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#little did i know that i’d be this damn lucky to have a gf that has the same hobby as me 🥺💖
itshyuka · 7 months
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I think I'll use this little guy as an emoji 🦜
First off!! What did you think of do it like that? It still hasn't grown on me 😭
This is gonna be a long ask 😬
How did you get covid?? Glad to know you're better now!!
What courses you failed? Was it because it was hard or it was getting too much? I think I'll become a villain if/when I fail 🦔
That talk about immune system reminded me of a cousin who was working in a kindergarten and she was telling about the kids coughing in hers and the teachers face 😭
Didn't know you are from Australia!! The accent is everything! I hope that in the future I can visit there, after I (hopefully) graduate and start working.
True!! Life truly is full of surprises
My crushing life always sabotages me!! For real. So the first one is from my class 😶 and he's super smart, really cute and is into this one thing that I'm really into too!! How fantastic! But after watching him I saw that he wears a ring and after, you know, some stalking yeah he's definitely taken.
The 2nd one is from another course. Now, I remember seeing him during the first week there and thinking damn he's really cute!! After making some friends in class this other girl, my colleague, was talking about her crush on him to our group slsjskks and I was like well not like I was gonna make a move anyway. But!!! Turns out he's taken too 🫠
There's probably a lot other more, there's this one so far I have only seen twice, at the bus stop. He wears glasses /actually all three of them do!!/ And god such a cutie, no idea if he's taken or not, but with the way my lucky works if he's not he's gonna be soon. All the guys I end up liking get a gf after some time.
Don't know if this is worth noting, I feel like a teenager but I'm actually over 21, and definitely a late bloomer, still waiting to bloom!
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hahaha that’s okay, love a long ask in this house 😌 also ahhhh i'm so sorry this is like a 3 month old ask HAHAHAHHA
anyway to summarise really quickly! do it like that was okay, it wasn't my favourite. the recent collab though! that's a bop. also i think i got COVID on the flight back home from a holiday asjdfh it affected me for like a solid two weeks after i recovered as well 💀 also yes to loving the australian accent hasfjkashjkf i love having it even if mine isn't the strongest.
i completely failed one of my tax courses and then i bungled a finance exam or two hahahahahah it was all becoming too much at this point bc i KNEW i didn’t want to be an accountant anymore, so my motivation to study was blah. but i’d already committed 4 years, what was one extra year…. so i decided to just finish it and move on to a masters 🥲
ANYWAY THE IMPORTANT PART!!! I saw your update about ring guy being actually married which sucks but oh well. it's always the cute guys that are already taken zzzz HOW ARE ALL THE OTHERS????? I'M IN NEED OF UPDATES 💖 also it's okay to be a late bloomer!! i wish i was single more in my early 20s askdjfh (but i feel like that also comes from a wacky place of privilege to some.... maybe...... either way wholesome authentic friendships are also AMAZING relationships too!!!! i'm only now realising how important friends are to me vvv late in the game)
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sunatooru · 3 years
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I crave violence 🌚
May I have Kyotani, Iwaizumi, Daichi, and Kuroo react to some scrub hitting in their gf even though she’s telling the scrub that she’s happily taken? I wanna see em be scary/overprotective 😆
Thank you for requesting my violence enthusiast 😂 I hope these are good enough and let me know xx
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Warning: f!reader, can be pre/post time-skip, creepy guy bothering you and gets close, reader talks back a little, swearing I guess
Part 2 - Bokuto and Atsumu
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Kyotani
* He left for a single minute and a guy was already bothering you
* “Listen sweet cheeks, I think we’d look really good together.” The weirdo smirks and you grimace at his words
* “I have a boyfriend. Please go away.” You roll your eyes but that doesn’t stop him
* “Yeah? I don’t see him here. Come on baby, let’s go grab a drink.” The guy gets closer to you and you quickly take a step back
* “Get out of her face, before I break yours.” You hear a growl
* You turn and watch your boyfriend glare at the guy, his nose scrunched up as he bares his teeth
* “She told you to leave. Why the fuck are you still here?” He walks up to the guy, maintaining eye contact and pushing you behind him gently
* “I said, why the fuck are you still here?” He grits, the lines in his forehead stressed until the guy walks away
* He continues to watch the guy, ready to yell if he decides to turn around
* Fortunately the guy doesn’t and you softly pull at your boyfriends jacket
* “Ken... he’s gone now.” You grab his attention
* “I’m not leaving you alone ever again. Idiots think they’re in your league..fuck off.” He grunts and wraps his arm around your waist
* The rest of the day he keeps you close, growling at anyone who stares too long at you
Iwaizumi
* he was literally only a few steps from you when he saw a guy start talking to you
* “You’re a real beauty, you know. You’ll look much better in my bed though.” The guy smirks at you, slightly brushing his hand over your shoulder.
* “Thanks, my boyfriend thinks so too. And no thanks, I prefer my own bed.” You screw your face at him and look away, hoping the guy will leave
* “Boyfriend huh? I’m sure he wouldn’t mind sharing.” You have to stop yourself vomiting as his breath hits you
* “The only thing he’ll share with you is gum..” the guy looks at you annoyed, ready to step closer until his shoulder gets pulled back
* “Don’t even try it.” You smile when you hear your boyfriend
* “Touch her and I’ll break your arm.” He warns, stepping in front of you and cracking his neck
* He rolls his sleeves up and eyes the guy, clenching his jaw and pushing the guy away harshly
* “Leave right now before you end up on the ground.” His deep voice ripples and the guy scurries off
* “Baby, are you okay? Did he do anything?” He checks you before glancing back
* “Haji, I’m fine. He was so gross, thank god you came.” You hug him tightly and he kisses your forehead
* “Hmm, good thing I was here but I think I’ll teach you some self defence for when I’m not, okay?” He gives you a kiss
* The next day he gives you a lesson on self defence and shows you men’s weaknesses, letting you hit him because ‘he can take it’
Daichi
* It was date night and Daichi was running a little late, so you found a bench and waited quietly until some guy decided to give you unwelcome company
* “What’s a pretty girl like you doing all alone, looking that good.” The guy whistles and you pretend you didn’t hear him
* “Hey! I’m talking to you. Come on, why don’t we have some fun and head to mine?” You sigh when the guy takes a seat next to you
* “Listen, I have a boyfriend who is really amazing. So, can you like, go away.”
* “Why don’t you ask nicely?” The guy leans into you and you quickly push him away
* “Hey!” You both look towards the booming voice
* Your boyfriend stalks towards the two of you, knuckles turning white as he forms fists
* “Move away from her right now. And I’m asking nicely.” He stares down at the guy, eyes locked onto the creeps’
* “Relax man” the guy laughs but it’s not funny
* Daichi pulls the guys shirt and moves him away from you
* He holds your hand and narrows his eyes at the guy
* “I’ve been told I have strong hands. Want to confirm it for me?” He questions the guy, raising his hand to show off his pronounced veins
* The guy mutters a ‘whatever’ and leaves you two alone
* “I’m so sorry I’m late. I got a little held up but I promise it won’t happen again.” He cups your hands and apologises, kissing your cheek and begging with his eyes to forgive him
* “Babe, you’re not that late, don’t worry. You made it in time to get that guy to leave so bonus points!” You wrap your arm around his and walk together
* “Next time, I’m picking you up from your house. Can’t have weird men making you uncomfortable...” he pats your head as you make your way to your date
Kuroo
* You came into the room together with Kuroo, sat at the same table, only separated when your friend called you but this guy was totally oblivious when he approached you
* “Never seen you around here before. Why don’t you come and have a seat at my table?” The guy smiles and you shake your head politely
* “Oh, I came here with my boyfriend and I’m sitting with him already.”
* “Really? You’re not just lying about having a boyfriend, are you? Come on, you’re really hot and I’d love to get to know you.” The guy tries again and you fake smile as you explain to him again
* “My boyfriend will be coming back soon and I don’t think you should stay here any longer.”
* “Come on-“
* “Is there a problem?” You feel Kuroo’s hand on your lower back, his voice an octave lower than usual as he speaks
* “I’ve watched you harass my girl for a while now. Don’t you think you’re a little brave, hitting on someone well above your weight?” Kuroo raises his eyebrows and glares down at the guy
* “You’re lucky there’s a crowd because I’d really love to show you why you shouldn’t bother women who clearly aren’t interested.” He clicks his tongue, looking at the guy from top to bottom
* “Bother her again and you’ll deal with me. Now go and take your seat.” He gives the guy a hard pat on his shoulder and takes you away
* “Damn baby, can’t even leave you alone to go pee, without some guy trying to steal you.” He huffs, pulling out your chair then taking his seat
* “Please, he would never steal me. Thank you Tetsu, he was really weird.” He grips your hand tight
* “It’s nothing. Just got to protect what’s mine.” He winks, kissing your hand, smirking
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sleepysnk · 3 years
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here is the sequel to jaegerbomb is streaming! i hope you all enjoy ♡!
Jaegerbomb Has a Guest
Pairings: Streamer!Eren Jaeger x Fem!Reader
Warnings: cursing, small nsfw mention if you squint
part one.
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"Fuck! Oh my god bro,"
Eren leaned back in his chair seeing that he just died again in the game he was playing. He had lost for the third time and he was getting extremely annoyed, a few people in the chat were telling him he was okay and he didn't need to get mad; but it was Eren.. he always got mad.
He grabbed his controller before looking at the chat. "What are you guys up to right now?" he asked. 
Eren put his attention back onto the screen, entering another round of the game he was playing. 
He pressed a few buttons on the controller and scanned his eyes over the targets he had to kill, it was a zombie game everyone was suggesting and he couldn't get past this certain round. It was pissing him off.
He started to press the buttons at a quicker pace but unfortunately, he died again. 
Eren slammed the controller onto his desk. "Bro what the fuck! This shit makes no sense, I'm done. Wack ass game," he said, rubbing his temples. 
He looked over at the chat to see people messaging him.
jaegerist3452: eren just lay off for a bit
iloveeren_: eren is mad again guys
erensimp43: damn it ain't that hard
jaegerbombfan20: better luck next time eren!
He sighed, "It is hard what do you mean? Man.. you don't even know," he said before shaking his head. 
A knock came from the door, Eren averted his attention to where his bedroom door was; he heard it open a bit and saw his girlfriend standing in the doorway. 
"Is everything okay?" she asked in a whisper. 
Eren removed one of the earmuffs to hear her better. "Huh? Oh, yeah I'm fine baby." 
She rocked on her heels. "You were yelling really loud and I thought you were mad," she giggled. 
He smiled a bit, "Nah don't worry.." he replied before looking back over at the chat. 
jaegerist45: who was that eren?
iloveeren1010: who were u calling baby?
erensbiggestfan1083: you guys heard that too?
jaegerist3452: omg do u have a gf?
jaegerbombfan20: wait.. weren't u dating that y/n girl? or weren't u talking?
Eren chuckled a bit, "Yeah I have a girlfriend guys.. but I don't think I want to make it known just yet who she is because I don't know if she's comfortable with that," he replied.
He looked over to see (Y/N)'s head cocked to the side. "Do they know?" she asked in a whisper. 
He shook his head, "She's pretty amazing though," he added with a grin. 
erensimp34: wait then what happened to y/n?
jaegerist45: why should it matter? maybe they stopped talking
jaegerbombfan20: idk it's just weird.. she was always in his streams and now she isn't.
iloveeren1010: they probably just faded maybe i dunno
Eren was getting amusement from the chat, it was true that (Y/N) had stopped coming to streams; it was because she lived with Eren now and she was his girlfriend. 
"I dunno what happened to (Y/N).. she and I don't talk very much," he replied, running his fingers through his hair. 
(Y/N) rolled her eyes playfully, Eren was such a sick bastard for that. 
jaegerist45: oh shit 
erensimp43: well damn, i guess shit happens 
jaegerbombfan20: awe :(( omg 
"Yeah I dunno.. but don't worry guys, I bet she's doing well," he smirked, his eyes flickering up at her. 
Eren streamed for another 30 minutes before he decided to get off and chill with (Y/N), he didn't stream as long as before because he wanted to spend time with her. 
"Babe!" Eren yelled as he exited his bedroom. 
He found (Y/N) sitting at the kitchen table, she was on her phone. Her attention averted towards Eren, "Hi baby," she said.
He came over and kissed her head. "Hi princess.. what are you up to?" he asked, nodding his head. 
She sighed, "Not much, I'm just on Instagram. Did you finish your stream?" she asked. 
Eren went towards the fridge and grabbed a water bottle. "Yeah I did.. I wanted to spend some time with you," he replied, taking a sip of the cold drink.
She smiled a bit, "You don't have to babe, really. But I meant to ask," she said. "Are you ever going to tell your fans about me?"
Eren twisted the cap back onto his water bottle. "Yeah.. I just wanted to make sure you were okay with it. I remember you told me that you wanted things to be private, so I respected that."
(Y/N) remembers at the beginning of their relationship when she told Eren about the privacy thing. She was still in college and she didn't want a huge amount of people rushing to her and asking about Eren, it made her feel shy and a little anxious. 
"I mean.. maybe we can be a little more public, you know?" she said, chewing her lip. 
Eren nodded, "Don't worry about it baby, I'll make it known that we're dating." he replied. 
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Eren was up streaming at the moment, he was playing Minecraft and his fans were enjoying the way Eren kept yelling if there was a creeper or a zombie nearby.
"Fuck y'all who decided that hardcore was a good idea, I am gonna have a heart attack," he said, his eyes narrowing a few times while staring at the screen. 
He looked at the chat then back at the screen, his mind was too occupied with the thought of dying in the game than answering questions. 
He didn't even notice (Y/N) walk in. 
She was leaning against the wall, she was surprised seeing her boyfriend so focused on a game. It was different than seeing it on a stream, it was kind of cute.
His eyes flickered up, he jumped a bit seeing her there. "Shit.. babe, what are you doing here? I didn't even hear you," he asked, putting his hand on his chest. 
She walked over quietly, "Are you busy?" she asked. 
He looked at her, "Uh not really, I'm just streaming and playing some Minecraft. Why? Is something wrong beautiful?" 
A few people in the chat began to send in messages. 
jaegerist3452: ooo eren's girl is here
jaegerbombfan20: we should meet her eren!
iloveeren1010: can we meet her Eren? 
erensimp43: did u guys see how soft his face got when she showed up? THAT WAS SO CUTE.
iloveeren_: that's so cute, can we see her eren? PLEASEEEE
He looked towards the screen. "I would love to introduce her guys, but I dunno if she's ready. She's a little shy," he replied, smiling at (Y/N).
She giggled a bit, "I'm not that shy! I'm just a little awkward.." she whispered. 
Eren chuckled, "I mean.. they somewhat know you," he whispered.
She rolled her eyes playfully. "Maybe it is time Eren.." she mumbled, looking away from him. 
He shook his head, "Do you guys really want to meet my girl? No gross shit! I'll block you," he said, looking at the camera. 
jaegerist3452: YESSSS
erensimp43: i'd love to see her
jaegerbombfan20: of course eren!
jaegerist45: i'm down i guess
bigerensimp292: sure!!!
Eren muted his mic before walking over to (Y/N). "Are you sure you want to baby? You don't have to," he asked, cupping her cheek. 
She fidgeted with her fingers. "I do but.. what if they make fun of me? I don't even think they know what I look like.." she mumbled. 
Eren tilted her chin upwards. "Princess.. you are stunning, okay? If anyone is rude to you I will whoop their ass," he said. "Okay? You'll only be there for a few seconds."
(Y/N) took a deep breath. "Okay.." she whispered. 
He leaned down to kiss her cheek. "I'll go turn off my camera and then I'll have you sitting on my lap, okay?" he said before making his way towards his setup.
"Okay!" she replied. 
Eren sat down in his chair. "Hold on a sec you guys.. I gotta get the special lady ready," he said, turning off the camera. 
iloveeren1010: this is exciting OMG
erensbiggestfan1083: why do i feel like he's gonna bring an animal in or something
jaegerbombfan20: she's lucky 
jaegerist3452: eren hurry ur ass up i wanna see her
(Y/N) stood in front of Eren, her heart thumped in her chest. "I'm really nervous.." she said, chewing her bottom lip.
Eren held her hand, "Come here.. just take a seat." he said, patting his lap. 
She positioned herself onto his lap, Eren adjusted her legs and kissed her head. "Here we go.." she whispered. 
Eren fixed his mic, "Alright.. no rude shit, okay? If I catch any of you horny fuckers saying something I'll block you," he said. 
(Y/N) watched Eren turn the camera on, she could see herself on his other monitor. "Hi.." she said, waving a little bit. 
