Another year or so improvement but I’m more unsure about this one. Tbh the new version ain’t great and landscapes are definitely something I can and have done better before. They’re stressful not difficult you just need to figure it out as you go- I need to paint more.
Sorry for the quality but i take this with my phone flashlight on auto i did this drawing randomly after i got home im trying to drawing well horses and that lil Arthur over there wasn't programmed ahahah...anyway i feel kinda strange lately u all know about my stress and anxiety problems but today after work i had a little discussion with my bf and...well...after he said that our relationship it's changed because my less attention for him it hurted me not a little.
I struggle everyday with my stressful life it's not easy but i think everyone's got his difficults path 😓
I love my bf everyday despite our horrible distance from each other and sometimes that goddamn distance hurts and somehow change us...i really really love him but with that words he wrote today after i was returning home after work i felt only horrible over myself...ugh...
(sorry for this lil outburst it's easy for me write my emotions than express them... because if i will express this with my voice all my emotions can be overpowering me and i can say something i will probably regret)
(it took me a very good effort to think and public it)
She doesn’t have a name she is just the embodiment of a feeling. You know that feeling when something terrible happens and you want to crumple to the floor and fall apart, but there are people in the room so you just fall apart without making a sound… yeah that feeling. I hope this is good and doesn’t trigger anyone badly and if you are going through something and relate to this I hope it gets better!
i'm so, so excited to share this painting with you. i have officially been making art for 20 years, and i thought it would be fun to repaint the first digital work i ever made.
i have wanted to give up art so many times over the years. i'm tremendously proud of myself for sticking with it and improving as much as i have. i hope you're proud of me too! please be sure to zoom in to see all those details i worked so hard on (especially the rhinestones!!). thank you for being with me during my art journey. 20 years, 20 more 🖤