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#it’s so sweet idk what I did to delight her so much with my presence but I apprecaite it
sunnibits · 1 year
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mejomonster · 1 year
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Starting tteotm again
I am SO into Devil God's aesthetic it's unreal
Love his soft voice
I keep thinking the casting was like: YESSS let's let Luo yunxi play Evil Evil, also YESSS Luo yunxi can make this cruel evil scary devil man a captive princess crying who we desperately desire to save (while looking pretty suffering)
I mean likewise I also think they were like: we gotta cast bai lu to wear the pants as noble righteous hero that enacts cruelty as a warriors mission then shifts in opinion (idk bai lu for me is just Such a good cast for a strong willed heroine who is leading her own journey and decisions no matter what she's cast as you expect a very Strong impression from her characters, which is an excellent pair to an actor as well known as Luo yunxi, and excellent as a heroine who is like carrying the Action of the drama)
Now mind you I've barely seen ANYTHING so I could be way off base. This is ALL only first impressions. I Can say, if it follows my first impressions? That while it's in some ways "typical romance xianxia" tropes, I think it may happily do some stuff beyond that? In sort of a Love and Redemption way.
For one, I think making HIM the lead man implies a lot about the writing planning to really explore what makes someone cruel or "good or bad" and not take a black white stance on morality but instead more nuance and therefore also Actually Have To Write to show who's good and bad in this over time and why, which is a level of depth not always given in these type shows (yall know my love hate opinion of Eternal Love and that's definitely a show where even if a demon had the best intention in the world and the Heavenly emperor deserved the Worst of revenge, the story said "root for Heavenly clan no matter what they're the Good side" no matter how abusive or cruel they get, and demon tribe is their enemy so "bad" and we aren't examining it much and Definitely aren't letting any of them get happy endings). Just by making Devil God the main lead? It implies they're probably going more a Luohuo Jidu/Xuanji nuanced route on the "devil/demons" of the story, which implies probably more nuance for everyone, which I'm hopeful for. Love and Redemption did AMAZING at subverting all my expectations of the usual Heavenly clan and demon clan tropes and pitfalls, making nuanced sympathetic demons (by end of story only Ling long and seventh bro are not demons/devils in the main group of heroes and they're both Deeply close to demons emotionally as friends/siblings/family like by then, the hero xuanji is THE devil king, the bad guy is THE Heavenly guy in charge. Its writing went by who the characters ACTUALLY were individually and shaped by their clans shaped by Their interclan problems And I deeply appreciated the NOT lazy writing). Well making Devil God here the lead means going one step further... writing a (hopefully) nuanced story AND not even softening the opening by making the watcher think he's an innocent sweet human (xuanjis opening doesn't reveal you've been rooting for Devil King big bad basically until 2/3 into it, or that you're main love interest sifeng is the demon one until 1/3 into it, and I loved the flip on usual trope expectations).
And again. While Bai Lus character opens traditionally... in The Legends I felt she played a unique feeling xianxia lead. I feel she brings a presence to her roles that feels individual and strong emotionally in a Character having a specific self identity, which would also help with writing nuance coming across if its there.
I'm very hype to see what this drama does traditionally, how it does it (tropes could be executed wayyyy to my delight or drive me up a wall lol I'll find out), and what it veers off range for into its own specific story its telling. I suspect like Love Between Fairy and Devil its aiming toward something with more nuanced writing that is strong enough to Show me why I should root for or against ppl beyond a simple handwave label, and use some usual patterns in this genre while doing some stuff specific to itself. (For one, the whole idea of opening on poor tortured Bad Guy Devil man is not one I ever see for the LEAD guy lol, and I can't imagine the casting ppl didn't think Yes Baby we got Luo Yunxi to suffer pretty as a LEAD).
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araphiel · 2 years
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Obi-Wan Kenobi: my thoughts on the series [spoilers]
Just binge-watched the 6 episodes all in a day and, honestly, it was even better on re-watch! I freaking LOVE this series and I don't care what anybody else says.
Watching Ewan McGregor reprise the role of Obi-Wan Kenobi was everything I wanted!
Obi-Wan's arc is just so beautifully realized. It's heartbreaking seeing him in the first episode, depressed, consumed by guilt, his connection to the Force weakened; and then through the season we see him slowly becoming more like himself again, culminating in that spectacular finale where not only is his connection to the Force fully restored but it's more powerful than ever because he has someone to fight for. And by the end of the series we see him laugh and smile again, he has forgiven himself and moved on, he has healed. 😭😭😭
His relationship with little Leia warms my heart. They have such a delightful dynamic and share so many lovely moments. I love little Leia so much! She's so precious! Vivien Lyra Blair did such a splendid job. She was Leia through and through. And their last scene together, where Obi-Wan tells her how she inherited her parents best qualities left me in tears.
Vader was also freaking phenomenal in this series. His presence alone is so menacing. And the way they handled the Obi-Wan / Vader dynamic was perfect. From their first encounter on Mapuzo, with Vader coming for Obi-Wan like a freaking terminator; their flashbacks together and how their fight paralleled their duel on Mustafar; and their final confrontation which was just so emotional and powerful! And watching Obi-Wan truly leveling up and I could see his resolve in finishing it but then he sees Anakin's face through the broken mask and you can see Obi-Wan breaking again, his eyes so full of pain as he tells Anakin he's sorry. I don't think I'll ever recover from this scene! And Anakin/Vader telling Obi-Wan he is not his failure, with Anakin's own voice coming through and the blue light reflecting on his face, it truly felt like it was Anakin absolving Obi-Wan 😭😭😭
Personally, I found the Reva subplot was the weakest part of the series. I don't know if it was the writing or the acting or both, but something about her character and her arc just didn't click with me. I'd rather we had more of the Inquisitors as a whole or maybe just focused more on the Grand inquisitor, idk... I think it goes without saying that despite this I don't think Reva/Moses Ingram deserves any of the hate she got. But yeah, hers was definitely the least interesting part of the series for me.
Some additional thoughts: + Small detail, but I really liked the recap of the Prequel Trilogy. + I LOVE the Obi-Wan theme! John Williams never disappoints. + I love all the different Order 66 flashbacks we've been getting, not only in this series but also in The Mandalorian. Rips my heart to shreds every time. + Leia and Bail's relationship is so sweet 😩 + Owen's "Like you trained his father?" was such a low blow! Like DAMN! + Little Leia is such a SAVAGE! The way she schooled her asshole of a cousin, calling Obi-Wan old twice, "Is this a staring contest?!" I LOVE her! If she and baby Grogu had met, they would be unstoppable! The Empire wouldn't have stood a chance! I love my space babies! - Reva's parkour through the roofs in episode 2 is probably my least favourite sequence in the whole series. I would rather they had cut this and instead gave us a proper showdown between her and the Grand Inquisitor (although I guess she would probably have lost...) + The moment Obi-Wan learns Anakin is still alive 💔 + I could get lost in Ewan McGregor's blue eyes 💙💙💙 + Vader throwing Obi-Wan into the fire — tell me you're not over Mustafar without telling me you're not over Mustafar + But it was honestly gut-wrenching seeing Obi-Wan burn + Loved seeing the Fortress Inquisitorius + When Leia holds Obi-Wan's hand with her tiny little hand and he strokes her hand back 😭😭😭 + The flashbacks in episode 5 made me so emotional! And it was so lovely seeing Hayden as Anakin again. + When Reva is asking Obi-Wan where he was when Anakin was murdering younglings and why he didn't stop him, and we can see the hurt and the guilt on Obi-Wan's eyes 😭 My love, you were on Utapau getting shot at! 😭 + Vader pulling that ship down and ripping it apart — OMG! That was so powerful! This series really gave us some peak Vader content. I want a Darth Vader series asap! + Also, his fight with Reva?! Brilliant! The way he was just toying with her, not even drawing his own lightsaber, like it was beneath him. *chef's kiss* + Little Luke is adorable too! If we get a second season, I hope we get to see more of him. + When Obi-Wan does his iconic opening stance in episode 6 and the music builds up — I FELT things!!! And just when I thought it couldn't get any better he ends up switching hands during the duel and don't ask me why but I found that hot as hell! What a legend! + Like seriously, that was simultaneous the sexiest and most gut-wrenching lightsaber duel ever! + The way Vader purposefully gave obi-wan the low ground — tell me you're not over Mustafar without telling me you're not over Mustafar, Part 2. + The open helmet scene will haunt me forever 😭😭😭 I AM DEAD AND IN PAIN 😭😭😭 Utter perfection! + Uncle Owen and aunt Beru are freaking badasses and I LOVE them! + Always a pleasure seeing Ian McDiarmid as Palpatine! + Obi-Wan's laugh healed my soul + I mean it when I say that Ewan McGregor's Obi-Wan Kenobi owns my heart. I love him so much 😭💙 + "Princess Leia Organa, you are wise, discerning, kindhearted. These are qualities that came from your mother. But you are also passionate and fearless, forthright. And these are gifts from your father. Both were exceptional people who bore an exceptional daughter." — sobbing forever over this scene 😭😭😭 + I loved that we got to hear Obi-Wan's iconic "Hello there" one more time and I think it's hilarious that was the first thing he said to Luke when he finally met him! The sassy king is truly back as his old self 💙 + And how adorable is it that the toy ship Luke is playing with in A New Hope was gifted to him by Obi-Wan 💙 + I LOVED seeing Master Qui-Gon again! And the first thing he says to Obi-Wan being "Well, took you long enough" is just so in-character!
There's so much more I could say but I'm going to shut up now.
Check out my letterboxd for more of my thoughts.
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justice4canyonmoon · 3 years
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h dry humping the reader until he cums
Hi!!! I had a bit of extra time today, so I banged out this one-shot in one go!!! I didn't expect to finish it bc I usually can't write everything at once, but I guess I was really on the writing grind today lol!!! It honestly got a bit fluffier than I imagined, but of course, there's smut as well :) Hope you enjoy!!
Warnings: smut!! 18+ only!! dry humping, mentions of periods (idk if this is triggering or not but just in case), also lots of fluff
WC: 1025
Harry couldn’t help himself.
She just looked so perfect sitting across from him, lifting her wine glass to her cherry red lips. The short, red dress she wore for their date night clung to her curves in the most perfect way; she fit right in with her fancy surroundings. Her brilliant smile enchanted him, and the twinkle in her irises put him under her spell. His wife was absolutely radiant, and every day, he felt lucky to be in her presence.
That’s why he really couldn’t be blamed for the tent forming in his trousers.
In his defense, it was a love boner. He got them quite often when Y/n was doing the simplest of tasks, whether it was driving, folding the laundry, or cuddling him on the couch. And she was always willing to help him, though of course, she teased him every time.
In response, he would always say, “It’s because y’ my special girl. Jus’ love yeh t’ much.”
It would always make her giggle, and it would always make him blush. He was just so in love. Right now wasn’t any different. Y/n was an absolute vision, and he just really wanted to get her home. Luckily, they were almost done with their main course. Harry was just hoping he could convince her to skip out on dessert.
“You okay, Har? You kinda zoned out there,” his wife asked, bringing him out of his thoughts.
“Yes, ‘m fine,” he hurriedly replied, “jus thinking abou’ somethin.”
His wife raised an eyebrow as he reached over to fiddle with her wedding ring, “And what exactly were you thinking about?”
“You,” he answered, delighting in the way her face lit up.
“You’re too sweet, baby,” she said with a smile.
He didn’t want to explicitly say what he was thinking since they were in public, so he asked, “Would yeh be willin t’ skip out on dessert?”
She looked shocked, “You want to skip dessert? Who are you and what have you done with my husband?”
He laughed, but then a sheepish smile spread across his face, “Well, ehm, ‘ve got a bit of a situation.”
Immediately, she understood, a small grimace appearing on her face, “Oh. Well, I’d love to help you, babe, but I’m on my period.”
He leaned really close to her and whispered, “I mean, I don’ mind fuckin yeh on y’ period, but if yeh’d rather not, we could have dry sex?”
“That would probably be better. Less mess,” Y/n agreed.
“Then let’s get out of here,” he murmured, throwing more money than what was needed for the bill onto the table.
She chuckled, “Eager, are you?”
“Yeah,” he replied, “jus wanna get y’ home.”
“Well,” Y/n mused, “since we took the limo, we don’t necessarily have to wait.”
He grinned, holding his hand out to her, “What did I do t’ deserve yeh?”
“Must’ve done something good in a past life,” she replied, taking his hand.
Harry guided Y/n through the throngs of people in the restaurant with a gentle hand on the small of her back. Soon, they made it outside and to the limo that the two had rented for their rare night off. Harry rapped his knuckles on the window, and the driver unlocked the door. Swiftly, he opened it, ushering his wife inside before slamming the door shut. Y/n laid down on the leather seats and pulled her husband on top of her. He immediately pressed his lips to hers. She giggled into the kiss, but they quickly turned into moans as her husband groped her hips needily. His rough touches contrasted perfectly with the softer movement of his lips against hers, but soon, his lips detached from hers and moved to kiss her neck delicately.
“Harry,” Y/n gasped, rolling her hips against his.
Harry moaned at the contact, finally getting what he had been needing the entire night. He responded in kind, grinding his cock into her covered cunt as he sucked dark marks onto her neck, always enjoying tracing over the bruises the following day. No words were exchanged except for the soft whimpers and moans falling from their lips. They had been together for so long, no words needed to be spoken in order to know what the other wanted. The heady whine falling from Y/n’s lips prompted Harry to pay attention to the sensitive spot behind her ear, and the desperate groan sounded from Harry’s chest told Y/n that he enjoyed the yank of his hair in response. Sooner than he had hoped, Harry was extremely close.
“G-gonna cum, love,” he moaned against her skin.
She pulled him back by his hair and slammed her lips against his, sliding her tongue into his mouth. Kissing her always seemed to do the trick for him. Even if he wasn’t turned on, one kiss from those pretty lips made him weak in the knees. In moments like this, it was all he needed to cum. He whined into her mouth, cum staining his boxers. The slow grind of his hips against hers worked his through his orgasm, but he sped up his motions again in order to bring about his wife’s.
“Need yeh t’ cum f’ me, darlin,” he murmured against her lips.
“Please,” she whimpered, extremely close to her impending release.
He returned to kissing her neck and collarbones while his hands rose from her hips to her chest. His fingers dipped under the neckline of her chosen dress for the evening and pinched her pebbled nipples. He rolled the nubs between his fingers, delighting in the way she cried out his name and came against him.
When Y/n came down from her high, Harry gently pulled her up and positioned her on his lap. They were grinning like a pair of lovesick fools (which they were), and Harry couldn’t be happier. His wife was literally perfect in every way.
“I love you, Harry,” she said, staring into his jade eyes.
He beamed, “I love yeh too, m’ darlin.”
In his opinion, date night couldn’t have turned out any better.
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xxxavo · 3 years
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Sin getting upset bc he see’s Kouen flirting with his s/o (I mean they both already don’t like each other).So sins getting all alpha dog and is trying to get him to bck off
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Warnings: A hint of verbal NSFW towards the end? (better known as...LIMEy) Not swear words but a few rude words? Idk
Suddenly getting back into Magi so might be a few imagines being thrown around here and there, depends on how long this lasts!! Feeling a NSFW scenario manifesting itself into my drafts after writing this, I won't lie, but no actual NSFW content today my little imuchakk's! Hope you enjoy!
Sinbad had always liked banquets, weather they be ones held in the kingdom of Sindria, or at his biggest rivals, the Kou empire. There was something exciting about the prospect of consuming alcohol in foreign lands after an important political meeting that made Sinbad feel on top of the world. It was rare for things in Sinbad’s life not to go his way, or to not end up leading towards something better then what he had lost. For this reason, King Sinbad was to an extent, a go-with-the-flow kind of man. Especially with loyal followers such as his generals and his beloved wife!
His beloved was of course very loyal, incredibly so...but, there were people who did not care for that loyalty of hers. This included a certain Kou empire red head who went by the name of Kouen.
“No need to look so sour, Sin.” Ja’far commented beside him, though he was enjoying the fact his King was abandoning his poor drinking habits to instead stay sober and focused, even if he was focusing on his wife and Kouen Ren flirting. “You told her to be pleasant and friendly towards Kouen to gain his favour. I don’t understand why you’re so jealous.” That was enough to make Sinbads eyes flicker from the generous laughter of his wife to the smug face of his right hand man.
“Me!? Jealous!?”
“Hmm.” Masrur agreed from the other side of Sinbad. The King’s neck practically snapped to the fanalis.
“Why would I, of all people, be jealous?”
“Because you’re wife is a smart, sophisticated lady who could do a lot better than a man who drinks sake and shamelessly prances around woman as if he was a young teen in his glory years.” Golden eyes met red ones in a baffled expression of offense.
“That’s a low blow, Ja’far.”
“Hmm.” Again, Masrur voiced his opinion rather humbly. Unlike the other two, Masrur had not taken his eyes away from the Queen, curious to see how her little game would play out; He loved how cunning she was.