Eren kissed her cheek lovingly. "This is my girlfriend.. (Y/N)." 
The chat suddenly began blowing up with messages. 
jaegerbombfan20: OMG OMG IT'S Y/N!!!!
jaegerist3452: I FUCKING KNEW IT OMGGGG
iloveeren1010: she's so pretty Eren!!!
jaegerist45: well would u look at that, you got a winner Eren
erensimp43: AWWW Y/N IS SO CUTE HOLY SHIT
erenswife4938: i had a feeling it was her but u guys are so adorable 🥺🥺
(Y/N) giggled as she read the messages. "Thank you guys," she said, a smile forming onto her face. 
Eren drew circles into her thigh. "Yeah she's amazing.. I'm so glad I found her," he said, leaning his head by the crook of her neck. "Be nice okay guys? She's a little shy," he added. 
jaegerist3452: i love this so much 
erensbiggestfan1083: what a simp
iloveeren1010: i shipped it so much from the beginning! i'm so happy for you Eren!!
jaegerist45: GO ERENNN
jaegerbombfan20: eren she's so pretty
Eren looked at his girlfriend. "They think you're pretty babe," he said, smiling. 
She felt her cheeks growing warm. "Thank you guys, really." she replied. 
Eren snuggled her body closer to his, the warmth radiated onto her skin. "She is really pretty.. she's the prettiest girl I've ever seen," he said. 
A smile formed onto her features from his words. Eren was always a sweet guy, he always had ways of making her feel like a princess. 
jaegerist3452: how do u feel about y/n?
"Babe you got a question," she said, nudging his arm.
Eren leaned up a bit to read the question, his eyes narrowing a bit. 
"How do I feel about (Y/N)? Shit.. do you wanna know?" he asked, his eyes averting up towards his girlfriend. 
A bunch of people began spamming yes. Eren decided to answer the question.
"Well being honest.. she's the most amazing thing that's ever happened to me. I usually don't go after fans but she was different, I couldn't ask for a better person in my life, I love (Y/N) so much, she doesn't even know how much she means to me. I'm convinced she's my soulmate.." he said, his heart hammering in his chest. 
(Y/N) smiled, she felt like she could cry from what he said. 
jaegerbombfan20: that is so cute 🥺
jaegerist3452: AWWWW
erensimp43: that's so adorable OMG <3
"I love you.." Eren said, looking up at (Y/N).
She put her arms around his neck. "I love you more baby.." she replied, pecking his lips. 
He smiled, his eyes were full of love and happiness. "You make me so happy.. I'm convinced you're my soulmate," he said. 
She cupped his cheek, "You're definitely the one for me Eren.." she whispered. 
He peppered her face with kisses, laughter began to escape her mouth when his lips touched the skin of her face. 
"But yeah guys.. this is my girlfriend," Eren said, a smile on his face. 
erenfan3281: do u dick her down good?
"Okay that's where I end the stream! Goodnight guys!" Eren said before clicking the button to end the stream. 
(Y/N) giggled a bit, "Was that necessary?" she asked. 
He looked at her, "Duh! That's weird to ask.." he mumbled. 
She leaned her head onto his shoulder. "It is weird.. but you do dick me down good," she said, a smirk forming onto her features. 
Eren raised a brow, "Oh? Is that so? I knew I always did." 
She hit his arm playfully. "Shush! But since your stream is over.. Can we cuddle up? I missed you.." she asked, a pout obvious on her lips. 
Eren took off his headset. "Of course we can princess," he replied, kissing her head. He tapped her thigh, "Go lay down and I'll join you in a sec," he added. 
(Y/N) stood up and stretched a bit, she heard a few of her joints cracking as she moved her body around. She made her way to the bed and lied down on the sheets.
Eren turned off his computer and walked to the bed where she was, he smiled seeing the way her body was spread on his bed; the sight made his heart swell. He lied down next to her, opening his arms which she gladly leaned into. 
"Eren..?" she said, her voice in a whisper. 
He looked down, "What's up?" he asked.
"I love you.." 
"I love you more beautiful.."
tagging: @levithestripper
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chidoroki · 3 years
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TPN - “Dreams Come True”
What better way to cheer up the TPN fandom after the second season’s final episode than with the special exhibition chapter finally being fully translated. I caught glimpses of a few pages here and there over the past couple months but seeing all the children live happily together in the human world in their own little village that they made close to Emma and Alex warms my heart. Of course I would’ve loved if we got to see more of the GP Resistance (because the anime denied us of them) but following the GF kids around the world as they experience their dreams is fair enough. We started the series alongside them so might as well finish strong with them too. I really loved seeing everyone grow up but no matter how old they get or how much time passes, I’ll probably never get used to seeing Emma without her iconic “63194.” It’s a bittersweet feeling for me, but her smiles bring me so much joy and I’m beyond happy that she accepted everyone into her life as they accepted her without her memories.
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I haven’t a clue on how much time passed since everyone found Emma in ch181 to now, but seeing her call out everyone’s names is a little detail that I love so much considering she had no idea who anyone was at first. Trying to remember 60+ names doesn’t seem like an easy task to me. No doubt I was just as shocked as our girl upon learning these mere children bought a goddamn plane! We learn in a couple pages that it’s because of Norman’s company that they can afford it, but still, he’s like 15 or 16 now? He’s still a child! And I’m impressed! Not only at him, but that Oliver and Violet became pilots as well! It’s especially cute when you remember that Lucas gave Oliver a little toy plane during their time at Goldy Pond.
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Speaking of GP, is it just me or does Emma’s current outfit resemble her GP one just a little bit? Sure we have no idea what color scheme this one has but come on, the short jacket, the dark shirt and jeans.. just imagine it! Jemima, Yvette, Alicia and Mark remade Gillian’s original GP outfit sometime before the Grace Field Raid arc (ch137 extra page) so I don’t doubt they could’ve done the same for Emma. Of course that’s just me being completely hopeful and missing the Goldy Pond arc to death but yeah! I’m also so happy to see Chris up and moving again! Seeing him wake up briefly in ch181 was nice but this is so much better. I imagine he and Emma have a lot to catch up on in terms of stories, with him being unconscious since ch105 and Emma not remembering anything.
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But here we go, the original 15 escapees plus Norman, Phil, Sherry, I believe I saw Carol somewhere and a couple other random kiddos ready to see the entire world. They get to accomplish so much.. and in a single day too I believe? At least that’s what Phil and Alicia say a bit later about everyone’s wishes, but aahh what a lucky bunch. Hell, I’ll say we’re lucky readers too to be able to see such a great story. Can’t thank Shirai and Demizu enough y’all. I wish we got to see more of Alex though. He’s such a kind soul but I’m sure he’ll be just fine staying behind with everyone else.
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This entire page where we learn about Norman as a CEO is gold. I still can’t believe this child successfully built up an entire multipurpose company not only to help their search for Emma but also because he didn’t want to live off the Ratri clan. I wish I knew about this last week when writing out Norman’s birthday post because hell yeah this deserves some praise! AND he managed to graduate school as well during all that! Well, by skipping grades which totally makes sense. I mean, if he managed to pass all the Grace Field and Lambda tests effortlessly I’m sure normal human world school was a piece of cake for him. Holy shit dude, keep on impressing me why don’t ya. Not only him but Nigel and Sonya too! I’m not surprised that Vincent helped out but I’m glad those two got a tiny moment to shine as well! Ray is another obvious choice when it comes to helping Norman, as they’re best friends and he’s always been good with machines.. but boy, I can’t take you seriously when you’re just sitting there unamused and eating chips! Hahah I love him so much! And the fact he replies to Norman’s idea with just a simple “kay” is an eternal mood.
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Okay boys aside, can we talk about our fabulous girls now? Because oh my god, they’re so darn beautiful! They’re more fashionable than I’ll ever be and it’s so cute how they drag Emma along to take advantage of the 3-for-1 deal. But our girl pulls off that sporty look so well! (r.i.p. goldy pond outfit ver2.0). I’m not at all surprised that Nat wanted to go see the opera. That's perfect for him and I’d like to think the anime did something similar with that one shot we see of him in the human world. We don’t see him in a theater like this but to me it looks like he’s on the streets of Broadway? At least that’s the vibe I get from it. I’m sure there was something music related on one of those signs.
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I can’t get over how adorable all the children look and how happy they are fulfilling their wishes, even if some of them aren’t as extravagant as others. Like eating a fluffy pancake and a ton of ice cream? We can do that whenever we want. But for these kids, it means everything and they absolutely deserve to experience such simple joys like that after all the harsh nonsense they’ve been through. I also love how Ray continues to be such a great older brother by still looking out for them too. The fact he remains completely unfazed by the haunted house is perfect. This boy has been haunted by his own nightmares and demons his entire life, there’s no way a couple of lousy jump scares are gonna spook him. Though I do find it funny that Alicia and Rossi still manage to get scared while Yvette is having the time of her life. I can’t help but laugh at Thoma’s “Shirai face” as well.
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I find it interesting that out of all the different kinds of exhibits they could’ve shown us while Rossi visits a museum, they give us dinosaurs.. like that seems so silly to me. Y’all have seen several demons in your young lives already and yet dinosaurs manage to amaze you too? God these kids are precious. And then our boy Phil finally gets to see and ride a train! Just look how happy he is! The poor kid can’t even sit still he’s so darn excited and I can’t help but smile with him! Thankfully the anime showed us this too.
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We eventually get to Ray’s wish and guys.. oh my fucking god. Tell me that this is not the absolute best and prettiest smile we get to see from him!! It honestly leaves me speechless okay? Ray never imagined he would ever get to see the outside world, let alone live past the age of 12, and yet here he is, seeing such a beautiful sight such as this, right in front of him instead of from inside a book. You can’t believe how happy and proud of him I am right now. Did you see how ecstatic I was when the anime kept Isabella alive? Multiply that feeling by ten and there ya go. That’s my level of happiness upon seeing my favorite boy smile like THAT! AAHHH!! That panel is gonna live rent free in my head until the end of time. I can’t get over how damn perfect it is. His smile is so pure and how he looks like he’s in complete awe is beautiful. He’s about to burst into tears and I swear I might do the same because I’m making myself emotional over this fantastic boy. Someone hold me.
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No seriously, hold me because we’re about to get into some angst as we move onto to Emma’s wish. We all know that ever since 2039 her one dream was to ride a giraffe once they got outside, so here we are, about ten years later and the animals in question are within reach. Our girl should be totally excited, right? Ha, not quite.
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That wish was something the old Emma wanted, but since demon god had to be such a bastard, this Emma doesn’t know what to think, let alone what to even feel. She hasn’t experienced the same hardships as her family. She hasn’t gone through hell and back while holding onto that one wish that would make all the suffering worth it. The amount of joy everyone else felt upon living out their dreams, she wonders if she would be able to feel it too.
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They brought her here to make her happy, but is this truly want she wants as well? This is old Emma’s wish after all. What about her and what she wants? Could this wish make her just as happy as her old self? She knows her family is only trying to help, but seeing her doubt herself does a number on my heart. Even without her memories, she’s still the same Emma deep down, as she doesn’t want to disappoint her family. She spends so much time worrying about living up to her family’s expectations, to try and be that Emma they all love so dearly.
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Little does she know that she acts the exact same as usual, almost as if nothing has changed when she finally expresses how much she wants to ride a giraffe. And that’s great considering when they first arrived at the giraffes, no on had even mentioned riding them. She came across that feeling all on her own and everyone else can’t help but laugh and feel relieved. Her mind may have forgotten but her heart remembers everything. There is no “old Emma” and “new Emma” to her family, just “Emma” and words can’t express how wholesome that is because they love her regardless. All that matters to them is Emma’s happiness because if anyone deserves to feel and experience that, it’s her.
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I just made myself tear up, damn it. I started this series with season one okay? I heard about this precious girl’s dream within the first minute of the first episode and here I am, a little bit over two years later, finally reading about it coming true and seeing that bright as hell smile on her face. Do you know how amazing it is to come full circle like that? My heart feels so full right now. I’m beyond proud of her and love her to death. Say what you want but I believe this to be the true manga ending in my eyes.
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(damn this series for always getting me emotional)
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i-growl-growl-growl · 3 years
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Could you do a Yandere nct reaction to how would be the first kiss with their s/o
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I took over and finished this one.
~Ahreum Rhea
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Taeil: “Jagiya, you didn’t flinch away this time! That means you get to have a reward, isn’t that nice? See? When you do good and please me, you’ll be rewarded. I rather enjoyed that kiss- I think I’ll have another grabs you by your waist and steals a deep and longer kiss. Ahh, that hit the spot. Wouldn’t you agree..?”
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Taeyong: “I knew you wouldn’t be able to resist for too long. Surprisingly, you’ve been able to go far longer than any other girl- that’s one of the things I like about you despite it being irritating as fuck. Nothing a good punishment couldn’t handle, but I digress. Most girls would’ve been on my dick the first night, but you aren’t most girls, though. That’s why you’re my kitten and mine alone. No one else will ever have you.”
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Johnny: “Mmm, you’re a better kisser than I thought, y/n, that was pretty damn good. You don’t practice with anyone do you? Good, because your lips don’t need to touch some low life punk who just wants to get his dick wet. You’re too good for that. Trust me, y/n, there are way too many guys out there like that. You don’t have to worry about that with me, I’ll keep my little one safe from all harm forehead/ head kiss.” 
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Yuta: “Mm you taste so sweet, babe. I could just eat you up- if you’re good that is he licks up your neck ; ). I’m kidding! Sorta. Lets go for a french kiss next! I wanna taste you some more. Maybe I will just eat you up after all pulls you close. I’d love to just bend you over this counter and fuck your brains out, though. Hmm, maybe later…”
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Kun: “Lovely, just like you. Sweet, innocent, cute, and warm. That’s you, y/n. I’m glad to be sharing this moment with you. Pulls you close I can’t imagine you falling into someone else’s hands, only to have your heart torn apart. I would never allow such a thing. For you to be hurt, I mean. Anyways, why don’y you move in with me? It’ll be great, you’ll see..”  
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Doyoung: “I was waiting for the moment when you’d want to kiss me. I was almost worried that you’d chosen someone else…Hm? Yeah, I’m fine, I’m just happy is all. What did you want to ask me? You want to be my gf? Really? I’m glad you asked! I’d be the happiest man in the world!”
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Ten: “Fine like wine, y/n. You’re a damn good kisser! Its about time you came around, I was seriously starting to think you liked Taeyoung- I know how often you two talk. No? Good then. Be my girlfriend and kiss me again, ok? I don’t believe that you really want me all to yourself yet.” 
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Jaehyun: “Took longer than I expected, but it was worth the wait since it’s you. It’s a small step forward in the right direction and I expect to receive more kisses from now on, understand? That’s why you’re mine, babygirl. To love me and let me love you back. Other women wish they could be in your place. As a reward, you can sit on me lap and kiss me more.”
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WinWin: “Honestly, everyday I wonder how I became so lucky as to have you right here with me. Despite having to keep you locked up, you still gave me a kiss willingly. That just proves that you love me, y/n. I’m glad you realize that now. Maybe we can finally be the perfect couple that I’ve dreamed of us being.”
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Jungwoo: As he pulls back looking into your eyes “you’ve got the most beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen, and I see myself in them. You’re the only one I want and I’m sure. What I felt just now proves that my heart wasn’t lying and I know you felt it too. I’m glad we can finally be together now. Lets go ho- to my place, I mean..I-it’s getting late.” 
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Lucas: Smirk “Wow, babe. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you were waiting for that kiss just as long as I was. Why are you being so affectionate all of a sudden? Has my baby gotten needy for daddy?? Good! You deserve a reward, for that, babygirl. I’ll give you pleasure beyond your imagination bites lip.” 
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Mark: “Mmm chuckles as he pulls back your kiss is heart warming..you make me feel things I’ve never felt before. You’ve had my heart for a while now, but I want yours. I knew I wanted you from the moment I saw you but now I want something more. Grabs your hand and pulls you close Be my gf, y/n.” 
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Xiaojun: Is silent for a moment as he stares into your eyes, a soft look in his own. He gently brushes your cheek with the back of his hand, seemingly mesmerized. “Y/n, no one has ever kissed me before. That was..very nice. It’s getting dark, why don’t we go to my place and watch movies? Maybe we could do this again. Of course I’ll be your bf- I’ve been waiting for this moment..” (girl/boy, run). 
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 Hendery: Smirks “you know, I was gonna torture you if you didn’t kiss me soon, right? It’s a good thing you decided when you did or else our first kiss would have been bloody. Oh no, don’t be scared- you’ve done exactly what I wanted you to do. Now you’ll get a reward! Your family and friends are off limits, but maybe I’ll take you out on a little date for a few hours. Give me another kiss, maybe I’ll do it.”
