in art class. While I got to sit alone (for context: I hate sitting alone in art class because it was one of the only classes where I had friends (aka D) and i already had to sit alone in most other subjects and I was very lonely). I got pretty jealous of D spending time with L while I was alone.

I want to point out that D chose of her own free will to sit next to L, the teacher did not make her do that.

I however felt bad about being jealous, so i didn’t say anything to D except that I was unhappy to sit alone in general, but I don’t think she understood what I meant.

Eventually, I heard from D that L had talked bad about nonbinary people again (she apparently called us stupid and confused). But D also said that L had defended D against some people who were misgendering her. I wasn’t surprised by that bc L viewed D as a “real trans person”. On that note, L also said at one point that she supported trans people, but nonbinary people don’t count as trans to her.

D brought this up to me and seemed to agree with L and I was so shocked by that that I didn’t know what to say.

Eventually, D confessed to me that she had a crush on L and might even be falling in love. I tried to be a good friend to D and tried to support her externally, but internally I felt really hurt that D would feel like that about L when L indirectly insulted me all the time. Obviously; L wasn’t attacking me personally, but it still felt shitty as hell. But I also know that D can’t control her feelings. In the time that D was crushing on L, she changed quite a bit. One time she even misgendered me in the comment section of my own post and called my by my deadname in a private text convo between us even tho she knows that I hate that.

Eventually, that topic of “super straights” appeared on tiktok and L defended that a lot and was very vocal and supportive about how trans women and cis women are not the same and vice versa with trans men. And how no straight cis man would ever want to be with a trans woman and stuff like that. D was active on tiktok at the time too, on the other side of that argument obviously. This cause D to distance herself from L and she seemed comfortable from me. I did try to comfort her, but internally I couldn’t help but be happy that she finally stopped liking L and I admittedly also wasn’t surprised by L having those views and I didn’t really feel bad that D had to learn of that side of L like that.

So AITA? I think I should’ve been more sensible of D’s feelings, but she also wasn’t very sensible of mine, so idk

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole

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hiswitchcraft · 1 year

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my guy i’m the anon again, PLEASE say more about the trans experience in relation to this divine feminine bs

I LOVE YOU. I'm gonna structure this post around a couple of examples because these days I struggle with making a post out of nothing.

A trans witch rants about the divine feminine

So first of all I saw a tiktok awhile ago about how “the feminine energy lives by the moon’s cycle, track your cycles with the moon’s to become more in tune with yourself” and that’s great but it's also based on y'know, only women having a uterus. The idea that menstruation is an inherently feminine thing only women experience has kept me from receiving medical care that I desperately needed years ago. I’m going to start walking with a cane soon because I likely have a serious untreated condition and I cannot emphasize this enough, trying to get medical care as a trans person is terrifying. This is because of the lack of information. This is because of the sex/gender binary and assumptions around it.

Someone else on social media was actually asking me about my experiences and opinions as a trans person (which you are all welcome to do btw) more recently and brought up the divine feminine. They explained they believe women are more based in the spiritual realm where men are more based in the physical realm and this makes men visual and logical. They asked how I think trans people fit into that, and if I feel I'm more visual/logical. I thought to myself, no I don't think we fit into it because all of that is made up. Besides all the inherent awful and honestly misogynistic aspects to what they said, it upset me. I hate the idea that men are logical and women are emotional. I'm emotional. I'm nurturing. Sometimes it makes me dysphoric, but I don't strive for what society wants or a cis ideal of manhood so I go on the way I am and like to be.

I'm upset with the concept of the divine feminine obviously because it can be misogynistic and of course because it can take people down the alt right pipeline, but I'm also upset because it reminds me most of the world doesn't and (without trying very very hard) can't view the world the way I do. It doesn't see the way the sex/gender binary is made up and the harm it does. It doesn't see transphobia and especially the more subtle ways it manifests. It doesn't know how ideas that are "common sense" and all around us hurt me and my community.

Cis people don't see any of this and it makes me sad and angry and the divine feminine just reminds me of that as well as my usual frustrations with people not critically thinking about the ideas they take in. These ideas feed on people because they sound good at a glance. There’s probably a version of all this that IS good and could even be useful to trans people, but I don’t know what it is. Every version makes assumptions that the gender binary/gender roles makes. Even the people insisting that the “real” divine masculine/feminine concepts aren’t so bad have spat some stuff I take a lot of issue with as a trans person. So I don’t know what this lovely, useful version would be. Maybe I’ll find it eventually.

It was very nice to get this off my chest, thank you. That first big paragraph was actually part of something that's been sitting in my drafts. I didn't put the whole thing here, but I think I was able to share enough that I can delete it now. Thanks for that. Also! I suppose I’ll say it once more just cause, since I’ve opened that can of worms, you guys are more than welcome to ask me about being trans 💙💕🤍💕💙

#y'all better back me up and start praying now because I'm putting the controversial tags #witch #witchblr #spiritual #new age #divine feminine #trans #trans witch #trans witches #trans problems #trans pride #trans experience #trans masc #trans man

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gnc-valentine · 10 months

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The older brothers with child reader

AN: I’ve never once posted something like this so bear with me. I made this for a friend of mine who is silly goofy. This is platonic obviously. This only has the older bros but I’ll eventually make hcs for all the characters genuinely I promise please. Reader is Gender neutral. Also She/He levi in this :3

Lucifer:

• you are 1 more added to the 7 how good for you !! But not really !

• nah it’s fine tho really. Just as long as you don’t start/get in much trouble you’ll probably be fine. Oh you’re a kid being raised by a bunch of demons? Nvm then alright.

• genuinely moving on though, I’d say Lucifer would be one of those dads that would show up to whatever sporting event you may do, and just stand arms crossed with like a whole other row of dads watching the game intensely. Not even saying anything except for maybe the occasional jab at the other team and or referee.

• certified shaky camera holder. I don’t care what you wanna say. This man CANNOT record shit steady (me too fr). Might also forget the camera is still on and would just walk around with it in his pocket recording everything. He Denies it ever happened but it definitely did.

• in the anime, there was an episode where Lucifer and some of the brothers went on a camping trip. Working off of this, he definitely wakes you up at 6 in the damn morning just to fish for 3 hours then asks if you wanna hike after you’ve been sitting in a chair or standing for a while and your limbs are all tired. He definitely has one of those back packs that has like a packet for water with a straw coming out of the bag and will drink out of that instead of stopping to drink out of a water bottle for 30 seconds.

• THIS MAN IS INSUFFERABLE WITH BOARD AND CARD GAMES. HE WILL NOT GO EASY ON YOU NO MATTER HOW YOUNG YOU ARE. Oh you wanna win in Uno and you’re 7? TOO DAMN BAD.

