#stoping the real bullies here

[cherry1sblog]

PART 2

PAIRING: Lee heeseung × fem!reader . a

GENRES:smut, fluff, bullying, alcohol,party,unprotect ed sex (rember to wrap your Willy so the out come won't be silly

WARNINGS there is bullying in this heeseung is basically a dick to y/n and nothing in this story is real!!! This is fan fiction and the way I write about heeseung is not the way I portray him as he's a person himself this is simply for entertainment only !!

SUMMARY:heeseung had always bullied you through your 3 years of Highschool but never let anyone touch you other then him and if he found out someone did that was the end of it you were basically marked as his toy that's until the summer of your junior year you had enough you were done with him always making fun of you and you hated the fact that after all he did I to you you still adored him and liked him but it dosent matter cause you wanted to leave your senior year with a banger so you were no longer your nerdy self still smart asf obvi but appearance wise different you got contacts new clothes thank god you guys didn't have a dress code and most importantly you spent all summer learning how to do your makeup..

RECAP….

y/n and sunghoon on the couch asleep "holy shit heeseung hyung is not gonna be happy" jungwon picked you up and ran with you on his back you being confused when jungwon locked his door and threw you on the bed *WHAT TH-

" jungwon covers your mouth muffling your yelling until you stoped "shut the fuck up unless you want to make heeseung hyung and sunghoon hyung hate eachother more right now " honestly you couldn't give a fuck less and if this made heeseung miserable then you had every reason not to care " why should I care on fact I actually don't mind going back ou " jungwon grabed your hand pinning you on the wall wtf is it with everyone pinning you on the wall " look I know heeseung hyung did fucked up shit and I know it's fucked up we didn't do anything but we all grow from our mistakes and plus now your like hot so please just shut the fuck up and well stay in here

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/the next day after all that//

You got home after sometime of being stuck with jungwon you were honestly so feed up with everthing at that point but being stuck with jungwon wasn’t too bad you got to knwo him actually as a person and the way he talked about heeseung made you actually see there is a diffrent side to heeseung getting lost in your thoughts you didn’t know that chu was talking to you “oh sorry chu I just have a lot on my mind rn” she looked at you with a smirk confused you looked at her “I bet you are having a lot on you mind scince you slept with Sunghoon “ afraid someone would hear you covers her mouth “chu first of all we did not sleep together second of all please don’t say that” you wind to her “okay oaky I’m sorry “ she wisperd “ but if you guys didn’t fuck what did you do “ obviously her not buying it “well I mean we actually just watched a movie “ chu was in disbelief “you telling me you spent that night at his house and didn’t fuck!” “Omg shut up chu “everyone now staring at you and her apologizing “speak of the devil” you turned around confused at chu it was heeseung jake and sunoo sunoo smiled happyily at you giving you a hug sunoo was normally like this even when people were rude to you he made really nice gestures making you at least happy one person back then didn’t totally hate you “hi y/nnieeee” avoiding heeseungs contact a bit embarrassed from What hapoend the last time you guys spoke “didn’t know you had a nickname other than doll y/n “ sunoo smacked his shoulder “cmon now hyung don’t be a dick”sunoo said defending you “what ever “ heeseung said walking away sunoo being left behind “oh btw y/n I was wondering if I could get your help with something “ nodding at him curios to what he could need your help with “I know you and heeseung aren’t best of buds but cause you help me plan his birthday par-“ you stopped him “hell no sunoo” “why not th-“ you get it that sunoos action didn’t mean to hurt you but why would you do anything to help him “please y/nnie “ sunoo made it so hard to say no “your lucky your pretty “ sunoo smiled happily “okay well I’m his party is next week and all of the boys are pitching in and I need your help with decorations “ nodding but you didn’t want heeseung to know you helped cause that would cause problems “sunoo just don’t tell heeseung I’m helping you plan this “ nodding and not questiong you “oh and chu would you mind going with Jake the day of to get drinks “ you could see chus eyes light up in mention of jake “ofc!” Sunoo thanked you guys and had left

//2 days later//

“Okay sunoo so we have all the Ballons ordered and the banners nikis and jungwon and gonna pick up the cakes Sunghoon sunoo getting all the food so we’re set “ being so tired staying up late at night to plan more things for heeseungs party even tho as much as you hated him you still put a lot of time in this for no reason you couldn’t exactly pin point why you were putting so much thought in it being worried he wouldn’t be happy with it…. anyways back to sunoo “yes everything looks perfect !” Being happy everything was set in place for Saturday “wait y/n have you chosen your outfit yet “ omg after picking out everything and setting it all up for heeseungs party you completely forgot to buy and outfit with only 1 day left before the party “oh shit” sunoo being confused “what’s wrong?omg you didn’t chose one out yet did you” you shook your head “okay well you should have some time tommorw right I can go shopping with you” you thanked that sunoo even reminded you or it would have been so bad “your a life savor sunoo ilysm “

//The next day//

Sunoo arrived at the mall but not alone he came with sunghoon you hadn’t talk scince that day so you too were a bit awkward sunghoon just standing there as sunoo ran up to hug you “sunghoon hyung are you broken” laughing a bit at what sunoo had said “what no” sunghoon being defensive you ended up greeting him by just waving as he waved back “okay!let’s go shopping “

You guys had gon into a dress store to find a dress for the party you wanted somthing simple not to much it still being a little awkward beetween you and sunghoon but you guys lightens the mood by just saying some jokes sunoo had handed you a dress scince you weren’t liking any that you chose and sunoo really had an eye for clothes showing them the white dress sunoo had chosen for you his and sunghoon mouth hanging open “y/n I think you broke sunghoon” you both started laughing as sunghoon was a bit embarrassed but you knew that this was the dress you were gonna chose

//DAY OF PARTTYYYYY//

After you and sunoo had spent all night and the morning of the party decorating at jakes house you finally had to go home and change tha fully the party was supposed to be a Suprise so you didn’t have to worry about heeseung seeing you…”hey y/n “ nudging you head at chu “what up “ she seemed like she was being held back by the question “e-even tho heeseung bullied you and none of his freinds did anything to stop him why are you still nice to them “ you yourself didn’t fully understand but as much as you say you hated heeseung you really well didn’t how could you hate him from the moment you saw him in middle school till now you could never get over his Bambi like eyes and you’ll never forget the first encounter you had with him either heeseung was super nice the first time you had met him he had accidently number into you the first day of 6th grade helping you pick up everything and apologizing but reassuring him that it was okay every year from that money on you guys always had the same class but 6th grade heeseung was much diffrent then heeseung now “I’m not really sure chu but I know that I don’t hate them and I can’t really blame the boys either at times they would tell heeseung he was doing to much or that it was enough and I thanked them for that it was never there fault “ nodding chus head understating you now and feeling simpathy for you “but chu that’s not important right now cause we’re gonna go party!”

//at the party //

Beomgyu had driven all of you to the party you walked in thrue the door and you were so proud of the decorations and that everyone loved them “holy shit y/n “ beomgyu said “I need you to be my party planner cause damn “ giggling you made your way to find the rest of the boys leaving you freind for a bit instead you ran into heeseung you rolled your eyes as he starred at you “cmon doll you can’t be rude to the birthday boy “ he walked closer to you “what ever happy birthday tho ig “ he just nodded surprised you said happy birthday to him at all jake and sunoo seeing you and going up to you and heeseung “y/nnieee!!” You hugged sunoo and Jake “do want a drink y/n? Chu got a pack of beer that you like” you nodded pushing thrue the crowed to go get a drink getting déjà vu as you saw sunghoon agian in the same place as last time “oh hey y/n” Sunghoon seeming a bit tipsy already “hey hoon are you drunk?” He shook his head “no not drunk but what ever you do do not drink jays punch” “noted” you said as you guys laughed he passed you a beer as “are you enjoying the party so far” he asked you saying it to you ear as the music was too loud nodding to him “do you wanna go dance?” You asked him being a flustered but agreeing as you two were dancing you had made eye contact with heeseung but he didn’t look away you were in a trans you didn’t even realize sunghoon was talking to you till you felt him pat hour back “hey are you okay?” He asked a bit concerned “yeah I’m good “you said as you look back to heeseungs spot as he smirked and left with a girl sunghoon noticed and looked in the same direction “don’t worry about heeseung “ he told you “I’m not dont worry” you saw him smile as you to continued dancing

//later in the party//

You saw heeseung with a girl making out you were staring so hard you were sure they’d be able to feel u you “yo y/n “Jake was talking to you now “you seem a bit to munch into heeseung making out with other girls “slaping jake for making that remark as he laughed “shut up Jake “ you rolled your eyes beomgyu laughing at his joke “ you two are so immature “ soobin added “I can’t belive you choosing sides “ “Jake hee not choosing sides he just has a brain” now you were laughing but still going back to heeseung every now n then but this time was different heeseung made eye contact with you and you had gotten flustered going outside on the balcony for some fresh air you were two into you thoughts you didn’t know heeseung standing behind you “you know y/n if you wanted to keep watching you should have tooken a picture “ being scared as he talked in you ear grabbing you wait being flustered at his comment and his gestures “what’s wrong doll you always have so much to say “ you turned around just to be caged into him “heeseung go away “ he tilted his head “why you don’t like this “ he came close to you neck sucking on your skin moving your neck to let him have more access but you knew it was wrong “no I’m not gonna be one of your quick fuckes “ you said as you pushed him back you could tell he was a bit drunk “why cause I’m not sunghoon? Are you now to good for anyone” you were a bit confused on why that even mattered “yk what heeseung you seem a bit drunk so I’m just gonna g-“ he grabed your arm and tugged you back the drink he had placed before down before he had it in his other hand but it got on your dress he himself was a bit upset he had gotten it on you dress and by now you were furios “why do you hate me so much! What have I ever done to you for you to hate me you can’t just fuck with my feelings heeseung” he was taken aback by your question “yk heeseung Even after all the times you hurt me I never hated you but you always hated me and still do I don’t know what I did but I don’t think I even deserve this “ tears coming in your eyes now he could see them even tho it was dark he get bad now “y/n I-“ “no heeseung save it I’m done with you bull shit have a nice night happy fucking birthday lee” and with that you stumbled and ran out the door realizing soobin was the one who had driven you so you had to walk home now.

//back in the party //

Part three will be out quickly I just couldn’t write on this page anymore for some reason tha my oh for waiting !!

#enhypen #enhypen smut #fanfic #cherry1sblogs #kpop smut #sunoo #jungwon #jake sim #sunghoon smut #sunghoon #heeseung smut #lee heeseung #heeseung

[the-scooby-gang]

Character assassination and delayed puberty: VelmaHBO mishandling of Fred Jones

As I write the "I watched Velma HBO so you don't have too" reviews for episode 1 and 2, I decided to post this thought process I had regarding Fred's mischaracterization and, specifically, about the choice of giving him delayed puberty.

In the show, Mindy Kaling's self insert (because that ain't Velma in this or in the next life) comes to the conclusion that Fred is such a "spoiled white privileged brat" that his body didn't see the point of growing up at all.

First of all: Fuck that

Second of all: Whose brilliant idea (we all know who, but lets pretend for a second here) was it to turn FRED JONES: cheerleader; net lover; circus enjoyer; himbo friend; golden retriever sunshine boy and "I love my friends and my van so much you guys" into THIS?!?!

Is it because he is white, blond and has blue eyes???? Because it would be easy to make him into a caricature of white supremacy???

Yes. That's exactly why they changed Fred. Because it was easy.

I will go deeper on this in the full review of episode 1 and 2 (god help me) but this whole show is written in the most lazy way possible with jokes that would have fit perfectly in a edgy early 2000s show, where characters become those straw men versions of liberals conservatives IMAGINE exist.

Where people of color complain all the time about white supremacy but don't go deeper into it, its just complaining for the sake of complaining;

Where they bring genuine arguments people make but with zero nuance or though behind them, instead the writers put what THEY imagine it is about and, 99.9% of the time, they attribute it to people being "tOo sEnSiTiVe" and " tRiGgErEd SnOwFlAkEs"

Where people blow things out of proportion and accuse people left and right of being fascists (when they call Fred "Hitler" the background character says "he looks like Hitler. And I'm not just saying that because we call anyone Hitler nowadays") completely disregarding the WHY people in real life are calling out fascist behavior when they see it. Hello rise of fascism happening on the world, how is the INVASION OF CAPITOL IN AMERICA and THE INVASION AND DEPREDATION OF THE PLANALTO IN BRAZIL going for you?!;

This show is Family Guy. I would say it's worse than Family Guy even.

Third of all: Delayed puberty is an Actual Thing That Happens To People. It's something that can happen at random or it can be a genetic disorder shared in the family. It can be a symptom of something way more serious or something benign.

Many people that suffer from delayed puberty suffer from low self esteem because they have to watch their friends grow and develop when the same thing's not happening to them. They may feel like they're never going to catch up.

People are bullied over this, people develop depression.

And now these people are the punch line of this mean spirited joke.

I can even envision a better show where Fred still has delayed puberty, but instead of being the butt of jokes where people keep commenting on the size of the penis of this HIGH SCHOOLER, they treat as the constitutional delay it is. Fred is a late bloomer. It may be caused by a pattern of growth and development in his family, it may be a chronic illnesses he has. Can you imagine Fred with something like asthma or diabetes?

Lets go with that, lets imagine a Fred with diabetes, who is not receiving a proper treatment for said diabetes (maybe because his parents subscribe to that style of parenting where they are more concerned about appearances than the well being of their kid. "No, he has no problem. He is a perfectly healthy Jones."

Or they are the kind that say shit like this: "He doesn't have blurry vision he is just a lazy student, that's an excuse," or "You would stop going so much to the bathroom to piss if you stoped drinking water all the time" or even "I told you to not stay awake all night on those weird net making websites, now you're tired in class. What kind of mother they must think I am..." "But I didn't stay up all night, I swear–" "Don't you lie to me Frederick") and as such the side effects and symptoms are left unchecked.

So the Fred Velma, and we the audience, are introduced too is the heir of this fortune... who can't stay standing because he is constantly tired, has completely given up on trying to apply himself on school because he can't see the fucking board his vision is so blurry, has passed out at least once in gym, drinks water like he lives in a dessert and is so self conscious about his body that even his girlfriend hasn't seen him shirtless even once. The swim team hasn't seen him shirtless even once, so there are these whiplash inducing photos in the year book where is a bunch of guys in speedos nest to this one dude in an early 20th century striped swimming suit.

In episode 1 itself Velma's vision of Fred can start biased, after all from a distance a person that doesn't know Fred personally can chalk his behavior to "rich dramatic boy that knows he doesn't need to put effort into learning since he already has a fortune guaranteed for him after all this, so he is just sleeping and vibing and being dramatic through high school" but as the episode progresses and she gets to know Fred, she notices that the image doesn't fit. Fred, who has such in depth knowledge about physics and mechanics, who clearly loves his girlfriend very much and feels bad about the murder of this girl he considered a friend. The image of "Rich guy that doesn't care" is not fitting.