The Queen, unlike Sinbad, was sensible. When he was busy hiding from Ja’far she was busy doing the work for him and cleaning up all his messes. Masrur liked how through thick and thin she stayed by Sinbad’s side whilst being the role model his country needed. She may as well have been a general. However, that didn’t mean she didn’t find herself sick of him sometimes.
Unfortunately old habits died hard. Sinbad was an infamous lady killer, flirting and charming any woman he deemed beautiful. No longer did he take it any further but Masrur could always see it in the Queen’s eyes whenever she got upset or jealous with his ministrations. As much as she tried to hide it, Masrur was a man who saw much, yet said very little.
The fanalis saw the way the cogs in her head turned the moment Sinbad had told her to “Gain Kouen’s favour in any way you can! I’m sure he’ll be much more linient with me if he enjoys the company of my other half” and the way she made sure her corset was on tighter and her breasts were pushed up higher only confirmed his supicions. Sinbad was about to get a very bitter taste of his own flirtatious medicine.
The Queen was, despite being middle aged, very beautiful. If she wasn’t married to King Sinbad, Masrur was certain many men would be throwing themselves at her feet. Kouen would possibly be one of those.
The next thing Masrur knew a grumpy Sinbad was pulling on his cheek, his gaze in the same direction as his. “What is it Masrur? What are they saying!? Surely you will stick by your King! Unlike this traitor—“
“Tsk.”
“Please Masrur. My wife could be in danger.” Sinbad dramatized. Masrur practically had to stop himself from commenting on how pathetic the King looked. “I need those fanalis ears of yours...”
“Fine.”
“Did you know, you’re my favourite?”
“I swear to Solomon Sinbad if you—“
Drowning out the advisor and the King, Masrur honed his attention on the Queen and Kouen who sat sharing a bottle of red wine.
“Oh no. No more for me please.” Just as Kouen was about to tip some more of the red liquor in her glass, the Queen politely bowed her head, fluttering her lashes. “My tolerance for alcohol isn’t the greatest thing in the world.”
“Oh?.” Kouen hummed, nodding in response before filling up his own. “I expected you to perhaps be a little more like you’re husband.”
“An old drunkard?”
“That’s not what I said.”
“But is it not what you meant?”
“I—“ Kouen seemed at a loss for words for a second, perhaps embarrassed, but saved himself rather quickly without a hint of emotion on his face. “What I meant was, a lover of a banquet. Sinbad has attended many, I assumed you would have been more on par with him when it came to drinking and party games.”
The Queen watched Kouen take a sip of his wine, her lips pulling up into a soft smirk. “Something tells me Kouen if I was anything like my husband you wouldn’t want to be sat here with me.” Kouen was slow to place down his drink, his sharp eyes meeting Sinbad’s wife’s.
“Would you rather me sit elsewhere?”
“That’s not what I said.”
“But is it not what you meant?” Now, it was his turn to smirk.
“I—“ With a soft laugh, the regal woman before Kouen grew flustered, picking up her glass and swirling the remaining wine contents around to allow her to look elsewhere. “You really are as they say Kouen. Quite an interesting man. I enjoy getting to know you.” Lifting up her head, the Queen rose an eyebrow, a smile now residing on her face. “Every word I say sinks in doesn’t it?”
“Your highness. If any man does not listen to you, does he really deserve to be in your presence? If my sisters were simply cast aside, I wouldn’t be so forgiving to the suitor who was to do that.” It was a lie, the Queen had heard of Kouen and his family sending off the young princess to he married to a King who wanted nothing more then a pretty face. Was there more to the story? Most likely. But was that the gist of it? Yes. However, to indulge both Kouen and continue to gain the nervous attention of her husband shuffling in his seat, the Queen sighed out gently.
“You’re close to your family...?” It was hard to hear the rest, Sinbad practically chewing off his own hand right beside Masrurs ear.
“What are they saying!?” Simply, Masrur shrugged. “Something about family.” It was no fun telling Sinbad everything. Groaning, Sinbad flopped back into his seat, picking up his wine with a pout.
“It doesn’t taste the same knowing at the end of the night she’s not going to be dragging me back to our room...”
“Who? Her highness?” The three men all turned abruptly to face Kogyoku, who smiled sheepishly. “I’m awfully sorry...” she stuttered out. “I didn’t mean to pry, I just came to say hello and over heard you talking."
Knowing that any ill intentions towards Kougyoku’s older brother would harm his reputation with the Kou empire, Sinbad put on his best charming smile, acting as though he wasn’t emotionally conflicted on the inside. “Ah Princess. What a pleasure to be seeing you again. Are you enjoying the banquet?” With a smile, the pinkette nodded her head.
“I am very much your highness. I hope you’re also enjoying yourself.” With that, her eyes flickered upwards to the Queen of Sindrian and the most influential man in the whole of the Kou empire. “It seems her highness is enjoying herself to. I’ve never seen Kouen so invested in somebody. It’s a real testimony to your wife.” Kougyoku was of course NOT JEALOUS. Not once had she imagined herself sat on Sinbad's lap as he whispered sweet nothings into her ear! Nether the less, she continued her façade, knowing that after all it was her duty.
”They’re so deep in conversation, I wonder what they’re talking about.” Her words aren’t helping the purple male.
“As do I...”
“Kouen seems so relaxed around her highness. They really do get along don’t they?” Was she trying to give him a heart attack?
With a delightful laugh Sinbad nodded before finally rising to his feet. "They do indeed. In fact I feel a little bit left out. Perhaps I should pau the two a visit. Excuse me Princess, I do hope of seeing you again soon." Lifting her hand to his lips, Sinbad placed a soft kiss to the back of her hand before walking towards his wife and that thing trying to take her away. The King of Sindria looked at peace with all around him as he strode over, all intentions of causing havoc and disrupting the calm atmosphere completely gone for his being. At least it looked that way. If it didn't, he wouldn't have been a good King.
The two at the table saw him coming before he arrived and where as Kouen greeted him with a cut nod, seemingly displeased he was interrupting his time with his wife, who simply sent him a passive smile.
"Ah Your highness." Not Sin, not Sinbad, not my King, not my love. Just your highness. "Me and Kouen here--" Yet they were on first name basis? "Were just discussing-- Hmmph!"
As done many times before by the womanizer, Sinbad encased the back of his wife's head, bringing her face towards his own and then slamming their lips together in a rather mighty display right in front of the red princes eyes. He made sure it lasted. And his Queen? Who was she to deny Sinbads advances? As usual she practically melted into his affectionate assault, fragile hands moving to clasp at Sinbad's robes in an attempt to lull him closer...but two could play at that game. Pulling back from his beloved, Sinbad made sure to smirk, staring into her eyes for a brief moment. It was his way of saying "I'll get you back for this".
The sexual tension was undeniable and Sinbad had hoped Kouen could sense her thighs rubbing together like he could, because that was the closest Kouen would get.
"Hm? Talking about what? I didn't quite catch that my Queen."
Meanwhile, back at Sinbad's table, Ja'far sighed in aggravation as he watched the scene Sinbad caused in absolute horror. "Honestly, this man really does test my patience! Can he not just let his wife butter up Kouen! If anything it benefits us!"
"Hmm."
"Just for one second, can he think about anything else other then his-"
"Dick?"
"I was going to say pride but that works too."
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yslyunho · 3 years
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bliss - h.hj
hyunjin x fem!reader
warnings : oral (fem recieving), uh clit flicking ?? idk, choking, slight cum eating ig, degradation, fingering, sir kink (it’s hyunjin, what did you expect)
word count : around 600, shorter than usual
note : i literally do not know what this is pls forgive me
your vision is clouded with pleasure as his tongue swipes in and out of you and you can feel yourself stretching, almost reaching your high but not quite there.
‘h-hyun’ you whine, ‘more, please’
a sharp flick to your clit and the withdrawal of his presence shot you out of your bliss and you sit up slightly, looking at him confused : 'hey, what was that for??'
you’re shocked by his expression : his pupils are blown out with lust, no trace of a smile on his face. ‘what did you just call me?’ he says quietly, a hint of danger creeping into his voice.
‘hyun???’ you replied, worried at his reaction
'that’s not my name, sweetie’ he replied, slowly sitting back onto his heels.
‘but...hyun,’ you stammered, utterly confused at his behaviour.
‘i SAID that. is. not. my. name.’ he said, stretching menacingly towards you, forcing you to fall backwards onto the sheets. 
you can’t lie, this new side of hyunjin scared you, but it also sends bolts of arousal shooting through your body and this was evident in the sudden gush of liquid pouring down your leg.
this did not go unnoticed by him and he laughed slightly, scooping a bit up before sticking his finger in his mouth, sucking all remnants off with a loud pop. he watched in interest as this single motion led to more of your arousal to rush out onto the sheets and he laughed again.
'does this turn you on??’ he asked, ‘is my little slut all riled up now? because i stopped pleasuring her? because she so desperately wishes that it was her in my mouth just now, and not my fingers? how cute.’
the degradation sends shivers down your spine and you beg him, 'please hyun please just touch me. stop playing with me'
his hand is suddenly on your throat, squeezing at the sides and your vision blurs slightly. it's not enough to block your airway but it's enough to give you a flood of pleasure which send yet another wave of arousal through you. the look on his face is one that you will never forget, his pupils somehow enveloping his eyes even more, your pre cum staining the sides of his lips that curl slightly in a look of utter malice. 
'you never listen, do you? oh no, you just want me to please you, to have things your way. you are not in charge here, (name). i’ll let it go today, but this is last time i will tell you : that is not my name' 
he tightens the pressure on your throat and you feel your eyes roll back in absolute bliss. you're sure you can cum with just his hands on your neck and a few demeaning words.
he sees this and he is quick to shove two digits into your hole. you suck in a sharp breath, realising he hadn’t prepped you at all, before quickly realising you were so wet that his fingers had slid in instantly. straight away, his fingers found pressed your sweet spot and he tightened his grip on your throat as you reach your high, your constricted airway making it even more pleasurable.
'i barely even had to touch you.’ he smirked, ‘just a few words and two fingers and you’re already cumming. how pathetic.' 
his hands come off your throat and he leans down towards you, pressing a light kiss where his fingers where. you’re sure there will be bruises there tomorrow, much to your delight. 'it's sir, to you.’ he murmurs, ‘don't ever make the same mistake again.’
‘t-thank you, sir’ you whimper, and he smiles gently, all traces of lust leaving his face.
‘good girl’
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netflix shadow and bone s1 e5 pt3: peak darklina
the first kiss scene Alina is so beautiful Her little smile as she picks up his kefta after he hears him call out for Ivan to get it like ooh I'm gonna play a little trick on Alek Her making him smile with a joke that's not even funny The tentativeness of it all, them tiptoeing around each other, testing the boundaries Him being taken aback by her offering to help him put on his kefta but still wanting her to and immediately resorting to business voice asking questions about official sun summoner stuff And putting on his serious business face him trying to explain away the gloves by calling them a safeguard, not a sign of him not trusting her abilities the face he makes after saying spectacle either depicting his distaste for the showiness of the event or depicting his embarrassment at how he phrased the sentence, like what the fuck did I just say (more likely the first one) Her quickly turning around and walking away after the eye contact makes her realise how close they are and him pulling a puzzled look as she does so Just. Just how adorable the energy is. Both of them making jokes to diffuse the tension, her gripping the table to maybe steady or calm herself, the looks they give to each other as if engaged in a delicate dance; god-like Him straight up just blinking and looking down and gulping as she says 'we can offer Grisha and Ravkans hope' (could be multiple things he's thinking at this point, and all of them interest me) 'That means a lot to me, Alina.' *her turning to look at his face* 'You mean a lot...' *her immediately lowering her gaze and tracing where her mal scar used to be lmao* 'to everyone' *her raising her gaze to him again* The music swelling as she walks up to him, her barely grazing her fingers against his collar, his eyes looking across hers as if in disbelief, her looking at his lips, and then her closing the gap between them. Him being a little stiff, indubitably from being shocked, and yet giving into it almost instinctively as if he can't help it. The violin coming in powerfully yet softly to emphasize the tenderness of it all. This thing has been made with so much love and I can't contain myself about it. Him opening his eyes half a second after Alina, almost as if waking up from a dream and then, following a relaxing of his facial muscles as he clearly regains his composure, immediately looking inscrutable. Her doubting herself, not losing eye contact as he stands up from the desk, but her sudden fear, regret, and embarrassment clear on her face. Her sides of her lips slowly rising giving way his own self mirroring her and breaking into smile and composing himself and breaking into smile again before saying 'Not many people surprise me, Miss Starkov'. Her now fully breaking out into a smile, her face a picture of unguarded joy, she looks down only to have his gaze follow her face. Both of them giddy in the other's presence and the audience can feel it. It feels like he is leaning in for another one when the sound of the door opening makes them spring apart, regaining their composures and standing at a respectable distance from each other. Her poorly suppressing a smile, him looking at her visibly, her mimicking him with a glance out of her periphery, causing her to give in to her smile completely. Him looking visibly distracted as he attempts to pay attention to whoever came into the room. the Jesper of it all Jesper the mega idiot not being able to control his face from doing a thing as he realises the person who caught him where he wasn't supposed to be is the same person he was making sexy eyes at before and yet regaining his composure in record time The poor stable hand actually being interested in Jesper and being adorable with Jesper just being like charm itself Can you believe looking at Jesper Llewellyn Fahey in the flesh and having him make sexy eyes at you and then forgetting about it? Because I simply cannot. The line about light role play? Felt a little not right. GO OFF STABLE HAND WHO PUSHED JESPER AGAINST A WALL AND KISSED HIM, HE LITERALLY SAID IM POPPING OFF AND
THEN HE DID Zoya Zoya saying fuck off to the random racist comment made by one of the guests, but she was racist to Alina herself? (I mean South Asian-East Asian hate is not uncommon so idk) David omg the cutie pie adjusting his hair at the fete HEARTRENDER FUCKING HUSBANDS Fedyor insisting on Ivan eating the sweet and Ivan's solemn head shake like no babe im on a diet and Fedyor being like heart eyes please eat the sweet my love and then Fedyor holding Ivan's face to make him nibble off a corner and Ivan's face splitting into a reluctant grin Kaz the actor Seeing Kaz the actor instead of Kaz the master of trickery and plans is an interesting thing Kanej being Kanej cute banter interaction, would recommend, 10/10 hints at Arken being sus The look Kaz gives Arken when Arken leaves, I really should have known, I was simply being a clown Darkling and the dumb royalty We love the Darkling suppressing his anger at these otkazat'sya rulers dissing the grisha and the little palace Alina's entrance The soft hum that we hear when Alina enters but we don't see her face Alina's adorable peeking The Darkling's expression changing despite being done af with these mfers and instantaneously on catching a glimpse of Alina, she really has that power huh He really made it look like his pupils dilated and who knows maybe they did Him trying to call her out for not following protocol but him melting and saying 'you look lovely, by the way' Her saying 'you look like you needed saving' I can't breathe you're so cool ballroom at the little palace I must confess I expected the ballroom of the winter fete to be bigger
GENYADAVID looking at each other and pretending not to look at each other, my fucking heart Kanej being Kanej Kaz implying they're gonna try to trick the people into thinking that the fake sun summoner is real and Inej being done with his shit Alina's demonstration HER NAME IS ALINA STARKOV yes mfer The way people back away as he steps, god the power of this man Inej looking at Kaz omfg Okay him clapping the darkness into the room was cool af I love the shadow summoning effects so fucking much The first bit of light that Alina summons lighting up the gold parts of her black kefta, absolute perfection Alina just enjoying her power and then looking to Alek, his lips parting when she does Aw Fedyor looking at Ivan in a I told you she could do it way Genya and Fedyor exchanging glances as Alina besties THE CROWD SAYING SANKTA ALINA INEJ SAYING SANKTA ALINA WITH HALF A TEAR IN HER EYE DAMN THIS IS POWERFUL Jesper and Dima IMMEDIATELY TRANSITIONING TO JESPER SAYING 'SAINTS' AS A NAKED STABLE BOY GETS OFF OF HIM AGAHSJSJSJKS I CAN'T IM CACKLING AT THE AUDACITY OF THIS SHOW HOW ARE THEY SO PERFECT (his name's dima btw) Poor fucking Dima getting frightening orders from his superior as his hookup sneaks out with horses that are definitely not his Arken the little shit Ah Arken why'd you have to go and do this I was actually amused by you before the malyen factor omg Mal's here and someone saw him getting here apparat and faith? The apparat literally jumping out of the palace walls at Alina lol man I do love the religion angle of this universe and it would have been so fucking cool if it were explored a bit better ew apparat that grab was very violent mal/darkling interaction the darkling's reaction at his recognition of mal was so funny ah yes my arch nemesis, the other angle of this teen immortal love triangle how utterly delightful someone explain the darkling's 'are you alright' to mal, is it because Alina was worried sick, is it mind games, is it curiosity, what is it Im still don't know how to feel with them attaching a literal symbol to the sun summoner, to Alina's dreams and to the stag itself 'not until I see Alina' THE LOYAL HIMBO ENERGY IN THIS ONE ISTFG I have never known nose acting until I saw Ben Barnes, he uses his nose in his acting and it is absolutely wonderful; case in point, the 'i beg your pardon' to mal with the rage making his voice shake okay but why is every mal darkling interaction like, everything the prompt answer our baby mal gives and the satisfaction it brings to his face, fucking amazing the darkling being literally struck by this, his mouth literally agape, king this is a 20 year old lmao Baghra! OMG WE GOT A GLIMPSE OF BAGHRA'S FIRE YES Genya supremacy Genya beating Arken up let's fucking go Marie's plot influence and Racism? Yellowface? again? hmm bardugo (then again, I have no authority over this, I'm south asian) Ive already talked about how I'm interested in knowing if and how changing Marie's time and place of death going to influence the plot much because in the books it caused a chain reaction doing a lot of stuff Alina, my love Alina just, laughing with other Grisha, feeling at home, ah be still my treacherous heart Mal's confrontation scene with Alina that was in the books being retconned to Mal calling out to her body double, hmm, probably to make Mal more likeable, I don't have any feelings about this particularly Nadia and Fedyor Okay the both of them, smiling and walking, hand in hand, cute mlm wlw solidarity moment that I missed during the first watch Kanej interacting with Alina Why is Alina literally so adorable The music picking up as the Inferni catches sight of the 'limping man' (what? it was funny when he said it) Blue Irises Alina's face showing a certain sense of calm when Alek shows up Alina's face after the Darkling says 'for you' and presents her with blue irises is something like gasp okay you've got game sexy shadow man mal fite time omg I thought she was taking mal to talk to Baghra or smth not to kill him 🤡 aren't oprichnikis like
otkazat'sya or am I missing smth? Because Baghra's spy is obvs a fabrikator THE DESK SCENE omg the scene hath arriveth the fact that Alina can't stop smiling gods, the flirting 'I don't recall this, being part of the schedule' him turning back and saying 'it isn't' her hiding her face through the cover of smelling the flowers and just how coy she acts, like the literal eyelid batting Ma'am how embarrassing for you to have feelings rn these two are my absolute favs of all time the camera moving as they move from their spots on which they had to stand on to get the shot of their shadows almost kissing her nodding and smiling at him saying 'she'll probably be alright' like okay I'm ready for smooches kiss me already and him going 'don't you think' trying to savour this moment IM SORRY BUT THE FUCKING SCORE AT THE MOMENT THEIR LIPS MEET YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND I CANNOT COPE the way his hand is so big that he can almost hold her entire face in it the way she grips the back of his head I'm sorry I feel so disrespectful saying this but the sounds they make+I think that's a um titty grab or maybe it's just a holding someone and the placement was um unintended but I doubt it because everything in this fucking show is so intentional+ the lift up onto the desk+ the faces they make+ um god I'm going to hell for this but when they sort of grind into each other (I understand this is acting and they're just good at their job) but god does all of this make my heart race and also makes me happy I guess LITERAL GIGGLES I can't I'm soft 🥺🥺🥺 his little head shake at the knock on the door when he goes in for one last kiss before she gets off the desk and her eyes going all oy you, go get the door, I'm not going anywhere don't make whoever it is wait is so adorable and domestic her just standing there mouth agape to herself when he walks away HIM STILL FLUSHED AND BLUSHING AND HIS HAPPINESS CLEAR AS DAY ON HIS FACE WHEN HE OPENS THE DOOR his gaze flits to her when Ivan says Alina was the target 'I'll be waiting' love, I physically can't anymore Little cheek hold and walk away Her little smile to herself nearly fading before he jumps back in again to her surprise and to ours to hold her face with both his hands and kiss her one last time, and yes, he does kiss like he's being drafted for the war in the morning Her little mouth open and close and then her little smile to herself after he leaves I refuse to watch the rest of the episode right now because no let me steep in the darklina bliss
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georgemackayhey · 3 years
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hi love, first off I wanted to say how much I love your writing! secondly, and idea for a blurb: breaking up with George and meeting him again after a few months/years and maybe going back together? idk I want something angsty
Much love 🤍
Hi nonny dear!!! You're much too kind! Despite having writen something like this before I'm obsessed with the idea so here, have this!