• he probably makes the best grilled cheese known to man and if you ask really nicely, he’ll even wake up in the middle of the night to make it for you :3

Mammon:

• oh my fucking god. He is so uncle core you don’t understand. Tacky fashion? Check. Nearly the same if not more energy than the kid? Check. A car to blast music in on the way to get some junk food? Definitely check.

• he has a pool table in his room. I don’t know what else to say. You two probably against each other if by yourselves. He probably purposely shoots for the 8 ball to knock it in and lose if you’re feeling or looking too sad about being behind or losing. He’s cool like that. He plays it off like he didn’t purposely do it. what a good ball. If y’all play against like let’s say beel and belphie or something similar? Y’all are unstoppable 100%. Diavolo and Lucifer? Lucifer would try to win genuinely but diavolo makes trash shots on purpose cause he likes seeing you happy :3

• you two constantly jump to touch door frames or various other stuff near the ceiling. If you’re to short he’ll tease you and kinda brag about being tall but then you bite his knee or something and y’all start a full rough housing session that has Lucifer yelling from across the house telling y’all to calm the hell down before he finishes the fight himself no matter who started it.

• if you’re eating candy in his car or something like he’ll do that dad arm thing where he reaches behind the chair asking for some. He probably calls it the uncle tax or something but yeah

• you play poker with him. Not like real money poker, but poker nonetheless. Y’all are betting fucking candy probably. Stuffed animals too maybe if it gets intense. Again, if he sees you sad about losing most of your candy, he’ll purposely lose so you’ll be happy. He’s just so real like that

Levi:

• he’s definitely the family member that shows you games and movies that he obsesses over, that eventually you yourself obsess over (speaking from experience cough cough)

• if you like the things she likes? Oh boy. You are gonna have the best Halloween costumes of all time I’ll say that much. Hand made too.

• she definitely will watch kids shows with you and like try to get as much into them as you are. Gravity falls? She will go as mable/dipper with you for Halloween or a convention. Adventure time? He will watch any and every piece of media regarding it and will try to have lore convos about it with you. Pokémon? Bold of you to assume she doesn’t already like it you idiot (her fav Pokémon is milotic :3).

• if you suck at games she’ll try to help you but like if it’s a game he is super serious about and you wanna play he’ll probably just give you a fake controller or like let’s you play a mini game exclusively sorry.

• Mario party is always fun with her, you, belphie, and probably beel or mammon. He refuses to steal your star or coins or just do bad things to your character on the board. On the mini games however… she’s destroying you/hj. Mario cart is just as intense if not more intense. She will get a tad bit salty if you somehow get 1st place against her but she’ll be proud at the same time so it evens out.

End X3

Hope you enjoyed and I hope I make another part lol !

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the-overgrown-states · 13 days

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can you tell me your gender/sexuality hcs for gov? and florida + cali if you're up for it. ^_^ also anyone else you'd wanna tack on if you so desire! tyty :3

YAY SOMEONE ASKED - warning for light angst

okay okay

Agender Gov for the win. He’s the personification of a patriarchal government, so he takes a more masculine form, but he has like. 0 opinion on gender.

They don’t care what pronouns you think she uses, or what you use for him, cause he feels nothing towards all of them.

He’s most likely either panromantic, biromantic, or aromantic. He can’t tell the difference between attraction and if it’s attraction or not

If you feel the same about everyone, how are you supposed to know?

His romantic orientation never really clicked for him.

He’s an asexual though, but he doesn’t mind

yknow-

stuff

cause he knows his partner(s) are into it so as long as theyre happy

He took ages to realize that he was supposed to care about how people referred to him

He explained this to California and Texas one day, and they looked at each other, then at him

They then proceeded to quiz him on his feelings

It got to much for Texas so he had to leave

But California just like. Talked with Gov for HOURS about this

Gov just went “okay cool” and California was like

“Thats it?”

“What do you mean?”

“That’s all you have to say?”

They got into a kinda fight, and that was one of the first few big fights that was identity related

Came from some repressed shit on California’s side

But Gov literally saw no issues, or reason to be upset or anything

He was no different than before? Now he just had a name for how he felt.

He didn’t need a name for it before anyways - why was it so important to California? He didn’t know

California eventually apologized and they had a whole talk

Communication is healthy boyyys

The urge to write a fic based off this

If you do that, tag me

I’ll make a separate post soon for California and Florida! They deserve their own! plus this is kinda long

#wttsh #wttt #welcome to the table #welcome to the statehouse #requests open #wttt california headcanons #wttsh gov #wttt gov #california wttt #wttt gov headcanons #sexuality headcanons #gender headcanons #light angst #long post

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mangledscrimp · 2 months

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PART 2 of DIABOLICAL YURI AU POSTING!!

This is also a general lore tldr miracle mask spoils & Azran Legacy stuff

fyi, this part may have triggering topics like homophobia, suicide, and gory descriptions(near the end)…blehh

PART 1 OF THE DY POSTING!!

Randall had quite the smile when she was interested on things, a bit creepy if you’ll ask angela, but they still love her even with such a smirk, definitely from her father.

The woman in question!

This is Maria or Rosa..Ascot..RANDALL’S MAMA!!

Haha..I really can’t decide on which name to choose so I’d love to hear feedback regarding names for her. also as seen in the image, both her and Randall have one large canine tooth.

She’s rich, she’s old, and loves to control. Speaking of controlling, that’s definitely how I’d describe her parenting. With Randall, she’s always talking about Randall’s looks regarding her facial hair. She hates it since it reminds her of Izan. Making her shave on a regular basis. Whenever he,Izan, comes up in conversation, she’ll try to ignore it and get frustrated. Calling him a deadbeat father or a failure to the ascot name.

A few years after Izan’s disappearance, Randall turned 17. In her teens, RM (Randy Mom), pressured her about liking people of the same gender and told her it was distasteful and shameful to the ascot name. She also had planned arranged marriages for when Randall turned 18. Not good at all!! This led to Randall getting stressed out and depressed.

Her actions led Randall to an emotional outburst with Hershel, slapping her when she tried to comfort her about what she saw on her body, and running away into the labyrinth with the mask in hand. With its crack, she broke it with too much pressure and now only has the upper half in her possession. This eventually leads to her fall in a pit of cicadas shells…(There is more to this haha..and a whole interaction…BUT WE MUST CONTINUE!! )

a time skip of 17 years-

Randall is living in the labyrinth with her cicada family!! She takes food from villages nearby the labyrinth in her cloak made of vines. Tho this backfired on fateful night.

(I’ll make a better version of this some day HAHHA)

HERE THEY ARE!! DIABOLICAL YURI AU DESCOLE!!

(Any pronouns, also haha please don’t say anything weird…she does not..swing that way..or has romantic feelings in general)

This is diabolical Yuri au descole!! She’s ruthless with her methods of getting information out of others.

