#trauma posting

[bunniibpd]

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#bpd #bpd blog #bpd meme #bpd memes #bpd life #borderline memes #borderline personality disorder #borderline life #actually eupd #actually borderline #borderline problems #borderline #trauma posting #trauma vent #trauma blog #mentally insane #mental illness memes #mental health blog #mentally unstable #actually mentally ill #mentally ill #mentally fucked #tw self destructive behavior #tw bpd vent #bpd episode #bpd splitting #bpd vent

[murielsbottombitch]

I keep gaslighting myself into thinking my situation isn't that bad and then I see the abject horror on people's faces when I actually talk about it.

#cripplepunk #neuropunk #disabled #trauma posting #chronic disability #chronically ill #chronic illness #bpd #borderline personality disorder #text post

[living-dead-girl515]

And sometimes it hits me, how deeply you cut me. The things you stole from me. The behaviors you left in me. I hate what you created, I hate what you did to me.

#creative writing #writing #prose #pretty words #new poets society #spilled thoughts #spilled feelings #spilled words #spilled ink #spilled emotions #prose poetry #spilled prose #trauma posting

[runhen4hell]

Credit: Jack St. Morior

#shitposting #neko #grunge #meme #trauma posting #traumacore #cats #mentally ill #nya #kawaii #kawaii gore #shblr #unalive #furry #cat ears #cat tail

[bvnniebog]

i crave the childhood i never had, there never was a me before my trauma

#csa tw #csa survivor #csa vent #sa trigger warning #trauma cw #actually traumatized #actually ptsd #trauma posting

[cunthulu420]

Sorry I’m bad at expressing my feelings, during my most important developmental years I was consistently punished when doing so, and now as an adult I carry around the latent fear that I’ll be yelled/laughed at for genuine expressions of emotion, do you still think I’m hot?

🥺

👉🏼👈🏼

#personal #funny #funny memes #funny post #daddy issues #mommy issues #childhood trauma #trauma posting #nothing relevant happened to cause me to make this post #I was just having a conversation with a friend and realized this would do numbers on here

[lost-my-soup]

It os really wild and terifying that i cant remember most of my life

Like, i can feel that tere i spmething there, there are memories, but i cant remember them. Over 10 years of my life are made up of 15 memories and a feeling of it being "not good"

Like wtf heaponed in taht time?

I got bullied and like puberty and aperently that was enough to delete everything

Coherent memories start when a friend sugested that i would look good in her dress

#196 #rule #trans #r196 #ruleposting #shitpost #rot girl winter #trauma #trauma posting #memory loss #bullying #puberty #gender dysphoria

[existennialmemes]

My body is a MACHINE that turns trauma into

✨🌟 Shitposts 🌟✨

#shitpost #shitposting #neurodivergent #neurodivergent memes #trauma posting #mental illness memes

[taughtsauce]

trying to empathize w/ your mom and understanding the hardships she went through and how much she loved you

vs.

remembering

#mommy issues #bpd #bpd episode #actually mentally ill #bpd vent #vent post #self h@rm #favorite person #sewersidal #trauma posting #abandonment like every other day #therapy

[traumatizeddfox]

i hate how hard it is to explain trauma to those who just don't get it. even if they know what u have gone through..they still ask stupid questions..like no sorry i can'T JUST MOVE ON I HAVE PTSD???

#trauma posting #trauma #actuallytraumatized #actuallymentallyill

[bunniibpd]

#bpd #bpd blog #bpd meme #bpd memes #relatable memes #bpd life #bpd mood #bpd problems #bunnii vents #trauma posting #bpd posting #bpd episode #bpd splitting #bpd stuff #bpd vent #bpd feels #trauma vent #trauma memes #tw sui implied #tw sui ideation #tw trauma #mental illness memes #mental health blog #mentally fucked #mentally ill #actually traumatized #actually mentally ill #actually borderline

[a-teacup-of-golden-cracks]

Hi so if you ever think your trauma source is invalid or not big enough, just remember that the one of the reasons I have RSD is because I was told that "Best friends do everything together" multiple times as a kid and didn't know better than to not take it literally and in an absolute way.