I want it to be a Velma and Daphne epiphany. About Daphne talking about all these things Fred has told her or that she noticed about him to Velma as they look for clues and it hits Velma as a she connects all together. The tiredness, the pissing, the thirst, the blurry vision.

Daphne may have not seen it because she is too close but with Velma's outside perspective the pieces fall into place.

Now lets imagine that instead of cop lesbian moms, Daphne could have lesbian doctor/nurse moms. They take him to them and they give him what he desperately needed:

"No, dear. You're not lazy, or broken, or an attention seeker, or any other bullshit your parents called you. You have diabetes. Type 1 to be precise."

After Daphne and Velma hug a crying Fred until he has no more tears to give, the series progresses with Fred now treating his diabetes as one of its recurring plot lines.

I want Daphne to have extra insulin in her purse, I want Shaggy to help Fred with his new diet, I want Fred and Velma to go exercising together and have deep conversations about body image and how they deal with it (Fred with his delayed puberty, Velma with her extra weight)

"Mature" and "Adult" content doesn't need to be edgy sex-violence-and-drugs.

It can be simply a story of a high schooler having to deal with diabetes in a country were insulin is expensive as fuck, some parents are more willing to let their kids suffer than offer any kind of help or even admit that there may be a problem in the first place, of dealing with body image and things that are out of your control.

Just a thought.

This is a post by The-Scooby-Gang, thanks for coming to my TED Talk.

#scooby gang #scooby doo #hbo velma #fred jones #velma dinkley #daphne blake #shaggy rogers #velma by me #this also applies to my rewrite ideas for this show #i watched velma hbo so you dont have too #gih says #long post

[marymary-diva17]

new home (2)

Jake x avatar reader x Neytiri

Being allowed to seek refuge with the metkayian was a blessing, but getting use to a new home was something that took time to get use to. Life for the sully family had changed since their arrival here yesterday, as they had to learn fast but they were not the only ones learning fast even the adults had to learn. Everyone was doing their own duty in their new home as they were learning to adapt to their new home and new life as well.

y/n " ......." it has been a while since you and your family have arrived at the metkayian village. There were some difficulties and success when it came to learning the ways of the reef navi. You had been placed under the mentorship of ronal with mo'at and neytiri. ronal was very impress by the healing ways and how well you seem to be getting use to your new home as well.

kiri " hey mama I'm going to wonder around" it was a off day today in the village and everyone seem to be doing their own thing. It mostly seem like everyone was trying to find something to do that will keep them entertained or busy for the day.

y/n " okay be safe out there"

kiri " yes mama" kiri soon kissed hugged your before she left leaving you at the home, alone that was until tuk came running into the home. Kiri, lo'ak and spider had been coming to you lately speaking of their problems of their new home and life here.

tuk " mama"

y/n " yes little one"

tuk " some of the kids here ask me to come play with them can I"

y/n " sure you cna but be home for supper time im understood"

tuk " yes mama"

y/n " okay go have fun" Tuk smiles as you soon saw her run off with some younger kids of the village, you are happy the children had been able to find some happiness while living here. The children were having a hard time here but soon were able to find some fun in their new home.

Elsewhere in the village

kiri " ......" kiri was looking at the sand underwater as a small creature was making holes in the sand, kiri had always been inspired by the ways of eywa and you had encouraged her to explore and understand the world.

Ao'nung " what is she doing"

bully 1 " I don't know"

ao'nung " she just looking at the sand" aonung comment had gotten a laughter out of his friends

kiri " huh what you say"

ao'nung " are you some kind of freak "

bully 1 " he asked if you are a freak"

kiri " no" kiri shakes her head and soon started walking awat from the bullies she didn't have time for them.

ao'nung " are you sure you are not even real navi .... look at these hands" aonung and tried to grab kiri hand, only to have her pull them away.

????? " hey" soon lo'ak had shown up he is very mad at aonung right now.

lo'ak " back off fish lips"

aonung " aww another four finger freak" aonung was back up as lo'ak was walking near him.

bully 1 " aww look at his litle baby tail"

lo'ak " don't touch me" soon the bullies had started picking on lo'ak and pulling his tail.

kiri " leave us alone" soon neteyam and made his way over he was mad, but he was not alone spider was with him.

neteyam " you heard what they said leave them alone"

bully 2 " aww big brother coming ..." the bully was cut off by aonung as spider was comforting kiri and lo'ak.

neteyam " back off now .. smart choice and from on I need you to respect my sister" one of the bullies had hissed at the four teens as they all stood there glaring at each other.

neteyam " good let go"

ao'nung " look at them their whole family is bunch of freaks, even their dear mama" all four teens had stoped in their tracks did they hear aonung right.

lo'ak " ......" lo'ak soon turned around and stared making his way back to aonung and his crew.

lo'ak " look I know my hand look funny im a freak and alien, but it can do something really cool watch" lo'ak soon started punching aonung sending him falling into and the sand.

lo'ak " don't you ever touch my sister again and don't you ever talk bad about my mama again" soon a whole fight had broken out Neteyam and spider ran in to join, the fight against the metkayain boys as kiri tried to break it up but ended up laughing.

y/n " Jake welcome home what ... kids what happen" you saw you son come home and they were hurt, you soon dropped everything and rush to their aid.

Jake " what was the one thing I told you"

neteyam " stay out of trouble"

Jake " stay out of trouble"

netayam " it was my fault .... mama"

y/n " stop moving boy"

Jake " you need to stop taking the blame for this knuckle head"

lo'ak " aonung was picking on kiri and he insult mama as well ... he called them freaks" you soon stopped what you were doing and looked at your kids, and husband.

Jake " go apology to aonung"

loak " what"

Jake " he the chief son dont you understand ... I don't care how you do it"

y/n " Jake"

lo'ak " no mama dad is right I will go apologize to him" soon lo'ak had walked away from the family and home, leaving you standing there with neteyam and Jake.

Jake " hey what did the other guys look like"

neteyam " worst "

Jake " that good"

neteyam " alot worst" neteyam and Jake shared a smile befor neteyam was dismissed from the home, you were now looking at Jake.

Jake " look I know what I did was wrong but we need to be on good terms here if we are going to get the whole clan here"

y/n " ......"

Jake " I'm sorry loak will be fine y/n he will say sorry and become friends with Aonung, and it will all be good"

y/n " I;m trust you Jake but I wish you will understand our son more as well" you soon looked out as you saw lo'ak on his IIu leave the boy waved toward you, and you waved back with a smile on your face. You knew lo'ak meant well for his actions to stay up for his family, but you really dislike how it was handle afterwards as well.

Jake " you taught him some of those punches did you" Jake soon puled you into an embrace.

y/n " someone had to teach him so moves he can't always be learning from you and neytiri" jake smiled towards you he knew you are good mother and the only reason their family still strong.

Later on that day

Neytiri " what the matter" kiri was helping you and neytiri with some cooking but the girl who mood had changed since the fight.

kiri " I'm fine"

y/n " sweetie what bothering you"

kiri " why can't I bee like the rest mama why I'm so different"

neytiri " aww kiri" neytiri had touched kiri trying to comfort her only to get the girl to move away from her a bit, you had signal for neytiri to leave kiri be for a moment. later that night your found kiri alone on a pier you soon went to join her.

y/n " hey honey"

kiri " hey mama" you said nothing was you pulled kiri close to you, and kissed her forehead making her smile.

Jake " mind if I join" Jake soon made himself know to the mother and daughter he soon sat down next to kiri.

Jake " so tell us what the matter baby girl"

kiri " I can feel and hear her dad"

Jake " feel who"

kiri " eywa" you and Jake looked at each other trying to understand what was going on right now.

Jake " so what does eywa sound like"

y/n " yes tell use honey we want to know"

kiri " she sounds mighty" before anymore words could be spoke Neteyam had come over with aonung and he was mad, you soon stood up knowing something was wrong.

netayam " go on tell my dad and mama what you did .. tell them what you told me" soon panic set in and fear as lo'ak was missing your baby boy was missing. you felt your heart racing race, he was gone and your couldn't find him. A party had been made to look for loak once the news was shared with everyone else.

neteyam " mama I'm sorry I should of stayed with him"

y/n "it okay it none of your fault "

warrior " the boy the sully boy has bene found" you soon took off running towards the docks to see your son, you soon reach there and saw Jake checking him over.

y/n " loak"

lo'ak " mama" you soon reach him as Jake and step aside checking him over and over again.

y/n " you are okay you are okay"

neytiri " lo'ak" neytiri soon reach the boy and was checking him over as well.

neytiri " I pray for the strength that I dont punish my youngest son"

y/n " you will do no such thing neytiri" neytiri seem shcoec by you tone so did everyone else, you were nothing to mess with when you become mother bear mode.

tonowari "no my son knows better to take outsiders... the blame is his"

Jake " okay lets go"

lo'ak " no this is not among fault ... this was mine idea aonung tried to talk me out of it" you know loak was lying you can always tell when him or the kids lie.

neytiri " lo'ak"

lo'ak " im sorry"

Jake" I will dela with this" soon the fmaily started walking away, you could hear aonung getting scolded by his parents maybe that was your son reason for taking the blame.

lo'ak " dad you told me to make friends with these kids and that what I did"

Jake " no I don't want to hear you have brought shame to this family"

y/n " Jake"

lo'ak " it okay mama"

Jake " any more trouble I will jerk a tail in your tail you read me"

loak " yes sir understood sir can I go now"

Jake " go" lo'ak soon walked awya you were going to head after him when you heard something else.

neytiri " where were you"

Jake "yes were you .... you were suppose to look after your brother"

y/n " enough both of you leave neteyam alone"

neteyam " mama it okay"

y/n " no neteyam not to blame for losing his brother after you asked Loak to say sorry for a fight, and now you tell him he bring shame to the family"

Jake " y/n I ...."

y/n " now you two ... I don't have the words right now kids come we are going home" you soon walked away from Jake and neytiri with the kids following. You soon spotted loak and aonung talking you want to interfere but saw they were being friendly towards each other, soon leaving the boys alone. When lo'ak got home that night he was keep his distance from Jake and neytiri, but he was spending time with you and the rest of the family. You had given a some looks towards Jake and Neytiri but spoke no words towards them. It seem like this new home was still going to have some hardships for everyone.

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[a-whole-new-specie]

True question + Will'powers

Because I can't remember if they explained it in the show also I wrote too much 😅

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So, in season 4 we get the explanation about how the communication through lights works in the real world and in the upsidedown world.

Okay, nothing weird till here..

But I was reading posts about Byler on Twitter and there was a gif of Joyce in episode 1 season 1 when she picked the phone and it was Will. Will was able to communicate through the phone! And then boom the phone stoped working. It was electrocuted.

How did Will managed to talk with Joyce through the phone?

The only scene where he got to talk through an electric device beyond this one with Joyce is when Eleven acts like a bridge, using her powers to connect Will to Mike's walkie talkie.

...But it was only possible because Eleven was using her powers 🤔 right? (Telekinesis in a way, isn't)

Soo maybe Will does have powers and the phone got electrocuted because he didn't know how to control it.

* Even more because we get to see that, for Eleven to use this power of finding people and communicating with them all that she need is concentration and a photo( or just knowing the person) and maybe water*.

Leaving us with, if Will does have the same powers of telekinesis as El all that he needed was this: concentration and knowing the person he wants to signal

The first words that Will said in the phone were mom, so he for sure was thinking of her, not just once, but twice.

There is also the scene where El in the Hawkins School tries to communicate with Will and guess what happens? The radio also "EXLPODES"

Interesting to see that in both situations Will were involved.

Or maybe, is just Eleven powers that got the radio to get electrocuted 🤷 and I'm just forgetting something that the show already explained

Another thing that gets me awake at night is that when Eleven was searching for Will in the upsidedown and was in his conscious ( I think that's where she was, not sure) Will was able to see and talk to her

I didn't think much of it because in season 3 when Eleven was spying on Mike Will were there and he didn't seem to notice her so I was like 👁️👄 maybe he can't see her for real.

But then I came to think that the reason as why Will didn't see Eleven is because she was in Mike conscious Not his.

Also, is it just me or Will lost some memories of the upsidedown world? He never really mentioned it but I think that at least when he met El for the "first time" in season 2 he would remember her, no?

In conclusion

I think Will manifested his power when having contact in the upsidedown, used it too much (phone) lost his memories in some way and then "lost" his powers

Just like Eleven in season 4. She has to remember, go to the past, know what happened at Hawkins to get her powers back. That's the Brenner method

Soo maybe, when dealing with Vecna we will get some interesting memories from Will.

And also @las1437 commented that a lady that acted in stranger things 4 (in the lab arc) she said that every kid (numbers) have a telekinesis power + a power of their own.

It would make sense, since we see in the episode where El gets bullied in the lab, that the other do have telekinesis power so does Vecna/001.

Anyways my true question actually was just about the phone thing, how did this blog got so long? Lmao

So, please if anyone knows comment below coz I think I'm just reaching 🤡

these remaining 22 days are making me crazy.

#byler #stranger things 4 #will byers #mike wheeler #will byers has powers

[andyaxo]

i had known that lostinsantacarlo was a homophobic asshole but i didnt know she was transphobic (i mean, i suspected but other than her "i perceive the lost boys as straight males" comment i didnt have much to go on for the transphobia) but thank you for saying something because im sick of her -_-

This is probably gonna be a long answer so my apologies. To you and whoever else is reading this in advance

Yeah man you're welcome and anytime. This has been something that's been going on before, even before I made these posts and called her out. Because this is something that STILL needs to be said. Like in the beginning sure I thought the blog was cool, I've left them some asks in the past but, slowly I've started noticing and seeing her behavior especially how she portrays the guys and how she goes out of her way to "correct" people. It's still clearly an issue, because she is still fucken doing it. Nitpicking, controlling, and using "oh it's canon because I said so, and you're wrong" type of excuse just to project her cis, homophobic, transphobic, and racist behavior. It's bad enough she talks over people of color, and lgbtq youth in the fandom. She's in no position to be telling us what's canon or not that's one and second she's a fucken bully, that knows exactly what the fuck she is doing. I hate that she acts like some "mother figure" when she does the complete opposite. She'll belittle you, and act like you're beneath her, that she "owns" the characters/film. She acts like she has sources when she purposely steals from others, sends people to stalk others that have blocked her, and mainly discredits anyone who actually sourced info from the film and claim it as her own. Her stories never add up keep that in mind. I doubt she has contributed in any way of form with the film. And even if she did help on some small part of a book, that doesn't make her the boss to tell us what is and what isnt. She goes out of her way to press and press her own opinions and try to tell others how they're wrong because, the way they portray the characters don't fit into what she likes. She has no respect for other's posts or writings, or art, cosplay etc. Uses the whole "I don't agree this but its cool anyways LOL" type of comments, it's all really condescending. Because she just wants desperately for others (especially those new to the fandom and film) to believe that she is in charge when obviously she's not in charge of shit.