She had been interested in finding Randall after reading a copy of Izan’s journal

(this doodle is kinda dookie but whateva)

After finding out Randall’s location, he tracks her down in one of the villages she’s taking crops from. In the process, a chase erupts through the forest as Randall tries to make it back to the labyrinth. She trips on a branch and Descole takes the opportunity to trap her with her net gun.

(Part gets gory here)

After Randall’s refusal to talk and trying to squirm away like a snake, Descole thinks Randall should look the part. Reaching into her belt pockets for her cautery tool, making Randall feel a burning sensation on her tongue, splitting and separating it, just like a snake.

how it looks ⬇️

Let’s take a break from that with a shitpost doodle comic of Descole and Raymond..haha…

Part 3 coming soon!!!

#mangledscrimp rant #mangledscrimp doodles #randall ascot #professor layton diabolical yuri au #d.y desmond #d.y Jean Descole #desmond sycamore #jean descole #BIGGG TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR STUFF IN THIS ONE!! SORRY GUYS #cw body modification #some homophobia talking #professor layton au #LOTS OF TEXT IN THIS ONE SORRY GUYSSS 😭😭😭#professor layton #pl #miracle mask spoilers #azran legacy spoilers #cw sui mention

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josouhenshin · 6 months

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Day 2

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Welcome back, girls. Last time, Shinobu moved in with his long-time friend Mizuki, and found out that he had taken up crossdressing. With suspiciously little prodding, Shinobu also agreed to give it a shot, and they went clothes shopping. However, Shinobu got spooked before they could finish and they had to go home.

This time, we’re going to get Shinobu some girl underwear. As Mizuho said, the josou lifestyle starts with the underwear!

...That does bring me to a bit of a conundrum though, with a story like this there’s necessarily going to be a lot of fuzziness around things like names and genders and identities, so hopefully I can narrate things in a way that doesn’t get too convoluted. Although depending on how things go in the story there’s pretty good odds that I’ll end up prioritizing girl mode eventually. Anyway.

“Okay, today for sure we’re gonna go shopping for underwear!” Mizuho begins excitedly. Notably, the text box here is still identifying her as Mizuki, but...

I mean she went through all the trouble of picking out a girl name, it’d be a shame not to use it yknow? And we wouldn’t want anyone around to overhear, right?

Mizuho asks Shinobu whether she wants to go in girl mode or boy mode. The game gives us a quick tutorial about the map screen- basically we have this option at the start of each day, and different activities and scenes will be available depending on which gender we’re going with.

If we want to visit a point of interest in girl mode, which I certainly do, we have to hit the “get changed” button. This brings us to...

...The dress-up mode screen. It’s telling us to press the crossdressing button.

In the top left we have our base stats, which I don’t fully understand the uses of yet, our cash on hand, and our heart rate. It looks like there’s some inventory slots or something there too, but Shinobu is not currently making use of their convenient and deep men’s pants pockets. There’s also the heart rate meter, which will start gradually ticking up once we hit the crossdressing button. Per the original twitter thread, it sounds like in the first game the amount of things you can do in a day is limited by how stressed out the protagonist is, so I assume that holds true here too.

Below that, we have our current loadout. There’s space for a couple layers of tops and bottoms, and other types of equippables if you scroll down. Currently we’re wearing the men’s sweatshirt, men’s pants, men’s sneakers, and “your own hair” in the wig spot. I’ve already expressed my thoughts about this outfit.

Along the bottom we have inventory tabs for (left to right) care items, makeup, underwear and camisoles, crossdressing goods, stockings, shoes, western clothes, accessories, and wigs.

We don’t have any new stuff to equip from here, so let’s just hit the button and head out.

Shina lacks confidence in her outfit, and locks up on the way out the door. Mizuho can tell that she’s nervous, and tries to encourage her to go out. However, Shina is still frozen, and she starts getting impatient.

Shina reflects that just a bit ago, she had no connection at all to the world of crossdressing, but, well, here she is about to go outside in girl clothes. “Is this really okay?” she wonders. She worries, with a flat chest, slapdash makeup, and an unnatural bulge in her lower quarters what people around her will think when they see her. She starts trying to explain herself, but:

“Don’t say ‘boku,’ it’s ‘atashi,’ remember?”

Shina starts apologizing. “Just like I thought, it’s impossible,” she says, “I’m so stressed out my legs won’t move.”

Mizuho grumbles in disappointment, and Shina says she’ll swap back to boy mode. She does so, and they head out.

At the store, Shinobu marvels at how many kinds of women’s underwear there are. Mizuho recommends going with something basic to start with, but the main thing is that Shinobu like it.

There’s another path to this point we could’ve taken, one which I’m not going to consider canonical to the playthrough, where Shinobu decides to go shopping in boy mode from the beginning. Instead of having a panic attack at the door, he asks Mizuho to pretend to be a couple again, and they head out. Mizuho seems very happy about this, but when they get there she does tease him about it. From there everything seems to proceed the same way.

They’re back home again. Shinobu reports that in the end he couldn’t decide what to get, so Mizuho picked something out for her again. Thanks Mizuho.

“Okay, how about trying them on and showing me?”

Shinobu is astonished at this request. He asks Mizuho not to look while he’s changing. Again, this is another case where it’s unclear the extent to which Shinobu understands that he’s being flirted with. I do also think that it’s really funny that Mizuho establishes an ironclad rule of no peeking and then immediately wants to see Shinobu change.

In any case, Shina tries on the new underwear. It’s very soft. She sticks her legs through.

“I- it feels good...”

She muses that women are always wearing stuff like this. She thinks it could be habit-forming.

Mizuho wants to see, and catches Shina by surprise.

“Wow! Cute, isn’t it!” she remarks, “and that reaction was totally girly, huh?”

Mizuho reminds us again that underwear is foundational to crossdressing. So always wear it.

“Shinobu, you kinda got a bulge in an odd place, don’t you!” She teases.

“Huh? Oh, that’s uh,” Shina stammers.

“Did you start feeling weird?” she asks, pointedly, “That’s a feeling I understand, though.”

Shina asks her not to look again.

“Girls definitely don't have anything like that there, you know~!”

Shina complains that she’s being bullied. She turns around and tries to distract herself and settle things down.

She does this by reciting a song about multiplication tables. “Let’s see, 2 and 2 is 4, 2 and 3 is 6, how did ‘let’s make a good country’ go again..?” I believe it’s the title of a heian era poem, but the intertextuality of this gag is already going way over my head. Shina also worries that since the underwear is kinda small if she’s not careful it’ll end up sliding out.

Is now a good time to point out that Mizuho has also been letting it rock this whole time anyway?

From here things seem to open up a bit more, and we’ll have a few points of interest to choose from on the map screen each day. I’m not sure exactly what the flow of things is going to be, but for now things seem pretty low stakes, so I’m open to suggestions.