#still working to undo that one btw #trauma #trauma posting #vent #vent post #please help other people see this

[himbeereule]

(I'd call this a hot take if it weren't so lukewarm that it crosses the treshold into slightly cold)

"nowadays, everyone is suddenly getting diagnosed with autism or adhd or whatever"

no, people just used to not get diagnosed no matter how obvious it was

like, throughout my whole childhood people - including professionals - were like "huh, she's seriously strange, wonder what that's about", but nobody ever had the brilliant idea to just check

I mean, there was the assumption that I probably have adhd, but I was never tested nor did they do anything to help (except scolding me for not really participating in class, forgetting to bring things (sometimes my whole schoolbag) every single day, etc; I've never done homework in my entire life)

they did send me to speech therapy because I was really quiet unless talking about some special interest, then I wouldn't shut up until told to (my dearest adults always made sure to let me know how much they suffered from me talking to them <3); it was a semi-success - the therapist found that she couldn't do any exercises with me, but that I was happy and able to hold a normal conversation about the goals and methods of speech therapy (she ended up explaining her study books to me, and we just chatted about those for the whole therapy)

they also sent me to occupational therapy, but I spent the whole time rotating (literally just spinning in circles every session), so that didn't really help with anything either

so I had to suffer through many years of school (I skipped a grade, but changed schools a lot (I attended almost all school types in Germany lol), so I've been in school way longer than normal) always listening to teachers saying I had "the potential to always get perfect grades if she just... uuuh..." without ever managing to think of an actual solution, or even just suggesting we could maybe look for what's wrong with me

literally all my various schools ever did in that regard was sending me to take IQ tests, which led to one of the stupidest sentences I've ever heard (keep in mind it was an actual psychologist specialized in schoolchildren and responsible for the entire school who said this): "she's just so intelligent, we normal people will never understand her" - which was then used as justification to do absolutely nothing despite me having glaring problems in every single sector of (school) life

this whole thing also seriously set me back later - when I first learned about autism, I was like "no, everyone always told me how extremely weird I am, this would be way too easy of an explanation"; in the end, it took me three whole years of people learning about autism going "hey, that sounds like you!" (one school I was at specialized in social professions, so we learned about things like that as part of the curriculum), and people who lived with autists and autists themselves constantly assuming I was autistic and being really bewildered when I told them I wasn't, before I decided to go to diagnosis (surprise: the peer-reviewed status was officially confirmed)

but at that point, it didn't really help anymore - yes, getting closure was kinda nice, but when you're an adult, the little help that is available is only available if you take care of getting it yourself - which I absolutely can't, that's part of the problem in the first place.

so, in conclusion, I spent my entire life getting told how much potential I have by the very people who made sure to do nothing to actually help me achieve it (or just, you know, have a somewhat stable average performance, like everyone else)

tl;dr: I'm a massive disappointment to myself and everyone else, but at least I know it's not my fault. yay.

#aaaaaaaaaa #vent #autism #actually autistic #adhd #actually adhd #trauma posting

[desiretoadore]

I don’t know who needs to hear this but it’s okay if you’re not over it!! It’s okay to still be grieving, it’s okay to still be angry, it’s okay to still be sad, emotions are important and are meant to be felt! It doesn’t matter how long it’s been, the process of moving on is long and non-linear and different for everyone! I know society tends to push this idea that there’s only acceptable amount of time to be upset about the past before people think it’s weird, but please don’t let that make you feel ashamed! Take your time to feel how you feel. Don’t feel pressured to forgive others who harmed you if you don’t want to either, it’s not necessary for you get over it! But please, do try to forgive yourself. 💕

#reminders #self care reminder #trauma #trauma posting #mental heath support #mental heath awareness #mental wellbeing #actually mentally ill #trauma awareness #trauma healing #trauma and recovery #traumatic event #actually traumatized #mental wellness #healing #self healing #self care #self compassion #greiving #grief #dealing with grief #coping with grief #grief journey

[crybaby-writings]

fall out boy was right.

the stars ARE the same as ever, and i DON'T have the guts to keep it together.

#◇— ash's diary #fall out boy #so much (for) stardust #trauma posting #ptsd posting

[borecore]

your enemy being the person you share a home with is not normal btw .

#trauma suggestions #parentless suggestions #trauma posting #positivity #trauma recovery #mental health #well-being