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aylaaescar · 10 months

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“he didn’t even talk to you or come near you though” yeah well PTSD is funny like that, the way it makes people behave irrationally

#personal tag #mental illness blogging #kind of just. filled with fury rn.#why does the uncle who shoved me into a bathroom counter and called me hideous names and threw my stuff around just get to like #still be a fun family member #why am /I/ responsible for keeping the peace and not letting how I feel get the better of me when he's the one who hurt me?#why is it all MY fault?#I'm so sick of people in my life giving free passes to the men who hurt me bc ''well they're family''#abuse cw

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queercraftingchonk · 2 years

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Been having a weird one lately. 😒

Please blame the cruelty of the US Supreme Court for delaying my fanfic posts/writing. The current chapter deals with questions of family planning, and uh, it's been kinda hard writing it considering I have less reproductive rights now than I did when I started that chapter.

However, I'm coming up on the one year anniversary of How to Love a Biotic God(ess) and want to publish both this current WIP chapter AND the fun Boo one in time. [Also I'm turning 30 and that has some silly existential nonsense running around in my brain.]

Besides that, I've been getting back into the Sims 4 again and am in the process of making a new legacy challenge I'm referring to as the "Fickle Fates Tarot Challenge" atm.

Also, seriously considering getting into streaming on Twitch! I need better hardware first. But I kind of miss creative performance; I used to perform in concerts with my sax, or reading poetry at writing events, or academic presentations about niche shit I'm interested in. I'm thinking that streaming could (1) scratch that Leo sign itch to perform; (2) improve my social interactions from its current low social life state; and (3) create a small, welcoming queer community for folks online.

I'm not aiming for fame or such folly. My goal for success in streaming is that I gain enough followers/subs/viewers to be able to raise ~$100 or more for a nonprofit I support during a charity stream. (I would also like to be able to make some money, but hardly expect to make any substantial income from it.)

I continue to struggle getting the right Rx for my ADHD, and as such life is still rough for me. Not to mention the high social anxiety. But, I know I can improve things. Just...don't know the timetable of improving my current lot in life.

I hope everyone is staying safe as best they can. Be kind to yourself, and thanks for the support from y'all here on the hell site or on AO3. 💕

#personal thoughts #mental illness blogging #a creative enby struggles #approaching 30 at a rapid pace #mass effect fanfiction #how to love a biotic goddess #sims 4 #twitch #streaming

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gh0stbear · 2 years

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this one goes out to all the mentally ill girlies out there

#ren speaks #ev suv #mental illness blogging #memes

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visionmarred-archive · 2 years

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time to work on IMPROVING myself and all that stuff w my new handy dandy list of things to do to distract and soothe myself when my emotions are running too hot, thanks to this handy dandy DBT workbook

no more nuttiness for ME here. we’re gonna improve

#personal tag #mental illness blogging #recovery blogging #idk if that's a tag but it is now. I'm just happy to try and improve myself bc I know very well how poorly I've handled things before #I'm tired of the way I think and function being a problem that leaks into other people's lives. I hate it and I'm sick of it.#I want to be a better person. I'm going to try.

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bunniibpd · 1 year

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inkskinned · 2 years

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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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sa-dnesss · 1 year

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nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

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lisascr3ature · 8 months

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why am i like this

#mental illness blogging

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pixieverse-icedtea · 11 months

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me going into hibernation when it's time to recharge my social battery

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will-of-dumpsterfire · 5 months

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vixensofdeath · 7 months

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the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

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aylaaescar · 1 year

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unsure if this is a "your doctor upped your medication and it's affecting you" sadness or a "you are a depressed and mentally ill person who will have bad days regardless of medication and therapy" sadness

#personal tag #mental illness blogging #in other words: I feel like a big flaming ball of garbage but that's not new #delete later

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lild3m0nnn-bpd · 2 years

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