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#trans 2 #I am curious the extent to which this game is going to discuss gender and how the characters feel about it as we get deeper #vs purely focusing on the romance and such #surely if anyone was poised to do both in 2005 these nerds would be in the running

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x-neurodivergent-reader · 2 years

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Learning From You (Loki x Autistic!Reader) - Part 3

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Learning From Him (coming soon)

Anon’s request: “What ab the first time loki meets an autistic person, and at first he says some kind of offensive stuff but hes not overtly ableist (he’s just confused) but he wants to learn more and eventually they get close?”

Summary: When he first met you, Loki assumed that you were merely a shy, but polite person. But as he spends more time around you and notices your differences, not only do you challenge those preconceptions, but you show him that even a mortal can teach him something new.

A/N: It’s finally here! Despite the long wait between the last chapter and this one, I hope everyone who’s read this fic has enjoyed it. I also have a little extra thing that I’ve started writing, for which I’ll be posting a preview in a bit, so keep an eye out if you’re intrerested!

The reader here is gender-neutral.

Content warnings: Mentions of meltdowns, mentions of the Battle of New York, feelings of insecurity and self-doubt from both Loki and reader.

Tag list: @agent-barnes40 @christineblood

Attending one of Tony’s charity events wasn’t quite what Loki had planned to do for the evening, but he was dragged into it by his brother for the sake of maintaining his “reformed” image.

He did a decent job of appearing less exhausted with the noisy attendees around him than he felt, although he would have preferred to let his actions as an Avenger speak for themselves – especially since, despite Thor’s assurances to the contrary, his presence clearly wasn’t going to boost his rocky reputation. The evening was spent with him either sticking to the sidelines to avoid any attention, or with Thor attempting to drag him into conversations to boast about his little brother’s improvement, with people who were very clearly still wary of him.

Loki appreciated the effort, he supposed, but he truly would have rather just spent the evening in his room.

Between how awkward everything had been for him so far, and Loki being someone who was used to spending his time either by himself, or with a select few whom he found bearable, there came a point where he absolutely needed to go somewhere less hectic to breathe. Luckily, there were others in the tower – including the exact person he hoped to visit – who had moments where they felt the same, so Tony had a designated quiet room for exactly that.

You had spent the entirety of the party in that room, allowing for you to stay away from the noisy crowds and potentially chaotic drunks, while being within a reachable distance for any of your friends who wanted to chat with you, or even just make sure you were all right. If Thor had noticed just how unhappy he was at the party a lot sooner, Loki would have already visited you, himself.

He ordered a glass of water for you from the bar – just in case you needed a drink – and with the partygoers becoming a little tipsy, it was finally easier for him to slip away unnoticed.

Stepping into the quiet room, Loki found you sitting on the milk-white couch that curved around the coffee table in the centre, a weighted blanket in your favourite colour spread over your knees as you read a book – one that he had recommended to you, he noticed, with a warmth blooming in his chest. You looked up as you noticed someone entering the room, and smiled brightly when you saw that it was him.

“Hi, Loki…” You greeted him, before your eyes widened when you both heard the sound of a glass shattering and someone yelling from the next room. “…what the hell was that?”

Loki didn’t need to look back out into the party to know, quickly yet carefully closing the door behind him to escape it, and approaching the area where you sat. “Thor – enjoying himself a little too much, evidently.”

You quietly thanked him as he handed you the glass of water, and took a sip while he sat down next to you, careful not to sit on your blanket. He had noticed that you aren’t fond of people touching your things, so he waited a few seconds for you to move part of it away, so he had room to relax against the velvet cushions.

Over the past several months since you had met, you had easily become his favourite person to talk to in the tower – while small talk and other social norms didn’t always come easily to you, he felt comfortable around you. He felt secure in the fact that you never had any malicious intentions towards him, as he talked with you about various little things in that space away from the festivities.

It had been a long time since he’d had someone he could truly relax and enjoy his time with. While he had tried not to let you get too close up to this point, he was feeling more and more like his growing trust in you wasn’t misplaced.

He hoped you would never prove him wrong.

Of course, after a while, you had to ask about the situation he had come to you to escape from, as you worried about how long you had been keeping him. You took another sip from your drink before asking, “You were hanging around Thor tonight, weren’t you? Does he know you’re in here?”

“I certainly hope not,” Loki deadpanned, “he has been parading my efforts around all night, as though they would matter to anyone. I had to get away from it.”

Your gaze softened, empathetic yet saddened by his words, as you set the glass next to your book on the dark coffee table in front of you. “It sounds like he’s proud of you, at least. But I can see how it feels bad to not get the response he’s trying to encourage.”

“Indeed.” Loki crossed his arms, sighing as he leaned back into the cushion behind him. “He means no harm, but it’s pointless. Few people on this planet would be willing to look past how I destroyed New York, none of them would want me to be their saviour, and I can hardly blame them. It’s naïve of him to expect that they would see ever see me as an equal to the Avengers, no matter how many missions I go on to protect them…”

Loki trailed off, taking a breath to calm his slowly growing agitation. As much as he liked you – no matter how strange that still felt to admit to himself – he had never told you about why he did the things that he did. You knew nothing about his true heritage, or Thanos’ influence, or the sheer amount of mental turmoil he was enduring the whole time.

He never brought up most of it to anyone. Not only because it would be seen as him making excuses, but also because he simply didn’t feel ready to delve into it yet. Perhaps he would open up to you in time, but for now, he would keep the specifics to himself.

“…but still. There is no point in dwelling on it. Especially since it turned out that not everyone feels that way.” He smirked at you, hoping to ease the tension the conversation had started to carry. “It could certainly be worse, all things considered.”

“I guess…” Your fingers fidgeted with the blanket thoughtfully, as though you were trying to think carefully about how to word your thoughts. “…people are within their right to not forgive you, but I think you deserve to have your efforts to help people be seen, too. You’ve worked really hard and done a lot of good since you came back to Earth, so you deserve more credit.”

Loki swallowed the lump that started to form in his throat, looking away as he shifted awkwardly against the ivory-coloured cushions. While he wouldn’t expect you to discredit those who were affected by his past actions, he found himself struck by the sheer honesty in your statement – how, despite everything, you genuinely believed that he deserved a chance, and were more than willing to say it aloud.

Not many people throughout his life would have done the same.

“…Thank you.” He murmured, feeling unable to formulate a better response in that moment. He hoped the heat in his cheeks – whether from embarrassment or something else – wasn’t visible to you.

“Of course,” you replied, looking down at the soft material in your lap, “it really sucks to feel like nobody believes in you, so I want you to know that I do.”

Loki furrowed his eyebrows as he looked back up at your averted gaze, his wariness about where the conversation could go shifting into concern for you, and the implications you, perhaps unintentionally, brought forward.

“You’ve felt like this, too?” He asked, and your eyes widened, as though you realised that you had said too much. He felt his heart sink when you shrunk in on yourself and nodded reluctantly. “Why? Your skills are valuable, and you seem well-liked. People clearly appreciate you.”