For sure my issue here with her is EVERYTHING, and is her being a bully, and then acting like she was the one being bullied. She lies. Alot. And it's so cringy because this is a 40yr old white woman. That clearly doesn't have alot to do and just keeps acting out onto others. And then excuses it or flip the narrative like "oh woe is me, I'm not devious or evil" she's blocked me for calling her out, she's blocked my friend especially when all my friend did was confront her POLITELY example down here my friend tells her this..

And then Jen goes and sends my friend this after that post being over dramatic and clearly not fucken reading what my friend tells her..

The first one sounds innocent right?

But then she goes and says this to my friend on her IG

Instead of being an adult and LISTENING she just quickly blocks her not even bothering to read what my friend has explained to her or even apologized. She(Lostinsantacarla) does some fucked up shit, and allows her friends/followers to go and bully others that don't agree with her. She's done it before and she's done it especially to my friend. And as that all is happening she then does some post about "keeping the peace" when she knows exactly what's going on.

Over all she's not a good person she's toxic as fuck and her behavior will never change. I feel very sorry for those that believe her sob story and even justify or try to even excuse her behavior. Like just because you went through shit DOESN'T give you a pass to a toxic piece of shit to others. At all.

Followed by her telling my friend to get rid of her post. Again acting like she wants no ill will etc.

Here's some more examples of her being a condescending and nitpicker

This 1st one was what she told someone I used to be friends with(they are those people that excuse her behavior and even try to Justify it too, after going on a full rant why they hate how she acts but that's a topic for another day) about my friend V. Spreading rumours that aren't true. She talks about people behind their backs and then acts like she loves you to your face.

Another fact that ex friend( who's account is deactivated) doesn't know my friend V. That was a false statement on his part. But again that's a story for another time.

And then this is her(lostinsantacarla) recently too telling that same individual that I'm no longer friends with this about their favorite character Paul

Now I understand others not wanting to be involved etc. Cuz she is a bully and maybe they are scared of her. But I'm not and I don't care. I rather do something about it, than sit by and stay quiet. Because it's gonna keep getting worse and I don't want people like her to leave others in the fandom feeling like they can't express themselves the best they know how or even enjoy the film. She's a fucked up person. And is in no position to tell anyone what to do. And I don't pity her because she knows what she is doing.

And I'm just glad I'm using my platform, my voice to speak up. If others don't that's fine. Just know I won't stop using my voice at all. And expose her for what she really is.

Don't be fooled by her guys lostinsantacarla isn't a good person and her behavior won't change ever. Her behavior is unacceptable and you can't excuse that. At all. She's been doing this shit forever and even with all these call outs she STILL does it and then acts like a victim when really she is the problem. She's the bully and she knows it. She just loves to disguise herself like the victim.

I'm just proud that you see it and it makes me proud that some are actually noticing this. USE YOUR VOICE AGAINST FOLKS LIKE HER!!

If she calls me a bully that's fine. I know I'm not, neither is my friend V. I just don't tolerate bigots like her. Her manipulative and toxic behavior I don't let at all slide.

#im just doing my part #andyaxo #me #asks #answered #stoping the real bullies here #Lostinsantacarla #lostinsantacarla is trash and we want her gone now!! #lostinsantacarla #The Lost Boys #80s #the lost boys 87 #the lost boys 80s #asks and answers #thank you #mullet69

[mammss]

Lucifer being over protective of nerd mammon and not liking mc because he's scared they will break mammons heart (im sorry but big bro luci being protective of mammon is my life)

luci protecting nerd mammon from the “big bad” mc!

a/n: ahaaahhhhhhhh i love nerd mammon so much so thank you for requesting this<3 gonna link pt 1 (just some random headcannons)

nerd mammon pt1

ever since mammon was little and could start school lucifer always noticed he didn’t have many friends and was the black sheep in his class

he did well in school but the social aspect of it just wasn’t his thing and more than once lucifer saw kids bullying mammon which would just make his blood boil

one day lucifer could see the tears forming in mammon’s eyes, the bruises and the bandages and from that day on lucifer swore to himself that he would protect him from everything and everyone

it was all going well for the most part up until you came along and plagued mammon. it wasn’t big or anything but he noticed mammon would start to daydream more forgetting to complete homework and simple chores

his mind panicked and thought mammon was being bullied again but was mammon smiling just now? a real smile? lucifer honestly had no clue what was happening until he holed himself in his room more often and was on his phone way more than usual

on multiple accounts would he see his brother smiling and laughing which made him happy but curious. to ease his mind he asked mammon one night over dinner and the result that he made his first friend made lucifer softer than ice cream.

he was so proud of his brother and wanted to meet them right away to obviously see who they were and to get to know them but after all these years he had this little feeling in his gut which he had to suppress.

after the great news mammon had asked his brother if you could come over to which mammon had to make sure everything was perfect for you because apparently you were “special than all the harrison porter movies combined”

you guys were going to work on homework, watch some movies, eat dinner and go home. nothing more nothing less just two friends hanging out without a certain older brother interrogating you and watching you like a hawk...

the evening started out somewhat peaceful, as soon as you walked in the door Lucifer was fast to introduce himself and you can’t put your finger on it but was he looking at you a little harsh? and was his handshake a tad bit tight? 

mammon knew what was going on and had tried to make a b line to his room but was stoped by Lucifer who insisted they work on their homework down in the dinning room as there was more space and it was easier to bring refreshments

as the two of you worked you honestly couldn't stay focus and get it done. was it because of the loud noises coming from the kitchen? or was it Lucifer standing right behind you watching your every move with a plate of snacks? you honestly couldn't tell and mammon had felt distracted himself

so homework time was cut short and now it was movie time! The entire week mammon had carefully handpicked movies he knew you liked and some movies that match both of your interests. (what a sweetheart)

this time he managed to sneak both of you inside his room and couldn’t wait to have one on one time with you! as he turned on the movie he inched closer to you, to where he put his arm around you and your head placed on his shoulder

everything was going smooth until luci came upstairs to a horrific picture of you some stranger who he doesn’t trust and his sweet innocent little brother kissing shocker

if lucifer didn’t like you when you got here then he definitely doesn’t like you now he grabbed your stuff and asked you to leave if he ever saw you again with his brother hell would pay 

i’ve had this in my drafts for so long that at this point i wanna post what i have and maybe make a another part to this a fluffy alternative ending maybe?

#obey me #obey me headcanons #obey me fluff #mammon x reader #obey me mammon #i love mammon #mammon x mc #mammon fluff #mammon headcanon #obey me lucifer #obey me lucifer headcannons #lucifer fluff #lucifer x reader

[catsplushellhounds]

favorite headcanons (and theorys?) of glee that i created

i was thinking if i really was going to write this, but im bored so lets go, this got so long and i am so sorry (not really it was fun and i liked it, if you like big metas you probably gonna like this)

*this can have some triggers for some people because i will be talking about bullying, abandonment, depression and violence*

(also i would like to say that most of this are things that i like to believe happened, and idk if the rest of the fandom agrees or if someone said it before and this is all blaine related, i left it glee on the title because it sounded better idk)

- blaine's dad is filipino and he left after blaine came out

i know that blaine said he was there in shooting stars, but hear me out

first of all, to me his name is tod anderson, dont ask me why it just makes sense and i like how it sounds.... so

in sexy, blaine tells burt that his dad tried many times bonding with him, but apparently that didnt work, because he also says "you think my dad built a car with me because he loves cars? i think he did it because he thought getting my hands dirty might make me straight." and after 4x18, he is never mentioned again? and he wasnt on his son's wedding too

so my theory here is that he never accepted that blaine is gay, and all of his "efforts of bonding" were actually because he thought he could "fix" blaine, and when that didnt worked he left, (that also explains blaine's abandonment issues) but he did came back im the shooting episode because he felt guilty for what he did, but after he saw it was a false alarme he went back on pretending he didnt have a gay son

to be really honest sometimes i pretend that his dad wasnt on the shooting day because i feel that it doesnt fit that well into this and i really like this one because its kinda obvious to me that blaine have daddy issues??? so usually i just put on my character-backstory that blaines dad left after he came out and never came back

for the first year that he was gone, blaine spended every night trying to contact him. sometimes he just texted, but most of the times he called and left a message crying begging him to come back and tell him what he'd done that made his father hate him so much, his dad never called or texted back

- blaine's parents

(im not sure if this is canon but blaine's mom is named pam)

i know that technically i've already talked about blaine's family when i was talking about his dad but that is so complex i felt i had to do a topic exclusive for that

i believe blaine has and always had a good relationship with his mother, yes she was usually gone because she works selling a really famous cosmetic line she created (to me the andersons are a really known name) that would explain how blaine could study in a school like dalton (he said so himself that dalton isnt a school that anyone could afford), and why she is never there

but despite her being busy with her job, she always tried to keep im touch with blaine, texting him, and calling and skyping

blaine always missed her, but he tried to not make her feel guilty about working too much, because she loves her job

sometimes he got really depressed, because he wished she could be there to see him sing with his friends, or just be there so that he could hang out with his mom like all of his friends did with their parents

his das was a businessman, i dont know why it just fits to me, also idk what kind of business because i dont understand any of it so thats up to imagination

before he came out, he and his dad were super close, sure his dad a lot of the time was busy but he was at home more than his mom, his dad was the one that introduced him to liking sports, and they always watched games together (cooper would join in too) and his dad always let him have a sip of his beer, blaine always loved those moments and his dad was like a hero to him, he was sure that coming out to him would be easy, because he would love him no matter what

all of the andersons have always been brodway babys, all 4 of them liked to sing, tod was a little bit more serious and didnt dance around the house like cooper, blaine and pam but he enjoyed seeing them having fun

the andersons were like the perfect family of the neirbourhood, all 4 of them are very good looking, talented and educated so yes everybody thought they were perfect

they all lived in the philippines until blaine was 5, and then moved to ohio because tod got a really good job offer there

after blaine came out, his parents argued A LOT. tod would ask himself and pam of what he had done wrong and pam would say its nobodys fault and thats just how blaine is

(to me that was the time tod was revealed to be an asshole and not long after he divorced pam and stoped talking to all of them, except for cooper, he and cooper still talked)

- blaine's bullying

the bullying blaine went through was a lot like kurt's, people laughing at him, shoving him around, beating him up, etc

he tried putting a brave face through it but he started losing all of his light, even more when all of his complains didnt matter at all

it only got sort of better when he met skylar (thats the kid he went to sadie hawkings with, i read in a fic that was his name and stuck with me so im calling him skylar)

skylar was going through the same thing he was, and one time blaine saw him getting shoved at lockers, and helped him pick up his books and thats were they started talking

maybe they liked each other, they never got to find out because after the bash, skylar never spoke to blaine again

blaine was in a 2 week coma after getting beat up, and the first thing he said when he woke up was "where's my dad" and his mom had to gently tell him his das was not there. that was when blaine realized he actually meant nothing to his dad and that broken him even more

he was bashed about 3 months after his father left him, and for the rest of that school year he was homeschooled by a teacher his mother hired

- blaine joining dalton and the warblers

so, since blaine is a year younger than kurt, in my head goes sorta of like this

he came out when he was 13, that was the time he was bullied, beaten up abandoned and homeschooled, and he joined dalton when he was 14, but to be a warbler he had to be a little older than that, so he had to audition to join (im guessing you dont have to audition to be a warbler, just to have a lead, i mean kurt didnt auditioned, right?) and and trent auditioned together, they became friends and were roomates (dalton is a boarding school DONT @ ME EVERYBODY KNOWS ITS TRUE)

it took blaine a while to take the step to audition, because he was still scared, but wes and david helped him and gave him a little seed of the confidence he pretends to have later on, but when he sang for the warblers for the first time they were all blowed away by how good was his singing voice even if he was only 14

after he felt comfortable in the warblers, he became friends with nick and jeff, and they were a trio of dumbassess, wes and david (usually the most mature of all the warblers) sighed everytime they saw nick, jeff and blaine doing something stupid

trent joined in sometimes but he always had been a really chill dude, and he saw blaine as a older brother (even tho blaine is younger than him)

jeff, nick and blaine pulled pranks on wes and david like hiding stuff from them and act all inocent when they asked if they saw said thing

the warblers had a bet going on how long would it take for kurt and blaine to start dating (and yes all of them shipped klaine, and even after kurt and blaine went to mckinley the warblers still kept hearing about them and seeing them on jacob ben israel's blog)

jeff, nick, trent, wes and david were the only real friends blaine had there

wes and david has already gratuated when the slushie happened, and nick, jeff and trent all apologized to blaine after that (even though they had no idea that was gonna happen) but their friendship was never the same

- blaine and cooper's relationship

as we know, blaine and cooper didnt got very along when blaine was growing up, cooper is 9 years older than blaine, and has always been really hard on him and thaat made blaine really dislike cooper, even tho he really wanted for them to be friends, he always has bitter feelings towards him duo to all of the pressure and expectation he was under because cooper was the oldest, and blaine felt like he had to be just as good or better than him, so he also had a lot A LOT of jealousy

but that started to change after "big brother", when they talk things out, cooper finally realizes how blaine feels, and starts doing his best to be best brother to blaine

they dont become besties immediatly, blaine helps him with his audition (which makes kurt really proud and happy seeing cooper being all excited talking to blaine, while blaine is trying to pretend like hes cool but actually hes just as excited), and they start to talk more and more after that

after finn dies is when they start getting actually close, after the funeral, he calls cooper but dosent say the reason why, he just says that he loves him and that he misses his big brother, they call and talk to each other a lot more after cooper finds out about finn

when cooper has a son, he and blaine teach the little guy how to dance and they play a lot of happy and fun piano songs to him

- the anderhummel family

blaine and burt are actually really close, they both like sports and beer so they watch games together and bet about whos gonna win, burt sorta of became the dad blaine lost, but in a non weird way, because they both agreed that blaine calling burt "dad" after he married kurt was just... weird

finn and blaine played a lot of videogames together, sam and puck played with them too, but when kurt was helping on dinner or more interested in a magazine or trying to convince carole to let him do a makeover on her, finn and blaine played videogames and maybe sometimes gossip about kurt and rachel (after he became besties with sam he did that same thing but hey playing videogames and talking about your s/o is fun!)