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RenJun: “It’s about time! I was waiting so long for this I thought I’d have to make you kiss me. Though it’s not nearly as much affection as I would like, I’m not gonna spoil the moment. In fact, I’ll return the favor by giving you a glimpse of what’s to come pulls you close with one hand at your lower back and the other supporting your neck, giving you a long and deep kiss that makes you weak in the knees. That’s how I like it he whispers.”
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Jeno: “Mm, that was wonderful, y/n, and you did it all by yourself! I’m glad you’ve finally decided to come around and kiss me. I won’t push you to go any farther with how good you’ve been but you need to do is keep it up, alright? Since you’ve been so good, I’ll let you pick out the movie we get to watch and I’ll order your favorite.” 
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Haechan: “This is by far our best date, y/n. Not only did we have fun all day long, we also got to finish it off with kisses and cuddles- our first kiss at that! To what even better is that you’re good at it. I demand more kisses. Don’t stop until I tell you to or I’ll punish you kisses.”
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Jaemin: “I don’t want this moment to end, y/n. Let’s stay together as bf and gf forever. I’ll always give you kisses and hugs whenever you need them. Just return the affection, though, ok? I don’t want things to turn…aggressive. Oh, and I don’t share- you’re mine and mine alone, so delete y/f/n number. I don’t want you talking to him. I mean it..”
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Yangyang: “Hmm, that was too good. You kiss as if you’ve done this before. Oh, you have? With who? Seriously, him? You won’t be seeing him anymore, y/n. I’m the only one you’ll ever kiss and, if I find out you’ve touched someone else or let them touch you, I’ll strangle them with my bare hands. I might just make you watch, haha!”
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Chenle: “Wah, you’re a good kisser. You must have had practice, huh? No? You sure? Good, cuzz I was gonna say I’d have to deal with someone if they’ve ever kissed you. Only I can do that. You’re mine and mine only, and I’m yours, got it?” 
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(The bunny is so cute I- afggrjgnakgje)
Jisung: “Aww, Jagiya, that was so cute, you tried so hard haha. Was it your first kiss? That’s good, I’m glad to be your first. Don’t worry, you’ll get the hang of it cuzz I’ll teach you every chance I get and, luckily for you, I’m the best kisser ; ). Ah, jagiya, I’m never letting you go pecks.”
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dinogoofy · 3 years
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I'm back darling~ this time I'd love sth for Cassie & her female bestie 😁 bc the xmas is near so Imma give u these prompts: 'I’m a grown adult. I don’t want to take a picture with Santa Claus', 'Hey, want to help me get my parents off my ass about not having a date?'. Have a good day!
Had a ton of fun with this one, hope you enjoy!!!
Cassie Cage x F! Reader
Meeting the parents- I mean, meeting Santa.
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It was a cold, quiet morning in your apartment. You were enjoying a warm cup of coffee in the early hours, a cheezy hallmark move playing on your TV as you try to work yourself into the holiday spirit. It had been a long year. Your phone dings once, but you ignore it, too focused on who was going to marry Santa. When it kept going off you finally checked it with a sigh.
Cassie-lassy
Hey
Hey, can I ask a favor?
Stop watching Christmas movies and answer me
Cassie was your best friend, but you weren't sure if you liked where this was going.
How did you even know that?
Anyway, whats up?
My parents are throwing a Christmas party this week and are hounding my ass about a date.
And?
Do u think u could pretend to be my gf, just for a day? Just to get them to leave me alone.
You almost choked on your coffee when you read the text. Damn, hallmark movie coming true? Your heart fluttered a bit. Cassie was your best friend. You didn't have feelings for her! That was ridiculous. All she needed was a... friend-to-friend favor. Plus, her dad was super rich, they were totally going to have good food.
Sure, when?
Uh, today good?
The lack of planning was exactly what you should've expected from Cassie. You laughed and drug your hands across your face, she was so lucky that you had the day off.
Bleh, ok. Ur dad better have some good food.
U bet ur ass! Pick u up at 6.
You laughed, and slowly picked yourself off the couch. You hoped that you still had an ugly sweater somewhere in your closet.
The time flew by unfortunately fast. You were rushing to gather your things as Cassie at outside in her 1965 red stingray corvette, (with a mako body) you loved that car so much. You couldn't help but geek out everytime you see it, but alas, there was definitely no time for that today. You frantically locked your apartment as you ran down the steps.
"Sorry I'm late!" Cassie laughed as you got in the car, and that awful flutter feeling returned. Oh no. This is not happening.
"Its chill, I doubt Dad will care if we're late to his party anyway." Your eye twitched, smile still wide on your face. You liked to be on time no matter where you were going, and by the look she was giving you you knew that Cassie said that just to annoy you. You rolled your eyes at her as she took off, the rumble of the car's engine instantly calming you.
Damn. You had never seen a house that big. As Cassie rolled through the big gates you continued to gawk at the beautiful architecture.
"I knew your dad was rich but, seeing how rich he is... is..."
"I know right? He moves into a new house almost every 6 months almost. Each one is bigger then the last one." You felt light headed just imagining how it must feel to have so much money. By the time Cassie parked and the two of you walked to the big doors, you could hear people loud and clear inside the house. This was way different then the tiny little Christmas reunions you were used too.
"I might throw an arm around you and call you nicknames a bit to make it seem legit, are you ok with that? I'm already asking a lot by getting you to come with me in the first place, the last thing I want is for you to be uncomfortable." You laughed.
"Cassie it's fine, all that comes with the 'pretend girlfriend' package." She sighs in relief, knocking on the door.
"Just making sure."
The door opens after a few moments, Cassie's mother answering the door, delighted at the sight.
"Cassie you made it just in time! Your dad just got his Ninja Santa costume out of storage. You should- oh, who is this?" You shyly waved, face flushing more from the situation than the cold. You were glad you were already blushing when Cassie links her fingers through your own.
"Mom, this is my girlfriend." Her mom's face lights up, but you would be lying if you said her obvious military posture and build didn't intimidate you. You introduced yourself and shook her hand with your free hand, making sure to shake with a firm grip.
"Its great to meet you. I was wondering when Cassie was going to bring someone home." Cassie sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose as you awkwardly laughed. Her mom, Sonya, invited the two of you in. Your jaw almost dropped at the inside of the house.
The house was incredibly decorated. Wreaths, lights, an army of elves on the shelves, everything you could think of that spoke Christmas. A giant buffet on the right side of the room and a giant tree in the center of it all.
"Holy shit Cas," you wispered, she giggled squeezing your hand.
"I know right. They overdo it every year."
The rest party was amazing. You met many of Cassie's friends and family friends from the special forces. Kids were livey and running around the place. Even though the mansion and beautiful and intimidating, everything seemed to speak family to you. Every once in a while you would catch Cassie staring at you, but she would always wave you off, face flushing. It couldn't be an actual blush though, this was all an act, right?
"Ho ho ho, Ninja Butt-kicker Santa Claus has arrived!" A voice boomed from the center of the room. Adults laughed while children screamed with delight, booking it towards the gaint tree. Cassie sighed in embarrassment.
"I was beginning to wonder when dad would show up." You tried hard not to laugh when you dragged her to the middle of the room, catching a glimpse of her dad's "holiday spirit".
Kids hopped on his lap one by one, telling him what they want for Christmas, and (probably thanks to their parents,) each one was giving the wanted present and a fake ninja-star. You had thought every child was given a present and taken a picture, so surely he was going to "retire" for the night, right?
"Ho ho ho, Santa thinks that one, special little girl has yet to take a picture." He looked straight at Cassie and winked. She immediately recoiled.
"No. No no no. I'm a grown adult, I don't want to take a picture with Santa Claus." Everyone chuckled around the two of you. And Sonya walked over to push her into the center of the room with her dad, camera firm in her hands. Cassie sent an embarrassed look your way as she was forced to sit on Santa's lap.
"And what would you like for Christmas Cassie Cage?" Cassie looked like she wanted to melt away form her spot. Only answering because she had to.
"I don't want anything Da- Santa." Her Dad let out another Jolly, fake laugh.
"Sure you do! Santa knows everything, you know!" He hands her a small box, and winks at her.
"You know what Santa wants for Christmas? Grandkids." The crowd laughed, and your face immediately flushed a dark red, Cassie almost looking the same way. She covered her face as she hopped off her Dad's lap and speedwalked back to you without even opening the box.
The rest of the party went by so fast, and before you knew it, the two of you were walking back to her car in the cold.
"This was a ton of fun cas," She laughed, you wondered if she knew that you were still holding hands.
"Yeah, I'm glad you came with me. Sorry if my parents were a little overbearing." You shrugged, letting her know that it was fine. The silence after was unbearable. You wondered for a moment if you should ask her out. The party was nice, really nice, but it was honestly just because you were 'pretending' to be her girlfriend. You think she might've thought so too. You opened your mouth to speak, but she beat you to it.
"Hey, so, what if we made this whole... 'fake girlfriend' thing, a 'real girlfriend' thing?" You blushed, giving her hand a comforting squeeze.
"I think I'd like that." Her face lit up with a smile, squeezing your hand back. She stuck her hand in her pocket, and looked surprised for a moment, stopping in her tracks to pull out the box from earlier.
"I forgot about this thing."
"Mabye you should open it?" She let go off your hand to gingerly untie the bow, taking the lid off the box and tucking it underneath it. Her face flushed.
"It's mistletoe." Your face flushed in return. So thats what he ment. Cas started to nervously mumble something, closing the lid on the box, but you held a hand over hers before she put it away.
She instantly kissed back when you leaned in to complete the tradition. The gentle moonlight kiss becoming the only Christmas miracle you needed.
You were definitely living in a hallmark movie.
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idylliceden · 4 years
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Can I request hcs how would gom+kagami+himuro react during their gf's first time doing 'the do' ? How would they treat their s/o? 😳🤭if that's too much characters feel free to write the ones you want !!) thank you!!
I already kinda did kagami when i wrote his dating headcanons so i’m just gonna skip him
GOM+ Himuro being their s/o’s first time:
Akashi:
He found out on the spot
Straight up between your legs making out with you, things are getting hot.. and THAT’s when you decide to tell him you’re a virgin
Thankfully he’s well aware of what to do, just teeny bit annoyed cause he could’ve at least brought lube
Will prep you like his life depends on and we all know akashi never does anything half-assed
Experience wise? Doesn’t have much. But he knows what he’s doing
Will take it slow and practically make an evening of it, he mainly studies your expressions to know if he should move or not
Is very proud to be your first, it means alot to him
especially since i see akashi as more of a date for marriage type
Will draw you a bath for aftercare and even ask your preferences for salts and scents
Bitch you’re getting fucked lavishly
Midorima:
Tell him before , do NOT catch him off guard
Studies it
I’m not even joking , he studies it
Even went as far as looking into kama sutra
Probably is a virgin as well , not that he cant get any?? He’s just not into flings and is picky with dating
Wants to ask takao since he has more experience but also doesn’t wanna let takao tease him so he just keeps staring at him angrily
Took a looooong while for midorima to finally ask him and thank god the latter didn’t laugh
Just chuckled and gave him pointers on what to do and NOT to do on their first time
“I suggest keeping it simple and slow, don’t try to experiment too much on your first time, i’d say avoid kink/fetishes till you’re more comfortable with eachother”
Surprisingly takao was very mature with his explanations but midorima still cant help but blush
When it was time to do the DO, baby was very slow and careful
Will probably be worried if you seem like you’re in pain even though he took his time to prep you and used plenty of lube
So both of you will need to reassure eachother
Over all a very wholesome experience, will clean you up, hold you close kissing your forehead and ask if you’re okay before drifting into much needed sleep
Murasakibara:
Probably asked you if you’re a virgin as soon as you got comfortable in the relationship
Definitely fucked before but he cares about you so he’ll just do a quick double check on the way back from school with tatsuya
Knows he’s fucking big and that he needs to take it slow
King of oral lemme just say it
Will eat you out until you have to ask him to pull
“I think we should do this more often”with your juices on his chin
Gives you a break to catch your breath before starting to penetrate
He loves how you hold on to his biceps
Very fucking observant, he almost bottoms out instantly when your expression changes from pain to bliss
Absolutely enjoying every single second of it
Is the type to kiss you while thrusting into you because he just cant get enough of your lips
Cleans you up after and sleeps holding your waist with his head against your stomach
Aomine:
DEFINITELY fucked before
Many times
In other words, boy is experienced and he knows what he’s doing
Asked you if you were a virgin by the second date
Wasn’t into doing it with virgins because he has to hold back and take it slow but .. found himself being so turned in by the thought of being your first
Is determined to not use lube but brings a bottle... just incase
The amount of times you came on his fingers or mouth???
Honestly you probably did that so many times but today.. is the day.. ya get deflowered if you catch my drift
Usually have a tit for tat rule , as in if he gives you oral you give him oral and vice versa
But today he said it’s all about you with the softest smirk before kissing you deeply and ma’am, your toes curled
And he was NOT lying
You never even thought aomine could be that gentle
Takes his time, lets you adjust and kisses you to distract you from the pain
Goes slow at first and gets excited when you ask him to go faster but he still won’t go at a 100%.. that’s for next time
Tells you that you’re fucking beautiful and that you were made for him
You cum together and both of you fucking loved it
Carried you into the shower with him and if you feel like it.. hey round 2
Kise:
He’s a model so let’s not pretend he didn’t have some flings here and there
Not as experienced as aomine but definitely knows what he’s doing
Never actually asked, you just brought it up one time
He feels very special to be your first
Honestly this boy is definitely a romantic
Will kiss every inch on your skin while telling you how gorgeous you are and how lucky he is
Literally looks in love
Loves it when you grip his hair while he’s going down on you and when you cum he leaves a little peck on your clit before going back to kissing you
Holds and caresses you thighs while penetrating you
Asks you if you’re alright and if he should move
Eye contact when he’s not kissing your lips, your jaw, your neck
Surprises you with a gentle spank and squeeze on your butt
Would prefer to relax with you in a bath but if he’s feeling tired, you’ll take a quick shower together, and nap right after while holding you close
Kuroko:
Is a virgin
Let’s not even deny it you’re obviously his first
You’re both honest with eachother so you knew pretty early
Reads some books to have an idea on what to do but doesn’t go crazy into research
Doesn’t ask anyone or talk about it
It’s a private matter and he’s a private guy
Encourages both of you to explore and experiment, i mean you’re both newbies and he sees no shame in that
He’s rather excited to learn and discover with you
Asks you to not hold back on being vocal as it will let him know what he’s doing right
He’s surprisingly vocal as well
Just lots of caresses and slow movements but so passionate
Honestly you practically cancelled all plans and made a day of it
Tries SO many things
And the boy is kinkyyyyy but you love it
Will clean up and hold you against his chest, brushing his fingers in your hair until both of you drift to sleep
Himuro:
Boy gets fan letters day and night
So i’m just gonna take a wild guess and say he definitely fucked
Mainly when he was frustrated to be honest with you
When he starts dating you and finds out you’re a virgin, he gets this weird possessive side popping up
Too happy that he’s your first
When he gets too arrogant you tease him by saying maybe you’ll have someone else pop the cherry and his ego deflates
“Yeah maybe kagami would do the trick-“ “ now wait a damn minute”
Definitely had non-penetrative sex many times
Like when you tease him he feels the need to prove himself and thats how you find yourself in the locker room against the wall with one leg slung over his shoulder and his head disappearing under your skirt
You didn’t set a date or plan for it to happen , it just did
Like one day you were in his room fooling around and asked him to take you
God he almost came right then and there when he heard you
Kisses you deeply while penetrating and whispers small encouragements while pushing into you
Like “ you’re doing so great baby, almost there.. just a bit more”
You barely cought your breath after orgasming before pushing yourself on his lap to his surprise
Kissing your shoulder while you ride him and encouraging you while holding your butt and helping you move, meeting your thrusts to get you close because he knows how tiring it can be the first time
When you’re done you just stay in his lap while his dick goes limp in you, slowly kissing before you push his hair back and smile
“You’re so beautiful”
His breath actually hitched in his throat
He was just so love struck and knew he never wanted to leave your side
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gamergirl929 · 4 years
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Dressed To Impress (Carli Lloyd x Reader)
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Anonymous Request:  Can you write one where R dresses mostly feminine but at one of the uswnt formal functions she surprises her gf carli and wears a suit and every one is like damn cuz she looks better than everyone
Formal events were far from ideal for you.  
You weren’t the type to enjoy mingling and making small talk with a bunch of ritzy people you’d never see again.