You looked embarrassed about the conversation now being directed at your own insecurities, as your body started to rock gently, though whether it was to soothe your own nerves or simply out of instinct, Loki couldn’t tell.

“Those things don’t matter if something happens to make me overwhelmed. Especially in a job like this – it could take just one wrong move to cause something to happen that turns me into a liability. Something like, say… having my earpiece knocked off in a fight…” You looked down, fingers timidly fiddling with the blanket in your lap.

Loki’s face softened, understanding where your feelings were coming from. He recalled how shaken you were after Natasha’s lecture that had followed that particular mission – hearing her say how you, or someone else, could have gotten hurt because you decided to split off without warning. He remembered the anger he felt on your behalf when he saw you slip away to somewhere quieter, knowing that you were likely about to have a second meltdown.

No matter how much time had passed since then, all he could think about that situation was that you deserved better. And after everything you had said and done for him, he refused to let you go any longer without hearing it.

“Perhaps there are moments where you can become… compromised,” he admitted, “but that does not make you a liability. If the right people didn’t think you were capable enough to work in the field, you would never be allowed to. You needing those accommodations doesn’t change that.” Loki glanced away from you, as though averting his eyes would shield you both from the vulnerability. “You deserve for people to believe in you, too.”

You smiled shyly, thanking him quietly enough that he almost didn’t hear it. It was recognisable that you weren’t entirely used to hearing such things be said so openly, either – almost as much as Loki wasn’t used to saying them.

His willingness to try and do so, he realised, reflected just how much he did care for you.

Loki decided to stay in that room with you for the rest of the evening; the festivities would always go on without him. Regardless of whether or not anyone else cared about his presence at the party, or his validity as an Avenger, it didn’t matter to him for the rest of the night. Your appreciation was enough to ensure that.

You saw Loki for who he truly was, and he felt like he knew you in the same way. He has and will continue to learn many things from you, and he has accepted and respected you with your differences, rather than in spite of them.

While he didn’t feel ready to fully open up about himself yet, and would continue to deny the chance to for some time, deep down he hoped that, should he confide in you about his own differences, you would accept them, too. It was a dangerous thing to want, but once again, you had given him reason to have faith in you.

For now, however, you both simply talked about anything and everything else, until the celebrations died down.

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cyber-rory13 · 18 days

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Hello everybody!

My names Rory, and I’m back on tumblr for the bajillionth time and rebranding for the bajillionth time (seriously why did I ever leave in the first place, I love yall)

Anyways… here’s my whole spiel about who I am, what I do, etc.

^^^ where I post from lolz. Anyways, here are the basic stats

Name/what y’all can call me - Rory, Cyber Rory, idk anything else just not any of my old names if you know them

Age - 19

God what else do you put in these OH OMG

Pronouns - irl they/them, online they/it (and ask about neos if interested)

Sexuality/gender identity - i identify as bisexual, abrosexual, and gender-fluid (please do not use he/him or she/her even if I say I feel more masculine/feminine, they/them is always preferred)

What’s my deal - I’m an artist! Previously I never really posted my own stuff, but now I want to start doing that. Obviously I’ll still repost things I like, but it’s not gonna be my whole page lolz. I started taking my art more seriously since I switched my major from marine bio to a double major in art and psych (physics and chem are too hard) I’m currently not in school (I had to withdraw during the middle of my first semester due to mental health issues, but I’m going back this fall! So excited!!)

What kind of art? - glad you asked. Im really into Frutiger aero and cybercore at the moment, so that’s what I usually base my art around, but I really don’t have one set style/“aesthetic” in my art. I go in between Frutiger aero, cybercore, y2k, scene, mizuiro, and basically anything else that I can sneak the color blue in

Other fun things about me

Music I’m into - I don’t mean to be one of those “oh I’m into everything” kind of people, as it’s not fully true, but it’s true like 90% of the time. My favorite genres right now are metal core, emo, whatever Ayesha erotica, millionaires, and slayyyter are, and ambient instrumentals (more specifically cybercore ambience and the little big planet soundtrack) I will not listen to most country, and pop music is very hit or miss, but other than that I usually like everything else. Specific bands I’m into include bad omens, mcr, motionless in white, spiritbox, and pierce the veil

Shows/Animes I’m into - hot take but I really don’t like to watch tv *gasp* I know I know, but it’s so hard for me to start new shows and keep watching them, especially if episodes are longer than 20-30 mins. Even with anime I have a hard time watching shows that I wasn’t into over a year ago. I’m really into JJK, Haikyuu, Yuri on Ice (rip), the aquatope on white sands, and tbhk

Other things I’m into - just gonna dump them all here lolz. Blues clues, Winnie the Pooh, stuffed animals (NOT squishmallows, hot take sorry) deltarune/undertale, sally face, Fran bow, project sekai (forgot to put vocaloid in music lolz), and the ds and Wii era Nintendo

ALMOST DONE

I’ll be setting up either a card or a link tree hopefully soon, but I’m also on TikTok (regretfully) and instagram, both are @/cyber.rory13 if y’all are interested. Eventually I hope to open up commissions and/or a sticker and print shop, but for now I’m waiting til I have more traction on my socials as shops cost money, and I’ve been unemployed since October (starting work in may tho!) so I don’t want to make that investment quite yet. Commissions however, I’m open to the idea of them, so if you are interested feel free to message me and we can talk about details there (they will have to be digital or traditional transferred to digital). And finally, the moment like one of y’all has been waiting for, some of my actual art!

Digital

Traditional

Anyways, I hope you all enjoy, my page is a safe place and feel free to reblog really engage anyway if you’d like to be mutuals! Slay queen!!

#frutiger aero #webcore #nintendo #artists on tumblr #traditional art #digitial art #bad omens #my chemical romance #cybercore #mutuals #yo mama #genderfluid #bisexual #abrosexual #jjk #yuri on ice #tbhk #neurodivergent #slayyyyy

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lildoodlenoodle · 11 months

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HII just discovered your blog. Spider-noir’s appearance in spider verse + your blog has captivated me lol and because you are a master in all things spider-noir I was wondering if you could help recommend me a reading order for the comics and where would I read them on. Thank you in advance!! (p.s. I love reading your analysis your brain is HUGE)

Ok ok, first: Thank you!!! I love this character and trust I got a lot more to say, and the fact that people enjoy that always makes me happy!

Now reading order: Ok for any comic book character this can be tricky. Cause there tends to be a lot of crossover between different comics. I do plan to eventually have a full reading order list posted for each character in the spiderverse movies but it’s very difficult, because of the way the spiderverse/spidergeddon comics are set up, to focus on one specific character. Luckily for noir his comics start outside of spidergeddon, so you’re not being thrown into a complicated storyline right out the gate.