carole took care of blaine when he was in the hospital for the eye surgery, and when he was hangover at kurt's after biota she helped him with all the vomiting and headaches and all of that

pam met carole and burt when blaine got slushied, blaine was already like family to the hudson-hummels at that point, so when burt found out what happened he ran to the hospital, (carole was already working there anyway) and thats where they met, it wasnt ideal and all of them wete stressed and worried but they got along pretty well

pam, burt and carole werent really close since pam was usually out working, but the few times they sat down to talk to each other they really liked. pam thinks burt and carole are a sweet couple, that raised two wondeful boys and burt and carole think that pam is a sweet and funny lady, they all exchanged embarassing stories about kurt and blaine (that made them go "MOM DONT TELL THEM THAT" or "DAS STOP I WAS 7")

pam absolutely adores kurt, he was fascinated when he found out she had a line of cosmetics and spended hours talking to her about skincare routines

blaine can always make carole laugh, she thinks hes a sweetheart and usually keeps burt from bursting into the room when the door of kurts bedroom is closed ("i told them already, leave at least 2 inches open, is that really so hard??" "honey, relax they're just watching a movie" "im going in there" "no you're not leave the boys alone")

burt has walked in a few times on klaine making out on the couch and he always makes a joke about it to not make it awkward

burt was thrillled to know he was gonna be a grandpa, and he spoils tracy anderson to OBLIVION (blaine doesnt argues because he sorta of does the same thing)

even after both breakups, burt and blaine had always kept in touch, maybe it wasnt what it used to be when he and kurt were still mad at each other, but once they go back being friends, blaine is a little more comfortable in hangin out with the hudson-family

- blaine's depression in s6

i think is canon thay blaine had depression and anxiety during the whole show, right? it just got worse in s6 because kurt breaking up with him was sort of what pulled the trigger

it begun when his father neglected him, and it only got worse and worse, he was abandoned by his father and sometimes felt like by his mother and brother too, he had anxiety and it got worse after sadie hawkings, then kurt and him broke up for the first time, and he kept bottling it all up until it all reached the boiling point and it all exploded when kurt broke up with him

(side note, i think that when kurt started pulling away from him in s6, it reminded him of his dad pulling away too, his dad tried to bond with him but i feel that as harder blaine tried to make his dad stay, didnt matter and his dad kept pulling away until he was gone, that makes a parallel to s6 breakup, and why blaine was trying so SO hard to make kurt stay, because he had been there before, and he wasnt good enough for his dad, and he really wanted to be good enough for kurt)

so, after they breakup, blaine stays in a cheap hotel, not getting out of bed and feeling empty inside, his phone buzzed a little with missing calls from his friends but at some point the batery died and he just ignored, he only charged after 2 days because he probably had to let people know he's still alive

he went back to the loft in the afternoon, because he knew kurt wouldn't be there, he was going away and leaving nothing behind when kurt showed up, blaine was kinda of embarassed because he was probably stinking and his hair and clothes were a mess

im not sure if they talked at all after the breakup night, but i kinda feel that blaine might have said to kurt something like "you think i'm broken? when are gonna realize the problem here isnt just me? i should have known, everytime things get serious and scary between us you run, you're so afraid of something and honestly i have no idea of what, please just stay away from me" (i dont knooow he was angry and being all cold to kurt and shit i think that happened and maybe thats what made kurt go to therapy)

he got kicked out of nyada because he didnt left his hotel room for anything other than food, and he felt even more lost after receiving the email saying he was no longer a student there, thats when he decided to go back to lima

in lima, he barely left his room, he didnt ate for days and when he wasnt crying he was sleeping, his friends would call, text and sometimes try to visit him but he never texted back, answered the calls or opened the doors for them, sam was the only one that had some success because he was living in lima too and could go to blaine's house more often, sometimes he got lucky and blaine would open the door for him

at first he tried to do pep talks to help his bestie get better, but nothing helped so at one point he just sat there with blaine and did nothing with him, because at least like that he wouldnt be alone

one day blaine felt a little better and started trying to be okay again, it was never easy but he got a job at breadsticks, and even tho he would much rather be in his bed he kept working because at least like that his mind was busy with something

after he started therapy, he still felt empty inside, the world was still sorta of grey to him and he didnt felt like doing anything, so he had to take meds for that, and kept taking them even after kurt cane back (but as blaine was getting better they slowly became less and less needed)

when blaine started working at dalton, he was already in a much better place that he was when he came back, and throughout s6 he was still battling depression, and wasnt always okay, sometimes he would still want to just be alone and dont talk to anybody or do anything, and if that happened when he was surronded with people he would just be more quiet, that sometimes got rachel and kurt's attention, because they're not used to this "new" blaine and when they asked him if he was doing okay he would just say "yeah, im just tired" sam later on explained to them what that usually meant, it meant that blaine needed some alone time because he was draining himself a lot

- blaine at nyada vs blaine at nyu

soooo i have a good theory about this one, at nyada blaine was constantly surronded by people who would probably kill someone to get at the top, to be the best

and was such a competitive place, that ended up being toxic for blaine. i used to think that he didnt fit there because he always was one of the best in show choir and dalton and he was always *that* guy, but now i think he didnt fit there because actually he dosent like competition that much

okay, sure, playful competiton with your friends its fun, show choir competiton is fun, fighting with tina, mercedes, rachel, santana and unique about solos was fun because it was serious but he was with his friends so okay, whatever

but the competition they had at nyada was just SO MUCH, and lets agree nyada is kinda of a toxic place in general, people made fun of kurts face and clothing there, rachel's "friends" ditched her when she lost the diva off to kurt and started kissing up to him, and (im not sure about this one but like 99%) people laughed when blaine lost to kurt at combat's class

my point is, in nyada, people only like you if you do well in classes, there's a lot of lying and backstabbing going on and c'mon blaine pratically grew up like this with cooper

always not good enough, always behind, always made fun of, never being great at anything, so maybe thats why blaine felt so stressed at nyada, and why he gets so insecure in 5x16, seeing kurt being praised and getting all of that attention might have reminded him of the years he and cooper didnt get along so well

he didnt found himself at nyada, mostly he was there because it was said to be the best school and rachel and kurt were there, so great, right?

but i get the feeling that at nyu things were a little lighter, not easier, but lighter, it didnt had so much toxic people, it wasnt a place where it was kill or be killed, people helped each other when needed and yes there was still competition, obviously but (almost) nobody made fun of people for failing

(i said almost there because im sure there was some douchbags there too, they're everywhere, but i hope you got my point)

- blaine's friendships

i am almost done i am so sorry this is so long i've been here for like 2 hours

i have some small headcanons about blaine's friends, because we did NOT get enough of his friendships (im leaving kurt out of this one because maybe one day ill do a meta/hc/theory about klaine....... maybe)

mike and blaine were besties on s3

they both like to dance and sometimes they+brittany would do a dance number together, sometimes for the glee club to see, sometimes only to themselves because thats fun

mike talked with blaine after the its not right but its okay number to see what happened and if he was okay (actually it was mostly blaine just venting about it "AND THEN HE SAID HE WANTED TO MAKE KURTS VOICE HIS RINGTONE I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK????????")

blaine talked to mike about mike's dad because he knew what mike was going through and they both agreed thay family sucks sometimes

after mike graduated he and blaine kept têxtil each other and sometimes sending gifs or videos of dance moves to each other

santana and blaine were actually really good friends

after the glee club found out about what santana's grandmother had done when she came out, when they were alone blaine told santana about his dad, even tho he was afraid she was gonna tell everyone because he doesnt like talking about it, just so that she would know that shes not alone and its not her fault, santana never once teased or told anyone about this, she always sorta of liked him and thought he was nice but that moment she started seeing him as a friend

while preparing for the new directions vs warblers in 3x11, santana tried helping blaine bring out his inner bad boy, she helped him pick his outfit and they planned together the whole performance

(im stealing this one from a post i rebloged i guess a day ago? i didnt found the blog to tag but this is the post) > santana and blaine are friends on facebook, and follow each other on twitter and instagram, and they always spam on each others profiles because they're comfortable to do that with each other

santana kinda sees blaine as a male version of brittany, so she has this need of protecting him (which is kinda why she was super invested in getting him justice for his eye)

speaking of his eye, when he was at home before surgery, santana went there and told that she was gonna make sebastian confess what he'd put on thr slushie, blaine asked her how she knew where she lived but she cut him off, she also came back there after and told him everything, and she and kurt asked him what he wanted to do about it

brittany and blaine really were sunshine twins

they always liked each other, blaine didnt get her at first, but he got used to it

she always talked to him about cats, and what lord tubbington was up to, she tried inviting him to fondue for 2 but he knew that she would ask some really private questions so he always came up with an excuse

after he almost went back to dalton, she (alongside with tina, sam and marley) tried to make him feel as welcome as possible

when she was dating sam, sometimes the three of them would go to her house after school and cuddle in her bed with lord tubbington while watching a movie

when britt was planning their weddings, she asked blaine to try up some suits (with the excuse that she wasnt sure the one she picked was right), but she asked him that like a day after he kissed kurt at rachels party so she could tell he was kinda sad and asked him why, he told her and she said it was gonna be okay because their love was magical (it was weird but it did made blaine feel good, so...) she was also the only person he told that

blaine and britt always have ideas like "we should totally put glitter in the entire room to celebrate our wedding aniversary!" kurt and santana shut down the idea at the same time

blamtina were like 3 chaotic brothers

sam and blaine would have a dumb idea that would result in absolute chaos (but funny tho) and tina always plays along with them even if she thinks its a bad idea

the three of them are completely harry potter nerds, sam and blaine are hufflepuffs while tina is a ravenclaw, in a halloween party in s4 they went as the golden trio

after graduation, sam and blaine still skyped tina and told her all about ny, and she would tell them all about her collage

sam kept his promise of sending his imitations to tina and blaine sometimes would call her to vent about a fight he and kurt had

blaine read all of the harry potter books to sam

after sam talked blaine into staying at mckinley, sam and tina would always be with blaine, always talking to him, and spending time with him, thats how the 3 of them got so close

marley and blaine were good friends

when marley joined the new directions, blaine was one of the first to make her feel welcome

when blaine almost left for dalton, she tried make him see that she liked him in the nd too, and would randomly start talking to him so that he wouldnt feel alone

she would rant about jake to him sometimes, like how he wanted to have sex but she wasnt ready, and blaine told her she should do it only when she felt comfortable

after she got suspended, he apologized for yelling at her because of the performance, and remembered mr schue that she was recovering from an eating desorder and that he shouldnt be so hard at her

unique and blaine were "frenemies"

they started off not liking each other, since they both wanted it to be the new rachel, even after blaine won, he and unique still were kinda competitive with each other

but eventually they became sort-of-friends, they sang together sometimes when no one else was there, and they liked to pretend to not like each other but yes they did and it was just their thing

sometimes marley would do a sleepover and she would call blaine, unique and tina, while marley was talking about jake or tina was talking about missing mike, blaine would braid unique's wig and she would try to convince him to let her see his hair without gel

when the whole plot of unique and the bathroom happened, when mr schue told everyone he couldnt give up twerking, blaine stood up for unique saying that wasnt fair and mr schue should try harder to help her, he also held her hand (alongside with marley) when she was scared of having to go to the bathroom again

blaine and mercedes talked to each other more than twice :O

lol ok im not sorry for that title

mercedes and blaine LIVED together people, she used to be kurts best friend, and sams girlfriend are you telling me they barely talked to each other? no

in fact, they really like each other's company, blaine is kinda of a goofball and mercedes thinks its funny

he would ask her to talk to sam when blaine wanted something from him, and mercedes did the same with kurt

sam and blaine would do stupid things together (like dance around their house in their underwear) just to make mercedes laugh, they swore to never tell anyone, and they never did

sometimes at 3 am when no one could sleep they would all have a little dance party until they got tired

blaine and mercedes are junky food addicts, they eat healthy and stuff but they love some cake at 5 in the morning

one time when kurt and mercedes were arguing about the tots, blaine sided with mercedes and told her he agreed that tots are delicious

#ok i think thats it #if you read it until the end.... are you okay? #i had some more but i want to post this today and i want to go to sleep so lets leave it like that #maybe i should have splitted in 2 parts???? its so long 😳 #i hope this didnt get to tiring to read #anywayyyyy #glee #blaine meta #blaine anderson #blangst #ps if you see some mispelling ignore it im kinda sleepy so... hehe

[blake-belladonna-defence-force]

It's the ✨annoying little shit✨ again

The Gremlin anon😺

So, yesterday night me and my roommate talked a bit about my past, and disclaimer, It's about fisical and emotional abuse, if anyone is not confortable with this topics don't read the text marked in Red

I was in an abusive relationship when I was 13 and guess what, it was also my first ever relationship and was also how I discuverd that I was lesbian and Demi. The person I was with abused me mostly fisicaly and I don't remember much about it either, and at the time I was having a lot of troble at home cause my mom had to go to another city to work while my dad was gettinhg more and more drunk and stoped caring about me (my mom didn't know about this) and my grandparents took the upotunity to take me to their home and started manipulating me to hate my mom and stay with them (they always did that since I was little but at this expecific time it was worse). All this while I tried to take care of my drunk father that was almost dying of liver problems that the alcool caused, being in an abusive relationship and discovering that my best friend, that I knew and was best friends with since primary school, was homophobic and started bullying me a lot and saying a lot of shit about me and because of that I lost all the fdiends I had at the and got trully alone. After my mother found out she immddiatly took me out of it and got me into the city she was working in, and since she was there alone she was in a small house and needed to stay in the same room and since I moved there in the middle of the year I got to the only school that had place for me, and guess what, it a terrible school, full of drug dealers, crazy gangs, and all that stuff, so the silent and unspoken rule there was "Do not show weakness at any costs", that meant I couldn't show any human emotion and that I couldn't get any atention to myself. During those years I tried helping my mom with her depression and because of school I got stronger fisically cause I was always envolved in fights and got used to knocking out guys twice my sise to gain respect there, it worked but I also ended up developing a bit of anger issues, but thanks to my mom and the best friend I found in that school, that is still friends with me till this day, convinced me and helped me get to a psycologist, and it helped. Afer all that and getting my life together again I got into another relationship that, guess what, was also abusive and was mostly emotional abuse. It was bad at the point that I was scared to look at myself in the mirror cause I thought I would be the one killing myself and the only person that could protect me from me was my former partner. I was able to save some money because my best friend, and only friend, helped me and that's how I got to live with my roommate as I am now, and if it wasn't for my best friend and my roommate I wouldn't be here now, healed and finally ok, telling you this.

ok... I feel so free right now... You have no idea how much I needed to take this out of my chest... I wanna cry of happiness that it's all over and I'm finally out of that and healed enought to finally be able to talk about this freelly, Im so happy you have no idea, Im gonna cry of happiness ;w;

Ok, so, my roommate knows about all this cause when I moved in with them I had an emotional breakdown and ended uo telling them everything so... Yeah... Oops

I'm gonna put my actual update about what happened yesterday night (and also this morning) in another ask cause this one just got too heavy to put my gay panics in😅

Sooo... I'll update for real soon :D

Have a nice day/afternoon/evening/night :$

- Free Gremlin anon

Aw. Gremlin anon... I don’t know whether it means much but I am so sorry that you went through all of that and I’m so glad to hear that you’re free.