You were in NO WAY a fan of dressing up, but that didn’t mean you weren’t a fan of seeing your girlfriend dressed up.  
Seeing Carli Lloyd in a dress and heels made your heart skip a beat, but in all honesty your heart skipped a beat every time you saw her.  
You stand in the mirror, adjusting your little black bow-tie with a lengthy sigh.  
You run your palms down your suit jacket, ridding it of wrinkles before nodding to yourself.  
“Show time.”  
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“Where’s Y/N?” Alex asks, brows furrowed and Carli shrugs.  
“She told me to go ahead, she should be here in a few minutes.” She shrugs and Kelley snorts.  
“You know her, she probably wasn’t even dressed yet.”  
“Where’s your better half?” Julie teases and Carli rolls her eyes, smiling.  
“Late?” Emily asks and Tobin snickers, she and Christen walking up to join the group.  
“But that’s not something new for Y/N, I mean on the Thorns she showed up with her uniform on inside out before.” Tobin laughs, Lindsey nodding as she and the other babies walk up.  
“That was hilarious.”  
From out of nowhere Megan and Ashlyn come bursting through the crowd, both grinning as Ali follows close behind.  
“HAVE YOU SEE Y/N?!” Megan grins and everyone shares a glance, shaking their heads.  
“Well, you’re about to, and may I say, Carli, you’re a lucky lady.” Ali winks and Ashlyn gasps, a hand on her chest.  
“My heart belongs to you love.” Ali gives her a kiss and Ashlyn pouts.  
“I hope so.”  
“Holy Shit.” Emily mumbles, earning a smack on the chest from Lindsey, but when the blonde sees what she’s staring at, or more like WHO she’s staring at, she mumbles the same words under her breath.  
"Dude, Y/N looks like a fucking snack. Carli you lucky bitch.” Kelley mumbles as you strut up, Carli’s brown orbs wide as they rake down your front.  
You were never the type to enjoy wearing dresses to formal events, but you’d always had, biting the bullet each and every time, but this time, this time you were going to dress how you wanted, and dress how you wanted you did.  
“W-Wow.” Carli mumbles eyes running from your black dress shoes up your tailored suit pants covered legs to your suit jacket covered body, a white button up beneath, topped off with a bow-tie around your neck.  
“Do... Do you like it?” You ask nervously and Carli grins, placing her hands on your shoulders, running them down your chest, the suspenders beneath your suit’s jacket beneath her fingertips.
“I love it.”  
A slap on your back makes you wince.  
“Seriously Y/N? You couldn’t warn us that you were going to come in dressed like that?” Emily mumbles and you snort.  
“Yeah...” Kelley scoffs. “You made us look bad.”  
Alex gives Kelley’s ear a tug and the defender winces.  
“I for one, think you look great.” Christen grins, Tobin turning to her with a pout.  
“Thanks Chris.” You beam, turning back to Carli, who’s still greedily taking you in.  
You smirk, a brow arched.  
You lean towards her ear, grinning.  
“Be careful, if you don’t stop looking at me like that, we may have to leave the party early.” You wink, Carli’s cheeks flushing red.  
The veteran forward smacks your chest playfully.
“Ready to mingle?” She asks and you exhale, loudly, your teammates snickering.  
“I guess.”  
                                                            ***
You did most of the mingling that night, considering Carli was too busy ogling you the entire time, only adding a few comments here and there.  
You were in no way helping considering every time she’d start speaking, you’d run a hand teasingly up and down her back, the woman having to clear her throat a number of times before she could continue speaking.  
“Let me go get us drinks.” You pat her back and Carli nods.  
“If you would excuse us.”  
Carli grasps your bicep as the two of you move across the room towards the bartender.  
“One Jack and Coke please, on the rocks.” You nod to the man who grins.  
“And for you Ms. Lloyd?” He asks and she hums.  
“A mocktail please. ”
As he busies himself getting your drinks ready you turn to Carli, a grin spread across your face as you lean back against the bar.  
“You seem a little distracted tonight Ms. Lloyd.” You smirk and the woman giggles.  
“It could be because someone decided they were going to dress... A little different than usual, and they’re distracting me.” She winks and you shrug.  
“I thought I’d dress a little more like me tonight.”  
The bartender clears his throat and you turn around with a grin, taking your Jack and Coke and passing Carli her drink.  
Out of the corner of her eye, she spots a number of party guests ogling you, unashamedly and she huffs.  
“Hey. Hey.” You step towards her, placing a hand on her waist.  
Carli turns towards you and you smirk, ducking down to whisper in her ear.  
“They only get to look, but you get to touch.” You wink and her tanned cheeks flush.  
Carli sits her glass down on the bar and your eyes widen as she slips a hand behind your head, pulling you in for a kiss.  
“Oh, I know only I get to touch.” She smirks, kissing your lips again before glancing at the group of women who’d been ogling you previously.  
The group of women glance away, embarrassed and Carli grins cockily.  
“You know you’re always going to have to wear suit to these events from now on.” She winks and you grin, your hands on her waist as you pull her close.  
“So, you can glare at anyone who glances my way?” You tease and she shrugs, biting her bottom lip.
“There is one thing I know...” You whisper and Carli hums.
“I’m sure you’ll be the one to take it off at the end of the night too.” You wink and Carli rolls her eyes, leaning in for a kiss.  
“Shut up and kiss me.”  
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GF - Everything
For @lemonfodrizzleart, featuring her oc, Jackie Asante. I hope you like it, sweetie! The comic that inspired the first half can be found here.
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Stan gave his girl an impressed look when she downed another shot of tequila and she asked for her second blue pineapple margarita. He brought his second jug of Angry Orchard up to his lips, reminiscing on the brown sugar that laced the rim of the glass, his eyes up at one of the many TVs playing different ball games. Stan was drawn into a football game and he winced with a smile as one guy got tackled by seven different guys, so close to a touchdown.
Jackie gave her guy a soft smile as he let the heavy glass land on the wooden bar with a quiet clunk. He looked very handsome right now, relaxed, sitting back in his chair while watching the game, the soft bar lights highlighting his beautiful features, like his soft brown eyes and matching mullet, his contagious smile. Sure he only sported worn jeans, a dirty white t-shirt, and a maroon jacket that look like it had been through the mill, but to Jackie he looked like a million bucks.
The bartender scooped up Stan’s first empty jug and asked, “‘Nother round?”
Stan shrugged casually. It was pretty late, the two coming in after a long day, so he guessed he could handle another pair before heading back to the motel. “Sure, why not?”
The bartender nodded, finished Jackie’s rita, slid it to her, and then quickly fetched two jugs and dunked the rims in a small bowl of sugar before filling it with beer. Thank Moses for Happy Hour, Every Hour. She dropped off the two glasses and asked, “Anythang else, lovelies?”
“Nope.” Jackie answered after the two exchanged looks and she happily munched on a tortilla chip spooning salsa with extra hot sauce mixed in.
The bartender smiled and let the most sober of everyone in the bar do as they please; it was pretty late and this odd but adorable couple had come in just a few minutes ago, so while others should probably be cut off these love birds were fine for a few more drinks.
Jackie and Stan were close, but not close enough. Jackie looked at her boyfriend’s toned body again and desperately wanted to feel it, be closer, so she leaned towards him, resting her head on his shoulder, and Stan smiled and wrapped his arm around her. Jackie was grateful he was looking at the escalating football game, so he couldn’t see the stupid grin on his face.
Stan privately considered himself pretty damn lucky. Not only had he been in a town for five days without making enemies (a new record), and he actually had enough money for a room and he didn’t have to sleep in his car, but he had an amazing woman on him who not only wanted to be around him, but was willing to go anywhere in order to do so. Jackie didn’t have to travel with him across states, looking for something and nothing all at the same time, but she did. One day Stan would make it up to her. One day he would actually manage to not be a screw-up and buy her a house and her own car and give her kids and whatever else she wanted.
Unfortunately, natured called and Stan had to stretch and have Jackie sit up. “Bathroom.”
“K’.” Jackie grinned as he snuck a quick kiss on her cheek before leaving her alone, but her smile was soon gone.
Stan felt a little colder with her gone from his hip, and as he washed his hands he thought that maybe they should finish their drinks, pay the bartender, and go back to the motel so he could hold her and show her how much she meant to her, however she wanted him to. Stan grinned in the mirror at the idea and emerged from the bathroom just in time to have the color in his face drain and his heart stop at a horrifying scene.
Jackie was facing a man much bigger and bulkier than her (even a little bigger than Stan), and she punched him in the face, leaving a bruise on his face. Stan wanted to be proud, but the guy was way bigger than her and could hurt her. “JACKIE, NO!”
Jackie tried to land another punch, but her wrist was grabbed to stop her, and in retaliation the guy punched her in the face.
Stan saw red. He didn’t need context or to know what had happened for this whole mess to even occur. He didn’t care. Somebody had punched his girl.
Stan charged across the room and just as Jackie kneed the guy in the balls and shoved him away, that left an opening for Stan to pounce on him and go ham. All those years of boxing practice were paying off as he wailed on the guy left and right in the face, over the jerk as he laid on the floor and kicked Stan off of him.
In an instant, Stan spun, grabbed Jackie’s hand, and ran out of the bar with her as fast as they could for the Stanmobile, which soon made screeches against the concrete and sped away.
After a few breaths in the passenger’s seat, Jackie looked over at the conman driving and she knew her instincts were correct. The dead-pan look on his face, how tightly he held onto the wheel, the anger fuming from his spirit. He was mad. And Jackie wasn’t stupid, she knew who he was mad at. So she crossed her arms over her chest and watched the world outside zoom by.
At the motel room, Stan pulled out the first aid kit from his suitcase and pointed to the bed. “Sit.” His voice was low and cold, but not completely harsh, which was a good sign.
Jackie plopped down at the foot of the bed and Stan knelt before her, eye-level to get a good look at her face. She had a bruise forming under her eye. It was a little bit swollen, but it could have been much worse. No cuts or torn skin, which was good, so Stan walked off for the bathroom and ran a washcloth under some cool water, then came back and started to clean up the eye. Jackie closed her eyes, both as a sign of her discomfort, but to make Stan’s job a little easier.
This wasn’t the first time Jackie had gotten into a fight, and Stan knew exactly what she had been fighting about.
Jackie had her arms crossed over her blue t-shirt covered chest, silent and waiting for the lecture. Usually Jackie would let Stan rant until he was done and then make a snappy remark that would end his argument, but tonight Jackie was angry. Not like Stan was, fuming and growling and shaking. She was an icy kind of angry, the cold, distant kind of angry. (Stan was painfully reminded how that was the kind of angry his brother got.) Jackie made up her mind that tonight she was gonna say something, and she was begging for her boyfriend to pick a fight.
After cleaning her up and helping the swelling go down, Stan tossed the damp washcloth aside and stood. Here we go. “Jackie, you can’t keep gettin’ into fights!”
Jackie quit looking down at the ugly carpet and she snapped back. “He was talking shit!”
“So what?!” Stan yelled back. He had heard what that guy was spitting behind his back while he watched the game. And, believe it or not, he had chosen not to make a big deal about it. Not with Jackie there. “I hear that shit all the time! Don’t fuckin’ fight for me!”
That only made Jackie more pissed. “Well excuse me for giving a shit about you, Stan!” She screeched. “I can handle a fight, especially when they diss you!”
Jackie was startled when Stan grabbed her by her shoulders, but rather than shake her or yell at her like other men might, she was even more alarmed when his head was bowed and his whole body was quivering. The little fire inside of him was slowly dying due to lack of fuel. Jackie opened her mouth to ask him what was wrong, but his voice stopped her, meek and quiet and desperate to be heard.
“Jackie… please…” He looked up at her and Jackie’s face softened to find tears in the corner of his soft brown eyes. “I don’t wanna lose you, too.”
“Hey,” Jackie whispered and slowly brought her hands to his cheeks, cupping his strained, tired face. “Hey.” She cooed softly. “Stanley, you couldn’t lose me if you tried. You’re stuck with me.”
Stan snorted and pinched the bridge of his nose. “Good.”
Jackie smiled and gently pulled him closer. “C’mere.”
Stan crawled up onto the bed and laid down as Jackie leaned back, wrapping her arms around his shoulder and placing a hand in his hair. Stan hugged her around her waist, his ear over her heart and listening to the beautiful beat. He took in some deep breaths, trying to calm down, and it was easier with her breathing to copy.
Jackie had known for a while that Stan had a crippling fear of not only heights, but of losing what little he had. He never talked about his past, but from what little Jackie had picked up from the taboo subject, he had lost everything. He wasn’t like some where they never had anything. He was like her, both of whom once had something or everything, but it was now gone. At least Jackie walked away, chose to leave what she had; she got the impression that Stan didn't have a choice.
She kissed his soft mullet and began to comb it as she whispered, “Stanley, you’re not gonna lose me. Not ever.”
“I think I’d believe you if you’d quit gettin’ into fights, sweetheart.” He joked.
Jackie rolled her eyes and chuckled.
Stan’s smile dropped. “Seriously though, if anything happened to you…”
“I can look after myself.” Jackie reminded him.
“I know you can. But you don’t have to anymore.”
“Then let me look after you, too, okay?”
“I will, but there’s a difference between helpin’ me wake up with both kidneys and gettin’ hurt all for some nobody on the street.”
“Hey,” Jackie said, this time not as soft as before, a bit more firm. Stan was reminded of a stern warning a mother might give. “You’re not a nobody. You’re my everything.”
Stan’s hold tightened ever so slightly. “And you’re mine. Which is why I need you safe.”
Jackie took in a deep breath and let it out through her button nose. She knew Stan had a point. And it was only fair. After all he gave up boxing matches for cash when he came home bloody one night and reduced Jackie to tears. She had certainly noticed how less inclined he was to fight or get into serious trouble. Sure, he had no issue stealing toilet paper or scamming suckers for an extra buck, but his Colombian prison days were far behind him.
Jackie scratched his shoulder comfortably and whispered, “Alright. I promise, no more fights. Unless they swing first.” She added cheekily.
Stan laughed quietly into her chest and nodded. “Unless they swing first.”
Just as Stan had hoped for, they laid on that bed for hours and snuggled. A few minutes after their agreement, Jackie began to hum a soft song as she continually combed his hair with her fingers. Stan smiled drowsily and was more than happy to fall asleep in the arms of the woman he loved.
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The young couple left Pueblo, Colorado and stopped at a little motel in Moab, Utah. It was a little bit nicer than the last room, accompanied by a small balcony with a sliding glass door to a view of the rocky red mountains and an iron and board to go with it. These made for good, cheap laundry. Just a little air freshener on the clothes and a quick run-through with the iron and as long as it didn’t have a stain any piece of clothing was as good as new, a free way to do laundry without forking some money for some quarters and some soap.
It was Stan’s turn to do the laundry, and he did so only in his boxers, standing in front of the king-sized bed as Jackie was looking out the huge window that covered most of the wall opposite to the door.
“Lee, do you think I’m pretty?”
Stan nearly burned his fingers when he looked up from his work. He had enough sense to turn off the iron and not rest it on his shirt, but just enough. Her back was to him in a baggy t-shirt (that he probably stole from him) and faded pink yoga pants. Her reflection was in the glass window and Stan not only saw how depressingly she held her hands and gazed ahead, he realized Jackie’s attention wasn’t on the view.
“Babe, what do you see?” Stan asked gently.
Jackie snorted and shook her head. “Not much.”
“That’s not what I see.” He said firmly and left the ironing board to be with her, standing behind her and tenderly wrapping his arms around her so her hands were lightly trapped to her chest. “I see everything a man could ever want in a woman.” Jackie pressed her lips together and freed a hand to hold Stan’s. But he wasn’t done.
“Eyes so deep and dark you can get lost in ‘em, skin the color of mahogany and soft as satin, a body fit for a goddess.” Stan kissed her forehead, cheek, and then neck slowly, softly. And then joined her gaze at their reflection and smiled at what he saw. “Look how beautiful you are.”
Jackie looked away as she blinked furiously, but Stan wasn’t having it. “Look,” He whispered and gently lifted her head up with his finger to her chin. “Look how beautiful you are.”
Jackie forced her tears away and turned to face her man. “Lee…”
He only grinned and held up a finger. “Ah, ah.” Stan hurried to the TV, turned it on, and flicked on the All Jazz channel. Jackie grinned as he went back to her. “Am I lucky enough to dance with everything a man could ever want?”
“Stanley,” Jackie wrapped her arms around his chest, nuzzling the side of her face into Stan’s hairy body. Her throat was still tight. She forced herself to swallow as they swayed to the music and she managed to croak out, “I love you.”
Stan kissed the top of her head and smiled, rubbing her back and squeezing her shoulder. “I love you, too.”