His first run is Spider-Man Noir#1-4. His second run is Spider-Man Noir: Eyes Without A Face #1-4. I personally plan to eventually buy the comics because I reference them so much, but currently I just 🏴‍☠️. The easiest way is to just type in the issue you want and then ‘read free online’. The pop up ads are pretty bad on some sites so be warned.

After these comics is when it gets tricky, and eventually I’ll have a full post detailing his specific appearances but until I get that concrete timeline down I’d recommend starting with these, especially if you don’t want to read all of spidergeddon. It’s also worth mentioning that there is a pretty big time jump from these comics to all the ones after. Like we are way past WW2 by the second group of comics. There is a lot(by a lot I mean me and a couple of mutuals) of discourse about characterization, narrative direction, and storyline changes in the new ones compared to the old ones. It doesn’t feel like the same character and a lot of things don’t make sense or don’t add up when looking at the old and new comics as one cohesive story. And it would be wrong to put someone on these comics without a massive trigger warning for a bunch of stuff, especially in Eyes Without A Face. There are a lot of heavy topics and they aren’t always handled well or even at all, and it can definitely be triggering, so read with caution. Below the cut I’ll do some actually trigger warnings if you feel like you might need it.

Trigger Warnings:

(This list might not be complete but this is what immediately comes to mind)

Ableism(mostly by the narrative), blood/gore, body horror, cannibalism, death, drug abuse, drug overdose, general disturbing imagery, general violence, gender violence, gun violence, homophobia, lobotomy, medical violence and malpractice, Nazis, racial violence, racism, SA, and suicide.

#but yea lmk if I’m missing any triggers #these comics are the bane of my exsistense and my muse #so many times they were so close to smth amazing and then they MISS IT #I love the characters the comics develop hate the narratives #I mostly focus on the secret good version in my head #you want good comics try banned in DC with Hobie brown #rereading that right now #he’s such a goofy lil guy

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dragonmuse · 1 year

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I Know about Popular has an iron grip on my brain. I was wondering if we could see a moment between Izzy and Eddy about her HRT? Their revelation about how he adores her gender expression was so sweet, but we all know he would be adorably pragmatic about their medical transition as well.

(you got it! posting it here first so I can re-read it in the morning and maybe make some adjustments before it goes to the archive)

Someone stirred nearby and Izzy jolted awake.

“Mm?” Izzy yawned and stretched. He cracked open one eye. It was definitely not morning. “Eddy, what the fuck?”

Shewas in his bedroom doorway draped in one of her robes. Too dark to tell which one by color. The thin slices of light that made it through his curtains painted her face in shadows. It was a lovely picture and woud have made him very happy if it wasn’t for the fact that she hadn’t been in the apartment when he went to sleep.

“Couldn’t sleep,” she sat down on the edge of his bed.

“So you came across town in your pajamas?” he sat up, hand falling away from the knife under his pillow.

“Stede was asleep.”

“What do you think I was doing? Recreational snoring?”

“You don’t snore,” she tilted her head. “Much. Kind of just a wheezey thing.”

He sat up and tried to breathe evenly so his heart would stop pounding.

“Okay. So. You’re here for a reason then? Or just think I deserve less sleep than him?”

Eddy sighed. Went silent. Jesus fuck. Izzy closed his eyes and tried to rally a few brain cells to his cause. Words failed him, as they so often did, so he let his body talk, sliding an arm around their waist and pressing his forehead to their shoulder. Eddy went a little limp against him, so he could tuck them further into his body.

“He’s going to freak out in the morning when he wakes up and your gone.”

“Left a note,” she murmured. “Where he’ll see it.”

“Okay....okay,” he breathed out. “You want to get into bed or something?”

“I want to start hormones.”

“Right now?” His tired brain attempted to kick into action.

“As soon as I can, yeah, I think so,” she sighed. “I’ll tell Stede too, but I just....I couldn’t sleep and I kept thinking about it and I have no idea why I’m putting it off, not really. I want it. So. I’m telling you because I know you’ll make it happen even if I get weird about it tomorrow.”

Izzy closed his eyes. He heaved a sigh and pressed a kiss into her hair. “You’re weaponizing me. Against you. On purpose.”

“Little bit,” she admitted.

“Yeah, all right,” he huffed a laugh. “Seems to be for a good cause. Want me to make the appointment? Make sure you get there?”

“Please,” she said into his shoulder. “Come with me? I know Stede would in a second, but you’re good with taking notes and things.”

“Yeah, all right.”

“No questions?”

“Not right now,” his eyes were sliding back closed on their own accord. “Get under the covers, try to sleep. Questions and stuff in the morning.”

“I won’t sleep,” she said with conviction.

“Then don’t sleep,” he reached for the comforter, pulling it out from under pinning legs and drawing it over both of them. “There’s books, there’s the tv and I went grocery shopping this morning. Do whatever.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah. I don’t care. Just lay down a sec with me first?”

She stretched out beside him, waited for him to settle, then plastered herself to his back. He fell back asleep as soon as her breathing evened out. The room was suffused with light when he woke again and she had rolled onto her back. He brushed her hair out of his mouth and lay still for awhile longer, letting her sleep as long as he could. But he had to piss eventually, and in getting out of bed, their eyes shot open.

“I slept?”

“Yeah.”

“Huh.”

“Rubber band snap,” he shrugged, making his way to the bathroom. When he came out, she was pouring beans into the coffee maker that she was petting like a cat.

“What’d you mean by that?”

“You work yourself up, figure out how to solve it, snap back and pass the fuck out.”

“I do?”

“You do.”

“Huh,” she pressed a button. “How come it never helped before? Like you couldn’t make me sleep before.”

“Didn’t do shit this time either,” he pointed out, getting the milk out for her. “All you. How’d you get here last night anyway?”

“Drove the bike. Parked it next to yours.”

His phone buzzed.

Stede: are they all right?

Izzy: seem to be.

Stede: Please tell her that I had myself a little panic this morning and putting a post-it note on the kettle is not sufficient notice. It took me a startlingly long time to locate it and her phone is off.

“Sunshine is pissed,” Izzy summed up.

“Why?” Eddy blinked.

Izzy hit the call button and handed her the phone, “You handle him, I’ll make coffee.”

The conversation was long, but not loud. Izzy took his coffee to the couch, waiting it out. Eddy slumped down beside him, handing him back his phone and clutching their own mug like a lifeline.

“Apparently,” she said with a huff. “I’m not supposed to disappear in the middle of the night and I should just wake him up next time.”

“Mm.”

“And also the kettle is not ‘obvious in the least’.”

“Mm.”

“AND I’m supported and loved, but should consider having my next crisis at a more ‘civil hour’.”

“Mm.”

“...fuuuck you agree with him don’t you?”

“Have your crisis whenever you want, we’ll be there.”

“You do! You think I should’ve woken him up?”

“Moonbeam, why was it okay to wake me up and not him, huh?” He looked over the rim of his mug at her. “Or just call?”