You were together for a while. Long enough to go on holiday with friends but not long enough to meet the parents or anything. During the while you and George had spent the majority of your time together, the thing that weighed so heavily on your bond that it broke, was the time you spent away from each other. With his job, and all the travel, and the way your life had been working out, neither of you had much time for each other.
When George finally got back home, he arrived to the news that he'd been cast in another role that required his presence in an all new country, far from home as ever. And just when you were all eager to tell him about the new path in life you'd been gifted the chance to take. Suddenly all the good news seemed more bitter than sweet. And during the week you and Geogre devoted to spending entirely together, you both slowly came to the realization that that week would be your last. 
It wasn't easy to decide. George kept approaching the subject, but couldn't say the words. You kept pretending to listen but would cast your gaze to the nearest corner, unable to bear the reality of the truth. And finally, after a shared bottle of wine and a long bout of quiet that settled in after the film you were watching faded to black, you cried and called it quits. 
You stayed together that night still, before you gave each other some encouraging parting words, half-heartedly hoping the best for one another. And then you went on your entirely separate ways.
Life was cruel that way. It tore you from the things you thought you wanted more than air. And after a couple of weeks of wallowing in your pity, right when you'd gotten used to being on your own again, you ran into George. He was home for the holidays, out to dinner with his family where you waited to meet friends at the bar. 
It was an utter delight to see him, and he reached to hug you like no time had passed. Just as quickly George introduced you to his folks. You gave them each pleasant and warm greeting before meeting up with your friends at the bar, while his crew shuffled to find a table. 
Back to feeling sorry yourself it was, especially when your friends shot you knowing looks on your walk to meet them as planned. 
Life moved on though. You worked and lived without fighting the flow, and only saw George if a mutual friend dared sneak a snapshot of the fella to post on social media. Years passed just like that. Months of hard work. The occasional tragedy, or miracle throwing you a bit off rhythm. Parties and funerals and holidays and stormy nights.
And then you saw him again. At a resort, in a city neither of you lived in. He shouted your name from across the lobby of a fancy hotel and you abandoned your date to go rushing to George for a hug, his arms already outstretched, welcoming as ever. 
You laughed hard about how you'd ended up in the same place, at the same time, out of all the places and times in the world. And then you floated your separate ways like always. Somehow, beaming and aching in ways you hadn't been before running into the well built, soft-haired guy.
Your date was a little pissed that you'd failed to introduce them to George in the couple of minutes he'd graced you with his presence. You spent that vacation making it up to the date that ended up ghosting you a week after you arrived home.
Life went on like that. Failed dates. Birthdays. Brunch parties, and deadlines. 
And then you saw George again. You'd actually seen him throughout the past year or so, shopping at the same markets, and going out with the same friends. He was always kind, and cared enough to ask after you. 
"You're both absolute idiots." A friend rang, after you'd run into George at the park, and shared a chat before he reluctantly continued his mid-morning run. 
"I'm sorry?" You choked on a small, fauxly offended laugh as you strolled sleepily at your friends side.
"Why don't you just date?" She exasperated. Like the sight of you and George apart personally disgruntled her.
"You know we tried." You pointed. Trying not to let too big a frown pull at your lips. "Isn't it obvious we're better as friends?"
"No." Your friend called back, shooting you a look. She scolded you a bit longer about not letting Geogre get away the next time your paths crossed. You hadn't ever seen it that way. You thought your run ins with George were small bonuses granted on account of your decision to stay apart. You feared approaching the chance of being with him again would only result much like your last and only effort.
And then you saw him again. At that same mutual friend's wedding. The worst occasion. As if you weren't already worked up by the speech your friend had given you, being in the midst of the most romantic setting wasn't going to help you start any kind of conversation with George. 
It was an intimate affair. A backyard ceremony and an in house reception. Foods and wine spread across the roomy, yet quaint ranch style home.
"Here, for you." George was at your side as one slow song faded into another. In his hand, your drink of choice. 
"You didn't have to-" You started to laugh a little at his greeting, an offer you didn’t have reason to refuse.  
"I did actually. It was the last one on the tray and you don't look like you're having any fun. So here." George gently shoved the glass to your chest and lifted his own chute of champagne to toast. You let out a sigh and gave into his very generous demands. 
"How's it you look better every time I see you? Isn't getting older supposed to turn us all grey and sad?" You joked, taking into account Georges tailored suit, the structure of his face, his smile. It hadn't been too long since last you'd seen him across traffic and lifted a hand to wave. But it had been a year or two since last you'd stood close enough to study the loose fit of his tie, and the wave of his hair. 
George rolled his eyes and let his grin grow, before lifting to sip from the drink in his hand. And for a while you stood there like that, trading small talk about life and where it had taken you. And then your dear friend, the bride, the woman of the hour, marched over to meet you and George.
"If anyone dares upstage my wedding, it'd better be you two." She declared, reaching for your wrist, and then George's. "Now get out there and dance together so none of us have to listen to you idiots complain about how you miss each other and wonder what the other one is up to."
You'd barely accounted for the song playing, or the other people pushed close together on the dance floor, as you were flung to join in. Before you could even find your footing, George was pulling you a little closer, out of the way of a great aunt who was only capable of repeating a drunken version of the charleston. 
He placed either of his hands on your waist, as yours found his shoulders, and then you looked right at George, and you realized your friend was right. 
"You still ask everyone how I'm doing?" You wondered in a whisper, peering into George's ocean eyes. He only kept his gaze fixed, and his lip between his teeth, and nodded his head. You were entirely entranced, and one thousand percent at a loss. Where did you turn now? What did you ask? What if what you wanted wasn't the same...
But you didn't have to ask. Because Geogre leaned in, and kissed you like he used too. Like you hadn't stopped sharing kisses since the short time you used too. He held you near, his fingers pressing ever closer. He still smelled like you remembered, so sweet and warm. He still let out a delighted little hum before you parted for air. And George still smiled at you like he used too, like he always did, when you gazed back up to him, unable to hide your blush. 
Maybe no one noticed the pair of you slip out of the party early. Or maybe your friend had been counting on it. Maybe you and George were always meant to be together. Or maybe that time apart wasn't wasted, between all those run in's and hello's throughout the years. Maybe life together would be just as tricky to navigate together as it used to be. But you weren't going to let George get away this time, and he'd promised the same thing, unprompted and often.
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yoslavkage-kira · 4 years
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I saw thou was craving some Dio requests :3 how about this, since stands are the manifestations of one's will how about the world one day just is like. I want y/n so he like idk cuddles her or something and Dio low-key is jealous but won't admit, it can lead to nsfw if you'd like ;)
A/N: you know me so well 0.0 This one ended up being pretty long, oops? I hope you enjoy :)
cw: not sfw under the cut
You had never seen Dio's Stand before, and you didn't expect that the first time would be like this. You were minding your own business in the room Dio let you stay in when the large, yellow man appeared right in front of you. Admittedly, you were surprised but more curious than anything. You could tell it was a Stand, and its face really reassembled Dio's. "Hello?" You greeted softly. The being said nothing, just went and sat down awkwardly on the bed next to you. Did Dio send it in here? Or did it come on its own?
This started to happen more and more often. The World was completely silent, and was a little creepy as it watched you go about your day, but you really didn't mind. It was comforting, and you almost felt like it was protecting you. Over time, it would get closer, and surprised you one day when it started playing with your hair. "It's okay... I like it," you told him. 
The World only ever showed up during the day, when Dio was supposedly asleep. Part of you wondered if it was because he had some sort of unconscious fondness of you. That can't be, though... that would mean that Dio... The thought made you blush.
It was getting quite late one day, but the World still didn't leave your side. You were both in the library, and he had surprised you by pulling you into its lap as you read. You didn't mind though... It was oddly comfortable. Eventually, you let yourself drift to sleep, your head resting on its shoulders. 
That was the sight Dio walked in on. He had woken up to his Stand being out and wanted to know why, but he didn't expect this. At first, he was angry at his Stand for acting on its own, but then something occurred to him- it couldn't act on its own. It was a part if hin, the expression of his very soul. Does that mean that... I sent it here, somehow? 
He cleared his throat. "Enjoying yourself?"
You started awake, jumping up from the couch. The World just sat there silently. "Ah! Lord Dio! I didn't mean to fall asleep, especially, uh, there, and-"
Dio raised an eyebrow at your ramblings. "How long has...that been going on?" he asked, pointing between you and his Stand. You felt yourself blush. "... just a couple days... It appeared in my room one night, it usually just watches me, but lately its been getting closer..." You smiled a little to yourself. "I guess it's been keeping me company."
"Keeping you company?" Dio repeated. "Impossible... The World is nothing but a manifestation of my power. It doesn't have a presence to keep you company."
"B-but, it does!" You stuttered, surprising him with your defiance. "The way it watches me, the way it holds me... It does have a presence! Maybe not in the way you think, but I know it does because it comforts me!" Your voice trailed off and you turned away, embarassed. "It feels like... It cares about me." You had to admit, for the first time since you moved here, it felt like home when the World was around. 
It cares about me... 
You felt a hand on your shoulder, gentler than you anticipated. You looked up to see that Dio was standing right behind you. His expression wasn't as scary as normal... He looked almost soft...
"You don't think I care?" he asked quietly, a genuine sadness in his voice. 
"No no! I just meant- ah-" You tried to defend yourself. "I mean... I hardly ever see you. I always wonder if you actually remember that I exist sometimes," you admitted. "I want to make you proud... I want to make you happy. I'm sorry if that's out of line."
You had averted your eyes from him, but one of his big hands came up to touch your face, surprising you. He was... smiling?
"You do make me proud," Dio told you. "If you still think I don't care... well-" He smirked. "I'll prove it to you right now."
You were about to ask what he meant by that, but your question was immediately swallowed up by his lips. You had to take a moment to realize this was actually happening, but then let yourself melt into his embrace, your eyes closing. His arms around you held the same warmth and tenderness that the World had when it held you. I guess it helped us both realize something, you thought to yourself, running a hand through Dio's mane of hair. 
He finally pulled away, his other hand coming up to cup your face as well. "So? Do you believe me now?" he asked. 
You blinked, still a little dazed. Then, slowly, you smiled teasingly. "Hmm... I might need a little more convincing."
He immediately mirrored your expression. "As you wish... let's sit down."
The World had disappeared from the couch, no longer needed to act on his master's hidden desires. 
NOT SFW under the cut
Dio sat down and pulled you into his lap with almost a lazy ease. You could always tell, just by looking at him, that he was one of the strongest beings you'd ever seen, but you never thought you'd be on the receiving end of that strength. He chuckled a little at the blush on your face, which only made it worse. "Hmm? You want me to stop?" he asked, sliding his hands so they encircled your waist. You shook your head, a little too quickly. "Ah, no."
"Good." He tugged you gently against his chest as he captured your lips in yet another kiss, more hungry than the last. Hesitantly, you placed your hands on his chest, the feeling of his muscles sending a shiver through your body. He was so firm, so well-built, you could hardly believe it. 
One of his hands slid down to your thigh, spreading your legs slightly so he could pull you flush against his hips. You winced a little as you felt something painfully hard press into your thigh, paired with the sound of Dio letting out a soft groan against your lips. You always thought of him as someone completely in control of their presence, their feelings and body... But here he was, basically at your mercy. Hesitantly, you slid a hand down his gorgeous body, and slipped it under the waistband of his pants. However, he grabbed your wrist as you did so. "Not so fast," he teased. "I'm the one who has to do the convincing, correct? Let me do the work..." he whispered against your skin as he moved your hand so you could hold onto him. 
Dio didn't seem like the kind of guy that would care much about someone else's pleasure, but he was proving you completely wrong. His hand slid down your chest, making you shudder, before slipping down under your skirt. Your breath hitched as he started to rub you, sending shivers of arousal up your spine. "Do you want more?" he asked lowly. You nodded and buried your face in the crook of his neck, a little embarrassed at how good it felt. With another soft laugh, he pushed your underwear aside and slipped his long finger inside you. 
Even that was too much, and you could hardly contain a high-pitched whine as he curled it and started moving.  He loved the way your body shuddered in his grasp as he teased you slowly, and it wasn't long before you were begging for more. He whispered soft praises in your ear as a second finger joined the first, dragging against every sweet spot he knew of. His free hand wrapped around the back of your neck and made you sit up a bit, your flushed face looking very pretty in the dim light of the room. "How does that feel?"
"G-good," you breathed, closing your eyes, not sure if you could bear the way he was looking at you right now. "Please... Dio..."
"Good, good." He whispered, his fingers starting to move at a delightful pace. A few moments later, you came undone and collapsed against his chest, your hands clutching weakly at his shoulders as your whole body shook. "Did that convince you?"
You nodded slowly, feeling his hand rake its nails through your hair gently. "Wonderful... I'm glad we could come to an understanding."
Despite the cocky tone to his words, his face held a genuine smile... glad that you finally understood how special you were to him. 
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bbaejohnnyluvr · 4 years
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3 is Just a Number (Chapter IV)
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CHAPTER FOUR
Title: 3 is Just a Number
Pairing: Wooyoung x Female!Reader x San
Genre: Romance, BFF to lover, Eventually poly!relationship
Summary: The bond between the three of you is almost unbreakable. Wherever you go, they will follow. Wherever they go, you will join. The moment both of the guys got into a relationship, everything just got better. The three of you are happy with the current moment. That is until one of them decided to follow their own heart – and may or may not break the friendship that you have been holding onto for more than five years.