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themarvelhorse · 3 years
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Empathy for the Devil Re-Read: Chapter 4!
WOAH WE’RE HALFWAY THERE
Or I guess a quarter of the way there, if the halfway point is the 7th chapter. BUT IT’S HALFWAY OF WHAT’S RELEASED!
...she didn’t even want to see her own face in the mirror, and only partially out of a paranoia she’d find soulless demon eyes staring back
Like looking into the abyss eh?
The subtle hurt in Twilight’s eyes made Sunset want to punch Timber, but then she’d only be punching herself.
Oh yeah, like you do emotionally? A different version of beating yourself up?
...tried (and likely failed) to hide her dismay that Timber’s biceps were leagues stronger than hers based on how easy it was to flex
Timber flexin on you Sunny? You worried Twi might like bulging biceps more than yo’ on the couch-gamer-ass?
Well shut the heck your mouth. You’re a cute.
But boooi he jacked af.
Twilight murmured, fresh horror settling over her expression as Timber clapped his hands over his backside, blushing.
SciTwi: Hey! Don't touch my gf's booty! That's mine and mine only!
Poor Flash and Timber, that look was really something the two of them should've shared.
At least the smell wasn’t something she had to worry about, but she hadn’t exactly been expecting guests, so her apartment was a bit of a mess, take-out boxes and laundry galore. Fantastic, she thought. Now Timber thinks I live in a dump.
"Damn, bitch, you live like this?”
Seriously though, wasn't it so much better and nicer in the Castle? You had everything there, except maybe video games. But now here you are, all alone. Even Twi got her own place later AND the opportunity to continue studying at the same time. Never once had to live like you did. 
You have every right to be jealous.
I wonder if that means that Timber doesn't smell anything at all?
Timber raced from the window to the futon as if doing so would hurtle him forward through time to Hearth’s Warming morning.
Oh, such childlike awe and wonder at the world and new things. I know Timber spends most of his time in nature, so this is less of a surprise. But you know that kind of optimistic is refreshing.
Also it kind of illustrates Sunny's priorities. She had a gem she'd been keeping for something special, but didn’t spend it towards fixing her apartment. Granted, I'd think that'd be the responsibility of the landlord and one gem is not enough to make a long-term investment for a better home but still. You could spend that towards extra things that could make the apartment more comfy and less of a “disaster”, right?
Also a little telling that Sunset knows nothing about the human economy, I mean, aspects of economics has become pseudoscience anyway but still, she's probably easy to take advantage of.
“Holy crap! He likes me!”
Honestly, Timber, I'd react the same way.
“He’s not a hobo,” Sunset said, choosing not to mention the box the cat was living in beforehand. “He just chooses to live his own life and only go home when he wants. What’s wrong with that?”
Woah there Sunny, you speaking for the cat, or yourself?
Wait, Timber's thigh is really Sunset's thigh. Does that mean that Sunny's thighs are as soft as dough? That’s adorable.
Uh, did you hear something? It sounded like the heavy breathing of an asthmatic breathing combined with the sound of a book being slammed shut.
If I die, delete my phone photos
No seriously I have over 300 pictures of Sunset in there I can't let anyone know about th-
Dammit...
“Oh my goodness, he’s such a good boy! Okay, really what’s his name? Lucky? Houdini? Chance? Ooo, I know! Warlock, Master of Equestrian Magicks.”
Wait what's with all the fortune and magic names? I mean, magic I get, but fortune?
Hmm, the babytalk reminds me of someone longing for some family. Maybe someone who saw a certain someone else needing to be taken care of and doing just that.
Made himself sick, too. Sunset stayed up with him that whole night until he was done coughing up noodles. She made sure Scruffers knew where his food bowl was from then on.
Seems like you learned from the best mother figure around.
It's increasingly apparent to me that Sunset isn't jealous of Twilight becoming the de-facto leader of Equestria. She's jealous of everything it came with. 
A mother figure, warm household that developed skills to survive in that life and what was going to be hers, promises of personal security and stability later in life, a rewarding career that emphasized all your efforts to that day. 
Everything decided for you, from childhood to the end of your days
And now, you're told you're not the one for that life  thrust into a different world, a cruel and uncaring one. You sleep in a box in the streets until you can get your shit together. No one told you how to survive. How to live your life. No one guided you in learning how to live on your own, do simple tasks, find a home, find a job, find love.
You had to figure it out all on your own, and it was totally freeing.
You just wished you'd known how to do it sooner. The clock is ticking and you're running out of time. All those years that came before are now wasted in comparison to what you could've learned, had you known this is what your life was going to be. But no one would've let you anyway. They told you you'd never need that. They told you you'd always have a home, food in your belly, and the love of a family. They lied.
Now you're just getting by, thought you moved on by now, because you found some sort of love again. But everything else came crashing back with that damn letter. And now, even more is taken from you. Your own body, your girlfriend whom you cannot touch because it isn't you. Even your cat isn't giving you the love you deserve. Right when things were picking up, you're tripped and thrown on your ass, kicked in the gut and your face in the mud. 
And of course, there's an evil dark lord running around and you can't even stop him. You're not paid to stop him. You caused all this anyway, why should you get paid? Volunteer superhero isn't something you can put on a resume is it? You're way too soft for that, you don't even have the muscle.
Everything is hanging by a thread, and you're just barely holding on.
Sorry, got lost in the moment there for a sec
Sunset wasn’t Equestria’s most naturally gifted magical prodigy for nothing. Even if all her records had likely been broken by Princess Twilight.
Damn. Always playing second fiddle to Twi, huh? In this world and the next, at least according to the Friendship Games. But now you've accepted your lot in life, trying to train her to be what you think she should be. Which isn't wrong per se, but like, you don't have to do that. You've come a long way and you'll be better off as leader of the Rainbooms now. Unless the band breaks apart thanks to distance and going off to your own universities and separate paths in life and such.
...just in case the cat got swept up in their body switching magic
Can you IMAGINE one of them becoming the cat? Omg
Flash and Timber discovered they had magic by holding hands, she and Twilight learned they could heal the same way, and Flash only needed to touch her shoulder to put her emotions on blast across Canterlot High’s entire campus
What if SciTwi had something to do with it though? She was there in both instances. She's got relationship stuff with Tim and Sunny, and almost with Flash... but I guess that's not there. SciTwi's is very much a distance power, but Sunny herself is very much a touch power, maybe like Flash. Maybe SciTwi can combine hers from a distance? Timber DID interrupt her speech and mess her up, maybe she responded with some distance zap teleporting?
“Not anything. Magic is always emotion-based at its core. That’s why true friendship is so powerful,” Sunset reiterated. She could feel her throat constrict as she thought back to what she was feeling before the switch when her date with Twilight had been interrupted. “Timber?”
I like this interpretation of magic, it makes sense.
She studied him for a moment longer but didn’t overdo it. Accusing Timber of wanting to steal her girl wouldn’t solve anything (maybe from his perspective wanting to steal her back?)
Goddammit Sunny quit it with the jealously. Is it so hard to believe that you simply both had good relationships with SciTwi? Just cause you actually didn't with Flash (still wondering about that nickname thing) doesn't mean they didn’t too.
But I understand. Everything else was taken from you, why not this too?
Also Sunny, NOT talking about it is a sure fire way to make things worse and NOT make a new friend, which Timber seems quite open to since he's a presh lil Timbit sweetie pie.
"Inventive"
OKAY CAMPERS, ITS TIME FOR A CAMP BONDING ACTIVITY 
WE'RE GONNA PLAY PATTY CAKE
Timber's such a goof. He thinks as he talks. Relatable. Some things only click when said out loud.
...‘routine’ was an extremely loose term to the point of not having a definition; assuming she didn’t stay up until the sun rose playing video games and/or recording Shimmer Code.
What a dork, maybe you could be a Twitch streamer or Youtuber, Sunny. Honestly who wouldn’t wanna watch that?
Timber, who had ditched the heels but was still wearing the Daydream dress from Sunset’s date, stared up at her.
Oh my goood
I totally forgot he was in her dress the entire time
I feel like I need to re-read that whole thing now
Wait, it's called the Daydream dress? Sunset had the daydream dress when SciTwi had the midnight blue tux? Yes you mentioned that earlier I knoooow, this was written before that. This is a re-read but I still miss plenty of things >_>
Timber made a motion with his hand
SIGN OF THE CROSS? TIMBER IS NOW CATHOLIC?
Scout’s honour
Oh yeah, that makes more sense from Mr. Camp Counselor
Many ponies would contend that Princess Celestia’s cutie mark held more cultural significance than any other symbol in the nation’s history.
Maybe, but for Sunset, it's the equivalent of getting a heart tattoo that says "MOM"
I wonder when she got that though, just after she made up with Celestia? Earlier, when she wanted to start being good again? And why not her own cutie mark? Or simply during? Might look weird on a pony though.
Timber bit his cheek, nodding. At the very least, he could read when he’d touched a nerve, but that didn’t stop him from picking up the smart TV remote. “That’s cool, it sounds really meaningful.”
Timmy Tim sure doesn't want it to get awkward. Or maybe he really doesn't want to push anyone before they're ready. Any slight pause could mean they want to know more.
Canterlot Broadcasting Corporation, and their gruff evening news host passed it over...
THE CBC???
REX MURPHY???
Oh no wait it's Grandpa Gruff, lol.
But that’s why we’re keeping you up to date with our ‘round the clock coverage! No need to be afraid!”
NO NEED TO BE AFRAID, WE WILL ONLY FEED YOUR ANXIETY BY SHOWING THIS NONSTOP.
Every news channel covering the election rn
Philomena was SUNSET'S????
What the hell's on the other side of that tear?
Gooood question. Again something I didn't consider too heavily the first time around. I kind of thought it was just what happened when you go through and come out, like Spike coming out with speech.
But Spike only came back with that, he didn't come out as a dragon.
Hmmm...
My only guess is that it's the MAGICINATOR! Dr. Doofenshmirtz is literally just zapping things as they come through and sending them back
...Intro to Omens and Prophecy to forewarn her that her heart was sinking.
Wow
Only stopping to fill Ray's food bowl and give him a pet that he slunk away from
Sunny gets no love whatsoever ;~;. My poor, poor girl. Everyone she loves and who loves her, leaves. What hope is there for my darling sunshine, my only sunshine?
An unshakable chill settled over Canterlot High. Despite what the weather reporter predicted, the snow stayed overnight and the winter storm carried on.
And with the King comes the winter storm.
The long night comes
Not sorry, I have fond memories of my experience with that show, cause I did then what I’m doing now with family and friends using that show
Also I totally predicted Jon and Dany getting together.
It was partly a joke sure, and before the weird revelations and “family” stuff but still I WAS RIGHT
All that pity… Sunset shuddered.
Okay yeah now I kinda feel bad for pitying her too BUT SHE'S BABY. SHE'S BEEN BABY EVER SINCE RAINBOW ROCKS! EVEN BEFORE AT THE END OF THE FIRST ONE.
Princess Twilight wouldn’t have to be bothered with another one of Sunset’s magical screw-ups.
You mean your FRIEND wouldn't get the chance to help out her other FRIEND as the princess of FRIENDship is inclined to help her FRIENDS CAUSE FRIENDS HELP EACH OTHER OUT CAUSE THEY'RE FRIENDS
I'm glad Wallflower and Juniper are pals. I think that's a Bookish reference too?
“That’s going to be so perfect for our production, Canterlot High: A Retrospective…”
Are we gonna see the Retrospective near the end of the story?
“Hey, anytime,” Timber told her, and when he and Sunset had gotten far enough down the hall that the other students couldn’t overhear, Timber beamed to her.
ANYTIME? You hear that Sunny? Timmy's making promises for you and forcing you to socialize and interact with folks.
Also I gotta appreciate Bevin more. Seriously, that perspective, and those expressions, it’s like an elaborate icing design all over this delicious storycake.
Timber giggled as if tickled by the silliest idea he could think of. “Pity you? What are you talking about? You basically own the place!”
Look Sunny. Timber's trying to tell you that everyone at that school genuinely care about you. You see the impact you've made in their lives? You'd make a great staff member around here, methinks. 
Vice Principal Luna muttered in a strangely archaic, nightmarish voice, "Who would dare use the last creamer?"
CONSPIRACY THEORY: That's really NMM who came through the crack. Or maybe something did pass through and it hit Luna? Something dark, and eviiiiil. Or maybe Sombra successfully separated himself from his evil part, and now the evil part is in Luna.
“See? This is what I’m talking about,” Sunset said, glaring at the speaker as if it were exhibit A. “She’s doing that for me because she feels sorry for me and knows I don’t eat meat. I’m pretty much the only student who doesn’t⁠.” Which, okay, wasn’t entirely true. Fluttershy and Bulk Biceps were vegetarian, too, and that was just the two she knew about. But still the timing made it stupidly obvious: “It’s a pity vegetarian option.”
Sandalwood seems like the type to be vegan. Every event hosted by my school's environment student group had them. AND THEY WERE DELICIOUS GODDAMIT. IT'S THE WAY OF THE FUTURE, SUNSET, ITS HOW YOU FIGHT CLIMATE CHANGE AND BE SUSTAINABLE. YOU DON’T HAVE TO DO IT, I DON’T, BUT DAMMIT IT HELPS AND THAT MATTERS
While Sunset’s friends had been talking, the Principal’s announcements continued, so Sunset only caught the tail end after Applejack tapped a finger over her lips.
Honestly that's some good AJ representation right there, she’s usually the one who notices things the others don’t, and works to right them.
Okay so it's Sombra BUT...
Which Sombra? Clearly this one is a pony Sombra, cause magic, but the comics have already shown an AU with a good Sombra. I know the comics are sorta fringe territory these days but nothings off the table. Which is why I think this Sombra's actually a good guy. But the one they fought was this universe's Sombra who passed through the crack and out the other side and is suddenly superpowered and unable to handle magic and shit properly without it going to his head?
Geez I’m saying Sombra like SciTwi says guidance counselor
Actually, adding onto that. It could be NMM, because she can make herself look like other ponies, like the Shadowbolts.
Well, that’s all for this week friends and folks, take care and be excellent to each other!
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cosmonaughtt · 4 years
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hitch-hiker (steven universe future/dannny phantom crossover)
ao3
Danny's lost, thanks to the help of another ghost patrol gone wrong. Luckily he finds a kind driver who's willing to take him to the next town. But is this driver just as "normal" as he is?
Hitchhiking was NOT the way that Danny wanted to get back to Amity Park, but he was left with it as his only option, because;
1. He was exhausted. His powers could still work, sure, but he didn’t want to risk trying to fly back home, transforming back mid-flight and taking a tumble to the earth, and
2. He didn’t know where he was and what direction he had to go to in order to find his way home.
Danny tried to pull out his phone and check its signal; no luck. It wasn’t a dead-zone, but his phone was dead. Hah. Funny.
What did he have on hand? Well, he always had the thermos on hand, in his other form. He had his phone and a wallet. And that’s it.
Just his luck. 
He sent a few texts out to the ghost hunting group chat. They wouldn’t send until he had some kind of connection again, probably, but it eased his heart to 
And. And, to top it all off for his current situation, he hadn’t even found the damn ghost he’d been fighting originally! Stupid Skulker. The wild chase (of which Danny was, unfortunately, hunted again) took him back through the Ghost Zone and out through a random door. 
Which led him to this current moment. Standing on the side of the road trying to catch a lucky ride to the next town to figure out how long it’ll take to fly home.
The road was pretty empty. It was inching closer to midnight by then, and he was probably going to have to transform to try and get at least to the next town where he can break into a motel and catch up on a little bit of sleep before trying to get home.
Damn his luck. 
Danny glanced at his phone again. Now it was midnight. Hopefully, his messages would send in soon, but he was going to give it until… 12:20 until he gave in and flew. Try and recover some energy so he wouldn’t suddenly decide night-time sky diving sounds a lot of fun in the middle of nowhere. 
12:01.
12:02. 
12:04.
12:10.
The sound of a car’s engine brought Danny up from the crude drawing he was doing in the dirt by his feet. He stood, and glanced down the road. A single car, brights on, was making its leisurely way down the road.
Danny stuck his hand out and waved. Please, please, please…
To his luck (thankfully), the car slowed down as it neared him. It was a compact Dondai of sorts, but Danny never paid much attention to the different kinds of cars. He had to think of more important things, like the different kinds of ghosts. 
The passenger side window rolled down to reveal the driver.
Who looked not much older than him.
“Hey, are you okay?” The kid asked, quirking an eyebrow. He looked really young, but maybe it was bad genetics. 
“Uh, yeah, I’m good. Could I get a ride, though?”