She fidgeted for a second then set her mug down on the coffee table.

“I wanted to be with you.”

“Oh.” he blinked. “Why? Stede is way better at that shit than me.”

Eddy hesitated, then shrugged and went for it, “You don’t put up with my shit the way he does. It’s great how he accepts me all the time, I love that about him, but sometimes I need someone to push back a little. I knew if I was being too much about this, you’d tell me.”

“You’re not.”

“I know. Middle of the night thinking,” she admitted. “But I needed you to be yourself and you were, so thanks.”

“Okay?” He watched her carefully. “You’re welcome.”

“You’ll really go with me?”

“Yeah.”

“I’ll change. Slowly, but it’ll happen.”

Izzy considered her, took a sip of his coffee. He had a lot of pitfalls in front of him. But he had always loved running into danger. Especially at her side.

“Tits,” he nodded. “Could be fun.”

“...you’re the worst,” she determined and started laughing. “Jesus fucking Christ. That’s where your head is at?”

“I mean yeah, your hips might change and you skin’ll get softer which...seems fucking impossible, you already feel like cashmere, but sure. Smell might change, that’ll take some getting used to, but it seems like all the stuff you want, right?”

Eddy stared at him. He braced himself.

“Did you...research that stuff?”

“A while ago. I thought it was something you’d do right away or whatever and I wanted to know. Looked into all the surgeries and stuff too. Sent links to Stede, he said he read them so he’s got an-”

The kiss was sudden and very effective, Izzy tried not to spill hot coffee on the both of them and mostly succeeded. She pulled away an inch, touching their noses together.

“You’re so fucking anal and I love it. I can’t believe you did research. I want to hear more about that, but not right now.”

“Why?”

She plucked the mug out of his hands and leaned into kiss him again. Oh. That was why. He could get behind that.

#leda house and the kraken verse #au of the au #i know about popular

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msphoenixx · 4 months

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Hi! I figured since I revived this account recently, I should reintroduce myself.

You can call me Phoenix or Pho. I’m 23 and I’m gender-fluid. My pronouns are currently she/they but this might change (still figuring stuff out). I’ll change them in my bio and make a post if they do.

You can probably tell from my old posts, but a long while ago I used to be part of a lot of fandoms. I’ll mainly be involved in Welcome to the Table/Statehouse by Ben Brainard for now. If that’s not something you’re interested in, I completely understand if you unfollow!

I’ve never been much of a writer, but recently I’ve been creating my own character in the wttt universe. They are the personification of the Hudson River. I grew up in the Hudson Valley. I love this river and I wanted to explore a personification of it. I might eventually write a fic about them at some point, but maybe for now I might just post stuff here and there about them. If anyone has been creating a similar character, let me know, I’d love to talk about it!

Anyone is welcome to message me on here or on Discord about anything (same username). Wttt has been my current focus since last August, and I don’t think that will change any time soon lol

#wttt #welcome to the table #welcome to the statehouse

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leadpoisioning · 2 years

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Lead’s Stuff! :))

-This post contains my request criteria, master list and rules!

**will continuously be edited to fit how I feel**

My basic stuff:

-Mostly romance but will do other things

-The age rating for my writing ranges from 13-18+, but it will never go under 13! I ask that you consume and request my content responsibly!

-Feel free to just share your ideas and opinions about characters and ideas as well!! Please talk to me about anything ya’ll, I’m not as mean as I may sound!!! :))

Will/Will Not Write, Fandoms, and Masterlist below the cut! :)

Will write:

-Fluff

-Angst

-Smut

-Oneshots (may do a series or two)

-AU’s

-x Reader’s

-x Platonic!Reader’s

Will not write:

-Character x Character

-Excessive Violence

-Specified readers (I like to keep the reader characters description as loose as possible so everyone can enjoy my work, the most specific thing I limit to is gender, right now I mainly write fem readers but I am looking to branch out eventually :))

-Real people, like actors and such

Who I Write for + My Rules Regarding Them

-Stranger Things (every one except Billy, sorry)

**only smut for the older teens/adults, fluff/angst or anything else for the younger teens.

-Marvel (any avengers, xmen or solo series main and side characters) ((like daredevil, punisher etc.))

**only smut for the adults, fluff/angst for teens (since peter p is in college I’ll count him as an adult)

-Horror Characters/Slashers (I’ve only really just started getting into these movies so if you request a specific one I will literally go watch it to write for it lolol)

**no smut for most slashers (will make exceptions for some), but will write smut for regular characters

-Supernatural (any characters)

**only will write about adult characters so everything goes (but will consider aus like you meet the guys as teens or something like that, but only for fluff/angst/plot points)

More fandoms/media I enjoy and will write for include (but are not limited to):

-Criminal Minds

-The Waking Dead

-Twilight

-Umbrella Academy

-IT

-Z Nation

-Dead Poets Society

-Outer Banks

-The Mighty Ducks

-Wednesday

-Harry Potter

Masterlist!

**technical issues won’t let me add more recent works, getting the problem fixed asap! Sorry for the inconvenience :(

Wednesday (Netflix Series)

Stranger Things

https://leadpoisioning.tumblr.com/post/691080714138107904/rival

https://leadpoisioning.tumblr.com/post/690184800724828160/hellfire-club-in-action-pg-98

https://leadpoisioning.tumblr.com/post/689748654211399680/dungeon-master

https://leadpoisioning.tumblr.com/post/689528158819663872/war-zone-girlfriend

https://leadpoisioning.tumblr.com/post/688874498623176704/research

https://leadpoisioning.tumblr.com/post/688186871072833536/lunch-date

https://leadpoisioning.tumblr.com/post/687016357499387904/boathouse-hideout

https://leadpoisioning.tumblr.com/post/686385375504171008/triple-palm-three-delight

Thank y’all for reading and please consider requesting or just shooting me a message! :))

#request #requests #fan fiction #fan fic writing #fan fic #fanfic #stranger things #smut #angst #fluff #marvel #mcu #horror #supernatural #the walking dead #criminal minds #outerbanks #leadrequest #lead

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maddipoof · 10 months

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☙Coraline❧ I didn’t post this originally because I forgot but then i didn’t want to but then i did so now we’re here, SHIPS, I love ships, tell me as much as you’re comfortable with about yourself, send a fandom and gender preference, and I’ll ship you and give you some head canons <3

could i please have one of these for newsies the musical and can it be for one of the boys??? ❤️‍🩹

prepare yourself because this is gonna be detailed 🤭

i have long curly blonde hair (it’s nearly at my waist now and is blonder than normal because of the sun) i love it sm now it’s like princess hair 🤭 i have downturned doe eyes that are constantly switching between blue, green and grey. i always curl my lashes and wear mascara because sadly naturally i have very straight pale lashes. i have a slim, slight figure and am tanned because it’s summer!!! my face has a lot of freckles now and but so does my body. i have a small ring of freckles on my knuckle which i love!!! my cheeks are always flushed and i have baby blue braces. the way i dress is very coquette, girl next door chic. think white lace blouses paired with jean skirts or pretty floral dresses. simple, girly angelic and preppy. basically rory gilmore if she was one of the lisbon sisters.