I hope you know that you deserve to have a partner that respects you and cares for you, without any mind games. You deserve to feel safe and loved, mate.

#tw abuse #tw emotional abuse #tw physical abuse

[sucker-for-minyard]

When i say that "All For The Game" is important to me and helped me undestand my personal limits, i mean it.

[Tw: harassment]

When i was 10, i started to study in a school called "CEN". There, i made incredible friends, but also not so great ones.

From my first year there (10yo) to my last year there (13yo), i was basically in a school were the people, specially the older ones, had NO CONCEPT of CONSENT AND PERSONAL SPACE.

I lost the count of how many times teenagers would lift my skirt or my shirt, take off my bra, touch my breasts or kiss me without warning.

I was 10!!!! Starting to learn about my body, entering puberty, and i had the worst example possible.

Eventually, i just thought it was normal. It was ok for a friend, who was 16, to grope me, 11, when we passed through each other in the corridor.

It was ok for me to have these older guys hitting on me and talking openly about sexual stuff.

it was ok for people that i DIDN'T EVEN KNOW to touch my body. to kiss me.

it was ok for a friend to grope me and disrespect my body, because that's what people do when they like you. right? right?

i had no idea how much i was disrespecting myself, and how everything that happened would impact my relationship with others in the future.

Fast foward to when i was 14, and moved to another school for X reasons.

I legitimately thought that everyone hated me. I cried to my parents bc i thought that no one wanted to be friends with me.

Guess why.

Because in months there, no one touched me in a weird way. No one disrespected my body. No one forced themselves into my personal space.

I was devastated, and was always on edge, thinking that my friends would go away in any second.

At the same time, i met a guy that I'll call "Adam" bc i don't need his name here. He was the boyfriend of one of my friends from CEN. And we became friends really quickly.

We would call each other for HOURS. He was two years older.

And one day, he started to flirt with me.

I had NO EXPERIENCE dating. I never had someone that i was in love with, and the thought of someone older and pretty and interesting would like ME was just too much. I fell head over heels for him. Not in love. Just, emotionally attached.

He kept flirting, initially nothing much, but then he started to talk about sexual things. Things that he wanted me to do to him and with him. What he wanted to do with me.

And one day, he just called me while jerking off.

I was terrified. I didn't knew how to tell him to 'stop'. That i didn't liked that kind of friendship. Because i didn't want to lose him.

So i just kept letting it happen. Until he decided to grope me in front of his girlfriend and i just had too much.

I went home and cried for hours with my mom on the phone. You know what she said? That it was my fault, since i gave him so much liberty.

That sentence really stayed with me.

And then the year was ending, and i was waiting for my friends from school to finally walk away and stop talking to me.

But they didn't. I did.

And the next year, when i was 15, i was in a new school.

I spent one year there with no problems. Didn't really bond with anyone but was starting to make some friends. It was nice, even tho i was basically being bullied by my classmates. I could ignore it and so i did.

Fast foward to Last year, 2019. now i had 16. Most of my year passed normaly. I never liked studying but i did the minimum to not fail.

And then, in September, i met someone in a party. I'll call him "Dave" because i don't want to put his real name in my blog.

Dave was clearly a 'rebel without a cause'. He smoked and drank without caring about his health. He was cool and everyone wanted to hang out with him. He painted his nails and played the guitar.

And for some reason, he wanted to hook up with me. Not date.

And i fell for it. I kissed him once and was already in heaven. How the fuck someone so cool wanted ME? I had no idea but i was loving it.

Soon we became best friends, we hanged out literally everyday and shit.

And then we became "friends with benefits" lmao. I was in love with him, and he couldn't choose between me and another person (that i won't say the name. today he is one of my best friends).

All of my close friends at the time warned me about Dave. How he treated me badly, how rude he was with me, how he was using me. But i thought that i was in love and ignored everything.

And two months passed like that. I slept in his house 3 times a week. I spent all weekends with him, i drank too much and i started smoking like an idiot.

And one day, after a huge fight me and Dave had, my dad said that my family was going to move to another state.

I called Dave immediately, and went to his house.

Only then we started dating. Because i was going away in two months, suddenly he was ok with dating me.

Adam was terrible and i was so unhappy.

Before we started dating, and even after that, i never had the right to say "no".

It was never about me. What i wanted. What i could give. What i was able to give.

I would come to his house, drunk, and he would ignore that i could not truly give consent and make me do whatever he wanted me to do.

I never felt loved.

My body was not mine. I had no right to control my own body.

I was with someone that would not accept a "no". I was with someone that would threaten to kill himself if i hurted him. I was with someone that said that he would kil me, and beat me, if i didn't do as he told.

He hit me once. And even after that, i didn't break up with him. And as always, he never, NEVER, apologized.

I was, again, in a relationship that taught me nothing about consent, respect and limitations. And it was destroying me without me noticing it.

But two months later, the day came and o moved. Even so the abuse didn't stop there.

He kept emotionally manipulating me, making me feel guilty for not being there. He said that i wasnt the person that he thought that i would be. That i never helped him and never made him happy. He said that i didn't truly love him.

Eventually, we parted ways. He stoped sending me messages and i stopped trying to be there.

I felt empty, and loveless, and it was like i had failed. I felt like i wasn't enough. I failed because i wasn't able to give enough of myself to him.

And now, a couple of months ago.

Someone on twitter mentioned AFTG and i didn't have anything better to do.

I fell in love with the book. I did. But there were so many triggers and had to take it slow.

I KNOW it sounds like I'm reading too deep into it, but please understand.

When i saw the way that Andrew and Neil interacted, as two different individuals, with different needs and different limitations, i was devastated.

I could not handle seeing how respectful and caring they were about each others triggers and traumas.

How Neil respected every single "no".

And how Andrew was able to say "no" without caring about what Neil would feel.

Because, when you say "no", it's for you, you're respecting yourself. And if your special someone can't undestand and respect that, they're not worth it.

I didn't understand that. To be honest, I'm still having a hard time to think about everything that happened to me like it was "harassment" or "assault".

I didn't say yes, but i also didn't say no

And, again, I'm sorry if it seems like I'm reading too deep into it.

Andrew and Neil have this "yes or no" think that left me speechless.

How can someone just respect you so much that they won't touch you unless you give clear permission?

I cried too much, and had enough panic attacks while i was reading the books. There were too many triggers but i kept going because i felt like i needed to.

I never had thought that, when you're drunk, you can't give consent. I never worried about that because no one worried about me when i was drunk. No one asked me anything.

The idea of having someone that will understand if you don't want to be touched, somone that will stay there and wait inutil you're okay, someone that loves you enough to respect if you're not ok... it was too much. Really.

Suddenly all of my relationship with my ex was passing in front of my eyes and i finally saw how abusive it was. How much he didn't care. How i trusted someone that couldn't give a shit about what i was feeling.

It's not that i didn't knew it was abusive. But seeing a relationship so opposite, like Andreil, was a chock.

"All For The Game" brought up things that usually are ignored.

Even if the trilogy is not focused on Andreil, the amount of importance that it puts in "consenting", is amazing.

I started to think about me and my body and how i was treating myself.

And how much i wanted someone that will respect me and love me and take care of me.

It sound dumb but I'm truly grateful. All For The Game is just fiction. But it talks about serious matters with a respectful and realistic approach.

It's "just a book" but it showed me a kind of relationship that i never saw. It affected me.

This is a huge vent because i had a panick attack during my therapy session and i needed to write it.

#all for the game #the foxhole court #aftg #vent #i really love aftg #girls guys and pals stay safe #take care of yourself #respect your body #the raven king #tfc #andreil

[supernaturalmarauders]

I’m sorry Jensen ackles x daughter reader

summary: You are jensens 15 year old daughter and your parents have been spending there time with your younger siblings. you start to become lonely and start thinking how everyone would be better off without you. Jensen and daniel get a call from your friend, raising her concern for you ,and they learn how bad your mentall health actually is.

Warnings: Possible self harm, suicidal thoughts, self hating language, attempted suicide, bullying, father jensen and mother daniel fluff. 

Please if this is happening to you, or you feel like this tell someone. i know what it’s like to keep your feeling bottled up. please don’t do it. my messages are always open

xxxxxx

you were sitting on your bed staring at the phone screen. it didn’t matter how hard you tried you couldn’t tear your eyes away from it. the hurtful words made you feel something. Everyone assumed That being Y/N Ackles made your life great. and of course your dad and Daniel loved you, but they were far to busy these days for you to bother them with your problems.

Ever since you were a child it had always been you and your dad. your mum didn’t want you so when she gave birth to you, she gave you straight to your father and ran. you were always a quiet kid, never causing any problems. but that meant you learned to  keep your problems to yourself. your father was far to busy with his acting to deal with your miner todler problems.

when daniel came along your father had finally found love again. being 12 years old at the time you understood that they both loved eachother. She treated you like her child, and loved you as much as a mother should. you loved daniel with all of your heart, and so did your father. 

When j, Zeplin, and arrow came along you felt complete. you had always wanted younger siblings, and you finally had them. you loved them, you really did, but sometimes you wished your parents would have more time for you. 

2 months ago your family moved houses and you had to start at a new school. your siblings were all to young to start school, whilst you were starting your 10th grade. being 15 was hard enough, but having to start at a whole knew school was nothing good. normally you would have no problem making friends. everyone knew the name Ackles. sometimes you wished you had actuall friends who didn’t just hang around with you for the exposure. sometimes you wished you were lucky enough to score real friends.

but this time you knew it wouldn’t be the same. you knew from day one that you were not welcome at that school. from the very start you were called horrible names, and contantly hurt, shoved, pushed, tripped, and more when you were just collecting your books. you couldn’t add on to your parents stress and you knew that your siblings were to young to understand, so you kept quiet. 

sometimes you would video chat (Insert best friend name here). your best friend from your old school. she was your friend because she loved you as a person, not because of your name. but you knew better than anyone that she didn’t need your problems adding onto her stress. 

xxxxxxx

“Y/N dinner” called daniel from the kitchen. you wiped you eyes and switched your phone screen off. you pulled on you’re jumper and pajama pants and went down stairs. when you arrived you saw your mother feeding arrow and your father feeding zep. Jay was sitting at the table eating her pasta and watching a barbie movie on her Ipad. 

“Your dinners on the bench Y/N, help yourself” Siad your dad gesturing to the bowel of pasta left for you. 

“Thanks” You said taking a small portion of pasta and sitting next to jay. once Daniel noticed the little amount of pasta on your plate she nudged your dad on the shoulder, causing him to look at your plate. 

“Are you not going to eat anymore” Asked Daniel worry evident in her voice. 

“Sorry mum, i’m not that hungry” you mumbled playing with your food. 

“Are you not feeling well honey” asked you dad, taking his eyes of zep. 

“I’m alright, just don’t have much of an appitite” you said shrugging off the  matter. 

Your parents looked at eachother, more worry evident on there features. truth be toold they had a reason to worry. since you moved you hadn’t been eating as much as you should be. you play basketball so you needed to maintain your body. however since moving you had dropped basketball completely. you spen’t most of your lunchbreaks in the library, where food isn’t allowed. you had lost 20 kilograms in the past 2 months, which wasn’t healthy considering you were already small for your age. Your parent’s had been noticing the weight loss, but didn’t really question it considering that they thought you were just stressed. however 2 months in and you were still showing signs. 

“Y/N, can you braid my hair please” asked jay giving you puppy dog eyes. you sighed. 

“Course jay” you said letting jay lead you up to her shared bedroom, leaving your bowl of food untouched. 

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“I’m worried about her” said your mum once you had left the room. 

“Me two” said your dad, concern clearly evident in his voice

“You don’t think she’s anorexic do you” Asked your mum placing arrow down in the high chair. 

“I don’t hink so, she would have lost more weight by now. besides she would be excercising like crazy, she doesn’t seem to leave her bed much now days” said your father placing zepline in the chair opposite arrow. 

“Maybe she’s going through exams, that could be why she’s loosing all the weight” said your mum, trying to find a reason for your weight loss. 

“The school wrang me yesterday”. said your dad just as he remembered. 

“You’re only telling me this now, what did they say” asked your mother. 

“Her lunch pass hasn’t been used in over a month. they also said that she dropped out of basketball and drama, they were worried about her” said your dad. 

“Maybe we should give her some space untill she opens up” said your mum cleaning up the dishes. 

“Yeah maybe”. said your dad. he knew something was wrong, but he didn’t know what. 

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The following day at school you kept your head down and avioded the crowds of poeple walking the halls you quickly grabbed you’re books and headed to the bathroom. shutting the stool door you pulled up your jumper revealing the many cuts and burns running up your hip, you silently let a tear fall down you’re face knowing that you were so lost. you pulled back down you’re jumper and walked over to the mirror, your appearence looked tired. your hair looked dead and your eyes had purple bags under them, your face looked deathly pale and slim, far different from the girl you used to be. you washed your face picked up your bags and hastily exsited the bathroom. 

after ariving to you’re first class you found your seat in the midle of the classroom and pulled out your laptop, you stopped when you saww it. the top of it was covered in notes full of hatefull words, drawn on in permanent marker, you opemed it to see more written on you’re screen. 

you let the tears full freely down your face, you didn’t know why but you started reading them. 

“GO DIE, YOUR PARENT’S WOULD BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU’ 

“I’M SURE YOURE SIBLINGS WOULD PREFER IT IF YOU JUST LEFT” 

“ YOU DIRTY PIECE OF FILTH, NO ONE LIKES YOU, JUST GO BACK TO THE HELL HOLE YOU CAME FROM’ 

‘ YOU FILTHY SLUT, GO SPREAD YOUR GERMS SOMEWHERE ELSE, YOUR NOT WANTED HER SO DO US ALL A FAVOUR AND DIE” 

You didn’t realise untill you finsihed that the whole class was laughing at you. because it was a study period you didn’t have an assigned teacher so there was no one to tell them to stop. you packed up your stuff and headed to the library where you would signed in and set in the corner. sitting down on a bean bag you curled up and started sobbing. pulling out your phone you looked through the photos. the one of zeplin, jay, and arrow, sitting curled into you while you read to them. the one of you your dad and daniel when you won your first basketball game. the one of you and (Best friend) when you both won the science fair. the one of you and your primary school teacher when you recieved your graduation certificate. you started crying even more, knowing that things would never be the same again. 

You were about to turn off your phone when you saw a call from your dad you wiped the tears from your eyes and answered it. 

“Hey dad” You said as cheery as you could

“Hey bug, how are you” he said 

“Fine, is everything okay” you said knowing that your dad normally didn’t call you during school hours. 

“Everythings fine. me and mum are going to have to stay on set late tonight. the kids are with uncle jared. is it okay if you catch the bus home today. theres dinner in the fridge and the remote on the counter” asked your dad 

“Of course” you said trying not to cry. 

“okay sweetie, we’ll be home as soon as we can. i love you” said your dad hanging up the phone 

“I love you to” you wispered to no one in particular. 