The boy didn’t look immediately distrustful of Danny, at least. He even smiled and nodded. “Sure! Hop on in!”
The passenger side unlocked with a click-- it was one of the older cars, where you had to manually roll down the windows and had a cassette deck, but other than that you couldn’t tell. It was really nice inside, and Danny jumped into the plush seat and smiled at the driver.
“I’m Steven, your humble new chauffeur.” He introduced, with a cheeky wink. 
“Thanks. I’m Danny.”
“It’s good to meet you. Where are you heading to?”
“I just need to get to the next town. Do you know how far that is?”
Steven thought for a moment, before leaning over to Danny’s side and pulling out a map. Really off-road, but then again, Danny didn’t have any service, so the odds that Steven had some were slim as well. He didn’t bother turning on any lights in the car to read the map, but it only took him a minute to figure it all out. “An hour or so, I’d say. If I’m doing the math right.”
“I’ve got a C minus in math, I doubt I’d be much help,” Danny said. “Is that on your way? If it isn’t, I can try and--”
“No, it’s fine!” Steven interjected. “I’ll probably gas up there, and probably rent out a room to sleep.” He laughed nervously. “All buckled up?”
Danny nodded.
And off they went.
….
…… It was weird.
It only took a few minutes of being in this stranger’s car to realize how weird this situation was.
He was in the car with a boy, probably barely a year older than him. In the middle of nowhere. In the middle of the night. It was not some horror movie concept (and frankly, Danny hadn’t been scared by one of those in months after all the shit he’s been through), but it was just. Really, really, really weird. 
Steven hadn’t asked why Danny was out in the middle of nowhere. He hadn’t asked Danny’s full name, he had provided his own and hadn’t hounded Danny with any questions. He also didn’t explain much about why he was out in the middle of nowhere, either, just driving in the middle of the night.
Maybe not all things needed answers. 
“Do you mind music?”
Danny shook his head. He’d be listening to his own music, had he not broken his earbuds in the latest fight with Technus. He was going to get more tomorrow, since it was officially a weekend and he and his friends could go to the mall and he could buy them, hopefully without any fights along the way. 
“Sadie Killer and the Suspects cool?”
“Uh, yeah. Sure.” Sam had gone through a brief time of being obsessed with that band, and when she showed Danny the music he had to admit, it wasn’t that bad. 
Steven reached into the compartment by his arm and pulled out an old cassette, switching the one that had previously been in it with the new one with seasoned ease. 
Disobedient. Hm.
Again, another pause of silence. 
“So… You’re not going to ask me why I was out in the woods? In the middle of the night? Alone?”
Damn it, Danny is so awkward. But he can’t help but be confused by the stranger who took him in without questions.
Steven shrugged. “I mean, yeah, it’s kinda weird, but I’ve seen weirder.”
Oh. Now that piqued Danny’s curiosity. 
“So you pick up hitch-hikers often?”
“Eh, you’re only my third,” Steven replied. “The first was a guy who needed a ride to the hospital, I couldn’t just say no, you know? And then there was the woman who broke down on the side of the road, on the way to the car dealership. Talk about bad luck…”
“And you weren’t… afraid that they’d like, kill you or anything?”
“I can protect myself.” Danny tried to ignore the slight flinch that Steven had, but it was noticeable.
They settled into another beat of silence. Another song-- G-G-G-Ghost. Oddly fitting for Danny’s situation.
He didn’t even turn the question around and ask why Danny was in the middle of nowhere. He just… took it, as is. Might as well throw Danny’s cover story of getting lost when he got up in the middle of the night to pee while camping out the window, because Steven didn’t seem phased by anything at all.
Heh. Phased.
The thought of Steven being the maniac serial killer came, but Danny shot it down. The other teen-- he had to be a teen, or at least in his 20s, with a super bad case of Baby Face-- gave off some kind of vibe that he wouldn’t hurt anyone. 
But he could. It was extremely powerful; but not threatening. More like royalty, if anything. 
It was strange. Danny never got it confirmed as an official “ghost power”, but being able to just sense people’s vibes were definitely not a human thing. 
Then again, what was a human thing? It’s been almost two years since The Accident. 
Tucker called it being able to vibe-check people. Steven’s vibes were powerful, but not malevolent. 
“So… Steven, where are you going?”
“Eh. I don’t really know.” He gave off a smile, but it was different than his tone. “I’m trying to go on a journey of self-discovery right now? Just going where-ever the road takes me.”
“Really? Don’t you go to school or anything?”
“Eh-- uh, kinda. I’ve taken up a few online classes I can get with free wi-fi and stuff, you know?”
“How old are you?” 
“Almost seventeen.”
Alright. Danny knew some kids in Amity Park who dropped out of Caspar High. Some of them took up jobs at the Nasty Burger, others in various gas stations, and grocery stores throughout the city. So Steven must’ve been a well-off kid to just drop out, take online classes, and travel the country.
Danny was kind of jealous. Being able to just drop everything and go somewhere else, and make a new identity for yourself?
But he’d be leaving Amity Park defenseless. No, bad idea.
Danny checked his phone again for the time-- ah, finally. Connection again.
big titty goth gf: danny? helloooo?
t.f. as in the fuck: you’d think he’d be back by now.
big titty goth gf: yeah, well, he isn’t if u hadn’t noticed
t.f. as in the fuck: ………. Yeah
t.f. as in the fuck: usually he’d be out of the ghost zone by now if skulker’s got him going. think something happened?
big titty goth gf: i hope not or else jazz is gonna start yelling at us for letting him go into the gz alone
big titty goth gf: danny tuck and i are headin back to my house let us know when you’re ok?
Oh, his messages are finally going through. That’s good.
sad ghost club president: hey SHIT guys uh i got out of the ghost zone but uh. Don’t know where i am and don’t know where skulker went i’m gonna try and find a way back home. can either of u cover for me while i’m gone? Idk when you’ll get this massage
sad ghost club president: *message fuck tonight sucks
It wasn’t long until someone responded. They were teens, they were up late on a weekend night. No rules.
big titty goth gf: oh thank GOD its been like two hours 
t.f. as in the fuck: good to hear you’re ok! sam and i got ya covered. But where are you?
sad ghost club president: tuck i just said i didn’t know. but a kind samaritan stopped and i’m on route to the closet down 
t.f. as in the fuck: you’re HITCH-HIKING?
sad ghost club president: well it’s either that or having a fun trip skydiving tonight, so yeah
big titty goth gf: just be safe danny, don’t fall into a horror movie
sad ghost club president: remember i’m scarier than anything they can throw at me owo
sad ghost club president: plus this guy doesn’t look like he’d hurt a fly
sad ghost club president: or, well, he could if the fly hurt him first. Vibe Check is going off yall
big titty goth gf: i still cant believe u refer to that as ur Vibe Check
t.f. as in the fuck: sam its a good name
big titty goth gf: I Beg To Differ
t.f. as in the fuck: anyway if his vibe check is clear then you’re probably ok danny
sad ghost club president: yeah but its still super weird. he hasn’t asked why i was in the middle of the woods or anything, he didn’t ask me any questions about whio i am?? he’s also like. jazz’s age at MOST. just driving nowhere in the middle of the night because apparently he’s on some sort of journey of self-discovery
big tittyy goth gf: yeah thats weird but also danny?
sad ghost club president: yeah sam?
big titty goth gf: stop being paranoid
big titty goth gf: also ur cover story is being at my place with tucker for a movie night like we originally planned until He came around.
t.f. as in the fuck: fuck skulker
sad ghost club president: skulker does not have rights
He could chill now, that he knew that Sam and Tucker have his back (like always, they always have his back) and a cover story already set up. His parents didn’t question his whereabouts usually on Friday nights, because he usually spent them with his friends and they were usually too buried in research to notice him not there.
Sad, but true.
Steven changed out the cassette tape for another, continuing the quiet drive down the road.
This is okay. They were probably only half an hour away now. Once they got to the city, Danny could look it up on his GPS app and see how long it’d take to fly back home. He couldn’t have ended up too far away from home, but with the Ghost Zone, he had doubts sometimes.
Of course just as everything seemed to be okay, everything had to go downhill immediately.
It started with his ghost sense going off. Steven was preoccupied with looking at the road, listening to the music playing through the speakers. Luckily. 
Danny glanced out the window.
Skulker’s face materialized through nothing and threw his robotic body at the car.
It was a shake, but the sudden force against the poor car sent it sliding across the road. Steven grasped the wheel hard and hit the brakes, and Danny braced himself and held onto whatever he could.
Luckily it was midnight in the middle of nowhere, no one else was on the road.
“You okay, Danny?” Steven asked, looking around with frantic eyes.
“I’m-- yeah, I’m good.” Danny took a deep breath. He glanced out the window again. Skulker was still around, no doubt about it, and Danny’s ghost sense went off again. He’s close.
“What was--” 
Danny didn’t want Steven to have to deal with ghosts, on top of his existential cross-country trip to find himself. For all Danny knew, the kid didn’t even believe in ghosts! He unbuckled his seatbelt and threw open the door.
“Thanks for the ride, goodbye!”
He didn’t want to deal with Skulker, once Steven was out of the way he’d go ghost and try and fly to the town nearby and figure out where he was, then let Skulker hunt him all the way back to Amity Park. All in a night’s work.
“Wait, Danny--?”
He ducked into the brush by the side of the road, trying to lure Skulker away from Steven. He didn’t want more normal people to get involved in his problems.
But apparently the other kid didn’t take goodbye! very well, Danny turned his head around and saw Steven following him carefully into the woods by the side of the road.
Before he could tell Steven to turn around and go, Skulker appeared. Of course. Steven was immediately drawn to the sight of the sudden floating, glowing robot in mid-air, of course, but it didn’t go the other way. 
“You’re too out-of-range to have your friends help you with that stupid tablet now, whelp.” Skulker had somehow got re-synced to one of Tucker’s tablets, and it was good while it lasted, but it seemed Danny was out of time. And even if they were still synced up, they were too far away from Amity Park for it to connect.
Damn it. Just his luck.
“Let’s make this quick, shall we?” Skulker added before Danny could interject with a witty remark. He raised one of his DALV-made ecto-guns and it shot.
Go intangible, his instincts said.
FUCK, his brain said, helpfully.
He closed his eyes and braced for whatever was coming-- intangibility, pain, whatever. Hopefully, Steven got the idea to run--
No pain came. He wasn’t intangible.
Danny opened one eye.
And then the other. 
Steven was standing between him and Skulker, and a weird… It wasn’t ecto-energy, but it was some kind of pink energy, forming a barrier, taking the hit from the ecto-gun too easily.
What.
The fuck.
Steven turned around to Danny, eyes wide. “Danny, are you okay?”
“Uh-- the-- what.” Skulker looked as annoyed as he usually did, if not more, and tried to phase through the pink barrier. “Are you-- what-- uh. I think my brain has officially had it. Yeah, you know, this might as well happen.”
Steven cringed. “Oh, the shield. It’s a, uh… Long story.”
“Yeah, okay, I’ll take your word for it.” Danny replied. He looked back at Skulker. He didn’t want to transform right in front of Steven, but the barrier probably wouldn’t hold forever, or Skulker would just go over it or under it eventually. 
Steven could clearly protect himself. This is what he meant, it seemed.
“Well. I didn’t freak out on you. So don’t freak out on me now, okay?” Danny looked to Steve, who nodded.
“No freaking out, got it!”
Danny allowed the familiar rings to transform him. Why he was trusting this random kid with the biggest secret he had (well, one of the biggest secrets, technically), Danny didn’t know.
But the kid obviously wasn’t normal himself, as evidenced by the glowing pink barrier between him and the ghost.
And to his word, Steven did not freak out. His eyes did glimmer and he did look at Danny with an odd sort of familiarity to it, a sort of kin-ship of weird teenagers with weird powers. Apparently.
Skulker broke through the barrier. He looked down at Steven, then to Danny. “Looks like I’ve got two pelts to add to my collection.”
“Ew, gross?” Steven replied, looking a bit sick to his stomach. 
“Yeah, you get used to it after a while.” Danny shrugged, before turning to Skulker again. “How many times do I have to tell you, Skulker, that you’re never gonna get your hands on my beautiful hair?”
Danny charged ectoblasts into his hands. Steven allowed more of that weird-pink energy form around his fists, like boxing gloves. Ah, not just a one-trick show pony. 
“I’ve got your back, Danny.”
And for once, Danny didn’t feel alone in his ghost-fighting.
----
Skulker was taken down easily with two people fighting instead of one, especially with barriers that could take hits from both ecto-gun blasts and normal ecto-energy blasts pretty well. It was probably not even five minutes until the pesky hunter was sucked up into the thermos and stashed back in the safe space along Phantom’s handy belt.
Steven didn’t even look fatigued. It looked like he had more energy than he had started with originally-- probably the adrenaline high that came with every ghost hunt. 
“Alright. I was trying to not be too nosy, but what was that?” 
“A ghost.”
“A… a ghost?!”
“Yup. Not the whole horror-movie, boo and spook ya kind of ghosts.” Danny said, floating down to where Steven stood. “You’re taking this well.”
“You’re taking this well.” Steven wasn’t even bruised and he’d been thrown into a tree during their fight. He wasn’t even bleeding, but one of his fists was still covered with the magic-bubble glove. He flexed and it popped, fading away.
“Well, at this point, anything might as well happen.” Danny landed, allowing him to transform back. “You can’t tell anyone about this, alright?”
The sudden harsh tone in Danny’s voice startled Steven, and he straightened up. “Scout’s honor! Even though I was never a scout.” Steven shrugged. “And, well, I never kept my gem powers a secret, so I don’t care if you tell anyone or not, I guess?”
“Gem powers?” It was the word that Skulker had thrown out during their fight, but Danny was just trying to take him down quickly so he could get home quickly so he could take a nice, long nap. 
“Oh, yeah. I’m half-gem.” To prove, Steven lifted his shirt and showed that, in the placement of his navel was a bright pink gemstone. “Half-gem, half-human.”
Wow.
The only experiences Danny had ever had with other hybrids like him-- halfas-- were Dani and Vlad. Dani (or, Ellie, as she said last in one of her letters) was his clone, for starters, who was taking soul-searching to a whole new global level. Vlad was an egotistical maniac who wanted to kill his dad so he could date his mom.
“I’m… I’m half-human, too. Except, half-ghost instead.” He could feel a few tears welling up, but he pushed them aside. “Normally I’d say you’re going to have to wait a little longer to unlock my tragic backstory, but after tonight I’d say we both have stories to tell.” 
Steven smiled. “I still owe you a ride to the next town, don’t I?”
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purplesurveys · 3 years
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1036
survey by tickticktmr
How many...
How many times have you skipped class? I skipped one day a year back in high school, and that cut was always for this day-long event that the school would arrange to serve as a break from academic classes; for example, for those days we had like themed classes like knitting and it was also usually a themed costume day. I didn’t see the point in it, so I always skipped.
I cut a lot of classes in college that it’s impossible to count because, welp, it’s college lol.
How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? Hundreds.
How many years have you known your second closest friend? 10 years.
How many alarm clocks are in the house? We don’t have any alarm clocks, but we have alarms built into our phones. If those count, then we have five.
How many people have you argued with?  I don’t think I can count this. I’ve had arguments with various people ranging from mild bickering to full-blown fights.
How many times have you watched your favorite movie? I watched it every day for a certain period several years ago and I go back to it at least once every year. It’s probably been a little more than a hundred times.
How many people do you live with? Four, my parents and two siblings.
How many pairs of boots do you own? Zero.
How many people have told you they're in love with you? Just the one.
How many times have you cried over the opposite sex? A handful, but all have been in the non-romantic sense. I used to cry all the time when we’d drop my dad off at the airport, and I’ve cried over my grandpa’s and Nacho’s death as well.
How many people have been in your house at one time? Do you mean what’s the most number of people that’s stayed at our house at one given time? Not sure...maybe it was the time the entire executive board of my org came over for a meeting before the official start of the sem? It was only a little over 10 people, but then again my mom doesn’t appreciate too many visitors.
How many stuffed animals are in your room? There are a couple of plushies, but not anything bigger than that.
How many cellphones have you went through? Tons. I was my parents’ nightmare. I’ve gone through 8 so far.
How many pets do you have? We have two living ones, both dogs.
What would you do if...
What would you do if you could never listen to music again? I’d be really distraught over never being able to listen to my favorites anymore. Even if I don’t really listen to music when I’m depressed, i.e. now, I still like having the option to tune in when I feel like it. So even if it won’t be the end of the world, I’d still feel pretty damn lonely.
What would you do if your current bf/gf cheated on you? I don’t have one anymore but I’d be really puzzled and be betrayed if she had, given how much she hates cheaters and the act of cheating.