A/N: This is a bad chapter hh I’m sorry ;; Also, idk if I’m able to survive ateez’s comeback because it’s just asjkdkbdjksjk i almost cried istg
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It had been a week since the incident happened. Since then, you have been staying at Yunho’s house. He is nice enough to let you have the bed while he sleeps on the couch.
His kindness made you wonder why San and Wooyoung disapproved of him in the first place.
Ever since the first night you slept in his house, he was always available for you to rant. He also lets you cuddle with him any time you want to. Sometimes, he would place a gentle kiss on your forehead.
Just like that, you are slowly falling for him – that was what you wished to happen. But, not everything will turn out the way we want to, right?
Every time you hug Yunho while watching the television, it reminded of you and Wooyoung doing the same thing. When he gave you a peck on your forehead, you suddenly thought of San since it had always been his job to do so.
You know that you cannot deny that you miss your boys. Sure, Yunho can provide you all the warmth and affections you crave, but it’s different than the one you used to get.
You miss the smell of fresh foods on the table, cooked by San. You want to have your usual bantering with Wooyoung every day. You want to witness their childishness whenever they are being clingy with you.
You miss them so much and it hurts you so bad. However, you cannot do anything, simply because you are not ready to face them yet.
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It is lunchtime, but you do not feel like eating. You were walking aimlessly around your faculty when you came across a big poster plastered against the wall – ‘PERFORMANCE ART DAY’.
Looking at the title, you are reminded of Wooyoung and San for the nth times of the day. All of this occurrence makes you forgot that they will be performing on stage soon.
You walk closer to see the date and time. Tomorrow.
Biting your lower lip, your mind starts to think about your boys. Did San get enough rest? Did Wooyoung eat properly?
It was your duty to always keep them in shape no matter how busy they are.
San tends to overwork himself without him realizing just because he wanted to deliver an amazing performance. Therefore, you had to remind him when to stop.
On Wooyoung’s side, he would practice his routine continuously, which resulted in him forgot to have his meal. Sometimes, you wonder how can a human went on a day without eating a single thing.
Just like that, it became your job to pass by his practice room to give him some food and make sure he finished everything right then and there.
It was a bad choice to look at the poster because your heart is now filled with worry. However, due to your ego, you refuse to check on them.
To get rid of the feelings, you walk away from the place and decides to focus on your class.
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The show day is finally here. Faculty of Performance Arts are busy with people here and there. Aside from the performances, they are also enjoying all the foods available at the booths nearby the entrance.
Everyone is having the time of their life, except for you, who are currently munching potato chips, on the couch, while watching television.
Yunho was about to walk towards the door but his intention got halted by your presence. He let out a sigh and leans against the wall.
“Aren’t you going,” he asked.
You know what he meant. However, you choose to ignore him and go back to your own activity.
“You can’t be like this forever, y/n.”
Once again, you pretend as if you heard nothing coming out from Yunho’s mouth. The man pulls himself from the wall and stands on his feet, both hands are now in his pockets.
“I heard that those two aren’t like how they used to be before.”
The barrier that you created earlier instantly crumbled down as soon as the sentence left Yunho’s lips. Although it is not enough to make you face him, it managed to stop you from eating junk food.
“They said that they tend to practice until late at night. Sometimes, they even slept inside the practice room. They also barely eat anything and hardly be seen together nowadays.”
If you decide to put aside your pride for a while, you would have admitted that those lines pierce your heart. They sound so exhausted, unhealthy, and sad.
You swallow down your saliva, trying to regain your composure. “They are just busy with the performance-”
“You know well that’s not the reason,” Yunho cut you off. You take a brief glance at him and you can see the seriousness on his face. His bubbly expression is gone.
He let out another sigh the moment you go back to devour those potato chips in your hand.
“I know that you’re still confused, but they need you. You guys have never been separated for too long before. Y/n, you are their strengths. I’m sure they find happiness whenever they are around you – the same happiness that you gave me.”
Your eyes widen slightly at his words before facing him. Those last bits sound a lot like a confession, and it makes you dumbstruck.
The room was quiet for a few minutes. The only noise that you can hear is the conversation on the television.
With a small smile, he walks towards you to ruffle your hair gently. “As much as you hate to admit it, you miss them a lot, right?”
You bite your inner cheek, refuse to give away to your feelings. An amused smile plastered on Yunho’s face as he watches you fighting with your own inner self.
He let go of your hair and walk towards the door. Before he went out of the house, he delivered a few sentences that leave you speechless.
“One more time. Give them back their happiness one more time, and show me again your smile – the genuine smile.”
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Somehow, you end up queueing up in front of the hall where the dance will be held. As expected, there will be a lot of people wanting to watch the show.
You were about to take out your wallet to buy a ticket. However, the woman in the booth is faster than you. She hands you a ticket with a smile, leaving you confused.
As far as you know, you did not mention the number of tickets you need. Well, you are alone. But, what if you are here with someone else and the person did not know that?
“It’s y/n, right? This is the ticket reserved for you,” she said.
Although you are still clueless, you take the ticket from her and mutter a soft ‘thank you’. You flip the ticket around and you saw a note that instantly makes you smile.
“It’s not much but we hope you will enjoy the show. We love you – WooSan”
You forgot how sweet both of the boys can be towards you.  No wonder everyone love them a lot. They deserve all the love and happiness in the whole world.
Without further ado, you enter the hall and look around for your designated seat, just to find out that it is nearby the stage.
As you sit down, you can see that you are near the stage where you can clearly see the performance. Unconsciously, a soft smile forms on your face.
They even thought about the position, huh, you thought.
A couple of minutes have passed and the show finally starts. The light slowly dims itself and you can hear the music starts to play.
You watch as one by one enter the stage with their dance routine. The way they move their body matches the rhythm of the music perfectly. It is mesmerizing to watch.
Suddenly, your eyes fell on a familiar figure. One of the person you have been missing. Choi San. He is moving gracefully on the stage as if he is in his own world.
He was making a turn when his gaze fell on you, resulting in his eyes widen and almost fall down on the floor. But, being one of the best dancers, he manages to cover up his mistake.
You were panic for a while, yet you quickly regain your composure once he continues his dance routine.
The performance resumes until it reached the end. Everyone in the hall claps their hands loudly, delighted by the performance.
Not long after that, the next group was called up to take over. That is when you saw the one and only, Jung Wooyoung.
Seeing him reminds you of that time when you asked him the reason he is not in the same team as San’s.
“First, I know I can't keep my hands to myself if he's around. Also, our style is different. He prefers energetic, while I’m more to sensual.” Those were his responses to your question.
The only difference between San’s and Wooyoung’s stage is that he is already looking at your way. San must have informed him about your presence.
His gaze is a mixture of anger and longing, and it pierces your heart.
The music starts and they all start to move according to the beat. Your eyes stuck on Wooyoung as you watch his body flows perfectly to the music. He is a great dancer, just like San.
On stage, he is not the prankster annoying Wooyoung that you know. He is just, Wooyoung.
Without realizing, a tear escaped from your eye. You did not know that watching them grow up while doing what they love can make you feel proud and happy.
Memories of the three of you suddenly came into your mind. All those happy, sad, mad, and crazy moments. You remember everything – and you want to experience it once again with them.
When Wooyoung’s team ended their performance, you had to excuse yourself to the washroom. You turn the tap and wash your face with the water.
If only, if only you are willing to put your ego aside, you would have gone back to them. But, you are not ready to face them. For you, the thing that happened between the three of you is too much.
With an exhausted sigh, you get out of the washroom, just to found two young males leaning against the wall.
Your eyes immediately study their features. Due to the distance between you and the stage earlier, you can barely see the flaws on the boys’ faces.
But now, you can see how swollen their eyes have become. Even though they are wearing makeup, their eye bags are still visible to you. Their lips look dry too. It is obvious that they did not take care of themselves.
“Have you been well?” San’s question breaks the silence between you guys. Likewise, you did not respond verbally, so you just nods your head.
“How was the performance,” the younger male asked. You look at him and force a small smile on your face.
“It was nice. Good job.”
The surrounding become quiet once again until San decided to speak up.
“We miss-“
“Don’t.” You cut him off. You know what he was about to say, but that is the last thing you want to hear coming out from his mouth.
“Why? We can’t miss you now? Is that it?” As always, Wooyoung’s sudden outburst never fail to make you feel irritated.
“You can, if it’s just a friend. But, it’s not just a friend, is it? You can’t love someone else more than that when you both already have each other-“
This time, Wooyoung decided to interrupt you. “Where is the rule that says you can’t have a relationship with more than one person?”
You took your gaze away from Wooyoung as you bite your lower lip. San who has been watching your actions move closer to you.
Just by looking at you, he can sense that you are keeping something inside your heart and mind, and he needs to know about it.
“What exactly are you thinking, y/n?”
Your head hang low. The frown on your face clearly shown that you are still puzzled with everything that had happened.
You play with your fingers as you contemplates if you should or should not let your guard down – and the earlier won.
“I… I don’t want to be labelled as a stealer. Besides, this thing is… rare.”
Wooyoung softens listening to your reasoning. He did not know you would feel that way when San told you about their feelings towards you.
He thought that you are disgusted with the idea. He bite his inner cheek and clenches his fist. He is mad at himself for misunderstanding you.
In contrast, the older one chuckle to himself softly before standing in front of you and pat your head.
“But, don’t you think it’s special because this kind of relationship is rare?”
You puffs out your cheek a bit, but did not give any responds to him.
“Also, you aren’t a stealer. I told you, that we both love you and it’s solely on us. You did nothing wrong, my princess.”
It is understandable when a blush suddenly crept onto your face. No, it’s not peculiar for San use nicknames to call you. But, it is the first time he called you like that ever since that day.
Wooyoung squints his eyes a bit as he witness how shy you suddenly become. To say that he is jealous, well, yeah, he is, a bit.
Even though you tried not to be biased with any of the boys, he still envy San for having it easy. It feels like San knows what you feel and think – And that, annoys him slightly.
Without wasting any chance, he grabs your hand and put it against his face, his eyes lock with yours.
“Just come back home. We miss you. We rarely went back just because you weren’t there.”
You wanted to pull away but instinctively, you begin to caress Wooyoung’s face with your thumb. It is still soft, just like how you remembered.
You were lost in your thought until Wooyoung lean to your hand even more. Quickly, you take your hand away from his face, startling not only him but also San.
“I’m sorry, boys. But, I think I need more time.”
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kyunsies · 4 years
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things i love + appreciate about my closest moots  💖 (obviously no particular order bc you all hold such a special place in my heart)
i was going to wait and post this when i hit 400 followers but that has passed and i wasn't ready in time and i didn’t really know when to post this ;; so i’m just going to do it now to remind everyone that it is truly a blessing to be here in your presence :) i don’t want to get mushy ALREADY sdlkfjsd but pls know you all mean so much to me <33
@theyoungflexer — my person, my rock, chelle you’re super special!! we have such a quirky relationship that somehow works extremely well; idk how but i had this feeling from the moment we spoke with each other i was like “omg this gal is so funky and sweet!!” i was really excited to get to know you, and we’ve talked everyday without FAIL since we became moots :) v grateful for you chelle, you’re my home girl!! (even tho we live across the states hehe) 💘💗 also i just respect you on so many levels like the way you just attend one of the most amazing colleges in the US and is thriving?? not to mention your equally as smart brother also going to an amazing college too???????? speechless. ALSO BIG SHOUT OUT BC  you are also the reason for inspiring me to start giffing so,,,,,,literally wouldn’t be here without you GOD chelle i’m so mushy for you :’((((
@softhyungkyun — 1/2 of my mom friends!!! my monmomma, my calming energy in this chaotic world!! victoria, my sweet vic how i love u so!! not to mention the BEST canadabebe around 😘 truly don’t know what i would do without you hun!! do u know how special u are to me?? how much i loved ur lil bunny pics whenever u went on a run; your CONSTANT surveillance of my many typos; and most importantly your scalding of me whenever i show my ~alter ego nasty mädch who is a simp for kyun~ (huh?? who said that, certainly not me!!) i literally look up to you in so many ways, and i’m glad i have someone like you in my life 💗💘💖
@ckyunoirs — you’ve all seen it coming but my actual soulmate!! the best kyun soulmate ever 🥺 i honestly can’t remember how we became moots LOL but i just know i thought you seemed like an absolute sweetheart (which you are) and i was so nervous to talk to you!! i was like “ah omg she has so many anons and everyone associates her w kyun i would like to be at that level” but look at us now!!! we really do share the same (thirsting for kyun always 🤝) braincell and i love that i can tell you what’s on my mind always!! you are such a nurturing soul suni, always stressing how important it is to take care of ourselves 🤧 angel behavior i think!! i don’t even have to elaborate anymore bc i think (i hope) you know truly how much you mean to me suni!!!!! thank you for being such a great friend <33
@memehyungwon — nessa!!! my love whom i get extremely excited about whenever i see your name pop up in my inbox 🥺🥺 get yourself a nessa!!!! so sweet, so supportive, so kind, and just all around LOVELY LOVELY LOVELY!! the cutest, my emotional support bub really 💘💗💖💓💞 so much love for you, plus you’re a multi-talented queen with the moodboards + edits like hello you are LEGENDARY!!! also a multistan extraordinaire, what more could u ask for?? aaaand you call me your “cariño mio” like.......,,shush i’m sobbing just thinking of it 🥺
@pansynight — i think ezra is a fallen angel I SAID IT!!! srsly THE most supportive, trustworthy, and down to earth person in the whole wide world. such a hard worker i mean moodboards, audio edits, writing on the side sometimes, AND gifmaking???????? incredible!!! and is just as a hopeless romantic as i am (cue us crying over how much we love Love together,,,,,i need a moment 😭)!! one friend who i can feel totally comfortable + stripped down with 💙💙 did i already say supportive bc ezra is the Most Supportive Bub if you didn’t already catch that 🥺
@sohcean — bee!!!! a fairly recent moot but one i love very much nonetheless!!!! i looked up to you a lot akdbdjdkjdb like you were one of my “it” monsta x blogs imo hehe but i remember i tagged you in a post where an anon asked me who my fav blogs were and 🥺🥺 you sent me an ask something along the lines of “ty v much i’m glad we’re moots now!!” AND WHEN I TELL YOU!!! i was crying 😭😭😭 anyways, always checks in on me once in a while and you’re always super duper sweet and caring (and thank you for submitting sweet kyun pics occasionally; they are SO desperately needed);; plus you are so extremely eloquent with your writing -- when you post something particularly long i kinda just space out into dreamland  bc you just take me to another place with your words omg *chefs kiss* love ya hun!!! 💙💜💙💜💙
@burnitupmp3 — ah ADRY!!! honestly i was really scared to talk to you too for some reason DJFLSDJ but i think that’s bc you’re so extremely hilarious :’) but now that we are certified CLINGMATES 🥺 i literally thank my lucky stars for you everyday :( always and i mean ALWAYS supporting not only me but all of your other moots too ITS SO AMAZING TO SEE!!!!!! never being shy and always starting a conversation with everyone like i’m starting to get the feeling that maybe you DO in fact know every monbebe on this site HEHE but!!!!! grateful for you, if there is one singular constant on tumblr it's you and you're humor, kindness, individuality 💘💗 1/3 of my joobebes, but my ONLY rujoobebe :’) alSO TY FOR FEEDING ME J.SEPH CONTENT <33
@minhyukie — LISTEN if you don’t follow amy you’re missing oUT!!!! but srsly amy i’m going to get really mushy on you jfsdlkfj  🥺🥺 i’ve been following you ever since i made this blog in january (obvi bc u make High Quality content) and i just need to get this off my chest but when u popped in my messages telling me what i was doing wrong in ps about the smart object thing I LITERALLY SCREAMED I JUMPED OUT OF MY SEAT I MESSAGED @theyoungflexer AND WAS LIKE OMG OMG OMG AMY JUST TALKED TO ME!!!!!!!!! jeez like i was so embarrassingly excited :’D !!! man, am i SO happy we are moots <33 the best minbebe around, always providing me with advice and so many resources,,,not to mention we kinda (??) live relatively close-ish to each other so that’s also very cool LOL but srsly!!! amy you are such a backbone for the mbb community here and i look up to you SO much,,,smooches to u 💘💗
@leejooheons — aj!!! 2/3 of my joobebes!!! we are only recently moots but much like amy, i’ve been following you since the beginning of my blog’s existence!! gosh i look up to you in sooooo many ways and again LIKE AMY when i finally found the courage to talk to you i kinda freaked out when you responded LOL !! your gifs are absolutely AMAZING STUNNNG WONDERFUL; you inspire me to really improve my skills, and you always always ALWAYS give me such helpful advice all the time when i don’t even ask for it :( if anything i can't imagine how annoying it is to see me complain about all of my ps troubles but you still take time out of your day to always give me the best tips ever. and for that??? i’m SUPER grateful for all that you do for not only me but for monbebe tumblr too !!! 💘💗
@chaelight — fern!! my other resourceful monbebe moot 🥺 even though we don’t talk all the time, you, like aj, are always providing me with such amazing content advice!!! seriously idk why you all are so incredibly nice to me it’s so touching 😭 and just like bee, you also give me such a calming vibe; you’re just an overall delight to see on my dash because your content is SO well thought out too <33 love you fern!!