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The bus ride home was horrible. you constantly had paper and balls thrown at you, and insults left right and centre. you packed up your stuff and headed off the bus afew stoped before your house, so you could clear your head. on the way out your bus driver grabbed your arm. 

“You okay kid” he asked kindly a sad smile on his lips. you put on your fake smile a replied an “i’m fine” before exsiting the bus. you took your time getting home as you knew it would be hours before anyone else arrived. you unlocked the door and thre you backpack onto the kitchen counter, not caring that your laptop was in the bottom of the bag. you slowly made your accent up the stairs and into your room. 

your room was at the end of the hallway, you parents room was the next door down and your sisters’ room was next to them, across the halls was your brothers room. you sighed and pushed open your door revealing the room that was once full of life. the walls were painted grey and all of your exam papers were lying scattered acroos the floor. your clothes lied on a pile next to the bed and your art supplies was scattered across your desk, like it was a month ago. 

your bathroom looked spotless and clean, much different to your bedroom. you walked back into your bedroom and pulled up your phone, you had a binch of text messages from about 50 unknown numbers. you felt your heart finally shatter. you had never given anyone your number, and now the harrasment would never stop. you threw your phone onto your bed and slid down the wall, letting the tears fall freely. you couldn’t do it anymore. you didn’t have the energy, you just didn’t want to. it had taken everything you had to make it this far, and you just didn’t have the fight anymore, you let the rest of your tears fall before pulling yourself off your floor and sitting on the bed. feeling your phone vibrate you picked it up to see a message with a table. by closer look you saw a petition. not just any petitiion, a petition about you. the “Get Y/N Ackles to dye petition” that already contained 280 signatures, 

you stared at your phones screen, emotionless. it wasn’t untill you felt the phone vibrate again that you saw an incoming call from (Your best friend) you letit ring a bit hoping it would go away, before you lost your patience and slid the answer buttin across. 

“Y/N hey, hey, answer me, are you okay” asked your best friend in a panicked tone. 

‘i’m sorry” you wisper into the phone. 

“What are you sorry for, Y/N, tell me that your okay”. begged your best friend. 

“I’m sorry but i can’t do it anymore... i love you” you say letting more tears fall down your face. 

“NO Y/N stay on the line, come on , i need you, your so much stronger than this” begged (Your best friend). 

“Goodbye (best friend) i love you” you say hanging up the phone and pulling yourself into the bathroom.

slowly you walk yourself into the bathroom, and drag yourself infront of the mirror. 

“I’m sorry mum, dad, jj,(best friend) zeplin, arrow, but this isn’t the right place for me” you say, grabbing medication and a razor from the cupboard. wiht as much energy as you could muster you shover 2 hanfulls of pllis down your throat. after feeling your eyes drop, you dig the razor into your skin cutting the vain open and letting the blood pour freely. 

“I’m sorry, i’m sorry” you say before you drift off into the land of unconciousness.

xxxxxxx

your dad had just finished filming the final sceen when he felt his phone buzz, he pulled it out but didn’t recognize the number, knowing it was probably business he answered it anyway. 

“Hello, jensen ackles speaking” he said through the phone

“Mr ackels it’s (Best friend)” your father heard (best friend) through the phone. only it sounded like she was crying. 

“Hey (best friend) is everything okay” asked your father genuinly worried. 

“Have you been on instagram lately” she asked. 

“Not lately” he said. 

“Can you please have look” said (Your best friend) crying

you dad kept the call running while he opened instagram, what he saw broke his heart. he saw tones and tones of hate messages comments and posts about you. but the one thing that got to him most was a petition, saying for you to kill youself. 

“(best friend name) wheres charlotte” said your father starting to tear up. he hear (Your best friend) started sobbing. 

“I was on the phone to her just before, i think she’s going to commit suicide mr ackles, she hung up on me and won’t answer her phone” cried (your best friend) 

your father felt stupid. how did he not notice, he let the tears flow freely. 

“(Best friend) thank you so much” wispered your dad before hanging up the phone. and serching for another number 

“Hey jensen” said jared through the phone 

“Jared i need you to call an ambulance for our adress, Y/N is home and i got a call from her friend. you’re colser to home than we are, i think she’s going to comit suicide” said your father through the phone crying. 

“Okay, i’ll head over there noe, i’ll leave the kids with gen, just go to the hospital, i’ll go in the ambulance with her” said jared hanging up the phone. 

your dad walked over to your mum with tears running downhis face 

“j, whats wrong” asked your mum, worried, 

“It’s Y/N” 

XXXXX

Your head was heavy, your throat hurt more than anything, and your body felt like it had been dumped. you could hear the beeping of a mechine and imidiately knew you were in the hospital. 

“Y/N” you heard someone say from your bed. 

“Dad” you said opening your eyes and adjusting to the light. 

“Hey bug”. said your dad removing the mas from around your face so you could talk properly. You tried to sit but your dad pushed you back down. 

“Hey don’t move, you need to rest” said your dad pushing you back down and planting a kiss on your head

“You gave us a right good scare sweetie” said your mum grabbing your hand from the other side of the bed. recalling the previous events you started sobbing. 

“I’m sorry” you said your body shaking from the sobs. 

“No, no, don’t appologise, we should be the ones appologising”. said your dad brushing your hair away from your face. 

“but you didn’t do anything” you said. 

“We wern’t the parents you needed. we should have realised something was wrong. thats our job. if (best friend) hadn’t called your dad you wouldn’t be here” said your mum kissing your palm. 

“I’m sorry for scaring you. i just didn’t want to fight anymore” you said leaning into your fathers embrace. 

“ I understand that Y/N, but we need you. were always here to talk. we know that you didn’t talk to us because you thought with the others it was to much. but nothings ever to much. please don’t scare us. talk to us. we are always here” said your mum jumping on the other side of the bed. 

“I know” you said keeping your head down. 

“ were going to work through this together, you don’t have to be strong all the time, but you need to talk to us, deal” said your dad lifting your chin up. 

“Deal” You said smiling. 

“Good, we love you bug” said your mum planting a kiss on your head. 

“I love you both two” you said. feeling happy for the first time in months.

#jensen ackles #father x daughter #suicide #supernatural #dean #sam and dean

[gothfoxx]

My jirou and mic headcannon is that he started training her like aizawa did with shinsou. The idea i had for a one shot was that one day in training, mic finds out about several bruises on her arms and stomach. She has them because she stoped a group of bullies from hurting a kid, and now they target her. she doesn't fight them because she doesn't want to hurt them, and she thinks that she can handle the pain if it means noone else gets hurt.

This would happen not too too long after Midterm Exams

When Jirou was late to their training Mic texted Eraser just to see if he knew anything, Eraser took his sweet time to reply “no”. And he knows he shouldn’t worry but these kids have gone through so much and Mic just wanted them to be safe and happy, was that too much to ask for?! Right before he was going to start a search for her Jirou walks through the door to the training room looking a bit roughed up. His worry is not sated by the site of his student.

“JIIIIIIIJOOOOOOUUUU” Mic cries out to the ceiling as he hugged the tiny girl to his chest like he was scared she would disappear, he kind of was. But when she stiffened at the contact instead of laughing it off like she normally would Mic let’s go and really takes in her state. There were smudges on her skin and clothes like she tumbled harshly into the dirt, her left cheek was a little puffed up and red from impact, and her arms that were normally covered by her many jackets were bare and revealed bruises in various states of healing decorating her skin. And ho boi if he was worried before he was distressed now, his student was being hurt and he didn’t notice!

No one could judge him for reacting like a scared dad, especially not ‘I’d die for these kids’ Aizawa Shouta. Ok well Recovery Girl was judging him for sure but she held back any lectures she might have been about to give him for being loud or over reacting when she saw the state of the small student he was carrying. Jirou looked embarrassed about being carried and then tuted over like a child but that was over shadowed by the ugly green and yellow marks that littered her arms like a snake’s pattern. Thankfully for Mic’s anxiety Recovery Girl said that the trauma to the cheek was Jirou’s worst injury. But now that he wasn’t freaking out about possible fractures and concussions Mic was just upset and mad. Upset that his apprentice hadn’t confided in him and mad that someone was hurting his little listener! This would not stand.

After Recovery Girl’s treatment he came back into the room and sat by her bed. “You gave me a scare little listener.” Mic tried to sound chill and not like he wanted to cry. The girl looked down and away in shame, that just wouldn’t to. He took her small hand in his hoping it was reassuring and not intimidating, “Someone did this to you, Jirou you know that you don’t deserve to be hurt right? If something is happening at home, it doesn’t matter who it is or why, they aren’t allowed to hurt you.” And kami he could feel the tears prickling his eyes and his voice wanting to crack. She looked back at him with her own teary eyes, “It’s not a big deal.” Her voice was so small when she said it, like she wasn’t sure she wanted to say it out loud. And Mic knew in that instant he’d not only die for this kid, he’d kill for her too. “It’s a big deal to me kid, you are a big deal.”

They might have cried a bit together, but they were the cool kids and cool kids are in tune with their emotions, before Jirou felt ok enough to talk about what happened. “There’s this tiny kid that just moved in next door. His mom was some kind of villain who hurt him and his dad for years to keep them quiet.” She starts, voice back at normal volume. “The other kids in the neighborhood found out about his mom and started to bully him. He’s only 9! And he’s so tiny and the other kids are mostly middle schoolers! I walk him home from school so that they can’t hurt him anymore.” Now she sounds a bit upset and her voice is a little louder. “But. But they throw rocks so I carry him now and I know I could take them but their just kids too and that would be wrong! And I could handle it, I swear! But today one of the kids brought their older sister and she sucker punched me. They didn’t touch Hirō, I got him home! But then I was coming back for training and they kept following.” She was close to tears again. “The older girl pushed me down a hill so I just ran here, I even left my jacket.” Her voice was small again, like it was shameful to admit she had been hurt. That just wouldn’t do.

“Sounds like you did exactly what you should have. You protected the civilian, didn’t use excessive force, and escaped from an enemy to get back up. You did amazing kid.” He said with a certainty that left no room for argument. “You showed the heart of a real hero. But you should have come for back up sooner, just because you can handle it alone doesn’t mean you have to. It’s okay to ask for help before you are overwhelmed.” Yes, teachable moment! Mic was so proud of his little listener, she was going to do great! “So can you give me the names of these kids? It sounds like their parents should know what their kids are up to.”

Jirou had given him a list of the kids who’s names she could remember. Their parents were pretty shocked to see Present Mic on their doorstep and then even more shocked to find out their kids had been acting so horribly. Most of the kids had cried to hear that he was disappointed in them, he hated when kids cried but they needed to learn not to hurt others. The real world wouldn’t just be disappointed if they acted like that as adults. His last stop was to the Kita residence, where Jirou met up with him. The tiny apartment was covered in the scribbled drawings of a child and motivational hero posters. Kita Hirō was so excited to meet big sister Kyo’s teacher, the oh so tiny kid cried like Midoriya when Mic gave him a autographed Present Mic replica coat. Jirou was all blushy when Hirō asked if Mic was he other papa. She blushed even more when Mic told the kid he was her ‘hero dad’. When the excitement was over and the pro had walked his apprentice home she turned back to him. “Thanks for having my back ‘hero dad’” she teased as she gave him a big hug. “Always kid, I’ll always have your back.”

#foxx writes #jirou kyouka #present mic #bnha #mha #dad mic #ask prompt #splashofcreativity

[mythaughtsdiary]

rant on fandoms

ok so i've been seeing this alot and i gotta say fandoms have been geting a fuck ton worse and always get worse in the fucking long run. here are some of my points in each fandom i was or am in 

1. homestuck fandom 

now when i was a teen my old friend/cyber bully got me into homestuck and for a while i thought it was cool but then loads of people started to yell at me for getting a freaking name wrong just because i say it differently so this is one thing in fandoms that fucking happens a lot like oh how dare you have names said wrong bleh bleh bleh. 

next is the shipping and in this fandom there is one character that does ships that people have bullied me over the damn name of this character. this entire comic is shipping. and loads of people screech at you for a bad ship when shipping is just stupid as fuck. 

another thing is the tumblering where every fucking artist has to draw the characters in this stupid tumblr appropriate style like oh how dare this character be this when it should be this. like no set characters are set in a way because that's how the creator made it. now i'm all for creativity and shit like that. but when you just go full on tumblr all your doing that for is not for your own doing but to get noticed by everyone else like look how great i am. 

2. fnaf fandom 

so i use to be in the fnaf fandom along time ago and for a while it was cool great art great people but then came the people who started to bully an artist because they just got tired of drawing fnaf and wanted to do something fucking different. and was there in bullied out of the fucking community. 

i also got bullied out of this community not because of my art but because of my old guilt tripping rps and shit to which i say that's fine but does that warrant cyber bullying out of a fandom no it does not. which is why i left that fandom fucking bullies everywhere because of drawing shit and other stuff but i still kept one friend from that fandom who was with me through it all.

3. hazbin hotel fandom 

now i'm still in this fandom mainly because the friends i have made in it has kept me sane yet the fandom in itself is becoming more shity by the fucking day here is why

the fucking old vivziepop drama popping up to everyone in the fandom mainly by people who choose to think everything she has drawing since 2009 is a real thing to which most of the nicer fans have debunked and i myself have debunked. now you might be saying but crow mom that's not a real source well in the case of the comic she use to draw gustave even fucking stated he was a teacher's assistant there for just fresh out of fucking high school. same with fucking addison these kids are all in their last year of high school. as for addison and the whole snake thing people at the age of 16 or so on are allowed to fucking explore shit they like. his fucking mother is a damn naga so there in ya of course he would like snakes his mother is half snake.  another thing i've seen is people screeching at her for fucking stoping the comic and redesigning it like come on artists can grow and learn other things and realize shit they do. which is why i'm proud of her to be re doing this shit to show hay i'm learning and doing better. 

as for liking other artists and drawing them art for people who have bad views she was back then a teen/adult herself so ya she made stupid choices does that mean you have to rune everything she has no it does not i mean fuck me she made hazbin hotel as different as it use to be because she wanted more diverse things and more tumblr correct shit. and yet you people still find ways to peg her down and the fans. ( key note hazbin hotel is in hell everyone is fucking shit because it's hell hell is a bad place) i only had one run in with a vivziepop hater and i even made a fucking meme incase that person ever shows up again. now for helluva boss so far i have yet to see any hate but my friend running a loona blog did and it was for the shittest reason all because some stupid korean popstar has the same fucking name they tell them “ get out furry trash” like oh people and or characters can't have the same name so now you have to bully others because they are associated with that same name. fuck no get off your korean pop star loving ass and stop.  oh ya i also ran in with another i think viv hater for screeching at me that i suppose beastiality, rape and other shit all because i am a freaking cat demon oc which is mainly anthro which is mostly animal on fucking animal most of the times in my ocs which is not fucking beastiality. this person just wanted to have a cheep ass shot at me to leave the fandom. ( fun fact the most of the hate from this fandom were a bunch of feminists oh noooo guys tumblr feminists are after me) 

4. mlp fandom here we go i use to be in this fandom but i got tired of it once i began to watch drama videos on it and i gotta say there was a fuck ton of pedos in this fucking comunity and i just did not want to deal with it. as well as artist neigh sayers who were like how dare you use bases and how dare you use a 3d mlp maker because its not your own art. and the biggest fuck was when i use to post mlp a fuck ton on my da and this one person was like oh that pony would look great in a diaper yum yum slurp” and that's what broke me i just cant deal with that shit. people in the mlp fandom are fucked up. another thing is i am friends with the biggest mlp nsfw fucker in the universe who had a fucking drama video  made on him. and i gotta say this he is an annoyance at best all he wants is nsfw rps. 