What would you do if you could never wear jeans again? Rejoice for the most part, but also be sad over mom jeans because they’re the only comfy kind of jeans and that’s the one type I genuinely enjoy wearing.
What would you do if your dad became president? Expect him to tap me for help almost immediately. I think he’d make a good leader considering he’s already one at his work, at least a far better one than my mom ever could be.
What would you do if you lost your most important possession? Right now that’s my laptop. If I lost that, I’d mostly be scared of the possibility of my parents whooping my ass; but at the same time my company just gave me a company laptop anyway so it’ll be easy to start over.
What would you do if your house burned down? Stop taking this survey, obviously. Then I’d grab my phone and Kimi, since he’s here with me in my room.
What would you do if your best friend didn't want to be friends anymore? I’d be devastated and start thinking if I’m the problem.
What would you do if you had to move do a different state/province? Thank fuck. I’d be relieved to have the chance to start from scratch, and I’d be all for it.
What would you do if someone shaved your head? Be furious, especially if they did it while I was asleep or otherwise unaware.
What would you do if Jesus came to your front door? Think that it’s probably an act and ask them to leave.
What would you do if your house was robbed? Check if my parents, sister, and dogs are unharmed.
What would you do if your sister/brother got married? Puzzled because 1) they are both single, 2) we are still in a pandemic and why would either of them want to get married right now, and 3) they are 20 and 17.
What would you do if dogs became extinct? Idk, be upset.
What would you do if the last person you kissed proposed to you? I’d be conflicted and a mix of emotions. I’m not sure I would take it well now, even if that’s all I wanted in the end.
Have you ever...
Have you ever broke a body part? I’ve mildly sprained an ankle, but I’ve never broken a bone or had an organ severely malfunction.
Have you ever broke someone else's body part? I don’t think so. 
Have you ever changed for a guy/girl? I’ve adjusted a lot. Idk about change.
Tried to jump on a celebrity but been stopped by the security guards? Kind of? Greyson Chance walked into the mall right when I was exiting and my first instinct as a 14/15 year old was to grab my phone and start taking photos, even though I wasn’t even a fan and could not name any song of his and was just excited to see a Hollywood person in such a mundane circumstance lol. But it wasn’t the smartest move, obviously. I got to be a little too close just because we were crossing paths; I wasn’t trying to be near him, but that’s what his bodyguard interpreted so he asked me to back off.
Have you ever complained about the last person you spoke to? I don’t think there was ever anything to complain about Hans. We’ve always been on amazing terms and he’s one of the funniest people I know.
Have you ever cried on your mom's shoulder? As an infant.
Have you ever dialed 911 as a prank? No. I’m not a jerk.
Have you ever won a talent show? I don’t have anything to show off, so I never joined those.
Have you ever spilled a drink on a expensive electronic item and ruined it? Nah. As clumsy as I can be, I’m always careful with liquids and gadgets.
Have you ever fainted when someone told you shocking news? Nope. I’ve only fainted because I was extremely hungry.
Have you ever swooned over the Jonas Brothers? In 4th grade. I still like them, but I haven’t swooned over them in a while.
Have you ever bought a piece of makeup that cost over $100? No, I don’t buy makeup period.
Have you ever been cheated on by someone who claimed to love you? I haven’t.
Have you ever got food free because the waiter thought you were hot? No, and ew.
Do you...
Do you have someone who will always be there for you? Yeah, I’m lucky I have friends who remind me all the time.
Do you have a membership at a gym? No, was never interested.
Do you act dumb to get guys/girls to like you? No. Hasn’t this been debunked a million times?
Do you know anyone who smokes a pack of cigarettes a day? Possibly more, yes.
Do you follow the rules? As much as possible, yeah.
Do you have a friend who secretly really annoys you? Eh, kind of, but I don’t count her as a friend per se.
Do you always have Pepsi at your house? I don’t think my parents buy Pepsi whenever they get softdrinks. I’ve only ever seen Coca-Cola bottles.
Do you flirt with anything that moves? No.
Do you watch Sponge Bob? I watched it regularly as a kid; as an adult, I’ll watch the older episodes from time to time.
Do you count sheep when you can't sleep? No.
Do you sweat easily? Nah. I’ve been told I rarely look like I sweat, actually.
Do you like pineapple? Not at all.
Do you refuse to wear something that's out of style? If it’s something that’s recently gone out of style, like culottes, then yeah. But if you mean like 90s stuff like fanny packs and mom jeans, I believe those things are back in style all over again.
Do you type 'u' or 'you'? I type both, depending on what I feel like using and who I’m talking to.
What is...
What is your best friend's name? Angela. Maybe Gabie? But mainly Angela.
What is your first girlfriend/boyfriend's name? See second name above.
What is your neighbour's name? I have no clue what any of their names are other than the director who lives two houses away; his name is Mac.
What is your least favorite swear word? Faggot.
What is the best and most romantic way to propose to someone? I think it will always be different per couple, and if a given couple wants a romantic proposal in the first place.
What is something that always makes you laugh? The show Friends.
What is the name of your hometown? That’ll stay a secret.
What is the most gentle way to turn someone down? Idk...haven’t really had to do this before, and the one time I did wasn’t the nicest way.
What is the ugliest girl name? 1) Can’t think of any, and 2) that’s just mean.
What is the most boring thing to do? Technically, waiting. Especially if it’s for something mundane, like lining up for a government service.
What is the funnest kind of question to answer? On surveys? I appreciate random questions the most.
What is the most useless thing you know? I’ve read a lot of ‘useless’ trivia on Reddit that I’ll probably never have to use or bring up in this lifetime.
What is your favorite pair of pants? My mom jeans, which I always mention when asked this.
What is the best flavour of ice cream? I personally root for cookies and cream.
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some of my past relationships have been less than stellar and there are still things that absolutely floor me about being in a healthy, supportive relationship now. 
my gf doesn’t like supernatural. It’s all good, I understand, I’m a big fucking nerd. She’ll listen to me talk about it, though, and she’s happy for me when I’m excited about something that happened or get some merch that she’s going to have to look at all the time. There’s a little teasing here and there, but honestly I deserve it. She is really awesome about letting me know that she is just teasing, and she knows that she is a fan of stuff I’m not, so it goes both ways. 
Supernatural has been an important show to me, it’s gotten me through some dark times. It might sound stupid, but watching them going up against darkness, coming out on the other side, loving each other so hard it changes the world, that’s really cool. The actors are also super awesome when it comes to being vocal about mental health issues, and hearing that someone you look up to has the same struggles you do is reassuring. They’re always raising awareness for charities and encouraging people to donate and get involved, and it’s awesome. I’ve spent a LOT of time writing as some of these characters too, like, daily for 8+ years. TL;dr, it’s a show that’s changed my life. 
So I was looking at convention tickets today and thinking about how cool it would be to get to go and celebrate this stupid show, but also how I don’t really have the wiggle room to pay for it. My gf saw it, and she gave me the usual ‘on this spn shit again alright’ look but she listened to me talk about it. And then she BOUGHT ME A FUCKING TICKET. Not just an admissions ticket, a gold pass. I cried and she told me how important my happiness is to her and then I cried some more. 
And then it gets even better???? We’ve been talking about saving up money and tightening our belts a little lately, so this was an indulgent purchase. So I’m feeling a little guilty, and this wonderful bitch comes out and is straight up like “oh, btw, this isn’t conditional, I expect nothing from you, don’t feel bad about it at all, and I’m just doing this ‘cause I love you.” 
I’ve never had this kind of support before. She looks at something that makes me happy, and she accepts it. She accepts me, and encourages me, and supports me. No, she doesn’t have to buy me an expensive ass con ticket for me to realize this, but damn did it hit really hard today. I am really, really, really lucky, and I can’t even imagine where I’d be today if I’d had someone like her by my side the whole time. 
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meganlpie · 5 years
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You Are More Than Enough
Anonymous asked: Hi! Can I ask for Marauders era angst with Sirius Black where his usually cheerfull and cuddly gf becomes distant and gloomy and he doesnt know whats going on. He tries to find out the reason why she is acting like it and avoids him, but she just got hitted by thoughts she is not good enough. Thanks!
Here you are, lovely! I changed it just a tad bit but I think you'll like it. I do not own Sirius, Hagrid, or Marlene. They belong to J.K.Rowling.
Warnings: Angst and Fluff, insecurities and arguments.
Pairings: Sirius Black x fem!reader, mentions of Hagrid and Marlene McKinnon.
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Sirius was confused, to say the least. He wasn’t sure what was happening with you. The two of you had been dating for several months now and you had never acted the way you were now. Normally, you were relentlessly cheerful. It drove Sirius up the wall, but it was also one of the things he adored about you. And you were typically a girl who loved being cuddled. But not lately.
Lately, you had become distant. You didn’t seem to want to be touched. The most you would accept in terms of affection were little pecks on the cheek or forehead. You didn’t want to hold his hand or let him wrap his arm around your waist. You didn’t want to lay back against him while you sat in front of the fire in the common room. You just wanted to be left alone and that worried Sirius.
You also weren’t as cheerful as normal. The smiles, when you gave them, were forced or simply didn’t have the emotion behind them. You didn’t laugh at his jokes, which was bad enough. Sirius was hilarious, at least in his own mind. It wasn’t as if the young man was offended. He was worried. After weeks of the change in attitude, Sirius finally decided to ask you what was going on.
Sirius plopped down on the sofa next to you. You moved to scoot away, but he gently grabbed your arm. “Y/N, what gives?” You brushed some nonexistent dirt off you uniform skirt. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” you said softly. Sirius used his fingers to turn your head to face him. “You’re acting weird, love. Did I do something?” You immediately shook your head. “No. Of course not.” Sirius’ brows furrowed. “Then why are you being so strange? You don’t smile anymore. You don’t let me cuddle you anymore.” You licked your lips.
“You didn’t do anything, Sirius. I just…” you trailed off as you ran a hand down your face. Sirius waited. He tried to be patient, but the bouncing of his knee told you he was anything but. It was driving him crazy not knowing what was wrong with you. You sighed and muttered something. “What was that?”
“Why are you with me, Sirius?” you asked. Sirius glanced around, confused. “What do you mean?” You let out a groan. “I mean why, of all the girls in this school, did you choose to be with me?!” Sirius jumped a little as your voice rose. It wasn’t like you. “Because I like you? Because I think you’re an amazing girl?” You scoffed and Sirius realized he made a mistake.
“Are you telling me or asking me?!” you barked before going on, “I’ve seen how half the girls in this place look at you, Sirius. And I’ve seen the way you looked at them. I’m nothing like them. At all. Let’s face it, I don’t deserve you so I ask again, why are you with me?” Sirius couldn’t answer. You were so upset, more upset than he’d ever seen you.
Sirius knew you had insecurities. Everyone did. But he didn’t know that they had been eating away at you for so long nor did he know why it started bothering you again so suddenly. Had someone said something? Had he done something?
“See, you can’t even give me an answer. I-I think it’s best if we end this. Before I get hurt.” You moved to stand but Sirius caught your arm again. “What do you mean?” he asked again. You shook your head as tears pooled in your eyes. “I mean that, eventually, you’re going to realize that you can do better and you’ll leave me anyway. So, I’m going to save you the trouble. It’s over, Sirius. I know you’ll find someone better for you in no time.” You pulled your arm around of his grip and practically ran away, leaving Sirius gaping after you wondering what just happened.
*time skip*
Sirius was miserable. He hadn’t realized how much you’d actually meant to him until he couldn’t call you his anymore. At first, he tried to go back to his previous ways, a different girl on his arm every week, flirting with anything in a skirt. But nothing seemed to match the feeling he got when he was with you. Not even Marlene, who he had an on again, off again relationship with. He couldn’t get the sight of your heartbroken face out of his head and he still wondered what had made you act the way you did.
“See, Marlene? I told you I’d help you out,” Sirius heard one of Marlene’s friends saying one day. He was leaving the Quidditch pitch and heading toward the locker rooms. He’d found solace in flying after everything that had happened. “What do you mean?” Marlene asked. “I got that little mouse to leave him.”
“Wait! You made Y/L/N break up with Sirius?” There was a brief silence that Sirius took for the girl answering. “What did you do?!” Marlene sudden shrieked. Sirius knew he should have left, but he couldn’t. He had to know. This girl was the reason you left him? “Seriously, what did you say to her?”
“I simply told her the truth. I told her that she wasn’t good enough for him. She wasn’t pretty enough or smart enough to compete with the rest of us, especially you. I asked her why she thought Black kept coming back to you time and time again. I didn’t do anything but tell the truth.” Sirius felt his blood boiling. He knew some girls were petty, but he never expected this. He was about to burst in when Marlene spoke again.
“How could you do that?! Y/L/N never did anything to you. She’s very sweet and Sirius really liked her! I need to rethink this friendship if that is what you consider helping. I need to go find her and explain things.” Sirius was glued to the spot and Marlene was suddenly in front of him.
“Sirius?” His dark gaze traveled over to Marlene’s pack of “friends” and his eyes narrowed. “So, you’re the reason Y/N thinks she’s not good enough for me? Let me tell you something. If anything, I’m not good enough for her. She is the greatest girl in the entire world. And yeah, Marlene is amazing, but Y/N is everything I could ever want.” He paused to smile down at Marlene. “Now, I’m going to go find Y/N and if any of you ever treat her like that again, I will hex each and every one of you, consequences be damned.” With that, he stormed away, Marlene on his heels.
“Sirius, she’s probably at Hagrid’s hut. She spends a lot of time there, taking care of the creatures.” Sirius stopped walking and kissed her cheek. “Thanks, Marlene.” She smiled. “Of course. Tell Y/N I’m sorry for them and I’ll see you both around.” Sirius made his way to Hagrid’s hut as quickly s possible. Sure enough, you were there in the garden with the Gameskeeper.
“Hello, love. Hagrid, may I borrow Y/N for a moment?” Hagrid looked at you and you nodded. “I’ll just, uh, go feed some of the animals in the forest then. See ya around.” The half-giant lumbered off, leaving you and Sirius alone. Before you could ask anything, Sirius blurted out, “I love you!” You froze in place and gaped openly at him.
“I love you, Y/N. I know it’s silly, but I do. I love how you make me smile. I love how you laugh at my jokes that aren’t even that funny. I love that you are ten times smarter than I am and you never let me forget it. I love how obnoxiously cheery you are all the damn time. I love when you fall asleep leaning against me even when you say you aren’t tired. I love that you care more about the people around you than you do your own popularity. And I love that you aren’t afraid to show the world that you wear your heart on your sleeve.”
As he spoke, Sirius walked closer to you. You kept your eyes down on the ground, more interested in your shoes that anything else. Sirius shoes came into your line of sight before you finally looked up. To your surprise, you found Sirius’ eyes filling with tears. It wasn’t like the young man to show that kind of emotion
“Sir-“ you began but he cut you off. “Wait, please. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you any of this before. I should have. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever done, but for you, I don’t mind. You are more than enough, Y/N. You always will be and I’d like another chance to, I don’t know, show you that I think so.” He began rambling after that, the passion he’d begun the speech with had been spent and he wasn’t sure where to go from there. Lucky enough for him, he didn’t have to. You pressed your lips to his, silencing his rambling. Sirius wrapped his arms around you and melted into the kiss.
(A/N: I hope this is what you were looking for!)