@joosgf — lulu!!! 3/3 of my joobebes who also takes the time to tag me in kyun content 🥺 we do not message often but :( omg you’re such a freaking cutie :( i knew i wanted to be your friend when i found your blog bc 1) everyone loves u and 2) you are so incredibly nice <33 i really hope we get to grow closer in the future!! you are so supportive even though we aren't close, and just know that you can always come to me for anything!! also i just love your adoration for our joober it’s SO SWEET, i love to see you geek about him bc it really is the cutest thing <33
@haoranghae — jill!!!!!!! my eastern standard time pal!!!!!!! <33 honestly i think you're the only moot where i DONT have to think about you being asleep while i’m up bc i know we’re on the same time schedule :’) my multifandom buddy who shares my love for victon and honestly a lot of other groups too!! surprisingly we don’t message often but like, i feel like when we DO talk we always pick up where we left off, if that makes sense? i always feel at home talking with you <33 and you’re so freaking SUPPORTIVE always saying nice things and going out of your way once in a while to pop in the inbox!! jill dear you are such a joy, thank you for being you 🥺
@morkyun — carly my sweet angel!!! one of my most precious fellow kyunbebes!!!! idk why you’re so darn SWEET TO ME!! just the sweetest; always asking how i’m doing, always crying over changkyun with me, always participating in ask games sdkjflskdfjslkf how can i ask for anything more than you?? super DUPER grateful to have u in my life, literally such a blessing <33 AND U HAVE ME IN YOUR BIO <33 IM MELTING PLS I FREAKING LOVE U!!!
@hohyuk — everyone LISTEN UP AS A TALK ABOUT ONE OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!!! my ma, 2/2 of the mom friends!! you aren’t as active as you were when i first started to talk to you (bc u are a wonderful working WOMAN) but gosh, you made such an impact on me ma :( you are such a caring and nurturing person like the only way i can describe you is motherly :( i remember we would always talk about our days + weekends bc we never really messaged a lot HOWEVER we would always touch base at the end of the week and catch up!! although we don’t talk that often anymore, i want you to know that you will always have a special place in my heart for being exceptionally kind to me 💘💗 and for that i am forever thankful for you ma!! love you!!
@kihyunsgf — kass my cutie patootie!!! we have been moots for a long time it feels!! ( i mean long for me since i’ve one been here since january lol) but you are such an amazing monbebe friend!!! we don’t really private message each other but it seems like we always participate in each other’s ask games so it’s always fun to get to know a little bit more about each other every time we ask questions!! you always reblog not only my work, but every other content creator moots’ works too and i just think you are an extremely supportive friend in general <33 thank you for always being so approachable and warm, and i hope we only grow closer as time goes on 💘💗
@kkyuns — okay aminah OMG so,,,,,,,,,idk if you even want me to consider you a moot yet or anything but 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 can i pls be your moot LOL srsly 🥺🥺🥺🥺 and if you don’t feel comfortable that’s okay and u can just consider this an appreciation post dksfjslkdjf but!!!!!! aminah i’ve already told you i’ve sent you so many asks anonymously and i only recently found the courage and come off bc i feel really comfortable whenever i talk to you <33 literally the KINDEST soul in the entire world;; you might not answer asks quickly ALL the time but you always find a way to make time for the people who look up to you and honestly?? that inspires me to be a kinder more gentler person!! my FELLOW NURSING GAL working your lil BOOTY off, a queen really :’) and not to mention one of the most TALENTED mbb gif makers on the entire planet i’m not even stretching that i truly mean it angel <33 thank u for making me (and others ofc) feel incredibly appreciated, and thank you for being a blessing to mbb tumblr :D
@changkynie — sian angel!!!! you have been with me since the beginning of this blog it seems like!!! thank you for always being my secretive cheerleader on my blog, i really adore you for that! you are such a cutie and you ALWAYS make time to send in little messages to both me and our lil family on my blog!! it’s really the sweetest thing; you are truly SUCH  blessing and i love waking up/falling asleep to your kind words <33 together forever bub i think <33
@tsunpan  (idk which blog you’re comfortable w me tagging so i’ll just do this one dsjfsjdf)—RATCH!!!!!!! i know a lot of ppl on your blog don’t know your name (and oddly enough i’ve never asked either bc i thought u wanted to be secretive LMAO) but then you plugged your twitter @ a while ago and u said it had your name there HEHE SO!!!!!!! i’ll keep it private :) but HOLY CRAP!! my actual first moot on here :( like my FIRST first moot ever :( says i’ve been following you for 8 FREAKING MONTHS!!!!!!!! and wow look how far we’ve come <33 i know i don’t message u as often as a should but just know i cherish this friendship like my life depends on it skdfjlksdjf and thank you for always indulging me with you’re changkyun writings (shout OUT to safekeeping kyun UGH my heart) + also sharing my love for mr. park junhee + ALSO being my astrology guru WOW u really do it all <33 ;; every time i message you i’m always like wow i wish i were as carefree and funny as my gal !! love you to the moon and back dear, thank you for putting up with me 💘💗💖💓💞
@monpabebe —lastly but CERTAINLY not least is my dear RIKA!!!!! again i have this running theme of being scared of the ppl i love LMAO but yes rika i’ve been following you too for a very very long time (i have actually sent u some anonymous stuff too hehe) but i think i fINALLY revealed myself when u mentioned your height!! SHORTBEBES OUT HERE PROTECTING EACH OTHER <33 but on a serious note, you are amazing :( i’m so glad i came out of my shell to finally talk to you; thank you for supporting my work, it means the absolute WORLD to me and thank you for also being a backbone here on monbebe tumblr as well :) i love seeing your interactions with your anons, it always puts a smile on my face 💘💗💖💓💞 whether you're arguing about tomatoes, geeking over shownu, or just giving your opinion on everything monsta x related, i always look up to you 🥺🥺🥺🥺 i know i don’t really talk to you often (bc i’m still a lil intimidated IM SORRY skdfjksd) but i would love for our lil friendship to bloom in the future rika!! :)
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a-libra-writes · 4 years
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Could you do ⛅ 💎 💥 💤 and 🌸 with Aberama Gold? You can delete this if you want to cause idk if I sent this beyond a deadline. And if you do it you can choose one of the emoji, I liked them all lol so I'm fine with whichever one you want. Thank you so much, I love how you write for Aberama so it would mean a lot if you do write the headcanon. Not that I'm trying to guilt trip you into doing it, not my intention at all. I just really live your writing and wouldn't be hurt if you didnt write it.
aaghh sorry i took so long with this!! stupid work grumble grumble save me. I hope u didnt think I deleted it haha, I like Aberama a heckin lot. Glad you like how I write him! OK LETS GO LONG BOI
⛅ Sunset HC
He loves watching the sunset. Once you got to know him, this didn’t seem so strange. As the afternoon began to end, you’d notice him glance toward the sky no matter where you two were, and he’d be a little more distracted if it was an especially clear, beautiful day.
Getting such pretty sunsets wasn’t too common in London,  or any city, which is why he preferred being out in the country. 
Aberama used to think by himself during these times, but he began to like it when you joined him. He’d have you sit on his lap and chat with him - and if that was too embarrassing - at least sit beside him. During the colder months he’d wrap his jacket around you (and probably put the hat on you too, because you’re too cute).
When he’s feeling particularly sentimental, he’ll tell you all about how beautiful you look with the golden and red colors shining on your eyes and skin. He’ll sweet talk you until the moon comes up.
His favorite sunsets are the fiery orange and red ones that are scattered with clouds. To him, they look like a glimpse of heaven... he often thinks these are the only looks he’ll get of that place.
💎 Marriage HC
It was obvious when he was smitten with you, and more obvious that he wanted something more long-term. He’s actually quite a romantic man, in spite of his occupation, and he wanted to make a life with you. He thought you were just perfect.
And yes, he was a bit into the age gap.
Your wedding was modest, but surrounded with family and the reception is lively. Plenty of dancing, drinking, music and laughter, and his family put together a new wagon that was decorated in flowers and vines, just for you. Aberama couldn’t keep you out of his lap or his arms the whole time. 
Depending on your preferences, you either had a small cottage in a village or you stayed with his family in the wagons. Due to his jobs, Aberama would disappear for days at a time, sometimes a week or more. He’d come home, tired and a mess - sometimes injured - but he always gave you a kiss and hug before washing up. He preferred to be clean and in a change of clothes before holding you again.
He doesn’t discuss his jobs with you, period. He doesn’t want you getting tangled up in them, and he’s expressly forbid his men and Bonnie from discussing it with you. Even if it frustrates and worries you, he doesn’t budge on this decision.
If you didn’t know Romani, he’d gradually teach you. Since he wasn’t around all the time, Bonnie and his daughters would help.
He’s very delighted that you get along with his children, especially the younger girls, who don’t remember much of their mother. As much as he’d love children with you, he’d understand if his were more than enough. 
Bonnie sees you as more of an older sister figure than a mother - since he still remembers his mom - but you two still get along great. You’re usually patching him up after a boxing match or cooking him filling food. He’s glad you made his dad happy, but could you two please stop being so sappy in front of him and his friends? Thanks.
Once Tommy meets you and realizes how much Aberama dotes on you, he makes a point to invite you to gatherings together. He hopes you’ll calm the man down or act as a pacifying presence. It ... sort of works. While he is in a better mood with you on his arm, he’s also far more likely to bash the teeth out of any man who disrespects you.
He’ll bash the teeth out of his own men if they dare the same thing, and that’s if they’re lucky. Bonnie doesn’t tell you, but he’s seen his father send more than one man to a ditch for insulting you and your family (especially if you were non-Romani).
No matter what, he’d be protective of you, but it would happen behind the scenes. He wouldn’t want you to feel like he was being possessive or suffocating, so he’ll have a guard or two quietly watch your home when he’ s away, and he’ll deal with the before mentioned troublesome men on his own.
This has led to situations where you go to him in a panic, saying a strange man has been following you and standing around the house. He grabs his gun and investigates and ... it’s one of his idiots. “Be more careful, would you? Just go the fuck home, I’m here anyway.” 
When he comes back he acts like he chased off some scary robber and you play along and give him plenty of kisses.
Basically, you two have a very loving, sappy marriage that makes people forget he’s one of the deadliest guns-for-hire in England. 
💤 Napping HC
Aberama hardly ever naps, but he can fall asleep anywhere. You have no idea how he does it. He can do sitting in a horse, leaning against a wall or standing up. 
His “technical” naps are when he gets back from a job in the middle of the afternoon. He’d been up for days at that point, and he collapses on the couch and tells you he’s just going to rest his eyes for a few moments. You eventually gently wake him.
Still, he much prefers to fall asleep next to you. After staying up for an ungodly amount of time, he’ll let you drag him to bed, only if you promise to lie down by his side. 
When he sleeps, he reminds you of a cat with how he tucks his head down and curls into himself. Often his face twitches with expressions, but only for a moment.
💥First Fight / Making up HC
Your first fight is also what your subsequent fights and squabbles have been about: The danger of his jobs, and what little you know about them. Aberama wouldn’t give in, curtly telling you there was zero reason for you to be involved.
You knew about these “jobs” while he courted you, and you didn’t delude yourself into thinking he’d stop after you married. But this time he came home with two bullet wounds, and he was gone for two weeks. Couldn’t he at least have sent a man to tell you he was alright? Or where he was? That he was hurt? At least that?
Aberama just dismissed you, which he so rarely did, as he was just as tired and frustrated... Not to mention the wounds. He hoped in the morning, you’d understand, and both your moods would be better.
It wasn’t. You were still pissed, so he left, insisting he’d be back.
You fumed, but began to worry. What if you were too harsh, especially since he was in such bad shape? Maybe he didn’t want to worry you, or maybe someone was on his trail and he didn’t want anything coming back to you. He always kept you and his daughters out of his messes. Maybe ...
Your mind began to race, and you were feeling frustrated and emotional all over again. You decided to go look for him, it wouldn’t be hard. Right as you opened the door, Aberama was walking up to the doorstep. He had bought your favorite flowers and he quickly pulled you into an embrace. 
While he still thought he was doing what was best for your safety, he understood your worry and recognized he was dismissing your concerns. He said all this, giving you plenty of kisses and apologies.
He wanted to make love to you to show you how truly sorry he was but those bullet wounds were kind of, you know, painful as all hell. Aberama was still gonna go for it but you insisted “cuddles until that’s healed”.
🌸Kissing HC
There’s no such thing as chaste kisses or pecks unless he’s truly in a hurry. He feels so much for you that those just seem inadequate displays of affection.
Whenever he kisses you, he wants to properly show his love, although it never does seem like enough. He’ll hold the small of your back and bring you closer, because you always have to be close when he does this. If there’s not many people around, or better - none - he’ll start at your neck and work his way to your lips.
The kisses on your lips are always deep, and you feel yourself pressing back against him. If he has to say goodbye, he’ll make sure it’s longer, and he’ll promptly kiss your cheek and promise to be back soon.
Even when you’re just parting for a few hours while he goes to the boxing ring or you leave to town, he’ll pull you into his embrace and give you a firm kiss. “Behave yourself, dear.”  “Aberama, I always tell you that.”
It’s kind of nauseating to anyone who watches, Bonnie has long learned to just walk away 
To be sure, it’s very jarring for some of his men to see their terrifying boss turn to his wife, give her a sweet kiss, then turn to them with a sharp gleam in his eye, like he’s daring them to say something.
At home, he often gives you stray kisses on your neck, your cheek, your hand, whatever suits his whims at the time. In bed, even if you aren’t making love, he wants to give you several kisses goodnight. When he walks into the house and you’re already asleep, he’ll give gentle kisses that won’t make you stir. He hopes you can feel them in your dreams.
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Merthur with a side of trapped in a closet + "shut up"/"make me" (bonus if Arthur tugs on Merlins scarf to pull him in for a kiss)
This... kinda got away from me, idk, it’s not my best work, BUT it’s done. 
Tension had been high all day. Arthur was expected to tend to his maybe-future queen, show her around and charm her to agree to the engagement. But alas, he was busy trying to hide from his father and his men instead. The girl wasn’t the problem, not really.
But it was just that: She was a girl. Young, with a sweet round face, as blonde as they come.
He didn’t like it. He preferred tousled dark hair, high cheekbones, sharp enough to cut, and equally sharp wits, all packed into a gangly figure, as clumsily as a newborn foal.
A figure, which was pressed against him, this very moment. Arthur tried to ignore it, to ignore the fact, that he fancied his manservant, but well. It was quite difficult, when they were around each other all the time.
Merlin was too focused on pressing his ear against the heavy wooden door, to pay attention to Arthur and his problems. A rarity, actually.
“I can’t hear anything.” Merlin looked back at his sire. “Do you think they are gone?”
“Camelot wouldn’t exist anymore, if our men gave up that fast, Merlin.”
Merlin held his gaze for a moment, then went back to listening. “I still can’t hear anything. And, to be honest, none of your men are gifted with stealth.”
“You neither. Maybe, if you would shut up already, you would be able to hear.”
If either of them stopped to think about the volume of their voices, they’d notice how loud their banter was getting, and how it was easily distinguishable from the hallway. The very hallway that was currently filled with Arthurs closest men, Leon at the very front. The blonde was glancing at Gwaine, standing at his right. Both grinned their most mischievous grins and strode towards the sideboard just a few meters away. With a couple quiet grunts and careful shuffling, it was relocated and set down in front of the door. It was just luck, that those two idiots picked one of the few rooms which door doesn’t open to the inside.
Meanwhile, Merlin and Arthur continued their bantering. Merlin was really keen on getting out of the closet, and Arthur just tried to survive being in this damn closet with him. Especially when they were pressed against each other like this, and Merlin wouldn’t stop moving.
“No one’s out there.” Merlin moved again, his ear lower on the door now. Behind him, Arthur made a choking sound, when he took a step back and bent, to get in position. The black haired looked back at his sire. “Everything alright?”
“You almost stepped on my toes, watch it!”
“I’m sorry. It’s just very cramped in here.”
Arthur distanced himself, pressed his back into the shelf behind him. His eyes wandered down Merlin’s back and- did he bulk up? Suddenly the closet seemed to close in on him. Good lord, how was he supposed to handle that?
“Oh no.”
Cold shivers ran down Arthurs back at the tone of Merlin’s voice.
“What? What’s wrong?”
“The door doesn’t open.”
“That can’t be. Merlin, did you grow to weak to even open a simple door?” He scoffed, an attempt to distract himself.
“No, I am very capable of opening doors, my prince.” The usage of his title shouldn’t feel Arthur with such excitement, but it did. He pushed it aside.
“Let me.”
“It doesn’t open, Arthur.”