#big rant

[killadraco]

Strip for me

—in which you get paid to strip at Draco Malfoy’s birthday party.

warnings; smut, cussing, freaky content

y/l/n=your last name. y/f/n=your friends name

My hands glided down the pages of the book that i was highly not interested in, i was basically flipping through the pages without actually reading them, but i also couldn’t let Professor Snape catch me not giving two shits about his teaching. “Maybe you could help Filtch instead of pretending to read the book, y/l/n” I looked up to Snape who looked very unpleased with me, figures. I could feel myself groan silently and rolled my eyes as i actually went down to read the boring book. “How much pounds would i have to give you, for you to come to Draco’s party?”

I turned my head sharply, seeing Blaise right in my face. I furrowed my eyebrows deeply and let a chuckle out—with being a slytherin, i was Draco’s friend. We weren’t close but we occasionally talked or—quite honestly he occasionally teased me about anything wrong with my body or face that day. “Um...none?” i said with a small giggle, lifting the book up so Snape couldn’t see the conversation going on. “I saw how you could dance at the Slytherin party, how much would i need to pay you to dance at Draco’s party?” he asked again. My body stiffened, no one had ever asked me such a thing. “Dance? like slow dance?” i questioned with a turn of my entire body, now completely facing him. He was hunched over his desk and i could see crabbe and Goyle snickering from behind him. For a moment i thought that it must have been a dumb joke to make me flustered, but Blaise looked down at me seriously—never taking his eyes off mine. “slow dance...bloody hell no of course not” Blaise snapped unimpressed. “He needs a real dancer like, a strip dance”

My eyes widened at the words that came from Blaise’ lips. “Excuse me? you want me to...strip?” I asked nervously, making Blaise roll his eyes and nod annoyingly. “First of all—“ “save it. Meet us in the Slytherin common room tonight” I was absolutely in shock, not only had Blaise asked me to strip for Malfoy, he had cut me off. I swear i didn’t belong in Slytherin. “Don’t forget you’ll have a test, so don’t be dumb and do your studies”

I was pressed up against a wall, just outside of the Defense Against The Dark Arts class. I was quite utterly upset with the fact that i was being ‘forced’ into dancing for Draco. I huffed quietly as my best friend finally made her way out of the class room. “There you are! I’ve been waiting for like 20 minutes” I groaned, walking besides her. She paid no attention to me whatsoever, her eyes stayed on the students in front of her. “Helloooo?” I waved my hand in front of her too gorgeous face. “Y/f/n”

She let a huff out and turned her body towards me. She was angry, her eyes looked as if she was going to kill me with them. Her hands were locked on her books, causing her knuckles to turn white. “Whoa, what happened to yo—“ “are you bloody mad?” she practically screamed, clenching her jaw with each word. “I hope not, why would i be mad?” I joked, knowing it wasn’t the time. It was a bad habit i had, yeah yeah. “Why would you strip at Draco Malfoy’s party? you’ll literally be a play toy for each of the boys there”. When the words strip flew from her mouth, my heart started to beat faster, my lips curved into a straight line and my own knuckles were slowly turning white. “I am not! Who told you i was?” I asked angrily, making other kids looks back to us as they passed through the halls. “Oh come on! everyone knows, ‘Y/n y/l/n is stripping at Draco’s party!’”

“I’m not alright? i was asked but i’m not, if you’ll excuse me—“ I exhaled harshly, now fuming from the fact that everyone thought i was a deadbeat hooker who dances for rich-pureblood boys for money. I had angrily made my way to the Slytherin Common Room where Blaise, Goyle, Pansy and Draco sat lounging on the couch. “What the hell, blaise!?” I stomped in. “Ahh, look Draco, It’s your stripper!” He announced happily. “Really? her? i guess it’s better than nothing” Draco shrugged. I felt like everything everyone said made me fume more and more.

I coughed back to yelling and took a long deep breath. “I am not stripping at anyone’s party. Why does everyone think i am?” I asked, which Pansy was not impressed with. “Stripping? why would Draco need a stripper? i could’ve—“

“Because you are? obviously” Goyle cut in, looking at me as if i were absolutely dumb. “No i am no—!” “Oh for Merlin’s sake” Draco started, rolling his eyes and looking over to me. “Blaise will pay you and—“ he paused, which i’m not going to lie, scared me. “I’ll stop teasing you”

I quite honestly didn’t know what to say. If i danced at his party, for just one night. All the teasing and Bullying would stop, but i’d also be know as The Girl Who Stripped. It wasn’t the most comforting feeling. Draco huffed quietly and stood up, “fine. and—“ Draco took a moment to try and think of another way to pull me into the Stripping Case. “I’ll have my father help your parents—who unfortunately are struggling with... what is it?” He asked sarcastically. “Everything?”. This was teasing Draco, he constantly made fun of my life and how my parents were poor unlike his own. At this point it could have been a win win situation, My family could get help and Draco could get a hard on—pfft.

“F-Fine. I’ll do it”

My heart was racing, i felt like my boobs were pushed up to my eyelids and my hands were shaky. “Maybe you shouldn’t have said yes”. Y/F/N had been very unfriendly about all this, she constantly reminded me that i would be dancing on Draco Malfoy’s lap tonight. “So you’ve said, Mr.Malfoy has loads of money and—“ “yes i know, you’re family needs help”. I sighed lightly as i brushed down the black lingerie set i was wearing under a very long black coat. “Well, i have to go before Blaise comes and drags me there” I mumbled, looking back to Y/f/n who looked very upset. I let another small sigh out and went off to the Astronomy Tower.

I could hear loud music blasting from the top of the stairs, i was almost there and my heart was racing wildly. “Draco! Draco! Draco!” other Slytherin’s chanted, along with laughing and cheering. “Just one night. You can do this”. I slowly pulled off the jacket and draped it out the stair well before continuing up the large stairs.

Draco laughed along as many boy Slytherin’s lifted him up into the air. Draco thought it was amazing how they snuck so many people up here and played such loud music without one Professor finding them. “Draco! Draco! Draco!” they chanted and cheered. All Draco could do was laugh and enjoy the party going on. The chanting slowly stopped and Draco was brought down to his feet, still laughing at the chanting and unexpected lifting-into-the-air. “Draco! you gotta see this” Blaise quickly grabbed ahold of Draco’s arm and dragged him to the stairs of the Tower. “Oh. My. God”

“Oh. My. God” I watched as Draco and many other body crowed around the stairs, all looking my body up and down. I had a few curves that lined my body perfectly, but i felt utterly insecure with more than 7 boys staring at me. “Well? Do your job, put Draco in his place” laughed Blaise, along with many other students. I had only danced once at the Welcome back party for the Slytherin’s in our 4th year, Y/F/N and i had only been joking, but apparently it caught Blaise’ eyes.

I gulped back as a hand wrapped around my waist, Draco slightly pulled me into the Tower before he backed up into a chair. “Yeah? put me in my place” he said, inches away from my face. He pulled himself into the chair behind him and sat very chilled, his legs were spread apart and far out , he was slouched down, and his arms were crossed over his chest. He was sneaky enough for me to catch the small button of his pants, unbuttoned. I had a jolt of confidence, my body stoped being tense and i was now pulling my hair down. I didn’t know where it came from, but i felt like i wanted to dance for him, for some odd reason.

Draco licked his lips as a few whistle’s and cheers were heard from behind me. The music became louder and was switched from party music to seducing music. I flipped my hair as i leaned down onto Draco’s knees, he was so relaxed, it gave me chills. His eyes stayed on might as i flipped my body over, my arse now close to the bulge peeking out from his suit pants. I danced along his lap, making sure to touch his body and tease him. I had expected Draco to do something like touch me or pull me into his lap, but all he did was stare. Stare straight into my eyes and feed off of the tension between the two of us. More cheers went through the air, my body uncontrollably dancing around Draco’s face and lap, occasionally rubbing myself onto his bulge—which i couldn’t tell if it was for my pleasure or him pleasure. I let my arms fly up into the air, making my boobs stretch out, every boy now intrigued by my body. I could feel Draco’s hands slither up my chest, squeezing my boobs as he got to them. For a moment i swear i could feel his lower body buck up into me, causing me to throw my head back in pleasure. I tried hard not to show that i was enjoying the feeling of Draco against me, but it wasn’t easy with him constantly trying to make me wet. “Yeah. Put my in my place. Please, a little girl like you doesn’t get to put me in my place” He whispered into my ear, sending chills through my whole body.

“Leave, would y’all?” I could hear many boys ‘oouuu’ and ‘ahhh’ as they left the tower. “Have fun” Blaise coughed out as he left down the stairs. It was just Draco and i, our bodies still collided together and his dick still rubbing against my now, wet, clit. “What made you think, you would come up here” As he talked he moved, standing up from the chair with a large piece of my hair wrapped in his hand. He slowly moved me to the outside of the tower, leaning over the rail and looking down to the extremely large drop down. “And put me in my place, rub your pretty little pussy all over me” he continued to move as he talked, now moving his pants down, and with that i could see his utterly large cock in place. “And me not make you cum? now why would that be?”

I could feel his hands move down to my ass, pulling my pants down in a rush. “See, bad girls like you don’t deserve to dominate. They only need to be punished, hurt...” He paused and pulled yet another chunk of hair back, making my whole back lean up against his stomach. “Touched, teased and fucked” he spat. He didn’t waste another second before he jammed into me, making my knees fall weakly. “Bad little girl” he groaned as his body started to thrust into me, making the wetness of my pussy spread around his dick. He had just started and i felt as if it was already too much for me. His groans went into my ears and my moans went into the air. “D-Draco” i moaned out, reaching my hand back for some sort of support. He was pounding me hard now and i could feel my body shake with pleasure and pain. “Didn’t mommy ever tell you it’s rude to tease?” He moaned, pushing my body back down against the rails. He still had my hair wrapped into his beautiful hand as he thrusted into my pussy, which went getting more and more wet by the second. I let more moans go into the air, my body shaking and my pussy dripping. “Now, what do you say?” he slowed down, making me whine lightly. I wanted more, i wanted to feel his cum spread throughout my body. “P-Please” i whined. “And?”

“T-Thank you—“

He immediately continued at his fast pace, groaning with every thrust. His large hand wrapped around my throat and squeezed hard. “Do a little something for me” he groaned, and i knew he was close to cumming. I wanted it. Badly. “Now” he spat into my ear. I forced myself to cum, letting it move to the bottom of his dick as his thrusts slowed down. His groan was so loud, i could have sworn everyone in Hogwarts heard. His thrust finally came to a stop and both of our breaths were harsh. He spun me around to face him, out faces inches apart and his hand still cupped at my throat. “Tease me again. And you’ll be begging me to stop, are we clear?” he asked, clutching my throat harder. “Yes. Y-Yes” i stuttered.

“Now be a good little girl and clean up your mess”

Hehe okay hi af. This took longer than intended but, it’s okay. It isn’t as good as i hoped seeing as i was very tired when i wrote it but! it’s not edited yet so! if there are any spelling errors please let me know!

#draco malfoy #draco imagine #hary potter #ron weasley #filmedit #hermoine granger #neville longbottom #luna lovegood #tom riddle #icons #rapper #hip hop #avengers endgame #celebrities #playlist #celebs #movies #pets #hogwarts

[bombshellsandbluebells]

@awesomenell65 I appreciate you so much! you’re so sweet. thank you for being willing to listen to my passionate writing rant about Captain Marvel :) I’m posting here so that previous post isn’t so long

ok, a breakdown of Captain Marvel’s flawed script under the cut:

I actually like the general plot and the story of the movie. It’s fun, it has an interesting twist, and it’s a nice reinvention of the classic origin story that is now way too familiar and overdone in the MCU actually works. The idea of starting Carol with her powers and hero status (even if it is as a soldier in the Kree army and not as the hero Captain Marvel yet) and having her go on a journey of self-discovery to reveal her past is a actually a really great way to switch up the origin story plot. 

Its messages in the third act are also refreshing and great - that Carol’s emotion isn’t a weakness but something she should embrace. That she doesn’t need to prove anything to anyone. That she is strongest by embracing who she is fully. Even that Carol shines brightest when she’s not letting men or a sexist society hold her back. And the twist of realizing that the terrorist threat the Kree army is determined to eradicate are actually victims of imperialism is a pretty great one.

The problem is that while all these are great as ideas, none of it is actually executed that well. 

One of the main problems is with Carol herself. The story of self-discovery falls flat when the movie fails to actually develop who Carol is a person. We’re never really shown how she actually feels about anything or what she believes. Everything revealed about her past are basic details that gives us a very, very rough outline of Carol as a person.

She/We learn she was an Air Force pilot. Ok - why? What motivation/belief/conviction led her there? Was she trying to prove something? (Which would have been a great contrast to Carol later learning “I don’t have to prove anything to you.) Did she just want to be able to fly? (Actually a big thing in the comics and would make the moment when she realizes she CAN fly all that more exciting.) Did she believe that it was a righteous cause and she could protect people? (Which would work well with learning she was aiding an unjust war.) Did she just want to protect people and thought that was the best way to do it? (Holy shit, that would be lead to a powerful moment for Carol of realizing that she has been tricked into hurting victims rather than a dangerous army.) But the movie doesn’t tell us. She just was a pilot. Her reasons or how she felt about it are never revealed. 

There’s lots of opportunities to use Carol’s background as a pilot in interesting ways to further the messages, but by not telling us WHY she was a pilot, it really doesn’t contribute much to the messages OR our understanding of her as a character.

Same with other details. We learn who Lawson was, but we never understand who she was to Carol. Clearly she was important and Carol admired her because she appears as the Supreme Intelligence - but we don’t know WHY. What did Carol admire about her? Why did she look up to her? What influence did Lawson have in Carol’s life beyond asking her to fly the plane that got shot down?

Also, who was Carol’s family? What did Monica mean by saying that Carol never considered them family? Clearly they had an impact since they briefly appeared in her flashbacks, but we don’t know how they impacted her. 