i’m extremely physically affectionate. my friends irl will tell anyone that because i’m nearly always holding their hands or looping my arms with theirs. my love language is definitely physical touch. i’m an infp and a libra. i also get told that my personality reminds people of miss honey or cinderella. so i guess that means i’m pretty soft spoken and kind. i’m very quiet when i first meet people but once they probably know me i can ramble for ages about my hyper-fixations.i can be kinda naive but only because i always wanna see the good in people!!! i don’t really get angry or when i am angry i just end up crying. 😔

i really love classic literature and vintage books!!! along with vintage movies (especially audrey hepburn movies, i’m literally obsessed with her) i love alternative music from the 80s. think the smiths, blondie, echo and the bunnymen + not from the 80s lana <333 though to be fair i just adore anything from the past. but also i thrive listening to vintage love songs. i love pressed flowers and journaling! basically any hobby that is typically old fashioned is my kind of activity 😭

thank you ever so much for doing this, i’m genuinely so interested to see which one of the newsboys you ship me with!!!

It took me a minute but now i have it,

I don’t think it would work with Jack, he needs someone like loud and can argue with him and stuff and i just don’t see you liking that. I think,,,

Spot Conlin (maybe because he’s my favorite, but stay with me) I think that you would be a tailor for Medda, like not a show girl, but you make their costumes and mend things and yadda yadda. And one day Jack brings Spot to a show, just because. And they go through the back door and you’re walking past in a gorgeous light pink dress you made yourself (i feel like you’d look good in light pink) and he’s so used to seeing everyone in brown and dark colors that it immediately catches his eye, But! what really grabs his attention is the armful of bolts of fabric you’re carrying, especially since they’re in front of your face and you run right into him, so of course he couldn’t ignore you. So he helps you pick everything up and you’re apologizing left and right and he’s like “I should be apologizing to you,” in his silly little accent, and when you don’t believe him “I’m serious, youse too pretty to be sayin sorry to me” then you giggle and blush because duh. And then he tries to pick everything up for you and bring it wherever you’re going and you’re like “No, you don’t have to do that, really.”

But he does. And then he makes Jack take him to every show just so he can see you and eventually he asks you out and so he takes you out for dinner and even if it’s not the nicest place you’ve ever been, you still really love it because of how sweet he’s being to take you out. And maybe on one of you’re later dates, after you’ve been together for a little while, some randos on the street try catcalling you because you’re in such a pretty dress and you look so nice, especially standing next to Spot, even if you’ve started mending/making his clothes. So he doesn’t care that they’re insulting him, that doesn’t matter, but what matters is they made you feel bad and he cannot have that. So he walks you home and he tells you that he’s gonna start selling more papes and trying harder and build a better life but you’re like “You don’t have to do all that just for me.” BUT HES LIKE “I’m doin it for us”

and it is love 🥰

#i hope you like it even if i got carried away #flo🩰#mara’s moots #mara’s inaugural celebration✨

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iheartgod175 · 1 year

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Some more SW Stuff I’ve had on the brain…

Friday, I had the idea to do a short story focusing on Pig’s mom. Or come up with a design for her, anyway. One idea I’ve always had since I was little was that Pig’s mom had died when he was young, hence why the brothers are raised by their dad. Poppa Pig hasn’t remarried since then, but does keep her memory alive within the family. The short story I had in mind involved how Poppa Pig and his wife met, with his wife being an inventor while he, and his own brothers, are still builders. How she died is something I’m still working on. While in the original SRBA it was inferred, chapter 4 of DR confirms that AP’s mom did die…which makes Material-B’s remarks even more horrible.

I had two new AU ideas—one being a Whyatt/Princess Pea AU where Whyatt is Pea’s bodyguard and the Azure Flamechaser full time, and the other being a Whyatt/Red AU that’s kinda like a gender bent Beauty and the Beast, except that one has a few more elements of the original Grimm Brothers’ fairytales. Not sure if I’ll ever get around to posting them, though!

Due to playing Honkai Impact 3rd, I realized that majority of my stories have their own Kallen Kaslana—or legacy characters whose actions directly shaped the events of living ones. For FLaG, it was Sebastian Lièvre and Nico Fontaine. For BT, it’s Olivier Coyote and Rose Rabbit. For Temporary Truce, this almost became the case for Punkin’s mom and Cat’s father. For The Zula Patrol: Dreamscape Crusade, it’s Multo’s ancestor, Multo I. And this story has three dead characters whose stories still affect the present: Mother Goose, Prince Phillip, and Pig’s mother, whom I’m still thinking of!

I also realized during the writing of chapter 4 that AP basically became a miniature Nanoha, with a bit of Hibiki Tachibana thrown into the mix. One of his lines to Material-B (“I’ll come back alive and make it happen, even if it kills me!”) is directly inspired by Hibiki’s famous declaration to not die when fighting Miku in Symphogear G.

I also want to write more of King and Queen Pea, who are the main royals of Storybrook Village, if I’m guessing this correctly, and have had some important roles in the SRBA ‘verse. Queen Pea knows a lot about relics and swords, and King Pea went toe to toe with his daughter and won (although technically, he didn’t fight her, just talked sense into her). There’s a hint in chapter 4 that points at there being more to Princess Presto’s Second Style than being a merge of her old powers and new powers.

A funny idea I had that takes place after the events of SRBA is where Whyatt chats with his family about the Super Readers, and Jack notes that he often wondered who Whyatt was referring to when he needed the Super Readers to solve a problem, much to his embarrassment.

Writing those Why/Red scenes has given me fuel to write more of them! So, you can expect a few one-shots featuring them sometime in the future! One cute little one shot that I have takes place a bit before the events of SRBA Reloaded, where Whyatt decides to get Red a special present for her birthday,which is a soccer ball made out of chocolate. His mother, who knows that he hardly if ever eats any candy, notices this and teases him, asking if he’s buying it for a girl. If there’s one thing about Whyatt, he’s a terrible liar, which leads to him being slightly embarrassed, haha XD

Regarding Jeremiah, the Super Readers do eventually learn of his familial connection to Chaos, and question why he’s fighting his brother. Chaos is one of the few people that Jeremiah outright hates, and deems unworthy of being saved. There is a reason for this that’ll be explained in chapter 6. Jeremiah did try to help Chaos turn from his ways, but he did something so heinous that he cut him off and they became enemies.

Might make a few OCs, especially those who were the first Super Readers! ^^

#super why #super why x wonder red #super why x princess presto #alternate universe #fan fic ramblings

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