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nikoalaa · 4 years
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usually this is something i’d post on a side blog with no tags or followers (just to get out of my head), but i think this time i want the possibility of someone helping. idk how long this will be but i’ll put it under a read more when i’m on my computer.
i’ve been struggling more lately. idk if it’s just the pandemic and quarantine and everything getting to me, but this has all been happening before too, just maybe not as often. i’m more anxious, i’m more depressed, i want to shut myself away from friends and not leave my house much unless it’s a quick trip somewhere by myself. i’m so tired all the time. i’m just so, so exhausted. and since i’m home a lot with nothing to do, i’ll sleep. my schedule is so messed up. i sleep basically 5am-2pm and then sometimes still take a nap. like today i slept 5 or 6 am- 2, woke up and had something small to eat, sat at my computer and then slept again 6:30pm-9pm. i jokingly call this my “unemployed schedule” with my parents, but i think they just think i’m lazy.
and speaking of them, i think a lot of my problems i have with myself would be nonexistent if i just had good parents. my crooked teeth wouldn’t be an issue if my dad didn’t hate doctors and was scared of the dentist, therefore never making appointments for me or my brother, resulting in us both not having good teeth. my weight and unhealthy relationship to food wouldn’t be an issue if my mom would have just made me eat a god damn vegetable when i was a kid instead of just giving me chicken nuggets so i would stop whining. and when i was chubbier then other kids, instead of herself trying to fix my diet by actually cooking healthy food and making me eat it, she made me see a doctor and go to group sessions of other kids in similar situations (that i was very uncomfortable going to, to the point of me crying, but she forced me to go anyway). which none of that helped anyway, it just made me self conscious about eating so i now hate food and when i do eat in public, i feel gross and that people are staring at me. and now my body has tricked itself that if i’m out in public, i can only eat very little or else i get sick and throw up. and my mental illness could be in check if my parents just put in any effort. they’ve been aware of my depression since i was in 3rd grade (which my mom would phrase as “you don’t seem as happy anymore”) and i recall having anxiety since kindergarten. i get that we didn’t have a lot of money when i was growing up, so maybe they just made me see the guidance counselor every friday for two school years. which is fine, that’s what they could do and it was at least something idk. but after that it’s like they stopped caring. i went on to public school after that and i hated it. i constantly would go to the nurses office in 5th grade and pretend being sick so my mom could pick me up or some how get me home. that should have been a red flag. or whenever my dad asked me how my day was and i never said “good”, another red flag. i was so depressed for the rest of my time in public school, and they didn’t do anything. sure i would join clubs or play sports to try to make myself happy and have fun, but it wasn’t ever enough. high school was even worse. i was angry all the time. just that angry emo kid sat in the back of the class. and eventually i lost almost all my friends. i started cutting, but i kept it hidden until i got changed after gym class one day. someone i was kinda friends with spotted the cuts on my upper arm. they gave me a knowing look and asked what happened. i said my dog scratched me. but it was way too many cuts and too dark to be dog scratches. but they didn’t ask again and i was grateful because i didn’t want help at the time. rest of school went on, the cutting stopped (or at least stopped being as frequent. relapses now and again), had panic attacks before and during school (that i always seemed like a burden for having when my mom had to deal with it), then i had a manipulative friend/ex gf i’m not even going to get into rn. long section short, my parents knew i was struggling. they would mention it off handedly. “you didn’t seem as happy” “we saw their was something going on” stuff like that. but they did nothing to help me. never asked questions, never talked to me, never asked if i needed help or someone else to talk to.
after highschool the panic attacks weren’t as frequent, but the depression was there. and they knew it. because even now and then i would bring it up, especially when i was having a breakdown. i would tell them i need help, i need a therapist and i need medication. she said (because it was always my mom i would go to) that she would see what she could do. then nothing happened. another time, full break down, and i fully told her i am suffering and i need help. she made me feel like such a burden and an inconvenience. she said she had no idea how to get me a therapist. no idea where to start. so i told her, mainly yelled, to ask this one lady we know (someone who had actually done more for my mental health than my own mother) for advice because i know her two kids go to therapy and stuff. she said she would try but she never did. few weeks ago, i have the biggest panic attack i’ve had in a while. full hyperventilating, almost going to throw up, all because there was a bug in my room trapped under a bowl. that is not healthy. i’m sobbing and gasping for air as my dad is trying to get the fast bug off the floor but not lose it, and once it’s gone i’m in bed sobbing and heaving and my whole body is twitching uncontrollably. she thinks she’s hot shit because she did that “5 things you can touch” bull shit once i was starting to calm. nothing again after that. what they did, they bought a hand vacuum so i could catch bugs myself. i guess so i won’t have to bother them at 4 in the morning and again freaking the fuck out. all in all, if they got me therapy as a teen and i had meds, i probably would be much much much better off. i won’t even go into the trans stuff rn. i think they think it went away because they ignored it and i don’t talk about it with them. even tho in the rest of the world away from family, i go by my chosen name and my friend calls me “he”. but it’s been almost 4 years, if not already 5 years, since i came out to them. they said they looked up therapy and stuff but again, nothing ever happened. i joke with my parents and say they’re lucky i don’t steal my dogs prozac and they laugh. i know it’s exactly the one used for people because it’s the same exact one my ex took. these days i’m starting to see things out of the corner of my eye, but nothing is there. i tell my mom i think i have adhd or something because i’ve read symptoms and it would make sense. and i also don’t remember a time where my head wouldn’t just be quiet. even now. it never is. but she says i was tested and they didn’t say i had adhd. when i was 7... and it’s misdiagnosed in afab people... and especially since i was anxious as a child.. and nervous around the lady who tested me. when. i. was. 7. shit develops later in life. but she won’t believe me because she says she’s trained to see the signs for her work. but then she’ll bring up how my uncle, grandma, and dad, are like the poster kids for adhd. and she just won’t believe me.
i’m really struggling with just everything. and i feel guilty that i’m even struggling and “feeling bad”. i’m a white kid from the philly suburbs. everything could be much much worse for me. but then again, i know thinking like this isn’t good for me. just because it could be worse, doesn’t mean it still can’t be a hell of a lot better too. i just want to be okay. i want to be healthy and happy. i’ve never really gotten to experience it all. my happiness seems fake and it fades away. my idea of health is “going to the gym and the right amount of anorexia.” i know that’s not healthy but that’s just the only way i know. my mom doesn’t seem to care anyway. i tell her that when i am working or i was in school, i would only have like one meal a day. she didn’t say a thing. i just want to be happy. i don’t want to die. i really don’t. i hate being alive but like, i’m already here. i’m not going to take myself out. but it’s just so hard to exist a lot of the time. idk how i’ve done it this long. and i can tell it’s gonna get bad again because i tried to cut myself a few nights ago. the knife wasn’t sharp enough to really make a mark but i had no energy to keep trying. i really need help but idk what to do anymore.
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caughtinkorea · 5 years
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It Is What It Is
I’m almost home. I haven’t bought my ticket just yet, but believe me, I'm almost there. This last minute thing is the Naija in me lol.
I have been a whole lot happier lately. I’m more at peace with myself. I’ve been traveling a lot lately. Most recently I stopped by Okinawa for a few days. I wanted to try a different place in Japan I’d never been to and decided on a whim to go to Okinawa instead of Osaka. It’s beautiful btw. Humid... and expensive... but beautiful nonetheless. 
I’ve had time to spread a little more of my good luck charm to my friends before I leave. Little Brother and his gf were up against a couple other potential tenant candidates for a place they wanted in Australia and they got it! He asked for help correcting a letter he wanted to send to the landlord to get it, and I helped him zhuzh it up a bit. He recently sent me a thank you message saying he got it. I’m super happy for him, and he seems to be adjusting well so far. ^^
I’ve managed to figure out why my dating life in Korea has been a mess. According to J my problem stems from the fact that I like overly attractive guys.
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Now, I could take this a certain way and be offended by it, but I know that’s not what he alluded to. Every time I point out someone I’m attracted to in the building, he remarks back “oh, the good looking guy over there *typical look*. He knows my type even better than Jazz lol. So, rather I take this somewhat as a compliment because he sees I have a keen eye for the delectables. Unfortunately that often means they tend to be no good.*sigh* You know they got tons of girls throwing themselves at them, and we all know that story ugh. I mean, I like what I like. I can’t help it. And that often seems to be a decent chunk of the guys that like me too...well... in a very shallow depth. Do I find myself to be the most attractive women? Definitely not, but I won’t be listening to any guy that tells me otherwise. They already have enough input everywhere else. So as long as this is the case it seems I never really stood a chance lol. But I refuse to settle *coughs* like I’ve seen so many other foreign girls do here *coughs*. I stand by my motto. If I wouldn’t settle for you in the States, I’m not gonna do it here either.
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In May I made a new friend. I’ll call him Bond. I knew I wasn’t looking to meet any serious potentials, so I’d long thrown that thought out the window. I’ve had a very weird and at many times very interesting life here in Korea, and it seems like it will be that way till the very end. I’ve met too many interesting characters to count. Anyway, why do I call him Bond? Well, he’s kind of like a secret agent. I’ll leave it at that. On paper, he’s pretty perfect. He’s tall, fit, educated, well traveled, has a good job(works for the government), polite, well-mannered, and has such an attractive British-ish accent. Is he physically attractive? I mean, I guess *rolls eyes*. He’s nothing special to me, but if he ever sees this he’d probably think I’m bitter for reasons. lol  But he’s definitely cute in a big teddy-bear type of way. You know, equipped with jujitsu training, and probably knows 20 ways to disfigure a person... but that’s neither here nor there. Teddy-bear! *jazz hands*
So we’ve been keeping in touch since May. We decided to be friends, and he already knows I’m leaving very soon. We were supposed to meet before my trip to Thailand, but his work came up last minute. So that didn’t happen and my 2 week trip turned into 1 month. Oops! But we kept in touch throughout my time there. Fast forward to more recently and we finally got a chance to meet. I dressed very casually with my banged wig and he with his formal work suit. We had chicken and beer and honestly the date wasn’t anything special. He seemed tired from a long days work and maybe a little annoyed. I understand. I basically almost cancelled right before our meeting. Honestly I was a bit annoyed myself. He kept skipping over the question of what exit to meet at, and I felt he’d been acting different the last couple of days after I turned down his last minute request to meet close to where I was staying for chicken and beer since we were both apparently in the area. I had just come back from Okinawa that day and was busy preparing plans for a dress for my brother’s wedding and I just wasn’t feeling it. I was tired. So I declined. He was probably also annoyed at the fact that when we met up I let him know I’d been using a fake name previously. For safety reasons of course. He seemed to be a bit insulted by it, but shrugged it off. Guys just don’t understand. But it is what it is.
We still managed to meet for 3 hours then he payed for dinner and we said our goodbyes. Before the end, I managed to get out what he liked to do on his free time to let loose. He seemed to open up more. From what I gathered he seems very morally upright tho he does indulge in nights out. So that was good to know... I mean with his job and all, I’d definitely hope he’d be a good person. 
So Saturday comes and we decide to meet to hangout in Itaewon. He usually likes going to one particular spot with his friends so I say I’ll meet him there. When I arrive I can’t seem to spot him anywhere which was odd since he’s really tall for a Korean. I’m going around back and forth to different spots. It’s super humid out and I’m getting hot and aggravated. We keep missing each others calls and messages. After about an hour of this telephone back and forth nonsense I’d decided I’d had enough and start walking back to my guesthouse to call it a night. He calls. I’m angry, but I answer the phone. He says he’s now at a kebab place eating with one of his friends. I tell him I’ll stop over real quick to say hi. Tho I was angry and didn’t want to do it, it’d be a waste of good makeup, outfit, and night. Someone is gonna see me damn it! I’m not letting all this go to waste!
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I start walking toward the restaurant. I see him and he reaches for a hug but I stick my umbrella out. Uh uh! Not with the mess you put me through going around in all this sticky heat. We walk over to the restaurant. I greet his friend and we sit and talk while they eat. Before going in he told me his friend didn’t understand any English, but when I spoke to him he seemed to understand pretty much everything just fine. Even more than him. Bond was unexpectedly quiet throughout the convo. I just kept catching him staring at me in somewhat disbelief through my peripheral every now and again. I kept asking him what he was staring at like that, but he’d change the subject and never really give an answer. I bet the whole time he was thinking “Who the heck is this!? This ain’t the same girl I met the other night.” I did clean up a bit differently. This time wearing a dress and head equipped with a long bang-less wig. So I could see why he might have been confused lol. They finish eating and the plan was for them to head home, but Bond decides he’ll stay out longer with me. His friend catches a Taxi and we head to Thursday Party.
He offers to buy me a drink so we head toward the bar. We ended up doing this coupley thing all night where we’d act like we were gf & bf every time someone approached our space. Tho we clearly saw each other as just friends. I squeezed into the side corner next to him by the register and when he turned to order some guy came to approach me. When he turned back around he caught my eyes, and angled himself to make his presence known. I leaned in to whisper in his ear and dude got the point and dipped. I enjoyed his company throughout the night. He was very fun spirited and enjoyed dancing, so we did that all night long. His demeanor was a juxtaposition from the previous night we had met up. Before he came off very calm and reserved. I loved that his big self didn’t seem to care who was watching him or what anyone thought of him. He was just out to have fun.
We eventually moved over to his favorite spot and this is when I realized his popularity with the ladies. No wonder he liked it there. Since he had been buying everything I offered to pay for the next round of drinks. We head over to the bar and I ordered. A drunk Thai girl being escorted through the crowd by one of the security guards poked her face out and sent him kissy faces. I was like “what was that?” and he rolled his eyes and we laughed it off. A few moments later he spotted a Latina heading towards him and called it out to me. This girl kept hovering around him making it very apparent she was in for the kill. She was super thirsty, but I was rather amused. But at the same time, it opened my eyes to just how disrespectful some women can be. Like I was just standing there watching as she clearly didn’t care that he was obviously entertaining another woman. Maybe she didn’t see me as a threat, but for a moment I just stood there fascinated at the disrespect. Bond wasn’t showing her any interest, but she wasn’t about to leave anytime soon. The bartender hands me our drinks and I felt like being petty, so I graciously handed one to Bond, held mine in the other hand then gently caressed his head as I looked seductively in his eyes. She got the memo and bounced immediately. XD
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He loved dancing in the middle of the floor so he pulled me along and we found a spot to dance. He had such a fun spirit about him and encouraged me to dance along with him which I obliged. Through out the night people would approach us asking if we were a couple and telling us how we looked good together. We’d laugh it off and tell them we were merely friends. Others would approach us individually to swoop us up and dance, but we’d always move towards each other and angle ourselves a certain way to signal we were each others company for the night. Guys who wanted to dance with me would be lead to him by my eyes then give him a thumbs up or tell him I was pretty and he was a lucky guy. Girls would approach him, sometimes even small groups, and try to dance up on him. He would always dance towards me and I’d make my move. It was always so funny. 
At a point we adopted a cute little kgirl that approached me with compliments. Her English was limited, but she told me she loved my dimples. Bond thought she said pimples and was perplexed like “who compliments pimples? what a weird child” lmao. We danced together for a bit and she leaned over to ask Bond if I was his gf. I tried to pretend like I wasn’t even paying attention and just minding myself dancing even tho I was trying to be nosy and hear what his answer would be. I was just curious to hear what he’d say. Unfortunately I couldn’t but after telling her something that was inaudible she turns to look at me and gives me a cute cheeky grin. We all just continued dancing and we dubbed her our daughter for the night. She was precious. We headed over to the bar on the other side for another drink and I reached to get my card, but he stopped me, gave me a what are you doing?-insulted look and told me he would pay for it.  
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It’s not really a big deal but he was so manly about it in a way that you don’t typically see here so it was refreshing. I can just tell he’s the type that likes to pay for everything for his girl. Yasss king! XD 
We head back to our spot on the dance floor and after some time we notice that our daughter isn’t there so we decide to go around and look for her and make sure she was okay since she was by herself. He is leading the way as I follow him through the crowd, but we momentarily get split for a few seconds, and I see this girl's hand reach out to grab him. She is just a split second too slow and barely missed grabbing him which was replaced by a bunch of air.
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I am in awe of the attention this boy had been getting all night with the ladies. What is this?? The hunger games? It was fascinating. Honestly I didn’t get it. Was it because he was tall and imposing? Fascinating I say. Just fascinating.
We go back to our spot and she eventually shows up. We decide to call it a night soon after. He suggests we take a cab together and he’ll drop me off first since he believes we are headed the same direction. I let him know I’ve moved guesthouses and am now staying in Itaewon very close by. We stop for him to grab some water from the convenience store close by then finally start heading our separate ways. He gets a cab, we say our goodbyes, and he hops in. I start heading towards my guesthouse and a guy slowly riding by in a taxi sticks his head out and says “beautiful!”. I turn to the perpetrator and say “Thank-” ....
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It’s Bond. He’s a whole mess! Go home Roger. XD The taxi speeds off. 
I continue walking towards my guesthouse, turn into the empty side street and right as I’m about to approach the door some kboy sneaks up behind me and speaks to get my attention. I was momentarily startled because I had unusually been unaware and he hadn’t made his presence known. I ask what he wanted and he shyly says he had been following me and wanted to tell me how pretty I was. *facepalm* Why do guys not realize how creepy that is? He was harmless so I just tell him thank you and give him a smile. He asks if that was my boyfriend. “Huh? Who are you talking about?” The guy that was in the cab. “How long have you been following me?” Since y’all were at the convenience store. CHIIIILLLLEEEE!!! smh I saw him leave and knew he wasn’t your bf. So I got courage and wanted to tell you you are my ideal type and I just wanted to see if you’d grab some drinks with me and just talk. “Umm, where is there a place around here to drink?” He tells me that every place around here is closed so let’s grab some drinks in the store and go to a hotel and chat. 
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Kboys ladies and gentlemen! Kboys
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