:・゚✧:・. The child within me that is cursed. Wasn't always a bearer of curses.
"Cursed."
"Cursed child, cursed."
They will throw the name upon you, as if it was a burning steel plate, fresh out of the fires of the forge.
"Cursed!" they yell.
"O' so cursed."
What is a cursed child? Is it one who bares a so called legacy of a parent who failed to do good, now burdened by the task of either continuing that legacy or breaking the chains? Is it one who struggles with the ways of the world and has an eye for what is right and what is wrong, which most do not understand?
Perhaps the child is cursed for simply being born.
Perhaps, they are too quick to put their blame upon an innocent soul, who is fighting enough as it is.
They tear it apart, sucking the mass out of the bright light and leave it empty and dull. Just for it to grow and live on eating the souls of other young ones when it has spent long enough with the title of: "Cursed child."
You said you'd care and yet. . . You tore me into pieces and nobody picked me up.
You called me a monster.
I was a child.
Father why do you hurt me?
And why am I a cursed monster? ・゚✧:・.:
:・゚✧:・ Poet's Notes: Daddy issues and trauma, eat up.
I’ve got a new song from my upcoming sophomore ep. It’s a song follows the narrative of one side’s observation of drifting apart and the longing for how it used to be
"And here I lay, a lonely sinner; All that's left is a cruel last prayer, asking the one up above me: Why did he ever abandon me? Why did he never guide me when the light was dim and cold?"
theres ghosts in the window of the old rundown ice mill. Or maybe it was a .... -oh well, the shadows would know better than i. The last of the bulbous summer clouds hang in the sky, turning into massive gray whisps. I remember seeing them this time last year; i saw them melting through the tears in my eyes.
The rail beside the murky hudson is home to many spirits. The lapping water is no doubt its own, and dominant of them all. The abandoned ruins of a castle stranded in the middle of the waters, however, gives it a run for its money.
There is peculiar life that is consistently birthed up and down the hudson. The kind of life that is supposed to add to the world ... except when it is put forth, it feels like the colorless, odorless vaccum of space. If you get too close, you could be consumed yourself, turning into a happy mess of loose threads. But, atleast she has given you new eyes, able to see yourself among the phantoms.
The waters are always trying to tell us something, and we rarely understand, let alone recognize that the river is aching to speak. What is above, caressed by the clouds, is below and nestled into the bed. Simultaneously, She is trying to convey connection and loss. This is the essential soul of the river - always melancholic -but majestic and courageous enough to know she must carry on.
I feel like, no matter where or when i die, my soul will return to this stretch of land beside her. I will become a part of the shadows, and i will know what it feels like to live in a castle upon the waters, just beneath the towering mountains.