“Just let me-“
They wrestled with each other, flailing limbs and hissed curses, until Arthur just seized Merlin around the waist and bodily picked him up, to change places with him. Merlin let out a squeak, hands wrapped around Arthurs forearm. He almost missed it, when Arthur set him down and let go.
Why did he have to be royalty? If he was just some peasant, a villager – no one would care.
More curses. The prince pushed against the door, threw himself against it, but it didn’t budge.
(Outside, the knights were pushing the furniture back against the door, to stop it from moving.)
“It’s hopeless.”
“It’s your fault.”, Arthur hissed. He was getting anxious, his skin itchy as his time with Merlin extended to an unknown period of time. He usually delighted in his presence, loved having his sweet face dangling in front of him all day. But the possibility of anyone coming it at any moment, catching them, helped immensely in keeping his straying thoughts and wants in check.
But now?
Goodness gracious, all he could smell was Merlin, herbs and polish and his very own note. He could feel the warmth radiating from him, and it drove him insane, if he was honest.
“How is it my fault?”
“You were the one pulling me in here.”
“You were running from your father!”, Merlin answered, exasperated. “How was I supposed to know the door would get stuck?”
Arthur just waved a hand through the air, dismissing him. “You’re supposed to know things.”
Merlin huffed, murmured something under his breath. “What?”
“Nothing, sire.”
“Shut up.”
“Make me.”
How just two words could have such an incredible impact. The air was charged in an instant, the hair on their arms standing up, skin prickling. Arthur's eyes were focused on Merlin’s face, watching him closely. It made him squirm, being unsure how to act.
The closet was tiny, and he could feel Arthurs thighs against his, his brain replaying how his body had felt against his own, when he’d had lifted Merlin.
Merlin shifted, aligning their bodies. He couldn’t hide the way he gasped for breath, and Arthur couldn’t hide the way his pupils dilated. How long were they going to dance around each other like this?
He could feel Arthurs hand curl around his hip, holding him still, pulling him closer – He didn’t even know himself.
“What are you doing?”, Merlin asked, his voice loud in the tiny space.
“Shut up.”
Arthurs hand came up, grabbed Merlin’s scarf and pulled him in, pulled him flush against his own chest. Their lips met, a groan ringed through the air – they couldn’t say whose it was. When they parted, Arthur was wide eyed, staring at Merlin like he was the answer to all his problems.He took a deep breath, the air filling his lungs, but it was not enough.
“Merlin.”
He hadn’t meant to sound so desperate, broken. Merlin laughed brightly, eyes twinkling – Arthur was lost. Before he could do anything, Merlin’s hand fisted the front of his shirt, hauled him back in and pressed a kiss to his mouth.
Outside, the knights were sitting with their backs against the sideboard, suspicious at the sudden silence. Gwaine was the first to speak up. “You think they-“
“Sh.” Leon gestured for them to get up and move, leaving the prince and his manservant behind, alone, to finally act after their feelings.
**
When Leon wrenched the door open much, much later, Arthurs hair was in major disarray, and Merlin knotted his scarf tighter to hide the hickeys. Arthur didn’t bother to hide his smirk, filled with a possessiveness and pride he hadn’t felt ever before. His knights wouldn’t care one single bit; they were more likely to threaten him to never hurt Merlin. Traitors, the lot of them. But he couldn’t really fault them, he thought, as they parted ways. Surrounded by their friends, and hidden from view, he wrapped a hand around Merlin’s wrist and pulled him closer, pressed a soft kiss to his temple.
“Wait in my chambers.”
“Yes, sire.”
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fortheloveoffanfic · 5 years
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Routine
Keanu Reeves x Reader (A/n- Just a fluff fest that I conjured up whilst wishing I could spend a lazy day with Keanu. Even if we might not be able to, lets live vicariously through writing) (A/n 2- Idk why this took me so long to write, laziness at it’s finest right here guys.) Warnings= Implied smut......I guess
6:43 am
There’s a tickling in the crook of her neck and a strong arm has wrapped itself around Y/n naked waist. As she blinks herself awake, the sun has almost completely risen and warm rays are filtering through the glass balcony door. For just a second, Y/n pretends that she’s still asleep, waiting to see how far he’ll take his ministrations. Keanu’s kisses on her neck start growing longer and she gets the feeling that he’s trying to leave little marks that will remind her of him when she tries to cover them with make-up. No doubt he’ll be successful, he always is. Suddenly his flattened palm on her stomach travels downwards to her womanhood and he dips his fingers between her bare thighs. Surprised, Y/n gasps, giving herself away.
“Good morning,” Keanu greets accompanied by another kiss, this time reaching over to her cheek. 
“It certainly is, isn’t it?” Y/n giggles quietly, scooting herself closer to him, feeling his arousal against her back.
Keanu hums in agreement then encourages her to turn around, finally they’re face to face, “I had a dream about you,” he muses with a giddy smile plastered on his handsome face.
“A good one I hope,” Y/n’s hand travels up Keanu’s chest, settling at the edge of his jaw.
“If they’re about you they’re only the best,” Keanu tries to pull her closer and their lips meet.
For a second, Y/n groans in protest, “I haven’t brushed my teeth,” she presses against his firm chest but eventually gives in.
“Neither have I,” Keanu mumbles against Y/n lips.
Bursting into a fit of laughter, “You’re gross.”
“You bring that out in me,” Keanu teases back and Y/n scoffs, feigning offense.
In one fluid motion, Keanu throws a leg on the other side of Y/n and rolls them over so he's on top, his weight supported by his elbows sunk into the mattress. He leans down to her and Y/n brings her hands around Keanu’s neck and soon enough, they become a tangle of limbs.
7:35am
Keanu hurries down the stairs, following the smell of coffee and pancakes in the frying pan. When he reaches the kitchen, Y/n is standing at the stove, wearing his shirt from the night before. The sleeves are rolled up at her elbows and she looks smaller that she usually does, the dark fabric swallowing her up. Next to her, on the counter, is the bowl, still half filled with batter, along with her favorite mug. Upbeat music is playing softly from her phone on the island and Y/n sways her hips in time with the beat. 
Instead of announcing his presence, Keanu lingers in the doorway, admiring Y/n. It’s usually in moments like these, when she isn’t aware that he’s looking that he finds himself wondering how he got this lucky. The optimum of perfection, beauty and everything good in the world, right here in the kitchen, the same one that used to feel so empty just a year ago. She’s everything he could have dreamed of and more, gorgeous, smart, witty and in love with him.
Turing around for a plate, Y/n jumps a little when she see him standing there, a small smile twisting her lips, “How long have you been standing there?” She blushes, realizing that she must have looked ridiculous dancing. 
“Not long enough.” Keanu strides up to her, taking her in his arms, pressing his lips to hers, “I like it when you dance.”
“Yeah?” She giggles, then begins swaying again, her front brushing against his. Y/n throws her arms around Keanu’s neck, tangling her fingers in his drying hair, toying with the edges as he starts to dance with her. His hands travel to her the curve of her backside, slipping under the he of the shirt. Easily, Keanu lifts Y/n off the floor, resulting in squeals of delight. “Keanu!” She giggles and he nibbles on the edge of her jaw, “Come on, the pancakes are gonna burn.”
He doesn’t relent though, instead, he tightens his grip on her with one hand, using the other to turn off the burner, “Problem solved,” he mumbles against her lips, walking them over to a chair at the kitchen table. “Now, where were we?” They both smile as his hands travel to her front, groping her breasts through the shirt before quickly undoing the buttons, tossing it to the floor.
8:22am
“I really need to start getting ready for work. I have a meeting for nine,” Y/n tries to wiggle out of Keanu’s grip but the more she tries to move the more he seems to want her to stay.
“Call in sick,” he counters, pulling her down into his lap so his lips can find her neck. Feeling him on her skin, Y/n relaxes, submitting to his touch, moaning a little. It isn’t even nine yet but she’s already growing a little sore between her legs. “Stay here with me today.”
Y/n smiles at his request, “I can’t. What’s gotten into you?” She laughs, trying to playfully swat him away. “You’re insatiable this morning.”
“You’ve gotten into me,” he lets her go, trailing behind Y/n as she heads up to the bathroom. When she turns to look at him, her face more serious, he frowns, “I don’t know, I just don’t want you to go. Can’t we just spend the day together, I promise it’ll be fun,” Keanu hold his hands out to her.
Y/n’s shoulders slump and she’s finding it extremely hard to say no to his offer, “I guess it has been a while since we spent an entire day together,” she sighs watching his grin grow, already knowing that she’s going to give in, “Fine.” 
Keanu pulls Y/n in, “I love you,” he mummers against her lips as they move along with his.
“I love you too,” she says softly. When they break she pulls away, shrugging Keanu’s shirt that hangs loosely on her shoulders, “I’m going to take a shower.” As she’s tossing the shirt to the laundry hamper, Keanu saunters through the open bathroom door, sans t-shirt. “What are you doing?” Y/n rolls her eyes as he closes the distance, leaving her pressed the glass shower door.
“I thought you’d like some company, maybe some help,” Keanu’s hands find Y/n’s waist, his fingers pressing lightly into the smooth skin there. His teeth graze her earlobe and she moans quietly her fingers gripping the elastic waist of his sweat pants. “Is that a yes?”
Her eyes shine with mischief as Y/n pushes the door open and walks backwards into the large walk in shower, pulling Keanu along.
2:35pm
After about an hour of lounging at the poolside, dark clouds cover the sun, and the air cooled but Y/n and Keanu thought nothing of it until a light drizzle turned into a full on shower, accompanied by thunder and lightening. Now, they’re in the living room, cuddled together on the sofa with the television playing an old romance. “I’m glad you decided to stay home today. I would have hated for you to be caught in that on you way home,” he quietly breaks the silence, referring to the torrential downpour outside.
Y/n smiles beside herself at his concern, “You worry too much,” she turns in his arms to press a kiss to the side of his lips, his scruff rough against her smooth skin. “It probably would have died down by the time I got ready to leave.”
Keanu frowns slightly. Y/n always seemed to have a hard time understanding his worry, but he knew that she tried, “I’d have still been worried. The road is dangerous when it’s all wet.”
This time, Y/n doesn’t dismiss him, instead, she spins her body completely, gabbing his face in her hands, “Listen mister, no matter what, there could be a 100 slippery, wet roads, I’ll always find my way back to you. I promise.”
Keanu smiles, caressing her face adoringly, “I love you Y/n, don’t ever not come home, please,” his smile saddens and Y/n repositions herself again, kneeling in his lap, feeling the familiar roughness of his beard in her fingers. 
Her subtle smile matches his and between sweet kisses, “I promise, besides, I’ve got no where better to be. And I love you too.”
After a while, innocent kisses turn heated and Keanu easily flips them over so Y/n is sprawled out beneath him, clad in only his t-shirt and her bikini from earlier. “You’re so sexy,” he compliments when he finally rids her of the clothes and Y/n’s cheeks burn as if it’s the first time he’s ever said it.
Biting her lips, her hands travel to the elastic waist of his pants, slipping beneath the material. When she cups his erection, giving a playful squeeze, Keanu groans, thrusting involuntarily into her hand, “Is this how sexy you think I am?” Her words are a breathy whisper.
“Baby, that’s just half of it,” Keanu manages, burying his face in her neck, removing her hand so she can him out of his remaining clothes, “Let me show you what I really think,” he mummers, kissing his way down her body, making her squirm under him, losing herself in his touch.
11:25 pm
“Ugh, it’s so late,” Y/n moans as she gets under the covers, pulling them up to her chest the minute she’s in bed. “And it’s cold.”
After a couple minutes, Keanu struts out of the bathroom, shirtless, with a pair of sweats sitting low on his hips. “You’re so whiney,” he teases playfully, turning off the overhead lights and checking the windows one last time before sliding in next to her, “It’s not even that cold.”
“Speak for yourself,” she grumbles, rubbing her hands up and down her bare arms, maybe tonight was the kind of night that called for more than just her boyfriend’s t-shirt as pajamas. Huffing, Y/n starts tosses the covers aside, ready to go rummage through her drawer for something warmer, when Keanu grabs her wrist, encouraging her to get back into bed. “What?” She giggles.
“Come here,” he reels her in until their laying face to face, her leg draped over his side, wrapped in his arms, “Let me keep you warm,” he smiles.
“Oh? What did you have in mind?” Y/n’s arms wound around his neck, trying to close the inexistent space between them. Keanu mumbles are response that Y/n doesn’t hear, but she quickly gets the idea when he encourages her out of her panties and loses his sweat pants.
12:03 am
It’s just past midnight when Y/n falls asleep, curled against Keanu’s chest with just the comforter and his embrace to keep her warm. They exchange sleepy goodnights and she’s soon lulled to sleep by the steady sound of his heartbeat.
Keanu doesn’t stay awake for much longer either and soon, his breathing slows as he succumbs to sleep, contented with Y/n in his arms, knowing that even when he leaves her in wake, their love will follow him to his dreams.
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jq37 · 5 years
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[obligatory recap ask]
**spoilers for subway skirmish and borough of dreams**
@kickmuncher3 and @galfast: ty for your asks, I’ll use them for the next two recaps. this is probably the least efficient way for me to handle this but I want to keep all of these visually consistent dammit. 
One of the funniest things about this season of D20 is most if not all of the cast has lived in NYC which manifests as very specific references and in character complaints that you just know come from a place of truth and experience. Which is to say we got a lot of that in these episodes.  
Also, this has nothing to do with anything but living in NY update: On Sunday, I saw a man hanging upside-down from a tree--by his feet--and playing the flute. And barely anyone registered it at all. So I really cannot stress enough how much New York is Like That.
Pete opening the fight by blasting a fireball and then telepathically calling out Kingston is--como se dice--a Power Move.
Brennan *immediately* channels the opposite of whatever energy Emily's on and goes right for Ricky's dog to the horror of everyone at the table and his absolute delight. Like, it's a spectral dog but still. Bro. Dog. 
Kingston taking the heat metal damage to get Epona to drop him is so raw. But then, for the rest of the fight, he doesn't say a single thing except for his Command spells which is a very different kind of raw. 
Question: Is Riz's mom the only good cop that exists in D20?
I know this was an RP ep and I know they knew it was gonna be an RP ep but I wonder what would have happened if they had pretended to cooperate with Epona to get more info. Probably just an extended RP ep that would have segued into this same fight eventually. But I'm curious about what information they let get eaten by a swarm of rats.
Misty's Irresistible Dance spell is very clutch. 
The gators from the last fight are back in the form of Kug's summons and one of them still has a grudge against Misty. Misty is all, "send me your resume!" because she appreciates the spunk. I was starting a sentence about what the hell play this sentient gator is going to be in but as soon as I hypothetically asked it my brain was like, "Peter Pan. Next question."
Y'all, this really was Kug's fight. Between calling the roaches, crocs, and gators, channeling Moonshine to call lightning, and killing Epona within 40 mins of the ep, he truly was on fire. Good for him. He also turns into a bear but specifically a bear that would have escaped from the zoo. It's the little details that make this show great. 
Brennan putting his foot down on tying rats together not being acrobatics is the eternal DM mood. 
Back to Epona for a second, do we think she was working for Robert directly? Someone connected to him? Something else? When her shadow split after Ricky's attack was that meaningful or just flavor? Where did that badge come from? Has it always existed? What does destroying it mean? It didn't seem to help. The bad cop ghosts were still around, just no one could control them at that point. If they had yoinked that badge, could they have had a summoning item that hey could use? Or is it bad karma to use something like that? Is it still bad if you're forcing the bad cops to do good stuff? Did Brennan anticipate this or is the Coach Daybreak 2: Electric Boogaloo? Lots of questions.
Misty's cutting words to the cop (saving Ricky) making the Law and Order "DUN DUN" noise is great. 
Emily ends up not needing to roll to make rat nunchucks because her health goes low enough that her magic ring activates but I feel like she low key wanted rat nunchucks. 
Wild that Kingston went down for just long enough for it to be cinematic before being revived by Misty ("Get up, old man,")
Also wild that this whole fight only took about 45 seconds of in game time. It makes sense if you think about it the way you would a movie and that's how most D&D fights are but that's so much play time for so little game time and it hit me this ep because I was actually keeping track of rounds. 
Anyway, I have not mentioned up until this point that the whole crux of this fight is to last long enough for Alejandro to roll high enough to summon the train to Nod but, long story short, Pizza Rat shows up to save the day. Does that make more sense in context? Marginally. 
I like that the train to Nod shows up on the wrong side of the tracks. Like I said, man. Details. 
Oh and to my above point about the cast making comments about NY as people who have lived in NY, I loved Brennan looking directly at the camera when he was going off on people who just stand at the door like idiots while you're trying to get in and then Siobhan pokes like half her head into frame so she can also stare directly into the camera. Mood.
When Ally said Pete shoots Kingston I half believed it for a good couple of seconds. I was right there with Lou. 