This leads into another problem. The emotional beats and messages didn’t have impact because they weren’t properly set up earlier or contrasted with earlier moments. It was a lot of telling us things - telling us what the message was or how to feel - without really showing us or making us feel it. 

For instance, the twist about the Kree being the bad guys is great and could have worked, but the moment falls flat because we didn’t fully understand why Carol was fighting for the Kree in the first place. If you had established that Carol strongly believed in the cause, then that moment has a lot more weight because you understand that her driving motivation was a lie. Think about the first Captain America movie. The first act spends all its time explaining WHY Steve wants to go to war - he believes it’s the right thing to do. He wants to stop bullies. Imagine the emotional impact if the third act revealed that he was fighting on the wrong side the entire time. You would FEEL that, because you knew how important doing the right thing and stoping the bad guy was to him. We needed that in this film. Without gaining an emotional connection to Carol’s beliefs and motivations in the first act, we can’t have as strong of an emotional reaction to having those beliefs disproved as intended.

There’s also the moment where Carol realizes she’s been held back by Yon-Ragg the whole time. A great superhero moment. The problem is that Carol never once is the underdog in the film and is always shown to be stronger than Yon-Ragg and her enemies. There’s no real victorious feeling to that moment because it’s just more of the same. Carol has ALWAYS been powerful. Now she’s just...more powerful. The movie can tell us that he was holding her back, but we never see her really suffering or failing because she was held back.

There’s also the fantastic “I don’t need to prove anything to you” line. Which I DO love. It’s like Peggy saying “the only opinion about me that matters is my own” in Agent Carter. It’s a great message and a particularly great message for a female hero to send to women and young girls. But again, a failure to set this up properly or contrast it makes it fall flat. The movie tells us that Carol has learned she doesn’t need to prove herself...but I didn’t really realize that she had been driven by needing to prove herself.

True, this one has better set up than other moments, because she does start the movie going to speak to the Supreme Intelligence about proving she’s ready to fight. But the lesson isn’t well set up, because it was never portrayed as a problem that Carol wanted to prove herself. Imagine if she hadn’t been captured by the Skrulls, but had disobeyed an order to go after them because she wanted to prove herself on her first mission. If Yon-Ragg had told her not to because she couldn’t take them alone only for her to stubbornly tell him that she could do it. And then, she ends up getting captured and in worse waters because she wanted to prove herself. Or that could be the reason she stays on Earth to try to stop the Skrulls and find Lawson alone. 

You could even further this message by having Maria tell Carol (or better, show it in actual flashbacks) that Carol always wanted to prove herself. It actually is part of her backstory in the comics that she always felt like she had to prove herself to her father, who thought his two sons were more capable than his daughter. The realization and character growth moment would then be Carol realizing that she doesn’t have to prove anything to anyone else. But without moments establishing earlier the downside to trying to prove herself or the fact that it was her driving motivation.

Another one that the movie told us but didn’t show was the message that her emotions actually made her stronger. Another great message for a female hero if they’d done it effectively. But Carol doesn’t....actually get to express any emotions beyond snarky and mad. Even when she realizes she’s been lied to and fighting for the bad guys, she’s not allowed the moment to grieve or get upset. When she does try to get emotional, another character actually tells her to stop. So I don’t understand how Carol’s emotions are actually her strength when the script didn’t really give her the room to be emotional. (And it’s a shame, because Brie could have done so much. She has the acting ability to explore those emotions.)

On an even more technical writing level there were pacing issues, but that’s nitpicky. The main issues really were that the script failed to set up any of its emotional moments or lessons and told us that Carol learned things that it never showed that she learned. It failed to develop Carol by not revealing her motivations or her beliefs or anything about her as a character and then didn’t give her the room to grow and change in any real way. Carol kind of just ends the movie the way she begins, just....more powerful. 

Basically, when writing a story, you can’t just suddenly tell us we’re supposed to feel a certain way or that someone has learned something. You have to set everything up earlier in the script to pay off later and you need to contrast all lessons learned with something earlier. 

#in short #it could have been great #but the script needed more finessing #captain marvel wank #captain marvel spoilers

[autismus-obscurus]

Avoiding manipulation from salespeople

This post is lengthy, here’s the short version: My mom managed to get scammed into buying overpriced cosmetics by a very aggressive and well-trained saleswoman. I’ll break down how that happened so you won’t fall for it. Tl;dr: These people are trained professionals, being rude (i.e. not showing interest, breaking off the conversation) is okay. Physically walk away if you don’t want to buy something.

Below is a description of what happened. At the end I’ll draw a conclusion and also break down how sales people usually work, so you have an easy overview.

This is written from an autistic PoV with autistics in mind, but I appreciate all reblogs so people can get informed.

Autistic people are frequently bullied into compliance. Being rude is physically painful. That makes us susceptible for manipulation. Even worse: Sales people are trained for hours on end to make sales to neurotypicals, and often succeed, so we’re especially at risk. Their most effective weapon is the duty to be polite: Most people won’t walk away from a conversation because it’s rude. They exploit that. Your most effective counter-weapon is the knowledge that the worst that can happen is a few awkward seconds. You are the customer, you are in control. They try to bully you into doing what they want by enforcing social norms and try to win you over. It feels like shit at the moment, but you can walk away. Nobody will physically try to hold you back, and if they do, you’re legally allowed to hit them (okay, I’m not sure about the last part, but they won’t, I promise.)

Here’s what happened:

My mom and I were in a fashion outlet in the Netherlands. The centre is built like a tiny pedestrian zone with normal-looking houses that are stores and restaurants. We’re just walking along when a woman comes up to us from a store. The store was mostly empty, but in a designer-way, not a clothes store. She gave my mom a free sample of something, but the second my mom hesitated she asked us in. (Up to this moment I didn’t see everything I was planning to just go on.)

Pro tip 1: If you don’t want to buy anything, walk away. DO NOT enter. Just say, “sorry I’m in a hurry” and BAIL.

My mom was in before I could say anything. The lady was selling products from a cosmetics brand... let’s think of a nice name... “D§C - Deep Sea Cosmetics”. Sounds like a nice, made-up name, right? Maybe go google it to make sure I didn’t accidentally name a real brand, right? Anyway, the lady wanted to sell us some scrub thing that makes your fingernails shiny, but primarily a box with all this nail stuff for like 80€. But because it was the “outlet price” she only wanted 50€ for it. My mom said 50€ is too much and asked if she could think about it and come back later.

Pro tip 2: Don’t “ask” them to think about it. That leaves them in control. Use imperative sentences “I’ll think about it” - then leave, don’t stand around looking unsure.

Overall, the lady was very friendly, she asked us if we were German, said some stuff about herself (she was French, has a German husband and speaks good German, four kids. Looked a bit young for 4 kids but what do I know.) This is a common tactic to make the salesperson seem more likeable by sharing personal details. Another sales dude at my college coerced me into a (thankfully free) short time subscription to a newspaper by playing the pity card (“I only get paid for the sales I make”.) She asked my mom if she smoked (yes) and then promoted this gel that prevents the fingernails from going yellow. Salespeople will latch onto any information you give. They talk very fast and don’t allow breaks so you can think critically. By that point she’d whipped out her samples and was polishing my mom’s nails. She also did mine, despite me being visibly uncomfortable (that’s their job - they make people uncomfortable so they can sell stuff.) If you don’t want to be touched, say so. Or just physically back away a bit. Again, they’re relying on you being too uncomfortable to break social norms. You do not owe them anything. 

Pro tip 3: If you’re very insecure, try not to get dragged into promotions. Best is not to enter the store at all. Again, “that’s cool brah” (or the more polite form of it) and leaving will do.

My mom showed herself impressed by how shiny her nails were. (My mom, while usually being deft at life-stuff is the most gullible fucking person when it comes to shopping. Please learn from that.)

Pro tip 4: If you show interest, they know they got you. Interest is everything from stopping, to coming in or seeming unsure what to say (even if you KNOW you don’t want to buy). Again, walking away is your best bet.

Eventually, when it was clear that we weren’t buying the package like this, she whipped out the figures. 1) This stuff isn’t available in Europe, it’s from the US (correct). 2) People buy this for 120$ a box (couldn’t verify - the box isn’t available on the web shop) 3) The polish stone costs 40$ alone (Lie)

She asked me if I was a student, my mom said yes. She then offered us a “student discount” - the stone for 30$ and the gel on top of it for “free”. My mom bought it.

Here’s the real facts: 1) The stone costs 12.95$ on the web shop 2) The gel costs 14.95$ on the web shop

Would it have been more expensive to buy it online? Yes (because you’d need to ship it to Germany) Did she lie to us about the student discount and the real prices? Also yes.

Pro Tip 5: Check your facts yourself. Don’t expect them to tell the truth (this goes for any kind of ad.)

Btw, the reviews on US sales are similar: Products are okay, but totally overpriced and the salespeople are extremely aggressive.

Summary: Salespeople are trained to seem likeable, but they will lie as much as is necessary to get a sale. When she couldn’t sell her stuff over the regular price, she made up a student discount to sell it at the regular price. Don’t believe a word they tell you, google it yourself. We’re trained to stay and listen because that’s what is polite. Sales people prey on that. Be brash. I know it feels shitty at the moment, and it’s hard, but they're not your friends, they’re predators. You don’t owe them anything. You know what happens if you walk away? Nothing. They can’t do shit about it. Prepare a script if you need it, stick with it.

Conclusions:

1) Your best bet is to walk away. Don’t stop, just move on. They’re trained to play on your pity, on your friendliness and self-esteem. Walk away. Script: “Sorry I’m in a hurry.” / “No thank you.” 2) Don’t get lured to a store or stand, and if you do, always remind yourself that YOU are in control. They don’t want to give you time to think because then reason sets in. You can still walk away. Avoid rhetorical questions. Script: ”Thanks but I’ll need to think about it.” Then leave. (If you stand there as if you’re undecided, they still got you.) 3) Don’t use rhetorical questions, don’t argue. They’ll try to put you into a position where you’re trying to justify why you’re not buying. Don’t fall for it. You don’t owe them shit. 4) Tbh never buy stuff after a presentation. Just don’t. You’ll have plenty of time to check whether or not the prices they named are true. And if you want to buy something, you can always come back another day and they won’t remember you. You’re just one of hundreds of customers.

How do they hook you?

1) They start a conversation, often with free samples. If you’re not interested, don’t stop, just pretend you didn’t hear or say you’re in a hurry. Don’t stop or they got you. 2) They’ll ask you inside. Again, don’t. Just say “sorry, no time”. Leave immediately, don’t wait for their answer. 3) They make conversation, trying to get on your good side. Usually they take in your appearance and guess basic stuff like likes and hobbies from it. They’ll try to show you that you have things in common - this is the basis of a connection. It’s harder to walk awayn from someone that you feel connected to, even if it’s minimal, than from a total stranger you barely looked at. 3.1) They try to confuse you. They talk extremely fast to dominate the conversation and don’t give you time to think. They’re trained to manipulate your responses. Nothing they say is natural, it’s all scripted. Remember that. 4) They show you samples (e.g. the nail thingy). They try to make you want the thing you didn’t know existed five minutes ago. Shiny doesn’t mean good. 5) They’ll present an offer. This often includes making you believe that if you buy it somwhere else it’s way more expensive or hard to get - they often cite exorbitant prices to make their own overpriced offer seem more attractive. Important: Watch out for “sympathy discounts” - they will rarely sell the product far under the regular price. If you can, get a glance at their monitor, the system doesn’t lie, it shows the store prices.

Take-home message: Their most effective weapons are social norms. There’s a reason brash, aggressive people are usually more successful. Don’t fall for their bullshit. They’re not your friends, they just want your money. The only thing stoping you from walking away is your own head. Prepare a script before going into malls or bring an instructed and trusted friend if you’re unsure. It gets easier after a while.

#actuallyautistic #social anxiety #social skills #manipulation #psychology #dev rambles

[thealienmoth]

Our kinda hell-ish neighbores

So buckle up this is gonna be a ride.

It didn't start badly. My parents moved here when I was 1 year old and there was a kid just a year older in the same complex! It was great!

We never got reaaally close as friends but we had loads of fun playing and when another kid moved in in the building (all tho he was much younger) it was even more fun!

We all had loads of BBQ's together and birthdays always endet with a giant BBQ Party. Everyone brought some food and everyone was invited to enjoy some food!

It was honestly great and one of the best environments I could imagine to grow up in. Friendly. Helpfull. Joyfull.

Then the kid one year older (lets call him...Dave.), Dave kinda got weird. He didn't want to play with us anymore and we left him alone.

Then he started telling his mom we bullied him and didn't let him play with us anymore.

His mom opend a Window and screamed at 9ish year old me. Everyone on the Street could here it and I at this point was crying. She insulted me.

I tould my mom and she went over and returned the favour with screaming at Dave's mom.

From there one they ignored and hated each other for around two years.

Idk how but they made up at some point and became friends again. I never got any way of conection to Dave again but that was fine with me.

Ok here the real story starts.

So we have parking spaces for people who live in the building complexes.

Per flat one parking space.

And Dave's family had the car of his father, his mom and from their work on the parking spaces.

So there was never enough room for some of the other people of the building.

(There was other people doing the same as Dave's family but thats not the worst)

My mom pays extra for a garage (cause we have two cars as well so one goes on the parking space and in the extra payed Garage).

At some point mom informs the landlord. She doesn't name anyone she just says

"The parking situation can't go any longer."

And explained what was going on.

The landlord then said to everyone "please mind the rules"

But no one did. And Dave's family got so pissed.

At first it was just name calling everytime they saw us (I know very mature of them).

Then they wrote down threats and stuck them to our door.

We informed the landlord.

He said: "We can't prove it was them I'm sorry."

Then one evening we heard a loud

BOOM!

followed by three more

BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!

Dad, my little brother and I looked out the Window and saw Dave's family throwing fireworks out of their Window.

Wich is problematic cause using of even having fireworks after new years eve is illegal and throwing them out a window in the evening is also just not ok??

When I went to the balcony and attempted to Film what they did (to report them to the police) they noticed me and stoped and closed the window.

I had nothing to prove what they did just other people who saw it but I didn't want to go to the police with just that.

Then 2 in the morning I heard it again.

BOOM! BOOM!

I opend the Windows (my room is under the roof so its a side ways Windows idk how to describe it sorry) and the light out of my room seemed to allert them.

Again befor I could make a Video they only threw the final one and then ran in to the building.

Their Window was open as well and I was able to hear them laughing and making fun of us.

The next moring we also discovered that sooomeoneeee (😒) put some disgustingly smelling liquid in our mailbox (its on the building).

It was oozing out of the mailbox on to the wall it smelled horrible and was a little bit sticky and it was all over our mail.

We tould the landlord.

And we again couldn't prove it was them.

Tho the landlord admited it was very likely them.

The next day we over heard them talking about it. It was definitly them.

I'm just waiting whats gonna happen next.