OK, so I don't know how many of you have watched Sharkboy and Lavagirl (and, if you haven't feel free to skip this bullet) but no movie has brought me more enjoyment overall than SB&LG. Not because it's good because it's not. But it's so insane that it's amazing. It's right in the sweet spot. I always say, if it was any better, it would be Spy Kids 3 and, therefore, unwatchable (SK 1 + 2 are dope as hell though, for the record). I bring it up because the way Brennan describes Nod reminds me a lot of Drool in SB&LG. Like, the rollercoaster subway car def could be in the same universe as the Train of Thought. This is all to say that I think Brennan could have written a version of SB&LG that was better without being worse. Idk if that comes across as complimentary, but it is, and to both parties actually. 
From the way Nod (the kid) is being framed (in this ep and the next) I know we're not supposed to mistrust him but, put in that situation, there is no way I would trust the gray faced, black eyed, creepily gliding dream child. 
Post fight, Kingston wants to offer an apology for what he said about Pete and Nod wants to apologize for putting Pete in his current situation. Also, the group decides to be more open in general. Kug, as most of us guessed, got beauty and the beasted for white collar crime by his business partner (Gabby) who is Esther's mom and a witch (also, Ricky thinks his crush on Esther is a secret which is just adorable and completely incorrect).  
Brennan cuts sharing time off because this is the combat episode dammit! Save it for next session. But, because I'm behind, next session is now! Let's get into The Borough of Dreams.
Misty, as a faerie, is instinctively mistrustful of vising other magical worlds and eating the food or taking things at face value. I love that she's playing a character where she can ask these questions and not be meta-gaming because I had some of the same concerns. 
Wildly, WALLY walks out of the train as he just happened to be on it (as conductor) at the time. Kug bursts out with the fact that he's his dad and Wally takes this to mean that Rat Jesus is his bio dad but, even after being left alone for so many years, he claims Bruce as his real dad. He's wrong but he's sweet. 
"I thought you were mad at me." Brennan, you didn't have to do that.
Murph clearly trying to not accidentally call Wally a piece of shit because that's his go to Kug way to describe things is so funny.
"We could turn me into a rat." WALLY
Kingston and Misty looking at each other like, "These absolute children," while Pete and Soph are making Brittney Spears references. 
So we find out what all of the magic stuff they picked up does. Misty's mirror can see invisibility. Pete's grill helps with persuasion. The thousand hour energy makes you immune to sleep for 42 days(!) The bagel can be used for divination or to essentially kill a person but spread their essence throughout the universe  (which low key sounds like a sacrifice someone might make to help cancel the spread of say an undead presence or a money virus). 
I want Ricky and Wally to be friends forever. 
Kingston's lack of connection to the dream world is so sad. Like, he's no nonsense but he's like NO NONSENSE. Like no nonsense possible. So he's just walking around like Eddie Valiant in Toontown. 
And, at the same time, the rest of the party is doing the MOST nonsense. Mary Poppins-ing into the sky. Misty is making out with the moon. Wild. 
SOBER SALAD
Ally drops the ketamine on the tomatoes line and Brennan fully breaks
Very sweet for Pete to bring Kingston a salad, even though that's such a random food to just have in your pocket(???). Why does salad keep coming up on this show? One more time and it's officially a motif.
So the dream world basically works on Sharkboy and Lavagirl/Xanth/Phantom Tollbooth/Wonderland/Toontown logic. If you've seen/read any of those, you basically have it down. 
"Only people with Sprint have service."/"Oh, amazing!" Brennan threw that softball out for anyone who wanted it and Emily, as usual, hit it out of the park.
Brennan very clearly knows his NY history. The mob boss (lucky Luciano, no not that one) that he mentioned during the sleeping with the fishes bit is a real dude and basically the dude who brought organized crime to the US (in the form we know it now). 
Ricky and the mints. Lord.
Anyway, the one item I didn't mention earlier is the holy grail detergent which can literally clean souls. Which sounds mighty interesting considering some of the other stuff that's come up this campaign. 
(Also, I wonder if you could use the bagel as spell components since it contains everything in the universe in microcosm).
I can't believe Pete was the one saying, "At least eat before you shotgun that 1000 hour energy." By the by, the 42 hour span of the energy drink makes me suspicious. Is that just for humor (and accurate math) or it this a Chekov's Gun kind of an item indicating some kind of time jump at some point? Ricky drinks it later in this ep so, if there's a clock attached to that, it's ticking. I'm prob reading into this but I assume if you're still reading these, this is what you're here for. 
Ally making sawing motions before being told an egg creme has nothing to do with eggs and is in fact a drink.
Pete! OK, so Pete has made some good steps in this ep, starting with promising to start reining in the drug usage. Later he works on his magic and also gets over Priya. This is the most endeared I've been to him all season. Especially his, "I try to do a good job," line. I felt that. 
"It's still open to you." Aw.
Brennan clearly saw the chance for a lore drop this ep and boy did it drop. Let's run through the highlights.
Nod dumped all this on Pete the way they did because it's super super hard to contact a Vox Phantasmus beforehand due the the natural, waking world inclination to brush off dreams. You have to have the job before you can talk to the boss. Cruddy system but that's how it goes. 
When Sophie said the thing about Robert Moses creating spaces that can't be accessed she meant by magic but it's an interesting way to phrase it because the irl Robert Moses is known for (allegedly, but like, it tracks) trying to keep black people out of certain spaces. 
Robert Moses sold his soul to Hell and Faerie which is why he's still alive it seems. No one wants to collect on his soul and anger the other party.
Whoever predicted that the golden door for Emma Laz's poem was the rectangle from episode one, collect your prize because it's confirmed in this ep. 
We learn about the ephemeral axiom which basically says, a dream can be all things but once it manifests, it's a single thing. (you might even say, "it is what it is".)
So another big thing we learn is that if a dream gets so big that manifesting them in the real world would break the game, it's called a Paragon. There are four total: Heaven, Hell, Faerie, and The American Dream. (Wild that The American Dream is the only country specific one that exists. Like, I rep my home team of course but the U.S. is a pretty latecomer to the country party. You'd think someone else might have gotten Paragon status at some point.)
"Was one of them the Grand Canyon?"
Anyway, dragging the American Dream into the waking world would fix the American Dream to mean one thing--I assume making tons of money if Robert Moses has his way. I'll admit, I was a  little fuzzy on the mechanics of this on my first watch-through because pulling the American Dream into the real world sounds like it should be a good thing. But I think, at the most basic level, it's a matter of you shouldn't put magic that shouldn't be in a box in a box. I'm still wondering about the exact implications for the waking world if he succeeds though. Like, how would that manifest? Would everyone suddenly become money hungry (lol, how would you tell)? Would people still want what they want but the American Dream would just be understood to mean making stacks and none of the good Superman-y stuff?
"It's not Protestant work ethic is it?"
Robert Moses is undead and can't get into Nod, so those are good things to note. 
I was so ready for Wally is get dispelled and for him to be a figment of Kug’s imagination or a dream or something. I braced myself so much. I was ready to set up a firing squad for Brennan for doing that to Kug.  
Who tipped the bugsters off to where Pete was gonna be? As far as I can tell, the only people that knew were the gang plus Alejandro and Esther. Maybe someone was scrying on them and that’s what the roll Zac failed during the wedding ep was. 
As soon as Brennan mentions locking the door, Ally immediately makes the connection and goes, "Key to the city." Nod "locks" the American Dream and gets rid of the lock which seems to mean the American Dream is temporarily unavailable. Which seems not good and like it's gonna have collateral damage for sure but I guess you bad is a matter of degrees and Robert getting in would be worse. But still, imagine your immigration papers get declined because some random kid decided to close down the American Dream for a couple of days. 
So, we get some backstory of Misty. She apparently just was straight up not having a good time in Faerie so she stole Titania's shoes (allowing her to be in iron-filled NYC without triggering her fairy vulnerability) and peaced out. 
"She's gonna kill you."/"Only if she can get here and I have her Goddamn shoes." (**A million airhorns in the distance**)
I love that Emily is still on the souls thing. Emily doesn't believe in Occam's Razor. In fact, I'd like to propose a corollary called the Axford Axiom: The coolest path between two points probably isn't the correct one, but it should be! I want her to run a campaign so bad so I can see her be in a game where her crazy endgame is what's going on because she's the one who wrote it. 
Misty: Let's go to hell!
So much like a videogame, the map has opened up and we have three places to check out. The former locations in the dream world of Faerie (Carnagie Hall), Heaven (JFK airport), and Hell (where do you think? Hell's Kitchen). The gang splits up to look for clues (and drinks, in Misty's case). Actually, make that four places: Pete goes to the Met Museum of Memories to basically Avatar mind meld with the other Voxes and get a handle on his magic to a degree (thank God--Nod?). We'll take these in order of appearance, which means we're off to Hell with Kug and Ricky (plus Ox and Wally).
(Focus on the Pizza, baby!)
At first I wanted Ricky, the good boy, to go to Heaven, but the idea of a firefighter in Hell also has appeal. 
Re The rat holding his guts: Gross. 
Ricky holding his axe like a cell phone.
So we and Kug learn that the rat-spell that was cast on him wasn't actually a rat-spell. It was a spell that would make his outsides reflect his insides and his insides happened to suck. I'm wondering if that means that it's a static spell that reflects his outsides at the time it was cast and it would need to be recast to reflect any moral progress made or if it will just revert him once he's made enough progress. 
I'm also wondering (partially bc one of my players asked to do this last session) can a Druid wildshape into a person? I feel like no, but like, did any of you ever read Animorphs? You know how in book 1 Tobias gets stuck as a red-tailed-hawk but then later her gets his morphing ability back and then he can turn back into his human form for 2 hours at a time? What if Kug just started doing that? Just being a rat who is sometimes a dude. 
They also go to the statue of liberty (which has a French accent, natch) who shows them that there's, like, a money/greed virus infecting the Dreaming and the American Dream. Ricky smells undeath again. They think vampires. That's plausible but I'm not sure. 
OK, Heaven. 
WHOOOO, strap in y'all
(Sidenote: I wonder what would have happened if Soph hadn't chose to go to heaven. I feel like she could have easily run into you know who in hell had she chose to go there, but I'm getting ahead of myself).
Brennan actually tries to lead Emily into the thinking about Dale mindset but Emily, having reached a note of closure in Soph's character arc, pushes back on that.
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Brennan,about to wreck her entire life: Cool.
I and the cast keep saying heaven a lot but it's like an all roads lead to Rome situation. It's heaven, Valhalla, Elysium, nirvana. Like, whatever Good Place you believe in. It's the Good Place. 
Sophie, upon being told that if she jumps into the fight at the Pearly Gates she knows nothing about, she might literally die: And what about it?
Emily's face when Brennan says, "And you see Dale," is so much. You can see the entire range of human emotion in her eyes in that moment.
Sidenote: I wonder how much of her backstory Emily planned and how much Brennan dropped on her. Like, she knew Isabella was part of her backstory obv. Did Brennan come up with all of this whole-cloth or did she say she wanted there to be something supernatural and and let him fill in the details. Very curious about the collaborative process.  
 When Dale's character art comes up, it says "Sophie's Angel" for Dale's descriptor so where I thought we were going was that Dale was Sophie's Guardian Angel who wasn't supposed to be romantically involved with her and the reason he was gone is that he was forcibly brought back to heaven. But that may be because I recently watched this.
Dale, is upsettingly sweet with Sophie, calls her "sweetie" the entire time they're together, fights a ton of angels to get to her, and says he got her text message. Emily is about to cry. *I'm* about to cry. I'm sure the only reason Brennan isn't fistpumping is because he needs to stay in character. 
Dale gives this cryptic piece of advice before he is dragged off by angel guards: When you get to the top, I know what it'll seem like, but there is someone there.
Emily, of course: I fight the angels.
The angels, hilariously, don't take it personally that she's fighting them--and very well, but not well enough to beat a nat 20. Sometimes the dice are spooky in tune with the story.
"He's got a job to do here. Who's gonna watch the deer?"
Dale also tells Soph to tell Jackson he said hi which is interesting to say the least. 
Emily gets two very dope lines in a row:
"Let me hold your hand through this Alejandro."
"I'm gonna kill her. And I don't think she's going to the great big airport in Brooklyn."
That's it for her for now, but let's put a pin in that for now and come back to it after we check in with the others. 
Siobhan and Kingston are at the former spot of Faerie, the Glamour Bar.
Zac jokingly (I think) guessing Dr. Doolittle as the thing Siobhan can't remember when she says Eliza Doolittle is so funny. 
Also, her terrible cockney British accent on top of her actual British accent is great.
I love that the two actual Real Adults are the ones who go and get wasted mid-mission. 
Brennan introduces "Bobby Goodfellow" and it takes Siobhan exactly four seconds after Brennan finishes the word "Goodfellow" to be like, "It's Puck." She knew and she knew her character would know it and she hardcore pounced.  
I meant to mention this before but it's super funny that Kingston has been around the magical block but there's still so much he doesn't know. He was surprised by a bunch of stuff in this ep that I'd think he would know about (like the Midsummer's faeries being real) but nah. He's like, "This is my specific brand of magic nonsense. That's what I know about. I don't mess around with any of *that* stuff. I stay in my lane. I stay in my city."
Ty Brennan for teaching me how to pronounce sláinte. This is the first time I'm hearing it out loud. 
I love his Puck voice. Like, the little British street urchin voice.  
No big surprise, Puck sent the mirror on the order of Oberon and Titania (who are not back together but are knocking boots according to him). 
Puck warns Misty, "The world of mortals is not long for this world," and follows it up with a seemingly sincere, "Come home. We miss you," which is an interesting thing to say after announcing that Titania is gunning for her. Who is this we, Puck? Your boss wants to bodyslam her!
Also, what do the faeries know that they're not saying? All of them in the bar seemed to know something was off but none of them said anything and Puck didn't elaborate. 
I've always liked the trope of the person from the otherworldly, magical or super advanced being like, "Idk what you're talking about. Humans are great!" because it's the opposite of the snooty elf/vulcan/whatever trope that I really can't stand. Misty showed shades of that in this conversation but I feel like there's still so much that we're missing in her backstory and I wanna know what it is.  
(Also, this is prob just me being a little pepe silvia but I would be very unsurprised if Misty got an opportunity to betray the party at some point. Don't @ me. It's just something I could see myself offering to a player for the drama of it all). 
Anyway, Kingston is extremely uncomfortable in the bar and makes a hasty exit so let's go to the museum with Pete and Nod.
Ally jumps onto the, "Suggested donations are for suckers" train w/ Siobhan. 
Turns out, Pete f'd up Robert up so much that he has kind of a brain link with him. I wonder how long that's gonna last. 
Pete gets proficiency in arcana and a choice between lesseing wild magic surges or gaining some control over them (2 wild magic rolls on a fail and ally gets to choose which effect takes place). Obv the second one is more fun rp-wise so that's what Ally picks.
It's a memory museum so OF COURSE he gets a chance to look at the memories of the rest of the party. But it's getting late so he only has a chance to check on one person's memories. He, naturally, picks Kingston. Makes perfect sense from an RP perspective but out of character I feel like Misty is the most closed book of the party. 
Pete sees Kingston's life from his childhood to the present (Brennan puts Lou on the spot to do some improv...I mean beyond the improv they're already doing) and it's about what you would expect based on what we know about Kingston but it's very beautifully described (sidenote: did any of y'all ever watch the life and times of juniper lee? where she can't leave the city bc she's like the buffy of that world? I really felt shades of that, except more self imposed).
During that montage, a character is like, "You could make hundreds of millions of dollars--I mean, I'm exaggerating," (s/t like that) and I'm not gonna go back and check but I feel like Brennan (or maybe Lou) made almost exactly the same comment in the first ep of this season in a very similar context.
Oh, also, Kingston gets dubbed Vox Populi by a dragon on Bleecker Street in case you were wondering about logistics. 
Again, Nod says that inviting Liz into his life was basically dooming Liz to be stuck dealing with the Unsleeping City but I feel like unless you have a Vox position or something similar you should be able to, like, opt out. So what you need to ignore some weird stuff day to day? May I direct you to my earlier anecdote about the flute dude in the tree. New Yorkers are good at that. And if she moved away, would it even be an issue?
Actually, that raises another question. Is NY the only place where magic is happening? It can't be because Santa is doing his thing at the North Pole. And NY has the Umbral Arcana which shields magic from muggles. Does that mean that elsewhere, magic just isn't hidden? I'm guessing that works because the bulk of magical happenings are happening in NY. Which, again, if so, couldn't Liz just move if she really wanted to? Or is she actually being *kept* there? 
Ahhhhh, that argument scene with Kingston and Liz. Ow. 
Robert's subconscious is heckling Kingston's memories the entire time. 
The party gets back together, Pete immediately lets Kingston know he was memory spying on him and hugs him (while Misty is drunk a singing over him). Their rift literally caused a kind of rift in NYC which is now healed (which causes Sophie to see the Unsleeping City/Dreaming Yin-Yang sign over their heads).
 Ricky drinks the 1000 hr energy so start the clock I guess. 
Misty, upon hearing that Dale is dead basically does that John Mulaney bit: Hey, do you want me to kill that guy for you? Because it sounds like [s]he sucks and I will totally kill that guy for you. 
It's the day of Priya's art show which I totally forgot was happening. Before that, Sophie finally goes to see her brother and we can return back to that pin I mentioned earlier.
(Also, it’s the 20th which means we’re getting really close to Christmas)
He says that their family got mixed up with the Confettis and they've been helping to launder magical items that Confetti is paying some rep from Hell (an associate of Robert's).
And by, "Some rep from hell," I mean Isabella Infierno specifically.
Emily, hilariously riffs for a while about how small it was of her to call Isabella a succubus even though she clearly knows at this point that Isabella is some kind of demon. I mean...Infierno. Come on. 
Sidenote: Which demon actually trying to be subtle would pick the last name Infierno? You wanna blow your cover for the aesthetic that bad?
Emily goes, "Oh my (beat) Nod," which I think is the exact way she dropped the first, "Oh Melora," in one of the first eps of Naddpod. 
Anyway, it turns out that Soph's family knew that Isabella was gunning for Dale (he was getting close to realizing something shady was going on) and, while they didn't call the shot, they let it happen.
Oh! He also says Dale was a chosen one from "some monastery" which, of course, fits in with Dale's comment about saying hi to Jackson. Now I'm wondering if his other comment--about there seeming like there's nothing at the top--is about whatever chosen one test he had to take to get the position to begin with. And maybe he was giving a clue to Sophie so that when she takes it, she'll for sure pass and get whatever dope powers or weapons or privileges come with the position. 
"The only reason I'm not going to go after you right now is because I'm not organized enough to give you the fucking revenge you deserve." Soph is cold as ice after hearing about what her family did. 
"Maybe you should have said that to Isabella before she went after me." Another mic drop line from Emily. This really was her episode. You can really see Emily channeling hr genuine emotional reactions into her character.  
La Gran Gata shows up to let Soph know she has her back to hunt down Isabella. The only other warlocks really seen played are Fjord on CritRole and Leiland on Bloodkeep so it's wild to see a character with such a chill relationship with their patron.
So, Priya's art show. They show up (to a distressingly unsafe building from Ricky's perspective) and it turns out, not only is it performance art (the worst kind) Pete *is* the art.
"I present to all of you: cruelty, a exploration of a relationship. Peter, take my hand."
major barf.
Pete goes OFF
Kingston: Picasso is art, this is bullshit!
Siobhan: Her last name is Danger? I hate this bitch.
Pete gets over Priya instantly which totally tracks because, like I said, barf. 
Sophie stealing Ricky's thing and rooftop jumping. Zac narrows his eyes when she says that.
I love Isabella's title card. It says, "Literal Succubus". It reminds me of the funniest scene in Bedazzled when the Devil (Liz Hurley) gives Brendan Frasier her business card and it just says, "The Devil".
But she's here and she's here to fight! I'm so excited for this one y'all! Unsafe building. Lots of civilians. Sophie (and Emily) going totally feral. I haven’t looked forward to a fight this much since Adaine went for Aelwen. Let's gooooo!
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Not Enough (Eleventh Doctor Oneshot)
Character: Eleventh Doctor Fandom: Doctor Who Categories: Female Reader, Daughter Reader, Time Lady Reader Warnings: Sligth angst, especially at the end Word Count: 2,8k words Request by anon: Could u do an imagine with reader being the 11th doctors daughter so he's overprotective with her? Tysm :)) Hi, for the 11th doctor request maybe they're both going on an adventure and it's pretty dangerous so he's keeping her in his sight at all times and she's kind of annoyed but he still does it anyway, idk lol // Requested by undercover_Fangirl97 on Wattpad: Since I met the 11 Doctor my life gets better. I always travel with him and love it. As he travel with me and Clara it feels, like I am the third wheel.  Notes: I was inspired to write this by the short book ‘The Sontaran Games’, but I still may have made some mistakes. So sorry if something in this imagine doesn’t fit in with the Doctor Who lore. Hope you enjoy it anyway! :)
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I smiled and put my hair behind my ear, flirtatiously looking at him through my eyelashes.
“Thanks for walking me home” I said, stopping before my doorstep.
“My pleasure” My date replied, smiling back in a timid pause. “I had a great time”
“Yeah, me too!” I felt awkward, wishing that I was better at these kind of things.
Normal everyday things were never my forte, but that was precisely what I was trying to achieve. I was done being an expert on strange things, on time travel and space. So I was making an effort to have a normal life.
Dating happened to be the first way I thought of doing so. But this being my fifth date, I wasn’t sure I was doing all that well. I never quite connected with anyone, and when I did, it went wrong anyway because I was so out of touch.
“Well…” He said with a shy chuckle, casually leaning closer to me.
“Yeah” I awkwardly replied, even if closing the distance a bit too.
He showed me a sweet smile before he closed his eyes and made to kiss me. I felt my hearts starting to race as I closed my eyes and prepared for the exchange.
A vaguely familiar sound made me gasp and I hurriedly took a step back on an instinct. My companion squeezed my arm, startled by my reaction.
“Everything okay?” He kindly asked me, even if my dazed brain took a few seconds to comprehend his words.
“Y-Yeah!” I told him, trying to forget about it. It was probably my imagination. “Sorry, I’m a bit nervous”
“That’s fine” Honestly, he was the sweetest. “I am too”
I chuckled, endeared by his lovely manners, and made a second attempt to kiss him. I could already feel his lips brushing against mine when a second interruption avoided the kiss.
“Oi, hang on a minute!” A male voice exclaimed. “What’s happening here?”
“I cannot believe it” I muttered under my breath, reluctantly stepping away from my date knowing that the moment was completely ruined.
“What…?” The aforementioned uttered in confusion. “Who… is he?”
I looked over my shoulder to a man rushing to arrive by our side. A man that I knew far too well. The so called ‘Doctor’.
“That’s…” I heaved a resigned sigh. “My father”
“Is he now?” The young man watched the Doctor as he ran to us like a mad man. “He looks… um… young?”
“You’d be surprised by his age” I sarcastically told him.
“Y/N!” My father gasped for air because of the dash once he finally stood by us.
“Is something wrong?” The other man watched in concern, probably thinking that there was some sort of family emergency.
“Not at all” I rolled my eyes, forcing a smile. “He was just leaving”
“Actually” The Doctor paused, firstly dedicating my date a glance and a polite head nod. “I need your help, dear”
“Do you now?” I was so frustrated that I couldn’t help myself, even in front of my lovely date. “I thought you had help already”
“I’m terribly sorry” My father ignored me, instead talking to my date. “I’m afraid Y/N needs to come with me”
When he took ahold of my arm and dragged me with him and away from my date, I reluctantly waved goodbye at him, knowing how pigheaded my father was.
“Perfect timing, dad” I bitterly said, tearing my arm away from hsi grasp. “Just when I found a lovely man who was willing to go out with me”
“Sorry, darling” He was still upbeat as usual as we walked through the streets. “I truly need your help”
“What is it?”
“I’m… a bit overwhelmed”
“You, overwhelmed? That’s a first”
“Oi” My father finally stopped, and I noticed the blue police box before us. “If you could drop the attitude and be helpful, that would be delightful”
“Why do you need me?” To show my reluctance, I crossed my arms over my chest. He smirked, already holding on to the door handle.
“Because I need another Time Lord” His smirk widened. “And I only know one”
“Time Lady” I begrudgingly corrected him, hating to use my title.
“Geronimo!” He exclaimed, excited as a child, opening the door.
“Who is with you, the redhead and her…?” I came in, noticing a figure inside the TARDIS. “Boyfriend…”
However, the couple I had known during our previous travels wasn’t there. I didn’t know how long it was since I refused to accompany my father anymore, but he was travelling with someone else now.
“Hello!” A friendly looking girl jumped from her seat and walked over to me, holding her hand out. “You must be Y/N, pleasure to meet you!”
“The one and only…” I shook her hand, even if eyeing my father with the corner of my eye.
“I’m Clara” The young woman introduced herself. “The Doctor has told me all about you”
“Has he?” I repressed the urge to say he didn’t know that much about me.
He glared at me, silently telling me to tone down the sarcasm and behave.
“Of course!” She cheerfully replied, not bothered by my aptitude.
“Well” I muttered, turning back to my father with my hands on my hips. “What’s the mission, Doctor?”
“You see, I wanted to take Clara here to this lovely little planet” He replied, focusing on the TARDIS controls. “There’s a itsy bitsy tiny problem, though”
“Which is…?” I tiredly replied, sticking my hip out now.
“There may be Sontaran on it, that’s why I need backup” When he looked at me, he noticed I was about to speak and interrupted me. “Don’t worry, though, might only be rumors, probably are”
I scowled and crossed my arms over my chest. I wondered if after all this time my father didn’t realize that, out of all the creatures we had encountered during our travels, the Sontaran were the ones I was most terrified of.
-
It seemed like my travelling companions weren’t as cautious as I was. The three of us exited the TARDIS, but my eyes carefully studied every centimeter around me. 
“Ah” My father sighed in delight. “Beautiful, is it not?” 
Clara grinned, excitedly walking around. She hung on to his arm, and I rolled my eyes. It made no sense. Why would he need me? He had her. 
Certainly, my presence could be useful in the case that Sontaran were indeed there. Perhaps during one of their... disagreements with the Rutan. But if there was a slight chance that this was true, why not choose another planet, a safer one? There were many options. If he really wanted to impress her, I was not needed there. I might be his daughter, but that meant nothing. He was always more interested in the humans. Always the humans, even before this new face of his. 
“See, Y/N?” He said with a big grin. It felt almost like he read my thoughts and was gloating over it. “It’s alright, nothing to worry ab-” 
I hadn’t been paying attention to him, but when he interrupted himself so abruptly, I did. My eyes fell over him to see what happened. A gun had been pointed at his head before he could react. My father’s hand quickly moved to wrap around my wrist, softly shoving me behind him.
“Identify yourselves” The Sontaran said, firmly holding the gun.
“I’m The Doctor” He said calmly.
“Who are they?” The Sontaran asked, pointing to Clara and me.
“Them two? Oh, no one” His voice sounded far too carefree to be genuine. “Just humans, they’re of no interest to you” 
The creature’s eyes, however, were focused on us. I felt my father tensing up in front of me.
“I’m the Time Lord, I’m the one you should worry about” His words gathered the Sontaran’s attention back.
“Gallifreyan” Came its deep voice. “What is your purpose on this planet?” 
“Oh, well, you know” His hand, which had been around my wrist now rested outside of his pocket. “The usual, a bit of exploring here and there” 
I noticed his hand tapped his pocket, and I immediately knew what was on his mind. I looked at Clara, who was oblivious to all this. Her brown eyes were focused on the menacing Sontaran instead. 
I took a small step forward, positioning myself next to my father. The creature didn’t seem to notice the change, eyeing The Doctor as carefully as it was.
“How about you, are you alone?” My father continued speaking, surely to distract it. “We’ll leave you right to it then, of course. Don’t mind us, we’ll walk right back where we came from” 
The Sontaran growled in disagreement. I took advantage of his focus on my father and slowly shoved my hand in the pocket of the Doctor’s jacket. My fingers soon found the sonic screwdriver. 
“Sure!” Clara’s sudden voice made me jump, nearly dropping the sonic as I was about to grab it. “We wouldn’t want to bother” 
Assuming she must have noticed my endeavor, I continued. Tightly holding on to the sonic screwdriver, I took my hand out of the pocket. Then, moving quickly, I shoved both my hands behind my back in what I hoped was a casual gesture. 
“Come forth, humans” The Sontaran waved its gun so we would obey. “You first, Time Lord”
I mentally cursed my father for going to a random planet on a whim. Especially if he had reasons to believe it was currently occupied by Sontaran. I prayed that it was only one and prepared for the attack. 
The three of us took one step after another, distancing ourselves further from the TARDIS. I wished the Sontaran faced its back to us, but it didn’t want to be vulnerable. Instead, he walked beside us, gun in hand.
I suddenly felt glad that I had accompanied them. Clara wouldn’t have known what to do in this situation, lacking the knowledge I possessed. And my father could trully use my help as he made himself the target.
‘Go for the neck’ I told myself as I had countless times before. Like when I woke from a nightmare involving these very creatures. Like when I went through various scenarious in my head to remind myself that I wasn’t completely defenseless.
And I certainly wasn’t. I clung on to the sonic screwdriver like it was a dagger. I knew where their weak spot was. I just had to be accurate on my aim.
In what seemed like a nonchalant gesture, the Doctor linked his arm with Clara’s. I knew it was the signal I needed. I took action.
My hearts were already racing, but I moved. Shoving all his weight against the big mass that was the Sontaran, my father momentarily threw it slightly off balance. The gun went off into the distance, away from us. Knowing he would look after Clara, I went for my target. 
“Run!” I yelled as I stabbed the sonic screwdriver against the Sontaran’s neck.
Before I could determinte if the hit on the probic vent was well-aimed, I made for my own escape. Even if that one was taken care of, there might be others.
Running at top speed, we headed back to the safety of the spaceship.
-
The three of us rushed into the TARDIS, as my father slammed the door behind us. I on turn moved to the controls and quickly pressed buttons to bring us back. I pulled the required lever, causing the time machine to make its characteristic noise, while I turned to the Doctor.
“That was a close one, wasn’t it?” He grinned in spite of it all, making me roll my eyes at him.
“We made it, though!” Clara smiled back, though I ignored her when her kind brown eyes fell on me.
I averted my gaze, noticing myself shaking from head to toe. I still clutched the sonic screwdriver so tightly that my knuckles turned white and my fingers hutrt.
As the TARDIS slightly moved, its owner approached me and rested a hand on my arm. I tried to hide the fact that I was breathing heavily.
“Are you alright, Y/N?” His eyes briefly moved to the other girl, then returning to me when he confirmed that Clara was unharmed.
“Am I alright?” I shook him off me and sighed to calm myself. “You know nothing about me, do you, dad?”
I could feel the tension that arose in the tight space, and I could fell all eyes on me as well. However, I ignored Clara’s presence and defiantly held the Doctor’s glance.
“What’s the problem, Y/N?”
“What’s the problem?” I repeated in outrage. “Are you taking the piss?”
He glared at me with the disapproving glance of a father. I was honestly surprised he didn’t lecture me for my language.
“I’m going to get some fresh air” Clara awkwardly muttered as she left the TARDIS once we were back home.
“The problem is that nothing has changed!” I replied, not paying attention to the girl leaving. “How could it?”
“Honestly, I don’t understand…” My father seemed utterly oblivious.
“Why am I here? You’re doing fine on your own with all these human companions!”
“While I enjoy their company, I’m with them because you left!”
“I left because you didn’t want me here, dad!!”
“That’s not true! You didn’t enjoy travelling with me!”
“No, I wasn’t good enough for you! I wasn’t as brave or smart as you, I never was!” I lowered my loud voice until it was barely a whisper. “I just was not… enough”
“Why would you ever think that?” My dad frowned sadly, his voice dripping with regret.
“Because… why else would you push me away like that? Every time I tried to help, to do anything…” I was honestly surprised that he had allowed me to attack that Sontaran. Even if he didn’t really have much of a choice.
“I… I thought it was obvious, Y/N…” His hands fell on my arms, but this time I didn’t push him away since I was too busy trying not to cry. “Because I care about you!”
“What?” I let out a sarcastic chuckle, averting my gaze. “That doesn’t make any sense, genius…”
“I never thought you weren’t enough! I was scared that I might lose you” To ensure I was listening, he gently shook me.
“But you were always telling me off, stepping in and…” I frowned, shaking my head as I tried to wrap my head around it.
“I only ever wanted to protect you, darling… The thought of any harm coming to you broke my heart” My father let out a soft chuckle. “Well, hearts”
He grinned, quite possibly in a peace offering. The corners of my lips twitched, but I didn’t allow myself to smile. 
“Then why take me with you?” I thought back to all those times we had travelled together when I was younger, where I had learned everything that I knew. Because he taught me. “Why not leave me on Earth, where I would be safe?” 
“I couldn’t simply abandon you, dear” Although hesitantly, his hand held my own. “And to be honest, I couldn’t stay away from you” 
I sniffed when tears gathered in my eyes. The look of utter love he dedicated me moved me to my core. His eyes were drenched in concern, protectiveness and fondness. And of the pride a father felt for a daughter. 
“Dad...” I uttered, even if my voice sounded hoarse. 
“I must confess, I did not go to that planet for Clara” He gave my hand a gentle squeeze. “I was just looking for an excuse to see you and bring you along” 
I suddenly chuckled myself, earnign a confused look from him.
“That sounds like you” I rubbed my eye to wipe my tears. “Go on a little adventure, while you’re at it?” 
“Well, yeah...” My father smiled saddly. “Perhaps that too” 
I suddenly felt a pang of pain in my chest. But how was I to know what was on his complicated mind? How could I see on my own that he was always trying to protect me? That he missed me despite my bitterness? 
“I’m sorry...” It didn’t fix all the years I refused to talk to him, but I supposed it was a start. “I didn’t know, I just...” 
“I know” His arms wrapped around me, and I let him. “I’m sorry too” 
We hugged each other, feeling like, for the first time in years, we understood one another. He had just been scared, but wasn’t good at saying it. And I was enough, I just didn’t realize. In fact, I had been more than enough for him all along.
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